AMBITION “Reassessment” [ 4.09 ]♮PART 2, half 2
INT. TURNER ACADEMY - ROSARIO’S OFFICE - DAY
Zay’s turn in the hot seat across from Gao, there for his check-in the next morning. He’s not as reserved as Vanessa, holding Gao’s stare from the get-go, but he’s not necessarily at his most charming. Given their history, and the week he’s been having, he doesn’t have it in him to kiss ass.
Thankfully, Gao isn’t looking for him to. She’s not the type to bend to flattery, and the two of them have already had enough challenging back and forth to know it’s not worth wasting time with niceties. In some ways, being able to cut to the chase without delicacy is refreshing for both.
So waste time, Gao does not.
Rosario: I assume you’re going to tell me that you’re doing fine.
Zay: Should I be saying anything else? I’m sure your gradebook concurs.
Rosario: It does. Despite your unprofessional showing at auditions last year, you’ve made good on your promise to prove your capability. There is no doubt you have the proficiency.
Zay: And otherwise?
Rosario: Your audition will surely speak for itself. Better than last year’s, at least.
Not that that’s hard. Well, if that’s all there is to say… but Zay doesn’t move. He doesn’t, because based on her tone, he can sense there’s more.
Zay: But?
Rosario: Are you assuming there should be a but in this conversation?
Zay: I have no idea what it could be, but considering you haven’t already dismissed me to stop wasting your precious time, I’m leaning yes.
Rosario: Cheek once again unnecessary, but fair enough. You certainly know how to read an audience.
Yes, there is a caveat. Zay’s abilities are on full display, so he has no shortage of talent. His personality is more than on display, sometimes a bit too openly. He consistently ranks high amongst his peers, and he’s had no trouble batting back competition in the standings all year long. Some might say had he been able to audition last year, really audition, they wouldn’t even be sitting here having this conversation. There’d be no transfer to try for.
There’s just one blemish marring his record in Gao’s critical eye.
Rosario: I’m not convinced this is what you want.
You could hear a pin drop. Of all the things Zay was predicting she would say, that little bombshell never occurred to him. He’s so stunned, for a second all he can do is gape at her, mouth hanging open slightly.
Zay: What?
Rosario: I do believe you heard me the first time.
Zay shakes his head slightly. She cannot be serious.
Zay: I don’t know what gave you that bright idea, but it’s completely unhinged.
Rosario: There’s that personality again…
Zay: I want to dance. Dance is what I was born to do.
Rosario: I didn’t say it wasn’t.
Zay: You just said --
Rosario: I said I’m not convinced you want this. A spot at Turner Academy. You are clearly passionate about dance, Mister Babineaux, I hold no illusions about that. I would be remiss to suggest otherwise. I believe your drive for the art is genuine. But that doesn’t mean you want to be a part of Turner Academy.
He sputters, at a loss for words. Rosario remains totally calm, treating him with the same even-handed demeanor as she did Vanessa.
Zay: I have no clue where you could’ve possibly gotten the impression that I don’t want --
Rosario: Your academics have remained subpar since you enrolled at NYCA. I’ve seen no indication you intend to change that.
Zay: [ with a scoff ] You been talking to some of my classmates?
Rosario: You’re passing, but just barely. Bare minimum effort isn’t the kind of trait we like to see in Turner students.
Zay: I have a learning disability. Sue me.
Rosario: A learning disability is a valid challenge. It doesn’t excuse a lack of commitment.
Zay: I’m here to dance. Not do biochemistry.
Rosario: But this is a dance academy, Mister Babineaux. It’s not just about the dance. It’s an academic institution, and well-rounded focus is part of the package.
Zay: Okay, well, if that’s your only reason --
Rosario: I also noticed you’ve been making quite a few rounds on the audition circuit.
Zay, baffled: What, do you have a tracker on us or something? Did you tap my phone?
Rosario: [ with an eye roll at his theatrics ] Believe it or not, I have a life outside of these walls. I have friends in the business, and this town is smaller than you think.
So yes, she’s heard his name in regards to auditions around town. In all honesty, she admires his initiative. He clearly has ambition.
Zay: So I’m being penalized for that?
Rosario: No. I’m simply pointing out that for most of your peers, this is the opportunity they’re giving their undivided attention. I’m not saying either way is correct.
Zay: I could be off doing callbacks right now, or blowing this off entirely, yet I’m sitting here having this insane conversation with you.
Rosario: But it’s only you, Mister Babineaux, who seems to think he’d rather put his eggs in another basket. I doubt it’s because of a lack of confidence. So you tell me -- if all goes well, and perhaps you’re offered more than one great opportunity, which direction are you going in? Is Turner truly your top choice?
And if it isn’t, then is it really in their best interest to give him a spot? When there’s others giving everything they have to get in here?
It’s a fair question -- one that Zay isn’t equipped to grapple with right now. He’s had this plan, this path for how to break in, laid down in his brain since junior year. It was the sensible route, the right way to do it, so he gave it everything he had. Even when obstacles fell in his way, he found a way around them. He persevered. He did everything right, followed expectations.
And it’s still not good enough. He does what is expected of him and takes the traditional route to his dream, and apparently he doesn’t want it badly enough.
No matter what he does, Zay cannot fucking win. He grits his teeth.
Zay: I don’t know. I guess when you offer me a spot, we’ll find out.
Rosario matches his glare, not batting an eye.
Rosario: Yes. If you’re offered a spot, I suppose we will.
Peachy. Zay gets to his feet and makes his exit, frustration bubbling just under the surface. As he pushes through the door and into the corridor, an energetic engine of a backing beat kicks up --
INT. USC - FILM SCHOOL - DAY
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “Potential Breakup Song” as performed by Aly & AJ || Performed by Farkle Minkus & Zay Babineaux
While the opening musical riff wraps up, we find Farkle standing in the lobby of the film school. He’s glaring at a portrait of Jordan on display, being showcased for some class accolade or another. The shining pinnacle of directorial genius.
A genius who can’t remember one stupid date. Bursting with indignation, Farkle launches into the song first, taking the starting verse. The most famous lyric is pointedly apt, though of course, Farkle is biting out the expletive version.
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My fucking birthday!
He pushes out the door backwards, falling into the light --
EXT. USC - FILM SCHOOL - DAY
And into the courtyard, where he slides through the remainder of the first verse. His doubts are becoming difficult to ignore now, slipping out in song.
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
INT. TURNER ACADEMY - FACULTY HALL - DAY
Zay picks up the pre-chorus, sharing the same indignant energy as he bounds through the halls of the school he’s been playing so hard to get. Not quite the same as a romantic relationship, but in some ways the game feels the same -- and Zay is growing sick of playing it. They don’t think he wants this -- that he’s meant for it?
Well, they better be careful. Because they might just lose him.
The type of guy who doesn't see what he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Zay finishes the pre-chorus and bursts out of the building.
EXT. NYCA - CAMPUS - DAY
And explodes into the chorus as he takes off down the steps of the Turner building, breaking into a sprint across campus.
EXT. USC - CAMPUS - DAY
At the same time, Farkle does the same at USC, the chorus intercutting between them. The shared energy is electric, kinetic, full of pent-up aggression and dissatisfaction.
Onto the second verse…
INT. THEATER - DAY
While Farkle continues to dramatically tear up his school turf, Zay changes his objective. He barrels headfirst into taking those callbacks, almost as much a “fuck you” to the insinuation that thinks he shouldn’t as an instinct of his own ambition he’s been fighting all week long.
As the number continues, the song acts as a fill-in for Zay’s auditions, seamlessly interweaving all his stops into a montage split with Farkle’s melodrama in L.A.
EXT. USC - CAMPUS - DAY
When the guitar solo hits at the bridge, we see both angles full force, as it becomes a dance break for each. While Zay absolutely slays his choreography with the skill we know he possesses, Farkle leans more interpretive and untamed -- almost like a little mini-mosh pit all to himself in the center of Trousdale walkway. His freak flag flying without restraint, no longer able to be chained up under the guise of placating the boyfriend who can’t seem to do even one ounce of the same for him.
EXT. NEW YORK STREETS - DAY
Then we’re rolling through the final chorus at full volume, Zay taking to the streets again and racing off to the next thing. He does jumps and spins as he goes, like he just can’t contain himself, as Farkle does his equivalent of the same all through Ronald Tutor Campus Center -- walking on top of tables, leaning back against hand rails, the whole nine yards (almost a spiritual throwback to “brutal”).
As the song draws to a close, Zay makes his way into his final audition…
INT. THEATER - DAY
Which is where he ends, sticking the landing on his final step and staring out of breath into the stage lights. Clearly having put his all into the callback, since he can’t seem to properly put his emotions anywhere else.
EXT. USC - CAMPUS STORE - DAY
Farkle is equally out of breath when he makes it to the top of the steps outside the bookstore, running right into Jordan. He simply stares at him for a long moment, all of the anger he just sang about sitting on the tip of his tongue.
INT. THEATER - DAY
The disembodied voices of judgment thank Zay through the dark.
Casting Director: Thanks so much, Isaiah. We’ll be in touch.
EXT. USC - CAMPUS STORE - DAY
Jordan raises his eyebrow.
Jordan: Minkus? [ amused ] You got something to say?
Oh does he… but it doesn’t come out. Not now. Somehow, confrontation is harder in reality than the musical landscape in our imaginations. Instead, Farkle recedes, stepping down a step or two and apologizing for getting in his way. Jordan gives him a pat on the arm as he passes, not at all attuned to his odd demeanor and flushed cheeks.
Jordan: I’ll be in the editing bay late tonight. I’ll call you. Maybe -- we’ll see if I have time.
