#ok last one was a lie srry

[bewithm3]

The incident

Warning: +18, graphic, sexual, perverted fantasies.

Background information: your boyfriend is namjoon and this is back in the early days when they first debuted.

So you were over at the apartments and everyone knew that jungkook had a crush on you but you were namjoons girlfriend. And the only problem was you were 18 and so was namjoon but jungkook was 15. But you did think that he was cute but in a platonic sense. Yeah so one day y’all were all hanging out but then jimin decided to be devious and ratchet right then and blurted out. “So jungkook we’re my ears lying to me or were you jerking off and moaning y/n’s name last night.” Jungkook blushed and curled up into a ball and hid inside his hoodie out of embarrassment.

While everyone was laughing at him namjoon got a phone call and stepped out. Then when he got back into the room and sighed “ ok so guys we have a meeting but it’s an overnight. And you have to be 17+ to go.” Then your dear boyfriend took you to his room and started packing for tomorrow they had to wake up early and leave for a day. You followed and you two had a conversation. Namjoon: “I’m sorry to ask this of you but can you stay here and babysit him.” Y/N: “it’s fine I don’t mind watching him plus he’s cute.” Namjoon:” excuse me remember who your with and plus you know he likes you so be careful pls.” Y/N:” I know I don’t like him like that and you have nothing to worry about.”

You two walk in then living room to find the boys in the living playing video games. And your boyfriend sits y’all down and says “Ok so we need to get packed except you jungkook you will stay here and Y/N will be babysitting you”. And after that the boys started teasing and taehyung say “ oooo~oooo your fantasies are coming true guki.”

After all this teasing about jungkook liking you, you decide you are going to help him out in someway behind namjoons back. You loved namjoon but you felt bad for jungkook getting teased and he was only 15. But he was pretty man like at 15 I mean he was taller than you, very muscular for his age, and very mature when he had to be. But you were also nervous because you didn’t know if he was gonna do anything because he was one of the strongest members. You basically decided you were gonna do it but you would need to be very careful with it.

The next morning you woke up and the apartment was silent and everyone but jungkook was gone and he was asleep still. So you quietly put on some sexy lingerie and a short robe and went to the laundry room and purposefully got stuck in the dryer. ( you also were a size d in bra had no waste and 45 inch hips and a Gyatt)

Y/N: “!!!JUNGKOOK!!!”

Eventually he came and went to see what you wanted

Jungkook: what?

When he walked in it was his lucky day so he pulled his phone out and silently took a photo and said with a shaky voice “ Uuummmm so what happened?” Y/N” well I got stuck while doing laundry and I need you to pull me out pls.” Jungkook”ok but I don’t know where you want me to pull you out from “ y/N” just pull from my waste pls.”

He slowly and carefully put his hands on your waste savioring every moment and got you out. When got you out you hugged him tightly with a lot of cleavage showing. (Y/N)” are you hungry jungkook?” With out taking his eyes of your cleavage he said” no I’m going to be in my room.” The plan worked because you saw he was hard.

Phase two

Now that he had jerked off to that you put on clothes and went to go tell jungkook to get dressed. Yeah you were about to Suprized him even more. You two got into the car and drove. You started to talk to him about what they were doing Y/N” srry abt this morning btw”

jungkook :”it’s fine things happen”

Y/N:” so we are shopping to Suprized namjoon I need your help bc you kinda know him and what guys like.”

This was obviously a lie just to drive jungkook crazy

Jungkook:” ok like what kinda stuff”

Y/N:” lingerie and alcohol. And since your helping me I’ll buy you some and let you drink.”

First you drive to the sex shop and you and jungkook are laughing your asses off at the sex toys. Then y’all start playing and joking around, but eventually you two start to look at the lingerie. You finally put on the one set it’s a blue foral lace ruffle trim set with a see through robe. When you come out the dressing room jungkook’s jaw drops and he begins to sweat and feel a boner growing. You ask him “ what do you think about this I mean it doesn’t make me look that good right jungkook?” Jungkook says “ umm fuck no he will definitely love it and blues mine… I mean his favorite color.”

Then you goto change back in to your clothes and you come out to find no jungkook so then you start to look for him even though you know where exactly he’s at. 15 minutes pass by and you find him and say “ omg jungkook where we’re you and why have you been acting so nervous today just relax it’s only me”. He stays silent and then you pay for the lingerie and goto the liquor store and you tell him to choose what he wants for being good and he chooses sweet fruity wine. You two get home and put the stuff y’all bought away. Then you say “ jungkook I’m going to get a shower drink responsibily.”

You get a shower and get in Jean shorts and a sweater that compliments your body and go out. You go to look for jungkook and find him just on his phone on the couch. You clear your throat and say in a sweet voice “come on baby boy it’s time to drink.” Yeah he only drinks a glass of two but he doesn’t know how many you have had and you decide to act drunk. So while he’s on his phone on the couch your in the kitchen and you decide to crawl over to him. You crawl over to him and get in his lap and say “baby boy you’ve been so good to me I should definitely treat you.” You start giving a hicky on the neck and grinding your pussy on his dick. And with that he starts to cuss under his breath about how good it feels. Then you stop and drag him into his room and close the door be hind you.

You sit him on his bed and start to take off your clothes. Jungkook:” Aw fuck your even hotter without clothes. Fuck I’ve always liked you and wanted this I need your fucking body so badly y/n. As creepy as it was you couldn’t break the drunk act and you started to take his shirt off. You didn’t realize how strong he really was but he had the body of a man but the size of his guns were amazing plus his six pack was really hot to you. Then you started to unbuckle his belt and take off his jeans and underwear. You then proceeded to give him and blowjob and within minutes he came in your mouth. Then he stuck it in you and started to bang you controllably hard and fast “ jungkook pls slow down your hurting me and I don’t need you to come inside me pls.” But it was too late and he came and you melted and he went to go shower.

You weren’t gonna let this stop you from showing him a really good time so you snuck in and hopped in the shower with him. Jungkook” wtf y/n I’m literally showering.” Then you begged for him to do that again but easier. So he picked you up and pressed you ago the wall and made out then he put it in and slowly banged you. It felt amazing but weirdly wrong but you didn’t care. Y/N: “ omg you feel soo good baby boy and you are so much bigger, and hotter than I thought.” Jungkook:”yes Y/N yess.” Then a few minutes later he came in you and you left and got clothes on but this wasn’t the end of it jungkook thought you were drunk so when he got into the living room to find you looking drunk he knew he was going to sober you up. Gave you pills and water and you two laid in the couch watching a movie. He was behind you and you were infront of him.

And when he thought you were asleep he rested his arm over your side and around your waist. You then started grind his dick and made a bulge on him. But what he did was becaihe was so young and had a lot of feelings and emotions he had too. He started to feel you up and it was nice but then he started getting too rough with it. (Y/N) “ what are you doing jungkook?” He immediately stopped and apologizing then you interrupted him and said “ just explain why.” (Jungkook) “well you started grinding on me and I just felt it was right to do and plus come on your soo hot.” (Y/N)” just do what you need to right now .” Then he starts pulling out his dick and feeling your tits while jerking off. You became impatient and started to give I’m a blow job and then that led to you getting fucked on the couch, the kitchen counter, and on the balcony. Yeah and he basically creampied you. The next morning y’all both go up really early and cleaned the house and agreed to never speak of this again.

When the boys you find the makes line in jungkooks room all together. And their in there teasing him and you walk in and give jungkook 10 won and say “thanks for getting me out of the dryer baby boy.” Then you wink and leave and the reactions on the boys faces is priceless. And jungkook shows them the photo of you stuck in the dryer and they goto their rooms for a minute to unwind. The end

#bts smut #bts #bts fanfic #bts jungkook #the incident

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[minouyujis]

monday | new message from: y/n

y/n: hiiiii i missed you so much!!!!

sukuna: What

y/n: do u wanna hear about my day?!?!!

sukuna: Don't care really

y/n: today was so BORING. so we had to cut the flowers because one of the seniors was allergic to them and it was such a hassle because there were too many! i mean come on bruh its all over the FIELD for a REASON!!!! T^T i really wish i was able to be there with u to finish up the homework

sukuna: Don't really need you to help me with anything

y/n: HAHA i know u enjoy my presence don't deny it kuna!!!

sukuna: Please don't call me that. I don't like you more than an acquaintance

y/n: ur not scaring me away!!!

y/n: i have to go back to work my break is ending, bye bye kuna!!!

Sukuna has read your message

tuesday | new message from: y/n

y/n: good morning!!! my birthday is soon i'm very excited!!!!

sukuna: Every birthday just shows we're getting closer to death

y/n: k

y/n: anyways

y/n: what r u planning on getting me? 😁😁🤞

sukuna: I know nothing about you except for where you work. Why would I get you anything

y/n: that will change TODAY because guess what??? im packing extra food today for lunch and someones gonna have to help me finish it *cough*

sukuna: If that's your way of asking me to eat lunch with you no thanks, idiotic girl

sukuna: I'd rather die of starvation than eat yours or your parents cooking

y/n: okay u can insult me all u want but i'm not allowing u to disrespect my parent

y/n: u can be such an ass sometimes

sukuna: Don't care

Y/n has read your message

thursday | new message from: y/n

y/n: sir.... i have done some thinking... and i think i would like to formally apologize AND i would also like to let u know that i accept ur apology

sukuna: You're always saying some bullshit

sukuna: I have not once apologized to you ever nor have I talked to you in the last 24 hours

sukuna: Also literally what are you saying sorry for

y/n: our argument we had on tuesday when u insulted my food 💔💔 don't tell me u forgot bestie

sukuna: What

sukuna: How was that even an argument lol

y/n: IT WAS BC I SAID IT WAS

sukuna: Ok

y/n: ok also out of curiosity and boredom....

sukuna: what

y/n: whats ur zodiac sign??

sukuna: Nope

y/n: WHAT

sukuna: I'm not answering that

y/n: well... can i at least know when is ur bday??

sukuna: I genuinely can't tell you that lol

y/n: FINE THEN!!!

y/n: ill tell u mines tho

y/n: its _________

sukuna: Don't care

y/n: the next time i see u im going to force u to tell me all of ur deepest darkest secrets *aka apparently ur BIRTHDAY out of all things jfc 😒* and u will have no choicd

sukuna: Choice*

y/n: WEEEWOOOWEEEWOOO GRAMMAR POLICE

sukuna: Dumb girl

y/n: GOODBYE KUNA!!! my boss is staring at me omg im gonna get fired im supposed to be watching the old ladies

Sukuna has read your message

friday | new message from: y/n

y/n: woah kuna!!!!! i had no idea u had a gf

sukuna: What are you even talking about

y/n: omggg don't lie i saw u eating lunch with that girl!!! shes so pretty

y/n: u looked so in love feeding her HAHAHHA

sukuna: Oh

sukuna: She's a friend

y/n: girlfriend***????

sukuna: Not really

y/n: oh ! idk i kinda see it haha

y/n: whats her name?!?!

sukuna: Suki

y/n: it kinda matches like urs, aw! u should totes hook up :D

sukuna: What's my relationship status to you? Mind your business

y/n: ur right. sorry!

y/n: text ya later!

Sukuna has read your messages

Y/n has notifications silenced

monday | new message from: sukuna

sukuna: Hey dumbass, homework is due and you aren't even in class yet. Hurry up

y/n: i feel sick today. its ok. i'll email it to teacher when i feel better

sukuna: Ok

Y/n has notifications silenced

wednesday | new message from: sukuna

sukuna: Still sick?

y/n: yea why

sukuna: Because I'm irritated that I had to finish up the homework without you. It's a team led project for a reason

y/n: srry my health comes first lol??

y/n: i'll help with the next assignment when i feel better

sukuna: No need. Suki asked me to team up with her

Y/n has read your message

friday | new message from: sukuna

sukuna: Happy birthday

y/n: thank u sukuna

sukuna: ......

sukuna: Kuna

y/n: ?

sukuna: Nvm

sukuna: You're welcome

Y/n has read your message

saturday | new message from: y/n

y/n: yoyre so annoyig i hatr yoy so much

y/n: hsshddss godd i cant nelive i felt likr thay

y/n: ur sctually so irritatig it makrz me so mad

sukuna: Can you not fucking blow up my phone at three in the morning?

sukuna: Why are you texting like a dumbass?

y/n: i cab texg peopld howveer i want you rude pinky bitch

y/n: u thibk ur soooo cooll becausr u have tattoos all over ur stupid face and arms ohh woweeee

sukuna: Are you drunk

y/n: shuf up dumb bitch

y/n: i hate you

sukuna: Ok

sukuna: Where are you

y/n: I'nmm not telling u!!! why wdo u care?? shoukdbf u be checkimg up on your gf

sukuna: You're such a child. She's not my girlfriend and if that's what you're mad over then I don't understand why you are and why it bothers you so much stupid girl

y/n: haaa i gurss he didbt get thd hint

y/n: i thoughy i was being obvious abotu how i felt about uou

y/n: whatevrr

y/n: i'm gobna go have fun, byr

sukuna: Can you send me your location or something fucking hell

y/n: no!!!!! Neverrrrr!!!!!

sukuna: Ok

sukuna: You're at Nobara's party aren't you

y/n: NO

y/n: shooooo ur such a bug hejejeheer

sukuna: I'm texting her

sukuna: And if your ass isn't outside waiting for me to grab you I swear to God I'll fucking drag you out of that party myself if I have to

y/n: grrrrr!!!!!!!!

sukuna: So damn foolish.

Y/n has read your message

sunday | new message from: sukuna

sukuna: I put your keys by your desk. If you're wondering how you're even back at home I drove you back. Idk what you were thinking but I don't have any type of romantic feelings for that girl, I only fed her because she wanted to try the food I was eating. I do apologize for neglecting how you felt about me. I only ever did it because I felt the same. It feels so stupid liking someone, let alone you. I don't like how it feels. I'm too used to being alone that I didn't want to let you get to my head. I understand if you want to distance yourself from me. But please, for the love of God, be careful when you drink. I hate seeing you cry. You look so stupid and dumb when you whine. I don't like it. I don't wanna be the reason you make those ugly faces. It'll fuck with my head. I've been meaning to give you the gift I got you for your birthday so I left it on your table. I hope you feel better, dumb girl.

authors note: the gift sukuna got her was a necklace that had his birth stone (zodiac stone) as the charm, while he got himself a matching one with her own birth stone. both necklaces had came out to be around almost three thousand dollars given that he made sure the chains were real. he made sure to remember every little thing she told him, including her zodiac

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↳ requested | 1.6k words

↳ dom!wonwoo smut

a/n: HELLO. i’m sure everyone is wondering what’s going on and WHY i’ve been absent for a few months. put simply: things got hectic and i needed a break! i’m not saying i’ll jump back into being completely active again, but that i’m going to come on as often as i can! (which might be every few days or so! i apologize!!)

as a treat for everyone - this features rich girl wonwoo! <3 

wonwoo stands at the street pole, conversing with his friends. the bar is unusually crowded. mostly likely because it’s a friday and there isn’t much else the townspeople would rather do than get plastered, forgetting the atrocities of work. his friend extends a box of cigarettes to wonwoo, offers him one, but he shakes his head.

since getting involved with you, wonwoo has attempted to forfeit smoking. it has always been something he’s done to pass the time at the street corner. plus, he likes the idea of blowing a big, stinging cloud right into someone’s face when they give him attitude. 

instead wonwoo suckles on a lollipop that tastes like an artificially sweet strawberry, pushes up the bridge of his glasses, and folds some silvery hair under his beanie. he knows it’s about the right time for you to be returning from that dinner party your parents forced you into attending.

as wonwoo’s friend exaggerates a tale about getting into a fist-driven confrontation at a bus stop last week, someone strutting by on the packed street bumps wonwoo’s shoulder.

“choose a better place to stand.” the stranger rumbles, agitated.

wonwoo flicks up his middle finger indifferently. “fuck off.” he grunts, the fog of his breath appearing in the night air.

he’s feeling sort of agitated himself. your parents have tethered you to a leash lately, forcing you to all these fancy gatherings and opening ceremonies and dinners. to put it frankly – wonwoo misses you. your laugh, your eyes, the texture of your skin, your voice in his ear. he’s been wanting an excuse to get his hands all over you. every single inch.

that’s when he hears the ding in his jacket pocket. looking away from the dramatic enactment involving his friend driving a fist into his palm, wonwoo checks his phone to see a text from you. a series of images.

23:28 // JPEG.1034

23:28 // JPEG.1035

23:28 // JPEG. 1036

the three pictures load. he chokes on his breath.

