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All We Need - Jake Seresin x Reader - Part 5

A/N: Part 5 for the Hangman x Reader series, sorry it took so long life has been crazy! I hope you all enjoy, hopefully the next parts will go up quicker! As always any requests or feedback is always welcome. xx

MASTERLIST - PART 4

Pairings: Jake "Hangman" Seresin x Reader

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, Mentions of Death, Navy Inaccuracies

When Daisy was released the day after her operation Jake and I had to work out how to look after her and continue training. Cyclone wasn’t happy with what we worked out but he also wasn’t going argue with Iceman, when he was told we would both be doing half days, Jake there in the mornings and me there in the afternoon, until Friday, I was sitting at the table at 0730 Jake was in his uniform me and Daisy were still in our PJs when there was a knock at the door. I looked at Jake confused as he stood up to go answer it me and daisy following close behind. As the door swung open I saw my Mom and Sarah standing there.

“Mom, Aunt Sarah, what are you doing here?”

“We are here to pick up Daisy for the day.”

“What, but we still have one more day of split shifts.”

“Y/N, Tom says you are both needed on base no arguments.” I nod at Sarahs comment, I may have been confused but I wasn’t one to argue with Uncle Ice.

“Do not just stand there go and get ready.” My mom scolds and I just nod before heading to the bathroom to get ready. It only took about 15 mins for me to get ready, when I was finally dressed with my hair pulled up in its usually bun I walked out to hear Jake trying to explain to Aunt Sarah and Mom how to help Daisy.

“Jake, Honey, I raised one kid and helped your Mamma raise you and your 3 sisters and Sarah raised 3 boys, we know what to do okay.”

“I know Mrs. Y/L/N, I am just worried.”

“I know, Honey now stop fussing and go see where that daughter of mine is.” I decide at that I should make my presents known.

“I am right here Mum, stop telling Jake what to do, Jake do you want to go start the car I am just going to talk to mum and Aunt Sarah.” Jake nodded giving Daisy a kiss on the forehead before walking out the front door towards the car.

“Mum, Aunt Sarah, thank you for looking after her, now I know you both know what you are doing, but if anything happens you call me, not Jake.”

“Sweetie, wouldn’t it be better to call her father?” Aunt Sarah asks.

“No, I know what we are doing at training, I have completed the course this course 100 times already, and successfully, I need Jake training all day today, because god forbid I have to pick him for this and he can’t fly the course. He needs this training more than me.” I felt tears welling up in my eyes and my mum and aunt Sarah move forward and hug me.

“Everything will be fine now, go Jake and the team are waiting for you.” I nod and walk out to see Jake waiting in the truck and I jump in the passenger seat.

“Everything good?” I nod as Jake begins the drive to base. We finally arrive and head to the hanger where the squad is gathered, as we walk in the whole room goes quiet, I know why they all go quiet and look at us, the bags under our eyes having gotten larger due to the stress we have felt through the week. I walk to the front where Mav, Cyclone, Warlock and Ice were standing and Jake takes his seat next too Coyote, I nod to Mav, who starts explaining the mission parameters. As he explains the low flying time constrained mission I see the worried faces of the squad.

“Sir, can this mission even be flown successfully.” Mav’s breath hitches and before he can answer I start speaking.

“It can be, I have flown this course successfully but it will not happen in one day it took me nearly 48 hours of consecutive flying and I didn’t have to worry about a wingman, so today you guys will be flying the course in different teams and you will most likely fail every time but that is why we are here training and training you all so that before this mission you will fly it successfully and come home.” The whole squad nods and Mav dismisses them sending the first pair to their planes and the rest to the rec room.

“Why did you tell them they will fail Athena?” Mav asks in a low voice with slight anger behind it.

“Because they needed to hear it Sir, you have put an elite squad together who probably haven’t have a failure since graduating Top Gun, and they will fail this course but if they go in knowing that, it won’t be so disheartening.” Mav nods but I can tell that wasn’t the answer he wanted.

I sat in the class room next to Mav as we watched groups of pilots go up one after the other with no luck of anyone succeeding the course, the next up was Rooster with Phoenix and Bob. As they start flying they look on track to reaching the target, “Well Mav we may have a successful run,”

“He is flying too slow.”

“I know but at least he will make it, then we just have to work on making him faster.” Eventually they finish having made it to the target but 1 minute late, soon after that we see them land and walk towards the rec room.

“Lets rope ‘em Thena, go over their runs.” I nod and stand to walk towards the rec room I see them all sitting on the couches talking amongst themselves except Jake and Coyote who are looking at some pictures on the walls.

“Squad, listen up,” I announce and see them all sit a little straighter and look at me, “You are required to be in the class room in 5mins, so lets hustle.” They all stood up and walked I looked at Jake and Javy who had a smirk on their face. “Whatever you two are thinking do not do it, understood.” They don’t say anything as they just walk out. As I make my way back to the classroom I see everyone taking there seats as Mav pulls up the first pairs run, and starts to critique it, yelling at the pairs every time what would they tell the others family every time he asks I see the squad flinch everyone thinking of their own loved ones. Finally we get to the run the Rooster made it to the the target. Rooster and Mav start arguing with each other, which I more or less blocked out until the last moment.

“It is not the plane sir, it is the pilot!” Rooster yelled

“Exactly!” Mav yelled back, Rooster looked at him stunned, and I was to stunned to speak until Jake spoke up.

“You’re too slow, don’t you get it, a pilot flys like Maverick on this mission or they don’t come home.”

“What does that mean?” Rooster replied

“Come on I can’t be the only one who knows he flew with your old man,” there is was I thought speaking up in hopes to stop Jake. “Hangman, enough” I say.

“And I can’t be the only one who knows Mav was flying with him when he…” Before he could finish the sentence Rooster launched out of his chair at Jake, Mav and I soon followed me to grab Jake Mav to grab Rooster, the rest of the squad following to prevent a fight.

“Enough Hangman.” I say pushing him backwards into Javy’s arms. He looked down at me the rage slowly fading as he saw the anger on my face. “That is enough for the day Coyote take Hangman outside to cool down, Phoenix take Rooster to do the same! Everyone else dismissed.” I yell as everyone started to walk away I yelled again, “Lieutenant Seresin, you will report back here in 20 mins, understood.” He turned to look at me sadness and regret on his face “Yes Ma’am” he lowered his head and walked out of the door.

“Well handled Athena.” Man says to me.

“He shouldn’t have brought up Goose, Mav, but what he said was true.” Man looked at me wanting me to explain my statement. “They need to fly like you to come home from this.”

“No, Athena, they need to fly like you, you fly like me that is true, you take risk most pilots are too scared to make, but you also fly like Ice you stay calm in tough situation and always that the smartest approach, but more importantly you fly like your old man, you never leave your team behind and you fight tooth and nail to make sure everyone comes home. You are the one they need to fly like, that is why you were picked for this team, you got the best of all three of us.” I nod feeling a tear in my eye.

“We need to make a team Mav, after this Hangman, Coyote, Rooster, Payback, Fanboy, Phoenix and Bob, become our permanent team here, we need to make them one.”

“I know, any ideas?” I nod with a smile. “Athena, do you think they can handle that.”

“Rooster and I created it when I was 12 Mav, I think they can handle it.”

“Okay then, Dogfight Football it is.” Mav and I finish working out when we will get the squad together to play football, when Jake walks in still dressed in his flight suit head hung low, my relaxed demeanour changes as I tense up, Mav looks between us and mumble a quick goodbye as he leaves the room.

“Y/N I…”

“Sit down Lieutenant.” Jake straightens up and takes a seat mumbling a ma’am under his breath, “you were well out of line in there, to bring up Roosters father and to bring up the worst time in your commanders life, losing his wingman, do you know how stupid and disrespectful that was.”

“Athena I didn’t…”

“Let me guess, didn’t mean it to be offensive you just want to get under Roosters skin push him to do better, well newsflash Hangman, that is not your job, you are here to train and to make sure that you and your team come home. Why don’t you leave the training to me and Mav.”

“So you can train us to come home, like Loki!” I take a step back in shock and look at Jake whose face changed from anger to regret at his own words, “Y/N I’m…..” I cut him off as my palm connects with his cheek.

“Lieutenant you will apologise to Rooster and Mav by Monday or you will be out of the running to be selected for this mission, I need a team up there not someone who antagonises a team.” I don’t give him a chance to answer before I walk out of the room and to the change room, I thought I was alone as I punched the closed locker and started to cry, when I suddenly feel arms around my shoulders.

“Geez Athena, what the hell happened I have never seen you cry.” I look up to see Phoenix with a concerned look,

“Phe, I am sorry I didn’t realise you were still here.”

“Thena don’t worry about that what the hell happened.” I look at her before I start spilling my guts before I can even stop myself I start telling her about everything, Loki, the concern for the current mission the stress of Daisy being sick and most recently the argument I just had with Jake.

“Bloody Hangman, trust him to say something stupid, do you know what I think we need, a night at the Hard Deck, just us girls.”

“That sounds amazing, let me get changed into some plain clothes.” She nodded, I quickly went and showered and got changed before we headed to Bobs truck, after Phoenix filled him in on the events and plans he offered to drive us so us girls could ‘let loose’.

Jakes POV

I stood still in shock after Athena had slapped me and yelled at me.

‘Boy, I hope to hell I heard wrong and you did not just throw Loki in her face.’ I hear an angry stern voice behind me and spin to see Iceman with a dangerous glare looking at me.

“I didn’t mean too” I say in a low whisper, I hadn’t meant to say that to my best friend but after the week we had I was stressed and after failing the course and having Mav shout at us asking what we would tell our wingmans family I snapped at Athena.

“You seem to be doing that a lot Hangman.”

“Mav told you”

“He didn’t i heard everything.” I nod and sit down.

“Ice how do i make it up to her i just threw her dead wingman in her face.”

“Start by saying sorry and then go from there and explain to her why you snapped and what you are scared of.”

“I am not scared.”

“Yes you are Jake, i think you are scared you might lose her on this mission.”

“Is it that obvious?”

“It is to me and to Mav, that is the reason he is not mad at you, we are all scared someone won’t come back from this, and it terrifies us that it will be her because she won’t allow it to be someone else.”

“If everyone is so worried about that then why are we sending her up.”

“Because you know as well as anyone she is the only one who can fly it.”

“I can’t lose her Ice, neither can Daisy, she cannot lose the person she thinks of like a mother.”

“You need to tell her, i saw her and Phoenix talking about heading to the Hard Deck, so Daisy can have a sleepover this weekend while you guys work it out.”

“I couldnt ask you to do that while she is still recovering.”

