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#its either that or getting high and sitting at my desk and watching that or hamburgr hill on my monitor
coughloop · 2 years
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Considering getting really high and watching the thin red line on my phone on the couch tonight
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"i thought ur antidepressants were supposed to help you" really hits different when you know they are helping! but also autistic burnout looks almost the same (vent in tags oops)
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lostgirlmuseum · 7 months
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Pulse 💗
Summary: Bucky can hear your heartbeat through the wall, and he can tell everything isn’t alright.
Pairing: Bucky x gn!Reader
Words: 600 (exactly 600, holy moly)
Warnings: None really, just mentions of anxiety and adhd. Wrote this within an hour, sorry if its bad
A/N: Self indulgent fic alert! This goes out to all my peeps who struggle with ADHD/anxiety. It sucks, but hang in there!
Divider credit: @saradika
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Knock. Knock. Knock.
“Come in,” you called, not looking up from the papers on your desk.
A brief second passed, and the door creaked open. A cautious Bucky peeked his head in.
“Hey, are you okay?” He asked.
You suddenly became aware of your leg bouncing 70 miles an hour, and forced yourself to stop. 
“Yes, why?” You replied, ignoring the urge to get up and walk around.
“Well, I—” he hesitated, and brought his hand to rub the back of his neck, “I was passing by and I heard your heartbeat going really fast—super hearing and all that,” he awkwardly chuckled.
“120,” you stated, glancing at your watch.
“What?”
“My heart rate is 120 right now.”
“That’s pretty high for just sitting,” he responded, having a hard time hiding his concern.
“Well, y’know, anxiety,” you breathily laughed, but it wasn’t that funny.
“What are you anxious about? If you don’t mind me asking.”
“Nothing.” You sighed, lowering your pen and facing him. At this point he was now in your room, perched in front of your door.
“Doesn’t seem like nothing.”
“Seriously, I’m kinda freaking out over nothing right now.”
“C’mon, you’re always telling me I’m valid for having concerns, you are too.”
“No, I mean there is literally no singular thing I’m anxious about right now—it’s just physical anxiety, the general feeling that I’m going crazy, or dying, I don’t know, both I guess. That sounds so dramatic. I really am fine. I mean, I’m not fine, but I am, yeah?” You rambled on and on, and cursed yourself when you noticed your leg had started bouncing again.
“I don’t think you’re okay, do you want me to bring you to Dr. Cho?”
“That’s sweet of you, but I don’t think there’s much she can do. The worst of this should pass in thirty minutes anyway, it’s just my meds.”
“Oh.” 
You could tell Bucky wanted to ask more, but wasn’t sure if it was polite.
“I have ADD. ADHD, whatever you want to call it. So I take medicine so I can focus on certain tasks, like these reports. And it does help me focus, but it’s also a stimulant, so it also gives me a lot of anxiety, which is totally awesome!” You scoffed.
“Why do you keep stopping your leg from bouncing?”
“I don’t know, I don’t want to annoy you.”
“If bouncing your leg makes you feel better, it doesn’t bother me.”
“I feel like I’m embarrassing myself,” you whined. 
Beep.
You looked at your watch.
“Oh, look at that, 126!”
“Do you—would…would a hug be something that would help you? Calm you down?” He offered, casually putting his arms out for emphasis.
“Sure, Bucky,” you smiled, and stood up to meet him halfway. You knew it wouldn’t fix it, but it certainly couldn’t hurt.
Bucky wrapped you in a big embrace, and you were shocked by how warm and teddy-like it was. You gave a small sigh, and rested your face in his neck, knowing you weren’t going to be the first to let go.
He held onto you for longer than you expected, just calmly swaying together in your room. 
To your dismay, he eventually let go of you. You were about to thank him and return to your work, but he gently grabbed your wrist and brought your watch to his sight. 
“107. Good, but I think we can do better than that,” he sweetly smiled, and wrapped you back up into his arms. 
“It might take a while.” You mumbled into his shirt.
“As long as it takes.” He cooed.
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A/N: Should be either A) studying for a history exam I have tmw, or B) writing my stupid essay that the rough draft is due tmw, but I wrote this instead bc I’m procrastinating  HELP ME
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spliffymae · 1 year
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barber!sukuna
synopsis: armin and ejirou usually handled the kids that came into the shop. but of course there would be a day when both call in sick, and only sukuna is available to cut your son’s hair.
⚠️ bit of anime crossover, reader is a single mother, fluff
kio’s notes - listen, i be taking my brother to his barber and be getting so many ideas 😭 also got my old school music on so yaktv !!
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barbersukuna who literally goes to the shop to work and leave. he works alongside his friend geto, and five other barbers—armin, connie, aran, ejirou, and sero. he doesn’t really chop it up with the rest of the guys like that. he’s a bit more to himself, often chilling in the back room with his headphones on in between appointments.
“man, you so lame. you don’t ever smile? laugh at some shit?” connie pesters sukuna as he sits against his station, watching him give a man a box cut.
“say something worth laughing at then, springer.” sukuna says with a gruff, focusing on the back of the man’s neck instead of connie’s comment.
barbersukuna who is very particular about his work station. everything is in its designated spot, where he likes it by order of what he uses most. he changes it according to his appointments for the day. it’s something he takes great pride in and everyone knows not to mess with his shit.
seriously don’t! one time as a prank connie went to each station and swapped their tools. he put sukuna’a clippers with ejirou’s station and the pink haired man nearly killed the younger coworker, connie watching in fear from the background as sukuna held ejirou in a submission leg hold with his red man bun inbetween hair shears.
“why the hell do you have my shit!?”
“please! i just got here!” eji cried, begging geto to remove sukuna and save his hair.
barbersukuna who gets a bit irritated everytime eji or armin have a kid in their chair. the appointment can either go very well, with the child behaving and sitting still, or it can go horrible, with the kid doing anything other than that.
barbersukuna who liked all his clients to be relaxed and able to sit still through a haircut. he would make small talk here and there, but he often was just quiet and let the rest of the shop hold conversations as he made grunts of approval or disapproval.
barbersukuna who specialized in fades, and was the go to for clean and crisp cuts with the utmost precision.
barbersukuna who would hold his breath in suspense whenever sero’s son would wander around the shop and come anywhere close to his station.
barbersukuna who regretted telling armin he would cover his clients for the day when the blond suddenly gets sick from food poisoning, and sees you and your six year old son walk in, asking for armin.
“all armin’s appointments gotta be rescheduled for the day, but if it’s urgent sukuna can take you.” sero points his thumb back to the pink haired man, who was fiddling with his comb in annoyance.
he had seen your son before in armin’s chair. he was squeamish, often playing a “stop, go” game with armin when cutting his hair. a simple high bald fade haircut that should take no more than fifteen minutes, stretched to nearly forty-five because your son had the fidgets.
“he really can’t come in? is the other guy here then…the red one?” you ask sero, a worriedsome look on your face. you had been working double shifts all week and it had slipped your mind friday (the next day) was your son’s school picture day. you had made the appointment last night with armin, begging him to take your son last minute. your son was one of armin’s favorites, so he accepted you with no problem.
the raven haired man clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth, “sorry, love. both of them out sick. the next best for lil’ man would be connie but…” sero turned around from the desk to check connie, who was having a very heated conversation with his girlfriend over the phone. he was speaking spanish, and unfortunately sero heard and knew all of what he was saying.and it wasn’t pretty. “he’s caught up right now.”
you were chewing on your bottom lip, looking down at your son who was sitting on the sectional. he was playing around with an action figure, unaware of your dilemma.
“sukuna is good, (y/n). armin can vouch for him.” sero reassured you.
“s’not like i doubt his capabilities,” you said, looking at sukuna to see him sitting in his chair, scrolling through his phone. “i just don’t trust miles to sit still. armin has a good amount of patience with him.”
and sero completely understood. you had more than enough faith that sukuna could cut hair, you just wanted to make sure he was comfortable with the fact your son would be a handful.
most barbers couldn’t last past ten minutes, so it was a hassle to find armin, who was the best when dealing with miles.
“kuna has patience.” sero lied. he honestly could’ve just stopped helping you, but you were a regular and one of the shop’s favorites. he wouldn’t just give up. frankly, had he not have someone coming in right now he would’ve cut your son’s hair.
“yeah, okay fine. i’m already here and i have no other option. i’ll just tip him extra for the inconvenience.” you shook off your nerves and flashed deep a smile.
“great. sukuna! c’mere!” sero called out. when sukuna came, he gave you a quick glance before looking behind you to your son.
“this miles?” his voice was gravelly, deep. he spoke like he was uninterested, nodding to the direction of your son.
“yeah. i’m his mom, (y/n).” you extended your hand to him, which he shook with a curt nod. he made note of how soft your hands were, and how it was comfortable to hold. as quick as that note was made, he dropped your hand and turned to walk back to his station, gesturing for you to follow him. you got your son off the couch and you two followed sukuna.
“where’s armin?” miles asked sukuna as he crawled in his chair, sitting on the cushion to make him taller.
“he’s sick, baby. but he left sukuna to take good care of you, ‘kay?” you smiled at him, hoping he could understand and not be too effected by the switch in barbers.
“can we still play ‘stop, go’?” he looked back at sukuna. sukuna glanced down at you, looking to you for help. but you were looking at him too, silently pleading he doesn’t ask you to tell your son no.
sukuna had planned to not play the game. he just managed to make a plan that’s fits in all of his and armin’s clients, while still giving him the right amount of break time. he figured you would have rescheduled once hearing armin was out.
but you know the game was the only way miles could sit still. you had forgotten his ipad because you were coming straight from getting him from school, having no time to bring the backup distractions. the action figure wasn’t enough.
“m’not good at games.” he said to miles, who didn’t say anything after sukuna’a rejection. sukuna noticed a pout was now on your brown glossed lips, and he tsked before looking away. you pouting was stirring something within him.
“mommy i want arminn.” your son started to get fussy, his legs shaking and fingers tapping the arms of the seat. if his feet could touch the ground, your sure he’d be spinning around in the chair.
barbersukuna who for the life of him, will do anything if your son could just keep his head still. miles had started to whine and even slide on the chair every time sukuna touched his shoulder, or brought clippers to his hair.
barbersukuna who finally gets your son to cooperate ten minutes later after bribing him with candy, just for the six year old to yell “mommy! i gotta pee!”
barbersukuna let’s out a tiresome sigh as he helps miles down to go to the bathroom. he pulls his phone from out his apron and sends his client a text to come thirty minutes later than his appointment time.
“i’m really sorry about this, i can tell from the times i’ve watched you before you have a very…specific clientele. miles just,” you looked back to the bathroom to see your son hasn’t come out yet, “he just takes a little while to adjust to changes, s’all. armin had made up the game to help him redirect the energy.”
barbersukuna who sees the fatigue in your eyes when you look back at him. you also had bags, your hair was a messy puff of coils with flyaways sticking out. you were wearing a pencil skirt and blouse with black flats. you had to have just been coming from work. he also noted your son was in his school uniform, so you clearly never went home to take a break and change you two out of the day’s clothes.
barbersukuna thinks about how tired you must be from working. he doesn’t know what you do, but he can imagine not getting a break between work mode and mom mode has overwhelmed you.
barbersukuna who shrugs off your apology with a wave, “kids’re kids. s’not bothering me, hun.” the pet name was deliberate. he realized he had come off a tad bit…cold towards you guys. he was used to clients being silent and much older, so miles’ energy was rather new to him. he felt the tip of his ears burn as you put your hand on his forearm, smiling and thanking him for his patience.
when miles came back out, he sat back in his chair but was more to himself. he had his arms crossed and looking at his mom, who was trying to make him to crack a smile by making funny faces as him.
from the corner of his eye, sukuna could see you stick out your tongue and cross your eyes, your funny face getting miles to giggle.
“mama,” miles called out to you suddenly, getting you to stop. “i got a snack for you from school.” he pointed to his black spider-man (miles morales’ spider-man) backpack at your feet. “wendy b. brought cookies for her birthday. i saw the sugar ones you like.”
you held a hand to your heart, looking at your angel of a child. it was heartwarming that he thought of you. so much so that it even touched sukuna.
you reached into the bag to pull out the blast ix bag of treats, two sugar cookies amongst a snickerdoodle and chocolate chip. “oh my goodness! look at these cookies!” you looked over at his smiling and giggling face.
the cookie was soft, it looked to be the consistency you like of hard on the outside but soft on the inside. when you bit into it, your eyebrows raised in surprise. “oh my gosh, this is really good.”
sukuna looked over at you to see you tearing up the homemade cookie. “mm thank you miles. mommy didn’t have time to eat her lunch so this hit the spot.”
from across the room in his chair, connie couldn’t help but perk up as an impulsive thought came to his mind, “yo (y/n),” you looked over at him. his call to you also got the eyes of sukuna, who was trying to get miles to hold his head up. he looked at connie through his mirror.
“y’know kuna is a real stickler when it comes to baked goods. especially sugar cookies, his all time favorite.” he winked at sukuna, who felt that burning feeling in his ears travel down to his cheeks.
he had noticed the way sukuna was looking at you. he had never seen him look at someone that way before and was dying to know if sukuna had an inner dog in him.
“mom give him the other one.” miles directed you before you could speak. connie’s tongue poked out from between his teeth, silently chuckling to himself. he wanted to catch sukuna off guard and make him flustered. a shy sukuna was a rare sighting, and connie felt like seeing if today he’d get lucky.
“feed to em, so he doesn’t stop lil’ man’s cut.” connie suggested, nodding to the way miles had stopped moving once he was focusing on sukuna eating the cookie.
“yeah mommy do it.” miles cheered, swinging his feet in excitement.
“ya don’t have to do that.” sukuna reassured you.
“oh come on, kuna. didn’t you say the best time to eat a cookie is as close to the baked time as possible?” connie continued to push, getting sukuna to narrow his eyes. from the hair washing station, sero couldn’t help but snicker at the situation.
you cleared your throat, “uh i’m good with whatever you want. miles seems to be still so…” you didn’t know what to say. you were getting hot and felt the air become thick.
you had always thought the barbers in this shop were a good set of lookers—some batting from a pretty scale, like armin, to a charming scale like sero, and a mysterious scale like sukuna.
but there was something about sukuna that had him at the top of your list.
sukuna looked down at miles, who was looking up at him with big eyes, “if i eat this cookie and promise to play stop and go w’chu…will you sit still so i can get your hair right?”
his change of heart had come from watching you interact with your son, and the fact he was starting to take an interest in you. you were beautiful, kind, and considerate. you had a sweetness to you that drew him in. he knew he needed to get in contact with you after this. he just knew it.
at the mention of the game, miles’ eyes widened. “really?” he couldn’t believe it. he looked at you to see you were also surprised.
“yeah. but you gotta sit still so that mommy can feed me, okay?” sukuna looked at you with a smile, one that was sly but also endearing.
from across the room, connie turned away from the scene, upset he did not achieve his goal of getting sukuna flustered, and instead managed to help him out in securing a potential date with you.
miles agreed without hesitation, smiling and sitting still as possible with his hands in his lap, under the gown sukuna had over him. “mommy, you ready?” sukuna spoke softly to you, his words creating a shiver to roll down your spine.