23:28 // i know u don’t like when i spoil my lingerie but.

23:28 // don’t i look so cute :( so fuckable?? im srry but I had to :(

his teeth crack the strawberry lollipop into sugary shards in his mouth. that lace is squeezing your flesh in all the right places. the picture with your fingers splayed teasingly over your underwear, hiding your core, it’s enough to make him shudder, salivate even. he’s officially ignoring his friend’s story by tapping a reply, fiddling with the thin stick in his mouth.

(ww) 23:30 // u free now? head to my place.

he receives an answer immediately.

23:30 // hmmm why?

(ww) 23:30 // u know why. don’t act like such a brat.

already, wonwoo can sense the desire form inside him. pounding almost. like a second heartbeat. you’re usually compliant and bending to his carnal whims. maybe all this time away from each other has you forgetting just how well wonwoo can fuck that stubbornness out.

23:30 // it’s new. i don’t want u ripping anything!!

(ww) 23:30 // idc.

23:30 // so mean!! not even gonna let u touch me now :-)

(ww) 23:30 // yeah. ok. we’ll see about it then.

after sliding his phone back in his pocket, wonwoo glances briefly in through the bar window. he sees a bartender pour a glass full of ice cubes before sloshing in a surge of alcohol. at that, wonwoo gets an idea. when his friends question about why he’s leaving so suddenly, he smirks.

“need to teach someone how to behave.” wonwoo shrugs before jogging quickly across the street.

“i’m not gonna tell you again. keep your fuckin’ thighs spread nice and wide for me or else i won’t let you cum – not even once. you understand?”

a harsh dip in your stomach suggests the breath you just inhaled. after a moment of silence, he hears you comply, and watches with his hungry, intent gaze as your legs part open for him. wonwoo has been teasing you with a bowl of ice cubes. at first, he held them to your nipples, had you whimpering into his mouth while he simultaneously rubbed his tongue against yours. but the real fun began when he introduced the ice cubes to your lower region. it was a very different punishment compared to his past endeavours, a tantalizing one.

wonwoo returns the cube to the nook of your inner thigh, then creeps it slowly toward your core. you’re beginning to tremble with the restraint required to not snap your legs shut. the ice cube ghosts transiently up your slit, a contact you had yet to experience, and a beautiful gasp tears from your lungs. he swears that you leak even more onto the sheets.

he takes the cube away, then drags his warm tongue from the bottom of your pussy right to the top, delivering a slow, flat lick which tastes sweet and cold and makes him so unbelievably dizzy with how much he loves it.

“w-wonwoo, please, pl-please keep going.” you stutter, opening your thighs even wider to invite his tongue.

he shakes his head. “what else did i tell you? don’t ask me to do anything. you’ll lie there and you’ll fuckin’ take it.” smiling, wonwoo issues a tight grip on the ice cube and presses it right into your clit. you whine sharp and loud, your hands traveling all over your body in confusion, not sure if it’s more pleasure than pain, or a hot mix of both.

“or are you still interested in acting like such a brat, hm?” wonwoo utters in his deep voice. “ like a smug little princess who thinks she can tease me whenever she wants and she’ll still get my cock all the way inside her? nice and full, just how she likes it. is that it, babygirl?”

he feels the ice melt under his fingers. you can hardly piece together a response, just a very incoherent, “no wonwoo” as tears start slipping down your cheeks. wonwoo takes the cube away, then massages your clit with his thumb, warming you up slowly. a few jolts pass through your body. he can tell you’re falling apart inside with how badly you want to cum, though wonwoo had strictly told you to hold it. he rubs and rubs and rubs, barking at you to control yourself, your pussy so slippery with arousal that it’s running all down your skin and wetting the bed.

right when he feels you’re about to snap, wonwoo completely removes his touch. you wail at that, suckle in a shaky breath and cry his name.

“please, wonwoo! i-i’m sorry, m’soso sorry! i’m sorry for acting so bratty and sending those pictures, t-teasing you like that! but i just c-ccan’t take this anymore. treat me however you want, but please let me cum!”

he’s truly missed the sound of you begging for him. his cock twitches in his pants, reminding him of how hard he currently is. each time you cry the boy’s name in such a lewd manner, there’s another surge of pleasure and he aches even more, to the point where he could cum just from touching himself over his clothes. still, wonwoo must ensure you’ve really learned your lesson. so, he offers you a deal. he’ll get to watch you pleasure yourself with the ice cube until he cums.

and so wonwoo sits in a chair based at the end of the bed, a hand stuffed down his pants, watching you swirl an ice cube at your sensitive core. he guides you every now and then: “hold it right there, pretty baby. let it melt all the way down. that’s it, sweetheart. n-now rub it, okay? f-finger yourself too. nnrgh, f-fuck. fuck you sound so wet. m’gonna c-cum—”

his strokes lash faster until wonwoo’s head rolls back against the chair, his eyes blinking shut while he chases his high. he hears you continue to whine as he cums, his cock throbbing in his hand, still so hard and heavy. in fact, wonwoo requires a moment just to breathe and let the heat circulate properly through his body.

with his fingers covered in the sticky mess of his cum, wonwoo approaches the bed again, fingering it as deep as he can inside you. he’s unable to remove his gaze from the filthy sight. there’s something so raw and intimate about watching his own seed getting pumped into you that sets his whole body aflame. he decides to let you orgasm as well, stimulating your g-spot consistently, letting you clamp down tight and ride his hand until you’ve got a full fix.

wonwoo supposes he’s done his job.

“i don’t think i’ll ever be able to look at an ice cube the same way again.” you laugh, sitting back against the headboard, tucked into his t-shirt.

drawing a warm washcloth between your thighs, wonwoo blinks at you, a very sly grin forming on his mouth. he plants a kiss on your nose.

“good. means it worked.” the boy says.

he folds the cloth over and finishes the last of his cleaning, ensuring there’s nothing more of his fluids that are still leaking out or anything sticking from your orgasm. grabbing your overnight bag off the floor, wonwoo pulls out a fresh pair of underwear and helps you slide into them. your lingerie sits in a pile off to the side, a few lace straps ripped.

“sorry about your little outfit.” wonwoo apologizes, staring at you earnestly. “it was pretty. you look good in everything.” he squeezes your hip and presses a soft kiss to your lips.

“it’s okay.” you murmur. “i’ll order something even better. and i’ll surprise you with it. maybe for your birthday. sound good?”

“mmhm.” wonwoo purrs, pulling you down with him to cuddle up close for the night.

“as long as i can take it off you, sweetheart, i’m fine with that.”

#seventeen smut #wonwoo smut #svt smut #jeon wonwoo #seventeen scenarios #wonwoo scenarios #svt fanfic #wonwoo fanfic #svt x reader #wonwoo x reader

[yikeswtfmate]

(1) New Message from Unknown Number

main masterlist // (1) New Message Masterlist // next part

Summary: Y/N is drunk and can’t remember her ex’s number.

A/N: Hello, it is I, the idiot who writes Social Media AUs when she’s drunk but is too lazy to put them in the proper format and just leaves them to die somewhere on her laptop

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader (Social Media AU - that’s a lie, it’s actually just texts in Word format 🤡)

Warnings: swearing, dumbassery

Unknown Number: Hey asshat so listen

Unknown Number: I kno we hvnt spoken since like

Unknown Number: High school but whateve idc

Unknown Number: U’re an asshle so I dnt even care that its like…

Unknown Number: 3 in the morning nvrmd

Unknown Number: Ive ben dared to txt my hottest ex by these evil witchS so

Unknown Number: Here u go

Unknown Number: At least u had decent abs so congrats on tht jfc

Unknown Number:  also u dnt get to complain abt this txt bc like

Unknown Number: u dated me for 6 months on a dare so U KNOW WHat this shuold feel like ya

Unknown Number: Wow dude that sounds like a dick move

Unknown Number: Seriously who the hell dates someone for 6 months on a dare?

Unknown Number: Doesn’t that only happen in movies though?

Unknown Number: hey bitchass dont act like u don’t kno what im talkinG abt

Unknown Number: Oh shit yeah, sorry. I don’t know who this asshole of an ex is but I sure as hell am not him

Unknown Number: Dude sounds like a complete waste of human space

Unknown Number: And I think I wouldn’t get to live it down if my friends would hear I did something that shitty

Unknown Number: Wait lemme ask Sam

Unknown Number: Nah, he says Steve would’ve beaten my ass if I were to do that so there u go

Unknown Number: m sorry who tf are u

Unknown Number: Bucky

Unknown Number: what kind of stupid name is bucky

Unknown Number: Shit man, u’re the one blowing up my phone at 3 in the morning, sending me weird ass messages when I don’t even know u and u dare say my name is stupid???

Unknown Number: Sheit srry

Unknown Number: Is been A long night

Unknown Number: nd week

Unknown Number: Actlly make thAt the whle entire fuckin month

Girl with asshole ex: Srry fr bothering u

Unknown Number: It‘s cool

Girl with asshole ex: Hey the witches ask if ure hot

Bonky: Yeah

Girl with asshole ex: WHAT THE FCK MAN AT LEST BE A LIL BIT HUMBLE SMH

Bonky: U wanted me to lie?

Girl with asshole ex: Fair point

Girl with asshole ex: They wnt a pic

Girl with asshole ex: Pic or it didn’t happen punk

Girl with asshole ex: Tht was nat

Bonky: What kind of party are u at that you can constantly text me?

Girl with asshole ex: Wanda’s place

Girl with asshole ex: Girls night

Girl with asshole ex: Getting hammered on wine BITCH

Girl with asshole ex: Also dnt change the subject

Bonky: I don’t even know your name

Girl with asshole ex: Why would I tell u my name I just want to see a suppsdly hot asssd

Bonky: You know mine and now you want me to send u a pic of me

Bonky: Bit of a disadvantage here babe

Girl with asshole ex: Babe?

Girl with asshole ex: BABE?

Girl with asshole ex: Fine

Girl with asshole ex: BABE if I tell u my name will u send a pic of u so we kno u arnt a 60yr old perv

Bonky: I’ll think about it

Girl with asshole ex: Hey fuck u

Girl with asshole ex: Not fair

Bonky: How do I know you’re not the 60yr old perv?

Girl with asshole ex: Cuz she got big tiddies to prove

Girl with asshole ex: And that was wanda

Girl with asshole ex: So now u know my fridsn

Bonky: Still don’t know your name tho babe

Bonky: Also tell Wanda she shouldn’t give out this type of info to strangers

Girl with asshole ex: ure not a stranger anymore bonky

Girl with asshole ex: ure my babe nao

Bonky: I’m going to let that Bonky slide just bc u’re cute

Bonky: But I’m also going to stop replying until you tell me your name

Girl with asshole ex: U think im cute?

Girl with asshole ex: 

Girl with asshole ex: I mean u havnt even seen me but thats fair

Girl with asshole ex: Wand and nat say its true so ill believe u rnt lying to me rn

Girl with asshole ex: But I wanna see if ure cute

Girl with asshole ex: Wait why r u up st 3 in the mrng I mean we re drunk but wht r u doing

Girl with asshole ex: Babe u need to take better care of urself

Girl with asshole ex: Babe

Girl with asshole ex: Babe?

Girl with asshole ex: BABE?

Girl with asshole ex: Ph shit ure actually ignoring me

Girl with asshole ex: I dont like this

Girl with asshole ex: I actually like talking to u

Girl with asshole ex: Pls stop ignoring me

Girl with asshole ex: COME BACK AND LOBE ME

Girl with asshole ex: Babe?

Girl with asshole ex: Fine

Girl with asshole ex: It’s Y/N

Bonky: Now, that wasn’t so hard was it? 

Babe: fcuk u

Bonky: I’m up at 3 bc we ordered pizza and decided it’s time to beat Sam’s ass in Mario Kart once and for all

Babe: Nd how’s that going for ya?

Bonky: Bitch has been beating us for the past 3 hours

Bonky: Thor is the only one getting at least close to him now so we’re about to give up

Babe: Wait shit how r u replying so fast if ure playing Mario kart tho

Bonky: I gave up two hours ago

Babe: Quitter

Bonky: Just gotta know which fights to pick babe

Babe: Heads up I might be fallin asleep soon

Bonky: Drink some water before that, maybe get some food in u as well to soak up all the alcohol and have an advil close for tomorrow

Babe: Ok MOM

Bonky: Hey Wanda willingly told me you have “big tiddies” so your friends don’t seem to be doing a good job of taking care of you

Bonky: Might as well let me do it so you don’t die tmrw

Babe: Ohhhh so u careeeee babe im touched

Babe: Kkkkkk Ill talk tu u tmrw ill be dead soon

Babe: Nd I do have big tiddies

Bonky: Good night babe

*

Babe: What the shit

Bonky: I see you survived

Babe: Barely

Babe: My head might explode soon and I feel like I’ve vomited for an entire lifetime

Babe: TMI sorry

Bonky: I’d like to point out I’m glad I don’t have to decipher your texts anymore and that you can actually spell properly

Babe: Fuck you Buckaroo

Bonky: I would also like to remind you that I have on good authority that you have “big tiddies” so don’t make me use that against you

Babe: I am going to kill Wanda

Babe:Ugh I need coffee

Babe: I’ll talk to you later

Bonky: I’ll be waiting for you babe

*

Babe: So

Babe: BABE

Bonky: Yes baby?

Babe: 

Bonky: Nah, you love it

Babe: Fine

Babe: You still haven’t sent a pic of you though. I might be able to rise Nat and Wanda from the dead if you do

Bonky: What do I get in return?

Babe: The promise that I will keep replying even though you might turn out to be an ugly orc?

Bonky: Not enough

Babe: Fine. I’ll keep talking to you until you want me to stop. Or until I get bored of you

Bonky: Eh, you can do better

Babe: What do you WANT?

Bonky: A pic of you in return

Babe: I’m not sending you nudes, perv

Bonky: If I wanted to see you naked and be a dick about it, I could’ve asked last night, don’t worry

Bonky: But if you’ll know how I look it’s only fair I should know how you look

Babe: That sounds reasonable

Bonky: I’d say it’s a fair exchange

Babe: Fine, you first then

Bonky: If you don’t send me a pic of you afterwards babe I will stop replying, just so you know

Bonky:

Babe: Did you type super hot guy with the most beautiful eyes in the world in Google or something?

Bonky: I’m touched but no. Sam took that photo at a work event

Babe: Bitch do you really expect me to believe this is you? That looks like a guy who just stepped out of a magazine, I highly doubt I would have the luck to text him instead of my ex when drunk

Bonky:

Bonky: Are you always this annoying?

Babe: …

Bonky: What? Do you want me to take a selfie with the fucking newspaper now? I read the news online babe, I’m not getting off of this couch just so I can buy a stupid newspaper to prove it’s me

Babe: Do you have one in a suit?

Bonky: …why am I putting up with this?

Bonky: Hold on

Bonky:

Bonky: It’s been 5 minutes, are you going to reply?

Bonky: You still have to send me a picture of you though, a deal is a deal you know

Bonky: Fine, I warned you

Babe: Shit sorry

Babe: Hi Bucky, this is Natasha

Bonky: Hi Natasha. Is Y/N alright?

Babe: Uhm how should I put this?

Babe: Y/N is crying right now and she can’t reply herself

Bonky: What? What happened? Is she okay?

Babe: Oh yeah

Babe: She’s just crying because (and I’m quoting here) you’re “so beautiful, it’s like all my wet dreams and fantasies have come together. I swear this is some cosmic joke, this is not happening”

Babe: I’m not sure if she’s laughing or crying now

Babe: But she keeps yelling at me that I have to send you the most perfect picture of herself that has ever existed or you will stop talking to her

Babe: I think she started crying again because “I will never live up to that level of perfection, he told me that I have to know which fights to pick”

Babe: Uh yeah so here

Babe: 1 Photo Attached

Bonky: Hey Nat, could you tell Y/N that I would like to talk to her now?

Babe: Sure

Babe: Hey

Bonky: Baby?

Babe: Yeah?

Bonky: You picked the wrong fight if you think “you will never live up to this level of perfection”

Babe: Oh God

Bonky: Stop being an idiot

Bonky: And listen to me

Bonky: I would really like to keep talking to you. Mainly because you’re an idiot who makes me laugh, but it’s also the fact that you are the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen in my entire life

Babe:

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky barnes oneshot #social media au #bucky barnes social media au #bucky barnes au #social media #bucky barnes texts

[yourcutelittlegayfriend]

Can you do a Mecha kingdoms sett x reader??? •~•

Ok I've done my research and made a few adjustments instead of 3 kingdoms it's gonna be 4 where the reader came from and instead each of the kingdom or the other champions making the robots it's gonna be the reader who made them

Also in my defense Mecha Kingdoms is alot like Power Rangers but it's more awesome.

