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#rumor has it they're still sobbing...
norrisleclercf1 Β· 9 months
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Pairing: Carlos Sainz x Lando Norris x F!Reader
Words: 3.5K
Warnings: Gut wrenching angst, just mainly angst, I couldn't help it I'm sorry miscommunication, fluff at the end
Requested: Yes/No
A/N: I was going to write smut for this even had it finished, but I scrapped it as it just didn't feel right for this. Also slightly edited
Synopsis: It's 3 words that have your world crumbling, and coming together again.
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3 words, that's all they are, 3 simple words.
No one really takes into account what 3 words can do to someone. That's all it took for your world to turn upside down, 3 words.
"I love you."
They never tell you that you get this numb feeling in your chest, or how you feel everything slow down. Why didn't they warn you that you'll feel sick, happy, sadness.......regret.
No one told you that when you hear those words, you'll freeze. Staring at those hazel eyes, you hate that your heart screams for another. You wish those eyes weren't hazel but the prettiest blue-green you've ever seen.
Every inch of your body, sparked to life, bringing you back from this frozen place you're at. Blinking you come back to focus on your boyfriend of a year saying 3 simple words.
"Carlos." Dropping his head, he sighs, fingers wringing together before looking at you. "Don't, I know." Is all he whispers, kissing your cheek as he grabs your hand.
"No, Carlos." You whisper, planting your feet down, stopping Carlos. He turns slowly; pain, sadness, and regret are all that stare back at you, mirroring your own emotions. "You know....that.....I feel the same, but simultaneously," He stops you, raising a hand.
"Some of you will always love him, and I knew this. I always knew that I'd be second in your heart, that you'll never be able to let him go. And I'm okay with that. Because I'll be the one you love last." His words cut you deep, and you didn't want to love them separately; you wanted both.
A secret you've kept to yourself for years. Loving two men, it was hard. Harden when they're old teammates, best friends, more? You always questioned the relationship they had with one another.
"Carlos.....You're not second in my heart, there is no fighting over me. I'm here, with you." He scuffs, feet kicking at invisible dirt. "I see it Y/n." Breaths shaky, Carlos gathers his thoughts before continuing.
"I see the secret looks, the phantom touches, how your heart cries for him. It's all I can see, and I hate that I don't hate it. I despise the fact that I'm more than okay letting him have you, only if it means I keep you too." Hands clamp on your throat, the panic and terror gripping at you.
"I want to hate him, but he's.....I love him too. I love you both, I just wish you would've said something first." He whispers, pressing his forehead against yours. A shuttered breath, escapes your mouth.
It's like you can breath again, that Carlos knows. You aren't lying to him or yourself anymore. It's all here in the open no longer in the shadows.
"Carlos, I'm sorry. I should've told you. That I still love him, that you aren't the only one I see in the future, that you aren't alone in that church. Because you're not." Carlos's large hands cup your face, his thumbs wiping the bottom of your eyes, stopping the tears before they fall.
"Y/n, we need to take a moment and think about what we want. I know what I want, but do you?" He asks, grip tightens, then falls away, leaving you there. "When you know what you want, tell me." Placing one last kiss on your lips he walks away.
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6 days, that's all it took for the rumors to spread that you broke up with Carlos. The pictures of you spreading everywhere. It's the ones after Carlos walks away, that has the fans in an uproar.
You, crouched down in the middle of the walkaway, sobbing. Your heart ripped in two different directions. One was in Italy the other in London and you had neither piece with you.
All you could do was lie in bed, wearing Carlos's sweatshirt, a lingering scent of him is the only comfort you have. The hate you felt for yourself is strong, that you wanted Carlos here with you, yet yearned for that british accent that whispers sweet nothings in your ear.
Still silence is what leaves you with your thoughts, you turned on the TV but immediately turn it off when both their faces pop up laughing and hanging off one another. It set off fresh tears, eyes burning because you couldn't do anything but cry.
No music, due to the fact that Carlos left it on one of his favorite stations, the memories of you two dancing in your kitchen late one night. It's your favorite memory.
All you did that day was make love, eat, drink nice wine, and stayed up the entire time talking. You can still smell the spices of the food, and feel Carlos's hands on you, when that memory spills into your mind.
Soft knocks, pull you out of your thoughts. With aching muscles you pull yourself out of bed. Everything in you protesting the movement, with each step it felt like a battle raging in you. You don't bother looking who it is at first, just pulling it open.
When you see red, your heart jumps, body warms, it's like life was breathed back into you. Just as fast it filled you, it spills when you see pale skin, short hair, and green hazel eyes.
"Oh." You must sound so broken with that one word, because all the person before you can do is pull you into his hold. "I thought," He shushes you, walking you into the hallway, closing the door. "I know, he wanted to be the one.....they both did, just." He swallows not able to find the words to comfort you.
"Charles, I can't.....I can't breath without them." You sob, this was the first human contact you've had in 6 days, the first time you've seen or spoken to since the photos. "Shhh, it's okay." Charles tightens his hold, rubbing your back.
Carlos and Lando were putting on a good show, acting like they too weren't in the same position. That they too weren't dying inside, the fact that they couldn't be here, to hold you, love you, comfort you. It's the final nail in the coffin.
Charles talks you down, holding a large mug of chamomile tea, a dash of honey and milk. Lando told him that it helps you calm down, and just how you take it. "Here, drink." Placing the it in your hands, the warmth tickles it's way up your arms to your chest.
"How did you," "Lando." Is all Charles says, sipping some water. "Are you going to ask first, or make me tell you?" Charles looks around your apartment, memories of Carlos and Lando both equal in your home.
"How are they?" Hiding your mouth behind your mug, scared to look at Charles. He was somewhat intimidating, protective of the people he loves and consider family. He chuckles, not a humerous one, but one filled with distained and contempt.
"How are they? Well let's see, you dated one for 4 years, but broke up with him, leaving him confused and hurt as to why. Then you start dating his best friend, while you're still in love with the other. Carlos tells you he loves you, and you can't even say it back because of this....regret? Self-loathing shit you've got going on, since you're still in love with Lando, s." He takes a breath staring you down. "You tell me how they are." Each word a stab to the heart.
"I love them both, Charles. I do." He rolls his eyes, licking his lips in frustration. "You love them, but refuse to tell them what is going on with you. Y/n, they both love you and each other. They love each other long before you came along." The more he talks the more you curl in on yourself, wanting a black hole to swallow you up.
"Look, the only reason I'm here is to make sure you're alive and tell them how you are. Also.....call it curiosity, are you ever going to grow some balls and tell them both you want both of them?" You stare into your tea, thinking over Charles words.
"I have balls, Charles. They're on my chest." Charles just stares at you, while your lips form a small smile. "Second, I'm scared they don't want that." They had a bond that's unbreakable nothing on or off the track could break that. And you didn't want to be the one to break it.
"You're just as bad. Y/n, they are together every night. They have needed you every second of their lives, and they need each other. So, since you don't want to understand me I'll say it like this instead; they want to fuck you, love you, and make you theirs everyway possible." Face red, you hide behind your mug, the words crast and beautiful all at the same time.
"Also, please call one of them, my liver can only handle so much drinking and tears." Charles stands, placing a envelope on your coffee table. "If you ever, ever tell them that I came here and talked to you, I'll lie." You blink up confused.
"But you said," "I know what I said, I lied so you'd let me in the door. They have no idea I'm here. They'd kill me if they found out I was pushing you to your decision." Placing the mug down, you stand feeling new energy as you lean over hugging Charles.
You two aren't close by any means, he found you.....indesicive, something he didn't like. Patting your back, he moves away, clearing his throat. "Well, bye." You smile at Charles back, as he slips out of your apartment.
Leaving the white envelope behind, taunting to you.
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Shoulders cloaked in orange, you watched from a distance as he finishes his media duties for the day. You kept yourself hidden in the crowd, making sure you don't run into them.
Hiding from them like a child whose been punished, was ridiculous. They wanted to see you, you knew that from the mountain of texts Charles kept sending you.
They only reason he knew you're here was due to you using the plane ticket and pass he gave you last week. Gasping you step back into shadows as Lando turns, like he could feel someone watching him.
He's used to being watched, but this was different.
"What are you doing?" Every molecule in your body freezes. No, oh no, no, no. He wasn't supposed to find you, talk to you first. It's supposed to be you who does it. Instead, that smokey voice has you frozen. "Y/n?" He moves around, eyes watching for any signs of you running.
He knew you well, that when it gets too much you like to run. And he wasn't going to let that happen. Your eyes trail up, staring with his feet. Taking in those familiar jeans, up to that black belt, soaking in the bright red that does him wonders, to those full pouty lips, his nose that you loved so much, to those hazel eyes that scream at you.
When your eyes meet, he does something you never thought he would.
He kisses you. Without warning, without permission. Not even a second thought or decision, he simply kissed you because he couldn't think to do anything else. All the words he wanted to say, left him the moment you looked at him.
He just wanted to breathe again, to feel that weight leave his chest, allowing him to just.....breathe. Pulling away, is painful. He didn't want to ever be away from you again, eyes fluttering open you both stare at one another.
"Y/n?" Not again, not like this. Did he see? Did he care? Sliding your eyes over, you stare at those sea green eyes, the eyes you've dreamed about. But the ones you've craved are in front of you.
"Lando." You gasp, feeling air punch you in the stomach. "Maybe we should talk, in private." Carlos grounds out the last part, Lando stutters to a stop. Nodding his head, he spins walking away.
"Lan," Reaching out for him, Carlos pulls your hand down. "Stop, do you want everyone who just saw us kissing, pining over another driver. He's going to my hotel room." Carlos whispers, voice sharp.
"Right, you're right." Getting back your senses, Carlos leads you through the crowd, to his car and doesn't wait for you to buckle in, already driving off. "Why is he staying in your hotel room?" Trying to make conversation in the stiff silence.
"Because he's been crying himself to sleep with guilt that he's the reason we've broken up. Except he won't see that we're not done, just trying to figure out how to tell him we're both in love with him." Carlos grounds out, the blinker tinking away at the silence.
"You love him?" Carlos whips the car to the side, slamming down on the break. His once warm chocolate eyes are now black with anger. "Of course, I fucking love him, he's my best friend, a part of me that I never knew I had. When you two were together I didn't know which one of you to be jealous of. Him for, having you? Or you for having him? Four fucking years I was in hell." Carlos takes a breath, hands tightening on the steering wheel.
"Four fucking years, I felt like the worst human being for being in love with my best friend and his girlfriend. When you two broke up, it was like shards of glass in my throat. Then a bullet to the head when we....when we," He closes his eyes trying his best to calm down.
"When we started to date, I watched as I ripped out both your hearts. His because he didn't know what he did wrong, why you suddenly stopped loving him and loved me instead. And you, for the guilt of loving us both, when really I'm the villain." Carlos blinks fast, looking over at you. "I'm the bad guy, for loving you both, for craving you like air. And I have one of you, but it still hurts because, I don't think I can ever have both of you." He gasps, tears falling down his face.
