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foreverunfound · 9 months
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1-6/08/2023 summary
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Workouts: 4
Eating: not really healthy, but I've had a rough week
I can honestly say it was a toughest week of my life by now. I've lost a person I love - she lost a fight with illness. Right now I'm gonna focus more on surviving I guess, but I must say that physical activity helps a lot.
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strbrymlk · 2 years
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9/04/2022
a little sad today :/
im typing this from my bed cause i was craving comfort. im listening to a playlist i made for my boyfriend since it's his birthday today, and i didn't realize how many sad songs/sad sounding songs i like. none of my friends could get lunch with me, and i broke down crying because of it. i was so devastated, even though we spent the whole day together yesterday. i think im sad because i know we're all developing other relationships, spending time with others. typing it out now it sounds really dumb to be so upset about it, but yesterday was the first time in a long time that we all were able to hang out together, and i realize that we're all slowly finding other paths and it scares me cause i love my friends so much. anyway. yeah. i cried a lot, and im still really sad, even though i probably shouldn't be.
i guess my plan today is:
read 100W reading (just read, no annotating)
make anki cards for tempo terms (quiz on tuesday)
read manifestation book, maybe journal about it
try a modeling application
anywho, thats it. just wanted to write out my feelings rn.
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panikrohamok · 11 months
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I push myself always so fucking badly, and even though, I'm still not good enough for a lot of people
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thunderousideas · 1 year
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Business And Hopelessness - a romance story available on wattpad
“Seventeen-year-old Valentina Barron doesn't have the most ideal home life. Her family has financial problems, her mother is hospitalized, they had to move to a small apartment from their decent-sized family home... You get the point. She thinks life is unfair and horrible.
Due to certain conditions, Valentina gets a scholarship at the most prestigious school in her hometown, but it doesn't make things easier, maybe even the opposite. She has to keep her grades high to satisfy her parents while attempting to scrape some money for breakfast since all of it goes to pay rent and hospital bills. Then one day, she has enough, and tries to steal from the school's wealthiest girl, Odette Wraith, to make life simpler.
It obviously doesn't go according to her plans, and she ends up tangled in some shady answer sheet selling business at the school, where she meets the bane of her existence; Luca Lennox.”
My story is up on Wattpad and I’m thinking about putting up the chapters here as well, but I figure it’s a bit more convenient to read it on wattpad. If you are interested in it, check it out! I would be super glad if you did! Here is the link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/299930842-business-and-hopelessness It is a finished story but I am uploading chapters each day :)
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liezellazuli · 2 years
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No diamonds was made here
A path that i walked is no longer clear
Every step is harder and danger i fear
Everyone patted my back
And said I'll do fine
I believed them
Even though it was a lie
My head ached for a medicine
My bones on collapse
Trained my heart to endure
But this heavy feeling
Has no way to cure
Her standards got higher
The ladder is now made of thorns
She is not contented
Of the grades i cried and mourned
My mind is made of ideals
Of the beauty i need to achieve
I grew up believing
No boy will love you
And heartbreak will not heal
I crack under the pressure
On the piles of papers on my desk
Grades will be worth it
Despite the my mental stress
The future i don't want to face
The time I leave the nest
Mother forgive me if i
don't pass every test
-me
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notthatsadanymore · 2 years
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Perdón por recordarte, perdón si es que me puedes sentir.
Sólo viniste a mi cabeza hoy, solo pienso en lo que fuimos y lo mucho que te extraño y me pregunto ¿podré olvidarte algún día? Solo es eso, te extraño.
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Frank I really want to know which fandoms you like!
Do you like the harry potter fandom? I don't like that one. What about the vanilla extract fandom?? Vanilla extract is above us all.
The latter is a real fandom
(The Harry Potter fandom is just the same as the population of the world)
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siredcrab · 2 years
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I don't wanna be whiny but i wanted to work on the chuya zine so bad
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roses-symphony · 5 months
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I miss Tumblr because I had a space where to write stupid things that happened to me … now this place is empty and I keep all my thoughts inside …. It’s kindasad
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this is for you @notjay5390 #shorts #edit #fypシ #heartstopper #narlie #kindasad via YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InbFK0H9KZU
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kindainvisible · 3 years
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I hate how people on tumblr are so much more sympathetic than people in real life.
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undertheoakleytree · 3 years
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Tragic realization that my drow cleric will outlive the rest of their party if they all die of old age. And not like by a few years, or a few decades. But by a few Centuries. It hurts more when I think about how much my character cares for the rest of the party. And then it hurts more when I realize they will have to move on, and not think of the group constantly. 
I just know that one day they’ll be called someone’s business associate and just smile. 
Or they’ll see someone lacking any self preservation, and they’ll try and reassure them that they have worth and that putting themselves in direct danger isn’t always heroic. 
Or they’ll see someone so passionate about fighting and stopping monsters, and they’d offer their perspective of trying to look beyond what you see at first.
And maybe one day they’ll hear a story of a group of, kind of heroes. Who weren’t the most selfless and weren’t the most brave, and they’ll realize it’s a story they know. The story of charming knight, a selfless wizard, a brave monster hunter, and a kind, friendly cleric. And maybe they’ll remember that that’s their story. 
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targo1828 · 3 years
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honestly...
why do i get the blame for everything, i know i do things wrong, but were all humans, aren't we?
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idiotboy666 · 4 years
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Ngl, kinda think I look fresh in my work outfit tho ☠️☠️
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supersadboiwdym · 3 years
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Big emptiness :(
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httpashx · 4 years
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Hii i miss my bangs 😔
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