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#like. her friends did bully that girl in the rooftop and she was also there. and WE know thats bullying
iqmmir · 6 months
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I am having muu thoughts
#.mimiming ❜#my milgram thoughts#basically about how she. just goes along with things#like her idea of friendship being 'letting your friends do whatever they want and giving them things (haruka and her school friends)'#she reminds a bit of mahiru#going along with popular ideas about love and friendship and how it should be#instead of like. communicating with their boyfriend / friends#she's also sort of. how do i say it. insensitive? im not sure uh#like yk in after pain she responds to her friend saying they like what she gave them with smth like 'i dont need it anymore but im glad you#like it' like. i dont know but thats sort of. do you usually tell people that this is something you dont want when giving it to them?#she does the same with haruka ('i gave him a hairclip i dont wear anymore')#like. i dont think decent hearted people who know her would mind since she means well but her friends. bullies.#they would see it as her sitting in her high horse. especially if she speaks like that often#there's also her idea of bullying 'ive never hit anyone or pored water on them'#and im pretty sure thats not all bullying is??#like. her friends did bully that girl in the rooftop and she was also there. and WE know thats bullying#but i dont think shes aware?? its like. she has a certain idea of how friendship is. she has a certain idea of what bullying is#she doesn't know how far is too far and how little is too little and whats socially acceptable#shes like fuuta in that aspect he didn't know when to stop when exactly he went too far#she also has like. this idea of what the victim is supposed to be like. yk. small cute was bullied for seemingly no reason except jealousy#her thoughts are less 'what they did was wrong because bullying is wrong' but more 'what *i* did wasnt wrong so they must be wrong because#*I* am the victim they must be the. whatever the opposite of victim is'#but its not like shes completely blind to the idea that she was in the wrong#in inmf shes shown to be the queen bee centre of attention leading others along destroying them when they don't follow#any instance of her getting bullied are completely gone in the mv#sorry i forgot where i was going with this#i am simply thinking about her#do you now see why i don't even attempt to make character analysises?
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Happy 4th December - No, we are not there yet
Sorry in advance, this is a bit of rant, which is not something I usually post. But it's a wet Monday morning and I've had a really frustrating weekend, and today, on this anniversary of maybe the biggest piece of gaylor lore, the pictures and headlines I'm seeing just tipped me over the edge into a rant.
So, on this 4th December 2023 it is 9 years to the day that the world woke up to grainy pictures and videos of Taylor Swift, the world's most famous popstar and America's ultimate good girl, allegedly kissing a woman at a 1975 concert. And the tabloids and social media went crazy over it. And not in a good way. I remember the way I felt, so very nauseated about reading words like 'lesbian affair', 'shocking' and 'fling', not just on Taylor and Karlie's behalf, but the way it made me feel about myself, too. I was brutally reminded that 'lesbian' in 2014 was still seen as a dirty word and society's default was to see sapphic relationships as something scandalous and a fall from grace, rather than something beautiful. To this day I look at this photo and can't help but feel awed by the love and intimacy that their body language exudes, but the world didn't see it that way, they were just obsessing over whether they kissed or not and how to spin that into a dirty story.
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That was almost a decade ago. So, have we made progress? Is it all fixed and every queer person (especially artists and celebrities) can live authentically and freely? Well, no, of course not, as was possibly proven again this weekend by Billie Eilish, who confirmed that she is gay (more or less unplanned) in an interview. Nobody should be surprised as she was never subtle about her queerness, yet it cost her over 100,000 social media followers in just 24 hours after explicitly coming out. Being gay, especially for women, is only acceptable when mainstream society don't have to see it. Don't talk about it and God forbid, don't kiss in public. Never mind that straight people do it all the time. The very same tabloid paper that printed kissgate pictures with the word 'shocking' next to them, put Taylor on the cover two years later and described her romance with Tom Hiddleston as 'exciting' and 'sexy'. And on the very morning I see the tweet about Billie, I find this message in my inbox:
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Why indeed...? And I was of course expecting Taylor to show up at another football game, but to see her looking somber in a Carol-esque red fur coat, while her partner and all her friends are having a lovely time in LA... it just makes me angry today. Yes, maybe we've made progress in same ways, but we are still so far from where we need to be for everyone to be able to come out without repercussion. In a better world, Taylor would have been in a gorgeous dress next to her wife, rather than sitting next to the girl who would have bullied us in High School.
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(And btw, not only was Rebel Wilson blackmailed into coming out by the Sydney Morning Herold, she has lost thousands of followers and has pretty much focused on film making rather than acting since coming out. Maybe this was always her plan, but also, maybe not. Interesting, that film making is also seemingly becoming Taylor's second career leg...)
So, anon who sent me the question above, take this as my answer. Why is the most famous popstar in the world not out in 2023? Most likely because it would cost her so much of what she's worked hard for over the last 17 years. Not withstanding that the answer may also be 🛴 and what he did in 2019 that prevented her from coming out then, the world is just not a very good place for a celebrity to be anything other than straight, white and cisgender. And after 10 years of activism in LGBTQ+ organisations, today I feel a bit deflated by that. But with every single person who feels brave enough to shout their truth from the rooftops, we break down the walls a little more each time. 🌈
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yuyu1024 · 4 months
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I dare you
Pairings: Seonghwa × y/n
Genre/tags: enemies to lovers
Warning: 🔞🔞 smut/angst cursing, insulting/teasing/mention of bullying, Sensual touching, making out, a little fluff? Pet name [lmk if i miss anything]
Words: 3.7k
Disclaimer:
- this story is just made up
- english is not my first language, please be nice 😊
Note: respot. Check pinned post♥️
*******
Transferring schools have always been a constant thing for you. It is not by choice. Your father's job requires him to move every two to three years. So since you were young, you've always been alone and distant with everyone because why bother having friends if you're going to move again after.
It's been almost 2yrs since you to your new highschool. This is the school where you'll be graduating next year Well, that's what your father said. He requested for his company to allow you guys to stay longer so you could finish highscool here. Then for college,well... let's see.
You are the quiet type. You don't talk much unless your classmate talks to you. They are all actually nice and respectful of your bounderies. Except one. Your seatmate.
Your supposed to be seatmate, a girl, had to move seats because she was forced by Seonghwa to move. He said he wants the seat at the back and beside the window so he can sleep peacefully. What a jerk. He just suddenly decided to move just because.
You don't talk to him. Your table and his' have a gap so you could not hit his table to bother him. You do your best to avoid him. But on the other hand, he keeps pestering you. This brat always kicks your chair when he arrives every morning. He then also pulls your pony tail when he walks pass you by the hallway. Then there was an instant where you two accidentally met on the rooftop where he usually hangs out and you just wanted an alone time, he was all over you. Literally, caging you between his arms while he talks shit about why do you act like this or that. Or he hates seeing you this and that.
It is too much!
He even got to the point where casually touches you from behind when you wear your P.E uniform. Just because he likes the shape of your ass.
Other students do notices what he does to you but can't do anything since they are all afraid of him. He's from a well off and known family in town with a scary ish background so they don't want to get involved and you understand it. Besides, you just brush it off since you know he hasn't harm you physically. Yet. And you hope that all he does is teasing and nothing more.
Yes he do touches you inappropriately sometimes but, you have to admit, you kind a okay with it. Not like any malice or what but what he's doing is much more better than your previous school.
They've physically hurt you. You got bruises and scratches because of it. The mean girl there did it just because of one stupid rumor that her boyfriend have a crush on you and you talked to him. But in reality, you guys talked because the teacher asked you both to give away the test papers. That's it.
Some people just don't use their brains sometimes. It's annoyingly stupid.
However, that doesn't mean whatever Seonghwa is doing to you is right. It's just.... not extreme nor harmul.
"What are you studying?" He asks, looking at you from his seat. Chin resting on his knuckles.
"Just doing my homework for English..." you answer, after glancing at him
"Already? That's not due until next week."
"I know."
"Then...Why are you doing it?"
"Because I want to."
"Why?"
"No reason."
"Why?"
You glare at him for a second and look away. "What do you want Seonghwa?"
"Nothing..." he smiles and then proceeds to lowering his head to sleep.
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After the last period, everyone hurries their way home. All of them have plans to go home early, some will go to the mall or the arcade to play. It's friday and it's time for them to relax. But for you, it depends on how you will think of what's about to happen
"Yah, where do you think you're going?"
Seonghwa pulls the strap of your sling bag making you go out of balance and sit back to your chair.
"Going home." You glare at him
"You know, you're the only brave one who dares to look at me like that." He chuckles
"I don't care. What the fuck you want? I want to go home."
"Not yet." He smirks, "let's wait for everyone to leave."
"Why?"
"Just... stay put." He says
You know it's dangerous to be left alone with some bul!y but what can you do? Yeah you can fight him however, he is still a dude and athletic.
"The sun is setting now... the school will be closing soon."
"I know." He stood up and slide closes the classroom's door. "I just want to get to know you."
"What the fuck are you planning? You are already harassing me every single day... now what..."
"Harassing you?" He laughs, "y/n, I haven't even touched you..." then he snaps his fingers. "Ah right... beside your cheeky ass." He laughs
You roll your eyes looking away. "About that... would you stop doing that? Please ? You know you have no right to do that..."
"Why? Is your boyfriend going to be jealous of someone appreciating your asset?"
"You are such a bul!y!"
"Then report me..." he teases
"I don't need to bother. I know even the school is afraid of your rich family. It will just ruin my last year here in this town so... I am asking you nicely..."
"You're smart.." he then looks at you from head to toe. "What you mean last year... here?"
"None of your business... I'm leaving!" You turn your back to him and about to leave
"Hold on baby girl." He pulls your bag again making you whirl back.
"The fuck!"
"I said... hold on..." then he cups your face and stares at you.
"I'm going to scream... let me go!" You try to move away but he have you wrapped
"You have a scar..."
"Huh?"
"Here..." he then poked your left cheek bone. "What happened here?"
He touches you and you felt uncomfortable. But it's a good uncomfortable. You can feel your heart slowly beating fast.
You push him away and slide your bag back over your shoulder. "If you are curious about my scar just ask... no need to touch me!"
He smiles. He find you very amusing reacting. "So what happened to that? A clumpsy accident?"
You touch your cheek and try to remember what happened. "Hmm... A book?"
"A book?" He snorts like I'm trying to be funny "do you mean you slipped and hit your face with a book your holding or what?"
You're not offended or anything about him laughing. Of course he does not know your story. So, you just explain.
"Someone hit me..." you say, making him pause. "She said my face is annoying her... so she hit me."
Slowly raising you eyes to see his reaction. You didn't say a word after that reveal. He looks stunned and confused which confuses you as well coz' he must've done that before right? If not to you, maybe to other people.
"I see..." he finally speaks after a few minutes.
Then abruptly, he grabs his things and leaves the room. You keep looking around to see if this is some sort of prank or what. He just left. Thats not what he usually does when he picks on you.
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A few days have passed. Seonghwa is nowhere to be seen. Oddly enough this is his first time missing school. He might be lazy or always sleeping and just hangjng around, that guy never misses a day.
You now wonder, what happened to him. Did he got sicl during the weekend that's why he's been gone for three days now?
Not going to lie, you are a bit worried. However, you can't also deny that the peace is well missed.
"Have you seen the news?" One of your classmates asks everyone in the room. "A group of students from Sunny Highschool got exposed from cheating on their exams! Plus asking money to their classmates and making them do their homeworks for them."
***just a made up school name.
Everyone got curious about her story. You were nonchalant about it so you just went on reading your book. However, when your classmate mentioned the names of those found guilty of cheating and removed from their cheerleading clubs, three of them were familiar to you.
The three girls that bul!ied you from your old school. The group of girls that pushed you, hit you with a book and sometimes steal your allowance when they need a new set of make up.
Relief feels your heart. They didn't said sorry to you, yes, but a good karma or any form of karma is already enough for you. Atleast they their face is out there now. People now know what kind of humans they are.
"Are you happy now?"
All of a sudden, you feel a presence hovering over you from the back. Both his hands are pressing on your desk.
"W-wait.. wha--"
You look behind and see Seonghwa looking at you dead straight into your eyes.
"You're here?"
He snorts a small laugh, "Do I look like I'm a ghost or something?"
You shake your head. "No."
He leans in more making you squeeze down. "I asked you... are you happy now?"
"Happy... for... what....?"
He then glances up to the girls still gossiping at the other side of the room.
"You know some of them right? The ones that got exposed."
"I do..."
"So...? Are you happy?"
You didn't answer just yet. You try to analyze how you feel and if it's right to feel that way.
"Relieved and safe." You say
"Good." He stands up straight and goes down to sit on his chair. "I'm going to take a nap... wake me up when the last period ends okay?"
"What? So you came here in the afternoon just to take a nap?" You raise a brow at him
He puts his head down his forearm, facing you. "Yes... and... I'm here to see you." He smiles and then goes on to closing his eyes.
What was that? You ask yourself.
You look back to your book. Staring at that one page and never moved on.
Then you hear your heart beating out of your chest. It echoes in your whole body. It scares you as you haven't felt anything like this before.
"Don't tell... me..." you mumble to yourself. "No...." you shut your book and quietly get up from your seat.
"Where are you going?" Seonghwa opens his eyes, looking at you with his sleepy eyes.
"Toilet..." you answer not fully looking back.
You waited until he goes back to sleeping before you rush out of the room.
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The bell rings signaling that classes are over. You sigh heavily as you close your notes and put them in your bag. You are very not in the moment since after lunch. Suddenly, you feel tense and nervous.
"Why do you look so nervous?" Seonghwa pull his chair close to yours, making you flinch. "You're scared of me all of a sudden?" He says as he yanks your ponytail off.
"Hey!" Testify, frowning
"That's more like it."
"I'm tired today... so please... not today."
"I don't care."
He then grabs you by the forearm and pull you up to stand. "You're coming with me."
"What?!?"
You try your best to get off from his grip but he's too strong for you.
He drags you with him, all through out the hall way and then up the stairs. People are looking but he doesn't care. He only stopped when you guys are both out the rooftop.
"What the hell?!" You caress your arm and glare at him like the usual.
"A thank you should be enough." He says
"What? A thank you? Why would I thank you?"
"You heard the news..."
"Huh?" Then it clicks. "What did you do?"
He smirks proudly as he closes the door. "I did what I had to."
"And what is that?"
"Don't worry baby girl... no physical harm is done. If only I can decide on it there will be.. but they said... we can't risk it."
"I'm... confused..."
He walks towards you, hands inside the pocket and cocky. "I did what I had to... no one can get away from harming my baby girl..."
