#it's actually disgusting'

[lilyharvord]

Lily queen, would you mind sharing your marecal playlist please?

OOOOOOF. Okay so said playlist is not on spotify or any streaming service. It is on my phone. XD But I will share a number of songs on it with you! This is only part of like a 20 hour playlist too XD

Come on Eileen -- Dexys Midnight Runners (the OG marecal song chosen by victoria aveyard herself)

Poison and Wine --The Civil Wars (the other OG marecal song, also chosen by Victoria)

You look Nothing like My Dreams -- Front Porch Step

Landmines -- BELLSAINT

Running up that Hill-- Kate Bush

Make up your Mind -- Florence and the Machine

Heaven is Here -- Florence and the Machine

Howl -- Florence and the Machine

Hunger -- Florence and the Machine

Sky Full of Song -- Florence and the Machine

Heavy in your Arms -- Florence and the Machine

Never Let Me Go -- Florence and the Machine

All This and Heaven too -- Florence and the Machine

Taste -- Sleeping at Last

One -- Sleeping at Last

Eight -- Sleeping at Last

The Chain -- Fleetwood Mac

Rhiannon -- Fleetwood Mac

Gold Dust Woman -- Fleetwood Mac

The Archer -- Taylor Swift

Wildest Dreams -- Taylor Swift

Cherry Wine -- Hozier

Jackie and Wilson -- Hozier

Six Degrees of Separation -- The Script

Walk me Home -- P!ink---> (HELLA SPECIFIC TO THEM, I have edits planned. I can literally see the pieces of the tv show I would pull to make a lil montage for them with this song 😌)

Still Falling for You -- Ellie Goulding

Got What I Got -- Jason Aldean

Evermore -- Beauty and the Beast Soundtrack

#(*ask lily*) #(*shut up lily*) #red queen #glass sword #kings cage #war storm #broken throne #post broken throne #marecal #yall would not believe how many songs I stole off this list to make my MC/love interests playlist #it's actually disgusting' #they're kinda just marecal in a different font XD

[alaiostoudenfan]

Oh god😭😭 laios from other peoples perspective is actually terrifying 

#I love his ENG voice actor so much🤣 #that laugh actually perfect #the shows is so silly u don’t realize how the things theyre doing looks from outsiders #Shuro is actually terrified #kabru is disgusted but intrigued at the same time #This scene was perfect #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #laios touden #anime #kabru #shuro #laios #funny

[infernal-lamb]

Searching your eyes for the saint is an act of futility

something that's just been on my mind recently!

#cult of the lamb #cotl #cult of the lamb fanart #cotl lamb #cotl fanart #my art #the Lamb is Definitely directing this at Neves but I did not feel like drawing a comic. this was more of a fun exercise #also this song is very Neves-coded. Hahah. Hm. #note: the 'carcass' line here is just slightly altered from the actual lyrics in this song #obsessed with the idea that the Lamb underneath all that is an incomprehensible mass of cosmic horror that both disgusts and delights #also tumblr nerfed the quality so bad on this pls

[inkskinned]

they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

#writeblr #warm up #to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace #but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X' #and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!'' #babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3 #mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES #and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for #than have 1 kid NOT get help #but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here #bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness'' #it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!'' #& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness #but use it to defend THEIR actions #like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell? #you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse? #but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck? #your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross? #HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like #all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like. #anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol

[rosekasa]

im feeling so unwell about them tonight

#so disgusting #get a room #miraculous ladybug #adrienette #adrinette #the other day me and my best friend were talking about moments where our otps make us feel almost repulsed #and i was like oh my god youre so right. #because there are momente LS will do things so unnecessarily cute that ill actually feel angry #like are you fucking serious? in front of my salad? #anyway #im mentally well #♡alizeh talks♡ #tagged:adrienette

[p0ssym1lker]

Tim: you better stop or else

Damian: or else what? Huh?

Tim, on the fucking edge: listen here you little shit, your grandfather has been trying to have children with me for some times now and if you don't stop I will say yes and become your step-grandfather

Damian: ... What?

Dick and Jason overhearing: yeah. What?

