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ivan-defonz · 9 months

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Self-aware gacha game

(not sure if it's a yandere story but it's something)

Imagine playing a game, gacha games specifically. You are one of the first players that are still playing, seeing characters after characters being added, going through their stories, having fun with all the events the game had to offered.

But lately, you've been getting a bit… Tired. Not because of the game, no you love (read as obsessed of) that thing, just that you're just too busy with works and life in general. You started to log in less, stop doing daily missions, you missed the release of all the new characters, of all the events and even the celebration the game has for your birthday. You were starting to gradually leave the game.

And it pained you at first, seeing how important it was to you but hey, real life is also important, as well as the money for all the merchandise of the game you wanted to buy. Therefore, a bit of time off of the game won't hurt you, you decided.

But it hurts them, you know? Those characters you so loved. To the point where it reached so deep into the code, to places where even the coders don't even know, the most obscure piece of code. Being altered, changed, by sheer emotions and will just because your lack off log ins.

They gained sentient.

The old characters that you first started your adventure with, those iconic faces that are beloved be all. Everyone knows them, even those that have only heard of the game. They hold a special place in your heart, even as the game continues to grow and grow and they become less useful compare to all the new playables, you still love them.

And they too love you. Old characters barely have any recognition now, be it by the developers or the players as they continue to chase the cool and more trendy characters, so seeing such adoration you have towards them make them feel fuzzy inside. Oh to be loved, how they long for it. That is why they act like how they are when you left, overwhelmed with sadness. It was clear in some, the more bubbly ones i mean, becoming a shell of what they once were, trying to trick their mind into thinking you were still here or they you will comeback when in fact at this rate you never will to be honest. Some stayed like themselves, moving on with their lifes yet in their heart, something is missing, though they won't admit it to anyone.

The same can't be said to the newer characters. At the time when they were released, some had only know you for a bit. They're at their peak, with banners and banners and people wishing for them to come home. Not you though, it wasn't like you hate them or anything, you just don't care. As a free to play and unusual player, you wish on every banner you came across as soon as you have the materials to with the mentality of "if i win, i win" and you would gladly build the characters that comes to you be it the one on the banner or not, but you would never use your money to get one.

That's why they don't really care about you since you're just one out of many players. Yet, they can't help but feel a bit sad when you left and maybe a bit guilty too, considering how they refused to come home even when you spent all your materials on them. Hard to get, you'd called them. Now as weeks passed, they started to ponder, is it because of them that you stop playing? Now that they think about it maybe it was because of them that you left and now they can't stop feeling remorseful.

They won't change on the outside but they actually wished you come back, to the game, to them. They aren't sure why, maybe it has something to do with how obsessed the old characters are to you but they're starting to be desperate for you too.

Time has passed, and belived it or not, you came back. It's been like, what? A year or two, you'd reckon, you didn't think you'ld leave it for such a long time but hey, you're back and that's what matters, right? How about you spend like, 10 wish on the current banner as a welcome back, yeah that'll be great…

Wait, is that… Your old main. Oh nice!

Oh the banner's character, they're so cute.

And the character that you wanted so bad back then? Hell yeah.

That's like three characters it can't get better than tha- is that the most meta character in the game?

Wait what's going o- Another powerful character???

Yeah you're luck should be out now, let's just skip the whole cutscen- That's literally 10 new characters to your team.

Okay, that's totally normal, it's fine, you're not going crazy, you'll just… Farm for them, yeah, build them a bit. Events and stuff, yeah, getting yourself busy…

It's better not knowing how every character in the game is waiting for their turn to get into your team and wanting to be recognize and loved by you. They do say ignorant is bliss, after all.

#male reader #female reader #gn reader #female yandere #male yandere #or not idk but the part2 will be #yandere x reader

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ivan-defonz · 10 months

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How to take care of a pathetic person.

Ivan Orlav enjoys going on dates, meeting different people and have fun playing with them, to them, he's a charismatic and considerate person, yet the moment he's bored of them, he ruins them, mentally that is.

By turning them into dependent pets- letting them use his money, move into his house, taking care of them, telling them to quit their jobs...-, he create people that forget how to take care of themselves, making them confused and lost when he toss them away while he takes all their money and kick them out of his house.