Farkle doesn’t answer, letting him walk away. The weight of his discontent on his shoulders, growing too heavy to ignore… but his blind optimism that things will work out still hanging by the thinnest of threads.
EXT. LOS ANGELES STREETS - DAY
Josh is on the phone on his way back from lunch, managing to catch Riley while she’s getting ready at call time. He wanted to wish her luck for opening night and tell her a thousand times how he wishes he could be there to see it.
That, and he was also hoping for a quick bit of advice. He’s relayed the whole Floyd situation to her, wondering if she can chime in considering she’s closer in age to his client.
INT. NYU - DRESSING ROOM - DAY
After hearing Justin’s genius guidance on it that Josh is planning on right now, she does not look swayed in his favor.
Riley: Sorry, Josh, but that kind of sounds like the worst advice I’ve ever heard.
Well, that’s not what you want to hear, is it? Riley quickly follows up to explain that she doesn’t doubt Justin has some experience here, and he’s obviously at his rank in the industry for a reason. But from a personal perspective, this sounds like an absolutely terrible way to go about it.
Riley: I totally get not wanting to be the bearer of bad news.
Josh: Yeah. Yeah, and this guy has stuck with me even in the rut. I don’t want to let him down.
Riley: But that’s kind of exactly my thinking. You have a relationship with Floyd. He trusts you. Your entire dynamic is built on trust and mutual support. What kind of message does it send if you’re constantly bait-and-switching your own clients? Do you not respect them enough to think they can handle the truth?
Josh: No. No, of course not.
Riley: That’s just what it sounds like to me, based on Justin’s approach. If I ever found out you were gaming me like that, as a client, I think I’d be way more upset about that than whatever constructive criticism I didn’t want to hear at the time. It just sounds… manipulative, to me, if not kind of cruel.
All things Josh definitely doesn’t want to be. He would never want to make clients feel like that. It’s the antithesis of what he wants to be as a collaborator. But if not that, then what is he supposed to do?
Riley: I just feel like your whole job here is about trust. If you can’t communicate, if you can’t come together and confront the hard things when they really need to be confronted, then what does that say about the relationship? That says more to me than anything you might say in the easy times. I know I’m a “communication matters” bitch through and through, but this just seems textbook to me.
If they can’t communicate, it’s not going to work. No matter what kind of dynamic it is, and no matter how much they like one another. Josh sighs, knowing she’s right.
Josh: How is it you ended up being the wise one? I’m supposed to be the mentor.
Riley laughs, rolling her eyes. Then she grows serious, sincere in her encouragement.
Riley: I have no doubt you can find the right way to tell him the truth. You’re thoughtful, Josh, and very compassionate. There’s a reason grandpa Alan was always a little nervy about how much time you spent playing doll house with me. He didn’t get the elaborate psychoanalytical narratives we were exploring in there.
That manages to earn a laugh out of Josh, breaking some of the tension. Riley smiles at hearing it.
Riley: You have a good heart. Don’t forget about it. And don’t just try to get the trust of your clients -- trust yourself, too.
With that, she’s gotta go. She wishes Josh luck and he thanks her, once again telling her to break a leg and knock ‘em dead out there.
INT. ACADEMY MUSEUM - DAY
Speaking of people who can’t communicate… Louis and Isa are officially at the museum, dutifully doing his homework assignment as promised. It’s not going as smoothly as it could, though, given Isa’s recent stint in the tabloids on their own. People keep double-taking when they pass by, despite Isa’s best efforts to be inconspicuous. A whisper or giggle usually follows them from room to room.
Attention that is most definitely not aiding their cred with Louis. He grows more irritable by the minute, and Isa’s admirable but poor attempts at breaking the ice only grind his gears more.
Given the conversation doesn’t seem to be getting them anywhere, Isa backs off and gives Louis some space, going to another exhibit at the opposite wall. Once he’s alone, Louis tries to focus on his assignment… but he overhears a couple of teenage girls gossiping, eyeing Isa across the room.
Girl 1: OMG, did you see the pic of her though? Looked straight up deranged.
Girl 2: I have no idea why Z.D. Roman would want to bring that into their family, lol.
Girl 1: Gotta wonder how lame his kids are if he’s that desperate for something different. Like, please.
That’s it. He’s had enough. Louis crumbles his worksheet and storms out of the room.
Isa reads something interesting and turns to look for him, thinking it might be a good conversation primer… but they don’t see him. They scan the rest of the room -- no dice.
Louis is gone. They actually lost their fucking half-brother.
Isa: No. No, no, no --
They start to jog through the room and look for him, a security guard plainly yelling after them that there’s no running in the museum.
EXT. ACADEMY MUSEUM - DAY
Isa doesn’t give a shit about those rules. Right now, they’re in panic mode. As if they haven’t messed everything up enough already, now they’re going to seriously let Louis go missing? How do you lose a whole ass twelve year old?!
Thankfully, in a small miracle, he isn’t hard to recover. Isa sprints out of the museum just as Louis starts marching down the steps outside, shouting after him. He stops, but doesn’t turn around, clenching his fists.
Isa: Are you out of your fucking mind? You cannot just leave like that! You scared the shit out of me!
Louis: Sorry. Actually, wait, no I’m not.
Isa groans, running a hand through their hair.
Isa: Dude, what is your problem? Why are you in such a mood all the time?
Louis: You! You are my problem!
Isa: Okay, melodrama, you can dial it back a bit. If you think you’re going to impress me, you have a long way to go. I went to Adams Academy, your diva game isn’t even close.
Louis: I don’t know what that means! No one does!
And he doesn’t want to know. He didn’t ask for a new sibling, and he doesn’t want to know anything about them. So they should just leave him alone. They’ve already done enough, like almost get him knocked to the ground outside church. Or hog their dad. Isa tries, one more time, to be empathetic despite their frustration.
Isa: Look, I get it, dude, okay? I don’t like change either. Like seriously, I hate it. But I didn’t ask for this either. I didn’t get to choose my parents, or how upside-down my family tree is. But I’m here now, and I’m trying to make this work. I’m trying to be part of your family, so could you just --
Louis snarls, whipping around. When he locks eyes with Isa, his adolescent glare could maim.
Louis: Well, stop! Stop trying! It’s never gonna work. Don’t you get that?
Isa: I --
Louis: You are never gonna fit in. You are never gonna be part of my family. And good, because I don’t want you! No one does! The only reason mom and dad even let you in is because they feel bad for you. If dad wasn’t careless when he was a teen, do you think anybody here would care about you? No! So just go away.
Damn… there’s a unique, unfiltered way with words twelve year olds possess that is just like a knife to the gut. It’s unrefined and messy, and totally borne out of overwhelming emotion he doesn’t know how to process, but Louis’s words strike Isa too deep anyway. Even though they know it’s not the truth -- even though they know exactly the kind of hurt Louis is speaking from.
Louis storms down the steps and keeps walking, leaving Isa dumbstruck and silent outside the museum.
INT. GARDNER HOME - KITCHEN - DAY
In the realm of less volatile younger siblings, Rosie is in the kitchen, munching on trail mix and texting Uri at the counter. She tenses up and quickly hides her phone when she hears footsteps incoming, but relaxes when it’s just Charlie who walks through the doorway.
He knows the telltale signs of her secrecy though -- been there, done that -- so her nonchalance doesn’t fool him. He gives her a grin and assures her it’s only him, tossing her a wink as he opens the fridge to retrieve his water bottle.
Charlie: You don’t have to put the Jewish heart back under the floorboards just yet.
Rosie: Ugh, shut up. And what does that even mean?
Charlie: Tell-Tale Heart? Edgar Allen Poe? The guy who is so guilty he hears the heartbeat under the floorboards --
Rosie: Oh, of course it’s some lit nerd thing. You are so annoying. Will Europe take you back already, or did they ban you for being too boring?
Charlie: Don’t worry, you know your secrets are safe with me. Don’t have to answer to anyone but yourself. [ a beat ] And God. [ another beat, then imitating a heartbeat ] Tha-thump. Tha-thump --
He hops slightly closer to her on each beat. Rosie rolls her eyes and groans loudly, shoving him away from her. He merely smiles, taking a drink from his water. Hey, he can only joke about it because he’s been there!
Rosie: You were more bearable when we had secrets. We should go back to that.
It’s just the teenage angst talking, and she’s mostly kidding, which Charlie knows. But speaking of teenage angst… Charlie takes the chance to ask about the church aversion, why she’s suddenly decided she doesn’t want to go. Not that he’s judging, but it’s clearly causing some friction. He just wanted to see what she was thinking about it all.
Rosie: Ugh, it’s literally not even that big a deal. I don’t get why it has to be a big thing.
Charlie: I’m not saying I disagree. I think church is more meaningful if you actually want to be there. But you know it’s a big deal to mom and dad.
Rosie: Yeah, but… like, ugh. It’s just like -- it’s not even about church. That’s not the problem. It’s just that I have like… other stuff going on. That I want to be doing. But it’s like if I even mention not wanting to go, no matter what the reason, it’s an automatic atomic bomb for mom.
Charlie gets where she’s coming from. Especially at this age, when it feels like there’s so many things they can and should be doing, that they’ll miss out on if they’re not there. Especially when you’ve got heathen friends, to which Sunday is just another free day.
Rosie: It’s like, we are the only family who takes this so seriously.
Charlie: Well, guarantee that’s not true, but --
Rosie: Like, Uri’s family is religious, but they don’t go to synagogue every week. I actually don’t know the last time Uri went.
Charlie: Okay, please tell me you realize all of what you just said is really not going to help your case in a theoretical argument with mom.