“Boy, we raised a village of kids she will be fine, plus Sarah and Y/M/N have been doting on her all day they won’t complain about having her longer.” I nod with a small smile thinking about how spoiled my child is right now, as i stand in turn back to where Iceman is sitting.

“Why aren’t you mad at me Ice, after what i said.”

“I am but, i know we say dumb things when we are scared of losing the person we love.”

“I don’t…..” I stop as i see Ice raise and eyebrow.

“Thank you Sir.” He nods and i run off to the shower, by the time I have showered and get to my truck after talking with Mav, having an eerily similar conversation the one I had had with Ice it had been about two hours since I had seen Athena and I headed straight to the hard-deck, what i was not expecting to see was Athena and Phoenix standing on our regular pool table screaming Taylor Swift songs at the top of their lungs while Bob laughed and filmed the two. I laugh and shake my head as i head towards the bar.

I noticed Penny wasn’t behind the bar which was unusual until i felt someone smack the back of my head.

“Want to tell me why my niece was crying when she got here and has had more shots then I can count and is now on my pool table?” I turn to see Penny with an eyebrow raised.

“Would I am an idiot suffice.”

“I guess it would, Mav already told me what happened. You are lucky you are not buying a round for the whole bar.”

“But…” Penny smiled i may not have been buying a round for the bar but there had to be a catch.

“But you are paying for all the drinks Phoenix and her drink.”

“I think buying a round for the bar would be cheaper.”

“Make it right Jake, she cant stay mad at you for long but you still gotta make it up to.”

“I know, but there is something i have to do first. Can i grab 2 beers” Penny nodded and handed me the two beers and i make my way over to Rooster who is watching the two at the pool table.

“Rooster, do you mind if we talk.” He nodded and we headed out to the balcony of the hard deck.

“What do you want Hangman.”

“To say sorry, if you can believe that.”

“I don’t think it is me you need to apologise to, she told me what happened.”

“And i feel awful about it Rooster, I should never have brought up your father, and I shouldn’t have brought up Loki.”

“So what are you going to do about it Bagman?”

“I don’t know, also why do you care this is meant to be me apologising to you.”

“You said you were sorry, I haven’t forgiven you yet sure but right now it is about getting her to forgive you.”

“Again, why do you care I would have thought you would be happy we aren’t talking after all she is your sister and you hate me.”

“I don’t hate you, I don’t like you that much but I don’t hate you, besides she is happy when she is with you and when she is with Daisy. That’s all a brother can ask for is it not.” I nod at his statement and we both turn around to look at Athena and Phoenix on still on the pool table looking care free. I see Rooster light up as he looks at Phoenix.

“So when are you and Phoenix gonna stop dancing around each other and admit you both love each other?” I ask Rooster with a smirk until he retorts.

“When are you and Athena.”

“Touche” I say as we clink beers. We are out there for a little bit longer when we here the bar door swing open.

“Roo,” I hear Athena behind us and I spin “oh hi Hangman, didn’t know you were here.” I falter a little at the use of my callsign,

“What’s up Baby Ice?” Bradley responds with the nickname the ’86 squad adorned her as Ice became more protective.

“Phoenix and I are ready to go and by that I mean, Bob is currently holding her hair back, the last tequila shooters didn’t sit well.” At the notion of Phoenix being sick Bradley took off running in the direction of the bathrooms.

“Idiots.” Athena mumbles as she walks across to stand next to me looking out at the ocean.

“What are you calling them idiots for?”

“They don’t know that they are in love with each other.” I laugh at her comment.

“Athena, I am…”

“Don’t say you are sorry Jake. Not right now.”

“Why not?”

“Because, I am not far behind the state of Phoenix and I don’t think I will remember any of this night come tomorrow morning.” I look at her as her head drops forward.

“Okay I think I can see Rooster taking Phoenix and Bob home” I stop mid sentence as I see Bob also walking funny and swaying trying to keep up with Rooster. “Y/N did you two get Bob drunk?” She just laughed and nodded at my question causing me to laugh, as I look at Y/N she suddenly sways and I catch her as she falls and pick her up bridle style.

“Okay, time to get you home as well.” I walk to my truck waving to Penny as we leave her just holding a thumbs up, knowing she was giving me permission to come back tomorrow to ring up the tab for the girls. I put Y/N in the passenger seat and run around jumping in the drivers seat.

Y/N POV

I rolled over noticing I was in my bed and vividly remembering Jake carrying me to in last night after bringing me home from the Hard Deck, I looked at the clock seeing the time was on 0830, I sat up groaning and rubbed my eyes when I heard movement on the other side of the bed I turn to see Jake laying in the bed next to me.

“What the hell Jake!” He sat up with a start looking very confused. “Why the hell are you in my bed.”

“Why are you shouting at me, you didn’t want me to leave last night so I didn’t”

“Well I want you to leave now, I am still mad at you.” He nodded.

“I know I was going to apologise last night you told me not to because you wouldnt remember” i sighed and rubbed my eyes vaguely remembering having that conversation.

“If you make me coffee and breakfast I will listen to what you have to say.” I don’t think I had ever seen Jake move so quickly and I let out a little laugh before a groan as the thud in my head came back. I quickly ran to the bath room to tie my hair up and brush my teeth I look down at the top I am wearing with my flannel short noticing it is a shirt of Jakes from his last deployment which made me smile a bit. I made my way out to the kitchen where Jake was starting some pancakes, I sit at the bench where there is already a cup of coffee sitting.

“Why I am I wearing your shirt?” Jake jumped at the sound of my voice confirming he had not heard me enter the kitchen.

“Uh…you kind of threw up and got some on your other shirt, it was the first shirt I could find.” He said sheepishly.

“Remind me to not do tequila shooters with Phoenix again.” Jake laughed at that comment. We continued to make small talk mainly about Daisy and how spoilt she would currently be staying with the array of grandparents while Jake finished the pancakes. As he started to dish them up we moved to the small dining table and started eating. Jake stops half way through one and looks down.

“Peaches…” I falter at the nickname I only ever hear when talking to Jakes family, one that Jake himself hasn’t used since flight school, he used my call sign or my real name, unlike Jake, I liked being called by my call sign so much my family will call me Athena. “I cannot even begin to say how sorry I am for yesterday.”

“Which part Jake you said a lot yesterday.”

“You know which part..”

“Loki…” I say in a small voice.

“I should never have brought him let alone throw him in your face saying you didn’t train him well enough and I should not have blamed you for his death like that.”

“But, you were right.”

“What?” Jake says in a shocked panicked voice.

“It is my fault he didn’t come home, it should have been me that got shot down but instead it was him, I didn’t have his back.” Jake moved from his seat to kneel next to me moving me to face him as he grabs my cheek that has tears rolling down them.

“No.” He said in a stern voice “It was not your fault Y/N. I read the report, you were fighting off two of them you could not have done anything to help.”

“Then why do I feel like it is my fault.”

“Because you haven’t lost a wingman before Y/N and you are always the one making sure everyone else is coming home that now you have lost a wingman you don’t know what to feel, and it will not get better but it will get easier and I should have never used it against you when you are feeling like this, I can understand if you can’t forgive me but please know how sorry I am.”

“I forgive you Jake, I forgave you yesterday, I know the amount of stress that everyone is under at the moment, and I know we all say dumb stuff we don’t mean when we do that.” Jake pulled me into a tight hug which I returned.

“Now lets eat, Mav sent a text asking everyone to meet at the beach this afternoon for a team bonding exercise.” It brought a smile to my face and Jake groaned out an oh no.

A few hours later

“Dogfight football” I say loudly and Rooster looks at me with a huge grin. “Offence and defence at the same time, Mav is going to split the teams” I heard a collective groan from everyone.

“Team 1: Rooster, Hangman, Pheonix, Bob, Coyote, Payback, Fanboy and Athena, Team 2: Halo, Fitz, Omaha, Harvard, Yale, Iceman, Zeus and me.” I look at Mav with a perplexed look and spin to see uncle Ice and my dad walking down to meet the group, mum, Sarah and Daisy following close behind until she sees me and Jake standing next to each other. She runs into Jakes arms the two of them hugging before she requested to be handed to me to give me a hug.

“UNCLE JAVY!” She screamed in my ear, so I placed her down and she ran too Coyote who picked her up spinning her around in the air.

“And our referee, Hondo and Daisy will be helping him.” Everyone laughs as Hondo picks up Daisy and put her on his shoulders.

As an hour goes by dogfight footy has started to get very competitive between the squad and the teams had started to blur everyone just wanting to have fun. I look at Mav with a look that says we have been successful in creating a team between our squads. Daisy has retired to sit with Aunt Sarah and Mum as well as Penny who has come down from the bar to watch “the game” but we knew she was really just here to watch Maverick.

We were caught up with the game when we heard a scream come from Daisy. The whole team immediately stops to look in the direction only to see Daisy being thrown over Jays shoulder with him sprinting towards the ocean, pretending to throw her in though being very cautious not too as she was still healing, standing next to Phoenix and Halo we all start to laugh when we see Rooster Fanboy and Jake share a look very similar to the one Ice, Dad and Mav were wearing.

“Jake, no! Halo Phe RUN!” I scream and we all take off in different directions Fanboy chasing Halo, Rooster chasing Phoenix and Jake taking off after me, Mum Aunt Sarah and Aunt Penny seemed to pick up all of them also taking off being chased by their respective partners. I heard all of them screaming as they got caught Jake still trying to catch me when I suddenly feel his arm around my waist and I get hoisted up over his shoulder. I look around to see all the females in the same position getting carried towards the water.

“Jake, let me go.”

“Sorry Peaches no can do”

“Jake I mean it put me down!”

“As you wish” he says and I can here the smirk in his face as he drops me in the water submerging my entire body. As I surface I see Halo Phoenix Mum Sarah and Penny all resurface as well all the boys wearing proud smirks, we share a look and hear a few of them mumble an oh no as we all spring to our feet and tackle the boys into the water wiping the smirks of their faces. As I tackle Jake he holds onto my waist dragging me down with him and doesn’t let go even after we surface.

“Feeling better Peaches.”

“I don’t know Hangman I think I am mad at you again.” I say saying using his callsign with a smirk on my face. “Take that back Peaches that is not my name to you.” I shake my head still wearing a smirk, when suddenly Jake loosen his grip on me and starts to tickle me, I start squirming and manage to break free sprinting to where my dad is standing with Ice screaming help as I run closer, for a split second they were concerned until they saw the smile on my face and Jake chasing after me. I am hiding on the middle of the and miss the look that they shared and all of a sudden Ice grabbed my ankle and dad grabbed me under my arms, and started swimming.

