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#i have no fucking clue where to put levis
doodlboy · 1 year
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Gem placement is hard [dies]
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umeoniii · 10 months
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giving aot men head
eren, reiner, jean, levi, armin
(=^x^=)
eren:
hair puller. he pulls your hair esp when it feels nice. he pushes your head, like he pushes your head to the point your choking, gag reflex or not. and he just does it over and over while his eyes are rolling to the back of his head. erens words are more taunting and meanish. like he
says things like “i bet you won’t even last 2 minutes with me in your mouth” like he’s trying to challenge you. when he cums he switches up where he does it. sometimes in your mouth. sometimes he lays his tip on the tip of ur nose and cums there. when he really wants to get on ur nerves he’ll do it on your forehead so it gets in your hair. he plays around a lot. sometimes he’s just serious and mean though.
reiner:
don’t even know what he is. i just know he likes recieving head. he doesn’t like to be too rough, but sometimes he just can’t help it ya know? sometimes the way you’re practically swallowing him makes him literally go berserk. so if he pushes you or grabs you so hard his intentions aren’t to hurt you. he talks a good few phrases. “fuck hon’- feels s’ good” or “hah..’ look so pretty, when.. when you do this.” depending on how far in he is, makes up for how much he speaks.
he prefers to cum in your mouth and when he’s about to cum is when he starts to talk oh so fast about how much he loves you. between him being in your throat and how fast and breathy he’s speaking, you have absolutely no clue what he’s saying . i also agree with everyone’s statement that he cries during sex.
he probably would start tearing up more than you are from having a full mouth . and definitely after he orgasms, he just probably starts full on crying and needs some time alone. that’s just sometimes, not all the time!
jean:
praises u to death. the whole time besides whining and grunting he’s literally trying to get out how good you are to him and how good you always make him feel. sometimes he kind of gets super sentimental and just ruins the sexy mood a bit, bcs he’s talking so much. but it really is super sweet how nice he’s being about it. he likes it when you look up at him, your eyes all sparkly and pretty lookin. sometimes he just caresses your face, hands all shaky and clammy. he just can’t help how much he wants to touch you and have you know that he loves u. jean doesn’t care where he comes if you’re giving him a handjob as well he likes it on your hands or just in your mouth.
levi:
he likes it so much so his whole demeanor changes when you go down on him. he starts breathing all heavy and he gets quieter, he doesn’t even have time to be sassy anymore. he’s pushes your head as well, not much hesitation, unless he like is super into it, at that point he’ll just leave it up to you.
he just grunts and groans the whole time and rubs your back. sometimes he’s looking down at you, other times his head is leaned back towards the ceiling with his eyes shut. and surprisingly he likes cumming onto your face. he thinks it’s hotter when its on your face. he’ll make you wipe it with your fingers and lick it off.
armin:
nvr rlly knows what 2 do. even when it’s been like your 100th time suckin him off he doesn’t know where 2 put his hands. so he just kind of hesitantly rests his hands on your shoulders or head. n he tries his hardest to keep quiet but it’s absolutely so difficult to. so he’s just super duper loud and whiny for the whole world to hear. it’s why you can’t have sex w him outside of the comfort of your own home. he doesn’t like being super rough so he just kind of lets u take over and do what you want. sometimes you ask him to be more involved and he tries. maybe he’ll snake his fingers into your hair and push it a little. he doesn’t have a preference on where he cums because he doesn’t really control it, he just does it whenever it happens.
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demodraws0606 · 10 months
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Hey Guys ???
Ok I'm making a huge ass thread on my continuation of the Whit mastermind theory but there is this one realisation that happened and I don't know where to put it but it is either the biggest coincidence I've ever seen or it's a huge clue.
So you know how Mai's numeral from the David MV is linked with this right ?
"XI.God Is dead"
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And Whit's mom is named Elizabeth right ?
Here is the meaning of the name Elizabeth
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Guys...wtf ????
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I also want to add that Steve (Whit's dad surname) is also a religious/christian name which means "crowned". So it's not just a coincidence that Elizabeth's name means this, it's a pattern.
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I don't know what the crown could be linked to yet but I guess i'll just search
By the way if people doubt the fact that the writer would put so much detail in just the character's name, I want to point out the fact that Rose's entire family are named after plants. So this type of hiding double meanings in names isn't new for the creator.
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I'm talking about this but like I didn't even get into how right after Mai's quote, there is a line with "become brainwashed : go do it" with brainwashed higlighted in pink which then immediatly flashes to a text about the 7 stages of grief with a silly little emoji face.
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Which like Whit is the main character dealing with grief in the cast and it comes right after a line which has a word highlighted in pink and thus is related to him.
Or you know I didn't even mention how the untranslated kanji for blood is in pink and how they make a strange comparison between the pink and red blood.
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Or you know the whole "substract 4" thing to which if you subtract 4 to Whit's numeral it gives us Mai's numeral.
I barely started my second theory thread and I'm already getting distracted by other stuff. This isn't even like a "oh whit HAS to be the mastermind now" it's more so that either if he is the mastermind or not he is definitely fucking connected to this killing game in some way.
How many times will I have to talk about you, you weird pink thing
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Edit : It seems other characters like Xander Matthews (who clearly did some stuff with Mai we don't know about) also has religious meanings tied to his name.
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Some others are related to christianity but don't have a link to the word "God" and/or are either hints towards their characters (Levi, Julia) or simply are concidences (Rose)
I would accept Elizabeth's name as a coincidence if : it wasn't the first thing that google gives when asking the meaning of the name AND if Steve didn't also have biblical meaning as well.
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stupidlovergirl · 11 months
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Video Games are my Love Language
Levi x Reader
Dev Notes: Ya girl has 20 million Wisps but I decided to write a Levi fic because he is my special guy and I am sinking my teeth into him like a stress ball. My laptop has been kicking my ass and not allowing me to open both Tumblr or even Word or Docs. So fuck it we ball. Also had no clue what to name this fic, wrote it in like, an hour or two. It's kinda bad. Once again, fuck it we ball Not edited
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Recently, you have been playing so much Chess.com. It's kinda become a problem. When you have to open up your RAD-issued laptop, you briefly write down the lesson and just open it up and start playing. Sometimes when you're further back in the class you text Levi and you two will engage in a battle of wits and absolute trash talk. Malding has happened, and the absolute will power it takes to not shoot up and go a fist fight with him for his comments is great, but you want to continue being able to just play chess in class is greater. Sometimes it becomes such a hindrance you have to beg one of the others in the class for the work, and beg even harder where they won't tell Lucifer. Maybe it's an addiction, but if playing chess and beating Levi's ass in it sometimes is wrong, you don't want to be right.
So, that's what you were doing. You're supposed to be writing a paper on the history of something or other, but you're just playing Levi in another game. The last two went by pretty fast, as Levi is a good strategist, given he is literally an admiral, but you've been getting better. You usually sass and tease him to get him off his game to take the W, and it works. Call it cheap, but it's still a win.
L3vi: lololol bad move normie L3vi: L move, ur abt to get wrekt
You push a frustrated breath through your nose. You were so going to make him regret that latter. Typing quickly, you make your next comment before you even think about it
'Shut up. You're just complaining about the W I'm gonna take because you want to kiss me!!!!!!!!'
And you don't think you'd ever see it. Levi has withdrawn from the game, leaving you the victor. It's strange, because he doesn't accept any other game for the rest of the day, and it turns into not playing for the rest of the week. Slowly, he starts playing with you again, but you don't question his reasons for stopping, as you don't want him to quit again.
Levi has gotten some new first person shooter. He's been talking about it all week, and wanting to show you in person. To hype it up for you, he's been sending pics and videos of his kills and his streaks during class. You ask him nicely and sometimes he puts his screen up on Discord for you to watch on your phone while you're in class or on break and hiding from the demands of the brothers you love so much. So when the weekend rolled around, you said no to all the invitations extended to go somewhere else from the other brothers and end up in Levi's room, which you refer to as 'The Fishbowl', despite Levi's (obviously fake) annoyance.
You knock on the door, and Levi doesn't even bother with a password as he opens the door and yanks you inside. You feel off balance as you walk (or more appropriately: dragged) to Levi's desk, where the title screen is displayed, and around it two chairs, one Levi's and the other the one Levi bought for you. You sit down, resting in it as Levi sits down in front of you. He starts rambling again, about the game and how it's 'so cool' and totally 'the best one ever'. You just smile, sleepy from the hard and infuriating school work (and the even harder and more infuriating chess games). So you snatch a blanket, snuggle in, and watch Levi do his thing. Sometimes you get hyped, when Levi pulls off a sick clutch or penta kill, but for the most part are pretty relaxed. The conversation has died down for the most part, as Levi's hyper focus has set in, and you are way too sleepy to care. So much so, you've stopped watching the game, and turned to Levi himself.
Then your thoughts consume you. Levi is so pretty, and it makes you sad sometimes he's so hard of himself. You pick on him for little things since you have gotten closer, but only in fun witty banter, which Levi recognizes as he typically replies with some of his own. Yet you wish that he would realize just how attractive he is on his own. His pretty hair, which despite the lack of routine is so freaking soft and pretty and it makes you want to run you hands through it. His eyes, which remind you of the sunset when it's so close to saying goodnight that the purple starts bleeding in. His cute nose, his nice jawline……his lips, which are so soft and kissable and moving anD OH GOD HE'S TALKING AND LOOKING AT YOU.
"What?" you ask simply, voice quiet and giving away your obvious sleepiness
Levi rolls his eyes, but the smile on his lips easily shows he's not annoyed. "I was asking if you had seen that kill, but obviously not as you were spaced out. What's more interesting than my game? The whole reason I invited you over?" He grabs the water bottle off to the side and takes a drink, and you feel a little embarrassed
"It's nothing, just sleepy from school. Not all of us can take online classes nerd" You say, reaching a foot out and kicking his chair away from you, sending him rolling a little ways away.
"Skill Issue" is all you get in response as he places the bottle back down and moves back to play. Your eyes drooping low, and you feel sleep about to lure you away.
"Do you really want to know?" You whisper quietly.
"Mhm. Shoot." Levi says, barely focusing on what you said and at the new round that has started
"I was thinking about how pretty you are" You mumble out, sleep finally clamping your eyes shut and leading your mind off. Not realizing the short circuiting boy you left behind as you slipped into dreamland.
It's been a few weeks after you confessed you found Levi pretty. Where both of you have been absolutely avoiding any type of real life interaction. Staying just between the game offered texting and Discord. Sometimes even calling if both of you were feeling brave. The brothers have noticed that Levi hasn't left his room, and since none of them have gotten a text about how he's staying because of a new game or the like, they ask you. You who sorta places and feels a little sickly and scurries off and hides after the question. So obviously something happened between you two, and they have no clue how to help, so they just leave it up to you to figure it out. (Not that they wanted too, but Lucifer has been VERY adamant that this is a problem that resides just between you and Levi)
Yet the dance of avoidance has ended due to one thing. An otome game that both you and Levi have been wanting to play drops today from the pre-orders. Which, since you both were so excited, decided to pitch money towards so you could play it together. Yet, would he still want to play it with you after what happened? I mean, you really haven't seen each other. You sound him a text to ask. So, after much nervousness, you sent the text asking if Levi wanted to meet up to start playing together. You watch as the typing bubble flicks up and then stops, and comes up again for a hour it feels like, before the text comes through
'Sure, we planned to so I don't know why we wouldn't lololol'
So that sets the train in motion. The name of the game is pretend. You never told Levi you found him pretty, you guys haven't been avoiding each other, and everyone else hasn't noticed your strange behavior when asked anything about how you have been avoiding him. Perfect. Thank whatever granted you this mercy. So you make yourself a little more presentable, showing that you are not a swamp creature but instead a version of yourself that screams 'I didn't try but still look cute' when YOU DEFINITELY TRIED VERY HARD. So, looking your casual best for him, you set off to the Fishbowl, which feels a lot more like a fighting arena now. In your head you start reviewing things
1 - That you totally didn't call him pretty, in fact you don't find him attractive in the romantic sense at all! Only platonic. Platonically he is good looking. It's an objective fact. Yup. 2 - You DO NOT want to kiss him. You do not want to kiss him at all because he probably has chapped lips and they aren't kissable at all. 3 - Just keep repeating the lies you tell yourself so you can make it out of this colossal interaction unscathed and maybe even start repairing your relationship
So you walk up to his door with a boldness that you know will easily break. You knock on the door, and wait for the password to start. You were surprised when the door just opened and you were yanked in. "Are you excited? I can't wait to romance all the datables! I think it's gonna be great!" Levi excitedly And with that sentence, all the anxiety and tension melts away, and you two ease back into the regular dynamic. "I know, all the characters are so dynamic while being such "typical" stereotypes" you reply back, just as excited You feel him grab your wrist and drag you to the bean bags
And that is where you spend the rest of the day and night, the two of you playing the game, discussing the characters, and feeling secure in your friendship with him
Yet, the comfort dissipates when you get into it about the characters "I'm sorry, but he is best boy! He is a cute little nerdy gamer otaku with anxiety! What isn't to love about him!" "I'm just saying, that my darling is superior! They are so kind to others and they love helping! I'm sorry you cannot appreciate their beauty" Levi scoffs rolling his eyes "Honestly, why do you even like him?" "Because he reminds me of you! Both adorable and anxious!" And you both stop
"Uhm, haha, juust kidding!" you say with a giggle, anxiously looking around "You've done that twice now…are…are you not lying?" Levi says, and he drops his head and fiddles with his fingers "I'm not…I really do like you Levi. You're really important to me." Levi squeaks, and backs away "I hope that doesn't upset you.."
Levi shakes his head furiously "NO!" and he recoils at his outburst. "I like you too… and I thought you were messing me with that night when you said I was…uhm…" he trails off, rubbing his neck "That you were pretty?" "Yes" he squeaks out "Well, I think that you are very pretty. That is just one of the things I like about you though. I like how excited you get, how you are so open to me. You mean so much to me" "DON'T SAY THINGS LIKE THAT UNPROMPTED!" Levi screeches, covering his face You can't help but laugh, "But it's true!" Levi peeks through a gap in his fingers
"I wanted to tell you that…that I like you too" You gape at him "Seriously?" "Mhm" he murmurs You smile at him, feeling giddy, like you're floating, or if electricity was shooting through your veins. "Well, if you like me and I like you…" you smile "Maybe we should go out?"