Rosie huffs, crossing her arms. But touché. Charlie thinks on it for a moment, trying to see both sides and find a compromise. He acknowledges that Rosie’s wish for more freedom is completely valid, and he doesn’t think it’s an impossible ask. But with so much friction around it right now, it probably has both of them on defensive just waiting for a trigger to blow up.
Rosie: Um, mom is always on defensive with me. In case you didn’t notice.
Charlie: Yeah, thanks for proving my point. And I think you know that, which means you go into every conversation ready for battle. Am I wrong?
No… Rosie concedes that.
Charlie: Yeah. Exactly. So I’m not saying this is fair, but I think if you want better chances, you just need to pick your battles. Be a little more strategic about it. Mom can be… sensitive, so it’s just about playing your cards right.
Rosie: I don’t think having a relationship with your mom should be like playing poker.
In an ideal world, no, but this is being a Gardner.
INT. GARDNER HOME - ENTRYWAY - DAY
Speak of the devil, Eleanor comes down the stairs and heads towards the kitchen, but she stops in the entryway when she overhears Charlie and Rosie talking. She pauses and decides to listen for a moment instead, particularly when she hears they’re talking about her and church.
Charlie: Maybe one day it won’t be. But I’m just saying, meet her in the middle. I know it doesn’t always seem like it, because she’s intense about stuff, but I think mom has more room for empathy than you might think.
Rosie: Sure, you would say that. Because she always gives it to you.
Charlie: I like to hope so, yeah. I have to believe that. She’s our mom, and she cares about us. She just wants you there because it’s important to her, all of us being together like that. And it’s a way for her to look out for you. No better safe space than God’s company, right?
There’s a hint of irony in Charlie’s comment, shared between siblings, but it doesn’t register to Eleanor. What she does catch is Charlie’s emphatic defense of her -- and his best efforts to get Rosie back on track and keep their family unit strong.
Charlie: Just come this weekend. Let it be. And then maybe next time, when you want to change plans, mom will meet you in the middle too. Just give each other a bit more grace.
Rosie sighs, but relents, claiming she’ll think about it. That’s more than she’s given Eleanor in the last few weeks, so Charlie being home is already doing wonders.
But that’s not what lingers with Eleanor in the moment. What’s causing the emotion in her chest is the sense that Charlie really didn’t become some totally different person when he left the nest, so far apart from the boy she loves. He’s still there -- and he’s proven time and again that she truly raised him right.
A gentle smile creeps onto her lips.
INT. GLOBAL BEAT - RECORDING STUDIO - DAY
Josh is waiting for his last meeting of the day, and it’s the one he’s dreading most. He bounces his leg anxiously and compulsively checks his watch on his wrist, not sure whether he wants time to speed up or slow down.
It’s irrelevant, as Floyd arrives right on time. He’s brimming with enthusiasm as always as he steps into the studio, greeting Josh and immediately jumping into work. Did Josh get the chance to do a mix on the “Feeling Good” demo? Did he like any of his ideas?
Floyd: I admit, the whole tuba crescendo might have been a bit much, but if we’re looking to make it stand out --
Josh: I did want to talk about the demo, actually. How about you take a seat?
Floyd happily complies, plopping down onto the couch and giving Josh his undivided attention. Those big, blue sad cow eyes are staring right at him, waiting for him to blow his mind. Full of trust; full of excitement. Josh can see what Justin sees when he tells clients exactly what they want to hear -- he can see the path of least resistance, at least for him.
But he can’t do it. If he’s got different voices vying for dominance in his mind, this time, it’s Riley’s that rings true. So instead of empty words, Josh takes a deep breath and delivers all he’s really got.
The truth.
Josh: I don’t think we should use this track as your debut.
Floyd: Oh. [ absorbing that ] Oh… why not?
There’s no great way to say you sound like a dying cat, is there? Josh searches for the diplomatic approach.
Josh: It’s… not your best.
Floyd: You said it had charm. You said you liked it.
Josh: And I did! I do. One of the reasons I like it is because of how much you like it, and translating that passion is half the battle. You’ve got no shortage of enthusiasm, man, that’s for sure. And I swear that will only help you in the long run. [ a beat ] But I don’t think this plays to your strengths. I love the enthusiasm, but that’s not necessarily what the world out there is going to hear. They don’t know you, the way I do, so they might not get that.
Floyd frowns, but doesn’t speak. Even so, his disappointment is palpable. Josh feels the need to fill the silence, wishing there was a way he could ease the blow.
Josh: I just think that with your debut, your introduction to the world, everyone should get to sense the absolute best of you. Something that sings past your vocals and highlights that charm; your quirkiness. Your enthusiasm. Like “Very Best Day,” just… not that either.
Floyd: So you don’t think the cover is good.
Josh: That’s not what I’m saying. And I’m not ruling it out in the future -- you have fun with it, and it’s a classic. But that’s exactly it -- it’s a classic, so it’s not you. When we introduce Ernest Floyd to the world, I don’t want there to be any confusion as to all the things that make you worth supporting.
And no, unfortunately, a poorly sung but soulful rendition of “Feeling Good” doesn’t convey any of that. Josh wants him to feel empowered, but he’s also supposed to be guiding him to success, and so that’s his honest opinion.
Floyd: … sure. Sure, okay.
Josh: We’re gonna find the right one. I really do believe it.
Floyd: Yeah. Yeah, all right. I’ll think about it.
But with that, guess their meeting is just about done. Floyd blankly gets to his feet, heading out almost as soon as he came in. Josh does his best to hide his own disappointment, hating this feeling. Being the bad guy; being the buzz kill. Maybe Justin was right.
Before he leaves, Floyd stops by the door.
Floyd: Thanks.
Josh: For what? [ dryly ] Crushing your dreams?
Floyd: For telling me the truth. I know it probably would’ve been easier to just let me do whatever -- I know I’m not exactly your star client. You don’t have to spend that much time thinking about my best move.
Josh: Well… I wouldn’t say…
Floyd: But you do. Think about it. And the fact that you told me this, even if it sucks to hear… [ with a shrug ] Feels like you’re taking it seriously. Taking me seriously. It’s nice to know that I can trust you. That you’ve got my back.
Like a producer is supposed to do. Yeah. Floyd manages a smile in spite of the bummer, steeling his resolve and promising Josh he’ll come up with something even better. He’s right, they’ll land on the one. He believes it.
Josh returns the smile, relieved.
INT. TRENDY RESTAURANT - NIGHT
That same evening, Justin and Melissa have taken up residence at their usual table in a trendy restaurant east of Hollywood. They’re debating what to order this time while they wait for their company to join them, playfully arguing over whether pineapple on pizza is a crime or not.
It doesn’t take long for their guest to arrive. Once the maitre d points her in their direction, Maya eagerly buzzes her way over to their table. They all exchange bright greetings, the duo inviting her to settle into the seat across the table from them. They catch her up on their current order debacle, as they can’t seem to decide what to get but have argued their way out of any interest in pizza.
Maya hardly cares about the food. She’s more than ready to dive into the music. Now that her role in the production of “Haute Stuff” is mostly done, it’s time for the next big thing -- which is to say, her EP. And as she’s been mentioning, she has a lot of ideas for what could go on it.
Maya: I don’t know if you’ve had the chance to listen to the demos I shared yet, but I’ve basically already laid out the perfect arrangement. Or at least, some concepts. Obviously the hits are a need-to-include -- though I don’t think “Haute Stuff” necessarily needs a slot, if we’re looking to showcase my range. And not to say that I’d prefer for this to be a self-written EP, but it’s not something I wouldn’t like.
Melissa and Justin exchange a look, tacitly deciding how to proceed. Maya is clearly jazzed, and totally on a roll, so she doesn’t even notice.
Maya: In fact, recently I’ve been really inspired conceptually. There’s a lot going on in my personal life -- well, honestly, not really my personal life so much as everyone else’s personal life which is impacting mine, it’s a headache and a whole thing -- and I feel like I definitely could nail some serious emotional bullshit to the wall. I don’t know if you all have heard me truly belt yet, but if you pair me with a piano --
Melissa: You’re right, Maya. We should dive right in. Let’s talk about the EP.
That’s what she’s been doing! Aren’t they listening? Still, she perks up, backing off her rambling and opening the floor to them. Justin and Melissa share one more look, then Justin braves the first stab.
Justin: It is epic that you’ve been doing all those demos on your own. Seriously, keep it up -- the creative juices need to be flowing, and once this EP hits, we’re sure we’ll need a lot more where that came from.
All sounds good. Maya nods along.
Justin: But we haven’t had the chance to dig into the tracks yet. Not all of them, at least.
Melissa: The ones we did were good, don’t get me wrong. But we’re just not sure it’s the right direction for your career at the moment.
Maya: Oh. [ a beat ] What?
Melissa: You have had such success with your first two singles, which were home runs. And the label loved it enough, they were willing to gift us a swing at “Haute Stuff” from their vault.
Justin: Which we are certain will be a hit.
Melissa: But we don’t want to stray too far from that vein just yet. It’s great that you have all these ideas, and you want to explore new sounds. We’re into that.
Justin: But the label wants sure bets. They wanna take a chance on you, but within reason. You’ve proven that you’ve got the goods, just with this certain kind of sound. So for your first smash debut, we figure we should keep it that way.
Long story short, they won’t be using any of her current material. Not that it isn’t good -- apparently, they wouldn’t really know -- but they want to stick to the working formula. An EP full of “O.M.G.” and “Haute Stuff” is guaranteed to kick her off strong.
Maya absorbs this, squaring her expression.
Maya: I see.