"I'm not your baby girl!" You move away. "Why did you even bother doing anything for me? All of a sudden? Don't you hate me?"
"Hate you? When did I hate you?"
"Are you serious? You always tease me, make my life miserable and make fun of me!"
"Miserable?" He repeats, "Really? I made... your life... misrable..." he slowly takes his steps towards you while you mimick it by stepping backwards. But then you back hits the wall. "Do you compare your days with me... to that dumb ass girl that physically hurt you?" He's voice suddenly becomes louder. It's the first time you hear him talk like that. "Do you want me... to hurt you?"
Your breathing picks up and you are terrified. You are looking directly at his face, waiting for whatever toture he will do to you.
"Answer me, baby girl..." he leans in, whispering.
"N-no..."
"And I won't." He answers, eyes glued to you. Actually his eyes are on your lips  "It never crossed my mind to hurt you... I just want to have fun with you..." his eyes then goes up to your eyes. "
"Fun? What game do you want to play? And why me?"
He laughs. His laugh came from his chest. "You know, you're not stupid but you're awefully blind..."
"Just get to the point!" You try to push him away but he fights back and pushes his body more closer. "Yah!"
He then shuts you up by kissing you on the lips. You're too stunned to fight back and too intoxicated to even say no. It is your first kiss and he is going for it. He is leading the kiss. He cups your face and then move to side to side to adjust to deepen the kiss futher more.
"Breathe..." he says as he pauses.
You're catching your breathe, looking at him. "I hate you...." you say softly making him smile
"As I imagined.. you taste so sweet." He licks his lower lip while gazing down at my lips.
You lean forward to his chest, hiding your face. "This is fucked up."
"Why? Is it because you liked it? Or is it because the one you kissed is me..."
"Both..." you push him again, this time it worked. "I'm going home..."
"Just like that...? You're leaving me?" He yells as you reach for the door.
"I need to get home!" You yell back.
"Can I go with you?" He tries to catch up with you walking down the stairs.
"And why is that?"
"Because I haven't seen you for days... and I need more time with you."
"You'll see me tomorrow. So stop following me!"
"But," he skips a few steps of the stairs and jumps in front of you, stopping you. "After that kiss... I want more..."
"No! Go home Seonghwa... please..." you try to escape him but he cornered you again. "You know I will not stop until you say yes... plus you know you want the same thing as I do. The way you kiss me back...is seductive." He tries to lean for a kiss again but you move your head away.
"People might see us here."
"I know... you ran out here... we are free to do whatever we want in the rooftop... I don't know why you are running away from me."
"I'm not! I just... I need to get home." You pout, "My cat... I need to feed my cat."
"Cat?"
"Yeah...my cat... I need to get home... to feed him..."
Seonghwa starts to laugh again. Its louder this time and his eyes is smiling too. It's a new expression you see from him.
"Fine. Go home."
"Thank you..."
"But I'm coming with you."
"What?!?"
"I need to see that cat if it's real... or you're just making it as an excuse so we can't make out."
"Seriously??" You sound frustrated.
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You gave up on trying to fight him back. You tried. You really fucking tried but Seonghwa is hard headed and a person who does not know how to give up.
This is weird having him to come home with you. Your supposedly mean classmate that always gives you a hard time. Now, he is with you entering your empty house.
Empty. House. No one is around as per usual.
The reason why even when you went home with bleeding face or a bruised arm or legs, no one ever said anything because no one is present. They are all busy in their own lives.
Your father is always on site in his work. The most you see him is when you guys move houses. Then your mother, well, she's suffering same as you. Having no one really close and adjusting every town you go to. But her adjustment is different.
She met a guy a few years back. You caught them exchanging looks one time when your mother invited him for lunch to thank him for helping her with the house work. You were young back then but you knew what those look meant. Those were the looks your father and mother had before.
"No one is at home?" Seonghwa asks as both of you got into the living room.
"They are both away." You go down on your knees and call out your cat.
"Your place is super clean... and..." he then watches you feed the cat and sort out his toys. "The cat is real."
"Are you satisfied now? You saw my woosan?"
"Woosan? His name is woosan?"
You nod.
"I see..." he squats down and calls woosan to come over to him.  "He's sassy... ignoring me."
"He does not like guys I don't like." You spat out before leaving him in the living room to go to the kitchen. "Aren't you going to leave?"
"No..." he stands up and follows you. "I can accompany you... this place seems..."
"Lonely?" You finish his sentence. "It is... I rarely have anyone with me here..."
He then looks at you with concern. "Are you lonely?"
His question strikes straight to your heart.
You are alone in school. Yes you have friends there but they don't know you well enough coz you don't allow them too. Because you know if you move again, you will lost communication with like the usual.
Then at home, basically, you grow up with a broken family and it sucks that its only you that is hurting. Your father have no idea. All he do is work while your mother...
"Are you?" Seonghwa asks again to make you look at him.
And now, this person. Who you consider as a bul!y is the only person that ever asked you about your feelings and even made an effort to get to know you.
"I am... I guess..."
"Do you want to be happy?"
"I guess so..."
He then takes your hand and kisses your knuckles. "Can I try...?"
"Shut up!" You snatch your hand and turn around to grab a bottle of water from the fridge.
But before you could even open the fridge, Seonghwa already hugged you from behind. You squeal with surprise and then gasp as you feel his hand in your torso, skimming in underneath your top.
"S-seonghwa!"
He grabs you by the waist and whirls you around to face him. "Just give me a chance... to fill up the loneliness your feeling..." he lowers his head and begins to kiss you on your neck. "Stop fighting back y/n..." he holds both your hands up against the fridge. "I know you want it too..."
"But..."
"But what...?"
You look down, embarassed. "I... don't know... I haven't.... well..."
He let's you go. "Baby girl... are you telling me... you haven't had... any..."
"No. Never. Why? Are you going to tease me about it too?"
The way he smiles contain pure joy and amusement. "I never thought... that the feisty girl that have the nerve to push me around, yell and roll her eyes at me... can be this cute."
"Cute? You're calling me cute?!?"
"Yes!"
You squeal in surprise as Seonghwa picks you up, legs spread and puts you on top of the island counter top. No words were exchanged again after that. He began kissing you and never stopped even to give you a chance to breathe.
You don't know why all of a sudden you just gave uo and gave in. Your arms are so comfortably wrapped around his neck while your legs hugs his waist. Its like a puzzle piece that had been connected.
His hands are all over your back. From time to time he lightly tags your hair for you to let him have access on your neck before going back to kissing and tongue twisitng.
"Baby girl..." Seonghwa calls you smiling, running his thumb over your red and plump lower lip. "I'm guessing you don't have any condoms here with you?"
"No... why...?"
"Baby, I'm hard as fuck just from kissing you... If you don't have a condom... we can't have sex..."
"Why not?"
"It's not safe..."
"Oh."
"If you agree on having sex with me... I want it to be safe..."
"Why?"
"What do you mean by why?"
"Is it because... you fuck other girls too? You don't want to risk it with me? Well... if I agree... to... have... yeah..."
He laughs at you. "You see me everyday... did you ever saw any girl hang out with me?"
"No..."
"Then... no... I don't fuck girls."
"But when you go home... I don't... know..."
"Aw, baby girl... are you getting jealous already? We haven't even establish our relationship..." he teases
You punch him on his chest. "Fuck you!"
"Yes.... fuck me... I want you to fuck me... but we can't yet... but... speaking of..."
"What?" You're a bit annoyed now
"Should we make things between us official?"
"Official what? Fuck buddies?"
"Heck no! I meant... us... to date... me, to be your man..."
"You want to date me?"
"I just said it... right?"
"Why? Is it because you pity me? Or because you want to take my virginity?"
"Y/n... don't overthink things... I want you. That's it."
"But..."
"Stop with the but and or and whatever!" Seonghwa places his hand on your thigh and slowly slides it up and down until it got the momentum to reach the underneath of your skirt. "Just give it a try... talk to me... get to know me...give me a chance... and you'll not regret it..." he smirks, "I dare you..."
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eggtartz · 1 year
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I have no idea if requests are open but if they are, can I pretty please request a Ryusei Satou x Reader where the reader like hates Ryusei’s guts meanwhile he’s like completely in love with the reader and then after a while the reader falls in love with Ryusei? Idk I just thought this be a cute idea. Anyways thank you for hearing me out and have an amazing day/night 🙏❤️❤️
a/n : my requests are always open anon so don't worry ❤️ also i see a fellow simp of ryusei 🫶🏻 thankyou for the cute request anon and enjoy!
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summary : SICK SWEET ROTTEN MOMENTS WITH RYUSEI SATOU 😵‍💫💕
you hated his guts since childhood because he always teased you. even in highschool, ryusei never moved on from teasing you, in fact the teasing got much worse. sometimes, his teasing would conclude small praises too that got you blushing for no reason.
ryusei would sneak up in your class and sit beside you to steal one of your pens. he would do this one thing where he exchanged the pen's cap so it'll be in different colours that he knew would piss you off.
sometimes when bored, he would doodle in your notes drawing a mini you (he drew it ugly for some reason alright) and on purpose doesn't erase it back.
while you're copying the words at the board, he would copy the words from your notes instead of looking up (his eyesight is fine, he just likes you looked annoyed at him)
if you're not present at school, he would rush to go to your house and bring some gifts too (your mom always called ryusei your boyfriend which made you more annoyed)
one day at the school rooftop you were jamming to some music until the door was kicked and the school bully appeared. out of nowhere she grabbed you and pushed you down the stairs and you couldn't do anything about it as it happened too fast. you checked that your elbow was bruised but either than that you were fine.
coming back from the nurse's room, you bumped into ryusei and groaned. he's gonna tease you so much for the bruise you can imagine so you tried to avoid him (he caught you anyways, he was searching for you after all)
"eh what's with the bandages y/n? poor girl fell down the stairs?" he teased. inhaling a breath you exclaimed "yeah ryusei, someone pushed me down the stairs you happy now?". his smile dropped, mouth opened ajar. "who?"
"not that it matters, im going home anyways. nurse's orders" you walked past him without waiting for a response. you woke up the next morning, your bruise already getting better.
at school, you saw a bunch of students in front of your locker and tried to reach your locker but to see yesterday's school bully was kneeling. in front of ryusei. ryusei was smiling (a bit sadistic you thought) and grabbed her hair "did you pushed y/n yesterday?" she nodded and ryusei let go of her hair. "you know, i don't beat girls but girls like you?you deserved it" ryusei said again.
glaring around, happy to humiliate the bully ryusei's glanced at you and beamed a smile while waving. he called some of his members to take the bully and her friends and walked right at you. "it's done pretty girl, no need to worry anymore"
your perspective on the boy changed that day. you noticed he teased you a lot but gave you compliments with them. he bought you a lot of pens and highlighters as an excuse he likes to mess with the caps but he knows you like your notes all colorful. he would drag you to the rooftop to sleep if he saw you were about to doze off. you noticed how ryusei did none to harm you, in cases he actually cared about you. like a lot.
"ryusei, do you like me?"
"tch, stupid girl. took you forever to notice it" he said while twirling your hair and you slightly giggled.
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cryyelan · 6 months
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𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 — 𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐢 𝐲.
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expect bad/inconsistent writing — tws/cws: violence, gore, abuse/bullying, mahito, mc is a lil wack (but I love her) attempted suicide, death, LOTS of angst, also OOC!!
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𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 — CH 0
canon divergence — some pov switches + a time skip.
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AS FAR as you can remember, you never exactly fit in with other people, you looked like any normal person at your school, however your social life was completely different.
it didn't help that loneliness digged its claws deep in your flesh, an agonizing sensation it was. Thousands and thousands of needles pricked at your heart as you watched your peers happily converse without a care in the world.
Every interaction you had with someone either ends awkwardly or the conversation just stops, making friends felt so foreign to you — friendship is like a forbidden fruit, but not like you wanted it anyway. The smell of your peers is disgusting, the scent of perfume, cologne and sweat mixing together as you sat down on the ground behind the school, leaning against the wall.
It was the only solace you had next to sitting on the rooftop benches, it's not often people go up there anyways — mostly because of such a turn off to stay around it is. The sight of dead leaves and litter didn't bother you.
But was it cruel for you to constantly think about your classmates as the trash that oh so nicely decorated the rooftop? Especially — wait what was her name again? oh wait..
Any mention of her name made your blood boil, why was it that Ayane of all people chose to target you? You followed every step there is to being a lonely middle school girl, as if there's an imaginary checklist.
No friends? Check.
Nonexistent social life? Check.
You were just like any normal person, why? why is she doing this to you? You did nothing that made her feel wronged, you stayed out everyone's way, yet like an apple on a head, you were bound to be an arrows target. You couldn't help but think about earlier.
Jeers and cruel words were exchanged as your body was pushed back against the wall as fluid met your face.
Ayane towering over your frail form, giggling maliciously as she watches you wipe her spit from your face.
"Jeez, [Y/N]! I didn't know you were such a loser!" The girl laughed as you get up, dusting off your uniform. "No need to speak the obvious, Ayane." The boy behind her piped up. "Shut up, Shigeru! Go back to smoking with your shitty ass friends, Let me deal with this freak first."
She hissed at him before turning her gaze back to you. "You better not forget my cigarettes next time, otherwise I'll get him to beat you half to death." Ayane snickered, staring at your bruised body. You struggled to stay up, leaning against the wall for support.
"Rotten bitch.." you muttered under your breath, wiping off blood off your mouth and chin.
"What was that?" She growled, eyebrows furrowing.
"Nothing." You spoke. "Hmph, that's what I thought."
"Whatever, don't forget what I said, pest." Ayane growled before leaving for the first floor, her companion following right behind.
You were now left alone again, but you couldn't help but wonder.. the names she called you. They stuck like gum on a shoes sole.
Pest?
Freak?
Is that what people thought of you? A pest? A freak?
Fatigue starts to course through your veins as you lie in your bed, just why are you letting yourself be treated like this? Where is your backbone, [Y/N]? Don't let her push you around like this. You don't have a shoulder to cry on— well, more like you do if talking to a picture of your long deceased friend and alongside a hospitalized mother and a father who's 'always' away for business, never paying attention to you.
It was the only comfort you had, if anything, But made you feel more isolated. But Ayane's words remained. Were you a freak for crying yourself to sleep every now and then? Were you a freak when you talked to the pictures like someone was there? Were you freak for pretty much existing?
You couldn't help but wonder before falling asleep. You could only hope for the best tomorrow.
A COUPLE MONTHS LATER
APRIL 30TH, 2018 — TOKYO
SUNLIGHT peeked through the blinds as your eyes flutter open before squeezing them shut again.
"Today is a special day."