“No! Dad Uncle Ice please no!” They laugh as they then let me go launching me into the water. I surface to see Rooster, Phoenix, Jake, Mav, Ice and Dad laughing and clutching their stomachs.

“I hate all of you” I say with a serious face until I join them in the laughter. We all then headed up towards the beach to where our bags were. I started looking for my towel when I suddenly felt it wrap around my shoulders looking up to find Jake smiling down at me giving me a quick kiss to the top of my hair. We dried off and Penny decided to close the HardDeck so the we could have a “family” BBQ. After a few hours I was sitting speaking with Mum Aunt Sarah and Aunt Penny, watching Rooster Payback and Fanboy dote over Daisy with a smile on my face when I catch Jake looking at me whilst in conversation with Ice and Dad. I feel a tap on my shoulder and see Mav standing there signalling to have a chat in private.

“Uncle Mav, what’s up?”

“You have to pick the teams this week, just got a message from Cyclone the missions been moved up. I sigh looking down before looking back into the bar, where Daisy is now on Roosters shoulders while he plays piano and everyone is singing and laughing and my face drops to wear a sad look, what I didn’t notice was that Jake and my dad had seen my change in demeanour.

“They aren’t ready yet.” Mav nods.

“I know we are going to run the whole course Monday, you are gonna be up in the air to intercept them.” I nod in response, “come on lets go back in.”

“You go Uncle Mav, I will meet you back in there.” He nods and returns to the bar.

“You know I haven’t seen that look on your face since we told you Ice was sick.”

“Dad. I didn’t see you there.” I say wiping my cheek as I spin to where he standing. He sees this and drags me into a tight hug.

“What’s wrong sweetie.”

“The Mission, it has been moved up.” He nods moving next to me to look at the ocean, “I am guessing Uncle Ice told you how dangerous it is.”

“He did, and you know too so what is wrong you have flown missions like this before.”

“But not with my family. Cyclone has told me I need to pick a team from the members being posted here next to be a permanent squad.”

“The navy as grand and good as it is doesn’t care much for that does it.” I shake my head.

“I am not picking Jake, I cannot risk both of us being on that mission I cannot do that to Daisy, which leaves me with Rooster and Coyote, Rooster is my brother how can I do this to him, and to Carole and Goose. How can I do this to Maverick.”

“You don’t have a choice sweetie, and non of them will or would have blamed you for this decision. You need your wingman up there.” I nod, “Is there any other reason you are not picking Jake besides Daisy, from all I have heard he is the best pilot there besides you and Mav.”

“I can’t trust him up there Dad, I need someone that won’t do something stupid if something happens to me.”

“Nothing will happen to you.”

“Dad be realistic I know that everyone is saying that but when have we ever been unrealistic with each other, someone isn’t coming home from this, and I will not loose another wingman.”

“You are right doesn’t mean any of us are willing to believe it, we all know what you would do, but you have a family to come home to, and I am not just talking about me and your mum and aunts and uncles, Jake and Daisy need you too.”

“They don’t not as much as they think, look at them,” we turn to see them all laughing and having fun, “Daisy has her village just like I did with your squad, nothing bad will happen to her.”

“She needs you too Y/N, to her you are her mother.”

“But I am not, and when Jake finally settles down that person will take that role.”

“For someone so smart you can be so dumb sometimes you know that, maybe you do take after Ice a little he was like this with Sarah.”

“What do you mean?”

“You will work it out love. But for now lets make the most of the time before the mission, and get back in there before your mum send a search party.”

“Thank you dad I love you.”

“I love you to sweetie.” With that we walk inside and I walk up slipping beside Jake who throws his arm around my waist looking down at me with a look that asks if I am okay I just nod as we turn back to where Daisy is now on Bobs shoulders as they dance with Phoenix, Rooster still on the piano.

After a few more hours, Daisy begins to get tired so Jake and I head home, all the drama of yesterday forgotten and forgiven with the family filled day that we had.

The next morning, I hear my door crack open and hear a set of little feet start running toward my bed.

“Mama, Daddy cooked pancakes.”

“Did he baby, well best we go eat them before he eats all of them on us.” I say scooping her into my arms and walking toward the kitchen where Jake is putting pancakes on the table.

“Pancakes two days in a row, you sure you didn’t do something stupid again.” Jake rolls his eyes causing me to laugh as I set Daisy down and Jake moves a plate of pancakes infront of her. As I sit next to her and Jake takes his normal seat on the other side I see the look in his face wanting to ask what I was talking to my Dad about last night. As he goes to speak, I beat him to it.

“So I don’t know about Princess Daisy, but I think this would be a perfect movie day, what do you say.” Daisy nodded excitedly as she ate her pancakes.

“Well guess I should go pick out some movies.” Jake says with a smile. After we cleaned up breakfast all three of us moved to the couch to watch movies about 4 movies in and after dinner daisy started drifting off to sleep. Jake moves out from where I am curled up under his arm and picks Daisy up and moves her to her bedroom.

“I feel like we have had this conversation before but are you going to tell me what’s wrong.” I hear from behind the couch indicating Jake had returned.

“You will find out tomorrow when we get to work.” Jake nods and walks around the couch to stand in front of me, he picks me up walking towards my bedroom.

“What are you doing?”

“Bed time if the princess has to go to bed so do you.” With that he throws me on my bed and I squeal glaring at him and he lays down on the bed next to me, like muscle memory I curl into his side resting my head on his chest and he pulls me tighter and places a kiss on my head as I fall asleep.

It was now late in the day and we had been running course after course with still no one having flown it successfully within the needed time frame. I sigh as Rooster, Payback and Fanboy land.

“Mav this isn’t working. They need to be quicker.” He nods.

“I think it is time you go up there act as an enemy craft on the way to intercept.”

“Yes sir.” I move to my jet and run into Rooster and Hangman on my way. They give me a nod as I continue to the tarmac.

“Ma’am!” I turn to see Jake, “Be safe up there we are all getting tired.”

“Thank you Hangman.” I say with a bit of a wink. When I am in the air I finally catch up to Coyote Phoenix and Bob, when I here Bob panic as I come onto his radar.

“Blue Team, you have been spotted by an enemy aircraft.” I can hear them talk amongst themselves as they decide to continue with the course to the target, as they get to the target they drop their missile and miss the target as they pull up I get tone on Phoenix and Bob.

“Phoenix, Bob, that’s a kill, level out.”

“Copy Athena.” I hear Phoenix reply, I look to see Coyote still gaining altitude.

“Coyote, level wings….Coyote respond…..Oh my god he is in G-Lock.” I say with a panicked tone before moving my jet to try and get a lock on his plane, “come on give me tone.” I say as I see him losing altitude, I here my missile lock tone and scream his name and at the last second he pulls up and levels out next to Phoenix.

“That was close.”

“Yes it was Pheonix, alright enough for the day let’s head back” I say popping up in front of them. We are flying back when I suddenly feel my plan jolt and something hit the canopy.

“BIRDSTRIKE!”

JAKES POV

I feel my heart plummet as I hear Athena yell birdstrike. I look at Rooster as we listen to the radio.

“Right Engine is on fire, extinguishing now. Anyone else hit?” I hear her working through the process.

“We are clear Athena.”

“Great throttling up left engine is still spinning restarting it.”

“Athena you’re on fire don’t start…” I hear Bob yell with panic in his voice.

“Shit, extinguishing left engine, losing altitude.”

“Punch out Athena you cannot save it.” I hear Coyote yell and I feel like I am going to pass out when I feel Payback hand on my shoulder Fanboy doing the same to Rooster.

“Trying to restart engines.”

“Athena Punch Out. Eject. Eject.” Phoenix screams through the radio.

“Shit, Ejecting! Ejecting!”

“Coyote did you see a shoot?” I hear Bob ask panic evidence in his voice.

“No. I didn’t see a shoot. Send a rescue team control, Athena is down.”

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am-i-the-asshole-official · 4 months

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Am I the asshole for siding with my Dad and actively shit talking/giving points about things his wife is wrong for?

Using 🎸🎶 as my emojis so I don't get lost.

For context, I (17F) and my sisters (14F and 12F) have lived with divorced parents for the past almost 13 years, nearly our entire lives. Our Dad (38M) and our Mom (38F) got divorced long ago, and since both have been remarried and divorced. My dad is currently married to his third wife (37F) and things have gone to shit. They grew up together and reconnected through Facebook a while back and began to talk. Since early July, they reconnected around late June, we have; drove 40 hours to Ohio to see and meet Wife and her 3 daughters (15, 7 and 5 F), moved them down over 80 hours of back and forth with both pets and kids, lived in a small trailer house until we closed our half million dollar one, and now we live in an old 1940s house where Wife never has to work unless she wants to. My Dad provides for her and her three kids easily on his own due to owning a fraction of the company he works for, but money has been a little tight due to a lack of houses to work on and her excessive spending.

This morning was when it bubbled over. She woke him up 30 mins before he needed to have his trailer, and hour away to pick it up, and be in another city still 30 mins from there, to pick up a free dresser we do not have room for. While getting ready he was informed her two youngest did the dishes to ask for something, a habit they all have. And to be clear, they ONLY do chores to go places and do things, so the house is often trashed. My Dad boiled over after both things adding onto all the stress of caring for 8 people and only seeing his 3 kids 4 days a month, and it started a scream fight that she encouraged. She loves to rile him up and then play victim, and this time was no different. Despite being angry, he asks if she still wants to go get the dresser, and she says she won't ride with him even to talk it out or get the fifth dresser for their room. So me and my middle sister (14F, we'll call her D.) Go with. We get the trailer, get into town, and he calls to confirm the address. Rather than tell him, she plays hard to get to piss him off, and we leave instead, not getting the dresser and taking the trailer back. The entire way Dad, D and I air our grievances about the behavior of Wife and her kids, discussing habits we don't like and clarifying we aren't doing it to be mean. It turns out, she was also bitching about the laundry and how she does everything when I've only ever seen her do theirs and no other chores. My Dad offers to solve it by having his own basket for his own laundry and even cooking his own meals if that's what's bothering her. Instead, she takes off her wedding ring rather than accepting the solutions. We talks, discussing how yes, they've been through a lot, but so have we, and that doesn't excuse her behavior.

We get home and the fighting starts again rather quickly, we don't catch much before it dies out but he tries to reason with her. I paint and everyone is calm for a bit. Well, I'm sitting on my bed and the fighting starts again. D and I share a room right over the garage, where the fight was, and D drops to the floor to listen. Our Dad uses many of the points we brought up in the car, and it hits hard and rings true really. At some point Wife complains that we never talk to her, and Dad points out that she picks fights when we're here and we know what divorce sounds like and refuse to get attached. She calls him our for being married and divorced twice, and Dad gets petty and tells her he didn't have kids outside marriage. And finally she complains that we don't do anything, and my Dad points out that we're self sufficient and do everything when we're here. The fight continues, he keeps making points we all discussed on the way to and from the trailer and failed dresser retrieval, and he keeps bringing up the ring since he doesn't want to divorce again.