Tim, ignoring them: up to you, do you what some aunts or uncles? From me? I dare you-

#dc robin #dc #dc comics #damian wayne #tim drake wayne #some threaten to fuck your parent #but tim has the horrifying threat of fucking the grandfather #and to the disgust and horror of everyone #its an actual threat

[dreamytfw]

You've heard of "pretending to be bi for a joke" Misha. Now get ready for genocide denialist Misha!!!

#Misha Collins #Misha #I cannot fucking believe this #cw genocide denial #genocide denial #remember in my last post #how I said I generally like Misha? #I may have to retract that statement now that I've seen this shit #this is genuinely disgusting #I actually feel nauseous #op

[voot-floop]

He’s a tv man or whatever

#vox #hazbin hotel #hazbin vox #vark #whateverrr drew the guy #Also his ass looks better in an actual suit and tie wtf #dumbass reall got that oversized bow tie just to be as close to alastor as possible lol #square head dumbass #hope he dies or something idk (disgust) (affectionate) (hate) #can’t believe I made fanart ought #tho idt vark will be a cute pet anymore in the show #what a shame #art

[momentomori24]

THEY ARE SO INSUFFERABLE AND HORRIFIC AND AWFUL BUT SO AMAZING AND DORKY AND THIS PART IS SO UNFAIRLY FUNNY AND CUTE AND WHOLESOME-- PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE MORE SCREENTIME IN S2. PLEASE LET THEM TAKE OVER THE SHOW. I KNOW THEY'RE HORRIBLE PEOPLE BUT I NEED MORE OF THE VEES.

And the most important scene of them all (to me):

First of all, how is Vox doing that. Second, you just know that these two douchebags are going to bang so hard with Alastor getting his ass kicked replaying in the background after this. I hate them so much.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel valentino #hazbin hotel velvette #hazbin hotel vees #voxval #staticmoth #all their scenes in this episode were so freaking good holy shit #all their scenes in show are great actually #like-- oh my god #they are so much fun to have around #vox was literally me the entire time (minus the alastor hating) #and their evil little happy celebrating at the end was so cute it's unreal #i wanted the vees to sing together at some point and i'm so happy it was delivered vox and val sound fantastic together #and that sneaky staticmoth kiss at the end YES YES YES YEEESS #i love everyone in this show (except adam) but the vees are just built different #with adam dead can they please appear more? please? i need more of these disgusting assholes committing disgusting crimes and gay wrongs #''the future of hell belongs to the vees'' is a sentiment i can and will get behind please take over #i just finished the season finale and it gave me the dopamine rush i really needed today i'm so happy AAHHHHHH #i can't stop rewatching this scene someone please help me i can't escape their clutches i've been here for hours please #ok i'm clogging these tags so i'm stopping here but AAGHHHBKFGXGGGBB #anyways good night

[idliketobeatree]

NO WAIT ROB ARE YOU TELLING ME AZIRAPHALE HAD, ADMITTEDLY, THE WORST KISS IN RECORDED HISTORY AND HE WAS STILL LIKE "come back and do that again, please, right now"?????!?!??!

#good omens #he was shocked that it was happening #what would he feel if it was actually GOOD. JESUS CHRIST #AZIRAPHALE #the face he made where people interpreted it as disgust it was never directed at Crowley it was anguished at being thrown out of loop #but he still wanted to REPEAT IT HE WANTED A REPEAT #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 #good omens panel #aziracrow #crowley x aziraphale #I WILL NEVER RECOVER #screaming crying throwing up #rob wilkins #the ineffable con #anyways the ox rib scene was nothing. it was a prelude. it was barely scratching the surface of Aziraphale's hunger #we have yet to see him absolutely losing it when he stops being so repressed #i dont think crowley will survive that #i won't either #do that again

[obsob]

sending emails but sniffling and whimpering after typing each word

#mine #original #this is a self portrait today i sent 3 emails then had to go hve a warm bath #i hate emaisl i jhefb f hasf iw ant to bite emails as hard as i possibly can once really hard #im manifesting an illustration agency wanting me its going to happen i can feel it #pls pls spls plslslsp spls #i had more ot write but all gone from my head.....too many emails made brain fried #one of th cats has decided that her food is disgusting and is refusing 2 eat it .....little beast #shes been eating it very happily for like 3 weeks and now is like? kill yourself actually #anyway. am cold. going to go hve food.