Undoing your seat belt, you climb over the console into Carlos's lap. His arms wrap around you the moment your body touches his, holding you for dear life. "You're not the bad guy. You're our glue, if it wasn't for you pushing me to face my feelings. We'd be spiraling down, to where we'd burn everything down we love."
He hides his face in your neck, hands digging into your side, afraid that he'll lose you if he lets you go. "Carlos, we have to go, Lando." Sniffling he nods, letting you back to your seat, hand planted right on your leg as he starts the car again, heading to the hotel room.
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"So, wait." Lando shakes his head, all the information he's just given rattling him. "Let me get this straight," Taking a deep breath, you and Carlos watch as he starts to pace around the room.
"You broke up with me, 2 years ago because you felt guilty for loving Carlos and I? Only for you, a year later to date Carlos?" Pulling at his hair he stops in front of you two. "And you, have been in love with the both of us for years?" Lando asks, Carlos nods his head, not wanting to look at Lando.
"To add on, to this whole fucking mess. I had my heart broken by the two people I love more than fucking air, only for them to love me back and none of you had the GODDAMN BALLS TO TELL ME!" Lando roars, his anger finally getting the better of him.
Lando was never angry, annoyed? Yes, pissed? Yes, but angry enough to actually yell? A first. "Lando," You reach out for him, but he backs up. "Don't, I'm so.....I'm so angry at you." Licking your lips you watch as Lando's head spins.
"You fucked me up, do you get that? Both of you did. I came to your house, sobbing. Not crying, not sniffling, but sobbing Carlos. My world was shattered when she dumped me, and I came to you. My best friend, the one who...who....fuck!" Lando sits down on a chair, leg bouncing when he bolts back up.
He opens his mouth, like he has more to say, but closes it. He repeats this a couple of times, finally finding the words. "Do you have any idea what you two dating did to me? I felt....worthless, like you didn't love me enough, and that our friendship meant fucking nothing." He seethes "What.....what are you two even wanting from me? Forgiveness, to give you a clear mind? Because somehow I'm the one that'll have the broken heart." Carlos stands up, letting your hand fall away.
"No you goddamn muppet! If you listened to what I said, we both want you! I want you! Y/n wants you, we.....we...." Standing, your legs shake, placing a hand on Carlos's back you feel his heart calm down. "Lando, how do you feel about us?" Both boys stop, looking at you.
"What?" Lando spits, confused by your question. "How do you feel about us? It's not a simple question, I know. But, if you love us, truly love us, we want you too." Lando blinks, eyes moving back and forth between the two of you.
"How I feel? You're the love of my goddamn life. Carlos.......fuck, you're my safe space. The one I want to come too and hold when I don't know what to do. Just, you are my person." Lando snaps, his head hurting with all these emotions and thoughts.
The three of you stare at one another, not sure what the next step is. "What do we do now?" Lando whispers, falling back into the chair hands rubbing down his face. "Could always fuck." Carlos whispers, you swing back smacking him hard in the shoulder. "Read the damn room, Carlos." You hiss, Lando giggling. "Not a bad idea." He grumbles both boys nodding at one another.
"Stop, we're not sleeping with each other, just, I need a shower." Carlos smiles, pulling you in him, between his legs you blush. Lando moves right behind you, resting his head on your shoulder. "Alone you two, we need to take this slow." Carlos grumbles something in Spanish but nods, Lando says nothing.
You move away from them, slipping into the bathroom closing the door, leaving Carlos and Lando alone. "You're in love with me?" Carlos looks at Lando, the younger driver blushing. "Yes." Lando nods, watching his feet. "I should go." He whispers heading for the door, but Carlos's hand stops him.
"Don't be fucking stupid." Pulling Lando back, they fall against the bed, Lando's head resting on Carlos's chest. "Carlos, let me go." Squirming to get away from the strong hold of the Spaniard. "No, I let you go once, not doing it again." He mumbles into Lando's shoulder.
Lando stops fighting, he too was tired of fighting these feelings. The dreams of the two of you, the alcohol to numb the pain whenever he saw you. Lando was tired of it all, Carlos holding him still has his eyes squeeze tight.
His hand comes up, shaking as he tries to control the tears. He didn't want Lando to leave, and he wanted him. Carlos wanted him. "I'm not going anywhere; neither are you. I'll superglue your hand to mine if I have to." Carlos's words are soft, with a tinge of humor, but Lando doesn't laugh at the joke.
"Lonely, it was so lonely without you two." Carlos's heart snaps, he can't help but pull Lando closer into his hold. The two drivers say nothing more as the curl around one another.
Stepping out of the shower, it's silent to silent, especially for people known to laugh like maniacs when with one another. The towel is soft against your skim, peeking your head out the steam flows out of the gap.
Your stomach flips when you see Carlos and Lando on the bed, with no movement or whispers passing between them. They're asleep. With cautious steps, you slip on some underwear and one of Carlos's shirts.
"Carlos, move over." Pushing some thick curls out of his face, he groans. "Carlos, come on." You giggle, watching his eyes squeeze, nose twitching as he moves. Lando slurs some words, dry tears on his cheeks, and slides with Carlos. "Thank you." A ghost of your lips on his cheek has the corner of his lips turn up before relaxing.
Lying down, you watch their breaths and the day's events run in your mind. You knew it would take some time for Lando, Carlos, and you to recover from the hurt and secrets kept between the 3 of you. But at least you'd be doing it together.
"I love you, both of you so much."
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ixiot-ghostrebel Β· 6 months
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This isn't a request: I'm just having a brainrot, so bear with me here
So you know the theory that Paimon is Asmoday (unknown god) reincarnated? WHAT IF, Asmoday was Paimon's mother instead. And the creator was Paimon's other parent. Now Asmoday and the creator had broken off their relationship just before Asmoday found out she was pregnant. And because she was so bitter about the whole ordeal, she never told the creator. Present time: we have Paimon, the creator has descended, everythings guac great.
Now Paimon looks like an exact mix of the creator and Asmoday. So it doesn't take long for those two to connect the dots. So they reconnect and everything, its all wholesome and shit, and then they get a mischievously diabolical plan. They're going to hide it from everyone, and see how long it takes everyone to figure it out...
EVENTUALLY rumors start going around suggesting this.
And then all of teyvat has a fucking epiphany like 'holy shit, Paimon is the creator's kid'.
Imagine the look on the traveler's face when they learn they called the creator's child 'emergency food' πŸ˜‚
(Paimon would be so smug istg)
I had had ZERO chance of having the time to respond to this, but Paimon would 100% be so smug abt it LOL.
Traveler fr gonna go like "Ayo, since when did my emergency food actually turn out to be God's Childβ€”" and Paimon's still gonna go on a rampage abt it bc they both know for a fact that this is their little inside joke that they'll never be able to get rid of LOL
Meanwhile the Creator just chilling in the corner, just watching this over and is both amused and exasperated abt the entire transaction bc this is the 1000000+ time this joke has ran.
Absolute gold, this brainrot. @royalrose2011, where do u get these from I want them sobbing.
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rayroseu Β· 5 months
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THE MAJESTIC EXCELLENCY HERSELF πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š also maybe its just me but is it a reach to hope that an ACTUAL Disney villain can cameo in TWST?? πŸ˜† You know like how Mickey randomly appears before us akjdkss
Also i find it interesting how Yuu immediately got up to go to the Maleficent Statue after concluding the dream as "Maleficent is being left out..." She reminded him of One Guy lol 😭 Also Yuu lore crumbs that theyre finally catching up that their dreams is related to the next overblot lol
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ALSO AAAAAHHH SEBEKKKK πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šβœ¨βœ¨βœ¨ I missed hearing his "human!!" FULLY VOICED✨✨✨ Haruki Ishiya san... thank you πŸ˜­πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š
I love his attitude change LMFAO and Silver being the polite person he is insisting Sebek to apologize and Sebek just doesnt lol... SOBS... Also agree with Grim lol Diasomnia literally the most dramatic dorm lol
Also I find it so funny that "Malleus evil smile" expression is his Happiest Expression LMFOAOAOA He's thoroughly AMUSED by Yuu calling him Hornton in front of Sebek (of all people) without hesitance 😭😭
Ohhh Malleus loves chaos alright βœ…βœ…βœ…πŸ’₯πŸ’₯ and his family and friends getting along...πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•
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Also the part where the npcs talked about him broke my heart aughh...
He's just talking with his classmates and everyone is already whispering how "he shouldn't be in this school he's going to curse everyone" (OKAY maybe theyre going to be right about that in a few more updates butksjdjs) But aaa knowing the fact he has superb hearing skills.... I like to imagine he's hearing these rumors while talking to Yuu and the knights but he's just ignoring the rumors since there's a few peopke who are treating him like a normal person right now 😭😭
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I LOVE HOW THIS IMPLIES LILIA RELIES ON SILVER THE MOST TOO!!! He couldve asked Sebek or Malleus since theyre the people with no sleep problems... but nooo he insisted on Silver waking him up!! AUDGAUHS I thought he's a general who focuses on efficiency... 😭😭 He just wants Silver to wake him up... i know you lilia πŸ”πŸ”πŸ”πŸ€¨πŸ€¨
I am in good pain... considering!! in Book 7!! Lilia repeatedly appears to be a reliance for Silver whenever he feels hopeless... I CANT. Lilia is just like more lowkey about how much he actually relies on his son πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’šπŸ’š
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ROOK BEING IN THE RUINS TOO IS SO FUNNY LFMAOOO THATS ONE OF MALLEUS' TOP INTERSHIP LIST??? ITS LILIA'S P.E VIGNETTE ALL OVER AGAIN LMFOAOAA HE'S GONNA HARASS MALLEUS DOWN IF THEYRE COWORKERS AHFHAHDHA
Imagine them in the ruins and finally Malleus has someone who is enthusiastic about ""boring facts about Gargoyles and Abandoned Ruins"" but its just... got to be THIS GUY Rook Hunt... who once tried to playfully harm Lilia lol
Malleus and Rook Duo is actually so funny though πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ It still cracks me up that Malleus was once invited on Rooks Bday but he didnt attend cuz he's annoying to him and most notably Rook is not even hostile to him??? He just didnt attend bcs he hates his guts omg😭😭πŸ’₯πŸ’₯
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This fact is so weird to me... What do you mean that some teeth just becomes an automatic RADIO under the right conditions????😭 Is this a foreshadow to Zigvolts Dentistry??? πŸ˜³βš‘πŸ’šβœ¨βœ¨βœ¨
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Can a fae teeth play Elvis Presley just by opening their mouths...?? You know like Stitch acting as a phonograph... πŸ˜‚
But I doubt??? They have radio towers at Briar Valley so it probably doesnt happen????? But It'd be pretty funny if Briar Valley radio just play bardcore music and one poor fae was "cursed" to have "magical radio teeth" playing bardcore everytime lol
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My first thought was "Sebek!!!!✨✨✨" here actually πŸ˜­πŸ’š Since he's the only freshman we're missing rn...
