#im a mess rn

[non-stop-imagines]

Ok I'm not the nonnie that just asked that question, but I can 100% imagine Lance and Oscar being in a poly. And it's perfect cause they never cross paths it seems like. So a SMAU where the reader (Marsai Martin) comes to the paddock for a visit and everyone is just like wtf?! How did yall pull her?!

You have no idea how crazyy brain went when I got this. And then I almost immediately began working on it...and then I was unable to edit ask responses on my phone for almost a month and a half 😔. Also I absolutely did not mean to do this but my brain read it "Lando and Oscar" and I completely missed that it said "Lance and Oscar" and now I feel terrible but I hope you like it still! 😬😚

(A/n: Also I know I said Charles was next, but I was so excited I could finally edit this post I had to go and finish it. I have been working on my Charles fic though I promise 💖)

~~~~~♥~~~~~~

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user_yn Thank you Japan for giving my loves a double podium (and the epic celebration after) 🧡🇯🇵

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user1 They are so wholesome it gave me clear skin

landonorris So happy our pretty girl got to see us (almost) win 😚

>user_yn And I'm very proud of your (almost) win ☺️

>oscarpiastri It was your beauty radiating from the garage that helped us stay in the top 3

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>mclaren We agree 👍

user2 Exhibit B of how Yn is their good luck charm

>user3 Yes, but elaborate 🧐

>user2 The last race she was at was Silverstone, when they basically told the rest of the grid "Sike, here's our real car" and now double podium

>landonorris We've been trying to tell @/user_yn, right @/oscarpiastri?

>oscarpiastri If she listened to us, forgot about acting and just came to all the races, we'd be World Champions by now🤷‍♂️

>user_yn Os, baby, don't let Lando drag you down with him

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landonorris Had to get that double podium for our lovely lady 😍 🏆(Also Note to Self: Never leave your phone alone with @/user_yn)

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user_yn The real note to self should be "post better pictures of Yn instead of whatever photo you have of her sleeping"

>landonorris But you're so pretty when you sleep 👉🏻👈🏻😚

>user_yn As sweet as that is, don't 🫵🏿

user8 Still accepting theories of how those two even met Yn

>user9 The configuration of the stars the night they met was the same as when the upgrades for Silverstone were finished. That was the most luck those two have every experienced int their lives and they will probably not have such luck again until it is time for their own respective grand prix race wins

>user8 Yes.

oscarpiastri Baby 🧡

>landonorris Couldn't be more proud of you 🧡

>user_yn And I'm the proudest of both of you 🧡

>user4 These 3 deserve each other and I mean that in the purest way possible

>mclaren we just want to join on the orange hearts (even though we love them too)🧡

user5 We stan Bert, Ernie, and their impossibly hot girlfriend

>landonorris Please tell me I'm Ernie 🤞🏻

>user5 Man do I have a treat for you

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oscarpiastri Had to place 2 and 3 because she's our #1 😊

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user6 Logan's here, we can finally start the festivities

logansargeant @/user_yn is the really Japanese gp winner

>user_yn No don't talk to me you ignored me most of the weekend 😔

>logansargeant I JUST COULDN'T SEE YOU YOU'RE SHORT

>user_yn All I'm hearing are excuses 🙄

user_yn Such a cutie 🥰 So so proud of my boyfriends 💖

>user_yn (I swear if you don't smile with your teeth more often I'm telling your mom.)

>oscarpiastri Yes ma'am (Love you, don't tell my mom ♥️)

>landonorris THANK YOU I've been trying to tell him he has a pretty smile

user7 Yn, the fashion icon ✨

>user_yn It's the hat 🤠

One last thought: Hopefully this is the start of a spark of inspiration because I would love for the ideas I have for all of these requests to LEAVE MY HEAD AND WRITE THEMSELVES OUT ON THESE POSTS!! Anyway, I hope you all liked this and you're all doing well. 😊

#yeea nah #formula 1 #black reader #f1 imagines #formula 1 x black!reader #f1 x black!reader #request #lando norris x black!reader #oscar piastri x black!reader #landoscar #f1 poly #im a mess rn #😚

[napping-sapphic]

Crazy how i’m not being kissed hard enough to forget everyone who has ever hurt me rn

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #ughhhhhhh #so many things i wish i could get out of my head lately #even for just like a second #sometimes life is just a constant mantra of ‘things will get better eventually’ ad infinum #for over ten years #it is not eventually yet and i hate it so so much #STOP letting me think about my feelings on no sleep it sucks #a relationship would NOT fix me #but god sometimes i want to try it anyway #ignore meeeee #im a mess rn #going THROUGH it #with NO kissing too!! #honestly a rude addition on top of everything else smh #im gay and i like sleeping

[osaemu]

dazai's forced silly voice at the end of the scene....

