#i dont want the spotlight on me anymore.

[thepiedromeo]

i never want to go to a hospital again. why did i do that? what have i done?

tw descriptions of violence

the one time i thought someone was going to be nice to me, they tried to trap me in a hospital and killed the nurses. i had to beat him with my crutch until he passed out and until i couldn't handle what i was doing anymore. i've never hurt someone that badly before, or at least directly. sure, i flooded a stadium with rats, but it was all petty! i made sure no one got seriously hurt. but this? i had to watch the man who i thought had saved me get beaten and bruised by my very hands. i watched as he threatened me, told me "God I want to rip your face off. I want to tear flesh from bone and-" as he begun to click. click. click. click. it was terrifying. to hear otherworldly sounds come from someone i thought was cool, someone who made me feel appreciated, was absolutely terrifying. i thought this was going to be a fun adventure. i thought i could've finally, finally made something of myself, finally have done something helpful instead of something that hurts, but it just ended in me hurting more. and i didn't even mention what else i was told.

"when one knows, they all know. i want you dead. that means they wont stop at anything now. run. please." someone's after me. i don't know what, but someone, something is after me. i don't know what to do. what can i do? what can i do when i'm being chased? when i might be dead tomorrow?

"to be or not to be, that is the question." a question on mortality, to live or to die. i want to live, i want to be. not just be alive, but to be more than what i am. but at this point? i might not be anything by tomorrow.

#im sorry. kinda got all ramble-y there ahaha. #haha. #i want to go home. #spotlight on romeo #i dont want the spotlight on me anymore. #jrwi rp #rp blog

[alirienn]

do elaborate on ness & kurona…..

the '''red''' sidekick (ik ness is purple, but it like, inches towards red, it's a reddish purple)

both play supporting roles and don't try to score for themselves

no eyebrows lol this one's a joke

very devoted to their respective partner (kaiser / isagi) at the expense of making their own goals (and a lot of charas' ego revolves around that n stuff)

starting to be a bit delusional here but i do think its possible their egos awaken at the same time, maybe not Bc of each other but it certainly could mirror (or they do see a reflection of themself in the other since their current role is to be support, they realise u need individualism to be an egoist or something like that

and then u get an interesting contrast where even tho they have similar roles, for a lack of better words, ness is unhinged and kurona is just trying to help

i think ness would hate seeing kurona is like him, even tho he's the same (bc they're the same)

i can also see ness taking his anger out on the person most important to isagi in this arc, the other half of his planet hotline, bc i believe in him getting worse (positive) (not the word im looking for but kaiser is... fair?? to an extent, like he'll acknowledge that his opponent is skilled, but ness? he won't agree no matter how hard u squeeze his headー tl;dr i can see him doing underhanded... things)

i consider any ship with my fav

i like their height difference, even tho we dunno what their heights are we can use my Isagi Yoichi Height Ruler™️ aka kurona's shorter than isagi, so ofc he's gonna be shorter than ness

i like the idea of ness bullying him, bc i like seeing my fav get bullied and also ness is like that, but at the same time i dont think kurona would take that sitting down so i also want to see him bite back, i want them to figuratively bite each other and fist fight

tl;dr i think they (can) mirror each other, if only they'd talk to each other 😔

this got so long i dont even know what i wrote , there might be other stuff i forgor about , it is what it is but i just think they could have an interesting dynamic mostly and i like any ship out of these four like i mentioned in my tags

also warning there's SO many tags on this one oh my god

#i dont know how to words as usual #theres just....theres just stuff you can do here and i can see it #id be the clown of this story if im way off and kurona never actually gets anything hahahahaha(negative #jk about being way off. who knows whats going to happen #im srs about kurona never getting any spotlight im like. legitimately worried about that but thats another thing #his role.... from a meta perspective.......... anyways #also #i would say kurona is selfless vs ness is selfish (as in his devotion to kaiser is to make Himself feel better #self inflicted dependency? i still dunno how to word this) but u could argue that kurona is only following isagi to be able to play HOWEVER #for the sake of playing i'll follow you) during the match it became real and it wasnt just about being able to play anymore #oops tangent that's a differnet pair( #ness/kurona mirror as a result of kaiser/isagi is entirely possible #i want to make it clear i dont ship them bc theyre 'leftovers' from kaiser/isagi. thinking about it like that makes me sad. #or mildly annoyed but not to a serious extent #its one of those things where if they were shipped bc they happened to be alone bc kaiser/isagi already exists then. i dont want that #anyway #i actually started writing a short fic about them where ness is just terrible #idk if i can get very far bc i usually have the most motivation writing for my otp #mailbox

[tiny-chubby-bird]

look I'm putting on my tinfoil hat for this one, but I can't stop thinking about it. what if ballas isn't dead dead? hear me out, when the man in the wall showed up after narmer ballas died, ballas' body kind of... disappears at some point and you can't see him lying on the ground anymore during the rest of the cutscene. like okay, yeah, definitely a huge possibility that it's just the angle or that they forgot to keep his corpse in the scene or whatever, but i just can't stop thinking about whether wally maybe just,,, took him into the void? i don't know what that would mean and why he would do that exactly, but i just can't help but wonder if ballas will come back in some way, now a part of the void, maybe a little like corrupted vor.