Here ya go

Srry the title sucks ⬇️

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The Metal Fighter

and

The Creator

For years 4 kingdoms have been fighting each other for power even the outer territory joined as well.

Being the only child in the family I decided to join the army to bring honor to for them.

But the general found another way for me to help my kingdom after seeing that I can't bring myself to kill another.

I was in charge of making brand new weapons to aid the soldiers in the battlefield.

In the middle of the fight between my kingdom and 3 more the ground suddenly rumble made us stop in mid fight, soldiers and the generals looked at each other in confusion forgetting the war for a second.

then the monsters came, a big Leviathan emerging from the seas following more as they started destroying everything in their path, creating havoc, screams all around the me, some running a way too scared that they might lose their life.

I looked around in fear as I see people getting killed everywhere and more dead bodies fell in the ground, I stare at the general without noticing the tail of the monster coming straight down on my figure.

The general started screaming at me but his voice was muffled by the chaos emitting around the battlefield then he run towards me.

It was like the world spin around us in slow motion before I knew it he push my body roughly aside making the large appendage crush his body instead of mine.

I stare in horror on the tail in front of me after the Leviathan flew away I see the bloody body of my general.

I kneeled down screaming while the tears in my eyes fell down on his face, he was still breathing but hardly, he took a hold of my hand to get my attention away from the large wound in his stomach I looked at him.

"please.....(Y/N) run..sav...save your life.....your mother needs..you...I promise her..th-that I'll bring...bring you back..alive". He tried saying between his breath but I can see him trying to hide his pain.

"No! You won't die! you save me! You'll go home with me, still alive and breathing!".

I glared at the figure of the monster that continued to kill more soldiers who tried to run away.

"I'll fix this General, they'll pay for this".

"N-no....(Y/N)!" He shouted.

I stood up and run trying to dodge other soldiers in my way but I trip on a dead body I looked down a see blood in my hands and in my armor this made my eyes prick with tears growling I push my self up and keep trying.

Once I reached my equipment, I started working on the cannon I made, tears still covering my sights but I wipe them away.

Finishing I pushed it and aimed directly at the flying creature as I wait for the right moment.

While it was busy I took the chance and fire at the unexpecting bastard, the ball hit it straight in it's head.

It roar in agony as blood came out in the wound, it turned his head a saw me, screeching in anger he then fly straight at me.

I reload the cannon with a bigger and special cannon ball that I made ,stood my ground waiting for the Leviathan to come near me.

By now the people were looking at me especially the ones on my side with fear in their eyes knowing that they may lose the only woman in their army.

The Monster open it's mouth getting ready the burn me with it's fire, the orange light glowing under it's throat.

I aimed and fire in it's mouth, the cannon ball entering in before exploding inside it's throat.

The Leviathan fell down on the ground, scaring and making the others fly away back to the seas.

The soldiers from the other kingdoms was standing in silence before mine shouted in glee as they run towards me the others joining us by shouting as well.

The soldiers surrounded me while shouting congratulating but I paid them no mind as I pushed them aside trying to reach the General.

Reaching the end of the crowd, I sprinted in search for his body, the others looked at me befor following me.

I turned my head around before spotting his coughing figure, I run towards him I slid on my knees not minding the pain.

"General!- I...I did it I killed-". but he cut me off.

"Ha....I knew you were.... special kid.... that was.....brave of...you-". I then started coughing roughly by now the soldiers surrounded us.

"Stop! stop talking please! save your breath! We can stil-!" But he grab a hold of my hand stopping me.

"N..no it's too late..(Y/N)..... it's time". He groan while his body started getting heavy in my arms before I knew it the light in his eyes faded away.

I looked at him letting my tears fall down on his face.

Even for just a moment the soldiers and other surviving general forgot about their hatred towards each other and payed their respect to the fallen.

Months past the Kingdoms decided to postponed the war to gather there minds about the creatures that emerged from the seas.

It was after the funeral for our soldiers when the high council of my kingdom paid me a visit and asked for help.

I was gonna refuse them at first but they said that after they heard the news of me killing a Leviathan that decided they needed me to help them make something to fight them off after all they will come back at some point.

So I agreed and here I am looking at some strange matter that was glowing.

"This was from the gods, they gifted this to us and I was wondering if you can make something that would help us in fighting the Leviathan". They gestured at the pile.

I started working with the help of the greatest minds in our kingdom by making gigantic robots that can be controlled that we called Avalons.

After finishing the last of the 5th Avalon, we decided to find 5 worthy people to control them, a man named Jax came to us and volunteer to join when he heard the news that we were looking for worthy people.

Well he was since he is the greatest weapon master in the land.

But things didn't go well when we found out that the others were stolen.

I was devastated, after all the hard work I put through they stole just it like that!?.

The high council decided to help me by sending out spies to find them.

The first one that came back with the help of Jax was named Garen a ruthless warlord that led the army of the Vercentia Kingdom deciding that we should put our difference aside and fight against the Leviathans together for the sake of humanity.

Good man.

Next was from the Dawnrise Kingdom, Leona but not willing tho she keep saying that her kingdom made it and she only joined to united her kingdom and help destroying the beast that roam our land.

I didn't argue, too busy worrying about the other stolen robot that I let her brag about her kingdom.

The third was from the mercenary named Draven that only wanted to join just for fun.

that was a 50-50 for me.

and last was by force we found my Avalon from a man named the Savage Wolf.

"WAIT HE BOUGHT MY AVALON FOR HOW MUCH!!??" I screamed at Jax and the spy when I heard that he only bought my Avalon to show off.

"A half price (Y/N), a HALF price". Jax repeated his words.

"OK! That's it I have enough of this they stole my master piece, I let Leona believe that her people made it- which is a LIE and the only good thing about this is that Draven and Garen are the only one who willingly joined". I shouted.

"Draven only joined for fun tho". Jax pointed out.

"That's beside the point". I growled.

I stomp towards where the Avalons were stationed and luckily the 4 were there as well.

I see a red haired man a standing near the one of the Avalon.

"You! are you The Savage Wolf?" I shouted while pointing at him.

Sett's POV :

Hear someone calling me by my Title, I turned my head to look and see a fuming woman stomping towards me with a man and Jax behind her

"Yeah what about it?" I asked with my eyebrow raised.

"Your him huh?". She stop a few meters away from me then she rolled up her sleeves and said.

"Good". She smirks before charging and jump on top of me.

Surprised by the sudden weight I fell on my back but she grab a hold of my collar and roughly shook me.

"WHO THE HELL WITH THE RIGHT MIND WOULD BUY MY FUCKING AVALON FOR A HALF PRICE?! HUH THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING!? YOU-". before she can punch me Jax pluck her off me his arms around her waist while she keep trashing in his hold.

"JAX LET ME AT HIM YOU SON OF A-!".

*BOINK*

and here we are standing around talking about how we deal with The Avalons while the woman whose name was (Y/N) pouts besides Jax with a bump on her head.

"We should join forces by using the Avalons to fight off the Leviathans when they come back". Garen proposed.

"I supposed that will do, my people made my Avalon for that purpose". Leona agreed.

"Whoa hold on why don't I get a say in this!?". (Y/N) shouted catching our attention.

"They're MY Avalons! I also get to decide how they should be used". She throws her hands up.

"Excuse me? Yours? my Avalon is made by the finest scholars in my Kingdom that they gratefuly gave to me". Leona step forward infront of (Y/N).

"Well news flash 'Princess' your people are a bunch of stupid idiots and a liars, I made them with my own bare hands and they decided to stole them from me". She fight back also stepping forward.

"Oh? and what proof do you have that makes you the creator of this technology?" Leona tested looking smug as she cross her arms.

"Proof? Oh I'll give you a big ass proof". (Y/N) smirks snapping her fingers before saying.

"Activate Insta-Kill". She said.

then out of nowhere the Giant robots came to life and positioning in a fighting stance as the lights inside the machine turned red.

"INSTA-KILL MODE ACTIVATED". all the robots spoke in since.

I looked at each one of us and see they're faces written in shock -well except me, Draven (who was smirking) and Jax(?).

I smirked towards (Y/N) who was now looking smug seeing Leona's shocked face, her eyes looked at my direction, my smirk widen when she rolled her eyes, her smug face turning to frustration.

'heh, What a woman'

*BONUS*

months past by we agreed to join forces and used (Y/N)'s Avalons to fight off the Leviathans after they came back.

After a long day of fighting a bunch of them that came to close to the Estercrest Kingdom.

I was watching (Y/N) fix the boosters on the back of my robot.

"Hey girly! need a hand" I shouted up to her.

"No thanks!". She shouted.

"I don't want you destroying my robot more". She grumble but I heard her anyway thanks to me being half Vastayan.

"Ya know it was kinda your fault!" I shouted cupping a hands to let her hear me more.

"WHAT?! HOW THE HECK WAS IT MY FAULT?" she stop working and peer down from the platform where she worked.

"Cuz you distracted me sweetheart!" I wink at her clearly knowing that she can see me doing it.

"Wait What?!". She shouted but her hand slip from the ledge dragging her body down.

I quickly run and jump up to catch her mid air, catching her in my arms, I landed on the ground with her arms wrapped tightly around my neck.

"You can open you eyes now". I whispered in her ear.

She shivers and cup her ear while she looked at me.

"D-don't do that!". She stuttered her face turning redder by the minute.

"or you can say thanks for me saving your life". I smiled down to her.

But she shove both of her hands in my face and got out in my arms.

"Ok first of all how would I distract you?! Your the one that doesn't even listen to me! cuz you go and do you own-". She continues to blabber about what I said.

I only rolled my eyes before I neared her, she didn't even notice me.

"Your cute when you're angry".

Then I kissed her on the lips cutting her off while kissing her I opened my eyes to see her's closed, I smiled before parting a little my face still close to her.

She opened her eyes and looked in mine.

"Y-you..k-kissed m-m-me". I heard her stutter under her breath.

"Cuz I like ya". I winked before I turned and started walking a way leaving a tomato face girl.

"SETT!!!!!". She screamed behind me

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It's kinda long srry hope you liked it.

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[ogeeitsme]

What's your experience with dormancy?

TW: Sui// mentions / comparisons / death comprsns- this is both positive n negtve b aaa

This is a long post so I’m srry <:^/

Theres 2 ways 2 answr this: how we second hand experience it, n then how we experience it in our systm:

How we secondhand experience it

Turns out, more than once, apprntly, drmncy has actlly been used as a, threat?? DKDJDKN we got som rlly old memories abt Jamie meeting a “System” (idk if they’re a sys, it’s such a long story) n He used drmncy 2 guilt trip her (n she ddnt even kno what systm was @ the time dkhdbddb)

Anywy besides that HUGE outlier, it’s kinda,, rough, bc ur askin 4 our experiences, not our views, so when it comes 2 secondhand drmncy, as in like other systms not us- it’s alwys hard

N it’s RLLY funny ur askin this rn anon bc coincidntlly we just came out of a WHOLE frickin sitch that involved secndhnd drmncy experiencs (again, I mean watching ppl in other systms go dormant)

Like, Jamie’s prev ex had, ppl go dormant, like a lot of em, bc they broke up, n 2 of their mmbrs bsclly sent me wht can be equivlnt 2 a sui note- n I got that note frm bsclly som1 equivlnt 2 my brthr, @ the time, n Sal’s brthr [@ the time] bc they shared the blog

We r rlly close 2 anthr sys whose host wnt drmnt 4 som big rsns (they also have trauma abt ppl using drmncy as an escape route frm their actions, man life b wild huh?) n jst came back so that was rlly wild n hard bc she was (n is) like a mom figure 4 us, esp 2 Peter, n their whole sys, bc they’re median, kinda crashed in on itself tmprrly n it was rlly hard 2 watch KDH it makes u kind of mad @ those ppl who cause othr ppl 2 go thru sm pain thta they jst go drmnt u kno?

But rounding back 2 Jamie’s ex (n I g the 1st exmple 2 b vaguely), that was rlly hard, n bc of that, drmncy is smth we can’t unsee as death anymr

Hey so disclaimer that won’t b in the tags (Bc som ppl dnt read them) n I will pit here just in case: yes we kno dormancy is NOT equal 2 death, dormancy always has the chance of them coming back, b w how we spcfclly exprncd these, it felt that way, esp w the goodbyes, n the crying, n how they litrlly treated it as sui//. Not 2 mention the Older trauma Jamie had/has where His “systm” litrlly said “do u miss him? Well he’s dead now”

It’s hard 2 uncorrel8 them- bc it dpnds on how u go thru it- and anthr disclaimer is that if it’s a drmncy in ur own systm, the brain may b able 2 visualize it as a death, heck som systms we kno have a “graveyard” where all the drmnt systm mmbrs end up in; and of som jst “disappear” n I heard anthr sys in their headspace it’s seen as like pods? Where u can c them sleepin?

Anywy back 2 us- KDNDKNDKN yea, our experiences w it so far has been rel8d 2,,, sui or death :^( not counting the ppl we pass by in random srvrs who talk abt it, this is jst our prsnl ones esp tied 2 systms we were (or r) RLLY close 2

IDK we’re still grieving over Larry n Asriel frm Her systm. Pls don’t send asks saying “they mite come back” btw KJSKHS they mite b even if they do we can’t Talk, their sys is an ex 4 a rsn

Inner-system exprnces

HM so there’s a lot 2 write here b we dnt- uslly have ppl who r nice, go drmnt

It used 2 b only all the very bad persecutors who wld rlly harm every1 who wld go drmnt, our psychiatrist even said, 2 calm Jamie dwn a long time ago when she was given anti psychotics, that the “good ppl wnt go away, only the bad ppl”

b they (those old persecuted) all went drmnt thru,,,,, d//ath, n I dnt wnna talk abt that or how, this is not how we wrk anymr

Then we have Deanne, she was a persecutor who was chngng 4 the bttr, b it’s like,,,, when she realized she didn’t have 2 b bad anymr? She went drmnt?? Like I rmmbr (I wsnt there but u kno shared memory) every1 feeling she slowly faded away until we realized she wsnt arnd

Aftr that, we stoppd having drmncies, b we do label ppl who mite b close 2 drmncy msbmdb (edit: nvm, I rmmbrd Alven n Peyton who went drmnt :^( we miss them, Alven was Matt’s dad n Oeyton was a rlly good ISH )

Bc they’re “not needed” N LISTN anthr disclaimer, by THAT I mean natural dormancies? Not 2 say u go drmnt randomly, I mean that sometimes som1 isn’t active enough or their role isn’t needed as mch,, it’s scary I kno, b it can hppn n it’s no1’s fault, it’s not even their fault,i t jst happns, n that my good anon is a bite sized expln8ion on y u mite have ppl come out of drmncy mhsbkdbdkb

Uhh, we have som ppl who r afraid of going drmnt tho ofc,, n they r trying 2 b as active as they can in sys inspace so they dnt fade

Bc if u dnt wnna b dormnt, trying 2 b more active can hlp!