You have never seen Levi so red before, but his smile is so wide "Okay!" he manages to squeak out
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loveanoutcast · 2 years
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"Games" | Eren Yeager
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Part Eight | NSFW Content
TW: nsfw, smut, rough sex, degradation, slapping (m receiving), public sex, threesome mentions, hurtful language, swearing, pregnant intercourse, pretty fluffy towards the end
Pairing: Eren Yeager (Jaeger) x Fem!Reader, Levi Ackerman x Reader (Mentioned), Porco Galliard x Reader (Imagined), Zeke x Pieck x Reader (Imagined), Jean Kirstein x Reader (Imagined briefly, instantly dismissed)
Other: Modern au, businessman!Eren, teacher!reader, administrator!reader, pregnant!reader, husband!eren, married trope
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine (Coming soon)
Guess who's back...back again...V is back...Tell a friend. I don't know where the sudden unblock of writer's block came from but I am so happy to have this part out. Listen there will be lots of mixed emotions and feelings and if you think this came off too strong or like you wanted the reader to play a more lower tempered card...well tough shit. I am a sucker for damsel in distress tropes but I just binged watched Pride & Prejudice (2005) and a whole ton of Cobra Kai and Shameless, which the guy who plays Robby Keene has my heart and he is so pretty. So I wanted the reader to be less susceptible to Eren's shit and really built on her connection with Levi. Fucking anyway, I know it's a bit short but I really wanted to remind y'all that I'm alive, I'm doing better, and I can't wait to hear from you all.
Also, Chapter Nine will be angst filled but I promise the endings of these will be good and definitely bring fantasies to life bc this is fan fiction, we need happy endings. I'll leave the queer baiting and empty plots to the CW. Enjoy!
Eren held a finger to his lips, his eyes a deeper jade in the cramped space you both were currently in. Your breathing was a bit heavy and rapid as your heart drummed in your ears. You knew your entire face was flushed in mild embarrassment and slight fear on getting caught in the current predicament your husband put the both of you in.
You had literally no clue on where he was taking you, your eyes only widening in surprise when he pulled you through the large wooden door. The chapel was almost empty, but the way Eren kept along the wall and his steps were almost as quiet as yours only made you even more confused on why the hell he would bring the two of you in here. You gave his hand a squeeze, his head looking back at you for a moment, and you caught the smirk dotting his lips before he turned around. His pace seemed determined, and you caught the eye of a man who was noticeably important in the place of worship. Eyes shining in question but turning warm as you gave a small smile, he still looked curious but when someone approached him, he turned his full attention to them.
You walked a bit further along with Eren. You were a bit out of breath but when Eren suddenly paused and opened an even smaller wooden door, you felt all your breath knocked out from you when he quickly and surprisingly gently pulled you inside. To say it was tough fitting the both of you was an understatement. As it was Eren could hardly fit through most archways and there had been times when his head almost brushed the roof of places you two visited in the early years of your marriage. Now, with your bulging belly and Eren’s continuous efforts to stay fit, you could feel his breath fan across the top of your head as he closed the door. The small flecks of light that were filtering through made his facial features seem sharper somehow.
You had a sneaking suspicion on why he wedged the two of you in the Confessional, but you got your answer when hands began to roam your body over your clothes, the kisses Eren laid on you wet and heavy, your head swimming in confusion and lust. You couldn’t think straight enough, your breaths sharp and tongue tied as your hands didn’t know where to go. They rested on his chest, fingers gripping his button up, every kiss left behind a tingling sensation, a brief flash of Levi’s gentle touches crossed the forefront of your mind and that was enough to make you think clearly for a moment. You only slightly pushed Eren away to look at him and say-
“Baby, they’ll hear us.”
“Let them.” He shrugged, already leaning in again.
“This is a sin, you know.”
“Well, this is a confession booth. Isn’t the whole point of them hearing our sins?” His smile was devilish, “Let’s just think of this as giving them a real-life example.”
“How could you still want me after I-“ You stopped, tears filling you eyes as you felt your throat swell, “I broke my vow of loyalty to you, my dearest. How could you not be repulsed by me? Or hate me?”
The way he kissed you always had you burning up. You felt breathless but buzzed with energy, you could feel your muscles relaxing but your core tightening, everything Eren did to you ignited a frenzy side of you that made you throw caution to the wind and genuinely not consider anyone’s feelings or regards around you, so the soft moan he coaxed out of you had him grinning against your mouth, lips moving to your cheek as he gripped you by your jaw and forcefully moved your head to the side so he could have more access to your neck. The kiss on the shell of your ear had your eyes fluttering as the airy gasp you let out had him chuckling.
“How could I not want you? You’re bringing my—our child into this world. You love me in all of my good and bad, baby.” Your eyes had been closed as he spoke, your hands finding way to the top of his shoulders as your back was flush against the side of the confession booth. His leg had been wedged between your thighs and as he spoke, one hand was flatly pressed beside your head, the wood creaking underneath his weight as he used the other hand to bring your dress up and allow his fingers to tether around the fabric of your panties.
“You are everything to me, Mrs. Jaeger.” A kiss to the crown of your head made you gasp, eyes fluttering open to be met with brilliant green that even in the darkness shown like two emeralds reflecting summer rays.
“I love you, I know you love me, you loving Levi is only an example of how large your heart is. I can’t deny that I’m possessive and overprotective of what’s mine, but you are not an object nor some toy. You’re my partner, my best friend, and the reason I find meaning even on my darkest days. I would burn the entire world down to ashes if it made you happy, I would go to another pointless war if it ensured you would live a long life, and I will certainly make it work with Levi if it means keeping you forever. That is my confession.” The subtle look around the booth with the eyebrow raise and smirk had you reacting instantly.
Well, you thought as you smiled so widely and giggled, “How the hell am I supposed to respond to such a beautiful confession?”
“You could start by letting me fuck you in this booth.” He bluntly said.
“Eren!”
The eye roll he gave as a reply to your sudden need to be modest made you momentarily forget how sweet he could be.
“Fine, make love—whatever. Come here.”
He barely gave you time to respond, the sound of a zipper lowering cut through the small space. He had left his blazer back as the table and you fidgeted with a few shirt buttons, only wanting to see his strong collarbones as you leaned forward and took the soft flesh between your lips. The purple mark you were sure to leave behind had him hissing out in pleasure. You leaned back to admire your work; the dark color still visible despite how dim it was in the poor excuse of a love-making space. Your eyes met Eren’s and the large smile that crossed your lips was mirrored almost instantly, a few kisses were stolen but each pair of eyes remained on each other as Eren continued his conquest. Your panties were pushed out of the way, with how hot it was and how hot your husband is, you felt yourself feel a dampness between your legs, Eren still being considerate and bringing his fingers to his mouth, you watched as he spit on the long digits. The small whimper you let out making his smile turn into one of a sly fox.
“Put your foot there, princess.” He encouraged, eyes flickering to the small seat as his hand found its way in between your legs. The slow circles rubbed against the most sensitive part of your pussy made you gasp, your body tensing before relaxing into his touch. You did as he said, some pressure being relieved from your back and calves, and you voiced your discomfort honestly.
“Better be quick then.”
Before you could question your husband, you felt him shift his briefs lower, his erection falling heavy between his thighs and brushing against you. It took some adjusting and a few grunts and sharp breaths were released before Eren began to press into you, you hissed at the odd angle, the tip pressing into the thin wall above your vagina before you pushed down on Eren’s shoulders and he let out a grunt, knowing what you meant and dipped his lips lower. He suddenly slid in so easily you moaned at how wonderful it felt to feel him stretch you and fill you up. His hand clamped over your mouth, eyes warning as he flickered them between you and the door. He seemed to be able to get a glimpse outside the door, eyes squinted in concentration and not looking at you as he began his rough onslaught. His hips smacked against your thighs deliciously and although you wanted to admire his sexy side profile, you felt your eyes roll back at how amazing he felt thrusting into your wet pussy. You could only pant at how easily your body swayed and jiggled with the force of his movements.
“Fuck,” He clipped out after a few moments, his attention breaking from whatever or whoever was outside and looking towards your expression which was reaching its breaking point as you clenched around him. He lowered his hand, his palm pressing flat on the wall beside your head. Your moans now nothing but small sounds and high-pitched gasps. You focused back to him, the lazy smile which graced your face along with the beads of sweat building on your brow made Eren look at you in a way you sincerely believed you didn’t deserve. This went on for a while as you tried to find a proper response to his earlier statement.
“I may not be as charming as you my dearest,” You said as a particularly hard thrust made you bite your lower lip, you released a controlled breath before continuing, “However, I find it harder and harder to find anything bad in you, baby. In the beginning it was your jealously, vanity, and god were you kind of air-headed.”
Your laugh was cut short as Eren hitched your leg up and put the back of your knee comfortably on the bend of his elbow. You were at a higher height, almost at level with his eyes and from this angle, he felt deeper than before.
“Oh, God!” You sighed out, Eren’s smile wicked as you continued to try and explain while also trying not to let the way his abdomen was pressing hard into your swollen belly bother you, “It was also the way you were so possessive; I couldn’t even talk to your former comrades to plan your birthday party without you wanting to claim me in front of them.”
“Porco kept checking you out,” Eren argued in a rushed tone as he kept sinking into your heat. Your bodies were getting clammy and at this point the sweat was creating a thick feeling in the air, the limited space not helping how dizzy your pussy was making him feel, “Let’s not forget how he takes any chance to press against your ass.”
“He wants to lift my baby bump…” You pouted, trailing off. You loved Porco, he was a sweetheart underneath the cold exterior and his smile was so rare but handsome. The times you encouraged him to put aside his obvious distrust and dislike to Reiner and Eren were not usually successful, but he always listened intently and thanked you for your concern.
A particular thrust made you groan in pleasure, your hips attempting to move to meet your husband’s and the kiss he left on your lips seemed to steal your breath for a moment.
“Plus…” You continued, arms wrapping around Eren’s neck, “I like how he always brings me a small gift, he’s not the most vocal with his feelings. I feel his love though, especially through his hand kisses.”
Eren’s thrusts had become slow midway through you all’s odd conversation, it wasn’t unnatural for you all to talk while having sex but seeing as you two were supposed to be quick really made you question your lack of skill for being mindful of a time and place for such things. You raised an eyebrow with a playful smile doting your lips at Eren’s change in pattern.
The way Eren suddenly stopped thrusting, eyebrows coming down together and lips turning into a sneer made your own smile fall away. Your hand brushed his cheek, cupping it into the small palm of your hand as you searched his eyes for an answer at his sudden attitude change.
“He kisses you?” You flinched before he even said it, a knowing feeling that what he was about to say would undoubtedly upset you.
“Is there any guy we know that you’re not trying to fuck?”
You couldn’t stop the sharp sting that went through your chest, your arms losing grip on your husband as you leaned back and slumped against the wall for support. Your hands fell to his chest, he was still holding you up but you felt weak. You knew him better than anyone, he had only ever spoken to you like that in bed when degrading you when consent was shared, and maybe twice during the earlier stages of your relationship before you made your standards and expectations from him clear. He had then quickly learned that unless insults would be followed with moans and dirty sex, Eren was never to disrespect you and cross emotional boundaries. This was maybe the first time in your marriage where Eren said such a blatant insult, you had heard him use this language with his comrades and friends, even his brother Zeke and him quarreled with words, but never had he used such attitude towards you. Not even when he discovered Levi’s tongue down your throat, he had made a show of groping you, but it was a kink of yours and him saying he was willing to work it out made you glow in awe of your husband. Now, with this happening you questioned whether he meant it at all or if he had repressed his true feelings this entire time. Had he really meant the confession he uttered so beautifully just ten minutes ago? Was Porco the breaking point? Did he even really trust you? Did he see you in such a shameful light?
“Put me down…” You mumbled out, body shaking as you attempted to hold back the tears beginning to brim your eyes. Seeing this made Eren snap out of the cloudy dumbass haze he was in, breath taken in sharply as he tried to lighten the situation he put you both in.
“Shit, baby. I didn’t mean that. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it. It slipped out.” He tried to get you to meet his eyes, he was still buried inside of you and he began to thrust up again, your eyes fluttering at the sensation, but when a single tears managed to escape each corner of your eyes, he felt his own heart shatter.
“Please, just…stop.” You weakly pushed at his shoulder, you felt him kiss every part of your crown and the tip of your nose. You let him, not really having the energy to react but not denying that the sex was still good. Eren knew your body best, you two always found a way to mold into each other and reach a high unattainable with anyone else. Even now as you couldn’t conjure up a sense of love for him, your pussy clenched his length in your tell sign.
Eren didn’t listen to your weak command, continuing his movements and urging you to come but you felt detached. Your heart wasn’t into it, but your body reacted to him in the way he was familiar with. His hips clashed harder and faster, the hand against the wall moving to your neck where he gripped you just below the jaw, his heavy pants fanned across your face and he watched you, and how the tears were nothing but dried streaks on your cheeks now. Your eyes were looking up and away from him, focusing on the pleasure he was giving, you thought of Levi and his gentle kisses, his touches so light as if he were afraid to break you and for a moment you wondered if that were already the case. Thinking of Levi and the broadness of his back made you close your eyes, his long, elegant fingers could probably reach and tease places you were unable to before, and the way his shirts always stuck to the right places had you open your mouth in a pant. For the following moments you wondered how fucking him would feel like, grey eyes glinting and a small smile that was reserved just for you shining as he would watch you ride him. Levi was no doubt a virgin and the idea of being his first was as thrilling as it was sinful, maybe you truly were damned. You were fucking your husband in a church—granted a shitty homophobic church—angry at him and heavily pregnant with his child and all you could think of is his former captain whom you’ve began an affair with. You felt a sense of sadness at the unmistakable rift Eren just created, but you also felt a comfort at knowing you could confide in Levi. You felt anger bubble, eyes looked at your husband and you brought his face closer to yours, eyes firmly on his lips and remembering all the times he’s kissed, bitten, sucked, and licked with that mouth. You didn’t want to come for him, you didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of truly being the only one who knew how to fuck you just right. For a moment this anger turned to a wickedness and you imagined fucking his captain in a way that would make Eren cry of jealousy, you took it a further step and imagined fucking Porco, letting him take you in the position Eren claimed he loved so much.