Anyways, its causing a rift and I haven't told anyone but my Mom that I helped supply points, but I just feel bad because I feel like I somehow made the fighting worse by mentioning all the shit she does and talks about him and us.

TLDR; Dad and new wife were fighting all day and my sister and I gave points and talked shit about what's been bothering us in the car and our Dad brought up those points in the fight.

So Tumblr, am I the asshole?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

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hoe4sports · 1 month

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The first interaction | Caroline Graham Hansen

A/N: Read p1 first for a red thread. No trigger warnings in this part.

I was wiping of the last sweat of my forehead as I finished setting up todays practice for the attackers. It devastatingly hot as the Spanish sun was going towards record breaking heat. The attackers came out, all of them looking as ready as ever. I had already analysed them, and I knew each of their weaknesses. “Fridolina, Salma and Claudia; group up to the left. Caroline, Mariona and Bruna; group up to the right.” I ordered, and the girls split up eager to see what I had planned for today. “We are doing drills, left to right, up towards east, strike three times, across the field and return. 1-2-3, let’s go!” I yelled as the girls got into action. I took notice of Caroline. She was taller than me, and I had read about her. We went to talent camp together as teens. I always thought that she was into girls, but she was very private. Even back then! Nonetheless, she was stunning. Her hands were large, and her rarely shown smile was contagious.

“Alright girls, I want you to group up.” I called after 15 mins of intensive practice. The girls fell to the grass pacing, trying to catch their breath. “Now, this feeling is what we will feel on the pitch during the last 10 minutes. We are gonna push through it. Watch me, and copy it until I call quits.” I ordered as I did a series of cordinating moves as a ran between poles and over blocks. When I finished the round, I pulled my t shirt off my tanned skin as it was once again, recording breakingly hot. Everyone started doing the exercise, and I started looking at Fridolina while making notes of what she needed support on. I turned around and catches Caroline glancing at me. “Caroline? Are there questions? Are you okay?” I said as the tall girl shook her head and started doing the exercise. I shook my head, and started taking notes once again.

Later that day, I spotted her staring at me. In the cafeteria, during the match pre meeting and during the gym session. I was over it when me and Ingrid was walking to her car, and I catched her stare again. “What’s her deal?” I asked Ingrid, and she shrugged. “I’m not too sure, she isn’t normally this awkward. “ she suggested and I brushed it off as we got into Ingrid’s car.

Over the next months, this weird thing with Caroline kept happening. I noticed her staring, but whenever I talked to her she would get all stutters. As she was getting weirded, me and the other girls were getting closer. I was also marking my spot as an assistant trainer when Jonathan on multiple occasions had me be a stand in during practice. I had developed a close knitted relationship to quite a few of the girls, but Ingrid, Mapi, Alexia and Lucy were of the closest. Lucy would often play flirt with me, and I thought it was hilarious. Over the next 6 months, we grew closer. Like sisters, she would tease me and I would kick her ass in practice.

After a very particularly hard practice, I was clearing the pitch for equipment as the girls had already headed home for the day. I had turned my music on full and I was listening to “Typisk norsk å være god». It was blasting out on full volume and i was having the time of my life. It was friday, and i was feeling ready for Lucy’s birthday weekend shenanigans.

“Uhm, listen, Benedic-“ a female voice begun but was quickly shut down by my shrieks of horror as my heart went from 50 to 180 in the span of 1 second. “GRAHAM, you scared me!” I yelled as the tall brunette was walking awkwardly towards me, almost resembling a baby giraffe. The girl was rubbing her neck while staring into the grass. “I just, ehm, regarding, you know-“ she stuttered. “Oh my, whenever you are ready” I stated as an ironically looked at my sports watch. “Never mind” the brunette stuttered as she was turning her tall frame and walked towards the warderobe.

I sighted as I was trying to catch up to her, considering our 47 cm height difference. “Caroline, wait up.” I cooed at her as I was shortening the distance by the second. I catched her as she entered the now empty team warderobe. She sat down underneath her cubby with her name and face printed on the wall with her hands rubbing her knees. I could tell that she was nervous, and I was flattered. “Let’s try again shall we?” I said as I sat down on the physio bench in the middle of the room, but still in front of her. She still looked down with her serious face. I mean, she always has a serious face, that’s her thing. Stone cold, hard working and dedicated. I dangled my feet on the physio bench as I pointed towards her picture on the wall. “You see that girl?” I started, as she shot a quick gaze towards where I was pointing. “I think she is hard working, dedicated, confident and very passionate.” I stated while staring at her picture in awe as a smiled lovingly. “Now, what seems to be the issue for this hard working girl?” I repeated. “Strugglig with your right to left transitions?” I suggested. “What, no!” She stated, knowing that I knew that her transitions were always perfect.

“I just-listen Benedicte. I’m not very good with talking to new people. But I was trying to remember where I have seen you before, because I’m confident that I have seen you but I can’t seem to-“ she said as her speech was picking up the pace. “Statoil talentleir” I smiled as I let out a small laugh. “I remember, who could ever forget those a girl with eyes like the sea during the biggest of storms?” I smiled, and she looked down again as she blushed. I could see that she was hiding a grin, and I smiled again looking back on the memory. “It was around 2012, you were 17. I was around 13. You had your stilly little hairband across your forehead and I pulled it. It smacked your forehead and you had a bright purple spot for the whole camp.” I stated as a let out a chuckle.

The thing was, that I was younger than her. She was 1995, and I was 1999. That didn’t stop me, as I liked my women older. “Are you going to Lucy’s birthday dinner tonight?” I asked to break the silence as I realised that we were running out of time and I was not gonna miss out on a chance to party. “I’m not sure..” Caroline shyly stated, and I stood up. “Well.” I said as a reached my hand out. “I want you to come, Caz” I said as my new nickname for the tall framed girl slipped. She smiled softly “as you please, coach” she chuckled as her smile lit up the room.

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nights-legacy · 10 months

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Body Snatched - Present Mic (platonic)

Masterlist ~ MHA Masterlist ~ #2

Body Snatched Masterlist

2083 words

Warnings: unwanted touching, attempted assault, language, violence (let me know please if any need added)

+ Y/N may not go to UA, but somehow, they still ended up having to deal with Mineta’s tyranny of pervertedness. Hizashi is very protective of his younger sibling to the point where they would do anything to keep them safe. When it’s brought to his attention that they might be in danger, the happy go lucky voice hero is gone. It doesn’t help that Y/N’s best friend and crush got pulled into the fray either.

You are the little sister of Present Mic. He was 15 when you were born. Of course you had a quirk that involved your voice as well. You had a siren quirk. You were not enrolled in UA but visited your brother often. You happen to catch the attention of someone that you really wish you hadn't. You and your best guy friend, Ren, were visiting your brother at UA one day when Ren wandered off. He somehow found himself in the middle of an altercation between Mineta & a 3rd year. He accidentally got switched with Mineta and the 3rd year realized what happened and tried to switch the back but Mineta was quick to leave in Ren's body.

Y/N's POV

"Where did he go?" I muttered as I walked down the halls. Ren had disappeared some time ago while I was talking with Hizashi. I peeked into empty classrooms but was having no luck in finding the long haired boy.

"Found him yet?" Hizashi came up behind me. I shook my head.

"He normally doesn't go far since he doesn't know the campus. I'm getting worried." I began to bite my thumb nail anxiously.

"Hey, it'll be okay. He's in a school full of hero students and Heroes. I think this is the safest spot to get lost in." He pulled me into a side hug. I chuckled. Ren had a merman quirk and got distracted sometimes, but he was smart, and I knew how to avoid trouble.

"You're right." He smiled before a teasing glint came across his eyes.

"Don't worry. We'll find your boyfriend." He poked my side. I gasped before punching his arm.

"He's not my boyfriend!"

"But you wish he was." I could feel my face burning red. Luckily, the sound of Ren yelling my name turned our attention.

"Y/N! Hey!" I saw the dark to light blue ombre head of hair running our way. "Sorry for disappearing. I got turned around."

"That's alright. Are you ready to go?" I asked. He nodded, light reflecting off the scales around his face. "Alright. See you later, Zashi."

"Bye kiddo." He waved as we Walked away. It was silent until we got to the gate.

"You’re still coming over?" I asked.

"Of course." He smiled. I readjusted my bag on my shoulder. "Here. Let me take that." He pulled the bag from my shoulder.

"Oh, thanks." We made small talk until we got to my house.

3rd POV

While Y/N and Ren were walking home, the 3rd year and Mineta scrambled to find Present Mic. They found him just as he was going to his office.

"Present Mic-san!" The 3rd year exclaimed as they ran up.

"Oh no! Where is the fire?" He laughed. His expression soon dropped when he noticed they were extremely worried and almost panicked looks on their faces. "What's wrong?"

"I'm so sorry, Present Mic-San. I was dealing with Mineta while he was bothering me. I ended up going to use my quirk on him and a bug but accidently hit Ren Hariko instead of the bug." Present Mic Stood there in shock. It came to him what they were trying to say.

"So, what you're saying is the boy that left with my sister is Mineta, and you're Ren Hariko?"

"Yes, sir." He said solemnly. Dread filled his chest.

"Go get Aizawa and let him know what's going on." He instructed the 3rd year. He looked at Min...Ren. "You and I are going after them."

"Yes sir!" The 3rd year took off.

"Come on." Present Mic started walking quickly, pulling out his phone. He pulled up Y/N's contact. "Pick up, pick up, pick up."

Y/N's POV

"Are your parents home?" Ren asked as we got inside.

"No. They're in the PI. Remember?" I said.

"Oh yeah. Sorry, slipped my mind." I chuckled. I turned and went to say something but didn't when I noticed him looking at me. The look in his eyes was something I couldn't place as he looked me over.

"Ren?" I called out. He met my eyes. "You okay?"

"Yeah." His voice seemed to have gotten deeper. His eyes seemed to be glazed over as well. "Totally fine."

"Oookay..." I watched him for a moment more. "Come on." I began to walk towards my room. My phone was going off in my pocket. I pulled it out to see it was Hizashi. I rolled my eyes and threw my phone on my dresser. "Damn." I collapsed on my bed.

"Long day, wasn't it?"

"Yes." I sat up and looked at him. He was leaning against my door frame, arms crossed over his chest, and staring me down as if I were a piece of meat. His stare stirred something in my stomach and I can't tell if it was good or bad.