#i personally hope so #but I don't think that will be the case #it seems to me like DE is done with ballas now #he got his spotlight #it's probably over for him now #but max howarth is just soooo good with his voice #itd be a shame to have ballas gone completely #and idk but i both want ballas to be kinda like a weekly boss thing to drop rare stuff #but i also kinda want him to be... not bad anymore? #like what if he kinda forgot about some stuff or just stopped caring about it now that he's part of the void #and while wandering around zariman and seeing his old portrait hanging on the walls #i just can't stop hoping to suddenly see his ghost walking around somewhere #back to his old body #idk its silly but there's some neat concepts for possibilities #anyway yeah i dont think any of this will be the case and that he's gone for good this time #but wHO KNOWS #warframe #warframe ballas #warframe spoilers #warframe angels of the zariman spoilers #warframe the new war spoilers

[wintersera]

rockstar!winter x f!reader

notes: completely self indulgent as you will be able to tell from all the screaming- i’m blaming that clip… drove me insane LIKE ACTUALLY INSANE

cw: dom winter, sub reader (OMG SURPRISE), daddy kink, is calling reader a ‘whore’ degredation? it’s also not proofread i just wrote this on autopilot-

word count: 0.8/0.9k i forgot….

showing up to your girlfriends performance for the first time ever was going to be the death of you.

the lights were dim, loudness of the bass shaking your skeleton? you didn’t even know that could happen. it was a bit overwhelming for you because honestly... you weren’t even into rock that much even though your girlfriend is a rock genius.

it was definitely worth your time. seeing the spotlight shine on her while she plays with her guitar. and in all seriousness you didn’t really give a shit about the music AT ALL. your focus was completely on her fingers, the way she was tapping and strumming the strings had you in a trance, and oh my! you’re panties are soaked through.

you didn’t even last one second into the song thag was playing, all that was in your mind was her fingers, oh my god her hands, her fingers should be in me right now, i want her fing- yeah…

“baby you did so good on stage” running to the back of the stage. you just couldn’t wait anymore

“of course, you were there. i had to put on the best show for my girl” standing there with sweat dripping down her face. “did you like my guitar solo? dont tell my fans, but i practiced it just for you”. your girlfriend, minjeong, was so sweet. the main guitarist of the band aespa and the hottest person to ever cross this universe. whatever you did in your past life must be crazy to bless you with such a fine ass girlfriend.

“no one is in this room right?”

“what are you implying y/n?”

“oh nothing, i just wanted to say that you looked so hot on stage daddy” seducing her by slipping the string of your top down your shoulders.

not expecting that, she dropped everything she was holding right at that moment and cornered you. locking the door just in case one of her bandmates decide to waltz in. “oh don’t you dare start this now. not with those skimpy ass clothes you're wearing” now you knew wearing a mini skirt and a tight top would do you justice even tho your ass was so cold waiting outside the venue 😭, and well today you couldn't help being turned on, seeing your girlfriend work her guitar with her skillful fingers on that electric guitar had your pussy throbbing.

“turning me on after my performance, oh my baby is such a whore for me” hiking up your skirt to reveal you pretty much soaked thong “and you’re wearing a thong? all dolled up for me? you’re so kind” tugging the thong that rubbed your clit all in the right ways.

“a-anything for you daddy” god you turned her on so much. she just wanted to fuck your pussy so hard rn, and thats what she’s doing 🤭 pumping not one but three fingers into your sopping wet hole while she messily makes out with you, her tongue dominating over yours with ease. the noises you were making were anything but holy, thanking the interior designers for the very good choice of making the room sound proof because god, you are literally screaming out her name, moaning, groaning, literally all the noises are coming out of your slutty mouth. and if the noises coming from your mouth weren’t enough to show that she had you wrapped around her fingers (PUN NOT INTENDED) your wet pussy definitely showed. sticky, wet sounds were definitely escaping out of you. oh my god she was making you so unbelievably wet, your juices literally spilling all over the floor coating her hands and dripping everywhere on your legs.

AND SHES NOT FINISHED WITH YOU, breaking your kiss to make you face the wall and bend over so she can see your pussy in full view!!! her licking your lips before she fully makes out with it. licking and sucking so violently on your clit it makes you squirm and buck your hips into her face, while also shoving her fingers back into your pussy, slamming them into you without any mercy. it doesn’t really take that long to make you cum, with the whole build up during the concert you were pretty much standing there in awe on the verge of cumming JUST BY SEEING HER PERFORM?? she’s so rough with you but that's how daddy minjeong likes it anyways, seeing you turn into her personal sex doll and treating you as such as well, slapping your ass as you're bent over like a whore, repeating to you that she’s “your daddy”. she would open the door to show the entire crowd her lovely baby being finger fucked with a stupid slutty fucked out face, but she’s overprotective like that you know.

when you finally, cum it’s so violent yet so so so good. legs shaking, BODY SHAKING, you’re on the verge of blacking out as you’re hitting the walls screaming “daddy- ah, daddy m-minjeong your fingers feel so good” biting down on your lip as you feel the ecstasy course through your entire body.

of course once you’ve had the most craziest orgasm of your life, you fall to your knees.

picking you up she just smiles at you, kissing you on the lips then whispering in your ear “let’s continue this at home”

#wintersera #aespa smut #aespa x fem reader #aespa x fem reader smut #aespa winter smut #kim minjeong #fem! reader #kpop smut #girl group smut #gg x reader #kpop girl group smut #girl group x reader

[noajakah236482]

Beneath that Smile [pt.1]

Every time you look at me, envy fills your eyes

The once flare in your eyes, now dim in mine, is it that I stole the sunshine

I don't want that

the once bright light in your eyes, now dim in mine, is it that I stole the spotlight

I don't think I can

I feel guilty as you stare at me with those envious eyes

I wish I could take away your despair

but I don’t think I can

I don’t want you to worry so I fake

but beneath that smile of mine lies a broken heart and a soul in ache

I know you see things in a twisted way sometimes

You want what I have, or so you say

I hide my pain and sadness, maybe that’s why?