You gently sighed as you get up from bed, walking towards the bathroom to change out of your nightwear and into your uniform, well — it wasn't just a uniform you had on. You had a crimson hairpin that stood out in comparison to your black hair.
"Special Day.."
Despite it today being your first day of high school— well in Tokyo, your mind couldn't help but wonder about her.
Ayane.
You had witnessed her decomposing corpse first hand — Chunks of her face, torso, and right leg were gone, maggots and flies feasting on her already seemingly eaten body.
But it wasn't the fact she died that lingered in your mind, but how. You couldn't help but feel wonderfully disgusted with your fascination.
Was it a cannibal who killed her? A rabid animal perhaps? As far as you know, the bites appear as human nor animal.
You pondered as you applied crimson lipstick on your (l/c) lips.
You weren't bad looking any means, actually pretty good looking. You wonder if anyone would talk to you, unlike your 'unattractive' middle school self.
It was a new school therefore new people, it's not like anyone would recognize the same girl who was bullied to buying cigarettes for her classmates who have no business having them in the first place.
You leave the bathroom to sit on the couch. 'What is time is it' you thought for brief moment before getting up and leaving to the front door, stepping outside and sitting the porch. The air outside wasn't exactly the most pleasant. The scent of garbage and mildew next door was repulsive.
Your nose scrunches as you recognize where the scent is coming from, the house next door.
It was home to a man in his late 40s, he wasn't particularly well liked among his neighbors, primarily due to his 'strange' behavior.
You once heard him frantically speak to your neighbors about seeing creatures — devils, monsters at night, watching him sleep.
It wasn't like you didn't believe him, but you felt like he was blowing things way out of proportion, they're harmless!
You couldn't help but want to pat the old man on the back, what's going through his head? The creatures are perfectly normal, they make great company too.
Speaking of old people...
Oh, mom and dad.
You already guessed they weren't going to be home for a while, He often leaves for work, barely ever appearing home unless hes there to gather paperwork and run errands.
Although both of you are family, your father treats less like a daughter but more like an acquaintance, and of course, you sort of in your own words — return the favor. As in barely talking to him. It was the exact same with your mother, except you never actually see her as per shes hospitalized due to a disease.
You always found them to be quite an odd pair, sometimes you'd overhear your fathers conversations on the phone, something about debt..
If he was in debt then why'd he pay so much money to move into a city expensive as Tokyo?
Whatever kind of business he had, to you at least, it didn't make sense to you that a nearly middle aged man to always be away from home and pretty much never interact or gave a shit about his daughter. But it seems like the most forty-nine year old thing to do. Maybe you weren't raised right, or maybe you just suck.
You snap out of thought as you left the front yard, leaving for school.
You're still fairly new in this city, family moving from Sapporo, you could only hope to cross your fingers for things to go smoothly along the way.
Maybe things won't be so bad.
Not even an a few minutes in, you're feel like you've already lost your way.
You look like an idiot if anything, guess you could never beat the clueless allegations. You walked your way through city as you pass shop after shop, cafe after cafe, time seems to move slow as your mind remains empty.
But while you continued pretty much explore the city, an individual had caught your eye.
You didn't get to see him for too long, but as far you can remember, he had white hair, and a blindfold..? Can he even see through that? Not to mention you felt pretty uneasy around him. Man, Tokyo is full of weird shit.
'Did I forget something?'
Perhaps you did, as now you stand in an unfamiliar neighborhood, the area becoming dark as the sun sets, did you really skip school?
Yeah, you did.
You squinted your eyes as you spot something moving in the distance, what is it?
Your eyes widen as the creature got closer, only realize it was same creature you had first seen upon moving to Tokyo. It had dark yellowish green skin, dirty beige hair running along its back, and a serpent-esque body but had four, smalls nubs serving as legs, as its face contorts into a smile, baring its human— in appearance, teeth.
"Motherr!!"
The slurred, feminine voice cried out as the it approached. You stare at creature practically wriggling its way towards you.
"Motherrr.. am I ugly..?!..."
It spoke again, the feminine voice sounded pained. As its body stops just a solid six feet away from you, close enough to get an even better view of it.
It had far to many eyes to keep count, they were at least as small as a cats. It was far, far uglier than the last time you saw it. A loud, piercing cry sounded out as the entity wriggled even closer. You couldn't help but sort of sympathize with it to some sorts..
"I know, I know. I'm ugly too."
You spoke blankly at the creature, blinking. "Not." You blew a raspberry as you lightly put on your lower eyelid playfully.
You decided to a take steps foward, closing the distance between you and the ugly thing.
You crouch down to its level as continues to wail. "You're not too bad looking, but wow— you're hideous~" You said in a sing-song voice, only to cover your ears as it suddenly screamed.
"I'M NOT UGLY!! I'M NOT UGLYYY!!!!"
"YOU'RE UGLY!!"
Your face twists into a scowl it was spoke as you were pushed down as the creature backed away, the sound of cracking and tearing of flesh fill the air as your face scrunches up in disgust at the sight before you. It's body contorts in uncomfortable positions as the nubs it had for legs stretched into long, human-like arms, flesh tearing in the process as purple blood splattered on the ground, some of getting on your uniform.
'Shit..that's going to leave a stain..'
it's many, many eyes gaze met yours as one, massive eye appears out of its sludgy skin.
It is a special day after all, right?
"You know, I've lived long enough to know I deserve far better than this!" You yelled out at the screaming creature. You thought these fuckers were normal! What the hell?!
You swore you just started to contemplate your entire life and your shitty choices.
Seriously [Y/N]? When was last time you ever learnt from something?
Last time you learnt something was the last time you saw her.
And this sure as hell wasn’t your first encounter with death, Joy and horror were the only things you felt that day.
[Y/N]’S POV
"YOU SHOULD SMILE MORE, [N/N]!" Aina called out, roughly pinching my cheeks, in attempt to make me smile. "What do you want, Aina?" I responded, getting her hands off my cheeks.
"I just wanna see you! You're being a little distant lately." She said, almost scoldingly. "If you ever need something, tell me!"
I couldn't help but smile at her words, I'm glad somebody like her exists.
"And there shes goooes.. shes smiling!" Aina said teasingly. "Now let's get out of here, it's getting late and you wouldn't want your parents to worry!" She took my hand as we ran our way through the hallway and to the entrance where our lockers are at.
"And don't forget to change your shoes, silly!" She quipped.
I opened my locker and started to change my shoes until the comfortable silence was cut off by Aina.
"Hey, have you heard about Hashimoto going missing lately?"
My blood ran cold as she spoke those words. Hashimoto —missing?
"Hashimoto... She went missing..?" I uttered under my breath, but was loud enough for the taller girl to hear. What could've happened to her?
"Yeah, even that boy that always with her too." She responded, voice hushed. "You seem close to them, no?"
"We were close, but not anymore." I scowled and turnt towards her direction. "Okay, I don't know what happened between you both but I won't pry." She gave a soft smile as she waited by the open doors.
I put my indoor shoes in the locker and closed it before turning towards brown haired girls direction, her hazel eyes meet mine.
"Want me to walk you home? Just so you won't go missing?" The taller girl asked as she looked at me with almost pleading eyes.
"No thanks, I can handle myself." I turned down her offer.
"Are you sure?" She asked. "Yes, I am sure — I promise I'll be safe." I said.
"Alright then, you better pinky promise!" She said proudly, holding her pinky up. "No pinky promise — we're too old to be doing this." I responded. "You're never too old to make a pinky promise!" She beamed with stars in her eyes. Damn it, who am I to reject her?
"Fine, I pinky promise." I deadpanned, holding out my finger.
Our fingers joined together only for a few seconds and only to pull away as Aina giggled.
"Well then, I'll see you tomorrow! Stay safe [N/N]!" She waved off and ran off until I couldn't see her anymore.
I pulled out my phone and checked the time, my fingers against the cracked screen.
'Three-Forty Five? Should be barely anyone here..'
I put my phone in my book bag and exited the building, walking to the gate.
My home is rather far from the school, it was solid thirty minute walk at least.
As I walked home, I saw a couple of those creatures again, they were a variety murky and bright colors and strange features, big and small — and they didn't seem to stick around any longer as if they were scared of me. I kept on walking until I stopped on my tracks and scrunched my nose. The scent of iron filled the air I notice a trail of blood
I looked in the direction of where that scent was coming from.
'The forest? Did somebody get hurt?'
It didn’t help that my home was quite far from any public area outside of a bad neighborhood.
But how did somebody not notice this?
Something was begging me not to follow the trail, but the other in the back of head was beckoning.
But I was curious, far too curious.
I followed the trail, only to stop in my tracks again. I wanted to scream, I wanted to run away — But I couldn't.
It was none other but her body in front of me.
Ayane Hashimoto.
I was at a loss for words I saw her rotting body.
How...why...
Who did this?
And why?
I took a step back and turned away from the sight of the body and began to walk away.
I lived long enough to know I deserve better.
I deserve so much better.
I am about to die, yet here I am thinking about the past. Why am I just remembering who my friend is? Why am I just remembering all those horrible things that have happened to me so long ago?
I wonder if anything I've done for anyone meant anything. I wonder what everything I've said meant anything. I wonder if I meant anything to anyone at all.
I suffer because my decisions, but why do I regret them? It's not like it'll happen again.
It's not like it'll happen again at all.
I closed my eyes as the creature attacked me, only to feel nothing at all.
Huh?
I opened my eyes only to hear the sound of crunching and splattering.
There was something else present.
I looked at the creature being eaten and took a closer look.
It was a mantis..? A rather giant one.
It had black, splotch-like markings with red in the center, it looked far different than any other mantis I’ve seen, not to mention its size.
It continued to eat the serpent-like creature as pained wails sounded out before being completely drowned out by the sound of squelching flesh and the cracking of bones.
It wasn't too long until the carnage stopped, the remains of the being disintegrating as it let out one last cry before completely disappearing altogether.
I laid there in shock — just where did it come from?
I flinched as the mantis cocked its head in my direction, before approaching me.
Its bloodied body moved faster than I thought as its large massive eyes met mine.
It seemed to do a nodding motion before its body began to evaporate into steam.
Just what was that?
"Nice shikigami you got there." A deep, masculine voice spoke, breaking the uncomfortable silence. I cocked my head to look back at the figure behind me.
He had spiky, white hair and a blindfold, but one thing that really made me wonder was his height, just how tall is this man?! How many times has he hit his head on doorways?
My eyes went as wide as saucers as I realized — this is the same man I saw earlier, passing by a bakery.
I glared at him, pointing a finger.
"Who are you?”
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iheartcake123 · 2 years
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Hello! 😅
Could I request a gwinam x reader where the reader is the class president who is dating gwi and always looks out for everyone ,according to her gwinan has changed into a better person, just before hell broke out in the cafeteria she figures out about everything and also about him se*ual*ly h*rrasi*g eunji (who is probably her best friend)
Just something angsty with a happy ending:D
hi, this will be split into 2 parts! this is the first part for you <3 sorry it took so long :)
☁️liar-yoon gwi-nam☁️
warnings: mentions of sexual harassment, bullying, cursing and zombies
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Part 1
y/n had noticed eunji’ sudden change in behaviour. she barely spoke to her anymore and avoided y/n like the plague.
she didn’t understand why, especially since they were best friends. she loved eunji like a sister but now it seemed like they were just strangers.
“im surprised to see you without your annoying boyfriend” gyeong-su teased as he and cheong-san approached her.
“yeah yeah, whatever….we aren’t together all the time” she rolled her eyes playfully while holding back a small laugh “anyways what can i do for you both? you guys aren’t usually the type to just randomly start a conversation with me so im guessing you need something”
“yeah..actually i was wondering if you could get on-jo’s name off of the late list. just for today though!” cheong-san explained with an awkward smile “well you see, usually it doesn’t bother me that i sometimes make her late but i don’t want to deal with her telling my mum again ”
“ah i will do my best to get her name off of the late list but i can’t promise anything as the gym teacher makes my life difficult too” y/n told him with a bright smile and he nodded in response.
“even if you try, it’s better than nothing..honestly, thank you” cheong-san smiled as he knew that y/n would most likely succeed in getting on-jo’ name removed from the list as she cared about her class mates and always went beyond for them.
when y/n arrived into class, she immediately sat in her seat and checked her phone.
she had gotten a good morning text from gwi-nam and she hadn’t yet replied so that’s what she did. a smile on her face as he replied instantly wishing her a good day and that she would see him at lunch.
“why are you smiling at your phone so much” nam-ra suddenly appeared and sat in the seat next to her.
“i was just messaging gwi-nam…he’s really sweet and he’s changed so much from the bully that he used to be” y/n told nam-ra to which she just nodded before pulling out a text book and beginning to study.
as she stretched, su-hyeok approached her desk and she immediately raised an eyebrow.
again he wasn’t usually someone who would start a conversation with her.
“have you spoken to eunji recently?” he questioned and y/n gave him a confused look.
“no…why? we don’t really speak anymore” she sat up straight to pay attention to him.
“but you were her best friend? anyways it doesn’t matter just- it’s just gwi-nam- this morning at the construction site- they were- look when you get a chance, speak to her, okay?” su-hyeok told the girl and she nodded in response.
a pit of nerves grew in her stomach.
was something happening with gwi-nam or eunji?
she didn’t know but she would definitely find out.
these were the moments where she wished she was in the other class with eunji and gwi-nam so that she could talk to them immediately but no she would have to wait until lunch.
when lunch finally came around, y/n speed walked to the classroom where eunji and gwi-nam were but gwi-nam was already gone.
she instead walked up to eunji, stopping her in her tracks.
eunji looked confused and hurt by this.
“can we speak please?” y/n asked with a small smile and eunji reluctantly nodded “thank you, let’s go to the rooftop”
as they made their way onto the rooftop, y/n noticed how nervous eunji was.
she visibly looked sad and wouldn’t look directly at y/n.
“how have you been?” y/n tried to break the awkward silence.
“what did you want to talk about?” eunji cut straight to the point causing y/n to let out a sigh.
“its just that we don’t talk anymore and you seem so sad these days..su-hyeok mentioned to me that-” y/n was suddenly cut off and eunji went wide eyed.
“what did su-hyeok tell you? he didn’t mention anything about me right?” eunji seemed panicked as she held onto y/n’s shoulders in urgency to find out what su-hyeok had told y/n.
“no, he just mentioned that i should talk to you…is everything okay? you know you can trust me with anything, you’re my best friend”
eunji let go of y/n’ shoulders before just staring at the floor holding back her tears.
“i can’t tell you..i don’t want to ruin your happiness. you’re my only friend and i just wish you were in my classes” eunji said quietly before gesturing to the girl in front of her to leave.
