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[iqmmir]

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[sapnere]

Im putting gorgeous girls on your dash today

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[iqmmir]

Guys i figured it out . Ivan has . Imposter syndrome

#.mimiming ❜ #i saw a translation of the . shallow feelings with tags or smth like #it was mutual yada uada yada smth smth #but like. #shallow feelings . did he think he was . #not in love with till . and he was forcing feelings that didnt truly exist upon him . #this post is for one mutual and one mutual only . prin i need your approval am i right . prin please .

[iqmmir]

New year resolution - make something yuri happen to me

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[iqmmir]

THIS IS A YUNO POST ABOUT HOW YUNO IS LITERALLY JUST SOME GIRL!!!!! TRUST ME GUYS!!!!!

also thank you tsumi @74n5n for reading this for me i love talking about you with the milgram sillies forwve

Have you ever spoken to spoken who is clearly in a bad situation but they refuse to accept it?

I'm going to give an example of my mother, because it's easier to explain with an example.

My mother has an elder brother who has polio. My grandmother was very protective of him because of that and also due to the way they (my grandmother and her friends, people of that generation) were raised, there was a certain way she treated her children differently.

My grandmother expected everyone in the world to be against my uncle because of his disability. So she was very protective of him. Simultaneously, there are certain things I remember her saying to me that I'm pretty sure she said to my mother also. 'Once you're older, your brother will take care of his family, so you have to take care of your parents' 'Who is the mother supposed to rely on, if not the daughter?' 'You're the girl, you're more mature than your brother, so understand this'

Things like this are very common here. I personally do not believe this, but I'm talking about my mother here. She (and my grandmother) automatically believed that the '(Elder) Son' is someone who the 'Parent' and, if applicable, '(Younger, usually girl) Sibling' must help and take care of so they can become their 'own person' with their 'own family'. It's a certain concept. I'm just telling this to explain something else trust me guys okay.

My mother was treated horribly. I can see that, my brother can see that, my father can see that. My mother herself however lives in denial. My grandmother, to raise her son, treated her daughter like an adult when she was a child. Expecting her to be the 'mature' one. 'You're the daughter, you'll be stuck taking care of kids, other girls deal with this too, so you should get used to it, this is the norm.'

Being the 'mature' one is a matter of pride for her. Being the one understanding others, devoting herself to others, denying yourself of what makes you happy, that makes her proud.

But, see, this is normal. This is how everyone here lives. I'm not saying it's right.

A wife, a mother, a sister. Wake up before everyone else, clean the house, make breakfast for your children, send them to school, do the housework, make breakfast for your husband, go to your own job, come back, make lunch, clean the house, take care of your children. It's too much work. But it's the regular for most women her age.

It's normal. So whenever I or my brother point out how 'being only for others' is really disturbing and stuff, my mother's reply is usually along the lines of 'Everyone lives like this.' This is normal, see.

Now, I know nothing about japan and its system. But the way Yuno behaves reminds me of my mother, and other girls Yuno's age that I have met. Let me elaborate.

Yuno detests the idea of being a victim. She believes a victim to be someone weak, not someone like her. Someone without any choice, not someone like her. Someone who is hurt, not someone like her. Someone who needs to be helped, not someone like her. She is normal. She is not a victim.

Yuno is the eldest daughter of a house with no father. Whatever she's doing, it's all expected of her. For her, this is normal. Taking care of her younger siblings, it's normal. Minimising her own expenses so much that the most expensive thing she ever bought was a teddy bear, it's normal.

The way she is behaving, it's all expected of her. She's the girl, she must be more mature. She's the sister, she must take care of her siblings. She is mature, she does not need help or anything of the sort. She is independent. She is not a victim.

Do you know why most people deny having depression or anything? It's because of how everyone views them. A victim of abuse, a victim of neglect, treating them with pity, not as a person. They've probably done that themselves. Seeing the 'victims' as someone helpless and not capable of taking care of themselves. Someone that needs someone else.

The system, society, capitalism, whatever you want to call it, encourages this mindset. Treating victims as someone with no autonomy, viewing it as a 'bad' thing will stop people from looking for help. If everyone is similar, it will be normal. Being a 'victim' is a very.. isolating thing. People begin treating them as 'concepts of victims'. Constantly treating them with pity, looking down on them. No one will want that right? Being treated like a 'victim' is equivalent to being treated like an idiot. For a better example, being treated like a toddler.

I'm going to talk about Muu here, to explain my thoughts a little more. The moment 'inmf' dropped, I wasn't here, I wasn't part of the fandom, but from the posts and things I have seen, Muu became someone.. 'manipulative'. Everything she did in Trial 1, she was only doing it for pity. Now she has too much ego. The idea of a victim, she isn't fitting there anymore. She has done something wrong. She is in the wrong too. But a 'victim' can't be in the wrong. It's either a victim or a bitch, you can't be both. A 'victim' can't be held responsible for their actions. She was bullied, it was wrong. It was wrong of her to bully others too (I have more complicated thoughts about this, but this isn't a muu post). But for some reason, the fandom.. can't accept it properly.

'She regrets killing Rei' she views herself as a monster because she doesn't regret killing Rei. 'Shes manipulative' She was behaving like any other teenage girl who has been kidnapped from her house and being told that she's a murderer. For some reason, Muu simultaneously being a victim and being a bitch is very difficult for people to comprehend.

