#paranoid art

[happyheidi]

Seeing as we’re not keeping with the regular programming here at happyheidi i I’d like to share this old “friend”:

A drawing I’m immensely proud of that I drew when I was at my lowest. It’s called ‘noia’ (used in Norwegian as slang for ‘paranoia’) because I was very much so at this time. My friends (and dad) thinks this is the scariest/creepiest - and best drawing I’ve made as it really captures the spirit of feeling paranoid and I’m really proud that I managed to draw this simple little thing that actually matters a lot to me, and still have, over 5 yrs later. And it’s the same on both pages, that way when you turn it he’s still there (it’s called ‘noia’ for a reason) . I know this isn’t a typical ‘happyheidi’ thing but hey! I’m multifaceted baby

So, what do you think about my ‘noia’?

I have mixed feelings. I’m so proud of putting a constant feeling onto paper in such a simplistic yet not really-way. And it actually helped me a little at the time, weirdly enough. But he scares me. As he should. He’s NOIA.

Thanks for keeping me company tonight with all my rambling etc. I’m so happy to have this little community of ppl that I really like and wanna share more of myself with. You make me feel safe to share some of my really personal stuff (like this drawing. It’s very personal). So thank u so much for that! I friggin love u all sm!!

#it’s much better irl. the eyes are always following you #my art #mental health #paranoia #paranoid art #is that a thing? #it should be and probably already is #paranoid #drawing #these pics doesn’t do him justice at all tho but either way it’s an … #acquired taste 🤔 #psychological art

[sisyphusofsansara]

#glitchart #paranoid schizophrenic #bad trip #pretty faces #hallucinations #rot #solitude #best friend #friends forever #terrorcore #sleep paralysis #bad dreams #computer virus #psychosis #horrors #faces #distorsion #horror art #paranoid art #schizo art

[patched-heart]

Music still loves you when everyone hates you

2023

My original art.

Unless someone else said it before and i didn't realize it.

#vent post #vent art #bpd art #borderline personality disorder #everyone hates me #paranoid art #dissociative art #ventcore

[toughtinkart]

you ever think about how canaan house is probably the most life gideon’s ever seen?

this has been sitting in my wips forever, so i decided it’d be better to post some version of it than let it languish in procreate forever.

edit: due to popular request, this piece is now available on my shop!

#yes yes and harrow too but she’s busy being paranoid #tlt #art #the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #gtn #griddlehark #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #canaan house #memento mori #continuing my obsession with making this gothic horror aesthetic extremely colorful lmao

[couchcouchcouchcouch]

HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES.

#HEART. LUNGS. LIVER. NERVES. #POV The Nightmare breaks your concentration and Slays You #i mostly drew the nightmare because its where i met voice of the paranoid #i love voice of the paranoid a lot #i love that the terrified voice in my head gets to be Helpful. and ACT #obviously incredibly prime subject to project onto #anyways i really like this game and when i can find the time and energy ive been trying to find all the paths and achievements by myself #so please enjoy my first post of the new year #i will not promise there will be more #i couldnt decide if i like the colors for the hand breaking our concentration so im giving yall both #voice of the paranoid #slay the princess #the nightmare #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art

[sualne]

Old and new gifts.

(timeline)

#one piece #monkey d luffy #sir crocodile #dracule mihawk #crocodad au #my art #my comic #described in alt text #💪energy recovered💪 (ish) #first one is about how when trying to pass you give up things you love for fear of it being too feminine/masculine. eventually you become a #bit paranoid about it and ends up avoiding things even cis people would wear/do. and! eventuallier! you go back to it! n wear what you love #second is because i needed to show off that nickname for mihawk. fkssf i hope it works. also. dagger. a secret tool for later ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[tubbytarchia]

Missed drawing these two too

Bonuses

#rendoc #still thinking about them a lot #always #hermitshipping #sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines #this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth #or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy #whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!! #I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry #Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol #idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure #hermitblr #tubby art

[enitsirk]

A Coward in Love

#I FINISHED #I WAS INSANE FOR THIS HONESTLY #but anything for my sad furry man #god this scene was so heartbreaking #hobs paranoid conclusions and ultimately self debasement is truly so tragic #Brennan fight me at the back of dennys #please one grain of happy ruehob pls #ruehob #captain kp hob #acofaf #a court of fey and flowers #fey and flowers #dimension 20 fanart #dimension 20 #d20 art #d20 #my art #kp hob #brennan lee mulligan #someone validate me and tell me my hob is hot #captain k.p. hob #battlemaster of ceremonies

[rakkuntoast]

they're actually co-workers they themselves told me

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp badboyhalo #the server's paranoids are actually co-workers #<- this is only cuz they're related to death and i thought it was funny #also the reason phil is bad's superior is cuz phil is directly delegated by the goddess of death #while grim reapers work under the goddess of death will #or something im just making shit up LOL #my art

[minnow-doodle-doo]

and when he gets Jason he gets his name on the other boob so it says 'Dick Jason'.

#dc #dc comics #batman #bruce wayne #batfam #my art #yes I know Bruce is too paranoid too get a tattoo but this was way too funny

[dumnslut]

The best t4t couple

#gonna use this moment to talk about a headcannon i have about em #vraska convinces Jace to rip a bong with her and Jace gets SOOO paranoid from it #shes like oh no what have i done #anyways #vraska #jace beleren #vraska mtg #jace mtg #mtg #magic the gathering #my art

[olegianote]

I love your stp narrator! And I'm 100% sure you already know this, but secretary birds are also called killer queen! So does this mean the narrator gets called the killer king/queen sometimes by the other voices to annoy the narrator? :]

OH THAT WOULD BE SOOO FUN! I like when Narrator gets annoyed! Which is why this ask inspired me to do this little comic:

#art #artwork #olegiask #olegiart #slay the birds #slay the princess #stp #the narrator #the voices #voice of the paranoid #voice of the hero #voice of the skeptic #but also i feel like stubborn or contrarian would find joy in teasing narrator. maybe even smitten if he feels salty enough #comic #sketch

[bubblybloob]

Skeptic wants no part in this.

I don’t know if this meme has a name, but I felt like doing it with the voices. I think it’s funny how you can literally see how I draw them change slightly over the course of the drawings, the hands especially.

#slay the princess #stp voices #voice of the hero #voice of the cold #voice of the cheated #voice of the opportunist #voice of the paranoid #voice of the hunted #voice of the smitten #voice of the contrarian #voice of the stubborn #voice of the broken #voice of the skeptic #art #my art #comics #meme

[m0nochromem0use]

what are you hiding from, riz gukgæk?

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fantasy high fanart #riz gukgak #riz gukgak fanart #dimension 20 fanart #mouseart #shoutout to the paranoid aroace goblin for forcibly yanking me out of art block #sorry jerwee followers i’m in full fh lockdown mode #i’m not gonna tag this baron because he’s like. barely in it. but riz is in my brain so rest assured proper baron art is on its way

[deludedcrayon]

every so often im reminded that i really am completely alone in this

#psychosis #schizoaffective #meanspø #vent art #actually paranoid #actually traumatized #trauma #mental health #neurodivergent #actually schizophrenic

[sleepylabs]

#slay the princess #blacktappygames #voice of the paranoid #voice of the hero #my art