Melissa: Again, it’s not that we don’t think you have the stuff.
Justin: I mean, clearly you do. Your numbers are insane for a breakout, and your vocals are killer. Not to mention you’re smoking hot. All that tracks, and believe us, the label knows that.
Melissa: That’s why we don’t want to do anything that’ll screw up that trajectory.
Justin: Trust us on this. Deliver a banger EP, keep dazzling and looking good, and we’ll handle the rest. We’ll get where we wanna be before you know it.
Pizzazz and glamor has always been her thing, after all… shouldn’t be too hard to uphold that veneer. She can sing a few more brassy, confident bangers and get her foot in the door. Whatever it takes, right? This is the dream, after all.
But perhaps she didn’t expect it to feel so plastic. But Maya knows better than to blow this chance. Justin and Melissa are invested in her; they all want to see her succeed. If she plays her cards right, she’ll get to do it her way eventually.
So for now, just smile and look the part. Maya plasters on a starlit smile and nods, expertly hiding her frustration.
INT. L.A. APARTMENT - FARKLE’S BEDROOM - NIGHT
Not all parts are built to last. Farkle returns to his room after another show, but he doesn’t look energized the way he used to after performing. Tonight, he just looks exhausted.
He collapses onto his bed, rolling onto his side… when he spots something over the side that catches his eye. He sits up again, reaching out and retrieving the box of stuff Isa pointed out tucked away by his bedside table.
He carefully sifts through the contents, pulling each item out and laying it out on the bed in front of him. His Wicked playbill. Pride & Prejudice. All those pictures of him through the Adams of years with his cohort, looking geeky or gangly and in full-on freak mode.
Looking like himself, with the people who helped him figure out who the hell that was. Funnily enough, he can’t even remember when he boxed it all up and shoved it aside.
He pulls one photo out of the pile -- one of the principal cast of Les Miserables, him with his best Javert scowl. Mostly theatrical, at that time… and one castmate in particular looking just about ready to call him out for something. Probably deserved. The one peer who has always been especially good at keeping him real.
Before he can second-guess himself, Farkle reaches for his phone.
INT. BABINEAUX HOME - ZAY’S BEDROOM - NIGHT
Lucky for Farkle, Zay isn’t asleep despite the late hour. He’s clearly been trying, but his mind is running too fast. Too many contradictions to contemplate; too many questions he doesn’t know the answer to.
Even when he does what he’s supposed to be doing, he can’t get it right. Even when he does exactly what’s expected of him, when he follows the rules and beaten path, it gets screwed up. He’s supposed to take the traditional route and get a school to endorse his talent -- but God forbid he hate the school part in the meantime. He’s meant to be ambitious, to take any opportunity that comes his way -- but then he’s an asshole who can’t decide what he wants.
He’s got someone he likes, and he’s making it work despite the challenges. He’s moved on, because that’s what reasonable people do when they find someone compatible rather than waiting around for a faithless prayer. He moved on.
But God forbid…
This is why you don’t stay up late with nothing but your thoughts. It gets too dark at night… in this case, his phone lighting up on his nightstand is doing him a favor. When he realizes it’s an incoming call, he sits up instantly and reaches for it, trained like Pavlov for late-night rings…
Obviously, it’s not who he expected. Honestly, when Zay sees Farkle’s picture lighting up his phone, he doesn’t look thrilled. He’s got enough crowding his mind right now, the last thing he needs is another misplaced chewing out or stupid argument with him.
And yet, for some reason, he can’t bring himself to hit ignore.
Zay: Hello?
INT. L.A. APARTMENT - FARKLE’S BEDROOM - NIGHT
Farkle seems equally surprised that he actually picked up. The scene proceeds intercut between them.
Farkle: Um… hi. It’s Farkle.
Zay: Yeah, I know. I have caller ID. It’s 2022.
Farkle: Oh, yeah. Right.
Zay: What it doesn’t tell me is why the fuck you’re calling me at two in the morning.
Farkle, bewildered: Two in the -- ? [ a beat ] Oh, shit.
Zay: Time zones are a thing.
Farkle: Shit, yeah. Sorry, I totally -- I forgot. [ with a sheepish chuckle ] Sometimes, I guess I’m still just mentally there, so everyone is still on my timeline.
Even still, it would still be two in the morning… but Zay doesn’t gripe. He doesn’t, because based on the slight warble in Farkle’s voice and that odd instinct from moments earlier, he has the sense he already knows the answer to his own question.
But Farkle has to get there on his own. After a moment, he clears his throat.
Farkle: Sorry, again. I just… I just had a question. Real quick.
Zay: [ rubbing his eyes ] I’m listening.
Farkle: Um… your boyfriend. The one you had in freshman year. Did… [ a beat ] did you love him?
Zay pauses, seriously thinking about it. Choosing his words carefully -- knowing if Farkle is asking, then what he says will matter.
Zay: I thought I did.
Doesn’t mean it was real, though. Doesn’t mean it changed any of the shitty reality. Farkle nods to himself, swallowing the lump in his throat.
Farkle: Right. [ another beat ] Did he love you?
That last thread of hope, hanging on for dear life, creates the crack in his voice. Zay winces slightly, but pretends for his sake that he didn’t hear it.
Zay: He said he did. Maybe he thought he meant it too.
Farkle: [ knowing it’s coming ] But…
Zay: But words are just words. There’s not really a way to prove their truth. He might’ve told me a thousand times how much he liked me or not -- wouldn’t have made it genuine. [ a beat ] I mean, I’ve had people who never told me so out loud, never said the words, but I still…
You know. When someone loves you, really loves you, it’s translated through more than just words. Zay feels his throat start to ache and clears it, shaking his head to get back on track.
Zay: It’s about how you feel. The way it all makes you feel. I don’t have the dictionary definition, like I can’t spell it out for you, but you’ve got instincts. I know you do. If it’s good, then you’ll know how it’s supposed to feel.
Farkle does. He does, and that’s what he’s so scared of. Because he knows it’s not supposed to feel like being an afterthought. It’s not supposed to feel like backhanded compliments and condescending affection; it’s not a forgotten birthday or blindsided family ambushes.
Zay: He liked something about me, but I don’t know what. Sometimes the idea of a relationship is more compelling than the reality.
In this case, Zay might be speaking from recent experience… whether he wants to acknowledge it or not. Farkle processes that, silently wiping the tears from his cheeks with the heel of his palm. Once he’s had the chance to collect himself, he asks one more question.
Farkle: How did you know? When did -- [ holding it together ] when did you figure it out?
Zay takes a deep breath, letting the air out through his lips. It was so long ago, almost feels like another life. But if he had to take a guess…
Zay: There’s kind of two parts to it. Later on, like now, I look back on it and see it because I know the difference. It’s hard to see it when you’re in it, but in hindsight it’s 20/20.
Farkle: Right.
Zay: Like, I’ve had stuff since then -- [ quickly ] obviously, you know, since I’m… I have a girlfriend. Now.
Farkle: Right…
Zay: And the thing is, it’s not easy to get over, like it takes time. But now that I’m out of it, I realize how insignificant it was in the long run. Not on my psyche, and shit, but for longevity. When I got over that one, I got over it. It wasn’t easy, but I did it. Other ones…
Some might say he’s still not over them. But semantics… anyway…
Zay: The other moment happened during the relationship, but I don’t think I got that it was at the time. It took a while. But… I kind of think of this shit as a balancing act. It’s a tightrope walk, except you’re both pieces of it. You’re walking the rope, but you’re the net too. In a relationship, a real one, you walk it together. It’s not a cake walk, and you might lose your balance. But you’re the net, and if one of you falls, you catch each other. You know you’ve got that support -- you can believe that there’ll be someone there to catch you.
Trust. Support. Belief. It’s all interconnected. Without any of those pillars, the foundation crumbles.
Zay: And one day… I just realized I was walking without a net.
Brooklyn wasn’t there for him -- not in the way he should have been. Thankfully he took care of the risk by breaking up with Zay before he could take a bad fall, but that feeling of insecurity was always there.
Farkle seems to know exactly what he’s talking about. No matter how badly he wishes he didn’t. A long moment of silence settles over them as Farkle swallows it, screwing his eyes shut. Zay doesn’t rush him, or push him to talk.
Finally, he does, clearing his throat again.
Farkle: Well, thanks for picking up. And… saying all that. I know it’s intrusive of me to ask.
Zay: It’s fine. [ a beat ] You okay?
Farkle: … Yeah. [ nodding to himself ] Yeah. I will be.
Zay smiles sympathetically. Farkle thanks him again and promises he’ll let him go to sleep, but before they hang up, Zay gets one last word in.
Zay: You deserve it real, Farkle. You’re a lot to handle, but you deserve someone who walks the walk with you. Who walks out on the rope and doesn’t look down.
Farkle may not believe that now, but hopefully, with time… he manages a teary smile and nods, thanking Zay one last time.
Farkle: So do you.
With that, they hang up, both left alone with their own late-night thoughts. And boy, are there a lot of them to pick through tonight… as they recline back against their pillows, the delicate synth piano opening of Ghost picks up…
Riley, pre-lap: I wanna marry you, Sam.
INT. NYU - THEATER - NIGHT
Opening night has arrived, and we’re well on our way! Riley has just delivered her bombshell declaration as Molly, starry-eyed and shining under the stage lights. Evan stands opposite her as Sam, looking slightly stunned at the lovesick admission.
Evan: What?
Riley: I’ve been thinking about it. I’ve been thinking about it a lot, I think we should just do it!
Evan: You’re serious?
Riley: Yeah!