“mhm.” you just barely made the sound, smiling nervously as you reached in the bag for the second sugar cookie.
“tell me when to go miles” sukuna said, pretending to get warmed up for the game. he jogged in place, pumping his arms up to ‘feel the burn’. his antics were amusing, and while miles cracked up, you felt your heart swell a bit.
“go!” your son’s scream snapped you out your thoughts, and you instantly brought the cookie to sukuna’a mouth. you held your other hand under it to catch any fallen crumbs.
barbersukuna who takes a small bite from the cookie, smiling as he also starts working on the left side of miles’ head. he had just finished the back before deciding to play the game.
“stop!” miles called out after thirty seconds, giggling as sukuna quickly played it off like he was just checking the time.
“that cookie is good.” he said to you, breaking out into a laugh same time as you. you nodded in agreement.
“okay go!” miles called out, excitement in his eyes as he watched sukuna go back to his hair, while also eating more of the cookie from you.
barbersukuna who texts his next client that he’ll have to reschedule with the haircut but that it will be free of charge due to the sudden inconvenience.
barbersukuna who spends forty five minutes playing “stop, go” with your son while cutting his hair, and understanding why armin takes his time with you two.
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st4r-wh0r3 · 10 months
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Punkflower ⭐
Inspired by @roughscribs on here 🫶🏾
High school AU
ignore any grammar mistakes pls i dont understand commas 😭
“I’m absolutely not doing that!”
“But why not!? He’s so obviously obsessed with you!”
Miles looked at Gwen with the coldest side eye he could muster at the moment. Walking towards his desk chair he slumped down and sighed frustrated. How could she be so sure of something that wasn’t even remotely simple!? I wasn’t like this was a crush on some random girl in his class. This was a crush on Hobie. Fucking. Brown. The coolest guy he knows!
Miles spins his chair away from her,“No! Nope! Absolutely not!”
“You don’t see the way he looks at you dude!” Gwen spins him back around to face her. “Hobie looks at you like you're the sun, moon, and all the stars. Hobie looks at you like he prays to you every night.” Miles just shakes his head and forces himself back around.
“If what you're saying was even close to the truth-”
“It is.”
“IF it was what makes you think writing him a fucking love letter would be a good idea?” Gwen dramatically flops on the bed, hand landing on her forehead, eyes closing. “Imagine, you put the most heartfelt, tooth rotting, stomach turning letter on his desk and after school he runs up to you and kisses you like you are the oxygen he so desperately needs.” She turns to face him and is met with the most disgusted and disappointed face she's ever seen.
She can’t help but start barking out a laugh, gripping her stomach as she rolls around his bed. Miles rolls his eyes and kicks her. “See! Even you think it’s dumb!”
“No I swear I really do think it's good!” She proclaims sitting up quickly.
“Even if it’s a little corny and cliche I’m sure Hobie will love it dude!” Gwen looks at him with true sincerity. Miles looks back at her looking for any indication that she’s messing with him. Once he finds none he sighs, glancing at his notebook.
“Do you really think he would like it? I mean what if he doesn’t like me like that?”
“I promise you he will.”
Miles pauses and thinks about his options here. He could 1.) write Hobie some romantic ass letter to confess his feelings, or 2.) don’t say anything and live with the knowledge that Hobie would never truly know how he felt. Either way he would be beyond stressed.
He eventually huffs for the thousandth time and slowly nods his head.
“You’re gonna do it!?” Gwen jumps off of the bed filled with pure joy. He looks back to her slightly laughing at her excitement. She grabs Miles' shoulders and shakes him harshly. “This is so amazing! I thought you were never gonna tell him!”
“Well if I’m gonna be stressed I might as well be stressed and have my feelings be out there.”
She snickers and releases the others shoulders, staring him down, “I’m really really glad you decided to tell him how you feel.” Miles slightly shoves her in response.
“You're only saying that because you’re tired of hearing about him.”
Gwen chuckles and shoves him back. “No! I’m genuinely happy that you can get this off your chest. I think this will be really good for you.”
He smiles up at Gwen and pulls her down into a hug. “Thank you Gwen.”, he whispers to her. All she does is hold him tighter. They stayed like that until Gwen glanced at her watch and saw the time.
“Oh shoot, I have to go! I have a study session with Margo in like ten minutes!” Gwen quickly goes to retrieve her bag, rushing to get out the door.
“Bye Miles! Tell me how the letter goes!”, and with that she was gone.
He shakes his head at his friend. That girl could never be on time.
Slowly he looks back at his notebook. He can already feel the anxiety creeping its way up into his stomach. So much could go wrong with this and the worst one would be getting rejected.
Miles and Hobie had been friends since freshman year when Gwen introduced them. It was almost an immediate connection between the two, even though they were so different. They would be clinging to each other everyday, hanging out in Mile’s dorm when Ganke wasn’t around, tagging abandoned buildings, going out to dinner, ect. So Gwen wasn’t surprised when Miles told her he liked Hobie.
Coincidentally around that same time Hobie started to be more excessive with touching Miles (not that he minded). A constant arm around his shoulders became a normal thing very quickly. Soon followed by random shoulder messages, hand holding, and other passing touches. It drove Miles insane knowing that Hobie was just doing this as his friend. He wanted it to mean more so bad.
Hopefully he would achieve that with writing this letter (even though he wasn’t very hopeful).
Dragging a hand down his face he picks up the pen and notebook, moving them to the middle of the desk. He cannot believe he’s actually doing this, Uncle Aaron would be so disappointed. Miles was gonna have to text him about this later.
Shaking his thoughts away he finally picks up the pen and starts writing.
—--------------Next Day—-----------
To say he was nervous is an understatement.
Miles was shaking so much he could barely hold his extra notebooks. Including a graffitied envelope with Hobie’s name on it on top of the stack.
Walking to his first period class Miles tried to take deep breaths to slow down his mind. It wasn’t like he was putting his relationship with one of his closest friends on the line or anything.
……….
Oh he was gonna pass out at least once today.
How could he possibly have agreed to this!? There was no way that this was gonna end well. Knowing Hobie even if he didn’t like him back nothing would change but, Miles would have to live with the fact that his feelings weren’t mutual.
That thought alone made the pit in his stomach grow even wider.
Being too wrapped up in his thoughts Miles forgot that today was Thursday, meaning his first period was with Hobie. He also failed to acknowledge that Hobie was walking towards him, a mischievous smirk resting on his face.
“Oi! Miles!”
He quickly glanced up at his name. His eyes immediately met the others.
“Heyyyy Hobie….”, Miles winced at the shake in his voice.
Once Hobie had reached him he wrapped his arm around Mile’s shoulder looking down at the other’s anxious face. He couldn’t help but notice how shaky the boy was.
“You doin’ okay there? You looked really zoned out jus’ now”, he commented raising his eyebrow.
“Yeahhhhh I’m just nervous for…”, Miles’ mind couldn’t even think of a good excuse as it was too focused on the arm wrapped around him. “..For…..yeah.”, He decided that his silence was better than making up some obvious lie.
Hobie’s eyebrow raised even more at the silence. He looked over the boy again looking for a real answer. In his search he noticed the graffitied letter. This just made him even more confused that he already was.
“Watchu got there Miles?”, Hobie asked with genuine curiosity.
Miles froze in his spot, eyes going wide. Hobie looked back at the boy, noticing his sudden stillness. He glanced back down at the letter, his head reeling in what it could possibly be.
Then it clicked.
His face suddenly broke out into a grin. He removed his hand from his pocket and reached to grab the letter.
Miles finally breaking out of his trance, noticed the movement and snatched it hiding it behind his back. He nervously smiled up at Hobie, deciding that he probably couldn’t get a coherent sentence out even if he tried.
Undeterred, Hobie smiled back and moved his face closer to Miles. His arm that was previously wrapped around his shoulder sliding down to meet Miles' chin pulling his head up even more. “Is that a love letter?”, He teased. Smiling like a mad man.
Miles thought he was actually going to pass out. His face felt like an oven and he could already feel the shaking intensifying ten fold.
“No!”, He said with a shakier voice than he would’ve liked. “This is just- umm- a homework assignment that I need to turn in today!”
He mentally rolled his eyes at his own excuse. Homework? Really?
Hobie just chuckled at the blatant lie, releasing the other from his grasp. Turning to continue to their class before they were late. Still in shock Miles took a moment to follow the other.
The two continued to walk in silence together, taking glances at each other when they could. When they finally arrived at their class Hobie stepped in front of the door blocking Miles from getting in.
“What are you doing man?” Confusion seeping its way onto Miles face.
Hobie ignored his question, instead opting to lean into the others' space just as he did earlier. Looking him dead in the eye as he began to speak.
“When you want to give me that letter….” He paused to admire the panic wash over the shorter’s features.
“You can just leave it in my locker.”
With that Hobie walked into the classroom, leaving Miles at the door to process what the fuck just happened.
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wannaeatramyeon · 10 months
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Ryuhei Kuroda x Reader: Flirtations
G/N. You, a lil dense. Ryuhei is Ryuhei.
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Ryuhei hasn't made up his mind whether you're dense or deaf... Or selective hearing is more like it.
When he turned his so-called charms on you, you always plastered on an innocent smile and asked him to repeat again what he said.
Well, doesn't that lose its impact the second time round. He rarely repeats his words and slinks away, pride and ego wounded.
Other times you would just outright ignore him. Which is fine, he supposes. He's used to that after pining after Mitsuki for years.
Yet sometimes he would catch you watching him with a look that would make his own face burn.
Sigh. What is a Kagiroi supposed to do?
Am I losing my touch, Ryuhei thinks, Did I even ever have a touch? He looks down at his crotch glumly. Looks like it's just you and me.
.
.
"Hey cutie~" Ryuhei grins, leaning over your desk and wanting attention.
(Ryuhei's style of flirting is less harassment and more playful with you. Sorta.
Him and Mitsuki are one thing, but even Ryuhei knows where to draw the line with most people. It would be a pain if HR got involved, or god forbid, that little bastard Eugene.
Why that twink has taken such a liking to you, Ryuhei would damn well like to know. Hell, why Ryuhei himself has taken such a liking to you, he can't figure out either.)
Brushing his tie out the way, you don't bother peering up at your blonde coworker. You're this close to finishing the document. Just a couple more paragraphs and you can clock out for the day.
You hear him chatter away over the top of your head but your focus remains firmly on the papers. Eyes skimming over the last line, you sign it with your signature and breathe a sigh of relief.
Done.
His voice drifts over as soon as your pen lifts from the page, "You're finished?"
A nod. Ryuhei returns your gesture with a smile. He was aiming for salacious but it comes out sweet.
Then returning back to form, his eyes greedily rove over your figure as you stretch, elongating your body and hands reaching high over your head, hearing your joints crack and pop.
The smile on your face matches his, a bit too sentimental for his heart to take. Your words, however- "So all those times you said you wanted to play, what did you have in mind?"
"W-what?"
"Wanna go for a ride?"
Goddamnit, those are his lines. Did he hear you right? You wanna ride him? Ride his d- "Ride?! Right now?"
"Yep!"
"Me and you?!"
"Sure!"
Ryuhei looks down, feels the first stirring since forever of his little attack dog-
You stand up, legs stiff after sitting down for hours, and pull on your jacket, "You're always going on about it, let's go get your bike!"
Shit.
You meant an actual ride.
Fuck!
Ryuhei plops down on a nearby chair, crossing his legs to hopefully conceal his growing interest.
"...Give me a moment." He mumbles as you tilt your head in confusion.
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bowieandqueen11 · 10 months
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Jesse Pinkman Being Jealous Would Include...
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Request: omg so glad you’re writing for breaking bad rn cause i literally just started watching it and i’m obsessed 😭 could you do jealous jesse pinkman please? (hcs or a fic whatever you want)
Oh my gosh yay I'm really glad you started watching it!! If you haven't already you 100% have to watch Better Call Saul afterwards it's one of my favourite shows of all time! :)
Warning: spoilers for later seasons of the show! Mentions of drugs, mentions of drinking/alcohol, mentions of burn injuries, light swearing, mentions of trauma!
(I do not own Breaking Bad or its characters, all rights go to creators. Gif credit goes to @tilldeathdousart.)
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Baby boy, baby boy. meow meow cat man. its so hard writing you as jealous because i feel if anyone started flirting with your s/o you would just break down crying and honestly same we love an in touch with his emotions king loml honestly
Jesse has always been the jealous type. Hot headed. Easily wound up by bullies ten times his size and a thousand times more ferocious and cutthroat than he had ever tried to be. Almost as easily as he had slipped into that easy routine of being ass over heels, devastatingly in love with you. The kind where every night, he tosses and turns in his mildew spelling bed, plagued by thoughts of doing nothing all day but sloppily kissing your lips between blunts. The kind where he has to stare up at the sky after he's been caught staring, until his retinas burn the sunlight into the back of his skull, yet the pain is nowhere near as cataclysmic as the hurricane your smile brings to his heart.
He had far too many years to temper it, to try and smother his love, and yet over time he seemed to get worse and worse and worse at stopping it from choking at his throat. He wasn't so bad during high school: sure, you found him a little odd, the way he would brag to his friends in the corridor about how he'd never 'studied a day in my life, man!', and yet in Chemistry he would be chewing the edge of his pen and scribbling furiously down on his paper during the end of term quiz.
He was terrible at tempering it, and you were terrible at seeing it.
Little did you know, that all the words he scratched down with his shaking hand were either complete guesses, or absolute gibberish. He had no idea what the paper was even supposed to be on, but you were sitting beside him, and so he wanted to look as smart in front of you as he possibly could. Bless his heart, to everyone else he was so obvious: Mr White would just peer over his shoulder and shake his head, his mouth in a lined frown as he watched Jesse peer like a meerkat over the side of the desk to stare at you from behind his slipping down beanie.
Some of his friends, his 'gang' as he liked to call them, were snickering from a couple of benches behind at the way he was trying to look clever by placing his fist under his chin, but his elbow kept slipping off the edge thanks to his baggy hoody. Even Justin Treller, the guy sitting to your right, and the kid Jesse was getting more and more annoyed with every time he leant over to whisper something in your ear, was evidently enjoying the way the tips of Jesse's ears were beginning to burn with embarrassment.
Eventually, when you began giggling at the things Justin was leering further and further towards you to murmur, Jesse began to snap. That's when he began doing stupid shit to make you laugh, like plugging the tube in and flicking his hand through the Bunsen Burner flame to try and impress you with his pain tolerance. When Jesse inevitably ended up being sent to the nurse's office for such a dumbass idea, he was wincing so harshly at the pain that he nearly tore through his bottom lip, leaving a nice scar. You volunteered to bring him down, spending half of your lunch period taking care of him.
He sat caved in on himself, trying to make himself as small a target as possible on one of the fold out chairs. He was obviously embarrassed, by the way his voice kept cracking each time you tightened some of the new dressing over his fingers. Mainly he was talking to try and distract you from the way his hands were shaking, so desperate to reach out and brush over your cheek that he nearly sobs with the effort. He also doesn't want you to notice how pathetic he looks: how he so subconsciously prepares himself for the mental barrage from his mother, or the physical threats from the people he deals with out in the streets, that he looks like a meek kitten sitting there with his palms down on his knobbly kneecaps.