Porco was handsome, hell, he was sexy. He looked and acted as if he knew his way in bed, and he towered over you height and stature, but not in the way your husband did. Porco was average height and build, he did have rough hands and you let yourself imagine him spanking your ass so hard, the welt would be felt for days after. Your pussy clamped down harder and Eren groaned, snapping you back into focus. That anger festered, and you imagined Jean next. Eren’s enemy turned friend, you imagined how his height would be a disadvantage at first but how he would be kind enough to let you bring him to his knees and find a meal between your legs. You gasped, shaking your head in discomfort as you had way too much respect for Jean’s wife to think of her husband in such a way.
You thought of Reiner, Erwin, hell you even thought of Zeke and Pieck and how gutted Eren would look if he walked in on you taking his brother’s dick rearranging your guts as Pieck sat on your face and let you bury your tongue in her pretty pussy. Your thoughts were betraying your mood, and you wanted nothing more but to come, but knowing that your husband would believe it was all him annoyed you beyond understanding.
Your dearest husband still managed to coax an orgasm from you, but when you looked to the side with your eyes closed and barely parted your lips to let out a shaky moan, Eren knew how badly he fucked up. You had only ever done that twice before, and one led to a two week break in the early stages of your relationship while the other had made Eren take a weeklong trip out of the country for work duties to give you space. Both times were fucking painful and both times filled Eren with anxiety at the thought of you deciding to truly be done with him. This time was different, you were both married and expecting a child. You might ignore him for a while and give him the cold shoulder, but you would eventually get over it and forgive him…right?
He wasn’t sure what to do, you had already come but he was still chasing his own release. You became almost pliant in his arms, and he tried to get you to tell him what you wanted from him.
“That was cute,” He said so softly that you almost didn’t hear him. “Angel looks so pretty when she comes for me.”
Your eyes opened slowly, still staring to the side and you genuinely felt nothing at his words. The kisses he trailed along your neck and jaw received no words or noises and your husband became impatient.
“Say you love me, baby.” He asked as he kept his rhythm going, you were quiet and Eren wasn’t having it. He pressed more into you, you back digging into the wood and your small yelp was met with concerned eyes, but he made no move to back away.
“You’re hurting my back,” You finally said, “The baby…”
As you trailed off, your husband backed off enough, but his thrusts seemed to become desperate.
“Say it, come on.” He beckoned and you again gave him nothing, the impatience was rolling off him in waves and you acted on impulse, anger bubbling over as your husband who acted so moronically threw off whatever balance you had within you. You gave him what he wanted, with a twist of your own.
You could say you regretted the moment the palm of your hand struck his cheek, or the moment his entire head turned with the force, or even the growing redness on the smooth skin that would undoubtedly make it swell. It would be a lie though. Instead, you felt his thrill as you leaned forward and met his ear with your lips before saying so clearly,
“I love you, Eren.”
You weren’t sure what you expected, maybe for him to slap you right back, but when he met you with eyes wide and that glint of admiration shining through them you were completely baffled. Eren seemed to switch roles, his movement suddenly rapid and short, like a bunny bouncing with fever.
“Again,” He suddenly muttered, “Punish me, do it again.”
You could only gape at him, the turn of events was giving you a whiplash feeling but the following minutes were filled with you punishing Eren, you slapped him again, you pulled his hair, you scratched his neck so hard the red lines were apparent on his tan skin, each time was followed with words proclaiming your love for him. Eventually, Eren bite down on the spot where your neck met you shoulder, your dress had been tugged down and the sweat was unbearable. You felt as he came, the warmth that splashed against your walls made you feel full and the way the liquid trickled down as he pulled out rooted you back to reality. Your underwear was placed back to it’s original position, and Eren helped set you back on your feet, your hip bone momentarily protesting as it felt it had been hours since you were standing upright.
A kiss was given to your cheek, when Eren tried to meet your lips, you looked down. He felt hurt over the rejection, kissing the top of your head, instead. After he tucked himself back into his slacks and fixed his collar, he ensured you were okay. Tucking a loose curl back into place, he let out a deep sigh and grabbed your hand, which usually would be responded with a squeeze and entanglement of fingers. Instead, you seemed to not notice or care that he was touching you, and Eren grew uneasy. He opened the door, stepping out first with you not far. You both only made it a few steps before a gravely voice spoke aloud and scared the both of you,
“Excuse me, what were you two doing? The Confessional is one person at a time and to relieve yourselves of sins.” The old man looked like the embodiment of death. His gray hair was nearly translucent, and his cheeks were hollowed in, the bones framing his eyes so vividly apparent you felt a sharp kick of discomfort on your side.
“It’s okay,” Eren smiled, “We’re married.”
You said nothing to the man, you felt your face in a permanent grimace and you finally looked around the chapel, noting the large archways and long pews. At the forefront was what you assumed their figure of worship, the large statue foreboding and scary looking. Eren pulled you away, hand gripping your hand firmly and the brush against the back of your hand with his thumb would have been a comfort were it not for the mood you were in. How quickly the air between the two of you shifted was starting to give you whiplash again, these past few months it was often you who started the petty arguments, and your pregnant tantrums were mostly cute in Eren’s eyes. This, however, was all on him and he knew it. He hadn’t fucked up this badly since the entire Jean accident, if you were sensitive before he could only imagine how fragile you were now. Your silence was deafening to his ears, the blood still drumming in them was almost painful. He snuck a glance towards you, your eyes were looking straight ahead, mouth downturned but not necessarily in a frown. Your look of indifference was masking your true feelings and it then pained him realizing that he couldn’t read your emotions.
The walk was short as you returned to the reception, your mood growing a bit lighter as you realized you would be back with Levi soon. You hoped that you fucking your husband wouldn’t gnaw at him, he voiced so many times that sex wasn’t what he was seeking with you and it was in actuality your love and care. A seed of doubt sprouted as you recalled that Eren had said some similar words before. Could Levi be lying too?
“My angel,” You heard, you turned to look at Eren, he was still the most beautiful man in the world to you, but you couldn’t stop the feeling of apathy towards him, “Can we talk about what happened? I can’t stand you being angry with me.”
“I’m not angry, Eren.” You sighed out as you shook his head, “We will talk about this tomorrow.”
You had let go of his hand, moving forward and stopping when you heard him quietly utter,
“I love you, Mrs. Yeager.”
You didn’t stand there for long, your voice not once quivering despite how hard you were shaking as you replied, “I know.”
He was left standing at the entrance, watching as you approached you all’s table, body turning as you were obviously searching for some and grinning widely as your eyes settled on the dance floor. He followed your gaze, watching as Levi danced with the flower girl, the difference in height apparent as he hunched. You approached him, touching his shoulder, and leaning up to kiss his cheek. Eren wasn’t sure what to feel as Levi wrapped an arm around you, the little flower girl didn’t seem to appreciate how swiftly she lost her dancing partner and she stood pouted and staring. You gestured back to her, pointing to the table, and possibly letting Levi know you’d be waiting for him.
Levi pondered, telling you to hold on for a moment before crouching down and meeting the small girl’s eyes. She had black straight hair, eyes unmistakably doe-like even from where Eren was standing and skin tone like yours. For a moment, Eren couldn’t help but take a step back in shock. He was confused when the little girl began to bounce on her feet, arms reaching up as she smiled widely and Levi hoisted her up into his arms, he shifted her onto one side, securing her arms around his neck and she fit perfectly in the crook of his elbow. With his other arm now free, he held it out to you and the entire time you watched with a look of absolute adoration. The three of you swayed together to the somewhat slow song in the back. One hand laid on his shoulder as the other was on also holding the little girl up by her back. She was now over both your heights, and she giggled as she laid her head on Levi’s who in turn laid his forehead on top of yours.
The three of you looked like a family, and Eren was trying to make sense of the feeling within him. He stayed rooted in that spot for the remainder of the dance and he knew tomorrow would be filled with endless discussions, he wasn’t sure what he felt more, anxiety or impatience. Maybe both.
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Hiya lost :)
I was just wondering if you are still writing Orbital? I really loved where the fic was going and its one of my favourite Au's of erwin and levi.
Hope you are well! Love your blog and work
Hiya @generic-fandom-name I'm glad you've been enjoying Orbital and I'm so sorry it's taken me so long to update. I definitely haven't abandoned it, but unfortunately life has been rather all encompassing for the last six months. I also had to put my writing on hold for a while so I could work on the print edition of Cardamom, which will hopefully be out soon, complete with beautiful new cover art by @seitsen-sarvi ♡
The good news is that I have most of the next chapter written. I managed to do some work on it a couple of weeks ago and fingers crossed I'll be able pick it up again later this week. In the meantime, here's a little taster of the next chapter....
“I’m not cut out for this shit,” Levi confessed to Hanji as they left the mission control centre at the end of the second week.  “I don’t know what Smith was thinking when he volunteered me for this job.  I haven’t a fucking clue what I’m doing here.” 
“You’ll be fine,” Hanji reassured him, apparently unconcerned by his apprehension. “Once Smith is back and you’re actually communicating with him, it’ll all fall into place. You’re smart Levi, you can learn the technicalities, but more importantly, you can communicate with your astronaut.  My team will do their best to monitor the astronaut’s mental and physical health, but we need you to understand what he’s thinking, what he’s feeling, when he’s up there alone in that capsule.  We need you to recognize the significance of his tone of voice or speech pattern, to identify and communicate any changes in status that even the astronaut himself might not be aware of.” 
“That’s exactly the fucking problem!” Levi snapped. “I can’t take that kind of responsibility.” 
“Listen Levi,” Hanji continued with uncharacteristic patience. “Erwin chose you for a reason, he clearly believes you’re the best man for the job, you’re the one he’s chosen to trust, you just need to trust him in return.” 
“I guess,” Levi replied disconsolately. 
“Oh, I almost forgot!”  Hanji stopped abruptly, digging into the pocket of their overalls and extracting a crumpled piece of paper.  “I meant to show you this earlier, we got a picture wired from Hizuru yesterday. Look at our boys!”  Hanji did their best to smooth out the crumpled image and held it up for Levi to see.  The three astronauts were standing against a background of thick, tangled foliage, dressed in sweat-darkened singlets and camouflage pants. Zacharias’ beard had grown even fuller and, with his hair hanging over his eyes, his face was almost entirely obscured.  Smith, by contrast, had tied a bandana around his head to keep his hair off his face and was sporting a short dark beard.  Dok simply looked miserable, straggly, and unkempt.
“Jesus,” Levi snorted, “they’ve gone feral.” 
“Good.  Feral is good,” Hanji nodded, their eyes glinting oddly. 
“It is?” 
“Yes, feral creatures know how to survive.”
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livvyofthelake · 1 year
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i have been ruminating and i do have more to say about promising young woman so i’m gonna say it all now and because i’ve decided to be nice i’m gonna put it under a read more. also i’m gonna try to keep it as spoiler free as possible idk how possible that is but i will try because i really do genuinely think it’s a better experience when you don’t know what’s going to happen like i wouldn’t have had nearly as much of a Time with it if i knew some things. ok let’s get into it
first of all the big criticism that people levy against this movie seems to be that the way it ends is really disappointing and unsatisfying but i think that’s just a fundamental misunderstanding of what the narrative was supposed to be. like it wasn’t supposed to be a revenge fantasy count of monte cristo situation it was supposed to be an honest and realistic tragic narrative of what this woman went through and how it affected her so deeply she could never have let herself be happy. there’s a section of the movie where you think she might be able to let it all go and then she finds out that last piece of information about what happened and there was literally no way she was going to come back from that. like this woman had dedicated her entire life to avenging her friend and herself and it’s not a stretch my any means for the story to conclude with her putting herself in that situation that she knew would cause her death. yeah nvm what i said about trying to be spoiler free i can’t not talk about it.
another criticism i saw from the idiots on letterboxd is that it's not a "real" rape revenge story because cassie wasn't the one that was raped, her best friend was. so her motivation was apparently weak. girl her best friend since childhood, who she saw as a sister for her whole life, had something horrible happen to her, and cassie was the only person she had left to turn to and take care of her, and it wasn't enough and she still killed herself. it is not weak motivation to avenge your sister's rape and suicide, like please be serious. i don't even have matching friendship necklaces with my sister but if anything like that happened to her and she became a shell of herself and i was the only one she had to turn to before killing herself, i too would go on to do insane things in the name of justice. an idiot wrote that review fr.
also i love how i so deeply had no clue what was going on in the plot that i said all that stuff about the love interest character being unecessary and antithetical to the plot and then THAT happened. i shan't say becasue that revelation was truly so game changing it kind of made the whole movie for me. that was the moment that i was like ohhhhhh i get it... it all made sense when that happened. i also liked the inclusion of alison brie's character and her being the one that ultimately gave cassie the final piece of the puzzle, but not because she had any epiphanies or revalations she just genuinely wanted cassie to figure out her shit and never speak to her again. like she was soooo Girl You Know Who Doesn't Like Other Girls Because She's Been Taught To Prioritize Men, even after what cassie did she didn't really let up on that vibe because it's really not that simple, all cassie did was freak her out so much she gave her blackmail material just to get rid of her, really hammered in the tragedy of cassie's story, she doesn't really win at all and it's just really fucking upsetting you know.
