#happy's thought journal

[happy-side15]

okay i think im normal. oop wait nevermind Kills You mode activated *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills you* *kills y

#happy's thought journal

[almostsweetangel]

NYT article abt goncharov has comments like 'what is the purpose of this film's existence these kids are just lying' motherfucker how do you think our ancestors survived. how do you think folklore formed. culture. music. art. PURPOSE????? do you think everything must be commodified? sold? weighed to be valued? has the rot in your soul spread so far you cannot find value in anything not spoken in numbers??? it's FUN. THAT'S WHY. THE PURPOSE IS THE ACT, THE MESSAGE IS THE MEDIUM, THE SYMBOL IS THE STORY. it brings people joy for its mere existence and that IS the point. existence is its purpose alone

#goncharov #not unreality an actual reaction to an actual comment on an article bc corporate journalism has decided to breach gonchcontainment #god i fucking hate people being like blah blah blah but what's the point of this thing SHUT THE FUCK UP #GO PICK UP A HOBBY YOU DROPPED BC YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TOO CRINGY FIND JOY IN IT OR SMTH AND MAYBE YOU'LL CALM DOWN #JUST BC YOUR CAPACITY FOR HAPPINESS DIED DOESN'T MEAN OURS DID #anyway back to regular gonchposting #shut up levi

[ohgeesoap]

Soap's journal entries concerning dogs. Typed out under the cut in case they're difficult to read.

Consider me a cat man now.

We overcame ultranationalists, chopper crashes, danger close with gunships, but a goddamn dog is what'll get me into an infirmary? Rabies, ridiculous. What a waste of time. Obviously can't tell Price or Gaz. Nikolai seems capable of keeping a secret. Probably keeps vials of vaccine vaulted with manifest intel, secretive bastard.

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And no, I haven't exactly been on my booster shots. Think Nikolai said every two years but didn't think I'd be back in Russia so bloody soon. So yeah, was happy to follow Price and Roach over the net. Not just because it meant I was far from the mutts, but because I got to listen to the two of them working together like we once did. There was the same option: take out the target or let them him pass. Nice to hear Price taking Roach under his wing. Know the effect it can have.

#john soap mactavish #soap mactavish #john mactavish #captain john price #john price #gary roach sanderson #tagging roach and price since they're mentioned here #call of duty modern warfare #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty modern warfare 3 #cod mw #cod mw2 #cod mw3 #i think this journal can be found online and probably in better quality #but if anyone wants me to post more i'm happy to share #also this is only canon to og soap #we don't know reboot soap's thoughts on dogs or if he's had negative experiences with them #so if you headcanon reboot soap as a dog person that is totally valid #or if you headcanon og soap somehow squashed his beef with dogs that is also valid lol

[leek-inherent]

I drew Bob’s Burgers as my little ponies :D

#bobs burgers #my little pony #my art #linda belcher #bob belcher #gene belcher #louise belcher #tina belcher #for the kids I couldn't decide on cutie marks I was happy with so they are just blank flanks for now #my general ideas are for tina an open book because a) she's an open book and b) her beautiful writing/journalling #gene something to do with noises and music - initially I thought of his megaphone thing but idk #and for louise something like a throwing star (or some other weapon) with a heart on it but that's kinda lame #anyway maybe I'll come up with something and draw them again later

[yinyinggie]

things we can do to make people potentially very happy

bake them cookies!! in their preferred flavour

stick little notes of love into their jacket pockets

put on a mix of their favourite songs when you hang out with them

check up on them during their day!! sounds cliche and overused but i promise its actually something that i love receiving from my friends

suggest hanging out together <3

send them funny videos / tiktoks that you think they’d like

“hey this reminded me of you” [post attached]

“hey i know you’re having a hard time rn but i’m here for you okay” [happy gif attached]

make them their favourite drink as a pick-me-up

surprise them with morning coffee before class!!

get to know their drink order :) surprising them with their fav drink is an awesome mood booster

hype them up on their instagram posts!!!

spill about your day / tea then ask about them (the other way around works too! but be tactful :3)

ask them if they need comfort or advice when they’re upset — this exterminates unwanted advice/comfort

“hey i’ll wait for you after class”

“how was your day?”

“reminder that i love u and i hope you have a better day tomorrow”

“coffee on me?”

write them little happydappy reminder letters!!!