#im a mess rn #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk #dazai #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara

[nihilismtrcit]

played dress-up today

#simblr #ts4 #show us your sims #ts4 edit #ts4 lookbook #cas edit #ts4 cas #no wcifs pls i am still battling my demons aka getting to the wcifs i already have #lmao #im a mess rn #in all aspects #my sims

[starrspice]

I just binged all of Good Omens in like 2 days and I am NOT normal

#season 2 episode 6 #the finale got me so fucked up #im a mess rn #ough #im ugly crying in my room rn #excuse me while i think about aziraphale and crowley for days on end #god #im not okay after that ending

[f0rever15elf]

The Astarion brain rot is real and all I can think of is Astarion asking Tav to describe what he looks like since he hasn't seen himself in 200 years and they IMMEDIATELY begin practicing drawing in secret so they can show him eventually how beautiful he is and I'm not crying you're crying

#astarion #bg3 #im a mess rn

[k-rui]

tw mention of pills and. stuff

vent ish i. guess

ik i said i hate making vent posts but urghhh you can ignore this idc

my sibling pissed off my parents and my father got extra pissed and started yelling sbout how hed beat my sibling and me and hit us with a stick and talking about how our grades are horrible because we got cs in some (i didnt 😭) and how he might take away our free time on technology and i am so scared of him so i hid away in the washroom cuz my room doesnt have a lock snd i cried so much

like i dont think hes actually ever done anything to us (hes a good father and i love him alot) but gosh that was. terrifying

oh also i impulsively took more pills than my dosage in hopes of feeling better i hope that doesnt do anything to me later 😭😭😭 it wasnt that much so i wouldnt worry

oh also im still feeling horrible after my mother looked through my sketchbook w out permission

and then i had to visit my doc this morning

and im so fucking tired man

#keis bullshit #im a mess rn #but its ok because i have rui kamishiro

[mintedwitcher]

Here's what I want for the coma arc, specifically re the firefam:

Bobby and Athena stepping wholly into their roles as Buck's chosen parent figures - bonus points if Margaret and Philip decide to come and have to get their info about Buck from Bobby or Athena

Chris acknowledging Buck's role in his life, or Eddie and Chris talking about Buck's role in their lives, preferably in the room. Just. Make it clear that Buck's not just a family friend to the Diazes.

We know that Hen and Chim see Buck like their own little brother but god, I want it to be said. I want a parallel to Chim at Albert's bedside talking about his brother surviving. I want Hen to come in with books to read to Buck because she needs him to know he's not alone, even if he can't actually hear her (a parallel to her saying goodbye to her own comatose father, if you will)

I just. I need them to say it. Buck has always been the most insecure about his place in their lives, and while he's grown enough over the seasons to accept that they love him, I still need them to say it. I need them to say, outright, that they love him and that he's family to all of them.

And for fuck's sake I need Eddie to be there when Buck wakes up. Every other time Buck's been in hospital, he's had Bobby, Carla, Maddie. I need this one, this time, to be Eddie.

#im jsut. #im a mess rn #this episode has me fucked up #911 spoilers #911 spec #tv show: 9 1 1 #firefam #coma buck

[hotgirlcoded]

this happening while I'm on my period it's like the universe hates me fr

#im a mess rn #lisa.txt

[diabolikpersonals]

I have a new shuuma fic rec for you!! the hand that feeds you by salty_succubus!

one chapter, shu/yuma established relationship, shu is the vampire king and yuma is his right hand man

#text #shuuma #fics #fic recs #IM A MESS RN

[pollinatedpansy]

aww hi honey!!! ur too sweet :(( i’m literally going feral at the thought of your cunt clenching around my fingers sjksjsksjsk or how you’d look when i curl my fingers to find that spongey spot :(( having you between my legs, your back to my chest while i finger fuck you :(( want you to squirt on my hand :( how does that sound?