"Ya know... I know something that I can make the day better. Something distracting." He took a step forward and was almost stalking me. "Something pleasurable."

"What are you... okay enough with the joke. It's not funny." He chuckled before pouncing on me. I yelped as he got on top of me. I put my hands on his chest lightly pushing him away. "T-this isn't like you. Ren, please."

"Maybe you don't know me as well as you thought." He whispered before he surged forward and slammed his lips against mine. I gasped and he shoved his tongue in my mouth. I started to push against his chest and was finally able to get him off me with a hard shove.

"What the hell?" I gasped. I elbowed his chest and pushed him away. I heard the air leave his longs when my elbow hit his chest. I shimmied off the bed and turned to look at him. I wrapped my arms around myself. "What is wrong with you Ren?!"

"What? You don't want to have some fun?" He sat up with an annoyed look.

"Being forced into something isn't fun." I snapped with tears in my eyes. He rolled his eyes in response. "I think you should leave."

"What? Really?" He got to his feet. I nodded and turned to go into my bathroom. "How did this idiot deal with this prude?"

"Excuse me?" I froze after hearing those words. This idiot?

"What did you mean by that?"

"What?" He looked like a deer caught in headlights. I looked over at him with a glare.

"What did you mean by 'this idiot' just now? As if referring to yourself in third person. What is that all about?" I saw him gulp. His eyes turned to slits as he grew anxious and irritated. "Tell me."

"No, I don't have to tell you anything." He yelled before charging. He slammed into me. pinning me to the door jam of my bathroom.

The air was forced out my lungs and I couldn't even scream when he sunk his teeth into my shoulder. He began to fumble with my pants to get them off. I fought him as I fought to get my breath back. Once I get my breath back, I begin to sing. He froze in front of me. He backed up and stood in a daze.

"What did you mean?"

"I meant how could he deal with you because I am Mineta." He answered immediately and I blanched. Bile rose into my throat. I backed up into my bathroom.

"G-go stand by the desk and stay there." As he walked away, I slid down the wall. I hummed as I pulled my knees to my chest. I needed to call my brother, but I was frozen in my spot. I don't know when I zoned out, but I was knocked from my stumper when my door burst open.

"Y/N!" Hizashi was here.

"Zashi." I called softly. He turned toward my shaking figure. He quickly came over, and I reached for him.

"Please tell me you're alright." He whispered. I nodded as I hugged him tight. I was still humming as he pulled away. His eyes looked at the bite mark with concern but told him I'm alright. I pointed towards Mineta and he walked over. "You can release him."

"Okay." I sang the cut-off note, and Mineta woke up.

"What just ..."

"You were caught in a siren's song, Mineta." Hizashi snapped. Mineta flinched and gave my brother a sheepish smile.

"Present Mic! It's so funny to..."

"Zip it." Mineta shut up immediately. Aizawa suddenly entered the room with a third year I've seen around UA and Mineta's body behind him. Hizashi turned to the 3rd year. "Can you switch them back?"

"Of course." They ushered Mineta's body forward. Zashi came back to me, where I stayed in my spot in the bathroom. I just watched as the third year did something, and the two looked stunned for a moment. Mineta came back to first and tried to run. He didn't get far because he was grabbed by a crawled hand.

"You little pervert." Ren growled, eyes thinned into slits that were almost impossible to see. Hizashi pulled me to his side.

"Ren." Hizashi said firmly. Aizawa set a hand on his shoulder. Ren dropped Mineta after a few tense seconds. Hizashi pointed towards the third year before speaking. "Go with Tana and get checked out. Aizawa and I will take care of him and Y/N."

"Okay." Ren growled before going to leave. He paused when he saw me. There was a tension in the air that made me feel like I couldn't breathe. His eyes cast downward to my shoulder and he flinched. He began to approach me slowly.

"Ren, I don't think..." Zashi set his hand on my back. Ren paused.

"Right." He left quickly with the third year student.

"I hope you enjoyed your time at UA Alireza, because now it's over." Aizawa all but drug the boy out of my room. It became dead silent.

"Sis?" I burst out crying at just that. Gathering me in his arms, he pulled me from my bathroom and sat us both on the bed. I curled into a ball in his lap. I could feel him trying to comfort me but I was too distraught.

"What the hell just happened?!" I sobbed.

"Shh. Shh. That third year as a switch quirk. They can switch anything they want. They were trying to switch Mineta with a bug, but Ren turned the corner just as they were switching him. Mineta took off in Ren's body before they could switch the two back."

"Shit." I grumbled. I began to calm down as Zashi was petting my head.

"There we go." I heard the shake in his voice and looked up. There were tears in his eyes.

"Zashi?" I asked.

"You have never been threatened before in my whole hero career. And the first time is by one of my own students? It's, it's... it is troubling." I bit my lip as he covered his face with his hand. "And of all things he was going to ra..."

"Zashi..." I hugged him.

"You're my little sister and I don't want anything to happen to you." He kissed my head. "I want you to come stay with me until mom and dad come back."

"Okay but will Shota be okay with that?"

"I think I would be in trouble with him if I didn't insist you come stay with us." I chuckled through the tears. I went to pack a bag but he pulled me back down. I gave him a confused look. "Calm down a bit more and then we'll go get your shoulder cleaned up."

"Okay." I leant into his side again. I took some big breaths, effectively calming down. "I want to see Ren too."

"Of course." He nodded. He stood up. "I'm going to call mom and dad. When I come back, we'll do your shoulder."

"Good luck." He gave me a glare before kissing my head again.

"Love you."

"Love you too, kiddo."

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spicywhenspeaking · 6 months

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If I’m There : Chapter Three

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Okay! If this is your first time seeing this we’re working on a friends to lover to strangers to friends to ??? Developing the budding relationship between Noah and my OFC Natalie - ah young love - but of course to be young and in love is usually to be kinda stupid. This story will soonish take us 10 years into the future and our two love birds with meet again but secrets have been kept and feelings buried away..will true love prevail?? (yeah probably but it’s gonna hurt like Hell first)

Triggers : violence (choking), language

Tags: hurt/comfort

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I’m clawing and scratching at Kyle's face and arms trying to get him off when I hear another voice yelling from behind. Suddenly he’s being pulled off by an unseen force.

I'm pulling burning gasps of air into my lungs as tears stream down my cheeks.

“WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO YOUR SISTER!”

The voice is my mom. She must have gotten home from work right as he took down my door. I’m up and racing to my phone quickly sending a text.

Natalie : Can you come get me? 10:46

Natalie: I can’t stay here. 10:46

Noah: I’ll be there in 15 mins. 10:49

I move to grab my backpack and start shoving things in it not even listening to the noises surrounding me.

“Kyle what is wrong with you”

“I don’t know- sissy I’m sorry”

My chest is rising and falling rapidly, I’m breathing sharply through my teeth as I continue packing up my things.

“You could have killed her Kyle! What is wrong with you!”

My mom is now moving to assess me but I flinch away from her touch. “Don’t. Don’t touch me”

I’m rushing around my room grabbing my laptop and all my chargers and throwing them into my bag.

“sweetie what are you doing” my mom tries again to check on my neck.

I move away again “I’m getting the FUCK out of here and away from HIM” I point my finger at him shaking as tears continue to fall. “I cannot be here with him right now, he’s scaring the shit out of me and I don’t know what he’s capable of.” I turn to my mom now “Maybe you can try being a parent for a few minutes and get him some help. I’ve managed to take care of myself this long well enough” I zip up my bag, toss on my hoodie and move to head down the stairs to wait for Noah outside.

“Sissy- please” Kyle reaches for me and I dodge around “If you ever touch me again.” My voice is unrecognizable, I’ve never been this angry before. “I will fucking kill you”

With that, I push past him and run downstairs with my bags out the door.

Ten minutes later Noah is pulling in front of my house. He quickly parks and moves to exit the car. “No, please, let’s just go. '' My voice is hoarse from the trauma of Kyles's hands wrapped around my throat.

Noah, noticing my strained voice and bloodshot eyes, exits the car anyway rushing to my side and examining the red marks that surround my neck “ill kill him” his voice is a dark growl “I'll fucking kill him”

I lean my head into his chest, my breath evening out as I take in his scent, he smells like the sky after it rains mixed with fresh laundry detergent.

“Can we please just go? I can't be around him anymore. Not right now, I just want to get away from here. please” my voice is broken as I finish speaking, tears falling again.Noah lifts my chin and wipes the tears falling from my eyes, he's looking at me like I'm the most precious thing in the world.

“Okay- okay, we can go” he kisses my forehead and takes my bags, placing them in the back seat and opening the passenger side door for me before getting back in and driving us back to his house.

I disassociate on the drive, my mind replaying the attack over and over again. Noah’s voice startles me out of my thoughts “We’re here” he says softly. He grabs my bags from the back and leads me inside “My mom isn’t home. she’s out of town for work so it’s just us”

I nod “Okay, can I use your bathroom?”

“Of course” he leads me down the hall and turns to the left switching on the light in the bathroom “Um there are towels in the cabinet and my mom always keeps extra toothbrushes under the sink” he opens the cabinet doors to show me. “I'm just- I’ll be in my room. Right here” he points across the hall.

“Thank you, Noah, I know this is a lot. I mean I felt like we ended our date on such a great note and then, what half an hour I’m texting you and you’re coming to rescue me from my psycho brother…this would be a lot for people that have been together for way longer and we've literally only been one date. Maybe I should just crash on the couch tonight and figure something out tom-“ he puts his pointer finger against my lips to stop the words from tumbling out of my mouth “Natty, stop. It’s not scaring me away, trust me. I want to be here for you, if it makes you more comfortable you’re free to take my room and I can take the couch”

My heart swells, how is he like this with me? What does he see in me?

“You don’t have to sleep on the couch Noah” I laugh softly but the movement hurts my throat.

He moves closer, his hand gently cupping my cheek and pressing and soft kiss to my lips “I care very much about you Natalie, I should remember to thank Nick for getting us to admit it to each other. I know he was sick of me talking about the beautiful girl in my study hall that I couldn’t stop thinking about” he kisses my forehead next. “I want you to know that you can text me or call me anytime and I’ll come to you. Okay?” he rests his forehead against mine.

“Okay,” I repeat softly. “I think I’ll shower, and then I’ll see you again in a few minutes”

He nods and moves to go into his room. I close the bathroom door and for the first time get a look at myself.

Wow.

What a sight. Kyle has done a number on me, my neck is dark red and will likely bruise due to the force of his hold on me and my eyes are bloodshot, I definitely burst a few blood vessels. I look down at my hands and there’s blood underneath my fingernails from scratching Kyle. I quickly wash my hands under the sink trying to scrub all of the blood away.