the only characters in the whole movie you can really get behind as good people are gail, and nina's mom, they're the only people cassie interacts with that want her to move on and heal, and i loved the detail at the end where cassie gave gail her half of her and nina's friendship necklace. like how cassie would wear nina's as her way of carrying on what she felt was nina's legacy and avenging her death, she leaves her legacy to gail, who won't turn bitter like cassie did. i think that was like, the glimmer of hope within the tragedy of it all. that cassie was ruled by anger, but gail was consistently motivated by love, and she won't be destroyed by what happened to cassie the way cassie was by what happened to nina
also i think it was both genius and stupid to cast all those beloved in pop culture men in here. genius becasue these aren't men we see as bad people who would do these things, but stupid because some people earnestly watched this and still wanted to fuck bo burnham. which is so insufferable i can't even get into it, men always have the worst fans. consistently.
the other thing i saw a lot of people criticize was the involvement of the police in the conclusion. i know why we're inclined to not like narratives that depend on cops as like, saviors, but i honestly think it worked for this movie. because they're very obviously NOT saviors, they're just the vehicle by which the bad guys face consequences for their actions. that man is going to prison for rape and murder, he didn't get off easy because no one killed him. prison is not going to go well for him he did not get off easy... cassie only went to the police because she knew she had indisputable evidence, it's insane to suggest that it's dumb for her to "trust the police" when that did nothing for nina. she's not putting faith in the fucking police she's giving them indisputable hard evidence, it's not up for interpretation. idk that's just an insane thing to criticize to me, especially when there are other points to criticize in this movie. like for example how deeply unsatisfying it is that she didn't kill anyone. don't kno about you but when i saw the trailers for this movie i assumed she would kill someone. it's very tonally weird that this movie was like a drama thriller and not a dark comedy horror slasher. the tone is weird. like the whole time something is so off it's like they wanted it to be a movie that didn't pull punches and didn't have a hollywood ending but ended up making a movie that was just kind of lamely realistic. idk how to say that really, there's just something weird about it.
i would like to see how this plays out on a rewatch, however i will not be doing that any time soon like peace and love but no thanks
all in all, it's a movie that was meant to provoke discussion and maybe a little controversy, and it did that, and for that we have to give it props. but it didn't do enough of that to really cement it as a real cultural Moment, you know? we could probably blame this on when it was released, 2020 was not the time to be releasing movies you wanted people to experience in the traditional way, 2020 was truly the year to be releasing brian duffield movies. which is like, the opposite of what this movie was going for.
anyway, it was an experience to watch, many movies are good and many movies are bad, but few movies are what this one has going on. however i do think hustlers is better, nit that they're truly comparable, but in the ways that they are comparable hustlers is better. also i loved this being produced by margot robbie, hashtag barbie approved!
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Val made drugs and it went predictably
Welcome back to more Valposting, where stupid insane bullshit happens and it is entirely our own fault. Last session we beat one of our biggest problems and today we decided to celebrate by going to an abandoned church and getting drunk. Val, in her infinite wisdom, decided to mix together some of her plants to make Some Kind Of Drug, with the intention of producing a mild psychedelic. "Mild" was not what we got.
This started off similar to the last time we all got drunk together, with an attempt at a game of Truth or Dare. It did not last very long, because upon realising she didn't know what the drug would actually do, Val tried some. It didn't take effect immediately so she capitalised on the others not knowing much about drugs to get them to take some too. Then things started to occur.
It was obvious that something had taken effect when Val started changing the colours of things with her mind, first turning Aluber into neon colours and then turning Levi's hair blue. Other effects that people experienced include: Levi sprouts dog ears and a tail; Aluber becomes tiny; Mei starts fucking glowing; Darcy gets magic depression. We spent a little while fucking around and just getting a bit drunker, during which Aluber learnt what a buttplug is, and it was at this time that the GM told me that Val's deductive reasoning had been switched off, and she is incapable of drawing conclusions from the information she is taking in. So while I had above table worked out what this was, Val had no fucking clue why Levi was now barking at squirrels out of the window and Mei was turning into materials like water and string.
As things often do, it got Worse. All things considered, Val actually handled the situation better than the others did in terms of the things that happened to her, second to perhaps Aluber. Darcy and Mei got Bad first. I haven't talked about these two as much, but they're an interesting pair of cases. Darcy, in short, is a body without a soul who acts mostly on impulse. Mei is a ghost, a soul without a body. This drug made them each yearn for what they were missing, and they fucking fused together into a single person. We called her Marcy. Marcy proceeded to grab Aluber and go on a quest to run around and frolick because the soul piloting her (Mei, now as drunk as two people) missed having a physical form so much. In their frolicking, they went down into a certain basement.
I don't think I've had cause to bring this basement up yet, because this is not the Murder Basement. One of the characters that used to be part of the friend group, Seraph (who has since been kidnapped by his uncle and taken to boot camp) was a Nephilim, a half-angel. This basement is where his dad is locked up. He likes to read. Marcy went to go and visit him and show off being a whole complete person, and to her dismay he ripped them back into Mei and Darcy before sending them on their way. Also Darcy gave him a copy of Fifty Shades of Grey and I genuinely have no way to work that neatly into the flow of the post. Suffer.
Back in Old Church, Levi caught a scent in the wind. The scent of a deer in his territory. Levi is a werewolf with Khorne hanging out in his brain (complicated) and therefore did what werewolves are wont to do. He went on a hunt, bringing back the whole corpse of a deer and getting very possessive over it. This was the point where we really should have started to be worried, but our characters were all drunk off their asses and didn't think it was a problem. Val, who at this point was fucking around with magic that wasn't obeying her properly and writing absolutely incomprehensible things in chalk, accidentally turned an entire wall into blood when trying to remove blood that she had put there.
Things got worse from there. Levi now had the scent of blood. Levi, who has a telepathic connection with the rest of his wolf pack.
Mei and Darcy got back and were understandably rather depressed. Val had the galaxy-brain idea to use magic to make Darcy less sad and it just completely did not work. Instead, Darcy's filter was completely removed.
Aluber for reasons I genuinely don't remember was covered in blood at this point and, seeing that Levi had got its scent, washed it off with vodka.
Val tried to un-blood the wall, succeeded, and then realised it had pissed off Levi. She did not succeed at turning it back into blood.
Levi and the rest of the wolf pack were starting to frenzy.
The girls were a drunk pile on the floor, chatting about bullshit.
Aluber and Levi went outside, and there was a really fucking intense fight that unfortunately I was not especially tuned into because at this point the girls were absolutely in their drunk pile (we, the players, all got into a pile on one of the sofas for realism) and ended up talking about how we were embodying gender stereotypes by just chatting while the boys had an intense brawl outside, and were remarkably casual about it under the circumstances.
Once again, the slippy boy came out on top and did manage to beat Levi, but not without Levi allowing some of Khorne's influence to get a further hold on him, which for those of you who aren't already aware of Khorne is Very Fucking Bad. The drug wore off on both of them, and they realised Oh God Oh Fuck This Is Very Bad before each going home to sleep off the alcohol and rest. The girls were still drunk off their asses. Then Mei fully vanished.
Darcy and Val understandably panicked for about two minutes before Mei came back, the drug now having worn off on her too. With Val and Darcy still out of it, she took them back to her house so they could sleep, and needed things to tell their families. Mei already knew Darcy's mum and sent her a message to say Darcy was ok. Mei does not know Val's family, however. None of the gang do. She opened Val's phone to a message from her cousin entirely in emoji. If I'm remembering right this is actually the second time one of the gang has had to attempt to decipher the Westers' emoji code and for some fucking reason, Mei decided that the best thing to say was that Val was staying over with Levi. This might seem innocuous, but because the gang had recently finished faking a falling out, Val decided that the best excuse for why she was suddenly friends with Levi again was make-up sex. This resulted in a rumour going around the school that Val pegged Levi, which Mei decided to capitalise on here, impersonating Val to tell her cousin (using emoji code) that she was spending the night with Levi for sex reasons. As much as Val is an agent of chaos, I really have to hand this one to Mei and her player because god damn.
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fischltao · 3 years
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request by: @multi-fandoms-stuff
"can I pretty request an imagine for aot eren, erwin, levi, connie, armin, jean, reiner, bertolt, ymir, and mikasa about them making there s/o squirt for the first time and there reaction, have the reader get all shy and trys to hide her face??"
notes: ahhh thank you so much for requesting, again im very sorry for the delay and late update, im back on writing now!
warnings: smut, squirting, overstimulation, bodily fluids
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Eren Jeager:
You and Eren have got it going on for a few hours with him and his titan stamina plunging into you without letting you rest for a minute. You haven't even kept track of how long it's been or how many times he's made you cum that night, only focusing on his cock stretching you open and the way he is holding your throat. It's not long until your next orgasm arrives but oh, this time it feels different and suddenly you're squirting all over him and his cock as he keeps fucking you deeper and harder.
"Eren, I need to clean up, Im so sorry I didn't know this would happen, oh my-" You wail while pushing your hands over your face but instead of him stopping he just snaps his hips against yours harder and says:
"No. You're doing it again" Needless to say, you do, indeed.
Erwin Smith:
On your break you had snuck inside Erwin's office to steal a couple of kisses which soon ended up with you laying on the table all over his paperwork and him taking out his emotions on your poor pussy, to the point where you swear someone's going to walk in with a noise complain- not just due to your loud moans- but also due to the fact that his unsteady table is repeatedly creaking on the wooden floor.
"Erwin, I'm so close, Erwin I-ERWIN" You scream as you realize what is actually happening and not being able to hold it in. Both of you are freaking the fuck out. On any other situation he would find this really hot and treat you so good for squirting on him but you just came all over important papers which needed to be delivered awfully soon and neither has zero idea of what the hell you're supposed to do now. You freaking out must have been even louder than your sex noises and now you're adamant that everyone heard.
This was a different walk of shame
Levi Ackerman:
He had just changed the sheets to your shared bedroom when you walked in half naked after your shower, instantly igniting something inside him. The past few weeks had been really tiring for both and the only way to take your exhaustion away was having you bounce on his cock until you were in tears and shaking.
"You're gonna cum baby? I'm so fucking close too" He whispered in your ear like a lullaby in-between heavy breaths as he moved your hair out of your face and locked his eyes with yours. His movements were so gentle and passionate until you both grew desperate for your release and soon he was guiding your hips faster and sloppier while smacking your ass. It wasn't long until you started shaking while he filled you up. After you both came down from your highs you gained awareness of your surroundings and immediately shrunk to yourself.
"What are you hiding away for?"
"You just changed the sheets"
"I can always put another ones" He said awkwardly as you tried to shift away from his lap, when he pulled you right back in "It would be a shame if i changed them while they're only this wet. We might as well just ruin them completely"
Connie Springer:
Sasha and Jean were sleeping on the couch next to you after a nice dinner and Connie was feeling really turned on, right from the start of the night when you felt his fingers creeping up inside your panties and circling over your clit before teasing their way inside.
"Can we at least go somewhere isolated? I feel bad for-" You choked trying not to make a sound as his finger where now dipping in and out of your cunt in a desperate need of feeling your walls clench around them "Connie-"
"It's too comfy here, try to be more quiet baby" He whispered back as he lifted your skirt and pushed his tip inside not letting it all in but rather slipping it in and then pulling out and rubbing on your clit until you felt yourself cumming. Hard.
You were trying so hard to not make a noise until you realized what actually happened and turned around to look at your boyfriend in shock with heat rising up your cheeks. This cheeky motherfucker was looking back at you with the biggest smirk before plunging his entire length inside. Definitely proud of himself... And you definetely have to clean up before a) Jean and/or Sasha wake up b) Captain Levi haunts your dreams.
Jean Kirschstein:
Jean and you had been sent on different expenditions for the week so it was safe to say that you really missed spending time with each other. And him inside you.
Once he closes his room's door he already has you pushed against the wall and taking you right there while standing up. Jean is the romantic type but missing you made him desperate for your touch. You were sure you were seeing stars at one point, the way he pressed against you was magnificent and it just kept getting better and better until you felt the bubble inside you burst and soon your juices were everywhere on the floor. Everywhere.
You instantly felt like hiding away and audibly apologized while he still fucked the shit out of you. Confused he started slowing down and voiced his concern over your sudden apology until he realized what went down and blushed. 'Thats it, its over' you thought. Suddenly the most unexpected thing happened. A huge smile crept on his face "I made you squirt! Oh my god you look so hot, I bet Eren would never be able to make a girl sq-" He exclaimed before you kicked his leg.
Armin Arlet:
Armin is such a sweet young man. He had you laid on the bed for him as he slowly fucked into you, gasping in between kisses and telling you just how much he loves you. Gaining more confidence in yourself your moans became louder and louder and soon his pace changed into sharp and quick thrusts.
Your orgasm hit you like a freight train and cherished the way he was the one to make you scream and breathe like that. He felt so blessed that you chose him as the man to have inside your velvet walls and-
Why is the bed wet? Did the rain get through the wooden roof? Why are you trying to hide away? Armin genuinely had no clue.
"Is everything okay baby? Do you feel uncomfortable with the waters?" He asked as more color rose up to your cheeks, refusing to look in his eyes as you awkwardly tried to explain what had happened was not a leak in the roof "What did you say?"
"I squirted"
"Oh"
"Yes"
"This is way more exciting than a leaking roof...Way more"
Reiner Braun:
Reiner is an emotional man and it shows when you get intimate with each other. One time he has you on all fours, with a finger deep in your asshole as he rails your guts.
"Noone else can fuck you like that fuck- what is it baby, is there anyone else that will fuck you this good? Have you crying from their cock? Use your words princess come on" He gasped as his own tears were threatening to fall, seeking emotional validation as well as pleasure as you tried to form a coherent sentence while sobbing "Didn't think so darling, you're such a whore for me"
And in the heat of the moment the offspring of his actions and words erupted from your throat as a loud scream and your juices squirted all over his lap for the first time. The sighting made Reiner cum in an instant and neither had the energy to talk about it, until he embraced you tightly from behind and thanked you for allowing him to be with you and sharing your most vulnerable moment with him.
Berthold Hoover:
His cock felt so good as you bounced on it . In a way it was therapeutic and for the past 7 minutes you've been in this position you've felt constantly on the edge and your thighs burned until sweet release washed you over and soon you were clasping poor Bert's shoulders as you screamed and squirted all over him while he pulled his dick out of your spent pussy and slapped its head on your clit as he watched more liquid come out.