“i promise, you won’t ruin my happiness. just please tell me so that i can help you deal with whatever it is” y/n placed a hand on eunji’ shoulder.
eunji thought about it for a second but she just shook her head “please just leave me alone”
y/n usually would’ve kept trying but she knew eunji wouldn’t budge once she decided something so instead she gave up and sent eunji a small smile.
“okay..just know i care for you okay?” y/n turned on heel while eunji turned to walk and lean on the rooftop ledge.
y/n took once last glance at eunji who now had her back turned to y/n. on her school shirt there was writing on it and she couldn’t help but wonder who had written on eunji’ shirt.
y/n knew that eunji used to get bullied by myung-hwan but they hadn’t bothered her for a while. maybe they started again and that’s why she was so withdrawn from the friendship?
y/n didn’t know.
a soft sigh escaped y/n’ lips as she made her way down the stairs to walk go the cafeteria.
luckily the walk to the cafeteria was longer than usual as she was on the other side of the school, so this gave her time to think.
su-hyeok had mentioned gwi-nam when telling her to talk to eunji so she tried to think why that was.
was gwi-nam bullying eunji?
there’s no way as he’d changed, right?
he didn’t bully anyone anymore, right?
as she approached the cafeteria y/n saw su-hyeok making his way out and that was her opportunity.
“su-hyeok!” she called and quickly went up to him.
“hm? oh hey y/n” su-hyeok smiled and y/n returned it.
“can i ask you something…please?”
“go for it”
“earlier you mentioned gwi-nam and eunji at the construction site. did something happen?” y/n finally asked and she felt her heart beat race.
she hoped that nothing bad had happened.
“well..i saw myung-hwan bullying eunji and cheol-soo. gwi-nam was helping bully them and they took a video of eunji without her shirt on” su-hyeok then said and as su-hyeok said those words y/n felt her heart drop.
she was angry and hurt that gwi-nam would help do those things especially to her best friend.
he’d told her that he didn’t bully anyone anymore but here she was hearing that he was bullying people.
after quickly greeting su-hyeok goodbye y/n walked into the cafeteria and up to her boyfriend.
“took you long enough to finally join me” gwi-nam teased leaning in and kissing y/n’ cheek.
she faked a smile as she thought of a way to gently approach the subject of him being a bully again.
“aren’t you getting anything to eat?” gwi-nam then asked as be swallowed some rice.
“no im not hungry, um do you mind if i borrow your phone so that i can post a picture of us on your story?” y/n then said reaching for his phone that he kept hidden in his pocket.
“oh uh, can you do that later? i don’t want my phone to be taken away” gwi-nam gulped slightly and y/n raised an eyebrow.
“i’ll be quick, don’t worry” she sent him a smile before reaching over again except this time gwi-nam held her hand to stop it from getting the phone.
“come on, i said later okay?” gwi-nam was now visibly nervous and that was y/n’s confirmation.
he really had bullied eunji.
“you’re a liar” y/n then said retracting her hand and gwi-nam’ facial expression completely changed.
he was now confused.
“what are you talking about?” he questioned turning his full attention to her.
“you’re a liar. you told me you don’t bully people anymore but you’ve been bullying eunji…”
“i don’t know where you heard that from but-”
y/n let out an amused laugh.
if she didn’t, she probably would’ve started crying instead.
“you know that i really care for you and like you but instead-” y/n was suddenly cut off as student began flooding into the cafeteria screaming. she immediately stood up in shock as she watched people cry and scream in desperation. her heart began to beat fast as the glass soon broke and suddenly students started biting other students.
she was frozen and her body couldn’t move.
was what she was seeing really happening?
it was only when she felt a hand grab hers when she broke out from her frozen state.
gwi-nam was begging her to follow him and of course she did. he lead her through the cafeteria pushing away zombies and into the cooking area where he made the pair hide.
“listen to me y/n.” he whispered to her rubbing her hand as she was zoned out.
“th-those are zom-zombies” she breathed out eventually looking at gwi-nam.
it was an understatement to say that she was scared.
it was beyond scared at this point.
“we can’t stay here forever, when it gets quieter we need to leave okay?” he explained and she just nodded in response.
it was their best chance for survival.
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ystrike1 · 2 years
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Dreaming Freedom - by 2L (9/10)
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There is no confirmed yandere in this, but the yandere potential is extremely high. This is a high grade, uncut, screwed up, highschool psychological horror twister. It digs in deep and exposes exactly how much "mild" bullying can hurt.
This one is available for FREE on the webtoon app.
Jeongmin is pretty, but nobody can see that. She used to be pretty popular in elementary school, but then her parents started fighting. Then her mother started drinking. Then, finally, her father stopped hiding his true self. His abuse became more physical. Jeongmin's mother is an unresponsive punching bag who drinks all day. She doesn't have enough energy left to care for her daughter. So, Jeongmin looks a little greasy. She doesn't know how to do her make up. She's unfashionable and poor. Her family lives in a crammed rooftop apartment. She has to get to school by herself, and she cannot afford bus tickets, so she's always tired.
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On top of everything else she's also a loner at school. The other kids start bullying her and ignoring her because of some baseless rumors. The Queen Bee in school, Juhyeon, is a popular blond angel who coincidentally doesn't like Jeongmin. Juhyeon spreads a distorted version of the truth. Jeongmin and Juhyeon used to be best friends, but their toxic relationship was one sided.
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Juhyeon was the loner before. Jeongmin reached out to her out of kindness, but then she realized that the other children were right. Juhyeon was a weird, possessive child. She told Jeongmin to be her friend and only her friend. She tried to manipulate Jeongmin into cutting ties with her elementary school friend group. She did, of course, eventually lose those friends after her father's abuse worsened but she did have some. They were nice and normal, and they could see that something was off about Juhyeon. Jeongmin begs her friends for help, because Juhyeon won't leave her alone, and she won't stop saying nasty things about the other kids in class.
Juhyeon doesn't like anyone except Jeongmin, and that creeps all of the girls out. Jeongmin's friends help her cut ties with Juhyeon, but then the two girls meet again in high school.
Juhyeon is the Queen now, and Jeongmin is a loser.
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Juhyeon's new friends are all exactly the same. They're followers. They think bullying is ok if the other person was a bully first, so Juhyeon tells them Jeongmin talked shit behind her back when they were friends. Technically, that's true. Jeongmin told her friends about all of the weird shit Juhyeon did, and that caused a fight. A fairly minor one with no blood involved, but it doesn't matter. Everybody loves Juhyeon. She's gorgeous and rich. She buys snacks for her friends. The ugly, greasy bitch in class used to bully her. Unbelievable. What a cow. We should gang up on her. We should call her smelly and disgusting. We should make fun of her in class even though she's clearly going through hell at home. We should do it because we love Juhyeon, because she buys snacks for us.
That's how Juhyeon ruins Jeongmin's high school life in just a few weeks.
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Is Jeongmin an angel? No. She daydreams about beating her bullies up, and years of abject poverty have made her a pessimist. She is the perfect target for bullying, and Juhyeon loves watching her suffer....way too much. Juhyeon orchestrates Jeongmin's suffering days in advance. Jeongmin has a venting account on social media where she babbles about wanting to die and her horrible, ugly bullies. Juhyeon sees it and makes sure everybody in class knows about it.
Now everybody thinks Jeongmin is a potential killer psycho who is even worse than she was in elementary school.
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Jeongmin falls, and falls. Her life keeps getting worse. Her fantasies about Juhyeon keep getting more violent, and then she meets a man in her dreams. She has been daydreaming to kill time because she's stressed, lonely and bored in her grimy family apartment. Lucid dreaming is unhealthy and it makes her even more tired. Her total exhaustion and defeat brings a handsome man into her life.
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He's a mystery, but he looks like Juhyeon. Juhyeon is way too obsessive about Jeongmin. Something is very, very wrong. This is an extremely freaky webtoon and I hope it gets worse. I would love it if this man was Juhyeon's magical lucid dream disguise, but I also kinda hope he's her brother. You know, so they can take down the bitch together.
Both options are great!
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There is so much potential dripping out of this webtoon. Each chapter is tense, and you can feel how miserable Jeongmin is. Maybe she's already crazy. Maybe the guy that looks like Juhyeon really is a figment of her imagination.
Dream guy says he'll help her get revenge, and she has to believe him, because she was no one left.
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seasonofthewitchbabe · 8 months
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Once again, I'm thinking about the season one finale of BoJack Horseman, in which, at the rooftop of her house, Diane tells BoJack that she believes that all someone is what they do, to which BoJack responds that it's depressing. There's so much to unpack from this.
I'll be the first to admit that whenever I think about how all the things I do are who I am, it's motivating and even inspiring, to the point I even felt a bit confused with how BoJack found it depressing. Then I realized! Of course I find this motivating! I'm at the begining of my twenties while BoJack is in his fifties having a mid-life crisis, in which he's haunted by both what he didn't do and what he did, both as an actor and as a person. He tried to distract himself with meaningless bullshit and believed that he could get his ultimate fix by getting his memoir written and getting into the spotlight once again.
However, Diane grounds him back to reality, making him confront his past and questioning his ways, which gets him to slowly realize that he's not as much of a good guy as he'd like to think he is. He's needy, selfish, cowardly and just not a pleasent person to be around. He may or may not have a heart of gold, but at the end of the day, it doesn't matter. Herb dies without forgiving him. Diane is happily married to Mr. Peanutbutter. Todd flat out states that he gave up on not getting hurt by him. And when he reads his memoir, he can't unsee how he comes across to others.
He tries remedy this by writing his memoir himself, but his lack of writing skills and a drug trip from hell makes him realize that yes, Diane was right. But it leaves him haunted by the question: Is he really doomed be the person he is? But he soon follows up by seeking easy comfort begging Diane to tell him that he's a good person deep down, so he can return to the safe reality of a sitcom character. He doesn't get that. What he gets is that he needs to put on the work to be a better person, and thus, get the love he wants. Part of him doesn't want to do this work, but a bigger part of him believes that he can't do it. It's just too late for him.
Now, let's talk about Diane!
The reason she believes that what you do is what you are can be seen as a response to her past, especially her upbringing. She was emotionally abused by her family and bullied at school, and also got diagnosed with depression at college. So, in order to cope with all that, she focus on what she can control, or at least what believes she can and has to. This is a double-edged sword, as it's shown later but especially in season 2 when she's confronted with the fact that she hasn't done much as she'd want to and has fallen into a safe routine, and when she does try to do something, it backfires, getting her into trouble and not even making a dent on the world.
Her breaking point is her expedition to Cordovia, writing about Sebastian St. Clair's humanitarian exploits, only to be confronted with the fact that she just can't handle that and has to come back to america in shame and with PTSD. And if Sebastian, who's an egotsitical glory hound who's only helping others to ease his guilty conciousness is doing more good to the world than her, what does it make her?
At the end of Season 5, after having sex twice with her ex-husband despite knowing he was dating someone else, learning that she was friends with a someone who nearly took the advantage of a seventeen year old girl and realizing that she might be enabling BoJack (and by extension, lots of dumb assholes) with her writing in Philbert (which BoJack especifically recruited her to make it less misogynistic), she can't trust her own judgement or influence anymore. It takes her GirlCroosh boss Stefani to tell her that she can't hold others and herself to impossible standards because it only messes her up. This influences her to reject the view that there are "bad" and "good" guys, instead, just imperfect people that should try to hurt eachother less .
And so, she helps set BoJack in a path of true recovery.
God, I love their relationship.
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cult-of-husbandos · 2 years
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arata ryuu [tsundere] - We're Not Friends!! We're Lovers... (pt. 2 of We're Not Friends)
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synopsis: you and arata ryuu were now officially a couple. the two of you were very happy going about your routine and hanging out. however, you two haven't gone on your first date yet! how will things turn out??
genre: kind of angsty, fluff at the end
warnings: none
You felt like the happiest person in the world. You were now currently walking with your boyfriend, Arata Ryuu, who sloppily and emotionally confessed to you over a month ago. If you were to go back in time and tell yourself that you would be dating the guy that you full-blown avoided for weeks, you wouldn’t have believed it. After the confession, you told your friends that night what happened.
Usu-chan, your blonde yankee friend, let you both know upfront that she would beat the shit out of your boyfriend if he so much as made you cry. You and Ryuu-chan both agreed that, while it’s a very toxic mindset, Usu-chan made it clear that she values your happiness over anything.
Hana-chan went full know-it-all mode. Bringing up the love letters that Ryuu-chan would stuff in your locker and how she could ‘obviously smell the love and affection’ that your boyfriend put in those letters and gifts. She also made it very clear that she wanted the first pick to be a bridesmaid at your wedding.
Haru-chan’s face remained stoic when you told her but you could tell that she held some nervousness and anxieties about the two of you being together. She told you that as long as you were happy then that’s all that really mattered to her. She wasn't as upfront with her threats like Usu-chan, but she made subtle hints to Ryuu-chan in passing that he ever did something that made her best friend upset, something very dear of his would go missing. Ryuu-chan often avoids Haru-chan like the black plague, often complaining that she’ll put a curse on him. But you know that Haru-chan would never do that. At least not without your permission.
Things were looking up for the two of you. Ryuu-chan was working on his communication skills, you were getting along with his friends after apologies were said, and you both were happy and content walking home together every day hand in hand. You didn’t think that anything was missing from your relationship until one day, Hana-chan brought up a very important question at lunch.
You and your group friends were on the rooftop, eating lunch like always. When suddenly Hana-chan whipped her head towards you with rice sticking to the corners of her mouth.
“Woah! Jeez, Tsukomi-san! Would you at least give me a warning before you whip around like a drill?! You nearly knocked the bread out of my hand!” scolded Usu-chan, clutching onto her melon bread like it was the last one on Earth.
“Oh! Before I forget! (Y/N)-chan, where did you and Arata-chan go for your first date? Was it somewhere romantic~? Ooh! Or was it something small and quaint like a café date or an aquarium date? Ooh! I’m bursting to know! Tell us! Tell us! Tell us!” begged Hana-chan, scooting closer and closer to your face.
“Oh, yeah. Haven’t you guys been dating for like a month or whatever? I bet he took you to some cheap spot. He seems like the type to pull some shit like because you’re childhood friends…” grumbled Usu-chan.
“I’m quite curious as well.” chimed Haru-chan.
All eyes were on you as you stared blankly back at them. The silence became deafening and the girls were starting to get confused.
“You have gone on a date with Arata-san by now haven’t you, (Y/N)-chan?” asked Haru-chan.
When your eyes shifted down to the ground your best friends roared.