He had known then, of course. He had known, as you pressed your lips chastely against the back of his sore knuckles, and giggled at the way his cheeks immediately flushed like a blooming snapdragon, that you would always be the love of his life. The only thing, behind the emotional neglect, the gossip, the drugs, the constant damn pressure, that he truly had chosen to care about. Which is why, after he bought his parents house and asked if you'd want to live in it, free of rent, he was shocked that you said yes.
Good things don't usually happen to this boy. And seeing how you were the best of all, he had to swallow his heart and just smile at your words, terrified he was going to ruin you.
I mean, living there at first had been easy enough. You had been round (or smuggled in by Jesse) so many times since that day in the nurse's office, that it felt like a second home to you. His parents, while they had still been speaking to Jesse, had absolutely adored you. They would always be teasing their son during family dinners about how he had been saving up doing his *wink wink* 'paper rounds' late at night, just so he could save up for the big wedding he was planning. Blushing ferociously, Jesse would duck his head down until his forehead banged against the tablecloth, begging his mom with that tired drawl to 'please... just stop'.
Somehow, somehow you just... never saw it. Perhaps you were laughing too much at the way Jesse's father was pretending to elbow his son to notice. Maybe, you were trying to cover your own eyes in mortification. I'm not sure, but I do know that you never seemed to notice the gut-wrenching look of pure hope Jesse would throw your way, once he had mustered the strength to peek his head up again.
While he shook his head and bit at the corner of his fingernail, while he poked and prodded at his escaping garden peas, while he took an awkward sip of his water and pretended to glance around the table. He was always looking your way, as if you had tied his heart to a string, his compass pointing him north, directing him back to his true home. His eyes would just linger on you like a listless man possessed from between the prongs of his fork, stabbing harshly at the plate in time with his thudding heart.
His heart sure was beating now. So ferociously, he thought it was about to splinter and explode out of his chest, implanting the chards everywhere until they were all that was left in memory of him. He knew you were getting sick of the constant parties. Of him being dazed 24/7. Of not knowing why he lashed out all the time. He knew it wasn't fair, but every time he closed his eyes he just saw Gale's pleading eyes beginning to burn itself into the safe memories he kept in the back of his head. He couldn't sleep. He couldn't breathe from all the sobbing. He couldn't even think in peace. So he just bit the cap off another beer bottle and fell down heavily on the edge of his brand new thousand dollar sofa, imprisoning himself in self-isolation despite being lost amidst a sea of people.
It was right at that moment you decided to try and brave down the stairs, having to hold onto the bannister for dear life as you jumped down each step, the bass vibrating through the walls until they shook. As you peered over mountains of baggie hoodies and tripped over lumps of passed out people on the floor in your effort to try and find Jesse, you accidentally bumped into the back of one of Skinny Pete's friends. You apologised as he turned around, which would have been fine if he hadn't taken one look at you and decided you were his main entertainment for the night. The smell of stale weed and lukewarm beer radiated off his sour breath as he leant down to rasp against the shell of your ear, sending a chill rolling down your back. You tried to compress your shoulders and squeeze past him, but the guy would not stop trying to grab onto your waist and pull you back, staring very blatantly down at your chest.
You knew Jesse had been shoved into the deep end of some shady business recently, but the way he had been acting over the last while had been frightening you. So despondent. So careless. To come home every day and find him almost completely blazed out of his mind on the floor, seemingly not recognising you as he failed to respond to your greeting. Not realising that as soon as you wandered into the kitchen to put the groceries away, those desperate, love strung eyes were following your heels. He nearly cried out for you, voice hoarse and heavy in the back of his throat.
If he had mustered the energy, he would have gotten onto his hands and knees and crawled like a baby on the floor to follow after you. The way you would beg him at 2 a.m. to turn down the music, and he would just grab at your hands and try to get you to join in his terrible on the spot jump-dancing. You never discerned how heartbroken he seemed to be when you jolted back from him as if shot; his bottom lip would quiver and he would sink to his knees when your bedroom door finally slammed shut. 
He couldn't take it. He couldn't take it anymore. First it had been his parents. Then the drugs. Then Mr. White, Gus, Gale, Mike, Saul, the pressure just kept building up and up and up and he didn't know how to escape it. Too cowardly to run away, just as he had always been resigned into believing you could never love him back. Too submissive. Too easily used. And now, now there was barely anything left of him. Sometimes, sometimes that scared kid would try to crawl out of his throat when he was alone at night, but he would just choke on his tears in the darkness until he had drowned him again.
So what does he do? Gets off his face drunk, and throws another mind numbingly monotonous party until the walls start spinning and he doesn't even know who's coming through those doors anymore. Hell, he still half expects his mother to come busting through, chiding him for having drugs in the house. For having you in the house, with such company present. For being a coward.
Now he had just brought more trouble on himself. If the company he now decided to keep didn't get his hands off you in approximately ten seconds, you were going to knock him on his ass in front of all his little buddies.
Thankfully, Jesse seemed to have a sixth sense as to when you were in trouble, and he had been steadily keeping his beady eyes on you ever since you reached the top step. Before you could shove the guy back, Jesse's already doing it for you. As soon as he’s by your side you can tell he’s wound up: not by the way he comes striding over, shouting over the beat and lowering his head as if he’s about to headbutt the guy. Not from the way his hand flies in his face, or the swears, the long string of increasingly ridiculous ‘bitch’ related insults he calls him, but from the way he looks so, so tired. He looks on the verge of tears, his eyes bloodshot as he brushes gently past you to start shoving the guy out the front door, yelling above the music to shepherd everyone else out as well.
'Jesse... seriously, you need to tell me what's going on, right now.'
When the door finally slams shut, you know him well enough that the best thing to do is just let his head cool down for a minute. When he was younger, that used to involve ringing you up whenever his parents had threatened to kick him out again; you would come clambering over the picket fencing lining his immaculately manicured side-yard to see him sitting on the edge of his windowsill, smoke rings blowing out the side of his mouth as he waited in the dark for you to arrive. His hand would shake as he hefted you up from the piping by his bedroom wall, awkwardly landing you down half on his feet as he would just stay beside you all night. He would speak from time to time, asking you about what you wanted to do once you managed to escape from this dump ass town. But mainly, he just leaned his head back and listened to your voice, gazing up at the faraway stars as if it were the only place he could possibly be truly free.
But now, he was far worse off than you ever could have imagined. He hunched over, as if he had a spiked collar weighted around his neck as he lumbered past you, crawling down onto the floor. He drew his knees up to his chest as he sat back against his brand new surround sound speaker, ducking his head into the gap and clawing at the back of his neck until you worried he was about to draw blood.
It was horrifying, hearing how he gasped between retching sobs as you sunk down on the floor next to him.
You tentatively reached out to place a hand on his back, kicking an empty pizza box out of the way with your foot so you could sit with the side of your thigh touching his. As soon as you made contact, he leapt at you like a rabid dog, clawing and clenching and biting his teeth into his shirt as he fell onto your chest.
‘Please. Please don’t leave me’, he gasped out between heaving cries, looking up at you with eyes so dejected, it were as if someone had stifled out the blinding stars once in them with dark clouds. Bits of saliva stuck between his teeth as he screwed his eyes shut once again and began bawling even harder, falling like a broken bird as you held the back of his head and guided it down to rest just above your breast bone.
‘I love you’, he starts sobbing, fists bunching up the material at the back of your shirt. It was you. It always has been. And if you walked out that door with the rest of them, he had nothing left. He would willingly roll over, and let himself just rot away. 
You sure as hell saw it now.
Eventually, after you rock him back and forth against the floorboards for a while and just cradle him in a way he’s never experienced during his years on earth, he becomes more placid against you. It helps that at some point, you had absentmindedly begun to trace the silvery wisp of an outline that had been left on his bottom lip all those years ago, your pointer finger glancing back and forth as it quivered. He was almost entirely curled against you now, pretending to be asleep so you wouldn’t stop, but his breath froze when he heard you whisper ‘I love you too’ against the top of his hair.
He’ll feel really sheepish the next day when he finally wakes up, peering round the corner with his hand behind his head when he spots you trying to straighten out the crick in your neck after a night spent on the floor. He’ll come apologizing with his go to breakfast: a childhood favourite of pancakes absolutely drenched in maple syrup; they were the kind his mom would make if she were in a good mood at the weekends. When he would sit at the table the morning after you slept over, watching stupid cartoons his brother had put on the small television, grinning to himself as some dripped down his chin. It had been the happiest he had been in his life.
Although he still has that boyish, soulful smile on his face as he sits criss-cross down beside you, you can tell that he’s still plagued by how wet his eyes are: how heavily he’s blinking.
‘I really do love you, you know that right?’, you whisper, taking the plate from him.
‘Yeah, I do.’
Suddenly your fork goes crashing to the floor, forgotten about as you lean forward to kiss him, nearly surprising the heck out of him as his teeth clash against yours. He’s quick to reach up and tenderly, oh god, so gently cradle the side of your cheeks, but that’s soon abandoned as he readily allows you to guide him until his back is against the floorboards. You clamber over until you’re almost straddling him, beginning to smile yourself as you feel him grin against your top lip, the soft peals of his giggles breaking out against the surface of your tongue as you dip down against him.
And suddenly, his life seemed like it was worth fighting for again. He was going to get out of this. He was going to escape. He was going to win. Not for himself, but for you.
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erikahenningsen · 13 days
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cadina 97!
97. “It’s not that easy.”
Regina really thought that going to college halfway across the country would fix her... problem. She left and went to Columbia; Cady stayed and went to Northwestern. Out of sight, out of mind, right?
Well, apparently, wrong.
Somehow the torture of seeing Cady practically every day was nothing compared to the torture of not actually having any idea where she was, what she was doing, or who she was talking to. If she was at her desk doing homework or if she was out with some guy getting coffee and laughing about natural logarithms or whatever.
And now that she and Cady are in the same room—well, backyard—she physically cannot stop herself from staring.
"Hey girl."
Regina jumps as Damian drops into a chair beside her.
"Hi," Regina says. Across the yard, Cady is talking to Kevin and Gretchen. Her hair is twisted up in a way that shows off her cheekbones. She looks beautiful.
"You ever gonna tell her?"
Regina looks up sharply to see Damian looking at her shrewdly. "What?" she asks.
Damian gently pats her hand. "You know what I'm talking about. Don't pretend."
Regina feels her cheeks heat. God. She really thought she had kept this thing under wraps. She looks away and doesn't say anything.
"Have you ever talked to her about it?" Damian presses.
Regina grits her teeth. "About what?"
"Oh my god, Regina," Damian says exasperatedly. "You've been sitting here for half an hour like you're Therese at the Frankenberg's counter."
"What?" Regina asks, confused. "Who?"
"That's not important right now, although you not understanding that reference is indicative of a larger problem," Damian says dismissively. "I've been watching you watch her for three years now. It's honestly kind of sad."
Regina sighs, internally admitting defeat. "It's not that easy," she says quietly.
"What is?"
To Regina's horror, Janis has come to join them.
"Telling Cady Regina likes her," Damian says, and Regina briefly considers throwing her drink in his face and fleeing.
"Oh, yeah," Janis says, then snorts. "Don't look at me like that, Regina. Either tell her you're in love with her or get it surgically removed. It's weird and exhausting for you to just be staring at her all the time like a creep."
Damian shoots Janis a look. "What Janis means is that you deserve to be happy."
"Uh, no, I did mean that the staring is creepy," Janis says, and Damian makes a shooing gesture at her with his hand.
Regina tips her head back and looks up at the sky, shades of pink and orange swirling as the sun makes its last appearance at the edge of the horizon. "You guys are the worst people I know," she says.
"I think that's the sweetest thing you've ever said to me," Janis says, pressing a hand to her heart.
"It doesn't even matter," Regina mutters. "She's straight."
At this, Janis barks out a sharp laugh before clapping her hand over her mouth.
Regina narrows her eyes. "Why is that funny?"
"Does she not know?" Damian stage-whispers, which Regina finds particularly annoying since she is sitting right here.
"Know what?" Regina demands.
"I don't think—" Janis cuts herself off and shakes her head. "It's not my place to say."
"What isn't?" Regina sits up, giving Janis the most intimidating look she can muster, although Janis only seems amused by this.
"Regina, honey," Damian says, placing a hand on her arm. "Just talk to her. She might be more receptive than you think."
Regina again gazes out across the yard at Cady, catching her eye. Cady grins and waves, and Regina halfheartedly waves back. A dozen thoughts and emotions swirl inside her, but one in particular starts worming its way inside her brain, banging against her skull. Something she has never let herself feel since the day Cady walked into the cafeteria their junior year of high school.
Hope.
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surshica · 1 year
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NINTENDO SWITCH !
TWENTY - cheater
masterlist <3
A/N : to be far none of y’all were close to it. IT WAS SO SIMPLE SO SIMPLE but only one person understood it HAHAH, im a marketing genius 🥸 — a little bit of a mess but it’s okay <3
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﹙ᴗ﹏ᴗ﹚・。 ⁺ ✦
(CONTINUATION OF CHAPTER NINETEEN)
yn has never felt so many butterflies before; the kiss made her feel so undeniable happy. chishiya had his arm wrapped around her waist, this kiss was a slow yet soft. the way his lips matched the rhythm of hers; the way his lips glided against hers. she’s felt so many butterflies in just those two kisses.
the way his hands rested around her waist; it wasn’t too touchy but it wasn’t inappropriate either; it was the perfect position. chishiya had tightened the grip around yn’s waist pulling her closer to him. the kitchen living room was silent but mira cleared her throat. she was leaning against her bedroom door, “im so happy for the both of you but how about we take it somewhere else!!” a cheery sarcasm tone was evident.
chishiya had broken off the kiss when mira cleared her throat; “first arisu now you? i really cant do anything~” his voice was a low yet melodic tone. yn had whipped her head to where mira was. more blush was formed apon her face; clearing her throat. “hi mira!” you waved at the long black haired women, she waved back at you with a grin.
“like i said yall can take it to her room or even better you can take it to his room!” she said making her way to the fridge to grab a caprisun, “it wasn’t like that mira trust! he was just talking to me about the topics on the mid terms..!” “oh really? because from what i saw was that his and your lips were attached togetherrrr~” she even looked at your waist pointing at chishiya’s arm wrapped around it; chuckled she grabbed two more caprisuns before heading back to her dorm.
“you two have a mid term tomorrow make sure to study..not suck off eachothers faces.” she mumbled the last part but chishiya laughed. yn stared at chishiya, he had some soft features; it kinda looked very angelic. “you must really love my face features; you always seem to be staring at them..” chishiya inhaled moving his arm from around her waist to resting it on his side.