I dont want you to worry so I fake

but beneath that smile of mine lies a broken heart and a soul in ache

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Me>>> I'm not really good at poetry like this, it's my first try but I had to write it because I didn't want to bottle up my emotions anymore

So I wrote like really long poem today because well.. I was on a call with my sister and she said she's jealous of me and my 'perfect' life. I wish she stopped saying that because my life is definitely not a fairytale. Her's isn't either I suppose but she envies me for stuff that no one cares about and she's got beauty brains and talent. I have none. Even if i do, she's better than me and yes I'm jealous of her too but I don't voice it because if her being envious hurts me maybe it will hurt her too...

But it's true... I have nothing that she can be jealous about because she's what my mother wants me to

She's what I should be

Yet, she's the one envious of me

And it hurts me so much, I don't want her to feel bad about herself because of me

I feel guilty

#writblr #my writing #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #poetry #hurt #love #guilt #poems on tumblr

[australet789]

Btw sorry for all the spam about Hazbin Hotel

Last year i got obsessed with a show but it was super unhealthy to the point i fucked up my sleep schedule and i had anxiety attacks. I ended up looking at every little source for a spoiler, because the actors would love to do that and for some fucking reason, i got into the spotlight by several of them.

And i knew. I knew they were using me. Every single part of the fandom on twitter had eyes on my little account (that i made to look for MEMES) because i "predicted" almost every single twist of one of the main plotlines. It was absurd.

But i enjoyed it. Not guessing the plot, but being able to analize something and feel I was being "rewarded" when i didnt even get a thank you just a fucking like.

Until it all came to crash in December. Until i finally noticed i was just their toy, for their good PR, because i kept the hashtag trending.

I was their Angel Dust

For these past few months i have been detoxicating myself from that show. Coming back here. Giving them subtly "fuck yous" and even direct ones. Enjoying Hazbin. I dont want the chains anymore. I just want to have fun and not having to keep the fucking act that im somehow okay because IM FUCKING NOT.

I dont want them to feel they have control over me.

So like, if im annoying with Hazbin for a while, forgive me. I'm trying to find myself between all the trash i poured over me.

And maybe, i will finally start to heal

#babbling australet #personal #vent #rant #sorry i needed to do that

[tsams-confessions]

i honestly wish theyd do more stuff without earth for once.

dont get me wrong i love her but i miss the solar and lunar friendship, monty and lunar friendship, sun and moon etc etc. It feels like most of their interactions have her as a subject or topic and dont involve just them being them together anymore.

My first thing with this was when Lunar was first revived and met with Monty again. With how monty reacted when Lunar first died, you’d think he’d be more?? glad??? that Lunar’s back and alive and well, but no, hes golfin with his newly found crush/gf and is just so. deadpan about Lunar being back, as if he came back from like a one day trip or as if they were just neighbours. i could write so much about how they handled Lunars death alone tbh, and more about Earth.

Im also just kinda tired of people calling you sexist for wanting less spotlight on Earth?? Its applicable sometimes like if people dont like hwr purely because shes feminine, but its just weird honestly.

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#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams earth #tsams confession #< block this if you dont want to see these #mod 1blood

[ganondoodle]

feeling much better now having gotten some sleep (the dont trust how you feel about yourself past 9pm is good advice no joke)

of course all my criticism of totk still applies but im feeling less depressed about it, tho i will say its honestly kinda baffling how many times the game actually got me interested and excited about stuff and then just kinda drops it in a dead end, of course they were those kind of things in botw as well but it seems much less .. balanced in totk

(not even just the big things like making me want to actively do something to help zelda turn back when it just gets solved on its own in the end, but also some lil things like the fact that so many NPCs tell you about that newly discovered animal species and when you find the dongos they are just gem vending maschines)

in the end i can say, no, i dont like totk, tho i still love the graphics and the way the world is made ( botw showed me jsut how immersive and alive a world can feel i love it to death), i liked the gameplay and that it kept the freedom botw had established, the bossfights are mostly fun (tho i wish you could refight more of them), i LOVE the yiga and im glad they got more of a spotlight, the music is FANTASTIC i keep catching myself humming along, alot of the sidequests are much bigger and feel like you are actually doing something, i like how the sages are a bit more integrated into the story, the majority of the new designs are great, both the japanese and german voice acting is great, and the end fight has some of the best build up i have ever experienced, my heart starts to race when that music build up starts even tho i have beaten it 3 times already-

however, the story is both simple and incredible flat with lots of stuff that doesnt make sense especially when it was said to be a sequel, the zonau should have stayed a mystery imo, they failed to make me care about them even a little bit and often felt forcefully crammed into the world and its history, i think you could have told an incredible story taking place in the present and leave the past be the past, you easily could have connected botw and totk in a much better way than they did, i dont like how it changes aspects about botw all the while nigh ignoring it ever happened, it still feels like it was trying to be a replacement and not a sequel and all the referencing and callbacks to the old titles may have been done in good faith but that and including time travel yet again ultimately lead to people ripping each other to shreds over trying to prove its placed in the old timeline despite it making no sense at all and confusing people even more; often when the game made me care or be excited about something it was dropped in a dead end, there was a ton of missed opportunities and lost potential to tell a much more nuanced and interesting story/lore, and thinking about it only makes me sad for the things that could have been