Riley really is at peak bubbly and adorable in her acted enthusiasm, it’s impressive Evan can keep a straight face. But he’s an actor, so he holds his own, allowing the scene to unfold towards the next number. Aptly, the subject matter is eerily relevant…
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “Three Little Words” as performed by Ghost: The Musical Original Cast Recording || Performed by Riley Matthews & Evan Scott
After they exchange banter about Evan’s -- Sam’s -- surprise at her suggestion, Riley prompts the opening question.
Riley: Do you love me, Sam?
Evan: What do you think?
Riley: Then say it!
Evan: What are you talking about? I say it all the time!
Riley: No, you don’t. You say “ditto.” It’s not the same.
With that, the actual number begins, Evan picking up the lyrics and easing into the song. The two of them still share the same natural chemistry and charisma that got them the roles in the first place, and it’s neat to get to see Evan actually embody a role rather than play back-up to Brandon Rivas.
Riley, as per usual, is endearingly emotive. She’s playing a part, of course, but listening to her sing about unspoken words and endless patience with her lover does strike a particularly resonant chord.
The whole brigade that has shown up to support her in the audience clearly agrees, all proud and fond smiles as they watch their friend perform -- Jack and Eric are seated a few rows back with HARPER BURGESS, SHAWN HUNTER, and ANGELA MOORE. CORY MATTHEWS is with them, also with AUGGIE MATTHEWS in tow.
And in a big line through a row in the center section, the cheer squad is there in full force. Nigel, then Zay, who has brought along HENRIK FON VELDT too; Charlie watches with a bright smile, leaning over to hear what Rosie whispers to him, with URI MINKUS on her right (no more convenient a casual date than seeing your brother’s friend perform, I guess).
Then, of course, there’s Lucas. Taken with Riley’s stage presence as always, light smile on his lips, but there’s a shade of something heavier in his expression too. Because although he may be far from an expert on musicals, and wouldn’t pretend to be, he’s not oblivious. The themes of this show in particular aren’t especially subtle, and he notices the authenticity in Riley’s performances more than most.
It’s just three little words, Sam
He’s spent enough years at Adams to know that often times, the best performances are those that ring with even a hint of personal truth.
Do you love me?
INT. NYU - THEATER ATRIUM - NIGHT
The whole gang is eagerly waiting for Riley to emerge after the show ends, avidly discussing the performance in a little, rowdy circle. Well, they’re mostly discussing the show -- Nigel is chatting with Charlie about another topic entirely, staring at Rosie and Uri chatting with friends a few feet away.
Nigel: So your sister… is dating a Minkus.
Charlie: Yep. Well, on the record, no. But yes.
Nigel: Wild. Small world. [ a beat ] And does she know about how you and Farkle --
Charlie cuts him off, lightly shushing him and shaking his head. Some things are better left unknown.
Riley emerges from the dressing rooms moments later, immediately being greeted by applause from the gathered crowd. She’s a bit surprised by the reception, smiling bashfully and bowing her head gratefully, before she scans for her people. Once she spots them, she’s basically accosted, all of them surging forward to meet her and pulling her into a group bear hug. She cracks up.
Zay: There’s our girl! The star of New York University.
Henrik: Seriously, great job. You were sick.
Nigel: So great. Making all us Adams apples proud.
Riley thanks them, flush with excitement and joy. She accepts a hug from Charlie.
Charlie: I second all the above. You were amazing. [ quieter ] And I really want to unpack all of it with you and everything, but the Havies are here to see Evan, and if possible I would really, really not like to run into them --
So essentially, he’s asking for permission to bail. Riley laughs, nodding and gesturing him away. They’ll have plenty of time to catch up later. Charlie mouths a relieved thanks and gives her one more kiss on the cheek, then cheerfully tells everyone else goodbye before dashing off to collect his sister and get the hell out of there. Once he’s made his exit, Henrik leans over to murmur to Zay.
Henrik: So that’s your friend Charlie?
Zay: Yeah.
Henrik: Damn. Never would’ve guessed he’s nearly as nerdy as you always say, because he is so hot. [ playfully ] He single?
Loaded question, Henrik. Zay manages a strangled smile, but can’t bring himself to answer.
Meanwhile, Riley’s attention is directed elsewhere, when she discovers another unexpected friend came to see her perform. Vanessa awkwardly approaches their circle from the outside, lightly tapping Riley’s shoulder. When she turns around and recognizes her, her eyes light up.
Riley: Oh my God. Hi!
Vanessa: Hi --
Riley gives her a hug, catching her off-guard. But Vanessa accepts it after a moment, returning the gesture.
Riley: I had no idea you were coming. Did you like the show?
Vanessa: Yeah. Yeah, it was good. You were awesome.
Riley: Thanks. I’m glad you got to see it. Especially opening night.
Vanessa: Yeah. I wasn’t… I wasn’t sure I was gonna be able to make it either. But I wanted to be here -- to support you, and everything -- so… I did.
She decided to do something she wanted for a change, the way she wanted. To support a friend. Besides, she’s fairly certain if the roles were reversed, Riley would’ve shown up for her in a heartbeat. Riley beams, touched.
EXT. FILM FESTIVAL VENUE - NIGHT
Jordan is pacing outside the venue where the film festival is being held, already in full swing inside. He’s dressed nicely and looks like he’s in peak presentation shape, sans the impatient scowl on his face. He has his phone to his ear, and curses when it goes to voicemail.
He won’t have to wait much longer, though. He lifts his gaze and releases a frustrated sigh when he finally spots Farkle walking up the driveway towards him, but he doesn’t seem especially happy to see him.
Farkle has appropriately dressed up for the occasion, in dress shirt and slacks, but he doesn’t look quite as toned down and suave as Jordan. In fact, he looks more Farkle than we’ve seen him as of late, his chosen dress shirt an off-beat and slightly distracting shimmery shade of dark purple.
True to form, Jordan hardly notices, and when he does, he isn’t impressed.
Jordan: There you are. Where the hell were you? I’ve called you like five dozen times. The event’s already started. [ getting a better look at him ] What the hell are you wearing? I said this was classy -- you know what, nevermind. Whatever, we don’t have time to fix you. Come on.
Farkle: When’s my birthday?
Jordan blinks at him. What the hell?
Jordan: What are you on about? We don’t have time for you to be cute right now, we’re already late. Come on.
Jordan turns around, starting to head up the walkway, but Farkle doesn’t move. He doesn’t follow. It only takes a few steps for Jordan to realize his shadow is staying behind. He slowly turns back around, tilting his head at him impatiently.
Jordan: Minkus. Let’s go.
Farkle: [ not budging ] When’s my birthday?
Jordan, huffy: Is this some kind of joke? Are you really going to choose now to play twenty questions?
Farkle: It’s not a hard question. [ pithy ] Only one correct answer.
One that Jordan clearly, painfully, can’t answer. But Farkle already knew that. As he stands there and watches Jordan sputter, he throws him other lifelines, seeing if he can snare even one.
Farkle: Okay, how about my star sign? That’s a wider range. Or what’s my favorite musical? What high school did I go to? How many siblings do I have?
Jordan: This is ridiculous. I do not have time for your little quirks tonight.
Farkle: You’ve been my boyfriend for months. It’s an easy question. You answer it, then we go inside and the conversation is over. It’s that simple. [ holding his glare ] When is my birthday?
Tellingly, Jordan doesn’t know. He won’t admit it, but it’s obvious. He doesn’t know, so he deflects instead, claiming that Farkle is being so random and selfish right now.
Jordan: First you show up late, and now you’re… having a diva meltdown, or something? On a night you know is important to me? Did you like, forget to take your meds? Is this an episode?
Oh, of course, that he remembers. Farkle scoffs a laugh, shaking his head to himself… then he nods. Jordan didn’t address his question, but even so, Farkle got his answer.
Jordan: Whatever. It’s fine. We’ll talk about it later. For now, people are waiting for us, so let’s go.
Farkle: No, you go. It’s your night, after all. You don’t need me. [ putting his hands in his pockets ] This is… this is done. We’re done.
Jordan: … you can’t be serious. You’re seriously breaking up with me? Now?
Farkle: That’s what it looks like. But it’s not my fault you can’t remember one simple date. [ pointedly ] February 12th, by the way. You know, the day you decided was also important to you so you could try a fancy new premier dish you didn’t even like.
Woof… slowly, Jordan’s missteps are starting to dawn on him. That, and he’s realizing that Farkle is dead serious. So he tries the next tactic in his playbook -- shifting blame.
Jordan: Is this about De La Cruz? Your little director friend?
Farkle, bewildered: What?
Jordan: Come on, it’s obvious. They never liked me. I don’t know what they said to you --
Farkle: This has nothing to do with --
Jordan: But they’re clearly jealous. Surely you can see that. Unless this is more about you. What, is the De La Cruz connection better? A smarter gamble in your eyes?
Farkle: Their name is Isa. And this has nothing to do with them. This is about you. In fact, you should be fucking thrilled -- you love it when things are all about you.
This time, Farkle isn’t playing his games. He’s not having it. He’s holding his ground, and yes, he is legitimately dumping him. Farkle starts to back away.
Farkle: Good luck at the festival, Jordan. I know how much you care about your career; hope it works out for you.
He’s really going to walk away. Farkle turns to do just that, heading back down the driveway, when Jordan lashes out one last time.
Jordan: So, what then? What are you gonna do now? If I’m not there to show you off, who else is going to put up with you? [ a beat; insistent ] Who do you think is going to care about you if I don’t?
Damn, the self-importance truly is astronomical. And the dart is well-aimed, shooting exactly where it hurts… but all Farkle can do is laugh. He looks over his shoulder back at him.