After your orgasm died down a little, instant shame washed over you and you tried hopping away before he hugged you tightly and swayed you without realizing that hes accidentally rubbing you on his cock again and that you are about to pass out....
Ymir:
Ymir is a big tease. A really big one. Proof being her refusing to finally push her fingers inside your soaked slit, instead choosing to just rub up and down while slipping half an inch inside before you grew desperate and moved your own fingers to your clit and rubbing vigorously.
"Fuck" You heard her exclaim before plunging two of her fingers inside "Don't stop touching yourself baby, wanna make you cum like that" She commanded as her fingers dove in and out as fast as she could while you screamed under her touch. Your orgasm came fast and before you knew it, Ymir was soaking wet with your juices . "Never knew my girl could squirt, makes me wish I ate you out instead" She says before diving in.
Mikasa Ackerman:
It was a quiet night with Mika as you laid on your bed next to each other. Your conversation ended with your fingers in her pussy and hers in yours. Both struggled with the pace as you chased your release and her moans in your ear caused you to lose control and instantly let go and clench around her fingers as clear liquid soaked the sheets right beneath you and she turned her head to look at you in awe.
"I'm so sorry Mikasa I didn't know this would-"
"Do you think I can do this too?" She asked with flushed cheeks and an innocent look on her face.
"Eh? Squirt?" You asked and before she had the chance to nod you took out the dildo from your drawer and plunged it deep into her dripping pussy.
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friendlylifecherry · 2 years
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Idea: God has died somehow and the angels are naturally in massive chaos trying to figure out they should do now and in mourning. The demons took this as an excuse to rampage through the human realm in a weird celebration, with the Demon Brothers leading the way. MC is going with Simeon, Luke, and Solomon on the way to stop them all. Each brother joins you after you beat them, so there's at least that. (BTW, I'm into Persona/SMT, and I have no idea how obvious it is, but that's not just you overthinking it)
In order from youngest to oldest:
Belphegor: he utterly hates humans, so he is just getting them killed in a whole lot of ways, mostly through freaky dreamscape powers [I have no clue if he has those powers, I just started this game]. First boss.
Beelzebub: He's eating his way through a massive buffet line and forcing anyone unfortunate enough to get caught by him to cook nice food for him, with being eaten as the punishment for not bringing food or not cooking well. Second boss and where the difficulty starts kinda kicking your ass.
Asmodeus: Well, you think a mass perma-orgy would be fun. And it is, for the first few times, but then you start getting tired or dehydrated, and the cubi and other lust demons don't let you rest or leave. And in the center is Asmodeus, doing all kinds of stuff that can't be shown in anything other than incredibly detailed porn, hypnotizing the humans in the circle to never leave and always worship him. Third boss and man, does the difficulty spike here!
Satan: As the kid born after the Fall and pretty much has never heard anything good to say about God, he's just wandering around, reading, petting cats, and watching dramas on TV before joining in on a classic post-apocalyptic gang as the scary as fuck leader. The fourth boss and his fight is pretty weird, difficulty-wise since he's not much angry but getting him upset makes the fight 3× as hard as it should be
Leviathan: He's taken over Akihabara and is making everyone serve him. The humans trapped by him need to make routine sacrifices of rare figures, merchandise, collectibles, and other Otaku products, or they are very likely to get eaten or thrown to be fed to Lotan. Hell, he might do that if you make Levi jealous anyway. Fifth boss and man, the dude does not pull back his punches.
Mammon: Frankly, being stuck with Mammon isn't that bad compared to the others. At the very least, you have very low chances of dying because you made Mammon mad or anything. Mammon's running a glitzy casino/hotel, staffed by greed demons and humans who had either been gambled away or gambled themselves away. It's a pretty good place to be a customer, but it will drain you of everything you value, and Mammon ain't letting you go once you start playing. Sixth boss and I hope you got your shit together because he will kick your ass if you aren't prepared.
Lucifer: As the one with the most, shall we say, complicated relationship with God, he is really not taking the old man dying very well. He's pretty much making himself the new God, forcing any humans he catches to worship him and build him a shrine grand enough to offend the heavens, with his brothers as sort of junior divinities. Next to him is Diavolo, who has somehow become even more smitten with how utterly gorgeous Lucifer has become when he's so beautiful and cruel, the Morningstar's glory so utterly radiant that it puts the sun shining on him to shame (simp). Final (not really) boss, both against Lucifer and Diavolo, and this is even worse than Mammon.
There's a recurrent theme of loss, sadness, and anger, like how most people would react when an estranged parent has suddenly died, drowning themselves in vices and hurting themselves and the people around them. Rage, grief, and this throbbing undercurrent of despair. And well, there's a true final boss, as there always is.
Lilith: Or at the very least, the resentful ghost of her angelic power, acting as an all-consuming Avatar of Despair. With the death of God, the entire Celestial Realm, half the human realm, and a good chunk of the Devildom, including her brothers, has fallen into existential despair, which has given her the power to try consuming pretty much everything and everyone in a desperate need to make everyone feel the same way she does/did and to fill the emptiness inside her from the removal of her soul to be reincarnated. The actual final boss and this one just pulls out all the stops on her terror's grandeur and sheer scale.
Finally, Lilith's resentful ghost is defeated, and since there's been a lot of damage to the human realm, MC convinces Barbatos to rewind time to before God died, so none of this ever happened, and all it was is a very terrible collective nightmare. Though God does get a nagging feeling to make a will just in case
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moemammon · 3 years
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The Demon Bros reacting to: Losing Belphie at the Mall!
You can imagine how stressful it is going out with the Avatar of Sloth, who's known for being able to sleep anywhere. How do the brothers handle it??
Lucifer
*leans into mic* Goodbye you little shit-
Just kidding. Unless
Why can't they have a nice outing as a family for once? Why didn't he think to put Belphagor on a leash??
Already organizing a search party so they can find him. Delegates one brother to every section of the mall. "If you see anything out of the ordinary, call me at once."
Considers tying Belphie to Beel's back when they go out from now on.
Mammon
DON'T WORRY BELPH. YOUR BIG BRO IS COMING TO SAVE YA
Or something. He ends up going off on his own and gets separated from everyone else.
But that won't stop him from finding his baby bro! Who knows what kind of danger he could be in?! Mammon still remembers the time Belphie wound up on the other side of the devildom, somehow....
Gets distracted by every outlet he passes. "Ooh, those are on sale? Ya can never have too many sunglasses."
Somehow ends up buying a ton of shit before he remembers what he was actually doing
Levi
Ah damn, that's crazy
Anyway, let him know when you guys find him
Probably tries to be a Hackerman™️ and get into the mall's security cameras or something
He's not successful, despite his best efforts. Who would've known that real life isn't like video games at all? 😔✌️💦
"If this were an rpg, I'd just have to use a seeing spell, and I'd find him in no time... I'm no good with this real world stuff..."
Satan
detective mode: engaged
He has a magnifying glass and everything?? Don't even ask where he got it from. You'll kill his vibe
The "Let's split up and look for clues!" guy
Honestly, he's enjoying this way too much for someone who should be worrying about his little brother.
But it's fine since he seems to legitimately be looking for Belphie, unlike some people
Asmo
"Oh noo~! Belphie has gone missing?? Maybe I should....check the changing rooms to see if he's in there~"
Belphie is a demon so it's not like anything bad can happen to him
He's probably fine! Anyway Asmo's gonna be in the makeup department "looking for Belphie" if you need him
Boy is "looking" hard! He's practically breaking a sweat! Which is why he should try out these blotting wipes they have on display.
Is that a hyaluronic acid toner?! Wow....
Beel
Fucking ransacking the place. Beel leaves no stone (or person) unturned. Approaches random strangers to interrogate them about his brother's whereabouts.
Shakes mannequin "Belphie are you in there-"
Honestly? He's the most likely to find him. They've got that weird 'same brain' thing going on, so he's just checking everywhere he thinks Belphie might be
Ends up finding him in a department store sleeping on a discounted tempur-pedic mattress
Hoists him over his shoulder like a delicate sack of potatoes. All's well that ends well!
Belphie
He's died
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cafedanslanuit · 3 years
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calling them by the wrong name [a tiktok prank] ft. eren, armin, mikasa, jean, levi, reiner, annie and porco
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♡   —   tags: fluff, hurt/comfort, gn!reader
♡   —   a/n: set in a modern au, they’re all around college age <3
♡   —   masterlist
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eren
- you usually got into playfights with eren and he loved to end them by tickling you. he usually won but unfortunately he had no clue to were about to prank him once again
- “sdfkhj stop! j-jean stop!” you laughed, squirming under his hands
- eren stopped immediately, kneeling in front of you on the bed, eyebrows knitted together as he looked down at you
- “the fuck did you just call me?”
- “what?” you asked “i said ‘baby, stop’”
- “you said jean,” eren said. “you play with jean like this?”
- eren was so serious and looked so mortified you couldn’t keep up the charade and pointed at your phone recording the whole thing from the nightstand.
- you could visibly see his tense muscles drop once he realized it’s another prank and then squinted at you. “you think you’re so funny, huh?” he asked while you started laughing
- he grabbed both your legs and pulled you closer, leaning down and capturing your lips in a heated kiss.
- oh no you’ve awaken possessive!eren enjoy the ride
armin
- you had just woken up, sharing the morning bliss with armin in your shared kitchen. he handed you the newspaper as he prepared coffee for both of you
- “levi, can you hand me my glasses, please?” you asked, trying and failing to read the newspaper in front of you.
- armin stopped in his motions and walked to you, who were sitting on the kitchen table. you looked up to him, confused. “my glasses, baby?”
- “you realize what you said, right?” he asked carefully. you cocked your head to the side, feigning ignorance.
- “i don’t know what you’re talking about.”
- armin stood still, his blue eyes on you as you could practically listen how loud his thoughts were at the moment, trying to see if you’re lying or if, in fact, he didn’t heard correctly the first time
- a minute goes by and he was still not moving, just staring at you and when his eyes started filling with tears you felt bad for him. “oh no, no, no, baby, it’s a prank,” you say, pointing at your phone.
- armin lets out a long sigh and hangs his head low. “you’re so mean!”
- go and hug your man please
mikasa
- mikasa and you were working on your backyard garden. mikasa was usually in charge of it but this time you loved whenever she let you join her
- “annie, could you pass me the trowel?”
- mikasa stopped in her movements and then turned her head to you. “annie?”
- “huh?” you asked. “what do you mean?”
- “you just called me annie” she said, sitting back on her heels, a noticeable frown on her face. she shook the dirt off her gloves and left them on the ground, standing up and turning to leave.
- “wait no, it was a joke for tiktok!” you say, grabbing her ankle and pointing at your phone that was propped on her tool box.
- “i’m out of here,” she sighed, rolling her eyes as she started walking again with you attached to her ankle
- “‘kasa, pleeeeeeeease!
jean
- you were cuddling with jean when he said he was going to the kitchen to get something to drink. he stood up and just as he was leaving the bedroom you called out for him
- “could you get me some snacks too, eren? thank you!”
- this mf went back on his tracks and looked at you like you had just insulted his whole family
- “you did not just call me eren”
- “what? i would never, baby, what are you talking about?”
- “no, stop, you just did,” he said, his voice breaking a little. “are you and eren… i don’t know- are you-?
- you didn’t have it in you to continue the joke, sprinting and colliding against him, pulling him into a hug
- “i’m so sorry, it was a prank! jean, baby, it was a stupid prank oh my god i’m so sorry-”
- anyway he was extra cuddly that night. reassure him he’s the only one, please.
levi
- sitting on your balcony and sharing tea with levi was one of your favourite habits
- levi was done with his cup and started pouring himself more tea from the little teapot that was in the table
- “armin-- i mean, baby, could you pour me more tea as well, please?”
- levi kept pouring the tea without reacting to your words and then poured some on your cup as well.
- “you’re spending way too much time with those brats,” he grunted, putting the pot back on the table and handing you your cup.
- “jealous?” you teased him with a flirty grin. levi rolled his eyes.
- “whatever helps you sleep at night”
- he sees you chuckling and suddenly the pieces fall together. “not another fucking tiktok prank,” he sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.
reiner
- you were cooking with him, stirring the pot as he chopped vegetables for the stew.
- “pock-- shit, reiner, could you pass me the carrots please?”
- you noticed reiner stopping for a moment. you prepared yourself for his response but instead he handed you the cup with diced carrots for the stew in silence.
- you poured them to the stew but he kept silent. “hey babe, wanna watch a movie while we have dinner?”
- “sure, sounds fun,” he replied with a small smile that doesn’t meet his eyes.
- your heart broke into a million pieces and you quickly went and hugged him tightly, pressing your face against his broad chest
- “reiner, it was a prank, oh my god, i’m so sorry.”
- you heard his sigh, the tension leaving his body as he wrapped his arms around you.
- (there’s a cut on your tiktok video and then a take of you peppering his face with kisses as an apology)
annie
- you were watching a movie with annie and lowkey getting bored, so you decided to pull the prank you had been preparing
- “‘kasa, the popcorn, please?” you said, your eyes locked on the tv screen as you moved your hand towards your girlfriend.
- she literally slapped your hand away
- “wha- baby!?”
- annie paused the movie and turned to you, arching her eyebrow. “you think you’re so funny”
- “what do you mean?
- “you know exactly what i mean. so this better be a joke or else-”
- “or else what?” you giggled, grabbing your phone and filming your girlfriend.
- she rolled her eyes and when you tried to crawl to her, she quickly used her leg and pushed you away.
- “no clowns allowed in my personal space.”
porco
- it was date night and you guys were in a diner, talking about your week and spending quality time together. so of course you decided to pull the prank you’d seen on tiktok
- “rei, could you pass the ketchup?”
- porco widened his eyes and put his burger down.
- “this better be a fucking tiktok prank,” he huffed
- “what do you mean?”
- “you just said ‘rei’ like i’m that dumbass- wait, no, where is it-,” porco says as he starts looking around for your phone.
- “HA!!!! i fucking knew it!” he goes as soon as he finds it hidden behind the salt shaker. you laughed as he grabbed your phone and started filming you.