[fras-redacted-shapes]

Paranatural women and their sidekicks!

is it just me or so they have the same hairstyles?

#FBC coffee is disgusting actually #casey gets the uncool mug too #alan wake 2 #saga anderson #alex casey #jesse faden #emily pope #control remedy #control 2019 #control game #remedy games #remedy connected universe #artists on tumblr #my art #fan art #fanart #control game fanart #alan wake fanart #very excited for all the new technological advances Remedy is doing #that way they can finally have more than ponytails headbuns and whatever emily's and casey's haircut is called lmao

[vxm1tcxre]

Me when those ED’ed people lecture me about how “unhealthy” I am because I eat junk food sometimes,,,

be so for real, we’re all actively shortening our life expectancy by like 20 years by doing this shit. In the long term, you’re not gonna end up much better than someone who eats 5 value meals from McDonald’s every day.

It’s all disordered and the fact that you have 500 c4ls of strawberries and rice cakes every day doesn’t make you better than anyone else. Get off your high horse and stop deluding yourself into thinking you’re the Regina George of 3ds.

Plus I pvrge, abuse medication, and sm0ke almost every day lmao. I promise, my 290 c4l lil treat from Dairy Queen to keep me sane is not what’s gonna wreck my health.

Anyway! this is your reminder that if someone didn’t ask for it, take your nutrition “advice” and/or m34nsp0 and shove it up your dainty self-righteous anus. Xoxo I’ll be praying on your downfall and laughing when the honeymoon phase is over and your wrecked metabolism bites you in the ass /hj

#@n@ thoughts #anna rex #m14blr #trans ana #tw eedee descussion #bullemya #im fat and disgusting #st4rv1ng #💡as a 🪶 #trans ed #an b/p #b1ng3 purg3 #@n@ rant #annorexyz #actually bul1m1c #bully mia #mi@ thoughts #mi@ rant #eedee thoughts #disordered eating rant #eedee c4ls

[traaumaa]

i give up

#despite peoples approval it will never be enough i'll always think they're lying #they only say nice things bc they dont really know me #im the one with myself 24/7 i know the disgusting person i am #mine #traumacore #trauma #actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #pink #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #actuallyneglected #actually neglected #actually bpd #bpd #i hate myself

[kugisakiss]

weird little girl rights

#dcmk #detective conan #yoshida ayumi #i actually did see a little girl pick up a dead pigeon by pinching it by its tail feathers in clear disgust to show her mother #so this is dedicated to her- your mother may not have appreciated it but i admired the moxy #kaito's dove flew into a window and knocked itself out so conan was looking after it again ^^ #my art

[satoruhour]

the way writers have been driven off more than once because of anon asks. do you fuckers have no shame? sending death and r*pe threats? i’m not even going to ask if you stupid fucks would ask this in real life because you wouldn’t even have the brain cells to comprehend the fact that you’d just be regarded as a weirdo and a creep. showing up at someone’s house threatening that they DIE. your high horse is a pile of shit, thinking you’re so brave for sending in an “i hope you die!” ask like you aren’t hiding behind a screen like a fucking loser with nothing to do, simply stalking pages and when they do anything you don’t like, you send in the ask like clockwork.

you people merge the online and real life so much you don’t even know how INSANE YOU FUCKING SOUND !!!!!! NO ONE SHOULD BE GOING AROUND SHOUTING THAT THEY WISHED YOUD GET R WORDED OR THAT THEY SHOULD DIE. but what do i know, right? i’m just a little writer for you to bully and push around.

you lot DO NOT see writers as humans, thinking that anon asks are everything you can hide behind but the fact that you even took the time out of your day to send an ask and then willingly turn on the anon button is hilarious. fucking cowards

#actually SHUT THE FUCK UP !!!!!!! #you have NO REGARD FOR WRITERS #not even happening to me but ive seen so many of my moots and other writers getting asks like these #it’s so disgusting #but im not even surprised any more