overall i think my disappointment is outweighing my fun and the only way i can keep playing it while having fun is ignoring everything that isnt, which works quite well most of the time since im pretty much done with all story stuff but i keep slipping into my little rants nonetheless; i will say its making me a little worried about the future of the franchise, but i know im in the minority and maybe i will just have to accept that the new stuff wont be for me anymore and i should not hope for anything that interests me xD

except for some meme material or specific characters i love i dont think i will make much use of anything totk tried to establish, and i hope thats fine with the lot of you (<3) hopefully that also means my ranting days are over xD

anyway, back to making niche art i go! (sorry for making you endure these long ass rambling posts :,) )

#ganondoodles talks #would you believe me if i said i found more stuff that i find a lil weird #like the way zelda gives you her time power thing and the way the mastersword got sent back in time #like i dont need to have it all written out to me like im a baby but soem things are just kinda weird but acceptable #and some things actively take you out of the game- threatening your immersion #-stares at the shrine of life- #i will miss digging through theory videos on youtube tho #bc considering how big of a game totk is and how wide its influence goes .. its gonna affect everything #anyway i want to reiterate that damn the music is good #and it makes it all just hurt more #the music got me more emotional than anything else in the game besides koga #and it kinda sucks thinking about the impact it could have had if both the music AND story were this great

[pinkandpurple360]

Fizz doesn't like the lust ring? Where... where do you get that from? Not trying to be rude, but i dont see that at all. There is a difference between not liking his home vs. not liking the sexual exploitation of himself. He genuinely had fun performing in the club. The only time he was uncomfortable was when he had to pitch the robots. Or at Mammon's when the lady flashed him and he said "lust, love it there obviously" the cover-up is moreso from the fact he has a stranger's breasts in his face and is trying to keep it together. Not him literally being uncomfortable with the lust ring. Fizz does enough being raunchy, but only with his boyfriend. He's quite obviously very sexual, so saying "he doesn't like lust" doesn't make sense to me? It's just the difference of strangers treating him like a sex doll that he actually hates.

Turned into a rant so please just read the parts that interest you.

His home is the Lust Ring how can he hate being sexualised while at the same time loving the lust ring and being lustful to everyone around him on stage?? But also only liking sexuality in private with his partner? Your own words are contradicting themselves. the streets are called wet dreamsville and on the stage, he has to call everyone sexy? Did you miss the part where the narrative acknowledges the whole performance was disingenuous? That was the whole theme of Ozzies and the real reason they went after Moxxie.

Even in his own home he has to keep secrets from everyone, and can’t relax. Sleeping under a spotlight.

Why would we establish beforehand that fizz is stressed and lying though his teeth, then have that scene, him asking where people are from, the second time there’s an implied interest in travelling after Oz mentioned a vacation earlier, and why would he say “love it there obviously..” someone else saying “you’re not even a clown anymore, all you do is work at that overpriced sleaze joint” in the previous episode blitz saying “does fucking that lust guy make this what you’re all about now?” And fizz has no rebuttal because it kindve is. Also, in Ozzies, he’s not a jester either, at all, he performs alongside the king to pick on a peasant, that is the complete and utter opposite of s court jester. The only time he’s been kind of a jester is pointing the finger at Mammon and not having him see that he’s the butt of the joke. But even then he’s performing with a different king, he’s just behind the stage, so that’s more hypocrisy.

Another one. Mammon talking about sexual fans saying “don’t you want that fizzi?” And him slowly realising that he actually doesn’t. Him saying “I have lost myself” even though he’s just been working for Ozzie all this time. when he sees a child he’s happy to make him feel welcome even if it’s not the right place. How many kid friendly places are in the lust ring?

He starts advertising Lust ring pharmacies, then gets somewhat excited when he hears about someone from another ring. Going by your characterisation he just loves all things sex and lust and smut so a woman flashing him is nothing. Probably happens to him daily? In his own home people openly have sex in the halls.

All I see is a family friendly entertainer stuck in an adult oriented industry because that’s where the money is. And that’s where his saviour lives.

I think what’s most likely to happen is fizz will take some time in the gluttony ring. It is a likely candidate for the setting of Sinsmas. Eat some food, relax have a good time. And Ozzie is on good terms with Beelzebub so he’ll be able to accompany him and fizz apparently can’t go anywhere without Asmodeus coming too.

If you’re a “the curtain is red because it’s red” type fan I dont want to have to explain the nuance and implicit messages that I see in the dialogue constantly. It’s getting annoying now

Me: Fizz is looking in the mirror so much in the scene where he’s arguing with Ozzie in the bathroom about the pageant, because he struggles with self image and identity. He’s hiding his face with makeup to cover up his flaws

A fan: where do you see that? He’s looking in the mirror so he can see his makeup and cover up a scar he got on his eye. He was literally just arguing with Ozzie in the bathroom about the pageant not talking about his self image or identity. Did we watch the same show?

Question. Who designed the dolls for ten years? Who manufactured the dolls for ten years? Who shipped them out across hell, who advertises them in his ring? Whose brand icon is plastered on the forehead of these dolls? And what is the name of the club in which he was introduced, and advertised these very robots??