Next, I take a shower and scrub every inch of my skin until I’m pink. I dry off and unpack a pair of sweats and an oversized t-shirt before brushing my teeth and then head over to Noah’s room.

I knock on his door and there is quiet “I’m decent, you can come in.Noah’s room is bathed in a soft warm light from his lamp. He has band posters all over and a large desk in the corner with a keyboard and papers with what I’m guessing are songs scribbled all over.

I move to sit on the side of the bed and lay my head back on the pillows. “I am exhausted,” I notice on his bedside table the clock says it’s past midnight.

“Do you need anything? Water? Advil? Both?” He asks me.

“Um yeah, that’s probably a good idea”

Noah disappears quickly and returns with a cold bottle of water and two Advil, he hands me both and sits back down on the other side of the bed.

“Do you usually sleep with anything on?” He asks me and my eyes go wide before he realizes what he said “I mean- like music! White noise…not like do you sleep with any clothes on!” He cringes “Oh my god” he runs his hands down his face and laughs “Can you imagine, Jesus.” My shoulders shake in a quiet laugh, I’m trying not to let it grow since it hurt earlier. “That’s funny. But to answer both questions I like white noise when I’m sleeping and usually clothed” I joke and poke him to tease him further.

“Okay Natty, no bullying tonight please” he plays back.

Noah reaches towards his clock and hits a button that starts playing a soft white noise.

“Yes, that’s perfect,” I say through a yawn.

We pull back the covers and climb under together facing each other.

“Thank you again for coming to get me” I whisper.

“I will always come back for you” Noah whispers back.

The heaviness of what happened takes over and my eyes close letting sleep take over.

When I wake up there is a solid warm weight behind me and an arm slung around my waist holding me close. I can feel Noah’s hot breath caressing my neck. I’ve never been close with someone like this in bed, I thought it would be scary but being in Noah’s arms feels like exactly where I’m supposed to be. I turn my body gently and nuzzle myself further into his warmth. He stirs lightly and slowly rubs his hand up and down my back. His nose rests against my temple and in a sleepy voice he says “Good morning.” Smiling and moving back to rest my head on the pillow to see his sleep-tousled hair I respond “Good morning, how did you sleep?” He smiles and pushes my hair behind my ear “I slept great, I have to say I quite enjoy having you in my bed.” I blush a deep read and swat him playfully on the arm “Oh my god Noah, you are such a flirt!” He laughs and kisses me quickly, “I’m not allowed to flirt with my girl?”

My heart skips a beat “Your girl?” I ask softly as a dopey smile spreads across my face. “Mmhm, yes” he kisses me softly again, “My girl,” he says again. I snuggle back into his embrace “Okay, your girl”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~to be continued here!

no cliffhanger ill be nice 🫰 there is so much more to these twos story! I hope you stick around to find out!

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mooncakesofpan · 2 years

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Ten minutes

Gareth Emerson x Gn!Reader

A/n: this is purely self indulgent, I'm telling you now

Summary: Dustin, Mike, and Lucas are invited to watch Corroded coffin practice rather than waiting to see if anyone is at the hideout they goes snooping.

Warnings: suggestive content, strong language, Established relationship, Mike being odd, mentions of getting caught making out,

Word Count: 760

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Your hand was on Gareth's neck as you kissed him, your other hand on his thigh as you sat in his bed with him more he was leaning back slightly and you were between his legs making out with him. This wasn't something new you guys found yourself like this on more than one occasion, your pg kisses would snowball, which in knowing this and due to the multiple embarrassing moments from the past led Gareth to lock the door the moment he steps into his room to avoid the embarrassment of being caught again. it was embarrassing the first 3 times it happened after that changes were made.

He smiled against your lips.

“what time is it,” he said against your lips.

You pulled away the two of you panting to look at the clock on his bedside table “3:40,” you say

He thinks for a second “ten more minutes then I have to go open the garage okay,” he says leaning back in to connect your guy's lips giving a comforting squeeze to his thigh. at 4 o’clock corroded coffin was having practice and of course, the rest of hellfire was invited. but this was the first time the freshmen in hellfire had been invited to the practice. they didn't want to be late so they arrived about 15 mins early at 3:45 the house looked empty and the garage was closed the three teen boys didn't know if Gareth was there or not ”what should we do no one here” Lucas

“maybe someone inside, we could look threw the window,” Mike says.

“Mike that sounds like a really dumb idea,” Dustin responds to the boy's stupid idea

“do you have any other ideas,” Mike says.

“I don't know Maybe, Wait for Anyone to get out here!” Dustin yells throwing his hands up

Mike already making his way to the smaller window a bit higher up on the wall on the side of the house leaving the other two boys to follow him begrudgingly. mike jumps on the crates on the side of the house and peers threw the window along with the 2 other boys too curious to see what eve Mike had found.

there behind the gap in the curtain, they could see Gareth with his arms wrapped around someone's neck as he kissed them the group of boys gasped and ducked

“We at least now we know someone home,” Lucas says

“do you think we were supposed to see that,” Dustin says

“Who is that,” Mike asks

“I'm not sure maybe we should ask,” Lucas says the next thing they hear is the garage opening and voices

“your sisters at work right,” you ask

“yeah and Lillian and Ellie at the after-school care thing at their school,” Gareth says hands in his jean pockets

“well let me know if you need anything alright, oh, and also give me back my note tomorrow before Mr. burners class,” you say walking back to your car Gareth joins you in walking to your car.

“yeah yeah I’ll return your notes,” he says teasingly

saying goodbye to each other and your car pulls off leaving Gareth standing there the group of boys walks up to the curly-haired boy who turns around to walk back to his garage. The three boys near the side of his house not knowing what to do, confront Gareth or just let Gareth say something on his own about dating someone?

Pat Jeff and Eddie arrive as Lucas, Dustin, and Mike wait to not show up till everyone else is there not wanting to let everyone know they were there very early.

the older boys take a small break an hour into practice and Mike decides he's going to bring up what they saw.

“so Gareth who was that in your room earlier” Gareth almost chokes on the dr. pepper he's drinking.

“Were you guys looking threw my window!” Gareth's face scrunches up mike starts to scramble to explain “w-well we thought no one was home so we kinda just look threw the window” Dustin and Lucas facepalm at Mike's terrible excuse.

Eddie Pat and Jeff laugh at Gareth's red face, “one, don't look threw my windows like some fucking peeping toms you weirdos, and two that's my partner I thought you three knew” he said trying to drink the rest of the drink,

“wait why don't they ever sit with us at lunch” ”they tend to do homework in the library during lunch” Gareth shrugs.

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i-writes-things · 11 months

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I am requesting specifically bc you said it was okay!!! I would DIE for a Wanda or a Natasha x teen sister reader where r just wants to do normal fun teen things but bc Wanda or nat hadn’t done anything like it when they were teens they like freak out over anythinggggg (being 5 mins off curfew or missing one lesson at school automatically means being kidnapped by a villainous organization ofc ofc) idk if that idea makes sense but I have many thoughts and a bad way of saying them so if it doesn’t then please tell me and I can fix it!!!! Love you appreciate you stan you and your works theyre my silly little comfort scenarios ur so important to me n the world OKAY BYE LY

FunDeadly? Detours...

Omg this is so sweet WHAT! Thank you very much! I appreciate you for supporting me! :)

Second addition in the MARVEL EVENT

We started light today. Tomorrow not so much...

"It's fine, they know where I am at all times anyway."

Joking around down the street with your backpack on you walk towards the arcade. And spend the afternoon there.

"JARVIS! Where is she?"

"Whom are you talking about?" His crackled from above. Like everyone assumes God would talk to them.

"Y/N! She- she said 3:15. That's when she would be home every day. By then I'll be snacking in the kitchen. That's what she said. I remember."

"Miss Y/n is currently at the MorrisHead Arcade."

"What?"

"You need some back up?" The red head walked in.

"Let's go! Jarvis, where at this place is she?" Her loud footsteps echoed down the hall, mirroring her fast heartbeat.

"In the back, near the concession stand."

"No one takes my little sister." Her red powers flared in her eyes as her and Natasha left to get Y/n back. Little did they know.

Beep boop beep bop boop boop beep

"Hahhahah!" You leaned back, laughing at your friend, who was pointing out an Avengers poster on the wall. The artist had given Steve more nose than face.

"I am so taking a picture." Peter started to pull out his phone and walked over as a guy behind the counter with a yellow and red striped hat, came up with two paper plates and the smell of good pizza.

"Order for Spiderman!" He said, sounding like an ex-surfs up dude.

You took the plates as you heard a girl with the same striped hat yell out for Iron Man's order, which made a group of kids race around you toward the concession.

"Hey Pete, do you think that Wanda and them get paid for all the advertising they get legitimately everywhere." He was giggling at his phone as you shoved his slice of pizza into his hands. You had to talk over all the screams. Little kid screams with pizza in your mouth and cheese not wanting to stop you turn your head toward the front. Peter gave you a look. His spider-sense.

"Wah?" You said.

"Eat your pizza and get ready to save the day." He stood and started to cautiously walk around. Wiping your hand from crusty pizza bits, Peter jumped onto the ceiling. Just his spidy mask on. You froze. You had made it into the spotlight, and it blasted into your dark adjusted eyes.

"Y/n!" You heard her voice the second she said anything.

"Natasha? What's going on?"

"Where the hell have you been?"

"What?"

"3:15? My ass!" Her voice turned into a shout.

"Put the gun away!" You whisper-yelled at her. "There's kids here, one, and two, what is going on?" You asked astonishingly confused.

"We came to..."

"To...? What?"

"To save you." Wanda finishes.

"Save me? From what? From King Kong? Or the Leap Frog? Or Wreck-It-Ralph? Maybe Mrs. Pac-Man was holding me hostage!" You were so stunned that they acted like everything was literally life or death.

"That's not funny."

"You could have died."

"How? I am 10x stronger than everyone here. Besides Peter."

"Peter's here?"

"Where is that spider monkey?" Natasha muttered, putting her gun away and realizing the laughter and safety of the place.

"Did you ask him yet-"

"Shhh! What are you talking about!"

"Ask Peter what?" Natasha took a step towards you.

"Nothing." You glared at Wanda.

"You want to ask Peter nothing?"

"Yes. Can we go?" You said.

"I want to try the Pac-Man game." She stepped up to it, getting her powers out and at the ready.

"Wands, no. Oh my gosh. This is gonna take forever..."

"Wait but what did you want to ask Peter?"

"Yeah?" Peter's high pitched voice came from the ceiling as she firstly was going to cheer Wanda on but also is wondering about Natasha's question.