- “what would you do if it wasn’t a prank?” you grinned.
- “well you better hope you brought your own ride because i’d leave you here,” he smirked, earning another laugh from you.
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bibblelevi · 2 years
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Okay @levmada's princess levi oral fixation and @wortverlust's muzzled levi got me thinking......
He's got a mouth on him, whether it's with his snippy attitude or incessant need to have his lips smacked around something constantly. Some times it gets to the point of having to literally muzzle him.
And the first time you do it, he's so taken aback he has no clue how to respond. Save for the complaints of not being able to kiss you, lick your skin and nip at it while he's balls deep in your cunt. It's not fair. Not one bit, he thinks.
You're smug about it, teasing even. All Levi can manage right now is pressing the side of his face to your chest as he fucks himself into you.
"I warned you Levi, if you kept your mouth shut we wouldn't have had to come to this," you tut as he whimpers behind the grinding of his teeth. He needs something in his mouth, craves something--anything to fill it.
"Just wanted your attention, you were on your--hah--phone call..." his hips slow to a gradual roll as he tries to finish his sentence, brain growing fuzzy when you tighten up on him, "...f-for way too fucking l-long."
You pet his hair as he gives a silent plea for mercy--to let up on him. Maybe if he tries to look cute, you'll pity him enough.
"If you make me cum enough times, maybe I'll be nice enough to take this off."
Levi immediately gets to work at those words, putting every ounce of effort into fucking you exactly how you want him to with the shred of hope you give him.
Warnings for muzzle, dacryphilia (crying), mean dom Reader, punishment, use of “kitty” once (so mild pet play), mommy kink
Ley. I don’t even know what to say except for you’ve both ruined and improved my day substantially with this and your art
Dacryphilia kink going brrrrr… because imagine Levi getting so frustrated with the muzzle on that he starts to tear up. You don’t think he’s ever been so easy to tame before you decided to adjust the metal cage over his mouth--all of his quips die on his tongue, all of his pleas are silenced behind a bitten lip. He fucks you nice and hard, of course he does, but you’re not too sure he’s learned his lesson yet, so it stays on a little longer.
He sinks to his knees right between your legs, suddenly all obedient, brows drawn and hands placed in front of him where you can see them. When you notice his expression, you reach down and grab the front of his neck, turning his face towards yours.
“Why the long face, kitty? Are you upset that Mommy took away all your treats?”
“I-I’m not… what are… you even saying,” he huffs, feigning indifference despite the noticeable twitch of his cock. “That’s so…”
You hum, leaning down so you can nuzzle into his hair. A kiss is pressed on his hairline, and he warms from the touch, disappointed he can’t reciprocate the gesture with his own lips. You sit back up and pat your knee, silently beckoning Levi to rest his chin on the spot. He’s smart enough to obey, and a hand immediately smooths down his hair, attempting to console him after what he’s been cruelly denied.
“Let me… let me kiss you,” he murmurs. “‘wanna kiss. Please.”
“You want a kiss?” Your fingers run over the thin metal bars, barely pressing through. He knows you’re being mean--teasing him over the fact he can’t even lap at your fingers with his tongue. “You’re so cute.”
His face scrunches up. Another rejection. He’s growing more impatient, but maybe that’s the point--
“It could be worse. It could be a gag,” you say.
“This is worse,” he insists, choking on the knot in his throat. “So much fucking worse.”
“Oh? So you’re saying we’ve found a punishment you don’t actually like. That’s a first.”
He huffs. “Stop being so mean. I just…” He buries his forehead into your thigh and clings to you. “Jus’ want one stupid kiss. Please…Mommy.”
Your breath catches and your eyes nearly roll from the pang of pleasure you get hearing him call you that. It’s enough to pull him back up to your level, fingers reaching around to undo the leather buckle.
“Just one kiss, baby.”
And Levi proves one again how little self restraint he has when it comes to you.
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pen-observing · 3 years
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request: how lucifer, mammon, satan, belphegor and diavolo react and find out about you having 'I now own your soul' under the terms and conditions of a webpage.
Lucifer:
While Lucifer is certainly busy all the time, and tries to balance it by having you in his study as he works, he can’t hide how tired he has actually been for the past 4 weeks.
All you know is that Diavolo has made the meetings more frequent and they are taking a toll on him
And since he means that much to you, regardless of if you wish to acknowledge it or not, you have to ask what is going on once he stands up and walks over to reach for another bottle from his shelf Lucifer does not drink that often and he certainly doesn’t try to avoid work by drinking.
Just what could be making him act this way?
“Lucifer, you have to tell me what is going on.”
He stands on his side of the desk just pouring another glass down.
Curse him for being elegant and showing his forearms while doing so!
And then he dares to look at you with full focus and furrowed eyebrows and he is about to say something and he looks like-
‘no. You are human.’
Fuck.
“Come on! You know I won’t tell anyone!”
He does trust you at least after so long.
"Very well. I will tell you since it has something to do with a human. If, by any chance, you spread the information, the price you pay will be a heavy one."
He can’t intimidate you that much but you know when he is serious.
"You see, recently, Diavolo has had more issues than ever with someone we like to call ‘code soul stealer"
“Uhn,, and that is?”
He takes a sip of his drink and holds the glass while looking at you.
“Apparently, a pesky human added ‘I now own your soul’ in their terms and conditions on a web page and some application. With this, they have stolen many souls and Diavolo has grown even more concerned these past few weeks since the page is just gaining popularity.”
Oh fuck, oh fuck. Thats you that he is calling a pesky human! You only did it as a joke because you saw a meme! It wasn’t supposed to make an enemy out of you to the prince of hell!
How are you supposed to tell Lucifer that? How will he react?
Maybe if you do tell him it will actually create more good than harm?
Or, you could hide it for the rest of your life and- no! The honest way with Lucifer is the best way. He trusts you enough so you have to trust him too!
“Lucifer...I am the pesky human you are referring to...”
He drops the glass. 
“I swear I had no idea souls were actually real and now I own a lot of them! O-On the good side I went viral 4 weeks ago so...oh, that is why you’ve been so busy....sorry.”
Lucifer says nothing.
He just falls into the chair in the most dramatic way you’ve ever seen.
He covers his face with both hands and groans into them loudly.
If you were not ‘code soul stealer’ you would laugh at him right now. But he has to figure out a way to protect you now.
Mammon:
You see, dating Mammon means that you two will bicker plenty.
However, it is usually silly stuff that you bicker about like; are gold or silver lines better on this cup of tea or not?
He just loves you too much to get into a serious argument with you.
However, Levi dragged you both to play a spy/heist game that just came out and Mammon cannot accept to lose such a challenge.
He is not proud that people call him thief, but he is proud and believes he has the skills to back up his many enrichment-plans
So the fact that you won against him for 3 times in a row is UNNACCEPTABLE under this dark, dark sky.
Mammon denies it all. ‘i went easy on you’; ‘I did it cuz you are happy when you win’ and ‘please, don’t you know who I am? I am THE Mammon!”
And while he is cute while bickering, sometimes it becomes unbearable.
So, you do what any normal human would: you challenge him by listing your biggest ‘heist’ ever.
“You don’t know who you are talking to! I have created a heist unlike any other! I have stolen a million souls so far! The DevilTV refers to me as – unstoppable soul collector!”
Levi left long ago so Mammon is standing there completely stunned with the stupidest look on his face so far. He kind of looks like a blowfish.
Still, he runs and puts a hand over your mouth and whispers:
“Don’t yell! We don’t want others to know that we run that business!”
Excuse him? Who is this –we- he speaks of?
“You will add your boyfriend to those plans, won’t you?”
Mammon will not let shock stand in the way of money or souls. You can explain to him how you managed that later but for now – just add him as your accomplice.
Satan:
You love your boyfriend.
You really, really do.
You love seeing him so excited and focused on finding clues to the newest Devildom mystery that you chose to let him have his fun by not telling him YOU were the one he was searching for.
And while you love him that much, you are about to ruin the whole game.
Why does he think it is appropriate to own 48 pairs of the same Sherlock Holmes outfit with THE UGLIEST MATCHING HATS YOU HAVE EVER LAID YOUR EYES ON.
First, he wore them in his ‘detective office’ only. Also known as the Lamentation house storage room for cleaning products. And that was fine, it was.
But then he started to wear them inside the house and in the garden. The saddest day was when a cat knocked the ugly hat off and ran away with it. Oh praise that cat! Praise the little paws!
However, he has gone too far.
He knows no bounds and shows no signs of stopping.
He started wearing the outfits OUTSIDE! In the middle of cobblestone paths of the main street while you were trying to have a nice date!
"Who knows where the soul snatching culprit could be hiding? I must wear this outfit everywhere to catch their clues. Trust me.”
That is it.
If one more iguana-looking-ass demon points their finger at you two and snickers as you walk past – he will have a rude wake up call.
How is it possible that he is trying to catch the culprit that is you but doesn’t pay any attention to you?
So, when you arrive home and he walks into the mop closet to add another unrelated photo to his crazy whiteboard as a clue – you tell him to sit down for a moment.
“Satan, honey, I have something to tell you about your soul snatching culprit.”
That definitely got his attention.
Finally! He is actually looking at you!
You lean down and gently kiss his head.
“I am the culprit you’re looking for. How does it feel to completely miss something right under your nose?”
He freezes up and throws a pen towards the whiteboard. It just bounces off and hits him in the back.
“You....you mean to tell me that,,, the biggest Devil Mystery TV phenomenon is ACTUALLY YOU?”
You are met with complete disbelief. Satan demands a detailed explanation on how you did it. He even tells you to use his whiteboard to retrace your steps!
...good luck...
Belphegor:
Will Belphegor ever actually publicly say that he has changed because of you? No.
Will he ever actually admit that to other brothers besides Beel when they’re talking in the late hours of the night in their room? Oh, absolutely not.
Will he tell you? Yes.
Yes but.. He will leave something out.
Sometimes Belphie looks at how you smile and remembers things that make him famous in this realm.
Yes, he is one of the most powerful demons and yes, he has a reputation of rebellion and the biggest steak of unattendance in RAD but
He is also a fairly famous scholar.
His papers and research are cited on the regular.
But when you smile and say a witty joke – he remembers that most of them focus around him proving just how dumb or naïve humans actually are.
But, you’re human and he hopes that you never see those.
Except that you do.
Because he is so famous it is no surprise that while looking for research papers to reference for your next assignment you saw his name while browsing through
And while you love him - you will not allow him to just diss the whole mankind.
So, you grab one of them from the library. Walk home, go to the attic while he is napping and open it up, putting it right on his face.
It takes a couple of seconds but he feels something is wrong and his hand reaches for it.
When he pulls it away, he is met with his thesis that was further developed from the seduction speech class assignment.
It sets it up as: ‘Seduction speech as a matter of blatant deception that humans always fall for but could never recreate.’
You are not even that mad at it to be honest.
But proving him wrong is always fun. And little does he know about your biggest secret ever.
“I will cut right to the chase and say – fix your bangs I want to see the way your eyes look when I tell you this!”
“I wonder who messed up my bangs with the academic paper in the first place?” is what he replies but his hand is already on his forehead.
“Whatever. Prepare to be amazed! I am the one the elders of the devildom are always ranting about on TV! Yes, I am the ‘pesky little human’ who is stealing away ‘edible’ souls! How is that for your thesis now? Is that not true deception?!”
He likes your smile still. You’re standing in front of the bed looking at him with sparkling eyes and clenched fists while striking a pose. It is silly really but he smiles.
Because you are.
And while he will ask you a bit more about that claim, he is just happy to know that maybe his next academic paper (which everyone eagerly awaits) will be tad more positive to your kind.
Diavolo:
You got an urgent call from Barbatos.
On the doorstep he told you that Diavolo needs you in his study.
What could you do that Barbatos can’t and will help Diavolo? Does such a thing even exist?
You walk inside of his office and are pretty sure Barbatos did not want to go inside because of the fact that a rat could be hiding under the mountain of papers that are all around the room.
Usually, Diavolo immediately stands up, lights up the room with his smile and stretches out his hands for a hug.
Now? He hears the doors open and looks at you with a weak smile while his head is resting on his elbows from behind the desk.
He has never looked worse.
“Barbatos said you called for me?”
You are unsure where to begin with this so you state a fact while thinking of questions to ask.
“He has? I have done no such thing?”
Great. Now both of you are confused.
“Can you tell me what is going on?”
Diavolo sighs and his smile is still nowhere to be seen.
“The elders have been so annoying lately. I understand that the biggest threat to the Devildom and everyone’s life here still has not been identified but there is nothing I can do except search!”
Just what threat is that? What could be making Diavolo so miserable?
“They keep comparing me to my father without actually offering any ways of fixing this!”
“I will try to offer some way if you tell me what the threat is!”
There you are, making a grand exclamation and promise while trying to avoid papers on the floor. Diavolo sighs again.
“A human is ruining our business! They somehow set up a page that allowed them to own souls by consent in some application under the terms and conditions. I mean, this has never happened before! Humans were never expected to think of that or have access to such means! And the name they used was fake. How am I supposed to find them and then burn them in the darkest pits of hell as the elders want me to?”
You stop trying to avoid the papers.
Did...did he just say darkest pits of hell? Did he just say the elders want YOU burned?!
How are you supposed to fix this? It was a fucking joke! You did not imagine this could ever happen!
“Diavolo you promised you would protect me no matter what, right?”
His eyes are serious when you say that. “Yes. I will. Is something amiss?”
“Diavolo.... I am the enemy your elders want to burn.. PLEASE DON’T LET THEM! MY SKIN JUST ADJUSTED TO THIS TEMPERATURE!”
Diavolo looks at you and laughs like never before. It is cute, it is childlike. His laugh finally lights up the room.
He thinks you are joking.
He thinks you are joking and abruptly stops once he realizes that you did not join in on the laugh.
You were just trying to crack a joke and make him feel better, right? There is no way that is true, right? But judging from your reaction he knows it is.
So, he grows serious once more.
He runs to embrace you.
“Please tell me you are willing to make a compromise because the elders do not care about how your skin adjusts to the temperature.”