We say he genuinely had fun while at the same time the show is telling us he was lying for almost all of what he was saying, he doesn’t really care about LooLoo Land because it’s mammons, he doesn’t like the robots and just tries not to think about it, so it’s confirmed that Asmodeus did not receive informed consent from Fizz on that. And if fizz was being abused by mammon, which I think was actually the weakest plot we could have gone with, fizz is not in a position to say no to anything anyway. Then Ozzie puts him at more risk by starting this affair with him that he has clearly put more pressure on himself, to keep secret, while Oz ignores his stress or discomfort and says “yes we’re cuddling publicly now I don’t care. I’ll just threaten my staff if they say anything” and then “tell them what that I love him? Well I do!” Why can’t he just agree with fizz beforehand, that they’ll both tell people once and for all. Instead of assuming he’ll be ok with the decision he’s about to make.

This is why I can’t get behind the idea that Ozzie is perfect, I joke about “he did nothing wrong” on Twitter but I really don’t believe that.

#fizzarozzie critical #helluva boss critical #RANT

[sagittariusmars2]

Let’s talk about why your haters are low vibrational 🙃 pick a card (top to bottom)

Pile 1

I see that they’re mad that they’re wack in bed, you have better sexual experiences than them. They’re mad at your figure or how you take better care of ur body than them, they’re low vibrational because they’re too old for most of the crap they do. They’re low vibrational because they have a lot of money and don’t know how to use it or they’re mad about how u get ur money/you have more money than them, theyre low vibrations makes them immature and shallow. They’re aren’t good at communicating or writing so they’re insecure about that, all your good attributes point out their bad ones. They feel like you take all the spotlight so they have no choice but to act like a “pick me”, they’re needy and codependent so they surround themselves with low vibrational people and things. They’re jealous of your body but they dont want to put in effort to change, they admire you but they hate themselves for not having ur qualities or they hate that they even look up to you. They’re jealous that you’re younger or you look younger, they’re e jealous of your potential. signs- Gemini, Aquarius, Pisces. Initials- K, X, V

Pile 2

They’re mad that you can look better than them or you can pull off stuff that they can’t, they’re mad that they can’t bother you and you’re high vibrational so things just bounce off of you. They can’t get the reaction they want and they want you to be as bothered about them as they are with you, they’re mad that you can pull off any hairstyle short or long and you look good even in comfortable clothing. They’re jealous that you have no problem leaving behind things but they can’t get over you or other heartbreaks they went through, they’re mad of the gifts people give you the transformation/transformations you made. They’re mad that they can’t make as much friends as you or they aren’t that likeable, they’re jealous that you get more help than them or they’re jealous of the opportunities u get. They’re mad that they don’t have access to you and you’re always busy, they don’t like how u don’t have time for them anymore. They don’t like ur honesty and your manifestation skills, they’re mad that they can’t copy you or they get karma for trying to be like you. Signs- Taurus/Aries. Initials- R, W, A, N, F, X

Pile 3

They’re jealous of your intelligence and perseverance, you always get through ur troubles no matter how tough it is. They’re mad at how much pain you can cause then which makes them want revenge, they’re obsessive and they watch ur social media even though they want to ignore u. They actually admire something about you but they can’t admit it, they’re mad that you’re original and nobody can predict what u do next. They’re mad that you’re a trendsetter and everyone follows along even them, they’re mad that they can’t set trends like u. They’re mad at how you make ur money or how much u make, they don’t have boundaries and they don’t know when to leave a situation alone. They have poor mental health and they’re unstable, they’re mad because you’re a underdog and they counted you out. They don’t like seeing you have fun or they don’t like the attention u get at parties/social gatherings. Signs- Aquarius, Gemini, libra, Scorpio. Initials- D, E, W, Y, O

Pile 4

They’re mad at themselves for having low self esteem and being unhealed, they know that they take advantage of you and they do it on purpose. All they know how to is take instead of giving or they always give too much to the wrong situations, they’re mad at how self enabling they are. Their low vibrations makes them crave attention even from people that aren’t good for them, they have unhealed feminine energy so they envy yours. They’re jealous of your feminine energy and the attention you get especially if you’re tall or have long hair, their low vibrations cause them to be fake flexers in all areas of life so that they can fool others thus fooling themselves. They think that they can fake it till they make it but they got humbled, they’re jealous of your genuine and authentic energy. They hate that they care too much about other people’s opinion like they get life off of attention and compliments, they hate how you aren’t like that and you naturally get attention just by being you and not seeking for it. They hate ur strong boundaries and how defensive u are. Signs- libra, Virgo, Capricorn. Initials- K, Q, P

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[liverpool-enjoyer]

footballers as taylor swift songs

requested by my swiftie in Christ @yudgefudge!! thank you luv <3

leo: you're on your own, kid. ive been associating him w this song way before i knew that everyone else was doing the same lmao. it rlly does encompass his entire journey, from humble beginnings n jus being a little kid playing for fun (from sprinkler splashes/to fireplace ashes), to being the best in the world n all the struggles that come with it (i search the party.../just to learn that my dreams arent rare). the man gave his blood sweat n tears like hed be saved by a the "perfect kiss" which here is a metaphor for the wc obviously. n ohmygosh "everything you lose is a step you take"!!!! BRUH???!?!?! every line, from "i didnt chose this town (ie paris)/i dream of getting out/theres just one who could make me stay", to "the jokes werent funny, i took the money/my friends from home dont know what to say" are all SO leo coded.

