#i am unwell

[hardly-an-escape]

the hold this man has on me | via Almeida Theatre Instagram

#ferdinand kingsley #almeida theatre #the comeuppance #i am unwell #feral for ferdie

[itmoitmmtl]

Y'all I can't bawl my eyes alone so I have decided to inflict pain on here too.

Brace yourself!

I have just watched the pre release clip for this Monday's ep and the realization has flattened me like a bulldozer (I am not kidding)

OG timeline where sol gets into the accident, she was sleeping and Sunjae didn't wanted to disturb her sleep but later after he misses two more stops he gets ready to wake her up but she suddenly herself gets up and gets off the bus while Sunjae is picking up his stuff... And the rest we all know...

Now take this⤴️ shot and this

You know what hit me... That from the hospital time where sol screams "why did you save me?" To this bridge meeting what's the constant thing between them, for Sunjae the regret of not waking her up in time, for not saving her in time, therefore when you see him meet her, there's glistening in his eyes as if saying " what if" and he does his routine acts of service, giving her umbrella, the hot pack for hands and asks her how she is getting home, all the while thinking of that same regret, guilt. Sol might not have any recollection but for Sunjae it's just like living the same day

And to add more salt to wound HE MAKES SURE SHE GETS HOME SAFE THIS TIME, EVEN IF SHE HAS NO OUNCE OF HIS MEMORY

If you watch this scene you'll see how his eyes trails her corridor lights as to when she reaches her apartment

istg this show has devastated me in way I can't describe!!

It's been ages since a kdrama had this effect on me

Adding more pain:

YOU KNOW HOW HE PANTED HIMSELF WHILE RUNNING TO STOP THE BUS CUZ SHE COULDN'T GET OFF THE BUS... WELLL NOW IT'S ALSO A PAIN PARALLEL TO THE OG TIMELINE

#lovely runner #byeon woo seok #kim hye yoon #kdrama #I AM UNWELL

[pushing-daisies-renaissance]

I think the only reason I was put on this earth was to make a pushing daisies themed bed and breakfast

#this is all I’ve been able to think about for two days #I am unwell #pushing daisies #ramble #mine

[harley-quinns-girlfriend]

#i am unwell #supernatural #spn #sam Winchester #Sam Winchester #boy king of hell sam winchester #lucifer sam winchester #i love my babygirls

[shiftingstrawberries]

just wanted you all to know that i am not normal about joe keery. i am gnawing at the bars of my enclosure 🧍‍♀️

#joe keery #djo #i am unwell #stranger things #steve harrington #he’s so boyfriend

[asexualannoyance]

thinking about Neil's relationship with his mother......

#aftg #all for the game #neil josten #mary hatford #i could not stop thinking about this at work #he loved her he hated her she was all he had for literal years she fucked him up good she was the only thing holding him together— #i am unwell

[bookwyrminspiration]

"greet the world with open arms"

#epic the musical #epic the underworld saga #I AM UNWELL

[bardofbaldur]

Oh no, oh no, he is seducing me with his deep passion for his field of study and his genuine joy at teaching people about it

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #ori liveblogs #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #i am unwell #this is so attractive to me as a nerd you have NO IDEA

[preciouslittlebhaalbabe3]

Some notes about this that I think are interesting. In low approval he's unnaturally still and doesn't blink. Not even once. He's turned slightly away from them like he's ready to attack or run at any second. He's fully alert and on guard. He does NOT trust tav. In high approval he literally slow blinks like a cat and sways back and forth a little like he's giddy to talk to tav. He literally can't stop smiling even at the expense of looking a little silly :3 He shows complete trust and absolutely adores them. Either platonically or romantically. Just some details that I think are really cool and show how much thought the devs put into these interactions. Even though most of the time we can't even see the faces he makes when talking to him.

#baldurs gate #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate 3 #astarion baldurs gate #astarion ancunin #i am unwell

[full---ofstarlight]

minsc has this line when you talk to him after gale speaks to mystra where he's like back in my homeland, we hide young wizard boys away so that mystra doesn't snatch them up and. like. man. that really adds some more color to how fucked up gale's whole situation with her was huh

#gale of waterdeep #i am unwell #bg3

[angee1011]

OKAY BUT LIKE SALLY AND POSEIDON’S CONVO OMG

“Do you want to talk to him?”

Long pause. THUNDER rolls in the distance.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#pjo tv show #pjo series #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #sally jackson #poseidon #I AM UNWELL #do not talk to me #OMG #like the reminder of WHY Poseidon can’t be there for his son and for the woman he loves #don’t get me wrong #the gods need to DO BETTER #but god. just the fucking subtle way they did that. #*chefs kiss*

[danijaci]

Sneaking glances

#himmel #sousou no frieren #frieren: beyond journey's end #frieren #art #my art #fanart #CRYINGG #they make me sick #i am unwell

[books-and-dragons]

percy jackson trailer AND hunger games tbosas trailer both within 24 hours, how we all doing?

#i am unwell #in the most intolerable of ways #me for the forseeable: prepare to be SICK OF ME #these next few months are gonna be GREAT i am so UNNORMAL let's GOOOOO #percy jackson #pjo #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas

[veryintricaterituals]

Can we talk about the parallel between Guillermo's turning and un-turning.

His turning went so wrong, it wasn't what he wanted at all. We know our crazy, dramatic baby. He wanted a ceremony, he wanted it to be romantic and soft, he wanted vows and sacred words. He wanted to slowly expose his neck, he wanted whispered words, he wanted to feel safe and cherished. He wanted to be asked and be held and be seen and be accepted.

What he got instead was a badly lit horrifying ordeal. He had to take charge. Derek had no idea what he was doing. It happened in a backroom of a store, they kept getting interrupted by Derek's boss asking him to clean out toilets. Derek fucked up his bite. He almost died. "Have you done this before". Derek fainting. Blood everywhere. Anticlimactic, disappointing, not at all the culmination of his life long dream, of decades of service and love.

His un-turning on the other hand.

Oh Nandor knows him. He made up a ritual for him with a suitably dramatic name: "The Ceremony of Vampiric Transmogrification". He dressed him in robes which he put on him so softly and spoke to him so kindly beforehand. He got all the other vampires ready for him. He hung banners and lit candles. He wrote and spoke vows and sacred words to him. He gave him a choice and asked him a question. And when he got his answer he took charge and made sure everything went exactly as it should. He made Guillermo feel seen and loved and accepted, even if it broke his heart.

#i am unwell #wwdits #that episode was just so much #he makes up intricate rituals just to touch another man #was that their wedding? #Nandor did say vows and then “I do” #currently eating drywall #nandermo #guillermo de la cruz #mine #what we do in the shadows

[mistysblueboxstuff]

how we doin' fam

#i am unwell #artists on tumblr #sketch #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death #our flag means death fanart #ofmd 2 #ofmd 2 spoilers #gentlebeard #blackbonnet

[knifeforkspooncup]

OK, listen, so I know we're all feral over the way Aziraphale stares at Crowley with those fucking sparkling heart eyes that make me wanna eat my own socks.

But also, can I have a moment of unwell silence for the way Crowley stares at Aziraphale? The way his mouth sets in an almost imperceptible smile? The way his eyes could bore through a brick wall just to stare at his angel, even hidden behind sunglasses? The way his body orients to Aziraphale as he moves?

Fuck

#i am unwell #i made this for myself more than you lets be honest #please just put me in time out already #good omens #aziraphale #aziracrow #crowley