Being a victim of domestic abuse does not give you the right to abuse your children, right? But when the idea that Amane's mother is also a victim was brought up, everyone was so uncomfortable with it. BEING A VICTIM DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE IMMEDIATELY FUCKING FORGIVEN, IT'S NOT A FREE PASS, YOU SEE? A 'victim' is a person with a whole personality, you can't see them as black and white because it's not who the person is.

This is something many people, including Yuno don't understand. Once you're labelled a 'victim' everyone begins to make excuses for you, those who you have hurt need to 'understand that you were hurt too'. So for Yuno, who strongly believes in society and its ideals, 'if im a victim it means i had no choice it means the people i have hurt [im shooting an arrow in the dark here, trust me bro please] need to understand, if im a victim i owe nothing to anyone'. The concept of victim is something like this to her.

This is how many, many girls I know think. In their mind, because of how they were raised and how everyone else thinks, they are being normal. They aren't victims. Yuno is literally just some girl.

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[iqmmir]

What type of 'me' do you like? I'll stick to that~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @amugoffandoms!!!!!!!

#.mimiming ❜ #milgram #yuno kashiki #kashiki yuno #milgram project #sigh. i partly miss my editing blog now but not rlly #SORRY I MEANT TO DRAW YOU SOMETHING SO PRETTY BUT UM. ar t block and what not <///3 #happy belated (its still the 12th here but im not sure what day its for you so??) birthdayyyyyy #ik we dont talk much but youre a super nice and important friend to me!!!!!!

[iqmmir]

Um i saw the 'characters you relate to' tag game, and wanted to make one for songs!! :3 list ten songs you relate to <3 if you wanna make assumptions about prev based on songs, thats up to you and whether the user's comfortable with it :3

watashi no mikata - honeyworks

kawaii for myself - honeyworks, yuna hoshino

tera tera - project sekai

after pain - milgram

tear drop - milgram

kyu-kurarin - iwoya

hontonowatashi - honeyworks

non breath oblige - pinocchiop

engeki - project sekai

kagirinaku haiiro e - project sekai

Tagging: @kaoharu @notetapper @eslover @rainbowghostcat @tsuwmya @nenestansunsthings and anyone else who wants to <3

#sorry if the tag bothers yoy </3 #um. yoy can make assumptions if you want. #.mimiming ❜

[iqmmir]

STOP HAVING BIRTHDAYS WITHOUT TELLING ME.

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[iqmmir]

Kotoko observing others: 😄😝😏😌

Kotoko when she realises others observe her too: 🫨😧😰😵‍💫

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[iqmmir]

Horrible recording because i GAVE UP ALSO. Loud warning around the WARUKUNAI MON part where she screams . Because i also tried to sing louder and stuffs

#sorry guys my voice isnt actually cutes or anything 💔💔 #.mimiming ❜ #should i maintag this.... #milgram #mimicover #< new tag. jic #SoundCloud

[iqmmir]

Gonna sillypost some more before going to sleep

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[iqmmir]

I want kotoko and amane parallels

amane in her mind is so strong and powerful (and shes beating herself up) and irl shes a child getting abused its only when she wears the uniform irl that shes able to um “return the judgement given to her”

i want kotoko wearing the warden's uniform to punish a weaker (maybe younger) kotoko okay? i want the warden to take the place of the weaker one

Do you see my vision please say yes

#.mimiming ❜ #milgram #kotoko yuzuriha #yuzuriha kotoko #amane momose #momose amane #child abuse mention #my milgram thoughts

[iqmmir]

IM— [CAR CRASH] [GLASS SHATTERING] "GOOD LORD" [GENERAL COMMOTION] [BABY CRYING] "WAAAHHHH WAHHH" [YELLING] "DAMN BTCH SHUT DAT DAMN BABY UP" [POLICE SIRENS] WEE WOOO WEE WOOO [HELICOPTERS] ".. WE'RE REPORTING LIVE FROM THE CRIME SCENE-" [EXPLOSION] MY LEG..... MY LEG.....

#.mimiming ❜ #sorry. i just. #i love. UGSHSYWTSYISISIFGCCHDHSSRRRSYYDFTGFYFYTDTDYFYF #IM GONNA KILL MYSELF #project sekai #ichika hoshino #project sekai leaks

[iqmmir]

Gorgeous

#lets treat her like the reigen plushiee #.mimiming ❜ #milgram

[iqmmir]

The thing about milgram girls is that they are all Pathetic and Stupid and Idiots . Yes even amane .

#.mimiming ❜ #im right guys i know i am #'shes so girlboss' shes an 18 yr old. she thought compensated dating would help her 'feel warm' shes a fucking idoot #'shes manipulative' she built up an hierarchy in her head and then killed someone completely unrelated to it after it broke down. shes dumb #'shes so creepy' ??? shes an idiot who doesnt know when to stop and when is too far shes just plain stupid #'shes scary' shes 12 she genuinely doesnt have enough perspective of the world to know anything and she has a huge ass ego shes stupids #idek what people say about kotko but shes an idiot through and through #the sooner you guys stop thinking they're anything except just some random people you'd find sitting next to you in the public bus #the better you'll be able to read their characters and storylines #im so serious #my milgram thoughts

[iqmmir]

Sick and tired of fairies and walruses look at the guy ever

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