ney: anti-hero. i ADORE him n theres a lot of people that like him. but theres also a lot of people who like not liking him. hes one of the best in the world, and as great as that is, he has, unjustifiably so, garnered a significant amount of haters (its me, hi, im the problem, its me/at tea time, everybody agrees). hes rlly endured a ton of it throughout the years, but keeps going (pierced through the heart/but never killed). after facing so much backlash, youd probly worry about the people that still support you and how much longer you can hold on to that (one day i'll watch as youre leaving/and life will lose all its meaning). also, hes a rich person. which makes the bridge pretty relatable for him but like in a funny way.

gavi: nothing new. this one is more based off my inner musings than actual like evidence. i have no idea whats going on this lil dudes head. but i know that IF i were in his position, i'd relate to this song a FUCK TON. its basically a song abt being in the spotlight, n being the shiny young thing that has peoples attention. but what happens when thats not true anymore? (Lord, what will become of me/once ive lost my novelty?) what happens in a few years when an even younger prodigy comes around n impresses everyone? (are we only biding time 'til i lose your attention?/and someone else lights up the room?/people love an ingénue). im not gonna write down the whole birdge but its basically abt the inevitably of meeting your replacement. the song basically asks: "will you still want me/when im nothing new?" he seems like a happy dude who probly doesnt think abt this stuff, but if i were a famous promising young soccer player, this stuff would definitely weigh on my mind.

muller: the story of us. Lord forgive my mullendowski heart. i tried to think of a song that would fit jus him n leave shipping out of it but,,, yeah it wasnt happening. in my mind theyre a package deal. anywho the song's about being around someone youre still in love with after youve broken up (now im standing alone in a crowded room/and we're not speaking and im dying to know/is it killing you like its killing me). ik theyre on good terms n all but in my mindbrain i imagine him them being in the same place for the first time since lewy left him bayern and poor thomas jus "nervously pulling at my clothes/and trying to look busy." and my gosh "but you held your pride like you shouldve held me"??? the AUDACITY. i can go off about this whole song tbh. oh n also even tho speak nows a country album this song is kinda,,, rock/punk-ish kinda??? which is to say, its very loud. much like a certain someone. fun fact i almost put seven for him bc of "before i learned civility/i used to scream ferociously/anytime i wanted" but i figured one line wasnt enough for me to put the whole song.

mbappe: evermore. this is a brooding song. a depression song. so i can definitely see this as a post 2022 world cup final song for him. it actually relates to a sports loss very well. (i used to listen to this song n think a oikawa from haikyuu,,, heh). if theres one thing abt mbappe its that hes dedicated. i can see him "replay(ing) my footsteps on each stepping stone/trying to find the one where i went wrong," yknow, jus thinking abt the final over n over. very "i rewind the tape but all it does is pause/on the very moment all was lost." but at the end of it all, hes young, hes talented, n has more world cups ahead of him. ie: "i had a feeling so peculiar/this pain wouldnt be for/evermore."

klopp: dear reader. this whole song is just advice. its taylor dishing out advice to her fans, most of whom are younger than her. kloppo loves his players, he wants to give them good advice that applies not only on the pitch, but off it as well. (dear reader/bend when you can, snap when you have to/dear reader/you dont have to answer, just cause they asked you) however its no secret that our lovely manager can be pretty hard on himself. so its possible that while he gives advice to those he loves, he feels like hes not worthy of giving it (you wouldnt take my word for it/if you knew who was talking).

again, everything stated is speculation, fueled entirely by my delusional lil mindbrain. as i dont know these ppl.

#im sooooooooo sorry i didnt put as many as i normally do this was TOUGH #like youd think this would be easy for me but a lotta the times i'd find a song that i can only connect a player to a single lyric of #so it was a struggle #also i put my WHOLE ass into this so i WILL do a shameless reblog if i see fit #leo messi #neymar #gavi #thomas muller #robert lewandowski #mullendowski #kylian mbappe #jurgen klopp

[theomenscouncil666]

Vent

Mmh….m scared were annoying and that my mere existence is pressuring our partner system to watch my source, I feel guilty just for being here, no one talks to us regularly aside from our partner system and like one person…I don’t wanna be the one to reach out first anymore….IM SICK OF BEING THE FUCKING PERSON THAT TEXTS FIRST, AM I NOT WANTED???? AM I JUST SOME TUMOR THAT WONT GO AWAY???? JUST TELL ME AND I’LL CHANGE WHATEVER YOU WANT JUST SO I’M NOT THE ONE REACHING OUT. I JUST WANT TO BE WANTED I WANT TO BE NEEDED IM SICK OF BEING THE FUCKING BACKUP IM SICK OF FEELING GUILTY FOR VENTING TO PEOPLE BECAUSE IM SCARED IM VENTING TOO MUCH AND OVERWHELMING THEM IM FUCKING TIRED OF IT AND I DONT WANNA FEEL UNWANTED ANYMORE…..just please…..I don’t wanna feel unloved anymore…..I don’t wanna share the spotlight with anyone I HAVE ALWAYS HAD TO SHARE THE SPOTLIGHT PLEASE JUST LET ME BE PRIORITIZED I DONT LIKE FEELING LIKE A BURDEN….