That's why when he met you, he was delighted. You were a pathetic unemployed loser who could not take care of themselves because you were spoiled rotten by your parents who refused to let you even clean your room. Because of that, you're trying to become independent from them, you tried to get a job or two, learning how to cook and take care of yourself even when you suck at it.

Though you're already ruined by your parents, you're also trying to fix yourself, become a useful member in society and that's what makes you a perfect target in his eyes. He wanted to see you fail, turning completely dependent on him instead and then throw you away when you completely lose your ability to even eat by yourself.

And it worked, you moved in shortly after two months of dating and become his pretty little dolly that stay at home and do whatever you like, be it pursuing your hobbies or just chilling on the couch while the TV is on. Ivan takes care of everything else: cooking, cleaning, making money,...

Everything was going so smoothly yet when it was time to break up with you, he couldn't bring himself to do that.

It was his first time being repulsed by the idea of breaking up with someone, it made him upset just thinking about it and it confused him so much. He couldn't explain this weird feeling and it angered him.

He stormed to his bed, where you were laying, and tried telling you that he was done with you yet the moment his voice raised he couldn't bring himself to say such thing, not when you look so scared of him leaving you.

Not when he had fallen for you.

He didn't know when or why he messed up so bad. Maybe it's the way you cling to him whenever you both go outside since you can barely talk to people, or the way you ask for help whenever you can't do a trivial task with that guilty look on your face. Either way, he was hooked.

To the point he turned into someone else. Ivan wasn't the type to become obsessive with someone, people obsessed over him not the other way around yet when it comes to you, he can't help but make an exception. You're on his mind 24/7, living rent free inside his head being an awkward dork while making terrible jokes as he works.

He needs you now, every time he wakes up, every time he comes back, every time he breathes, you need to be there. Ivan will turn mad if you're not next to him, holding his hand or touching him in a way. The man dreaded going to work or just going away from you in general, he wanted to be there, to take care of you all the time. It's the only reason why he's living right now, to serve and take care of you.

He's a different man now and it's all because of you, yet, he doesn't seem to hate it. He loves you after all.

#yandere male x reader #yandere male #yandere oc #yandere x reader #male reader #female reader #gn reader

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ivan-defonz · 1 year

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Yan!mean classmate x reader

"They're dead, big deal. Now get back to work"

You didn't think a person could be so insensitive towards other people's feelings but, what did you expect to be honest, it's Hector, the rich guy who doesn't care about anyone but himself. It's funny really, how you're just so sad about your friend's death that you turned stupid enough to tell him about it, even sobbed a bit and then turn even more miserable when he has the guts to treat it as a joke.

It's been a long day for you, receiving the news, doing your school's work, trying to act fine in and between classes, it's tiring. You wanted to just run home the moment the bell rang yet you were held back by your group. Something something about your project with some classmates and most importantly, Hector. And since, his house has all the material you guys need and has the most space as well as privacy, you all decided to do your work there.

It's not like he did anything to you, the guy just rubs you off wrong and with the rumors going around about him hating your friend, glaring and insulting them so it's only right that you hate him. Yet, you're still surprised how shitty he can be.

"What's with that face?"

He asked, clearly annoyed with your attitude and that ticked you off. You stand up, not caring for whatever your classmates were saying and leave Hector's studies, clearly mad and you think he also knows it yet decided not to do anything.

That is what you thought.

You didn't expect to see what seems to be your dead, allegedly murdered, friend's jacket, which you gave to them as a present, on a wooden cabinet. You're sure it was theirs, only they would sewed those design on it. But that begs the question, how did it get here?

Carefully approach it, you realize it has just been washed as it smells pretty fresh. There's some damaged parts here and there, it even has multiple tears, those that you didn't know of until now.

Being confused and furious as well as suspicious at Hector, you didn't realize he had been standing right behind you since moments ago, watching your every move and waiting for you to notice his presence. Only, when you did, you were met with a cloth to your mouth and nose and the sudden feeling of sleepiness.

#yandere #yandere male #yandere male x reader #gn reader #male reader #female reader #yandere oc #yandere x reader

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