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Hi!
First, I hope you are doing well and having a wonderful day ✨
Now, I was wondering if I could ask for a headcanon on Levi, Lucifer, Beel, Mammon and Simeon finding out that their s/o is a demigod son of Poseidon haha
Well, thanks for reading and I hope you have an excellent day, take care
(srry about my bad English btw)
MC is the son of Poseidon
I FUCKING LOVE THIS IDEA SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING IT
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE GREEK MYTHOLOGY
Male reader
Warnings: cursing
Lucifer
Sensed that there is something different about you the second you entered the Devildom so he's been keeping a close eye on you since then
Relaxed a bit though after you two grew closer and also started dating
Actually he completely forgot about that strange, powerful aura surrounding you, but you gotta consider that he simply got used to it after spending so much time which is one of the main reasons why forgot about it in the first place
You were taught as a child to keep a low profile and keep your father a secret for your own safety, but you can't bear the thought of lying to Lucifer so obviously you tell him
Of course he's taken aback by your confession and swears to keep it a secret
Beats himself up for not knowing it sooner, because come on it was super obvious
You two bond over the fact that both of your godly fathers are kinda dicks
Mammon
Also felt your dominant aura like Lucifer, but brushed it off immediately, because you're supposed to be a normal human right? That's what he was told at least
Mammon being Mammon fell unusually quickly for you and couldn't take his eyes off you for one second
That's when he started to notice things, things a normal human shouldn't be able to do
It was almost as if you were commanding the water, giving it silent orders and bent it at your will
Your dumb ass thought that no one was watching until you spot Mammon a few meters away from you with his eyes and mouth wide open
"What are ya doin', human?!"
He won't let you off the hook now so you better explain to him what in the actual fuck you were doing just now, but you know that he'd rather cut both of his arms off before giving your secret away
Leviathan
OH BOY HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT WAS UP THE SECOND HE LAID HIS EYES UPON YOU
It's just that you feel so familiar to him and it's almost ridiculous how much at ease you put him when he's near you
And not just that! He also caught you talking to Henry 2!
At first he thought you were like just talking to the fish like a normal one sided conversation you have with animals you know?
But then he noticed that you are not just talking, but actually communicating with that damn goldfish, because Henry 2 seemed to respond to you
Asked you to go swimming with him and you got a bit suspicious, because he said it out of nowhere. Mans doesn't even know himself where the fuck that came from all of a sudden, but he wanted answers
Of course you loved the sea, it's home after all, but you couldn't risk outing yourself as a demigod and-
"Are you like a sea creature or something?"
Oh well, that settled it
You explain your situation to him and HE THINKS IT'S SO COOL OKAY
YOU TWO SWIM ON A REGULAR BASIS AND OOOHHH IMAGINE YOUR FIRST KISS BEING UNDERWATER
Beelzebub
Didn't brush your weird aura off immediately like Mammon, because what if you're a potential threat to his family and friends?
Did start to ignore it though when he got to know you better and saw what a kind and good person you are
So mesmerized by how gracefully you move in the water and how you look like you're at home whenever you all go out to the beach
Would love to ask you what that all is about, because my man over here is curious and your behavior must definitely be connected with that unique aura, but he also doesn't wanna be too weird about like he has no idea how even approach you with that
Like "hey are you part fish, because you seem like one to me."
No
Also he's too precious and kind to risk making you feel uncomfortable so he waits for you to approach him first
The day comes where you tell him, because you trust Beel with your life. Not with your food, but with your life!
And he swears to keep it a secret AND PROTECT YOU FROM ANY OTHER DEMIGODS OR WEIRD CREATURES
Simeon
Now he's Mr. functioning braincell in this pack and is actually able to connect all the dots
I mean Levi and Beel had a clue too, but Simeon is the only one to immediately tell that you have divine blood running through your veins
Those are the perks of being an angel eh
Decided to not tell anyone about it, because it would cause chaos if someone found that the human wasn't entirely human after all
And you just know that he knows
And he knows that you know that he knows
Understood that?
You saw it in his eyes and instantly started to panic, but calmed down when he shot you a warm, reassuring smile
Sweetheart, you don't even have to explain anything to him, okay? He'll take the secret with him to the grave and you don't even have to make him promise that
But he offered you to talk to him whenever you felt like it
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Pairing: Levi x Fem!Reader
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TW: Season 3 spoiler, Blood, Profanity, Suicide (For a split second), Suggestive
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Please go away, Captain. Or at least end me. I don’t like the way you make me feel when you’re around. I can’t breathe. Please stop walking my way. Stop looking at me with those eyes.
“Y/N, I need that paperwork on my desk by five o’clock today. Not a minute late, understood?” What are you even saying? Stop looking at me like that. His brows creased with impatience at your nonexistent response. “Hey, focus, brat.” He snapped his fingers at you, making you flinch out of your daze. “Yes, Captain! Right away.” You saluted messily and paced toward the door, returning when you figured out that you didn’t know what you were ordered to do.
“What are you agreeing to, brat?” God…that delicious word was cracking your last bits of sanity. “Repeat what I ordered you to do.” Levi demanded, not having moved an inch from where he was standing. He crossed his arms in annoyance. “Um, y-you… You said to-” “I told you to jump off of Wall Maria without any gear on.” Your eyes widened, and you felt as if all the air in your lungs got punched out of you. So this was your end. This is how you die? Your Captain found your expression to be almost as funny as a shit joke. He didn’t show it on the surface, though.
“Relax, idiot. I was kidding. I want you to finish the paperwork I gave you earlier and hand it in to me by five. Pay attention, or next time it won’t be a joke.” He walked toward the door of the meeting room and turned to face you you when he heard you yelling your affirmation like an annoying parrot. “Yes, Captain! It won’t happen again!” You gave him your best salute only to have eyes rolled at you.
Levi left the room not having a clue that you almost threw up in front of him. You felt that stupid after the situation. Usually, you always felt like the rest of the world went pitch black, with only a spotlight shining on you and him, whenever he talked to you. Even when he scolded you for not doing something to his liking, you couldn’t help but focus on his devastatingly gorgeous silver eyes and how they squinted occasionally in fury, or his lips that never seemed to curve upwards and spat the ugliest words at you sometimes. It was tough love. At least that’s what you made of it.
“What happened in here? Did somebody spike the Captain’s tea? I’m very concerned.” Armin had walked into the meeting room where you stayed, replaying the conversation you just had with your handsome superior. “What are you talking about, Armin?” You ask curiously, having just seen the man acting as unfazed as always. “He smiled, Y/N. He genuinely smiled.”
You were in just as much shock as Armin was. He smiled? And I missed it?! “What were you guys talking about?” Armin sat in one of the chairs next to you. His crystal blue eyes gleamed with curiosity, wondering what was so great that it could cause the most solemn man in the scouts to crack a smile. “I zoned out while he was giving me an order, and then he told me to kill myself—not in those exact words, but, he told me to jump off of Wall Maria without any gear on. I think I made a stupid face or something, but I really thought he was ordering me to die. Then he told me the actual order.”
Armin chuckled at your retelling of the story, knowing he would have reacted the same way as Levi. “Whatever it was that you did, keep doing it! We’ve only seen Captain Levi smile once, and it’s been forever since then. Historia was crowned queen when he last smiled in front of us.” You smirked dumbly and got off the desk you were sitting on. “I’ll try my best. I gotta go, Armin. I have some paperwork to get done before Captain Levi reigns even more hell down on earth.” Armin chuckles and waves a goodbye as you leave.
It was four forty-three, and you had barely gotten anything done. With all the time you were given, you took it upon yourself to leave your work until the last minute—the procrastinating prodigy that you are. You watched everyone do their work with no thought about your own. Four forty-eight. Four fifty. Four fifty-six. Four fifty-nine. Five o’clock.
“Have you guys seen Y/N?” Levi asked Sasha, Connie, and Jean. “No, sir. She was sitting with Eren, Armin, and Mikasa when I last saw her.” Connie replied. Fucking hell, Y/N.
It was five thirty-two when you finally knocked on Levi’s door. “How nice of you to show up on time.” You heard directly inside your ear. You gasped with fear and quickly turned around. Your Captain did not look pleased at all. “Can you tell me what time it is?” You checked the clock on the wall. “Five thirty-three, sir.” Your eyes looked at everything but him. “Okay, good. Come on in.” He unlocked his office door and waited for you to walk in before slamming it shut.
You bounced slightly at the harsh sound. “You better have a damn good excuse for why my paperwork is thirty-three minutes late.” He slowly walked over to you and the stack of papers you held tightly to your chest. “Did you even do it correctly?” He snatched the stack away from you, a few papers nicking the area between your thumb and index finger. You were quick to suck on the area that bled. He looked over the work you had done, keeping the compliments he would have rewarded you with to himself. The brat is good. If only she worked faster.
“It’ll do. It’s not extraordinary work, but i’ll take it because it’s not the most important work that needed to be done.” You stopped sucking the blood from your hand and looked at him when he went silent. “Tch, use your words. Ask for a bandage or something.” He walked over to his desk and pulled out a white roll of gauze.
“Let me see.” He unstuck the beginning of the roll and returned to his spot next to you. “I can do it, sir.” You reached your undamaged hand toward the roll he held, only for him to pull it away from you. “Let me see it.” He urged, waiting for you to show him the cuts. They were surprisingly deep. You put your hand palm-up in front of you, only for him to adjust the position so that he could wrap the material around your hand correctly. The white wrapping began to turn red when it touched the blots of blood emerging from your open skin. With every layer he wrapped, less color was seen until it was just white.
Warmth was emitted through his fingers which soothed the pain in your hand a little. He let you retract your hand, watching you as you stared at the dressed wounded area. “What? Do you want me to kiss it or something?” He looked at you with an ordinary uninterested expression. Yes, please! Kiss it better. “I-I mean-“ You managed to stutter. Your cheeks flushed with heat when you realized what you had started saying. “Stop that, brat. Just stop talking.”
He walked to his desk and continued to look over the work you had done. He silently admired your considerably neat handwriting. It was as if you had typed it—the letters being all equally sized, no streaks out of line. “Right. I’m sorry.” You whispered, walking in the direction of the door. His words hit harder than usual for some reason. It was nothing to be upset about, yet you felt an unwelcome lump start forming in your throat. Maybe it’s you finally realizing that your love for him would never be reciprocated. Just being in the same room as him in that moment had you feeling more vulnerable than ever.
You mustered up the small amount of stability you had in your voice and said,”Well, if you don’t need me to do anything else, I’ll be on my way.” “That will be all.” He mumbled, not looking at you. No thank you? You saluted and left the room.
Unlike times before, Levi didn’t make your heart soar, he made it sink to the pit of your stomach, despite him touching you more than he ever has. It made you question your reasons for loving him so much. Is he worth the confusion your heart goes through when talking to the different versions of him? You’re not sure.
Weeks went by with you treating Levi like he was anyone but the person you longed to be with before. You still gave him the respect he deserved as your Captain, but you only talked to him when he talked to you or when you needed to deliver something to him from another one of your superiors. When he ordered you to do something, you would simply give him an affirmation and walk away. No small talk or questions. You didn’t smile like you usually did for him, and your heart wasn’t beating erratically when you accepted the duties he assigned to you.
Levi caught on to this act of yours when he started missing the way your doe eyes lingered on his as he talked to you. Now you would barely look him in the eyes. He missed the way you would try to make him laugh with a joke that had you in pain from laughing so hard. Now you only talked to him about work-related matters. He missed the way you stuttered after saying something dumb. Your voice is so steady now, and your words are chosen more carefully. He missed the clear adoration you had for him. He missed you.
Another day passed, and Levi had no excuse to talk to you. He didn’t have orders to give you. At that moment, he would’ve done anything to go back to when he would scowl at you as you laughed to your heart’s content. He would do anything to see you for more than two minutes. He would have taken the boring job of completing a pile of paperwork if it meant you were the one giving it to him and he would be able to brush his fingers against yours.
His head rested in his hands, frustrated with his inability to stomp on his pride and just walk over to wherever you were. He missed you so, so much, but he would never let you know that you were the best part of his days.
A knock came from the other end of his door. “Name and business.” He stated with his head still in his hands. “Y/LN Y/N, sir.” He perked up at the sound of your voice and he raised his head, quickly fixing the strands of hair that had moved out of place. “Commander Erwin asked me to get your signature for an important document.” He walked over and opened the door for you. “Come in.”
You entered his office and stood in front of his desk until further instruction. He shut the door quietly and walked to where you were.
“You can set the document down on my desk. I need to get a new container of ink. I’ll be back shortly.” He went to his bedroom, which connected to his office, and went through a drawer that seemed to have different supplies in it. He returned with a clear glass cube filled with black ink. He sat in his chair and read the document quickly before scribbling a beautiful rendition of his name onto the blank line at the bottom of the page.
“Here.” He flipped the paper so that it was upright to you. “Thank you, Captain.” You took the document and saluted. As you were about to leave, Levi’s voice stopped you in your tracks. “Y/N, can you sit for a minute?” He asked, hoping you weren’t in a rush to get those documents to Erwin.
“Of course, sir.” You answer, sitting in the chair in front of his desk.
He looked slightly sad. His eyes were completely softened, eyebrows curving inward slightly. “Why haven’t you come to see me as often as you used to?” All you could think was, does it really matter whether you see me or not? “I’ve been busy. I have duties entrusted to me by others. You are not my only superior, Captain Levi.” You were okay with giving him a piece of your mind in the most respectful way possible.
“I understand that, but why are you choosing to completely avoid me unless the subject is work?” Can you be anymore needy? “I’m not.” You simply respond. That is the ugliest lie you have ever told. You are avoiding him. You are keeping yourself busy to avoid even thinking about him.
“I see. I never took you for such a shitty liar.” You suppressed the need to roll your eyes. No answer will satisfy him until he hears what he wants to hear. “Well, i’m sorry to disappoint you, sir. I’ll try not to make a habit of it. Now, if you’ll excuse me, Commander Erwin said that this document needed to be returned as soon as possible.” You stood up from the wooden chair and saluted before exiting your Captain’s office.