#personal vent #vent post #vent #I just wanna feel loved #I just wanna feel wanted #I’m tiref of being the one who reaches out first #texting first makes me feel annoying #like im some dirty mosquito

[calkale]

Okay dead reckoning spoilers ahead ill put a cut just in case also if you like the movie maybe don’t read either 👀😬 but if you do please read the whole thing or at least the last paragraph because that in my opinion is the most important thing i have to say

Before i say anything i know im in the wrong here, i have a really personal issue with the movie that i dont feel comfortable sharing but its one of the names used A LOT in the movie, so that definitely plays a part in my opinion whether i like it or not. That being said, usually i can ignore stuff like that, ive done it with other movies but there was nothing else to grasp my attention so i got stuck on things like that.

Also wanna say this first because i feel like it explains why i hate a lot of the things i do. I could really be reaching here but i think they’re trying to set up hayley as the new face of these movies and dead reckoning part 2 is gonna be the end for tom. She was the main character, Ethan was not. She was a part of 2 stunts out of the 3 big ones in the movie and Toms solo stunt (the cliff jump) was maybe a minute of the movie and correct me if im wrong but thats never happened before, Toms always had a big stunt thats just him that takes up a good, MEMORABLE, chunk of the movie, and that just wasnt in this.

I didn’t like it at all. Up until the airport i loved the movie, i really liked the way it was shot, i liked the mi1 callbacks, i really liked ethan and ilsa and everything was good, i could ignore the AI plot (which i knew i wasnt gonna like going into it i hate AI villains) and just watch the movie but after the airport i started to not like the movie anymore. During the fiat car chase i realized i was gonna really not gonna like the movie. That was one of the three big stunts of the movie and i hated it, it just felt really rushed and there were so many characters who i didnt know and didnt know why they were there, WHICH IS OKAY i love not knowing things thats part of my brand im all about that but it just did not work here, sometimes not knowing anything about character works and other times it doesnt.

I dont remember a lot from the middle chunk of the movie, i wasnt enjoying it but trust me i was trying. Not even benji and luther made the movie enjoyable and to top it all off ilsa died and im getting mad again but that was one of the worst deaths i think ive seen. If shes not actually dead then thank god but also im sorry mcq but awful writing unless something got cut because she was free? She was dead? There was no bounty on her head anymore, that was why she “died” at the start of the movie and correct me if im wrong but she really didnt need to be in Venice with her face showing either. It really feels like she just died so hayley could be in the spotlight with ethan and there were too many characters so they had to get rid of her along with benji and luther who arent dead but may as well be with their 10 minutes of screen time.

But all of this i can look past, i dont like the plot? whatever, thats not why i, personally, watch mission impossible movies, i watch for the stunts, i wanna see tom cruise do some crazy shit but i didnt even get that. Im really mad about the lack of stunts in this movie i feel insane idk if anyone else is complaining about this but i didnt like a single one of them. Im so let down and i hate that im so upset over something like this but i am. Thats the promise thats being made when you go see these movies and in my opinion they didn’t deliver. All the fighting was really good i loved the fight in that tight alleyway with ethan and paris but i hated the car chase, the cliff jump could’ve been better? i dont even know what to say about that one tbh, and the train, ohhhhhh the train, i dont even wanna talk about the train, i was trying so hard to like it i wanted it to redeem the whole movie for me but it just didnt, i feel so bad but it didnt and im so disappointed.

#if anyone wants me to go into more detail i can try #im really tired so im gonna sleep and try and go for a run in the morning to clear my head too and maybe come bsck to some things #but this is how i feel #mi7 spoilers #sorry everyone #im also mad that i think this but what am i gonna do #not to bring john wick 4 into this but this movie feels like a joke after seeing that #i know theyre so different and i dont like comparing movies but they got it right and this kovie just did not #sorry mcq no makeout session 😔

[marunalu]

with how everything is going currently, I think Bakugo is going to wake up and help Deku out with Afo and Tomura, why else have him dead for so long and keep him in the same area

You know, just a few months ago I would have told you, thats never going to happen, because of how incredible unrealistic and stupid that would be, but after the asspull hori did to safe bakugous ass, doing a heart surgery at the middle of a battlefield by two guys with ZERO knowledge about that kind of stuff, sacreficing a guy pretty much 95% of the readers gives a fuck about for bakugous sake, the same guy using SOAP BUBBLES to desinfect his body, folting himself into a origami heart and turning bakugous EXPLODED heart into part jeans and part ninja after his brain didnt got any oxygen for at least 5 to 10 minutes and by all means should be brain dead at this point or at least suffer from terrible brain damage if he survives, absolutely NOTHING will surprise me anymore!

That being said, I dont THINK it will happen. Hori already used the "izuku and bakugou defeat the main villain together" in the movie heros rising and said its a scrapped idea of many and he plans something completly different. If he would still plan to do something like what happend is heros rising I dont think he would have used it in the movie. So I dont think something like that will happen BUT it wouldnt shock me if hori does an other asspull to make bakugou look special again. The whole bullshit about edgeshot living on inside of him (literally!!) and bakugou becomming a true hero now, because edgeshots heroic personality will now become his own! What I personally think is, that hori needed bakugou out of the way for the final fight between izuku and shigarafo, because otherwise bakugou would have stolen izukus glory, spotlight and purpose as the main character! He needed him out of the way so he could focus on izukus and shigarakis fight and relationship with them at the center of attention! Izuku wants to safe shigaraki, bakugou doesnt! He doesnt even know that izuku wants to safe shigaraki! He wouldnt try to safe him, he HATES him and bakugou is not hero enough to want to safe villains! He and izuku would be in each others way to stop shigaraki, because their motive to stop him, completly differs from each other!