“yeah because they are very soft..it contradicts your cold ass personality.” yn pushed strands of hair from her face. chishiya simply just hummed. “this is kinda embarrassing.” “how so?” “well for starters, im in a eevee shirt and spandex..my hair is a mess too” yn fixed her wrinkled shirt, chishiya shrugged “there is nothing wrong with it. its cute.”
yn wanted to kick her feet i mean he literally called her cute, she just smiled using his shoulders to get down from the countertop, as her feet touched the ground she fixed her shirt—she held onto chishiya’s arm tugging him next to her, “well since you’re here, you can help me with my studying..!” she didn’t give him time to answer and just dragged him to her room,
“you know this out of context looks interesting.” chishiya laughed lightly, “shut up.” she smiled shutting the door behind her, “you are going to help me! i dont care if this helps you, i want to pass this with high marks.” she unhooked her arm from his going over to her desk grabbing her tablet and notebook. chishiya looked around her room—walking over to her bed sitting down near the bed frame/pillows.
“i mean i havent studied so this will help me too i guess..” he watched as yn walked from the desk over to the bed sitting down near him. yn started asking questions about medications and different viruses. chishiya wasn’t very responsive which made yn look at him with a slight frown, “chishiya?? earth to chishiya?? are you uncomfortable?” she moved a little farther from him.
he just grabbed her by the waist pulling her back over to him in-between his legs, “this is better, i just felt as if something was missing.” he smiled, yn felt a smile form on her lips—“well i guess this is one way for you tutoring me” a small laugh rumbled from chishiya. “as you were saying..” he started to point at what was important.
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yn hadn’t realized how much long her and chishiya had been hanging out together well been in eachothers presence but it was already the ass crack of the morning, the sun was beaming through the curtains, the suns brightness made her not want to sleep anymore; groaning she opened her eyes rolling over to an empty side, a confused frown appeared on her lips.
she thought chishiya was next to her; she just sighed sitting up checking her phone. she had about an hour before her class started—with some procrastination she actually got ready for her mid terms. even with mid terms she still had to wear their stupid beige uniforms.
mira was already gone for her midterms so she were alone and it was kind of scary, but she just shrugged it off leaving the dorm. yn still had about thirty minutes before class started so she made her way to the campuses cafe, by the time she got there—there wasn’t a long line.
she was deciding what she should get so she just got herself a milk tea; “what did you get?” a rasp husk like voice asked behind her, it startled her a little turning around to see chishiya. “i got a milk tea..did you get anything?” she smiled at the blondie, he shook his head with his hands on his blazer pockets.
“large milk tea for yn!” was called from one of the workers, yn went to go grab it leaving chishiya alone for not even a full second; turning around there were girls swarming him. she had forgotten chishiya is one of those bachelor’s at this school. rolling her eyes she put a straw in her drink take sips, her lip gloss stains were evident on her straw.
chishiya whom had always hated the attention had dreaded this kind of interactions; he walked over to yn ignoring the girls that were trying to get his attention, “you should try it! this is the best” “are you advertising a drink to me?” “well you do it all the time cookies so it was worth a shot..” yn shrugged walking towards the direction of the classroom. “chishiyaaa do you like her?” one of the girls tried to hold his arm but he moved it before they could, “nah i don’t like her, i think it’s more than that.”
he was walking behind yn, “you seem very confident for the midterm..it’s scary” chishiya had caught up to the bust girl drinking milk tea, yn looked at him and smiled “im confident that i’m going to beat you.” chishiya slowly nodded his head, “i didn’t even study so there is a chance you can beat me..” “bullshit you studied with me” “and you assume i was paying attention to the notes and not you?” “that was smooth.”
chishiya let out a soft chuckle, “i feel as if you are still going to beat me.” yn groaned, “its almost as if you are a cheater.” chishiya put his hand over his heart, “ouch.” yn smiled at him before heading over to her seat which was in the middle of the classroom. chishiya sat in the back so he was chilling.
a wave of nervousness started to pour in as the time itches closer and closer and closer. looking at the time stressed her so she just looked down playing with her drinks straw. the mid term was on computer so that made yn’s life easier, taking out your laptop she looked around to see some confident students but most were nervous.
opening up the test she were reading the question in her head; rereading she realized how easy this was. she has felt such a surge of confidence go over her like a wave. a small grin formed on her lips grabbing her drink taking a sip.
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since it was an electronic test you got the answers back as soon as she submitted it. a bright smile beamed on her face seeing the 45/45. people had already finished and it looked like some were disappointed and some were happy, looking at the screens next to her those people got no higher then a 35-39.
looking back her can see chishiya staring into your skull, i mean she already finished so she got up and left. chishiya followed from behind—his cool uncared demeanor would make you think he aced it as well. throwing away the empty plastic cup, yn waited for chishiya near the door in the hallways.
“well what did you get?” chishiya stood infront of her; her smile was genuine—it made his heart do some flutters. “well since you want to knoww~ i got a 45/45” she crossed her arms resting them on her stomach area. chishiya sighed scratching the back of his head, “damn well this sucks.”
“what did you get??” yn leaned foward towards him, “i got a 42/45..” he sighed looking away, “i messed up on a few questions but that’s all.” he quickly side eyed yn before looking back towards the bush hallway, yn had a big smile on her face.
“so i beat THE chishiya shuntaro?? man. this is a great day!!” a sigh of relief and happiness was washed over her, “you just cheated thats all.” “i did not cheat, you were with me when i was studying!!” she fought back, her hand rested on her hip. “well you cheated because you were distracting me when i wanted to study with you..”
“chishiya you were literally cuddling me to death, you were like a clingy cat.” yn pinched his shoulder as he furrowed his eyebrows. “cheater.” “sore loser.”
yn smiled at him, “well…since i won it seems fair that you take me on a proper date.” chishiya looked at her with a smirk like expression, “a date?” yn nodded excitedly, “well i mean..” he looked at his phone and it was barely 1 pm, he nodded his head looking back at yn, “hmm be ready by 2, i’ll pick you up from your dorm.” chishiya’s lips formed a small smile walking away from yn.
“where are you taking me???” yn questioned the blondie walking away, chishiya turned his heel looking at yn “that is a secret.” he put his finger over his lips turning back around walking away into the crowded hall. yn had a huge ass smile on her face; she was fucking excited.
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BONUS :
as chishiya arrived back at his dorm, he started to undo the tie with his hand turning the key into the door with his other unlocking it; apon entering he saw arisu sitting on the couch on his phone.
“how come you didn’t come home late last night?” arisu questioned chishiya, “i was helping yn study.” “and that meant you coming back at like 3 am??” chishiya nodded as he headed into his room.
“WAIT WHERE ARE YOU GOING??” arisu got suspicious of the blonde changing out of his school clothes, “i’m going out with someone..” chishiya mumbled as arisu kept pestering him. “WHO? WHO IS SHE?!” arisu shook the topless chishiya, “it’s yn why?” chishiya stood there a little akwardly, “YOURE GOING ON A DATE WITH MY BEST FRIEND?!?” arisu’s eye widened “i mean i expected it but WHATTATATAT”
“can’t believe my pookie bear is cheating on me with MY BEST FRIEND.” arisu started to fake cry as chishiya stood there akward as hell. he tried to pat his back but arisu moved his hand off him
“DONT TOUCH ME CHEATER. im so hurt dont talk to me” arisu laughed a little bit kept up the crying at stoning to his room. chishiya had to blink twice; he was so confused.
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justmeinadaze · 8 months
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Ever After: A Virtual Romance Part 4 (Steve X You)
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A/N: For any questions you may have about the time period they are in or the previous story please read A Virtual Romance. I seriously love these two lol probably because I was around and a little younger than them in the early 2000s lol
Readers dialogue is pink so its a bit easier on the eyes. Remember if there is a screen name they are IMing if its just italicized dialogue they are texting or talking on the phone. Enjoy!
Warnings: SMUT, of the virtual variety as well as in the backseat of Steves BMW <3, dirty talk abound, FLUFF, they care about each other! ANGST, Steve gets his feelings hurt and gets wasted so the reader has to take him home, Steve and Y/N talk about worries of becoming their parents, we do meet stepmom and stepsisters and they are awful (of course, its cinderella lol)
Word Count: 5599
StealthyNinja02: We really need to get you camera.
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: Said the man who already broke his. 
StealthyNinja02: Hey! You can still see me can’t you?!
You giggle as Steve makes a funny face towards his webcam on his desktop before waving. The both of you had been dating for a few months now and things were going really well. True to his word, he didn’t revert back to “King Steve” and continued to ignore all the rumors surrounding his, to them, abrupt transformation before graduation. You two spent almost every day together and in the evenings after dropping you off at home, he would either message you in the chat or text your phone so you both could continue talking about whatever came to mind. 
StealthyNinja02: Now the audio thing… that wasn’t my fault.
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: Yeah suuuuuuuuure.
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: Now focus! Your history assignment is due tomorrow. 
StealthyNinja02: But 
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: No buts! Lol. 
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: How about I make you a deal? For every question you get right, I’ll give you a surprise.
StealthyNinja02: Oh? A Y/N surprise, you say.
In his camera you see him playfully tap his chin as if he’s thinking. 
StealthyNinja02: Ok. So this question says…
Steve types out the question and what he believes the answer to be. You had been doing this with him for a while to help him with his grade. It always amused you because he always seemed to think he was stupid or that every answer he gave was wrong, constantly second guessing himself. A good percentage of the time, however, his answer was correct.
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: Good job, Steve. See? You know this stuff. 
StealthyNinja02: Yeah that’s because you’re a good teacher : ) What’s my surprise?
You smile as you bite your bottom lip, rising from your desk to slide down the panties you were wearing. Grabbing your phone, you hold it up high and take a picture of you holding them before sending it to his phone. On your dad and stepmom’s plan you could only send so many pictures without it costing a fortune so you needed to make each picture count.
As you watched him in the camera, your smile grew as he reached beside him to grab his own device, flipping it open, and licking his lips as his eyes flick to the webcam. 
StealthyNinja02: That’s not fair. How am I supposed to focus now knowing that you’re sitting there in one of my shirts with no underwear or bra?
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: Who says I’m not wearing a bra?
StealthyNinja02: Are you?
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: I guess you’ll have to get your next question right then, huh, baby? ;). 
Steve gives you his next question but pauses before giving you an answer. Giggling, you watch as he sorts through his notes making sure his next answer is correct, which it is. 
Taking his shirt off your body, you toss it on your bed and take a picture of your now naked physique. He sighs when his phone pings as he hastily grabs it and flips it open. 
StealthyNinja02: You’re so fucking beautiful, honey, and so goddamn sexy. 
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: Thank you <3. Ok, last question. If you get this one right…
StealthyNinja02: Tell me, baby, please.
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: I’ll let you listen to me cum.
He exhales again and even through the grainy camera you can tell it’s a shaky breath as he tries to continue focusing so you both can get what you want. As he takes off his shirt and tosses it to the side, you can’t help but absently run your fingers along your chest and over your nipples at the sight. 
You still couldn’t believe your previous online virtual crush was Steve fucking Harrington. This handsome, sweet, charismatic, and funny boy was all yours. Now that you had him, you never understood how you were living your life before without him in your world. 
The soft moments were your favorite when you two did all the things he had mentioned like lying in bed and talking about the future or going on proper dates that had you swoon. The sex was even better with Steve making up for time lost as his hands and tongue constantly roamed your body before, during, and after. Sometimes he would get to the point where you had cum so many times you were begging him to give you a break. 
He loved it, relishing the sounds and intimacy when he would do what you asked and in turn you would curl up into his side and squeeze him to you. 
StealthyNinja02: Ok. Please PLEEEEASE tell me this is the right answer!
You giggle as you watch him wait, anxiously bouncing his leg as he spins is phone in his hand. Teasing him you make him wait longer than you need to even though you already know the answer he gave you was correct.
“Oh, thank God.”, he laughs nervously when he answers your call. “I thought I got it wrong.”
“No, honey. You get them right a lot more then you think you do. I just wanted to show that to you.”
“Hm. I wish you could show me more. I’m at a slight disadvantage since you can see more of me.”  Steve slides his desk chair over till he’s directly in front of his camera palming the growing bulge in his boxers. “You can see me right? See what those sexy, low resolution pictures do to me.”
He grins when he hears you laugh. 
“Don’t laugh, pretty girl. It reminds me of when I was a kid trying to sneak into the living room to watch the playboy channel but it was always grainy with static.”
“Hm, you bad boy. I’m surprised your dad didn’t pay extra to have that channel so it would be clearer.”
“My mom would never allow that. She knows my father is a man slut. That’s why she follows him all over the world to make sure he doesn’t cheat her.” His gentle eyes flick briefly to the camera. “I would never hurt you like that. I would never cheat on you or anything.”
“I know, Steve. I know. I wouldn’t either… and I promise when we move in together if you want the playboy channel you can have it.”
You bite your bottom lip as his nose scrunches, throwing his head back while he laughs. 
“I don’t need anything like that when I have you. Beautiful girl with a beautiful body like yours. Are you still naked for me?”
“I am. I’ve been running my fingers along my skin since you took of your shirt. You’re so handsome.”
“Come on, honey. I know you can talk dirtier than that.”
“Hm, you want me to be dirtier? You want me to tell you I’m so wet just thinking about your face between my thighs? Just imagining your tongue licking me clean till I make a mess again.”
Steve moans loudly into your ear, the sound driving you crazy as you watch him pull out his cock and spit into his hand as he strokes along his length. Sliding your fingers between your folds, you exhale as you rub circles against your clit. 
“Fuck. K-Keep your eyes open and on me, Y/N.”
“How do you—mmm—how do you know they aren’t?”
He smirks slightly as he tilts closer to the webcam. “I fuck you remember? I know everything your body does. Shit… like right now I know you’re only playing with that pretty little clit.” Steve’s smile grows when he hears you laugh in your throat. “Am I wrong?”
“No, baby. You aren’t.”
“Why don’t you put those fingers inside of you and imagine it’s me stretching you open.”
“Steve…”, you moan at his words as you open your legs wider and glide two of you digits into your entrance.
“Good girl. Fuck, Y/N, the sounds you make… I wish I was there, honey, feeling that warm pussy squeezing me tightly.”
“Pl-Please, Steve. Don’t stop.”
“You want me to keep talking to you? Tell you how fucking sexy you are. Mmm—goddamn it—how much I wish I was there so I can pump my dick so deep into you that you can feel me in your stomach. Feeling your nails drag down my back as you beg me to make you cum. Fuck…cum for me, baby girl. I need to hear it.”
You panted into the phone as you watched him stroke himself faster at the sound. Chanting his name, your thighs shook as you came and with half lidded eyes, you kept them on your screen as he folded into himself, releasing rope after rope of his seed. 
“Jesus Christ. That was amazing. Are you ok?”
“Yeah, I’m alright.”
Steve grins at your now sleepy tone. “Sweetheart, turn off your computer and go get into bed.”
“Will you come with me?”
“Don’t I always?”
You both turn off your computers, listening to his steady breathing as you both climb into your separate beds and pull up the covers over your tired frames. 
“I can’t wait for us to move in together so I can really go to bed with you and hold you. I like when I can play with your hair or just touch your face.”
“Steve?”
“Yeah, baby?”
“I love you.” Your eyes started to droop and you vaguely heard his voice trying to get your attention in the background. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow, ok?”
“Wait! Honey, did you mean that? Or were you just saying that because you’re tired? Y/N!”
##########
“Hey, have you heard from Steve?”