"Aaaa! Peter you can't do that!"

"Do what?" He quickly flipped back on the ground, removing his mask and shaking his hair, like a scene from a movie.

"We're cheering Wanda on. Right. Right. Wanda go right. Not- You got it."

"Y/n!!!"

"What are you doing here?"

"Get out here now." Moving out of your seat, and having a pretty awkward walk to the hall as Natasha had told you off infront of everyone.

"Take me to Miss Jefferson. I want to know why she marked you absent," She checked her phone. "42 minutes ago."

"What? No. I have math class. I don't want to miss anything. It wasn't Miss J's fault."

"Oh?"

"Well..."

"Where were you then. Y/n?"

"Nowhere."

"That's not a place I've heard of."

"I skipped, okay!"

"You could have died!"

"Not everything I do is going to be an apocalyptic event."

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lildrowsy · 3 months

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15 (+1) questions tag game ~ tagged by da sweet ଘ꒰੭˶• ༝ •˶꒱੭ .⋆｡⋆༶⋆˙⊹ @bunniexmai

♡ 1. are you named after anyone? my middle name is Melody and that’s my grandma’s name. i was born 5 weeks early, on her birthday. <3

♡ 2. when was the last time you cried? 10 min ago lmfao

♡ 3. do you have kids? no no no no no no no!

♡ 4. what sports do you play/have played? i played volleyball and soccer in high school. i really just loved the athleticism and practices/scrimmages, the actual games gave me so much fuckin anxiety

♡ 5. do you use sarcasm? yeah all the god damn time it sucks when people don’t pick up on it especially when i’m just giving it back to them bc they started it. they’re like “i was just joking!” and i’m like “so was i 😭” lmao i must be a good actress

♡ 6. what is the first thing you notice about people? demeanor. looks obvi but i guess the aura. how you interact with others

♡ 7. what’s your eye color? blue/grey

♡ 8. scary movies or happy endings? boffum!!!!!

♡ 9. any talents? i can sing and write! and i know i’m very talented at both i’m just depressed and nervous

♡ 10. where were you born? reno, nv. but that’s cuz i was born 5 weeks early and my mom was visiting her sister. they’re all from vegas and i grew up in vegas my entire life. i just happened to accidentally be born there. 4 pounds 3 ounces, i was so small i didn’t fit in pre-me clothes they had to buy me doll clothes 😂

♡ 11. what are your hobbies? singing and writing :) reading when i have the attention span. skateboarding as well

♡ 12. do you have any pets? my baby boy doug, he’s my dog. don’t live with him anymore but the loml. i live with 2 kitties now ivy and finn, baaaabbiiiessss

♡ 13. how tall are you? 5’3” since i was 13. haven’t grown since

♡ 14. favorite subject in school? english

♡ 15. dream job? singer!!!!!! voice actor!!!!!!!!! any connections lmk!!!!!!!!!! fr fr i have a lot of OC’s we could start an adult cartoon

16. BONUS/in place of 10- what reminds you of home (doesn't have to mean house... just things that remind you of the feeling of home)? the shire on LOTR. literally. nowhere near how i grew up but green, full of forest, bodies of water. dream dream dream.

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bloodstainedgown · 10 months

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pt 10 wtf bro??? who am i:/ jk

his pov

tuesday night.

I am sitting in an auto, but all I can think is the way she felt on my lips. I am zoned out and the Driver bhaiya is giving me weird looks, concerned sometimes, but I don't care but I am touching my lips every once in a while to make sure It was real, the sensation of her lips on mine are still fresh on my mind. I wasn't scared to kiss someone, she is my someone, she is my safe space. I want to be good for her, better for her.

15 mins later*

'Papa, I am home' I yell so that he can go back to sleep now. We two live alone, have lived alone ever since I was 9 and my mother left him for some other man. But its good, we are happier now. Papa is trying to be a better father for me and I am trying to be a better son. 'Ayan, come here' he calls me from his room I make my way, I find him sitting on his desk, going through some old stuff. I hug him from behind and ask why did he call me? 'here see this' he is holding a paper carefully, and smiling like its a treasure. It has somethings drawn with all colors scribbled, I take it from his hand to see what it is. It's a card with three people scribbled on it ruthlessly, some sketchpens must have died that day from hands of a kid and signed by 'Ayesha and Ayan' I smile as I recall it, I made this when I was 10. Ayesha is my sister. She is 5 years younger than me. We both signed this at the family court on the final day of judgment to show him that we will never leave him. My dad couldn't win the custody of her, so she stayed with that lady, I don't even want to call her mother after what she did to all of us.

'Why are you seeing this all suddenly papa?' 'oh yeah, that's what I have to tell you. Ayesha turned 21 last year so she can now be free to live with any of us, me and your mother' 'she is not my mother' My man sighs, he knows that this damage is beyond repair now. 'yeah so your sister is coming back here, to live with us, next Friday, since she completed her studies' 'but she has better jobs in that place Papa?' 'sometimes job is not everything Ayan, she needs her family' I know what he means, 'I am happy she is coming back to us' 'me too, you had dinner yet Beta?' I still haven't gotten used to him calling me Beta but it feels more like home being called that 'Not yet' 'good, I have kept Aloo paratha for you with raita in fridge, have them okay?' 'okay Papa, you should sleep now, its late' 'yeah I will now' We both share a smile.

Today can't be any better, my sister is coming back, I will see her after 2 years and then Payu.. I am sure I am blushing again, I keep replaying every moment she has made my heart stop for last 3 years. Damn.. I am down bad for her. I wanna see her, should I video call her? No I don't think if I see her I will be okay, but I want to talk to her, do I call her? do I not? ughhh AYAN JUST DO IT THIS ISNT LIKE YOU TO THINK SO MUCH ITS JUST PAYU.

I search for my phone and call her, I am smiling. She picks up in 2 rings

'Heyyy' I think I sound little too excited 'Hello' her voice is making me want to kiss her again ' are you sleeping?' 'yeah definitely, this is Payu's soul speaking' 'okay lol' 'so why did you call me?' 'I just wanted to hear your voice' 'ewww so cringe' she is smiling I can tell 'glad you like it' we both are laughing 'you are a fool' she says while giggling 'well anything for you' I might even die with all this, she is so cute. And somehow we talked for 30 mins about random things as always.

Its been 4 days since we kissed. But we have been so overthrown with work that we don't have time to hang out even. I want to touch her, is this wrong? I am daydreaming about her in middle of a Saturday afternoon I should focus on work but I want to see her. More than just see her.

I text her

- I want to meet you its been like what 10 months

god you drama queen, 4 days. but me too lol -

- :[] aaaaaah

wanna come to the roof?-

-how shameless of you to call a single man all alone on roof

then don't :p -

-hawwwwww me hurt

:D you have 10 mins -

I run up to the lift, hoping she is on it already. I check if my clothes are neat, Why am i feeling nervous, its Payu. I cross my fingers. I am recalled back about that dream and then the kiss. Wow Ayan get a grip dude what are you thinking??? 'are you not coming in?' Its her voice, I look up to find the lift open and she is here. Standing, with her phone in hands, she was probably watching cat memes, but now smiling at me. I enter the lift and press the close button 3 4 times, wanting it to hurry up so that no one else enters it. I am a wreck. 'hello Ayan' she says in a sly way, she is mocking me for being like this. I look at her, she is trying to not giggle out loud, now I am smiling 'heyyyyy pretty woman' I say winking at her 'pretty my ass' 'I haven't seen it yet but I will believe you' and I get my well deserved smack from her. 'OUCHH' I say over dramatically. We both are laughing.

on the roof we are standing side by side, talking about how much work we have and how she wants to give up everything and vanish into the mountains and live a monk life but all I can think is I want to hold her hand so bad but what if she gets creeped out? what if she finds me disgusting and never sees me again. What if she does not want to be associated to me anymore, I haven't been with anyone in over 3 years now nearly. Am I enough for her?

'can I?' she asks out of no where, interlocking her hand with mine. She has always been bold and carefree for things she wants. I was overthinking all of that for nothing, I laugh 'yes, anytime you want' 'okay' she smiles and continues to talk for a while and I love listening to her like this, she has a weird way to see things, she hates everything as she says and yet finds a way to make them more bearable. I want to be like her, like rain after summer, and sun on a winter day, calm and warm when needed but capable of destruction.

'Have you told Luv about what happened between us?' she asks 'I thought you had' 'I don't know what to say to her' she seems kind of sad saying it.

We are silent for a while I take in a deep breath 'Hey, do you want to go on a date tomorrow?' I ask her finally 'a DATE date? or like we use to do?' she is straightforward as ever 'what do you want?' 'you proposed the idea, you are the one who has a say in it' I won't lie, I am scared if she will reject me but I want to take a risk if its for her 'a DATE date.' I can feel the panic set in me waiting for her answer, she is silent looking over the horizon. 'okay' she finally looks at me smiling, 'Now I have to take my leave and go back to work. I Hope you have a plan' she lets go of my hands, walking towards the door and I am still there, my heart is calm but racing, I am TAKING HER TO A DATE TOMORROW. 'Did you die there? why are you not coming?' she calls me out 'yeah, I am coming' my hands are still warm from her touch. I am smiling like an idiot.

Later in the car

Payu tells crab about us. And she is screaming watching us with wide eyes 'FOR GOD SAKE FINALLYYYYYYY BUT WHY DID NONE OF YOU TOLD ME THIS FOR LAST 4 DAYS OH MY GOD YOU TRAITORS' 'I am glad you didn't let her drive today Payu, she would get us killed with the level of excitement she has' 'oh hello you idiot, I asked you WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THIS YET.' 'NOT ALL OF US HAVE ENERGY TO KEEP YOU UPDATED ABOUT THINGS LIKE YOU DO' I say to her in a sarcastic tone she is pouting 'traitors!traitors!traitors!' 'Okay ma'am sorry, we were busy with work, and we forgot it' 'yeah sorry Luv' Payu adds 'FINE FINE, you both are treating me for this betrayal you guys just pulled on me' 'yes ma'am' we say together.

' Dont do anything without protection kids' Lavanya says as she winks at both of us as she gets off the car and Payu flips out middle finger to her and I am sitting here getting all red. Why did she had to say that?? 'Don't mind her' she says 'yeah.' I reply without looking at her, I can't look at her now. We spend the rest of ride sitting silently, humming lyrics in between and laughing when we get it wrong.

The car stops and we both are sitting silently outside my house. 'um, I will pick you up tomorrow' I say 'umm okay' and we both are silent again

' I will get going now' I get off the car, ughhhh no why am I so scared I turn around to see she is out of her seat too, standing there 'bye' she says with a smile while she rocks on her feet back and forth. I smile back and continue walking 'GOOD NIGHT AYAN' she shouts.