#– ying.talks #self care #studyblr #positivity #thoughts #study inspo #student #studyspo #studygram #study positivity #studying #study aesthetic #study motivation #study time #casual magic #journalblr #journalling #moodboard #study inspiration #happiness

[roselise]

He is risen !! Happy Easter Sunday, my friends c:

I am getting ready for church, and gonna wear my favorite fairy dress, and try out something new with my hair today ♡

(Actually it’s just a fancy braid hehe :’) I am still excited to see how it looks anyway though !! I did practice last night, but well we shall see how it turns out)

Sending lots of hugs, hearts, and all my happiest thoughts — I hope everyone has a bright and blessed day ~ ! XO

. ˚ * . ʚ 🤍 ɞ

🧸 ⊹ ｡⁺ ♡ ₊ . ˚ *  .  🎀

#♡ #rosy things #rosy journal #despite all i am in a very happy mood today ! #just seeing all the many blessings i still have in my life c: #and all the kind friends and wonderful people i know ! #celebrating the glorious resurrection of my savior c: #there is still much to be grateful for in life ♡ #what about you my friends ? c: #are you all doing ok ? are you taking care and having a good day so far ?? #i am praying so !! #sending love hugs and all my warmest thoughts to you !! #take care and happy easter ~ !! c: #xo ! ♡ #🧸 ⊹ ｡⁺ ♡ ₊ . ˚ * . 🎀

[emotionalblunting]

It's only a matter of time before the "self-sabotaging" part of me takes over the part of me that wants to enjoy every bit of happiness I can take.

#thoughts #mood #journal #love #self worth #self sabotage #intrusive thoughts #overthinking #feelings #truth #reality #happiness #life #life lessons #detachment #emotions #emotionalblunting

[goldkirk]

I opened Pinterest for the first time in months.

That made me realize a lot about how bad I was actually doing and how much of a Waffle House Index use of Pinterest is for adult me, apparently.

I hadn’t realized it had grown that foundational to me in a healthy-brain-exercise-and-hobby-joy way. Nice to know moving forward! It’s another sign I can keep track of and use to spot correlation/indicator patterns earlier my behavior.

I love this kind of thing, it makes me so excited!

#personal data hacking is my passion #someday I’ll tell a story about the most notable times I tracked things or hacked my own mental processes from childhood to now #including the fear of spiders and bed wetting and behavior changes and posture and heart rate and cursive and putting kitchen items and #trash away as soon as I’m finished using them instead of never ever or ages and ages later #I’m so proud of that #you have to give it time and still commit. chaining thoughts and routines and behaviors really works #we are not separate brains and bodies and external environments #anyway I’m gonna go haha I used up he last of my energy burst on Discord and here and I need to go rest and lie on the floor and probly doze #love you all be back soon bye mwah! #add to journal #trauma evolution #my Waffle House index #this is going to be a fun new tag I’m so going to have fun with this and I bet it’ll be a helpful example reference for other people too #more than just for future me! #so excited so proud of myself so happy so grateful for hope about me really trusting that my ability and my behavior and my performance #are able to and going to yes keep getting better #long many-milestone path-journeys of potential #like when I was a little 6-7 year old kid-team athlete looking ahead at a concept of a future with me over time getting #stronger and cleverer and faster and slicker and calmer and even happier and more and more capable and able to accomplish! #a gift. all this time I didn’t think I’d have and have been living anyway is such a gift. #knowing that I truly have future time to grow and explore and change and improve in even though I still can’t FEEL or IMAGINE that future #time yet. also a gift. #the time I will one day realize I can imagine a future and imagine myself alive? will be a gift. #breath is a gift. experiencing life is a gift. other life is a gift. rhythm is a gift. motion is a gift. awake is a gift. color is a gift. #such a great expanse. all of it new. all of it eternal. all of it me. all of it nothing I’ve ever known before. all of it all of it #all of it. gifts. #gonna go have floor time now. this would be such a nice time to re-re-regain my ability to cry! #mwah I love you future me. take care of your hand and thank u for writing all this down 💛 #hey little star whatcha gonna queue? #my poetry

[aquickstart]

oh god i fucking love farleigh start. no notes

#brain is Not braining today ive got very many thoughts but none of them coherent #i just. he is SO. like you know? an almost-there a never rage but keep in line and hope for the best kinda guy #and then it all just crumbles. the tragedy of him oh i love him. i really hope he transferred to america and lived out his happy life #mine #saltburn #saltburn journaling

[skunkes]

You probably get this asked a lot but do you have any particular things you keep in mind when writing in your journal? I started recently and it's been great but I find that Only recapping my day gets to be a bit tedious (esp when I don't go outside much lol) so I was curious what you do to keep motivated with it ! Ur sticker layouts are always so cutes btw I'm very inspired by them ^_^💖

Yeah! I mainly journal for Memory Keeping as i have a weird obsession with wanting to keep track of anything/everything, so i just think of what future cheye would want to know, instead of just recapping day.

Makes me really sad bc in college all i had energy to write was like "ate x went to class went to mailroom went to class 2 had x for dinner 1 am now goodnight" and its like. What about. The whole rest of it!! What did u do who did you talk to when was it that you saw a raccoon irl for the first time!!! Were you stressing over assignments?? Which and why!!! I have 0 tangible, meaningful, memories of what happened now. Just sterile clinical ones. :(

I do track things consistently like my rating for the day, the time i woke up and the time i go to bed, what i ate, if i cried, along wit other personal stats (i like the numbers!). Sometimes I also dont Do anything in a day so i just focus on other things, like taking the opportunity to write about feelings a little bit, so future cheye Knows the state of mind i was in on a given day, or maybe talk about how I bought something and am excited to wear/use it

Not much happened today so I wrote about and included how my dad described the plot of to, and showed me, some scenes of The Untouchables 1987 today because a song always reminds him of that movie...

yesterday I wrote about how my sister and I are planning on trying some pillsbury cocoa rolls on thursday, since we couldn't today, and that I am Excited.