But I was surprised Yuu thought of Malleus??? That just further implies Yuu recognizes him as a friend that'll help them too 😭😭😭
Its just precious to think that someone finds Malleus reliable, he'll be so happy to assist Yuu if they're having trouble with anything just like how he enthusiastically offered to explain more about the Thorn Fairy since Yuu is curious about it...πŸ˜­πŸ’–πŸ’žπŸ’–πŸ’—πŸ’• I love them to BITS OMFG...
(I'm sad that Yuu is going home too but I'm ignoring that lolπŸšΆβ€β™€οΈπŸšΆβ€β™€οΈ Yuu is a self insert theyre supposed to speak MY language of staying with Mal-)
Its devastating that the freshmen are so hyped up to be working together THEY ARE NOT PROCESSING THE IMPLICATIONS OF YUU GOING HOME... πŸ’”πŸ˜‚ if Yuu truly goes home, theres no reason for them to be gathering like this on the cafeteria anymore... πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’” Making myself sad that they'll buy an extra plate for them during lunch break and not even Grim touches that food... just to honor their friend😭😭😭
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Wait so we know that the first night in "sleepover to discover Mickey" consists of Deuce and Ace as Grim and Yuu's companion...
Maybe the next nights (without Malleus' overblot interupption) consisted of Epel and Jack, and then possibly Ortho and Malleus??? (since Ortho is the one who suggested that therell be a fae)
Oh but Im going to cry if at Book 7's ending consisted of Yuu inviting Malleus for a sleepover at Ramshackle despite what happened... 😭😭😭 and and like the stars aligning appears once again but this time he's not at ruined Ramshackle missing his friend... He's at a peaceful sleepover with a friend group auGh... πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’–πŸ’•πŸ’žπŸ’—πŸ’žπŸ’—
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itsmealaiah Β· 2 months
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TW: arguing, crying, comfort fluff, angst
Request: Angst with Tom like allegations/rumours of cheating (not true ofc) that ends with fluff !! by anon
Rating: using videogame ratings so T for Teen
Comments, likes, and reblogs are never required but are very much appreciated
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It's been days since you heard the rumors about Tom and his "mysterious blonde" at the afterparty. You've tried to ignore them, but every time you see her, you can't help but feel a stab of jealousy. You know it's not true, you know she's just some groupie, but still, it hurts.
Tonight, Tom comes home from the last show of his European tour. You're livid, and you can't hold it in any longer. As soon as he walks in, you confront him. "So, how was the tour, huh? you have a good time with your little groupie?" You spit out the words, tears streaming down your face.
Tom looks taken aback, his expression a mixture of confusion and hurt. "Babe, I swear on my life, I didn't do anything with her. I was just talking, that's all." His voice is calm, but you can see the anger building up in his eyes.
You cross your arms over your chest and turn away, unable to meet his gaze. "I don't believe you," you say quietly, trying to keep your voice steady. "Why would she be all over you in every single picture if you weren't doing something?"
Tom steps closer, reaching out to take your hand. "Because I'm famous, and she's a fan. That's it." He looks into your eyes, searching for any sign of understanding. "Look, I know it's hard for you to believe me, but I swear I didn't do anything wrong. You have to trust me, babe."
You feel a pang in your heart, wanting so badly to believe him. But the doubt still lingers.
"Then why did you let her hang all over you in every picture?" you ask, your voice shaking. "Why didn't you push her away? Why didn't you defend me?"
Tom looks down, swallowing thickly. "I don't know, babe. I guess I was just trying to be polite. I didn't want to make a scene. But I swear, I never once thought about doing anything with her."
You turn away from him, feeling a knot forming in your stomach. You can't help but wonder if he's telling the truth. You want to trust him, but the pain is too much.
You storm off to the bedroom, slamming the door behind you. You curl up into a ball on the bed, tears streaming down your face. You feel so hurt and betrayed. You thought you could trust him, but now you're not so sure.
You cry harder and harder, your body wracked with sobs. It feels like your heart is breaking. Finally, exhaustion overtakes you and you fall asleep, still curled up on the bed.
When you wake up, it's dark outside. At first, you're disoriented, confused as to where you are. Then you remember everything that happened, and the pain rushes back in like a tidal wave. You turn over, burying your face in the pillow, trying to muffle your sobs. You feel so alone, so hurt.
But after a few moments, you feel something warm and solid press against your back. Tom's arm. You tense up, unsure if you want him there or not. But as you relax into his touch, you realize how much you missed him, how much you needed him.
He slides his arm around you, pulling you close, and you let yourself sink into his embrace. His body feels so solid and familiar against yours, and for a moment, you forget about everything else. He nuzzles his face into your hair, kissing the top of your head, and you can feel the tension begin to ease from your body.
"I'm sorry, baby," he whispers, his voice hoarse with emotion. "I swear on my life, I didn't do anything. I love you, and only you." His words wash over you, and for a fleeting moment, you believe him. You feel the anger and hurt start to fade away, replaced by a tiny flicker of hope.
Tom gently rolls you over so that you're facing him. His eyes are red and puffy, but they're filled with love and determination. He cups your face in his hands, wiping away a tear that has escaped your eye. "I love you, and I'm so sorry for everything. Please believe me, baby. I'm here for you, always." His words are soft and sincere, and they reach deep into your heart, making it ache with longing and desire.
You look into his eyes, searching for any sign of deceit, but all you see is him. The man you love, the man you trust. And in this moment, you want nothing more than to believe in him, to believe in your love. You close your eyes, feeling the last of your doubt fade away, and you let yourself fall into his arms, surrendering to the overwhelming feeling of relief and love that washes over you.
He holds you tight, his strong arms encircling you like a protective shield. He nuzzles his face into your neck, inhaling your scent, and you feel the warmth of his breath against your skin. The steady rhythm of his heartbeat seems to soothe your aching soul. As you drift off to sleep, you feel a sense of calm wash over you, and for the first time since you found out about the pictures, you're able to find some peace.
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dilvuc Β· 5 months
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❝FALSE❞
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π–Œπ–Šπ–“π–—π–Š: angst
π–Œπ–Šπ–“π–‰π–Šπ–—: male
π–™π–Žπ–™π–‘π–Š: false
π–•π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Œ: cater diamond x ???!m!reader (+ riddle/trey)
π–œπ–†π–—π–“π–Žπ–“π–Œ: cyber bullying
π–˜π–šπ–’π–’π–†π–—π–ž: cater was bullied on magicam by a user who's desperate to ruined cater's lives. the mysterious user spread false rumors about cater which lead people to believe it and bullied cater which push him to his limits.
cater has been cyber bullied on magicam because of those false information spreading on the internet. he was losing a few followers and been receiving a lot of hate comments. he tries his best to ignore it and pretend that everything was fine by putting up a forceful smile. he didn't want to show anyone in the dorm and you about how he feels about this.
"Shouldn't you be off Magicam? Those comments are really hurtful. Are you alright…?" trey asked the ginger. cater clench on his phone as he reads the hateful comments, he then chuckles softly while rubbing the back of his head, "Hahaha~ They're just hateful comments. It's no big deal…"
"Cater, it's a huge deal. Whoever spreads false information about you, they need to be stopped." the vice dorm leader furrowed his eyebrows.
cater brushes it off, "It's fine, really! It doesn't bother me…!"
"Liar. Look, let usβ€”" cater pushes trey out the door before he could finish the sentence. "I'm fine! They're only trolls! Buh-bye~"
"Catβ€”"
slam!
cater leans on the door before sliding on the floor and quietly sniffling leading to a soft sob. outside of his room, trey let out a worried sigh.
"Still no luck?" riddle frowned.
"He's trying hard…"
the red haired housewaren gritted his teeth, "Those false information. Whoever is spreading them, must really hate Cater…"
"It can be anyone in this school or maybe outside? I can't imagine Cater being hated on. Should we tell [Y] about this?" trey asked. riddle nodded, β€œWhile doing so, we should find who's responsible for the misinformation.”
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cater stroll through the comments, only to find more and more hateful comments. it broke him, whoever posted these must be jealous of him. the ginger tosses his phone across the room before going back under the blanket and continues to sob quietly.
his door was barged open, startling the ginger. cater turn to the door to see the one and only person he trusts and loves: you.
β€œCater!” you called out for the ginger. cater sniffled, β€œ[Y]...”
you rushed over and embraced cater. the ginger dug his fingers into your uniform and buried his face in your shoulder, making himself feel safe in your arms. you gently comfort him, β€œIt's ok…I’m here. Riddle and the others are searching for the culprit. Don't worry.”
β€œ...Please stay with me?” cater begged. you nodded, stroking the ginger’s messy hair,
"...You're safe now. Those people don't matter to you. I'm all that matters to you.”
no one have yet to realize that it was you who spread false information to keep cater from the outside world and tricked him into thinking that you are one and only person who can protect him.
β•°β”ˆβž€ author note: please note that this is a slow update. i will still accept your request, but it will take a while since i'll be working on my books on wattpad. if you wish to read those books, here's my wattpad account.
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❝false; you're the culprit❞
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manicplank Β· 2 months
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I’m somewhat of an angst enjoyer myself, so I want some headcanons about how they would grieve after someone dies.
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Ah, yes. I, too, enjoy the angst.
Grief headcanons
Peppino: He would go into a deep depression. As much as he would like to stay home and never leave, he has the pizzeria to run. However, he would be incredibly quiet and lethargic. The energy in the room would be filled with sadness. He would wear a frown at all times. While the way he drags his knuckles may seem cartoonish, he is inconsolable. Nothing feels real anymore, he's not even sure he's awake.
Gustavo: For this first time in his happy little life, he is depressed. It is an intense feeling of emptiness inside of his chest. His mustache isn't big enough to hide his frown. His eyes are a dead giveaway to the feelings stirring up inside. He doesn't feel the same... He wishes it never happened. He finds himself being uncontrollably tired and sleeping through all of his alarms.
Mr. Stick: He works from home so he can hide from the outside world. Everything is too much for him to process. He shuts down and feels emotionally numb but in a bad way (if you know what I mean). He frowns wide from one corner of his jaw to the other. He drags his feet when he walks and slouches constantly. Even his body feels sad.
Pepperman: He secludes himself in his art studio for weeks. He begins to wrinkle from the lack of water and sunlight. He tries to paint, but the canvases end up with shades of gray. He tries to carve, but the stone refuses to break. With no other option, he drops to his knees and sobs, his cries echoing through the studio.
The Vigilante: The eyes of this old man that were once filled with determination for justice are now empty and devoid of all joy. His usual scowl has turned into a glum frown. He's been drinking more than usual, but he can't seem to help it. He doesn't have the energy to go bounty hunting anymore. He feels hollow and alone.
The Noise: What was once considered a strange man is now a sad, mourning child. He had to take a long leave from work as he can't even get out of bed. As an actor, he's usually good at hiding his true feelings, but no amount of makeup can mask the sadness in his eyes. He hardly eats or drinks. He just sleeps. Occasionally, he will sob uncontrollably like a toddler, holding his breath and wishing to be held.