So,,, we a,so have ppl who came frm drmncy,,,

N that’s Jade, Beia, n Chompy

Apprntly Jade n Beia were frm arnd the same time? Actlly it’s fnny bc we thought Jade was a split of Noelle b we were bamboozled bc it wasnt the case

N then u have chompy,,, which is rlly sad,, bc she cnt rmmbr the year b we found out it was frm arnd 3 yrs old,,, that rlly sucks- she’s a fictive of Chain Chomp n came out of drmncy in a new form (Chompette) smdbndb according 2 Jade n Beia they dnt rmmbr wht hppnd, b it’s like they fell asleep n woke up again

N w Chompy, she explains it as like, , she was a chain chomp, n was chained 2 the back of the headspace, n bc she accepted she cldnt do anyth, faded in2 drmncy bc she gave up? B now she’s back n wants 2 fite,dkbdmdb until, stuff I wnt get in2

I’m not done KDH

Lastly I wanna talk abt,,,, how we feel abt it

I dnt think drmncy shld b smth 2 b afraid of— BUT @ the same time it’s OK 2 b afraid of it, or 2 h8 it, or 2 feel ANYTH abt it bc, almost all the time it’s not ur own choice 2 do so (half the time, based on what we’ve seen, etc)

Sometimes, ppl will c it as a mmbr fnlly resting, sometimes it’s sudden n @ least in the mmnt (or mayb ull never kno), ther dsnt seem 2 b a strong rsn on y it hopnd

Som will c it as death, som will say it’s scary, n som accept it’s a part of being a sys,,, that this happens, n that it will b ok

Bc,,, they can come back, mayb, n that’s sys life

4 us we feel ALL of those @ once

I wnt lie <:^) 4 som oldr mmbrs, we hope they dnt come back, b then 4 som we hope they do com back, n it’s this balance of trying not 2 b toxic-positive n trying not 2 erase the hope if we do wnt them 2 com back

IDK it’s so— mssy Bc u shld allow urself 2 grieve- bc dormancy CAN feel like death (frm an obsrvr?), n o man the syscourse that exists @ the mere mention of treating drmncy like death? Scares me, n I jst wnna put it out ther that it involves a lot of grieving somtimes,,,m yes, it can b traumatic depending on how said dormancy was brought 2 ur attention or knwldge

4 us we’e still grieving over that last mssg frm them, we’re angry 4 those who went drmnt n also @ Them who went drmnt? Idk man

TLDR don’t- I repeat- do NOT,,,,, treat drmncy as the answr

If ur in a systm out ther, I kno it hard, n frick, drmncy is such a complic8d topic in systems period, b drmncy is not the answ

Bc yes drmncy is not prmnnt 4 som systms, (n by prmnnt I mean that sys mite jst not have awakenings as common @ all; every sys is diff) b drmncy is,,, most of the time a scary thought 4 systms

It’s- it’s not sui litrlly, b,,, it;s,, is almost similar IF- n I repeat- if it’s used as an escape, esp in a bad way

N like w sui// we wnt entirely blame you if @ all, b it’s sad- n it’s hard

Bc like ”irl” ppl arnd u who care r affctd- n knowing it’s by ur own hand is hard 2 accept

Bro, anon my dude, I’m so srry this is such a messy post KDNKDND our exprnces w it is so recent n it’s SUCH a complic8d topic 2 discuss w/o fear of ppl yelling @ u abt spreading misinfo

We’re a rlly big outlier 2 the usual sys exp w dormancies bc we’ve had SO many exprncs of it being rel8d 2 sui/ of death from othr systms Onesides our own), n it’s not jst random systems, it systems who we were close 2 n we got hurt by

I dnt wnna talk abt whether or not what we experiencs was real b yea thats our experiences n not the resources,, since that’s the question KNS

#from kris’chara was gnna answ b #i wntd 2 #ask #anon #suicide #dormancy #headspace #ask to tag #death #death mention #suicide mention #im srry i make 0 sense #im gttng rlly insecure abt my communic8ion skills bc outspace dnt seem 2 undrstnd anyth i say n i wish i was kddng w this #like rlly my slef esteem abt being coherent is going dwn the drain bc we’re goin thru smth in school n tryin 2 fix sm stuff #ive had 2 releat myskf sm times the oast 2 weeks n every adult in our vicinity says they cant undrstnd me dkhkd #anywy yea. im srry- pls do NOT treat this post a s a reaource or advice this is litrlly me answ the question #yes im afraidof syscourse #@ every single second i breathe abt what we go thru #from kris #abuse #manipulation #me @ our fllwrs: how r yall still here #like what Cintent do we Prvde that makes u stay dkdbdkdbdh #content* #ALSO this is NOT whatvthe prev post was abt

[morethanithoughtofficialblog]

Chapter 8: I’m a simple human, nothing more than that.

In which you almost cried in a friend’s house

*Your POV*

I had to go to the doctor to see if my injury wasn't anything serious.

Turns out it was.

He had to put twenty-five stitches on my fingers. Obviously not twenty-five on each of them, of course not. They were twenty-five in total...

Wow, you are such an idiot. Who the fuck punches a mirror?! You'll probably feel worse than before...

And that was true.

The doctor recommended me to avoid any activities involving my fingers. That practically is avoiding any activity at all. But I, being the stubborn woman I am, won't listen to this suggestion he made, although it sounded more like an order. Still, I can't quit my job just because I did something stupid.

So I arrived at my messy apartment, angrier with myself than before. I felt like trash. But, after seeing the pleased and happy faces of all those people, I feel like I can't give up. So I'll continue living...

For now, of course.

I changed into my pajamas and sat on the couch. I surely don't want to go to my room yet, remembering what happened yesterday. Or today. Whatever.

When I was scrolling through the channels my phone buzzed, and I took it without hesitation. I watched TV a bit before checking the notification but I got bored and decided to see it.

Sans: hey

Sans: can i ask u something???

Well, that was new. Sans had never messaged me before; or well, at least not in private. After all, he did say a few jokes and puns to me especially, but only in the chat group with everyone else.

You: Go ahead

I silently prayed for it to don't be something related to my past or my backstory. It's really complicated and hurtful to explain; maybe it wouldn't make me cry, but it would definitely make me uncomfortable.  

Please, not about me. Please, not about me. Please, not about me. Please, not about me.  Please, not about me.  Please, not about me.  Please, not about me.  Please, not about me.

Please, not about me-

Sans: i noticed an injury on ur right fingers today

Sans: wanted to make sure what happened

...phew.

Still, I couldn't just tell this guy that I punched a freaking mirror. He would probably block me and stare at my soul whenever we would meet. And it was for a fact that I will see him more, so...

You: Oh, about that...

You: It was an accident

Wow, that didn't look suspicious at all.

Sans: really?

You: Yeah, pretty much me being stupid

At least you didn't lie this time.

Sans: oh

Sans: it wasn't somethin' serious, tho?

You: A bit

Sans: stitches?

Wait, why does he know about stitches? He doesn't even need them!

You: Actually, yes

Why did you say that?! You are supposed to keep it a secret!

...

Even if he was going to find out anyway...

Sans: oh shit

Sans: how many?

Well, it's not like it's there any point in lying...

You: Twenty-five

Sans: jesus, what did u do?

Sans: r u ok now, tho?

You: Pretty much

Sans: well, that's good, kiddo

I'm fucking twenty-

Sans: welp, that's all i wanted to know

Sans: srry if i bothered ya

You: Nonsense!

You: That's actually really nice of you!

You: I mean, to actually care enough to ask

Sans: eh, it's nothin'

Sans: i was goin' to ask ya there, but thought it would be better in...

Sans: private?

You: I understand; talking about someone's injuries it's not that great of a topic.

You: It would have been catastrophic if Mrs. Dreemurr or Mrs. Arial knew

Sans: yeah

Sans: welp

Sans: i should go by now

You: I bet

You: Have a good night, Sans

Sans: you too, (l/n)

It was quite a conversation, I must say. I mean; Sans called me by my last name at the end, which it's weirdly formal. And, out of all the people, he was the one who asked. Maybe he was the only one that noticed something odd on my hand, but I highly doubt it. It was visibly out of place.

Or well.

At least for a human.

It's hard to remember that we don't have the same problems, physically talking. Some of the monsters that confuse me the most are the skeletons and the fish-like. How could skeletons feel anything at all? One day I heard Arial complaining about how hot the day was, and that's... weird. How Undyne can breathe? She's out of the water! Unless she has lungs...

But wait- skeletons don't have lungs...

This is confusing as fuck.

How could Sans have noticed something odd to my hand, though? It's either he had seen it before on Frisk, or he actually researches a lot about humans. That would be weird as well. I mean, it would be like he had a human fetish. And that's scary.

I'm making him sound like he's a fucking rapist.

I felt shivers down my spine and quickly shook my head. It was disturbing to think like that, to say the least. I don't think someone like Sans could have such a guilty pleasure.

But maybe he's just like me.

I mean- not as a fetish! But more like... curiosity. After all, I do have my doubts about monsters. I just made some five minutes ago. So he has all the right to know about humans as I do about monsters. Or maybe we don't. But hey, how a freak can judge another?

...

Did I just call Sans a freak? I barely know the guy, for God's sake!

I felt worse, naturally. I would apologize to him, but he doesn't know that I called him a freak. He doesn't need to know, either.

As much as I wanted to avoid it, I had to enter my bedroom eventually. This night, though, I decided to take a sleeping pill. And just like that, I was knocked out on my bed, forgetting that my daily dose should be a quarter of a pill.

Good thing I have an alarm, or else I would have been on dreamland forever. Well, I don't remember what I dreamed, but that's not the point. The thing is that I have work to do, so I can't sleep all day.

And so I got ready and went to work, taking the subway like every day. And, for my surprise, I saw a family of monsters hanging out on the subway station. I smiled, knowing that now they can take public services.

I arrived and went straight for a cup of coffee and a mini donut. Miracle there was any food to eat with the coffee; good thing they actually had coffee and not water. I need my drug to start the day. Always.

Such a coincidence I was listening to that song: 'Always' by Bon Jovi. Such a nice and romantic ballad, cheesy and totally different from what I use to hear. But hey, whenever it's a rock classic, I have a reason to listen to it. Especially if it is a ballad of Bon Jovi. They are just unique.

Fun thing: I was listening also to a song called 'Unique', by Lenka. It's not a classic; it isn't even Rock N' Roll, but I like the calm and cheery tone it has. The lyrics have a direct and almost literal meaning, and it's really positive.

The group of monsters arrived, then we headed out of the building.

Yep.

Work wasn't in my office.  

Everyone took their money and belongings with them. We went to a near bank and I made all the changes in their currency to make them dollars. We had agreed that every 'Gold' would be a dollar. 1 for 1. (I remembered a song again. I shouldn't be talking about my whole playlist)

They ended up with a good amount of money. Well, a lot. Some of them had sold their houses in the Underground, so they had even more money. Now, who bought their houses? God knows- that's the answer.

So some of them bought a house. Like, today. This totally surprised me, considering how much time I spent searching for a new place to live, that it's a small apartment. And now they have houses. HOUSES, FOR GOD'S SAKE!

Calm the fuck down, (Y/N) (L/N).

...(L/N).

That kinda reminded me about my conversation with Sans. I glanced down at him and saw that he was talking to an excited Papyrus.

"You look happy" I bluntly said, facing towards him. I froze but quickly relaxed, watching his smile growing bigger.

"aren't i always happy?" he answered, winking an... "eye".

"I mean, for real" I muttered, but I was conscious that he heard me since he stared at me in shock "Shit, I'm sorr-"

"you could say i feel happier. i, after a long time, have a bit of hope about the future-"

"YES HUMAN!" Papyrus shouted, smiling excitingly "SANS HAS BEEN DOING GREAT! HE'S BEEN WAY MORE POSITIVE SINCE YOU SHOWED UP, AND THAT'S A HUGE PROGRESS!"

He isn't that positive, huh? We may be really similar, then.

I could see why he was more positive, though; he got a house for his family, and that feeling is simply amazing. Well... I suppose it must be incredible. I haven't bought a familiar house, but when I got the keys to my apartment, it sure felt great. It must feel similar, if not better.

But he was eager about something else as well, noticing the look he gave to a bookstore. That really caught me off guard, not seeing him as the type to read a lot. Maybe I shouldn't be judging the poor guy just yet. He seems nice to this point, and that's it.

We finished our journey at the new and huge house of the Dreemurr family, everyone feeling like little kids. And with everyone, I include myself. I honestly forgot my problems for a bit and I was hoping to see how these guys reached their dreams eventually.

It's just a matter of time.

"How about if you stay as well, (Y/N)?" Frisk asked with a smile, snapping me back at reality. Wait, WHAT?!

"S-stay?!" I asked amazed, not believing what my ears were hearing. Why would they want me to stay?!

"YEAH! WE WILL HAVE A HUGE SLEEPOVER IN WHICH EVERYONE WILL PARTICIPATE!" Papyrus exclaimed, eyeing Sans and Dr. Gaster there for a second.

"Uh... I don't know..." I started, trying to dismiss the topic. And as expected, I failed.

"it's really late now, kiddo. from what you have told me, it's not good to leave at this time. less if you're a girl" Sans cleverly argued, using my words of that telephonic conversation.

Goddang it, Sans.

"...are you sure?"

"totally"

"Well, if you really want me here..."

Everyone smiled, even that freaking flower (though I bet he won't admit it). I felt a nostalgic wave hit me, but I hold the tears.

You can always cry at night, (Y/N)...

Except that tonight you can't, if you plan to stay.

Shit. If I had grabbed along my pills, it would have been easier. Hopefully, this so-called sleepover would last until morning. Maybe then I'll pass out.

That means no coffee, though.

Shit.

However, it wasn't as bad as I thought. All of them were super nice, and even shy Napstablook opened up once in a while. I felt really welcomed by most of them, making jokes and thanking me for what I've done.

Even if it was really nothing.

"So (Y/N)..." The sassy robot asked, making a fake hum of curiosity... that makes me feel curious as well. "How is your love life, darling?"

I don't think I should tell this guy I'm lonely as fuck...

"Pretty much dead, honestly" I simply answered, trying not to get into details.

"Oh. Did a bastard just left you?"

I don't think I should tell this guy I've always been lonely as fuck.

"Eh... sure"

"That didn't sound too believable, (Y/N)!" Frisk pouted, getting into the conversation without anyone minding her opinion.

...that was rude.

"YES HUMAN! YOU DIDN'T SOUND TOO CONVINCING!" Papyrus exclaimed, making my heart skip a beat for a second at how loud his voice is. I need to get used to this. "...OR DO YOU RATHER NOT TALK ABOUT IT?"

It would have been useless if I lied, knowing how little experienced I am about the topic. They would find out sooner or later that I was a fat ass liar, just trying to fit in and failing miserably. So instead of taking that risk, I decided to take another.

"Actually... my love life has always been dead..."

Mettaton almost choked in the glass of... an unknown drink he was... drinking?

How does he fucking drink, though?

"Darling, what the hell?!" He exclaimed with a remarkable tone of indignity in his voice, gaining the attention of the others in the room... who weren't paying attention before. Oh my god, why?! "We need to get you a date! Like, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Eh... what about no?" I answered, trying my best to escape. And, as expected...

I failed.

"WHAT ABOUT YESSSSSS??????????????????????????" He snapped back annoyingly, making me feel like the stupidest person on Earth. Maybe I would have really lied if I knew he would be like this about my non-existent love life.

"Me-mettaton" Alphys intervened, with an instant look of regret after spitting out that word. Please save me. "I do-don't think you should judge her that easily. I mean, everyone has their reasons. I bet she does as well"

"...fine!" He sassily exclaimed, faking their annoyance "Just don't say that I, an expert in love lives, didn't try to help!"

ohmygodthankyou

"...sure thing, Mettaton" I sighed, mostly in relief "Sure thing"

And so the night continued, not without me being able to avoid all their questions. I was okay with telling them about the surface, but my life... now that's another thing. People say I should be proud of what I've done, either in school and work, but it's hard for me to see it that way. And so my pride is substituted by doubts and insecurity, feeling not good enough. Because maybe if I tell them too much about me, they would not like me anymore (if they ever did, in the first place). And even if it's really selfish, I enjoyed their company more than anything in ages.

And I didn't want it to stop.

My time there was pleasant until it was 1 am. Frisk and Papyrus were seemingly tired, and Sans added that "his brother would get cranky without his bed story" or something like that. I felt a rush of panic hit me like a brick, realizing that it would be impossible for me to sleep at this hour.

And knowing that I couldn't do my nightly shenanigans made me feel worse.

Panic, then, was starting to get mixed up with anxiety, while the others were discussing who should get the couch-

wait a minute.

"Uh... I can sleep on the couch if you want me to" I interrupted, hoping that this would be a good idea.

A lot of the people arguing told me countless times I shouldn't take the couch since I was "the guest", but my insistence and my insecurities were way stronger than all of their goodwill combined.

Or maybe not, but the point is that I won.

Everyone went to sleep, some of them even hugged me before leading to their temporary rooms. I smiled, feeling happy...

Wow. Never thought I would use that word again.

Don't get me wrong, my life it's not that shitty. I mean, if we get ourselves more reasonable, at least I'm not in the middle of nothing dying from starvation and from having a fucked-up mind. That's something I should really feel thankful for, except for that last part, since my mind it's actually a huge mess.

Still, I can't consider myself being happy. Or more like... satisfied? Yeah, that must be. I've always been exigent with myself, feeling the pressure of keeping people's expectations high. I don't want to fail them. I don't want them to see me how I see myself. That's why I smile, I laugh and even cry when I don't want to.

To feel more human.

To feel sane.

To keep moving on.

Because I know that other people might need my help in, well, anything! I just can't give up if people in worse situations haven't. That would just make me look and feel worse.

But it's really worth living just for the others and not for myself?

I mean, it's not like I'm completely selfless. I consider myself really selfish at some points. Because I also do things to keep myself sane, to keep myself out of trouble, and hell, to even keep myself out from the death list.

I'm scared of death, no doubt about it. I'm scared of letting go before I find someone that truly cares about me...