Farkle: You probably don’t know this -- actually, I know you don’t, because you clearly don’t know anything about me -- but I’m more than acquainted with going it alone.
So he’ll be just fine without him and his enormous ego. With that, Farkle walks away, walking down the driveway without looking back.
Jordan scoffs, the actual one clearly uncomfortable with walking the walk alone. He huffs and heads back towards the venue, not nearly as suave as before. As the iconic guitar chords ease in…
EXT. HOLLYWOOD STREETS - NIGHT
Song Cue ♫ ♪ “Dear John” as performed by Taylor Swift || Performed by Farkle Minkus
Farkle starts the number as he walks the streets in a daze, still not entirely sure if what just happened was real. If he’s really walking away from the only relationship he’s ever had, or if it’s all a fever dream. He doesn’t feel quite grounded in reality -- he doesn’t quite feel like anything.
Then, when he thinks about it, he hasn’t felt like anything in a while. He isn’t sure when he last felt truly like himself.
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine…
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
Farkle steps through an archway and into an immaculate museum, similar to all the ones he and Jordan walked on one of their many pretentious dates. They all blur together, creating a memory in his mind just like this -- cavernous rooms with echoing hardwood floors, plain white walls, spacious but empty. Even more hollow when he realizes he’s walking it alone.
The art and artifacts on display aren’t classic art or nouveau sculptures -- it’s remnants of their relationship. The remains of their decaying romance, the fragments Farkle had been collecting and holding onto in his mind to convince himself it was worth it. Moments captured in watercolor and framed on the walls; stupid memorabilia he scrapped together over the months on display like priceless antiquities. All carefully preserved, protected behind glass.
INT. BING THEATRE STAGE - NIGHT
In the last vignette of the performance, Farkle is alone center stage under a spotlight in an empty auditorium. He’s in his Cathy costume from The Last Five Years, only there’s no one to perform for. The auditorium is empty.
It’s just an audience of one -- himself. His chance to make sense of what he just experienced, to justify it to himself, the whirlwind of a romance destined for disaster with a creative genius who never saw his value.
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why
The performance continues between these three settings, building in intensity as the numbness wears thin and the reality of what’s happening really sets in.
EXT. LOS ANGELES STREETS - NIGHT
We get the first glimpse of that when Farkle hits the first chorus, spitting out the lines like they’re venom. Spilling out of him before he can stop them, at least not as well as he’s holding back his tears. He splits the chorus with his persona on stage, doing his best to keep it together.
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
As we dip into the second verse, Farkle continues his journey through the museum. Before long, he stumbles upon the most prized piece of art on display, the lynch pin holding the whole collection together.
Him. A version of himself he no longer recognizes, encased in four walls of bulletproof glass. Wearing one of his dorky blazers he theoretically buried in the box by his bedside table, coif carelessly untidy and not perfectly polished in place. He’s seated at the piano, mindlessly playing a song again and again that present Farkle can’t hear. Dutifully putting on the performance, separated from reality. From himself.
There to be the muse, looked at, silently admired. But not seen. Not touched. Not free to be his full worth.
Or maybe it’s you and your sick need
To give love then take it away
That is, until he looks up and sees himself on the other side of the glass. Display Farkle stops playing, stunned, staring at the version of him with the shimmery purple shirt and hollow eyes looking back at him. Suddenly aware, for the first time, that he’s out of touch.
He gets up as present Farkle approaches the display, still unable to look away from each other. The Farkle behind glass reaches up, only to be shocked when his hand hits glass. It never occurred to him until now that he was boxed in. Trapped.
Present Farkle puts his hand on the glass, mirroring the other… but he can’t free him. Only he can do that.
So present Farkle turns and walks away, continuing through the exhibit and leaving the other one behind.
EXT. LOS ANGELES STREETS - NIGHT
While Farkle keeps walking away from the festival, doing his best to keep his chin up and look ahead. It’s hard, though, and his eyes are growing glossier… he makes the mistake of turning back to look over his shoulder, but it’s not Jordan he sees haunting him from behind.
It’s Zay. And Isa. And Maya. His brother; his mother. Everyone who tried to warn him, who tried to get him to see reason. Their expressions convey pity, but their eyes scream “I told you so.”
And I’ll look back and regret when I ignored how they said
When Farkle sings the next line, they echo it, silently mouthing along.
Run as fast as you can!
Farkle does just that, shaking his head and turning to run. As he takes off in a slow-motion sprint --
INT. BING THEATRE STAGE - NIGHT
Stage Farkle launches into the next chorus, really leaning into it.
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
At the same time, the Farkle left in the museum has started to panic. Now that he’s seen the light, he’s desperate to escape. He bangs on the glass, muted as he screams for help, searching for any way out. He doesn’t even remember how he ended up here, so detached from everything else and frozen behind glass.
Actually, yes he does. When he looks through the glass and glimpses a painting across the room -- one of Jordan and him at his family estate, being shown off like an ingenue and paraded around before the inevitable mouse-trap waiting at dinner -- he suddenly remembers quite clearly how he got here.
Someone convinced him this was where he belonged. Someone who was supposed to love him, but never did.
Don’t you think eighteen’s too young to be played
By your dark twisted games when I loved you so?
Farkle frowns, filled with anger. He spins around and goes back to the piano, pausing for a long moment…
Then he picks up the piano bench and throws it at the glass, the entire case shattering and crashing down around him just as the guitar riff builds into the bridge.
I should’ve known
INT. NYU APARTMENT - FARKLE’S BEDROOM - NIGHT
The montage cuts forward to when Farkle finally makes it home, coming back to a room he hardly recognizes as his own. Now that he’s alone, the emotion has nowhere else to go -- tears start to slip down his cheeks as he takes to destroying the evidence, ripping down any remnants of Jordan from his space.
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
Once Farkle emerges from the rubble of the glass case, nicked and bleeding from a thousand little cuts, he does the same. He starts to wreak havoc on the museum, tearing down displays and ripping paintings off the walls. It’s a full-on diva meltdown, righteous in its rage, chewing up the scenery in the most literal way.
INT. BING THEATRE STAGE - NIGHT
As both scenes of destruction unfold, the Farkle on stage rails into the bridge, shredding the vocals and tapping back into the best version of a performance Farkle knows how to give -- emotionally authentic. Raw. Not consumed with whether his hands are flexing or if he’s perfectly on pitch.
INT. NYU APARTMENT - FARKLE’S BEDROOM - NIGHT
Farkle finishes his purge and collapses onto his bed in an exhausted heap, face flushed and tear-stained.
All the girls that you’ve run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
‘Cause you’ve burned them out
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
In the museum, Farkle isn’t crying. He’s not crumbling. He’s deadly calm as he retrieves the last item left standing on display -- a matchbook from the “On My Grind (O.M.G.)” video shoot. As the bridge briefly goes gentle, he takes the matches and lights one, staring numbly at the small flame flickering at the other end.
Then he turns around and tosses it towards the bonfire of their relationship he created in the center of the museum, letting it all go up in flames.
I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town!
EXT. LOS ANGELES STREETS - NIGHT
Real Farkle belts with everything he’s got in the vocal run closing out the bridge, equally as teary as the future version of him in his room. The rest of the last chorus is split between him singing as he finishes his walk away and the one on stage, delivering the emotional anthem as only Farkle Minkus could.
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
Meanwhile, Farkle continues to feed the fire in the museum, throwing the last of the pieces of their relationship into the flames. The foundations are starting to crumble around him -- beams cracking, smoke billowing, utter collapse imminent. But he doesn’t run away. He doesn’t flee.
Instead, he strides back over to the piano, still upright in the midst of his mayhem. He retrieves the piano bench from where he threw it and puts it back in place, settling down onto it and releasing a breath.
Don’t you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress wrote you a song…
Then Farkle starts to play. Unbothered, utterly centered. Even as he’s riddled with battle scars, and the world is on fire around him, he focuses on the keys, tapping out the closing piano notes in the arrangement of the track.
INT. BING THEATRE STAGE - NIGHT
As the song dwindles to its conclusion, losing steam, each vignette gets its last moment. Farkle on stage offers his last repetition of the closing line, weary and resigned.
INT. MUSEUM DREAMSCAPE - NIGHT
Farkle continues to play in the inferno, playing those simple notes again and again… but he finally finds his voice again. He gets his chance to speak, taking the second to last line with venomous resentment.
Don’t you think I was too young?
EXT. LOS ANGELES STREETS - NIGHT
In reality, Farkle is all of these things. He’s devastated; he’s righteous. He’s weary. He’s furious. He’s resigned. He’s nothing and yet all of the above, a dizzying disaster of emotion and feeling.
And yet, it’s comforting. It’s familiar. He might be on fire, but at least he’s himself.
At least he’s free.
He looks back over his shoulder one last time, getting his goodbye glance. He knows, despite the pain, that he won’t be going back.
You should’ve known…
Then he turns and continues walking down the street, leaving Jordan and the showstopping performance in the past.
INT. MACNAMARA HOME - GUEST ROOM - NIGHT
Following the disastrous trip to the museum, all Isa wants to do is hide in their room and never speak to anyone ever again. From their huddled position between their bed and the wall, they’re prepared to do just that…
But they know that they shouldn’t stay like this. What did Eric say? Communication is always the best solution. Avoiding the issue doesn’t help anything. These days, it’s like everyone needs a dose of that reminder.
Suppose they should at least try. Isa forces themself to get up. Their hand shakes a little as they reach for the door handle, everything within them screaming to get back into their safe hiding spot, but they resist the urge to run away.
They’re going to do the mature thing and face the problem head-on. They’re going to talk to Zachary.