Noisette: She's been crying so hard and so often that her face is chapped and swollen. Her eyes are deep red and surrounded by dark circles. The tip of her nose is chapped from blowing it so much. She hates feeling sad, but she knows that she must feel it in order to hear it. She wants to be hugged and comforted. Her favorite stuffed animal is dampened with tears.
Fake Peppino: A loud demonic wailing has been coming from the building where Bruno's Pizzeria was. A rumor has it that there's a demon in there, and in a way, they're right. A sad, froggish clone has been destroying everything in there, from the chairs to the walls. Nothing can quiet the sobbing, no matter how much he breaks things or screams. The heartbroken rage inside of him is restless.*
Pizzahead: No one has seen or heard from Pizzahead in months. His room door is locked. Some have tried knocking, only for him to yell, "Go away!" He is filled with woeful fury, and his bedroom is in shambles. He lives in a messy room that is a metaphor for his grief. He feels like a child again, but in a horrible way. He feels sad and alone. He feels that he has no one to blame but himself.
Pillar John: John hasn't moved in weeks. He's still as a statue. There are spots of erosion from where the tears have run down his face. His cracks have gotten longer and deeper as he begins to decay. He feels horrible, almost as if he's ill. His eyelids hang low at all times, and his usual grimace is replaced by a great frown.
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Gerome: While his face may seem stoic, he is rotting on the inside. He wants to cry, he wishes he could cry, but he's so emotionally numb that all he feels is emptiness. It's amazing to imagine that a man made of solid stone could feel so hollow. Occasionally, he can be seen holding his hat to his chest with his eyes closed. That is the only way he can show his mourning externally.
* I actually have a fic in mind about this. Fakey mourns the loss of a good friend. I haven't really written it yet, but I have an idea in mind.
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artemis-lynn Β· 2 months
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NEWSIES FANFIC RECOMMENDATIONS!
Ok. So. I've been needing to make this for a while, so I'll just put down my favorites in no particular order, it's SO hard to pick...
Summer Camp AUs :3
Mountain Ridge Camp for Boys by timetogoslumming
Javey & Sprace, T, 22/22
This is a really good summer camp AU of newsies! I love how it combines canon plot with a modern AU!
Summary: David was just looking for a summer job when he applied to work at Mountain Ridge Camp for Boys. He had no idea how much would change. For the first time in his life, David is part of a brotherhood, but not everyone is on the same side.
How I Spent My Summer Vacation by studentnumber24601 (Itsy Royal)
Javid & Specs/Dutchy (Sputchy?? Idk, but I <3 this ship) & Blink x OC, T, 40/40
The prank war in this is honestly the best + the reluctant ladies man Mush is LOL, it had me guessing the ships till the very end, especially with Blink.
Summary: Modern-day newsboys at summer camp. Will wacky hijinks ensue? Gee, ya think?
Make Off Like a Band(it) by thespiritscalling
Sprace, G, 14/14
OMG. It's the funniest summer camp au I've read that sheds light on band camp (I'm an orchestra kid so this was hilarious to me). I especially love the That's Amore remix near the end lmaoo
Summary: It's the summer after graduation. Race is ready to hit the road- metaphorically, of course- but before that happens, it's time for one last stint at the Camp To End All Camps: band camp. Armed with nothing more than a French horn, two best friends, and reckless abandon, Race decides it's going to be the best final year of camp anyone's ever had. It'll be full of excitement, laughter, music, and an absurd crush on the lead trumpet player. Wait. What?
Canon Era :3
Their Mistake Is They Got Old by PenzyRome
David & Katherine, but the side ships are Newsbians and Javey, T, One Shot
You're gonna need the tissues for this one. I literally sob every time I read it, it's literally one of the best fics I've ever read. It's poetically tragic and heartbreaking and beautiful and HOLY CRAP!
Summary: Katherine Plumber, 17, had been so sure that she could stay the same, that she could stop the world, that she'd stay young forever. The world kept moving, though, no matter how hard she tried to stop it, and it forced her to move with it.
When Manhattan Met Brooklyn by warrior_sif
No ships cause they're kids, T, 4/4 (but the second one isn't finished :( )
Wow. Just wow. This one is honestly sad and I love the brother relationship between Jack, Race, and Spot and how Jack feels abandoned, like Race chose Spot over him. READ IT.
Summary: The only Manhattan newsies that Spot Conlon deals with are Jack and Race. A look back at how they met, eight years before the strike, when neither Jack nor Spot were leaders and Race just wants to sell at the racetracks.
False Rumors and The Truth Behind Them by FrogmanFae
Sprace, M, One Shot
This one is...heavy. The Refuge is such a bad place :( I love it though, the writing is beautiful.
Summary: Rumor has it that Spot Conlon and Racetrack Higgins met when Race started selling in Brooklyn because of his love for gambling. That isn't as true as the other boys in their lodging houses tend to make it seem. Though, they don't necessarily mind the false rumors. They hide the much darker truth. The truth that still causes Race to make the walk from Manhattan to Brooklyn in the middle of the night sometimes, even several years later. Or...It's pretty easy to form connections with someone you're forced into sharing a bed with while you're both being tortured.
The King & The Cowboy by goldenbiebah
Sparah <3, Spot/Sarah/Jack love triangle, T, 11/? (not completed :sob: )
I love this one, it really touches on how Jack is kinda toxic and how Sarah can have someone wayyyy better *cough* Spot *cough*
Summary: Spot Conlon and Jack Kelly are the fearless leaders of all the newsies in Brooklyn and Manhattan. They have a perfect system and hundreds of boys who respect and look up to them. But what will happen when the two leaders let selfishness and pride break up their friendship? And what happens when Spot's dark past begins to catch up with him? And where does Sarah Jacobs fit into all of this? Find out in The King & The Cowboy. Fights will break out, romances will clash, and lives will be lost in an epic struggle to salvage both new and old relationships.
Modern AUs :3
We Are Newsies by VeronicaWeasley (this is my sole ff.net one but likeeee it's too good to be ignored)
There are so many ships that I can't remember but I do know Sprace is one, T, 80/80 (I know that's a lot but it is SO worth it holy frick)
Ok. So. This one is like SO good. It's my fav high school AU because it has a really genius way of incorporating the canon plot with the perfect amount of angst, fluff, and more! :D
Summary: The same old story, the same old song. A tale in which the newsies of Lower Manhattan go on strike, and David Jacobs gets roped into it. High School AU set in 1999. Told through the eyes of multiple characters.
Captivity by Hexmari
No ships :), M, One Shot
I LOVEEE this one it's so crazy and you're in for a wild ride when (it's so cute that you think I'm letting that be an if :) ) you read it.
Summary:
β€œMa– you seriously can’t do this to us!” Jack argued, β€œI mean it's Halloween!”
Charlie was quick to back his older brother up, β€œYeah, do you want us to become hermits? Because that's what keeping us captive here all night will do!”
Medda rolled her eyes, β€œYou will not become hermits by staying in for one night. It won’t be too bad, you can break into our Halloween candy and put on some horror movies, and Ester will be here with David soon. No kids are going out tonight, it’s just a safety precaution. Especially because of recent events.”
~πŸŽƒ~
When a kid in their town goes missing, paranoid parents decide to keep their kids home on Halloween. Even after their mom forbids them from going out Jack, Race, Charlie, and their friend David sneak out, coming up with a theory that their old neighbor is behind the boy's disappearance.
The Beast of Brooklyn by ArtemisRayne
Sprace + side Javey, M, 26/26
This one is soooo worth staying up late for, it's amazing in every way and my heart aches for Spottie boy. And Race. And Jack. And David. But mainly Spot :)
Summary:
Racetrack Higgins always thought it would be his own vices that got him into trouble one day; turns out it's his Ma who does it for him. When Ma Higgins crosses the local drug lord and leaves him high and dry with a target on his back, Race's saved by a mysterious stranger who gives him a safe place to hideβ€”a short-tempered and anti-social stranger covered in horrifying scars, with a past as dark as the marks on his body. However, the longer Race spends in the Brooklyn house, the more he comes to discover about the boy beneath the scars: a boy who is just as trapped as Race and twice as damaged. Befriending the two men who live in as hired help, and chipping away at the mysterious "boss" and his walls, Race might even manage to find a place to call home.*Beauty & the Beast/Beastly AU fusion*
Forever With You by 손 ν˜„μˆ™ (safarikalamari)
Sprace, T, 14/14
ajlskdfjalkjdkajl this one is so sweet. The concept of it is super interesting and I just LOVE ittttttt.
Summary: In 1899, Spot Conlon is the leader of the Brooklyn newsies, writing away his thoughts and hiding them inside his desk for safekeeping. Meanwhile, in 1999, Tony Higgins receives an antique desk for his birthday and finds an old letter stuffed in one of the slots, the name, Spot, his only lead in this mystery. What becomes of that summer is a series of time-traveling letters, falling in love, and the realization that Spot and Tony know each other better than the two ever could have imagined.
Pirate AUs :3
The Truth About The Stars by ArtemisRayne
Javey + side Sprace, T, 10/10 (long chapters but it's worth it!)
OMG. This one is amazingggggggggggggggggggggggg I love the fantasy/pirate twist on the best movie/musical on the planet Earth!
Summary: The rest of the world might not think Jack Kelly is destined for much, but Jack knows better. He just needs to get away from the city, to some place where he can be more than just another nameless orphan in the chaos of New York City. So when someone offers to pay his way to Santa Fe in exchange for crossing the Wall and retrieving a fallen star, he jumps at the chance. He just wasn't expecting the star to be so, well,Β human. Jack makes a deal with the fallen star named David to get them both home, but the magical kingdom of Stormhold has so much more in store for them both. People are tracking David, secrets from Jack's past leave him in danger as well, and injustice is rampant in the kingdom. Throw in a climate of political upheaval, a renegade noblewoman, and a crew of fugitive sky pirates, and soon all of Stormhold will know that change is coming.
A Pirate's Life Is Never Easy by ChaosFairytale <3
Sprace + side Blush & Bumlets x Swifty, M, 9/? (it's an ongoing one shot series that has frequent updates)
OML I LOVE U SO MUCH CHAOS YOU'RE MY FAVORITE FANFIC WRITER AND I LIVE FOR YOUR WRITING TYSM FOR EXISTING!!!!! Her writing is the best and this is such a good story! (read Toss A Coin To Your Pirate first)
Summary: A Pirate's story doesn't start easy and it won't end easy, but there are many fantastic stories to tell throughout it. A series of One-Shots set in the "Toss a coin to your Pirate" universe containing different POVs, Backstory of a lot of characters and shorter stories about the relationships of the characters over the years.
Toss A Coin To Your Pirate by ChaosFairytale <333
Sprace + side Javid and Blush, M, 2/2
YUSSS CHAOS AGAIN!!!! <3 a million kudos. She writes almost exclusively about 92sies and I'm so here for it! READ THIS!!!!!!
Summary: Racetrack hadn't expected to see his hook-up ever again and had certainly not expected him to be the feared pirate Spot Conlon, but he also didn't have time to worry about that right now since his captain, Jack, desperately needed his help. He'd wonder later how he could maybe seduce the pirate captain once more. Because you'd miss every shot you didn't take, right?
