#like im genuinely...idk 😭

[oatbugs]

little bit worried abt the class difference ngl

#my parents r working class and im basically flat broke (this was/isnt the case in iran tho. back then i never even thought abt money) #and like literally i had my first universal credit meeting today bc im not getting student loans to live off of until next sept #...she bought gucci shoes bc she was bored and wanted new shoes . she used to live in Kensington #like im genuinely...idk 😭 #do u think it will be an issue #i have told her i cant afford many things but j havent told her of my familys precise socioeconomic status in the UK bc it wasnt necessary #but now im like does she fr want to be w smn who is actually broke. like #i think i didnt notice it until the last time we met up bc i was raised like her . but i stopped being raised like her at the age of 11 #when we had to leave iran. but she just kept living like that #idk. anyway #...anyway were meeting on sat to study tgth and then hang out :) #well. im studying shes applying to law firms

[lotus-pear]

rewatched bsd w my friend seeing it for the first time and the nostalgia of seeing these two together again hit me like a bus

#literally mom and dad of the agency #dazai and kunikida protect yokohama but more importantly they also protect atsushi #funny story but we were watching in sub and the translations were wack bc when i watched dazai refers to kunikida as his colleague #but in the version we were watching he just called him partner w/o any context it was so fucking funny😭 #bro rly just pointed to a random man across the river and was like “oh that's my partner btw!! we can use his money to treat you to dinner! #my bestie made me pause the show and was like “????partner. are they married??? either way it's cute that there's mlm rep in this anime🥺” #i was genuinely holding back tears #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #SRY FOR THE UNGODLY HR IM POSTING AT I DIDNT WANT TO LOSE THE MOTIVATION I SUDDENLY GOT AFTER WATCHING THE FIRST FEW EPS #IVE WANTED TO DRAW THESE TWO FOR SO LONG IDK WHAT TOOK ME SO LONG😭😭😭😭

[skitskatdacat63]

I'm not getting over this one any time soon

#HOLDNG HANDS YKNOW!?!?!??!! #you cant tell me otherwise. they are walking and holding hands. #idk this one is just so coupley like they genuinely look like a couple #also the hand size difference i am unwell #THEIR HANDSSSSS THEIR HANDSSSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #im just like. so incredibly unwell. over this. yeah. #i think ill make a compilation post of them clasping hands sometime #bcs i like the way their hands fit together OKAY #i like how its often one of their hands resting in the others rather than a typical bro hand clasp #its all very regal yknow.... #this tho? this is couple behavior(TO ME)(...and C) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #2013 chinese gp #we do a little bit of f1

[purpleshadow-star]

I was doing some research, and I realized that Clemson, SC (where Palmetto is based on) and Columbia, SC are NOT, in fact, an hour apart from each other like they are in the books, but two hours! Idk what to think now. (First pic from Nora's old blog)

Geographic location is the same! But the distance has shrunk to one hour!

#just a random observation that has messed with my perception of the world #everytime i read fics where it takes 2hrs to get from campus to columbia im always like 'thats wrong its 1hr" but... they were right??? #and its over 2hrs too. not even 2hrs exact or 1hr 50 smth mins #idk how to process this 😭😭😭 #it shouldnt be this big of a deal to me but i am genuinely having a crisis and idk why #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the king's men #nora sakavic #aftg extra content

[lemongogo]

< 2023 trgnz

#not to get all sentimental or whatever #but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months #its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn #and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ?? #LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE #before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing #and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective #but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️ #theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like .. #actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls #w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before #its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something #but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK #and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY #anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side #its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭 #ANYWYSSTYY #trigun #my art

[ralvezfanatic]

being queer + aroace is so fun !! like yayyy im questioning my sexuality everytime i have/don't have some type of attraction >_<

#i always doubt my sexuality bc of the attraction i have/don't have #like I've mentioned before #I haven't had a crush in ages #like a genuine irl crush yk #sooooo #idk being aroaceflux is annoying for me #cuz im always questioning my sexuality #😭😭 #𖤐 rambles #aroaceflux #aroflux #aceflux #aromantic #asexual #aroace spectrum #aromantic spectrum #asexual spectrum #bisexual

[dyketubbo]

i remember seeing someone call tubbo a fully grown adult at 19 (obvs before he turned 20) and i gotta say. i think maybe some people have a really skewed idea of what constitutes as "fully grown". and also what constitutes as properly mature. thinking that at 18/19 (or hell even at 20/21) people are now fully grown and mature is insane to me like yall thats how you get people thinking their life is over at like 23 and that 30 year olds are senior citizens 😭😭 be fr