...maybe I should listen to Mettaton. But a broken heart would be unbearable to me. Falling in love is a risk I can't take, less if I'm in this state.

I mean, look at me! I've been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and a high fucking IQ which I'm not proud of at all! I question reality often, I doubt how capable I am to do even the simplest of tasks, and I can't even establish a normal conversation without freaking out! I sometimes even ask myself if I don't have schizophrenia, for God's sake!

My mind went blank when I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. That warm and familiar feeling made me want to scream and punch a fucking mirror again. I contained myself, though, when I see in the darkness the green couch I was laying on.

I couldn't make them worry about me.

I just couldn't.

And so I softly removed the tears from my face and shut my eyes, not before noticing a blanket that, as far as I could remember, I never grabbed...

#sans x reader #more than i thought fanfiction #more than i thought #chapter 8 #sans #x reader #undertale

[hamilton-one-shots]

Hamilton High School AU 22

Alexander popped the phone onto a charger and waited for the screen to light up. When it did, he saw that the lock screen was Lafayette and a few old friends in front of the Eiffel Tower. He looked happy. At least, he looked substantially happier than the last time Alexander saw him. He sighed and added Lafayette's new number before texting him. [Laf: hey, its alex. marta gavme ur old phon. can we tak l8r? its imprtnt.] Then he switched to texting John. [John: hey, marta gav me lafs old phon 4 now.]

Both were headed back to class after lunch, though Lafayette was more nervous to respond. [Yes, of course, but it will have to wait a while. I have drama and we're talking to John after that.]

[I'm glad to hear that. I missed you. : )]

Alexander opened his laptop to work on something for the debate society, cringing as Lafayette's text tone rang through. 'Salut! New message, Monsieur! Meow!' Even Lafayette now would be annoyed by it.  [Laf: it ok. I jus wana tak. Hav fun in drama :)] He hoped he sounded friendly enough. The last thing he wanted to do was panic Lafayette. [John: i talked 2 marta a lot. I feel beter 4 it. Oh! Also took my meds] [...do u thnk Tomas gets angry spels?] [no, ignor tat. It's dum. Jus thinkin 2 much. Bored @ hoem.]

Lafayette was the first to respond with a simple [Thank you, I'll see you then.]

[I'm glad you feel better! Can't have my love feeling too bad ❤] [I'm also proud of you for taking your meds 💗] It was mushy, but it was John. He was usually like that. At least he was with Alexander. When the second set of messages came through, he frowned a bit. [Jefferson's just a stupid bully. I've known that for a while now, you know.] [Don't let him get to you.]

Alexander sighed. He couldn't blame John for thinking that way after what he did to him. [sry, just didnt tink ne1 cud b tat much of n ass w/out reson]

[I see where you're coming from, but Jefferson isn't like you. He doesn't care.]

John had a point, but... It was worth a shot. He logged into Facebook and pulled up his messages with Jefferson. [dnt b men to laf in drama]

[Anything for you <3 xx]

[dnt do tat. im tryin to b sivil]

[You just wanted to message me, didn't you? ;) xx]

[no.]

[Why? Besides, I'm meant to be working, boo <3 xx]

[4get it] Alexander dropped back to his pillow with a huff, holding the phone to his chest. This wasn't going anywhere. [jus bored. Go bck 2 studyin]

[Yes sir <3 xx] Thomas chuckled and strode into class with Lafayette and Hercules, where Alexander usually joined them, and sat beside the pair. "Smile, Mulligan. You use less muscle."

"When you drop, I will." He shot back.

"Now, now, I've been given specific instructions to be nice to Laf. I plan on following them." Thomas grinned.

Lafayette shifted to be a bit closer to Herc. He didn't feel like starting a fight with Thomas that day and didn't want Hercules to feel he had to. "If you really wanted to be nice to me, you'd kindly fuck off." He smiled, speaking low enough so that the teacher wouldn't hear, but loud enough for Thomas to hear him clearly.

Thomas nodded. "As you wish." And he... actually left?

"What's up with that?" Hercules asked.

"I don't know.. Maybe we should just enjoy this while it lasts."

[Laf asked me to move and I did. That's being kind, right? 😉 xx]

[i gess... thnx?].

[Don't mention it. See? I can be nice 💗 xx]  [What am I going to get in return? Or do I move back to sitting next to them? xx]

Alexander froze, feeling his heart jump wildly in his chest. [wat do u meen...?]

[I mean xx] [Either we start 'getting along' if you catch my drift, I'll play nice. I'll be nice to Laf, I'll be nice to Herc; hell, I'll even be nice to your Johnny 💗 xx] [We've just got to spend some time together, that's all xx] [Or I can go find John now. He's probably in the library, right? xx]

[nO] [dnt do that] [pls] He panicked, typing back quickly, biting his lip.

[Then let's hang out. Sit with me in lunch tomorrow when you're back. Then come to mine after school. I'll even drive us. OR I'll get John. xx]

Poor Alexander whimpered in panic. This wasn't what he wanted. Not in the least. [ok] He looked back to his conversation with John. [John, u cnt come ovr 2day. im 2 sick.]

John furrowed his eyebrows and took a break from drawing. [What? Are you sure? I asked Martha earlier and she said it'd be fine if I went over and visited you...] [And Lafayette asked me to come over, probably to talk about what they know.]

Crap, that was right. Alexander almost forgot. [sry, just havn an episod. frekd out fr a sec] He curled up and whimpered. He was scared... And he needed John now more than ever, but he wasn't going to let Thomas come near him, not after what he'd done to him. He had to take care of this himself. He switched back to Facebook. [tomas, im not sure about this...]

[So you'd rather me go back to sitting next to him and start something? Ooh, I know, I could tell him how hot he looks in skinnies 😉 xx]

Alexander jumped up. [no dnt] [sorry jus] [pls dnt do nythin] [pls] [tomas?] [thomas] [anser] [o god] [dnt hve dne nything] [pls] [tomas!]

[Chill. Eacker was looking this way so I had to hide my phone xx] This was a lie. Thomas had waited a few minutes before responding purposefully to scare poor Alexander. [Good to hear you screaming my name tho xx]

[stop pls]

[How'd you manage to misspell my name when it's on the screen in front of you? 😜 xx]

[pannic]

[Aww... don't panic 💗 I'm gonna look after you, I promise xx] He looked over at Lafayette and Hercules and smiled.

Lafayette glared back at him. "I'm going to get to the bottom of this..."

"Please be carerful.." Hercules kissed his cheek.

After school, Lafayette took a chance and sat beside Thomas for drama. "Hello, Thomas."

Thomas raised an eyebrow at him. "Since when do you talk to me?"

"I just thought I could ask you for some advice. Do you have any tips for playing Veronica sawyer?"

This sparked his interest. "There's not much to it. She's a high school chick trying to fit in. Sort of a sassy girl next door."

"I see.." He nodded. "And I wanted to apologize for our prank last night. I remember how hard it was for John to have to raise his siblings."

"Forget about it. Lucy's a kid. These things happen." He pulled out his script. "So, are you okay with Dead Girl Walking? Because we're going to have to practice that scene at some point and I don't want it to be awkward when we do." As if he cared. He only had to be nice to Lafayette.

Laf couldn't help but shudder a bit ,though he was able to keep it to himself. "It's just acting. No harm done. I'm sure Herc won't mind."

Thomas nodded. "You're right. He shouldn't."

Before Lafayette could comment on what Jefferson was obviously trying to do, Eacker stumbled in, apologizing for being late once again before announcing their roles. Of course, Lafayette was Veronica Sawyer and Thomas Jefferson was Jason Dean.

"See? You know me. It won't be so bad."

Though, of course, it was the fact that Lafayette knew him that made it bad.

"What scene are you two talking about?" Eacker asked as he passed the pair.

"Dead Girl Walking. Just hoping it won't be too awkward."

Eacker smiled. "Well, nothing like breaking the ice."

Wait, what?

"We're all friends here. We were going to head on stage anyways to practice a few scenes. Why not this one?"

Oh, god, were they really doing this now? Lafayette stood up and took a deep breath before following everyone out to the auditorium. It's just acting.

Thomas was too busy texting to worry.

[i dnt like tis] [im scared] [pls dnt taek it owt on laf] [i jst dnt want 2 go hoem w/ u] [sorry sory sorry] [nything els, u got it] [jus dnt ruin drma 4 laf] [dnt go neer Jhon] [John*] [pls] [pls] [pls]

[No. We've got a deal, babe. I'll behave if you do as I say. Laf's acting now; y'sure you wanna go back on this nooooow? 😉 xx]

[nO] [pls] [leev hm aloen] [il b good] [its fien] [il go w/ yu] [srry]

[Good choice 💗 xx]

Alexander changed the password on the phone to some complicated pattern before putting it down on the bed... then beginning to tremble. He hopped up from the bed before practically sprinting across to Lafayette's room and launching himself at John. Poor Rosie barely had time to leap out of the way. She hissed disapprovingly as she knocked her paw before returning to her basket as Alexander buried his face in John's chest, shaking like a leaf. He kept his arms wrapped around John's waist in the same vice like fashion he had before when he was scared John would leave him.

John didn't ask any questions. He didn't have to ask what happened. He had a good feeling. He texted Jefferson to confirm his beliefs. [What did you do to Alex? Leave him alone. If you're doing this to hurt me, just come after me instead. If you're not, come after me anyways. Leave him out.]

Thomas chuckled. How cute. But he couldn't respond yet. He got on stage with Lafayette and watched him act as the song began.

"The demon queen of high school has decreed it. She says Monday, 8 am I will be deleted. They’ll hunt me down in Study Hall, stuff and mount me on the wall. Thirty hours to live. How shall I spend them? I don’t have to stay and die like cattle. I could change my name and drive up to Seattle. But I don’t own a motorbike. Wait, here’s an option that I like. Spend these thirty hours getting’ freaky! Yeah! I need it hard, I’m a dead girl walking! I’m in your yard, I’m a dead girl walking! Before they punch my clock, I’m snappin’ off your window lock. Got no time to knock, I’m a dead girl walking." As much as Lafayette dreaded the scene, he wasn't about to half ass it.

"V-veronica..? What are you doing in my room...?" It was... unclear if Thomas was acting or not. It was either excellent acting ability... or Lafayette had genuinely caught Thomas off guard and scared him half to death. Either way, it certainly fit the role.

"Shh!" Lafayette looked back at Thomas with a sultry expression, grabbing his shirt collar. "Sorry, but I really had to wake you. See, I’ve decided I must ride you ‘till I break you ‘cause Heather says I gotsta go. You’re my last meal on Death Row. Shut your mouth and lose them tighty whiteys! Come on! Tonight I’m yours! I’m your dead girl walking." He pushed him down to his knees, lost in the role. "Get on all fours, kiss this dead girl walking. Let’s go, you know the drill. I’m hot, and pissed and I'm on the pill. Bow down to the will of a dead girl walking." He kneeled down and held his face. "And you know, you know, you know, it’s cause you’re beautiful. You say you’re numb inside but I can’t agree. So the world’s not fair? Keep it locked out there. In here it’s beautiful! Let’s make this beautiful!"

"Shh!" Lafayette looked back at Thomas with a sultry expression, grabbing his shirt collar. "Sorry, but I really had to wake you. See, I’ve decided I must ride you ‘till I break you ‘cause Heather says I gotsta go. You’re my last meal on Death Row. Shut your mouth and lose them tighty whiteys! Come on! Tonight I’m yours! I’m your dead girl walking." He pushed him down to his knees, lost in the role.

Thomas felt his knees click as he dropped, but it was totally worth it. Lafayette looked an image of perfection and coupled with those lyrics... Thomas felt like he could take him there and then.

"Get on all fours, kiss this dead girl walking. Let’s go, you know the drill. I’m hot, and pissed and on the pill. Bow down to the will of a dead girl walking." He knelt down and held his face.

It took all of Thomas' restraint not to go back on his 'deal' with Alexander. Whether or not getting in Lafayette's pants was his focus, he was undeniably gorgeous.

"And you know, you know, you know, it’s cause you’re beautiful. You say you’re numb inside but I can’t agree. So the world’s not fair? Keep it locked out there. In here it’s beautiful! Let’s make this beautiful!"

"Th-that works for me!" He exasperated before yanking Lafayette into a kiss. It was rough and messy... but at least it fit the scene.

It was going to take the power of every god to wash that taste from Lafayette's mouth. It tasted like.. Like.. Jefferson. And he hated it. But he didn't act like it. He kissed back just as roughly because it wasn't Lafayette kissing Thomas, it was Veronica kissing JD. And it was too late to back out then, so he kissed back and continued the song afterwards. "Yeah! Full steam ahead! Take this dead girl walking!

"How'd you find my address?"

"Let’s break the bed! Rock this dead girl walking!"

"I think we tore my mattress!"

"No sleep tonight for you! Better chug that Mountain Dew!"

"Okay, okay.."

"Get your ass in gear! Make this whole town disappear!"

"Okay, Okay!"

"Slap me, pull my hair! Touch me there, there, and there!" Lafayette didn't know what was worse, the fact that Thomas' hands were all over him or the fact that he was the one guiding them. At least he got to slap him. "No more talking!"

"Woah!"

"Love this dead girl walking!"

"Woah, woah! Hey, hey! Yeah, yeah!"

"Love this dead girl walking!"

"Love this dead girl! Woah, woah! Hey, hey! Wait, wait!"

They finished out the song in sync. "Love this dead girl! Yeah, yeah, yeah!"

"Ouch!"

"YEAH!”

“YEAH!"

As soon as the song was over, Lafayette got off of Thomas and caught his breath, smiling at the class a bit. He knew they did amazing. And he hated it.

Thomas looked like a mess. His hair was sticking up all directions and his face was glowing crimson. Thomas was no virgin, but he hadn't expected Lafayette to carry out the scene so well, or convincingly. He pulled himself to his feet, joining the applause for Lafayette and himself before offering a hand to help pull Lafayette up from the floor.

"See? You're both fine. Nothing to worry about." Eacker chirped with praise. "It helps when it's a friend there, right?"

"Right." Thomas piped back before returning back to his seat with Lafayette. "...so do I owe you a cigarette or...?" He laughed lightly, attempting to tidy his hair.

Lafayette rolled his eyes, holding his arms that much closer against his chest.

When class drew to a close, Thomas put his script back into his rucksack and swung it over his shoulder. "You're a great actor, Laf. Really. I mean that. I'll catch you tomorrow.," he complimented before waving him off and leaving the room, finally texting John back. [/I've/ done nothing. I haven't seen him today. Besides, he's /your/ boyfriend. You fix him xxx]

As Lafayette followed behind him, surrounded by his classmates, he felt conflicted. He loved acting, but it felt wrong doing that scene with Jefferson.

When Lafayette came out of the classroom, surrounded by various other drama members full of praise and compliments, Hercules bit his lip. This was something Lafayette was 1. Obviously passionate about and 2. Very good at. Hercules's jealousy would have to step aside. Instead, he greeted Lafayette with a supportive smile, pretending he hadn't just seen that scene. "Hey you! Someone's popular!" He hummed. "John headed back to yours early to see Alex. Are you ready to go?"

He nodded and faked a smile. "Yes. Let's go." He kissed his cheek and walked home with him.

When John and Alexander heard the pair arriving, the latter froze up a bit. Not only did they have the talk to do, but he hadn't gotten around to apologizing to Lafayette and he believed him to still be mad.

They entered the room and mumbled a few greetings before sitting down, even Rosie leaving the room as she sensed the tense atmosphere.

John was the first to break the silence.

#hamilton #hamilton fanfic #alexander hamilton #john laurens #lafayette #hercules mulligan #thomas jefferson #lams #mullette #dead girl walking #22 #chapter 22

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fic prompt: Joey cuddles after a particularly bad day at school and home. Mitch is happy to oblige and spends the entire night cuddling Joey, holding Joey, kissing Joey on all of his favorite places (eyes, freckles, nose, hands, tum) and tells Joey what an amazing, warm, soft, beautiful boy that he is

I love me some hurt/comfort and fluff!!

Another prompt down, thank you!!!!

Dread was swelling in his stomach like a balloon ready to pop.

Some days you wake up and it feels like the world has turned against you. He blames it on being too emotional and continues to stuff the uneasiness into an already teeming closet where he bottles all his emotions.

There is only so much a person can hide before it ends up spilling uncontrollably. Any other day where Dean would lecture him would only lead to Jonas grumbling under his breath before letting it go. There’s something different about today when Dean looks down at him and there’s a misty layer clouding his vision.

Sidney chatters next to him with her friends on the bus while he leans his head against the cool window.