Sam, your best friend, looked at you like you had gone insane. 
“Um, no. Why would I know where your boyfriend is? You two are the ones that talk 24/7.”
“I mean, usually he picks me up in the morning but he left me a message saying he couldn’t and he’s not answering my texts. I’m starting to get worried.”
“Did something happen?”
“I…I think I told him I loved him as I was falling asleep.”
“Oof. That’s a big step. Why do you think you said it and not know that you did?”
“I was falling asleep. When I woke up I thought it was dream but with him being MIA—”
“He’s not missing. He’s just avoiding you.”, Carol snickers as she walks by. “Steve Harrington doesn’t do the love thing no matter what part of the student body he’s fucking.”
“Fuck off, Carol.”, Sam growls. “No one asked you.”
“Don’t believe me? Why don’t you go ask him? He’s in the gym right now with Tommy and the other guys for practice.”
Your heart tells you not to; to ignore her and trust him but your brain won’t stop screaming to follow her as you head for the gym. To your surprise, she wasn’t lying. There he was running back and forth on the court as he blocked Tommy from making a basket. 
Steve smiled when he saw you but it fell slightly when he saw you standing next to his old friend. 
“Hey baby. Everything ok?”
“I was going to ask you that. I just haven’t been able to reach you and I got worried.”
“My dad made me late this morning because he wanted to talk to me again about my future.”, he sighs as he rolls his eyes. 
“And my texts?”
“I forgot my phone at home��because of this morning. I’ve been looking for you all day but I figured as soon as we were done here I’d go sit with you for the last of your lunch. Did I miss something? Why are you here and with Carol?”
“Thanks. Love you to, Harrington.”, she sasses.
“I got worried…”
“So you came to find me with the girl you hate?”
Grabbing his arm, you pull him away from prying ears as Tommy comes to stand next to his girlfriend. 
“Did…Did I tell you I love you last night?”
Steve blinks as he tries to understand how A equals B, how you telling him you loved him equated to you speaking with the girl who threatened to beat you up. 
“Yes, yes you did.”
“What did you say?”
“I asked you if you meant it or if you were just loopy from being exhausted and before you answered you hung up. I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m really confused. Why are you here with Carol?”
“Do you love me?”
“Goddamn it. Answer my question first because this will be the third fucking time I’m asking it.”
Hearing his tone shift like that was new for you. Yeah, you two had bickered especially after you for out he was the secret admirer you had been talking to all semester but this was different. Right now, he sounded angry.
“I was talking to Sam and she overheard. She said that ‘Steve Harrington doesn’t do the love thing.’”
“And you believed her?”
“Steve, I haven’t heard from you all day! Normally, you message me 24/7 when you’re not with me. What was I supposed to think!?”
“You’re supposed to trust me and not some girl who bullied you!”
“Let’s not forget, your highness, that you used to be one of them!”
“Ooo! Nice one, Y/L/N!”
“SHUT THE FUCK UP, TOMMY!”, you and Steve shout in unison. 
Without saying a word, Steve turns away from you and heads for the locker room. 
***
He didn’t answer any of your messages or calls for the rest of the day. That following Saturday morning you kept trying to no avail and it killed you. This must be how he felt when you didn’t answer after the Halloween dance. 
“Y/N, if I were you I would come to this party. Your boyfriend is getting drunk off his ass and it’s not pretty.”
You roll your eyes at Sam’s text and after 20 minutes you show up at her side. 
“Your prince charming.”, she gestures towards Steve who was jugging back a red cup at a kitchen island with other boys surrounding him as it dribbled down his down. 
“WHOA! Another!”
“No, no, Steve Harrington. You’ve had enough.”
“Hey! You look exactly like my girlfriend. She’s so prettyful.” You can’t help but smile at his slurred words as you toss Sam your keys.
“Give me a head start and then meet me at his house. I’ll take you home after.”
Your best friend nods as you sling his arm over your shoulders and walk him towards his car. As you begin to drive, he continues to babble at you as you smirk and nod your head at his drunken questions. 
“Do you know my girlfriend?! Seriously, you guys could be related. Hey! If you see her, can you give her something for me, please?” He unbuckles his seatbelt and clumsily digs in the backseat. 
“Steve, baby, sit back down, okay.”
“HERE! I’ll put this right here…so you don’t forget it. I-I-I got her a webcam today so I can see her face. I miss her face.”
“Why don’t you give it to her in person?”
His hair moves from side to side as he shakes his head. “Mad at her.”
“Why are you mad at her?”
“Cause she still thinks I’m that asshole…king Steve or whatever…”, he sighs as he absently gestures in the air. “I don’t know what else to do to convince her…I different.”
“Maybe…maybe it has nothing to do with you. Maybe she’s just afraid of losing you because of what she’s been through.”
His eyes narrow drunkenly in your direction before leaning his head on your shoulder.
“You are so smart. You have big brain like her.” You laugh really hard at his comment making him smile widely. “One of many reasons I love her. God, I love her sooooooo much. I knew when we had started talking I cared about her but when she showed up at the dance and I saw those beautiful eyes… I’ll tell you, friend, I knew I wanted to marry her then and there.”
You parked outside of his house and came around to pull him out of the passenger side. As he placed his arm around your shoulder, he craned his neck, and noticed you were crying. 
“Oh no! No, prettyful girl. Don’t cry.” Steve stopped and tried to wipe your eyes with his sleeve. “I sorry if I made you sad.”
“No, honey, you didn’t make me sad.” Guiding him into his house, you practically carried him up the stairs and placed him on his bed. “Ok, I’m going to take off your shoes and pants ok?”
“No! I can do it! I may be mad at my girlfriend but I’m not my dad.”, he giggles as he sits up to wobbly untie his laces. “My father is a dick. He ber-berate…berate…he yells at me and my mom all the time. I’m never going to be like him.”
“No, Steve. You won’t.”
“I AM going to work hard like he did though. I wanna buy Y/N a house like this one day and be able to give her everything she deserves. Oh! And we’ll have six kids.”
“My goodness!”
A big tooth filled grin spreads along his face and he pushes down his jeans before tossing them on his floor. 
“Can I ask you one more question, angel? You’re an angel right?”
“That’s what my boyfriend tells me.”, you smile as you try to guide him to lay down with your hands. 
“Do you think she’s scared to? Like how I’m afraid of becoming my dad she’s afraid of me leaving like her mom did. Some-sometimes I think that’s why she expect the worse all the time.”
“Oh, sweetheart. I don’t think that’s why. I can understand why you would think that though.”
He nodded as his eyes closed and he immediately passed out. 
That following morning, Steve work up to a private message on his computer.
Ouyay_Areyay_umbday18: I completely understand if you don’t want to see my right now but I want to show you something if that’s ok. My family is having dinner at Enzo’s at 7pm and I would like for you to come. If not that’s ok to. I’ll still love you, Steve Harrington.
#############
Steve had texted you asking what he should wear and you responded by telling him how you were dressed. He found this slightly odd but you told him it would make sense later. Tonight, you were wearing a cute blue sunflower dress with flats and your hair down near your shoulders. In return, he showed up the restaurant wearing one of his solid color polos and a pair of black slacks with some nice black shoes. 
You swooned as soon as you saw him, resisting the urge to tackle him into a big bear hug. 
“You look so good.”
“Thank you. So do you. I like this dress.”, he softly smiled as he lightly tugged on the hem. 
“Dad. This is the boy I was telling you about. This is—”
“Steve Harrington! I know all about you, son. Well, your father.”, your dad chuckles loudly as he firmly shakes the boy’s hand. “This is my wife Meredith…”
Steve reached out to shake her hand as well but she just politely nodded as her eyes scanned him up and down. 
“And these are my other two daughters, Olivia and Savannah.”
“STEP daughters. Hi Steve.”, Olivia coos in a pitch voice that makes you cringe.
“Wow, you are way better looking than we were expecting especially if you’re dating Y/N.”, Savannah giggled. 
You watched his face contort into something more stoic as he stepped back and closer to your side. 
“Alright family! Let’s go get some food.”, your dad hollers playfully as he ushers with his arms for everyone to go inside. 
***
Your father loved Steve, asking him a ton of questions about himself with an animated excitement that had the boy grinning. 
“I’m really glad you could join us, Steve. The girls here usually live with their dad but we try to get together at least once a month for a big family get together to catch up but as I’m sure you’ve notice I do the bulk of the talking.”, he laughed. 
“Not a problem. It’s nice to finally meet Y/N’s family.”
“Have you met his yet, sweetie?”
“I haven’t, dad, but they seem to never be in Hawkins for a long enough time to do so.”
“Well, when you have money to burn like he does, I wouldn’t be home either.”, Meredith sighs as she chugs back the whine in her glass. “But I married an electrician. I guess Y/N’s luckier than me.”
You dad nervously smiles as he glances Steve’s way. “She tends to get a little feisty when she drinks. I’m a fantastic electrician.” Your stepmom snorts at the comment. “I like working with my hands.”
“What about you, Stevie? Do you like working with those big, beautiful hands?”, Olivia flirted.
“I’m, um, probably not as skilled as your dad when it comes to lights and fixing things.”
“Stepdad.”, Savannah corrects. “Don’t worry. We can teach you a thing or two.”
“I’m…I’m good. Y/N shows me enough.” Trying to change the subject he turns towards your father again. “She actually helps me a lot with my schoolwork.”
“Pfft, you may want to reconsider having her tutor you, honey. She has his genes and let’s just say he’s not exactly Einstein.”
Your dad laughs nervously. “Meredith, can I talk to you alone for a moment, please?”
As you watch them get up and walk away from the table, Steve takes your hand in his in your lap.
“So Y/N, how’d you manage to brainwash this one?”
“Oh, you know me, Savannah. I just purchased him out of a catalogue so you both would think I was cool. That’s all I need to feel complete; your validation.”
“Hm. Steve, baby, trust me, you can do some much better.”
He was so busy watching your dad and stepmom fight outside the front door that he hadn’t heard a word either of them had said. When your eyes found his, you almost literally saw the lightbulb in his head go off. 
“Do you want to get out of here?”
“Please.”, you happily exhale as he stands and tugs your hand. 
“—I can leave any time I want to! You think I can’t find a better man than you—”
“Y/N, hey, where are you two running off to?”, your father asks, interrupting his wife.
“We’re just going to get some dessert. I’ll be home later.”
“It was very nice meeting you, sir.” Steve shakes his hand one more time before you both run to his car.
##############
“Dude, those women are insane!” You and Steve cackle as he reaches into the Styrofoam container with his fork and takes a bite of the chocolate cake he bought for you to share from the bakery down the street. 
He had driven you to an excluded area of lover’s lake while you talked about the evening. 
“How do you think I feel? God, I don’t know what I’d do if her girls lived with us to. But that’s why I wanted you to see that. Steve, I’m not afraid of you leaving my mother did. I seriously barely remember her. I do however remember all the fights between Meredith and my dad. Her talking down to him constantly and making him feel like garbage. It would kill me if I hurt you like she does.”
“It doesn’t help that you have two Carol’s that come around reiterating that scary feeling.” You nod at his assessment. “Honey, you’re nothing them I assure you.”
“And you are nothing like your father.” You point your fork at him as you widen your eyes playfully making him smile. “I love you, Steve. Very much.”
“I love you to, Y/N.”
Grinning, you lean forward to give him a kiss. 
“I’ve never been to Lover’s Lake before. What does one do here?”
“Wanna go for a swim?”
“Oh, Steve—”
“Come on! There’s no one around.”, he chuckles as he gets out of his car and you do the same. 
After removing your clothes, Steve holds your hand as you both jump in, giggling when he bounces back up and shakes his now flat hair out of his face.
“Why are you laughing at me?”
“Because…” you smile as you swim over to him and wrap your arms around his neck. “It’s so odd not seeing your hair all floofy.”
“Floofy? That’s fucking cute.”
“No, what’s fucking cute is you when you’re drunk. ‘You’re an angel right?’”, you mimic in his voice as he laughs and begins floating around with you in his arms.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah. What else did I say? Anything incriminating?”
“Hmmm…no. Well except you’re going to work hard and buy me a big house.”
“That’s true.”
“Apparently, we are having six kids!”
“Yup. Three boys and three girls.”, he grins.
“And… you said when you saw me that night at the Halloween dance…you knew you wanted to marry me.”
Steve’s hands slide a bit lower down your back as you wrap your legs around his waist.
“Yeah, that’s true to. You took my breath away.”
“Steve…”
 He beams down at you as his fingers come up to move a strand of hair that was sticking to your cheek. 
“I fell for you the moment we started talking online. Remember, I told you I knew you were different. It was just an added benefit that you are fucking gorgeous.” You roll your eyes in jest making his smile grow as he holds you tighter. “You were the most BEAUTIFUL girl at that dance.” Steve spun you around as you giggled clinging to his neck as your fingers wound in his hair. 
“Jesus and then you kissed me…” He groaned as his head fell in the nook between your neck and shoulder while he continued to murmur against your skin. “You tasted so good; I swear I fucking dreamed about it.”
“No, you didn’t.”
“I did.” Steve lips lightly trailed along your neck up to your ear. “I could still feel your hand on my dick to. I fantasized about those tiny hands around me.”
Your own palm slithered between your bodies as you took ahold of his cock and began stroking him under the water.
“Like that, baby?”
“Fuck, yes, honey, exactly like that.”, he whimpered as he sucked the flesh along your throat. 
“What else did you fantasize about that night, Steve? Tell me.”
“I—shit—I pictured you on your knees in front of me in-in a bra and panties wearing that mask—that’s it, baby—just looking up at me with those beautiful eyes while you stroked my cock.”
You moaned his name and it became almost too much for him as he swam back with you in tow towards the shoreline. Lifting you in his arms, he opened his back seat, and laid you down on your back before climbing in with you.
“Wait! Fuck, I’m…we’re going to get your car all wet.”
“Least of my worries right now, honey.”
“Do you have anything?”
You can’t help but giggle as you watch his soaking wet frame lean between his front seats as he reaches for his glove compartment and aggressively digs around until he finds a condom. After he crawls back to you, he leans back on his knees as he tears the foil with his teeth. 
You loved that you had this effect on him. Steve Harrington always seemed so confident out among the student body and citizens of Hawkins but when it came to you he always felt so lucky to have you that he wanted everything to be perfect. 
Reaching behind your head, he reorganized some of his jackets as a makeshift pillow before lining himself up with your entrance. 
“Please, Steve. I need you.”
You both mewled as he gradually began guiding himself into you. You and Steve had been together for months now but you still weren’t used to his size. He was the biggest person you had ever been with and it still took some adjusting. Your palm shot out to rest on his lower stomach as his thumb massaged slow circles into your clit while he did small thrusts allowing him to fill you inch by inch. 
“F-Fuck, baby. That’s it. You’re doing so good. Taking my cock so fucking well.”, he praised. “Goddamn, Y/N. So fucking tight…you drive me crazy, baby.”
When his hips finally connected with yours, Steve leaned down, placing a soft kiss on your lips as he bent one of your legs, holding your thigh and pushing it forward till your knee was near your chest. Moaning into you his mouth, he steadily pumped into you, his length dragging against your walls and his tip coming back to roughly glide along your sensitive spot. 