Drumroll please...my all time favorite fanfiction....
FIVE by stress
Sparah + Davey/OC/Jack love triangle <3, T, 11/11
I finished reading this last night and got literal chills. The plot twist is wild and I love it so much, but you might need the tissues again! Can't spoil, but you NEEEEEEEEEEEEED to read it >:( It is the absolute best piece of reading on the Earth and I can't get over this. It's just...wild.
<3
Summary: A lot can happen in five years. Don't believe me? Ask David. Ask Spot. Ask Jack, or Racetrack. You can even ask Oscar Delancey. They know. They're the five who've been waiting for this moment. Waiting for what? They'll never tell - but this story will.
Idk if I should be doing this....but I'm gonna plug my own work and also give a fanfic update!
What Feels Like a Thousand Years by yours truly, ArtemisLynn
Sprace + mentioned Jatherine, G (?), One Shot
I'm honestly so proud of this one, it's one of the best pieces of writing I have ever done...
Summary: War has always been a foreign concept to Racetrack Higgins.. Even when America goes to war in 1941, he never gives it much thought....until it hits a little too close to home and his secret boyfriend, Spot Conlon, is drafted into the U.S Army. Will he make it home safely, or will Racetrack's one and only love be lost overseas...forever?
I also have chapter 1 of Jack Kelly's Guide to Being a Parent out, though I don't know if I'm going to complete it....
Fics I'm working on: -I have a couple chapters of this one boarding school newsies modern AU I'm doing done but not posted
-A Sparah fanfic that currently is in the early stages
-A Sparah princess bride AU in the planning process
-I'm toying with the idea of a newsies Descendants AU....thoughts?
Damn this post became long. ANYWAYS. Bye and have a great (insert timezone)!!!
<3 Artie
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maximoffswriter Β· 1 year
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Looks Can Be Deceiving.
warnings: slight mentions of self harm.
pairing/s: larissa weems x student!reader
genre: fluff/mild angst(?)
summary: reader is burnt out, and has been struggling with their mental health, and the only way they cope is by hurting themself.
disclaimer: this is written in omniscient point of view. ALSO THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING IN SUCH PLATFORM AND ENGLISH ISN'T MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME.
word count: 584
you do NOT have the permission to steal, copy, or repost this and claim my work as your own.
✩.ο½₯*:q≻───── ⋆♑⋆ ─────.β€’*:q✩
As a gifted student, y/n's parents expect a lot from them. Straight A's, perfect attendance, and perfect manners. They comply to all those. Well.. they try, but trying to be the best isn't enough. They thought they had to be the best, so did their parents.
Though burnt out, y/n still tries, harder and harder each day.
The principal soon noticed. The tiredness in their eyes that was always plastered with a smile. It wasn't easy to notice, as y/n was such a happy student... or so everyone thought. Their arms, which were usually covered with their sleeves, had scars. Some healed, some new. This is how y/n copes. They say the pain gives the comfort, and a break from the numbness they feel most of the time. "I deserve all the pain." they thought.
Every time someone asks how they're doing, they're response is always "I'm doing good" or "I'm doing amazing!", even when they're not. y/n is also the type of student who'd rather spend time at the library, studying, than eat lunch. This was their usual routine for lunch. Study, review, and read. "I don't deserve to eat anyways." were the words their mind repeats.
Back to present. y/n was speaking with Enid, when Principal Weems called them to their office, they bid goodbyes to Enid, and walked to the principal's door, and knocked. "Come in." Principal Weems' voice called from the inside. y/n opens the door, then enters. "You called me?" They asked, "Yes. I'd like to talk." Larissa's voice was stern yet soft. "Come sit here." She smiles. y/n walks up to the chair in front of the principal's desk, and sat, just as they were told. "What would you like to talk about, Ms. Weems?" They ask, playing with the rings on their fingers. "Well, we all know that you're one of the best students in Nevermore." She started, y/n's anxiety was through the roof, has she heard the false rumors about them sleeping with a teacher to get better grades?Β 
"I've noticed the look in your eyes, dear." They stare at her, puzzled. "Get some rest, okay? I'll take care of your teachers." She says, almost demanding. "I can't. My parents will be extremely disappointed. I appreciate your offer though." They smile. "Your parents? Are they forcing you to be the best?" She asks, worry laced in her voice. y/n did not know what to say, so they stayed quiet, tears welling up in their eyes, as they tremble. "Love, come here." the principal calls with open arms. y/n comes to Principal Weems, and hugs her, nearly breaking down. Unshed tears makes their eyes glimmer, as the light hits them. "You're safe with me, I'm here." Principal Weems say. With that, y/n crumbles. The tears that were threatening to fall, now do, rolling down their cheeks.
Heartbreaking sobs leave y/n's lips, as Larissa hugs them tighter. Her heart hurts more and more as the student shakes in her arms. "I-I'm sorry, you shouldn't see m-me like this.." y/n stutters, as they try to pull away from Larissa's arms, but Larissa held them tight, wanting to give them the comfort they need. "Shh, stay with me until you've calmed down, love." She shushes them down, and draws patterns on their back. "Principal Weems..." y/n mumbles against Larissa's shoulder. "Yes dear?" She says, voice soft. "P-please don't let go." Larissa smiles at this. "I won't, I'll hold you until you don't want me to anymore." She says, kissing the top of the students head.
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silverynight Β· 4 months
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A "false" rumor
Genya is not going to admit it out loud, but he's definitely looking for Tanjirou. They have been spending a lot of time together lately and even though he's always telling Tanjirou he should leave him alone or that he doesn't need company, the truth is that he likes spending time with the redhead.
The only problem is that he gets really flustered around him and now he doesn't know how to hide it because even though at first he pretended to get irritated at Tanjirou, now he can't help but soften every time he sees Tanjirou walking into his room with a tray of food so they can eat together.
They also go to the hot spring together, much to Genya's embarrassment; he used to go alone until Tanjirou decided that it was the perfect opportunity for a "bonding" time between friends.
Tanjirou has become his friend now, despite Genya's initial reluctance and the fact that he became really aggressive whenever Tanjirou joined him in the hot spring 'cause he gets really flustered whenever the other boy is naked around him.
They're friends even though Genya has just realized he has a huge crush on Tanjirou and finds him extremely attractive, which is why their "bonding" time has turned into some sort of torture for him.
And yet he's waiting for Tanjirou so they can take a bath together because Genya likes to torture himself.
He walks in another room filled with a lot of kakushi taking a break; he considers asking them about Tanjirou for a second, but then he notices one of them flinching away from him.
As he sits on the floor he starts considering going by himself when the people around him begin to chat with one another and he catches Tanjirou's name a couple of times.
"Tanjirou is so cute!" A kakushi girl sighs dreamily.
"Yes, and he's always so kind to me," a kakushi boy nods happily.
"I want to ask him out."
"I'll do it first! I brought these flowers for him!"
Genya is getting really irritated with the conversation and he's about to growl at them when another one speaks; they all are whispering, but it's loud enough for him to hear.
"Ha! Good luck with that! This girl has asked him out a couple of times and he doesn't get it yet!"
"Me too! I told him that I liked him and he said that we were such good friends!" Another boy almost sobs as a girl pats his back to comfort him.
Genya can't stop himself from smirking; he really doesn't want Tanjirou to date anyone. Although he knows it's a matter of time before someone makes him understand what's going on and he could say 'Yes' to that person.
"Maybe he's just turning you all down in the nicest way possible."
"Why would he do that?"
"Haven't you heard? He's dating someone!"
Genya grimaces in pain but he keeps looking at the floor, knowing they have forgotten he's still there.
He doesn't want Tanjirou to spend time with someone else. If he wasn't so shy he would've asked him out himself...
"That's not true!"
"Yes, he's dating..."
The room falls silent suddenly, Genya get curious and a little bit worried, but he's determined not to turn around.
"That's not possible!" A girl whispers before someone hits her on the ribs.
"It is! I've seen them spending a lot of time together... And Tanjirou has his "bonding" time with him in the hot spring."
What? Genya feels ridiculously angry out of the sudden. Does Tanjirou spend time with someone else in the hot spring? What if he's with that person right now? And Genya is just wasting his time looking for him...
"Let's just ask him!"
Someone taps him on the shoulder so Genya has no other choice but to finally turn around; the kakushi boys and girls gathered around him look terrified and he doesn't blame them, he's not in a good mood at the moment and he knows the scowl on his face doesn't make him look friendly at all.
"Is Tanjirou y-your boyfriend?"
A couple of emotions hit him at the same time: he's relieved knowing they were actually talking about him this whole time, because it means Tanjirou doesn't spend time with anyone else, but he's also very much flustered because they all think he's dating Tanjirou.
"Yes, he is," Genya hears himself saying. He can't stop himself and he doesn't even regret it afterwards; part of him is glad because he knows those people will finally back off from Tanjirou.
Although another part of him is definitely panicking because he just knows someone will find out the truth sooner or later.
Suddenly, Tanjirou walks in and Genya immediately blushes to the tip of his ears because for a terrible moment he thinks the redhead heard everything, but he just beams at everyone in the room before rushing towards Genya with a huge smile on his face.
"There you are, Genya!" Tanjirou beams again, almost blinding him in the process, it's almost like he radiates his own light. "I was looking for you! Would you like to go to the hot spring with me?"
Genya just nods, knowing the scowl on his face is completely gone and that has been replaced by a fond smile; he'd be worried about that, but right now he has more important things to deal with.
He rises from the ground but instead of just following Tanjirou, he offers his hand. Tanjirou keeps smiling as he takes Genya's hand without hesitation and leads him outside.
Genya knows everyone is watching.
"Can we have dinner in my room afterwards?"
"Of course, Genya!" Tanjirou agrees happily and for a moment the tall boy feels a little bit guilty.
Maybe he'll tell Tanjirou tomorrow, but right now Genya just wants to pretend that the rumor is real and Tanjirou is his boyfriend.
Even though he knows the lie will probably get him in trouble.
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Please do a Harwin Strong where he meets the reader (Tyrell) at Harrenhall and then again when he comes to Kings Landing. They marry after Rhaenyra and for some reason Rhaenyra gets all crazy with the reader getting into a fight causing the reader to find out she is pregnant. Or something along those lines please
that's a great idea but may I ask, are they gonna get wed after Rhaenyra and the reader fought and found out they're pregnant? or before? (btw I'll edit this after i finished the story)
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Field of Roses | Tyrell!Reader x Harwin Strong.
a/n: hope I did your request right, English is not my first language so expect grammatical and typos errors. also I love Rhaenyra with all my heart but I have to paint her as the bad one here.
Growing Strong.
That was your house motto and what your ancestors wants for the next generation to strive to be, a house where you can have the best bride-to-be.
And you are one of the best examples of it, smart, elegant, graceful, obedient, and of course undeniably gorgeous. Many men tried to have you in their arms but no one succeed no one until he came.