INT. MACNAMARA HOME - HALLWAY - NIGHT
Isa approaches Zachary and Ruby’s bedroom door and raises a hand to knock. Before they do, they notice that the door is already slightly ajar. They take a small step forward to knock as they open the door, but halt when they hear hushed voices from beyond the door.
Isa knows they shouldn’t eavesdrop. They know they should either knock and make themself known or leave them to the privacy of their conversation, but their feet are glued to the floor.
INT. MACNAMARA HOME - ZACHARY AND RUBY’S ROOM - NIGHT
The couple are both sitting up in bed, lit up by their bedside table lamps. Ruby has her hair wrapped up in a silk scarf, and Zachary has a pair of reading glasses on and a Kindle on his lap, but it’s left unread while he talks with Ruby. He reaches out to take her hand in his as he talks.
Zachary: I’m sorry you’re having to deal with all of this.
Ruby: [ with a small, tired smile ] It’s okay. I’m sorry that you’re having to go through this sort of thing again. How are you doing?
Isa would like to know the answer to that question, too. Zachary sighs, then admits that he’s stressed.
Zachary: This is exactly what I’ve been trying to avoid my entire career. What I never wanted you and the boys to have to deal with. It’s why I broke up with Valerie in the first place. I couldn’t do anything without a horde of paparazzi following me; they camped outside my house, took photos of us through the windows. It was awful. [ a beat ] I didn’t want someone else to define me. Let alone with that much scrutiny. I’m not cut out for this part of the industry; this media circus.
Few people truly are. Even Val, the beacon herself, couldn’t survive it in the end. Sympathetic, Ruby rests her head on Zachary’s shoulder and intertwines their fingers.
Ruby: I know. But we’ll get through it. As a family.
Zachary, softly: I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t have you and the boys to ground me. [ with a kiss to her forehead ] I love you.
Ruby smiles lightly, squeezing his hand.
INT. MACNAMARA HOME - HALLWAY - NIGHT
That definition of family doesn’t appear to include Isa. And for good reason, since all they’ve done is destroy the peaceful life that Zachary managed to create after his mess of a relationship with Valerie.
They see where they stand. They’ve been rejected from too many foster families to not recognize it.
Vision blurred with tears, Isa silently rushes back to their room.
EXT. MACNAMARA HOME - DRIVEWAY - NIGHT
Outside the house, now with a hastily stuffed backpack, Isa takes a moment to look up at the home. The final light from an upstairs bedroom goes out. They’re going to sleep; they didn’t hear them leaving. Or they did, but they just don’t care.
Good riddance. They can practically hear Louis’s glee.
Isa swipes the tears from their eyes and sets off down the street, not looking back.
INT. GARDNER HOME - LIVING ROOM - NIGHT
Eleanor is on the couch when Charlie returns from the show, working on cataloging contact information taken from the coffee greet that week.
Eleanor: How was the show?
Charlie: It was fun. The show itself is… interesting, but Riley and Evan made it work. Riley especially was spectacular.
Eleanor: [ with a smile ] I’m sure she was.
And she sure thinks she knows why Charlie would think so… anyway, Charlie asks what she’s working on, and she explains that she’s adding the contact information they collected from the visitors to their church directory. She is going to send a follow up welcome email inviting them to service.
She takes care to remark that they did have a decent amount more young people decide to sign-up after chatting with Charlie… so he does have quite the influence. Charlie waves her off, coming to join her on the couch.
Charlie: Don’t give me too much credit.
Eleanor: I think maybe we’re not giving you enough. Perhaps the ladies were right, maybe we should get you on a billboard or two. [ off his laughter ] Though of course, I’ve always known you were a charmer. Pride and joy of the Catholic boys club in primary, ideal date to the eighth grade dance…
Charlie can’t help but laugh, but more because he wouldn’t agree with any of those characterizations. She really has no idea how awkward and out of place he’s always felt… but in some ways it’s nice. It’s nice that she has such a high opinion of him, and to hear her verbalize it again. With the chill since his return, he wasn’t sure if the sentiments survived his absence.
Once their laughter dies down a bit, Charlie braves addressing just that.
Charlie: I had fun this week. Getting to do stuff together.
Eleanor: Me too. Though I don’t see how you possibly found any of it fun. I’m sure it was dreadfully boring for a young man with plenty of other things to do.
Charlie: I’m an academic nerd on the tail end of a gap year with nothing to do. My schedule really isn’t that packed. [ off her playful head shake ] But mostly it was nice to hang out with you. Like we used to when I was younger. [ a beat ] To be honest, I kind of felt like… since I got back, things haven’t felt quite the same.
Based on how Eleanor clams up a bit, expression hardening, it’s clear he wasn’t making that up.
Charlie: I wasn’t sure if I… did I do something wrong? Or upset you? If I did, I didn’t mean --
Eleanor: No. No, heavens, no. You’re fine, Charlie. You’ve done everything right. You always have. I’ve never been prouder of you.
Then why is it so hard for her to say so… the reason for the hardness in her features becomes clearer when her eyes start to gloss over. She’s trying not to cry. Charlie frowns, but Eleanor preemptively waves off his concern.
Eleanor: I’m sorry. This is so silly of me. [ swiping at her eyes ] You didn’t do anything wrong. You’ve done exactly what you were supposed to do. Grow up, explore the world, share your grace with it. And you’ve done so well. So, so well. You’ve done nothing but make your father and I endlessly proud. [ a beat ] But it changed you, too. You’re not the same as you were when you were a kid -- even when we left you at JFK. Not in a bad way, just… in ways I wasn’t expecting. That I wasn’t prepared for. You came back with all this… confidence, independence. This new glow. I didn’t know how to process it. To see you shining so bright in this world without us. [ choked up ] Without me.
Charlie: Mom…
Eleanor: But that’s silly of me. That’s my own… silly motherhood emotions, and it has nothing to do with you. And any fears I had, doubts of how you could’ve changed for the worse… they were irrational. Completely irrational. You’re wonderful as you’ve always been. More, even. [ with a sigh ] I think I just didn’t know how to imagine a world where you didn’t need me anymore.
Charlie smiles sympathetically, admittedly relieved. Of all the reasons she could’ve been cold to him, this is about the best he could’ve asked for -- so gripped with the fear that she might have lost him, when that’s always the thing he’s feared most in the other direction.
The love is mutual. That’s all he’s ever wanted to know.
Charlie: I still need my mom. And even if I didn’t, since I’m growing up with two great parents who raised me well, that doesn’t mean I won’t want you around. I will always want you to be there, mom.
Eleanor laughs sheepishly, wiping a tear from her cheek. Charlie reaches forward and takes her hand, which she gratefully squeezes. She looks at him fondly, all the pride in the world in her eyes.
Eleanor: My perfect boy.
Charlie: Not perfect. Just… trying. Just me.
Eleanor: Well, that’s perfect to me.
She reaches forward and pulls him into a hug, which he happily accepts. He returns the embrace tightly. Absorbing the motherly warmth and acceptance for all its worth.
Finally feeling like it isn’t nearly so fragile as his doubts always feared.
INT. NYU APARTMENT - NIGHT
Riley finally returns from NYU post-opening night, tired but in good spirits. Performing is draining, but it was fun to put on a show again. To have all the people she loves who could be there come out in support. To have another way to bring everyone together again.
She jumps lightly when she hears noise in the apartment, but she’s hardly surprised when it’s only Lucas. He emerges from her bedroom and receives an immediate smile in return. It’s impressive, how she can never seem to lose the joyful thrill of seeing him again.
Riley: I thought you might be here.
Lucas: Well, big night. But am I that predictable?
Riley: No, no. I was just thinking the whole way home how I was hoping you’d be here, how all I wanted to do after this long, long week was get home and see you, and somehow I just knew you’d get the message. You’re getting so good at reading my mind.
Don’t know about all that, scientifically speaking, but it’s cute how sincerely Riley says it. Lucas can’t help but smile.
In any case, he couldn’t possibly let the night end without congratulating her properly… as any good stage boyfriend would, he came prepared. He removes his hands from behind his back and reveals a small bouquet of flowers. Simple, understated but beautiful, peppered with purple hues.
So perfectly Riley. Her eyes sparkle as she approaches him, taking the flowers delicately and lifting them to her nose for a smell.
Riley: Thank you. They’re so pretty. [ hugging them close ] I love the colors.
Lucas: I know.
Of course he does. He knows everything about her.
Lucas: You were incredible tonight. As always.
Riley smiles and takes the collar of his jacket, giving him a soft kiss. Then she claims she needs to get the flowers situated, going around the kitchen counter to find a vase and fill it with water. Lucas watches her for a long moment, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
Lucas: Interesting show.
Riley: I know. It’s kind of silly, really, but it’s not like the movie it’s based on is the pinnacle of storytelling either.
Lucas: It’s based on a movie?
Riley: [ with a fond, exasperated look ] Martian, I swear. Yes, it’s based on a movie.
News to him. Wouldn’t have made much of a difference to him either way. At least the themes were pretty easy to understand, if heavy-handed at times… he got one pretty loud and clear.
Lucas: Said some kind of important stuff I think. Albeit heavy-handed. About… speaking when you can. Using your words. [ a beat ] Saying what you need to say, in case people get the wrong idea and think otherwise.
It’s just three little words, after all… Riley glances over her shoulder at him, examining him. Wondering if he’s seriously comparing them to that… after a moment, she tilts her head, giving him a reassuring look.
Riley: It’s just a musical, Lucas.
She turns to face him, leaning against the counter. Lucas nods.
Lucas: Maybe so. But it made me think… which I guess is kind of a victory, right? Isn’t that the whole point of these things, to make the audience think?