“St-Steve—fuck—harder. Please.”
He grunted as he did what your asked, the car rocking underneath you as you gripped the seat. When his glassy lust filled eyes met yours, he smirked as he released your leg and fell on to your body, pushing himself deeper into your cunt as he rolled his hips.
“Oh! Ba-baby… fuck… just like that, Steve.”
The man lifted his head, hovering his face just above yours as he whispered against your lips. 
“Like that, honey? Are you gonna cum, pretty girl? That’s right. Cum, Y/N. Cum all over my cock and moan my name. I love hearing you moan my name as your eyes roll back. Mmm—do you think you can keep them on me tonight?”
Subtly nodding, your mouth falls open, panting his name against his skin as you came hard around him. Your eyes never left his and he nodded in approval as he thrust his hips faster into yours. 
“Good girl. So fucking sexy when you cum. I love you so much, Y/N.”
“I-I love you to, Steve. Cum, baby, please.”
His forehead fell on yours as he tried to keep his own eyes. At the last minute, they squeezed shut as he whimpered and spilled into the condom. 
“Fuck… Are you ok, honey?”
“Yeah. Go slow.”
Steve’s hair tickles your face as he glances between you both and carefully pulls out of your now sore but satisfied body. 
“I know, baby. I know. Oh shit. You’re shaking. Hang on.”, he coos as he climbs out to open the trunk and grab a towel. When he crawls back in he wraps it around you as well as one of the jackets you had been using as a pillow before tugging you to his side. 
The two of you sit there in a comfortable silence as he occasionally runs his hands along your arms trying to warm you. 
“I wish we could fall asleep together.”, you sigh as you lean on his shoulder.
“Well, we have a couple more months until we graduate and then 2 months of summer…”
“I was thinking we could look for a place and move in during the summer. That way we can be settled before school starts.”
“We aren’t going to be able to get anything fancy.”
“Steve, you know I don’t care about that.”
The man heavily exhales before he shifts his gaze to you. 
“Do you remember the other day when I told you my dad wanted to talk to me again about my future? Yeah, it was more of a ‘I’m cutting you off’ conversation.”
“What? Why?”
“To teach me a lesson. I couldn’t get into school and I don’t want to work for his stupid company so…”, he shrugs.
Tilting you head, you tenderly kiss his cheek. 
“We’ll be ok. We can figure it out.”
****
It was a little after midnight when he dropped you off back home and as you got ready for bed your phone dinged with a message from Steve. 
Hey did you set up that webcam I got you?
Sir! Haven’t you seen enough of me today?! 
Yes I set it up AND it has sound. 
I can never see enough of you : ).
Sign in and turn it on. 
It takes you moment to do what he asks as your computer slowly loads up but once you finally have it running, you grin when you see his face illuminate that little box in the corner of the IM. 
StealthyNinja02: Hey beautiful.
“Hey handsome.”
StealthyNinja02: I was thinking about what you said about falling asleep together. If you’re comfortable with it, we can leave these on.
He points towards his camera.
StealthyNinja02: We don’t have to do it every night but I know you and I had a rough couple of days. I was just about to crawl into bed myself and all I could think about was how I wish you were in my arms. I figured this could be a substitute. 
Your desk was adjacent to the side of your bed so he wouldn’t have any problems seeing you. Steve’s camera got the end of his bed so all you would see is his hair and feet. 
“Okay.”
His eyes followed you as you got under your covers and faced your screen. He did the same except you noticed he grabbed a pillow and laid his head towards the end of his bed so you could actually see his face making you smile. 
“Good night, prince charming. I love you.”
Your phone vibrated and you quickly read it before your eyes became too heavy to keep open. 
Sweet dreams, honey. I love you to.”
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here-but-forgotten · 2 years
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Some more rambles
explicit rambles, poly! ghostface, Billy Loomis + Stu Macher, female reader, a little bit of self author insert. Mentions of murder.
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( ʘ‿ʘ ) rambles | scream ‘96 | pt. 2
Uh oh brain don’t stop. Closer to fic concepts/plots.
Knowing about your bf’s little hobby; knowing Billy and stu are ghost face and letting them do it. Asking to be at one of the kills- being with “friends” as you watch them get harassed with phone calls and chased. Hiding and the others think you’ve died or been knocked out as you watch your boyfriends work. Them finishing their job and finding you- dry humping against you through their costumes as they stay dressed, only being able to differentiate by heights. Taking you back to your place- you threes alibi- and having their multiple rounded way with you.
I wanna brat tame stu. He’d be so cute getting punished for being a little too terrorizing at school and doing it on purpose so you would bend him over a bed or desk and spank him. If Billy helps it becomes stu being edged for hours and being forced to watch you and Billy. Billy would spank him to and leave more distinct handprints from his force.
Stu would love if you rode him while he sits up a bit, like against his headboard or couch; if he cums and you keep riding him through it, he gets teary eyed and whiny but doesn’t stop. He lets you overstimulate him into practically a puppy. He’s hugging and clutching into you while whimpering into your ear and neck. If Billy finds the two of you like this, its all downhill for stu; his position changed into laying down, his legs up and pressed against his chest by your legs, Billy coming from behind you and fucking stu in time with your movements. Sometimes stu will explicitly ask the two of you to fuck him like this until he passes out if he’s been particularly antsy.
On that note, Billy has a similar antsy scene when he’ll ask you, stu, or both, to rim him and suck him off until he’s whiny and clingy. Massive praise and soft words kink. He’s always a bit shy and aloof when this one begins but when he’s halfway to his first orgasm he’s a sweet boy all over again.
If they somehow get a hold of a wand vibrator, they’re gonna be terrible together and with you. Stu is sadistic enough to grab you, encourage you to fight back, then tie you down to a bed with the vibrator placed right on your clit- and then fucking leave!! It’s the 90’s they’re still corded!! The thing isn’t gonna turn itself off!!! Good luck- they’re gonna go kill someone and be on a killing high when they come back and see you whining, bound, and perfectly messily wet. Hope you can handle it :)
Billy just really likes being fingered, either by you or stu or both sometimes. Sometimes he gets greedy and it’s one step away from being fisting. He likes being submissive sometimes but only to you and Stu.
Stu made a joke about how if there’s an extra partner now that one person could suck his shaft and the other could suck his balls. He was promptly overstimulated in a record 3 minutes.
my 4”11 ass- stu likes mating press for both of you. Size kink. Billy is already a bit smaller than him but stu gets a weird rush from him being pressed under him.
I wanna wear the right clothes to just show enough of me sometimes to bother them; wearing a top that fits fine until I bend over to get something and they can see my tits. Wearing a skirt that’s fine until I sit down/bend over and it rides up. Wearing a long shirt that one of them will be able to kneel in front of me and be covered up by the skirt.
100% self indulgent: sweater-wearing art academic gf who doesn’t look like they belong in woodsboro at all. Sweaters, long skirts, bootie heels, knitted leggings. A little too into academics and reading. Helps with their plan logistics.
that’s all!! feel free to use any as inspiration/writing, if you’d like me to write, or if you’d like to thirst with me!! be good!!
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brainr0t-landfill · 3 months
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🌇Push/Pull
gn! reader x Kyle 'Gaz' Garrick
"The kindness of strangers and the strangeness of everyone I know has just fucked with my heart."
-Flower Face, Honey and Milk
(tw:co-depandancey, unhealthy relationship)
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Kyle is watching you get ready. He's watching you put on his favourite shirt, the one that sticks to the shape of your waist, he watches as you sling on the belt that he likes to hook his finger between when his hands get sweaty from holding your waist, he watches you put on the sunscreen, the Chapstick he bought you, the same brand as his ex but different flavour, the flavour he revealed in licking off his lips in the afterglow of your quick, chaste kisses.
And he's seething.
"So Fiona introduced me to some folks and we're meeting at the park today-"
Well maybe seething isn't the right word, maybe off-put describes his feelings better, maybe saying he feels left out or underappreciateed is much more appropriate.
"-and she asked me again why you can't come and I told her-"
"I can't come because I'm still injured from the last misson love, how many times do I have to tell you?"
"Right, that's what I told her and-"
It's not that he doesn't like you going out, he does! He likes to strut around his pretty baby, he glows whenever he gets to show you off to the friends and colleagues that he goes on and on to you about. Whenever they say as long as he's happy he smiles, leans down to kiss your cheek, he's happy he's so happy.
Happier than ever.
Or at least he used to be.
"-and she said we could just sit at a café and talk or do something else but I said-"
"You said I fucking hate coffee right? And that I don't want to be around your group of brain-dead, usless-"
He stops himself takes a deep breath that stings his ribs, forces his disdain down.
"-friends?"
You freeze hands on hold as their buttoning up your pants and he gets to drink in every little shift on your face, once upon a time he had an abundant source of them now he gets scraps.
He knows it's unfair, since most of them are his friends or people from his circle but he'd do anything to get some more of you.
"Something along those lines."
"That's my pretty baby."
Kyle met you in a small, underfunded museum.
As a British patriot he likes to stroll around, check out new art exhibits, museums, statues. He likes to keep his pointer finger on the pulse of things and luckily for him he found you there, tucked behind a birch desk eyes wet and reddened nose pinkish from cold like a little rabbit, shaking ,frozen fingers constantly tucking in your scarf that kept coming undone.
"So we're going to the park to see the new flowers set up-"
By then you were still fairly new to London, to it's frigid, charecteristic weather. 
Just a bleak foreign student trying to work and study but you were the most inept, socially incapable thing he'd ever seen.
Try as he might he could never picture you raising your hand in class, asking for notes or showing anyone but him around the displays he couldn't picture you anywhere else either, it was like they had placed you here then built the decaying museum around you.
"-then we're gonna go to that bookshop Mark's been going on and on about-"
You were stuttery, overly apologetic, the only attendant in a cramped museum where half the displays were badly kept and the rest were moldy due to the leaking roof but Kyle liked you, he liked the way you talked the way you gushed on and on about the exhibits in that fast paced, high pitched voice of yours like you were desperate for anyone to listen to you, like any attention shown to you, like you were desperate for anyone's light to stay on you long enough to warm your clammy skin.
He liked that. Like feeling important, big, sought after.
"-then we'll probably visit the mall where you first introduced me to them, since its the anniversary of our friendship and all!"
He cringes at the over-emotional sentiment.
Then you moved in with him, Kyle was used to living with someone he often boosted about his independencey but he had first moved out with his childhood sweetheart who he was sure he'd marry and then there had always been someone to keep the house alive when he was away working and you had easily filled that role.
"It's so nice being able to go out in public without feeling like I'm gonna heel over and die y'know?"
"Tell me about it."
You stayed inside most of the time but you did your best to contribute to rent and keep the house in order, you often cooked for him too and Kyle realized the whole bit about soldiers and the way to their hearts wasn't that far off. 
He doesn't remember when the two of you started dating it wasn't a big deal it was the natural conclusion of things, you moved from the floor mattress to the couch to his bed.
And he restocked his diwindling supply of condoms.
"Are you...mad? Kyle ,you know I can stay in if you don't wanna be alone or if this is bad day or-"
"Did I say that?"
You quickly went from being the tiniest, most pathetic thing he'd seen to being a inconsequential thing with benefits then before he knew it you were the thing that pulled him out of bed every morning, the thing that gave him purpose, kept him warm and full of hope like light crawling out from under a doorway. He associates you with warm bedsheets, the last candle during a power shortage, breakfast for dinner, home; he doesn't dare wonder what you associate him with.
Then your first panic attack happened.
"Did I say one bloody thing that even mildly implied that lovely?"
"Well no but-"
It had been a regular morning till he saw you curled into yourself in bed breathing heavily, eyes unfocussed.
 He hadn't even needed to ask what was wrong, he just wrapped his arms around you and pressed his nose to the side of your hair, breathes in the smell of your anxious sweat, listened to your sharp quick breaths.
He remembers feeling this intense sense of gratitude, of privilege. He was the only one that got to see these, got to see you. He was trusted, entitled. 
He was loved and loving.
"Then don't pull shit out your ass."
It was addictive, you were addictive.
Never before had he a lover so colorful, so twitchy and moist, you made life fun and he was cold when he met you.
He desperately wishes now that he had kept you to himself, that he hadn't introduced you to his friends ,his colleagues he hadn't wanted you to go on searching for new horizons he had just wanted to show off his perfect lover, his one in a thousand that followed him home.
"I-I know Kyle I'm sorry, I really am."
"I know you are, you always are, go hang out with your dumb mates, remember to pick up groceries on the way back, yeah? Miss your cooking."
"Oh already did yesterday, with Burns! Pasta dinner tonight?"
And now you're leaving him, leaving him sprawled and injured on the bed as you go on and expose his precious to other people, he tries to be happy for you and he is.
 He's happy that you're better , that you're back in the cycle of life, back in the crowd like any other civilian but what about him?
You bend down placing a hand on his chest as you press firm, sweet kisses all over his face starting from his brow and ending on his lips, no one reaches for him like you do, no one makes him as warm ad you, he's aware he only has a small pocket of light left before his vanity wears off.
He lays there soaking it in, you pull back too quick.
"I'll pick up our meds and some pesto for you while I'm out okay?"
He nods as he watches you leave but when he licks his lips it's not the familiar taste of artificiall cherry that he'd grown accustomed to, it's apple.
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salemoleander · 11 months
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every fugitive hour leaves its mark
This is the fic I wrote for the Extreme Timed Challenge Exchange as a gift with prompts around Villain!Cleo, Vigilant!Etho, and a superhero AU. Thank you so much to @extremetimedchallengeexchange for putting this together!
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Chin propped on her hand, Cleo idly moved papers around her desk and tried to convince her eyes to stay open. It was late, sky already in the shade of off-blue that heralded pre-dawn, but she just- She could feel that she was on the edge of something with this research. The seed of a plan of entry for the branch of banks that kept bragging about its “on-staff heroes” and “unrobbability”. Claims which were, respectively, foolishly overconfident and not actually a word - and both equally grating.
She should really just be done with this, come back to it in the morning. The sleeve over the nub of her left arm was irritating some nerve or muscle or something - Cleo would’ve taken the damn thing off hours ago, if she’d known it was just going to be a night in of paperwork. But Lizzie had said the team might go out, and she didn’t want to go through the rigmarole of putting her arm on if that happened.
Slumped in their chair, something shifted in the background hum of late-night noise. They felt their exhaustion drift into watchful attention. This was an old building; its creaks and rattles had a rhythm to them, and something was off . The subtle wrongness of the silence made them sit up, just a moment before-
Someone knocked on their door.
No one should ever knock on their door. Very few people even knew where they lived, and of those almost all had a key. Or didn’t need to bother with one. She’d come home from missions several times to find Scott had teleported inside, eaten half the contents of her fridge, and passed out on the couch. Regardless, no one should be knocking.
Standing slowly, avoiding the creaky spots in the planks as much as was possible in a third-floor flat built half a century ago, Cleo made her way to the door. She peered through the peephole. 
Whoever was out there either wasn’t trying to surprise her or didn’t know much about her power, because they were still in plain view of the door. Idiot. Then she caught a flash of a black face-mask as the person raised their hand to knock again, and with a jolt of recognition Cleo wrenched the door open.