He feels off.

Once on school grounds he scans the area, hoping to spot Mitch somewhere on the courtyard but before he can continue looking, Lewis and Madison trap him in conversation. Sidney unknowingly keeps him by her side and he smiles weakly, trying to steal glances at any sight of Mitch. His friends’ voices are far away and there’s something impatient bubbling in his veins. How much time does he have left? Where’s Mitch?

The bell shocks him out of his thoughts and everyone moves like zombies to their first period class. He swallows a lump in his throat and continues.

___

From: Mitch

Srry bab, ddnt com to scool

Cool. That’s cool. Everything about this is cool.

Jonas inhales and exhales shakily, that sticky bubbling dread grows hot and he blinks back tears. Jesus Christ, it’s not a big deal, he tries to tell himself. So what, he’ll be at lunch without his boyfriend, that’s fine. Couples don’t have to stick together all the time anyways.

He’s fine.

Lunch comes around and since Mitch isn’t around, Neil slaps the tray out his hands and snarls. Some passing comment about not having his bodyguard around and Jonas stares at the food pooling at his feet. His sister asks him if he’s alright and he chokes out a lie and chooses to remain silent or else he will break down into tears.

Classes are uneventful and he accidentally shakes the desk with his foot tapping. He stares too closely at Mitch’s empty seat when class gets too noisy and the teacher starts losing control. He draws blood cause he’s clenching his fist too tight.

Jonas

Can you come over tonight?

He texts once he’s home and immediately regrets it. What if Mitch thinks he’s being too clingy? It’s only been one day after all. What if Mitch thinks he’s a burden? His breath quickens but Mitch texts back fast with an “ok” and it doesn’t stop the overwhelming fear but it weakens a bit.

All he has to do is get through dinner and he can lock himself in his room waiting for Mitch to arrive. Easier said than done.

The food feels like sand in his mouth, chewing but not tasting. His fingers keep tapping on the table and Dean curtly tells him to stop which makes him flinch more than usual. He wants to cut off his own hand, the food is too heavy, and he excuses himself. Dean gives him an attitude but it doesn’t matter, nothing matters.

He’s at his brink.

The walls are closing in and he chastises himself for being so dramatic when the knocks against his window break through the panicked haze.

Jonas stumbles his way over, unlocking the latch and having Mitch sprawl in, limbs and all. “Jesus, I was wonderin’ how long you were gonna leave me out there in the cold.”

And maybe it’s Mitch’s loose grin or how the room is suddenly filled with the comforting scent of his boyfriend but it’s what finally breaks the dam. Before he knows it the tears are pouring and Mitch makes a wounded noise, quickly grabbing onto his face as he shakes with tremors of sobs.

“Woah, woah, Joey, hey,” Mitch says, uncharacteristically soft and it makes Jonas shake harder, “What’s wrong? Is it Dean? Did he say something to you? I swear I’ll fucking kill him-”

“No,” he cries, quickly burrowing his face into Mitch’s chest and wrapping his arms around his middle. Mitch does the same, holding him tight. “I’m just- I’m happy to see you. It’s been a… Long day.”

He doesn’t know if Mitch can understand him through breathless gasps but he leans back, wiping away the excess tears streaked on his face. “You fuckin’ scared me.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.” He kisses him sweetly, it’s chaste but it does wonders. “Shit, did you know I can hold the whole universe in my hands?”

Before Jonas can answer Mitch cups his cheeks and he sputters, red in the face but laughing. “You… “ he can’t think of any insightful insults so they just break down giggling like children.

“Sorry I wasn’t at school today,” Mitch says once they’ve gathered themselves together and moved onto Jonas’s bed, “You look like shit.”

“Gee thanks, I love you too.”

They kiss again and Jonas marvels at the feeling of Mitch’s grin pressed against him. “The red under your eyes are really red.”

“Thanks captain obvious, I’ve been crying.”

“Oh really? I haven’t noticed.” Mitch says sarcastically but kisses over Jonas’s cheeks despite his half hearted protests. “No more crying or else I’ll beat up your tears.”

“My hero,” Jonas mumbles and smiles when Mitch keeps kissing down his jaw and to the base of his neck. They lay down, making their positions more comfortable and Jonas likes the feeling of being small beneath Mitch.

“One of these days I’m gonna kiss every inch of you,” Mitch grumbles, moving to lift Jonas’s hands and kissing at each knuckle.

“Is that a threat or a promise?” Jonas asks, flustered and burning but it’s good. The bad feeling of his stomach sits but it’s no longer screaming.

“It can be both.” He drops his hands and kisses Jonas yet again, this time it lasts longer and Jonas melts in his arms.

“Thank you.” He whispers, feeling drowsy and Mitch makes a praising noise while kissing his forehead. He yawns despite himself and quickly apologizes, “You’re wonderful, I’m just… Really tired.”

“No shit. You wanna sleep?”

“Mmhm,” Jonas confirms, pressing another soft kiss to Mitch’s lips before pulling away from each other. He turns on his side and he doesn’t even have to ask Mitch to hold him, he just sneaks his arms around his soft stomach and pull him close. He huffs out a laugh when Mitch tucks his face into the back of his and start planting even more kisses there.

Jonas smiles, honest and vulnerable. Mitch is mumbling praises and sweet everythings to him that he can’t decipher but it makes his heart glow. Pink escapes him and Mitch’s hand rubbing circles into his side soothes him.

He falls asleep peacefully knowing that Mitch will always be there, even when his mental health starts to decline.

#mitjo #fic #event #prompt event #I did over 1k words but that's okay

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A Squad Isn’t a Squad Without a ChatRoom

My excuse for this is that I love chat room fanfics. Also, huge crossover and massive oc x canon.-

Fandoms: DMC, Bayonetta, Inuyasha

Genre: Crack, with a side of romance

Chapter One - Furries, Monster Fuckers and Dinner

                                     [BALDER created Group Chat]

[BALDER changed the name Group Chat to Fucking Insomnia]

[BALDER added SPARDA]

[BALDER added TOUGA]

[Balder added DANIYAL]

DANIYAL: who tf is creating group chats at 4am BALDER: me, dipshit, i can't sleep DANIYAL: well boo hoo, suck it up and bang your head against somethin BALDER: why are u so cranky DANIYAL: it's 4am and my first class tomorrow is maths do you really wanna ask me why tf i'm mad BALDER: fair enough BALDER: is sparda awake DANIYAL: nah DANIYAL: has been snoring for a good 5 hours BALDER: wait, he snores?? DANIYAL: ya BALDER: omg DANIYAL: what about dog boy BALDER: playing dating simulators DANIYAL: you're kidding BALDER: i wish i was DANIYAL: YO DOG BOY WTF TOUGA: TF U WANT DANIYAL: STOP TRYING TO GET INTO A BISHIE'S PANTS U WEEB, GO TO SLEEP FFS TOUGA: why are u awake BALDER: yeah nice question DANIYAL: um DANIYAL: studying? TOUGA: bullshit BALDER: bet you're playing lol again and mad cuz of the trolls DANIYAL: IT'S 4AM, TROLLS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE HERE, WHY DO I ONLY GET YASUOS IN MY TEAM BALDER: there there, baby, there there SPARDA: Dafuck is all this noise DANIYAL: u r awake??? SPARDA: yah, someone mutters what they type a bit too loud DANIYAL: srry bae SPARDA: np bby TOUGA: stop DANIYAL: why BALDER: you're reminding him he's single DANIYAL: that's cuz he's a furry SPARDA: LOOOOOL DANIYAL: before anyone asks spar actually laughed while typing that TOUGA: ASHFKDSKGHKSJAHL BALDER: touga, words. not keysmashes. TOUGA: IMF NSOT A FURRTY DANIYAL: what??? SPARDA: i think the poor furry is trying to type he ain't a furry

[DANIYAL changed the name Fucking Insomnia to FURRY CONFIRMED]

BALDER: lol BALDER: dan u r aware that he will try to kill you tomorrow DANIYAL: np i got a spray bottle TOUGA: KLHAFDSHGKGH FUCK U DANIYAL: MY PARTNERS DO THAT BALDER: sometimes i forget our boy's poly DANIYAL: i love all my boyfriends, girlfriends and significant others equally and if anyone hurts them i'll pull their guts out and eat them TOUGA: ew BALDER: scary SPARDA: i say him throwing a guy that was harassing one of his classmates into the trash once DANIYAL: i was practicing slam dunks and he looked like a basketball TOUGA: how does a guy look like a basketball DANIYAl: he was wearing orange and black BALDER: fair enough SPARDA: like this is fun but SPARDA: it's 4:22 am SPARDA: we should sleep TOUGA: alright mom BALDER: goodnight mom SPARDA: mom?? pretty sure i didn't conceive such ugly children DANIYAl: OH SNAP BALDER: SPARDA WE'RE LITERALLY TWINS?? SPARDA: LOOK AT ME, I'M THE PRETTY ONE BALDER: BEAUTY MARKS DON'T AUTOMATICALLY MAKE U THE PRETTY ONE TOUGA: aaaand there they go DANIYAL: babe stop angrily typing SPARDA: he started BALDER: NO I DIDNT??? DANIYAL: i know babe i know BALDER: HE LITERALLY STARTED THIS??? TOUGA: give up bal it's better BALDER: jsfslghjhg im going to bed TOUGA: nighty night BALDER: stop playing dream daddy and go to sleep too TOUGA: make me DANIYAL: WAIT U PLAY DREAM DADDY??? TOUGA: YA DANIYAL: favorite dad? TOUGA: brian DANIYAL: ....your fave's the bear. u furry. TOUGA: shUT UP TOUGA: who's your fave?? DANIYAL: matt TOUGA: why am i not surprised DANIYAL: he's a cINNAMON ROLL AND I WILL PROTECT HIM WITH MY LIFE SPARDA: babe log off lol DANIYAL: but babe...the IP.... SPARDA: tomorrow, babe, tomorrow DANIYAL: fine...night, u furry TOUGA: aadlkfjsghAHJSGHSKJ NOT A FURRY BALDER: furry [BALDER is OFFLINE]

[SPARDA is OFFLINE]

[DANIYAL is OFFLINE]

TOUGA: fuck y'all [TOUGA is OFFLINE]

[DANIYAL is ONLINE]

[DANIYAL added EVA]

[DANIYAL added AMASIS]

[DANIYAL added MAALIK]

[DANIYAL added JUURAH]

[DANIYAL added NATHANIEL]

[DANIYAL added LUKAH]

EVA: baby! DANIYAL: babe! AMASIS: what tf is this DANIYAL: balder couldn't sleep and created a group chat DANIYAL: so since i liked the idea and was super supportive when he created it i thought about adding more people AMASIS: oh JUURAH: LMAO IS THE NAME OF THE GROUP CHAT ABOUT TOUGA DANIYAL: scroll up bro JUURAH: omg that furry MAALIK: why tf were you all awake at 4am DANIYAL: balder had insomnia, i was playing league, touga was seducing daddies and i woke up spar MAALIK: that game's not good for u, i'm tellin ya DANIYAL: too bad i don't give a fuck MAALIK: ow DANIYAL: where's my baby boy? NATHANIEL: for the last time i'm 2 MINUTES YOUNGER THAN U DANIYAL: baby boy <3 EVA: (*^_^*) thats cute DANIYAL: you're cute

[SPARDA is ONLINE]

SPARDA: you're both cute AMASIS: sparda is summoned as soon as eva and dan start being cute, wow SPARDA: you do it too AMASIS: not with eva AMASIS: no offense darling EVA: it's ok (*´∀`*) DANIYAL: so pure MAALIK: if we're talkin about being cute and stuff MAALIK: i have some baby dan pics DANIYAL: *softly* dont MAALIK: don't try to meme your way out of this LUKAH: give them to us EVA: Lukah, you're here! (*^.^*) LUKAH: ...pure maiden LUKAH: i mean hi love LUKAH: anyways SPARDA: pics now AMASIS: i demand pics DANIYAL: pls no [MAALIK sent chubbycheeks.png] EVA: AWWWWWWWWWWW JUURAH: omg is that his old bib??? that thing was so cute SPARDA: brb dying cuz of cute AMASIS: i'm saving that and nobody can stop me LUKAH: !!! LUKAH: baby freckles LUKAH: omg

[TOUGA is ONLINE]

TOUGA: i'm saving it as future blackmail potential DANIYAL: fuck u SPARDA: dog boy don't lie SPARDA: u also think he was cute af TOUGA: nah TOUGA: maybe a little TOUGA: ok look he has really chubby cheeks and he's hugging a dog plushie, I AM WEAK EVA: Daniyal never lost his cuteness over the years ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ DANIYAL: aghgihrhgrih that'snottrue SPARDA: oh he's blushing AMASIS: you're his roommate, pinch his cheeks for me LUKAH: and for me EVA: for me too!! ʕ￫ᴥ￩ʔ JUURAH: why do you like those emojis so much eva EVA: they're adorable DANIYAL: ow ow ow SPARDA MY CHEEKS SPARDA: they're so soft omg AMASIS: now kiss them better SPARDA: done AMASIS: u know what i'm going there EVA: count me in! LUKAH: im on my way rn

[BALDER is ONLINE]

BALDER: y'all really love him don't you SPARDA: balder. brother. good friend of mine. he's literally a ray of sunshine that covers anything that's evil and putrid in this world AMASIS: he's the personification of a cool breeze in a warm summer day EVA: he's huggable like a teddy! LUKAH: ... LUKAH: thicc. LUKAH: jk, he's literally a mix of everything that's good and sweet DANIYAL: ASFJKGSHG STOP IM CRYING I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH TOUGA: SOME OF US ARE STILL SINGLE DANIYAL: that's cuz you're a furry TOUGA: stop DANIYAL: i saw your internet browser history bruh TOUGA: I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT A FURRY WAS DANIYAL: SO U RESEARCH IT ON TUMBLR 2 TIMES A DAY?? DANIYAL: yeah right bro TOUGA: im pulling out the receipts Dan DANIYAL: do not TOUGA: i may be a furry, but have you seen the amount of times you're in the terato tag?? TOUGA: u monster fucker

[Touga changed the name FURRY CONFIRMED to DAN WANTS MONSTER D]

DANIYAL: hOW DARE SPARDA: tbh, unsurprised AMASIS: like, he blushes when there's big creepy monsters in movies EVA: i heard him saying a monster lady could break him in half and he'd thank her LUKAH: ya dan's always been a monster fucker JUURAH: i can confirm that MAALIK: wait so all those trips to find big foot were due to Dan's horny ass NATHANIEL: nah that was me NATHANIEL: he's more of a loch ness monster guy DANIYAL: Nessie is a beautiful independent lady and also gay af so we're just besties MAALIK: i'm kinkshaming DANIYAL: u can't kinkshame if kinksame MAALIK: what DANIYAL: one word. actually, one cryptid DANIYAL: mothman MAALIK: ASDFGHJKL SHUT UP BALDER: honestly BALDER: i think being a furry is worse TOUGA: thanks for the damn support bro, wait til i kill you while u sleep SPARDA: did u just confirm you're a furry TOUGA: fUCK JUURAH: i always knew it NATHANIEL: i mean why would he nickname himself dog boy BALDER: lmao do u have a fursona touga?? TOUGA: fuck off TOUGA: why not tease Dan for being a monster fucker?? AMASIS: if u dated him you'd know he's into even kinkier stuff SPARDA: yah EVA: yah LUKAH: yah TOUGA: wait what DANIYAL: qwertyuiioponfds save m BALDER: what is going on over there AMASIS: we're drowning him in affection and i think he broke LUKAH: bara machine broke BALDER: tf's a bara TOUGA: urban dictionary says it's a person (usually male) with a large, somewhat muscular, and fairly hairy body type NATHANIEL: lol JUURAH: if there's something Dan ain't, it's hairy EVA: tru SPARDA: never caught him shaving tbh DANIYAL: i'll never reveal my secrets TOUGA: late bloomer DANIYAL: iM NOT DANIYAL: i simply dislike body hair on me TOUGA: what about other people DANIYAL: it's their body and they can do whatever they want and honestly?? cute. BALDER: why not apply that concept to yourself DANIYAL: never MAALIK: i know we are all having fun chatting and stuff MAALIK: but like MAALIK: it's almost dinner time MAALIK: so go get somethin to eat DANIYAL: but daaaad MAALIK: im not dad. dad is straight. NATHANIEL: lmao, right JUURAH: our family is so gay i sometimes forget that DANIYAL: mom's bi af tho JUURAH: i took after her DANIYAL: anyway if u don't mind im getting my lovely gfs and bfs something to eat AMASIS: we could eat u AMASIS: out DANIYAL: thank god u said out cuz if not i would kick u DANIYAL: this is a vore free chat SPARDA: vore is strictly banned TOUGA: kinkshamers BALDER: ... DANIYAL: touga wtf

[TOUGA is OFFLINE]

DANIYAL: ...