-✨

Please????? All this is making me think of is being splayed out in front of a mirror,, like forced eye contact as u whisper horrible things to me,,, not like horrible but just like really fucking horny things >///////< god id be a mess n fuck I wanna be so pretty for you like that

#✨ anon #:) <3 #im a mess rn #stuttered my way through typing this

[aegonx]

im still not okay

#that's it that's the post #gorgeous art #im a mess rn #ignore me #talented moots #im awed #and.... #ILY all of you here #I really do :(

[osaemu]

i want to shamelessly add onto that “dazai w/ a sensitive tummy” hc and mention how red he’d get if you surprised him with a backhug and slide your hands under his shirt, gliding your fingers from his abdomen to below his waistband & into his boxers :3 gets red to his ears and starts breathing hard… he’s so (๑>◡<๑)

ok yeah on one hand we have dazai who doesnt get thrown off by anything and who can basically predict the future BUT guys flustered dazai has me in a CHOKEHOLD. if u give him a back hug and start gettin a little handsy ohhhh my god dazai would be all squirmy and his face would turn sooo red. cult this is gonna be stuck in my head forever omg...

#✧ — hanzai #everything about ur ask has me in shambles #im a mess rn #i will never stop thinkinf abot this

[sleepy-shutin]

do you think you NEED therapy to heal from DID? cause idk i dont think ill ever be able tk afford it or have it accessible to me (im physically disabled cant drive cant walk that far, places are limited)

like am i never gonna get better ? i find dbt skills online but like am i just discarded by this world because i dont have money and im disabled? cause im thinking its almost pointless

honestly, i can't say. i think a lot can be done with self-help books and reading the literature on DID, and going through support groups, which is what i've been doing for 4 years. it's been working pretty well for me, personally, and i can always give recommendations for books and where to find PDFs of them online for free, as well as forums that might help, (though i got to my forums and facebook groups through searching 'DID forum' and searching 'dissociative identity disorder' on facebook, lol).

i don't have therapy, have never had therapy, and probably won't be able to have therapy for a long time. i don't know if i'll ever have therapy, and by the time i'm able to have it, i don't even know if i'll actually want or need it.

i can say that through support groups and reading the literature on DID, i've managed to get by, to figure out communication and cooperation between many, but not all, of my parts. as far as i'm concerned, my life is semi-successful as i'm managing a job, an ask blog, (even if it's not regularly updating...), a social life and my system.

and honestly, this isn't even the beginning. for the last 4 years, i've been basically at ground zero because i'm still living with my abusive family. i don't have the space to communicate with certain parts, i don't have the space to process trauma, i barely even have the space to be triggered. i imagine things will become very different when i move out, and it might become miles more difficult for me.

my honest opinion?

i think it's possible to manage your life without therapy for DID. i think it could even be possible to process trauma without therapy for your DID.

therapy is kind of a far-off pipe dream for me, really. like i said, i don't know if i'll ever be able to have therapy. i'm making $15.75 an hour and still right now, i can barely afford my groceries and help my mom with the bills without going broke, even when i'm trying to save as much as i can. so if nothing else, i'm holding onto the idea that life can be managed and you can heal with/from DID without therapy because i may never get to a point where i'm able to get it.

i think there is hope for us yet, anon.

#ask #anon #sorry if this is rambly i jsut got off work #i had 3 and 1/2 hours of sleep last night #because i got triggered and kept having panic attacks #or more like one long panic attack that never really went away #and i couldn't really calm down from #so #im a mess rn #i think it's going to be ok for both of us anon #actuallydid #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #actuallytraumagenic

[thegayfromrulid]

Is it bad I keep having dreams where I try to reconcile with someone who cut me off right before COVID because I know they'll most likely be at the con I'm going to in a few weeks?

It's straight up constantly happening between dreams about getting lost trying to get to the airport...

#aj rambles #im a mess rn #i wanted a nice date with my partner #but im having neverending trauma response then coping by watching crackhead humor on Crunchyroll

[userttpd]

i just watched all the bells say and i can now safely say this show invented family trauma and evilness!

#im a mess rn #succession #SO MANY THOUGHTS SO MUCH PAIN #this show is an actual masterpiece but im too soft hearted #claritalks