Blue Fire- Blue, she decided, because Blue Fire was long and stupid- stood on her doorstep, in his stupid ramshackle hero get-up. One hand was still half-raised as if to knock. His normally-white hair was pinkish in some places and grey in others, blood and dust discoloring it.
She glared at him, both in the traditional way and in the way only she could - bringing her power to bear and freezing him in place.
“What the fuck are you doing here?” Cleo hissed. 
He stared at her, mask moving in and out with his breath, but otherwise no response... Right.
Graciously, she released her power enough for him to move his jaw and respond.
"You're my only hope, Cleo!" He said, with the bright tone and panicked energy of a car salesman who knows he's already lost the sale. "I'm desperate for help, a harmless man hoping to throw himself on your, your tender mercy- c'mon, stop laughing, I spent the entire walk here thinking of this."
"My tender mercy?" Cleo asked, eyes watering slightly from laughter. "Sorry, I'm fresh out of that. I think that's what hospitals are for."
“I don't want to get arrested."
"Fair enough. That's what friends are for - which we aren't."
"I know we’re enemies. I swear I’m not here to hurt you. No one else even knows I’m-” he cut off, wincing at the admission.
Cleo snorted dubiously. He'd dropped the woe-is-me tone, which was good because it was annoying, but bad because it was harder to ignore 'exhausted blunt plea for help' than 'child pleading for a cookie'. Harder, but not impossible. This guy was either the worst hero she’d ever met (a high bar, really, considering Poultry Man existed), or he was lying to set her up for some team of heroes to bust through her windows. And probably, she thought as she made to shut the door and prepare for a fight, the latter.
“I’m serious, Cleo.” He said her name like- like he was begging. She paused.
Blue raised his eye to meet her gaze, and that was when she noticed he was shaking. Tiny trembles, running up and down his legs and core, making the shadows on his face from the fluorescent overhead shift constantly. Her power stopped voluntary movement, not- which meant-
Cleo grit their teeth, made split-second peace with the fact that the next few hours were going to be so annoying , and released their power’s hold on Blue. He staggered, half stepping and half falling forward, and they lurched to catch him. They of course couldn’t feel anything through their left prosthetic, but the hand gripping his waist immediately felt wet. 
Cursing, she pulled him inside, then slammed and locked the door while he leaned heavily on her.
Blue was silent as she helped him limp forward and sit down on what she’d long-ago designated the Blood Chair. (It was easy to clean! In her opinion everyone who went around hitting people for a living should have a blood chair. Saved a lot on cleaning fees from increasingly-suspicious specialists.) 
The arm he had wrapped tightly around his abdomen drew her eye.
“Where?”
Making a barely-audible grunt of pain as he moved, Blue shifted his arm to reveal four jagged gashes over his ribs, shirt in tatters over the area. His dark outfit disguised a lot of it, but between the blood on her hands and how wet his shirt looked, she knew it was bad.
Voice shaky and rough, he said, “They had me down, already. But they still pulled off my vest. Did this and walked away.”
“Bloody hell.” The cuts made her anxious, which was stupid because she’d been around plenty of blood and treated worse. Whatever, it’s fine; she could figure out why this injury freaked her out so much later.
Cleo whirled to run and grab her medkit from the bathroom. She only took a few steps before she turned back to point an accusatory finger at him. “Don’t fucking move, or you will be leaving this apartment via window. I will be right back.”
Blue didn’t look like he was capable of eating a sandwich, nevermind setting a bomb or performing espionage. Still, she figured an extra threat never hurt. He gave a tiny nod.
She made her way to the tiny pink-tiled bathroom in the hall, yanking her first aid bag from its place on the wall. Throwing open a door of her medicine cabinet, she grabbed a few extra rounds of gauze. For a moment Cleo caught their face in the mirror. Tired, puffy eyes; frazzled red hair; a split lip left over from their last fight. Their mind was jumbled from exhaustion, but one question rose to the top:
Why am I helping this guy?
There were lots of noble reasons to help - chivalry, honor, similar nonsense. There were even more ignoble reasons - Blue could be a hostage, provide intelligence. Ultimately though, she was subject to neither thread of motivation. She was indulging a much stupider and less useful reason - curiosity. Why did he come here? 
Why her?
She walked, arms full, back to the living room’s yellow-cast glow. Blue remained in the chair she’d left him in. Arm clamped to his side, head tilted back in exhaustion, eyes closed. Adorable.
“Wake up, sweetheart,” she sang out, voice booming in the quiet room. Was it necessary? No. Was she going to torment this guy as much as possible while he was here? Absolutely.
His eye popped open, and he stared for a moment in anxious, blank incomprehension before awareness cleared his gaze. Then he closed his eye again and whined, plaintively and dramatically.
“Aw c’mon Cleo- I’m already grievously injured. Can’t you just leave me to sleep?”
Dumping the armful of medical supplies on the table, they pulled an ottoman over and sat in front of him. 
“One, no, because I don’t like you. I only let people I like fall asleep bleeding all over my furniture. Two, no, because I don’t know what happened to you. You might have a concussion.”
“I didn’t hit my head.”
Cleo grinned, channeling every bit of her manic exhaustion into it. “Don’t care.”
She grabbed safety shears from the bag, and turned back to reach for his shirt. The moment he registered that she was reaching for him, his right foot settled flat on the floor ready to move. His breath hitched for just a beat, morphing into a coughing fit that broke the tension of the moment but left one of his palms red-flecked. 
She paused while he composed himself, hands lowered to her knees. Thought for a moment, of the way Lizzie couldn’t be near candles anymore. Of how Ren had to cut his own hair. 
Once Blue was breathing normally again, Cleo cleared their throat and drew his sharp gaze. “So- I need to cut your shirt off- just around the wound. Safety shears like this are blunt at the ends, so I’d have to work inordinately hard to stab you, and I’d really rather be asleep than get in a knife-fight. No offense, you’re clearly great at knife fights.”
He huffed a laugh, then grimaced. “Don’t be funny. I think I have some busted ribs.”
“I’ll try not to,” she deadpanned. The corner of his mouth twitched, only noticeable under his mask because she was watching for a reaction.
“Okay, I’m gonna grab your shirt,” she said, reaching out again. He kept a watchful eye on the movement, but otherwise didn’t seem like he was about to cut and run, so she counted that as a win.
She pinched the hem of his shirt and began the process of gently tugging it away from where it was stuck to his injuries. He grunted a few times, knuckles white on the arm of the chair. Once it was free, she held up the shears silently, and then moved them to the hem. Her hand brushed his leg, and she was surprised at how warm it felt even through the fabric of his pants. Usually in her experience blood loss made people colder, but he felt almost fevered. She tucked that bit of observation away for now.
Cutting his shirt off and finally seeing the extent of the damage, she whistled. “They really did a number on you.”
Blue’s face tensed, gaze skittering away to focus on the far wall. “Yeah.”
“Just out of a sort of, let’s call it professional curiosity- can I ask who did this?” Not that she cared- okay, that was a lie. She cared a little bit, now. Cleo could be violent but she wasn’t cruel, and the jagged path of these marks spoke of pain for pain’s sake. And she had rescued too many cats to have a heart entirely hardened to desperate, injured creatures showing up on her doorstep.
“You can’t guess?” His voice was measured and cold. It made something in their chest twist. They were frightened. Not fear of him, but a kind of fear nonetheless.
Still, she rolled her eyes in response. “I wouldn’t ask if I knew the answer already, would I? You don’t have to tell me, I just-”
“Your allies,” he spat. 
“They wouldn’t- they wouldn’t do this.” Cleo said it quietly, like a fact. Because it was, to her. They would fight if they needed, but that was when it was necessary, not- not this wanton violence. Not a blow delivered after someone was down. That wasn’t how they did things.
“Well, they did,” he muttered.
Hot defensive anger hit her in waves, and she glared until he froze. 
Then her brain finally finished the terrible math equation it had been trying to solve since she’d first seen the wounds. She realized she’d seen slashes that width apart, before. They’d been on her last sofa. Ren had slept over, and woken up disoriented, with his claws out. Seeing the same shape of injury on a person was- 
It’s fine! It’s fine, she thought, a little hysterically. Deal with that later. For now, she dropped her power and sat back to give Blue some room.
“This was a bad idea,” he said. “Just give me ten minutes to patch myself up, and I can go, and we can pretend this didn’t happen.”
“No.”
“No?” Blue asked, cautiously. He was clearly assessing how close she was, how far the window, how far the door. She sighed.
“I mean, you’re welcome to do that if you want, I won’t stop you,” they said, channeling a calm they were not currently feeling. “But I- fucking hell, I wish I didn’t, but I believe you. And the least I can do now is patch you up.”
He stared at them like they’d just announced the moon was made of cheese. “You believe me.”
“Yes. I don’t want to,” she admitted. “I want to say you’re lying and throw you out a window. But I believe you.”
“Alrighty,” he said, voice speeding up as he talked. “That makes things a lot easier. My name is Etho. Please don’t remove my mask, or take me to a hospital, or kill me. Please especially don’t kill me.” His speech was rapid, now.
Cleo stared in confusion. “Oooo… kay?”
He smiled beatifically, white hair haloed by the amber light of the ceiling lamp. “Thanks Cleo! Owe you one.” Etho’s eye fluttered shut and he slumped back in the chair, head lolling onto his shoulder.
“Delightful! Wonderful! Perfect! Fuck!” she said, already, reaching for her supplies. It was going to be a long night.
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scary-lasagna · 2 years
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hope you're doing well Kitty 🤍 its a stressful time of the year so how about Slender's s/o giving him some TLC?
Shh.. [Slender x reader]
Paperwork. Paperwork. Oh, look! More damn paperwork. An endless sea of papers sits on his desk, overflowing him to the point of shaking hands from delivering endless signatures, and blurry words that mix and swirl towards unreadable documents.
Slender hasn't had a decent amount of rest, or even breaks, for the past month. Ever since the last proxy mission went haywrie, and they had to trespass into another territory to save themselves, Slender has had to deal with the aftermath.
Even worse, the proxies aren't allowed to return to the field until everything is completed. Which means barely any financial or soul income except what souls the others have clinging to their clothes after each hunt.
And of course with the proxies home consistently, they're all wrecking havoc on the manor, breaking things, getting in disagreements, and Jeff STILL has that fucking cheese stuck to his celling, and-
"Slender?"
Looking up from his bow over his papers, Slender realized he didn't even notice your presence looming beside him. How long had you been standing there? His tense shoulders dropped and that poor pen he was holding was allowed to live another day without snapping.
"Hello darling," Slender reached out, and tugged your waist closer to admire your beauty. A pleasant sight for sore eyes, your face always made him feel at ease and melt his woes away.
"You're so overworked, my love." In pure spite of his height, even towering over you from his seated position in that elegant, comfy leather, office chair of his. Your soft hands cupped his jawline and stroked his thin cheekbones, radiating your calm and gentleness across his skin. "Why don't take a break with me for a little while?"
"These need to be submitted by midnight, my dear." His tone lingered with defeat, his shoulders slumped, and his brow tired from worry and distress. "I simply cannot stop or it won't get done." His gaze cast down to the shoes he's so familiar with you bouncing on, walking, and watching them climb up the stairs late at night.
How long has it been since you went to bed together? He's been working such late nights, he hasn't realized he's been neglecting you.
Slender sighs and takes comfort in the sound of your beating heart. Oh, he wished he could go to bed. To watch you slip on your comfy blanket over your pajamas, and tease you as you peeked over the covers before he got into bed.
"How can I help to make this a little bit better for you, dear?" You soothed, running your thumb along his cheekbone. "And don't say nothing, I want to help."
"For starters, you can organize these pages, then bind them with the leather strip, here." He motioned toward the papers and the binding kit respectively. "And we'll go from there."
You placed a kiss on his thumping temple and parted from his embrace, working on organizing the papers. You couldn't help but read some of the cruel conditions they want Slender to abide by, just for the specialty of heat and water.
It's a cruel and unusual regulation that no one should have to abide by, nonetheless someone as high as Slender. No wonder he was so tired! He's selling his souls, his nutrients, and his energy away, quite literally!
It wasn't your business to meddle in, but you wouldn't, couldn't, stand here and watch the love of your life sacrifice himself for artifacts that heated the manor properly in the winter.
And you weren't going to help with that, either. You huffed, slapping the papers on the desk, and closed your eyes, and when you opened them, it was a silent protest between you and your lover.
"I have to."
"You don't. There are other ways, my love! You cannot throw yourself away like this! I won't let you." Slender merely sights and leaned back in his chair, he knows you are right. He knows he'll be tired for the next three months, and even more so after that when he turns these in.
"I don't want them to suffer like I have. I want them to have warm beds at night, and full meals whenever they wish." He talked as if he was falling into a daydream, hoping for better and healthy days both for himself and the residents of the manor. "They've already been through so much, even you," He turned, and pulled you in by the waist again, "All of you deserve more than what you have."
"Sweetheart, hush. You've done enough. Winter is months away, and we'll figure out something. I promise you that."
Slender's head bowed, and finally rested on your chest. You calmly soothed him, stroked his back, and cradled his head toward your own beating heart. The only melody that seemed to calm him down at his most desperate hour.
"Let's go to bed, darling."
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[headcannons] Getting high with Papa & the ghouls [NSFW]
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Warnings - MDNI 18+, explicit language, mentions of smoke/weed and sexual commentary/actions.
The title speaks for itself
if you would like me to write about the ghouletttes, please let me know <3
Huge, huge, huge thank you to my bestie @sink-me-in-your-ocean
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ℙ𝕒𝕡𝕒 𝕀𝕍
Claims to know what he is doing
In his office, he taps on the wooden desk and you do as instructed, sitting with your legs on either side of his thighs while he is slouched in his throne
Opens the top drawer and pulls out a match book and a pre-rolled joint
He licks his lips before propping the joint between his lips, he raises a brow to you - not realizing you mimicked his action of swiping your own tongue over your lips. You bite down on your bottom lip, your face flushing in a hue of deep ruby red. 
Not only did his rise to power and wicked dance moves make you weak in the knees, this was taking that to another level.
He shakes his head, a devilish grin appearing and he continues with nimble fingers. Papa rips a single match from its home and strikes it against the red strip on the back of the package. 
It instantly ignites, he cups his hand around it to keep the flame from going out, and brings it up to the end of the joint. He takes a few small puffs, making sure it's evenly burning before he takes a bigger hit.  
In a slow exhale, the smoke escapes, hugging the features of his face before disappearing in the air. He offers it to you and you excitingly accept, taking it between your thumb and pointer finger. In a swift inhale, you indulge, watching the end of it burn red and ash forming immediately following. 
Courteously, you blow the smoke away, and he takes it back, your fingers grazing during the exchange. He winks before bringing it to his lips and taking another drawn out inhale. Mid hit, he begins to violently cough, smoke spewing out during his attack. You quickly take the joint and place it in the ashtray before tending to him. 
You grab a bottle of water that was sitting on the desk and tell him to drink up. He tries his best, hunched over, his hands grasping the sides of your thighs, attempting to hold himself. Your hand flies to rub his back, and he catches his breath. He rests his head on your thigh, still recovering and you move your hand to pet his hair. 