[DANIYAL changed the name DAN WANTS MONSTER D to TOUGA: CONFIRMED FURRY AND INTO VORE]

BALDER: tbh?? he deserves this EVA: what's vore LUKAH: such a pure innocent soul SPARDA: don't tell her DANIYAL: guys. eva's anything but a pure innocent soul. DANIYAL: at least when it comes to stuff LUKAH: ok, tru SPARDA: u woke the femdom monster in her DANIYAL: and you're grateful for that SPARDA: can't say i'm not AMASIS: can we go eat now DANIYAL: actual dinner or ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°) BALDER: is your lenny face winking MAALIK: that is extremely concerning NATHANIEL: welp, people, im outtie JUURAH: same, wanna eat MAALIK: im escaping before this gets anymore sexual

[NATHANIEL is OFFLINE]

[JUURAH is OFFLINE]

[MAALIK is OFFLINE]

BALDER: im going to find touga and kinkshame him

[BALDER is OFFLINE]

AMASIS: so SPARDA: hm EVA: mcdonalds or subway? (´∀`) LUKAH: i'm in the mood for mcdonalds DANIYAL: yeah same SPARDA: can we watch a movie too?? since we're going to the mall AMASIS: sounds like fun DANIYAL: im paying LUKAH: no ur not wtf DANIYAL: I PAY

[DANIYAL is OFFLINE]

SPARDA: STOP HIM BEFORE HE GETS HIS WALLET

[SPARDA is OFFLINE]

[EVA is OFFLINE]

[LUKAH is OFFLINE]

[AMASIS is OFFLINE]

#my writing #dmc #bayonetta #inuyasha #my ocs #oc x canon #original writing #crack #ic!crack #A Squad Isn't a Squad Without a ChatRoom

[muckity-mucks-blog]

all of them. suffer

making this a read more bc jacks the worst

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

jack

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

outgoing

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

my bros ig

4. Are you easy to get along with?

idk!! sometimes!

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

elmer probs would. jack would probs make fun of me. or hed b drunker than me

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

kinda gay 1s and girl soccer players

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

jesus i hope so

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

my wife alex morgan

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

nope!

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

spot i think

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

no were @ the park

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

mr brightside, r u mine, say you like me, uhhhhhh idk what else?

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

fuckin love it

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

nah

15. What good thing happened this summer?

buncha stuff. its been a rly good summer

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

no elmers icky (yes pls)

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yeah obviously

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

uhh no? srry madeline from 4th grade

19. Do you like bubble baths?

no rly. i dont like sitting still 4 that long

20. Do you like your neighbors?

thyere ok

21. What are you bad habits?

I Have Never Done Anything Wrong In My Life Ever

22. Where would you like to travel?

space. also europe

23. Do you have trust issues?

sometimes

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

talking 2 the bfs

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

uhh idrk. im tryna bulk up some

26. What do you do when you wake up?

bathroom. food.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

uh idrc

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My Boys

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

nah

30. Do you ever want to get married?

probably someday

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

no (ive just been told that it is but its rly not)

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

alex morgan + whoever she wants

33. Spell your name with your chin.

aqkbherrt

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

soccer

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

god idk

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

currently tbh! it happens

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

some shitty joke

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

bigfoot

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

uh idrk 

40. What do you want to do after high school?

be a mechanic

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

nope

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

im overthinking

43. Do you smile at strangers?

not rly

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

SPACE SPACE SPACE

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

having to pee or eat

46. What are you paranoid about?

idk i kinda have abandonment issues

47. Have you ever been high?

yup

48. Have you ever been drunk?

yup

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

nah

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

black

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

nah im good!

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

seeing colors seems p cool

53. Favourite makeup brand?

i dont have 1

54. Favourite store?

again. idk

55. Favourite blog?

the bfs and also crypticaesthetic

56. Favourite colour?

black

57. Favourite food?

pizza

58. Last thing you ate?

a bagel

59. First thing you ate this morning?

…a bagel

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

uh i dont think so?

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

ive been suspended loads of times. and ig i was kinda expelled? for having bad grades

62. Been arrested? For what?

yup. mostly shoplifting and vandalism. oops

63. Ever been in love?

currently

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

it was @ a movie theater and it was not good

65. Are you hungry right now?

nah but i could eat

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

my tumblr friends r my real friends

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope

70. Names of your bestfriends?

elmer jack n spot

71. Craving something? What?

pizza

72. What colour are your towels?

grey i think? idk

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

a bunch

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

nah

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

ive got a few. like… 3 maybe

75. Favourite animal?

dogs 

76. What colour is your underwear?

black

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

depends on the day but rocky road

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

white

80. What colour pants?

black

81. Favourite tv show?

uhhh x files is rly cool. also like ghost hunters n shit like that

82. Favourite movie?

the fast and the furious

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

mean girls wtf

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

janice

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

the butt

87. First person you talked to today?

elmer n spot

88. Last person you talked to today?

uh idk im w ppl now so…….

89. Name a person you hate?

my dad

90. Name a person you love?

my mom

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

always

92. In a fight with someone?

eh not actively

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

So Many

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

like 4? 5?

95. Last movie you watched?

trolls

96. Favourite actress?

anna kendrick. actually WAIT NO. medda

97. Favourite actor?

chris pratt maybe

98. Do you tan a lot?

hahahahahahahhahaha no

99. Have any pets?

no :(((

100. How are you feeling?

gr8!!!!!!!!

101. Do you type fast?

im ok

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

eh. not rly but i do wish some stuff didnt happen

103. Can you spell well?

sometimes

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

y u p

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

yeah! theyre fun!

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

i hope not!

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yup

108. What should you be doing?

probs paying attention 2 my friends

109. Is something irritating you right now?

not 2 bad

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

god yes

111. Do you have trust issues?

already answered this

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

jack

113. What was your childhood nickname?

albie

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yeah ofc

115. Do you play the Wii?

i like how this is phrased. like “do u play guitar? do u play flute? do u play wii?” but yeah i play wii

116. Are you listening to music right now?

nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

fuck yeah

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Y E S HOLY SHIT

119. Favourite book?

football and the halftime prince

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

nah. but i dont see 2 good n the dark

121. Are you mean?

not rly.

122. Is cheating ever okay?

No.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

hahahah no

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

nah. but u can def think some1s hot @ 1st sight

125. Do you believe in true love?

yeah

126. Are you currently bored?

nope!

127. What makes you happy?

My Boys, my family, soccer, cryptids

128. Would you change your name?

nah my names stupid but i can work w it

129. What your zodiac sign?

libra

130. Do you like subway?

the sandwiches or the train system? either way yeah

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

…….i dont have a best friend of the opposite sex

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

spot

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

ALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHT

134. Can you count to one million?

i could but i wont

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

god. 2 many 2 count

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed

137. How tall are you?

6′

138. Curly or Straight hair?

i have straight hair

139. Brunette or Blonde?

idc but i prefer darker hair

140. Summer or Winter?

winter

141. Night or Day?

night

142. Favourite month?

october

143. Are you a vegetarian?

def not

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

the darker the better

145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee. tea is garbo

146. Was today a good day?

yeah!!

147. Mars or Snickers?

snicks

148. What’s your favourite quote?

uh………. idk i dont rly have 1

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

y e s

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

there r no books around me

#fuck u jack #santafe1899

[juushika]

Homestuck liveblog part 2: early Terezi, Dave/Dave OTP, narrative techniques; interspersed by quoting everything Karkat says

me: did i say i was vriska i mean i am she is really obsessed with blackrom and same uh vriska a troll in homestuck blackrom = antagonistic intimate relationships

Missy: yes you are

me: but really i am terezi

Missy: i has no idea who this is i am a potato

me: http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003479

EB: oh man, whatever, what do you even want. GC: 1M MOT1V4T3D BY S3LF 1NT3R3ST […] GC: MY FR13NDS 4LL TH1NK TH4T YOU C4NT R34LLY CH4NG3 4NYTH1NG GC: TH4T YOUR T1M3L1NE W3'R3 CH4T-HOPP1NG 4ROUND 1S S3T 1N STON3 GC: NO M4TT3R WH4T W3 S4Y OR WH3N W3 S4Y 1T GC: 4ND TH3YR3 PROB4BLY R1GHT GC: BUT 1 DONT C4R3 GC: 1 W4NT TO M3SS W1TH 1T 4ND T4ST3 WH4T H4PPENS GC: >:D

terezi is like hannibal-esque curiosity i wanna see what happens if I: help! make a murder! i’m flexible really!! she’s just the right balance of creative & engaged vs distanced & curious

Missy: …. you scare me

me: THIS is what scares you about me

me: oh fffff i forgot about tavros’s …quadrant…ing (I can’t find the first reference of this in the 2mins I am willing to spend looking, srry) this reread is like 50% super familiar and 50% i FORGOTTED ABOUT THE FEELS the cast is so big and confusing and the troll’s interpersonal quadrants is complex but also ESSENTIAL like the true “let me tell you about homestuck” is “let me explain quadrants and tell you why SAME BRO SAME” tavros is such a small pure child

me: i am so glad that rose/kanaya is literal canon b/c they are my faves john & karkat’s relationship is so good i just love the narrative longcuts/shortcuts/loop de loops that homestuck achieves?

(http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003535

EB: well you see, the explanation is perfectly simple and scientific. EB: it was because shut up. EB: shut up is why. 

we are all john)

it’s just such a BRAVE narrative in some ways–not really the use of second person, which is 50% gimmick and 50% narrative technique, when it’s done well that’s neato but mostly it’s stylistic but the use of time-travel to just leap the narrative ahead of itself, to insert foreshadowing/stakes from fucking NOWHERE and the fact that Hussie kept it all in his head and it makes a cogent whole: really smart, really effective progression/pacing

me: DAVESPRITE I COMPLETELY FUCKING FORGOT jesus like hussie has absolutely said dave has his typing quirks/voice/is basically him and so the hard-on that hussie has for dave and the FACT THAT DAVE’s entire narrative is time-travel/interactions with self is a thing worth commenting on (dave/dave otp)

me: am reading the homestuck year one review if you ever wanted to know what i meant about self-referential/time travel as plot progression STUFF then it’s a really good…. indication http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003574 …..which i think is comprehensible without context. maybe not that you should actually read it, i just seeing it in paragraphs is An Experience

Missy: why... does he have an icky big enter keyboard with such sad keycaps?

me: this was posted in 2010 so maybe he hadn’t learned to be cool yet

[and what followed was a 15min derail about vintage PC keyboards I swear2god]

me: HI SOLLUX LONG TIME NO SEE we’re meeting the rest of the trolls now!!! sollux is also when the typing quirks start getting ridiculous so there will be less copy/paste because you will be like "why am i trying to read this, why are you pestering me” (ahahaha this was a lie) http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003615

TA: iif you cant fiigure 2hiit out by fuckiing around you dont belong near computer2. 

me: this is it this is when dave comes together for me there’s a major time back-skip he does half an act ago which is the sort of establishing moment of “dave, knight of time, breaking narrative convention/building narrative shortcut/also functioning as foreshadowing and user guide” and then his sprite prototypes off him, which is a sort of “a dave, in conversations with himself” http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003763 but its the first sighting of a dave corpse that sort of clarifies what the looping is for him, and how he … does … time/identity/mortality

(an aside: …..i didn’t catch before that the second (….second by series chronology not internal…. chronology b/c internal chronology is complicated) generation was actually created first????? a discovery oh wait nvm its the guardians (ty for clarifying that thing about which i have no context; yw!) ooooh my confusion is jake (second gen) is cloned from grandpa (zero gen) which is why they look the fuck identical)

http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003835

GC: D4V3 WH4TS 1T SM3LL L1K3 TG: what GC: YOUR BLOOD TG: fuck off GC: D4V3 GC: G1V3 1T 4 L1TTL3 T4ST3 FOR M3 GC: T3LL M3 WH4T HUM4N BLOOD T4ST3S L1K3 GC: 1V3 B33N SO CUR1OUS >:]

it’s me i’m terezi

TG: how do you use a computer and know whats going on it doesnt make sense TG: my face doesnt make sense GC: D4V3 YOUR *F4C3* DO3SNT M4K3 …… GC: D4MM1T GC: 1 KNOW 3V3RYTH1NG TH4TS GO1NG TO H4PP3N TO YOU GC: 1 C4N T3LL YOU B3FOR3 1T H4PP3NS GC: SO YOU C4N B3 R34DY GC: 4ND NOT H4V3 TO GO B4CK 1N T1M3 4ND G3T K1LL3D 4LL TH3 T1M3 GC: 4ND ST4ND ON 4 TO1L3T LOOK1NG 4T YOUR OWN BLOOD FOR T3N M1NUT3S 

what i love about terezi is like the mix of practicality, curiosity, get shit done but with the true motivation of “what if” and the surprising interpersonal insight which arises from that same curiosity like from the narrative pov, we saw dave find his body and dump his body, then cut away, and then he just had bloody hands but it’s terezi who noticed, and tells us via this conversation, that dave was having A Think about those bloody hands b/c they’re an accidental contemplation of time and morality dave would never bring that up b/c of the facade of cool, narrative can’t easily show us and it’s not action-based really, but terezi introduces it b/c terezi cares b/c terezi cares about people in the “what do they do??? when exposed to this stimuli??” sense not in the, caring about, their welfare, thing not that part

Missy: i read your whole homestuck thing i understood maybe 20% of it without context i think this is decent

me: considering i understood about 80% of it yeah i’d say so that’s why the year 1 wrap up was so nice i am not a good visual learner so some of the flash anims go over my head and the plot is a clusterfuck so it’s easy to feel wtf even when you’re the active reader

me: http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003927

CG: WHAT A LOAD OF SHIT, THIS ACT THAT YOU ACTUALLY THINK YOU’RE A HOTSHOT, YOU KNOW YOU HATE YOURSELF. TA: nobody hate2 hiim2elf more than you iidiiot.

Babiesssss

me: http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=003961

GC: : K4RK4T, PL34S3 GC: DONT PR3T3ND YOU D1DNT 3NJOY GO1NG 4ROUND K1LL1NG TH1NGS GC: 4ND TH4T YOU WOULDNT 3NJOY K1LL1NG 4 WHOL3 LOT MOR3 GC: PR4NC1NG 4ROUND W1TH YOUR L1TTL3 S1CKL3 B31NG 4LL 4DOR4BL3 CG: YEAH RIGHT. CG: MORE LIKE… CG: ADORABLOODTHIRSTY. CG: I’M PRANCING AROUND BEING THAT, OK?

200% sure I c/ped that last time I read this But I regret nothing

#/ #// #/// #//// #///// #Juu reads #Homestuck #conversations with Missy #spoilers be ye warned #character death tw // #also Homestuck has a lot of negative self-talk/self-feelings which I'll discuss incessantly so this is a blanket #character bad feels warning

[polysonsismovingrn]

eventual marcoace fic!!!! 

title: texting to your heart’s content

Or that one au where Ace accidently texts Marco and they slowly get to know each other. 

words: 3000~

first chapter!!!!!

Marco sighs, his head buried in the paperwork, his eyes skipping over the words. He shakes his head at Thatch’s writing, grateful he had been reading his reports for years, able to read his chicken scratch. Ace grits his teeth when he stands up. His injury burns when he moves but he ignores it. 

There had been reports about the unknown movement on the edge of their territory. Marco’s first thing was after he’d got the reports, to send Izo to visit the district and ask around what caused the disturbance.

People had been trying for years to get a part of their territory, to get close to cause damage they can't fix, but their family is more prepared than losing to rookies who think Whitebeard is too old to be threatening.

The past months had been calm, only some weak newbies thinking they can come and go selling drugs without any of the family members noticing.

When Marco met them, he told them the truth. If they do it again, they won't be talking Marco next time. They laughed at him. Not for long though. One of them was smart enough to realise he wasn't joking.

It was a nice exercise but it didn't even make him sweat.

His phone vibrates on his desk, jolting out from his thoughts. He lifts off his glasses, rubbing his eyes. The message is from a number he doesn't recognise but he opens it. Maybe one of his brothers had got a new number.

[13:12] i think i killed him and you're an asshole. i thought he won't be here anymore, we had talked about it???

Marco blinks at the message, confused, as he tries to think which brothers might be the sender but he draws blank. What. The. Fuck. Has this man killed someone? Have they really send a message about murdering a person? He's tempted to look up the phone number but resists and writes back.