Harwin "Breakbones" Strong strongest knight in the Seven Kingdom had win you heart. You both first met when your father and brothers decided to visit the Harrenhal for some political reasons you didn't want to come at first, you heard the stories about the castle and it really scared you to go there but when you arrived there with your family Harwin made sure to always look after you and never leave your side he found out through your brother about your fear in their castle so he decided you always accompany, as days goes by you can't help but to fall for the tough knight he was such a gentleman when it come to you.
But it wasn't easy even you two are now together, you're scared how your father and brothers will react about it, they trusted him with you and thought that he only treated and saw you as his younger sister. Also Harwin is involved in a rumor in King's Landing about him being the princess Rhaenyra's secret lover and the father of her children.
"You shall not worry my love I understand" is what he answered when he told you that you still can't tell them.
You sob on his chest feeling guilty that you have to hide your relationships, Harwin rubbed your back and use his hand to lift your chin up to him as he connect his lips to you.
You snaked your arms around his neck locking him in your embrace as you played with his curls, he smirked as he slowly walked carrying you with him and dropped you to your bed.
"Let's make this night unforgettable" he whispred to your ears.
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He caressed your hair as you were laying your head to his bare and hairy chest, you always love his chest hair it makes him look hotter.
"Can I ask something?" you said, you're voice sounds weak and soft probably it's because of the muffled scream you made last night.
"What is it darling?"
"Were you really Princess Rhaenyra's secret lover in King's Landing?"
She felt him stiffened, she looked away from him ashamed of her question, maybe it's too personal you thought.
"No, I am not I knew this day you would ask about that and I'm assuring you I am not the father of his sons, though me and Rhaenyra was once infatuated with each other but I realize how wrong was that so I stopped" he explained and stroke your hair.
You felt you heart relieved, you smile and looked up to him before placing a short kiss to his chin.
"Thank you for explaining to me"
"I have to say too" Harwin states, "I'm going back to King's Landing tommorow" your heart dropped.
He's now leaving of course he will, he's the Commander of City Watch now he has bigger duties and responsibilities. You looked at his hand when it reached for yours and place it on his chest.
"Do not worry, your family and mine have convinced the King for your siblings to visit and stay at the Keep, King Viserys also offered your brothers a job in the council and you..." he trailed and kisses between your brows.
"The King had requested you to be the Queen's lady-in-waiting" you sat up instantly, mouth open and eyes widened, the King had requested for you?
"How? I mean- I haven't been there how-"
"I told them about you when they're looking for a lady in waiting for the Queen I immediately thought about you, with that we can stay close to each other so I told them how smart and honorable my darling is and then my father mentioned your brothers then its settled, we talked about it with your father and he was okay with it" he proudly said, your heart was flattered how he did this for you.
"I love you" you blurted and hugged him, he chuckled as she hugged you back.
He just wants to be with you without separating you from your family sadly only you and your brothers can come since no one will look after in Highgarden, Harwin loves you more than anything, you matter to him, your smile, eyes, body, face, soul, literally everything.
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The day you and your brothers have to leave was sad, you cried before saying goodbye to your father it's your first time being away from him and you just hope that he would take care of himself.
When you arrived at the castle the royal family welcomed all of you and even invite all of you in dinner, both King Viserys and Queen Alicent complimented you.
"It's such a surprise how you're still not wed, you are very beautiful Lady and based on Ser Harwin you are also intelligent" the King said.
"Indeed she is your Grace" Harwin answered, while everyone is having fun and laughing you can feel someone throwing dagger looks at you and saw princess Rhaenyra glaring at you beside her is her husband Laenor with their three kids, you examined the three kids.
They're no Harwin's you can tell the only similarities they have is a brown hair and nothing at all you studied the whole history of the noble families and found out that princess Rhaenyra's husband Ser Laenor Velaryon's great grandmother was a baratheon with brown hair perhaps that's where they get their genes from.
You're stay in the castle was great although you're brothers can't stay there because they're always sent somewhere far away but they never forget about you everytime they come home they make sure that they have gifts for you though it didn't bother you whenever they're away it only gives you and Harwin more space and alone time.
"So has anyone had caught your attention lately?" you looked up when you heard the Queen speak.
"Oh no one had caught my attention your Grace, I am here to serve you not find myself a man" you said while folding her new dried clothes, it wasn't really necessary for you to do that but you also don't want to just stand there.
"Really? Not even Ser Harwin Strong?" Alicent looked at you while a small smirk appeared on her face.
"You both are two obvious come on, those stares from afar, the small talks you both do and don't get me started everytime he make excuse so he can have you all for himself" she added and put her hand to your shoulders.
"We're just friends your grace, our family is so we are too" you tried to protest but Alicent just smiles not believing to your lies.
They both looked at the door when it opened revealing the Queen's sworn protector Criston Cole "Your Grace, princess Rhaenyra had asked for Lady Tyrell" Alicent instantly looked at you and looked back to Criston,
"Tell her Lady Tyrell is busy" Alicent answered, you're thankful that she didn't let you go to Rhaenyra god you have no balls to see her after the impression she made to you when you first arrived here.
"I think it's about you and Harwin god that girl can't really move forward with her life" she whispered and walked out of her chamber. You were alone there so you just decided to clean the Queen's room.
While cleaning her bed you can feel cold sweats forming on your forehead, you started to feel dizzy so you decided to go on the infirmary. You squealed when someone pulled you while you're walking, you saw the princess looking at you and pushed you against the nearest pillar.
"You..."
"My lady-"
"Don't my lady me! you're the reason why Harwin left right? the reason why he abandoned me" she shouted, you looked up to her and can't help but to frown in outrage.
"Abandon? you're a married woman princess" you spat venom, you watched how the cat caught her tongue but Rhaenyra didn't back down.
"You know marriage between royals are political so you don't have any say to my decisions!"
"What decision? for you to make Harwin your personal whore?!"
"I am warning you, stay away from him or I will have your head" she warned you but you weren't scared not even a bit.
"Even if you killed me or not, he wouldn't go back to you anymore princess" you replied, you didn't care if she's a princess or not.
"He wouldn't choose someone like you, a woman that is nothing without her father's name" with that your fist met her face and grabbed the collar of her dress, you finally snapped you can even feel your forehead burning.
"You're fucking childish and pathetic! you forgot you're also nothing without Viserys atleast I, had earn a clear reputation for myself not like you" you said and let her go you thought you could finally walk away not until Rhaenyra reached for you and slapped you. Hard.
It was so full of force that your feet stumbled and your back hit the edge of the window near the both of you making you dropped on the ground.
"Learn your fucking place" she said and looked at you who's now groaning and crying in pain, the princess looked at you through your thighs and saw something dripping down on it.
Blood.
You cried as you felt pain forming in your stomach and back, your scream caught the attention of some guards walking by they were all horrified when they saw your state and grabbed you, someone carried you but that's all you remember as you blackout
You woke up and saw the Queen's and King's worried eyes staring at you beside them was Harwin that's holding your hand.
"Finally you're awake, now tell us what happened? the guard saw you bleeding on the ground while you're with Rhaenyra" The King said, you looked to all of them as they waited for your answer.
"I was feeling dizzy and I accidentally slipped on the floor perhaps the princess saw me" you lied and Alicent definitely didn't bought it before she can even speak the Maester entered the room.
"Sorry for being late your Graces" he started and stand beside you on your left side.
"So? why did she bleed?" Harwin asked.
"I presume it's because of her tiredness and it's all the works here in castle, you just need to take a rest especially for someone like you Lady Tyrell" all of your frowned of what the maester said.
"What do you mean by that?" The Queen asked.
"Lady Tyrell is six weeks pregnant you're grace" he announced.
You froze at your position, pregnant? Harwin's gaze dropped to you he was nervous when he saw your reaction.
"Pregnant?" Viserys chuckled awkwardly "That can't be Lady Tyrell is always in the Keep" he insisted, god the Lord Tyrell trusted him with his daughter if he found out about this there's high chance that man will have a problem with them.
The Maester just shrugged before excusing himself, tears was flowing down to your cheeks you can't be pregnant..... not if you not even married yet.
"Lady Tyrell we deserve an explanation, now." the King demand Alicent gave him a warning looked to not pressure or stress the girl.
Harwin sat on the bed and held your hand gently caressing it he heard how the Queen whispered to Viserys that they should give them privacy and leave.
"My love please speak to me...." he plead.
"My father will be mad and disappointed to me if he found out I'm pregnant with a bastard" you let out a cry as you hugged your knees.
"You're not gonna bear a bastard! I'm gonna marry you"
"Marry? how? clearly that princess' Rhaenyra of your still haven't get over with your little lovey dovey before!" you spat.
Outside your angry but inside is mixed emotions angry, sad, nervous and worried your father has a high expectations from you, what will happen if he found out his only son is carrying a child after she left their home.
Harwin leaned closer to you and hugged you "I am gonna marry you, I promise I will send ravens to your brothers and father so I can formally announced to them your pregnancy and ask for your hand in marriage after" he told you his plain actually he's been thinking for days how to propose to you he just hopes this is the right time and with that he pulled away and kneel in front of you.
"My love, Lady Tyrell, my beautiful rose will you accept my offer of marrying you? cherishing my time with you? serving you? protecting you? and loving you?" a happy small tear formed in her eyes.
You nod to him and jumped out of the bed to hug him, your nose touching his curls makes you giggle.
"I will marry you, we will make a great and happy family" you told him, Harwin pulled his face away and held both sides of your face.
"I will make my new life with you and this little buddy we have here" he said and dropped his hand to your stomach.
You both just stayed there hugging each other, you felt contented, you're still nervous about your family but you know Harwin wouldn't leave your side, you trust him with everyting, heart, life, soul, everything.
a/n: I'm not satisfied with this but I also felt like it's enough? what y'all think?
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legodamianwayne Β· 8 months
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BATMAN AND ROBIN 2023 #1 (Take 6 (yes))
(im not writing this as i go since ive already read the issue before. ill also be mentioning gotham war since this takes place during it (just a warning for spoilers!))