#this is a problem no matter where you look but i think a lot of ppl in the mcyt fandom esp seem to think once youre- #-considered an adult at all that it automatically means youre fully grown and mature and thats just nooottt really true for most ppl #which i think can lead people down to sort of dangerous paths especially because 'adult' is often defined by age of consent #and theres also some slight cultural differences like even just between the us and the uk where due to 18yr olds being able to drink in- #-the uk (and other places) i think it genuinely causes some dissonance #where i see often in the us that when youre 18/19 youre still treated (id say rightfully) as being rather young and not Truly a grown adult #hence. yk. the term Young Adult #but i think in places where the drinking age is younger it starts causing people to see younger people as more mature #which is also why a lot of predators like to push for the age of consent to be at a younger age like 15 or 16 #and why many lolicons try to point at japans age of consent (which for the record is complicated and not as simple as just 'age of consent- #-is 13') as a defense for how they act #because these sorts of milestones (having sex and drinking) are seen as marks of a true adult. which gets into a whole lot of other #complicated things #and often dangerous things and ways of thinking #ANYWAYS . basically 18/19 isnt fully grown 20 is also hardly fully grown itself #and theres ways to combat people infantilizing tubbo and other creators his age without acting like hes actually #fully grown and mature lol. i promise you humans are not fully grown at 20 years old are you kidding me 😭😭😭😭 #if youre in your 20s you still have a lot of time and space to grow i promise. do not fall for the idea that your life is done by like 23 #idk. im only 18 myself but it just feels insane to me that if i were a creator people would be calling me a fully grown adult #not that im not an adult but i dont think im mature enough to be seen as fully grown and i guess itssss. sad? #to see other people my age think that turning 18 means youre fully grown. just really not true #theres a lot of 30 year olds who still see early 20yr olds as being practically babies we have Not made it to full maturity yet i prommy #mask mews

[galaxythedragonshifter]

The feeling when you want to make your own fantasy world and you've tried so hard you've gotten to the point where you have no idea what you want

#galaxy rambles #im genuinely stuck asf rn #i want a fantasy world with dragons #but do I include the humans? #i want to because Galaxy's whole thing is being a Dragonshifter #but at the same time I'm having the worst time trying to connect to human OCs #and develop the human culture because there's nothing keeping me interested #but at the same time idk what I want because no matter what I think of it doesn't work #so im stuck in this “i dont know wtf i want” state because im not getting attached to ANYTHING #no matter how many things I add into it that I like #which has been my problem with fantasy worlds since the beginning #EVERY. ONE. I. MAKE. #no matter how interesting or complex I try and make it I lose attachment #writers please help me- 😭 #maybe im too self aware #writer asks #writer problems #writers on tumblr #writers #worldbuilding #worldbuilding help #why is it so easy to get connected to everyone else's human characters #but when I do it I can't get anything #?????

[clowningaroundmars]

tbqh on ONE hand....

im like "ohhh no drake responded and it is pure ASS fuuuck 😒"

BUT on the other hand... im lowkey kinda excited to see if kendrick planned ahead a song to release saved into a folder on his desktop labeled "in case drake comes back with a diss that's total asscheeks"

#kendrick lamar #mine #like im genuinely curious to see what kendrick might possibly come back with #even if he doesnt answer at all that in and of itself would kinda be a god tier response #ohhh my god kendrick youve got him on the ropes!!! #will it be a forfeit or a TKO?! god idk which one i want more #either way i know im not sleeping at ALL these next few nights #this entire weekend i was just up in my bed periodically checking youtube like a nutjob #eyes bloodshot at 2am in case kendrick dropped again 😭😭😭 #i am unwell #im TOO invested in this shit

[hella1975]

COFFEE SHOP SAVE ME

#im so sick of study rooms costa u are shining on the horizon like an angel guiding me home #it’s been the same barista the past few times I’ve been here and EVERY TIME she sees me she does her customer service smile #but then like? double takes? and then does a PROPER smile like always looks genuinely chuffed to see me #and idk why 😭 I’m always super nice to servers for obvious reasons but that can’t be it girl what are they DOING to you here 😭 #she want me fr. tbh i always dress to the nines for these coffee trips for literally no reason #sighhhhh BACK TO REVISION wish me luck gang 🫡 #hella goes to uni

[thelilylav]

My one true gripe w the ending of hazbin hotel was Charlie did NOT get to go apeshit enough let my girl lose her temper I need to see her rage

Also here’s the actual comic lol:

#my apologies for the jumpscare at the end i did not know what to put😭 #also like the thing abt charlie genuinely bothers me i want her to kill someone next season #im not even kidding she’s a princess of hell her dad needs to stop bailing her out of shit #i enjoyed lucy but like cmon #let her be strong on her own #anyway love her tho✌️ #it’s all said w much love #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #charlie morningstar #fanart #my art tag #hazbin hotel adam #also i genuinely hate adam like he’s funny but holy shit #idk man ik a lot of ppl liked him i just kept getting annoyed im sorry😭