“WHAT?!!! Are you telling me that you two have been going out for a month now and you still haven’t gone out?!” shrieked Haru-chan, grabbing the hem of your skirt and tugging furiously.
“I guess it just never came up. We walk to and from school together every day and sometimes we hang out on the weekends at each other's houses so I guess the need for an official date never came up.” you explained.
“Hah? Do you mean to tell me this bastard bullies and ignores you for most of middle and high school, sloppily confesses to you with some fuckabout way of expressing his unrequited love to you that was his fault to begin with, AND DOESN’T EVEN HAVE THE FUCKING BALLS TO ASK YOU OUT ON A DATE NOW THAT YOU’RE HIS GIRLFRIEND?! UGH! THAT JUST PISSES ME OFF!!” screamed Usu-chan. Her whole aura seemed to be ablaze.
You quickly jumped to your boyfriend’s defense. “Well, it’s not entirely his fault! I didn’t ask either. But, do you think it’s time for an official first date? I mean, don’t you think it’s already too late to ask for one?”
“Of course not! A date is a date unless stated otherwise. Hanging out is cool and all, but going on a date and being with your lover is the most wonderful feeling in the world!” Hana-chan explained, a thick blush covering her cheeks. “You guys get to hold hands, you could share coffee and food, go shopping together, go to the movies and hold each other close wondering if one of you should make a move or not. Then, he finally walks you home and you stare into each other's eyes as you say your goodnights and slowly you’re overcome with urges and you lean into him to give them a passionate, lingering kiss that makes the world stop.”
Hana-chan should honestly sell romantic novels with that very detailed description. You were blushing by the end of it.
“I-Is… Is that what really happens on dates? Like holding each other and k-k-kissing…” you stuttered and pulled your legs to your chest. Your face was burning hot, imagining Ryuu-chan giving you a kiss and holding you close. The closest you two have ever gone has been hand holding and the occasional hug. Ryuu-chan often gets embarrassed and stutters a million different reasons on PDA.
‘Maybe if we did go on an official date then maybe we would become closer and things like hugging and kissing won’t be so awkward.’
“Hm? Hana-chan, aren’t you single? How would you know what happens on dates if you’ve never been on one?” asked Haru-chan blatantly. She never was good at sugar-coating the obvious.
Hana-chan dramatically clutched to her chest and let out a sob. “H-hey! You don’t have to say it like that! A-And just because I haven’t been on a date yet doesn’t mean I don’t read romantic novels or watch romcom movies! Waah!! You’re so mean, Haru-chan!” Hana-chan now had tears in her eyes and was softly hitting her best friend.
“You’re right. My mistake. I’m sorry, Hana-chan.” Haru-chan softly petted Hana-chan’s head. “Please stop crying now. Your tears are ruining your foundation and mascara.” And as if Haru-chan never offended her, Hana-chan quickly shot up and pulled out her compact mirror, searching for any signs of smudging or patches.
“R-Really? This foundation cost me $40 and I paid $50 for this mascara!”
Looks like Hana-chan’s going to cry for a different reason.
Usu-chan turned her attention towards you. “Anyways, um… like what Hana-chan said but without the mushy-gushy shit, a date is very different from just hanging out. Anyone can just hang out. A date is catered to the both of you. Even something as small and stupid as eating takeout together while you watch an early 2000s poorly-aged movie can be a date. As long as it’s stated that it is a date.”
You nodded to Usu-chan’s words. ‘I guess the distinction must be really important to some people. I wonder if it’s important to Ryuu-chan… He hasn’t said anything about a date but we are dating, aren’t we?’
“Hmm, maybe you’re right, Usu-chan.”
“Of course I’m right. So, it’s decided that you two are going on a date this weekend and you have to tell us each and every detail.” Usu-chan said, smirking.
“When did I agree to that?!” You squeaked, blushing harder than before.
“Oh, you’re gonna… because if that rat bastard thinks that he can get away with dragging you along ALL THIS TIME WITHOUT A DATE he is sadly mistaken…” A dark aura was now surrounding Usu-chan.
You nervously gulp and for the sake of your boyfriend’s future you submit to the idea and make a plan on how to even go about asking Ryuu-chan on a date.
The final bell rang throughout the school and it might as well have been the toll of death. Ever since lunch you’ve been thinking of nothing else but the conversation about the date. It was now the end of the day and you had no idea what you were even going to say. You were practically dragging your feet towards the front gate where Ryuu-chan was waiting for you with his friends. Your mind was now racing and you just wanted to keel over. As you got closer, you could hear their conversation.
“We were thinking of going to the arcade this Sunday. You wanna join?” asked his black-hair friend, tossing his arm over Ryuu-chan’s shoulder.
“Nah. I think I’ll pass.” answered your boyfriend without much hesitation.
“Whaaat?? Did you even think about it? C’mon man! You haven’t hung out as a group in forever~! Just come~!”
“Dude, don’t you remember? He’s got a girlfriend now. The last thing he wants to waste his Sunday on is hanging out with a bunch of dudes in a dimly-lit arcade. Honestly, if I had a girlfriend I’d do the same thing too.” chimed his blonde-haired friend, tossing Ryuu-chan a knowing smirk.
“Man, you’re so lucky~! How come you get a cute girlfriend? What’s your secret?!” begged his black-hair friend, shaking Ryuu-chan by his collar as the rest of his friends laughed.
“Quit exaggerating.” Ryuu-chan grumbled, quickly brushing off his friend’s hands and looking away. “It’s not even a big deal. And she’s not that cute.”
You felt a pang in your heart at his words. You knew you weren’t anything special to look at, but did your own boyfriend not even think you were cute? Should you even ask about a date at this point? What if Usu-chan was right and he was dragging you along? Ugh… what to do, what to do?
“Woah, dude, don’t you think that’s a little-?” the blonde-haired boy cut his sentence short as he saw you walking up towards them.
“Hey (L/N)-san!” the blonde-haired boy greeted.
Putting on your best smile, you returned his greeting. “Hey guys! What’re you guys talking about?”
Your boyfriend and his friends all looked at each other before the black-haired boy responded with a grin. “Nothing important. Anyways, later (L/N)-san! Later bro! Come on, Yashimuro. Let’s give these lovebirds some privacy on their way home!” he snickered and laughed with the other boy before the both of them ran off.
Your boyfriend’s face had a small tint of red in his cheeks as he grumbled. “Those morons… tch… lovebirds? Gross…”
You felt another pang in your chest. Weren’t you two lovebirds? I mean, you two weren’t exactly the lovey-dovey type of couple but weren’t not lovebirds, right? And what did he mean by gross? Maybe he thought the word ‘lovebirds’ was gross? With each second that passed, your confidence was shrinking. You were so deep in thought that you didn’t notice Ryuu-chan staring at you.
“Uh, you good?” he asked, tapping you gently on the shoulder.
You snapped out your thoughts and tossed him a smile. “Yeah, uh, you ready to go?”
Ryuu-chan stared at you for a minute before nodding. You both then began your walk home.
— The two of you were walking in pure silence. Your stomach was jumping and tossling with anxiety over how this was going to go. Conflicting thoughts were racing around in your head so much you could feel yourself getting dizzy. On the other hand, you hadn’t noticed Ryuu-chan sneaking glances at you from time to time. You’ve never been this quiet during the walk home. You were always talking about something or someone or what you saw on TikTok that day. This silence was killing him just as much as it was killing you. Suddenly, he spoke up jostling you out of your thoughts.
“Are you okay? You’re never this quiet?”
“Huh? Oh, um, yeah. I was just… thinking… about stuff.”
He quirked his eyebrow at your mumbling. “If this is about what Kujiro said about us being ‘lovebirds’ , don't pay attention to him. He’s an idiot. Even more than you.”
“W-What?!” You whipped your face towards him. Did he just call you a lesser idiot than his friend?!
“It’s true. That guy once asked me if a taco inside a burrito would count as Italian food because it’s ‘double Mexican’. Whatever the fuck that means.”
“I’ve never asked something like that! Don’t go comparing me to Kujiro-san!”
“You literally asked me last week if ostriches could swim because penguins could swim but couldn’t fly too.”
You pouted and huffed. “It’s a valid question. It’s called being inquisitive. When was the last time you ever thought outside of the box?”
“That’s not thinking outside of anything. That’s just called being a moron.”
You huffed again. So, he really thought you were a moron? Comparing you to his stupid friends. You continued debating over if you even wanted to continue this with asking him on a date if he thought all your ideas and questions were dumb. Ryuu-chan on the other hand was starting to wonder if he took it too far with teasing you. You were completely zoned out of the conversation with a prominent pout on your lips even when he kept talking. It was obvious that you weren’t listening and so the walk went back to being completely silent.
You two finally reached the steps of your house and you had to come to a decision. If you asked at least then your relationship would be set in stone. But, if you didn’t ask, Usu-chan would maim your boyfriend. You loved your boyfriend too much so you chose the former.
“Hey, um… Ryuu-chan. Can I ask you something?” you asked, stepping onto your porch.
“Hm? Yeah, what?”
“Um… I was wondering if… you… if you wanted to um… maybe… go out this Sunday?” You peeked up at your boyfriend to see his reaction. You were shocked to see him so shocked. His face was as red as a tomato and his mouth was gaping like a fish.
“W-WHAT?! LIKE A DATE?!” he exclaimed.
You huffed and stomped your foot. “Yes! A date!! What! Do you NOT want to date me?!”
“I didn’t say that, you dumbass!! Don’t go assuming shit!!” Ryuu covered his mouth after realizing how loud he was and looked down at the ground. You’ve never seen Ryuu’s face so red in your life. It seemed that at any minute his whole head would explode. “W-Where do you even wanna go for a stupid date?” he mumbled behind his hands. It was now your turn to blush. You wanted to do something that could be fun for the both of you. You then remembered Hana-chan suggestions about date locations.
“Umm… we could go to the cafe? Or see a movie. Maybe the aquarium or something… A-Anything would be okay if you wanna do it too.” you also mumbled. The street was eerily quiet as you mumbled. You honestly wanted to just rush inside your house and hide in the safety of your bedroom. That’s when your eloquent boyfriend spoke up again.
“F-Fine! We’ll go on a stupid date! When do you wanna meet?!”
“O-oh, um… how about the afternoon, maybe 3? We can meet downtown…”
“Tch! Fine! But you better be there on time or I’m leaving!”
Before you could say anything else your boyfriend rushed off. You slowly walked into your house where you met with your brother walking down the stairs. He stared at you curiously. “What’s with you?”
“I think I just scheduled a date with Ryuu-chan…”
“WHAT?!”
If it wasn’t for the crippling anxiety that rocked your every core that stopped you from consuming breakfast, you’d be throwing it up by now. Your room was littered with clothes, ankle-deep with skirts, shirts, sweatshirts, dresses, and all the alike. You can even count how many clothes you’ve put together and tore off. You called your best friends in the midst of a mental breakdown and Hana-chan assured you that it was normal to have date anxiety. It was your first one ever. She calmly gave you makeup instructions and helped you pick out your best outfit yet. Usu-chan and Haru-chan sent you varying words of comfort that could also be tied in as curses and future disdain towards your boyfriend. Staring into the mirror once more you turned your head towards your alarm clock.
2:35 p.m.
‘Better leave now or I’m gonna be late.’
You took in one more deep breath and exited your bedroom.
After getting past your big brother's questions and reassurances that you’d call him if anything went wrong, you were sitting in the train headed towards downtown. Hana-chan was sweet enough to send you a list of activities of possible things you could do on your date. Feeling way more confident than you did all morning, you were ready to take on this date head on. You felt like nothing could possibly go wrong.
You finally made it into downtown with little time to spare. Searching all around you finally found your boyfriend, standing next to a water fountain looking at his phone. You smiled and ran up to him.
“Hey!” you called out.
He looked up at you and put his phone away. “You’re late.” he stated bluntly, a frown on his face.
Your smile dampened a little as you checked the time on your phone. “Only by like 2 minutes…”
Your boyfriend rolled his eyes. “That’s still late, dumbass. And what the hell’s that on your face?”
“My makeup…?”
“Tch. Makes you look weird.”
‘Okaaayyyy… We’re off to a shaky start. But, that’s okay! With Hana-chan’s Guide to Dating: Tips, Tricks, & Sneaky Licks this date will turn out great!’
“Um, so! Are you hungry? I was thinking we could stop off at a café first for lunch before doing other things.”
Ryuu shrugged his shoulders. “Yeah, I could eat.”
Your smile returned. “Great! I know a great one we could go to!”
Ryuu said nothing as you both walked towards the café that Hana-chan suggested.
You finally arrive after a few minutes of walking and head inside the café. It’s a little more cutesy than what Hana-chan described, but nothing too overbearing. You thought it looked nice.
“What is this shit? What kinda girly café did you drag me to?” grumbled Ryuu-chan.
Okay, maybe others don’t think it’s very nice.
“It’s not that girly! A-And besides, this café caters to couples. Plus, the food is really good. And you can take a cute couple picture and put it up on the wall for a discount on your meal!”
“Eww! What?! What kinda cringy shit is that? I would rather eat from the garbage than do that.”
“Well, I thought it was a cute idea…”
“What was that?”
“I said, let's sit down and order!”
You were really trying to be in good spirits. This was the first place and Ryuu was already finding things to hate about it. You thought the couple picture idea would’ve been a cute and nice souvenir to take home to remind you of your first date. It’s a little cringey but he could’ve just said that he didn’t want to do it instead of insulting the idea outright. But, it’s okay! Because like most couple cafés on the menu is a special couple’s drink that comes with two straws. You made sure to order it after Ryuu ordered his food. You both talk for a bit, but the air between you two is so thick that only a butcher's knife could cut it. You can’t even read his face. Does he even want to be here? You’ve never felt so shifty and nervous in your life. Not too long after the waitress came back with your food and the special drink.
“What the hell is that?” Ryuu-chan asked, grimacing over the large fizzy drink that sat in the middle of the table.
“This is the café’s speciality. The Lovey-Dovey Fizzy Doki Doki Drink! It’s a couple’s drink. See? It comes with two straws so we can share it.” you explained with a bright smile.
“Wow…”
‘Wait… is Ryuu-chan going to say something romantic??’
“You really want me to die of cringe, don’t you?”
Or maybe he’ll hate it and crush every ounce of romance in the air.
“W-What…?”
“I wouldn’t be caught dead drinking this shit. And what with the name? They couldn’t think of anything normal to call it?”
“I thought it was cute…”
“And just looking at it alone is enough to give you cavities. Seriously, who would be dumb enough to drink this shit. And why would I share it with you?” As Ryuu-chan went on and on, you felt your heart chipping away. You thought it would be cute and romantic to share a few sips of the drink and eat your food before continuing with the date. Instead, he’s ranting about everything that has to do the mere mention of couples. You quickly stood up from your seat stopping your boyfriend's couples equal cringe rant.