That's it, I cant let her go like this, I turn around and walk towards her, biting my lips cause I am nervous. She is staring at me, pressing her lips to control her smile. I take a deep breath, reach out to caress her cheeks, so soft. She steps closer to me and we share a kiss. She tastes like mint right now, probably cause of her lipbalm, my lips are tingling with the feelings I wish I had better words to explain. We part away, but I want to keep doing this over and over again. 'We will have a lot of time tomorrow ' she says smiling 'Yeah, good night for real this time' and I walk back to my house, I wish I could get used to this. She is driving me crazy.

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#aaaaaaaaaaaaa #im severely bored so im writing shit #bhai wtf help me lmao mereko inki life m apne se jyada instrest hai #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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First official post, the story so far.

It’s quite a read, but I want people to know my journey thus far, and what I envision for myself in the future.

For years I’ve struggled with defining my identity. I want to be a woman, I was meant to be a woman, but it was difficult expressing my true self with the culture I was growing up in.

“You’re a big guy, you must’ve played rugby” they’d say. No, I didn’t.

I think I was about 7 or 8 when I first wore girls clothes. I got them out of my sisters wardrobe (she’s 4 years older), a pink satin skirt with the matching satin and lace top. My parents were still in the house, where would be the last place they’d look, I thought to myself, laying next to the bed on the far side of the room. Not the best choice if I say so.

I was lost in the moment, caressing the satin and enjoying how it felt on my skin. It was blissful. That was until my mum came in and caught me. Uh oh, I’m caught. She wasn’t angry, just wondering what I was doing, so I told her I liked how it felt. She made me get changed back into boy clothes, and apologise to my sister for taking her clothes, which I did.

Over the following few months, whenever I got the chance, I’d sneak back in and borrow the same outfit to wear. Sometimes I could only do it for a few minutes, other times I’d hide them until it was time for bed, once the light was off, I’d get back up to get changed into them, then get back into bed.

I was fairly certain my parents knew what I was doing, especially as my sister stopped wearing them.

Fast forward 5 years to when I was 13, it was my first year in high school, my sister was in her final year. We’d moved into a bigger house, I’d grown a bit taller than my sister at this point, but she was that age where she’d go out shopping or to the cinema with her friends on the weekend.

Her wardrobe was updated, it was the year 2000. There was metallic tops, short skirts & platform shoes. The Spice Girls had just released their 3rd album, Forever, teenage girls wanted to be them and dress like them, they were role models for teenage girls the world over. The boys would always say which Spice Girl they’d most like to be with, but then there was me, fantasising about looking like Baby Spice, with blonde pig tails, a mini skirt and my make up done.

I was at that age where my parents could leave me alone in the house for a short period of time when mum would leave, but dad would be there in 10-15 mins. My room was on the second storey, with a window overlooking the driveway, and access to the balcony which wrapped right around, past my sisters room and my parents room.

Mum would leave with my sister, I already knew what I wanted to wear, I had time constraints, so I had to be prepared. I’d wave to them from the front door as they drove down the driveway, as soon as they were on the road, I raced upstairs, searching for what I wanted in my sisters room.

I was searching for a beige bodysuit, a white mini skirt with a belt detail and a long sleeve brown crop top with a knot detail in the front. I found them, so I ran back to my room to get dressed as quick as I could with the time I had left. I stepped into the bodysuit with a bit of an issue fastening the poppers in my crotch, but I finally did them up. Then I put the mini skirt on, and then the crop top. The bodysuit had padded cups, but it wasn’t enough under the top, I wanted more “oomph”, so I rolled up some socks and positioned them underneath, much better, I looked grown up and hot, but there was still something missing. So I raced back to my sisters room, grabbed a pair of wedge sandals and a lipstick off her make up table, then it was back to my room to finish the look.

But then there was a car horn sounding, my dad had just got home, so I got back to my room and quickly got undressed and the boy clothes were back on. But what should I do with the other clothes, it was too late to put them back, so I stashed them under my bed, in fact, I was planning on wearing them again that night when I was going to bed.

I had to get downstairs, as I got there, my dad was just walking through the door, he must’ve known I was up to my old self, sneaking around wearing girls clothes. That night, I went to bed, light off and door closed. My parents were still downstairs watching tv, now is my chance, I need to get changed, in my head I was imagining that I was old enough to go out, but I had to get dressed up first, can’t be going out wearing boy pyjamas, what would my girlfriends think.

So there I was, dressed in the crop top and mini skirt, with the bodysuit as my underwear (I didn’t know what lingerie was at the time). I didn’t even think about it, the wedge sandals had to go on and apply some lipstick aswell (acne hadn’t hit me yet, so my skin was clear), I need to look like an 18 year old girl in a nightclub with my girls.

I don’t know what came over me, but next thing I know, I’m walking along the balcony, fully dressed with the heels on, creeping along as if I was sneaking out. But then, I heard the TV turn off downstairs, my parents were going to bed, I had to get back to my room, get under the covers and act like I was asleep when they came to check on me.

Sure enough, a few minutes later, the door opens and my mum walks in to wish me goodnight. I was tucked up under the covers, fully dressed still in girls clothes. It was summer and I had duvet over me to hide the clothes I was wearing. I was starting to sweat because of the bodysuit, so my mum thought I was sick and running a fever. I insisted I was ok, but she was trying to take the duvet off me while I’m trying to hold it down. She eventually pulls the covers back, and sees me laying there dressed in clothes I shouldn’t have had on in her eyes.

She gets me out of bed, walks me down the hallway to her bedroom, and tells me to sit on the edge of the bed while she goes to talk to my dad in the bathroom. I didn’t know what to think, I’d been caught red handed again wearing my sisters clothes.

They both came back out after a few minutes, sat on the bed, and made me stand in front of them. Then the questioning began: “Why are you wearing that?” “Do you think other boys your age do the same thing?” “Do you want to be a girl?” “Are you going to wear that out to the shops and let people embarrass you?” “What are you even thinking?”.

As I anxiously stood there being bombarded with questions, all I could think about was how pretty I looked, even if I was still sweating.

Then it was time for my rebuttal, I answered their questions as best I could at the time: I’m wearing it because I like how it feels and how I look; I don’t feel like I fit in properly with the other boys; I thought about wearing it out to the shops, but in the same brain wave I also thought to myself that it wasn’t really ideal to go shopping in, it was more of an evening outfit; I was thinking about how what I was wearing made me feel, wearing it didn’t feel wrong to me, albeit I should’ve asked first before taking the clothes from my sisters room, but wearing that outfit felt comfortable for me.

Needless to say. My parents weren’t happy after they caught me, my sister on the other hand, she said I could keep those clothes, and when she found any others she didn’t wear, she’d ask if I wanted them.

A few weeks later, it was around midday, dad had flown overseas for work, my sister was at a school camp, and mum was going grocery shopping after work and she wouldn’t be home for a few hours. I was home alone at last, almost as if they’d planned to not be there to give me some time to myself.

It was warm outside, the pool was calling to me. I could go for a swim, then lay next to the pool in the sun to dry off naturally. There was only one problem, going in the pool with my board shorts on seemed like a wasted opportunity with no one around.

Time to try something different.

So off I go making my way upstairs, but as I’m walking through the living room downstairs, I see a box all wrapped up and my “birth name” written on an envelope attached to it. I had to open it to peek inside, and there, wrapped in tissue paper was a Baywatch bathing suit, red and yellow design with the logo situated near the hips. It had my name on, it was definitely for me, I had to go and put it on.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, I pictured myself standing with Pamela Anderson on the beach, I just needed one more thing, I quickly filled 2 water balloons at the sink and put them inside the bathing suit. Perfect. Now it’s time to go and play lifeguard next to the pool. I casually walked in to the shallow end, acting cool, then lowering myself into the water. I swam around for some time, but I still had to dry off. So I put a towel next to the pool, and lay down. I had to make sure I wasn’t there too long without sunscreen, if I got tanned or burnt with outlines of the bathing suit, who knows what could’ve happened, I didn’t even know if the box with my name on was even for today?

That was a nice afternoon by myself, I felt relaxed, but I wanted more.

Over the next 5 years, I’d dress in girls/women’s clothes whenever I could. I even pictured myself wearing the school blouse and skirt that my female classmates wore to school, or wearing a bikini under my PE uniform like the cheerleaders would do on a Wednesday when we had compulsory sport.

I had a casual job in a grocery store on the weekends from when I was sixteen and a half. Broadband was activated around that time aswell, so I could get a decent enough internet connection at home on my computer. I wanted to start experimenting and trying on other items of women’s clothing. EBay was my ally. I’d sit in my room bidding on items online.

My first online purchase that I won the bidding on was a white bridal style corset with a thong and attached suspenders, it also came with white thigh high stockings.

As I paid the seller, i couldn’t wait to receive the package and try it on. Deliveries were slow back then though. 2 weeks I waited for my parcel. As soon as it arrived, I was ecstatic to say the least.

Corsets we’re new to me, I had never worn one before, so I struggled to start with, but eventually it was on. It felt quite tight around my chest, but fashion is pain, I just needed some boobs to really bring it together. Don’t even get me started on the thong. I never considered a shoe lace up my bum to be associated with sexy lingerie.

As I was admiring my new purchase in the mirror in my room, my dad walked past, and he was not happy in the slightest. He thought I’d outgrown what I was doing, I tried telling him that I felt comfortable wearing it, but he was fuming, insisting I take it off and grow up.

That day I reluctantly took my new corset off. But whenever I was wearing a sweatshirt or a hoodie, I always had the corset and thong on underneath, whether it was around the house or short trips to the grocery store, that was until I built up the courage and started going clothes shopping on my own. Lingerie, swimwear, general fashion; I wasn’t happy with all the “boy clothes” in my wardrobe, so I started buying women’s clothes and keeping them hidden away in my wardrobe so they were difficult to find.

I’m 35 now, almost 36. As the internet kicked it up a level, I’m doing most of my shopping online. I still have to wait to receive the parcel before I can try it on to check the fit, but at the same time it’s convenient. My wardrobe now is primarily women’s, with some men’s casual shirts and trousers.

The inner desire and assumption that I should in fact be female is as strong as it was when I was younger, yet I never pushed myself to make the change. The last couple of days though has changed the mentality in my head. I’m really not comfortable with my current mental health or body image, but I’m the only one that can fix that.

I’ve got a week until the new year, and from that point, I’m going to start making some big changes for myself. I deserve to be happy, and I feel I need to change myself in order to achieve that goal. I just don’t think my bank balance will appreciate the extra spending on expanding my wardrobe again🙄

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