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i just noticed the bat and robin on the cover! so cute
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OH........(just noticed this too) that doesn't look good
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look at them goofing off n having fun
this is cute but the way bruce acts here and in gotham war is so jarring its kinda funny
bruce in batman #137: can't stand my fake ass family
bruce in b&r: me and my son damian πŸ€—
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bruce is in his "local dilf in the area" era rn
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damian having talia's mannerism that bruce noticed is so <3
and here its confirmed that this takes place during gotham war. not sure how to feel about that
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STILL INSANE OVER THIS baby first self insert fanfic
damian went from drawing hyper realistic gore vent art to anime eyes in the corner
i think it'd be fun if we see damian write more as the story goes on. like him daydreaming n doodling in class
wonder if theres any meaning with damian putting talia as a hero n bruce as a criminal here...or maybe its just a "totally original character do not steal" thing
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you dont say bruce πŸ™„
"the last few years"?? pretty sure the events shown there all happened not even in 2 years since damian turned 14 around the start of the lazarus tournament
also why are alfred n talia not shown there? alfred's death has huge impact on damian (he literally hallucinated him) n talia was there as much as ra's
i dont like how damian looks here but that white connor should be a crime
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"thats enough emotions for tonight father" [slams door]
i wonder why damian is staying with bruce tho (outside of making this book exist) didn't bruce n talia had a custody battle momentβ„’ n damian's like "nah i have my own life (is literally 14)"
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HELL YEAH MY BOY CAN COOK
he's quoting alfred ohhh im gonna sob
this is kinda embarrassing for bruce...like ur son is finally living with you again n he's the one up early cooking?? sir u better step up
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aw he's making tea the way alfred did
*squints* did bruce get his hand back? thats a pretty normal looking hand to me
did damian's comment on it in batman #137 made bruce think "shit i cant give damian any ideas of getting a robot hand" n he just. magically grow it back
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[GLASS SHATTERING SOUND]
gotham...heights? n. not gotham academy? no maps? no damian joining her dnd team?? no detective club finally hanging out with damian??
ik damian got expelled from gotham academy BUT. WHY
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okay? whats the point if he's not going to the same school that his friend went to?
interesting how damian fantasize for a normal life in robin 2021 (with him liking the mundanity of shoujo manga) n now that bruce is offering him that he's rejecting it (or maybe he just rly don't like school which is. fair enough)
wellll just cuz we're not getting maps n the detective club doesn't mean damian's other friends arent showing up right? RIGHT? (maya plz come home)
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THE ROBIN MOBILEEE it looks so ridiculous i love it
HOLD ON. DOES THIS CAR HAVE NO SEAT BELTS?? BRUCE UR LETTING THIS SLIDE?
ik that thing is rly loud too damian waking up the whole neighborhood here
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not rumors abt the batfam fighting getting spread around?? this is so embarrassing omg
am i the only one getting gotham academy flashbacks here? with killer croc n the trio with the fox shark n bird masks
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they're very comfortable with calling eachother father n son while in suits huh. ig everyone in gotham knows that batman is a dilf (who's beefing with his adult children) now
not much to say abt the rest: bruce got shot with something n now bats are attacking him
end thoughts: i hope with all the focus on animals here means that we're getting damian's pets back soon n that gotham war wont affect this book much since i rly want to see damian interact with his siblings again. also is it just me or does the day scenes looks very bright? saturated? it kinda hurts for me to read idk. the night scenes r pretty tho
next issue is damian's first day on his new school that is not gotham academy but im still excited for it! (coping)
bonus bestie corner
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show me going r. diaz
pairing(s) : r. diaz x f!reader + remaining nine-nine squad x f!reader (platonic)
a/n : i rewatched episode 20 of season 5 and got an amazing little thing i needed to write down so please enjoy :) this is a best friend au things because those are my fav
wc : 1.1k words
warnings : rosa death rumors </3 & the nine-nine squad getting really stressed but fluffy ending ! also one tiny sexual joke because it was funny
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active shooter. multiple casualties. nearby officers responding to the scene.
"what are they saying?"
"show me going and their badge number. they're telling dispatch that they're close by and they're responding." holt informs.
"diaz, 3118, show me going." is heard over the staticky radio loud and clear.
"diaz, rosa diaz?" jake repeats.
"that's her badge number. rosa's there."
the room goes quiet.
your breath hitches and you can feel your heart drop to your stomach.
there is an active shooter in a hotel in brooklyn heights and you aren't there to help.
"so there's limited information about the situation in brooklyn heights, but i did manage to speak with a captain at the nine-seven who offered an update." holt states.
"do we know how many shooters?" jake asks.
"two, possibly three. again, the situation's still developing, but as of now, there are three dead and multiple wounded, all civilians."
"excuse me, i gotta go." you quickly leap up from your seat in the briefing room and dash into the bathroom.
you're on the brink of an emotional breakdown. there's so much to take in and now you're lost in your thoughts you almost didn't hear a knock on the stall door.
"doing alright y/n?" amy asks in a soft tone.
you open the stall door to find her worried face which causes your emotions to get the best of you as tears are now streaming down your face.
"amy im gonna loose rosa." you begin to sob as she immediately takes you into her arms as she rubs your back, trying to soothe your violent shaking and cries.
"this is just so scary" hiccup "and, and im so nervous" hiccup "about whats gonna" hiccup "happen to her." ending off your sentence with a loud sob which is now muffled into amy's uniform.
"listen, the captain advised us that it's best to distract ourselves with work and other tasks in order to not think about it. plus, rosa is a badass. if anyone is going to come out of a hostage situation alive and well, it's gonna be rosa."
"you're right, ames. i can almost imagine her dragging those bad guys by the throat." you lightly giggle while you dry your face with your sleeve.
"c'mon. let's get out of this *very* gross bathroom stall." you both intertwine hands, giggling as you exit.
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you end up with gina in the break-room, reheating your cup of coffee and listening to her ramble about her 'amazing song' she used to calm down.
captain holt peaks his head in as he calls for you.
"ah, detective y/l/n. come see me in my office once you're done here."
"sure thing, sir." you say almost emotionless.
he tilts his head as if in confusion but quickly walks away.
"woah there y/n. you okay girl?" gina questions while putting down her phone.
"yeah, i will be once diaz is back here from the mission." you say while nursing your mug
"it's better to not focus on it. think of something boring that doesn't really mean that much to you. for example, amy's pantsuits."
"i think talking to holt in his office would take my mind off of it. thanks linetti!" you say while walking off.
"no problem lovebug." she answers while not taking her eyes off her phone
you enter into the captains office
"hey captain you wanted too..." your words slowly die off once you see his office. there are scented candles and blankets everywhere. you can see the lights that are slowly dimmed and there's relaxing music playing in the back.
"captain what is all of this?"
"hello detective. i saw how stressed you were and it seems you're the one who has been taking this the worst. since you finished all of your work ill give you today off. i believe its in your best interest to 'netflix and chill'."
"uhhhh sir netflix and chill doesn't mean what you think it means."
"i should've known google would be my downfall. peralta has hounding me about my word choices and i felt like i should have read up on new words to use around the workplace."
"love your effort captain. anyways, why is all of this in your office?"
"it's for you. i want to monitor and make sure you don't have another panic attack. santiago told me."
"oh. im sorry for not saying anything."
"no need. its been a long day for all of us. you deserve the rest so please feel free to crash on my couch."
"thank you sir." are the last words you say before getting comfortable on the couch and dozing off
you feel someone patting your head as you slowly blink awake.
"peralta, where have you been?"
"been getting pizza for the squad. want some?" he smiles
"yeah sure that sounds really good right now."
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"okay, i don't have the names of the injured officers but if diaz is unharmed, she should be contacting us shortly. or, if her phone is dead perhaps she'll be walking out the elevator shortly."
just then an elevator ping is heard and everyone turns their heads only to find scully.
everyone voices their frustration.
"come on scully!"
"you can't do stuff like that, man!"
"c'mon man go easy on him." rosa chimes in.
that was probably the best thing you heard all day.
you're the first person to run up and hug her tightly
"oh my god why did you do that you scared me half to death never do that again." you whisper.
you give her a secret little head kiss.
"missed you too, y/n" her lips creep into a smile as she admires your face for a minute and then quickly pulls back.
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the squad enters shaws bar and you buy two drinks (you and rosa) as you both sit outside the bar on the stone steps.
"i was really scared something bad was gonna happen to you. well other than amy hugging you with toilet water all over you." you cringed
"oh yeah that was kinda weird but i really do love them. all of them." rosa smiled
"i love how sappy you get when no one is around." you giggle as you wrap your arms around her waist, facing her.
"shut up." she jokingly said.
she put her hand on your face but then took it off to stare at you.
"is it bad i wanna ruin our friendship?"
"read my mind." you mumbled.
your lips crashed for the first time. she tasted slightly of mint gum and beer. you felt like your insides were bubbling. you both pull back from the kiss and look around everywhere.
"that was ─"
"something. something, that was something." you answer quickly.
"do you.. regret it?" she asks nervously.
"i don't. do you?"
"nah." she quickly answers softly kissing your lips after.
you both sit and sip on your beers while you lay your head on her shoulder and intertwine fingers.
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One of my favorite things of watching PSG games (I only watch them for Neymessi obvi cause watching PSG physically pains me otherwise lmao) is that everytime someone or Neymessi make a goal Neymessi has to have an obligatory, private, mini celebration. Like they legit hug everybody and then they have find each like they're magnets. They just HAVE to hug eachother no matter what. And even if they already did a group hug then they have to have a hug just the two of them and I think that's just so fucking wholesome! They love each other so much! And their hugs with eachother are so different than when they do it with another teammate! Legit they just GRAVITATE to each other! All I can think about is Ney being the Sun and Leo being the moon!
Also amist the Leo transfer rumors. Him leaving in the summer makes my Neymessi brain go all haywire and made me think of Neymar being the literal represetantion of Lana Del Rey's summertime sadness song
Like:
Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone, I'm gonna drive (drive), drive
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best
Like HELLO!?!?! IM SOBBING!!!!!!!! Ney being like kiss me hard before you go and that baby youre the best!?!?!? LORD HAVE MERCYYYYY!!! I CAAAANT!!!! I mean idk if im bugging but for me Ney smiles so much when Leo is around! Like u can see it on his face!!! U can see the difference! Both of them are always giggling so much and whispering to each other ALL the time, like damn I wanna know what's funny too!
Anyways, sorry, I'm in my feels. I just love these two so so so so so sooo much!
first of all, are you married anon? because i'm really interested in share my whole life with you now 😭😭😭 seriously, this kinda stuff is why i'm still in tumblr. look at this giant ask, full of emotion and poetry. idk if i want to marry you or this ask 😭
seriously, the actual insanity neymessi is
"i want you back. only together we can win another ucl"
"i learn with him everyday, not only the player but the person. i'm completely in love with him"
"it made me very happy that 'a boy like him' said something like that about me"
"i'll defend him till death"
all those quotes could be part of a romance book or whatever but it was said by them about each other. so yeahl, they are insane, we are insane, everybody is insane!!!
i need to confess i don't like psg. i never liked the team and i'm only watching their games because of messi (and consequently because of ney). i don't care about psg, i care about THEM and so we have to go through this. the good part is the hugs and all the love they share being intact even after their separation. this can also be said about their chemistry on the pitch, their sync continues unbeatable. both are made for each other. their play style literally fits, their opposite personalities complement each other and they have the greatest love story in history since romeo and juliet (ok, i'm a bit dramatic but please we are talking about lana del rey in the end).
neymessi is not just a ship. what they share is real and it is beyond football, beyond their countries. the fact antonella likes neymar and share her husband with him proves my point. the thing is they are so intimate and know each other so well and bro, you just gave me an idea for a multi-chaptered fic... what if i dare to write? πŸ‘€
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Prologue
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In the middle of the night when all the people were in their homes asleep there was an old man who was turning the light off the streets so none of the muggles in the neighbourhood would see him he didn't want to expose himself after all him being a wizard can't be known in the muggle world he was going to enter a private drive until a meow of a cat was heard making him turn to see a grey cat sitting on the ground looking at him
"I should've known that you would be here Professor McGonagall," said the wizard
Taking that as a sign to transform back to her human form Professor McGonagall did while walking to the old wizard
"Good evening Professor Dumbledore," she said now walking beside him
"Are the rumors true Albus?" asks the witch
"I am afraid so professor. The good and the bad" said Dumbledore to her
"And the children?"