“I need to go to the restroom. I’ll be back.” you muttered quickly.
You quickly sped off to the nearest restroom before Ryuu could notice anything. You walked over to the sinks and tried your best to calm down. You were hit with this hinting feeling of deja vu. It was like Ryuu-chan was reversing in personality back to who he was before you two got together. You groaned and leaned against the sink. This was a terrible start to the date. Why did you bring him here? You knew he’d have some gripes about being in a couple’s café but you didn’t think he would go into this anti-couple rant. You took a deep breath and took a look at Hana-chan’s list.
‘Okay. It’s fine. There are other great things to do that’ll bring this date back up. It’s not the end of the world.’
You took a few more deep breaths and stared into the mirror smiling.
“This is going to be a great date! I just have to believe and be positive!” you said to yourself before exiting the restroom. As you exited the restroom, you noticed Ryuu-chan staring intensely at his phone and scrolling.
‘Oh no… Was I in there too long?’
You cleared your throat and put on your best smile. “Sorry! Was I gone too long?”
Sparing you a passing glance, Ryuu shrugged and put his phone back into his pocket. “No, not really. But, you sure took your sweet ass time.”
Deciding to ignore that, you clapped your hands together. “Okay! So, are you ready to go now?”
Ryuu-chan quirked his eyebrow. “Aren’t you going to eat? Isn’t that why we came here?”
You looked at Ryuu-chan’s plate. He’d eaten most of, if not all of his phone while your food lay untouched.
“Uh, no… um… I’m not all that hungry. But, don’t worry, I'll pay for my food.” You reached into your bag, taking out your wallet.
Ryuu was quiet for a while as you took out the money and put it on the table. “Tch. Whatever. Your loss.” He took out his wallet and put some money down on the table as well. Ryuu’s grumpiness wasn’t going to rattle you now. You had a full list of other things to try with him and there’s no way he can hate all of them.
He hated all of them. Every. Single. One. After the café, you suggested a movie and you let him pick the movie, but you might as well have asked a 13 year old to plan a 401k that would’ve been a much more pleasant experience than what happened at the movie theater. Firstly, as the movie started you followed another one of Hana-chan’s tips and wanted to cuddle up to your boyfriend. Your boyfriend nearly jumps out of his seat and makes a huge deal about being too close to him all the time and that you should know how he feels about PDA. You then tried to explain to Ryuu that no one was in the theater and it was you two in the entire place together. He then launched into saying that it didn’t matter and “what will people think if they see two people cuddling together.” So, you basically sat through a two hour movie that you couldn’t even focus on because your boyfriend made a huge deal about you leaning on him while he was on his phone for 2/3s of the movie. Then, you both went to the aquarium and things seemed to be looking up. Ryuu seemed to be very knowledgeable about marine life. He told you every little fact about almost every sea creature you saw. However, things took a dip when you went to the shark exhibit. As he was telling you facts about the majestic shark in front of you, you grabbed onto his hand. That’s when he jerked back and looked at you like you were crazy. You told him that he was overreacting to a simple touch and that you were just trying to hold his hand. That’s when he told you to keep your hands to yourself and refused to talk throughout the entire exhibit, looking only at his phone.
By this point, you were exhausted. Nothing seemed to work and all of the other activities on Hana-chan’s list seemed like a waste of time. Why would he agree to go on a date if he wasn’t willing to be a couple in public? Was he embarrassed of you or something? What Ryuu said to his friends at the school gate rang in your head as you left the aquarium with your grumpy boyfriend. “She’s not even that cute.” That’s what he said. Maybe now that he had spent some time with you… maybe he realized you weren’t that cute. Maybe that’s why he didn’t want to show PDA in public…
Your mood was turning sour by the second and your self-esteem was at an all time low. By this point, you just wanted to go home. You looked up at the sky and noticed how dark it had gotten. Of course… with the two hour movie and the how many hours it took to walk through the entire aquarium it’s no wonder it’s almost dark out. You sighed and looked over at your boyfriend. Is the reason why you two always hang out at his house is because he doesn’t really love you? Just the old version of you.
“Well, that was a waste of time…” you heard your boyfriend mutter. That piece of your patience and will cracked.
“Yep, it sure was. Thanks for ruining that place too.”
“What?”
“Your attitude today really pissed me off, Arata. If you didn’t want to go on this stupid date you should’ve just said something instead of making me look like a try-hard moron.”
Letting out a huff, you turned your heel to start walking back to the train station when you were immediately pulled back by Ryuu.
“W-Wait! Where are you going?” he asked, the tone of his voice shifting a little bit. So now he cares now that you finally spoke up about it.
“Home, obviously. To think I was all worried about how I would look for our date today when you obviously don’t give a shit about anything.”
You were so done at this point. When Hana-chan told you that you’d be drained after your first date you were pretty sure she didn’t mean emotionally drained. This has been the most draining event of your life. Well, minus that time you binged Hi Bye, Mama. God, that Kdrama was sad. Just as you were about to continue walking you were suddenly yanked into a sprint by Ryuu, nearly tripping over yourself to keep up with him.
“H-Hey! What’re you doing?! Let me go! I’m gonna fall, you jerk!”
“Will you just shut up and follow me! I have to show you something!”
You let out a huff but continued to follow Ryuu who was now going a little bit slower.
‘What could he possibly want to show me now? Ugh… where are we even going?’
You never thought that your date would end with you scaling an empty hiking trail in the dark, but here you were. With your boyfriend clutching onto you like you were going to blow away in the wind. Anytime you would trip over something in the dark, Ryuu was oddly kind enough to wait for you and continue moving. The more you looked back, the more the darkness was starting to creep you out.
“Umm… Ryuu-chan? Where are we going?”
Ryuu continued walking and started muttering to himself. “It’s gotta be around here somewhere… Where did those idiots…”
‘Huh? Was he looking for something?’
After walking up the trail for nearly an hour, the trees branched off into a clearing and the trail was gone. Up in front were stairs and something glowing on top of the hill.
“We’re here.”
Still holding onto your arm, Ryuu led you up the stairs and to the top. Your eyes widened to the scene in front of you. A thick blanket laid out on the ground with food, drinks, pillows, and tiny electric soft-glowing candles. You looked over at your boyfriend who had a full-blown blush on his face and stared intently at the ground. But, he was with you this whole time how could he have had time to–
“Is this why you were on your phone the entire time? Did Kujiro-san and Yashimuro-san help put this together?” you asked.
“Y-Yeah. When I told those idiots I had a date with you they helped me put this together.” he answered, guiding you towards the blanket. He fluffed a pillow for you to sit on and gave you a bento. “H-Here.” he said, shoving a bento into your hands. “Y-You didn’t eat anything at the café or at the movies, so…” he trailed off.
Well, as angry and upset as you were, you were still kind of hungry. Especially since you didn’t even eat breakfast. Opening up the bento, you gasped at the beautiful array of food. It was your favorite meal and it was still warm! The delicious smell made your stomach let out a loud groan. You immediately took a bite and your eyes lit up at the flavor. “Mmm! This is delicious, Ryuu-chan! Did you make this?!” you asked, scarfing down more.
“Of course I did, dumbass. And of course it’s delicious! I made it! Everything I make is incredible!”
“Mm! Oh my god! I could eat your cooking every day!”
A light red blush appeared on Ryuu’s face as you kept eating. “Every day, huh…” he mumbled. “W-Well, I could make you lunch every day… IF I have time… so don’t just expect me to cook for you all the time, you dummy…”
You looked over at your boyfriend and put the bento in your lap.
“Ryuu-chan?”
“What?”
“Did you not have fun on our date?”
It was quiet again and Ryuu turned to look at you, almost flabbergasted that you would even insinuate that.
“The hell are you talking about?”
“Well, with the way you were acting at the café and the movies and the aquarium, it kinda just seemed like you just hated everything. Including me…”
Ryuu’s eyes widened. Him? Hate you? He never said that! And even if he were to say it, he’d knock his teeth out of his mouth before he could even form the sentence.
“You moron! What makes you think I hate you?! I never said I hated you!”
“You didn’t literally say it, your body language did!” you exclaimed, now fully turned to him. “I mean, I lean up against you in the movie theater and you act like I’m stabbing you. A-And at the aquarium too! You jerked your hand away when I barely touched you and you said it was a waste of time! If that’s not hate, I want to know why you were acting like I was dragging you places and why didn’t we just come here if you were already planning to have the date here?”
The quiet air was suffocating and Ryuu’s eyes seemed to be focusing on everywhere else except for you.
“It-It wasn’t like that! I was just- I- Goddamnit! Why does this have to be so fucking complicated!” Ryuu shouted to the sky causing you to flinch. Now you were even more confused. You reached out to Ryuu and gingerly stroked his arm. This time he didn’t flinch at your touch, but he relaxed and finally looked at you. A massive blush was all over his face and he looked… tearful?
“I… I didn’t mean to say all that shit. I actually liked the places you took me to. Honestly, you planned out a better date than I could ever imagine. You took me to a café with good food and service and you didn’t get to enjoy it because of me. At the café, I was… I… I was embarrassed…”
“Embarrassed? Of what? Me?”
“WHAT? NO! Of course not! I was embarrassed of… myself.”
“What? Ryuu-chan, I don’t understand. What would you have to be embarrassed by in a café?”
“Oh, come on. Look at me, (Y/N). I don’t exactly fit the picture of some suave romantic guy. I mean, look at what I’m wearing! You’re the one that dressed all cute for this date. Your hair, your makeup, your clothes. You looked 100000% ready for this date. And me? I don’t deserve to be standing next to someone like you…”
A blush was now forming on your cheeks as Ryuu’s words all seemed to fumble out.
“B-But you said my makeup looked weird…”
“Because you don’t need it! Seriously, what the hell were you thinking when you were putting that shit all over your face?! You’re fucking beautiful without it!”
“B-B-Beautiful…!” You were quick to hide your face and turn away from your boyfriend. Were you dreaming?! You had to be dreaming! There is no way that your emotionally stifled boyfriend just called you ‘beautiful’. Your eyes must be broken or maybe you're just hearing things.
“W-Wha-! Oi! You got a problem with me calling you that or something?” Ryuu shouted, trying to remove your hands from your face.
“N-N-No! No! I mean- It’s just…” you peeked up at your boyfriend through your fingers, “you’ve never called me ‘beautiful’ before…”
Both your boyfriend and your face seemed to be full of red madness tonight. You could feel him trembling softly as he still held onto your wrists. You slowly removed your hands from your face and stared at your cute blushing boyfriend.
“Well,… you are, idiot. And I shouldn’t have to keep telling you that. You should just wake up and know that! Me? I’m just… average. I was afraid more than anything that… you’d see that today.”
“S-So, the reason you didn’t want to take couples pictures at the café or hold my hand is because… you were afraid that I would be too good for you?”
Ashamed, Ryuu lowered his head and nodded.
“Dumbass.”
Ryuu was caught off-guard as you tackled him to the ground in a soul crushing hug. Before Ryuu could say anything it was now your turn.
“How could you even think that?! Do you know how many girls look at you at school and I have to keep all my senses together to not be jealous! I just wanted us to have fun today. To have an official date that screams to everyone “HEY! WE’RE BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND!”. I was so nervous this morning that I didn’t even have breakfast! I had to get Hana-chan to help me even put together an outfit and give me suggestions for this date because that’s how special you are to me! I wanted to look cute and beautiful for you! So don’t you ever call yourself average again!! You’re my handsome Ryuu-chan!!”
Your face was buried deep into your boyfriend’s chest, trying everything in your power to not cry and ruin his shirt. Finally, you looked up at him again to see him also blushing even harder than before.
“And to be perfectly honest, I’d settle for a hiking picnic date over any other expensive romantic date in the world! As long as I’m with you Ryuu-chan that’s all that matters to me.”
“I-Idiot… that’s my line…” Ryuu mumbled, softly holding you. You sighed deeply and smiled. Now this was the perfect end to a perfect-
“Oh, wait! Before I forget!”
You grabbed onto Ryuu’s shoulders and pulled yourself up from his chest. His face turned from inquisitive to shocked as you placed a soft kiss on your boyfriend's lips. You felt him take a sharp inhale and then slowly kissed you back. As you pulled away, Ryuu was a stuttering, blushing mess. You smiled and leaned against his chest.
“Now, it’s perfect.”
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a/n: i hope you enjoyed part 2! please look forward to my other works that'll be coming soon.
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marlesbian · 4 months
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My Wonderflower: their story
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note: (if by this point you don't know what Wonderflower is I can't even with you fr. it's Alice/Lily btw now shush) (if u don't like the ship just ignore it) Of course since it's by me, it is 100% canon compliant, otherwise where's the fun amirite???
They met on Lily's first week at Hogwarts, Alice was a year ahead of her. She caught Lily crying alone on a corner because she was getting bullied by blood supremacists, and one girl called her a freak, which made her remember her sister. She told all of that to Alice and the other girl felt a wave of sympathy, even though she was an only child and a pureblood, she knew how awful those people were. So she took Lily by the hand and led them both to her room, she started playing Fleetwood Mac, to just look at the ceiling and forget about the world. A week later, Alice called Lily, it was time for her to teach the younger girl some "defensive" magic (it was actually offensive magic, hexes and jinxes to attack anyone who tried to mess with her). Any time Alice learned a cool new defensive spell, she also taught it to Lily as well.
So they became close, always having "dates" in the library to study, and Alice always invited Lily to her dorm to watch a movie. During vacations, Alice made sure to go at least once to Lily's city so they could go to the cinema together. Since she was a year ahead, she usually provided Lily with her notes from previous years, Lily even helped her with her studies sometimes. They shared clothes and records, and they could talk about anything, they never ran out of a topic to talk about and it was always interesting. They were closest to one another, besides their respective friend groups (for Lily; Marlene Mary, and for Alice; Emmeline, Caradoc and Benjy).
What Lily didn't know, whas that she was in love with Alice. She had always been, even from that first day when she took her to listen to Fleetwood mac, she had fallen in love with her. But she didn't want to think about the implications of falling in love with a woman, she didn't want to think about what it would be like to tell her family. Alice, on the other hand, was thrilled! she knew her parents wouldn't mind her being with a woman, much less her friends, yes it would be a problem to society but who gave a fuck? So she made her move.
They started dating when Lily was 15, and they kept it a secret, only their closest friends knew about it, they dated for two whole years. It made Alice angry, the fact that she couldn't scream to the rooftops that she was in love, she wanted to show her off to the world. One of the reasons Lily declined James that time he asked, was because she was with someone else, she didn't feel the slightest bit of interest for the boy, and besides, telling people was dangerous, especially with the war and all of that supremacist and traditionalist bullshit.