Silly rat man…
𝕊𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕤
Always has a pre-rolled joint tucked behind his ear
He is more than happy to share his stash with the other Brothers and Sisters of sin
Practically begs for you to join him
Has a tray, all the ingredients laid out to create the perfect blunt for you two to enjoy
The both of you are sitting criss crossed on the floor, the tray separating you two
He hums as he begins the ancient ritual 
His slender fingers pick up a piece of paper and hold it in the palm of his hand as he sprinkles the ground buds in a line.  Once he was happy at the amount of flour, he picked up one side of the paper and began to tuck it in. You were captivated by how flawless his execution was, more invested on how delicately his fingers moved. 
Slowly rolling and making sure the ends were packed in tight, he brought it to his mouth and you held your breath. With a smooth swipe of his velvet tongue, he seductively licked the edge. Your eyes locked as he did and a cool shiver possessed your being, making you shudder. 
He casually chuckled at your reaction, “Is it cold in here?” his eyes grazed over your figure and landed on your braless, perked breasts, your hardened nipples poking out of your thin shirt. 
“Here, this should warm you right up” with a suggestive wink and his voice laced in adoration of your display, he held the spliff out for you. You rolled your eyes at the benign comment, ignoring the fact that he was clearly turned on by your mind-of-their-own breasts and snatched the joint from him. 
Your chest rose, puffing out as you took in a vast inhale, and you knew he was drooling at the sight. You blew the smoke out right in his face and as it dissipated he bit through it, flashing his pearly white fangs at you.  
A low growl rumbled from his throat and you giggled at his sass. You played innocent, purposefully arching your back to give him a show as you took your hit. He reached out to pluck the blunt from your hand, invading your personal space and extinguishing it out on the tray before tucking it behind his ear. 
You were puzzled, a bit nervous, had you upset him? You replayed the last few minutes in your head, too distracted within the confines of your mind momentarily. There was no warning as he lunged forward and tackled you to the hard floor, his hands holding the back of your head to protect from the impact. 
He peppered your face in kisses before he feverishly seized his lips onto yours, his entangled fingers in your hair gently tugging on the strands, eliciting a moan from you and granting him access for his tongue to wrestle yours in a fiery passion. 
𝕄𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕚𝕟
The real professional when it comes to weed
He has a display case dedicated to his collection of bongs and pipes
Very shy when inviting you into his room
You both are sitting on the edge of his bed
He nervously chuckled when he realized he was anxiously ripping a few bowls before you came by. He removed the bowl piece from the bong and dumped out the dust in a small trash can by his nightstand, apologizing for the haze that clung onto the walls in his room. 
He crumbled up a piece of bud in his long fingers as he re-packed the bowl for you, a slight shake in his hand. You admired his room, very neat and organized, very fitting to his personality. 
“W-would you like to light it, or me?” His hands were so big, he was able to balance the bong in one palm and the white lighter which looked so tiny in his other. You smiled and politely asked for him to ignite the lighter for you. 
You picked up the crystal clear bong with both hands, being as cautious as you can. You positioned your hand to wrap around the neck of it and the other to support the bottom for the time being. 
“Ready?” His voice was quiet and timid. You nodded and he set the green ablaze, you sucked in as long as you could, the bubbles vigorously vibrating inside the glass. You swiftly removed the bowl piece, making sure to inhale and clearing out all the smoke before shakily exhaling, a huge cloud emerging from your mouth. 
You coughed a bit and he had a water bottle on hand, exchanging the items between your hands. You chugged about half of it when the tingling feeling of the high washed over you. Your eyes became so heavy, you ended up leaning against him and he welcomed you with open arms. 
He cozily swaddled you in his massive arms and laid back, letting you rest your head on his chest, listening to his rapid heartbeat. His grip was tight but you didn’t mind, he was an adorable snuggly bear. 
𝔻𝕖𝕨𝕕𝕣𝕠𝕡
Doesn’t go anywhere without his pen
Likes to wear his mask and let the smoke cascade through its openings
Anytime you see him, he lets you sneakily take a hit
One time he placed it over his crotch and erected it like his cock as a joke
It didn’t stop you from getting on your knees to suck it, keeping your eyes fixated on his
Demon boy died at the sight, “You’re so fucking hot.” he snarled through gritted teeth
You bumped into him in the hallway: he was leaving rehearsals at a pretty late hour which is why you gave him a confused look. He read your mind, replying to the unprompted question, “Technical difficulties,” he groaned. 
You sighed, knowing he was most likely irritated and wanting to escape to decompress before he unleashed his fury on innocent folks. He fished out his gray pen from his back pocket, flashing it between his thumb and pointer finger and nodded his head towards the exit outside. Words were not needed as this was his signal for you to join him. 
I have a few minutes to spare.
He led the way to his secret spot in the gardens, it was tucked away in the furthest forgotten corner. The hedges, which hadn’t been tended to in ages as they grew uncontrollably tall, were surrounded by piles of crunchy dead leaves covering the overgrown grass. He kicked away the debris to make room for you two to settle down. The dark sky was luminated by the moon and stars of various sizes twinkled brightly. 
Your focus was on the shining stars, mentally connecting the dots to form your own constellations. He tapped the tip of the pen on your shoulder to get your attention, it was your turn to take a hit. You cheerfully accepted the device from his lithe digits, your eyes tracing over the protruding tendons and veins running down the back of his hand. 
As you brought the pen to your lips to take a drawn out drag, he grasped your chin turning to face him, mere inches away from yours. As you exhaled he latched his lips onto yours, shot-gunning the massive cloud of smoke into his own lungs. His grip was taut and you blinked rapidly with wide doe eyes. 
He licked his lips as the smoke exited his nostrils, tasting the strawberry flavored chapstick you sported on a daily basis.  Without a second thought he dove back in for seconds, feasting on your bottom lip like his life depended on it. 
ℙ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕠𝕞
Indulges quite often in the devils lettuce
Usually likes to have a smoking buddy
Wood worked a janky little box where he stashes all his materials
Phantom was laying on his stomach, fishing under his bed when you entered his bedroom. You tilted your head to the side, curious to what he was doing. 
“Ah ha!” he hollered, his head appearing from the curtain of his bed skirt and holding a wooden carved - clearly homemade - box. He shimmed to sit up right, his back leaning on the frame of his bed. 
He grinned like a giddy child in a candy shop, delighted you made it and motioned for you to join him. You approached him unsure where to hunker down. Unexpectedly, he yanked your hand and you landed in his lap, your back neatly pressed against his front. He had trapped you in a compact embrace, squeezing tight with his lean arms wrapped around your waist. You gasped and lightly tapped his forearm, flagging him to loosen his grip before you passed out. 
You both giggled and you nuzzled into him, wiggling your butt over his crotch, purposefully stirring his cock awake. 
“Hey, hey,” he teasfully growled, “settle down girl.” His hot, shaky breath caresses your earlobe, sending a bolt of electricity throughout your body. He placed the box in your lap, his chin propped on your shoulder, overlooking. He flung the top open, gathering all the necessary items before shutting it closed with a thud. 
The short hollow cylinder he picked out was colorful and petite, he grabbed your hand, holding your palm out for him to place the vibrant glass. 
“You know what this is?” his voice was low and you could feel his throat vibrate as he spoke. 
You shook your head no and he continued, “So I’m going to pack this end piece, the bowl, just keep still.” 
You were enraptured by his agile fingers maneuvering skillfully as they stuffed the bowl with crumpled pieces of herb. He then took the glass and balanced it on top of his fingertips, “I’m going to light the bowl and you’re going to suck on this.” 
Your lips met the cool glass opening, deftly sucking until you couldn’t handle the harsh smoke anymore. 
“Good girl, now we don’t want to let it go to waste.” he took over, consuming the rest until the bowl was burnt to a crisp. 
Your head lolled back, exposing your neck and he took the invitation to plant open mouth smooches leading up to your ear. 
“Why don’t we get more comfortable?” 
ℝ𝕒𝕚𝕟
Doesn’t really care for smoking
Usually babysits the other ghouls
Likes to mess with them now and then
You two are sitting on the couch in the Ghouls rec center
Rain was curious when you pulled out a small tin from your bag. You explained that it helped you wind down for bed and he asked to also try. 
You popped one into your mouth and chewed on the gummy candy, barely even able to distinguish it had weed in it. 
He opened his mouth, pointing for you to feed it to him directly. You rolled your eyes, he’s such a baby, and placed the soft jellied sweet on his tongue. 
“Mmm, that's yummy.” He sighed, contentedly licking his lips. You swear he didn’t chew it, instead swallowed it whole. You gawked at him, watching his Adam's apple bob as the gummy traveled down his throat. 
“You have any more sweeties?” He tapped your bag excitedly and you chuckled, the ghouls had such sweet tooth's, you should know better by now to bring extra candy for them. 
Time flew by as you two sat chatting about everything under the sun. Your high was creeping in, you could tell once your cheeks started to tingle and you had a feeling his was closing in as well. 
He had an enormous grin as he stared at you blankly, and you cocked your head to the side, oh no.. here we go. 
His lanky fingers reached out to brush the soft features of your face and you didn’t flinch, wanting to see where this would lead. 
“You’re… so… pretty.” His voice purred as he slowly spoke each word. 
You were stunned by his words and had no idea how to respond to his compliment. Your cheeks immediately flushed and mouth slightly gaped. 
He took the opportunity to skim his thumb over your supple lips, continuing to smile as he did. Maintaining eye contact, he let his hand drop to your chest over your heart. 
He hummed, closing the gap between each other, the tip of his nose tickling your cheek. He took your hand in his other and rested it above his own heart, holding it in place.
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Leashed
I just finished waxing, put my bathrobe back on and joined you at the desk for some whiskey and hookah. You put one arm around me and I lean on your shoulder as you draw circles with your fingers on my back.
We sit like this for a while and then you start telling me a story. A story about all our sexual encounters, how I've been such a good girl for you even from the beginning. As you paint lewd pictures before our eyes, your hands start wandering and open my bathrobe to expose my soft breasts, nipples already hard, and start playing with them lazily while you still whisper that naughty story in my ear. My breath catches everytime you pinch my nipples a little too hard. I can feel my cunt start to drip, I need your fingers desperately but you keep playing with me like a cat with its prey. You tease me for a while as you watch me squirm and rub my thighs together, sometimes opening them like a desperate plea.
Suddenly you stop. "Enough for now. Go dress for me." I feel it difficult to get up, so drunk with pleasure, but I do it. I put on the leather thigh-highs and the black harness. With every move I make, my thighs graze my swollen cunt and I shiver with pleasure. I come back to you, already naked, teasing me with your hard cock and our eyes lock on eachother. The need to feel you inside me grows and I kneel before you, not breaking sight, like there's an unbreakable line from my eyes to yours, connecting our minds. Dominant and submissive, facing eachother. You put my collar on and then leash me, caress my cheek, put a finger under my chin and give me the most powerful kiss. "You are mine." This feels like a ritual.
"You may get up now, enjoy your drink." I look at you a bit disappointed and I gesture to get up, but you tug on my leash. I feel my cunt throb. "What is it, dearest darling?" I say nothing, too embarrassed to tell you what I need and surprised at my body's reaction. "What? You wanted something?" I raise my hand to grab your cock but you stop me. "Tut tut, such a needy girl! You may only use your mouth."
My eyes lock on your full length and I slowly start licking you from the balls to the tip, stopping from time to time to take either your balls or your tip in my mouth and sucking on them for a little while, building up your lust. As I reach the tip again you tug on the leash and I take you whole in my mouth stopping to feel how your cock down my throat tightens my collar, choking me. Then I slowly start moving up and down, increasing the pace gradually. At one point, you thrust hard going all the way in my throat while restricting my movement with the leash. I rapidly run out of air but I don't care, I have to resist until you think it's enough. You pull out and I gasp, looking at you with teary eyes and I start licking you again. This time, as I reach your balls, I go even lower while I rub your hard cock with my hand. You lean back your head in pleasure on the backrest of the chair as you let out a low sigh which makes me throb again.
After a while you tug on my leash again, lead me to the couch and tell me to wait for you on all fours. You come back with a big clear buttplug and tease my mouth with it while kissing my back. You push it in my mouth all the way in and I start gagging. "What's the matter, princess? You gag from 5 inches? I know for a fact you can take more than that. Keep it in your mouth! I'm going to give you what you need. I'm going to fuck your brains out but you're not going to cum. Not just yet. You're gonna have to tell me when you're close. You're going to have to hold it for me. Ok, babygirl?" I nod and can barely hum an "Uhum".
You just slide right in, indulging yourself in my drenched cunt and that first thrust almost sends me over the edge and I whimper loudly. You stop and I can tell you're smirking. Wait a few seconds and start moving again with powerful deep thrusts and I feel I'm going insane with pleasure as I'm doing my best not to let the crystal buttplug fall from my mouth. I get so close every few strokes, but you pull me away from my orgasm each time and I'm so needy I wish you could fuck my holes all at once. You pull the plug from my mouth and slowly insert it in my butt and start fucking me again. I feel so stuffed that it feels impossible to stop my orgasm as you start teasing my nipples. "No cumming, princess! Not yet!" I whimper. I have to obey. You pull the buttplug out and insert the Hush, controlling it from your phone. At this point I can't even think about anything else but my holes being used. Being the best fucktoy for you!
"You want to cum, darling?"
"Uhum! Please!"
"I'm sorry, I didn't catch that. Can you repeat it for Daddy?"
"Please let me cum! Please!"
"You are so beautiful when you beg, babygirl. Get on your back, head off the couch!"
I do as I'm told and you thrust deep in my throat and start eating me out as you keep fucking my face. I cum almost instantly, spasming from the orgasm and lack of air. You finally let me breathe, but are relentless as you keep eating my twitching cunt. I am spent but you are not done, so you tell me to get up.
"Back on your hands and knees, dearest darling, I'm not done with your mouth. Open it and stick your tongue out!" You slap your cock on my tongue and tease my lips with your tip and then slowly put your cock in my mouth as you start fucking my face, tugging on the leash. I resist my gag reflex heroically and soon enough I feel your cock growing even harder and then your warm cum fills my mouth and my throat as you keep thrusting it in. I lick every drop and then you pull me up by my leash to kiss me.
"Turn around! I think your cunt got enough attention, don't you?"
You take the Hush out that has been vibrating in my butt all this time and admire the view.
"Such perfect holes for me! You are such a good girl, love!"
Bliss finds me again with your first thrust inside my butt. "God, you're so tight!" you say, as you start abusing my ass so hard I can barely maintain my position. Your fingers dig in my hips and you start pumping even harder as you reach the peaks of pleasure, spilling your warm cum inside me. Hearing your grunts and feeling your warm cum fill me up sends me into orgasm. I love cumming together with you. It's heaven.
You hug me from behind, kissing my back while your cock still throbs inside me. Only our rushed breaths can be heard in the middle of the night. You pull out, plug me and lie on the couch, calling me to you. As I approach, you take off the leash and gather me to your chest, caressing my hair, my shoulder and my back.
I'm home.
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