I don't know, its small things that I feel I'd appreciate in the future even if they seem silly or pointless right now...(and also good for keeping track of personal growth, as Im hoping I at one point get to pinpoint where my complaints about Not Wanting to Drive fade away from the entries. Ykwim?)

ITS KIND OF LIKE THAT ONE POST ON HERE...like "if you see this tag one delight from your day no matter how small". You ""force"" yourself to come up with something to pad the entry with, and I think it's small things like that that will be really telling of your time here, in the future ^_^ time capsule of the old you

like. Did you see something insanely funny? Did your best friend say something weird... Did the internet platforms you browse all rally over a war criminal dying... Is it still rainy and chilly like it was yesterday? Are you excited for your birthday even if its many months away... What series did you start rewatching? Did u get scared by a shadow while walking your dog...idk! Anything, everything

#anonymous #skunk mail #long post #and none of these things have to be super detailed either! #like i have a separate journal for Feelings Theses. feelings in my main one are just like ''man i feel #like ass about everything again. cried a lot.'' #i thingk its also like. idk i dont like to bother my friends so i don't have anyone to share stuff wit but myself #so i write it in there ..ykwim...like im feeling happy today i saw something cool i really want ice cream! #<- shit i wouldnt say to a friend or stuff id post to my priv account as the thought came to me that nobody wld care abt either

[happy-side15]

sometimes you have to enjoy the simple pleasantries in life... like toasted eggo with butter on tgem...

mmmmm......

#happy's thought journal

[dyinqbees]

happy birthday to the boy who does not adore me. i hope your day is as poetic as the words that i would have written for you, as transcendent as the playlists i would have comprised for you and as heartfelt as the art i would have created for you.

#my journal #my thoughts #thoughts #tumblr journal #yearnposting #happy birthday

[embeccy]

"My crisis of sadness has passed, and these last days I have been good. I believe it is the spirit of Christmas which has transformed me; all day I prepare and think only for others, and it makes me very happy."

- Anaïs Nin

#anais nïn #anais nin #foryou #tumblrpost #source: tumblr #quotes #literature #quoteoftheday #poems and poetry #poetry #life quotes #beautiful quote #diary entry #diary #dear diary #journaling #christmas vibes #christmas #happy quotes #positive thoughts #positive quotes

[bolontiku]

Sometimes I wonder what happened to the people that stopped talking to me. Not that we stopped being friends cause we had a fight or something, some people just vanished without saying goodbye and I wonder about them..

I don't blame them as I am very bad at keeping conversations, even though I do try. I know many people don't understand me and often think I am ignoring them, it had led to some just walking away from me. And honestly if that is better forthem I am happy.

I would just like to think they are doing wonderfully and thriving.

#chaos journal #today i thought of him #he just disappeared #i thought of her too #i hope they are happy #lost friends #online friends #are real friends

[thethingything]

I'm absolutely determined to pay attention to all the seasonal changes and embrace them as much as possible this year and to try and romanaticise it. we've tried to do the same for the last couple of years too but I think we're getting better at it over time

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #happy posting #it's like how we used to say we couldn't stand summer but last year we actually enjoyed it being summer #and now I'm looking forward to it but I'm also looking forward to enjoying spring first and watching everything come to life outside #and I'm looking forward to autumn when it gets cooler again and we can embrace getting cosy #and maybe we'll have better coping mechanisms for the seasonal depression like we coped better with the summer depression last year #but that's far away and there's so much to do in the meantime #and hopefully once we get there it'll be fun to look back at what we did #I'm still clinging to the thing about doing what we can to make it a good year regardless of what happens #I've noticed that when we do have a rough time now we start craving the things that are good for us and will help in the long run #like keeping up with journaling and making gratitude lists and doing our hobbies and focusing on self care #which seems like a good sign. things can be shit but we're slowly getting better at finding ways to deal with them

[emotionalblunting]

The scary thing is,

I haven't had to overthink once about you.

You've showed me nothing but love, attention, and reassurance...

without even having to ask for it.

I'm not used to this - used to things turning out well for me.

You've truly never given me a reason to question your intentions.

Yet, I've found myself looking for a reason to because that's all I know.

I'm so fucking damaged - that I'm just waiting for the moment where things go downhill.

Part of me feels like you're everything I could've asked for in a person.

And for that, I've been relieved.

You've given me peace of mind.

I haven't been in my head as much as I thought I would - especially considering my past...

but I'm still learning how worthy I am of this kind of love.

#thoughts #journal #mood #love #feelings #you #emotions #overthinking #truth #relationship #new #partner #damaged #worthy #happy #overthink #intentions #past #attention #reassurance #emotionalblunting