When Alice graduated, they really did try to stay together, they really really did. But it didn't work. They broke up the day after Alice's birthday, Lily had told a shitty excuse at school to spend the weekend away. They had the perfect honeymoon weekend, their last night together had been perfect, they had the sweetest goodbye, but Sunday had come and it was time to face reality, and the reality was that the war had caught up to them. Alice barely had time for anything since she was training to be an auror, Lily spent every second at that school it was very dangerous for alice to send correspondence or to communicate with anyone who wasn't physically by her side. It was time to face the music: they wouldn't end this war together. They both cried their eyes out, this was not what they wanted. Lily got back to Hogwarts devastated, eyes swollen from the crying and a feeling of emptiness in her chest. She got to see the girls and she just let it all go, told them everything, about how her heart was broken and there was nothing anyone could do to change it. She spent all week feeling like shit.
But, as always, time heals everything. The months passed and it stopped hurting, they could move on now. With the going of spring, came the feelings for someone else, and Lily felt good about it. She started dating James, two months later she found out Alice was dating Frank. They had found love again, a love that they could actually show in public, and this new feeling felt good. Frank proposed to Alice on the 2nd anniversary of *the* breakup, and she was so happy she didn't even notice. (when she did notice, she cried for a whole hour).
Life had moved on, they were both now happily married to their respective husbands. Fate had conspired for them to become mothers together, even if not how they had dreamed as teenagers. They were happy, their love for one another never died, it never would, it just changed.
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First off, I loved the story. Second, what happened 👀👀👀
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(Not particularly heavy stuff, but an emotionally abusive situation is mentioned, so TW for that, I guess? Also if u have anything u want me to tag here, just send me an ask and I'll do it. Also this is a long post, but that's what u get for asking someone with adhd to tell a story ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
Alright, so like I said, I my first bf and I met in highschool and we stayed together from me being 15 to 26. A decade plus one of emotional abuse, manipulation, gaslighting, my friends being cut off to further my isolation, and me being too inexperienced to see the guy for the asshole he was.
And, like I said, my therapist from that time was a goddamn genius who saw how much I was suffering but also could tell I would not get out of that situation willingly bc I was so used to that being my life and the whole "he can't be abusive - he never hit me!" mentality that I couldn't see that he would cheer me up when I was down - but he was the one to put me down to begin with!
So she said "how about you two take a break? One month away from each other, with no strings attached, not bf and gf anymore, so you can see whether this is a relationship worth fighting for" (it wasn't, lmao)
Me, a week after: so, he's gonna be traveling in two months after this one and-
She, very serious: fascinating! let's make it three months then! You'll meet again when he's back, it'll be great for everyone!
The thing is, when you date someone that swallows up your entire life and cuts your bridges to everyone else, you end up pretty lost and alone (this is literally the tactic cults use to force people to stay in the cult, by making sure they won't have a community to support them once they are out).
But! My bff, bless her heart, never left my side no matter how often I would ghost her while i was still dating. And after I'd spent that first month (november of that year) moping and crying like someone had died, she invited me to go clubbing and I actually got to dance and be silly for the first time since my early teens!
Being undiagnosed autistic/adhd and having my ex as my only social interaction outside of my family AND not doing well socially in school bc bullying made it a bit of a challenge to come on to people, so my bff would be my wingwoman - hey, my friend thinks you're cute, etc.
For some reason, the ladies shot me down a lot, which sucked bc I really wanted to kiss a girl and "find out" whether I was bi (I thought I needed this as proof, lol). But the boys had those looney-tunes eyes at me so I got to kiss some of them and it was fun and stupid and so freeing.
And then there was her. Julia. Even my adhd brain still remembers her name. She was much taller than I, with full, black hair and a raspy voice that made me go heart eyes over her. I asked my bff to chat her up to me, and when instead of politely shaking her head with an apologetic smile as the other girls did, she walked up to me.
Then she asked me whether I wanted to kiss her, and I said yes, and she leaned over me and the world stopped spinning for a moment because I was kissing a girl and it was soft and sweet and good and oh my god, so I do like girls, of course I do, they are so pretty and amazing and oh wow, I am bisexual, that's a lot to unpack and-
And then she was smiling, and saying goodbye bc she wanted to meet up with her friends, and I was left in the middle of that rooftop dance floor, under the stars, my ears ringing and my face burning hot. I had my answer. I had my truth. I had it all along, but now it was real.
So just on account of that, month two (december of that year) was already chalked down as better than the entire time I had ever spent with my not-yet-entirely-ex, but I went out with my bff other times and had just as much fun. Incidentally, the hidden quickie with the handsome guy only happened bc I was intensely fueled by a spiteful thought of "aw hell no, I won't close this year without having boned someone other than [redacted]!". So uh. Yeah. The say love makes you do things, but hooo boy, the things that spite makes u do!
Anyway, moving on! January rolled out and my soon-to-be-ex sent me a text for us to meet, and we did. We caught up at some public place, and at some point he asked me whether I wanted to get back together.
Now, the first sentence that popped into my brain, in all caps, was: "I'D RATHER DOUSE MYSELF IN GASOLINE AND LIGHT A MATCH LMAO" but I unfortunately held back enough to say "I think we're much too different people now" while choking back laughter. So he asked to be just friends and I was like, ah well, I guess?
And we had this whole talk in the cab on the way to drop me off at my place, and this is where the nickname to which I refer to him now, "the deceased", came to be.
See, he was very clearly trying to lay the groundwork to try and build a relationship with me again, talking abt how different people can still get along even if they're exes bc we are both so emotionally mature, etc.
And I jokingly say the most absurd thing I could think: "yeah, and even if we're different, it's not like you're gonna... idk, vote for bolsonaro".
And he did a double take. And. Very shyly, he said he was, in fact, gonna vote for him. Y'know the genocidal, pro-dictatorship, homophobic, corrupt, nightmare of a president with which we were later plagued with for four years in the middle of a pandemic.
That's when I realized this dude wasn't worth keeping around even as a distant acquaintance, and I had a whole mental funeral for this guy bc he would be dead to me from then on. Sad music, flowers, the whole thing. Rip in piss, as y'all say around here.
Once we arrived by my place's door, I asked him to wait in the cab while I went up real quick. When I came back, he was like "oh?? you wanna go somewhere else from here?"
and I simply shoved the very large plastic bag I'd carried down on the seat next to him, explaining: "no, it's just that this is all your crap that was still in my house and I don't want it here anymore. Bye."
What a terrific place to end this story! How dramatic! I mean, that guy was the worst thing I've ever had cling to me in my life, and that includes that one time in the woods when I was a kid and like a hundred ticks bit me.
Well, close the curtains on this show, then! This is a satisfying ending and surely you never heard of him again, right, OP? Right, OP????
[press X for the next stupid anecdote about the deceased]
[press Y to never hear about the deceased again]
[vanilla extract] (sorry I had to)
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If this made you laugh, buy me a ko-fi to help me continue to afford the therapy I so clearly need lmao
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nr1orbit · 6 months
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Hate her
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omg my first ever fanfiction (so why not write about seulgi)
ill try to like make it not suck 😭
I have no clue what I’m gonna do with this (not proofread too lazy)
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Seulgi was the it-girl of the school, everyone liked her, except for you. You hated her, and she hated you. Why? She bullied you till you had to run home crying. You never show your hatred toward her, making you look weak. ( not that you tried, you know all to well she’ll probably just bully you more). You adjusted to this lifestyle, your average day going as followed:
You get to school. She arrives and laughs at your outfit. School starts so she leaves you alone for a while, until lunch. At lunch your life was hell. She constantly shamed you for your lunch tray, telling you to eat less. Her insults would go like so: “Wow your gonna eat that?”, “soon you’ll be the size of a whale! Wait.. you wouldn’t fit in here if you did…” which resulted in you not eating for a week, earning a worried comment from your mom.
This time was different, you were already severely underweight, but you wanted to pursue your selfsame even more… but you didn’t want to burden anyone. So what’s the only other option? Suicide. You didn’t have friends, so they couldn’t get in the way, right? So when the bell rang, you texted your mom, wishing her well, when you made your way to the rooftop. Little did you know Seulgi was planning to torment you after school…
Upon arriving at your school’s rooftop, you looked over the ledge, remembering all the horrible things bullies had said to you. You stepped on the bench, still looking at the stream of students leaving the school.
Seulgi, who was watching you, found it strange you wanted to spend your free time here.. until it hit her. You wanted to commit.. suicide? “Why?” She thought.. “Wait.. oh.” She finally realized, that all her bullying actually affected you, she thought you didn’t mind..
You were done, with everything. With her, with the other people, with life.. so, when you were about to jump, she grabbed your wrist. “Don’t!” She yelled “Im sorry.. I should’ve never done all that, said all that.. please don’t take your life..” You looked down at your feet, tears welling up in your eyes. She hugged you. Kang seulgi, your bully, hugged you. You let your tears go, quietly sobbing. She guided you to the floor, when she noticed your cuts. You let all your emotions out.
Needless to say you didn’t know how long you stayed there, in her arms, sobbing. Neither did you care, and she was not going anywhere.
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And that kids, is why you don’t bully.
(Also don’t harm yourself!!)
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Broken Hope
(so Hawkmoth and Mayura were defeated, Marinette had lost her hope in finding people who would love her for her, Chat Noir had tried to force her to be his girlfriend in civilian form since ladybug(Mari) had said no to dating him, he had killed her parents, and tried to make her "his", he attacked her that night and left a couple of scars only an her arms, when she leaves the house she either wears long gloves or long sleeved shirts to cover them, Lila had also taken all her friends away and Adrien still try's but never works now he just watch's from the side lines and says either "You should have taken the high road" or "just apologize to Lila and ill date you" what happens when a certain boy comes to the school? let's find out! Oh and Adrians miraculous was taken away)
Damian's P.O.V
I'm currently walking to my temporary school so I can learn more about the "hero's" here, but really father just wants me to socialize with more people since Jons not enough, when I reached the school I saw a group of kids beating up a bluenette girl I don't know why but i went over and thew the largest guy away from her, I saw another girl
 who had blonde hair being held back by another taller male i punched the guy making him drop her as soon as he did she went over to the bluenette girl.
"Mari!" the blonde said while checking her over, i walked over to see what was going on. "what was that about?" a girl with glasses walks up and said "there bullies who cant seem to leave my bestie alone" she glares at the girls "I was asking them not you, and it looks like you all are the bullies not them" the glasses girl stormed of followed by a girl with sausage hair and a boy with blond hair, i look to the girls to see them both surprised "what?" the bluenette spoke and said "sorry...it's just your the first person to help us with them..." I was shocked 'where are the teachers during this' "what do you mean?" the blond started explaining "well the girl with sausage hair is a very good liar who turned everyone against us, she hated Mari since she could point out her lies, she claims she has many famous connections when she really doesn't and what's sad is Mari has all of the people she has connections to everyone she's lied about so far, there all mindless sheep, or they share one brain cell" I thought I had gotten away from harlets and there's some here "what about the teachers?" the bluenette said "they either turn a blind eye, don't care, or believe Lila's every word" "huh" "oh yah, I'm Marinette but some people call me Mari, and this is Chloe I call her bee" "Damian, Damian drake" Chloe said "nice to meet someone with a brain here" "same here" I said and stood up and helped the girls up and we head to class
Time Skip
Marinettes P.O.V
it's been a good day so far, other than the bullying even Tho Damian helps us, I went and transformed for patrol and started to run across the rooftops till I felt like I was being watched i stayed there for a few minutes and said "you can come out I wont do anything to you" just then a boy walks out with a traffic light suit and a cape that's black on the outside and yellow on the inside, once I saw this I automatically knew who it was "nice to see you robin, but why are you here?" he walked up to me "we wanted to know what was happening here" I put a straight face on "I called three time, green lantern answered and said to 'not pull pranks' on the justice league" I saw he was irritated "we never got word of this what had happened?" I sigh and explained the story "would you be ok with a video call with batman?" "sure, and I'm guessing you know who I am by the looks of it" he looked a bit guilty of that and said "yeah" "then why don't we go to my place to talk" "yah, sounds good" "then lets go" 
Time Skip
were sitting on the couch after getting changed "so what happened to that cat hero?" I paused, I didn't think that he would be brought up, but I knew I'd have to tell him sooner or later, i sighed and started talking "his name was Chat Noir, he was my partner but he had a crush on me in my hero form not me in my civilian form after a while of saying no to dating him he came to me in my civilian form and tried to force me to be his girlfriend, when I said no he attacked me and left some scars on my arm" when I said this I rolled up my sleeves to show the scars and he looked pissed "I took his miraculous from him that day, now he either tries to force me in his civilian form or watches me get bullied" "who is he?" he said in a cold dark tone that made me flinch "he is a rich kid in the school aka Agreste" after I said that his phone went off, and he answered it "TT" "I'm with one of the hero's of Paris" "TT, Fine" he puts the call on speaker "Hello?" "um hi, who's talking?" I asked "hello, I am batman" "well, I'm ladybug one of Paris's hero's" "well good to know, may I know what's happened?" after explaining "I see, ill have a word with Green lantern" Damian walked up to the phone and spoke "father, we cave a liar here that clamed to know us in and out of the suit also said she's dating me, she's also bullying ladybug and a friend of hers" "What!?" "yah, do you think we could expose her?" "...ill see what I can do" I'm just in shock that this is happening, after twenty minutes Bruce started talking again "I can throw a gala in Pari's on....Saturday?" "that sounds good" I chimed in "we can invite everyone she's lied about, if that's ok?" Damian smirked at the idea and Bruce talked again "that would be good Marinette" I smiled a little at that and herd Damian say "someone's happy" I blushed a tad bit when he said that "well, I need to go, use protection if you two do the thing" then the call ended, after that both me and Damian were as red as roses.