By all logic, bakugou should stay in a coma for a while after this battle, for his body to heal and to get used of his new nin-jeart! Even if the surgery is a success (of course it will be), his heart and the open wound were just freshly stitched up and he lost A LOT of blood! Hopefully he stays "dead" for a little while longer! He already had his big moment, so for gods sake hori let the other students shine for once, because otherwise bakugou steals the spotlight of them AGAIN!

#bnha #bnha spoiler #anti bakugou #anti katsuki bakugou

[reflections-in-a-critical-eye]

Hi there. I woke up and saw a twitter trend about Jimin being left out in the BTS chant in 1 of the YTC theater. Just broke my heart. And I saw some twitter trend where some are trying to drown out the happy bday cheers in YTC Busan concert. But my FYP didnt really show me that. I think of you as one of the most objective blogger abt BTS. Is this Jimin hate thing really a prevalent thing? Coz sometimes I also cringe when seeing PJM defending JM by putting others down like the Dior-JHope case. Im pretty sure JM doesnt mind sharing the "spotlight" with his long time roomate. And if the way his entrance and exit was during the Dior doesnt show his (JM) autonomy in terms of being secure with his popularity. I dont know what else. But my heart just breaks when I saw that twitter trend where his name is being left out in the BTS chant. Thanks before.

Hello @misslauwie

That video taken before/after the YTC screening ended up being a mess and old news by the time I'm answering this. And it's also something that happens often and the arguments are all the same, repeated on both sides. And it's funny because I came across a tumblr post from 2018 which almost made me think it was written today because the blogger talked about noticing Jimin not being that much active on social media and how a certain group of shippers are hating him so much and no one does or says anything.

I know you're a more recent fan and I can understand that you feel this way. And I can also understand how some are angry for years now because of this. As I've said in the past, it's not normal and it should never be. Because it's not just a case of not liking the guy or thinking he's a dick, the hate is a bit more deeper than that and more complex. I don't think Jimin should be universally liked because that's impossible. We ourselves don't like people IRL or other celebrities and it can be because there's no click, it doesn't need some big reason.

But what I don't get anymore is pjms and other fans feeling outraged and calling out Army with their little 7 accessory, for not saying and doing something, for generalizing the issue by saying "all shippers" or "we love everyone/vminkook" and all that phony performative bullshit.

Why do they expect a cult to have an actual issue with another cult? That's my question. Because if you think about it in those terms, it all makes sense.

Army wanted taekookers help because they couldn't accept that their little bear likes pussy. And that ultimately meant that they're capable of anything, including trending horrible things about Jimin. Army and taekookers can walk hand in hand through the gates of hell for what they did in that week.

#bmt asks #jimin #jimin antis #bts army

[w2nv]

I just want you to know that I am obsessed with ur It Devours! Fanart and anything and would like to ask if u have special hcs based solely on the book?

OH IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE MU IT DEVOURS FANART THAT BOOK MAKES ME SO HAPPY. So I have like. A VERYY long list of very specific Nilanjana x Darryl headcanons but. For the general cast of It devours I do have a lot of weirdly niche headcanons,, for the main characters of the podcast I have a lot toooo but. Lemme give these characters a spotlight for a sec i care them sosos much

Stephanie is a character I really like actually! and I wish we had more on her. Especially at the end when Darryl says she’s changing the church for the better I REALLY wanna know how! And if I remember correctly she was actually the one that draws the pamphlet art and I just took that and went to town with it. She’s one of those creepy artists that looks intimidating but is actually rlly sweet?? I genuinely want to believe she’s doing good for the church!!

Another small headcanon I have for her is that she dresses all black with small specks of gold. Before becoming the pastor she used silver as an accent instead! Lil symbolism ooooo :3c

Jamillah and Stephanie should be besties I will not hear anything else ever,,,

JAMILLAH IS A LESBIAN I DONT KNOW WHU DONT ASKKKKKKK‼️‼️ SHE JUST ISS‼️

OKAY MOVING ON FROM THOSE 2. Mark looks like a graphic tee guy? Also very straight I don’t know why

He’d be listening to ed Sheeran but also ed Sheeran in nightvale would be 5 ducks tapped together that run around in circles because this is nightvale we’re talking about

OKAY I CANT HOLD IT IN ANYMORE HERES SOME DARRYL AND NILANJANA HEADCANONS :3c

NILANJANA DOESNT SHAVE SHE DOESNT SHAVEEEE‼️ she felt the pressure before she got to nightvale but then. She arrived to nightvale and saw that no one cared, so she stopped caring herself

Darryl uses the dreaded 3 and 1 shampoo and conditioner meanwhile nilanjana just goes to Carlos for any good hair products he can recommend cause she doesn’t Trust Night Valian hair salons

Darryl collects pins and stamps from places outside night vale, he has never left the area but he still manages to find em somehow! He likes hearing about Nilanjana’s time in Indiana and she’d buy him some cool pins from there when visiting her parents too :]

Okay last one before I go deranged she hates hair over her face meanwhile Darryl just uses clip ons:3

Nilanjana‘s left handed and Darryl is ambidextrous because he’s just that good at writing

Darryl would put The Book Of Smiles quotes on his profile. This kinda shit would ensue

#asks #in other news #I have more but this is too long already. #I have so many thoughts about these guys