Riley: I suppose. Though I’m not sure Ghost: The Musical is the epitome of a brain-teaser.
Lucas slowly makes his way across the floor to join her, taking his time while he finds his words. Riley doesn’t rush him, letting her gaze linger.
Lucas: I don’t pretend to know anything about this stuff. Music, stories, whatever. But I can get a hint. And it doesn’t take much to know that that Sam dude fucked up. He had a good thing, but he didn’t know how to keep it. He didn’t know how to tell her. And then he lost his chance, and she spent all that time wondering.
Riley: Unless you’re planning on getting shot in an armed robbery any time soon, I wouldn’t be all that concerned…
Lucas: With me, let’s be honest, you never know.
That’s not the point, though. Lucas has arrived in front of her, determined to say what he needs to say. Riley waits, only slightly impatient, as he gently takes her hands in his.
Lucas: I know I don’t know what to say. That I don’t say enough. That I never know what I’m doing -- that for some reason you seem to have endless grace, and patience, and don’t expect me to have all the words. That you’d never tell me otherwise. [ off her light head shake ] I know you don’t ask for much, but I want to make sure you know. I want to be sure that you know how I feel, even if the words aren’t exactly right, because I don’t want you to doubt it. I don’t ever want you to be stuck wondering.
Riley’s captivated now, lost in the soft sincerity of his voice. The delicate passion he always speaks with when it comes to her, even if he’s convinced he’s useless with words. When it’s Riley, he has a way with them -- he always has.
Lucas brings a hand up and brushes some hair out of her face, cupping her cheek. He grazes his thumb along her cheekbone, soft and delicate, really taking her in. Riley holds her breath, hanging on his every word and locked on those green eyes.
Lucas: I love you, Riley.
Four little words, yet they’re like kryptonite. So simple in their truth, but so profound.
Riley uses all of her integrity not to melt, but Lucas does her the favor of keeping her steady. His other hand slides down to her waist and holds her close as he pulls her into a kiss, slow and sweet. It lingers, a shudder of anticipation tingling down Riley’s spine.
And Lucas thinks he’s not romantic. Please.
They hang on the precipice of another kiss, lips parted and just barely grazing, when Riley speaks. A gentle, slightly shaky plea.
Riley: Say it again.
Lucas doesn’t hesitate to oblige. If Riley asks, he’ll do anything she wants.
Lucas: I love you. [ bumping their noses together ] I love you.
They exchange another kiss. Then another. Another, growing more drawn out with each soft declaration, murmured against her lips. Never losing its impact, heartfelt and genuine. Delicately devout.
Riley wraps her arms around his neck and pulls him closer, savoring every second and every word.
INT. L.A. APARTMENT - NIGHT
Obviously, Farkle is at about the exact opposite end of that spectrum tonight. He finally makes it back to the apartment, burnt out but having shed all his tears on the way home.
Still, it’s more than evident he’s gone through it, and Maya clocks that immediately when she looks up from her laptop where she’s seated on the couch. She can automatically tell something is wrong, but she tries to aim for light.
Maya: Hi. How was the festival? [ re: his demeanor ] Surely the pretentious films weren’t that terrible. At least, for your sake, I hope.
Farkle: I wouldn’t know. I didn’t see any films. I left long before that.
Maya eyes him curiously, waiting for more. Knowing there’s more. Farkle doesn’t bother to hide it. He holds his arms out with a shrug, the sentiment coming out with a bittersweet bite.
Farkle: It’s over. Jordan and I are done.
To his surprise, Maya isn’t elated. She gives him a look of genuine sympathy.
Maya: Shit. I’m sorry.
Farkle: Me too. [ with a scoff of a laugh ] Honestly, I thought you’d be happy.
Maya’s expression shifts to fondness, albeit tinted with sadness.
Maya: [ like it explains everything ] You aren’t.
If he’s hurt, she’s hurt. It’s simple as that. Sure, it’s a relief Jordan is going to be out of the picture, but that’s not worth the hurt she can see stained on his cheeks. Her preferences aren’t worth it if it’s at the expense of his pain.
That’s exactly the kind of energy he needed from Jordan -- someone who would put his feelings first. Friend, lover, it doesn’t matter. If they don’t even have the consideration of mind to care, they don’t deserve his time.
Maya holds out her hands towards him, and he smiles sheepishly as he comes to join her. He flops onto the couch and she wraps him in a comforting embrace, resting her head on his upper arm. They sit that way for a long moment, thoughtful in the quiet.
Maya: It’ll happen for you someday. I know it. You’re gonna find someone who deserves you. [ a beat ] I mean, I’ll never believe anyone is good enough for you, but I’m impossible to please.
That manages to get a laugh out of him. He tilts his head to look at her.
Farkle: Figures. I don’t think I’ll ever do better than Maya Hart.
She smiles proudly. Damn right. She gives him another squeeze and a quick peck on the cheek, then goes back to resting her head on his shoulder. He tilts his back against hers, closing his eyes and immersing in the familiar comforts…
When there’s a knock on the door, disrupting it. Maya and Farkle exchange a look, confused -- neither of them seem to be expecting anybody. Maya raises her eyebrows.
Maya: If that’s him, I’m just saying, I have some pepper spray I have been dying to use.
Farkle snorts, shaking his head. But if it is his toxic boyfriend back for another fight, may as well get it over with… he gets to his feet and approaches the door, Maya watching from her perch on the couch.
It’s not Jordan. When Farkle pulls open the door, Isa is on the other side, backpack on their shoulder and things hastily gathered from the MacNamaras. A nomad yet again, searching for refuge and also hoping to find comfort in the familiar.
Farkle and Maya both stare at them, unprepared for their arrival.
INT. NYU APARTMENT - RILEY’S BEDROOM - DAY
Familiar peace is the vibe of the next morning for Riley and Lucas, the two of them not in any rush to get out of bed. They’re still half-dressed from the night before, and nowhere near ready to disrupt the lavender haze. For now, they’re prolonging it as long as they can, exchanging long, leisurely kisses even as they unconvincingly discuss facing the real world again.
Lucas shifts to let his lips transition to her cheek, then her jaw, then traces a lingering path along her neck. Riley hums in satisfaction and adjusts to give him more room, running her fingers through his hair. Even as they speak, their actions do no work to support their words.
Riley: We should get up.
Lucas: [ into her neck ] Yeah.
Riley: We should. Maybe. Although…
Lucas: You have to go put on a show. Call time for dress rehearsal is in an hour.
Riley groans dramatically, earning a chuckle from him into her skin. Seriously, how many dress rehearsals does one girl need? They’ve already put on the show once! Particularly when her very talented boyfriend is kissing her neck?
Riley: You can put me on the record, there is literally nothing I would rather do less right now.
It’s not the musical’s fault -- there’s just simply nothing worth giving up this for. Lucas might concur, generally speaking, but it’s also his duty to ensure Riley doesn’t miss any opportunity to show everyone else how incredible she is. He may not get the performing thing, but the importance of that, he understands without question.
So he rallies her anyway, in spite of how he could very well probably stay there and kiss her for the rest of time. He peppers her with light kisses as he makes his case, pointing out that the show must go on. All that jazz. Riley isn’t enthused, but he wins her over eventually.
Lucas: What if I make breakfast?
Riley: [ with a hum ] Depends. What are you making?
Lucas: I’ve gotten pretty good at omelets since Joe started torturing me with covering cook shifts during brunch rush. Maybe French toast, if you promise to get out of bed.
Riley: Mm… I’m tempted…
Lucas: I’ll warn you now, though, it won’t be as good as anything Charlie would make. I’m not a miracle worker.
Riley: Oh, what a loss. [ accepting a kiss ] Somehow, I think I’ll manage.
Lucas: So we’re getting up?
Riley: [ with a sigh ] Yes. Yes, we’re getting up.
But Lucas first, since he’s got his end of the bargain to uphold. He smiles, starting to sit up, then he doubles back, leaning over her.
Lucas: Hey. Guess what.
Riley: Hm?
He didn’t forget what got them here in the first place. He drops his voice to just above a murmur, like he’s sharing a secret just for the two of them.
Lucas: I love you.
He gives her another swift peck, earning a giggle, then pushes himself out of bed. Riley grins and falls back against the pillows as she watches him go, running a hand through her tangled hair. She relaxes and closes her eyes again for a moment, soaking in the serenity and listening to the sound of Lucas starting to move around the kitchen.
This is it. This is as good as it gets. No matter what she’s doing, or where she is, as long as she has this to come home to, she’ll be okay. She has absolutely zero doubts.
But for now, the show must go on. She sighs and makes herself sit up, rubbing her eyes and bundling the blanket around her chest. She reaches for her phone when it starts to vibrate on the nightstand, expecting a text from one of her friends or maybe some reminder about dress rehearsal.
It’s not a text. It’s a call.
From Grace.
Riley doesn’t hesitate. She answers as soon as she reads the caller ID, apprehensive frown already on her face.
Riley: Hello? Yeah -- yeah, he’s here.
She starts to search the blankets, looking for Lucas’s phone. She finds it, flipping it over and seeing what Grace must be relaying on the other end.
Two missed calls, and a handful of texts. All from her. Based on Riley’s expression, it’s not good news.
Riley: Lucas!
He’s back in the doorway in seconds flat, worried based on the tone of her voice. She meets his eyes, phone still pressed to her ear.
She doesn’t have to say anything. With the look on her face, he already knows. He knows who must be calling -- he knows what he’s about to hear.
The lavender haze is over. Reality doesn’t wait.
And boy, does reality have a big storm coming.
END OF EPISODE.
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