Time Skip to the morning
Damian's P.O.V
I woke up realizing I wasn't in the apartment, then I remembered what happened yesterday, I tried to get up but I was pushed back down, when I looked to see what was on me I saw blackish blue hair on my chest and figured out it was Marinette, I started to blush a little then smirked, i had to wake her up so we could head to that hell hole that's a school, I gently pushed her and said "Angel, we need to get ready" "mmm" I watch her yawn and rub her eyes, she looks up and sees me as soon as she does she turns as red as a tomato and gets up, after that we go and get dressed(she has clothes for boys since Luka hung out with her once and awhile) we head to class, we sat in the back when angel got a text she looked at her phone and sighed "what's wrong?" "Chloe got sick and cant come so its just the two of us today" "mm, alright"
Time skip to lunch
I walked to the cafeteria with Angel to grab food, she needed to use the restroom so I found us a table after 10 minutes and Angel hadn't come back I started to grow worried, then I saw Rossi come in with her fake crocodile tears I got up and started looking for her, when I heard sobbing from the girls bathroom,' I hate what I did but it needed to be done' I walked into the restroom and saw Angel crying in a corner so I kneeled down and pulled her into a hug and said "its ok Angel, remember where exposing that liar tomorrow" she started calming down till she stopped crying, I pulled away and said "hey Angel will you meet me at the Eifel tower after school?" she nodded her head and we got up to head to class.
Time Skip to after school
Marinette's P.O.V
after school was out I started to make my way to the Eifel tower, when I got there I saw Damian so I walked to him, once I was there he put his hands over my eye's "Damian, where are we going?" "its a surprise Angel" we walked for a few more minutes, we stopped and he told me to keep my eyes closed so I did, after a couple of minutes he said "Angel, you can open your eye's now" I opened my eye's to see a beautiful clearing with flowers and trees surrounding us, in the middle there's a small picknick setup, and Infront of me Damian was there holding a mixture of lotus's, Carnations, Hibiscus, and roses, while in the other hand had a stuffed bear "A-Marinette, will you be my girlfriend and be my date for the gala?" I was shocked at first and then blushed "Yes!" i jumped on him and hugged him, he then brought my chin up with a smirk on his face and kissed me on the lips, i kissed back we kissed for about ten minutes then we broke the kiss and went to the picnic setup, when we left it was starting to get dark so we left and headed to Damians house when we reached it he opened the door and we walked in we saw a guy on the couch with a cup of coffee and in guessing he's video calling with somebody, "Sup, Demon spa-Holy Shit!" the person yells "What!?" the person on the phone said "Demon spawn brought a girl over!" "What!, really!?" "TT, get everyone on the call and ill explain" i hear Damian say and i freeze, i think he notices since he grabbed my hand and squeezes it the guy with the coffee asks "hay Demon spawn, who is she?" he sighed "Tim, a-Marinette, Marinette, Tim" i looked up at him and said "hi!" I said with a smile and Tim smiled back at me and said "hello, to you to pixie pop!" "why did you call me pixie pop?" he smiled at me and said "because you small and cute" I blushed from embarrassment then the person on the phone said "Hay coffee addict, Demon spawn, everyone's on!"(I don't want to do all the introductions so after that)"guy's, Marinette's my girlfriend" "Your Dating" the girls yelled "New Sister" "TT" Bruce asked "Marinette how would you like to be adopted?" Selina chimed in and said "No, Bruce, Damian's already dating her, and plus she has her own family" at that I look down a little and I'm guessing Tim and Damian saw, Damian pulled me into a hug while saying "her parents were killed by her former partner Chat Noir, he wanted to force her to be his girlfriend, when she said no he attacked her and left some scars on her arms" at that I started to tear up, while Tim and his family had wide eye's and some felt bad, Bruce sighed and asked "would it be ok if I had a family friend adopt you?" I just nodded my head "alright, go get rest tomorrows the gala and the exposion of that liar" i nod as Damian picked me up and we went to bed.
Tim Drakes P.O.V
I felt bad for pixie pop, after she left i pulled up her info on my extra computer while the fam was still on call "your looking up her info aren't you Tim" big B ask's, I just nod in response, when I pull up Pixie Pops info my eye's go wide, "what's wrong kitten?" "Big B I'm sending you her info" "why" "just look."
Info
Marinette Dupain Cheng
age:17
education: early graduate 
school: Collège Françoise Dupont
parents: Deceased
reports on Marinette: bullying, lying, test cheating
reports by Marinette: harassment, physical bullying, mental bullying, attempted murder, destruction of personal property, lying, death threats, neglect, suicide baiting
(I'm sorry I don't know how to do records like this)
After reading this I was pissed "I doubt the reports on her are true she's way to nice to do it, and Demon spawn wouldn't be dating her if they were true" I said "your right" "yah doubt kitten can do that she's like a angel" "and all of the reports she filed out" "this is why I'm doing the gala, Tim can you hack the camera's of the school and make a video?" "anything for Pixie Pop" "alright bed everyone" Alfred said and we ended the call
Ima time skip to the gala
Mari's P.O.V
Mari's dress
her hair is down it reaches down to her shoulders
Chloe's dress
Chloe's hair is down to her waist
we got out of the limo, I was with Damian and Chloe's with Tim, the Waynes are already in the gala, as soon as Bruce see's me he goes up to the stage and starts talking "hello everyone, we are happy you all could make it" you could hear cheers in the crowed "thank you, we had brought a gala here for a series and specific reason" everyone quieted down, then I realized that my class is glaring at me "this gala was held, because a girl was lying about knowing everyone in this room, and is also bullying my sons girlfriend, along with the class" everyone gasped and started to whisper, when I looked at Lila she was pale "yes, I have a video of what the class has done, and something extra, along with the liar" a projector played the video's of the bullying, Lilas threats and lies, and Chat Noir and/or Adrien the night he killed my parents, after this everyone was staring or glaring at the pale class, and they were kicked out.
after the gala I was adopted by wonder women/Dianna, I met the Kents and the Waynes in person, now there all overprotective with me, Jon said I'm his Honorary sister, Tim and Chloe are dating now, Damian and I are still going strong and really well and yah.
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🎭 - Are they loved or hated by the public? Neutral? Do they live solitary lives, or do they blend in with the normal population? Do they lead a double life? Have a ‘day job?’
🐈‍⬛ - Do you associate an animal with your slasher OC? What one? Or multiple? And why? Is it related to their killing methods?
💀 - If they were to be killed by a final girl/boy/person, what would be a fitting end for them, symbolically?
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🎭 - Are they loved or hated by the public? Neutral? Do they live solitary lives, or do they blend in with the normal population? Do they lead a double life? Have a ‘day job?’
Cylas With Cylas it's kind of a fifty-fifty thing, people either love her or hate her. Although being generally kind and patient, they do have a strong sense of justice and can be quite opinionated. Also socially awkward and has a sense of humour not everyone shares. She works in a hospital, has cats, likes pizza... just a regular person. They're an introvert but that's the main reason they tend to stay home, though they do also enjoy meeting friends occasionally. But they obviously don't just go shouting from the rooftops that she has murderous tendencies ;D
Ghost She doesn't leave the house often and among the other Fireflys she doesn't stand out much - usually Baby and Mama are the ones getting everyone's attention. In general though people look at her with... wary curiousity? She can't help visually sticking out, although Baby and Blinky have brought up the idea of dying her hair before. She didn't really like it, though. The only times she really interacts with strangers is when doing readings and stuff, and in those times her lack of experience with social interactions doesn't really show since people would probably think she's odd either way.
Cathryn Doesn't like people. Doesn't go out of her way to be nice to people. Usually everyone tends to stay away from her. Once she war,s up to someone she can be quite nice though. She just has a hard time being vulnerable around people. When it comes to the aspect of her being a vampire, that doesn't stand out at all. I can't really say much for the other points because... fuck if I know xD the exact living circumstances are something I still need to figure out.
Candy Every teacher's dream student (almost, the French teacher doesn't like anyone), always friendly, pretty much liked by everyone. Sure, at school there are some bullies, but that's just how it be sometimes. Other than that there are no real reasons to dislike her, though people do have a tendency not to take her seriously, or assume her to be younger than she is. But overall she just seems like a sweet girl, helpful, reliable, trustworthy. Couldn't hurt a fly.
🐈‍⬛ - Do you associate an animal with your slasher OC? What one? Or multiple? And why? Is it related to their killing methods?
I don't think so? Like, Cylas has cats, so that's a thing. Cathryn's nick name is Cat (duh). I have brought up the idea that Ghost eventually adopts a stray cat. But... that's probably cause I just really like cats ;D
If I had to assign an animal though I'd probably say maybe a crow for Ghost, or owl. And/or a nightingale? She likes to sing but was never allowed to, and she did grow up in captivity.
Cylas likes snakes and will either jokingly or in arguments refer to themself as "gutter rat" or "vermin" cause she's had those insults thrown at her before but refuses to let them offend her. In their opinion, rats are really smart, can be good pets (though probably not wild ones), and can probably do a quite good job getting rid of bodies. Also hard to get rid of. And she likes the image of a human just being taken down by a huge swarm of rats.
Cathryn is just... some kind of wildcat, probably. She's a predator. She's got "cat" in her name. She likes to cuddle but won't hesitate to hurt someone if they get on her nerves too much.
With my beloved babygirl Candy there's something I came up with recently that could be part of her backstory. I think that in the past when she was younger the bullying was much worse, with kids even following or chasing her on her way back home, until one day a stray dog (or several?) kind of... adopted her? That or it's a neighbour's pet, not sure yet.
💀 - If they were to be killed by a final girl/boy/person, what would be a fitting end for them, symbolically?
I mean, I overall didn't create any of my OCs to have an end, so... all of these would be the worst case scenarios, and not really caused by a final girl/boy but by a person even worse than they are. Or something.
Cylas knows that "hubris is the downfall of man", that being too proud makes you vulnerable and blind to possible weaknesses. They also know that, if anything, that will be what brings them down - underestimating an opponent. It could be a planned victim, or some random person who attacks her in the street. But the real bitter outcome would be if people working for that "research facility" came after her again for some reason. It's their biggest fear, and if possible, they'd probably end their own life before risking to be captured.
With Ghost it would most likely just be the police finding out what the Fireflys are doing or maybe a random victim - she isn't much of a fighter, especially when she first gets there. For her, the biggest irony would be if she was killed by a religious person, especially a priest or nun. Maybe the convent she had originally stayed with turns out to be more fanatic than she thought and, after her and the nuns who were supposed to kill her disappeared, the convent sent someone to investigate. Maybe they come to finish the job. She'd be most vulnerable when out in the town, usually she has RJ with her but it is possible that she'd go alone sometimes. The most dramatic thing would obviously be if they took her back to where she was born and gave her a straight up witch's death.
Cathryn would be killed by The Council (tm). Either along with everyone else or due to underestimating someone. Or because Alicia was caught and she tried to save her. She is very impulsive. Being killed by Alicia's mother would be... quite humiliating. And especially bad if Alicia was made to watch.
For Candy I don't see a death, more going to prison, a mental hospital, or her grandparents getting custody over her and basically locking her up. These things most likely caused by her family.
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it’s so crazy to me how much riley matthews got hated on around 2 years ago. is she perfect? no, that’s the entire point of the show and all of the characters, all of them have been in the wrong at some point (it’s what made us like bmw characters and both shows in the first place.) people flat out making fun of the riley town episode is borderline confusing, it was disney and around that time the channel didn’t really get deep into any of the plot points (gmw should’ve been on abc to go into deep plots and go into the depths of their topics especially when it came to both maya and riley’s personal issues instead of just generalizing on that subject/topic but that’s a different rant) like clearly you haven’t been bullied at a young age because the way riley acted is how most people do, and also the number of times the comments of clips of that episode on the clock app are that “it was a one time thing and riley made a big deal about it” riley might be dramatic most times but she was not at all during that episode, she bottled being bullied for as long as she could and then exploded on her closest friends, that is quite accurate. it was not one time, in the episode alone she keeps receiving threats of violence for being herself, and she had been dealing with comments like that from others like missy in s1 and also received it during girl meets yearbook in s2. she’s been perceived as annoying too and like???? ok so that’s a reason to absolutely hate on her as a character? i find lucas annoying but i still love him as a character. people claiming either her or maya as selfish is also confusing? have you watched either new years or the ski lodge episodes??? both of the pair of besties have an issue with putting themselves first (maya most people know about the lengths she goes to protect her friends and riley does that also, i.e. when farkle was being bullied, maya’s reaction was to immediately fight off his bully to protect him while riley’s initial reaction was to comfort him- both of them put others first always just in different ways) in girl meets new years riley bottles up her complicated feelings that she has for lucas (and is v upset when farkle announces it on the rooftop) to make maya and lucas happy, she did it in texas as soon as she thought maya liked lucas, when she backed off of lucas and told him that they love each other like siblings, even in ski lodge, she talks to evan only about all the people in her life and not herself, when josh and maya go to the window when maya grabs his hand, she says she needs to think even though later both her and lucas confess to thinking about the other all the time during the triangle. she’s as selfless as maya is. she has her moments of being completely in the wrong at times (like not defending maya when lucas poked fun at maya’s height) but her character at her core is so sweet and funny, that’s her charm.
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Prompts From A Kit: Maddening
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Fandom: Yandere Simulator Rating: T Verse: MissingTalesverse (Reverse AU) A/N: This is based on a Reverse AU in my Yandere SImulator fanon project, YS Missing Tales. Kuroka is my OC. Summary: One day, a bullied victim finally had enough. Prompts: {DeviantArt}
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Kuroka finally scrapped at Himari and her friends. She grabbed the blond-haired girl's hair and slammed her against the mirror. There was blood everywhere. This caused Himari's friends to scream and run away in fear. Their victim has finally fought back from being bullied so severely for a long time. Kuroka snickered at Himari's expression in agony and stepped on the girl's back, stomping her. Himari screamed in distress, pleading Kuroka to stop, but Kuroka had enough of the lead bully. Enough was enough. She was done being a bullied victim. Kuroka kicked Himari in the face before she left her for dead.
She has won. She smirked as she headed home in satisfaction and pleasure.
The next day, Kuroka found out that Himari was in a hospital, and Himari's friends were now terrified of her. From this day forward, they left her alone. Soon, Kuroka transferred from Akademi high school to Shisuta high school, where she befriended new people while secretly eliminating bullies from the shadows.
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"Why are you bullying this girl?" Kuroka confronted a bully one day in the girl's restroom.
"Because she's ugly." The bully snickered. "Also, my boyfriend wants her, not me, so she has to pay."
"All of this because you're insecure and jealous. How fucking pathetic." Kuroka punched the bully in the face, causing blood to come out from the bully's nose and mouth. "Girls like you make me so sick."
The victim ran away as Kuroka spit on the bully in rage and exited the restroom.
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Soon, rumors started to spread around about Kuroka, but she did not care. She was making the school a better place by punishing the bullies. She was known as the Bully Hunter. Kuroka will always be so maddening longest bullies keep existing.
'Just like Life Note,' Kuroka smirked as she stood on a rooftop of an abandoned building. Moonlight shined on her as she held a notebook in her hand. Inside the notebook were the names of the bullies from different schools. 'I'm a Bully Hunter for hire, after all.'
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