[13:14] Wrong number. What kind of criminal sends a text message about murdering someone?

[13:17] dude, im not a criminal ok. don't call the cops

Oh, yes. Don't call the cops, that isn't suspicious at all.

[13:18] You killed someone and you say you aren't a criminal? How does that even work?

[13:23] ??????? oh man, i killed a spider, not a person!!! do killers text you when they kill someone that's why you think im criminal?

Marco grins a bit reading the message before he shakes his head. What is wrong with him? There's nothing funny about it. This person can be lying to him, he shouldn't be enjoying their conversation this much.

[13:27] You’re the first criminal texting their murdering to me. You’re special.

[13:29] wow, i can see the sarcasm dripping from that answer

[13:30] As I said special.

[13:31] you are the worst

Marco chuckles as he gets back to work. Nice distraction from the paperwork.

He doesn't look at his phone the whole afternoon and when he goes to bed he thinks about writing back before dismissing the idea, he doubts the person wants to hear more from a stranger.

Marco wakes up to his phone vibrating at six in the morning. His first thought is to ignore it but he knows it would make someone life harder, mostly his, if he doesn't get up from his bed. Why did he put his phone so far away from his bed last night anyway?

Yawning, he stumbles out from the bed, almost falling down as his blanket tries to stop him, before looking at his phone. He stares at the number before he shrugs. He considers deleting the message for a few moments, but his curiosity wins and he opens it.

[05:30] so how far are you from home? can't do the stitches on my side

[05:32] oh wait. you might be sleeping at one of your friends. srry don't worry I can take care of myself it's not as bad as it sounds

[05:40] the blood stopped, so don't worry when you wake up reading these msgs

[05:50] and i won't try to stitch myself up promise

Marco reads it again. There wasn't any chance they weren't a criminal. Getting hurt in the morning? Which needed stitches? Oh, yes, not criminal. Who would even believe him after this?

[06:04] You should save the number of the person you're trying to write Mr. I’m-Not-A-Criminal.

Marco goes to the kitchen to warm up his coffee. It would be useless to try to sleep when he has only one-two hours before work. He sits down on the chair, his phone at arm's length to see when the answer arrives.

[06:10] you’re shitting me. i didn’t fucked up the number again i’m sure

[06:11] Obviously, you did.

[06:15] why are you even writing me back??

[06:17] Because you’re bleeding. Because you’re in need of stitches but you don’t have anyone with you. Because you don’t sound like you know what you’re doing.

[06:19] i know what im doing. i can do stiches i just can’t reach this one

[06:20] and im not bleeding

[06:22] You’re lying.

[06:22] no, im not, shut up

[06:23] I hope you aren't bleeding on the carpet that would be a nightmare to get out.

[06:30] Please tell me you didn't bleed out.

[06:34] I assume your friend is back and you're fine, Mr. I’m Not A Criminal Even Though I Was Out At Five Am.

[06:35] It would be nice to know you’re not dead.

“You’re so stubborn,” Sabo says. He sounds tired and Ace doesn't have to think about the reason when he'd woken up Sabo with his messages he'd sent him. One of the good thing that came out of this that he finally saved Sabo’s number. “You can't even stand without being in pain.”

“I'm fine,” Ace mutters but he sits down with a grimace on his face. Maybe Sabo is right. Maybe.

Sitting on their couch is highly uncomfortable and they should buy a new one before his back kills him for sleeping on it. They’ve had this couch for as long as they've lived in this apartment but they didn't have the money to get a new one.

“You aren't a good liar when you're in pain,” Sabo says as he pats his head. Ace groans, swatting his hand away. He can lie, he can totally lie in pain.

“Oh, just shut up.”

Sabo chuckles at him as he goes to the kitchen. Their apartment isn’t big; it only takes a few steps from the living room to reach it. They have two rooms but only one big bed which came with the apartment when they bought it a few years ago.  

This apartment holds his dearest memories with his family, with Luffy and Sabo. Sleeping together in the bed when the heater didn't work, almost breaking the table when they were sparring inside.

They kind of make some bad decision. But fighting with a no-name group who tried to trash his favourite place where he likes to eat? Unacceptable.

He just couldn't let that happen, right?

There were at least ten of them, but he was done with them under five minutes even though one of them cut him. That asshole.

“It's not like you don't have your own collection of scars,” Ace grumbles.

“But I’m prettier,” Sabo answers as he throws his hair back like the dramatic person he is.

“You’re ridiculous,”

“But you’re smiling.”  

“Because you’re being…,” Ace starts, uselessly gesticulating at him.

“Fabulous? Amazing? The best company you can have?”

“Lame,” Ace says, rolling his eyes. Sabo laughs, putting down their food to the table as he elbows Ace to move and let him sit down.

“You love me,” Sabo says in a sing-song voice. Ace reaches for the meat with his chopsticks but Sabo steals it from his plate, dumping it in his mouth.

Ace glares.

“It's hard to love you when you eat the most delicious part of the food.”

“Oh, please,” Sabo tuts as he finishes his food. “You got hurt, I had to stitch you up, I think I deserve the best.”

Ace can't really argue with that, right? Sabo is always here to help him when he makes a mistake. Ace wishes he could show how much it means to him that he’s standing beside him and cares for him.

“How was your night?” Ace questions, steering away from his sappy thoughts.

“Better than yours.”

Ace’s gaze runs over Sabo’s body and he can't see anything else but his burned scar on his face, he'd got years ago.

Ace puts his plate down on their table before he leans back on the couch. He stops himself from initiating physical contact but Sabo had learned all of his tells in the past few years.

Sabo’s shoulder touches his, and something goes lax within Ace, his tenseness leaving his body. He closes his eyes for a moment, enjoying the warmth and the quiet.

“I haven't seen those people before,” Ace mumbles, resting his head on Sabo’s shoulder. “I haven't seen any tattoo on them.”

“You scared them away, right?” Sabo asks, even if he knows the answers. Ace hums when Sabo starts petting his hair, his fingers ruffling through it.

“I shouldn't have to, it's Whitebeard’s territory anyway, it's their job. If it's their territory, they should fucking act like it,” Ace grumbles angrily.

“I dare you to say that to their faces,” Sabo says, grinning.

“It's not like I will ever meet them,” Ace answers with a shrug. He closes his eyes enjoying the moment. The fingers running through his hair make him sleepy, he can fall asleep here without any doubt. “Just because they don’t have a headquarter in this city, they shouldn't let criminals come and go.”

“Oh, please, you enjoyed beating up those people,” Sabo’s voice is coloured with amusement.

Ace wants to argue because it's more than that. It's about the adrenaline rushing through his body, it's about concentrating on the fight and not thinking about anything else.

A few months back Ace could easily find an illegal fight with people betting who's going to win. The moment the city became Whitebeard’s territory, the illegal fights disappeared from the dark alley of the streets.

Ace misses those fights. It was a way to earn easy money and to relieve the stress. Their apartment isn't big enough to spar in it, so Ace can't help but look for someone to spar with. Even if it means they're trying to hurt him or they want him dead. Ace is fine with that, he can fight, he can protect himself.

Fortunately, people who like to pick on him aren’t that good, so Ace can easily defeat them. Even if he doesn't even break a sweat, the most important is that he's alive. Or that's what Sabo always says.

“They were so boring, Sabo,” Ace complains. “They were uncoordinated and they didn't even work together to get me, it was only a lucky shot one of them get me.”

Ace yelps as Sabo tugs on his hair. He lifts his head from Sabo’s shoulder and glares at him.

“Why did you do that?” Ace whines massaging his scalp.

“Don't get cocky, I definitely remember stitching you up a few hours ago.”

“A small mistake,” Ace grumbles, scowling at Sabo.

“Your small mistake is a five-inch long cut,” Sabo grumbles, rubbing his eyes with a sigh. “Fuck, Ace, take care of yourself when you’re out alone. I don’t want to tell Luffy, you died by getting stabbed because of some asshole sneaked up on you.”

“I remember saying something really similar the last week,” Ace muses and grins when Sabo sits back with a groan.

“I hate you, let me be a responsible older brother for once,” Sabo whines.

Ace doesn't even reply, his grin speaking for him.

Sabo hits him on his tight carefully, so he won't hurt him in any way. Sabo stands up, yawning.

“Gonna get some sleep,” Sabo says, ruffling Ace’s hair as he walks to his room. Ace tries to hit his hand but he's too slow. “Don't wake me up.”

“Okay, okay,” Ace agrees, waving him away. “Go to sleep, you look horrible.”

“Fuck you,” Sabo replies, not even mad before closing his door.

Ace rubs his neck, his heart filled with warmth when he thinks back to Sabo. Fuck. He doesn't even know how did he deserve Sabo’s company over the years. But if there is one thing Ace can't let go, is his brothers.

He stays on the couch a few moment before he looks for his phone as he remembers he hasn't read the last messages.

He almost stumbles into the table as he stands up. He curses his weak legs. His phone lays on his bed, and he laughs in the next moment as his eyes skim over the messages.

Ace gets his blanket before finding the most comfortable position in his bed.

It's not a good idea to get involved with a civilian but Ace is bored and he's hurt. And it's not like they will ever meet with each other.

He doesn't even notice his pain as he rereads the messages. As he starts to answer, Ace realises he can't let this opportunity to fly away.

It has been the most fun he has had in a while.

#marcoace #opfanfic #portgas d. ace #marco the phoenix #or the fic which is so slow burn it hurts #sorry for all the mistakes

[pog-with-a-blog]

Emotions under the cut srry

Ok so I was kinda not entirely the correct amount of conscious when I started writing this but I think I’m getting there

So like the first post before I deleted it was about so basically I read a post abt cptsd and was like fuck and did more research and was like double fuck and now here i am

So there’s some stuff that makes alot of sense in the context of that

the first one is like the hypervigilance thing which I always read that symptom and was like “nah I totally don’t have that” but I read a post on tumblr abt like constantly needing to scan crowds and I *absolutely* do that like I knew I liked sitting and watching people go by and I knew that when I’m in public I pretty often look around but I never realized that if I’m in a place and I haven’t like scanned the crowd in awhile I get like progressively more anxious until I do and I always like explained it to myself as I’m looking to see if there are people I know (and like interesting thing I’m not gunna analyze, the other day I was walking to math and I was like looking at the crowd and I told my friend I was looking for our 2 friends who are in that class that was being let out to justify the fact that I was distracted from whatever she was saying and then once we got to the end of the group I had seen every single friend I know of that’s in that class and I felt like weirdly relieved)

And I was sitting on the wall listening to music and I tried to like lie down and close my eyes and chill (which I had done the other day when noone was around and it was nice) but every time I heard footsteps I like had to look at whoever it was and even if I didn’t I still had to look around every once in awhile I couldn’t just chill

And then the other thing is inhibited emotions, but the thing that caught my attention was anger in particular, like. So I don’t really *feel* anger like I sorta say I do but it’s more that I know I’m angry at that person logically and if I stop acting angry then next time I do feel angry I’ll feel upset if I had, like, forgiven them or been nice to them or just not been mad at them earlier. But then there’s the that alternating with like feeling extra hecka  emotion and like I totally at least used to do that. Like I haven’t felt extra any emotion since at least this summer but I can’t even remember the last time I felt true pure anger in particular. Like I’ve felt hurt and betrayal and been not happy with people and been upset with people but anger is different. And I’ve felt like indirect anger that’s best described as like passive aggression or like feeling like I don’t have to worry about someone’s feelings because if they think I’m irritated they deserve it so I don’t have to like go out of my way to talk to them and be nice and act like I like them

but I haven’t felt like. Anger. Like an active desire to hurt someone or get revenge or. Like. Idk man. Anger. Rage. Like I def used to. Like if I fucking snapped then someone or something in the room was getting fucked up (if it was an object then it was usually actually me bc I am really good at picking Bad Objects like stone hecking walls but if it was a person then it was a toss up either I fucked them up or they fucked me up in response but one of us was getting fucked up)(but actually not really even because my general response to getting hit by someone stronger than me is to just give up immediately and take it and generally people do not continue to hit you when you do that) (hey) (but also note this hasn’t really happened in a while) (but like last time I remember one time someone grabbed my arm and I like aggressively pulled it away and I was actually genuinely shocked with myself(it’s on video and I rewatched it a few alot times)

oh and then there’s the getting, like, startled easily. One time a teacher was like “I wanna show you guys something” and he pulled out a turtle shell and I deadass like screamed in class. Also there’s the screaming at the beaver thing I told y’all about.

anyway I need a beer bye guys

#mp #ew emotions #sorry abt that

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This is a lot lol I wasn't even expecting a response 1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? Young Dumb & Broke-Khalid, Sería in Error- Regulo Caro, Love Galore-sza, LOVE.-Kendrick Lamar, Mi Gente- J Balvin, and Adiós Amor- Christian Nodal2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? @iluvsarahii from instagram lol3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. I don't have a book near me lol srry 4: What do you think about most? My life/future5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? "Keep us updated, make sure ma gets sum rest, and grandpa".6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With but no bra 7: What’s your strangest talent? Idk lol nothing I guess8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence) Girls Rule; Boys drool lol idk9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? No10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? Idk maybe when I was younger11: Do you have any strange phobias? Clown phobia12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? No13: What’s your religion? Christian14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Walking/Running15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? The 197517: What was the last lie you told? "Idgaf"... yeah18: Do you believe in karma? Definitely!!!19: What does your URL mean? It's my birthday 20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Weakness: get way too emotional 🙄 Strength: handling pressure well? Idk lol21: Who is your celebrity crush? Ryan Reynolds forever22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? No23: How do you vent your anger? Usually to mekala lol but I tend to keep it bottled up 24: Do you have a collection of anything? Change? Does that count?25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Phone talking but it really depends who it is 26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Not all the way27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? Continuous beeping, or anything loud tbh; love the sound of rain28: What’s your biggest “what if”? "What if I am a loser?" Getting deep lol29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and ABSOLUTELY!30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first?Do the same with your left arm. Right- the side of my bed; left- my pillow31: Smell the air. What do you smell? My shampoo lol32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? Nowhere? Idk33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East 34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Bad Bunny lol I can think of several but he came to mind first lol35: To you, what is the meaning of life? To get to know yourself and love yourself 💖36: Define Art. Anything that makes you happy when doing it 37: Do you believe in luck? Yes38: What’s the weather like right now? Clear39: What time is it? 11:30pm40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes and yes but it was not my fault41: What was the last book you read? A chakra healing book42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? Yes43: Do you have any nicknames? Yes several, vane jen nessy jenjen etc44: What was the last film you saw? I,robot45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? When I slammed my car door on my thumb46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes when I was younger47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Makeup and skin care48: What’s your sexual orientation? Straight49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? Yes in high school lol50: Do you believe in magic? No51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes but I get over it eventually52: What is your astrological sign? Leo 🦁53: Do you save money or spend it? Spend it 😅54: What’s the last thing you purchased? Sports bras and leggings55: Love or lust? Love56: In a relationship? No57: How many relationships have you had? 1 serious relationship the others I don't count 58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No59: Where were you yesterday? At work then I came home60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes my pillow61: Are you wearing socks right now? No62: What’s your favourite animal? Giraffe63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? My charm? Lol64: Where is your best friend? In school in Columbus 😞65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. I rarely get on so idk66: What is your heritage? Hispanic/Mexican 🇲🇽67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? I think I was slee by then but if not probably on ig or snap68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? Lucifer 69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? Yes70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? I would like to believe so71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Save the dog72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? A) no i wouldn't want them to be sad B) Spend as much time with the ones I love C) I think in the beginning I would be 73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? I can't think of the song rn...75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 492676: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Communication for sure.77: How can I win your heart? Being yourself78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? Yes79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? Leaving my old job 80: What size shoes do you wear? 881: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? Nothing 82: What is your favourite word? Not favorite but I use it almost everyday so I hear 🙄 "fuck"83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Break84: What is a saying you say a lot? "Ok and?"85: What’s the last song you listened to? One more night- Maroon 586: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? Yellow and Orange 87: What is your current desktop picture? I'm on my phone so I'll tell you that lol my baby cousin genesis 😍88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Nobody I'm not that evil89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? "What's on your mind?" 90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? Lay tf still 91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? The ability to fly 92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? The last time I spent time with my dad.....93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? I have several but I wouldn't they made me who I am today..94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Childish Gambino 😩95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Mexico to visit my grandma 😞96: Do you have any relatives in jail? yes97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? Lmao yes98: Ever been on a plane? When I was younger99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? "Let's love one another ❤️"