The sky went dark without you realizing. You were busy all day and after the talk you had with your Captain, you were both physically and mentally tired.
As you arrived to your bedroom, not caring for the darkness that veiled your room, you let yourself fall backwards onto your bed as exhaustion creeped through your body. With your eyes closed, you lifted each of your legs and removed your boots one by one before tossing them to the ground. “Why does he suddenly care about the amount of times he’s seen me throughout the day?” You whisper to yourself as if someone would hear you.
The sound of knocking fills your ears and you pretend to have fallen asleep. “Y/N, are you in there? Are you awake?” Not now. Please. You stay silent, hoping Levi will leave you alone.
Three more knocks sound against your door. After a few seconds of complete silence, you hear the doorknob turn and the door swings open, shutting after Levi steps inside the room. “Tch, you didn’t even take your straps off.” He whispers in consideration to your ‘sleeping’ state. He sits next to you on your bed and watches your chest mimic dormant breathing. He reaches for the strap that loops around your chest and undoes the small buckle. Your chest was released and moved more freely.
By now, your act of pretending to sleep was no longer an act. You were breathing in a set rhythm through your nose.
He softly and slowly pulled your arms out of the leather that enclosed around them. You stirred a little bit before returning to the position you were in previously, on your back.
“I’m going to take care of you, my Y/N. I don’t want your skin to bruise.” He whispered while he undid your belt buckle and lowered down to work on the bands that curled tightly around your thighs. He slowly slid the rest of the leather down your calves and off completely. He got off of your bed and organized your things neatly so that you would find them easily in the morning.
“Y/N.” Levi called, shaking you softly by your arm. When you didn’t respond, he tried again. You opened your eyes slowly and squinted, furrowing your brows when you noticed someone else was there with you. “What?” You grumble, annoyed at the inability to go back to sleep. “Sorry, I need to talk to you.” That voice. You tried to spring up off the bed to salute respectfully to your Captain.
He grabbed your forearms and brought you back down to your bed. “Calm down. You don’t have to be so formal after hours.” You weren’t even asleep ten minutes, yet the drowsiness embodying you was extreme.
“Do you want me to light a candle? It’s pretty dark in here. I wasn’t expecting you or anyone else to come see me this late.” “No. I think the dark will allow courage to seep through me better.” You raised a brow in confusion. “Courage? Since when do you lack courage, Captain-“ “Levi. Just Levi between us.” “Le..vi?” He nodded with reassurance. “Since when do you lack courage in anything, Levi.”
He put his hand on your shoulder, surprised when you tensed up against the contact. He didn’t pull his hand away at the gesture, though. “I hate having to admit that I have a weakness for you, believe me, but you’re invading my thoughts every day, all the time.” This isn’t like you, Captain.
“I’m not adjusting well to this change between us. I miss the way you used to be with me. Even when I didn’t reciprocate the energy you gave off, you always managed to make feel better inside. Now that you’ve distanced yourself from me, I feel even more dead inside than usual.” His fingers stroked the fabric on your shoulder of your white button-up shirt.
“I can’t be that way with you anymore. It took me a while to realize that we’re not here to make relationships that last forever. We have the hardest job anyone could ask of us—saving humanity.” You sighed, thinking of a way to prevent yourself from hurting his feelings. “Though the thought of having you by my side is delightful, I don’t think I can go back to worshiping the ground you walk on like I did before. Our relationship should remain that of superior and subordinate.”
Levi’s head lowered. The agony he was feeling in his chest was excruciating. This last attempt to get you was sadly his final one.
“Then I have one final request.” You couldn’t help but wonder what he would want from you that he can’t get from anyone else. “Can I kiss you?” His hand that was set on your shoulder slowly made it’s way to caress your cheek. His eyes softened at the familiar look in your eyes that peered into his soul. Though you felt you should have removed his hand from the side of your face, the warmth was comforting.
“If you don’t feel anything, I promise I’ll swallow my feelings for you and leave you be. We’ll be strictly comrades, no emotional feelings involved.” He swiped your soft skin with his thumb, eyes locking with yours as he seeks a response that isn’t developed yet.
Finally. “Only once.” You whisper. He nods in acknowledgement of your instruction. His left hand attaches to your waist while his right finds your cheek again. You tremble at the foreign feeling of someone’s touch on a part of you that wasn’t an arm, a shoulder, or your back. His eyes never left yours as he slowly leaned in. God, he smelled so good. The aroma was dangerously attractive. You hoped to never come across someone that smelled the same way, that way his smell would only make you think of him.
The closer he got, the deeper his fingertips dug into your side, as if trying to pierce holes through your shirt to feel your skin.
Darkness, light—you saw both somehow. The entanglement of lips on lips was a good feeling that both of you felt mutually. He held on for as long as he could, not wanting this moment to ever end. After all, this is the first, and possibly the last time he would ever be this close to you again.
You tried to break the kiss but struggled to when you felt Levi pulling you back to connect again. It wasn’t enough for him. It was never going to be enough.
“Le..v…” You murmured indistinctly, stopping the movements from your lips completely. “No. Please…” He mumbled against your lips continuing his one-sided kiss.
It felt desperate, which was strange coming from a man like Levi who’s never begged for anything from anyone. “Come on. Kiss me.” He said with his lips pressed against yours. The feeling was undeniably good. It brought life back to the heart that stopped longing for specifically his affection.
You started moving your lips again, synchronizing quickly. His bangs tickled your forehead, causing your lips to twitch upwards.
He picked you up and placed you on his lap. Just as you were about to reach for his hair, he broke the kiss.
“I want to touch your skin, Y/N. Not in an inappropriate manner, I just need proof that this isn’t just another one of my dreams. I can’t risk going insane over another night of me just fantasizing about being your one. This shirt is the only thing standing between my hands and your soft skin—reality. I won’t touch you like that if you don’t want me to, though. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.” His mouth said something, but as always, his eyes said something else. They were begging for you to allow him to feel you. His hands rested on your hips. Maybe this was going too far. What if you did let him touch your bare skin, and it progressed into something inappropriate?
With that single doubt in your mind, you responded to his request with,“Unbutton my shirt, then.” The light in his eyes was shining brighter than you had ever seen. He was visually shocked at your consent. It was clear that he was grateful to have you that night in his hold.
His hands lowered to where your shirt tucked into your pants and pulled out the fabric. Before he could move onto the buttons, he searched your expression for any signs of doubt or uncertainty. None that he could see—you were that good at keeping your thoughts to yourself.
He undid every button, not missing his chance to sneak in a brush of his fingertips here and there, on your collar bone or your sternum.
Soon enough your shirt was left wide open, revealing your black bra and newly formed goosebumps brought on by the cold wind. You turned away from Levi, flustered by his eyes on your exposed torso.
He tugged on one of the loose halves of your shirt, signaling for your attention. “Eyes on me.”Goosebumps resurfaced your skin when his knuckles brushed against your stomach. “You’re beautiful.” His soothing voice assured you as his eyes explored the unknown sight.
You were brought close once again, his lips dying to return to where he knew they belonged. Goosebumps rampaged through your body as he pulled your body closer to him by your waist. The feeling of his hands wrapped around your bare sides was absurd. You were now up against his chest. His hands traveled from your sides to your back to keep you pushed against him.
If you had to remain like this for the rest of your life, you’d do it in a heartbeat, if possible, less time.
Though it wasn’t meant to be sexual, he was leaving you breathless—quite literally. His touch made your heart pound in your chest, which he surprisingly didn’t feel, even with you pressed so tightly against him. By the sound of it, he was breathless as well.
“Mmm…Levi.” You mumbled. “Hmm?” He hummed not stopping his lips from devouring yours. “We have…to…mmm...breathe…at some point.” He snickered, smiling slightly, giving you the chance to break your lips away from his. You were able to see a slight shade of pink on his cheeks in the moonlight. Whether it was from the suffocation or the steamy moment remained a mystery.
Soft pants came from both of you, and though he let go of your lips, you weren’t fully released from his grasp. His ring and middle fingers on each hand poked at your back dimples, while his thumbs did light circular motions on the sides of your abdominal area.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, eyes glistening in the moonlight.
“I need to know what you intend to do with me, Captain. From now to…” You sigh heavily, not finding it as easy as you thought it would be to fit this conversation into the moment after what had just gone down.
Levi picks up on how tense you’ve become, seeing how stressed you suddenly look. “Hey, I’m going to listen to every word you have to say. I’m all ears, right now.” He squeezes your waist gently.
“Okay, what i’m trying to say is…I don’t want to have to mend my wounded heart every time you push me away.” You look toward the window, looking at how a cloud slowly moves in a direction that makes it collide with another cloud. To be honest, it kind of reminded you of you and Levi. The way your lives collided with each other’s, then separated, only to find each other again.
He held your chin softly between his thumb and index fingers, shifting your gaze back to him. He didn’t say anything but nodded for you to keep going. “I also don’t want to have to apologize for fulfilling my everyday duties that can lead to days of not being able to see you.” His hand released your chin and returned to the spot it was on previously, your side. It was as if he was comforting you and himself at the same time. He was hoping you wouldn’t get off, leaving him incomplete without your body weight on him.
You did exactly as he feared, almost as if you read his mind. You wanted this conversation to be as serious as possible, no distractions. You released your grasp on his shoulders and slowly began lifting yourself off of his lap. He subconsciously began letting go of your body, until he caught himself and tightened his grip, bringing you back to where you were, on his lap.
“Levi? What are you-“ “I want—no, I need you, Y/N. You know how bad it’s been on my end since you stopped talking to me like we’re the two closest people on earth? It’s been hell. Fucking hell.” His hands brushed past your sides and pushed on your back, bringing you to an embrace. Your chin landed on his shoulder and his face nuzzled into your neck. Your arms stayed by your side contrary to his which wrapped around you, brushing past the straps of your bra and settling on your upper back. You felt breaths of hot air tickle your neck as he kept talking.
“You have no clue how sad I’ve been. This is what I need from you. I don’t care if it’s something occasional. I don’t care if I only get to see you once a week, month, or year. I don’t fucking care at all. I just want you, Y/N. Please. Please, just hold me.” You could hear his calm breathing close to your ear. You lifted your arms and wrapped them around him. One hand caressed the back of his head, and the other held the mid-section of his back.
He was breathing in your scent discreetly. Black hair tickles your bare shoulder, exposed by your sagging button-up shirt. You ran your fingers through his locks of hair, smoothing down any strands that stood out.
“This feels right.” He mumbled before placing a gentle kiss to the side of your neck. “I want to feel your heartbeat and your warmth against me like this whenever I can.” His lips continued to brush against your skin slowly.
Minutes went by, not a word was spoken. When you tried to escape his caging hold to continue your conversation, he would just pull you close again nuzzling back into your neck. He was being really clingy tonight—not that you were complaining, it was just a odd.
“We can keep talking like this.” He mumbled. “Okay.” You whispered running your hand across his undercut.
“Are you sure you want a relationship where we won’t have every minute of the day together? I know it’ll be hell for me.” You could feel him smiling slightly against your neck. “Yes, Y/N. I know we won’t have much time in the day together, but we haven’t been taking nights into consideration.” Goosebumps crawled throughout your body when you felt his lips latch onto your neck again.
“Yeah, you’re right.” Shit. Shit. Shit. Relax. “I’m willing to be even more nocturnal for you. I also wouldn’t mind waking up next to you every morning.” He dragged his thumb across the damp spot on your neck where his lips rested before. “That s-sounds good.” You stutter noticeably. “What’s wrong?” He holds your face in his hands, clearly unable to fake concern. A smirk tugs at his lips. This man knows what he’s doing.
“Nothing. I’m okay.” You assure with a soft smile. “Okay, just making sure. You know…” He starts leaning in again, aiming for your neck. He knows your weak spot now, and you can’t even hide it.
“…I really like…” He kisses the sensitive skin lightly, basking in the way you shudder. “…spending time with you like this. How about you?” As you open your mouth to answer, he leans in again.
“I…fuck.” You grab onto his arm as he nibbles on the flesh that became more and more sensitive with every second that his lips spent on it. “Hmm?” He hummed against your skin. “I didn’t catch that.” He tilted your head to his left to give him more room. More room to litter you with his markings. “I do…” You inhale sharply when he bites the area under the bruising skin he just sucked on. “…too.” He soothes the imprinted skin with his index and middle fingers.
“Good. Tell me, sweet girl, what’s your favorite time of day?” The movement of his fingers slowed, as he pressed gently on the sore parts. His gaze focused intensely on your peaceful features as sighs escaped your lips with every delicate prod of his fingers. He hoped you would say nighttime, knowing he wouldn’t be able to give you all the daytime with him that you wished for. Also, nighttime would be the time he would spend with you, making sure you were feeling every good thing you could feel. Happiness, pleasure, excitement, pleasure, love, satisfaction, security, domination, care, submission. You know? The good things.
“Nighttime. That’s my favorite time of day.” He smiled, satisfied with your answer. “It’s my favorite now, too.” The movement of his fingers on your neck stopped. He looked outside at the moon, remembering the important work he left behind when he decided to look for you. “I should get going.” You frowned slightly which he quickly took notice of. “I know, I wish I didn’t have to, but I ditched a lot of my work to come find you.”
You dragged your thumb across his half-swollen lips before closing the space between you two and kissing him once more. You released him and said in a whisper,“I understand. Thank you for being here with me tonight.” You got off of his lap and transitioned to a cross-legged position on your bed. He caressed your cheek in an endearing manner, before saying,”I’m glad things are the way they are for us now.” He let you go, and began walking to your door. You fixed your shirt so that you looked presentable again.
“Levi, wait.” “Yes?” He asked, holding onto the doorknob. “Did you take the straps from my uniform off of me?” He let out a low chuckle. “Yes, I did. They would have bruised your beautiful skin if I hadn’t taken them off.” “I could have done it myself, but thank you for that.” You felt cared for. It was such a soft concept to think about. He nodded and continued his exit, a small smile on his face as he shut the door behind him.
I’m the only one who should be wrapped around you and leaving marks in those areas at night.
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