People always talk about how looking online at girls and wishing you were as pretty as them is draining and bad for you or whatever but idc what they say it’s so fun
I love obsessing over them and admiring them 😭 Is it my Venus in the 8th house idk?
I also have Pluto in the 7th house I guess it could be that
Your straightforward intelligent f/o saying "I love you" for the first time. They've gone through all possible theories describing their unusual emotional and behavioral responses. It's the only explanation. They thought you should be aware.
Idolize is a fanfic idea that I started to write on Wattpad, until I got into Tumblr again.
So I am writing it here instead, or phrasing.
Because I am lazy and suck at writing currently. Or just not experienced enough to write it the way I think the story deserves to be written. Doesn’t mean I’m not going to try.
So if you see it over on Wattpad, I am just moving it to a different platform. I might still update it there, but chances are slim.
I also will be transferring over some of my other work from that account.
So, Caleb Hyles released the song Idolize a few days ago. And it hit very close to home. And I was listening to it again and one of the lyrics gave me this idea. The hopelessness of someone growing up in this kind of world and how terrifying it is that we are just numbers in a way. A bit of a ramble about design choices below
Okay, So. I went with a more simplistic style. One, because I didn’t want to lose the idea. And two, there’s a lot of callbacks to my earlier art style. The hands are circles and I didn’t draw feet are the most obvious. And the proportions being funky of course.
Another reason is that I’ve grown since I started posting things online. So it was an acknowledgement of that too.
The 100 pound weight is a joke about it being 1′s and 0′s. And from there I used the way I usually drew? Like, the nose is more dense with numbers because I tend to spend time there. The clothes inside are 0′s because I leave them blank or a solid color unless I’m doing full shading.
And the last part. The x over the mouth and chains. That goes back to the trapped feeling. To be online is to be tracked. So, I bound the representation of myself. The free flowing numbers are going to a vague box in the corner representing the vast internet.
call me crazy, but I don't want to read a description of someone's spine and rib bones protruding as if that is the sexiest physical aspect anyone could have
Can someone explain to me idolisation/romantisation with examples, please?
It’s hard for me to understand how and why someone cannot see bad traits in one particular person or turn them in a way those obvious bad traits become good traits?
Yeon Hee: Yeah, I know that. Open it before I take it back.
Yeon Seok: Holy- seriously, what the hell is this for?
Yeon Hee: I got paid. And you were complaining about keeping up with your friends in online matches, so…
Yeon Hee: I’m getting gran delivered new kitchenware, too. She seriously needs the upgrade.
Yeon Seok: Is this… really okay for you to do?
Yeon Hee: To be honest, when I debuted, I’d kind of accepted I was never going to make any profit. Most idols don’t. So when they handed me that cheque… it feels like a fluke, honestly.
Yeon Hee: So, I promise I’ll be super smart and put anything else in the bank. But let me spoil you a little, okay?
Yeon Seok: You know why I’m worried. But it feels gross lecturing you so I’m gonna stop.
Yeon Hee: Look at you being all grown up.
Yeon Hee: [Besides, that money doesn’t feel like it’s mine… I didn’t get here on my own.]
April 16, 2023 - Weekend reward! I decided to focus on Lee Jong Suk’s presence instead of diverting my attention to the organizers that ruined the night for the fans.
I also won a signed poster which made my night more bearable.