[koalbent]

Most effort ive put into any traditional art ever ⬆️

Mostly stupid bonus doodles ⬇️

(the hug one is technically a WIP but i cannot ever remember what dans sleeves look like enough to finish it when i am able to. also those first two pictures r from the same day😭)

#I think all herbert west fans should listen to violent love by oingo boingo and think about it as like from herberts perspective about dan #idk i am a little obsessed with that song right now i think im losing it #all i can ever think about right now is reanimator its a genuine problem #might not survive this hyperfixation tbh #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #reanimator fanart #herbert west reanimator #reanimator #bride of reanimator #herbert west fanart #herbert west #re animator #daniel cain #dan cain #dan cain fanart #daniel cain fanart #how the hell does this work

[mwagneto]

i have sooo many thoughts on the absolute failure of detroit become human's message honestly like it's so crazy. kara's entire storyline is negated when alice is revealed to also be an android since not only does the "can a human child view an android as a parent" question completely disappear, suddenly everything you've done so far to "protect the kid" becomes meaningless since kara and alice are essentially the same age. and then the general issue of David Cage failing to make a good enough case as to why androids should be considered human to the point where the worst part about the bad endings is that it makes Hank, the only human main character, sad. and this is only like a fraction of the problems but i find it fascinating how even the main core and theme of the entire story falls apart as soon as you think about it for even a second

#like im not even gonna lie if it wasn't for hank i wouldn't save the androids 😭 #like obviously connor is compelling but i genuinely don't see the point in waking up hundreds of thousands of #androids and giving them all consciousness. and i ESPECIALLY dont see the point of #the demand markus makes that they want control of factories so they can make more androids #like brother we have enough of a problem. i could maybe see the case for freeing the ones that #already had existence forced upon them but why would you ever want to make more fr #and im not even gonna touch the . well. yknow. the race thing. bc that's a whole another post #im mainly just rambling coz I've been streaming myself replaying it to the gang and it makes me think things. #dbh #detroit become human #dbh critical #idk the tags. #anti david cage

[moothecowgirl]

Every time my parents bring up marriage with me I fantasize about plunging myself into the deepest depths of the ocean with an anchor strapped to my leg!

#talking to myself #my mom cornered me in the kitchen the other day saying you have to say yes to this marriage / rishta “you have to he’s rich” #and she was getting so mad at me and even though it wasn't a super serious conversation i genuinely almost started tweaking 😭 like ammi no. #istg its really because my sister set the precedent and now I’m here dealing with the aftermath damn it #my parents hear the marital bells ringing and idk how to get it to stop because I am way too young to be getting pressured into marriage 😭 #i keep telling them I graduate college in two years i dont want to talk about it until then 🗣 #IM TWEAKING.

[8rujaa]

lesbians dont marry or fuck men thats like the whole point of lesbianism lmao

yes yes i agree i don’t think i said otherwise

#i was just thinking like i’m general if i spent the rest of my life with a man i’d feel unfulfilled whereas if i ended up marrying a woman #i don’t think i’d have that feeling of ‘something’s missing’ #i was wondering if other bisexual ppl felt that way and wanted to know how lesbians came to the conclusion of being a lesbian #the asks i’ve been getting kinda make it seem like if you’re not a gold star lesbian then you’re not a Real Lesbian #which like i understand if someone’s dating men and women like you’re obviously not a lesbian #but for me i still call myself bi i was just wondering if i don’t want to be with men or date men and im sure i only want to be with women #and ever since i realized that I haven’t been with men… and don’t want to be ever again… #like would that still make me bi? #idk i feel like y’all are gonna cancel me for questioning my sexuality 😭 i’m not saying i’m lesbian but like where Am I in the spectrum ??? #i’m just trying to figure out if my ‘attraction’ to men is genuine attraction or just like… societal pressure to be with a man #or daddy issues cuz all the men i’ve been with are always like older my last boyfriend was 10 years older than me and Idk #or if my repulsion is actually repulsion bc i don’t Like them or trauma?? #im sorry if i offended anyone i’m not trying to invalidate anyone’s sexuality just trying to figure mine out 🥲 #inbox

[inkyboyo]

they’ve already read the angry letter. and filmed it. when the FUCK is it coming out i’m biting my nails

#LIKE PLEASE #they’re gonna post it public right?? #like he made the goal public so??? #wtf are they even doing with this #like genuinely is it gonna be a smosh video or is it gonna be for members only??? #i feel like that’s kinda messed up tho 😭 #idk wtf they’re doing IM SCARED #i have no idea #anthony padilla #ian hecox #smosh #ianthony