"Hagrid is bringing them" he answered her
"Is it wise to trust Hagrid with something so important?" asked McGonagall worrying about the well-being of the kids
"Ahh professor I would trust Hagrid with my life" answered the wizard without hesitation
Both of them were cut off by a magical motorcycle flying through the air in their direction revelling a giant man holding two bundles in his arms
"Professor Dumbledore sir. Professor McGonagall" greeted Hagrid getting off his magical motorcycle
"No problems. I trust, Hagrid?" asked Dumbledore
"No. Sir"
"Those two fell asleep as we were flying over Bristol"
"Try not to wake them. There you go" said Hagrid giving him the little boy first
"Albus, do you think it's safe leaving him with these people? I watched them all day they are the worst sort of muggles" said McGonagall trying to reason with him not to leave any of the kids with muggles
"They really are. . ."
"The only family he has," said Dumbledore cutting her off
"These kids will be famous. Every child in will know their names," said McGonagall while Dumbledore put the little boy at the doorstep of the house
"Exactly. They're far better off growing up away from all of that until they are ready" answered her the wizard
After putting him down he looked back at his friend who was silently sobbing trying not to wake the baby girl in his arms
"There, there, Hagrid. It's not really goodbye, after all," said Dumbledore comforting his friend
He then looked back at the boy putting down a letter
"Good luck... Harry Potter" said Dumbledore
Looking back at Hagrid he took the girl looking at her for the last time as a goodbye it was breaking his heart leaving her with muggles but knowing it was for the best he couldn't be selfish in keeping her that was until McGonagall cut off his thoughts
"Albus are you really going to let her go like that she doesn't have a family not any more what if you lose her just like Rose you can't be serious about leaving her like that," said McGonagall still trying to change his mind
However, he didn't listen to her going to the house beside the one they lifted Harry so he put her at the doorstep and turned to his friend
"As I said Professor McGonagall it's not a goodbye and I am pretty sure she going to be just fine I have a guess she is going to be a lot like her mother and I doubt that she will not be okay," said Dumbledore
He looked at her one last time before he and his friends disappeared back to where they came from after
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A seven-year-old girl was looking at herself in the mirror checking her looks because today was the first time she, her grandmother and her cousin whom their grandma considers a "maid" was going to the Dursleys their neighbours she was standing looking at her lovely-looking dress it was a bright pink dot print ruched dress that stops that above her knee, a knee-high white sock, with black flats, however, the girl wasn't pleased by the looks of her so she yelled for cousin to come and help her
"(Y/N) I NEED YOU TO CAME DO MY HAIR I WANT TO LOOK PERFECT FOR THE DAY" yelled the girl
Footsteps could be heard from downstairs as a (H/l) (H/c) girl with beautiful (E/c) came running into the room smiling at her supposed-to-be cousin
"Yes, Freya" answered her looking at the skinny redhead girl with light green eyes who was looking at the girl as she entered the room
"Well I want you to do my hair please I can't do it myself" said Freya to the girl
"Okay then but you better stay still I still have to get ready so we don't get late," said (Y/n)
"Fine" she answered her. The (H/c) girl sighed
Doing Freya's hair that goes to her waist carefully putting it in two braids and then ran to her small basement which she calls her "room" She didn't have time to get picky about what to wear so she just took something simple out of her small clothes drawer and put on a white mini babydoll dress with floral tie sleeves and black flats. She let her hair down then took her black backpack and ran to the door to stand beside it waiting for her grandmother and her cousin five minutes later a blonde woman in her early 50s with green eyes got down with Freya right behind her the older woman was wearing a simple black skirt and a button-up white shirt with a black wool felt blower hat. (Y/n) then opened the door for them to go outside
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At the Dursleys were trying to make a good first impression Petunia was checking that everything was in place and Vernon was helping Dudley doing his tie while Harry was locked in the room under the stairs playing with a small old figure Dudley had thrown at him because he didn't want it anymore usually he isn't allowed to get out but Vernon said that the guests who are coming are our neighbours so it's pointless locking him scene they would come over more often the only time they let him out when there is someone in the house it would be Dudley's Aunt Marge and he didn't like her anyway just then the door of his room was opened revelling his uncle Vernon looking down at him
"Listen to me I am going to let you out so do not do anything stupid you hear me" he said to the boy earning a nod from him
As he was getting out he heard the doorbell ring then he was bushed by Dudley who was running to open the door
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I was getting up from the floor while Dudley let the guests in I saw an old woman and two girls my age both of them were skinny we walked them inside then the old woman hugged Aunt Petunia and greeted Uncle Vernon
"Oh Petuina it's been a while I missed you" said the woman before looking at Dudley who was introducing himself to the girls
"Ah you must be Dudley I heard a lot of good things about you" She counties making a large smug smile appear on Dudley's face and I cringed at the thought of Dudley being nice
Then I looked at the girl with (H/l) (H/c) and (E/c) she seemed pretty quiet she was sitting alone after introducing herself to the Dursleys I looked at her for a moment then she looked back at me and smiled waving her hand while walking up to me but I on the other hand stayed where I was near the door of my room still looking at her
"Hi I don't think I introduced myself to you I am (Y/n) Rose (L/n) and you are?" she said once she was in front of me
"O-oh I am Harry. Harry James Potter" I said when I realized that I was still staring at her like an idiot
"It's nice meeting you, Harry. But why are you all alone don't you want to stay with us in the living room?" She said looking confused
"Well you see I am not allowed outside my room a lot, I never talked to anyone my age before and I never had any friends to talk with before," I said looking down a little embarrassed
"Hey it's okay I don't have friends either my grandmother doesn't like me having friends but now that we might come here a lot do you want to be my friend" She said smiling brightly at me I started at her for a while before a huge smile broke through my face
"That would be brilliant I would love to be your friend"
Little did I know that this was one of the most beautiful things that happened in my life
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ivan-defonz Β· 11 months
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Yan!mean classmate x reader
"They're dead, big deal. Now get back to work"
You didn't think a person could be so insensitive towards other people's feelings but, what did you expect to be honest, it's Hector, the rich guy who doesn't care about anyone but himself. It's funny really, how you're just so sad about your friend's death that you turned stupid enough to tell him about it, even sobbed a bit and then turn even more miserable when he has the guts to treat it as a joke.
It's been a long day for you, receiving the news, doing your school's work, trying to act fine in and between classes, it's tiring. You wanted to just run home the moment the bell rang yet you were held back by your group. Something something about your project with some classmates and most importantly, Hector. And since, his house has all the material you guys need and has the most space as well as privacy, you all decided to do your work there.
It's not like he did anything to you, the guy just rubs you off wrong and with the rumors going around about him hating your friend, glaring and insulting them so it's only right that you hate him. Yet, you're still surprised how shitty he can be.
"What's with that face?"
He asked, clearly annoyed with your attitude and that ticked you off. You stand up, not caring for whatever your classmates were saying and leave Hector's studies, clearly mad and you think he also knows it yet decided not to do anything.
That is what you thought.
You didn't expect to see what seems to be your dead, allegedly murdered, friend's jacket, which you gave to them as a present, on a wooden cabinet. You're sure it was theirs, only they would sewed those design on it. But that begs the question, how did it get here?
Carefully approach it, you realize it has just been washed as it smells pretty fresh. There's some damaged parts here and there, it even has multiple tears, those that you didn't know of until now.
Being confused and furious as well as suspicious at Hector, you didn't realize he had been standing right behind you since moments ago, watching your every move and waiting for you to notice his presence. Only, when you did, you were met with a cloth to your mouth and nose and the sudden feeling of sleepiness.
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kachawo Β· 2 years
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Have you heard? There's a ghost in the forests of Cloud Recesses.
He's been there since the siege of the Burial Mounds.
A beautiful man with long white hair, tied up in a ponytail with a bright red ribbon, wearing pristine white robes that looked unfit on him.
"How do you know so much? That sounds awfully detailed!"
"That's because I've seen him before!"
He wasn't harmful. If he was, the ghost would have been eliminated a long time ago. Unwelcome in the realm of the clouds.
Rather, he was quite.... gentle.
The ghost was quiet, it was already rare to catch a glimpse of him. Maybe it was shy?
Despite all the rumors within the Cloud Recesses, this ghost was actually very kind.
He wasn't evil like the Grandmaster had said. Not dangerous like the sect leader has heeded.
In fact, he was just like Hanguang-jun had described him as.
The first time a-yuan came in contact with the ghost, he was in the bamboo forest crying.
He scored the lowest in his swordsmanship class, he struggled to hold his wooden sword that he caught splinters.
Instead of getting it treated by the healers he left and hid in the back hills. He sat in front of a river, dipped his wounded hands in the colt water and hissed.
It wasn't a big wound, so a-yuan thinks it'll heal easily.
But it doesn't stop the warm droplets that fall from his eyes.
He stays like that, hugging his knees with hurt hands and sniffing his sobs, when suddenly he hears a rustle of the leaves.
The ghost watched him with unfocused eyes, it felt a bit eerie, he stared at a-yuan silently that the child almost forgot abot his own tears because of fear.
A few minutes later, the ghost continues forward, away and out of the child's sight.
A-yuan sighs in relief, but then winces when he moves his hands, he grasped them too tight, now they're bleeding a bit more.
Suddenly he finds himself a bunny dropped into his wounded hands.
Surprised, he almost flinches, but afraid of frightening the young animal, A-yuan forces himself not too.
Ghostly hands take the bunny into their arms and move them to a-yuan's lap, then they find themselves softly hovering over the child's hands.
When A-yuan looks up, he finds the same ghost from earlier, kneeling on the grass and looking at his wounds with faceless concern.
His finger, the child thinks, are cold. Just like Hanguang-jun's.
But at the same time it felt the warmest a-yuan has ever felt, it was soft, gentle. It was comforting.
A-yuan finds that his lap was now two bunnies full, then three, then four. Then as he looks at the ghost again, a fifth. It seems the ghost had come back with company, maybe to comfort the crying child.
The bunnies seem to agree with this plan, happily sitting in his lap and staying still as the child stroked their white fur.
With his lap and hands occupied, the ghost seems to decide that he should place a bunny on his head, and does exactly so.
A-yuan laughs into his now drying tears.
He could get used to this.
There's a ghost in the back hills. He's kind and harmless.
The ghost helps guide children back to their homes.
When they don't have one, he makes one for them.
There's a ghost in the back hills of Cloud Recesses, he accompanies the bunnies so they aren't alone.
He makes the birds sing for someone who cries.
He gives homes to those who don't have them.
There's a ghost.
[Inspired by @yinyuexielie 's ghost wei wuxian au]
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