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I got Cinderella’s Castle tickets earlier!!! So excited to go!!!!

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Intro to Criminal Minds: Why They Did It

Criminal Minds x Mindhunter AU

Spencer Reid x Peggy Carr (OC) Part 2: The Case

Summary: Spencer is teaching a 7-week seminar on the most interesting criminal cases, explaining their actions to understand why they took place. Only, not everyone in the audience is a student.

warnings: strangers to lovers, mutual pining, slow burn! flirting, fluff, eventual smut, idiots in love, OC is Wendy Carr and Jason Gideon's biological daughter. mentions of rape and murder (typical canon violence)

word count: 2.2K

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P1

He’s not expecting her to roll out a full map after the waitress clears the food from their table. They’ve been in the booth for barely 20 minutes. Having mindless conversations about their day and small get to know each other questions while they ate.

“So, I brought all this to my dad,” she explained, dropping 33 files on the table as well as 2 spiral notebooks and a handful of pens. “He thinks I have a case, but he’s refusing to look at the evidence because he’s still triggered by it, which I get, but he said you’d be the best at helping me because I really just need a geo-profile consult.”

“How is he doing?”

She’s been waiting for him to ask but she still didn’t know how to answer, no matter how much time she had to prep, “uh, he’s good. He talks about you every time I see him, how often do you talk?”

“We haven’t talked since he almost died, 6 years ago now… yes, it was in 2015,” Spencer says it like it’s nothing serious.

“Oh,” she’s confused about it all. Her father talks about him more than anyone else, always remembering a case or a conversation that he just had to tell her about.

Spencer was his buddy in her eyes. “Here I was thinking he liked you more than me like you’re his favourite kid.”

“I’m not his kid,” his eyes widen at the insinuation that they’re somehow siblings in any sense.

It makes her laugh, she knows he’s interested in her a small amount. She was hoping he would, she’s heard so many wonderful things about him and she remembers just how cute he was back in 2005. Now he’s a man and a mighty fine one at that…

“I take it you’re an only child?” He changes the subject, “you can’t handle the idea of your father having relationships with people your age when you hardly know him?”

“How about you tell me who you think I am and I’ll tell you where you went wrong?” She challenges him rather than answering, she knows he’s good but she wants to see it in action.

Spencer raised his brow, “if I get it right, you’re paying for lunch.”

“Deal.”

He opens her notebook and takes a look at her notes, flipping through the pages reading the words just as fast as her father said he could. It was incomprehensible, but he didn’t read far… he keeps going back to her drawings, studying the pressure and how her mind worked.

“Your mom travelled a lot when you were a kid, and you always went with her. I’m thinking you have a few degrees, at least 3…” he pauses to watch her microexpressions, trailing her skin with his eyes as he looks for anything out of the ordinary. “There’s a doctorate in there but you hate being called Dr. Carr because that’s your mother’s name and it reminds you too much of people asking about her instead of how you’re doing.”

It cuts deep, but he hits the nail on the head and she just blinks. The simplest microexpression that shows him he got it right, his smile is awkward and he’s sorry for it.

“You were homeschooled so you don’t trust people very easily. You have issues with your father that you can’t place because you still don’t think you know him well enough to really have an opinion, and you’re jealous of me because you wish you knew how he brags about you when you’re not around, but he doesn’t talk about you because you told him not to.”

“I specifically told him I wanted to be left out of his life to stay safe, so it’s really my fault that he can’t brag about me. But I still wish someone would,” she admits with a soft smile. “And I think it’s not really jealousy. I’m not jealous of how he brags about his time with you. If anything, I really admire you now.”

He blushes a little, “alright, your turn.”

“You’ve never had a girlfriend before have you?” She calls him out right away. “You can’t take a compliment seriously because no one has loved you deep enough yet for you to believe them. I already know about your parents, I know that you’re scared of forgetting and that’s why you won't stop learning. I think you probably have a bucket list, you’re desperate for something exciting to happen and that’s why you like me already.”

He blinks right back, “touché.”

“I’ll still buy your lunch,” she smiled, and he smiled right back. “And I do have 3 degrees.”

“I do too.”

“I know,” she reminded him. “You’ve been working on that 4th one for the last 16 years.”

“I haven’t had the time.”

She shakes her head as she laughs, teasing him as if she’s better than him because she knows he finds her interesting already, “I had my Ph.D. by 17, as well 2 masters by the time I was 21.”

“3 Ph.D.’s by 22,” he bragged right back.

It had suddenly become a staring contest, “when exactly did your dad walk out on you?”

“I was 10.” Spencer answers. “When was the last time your mom said she was proud of you?”

“Oh, we're going that far, I see,” she laughed, hurt just a little that he dug that deep, “what happened to yours recently?”

“Alzheimer’s.”

“I’m really sorry, I knew about the schizophrenia already because of the fisher king case, that one is the one that still has my dad all fucked up,” she can’t help but rant as she apologizes, placing her hands on his in the centre of the table and he interlocks their fingers like they’ve known each other for years.

“Boston?” He asks her, changing the topic back to getting to know each other without letting go of her hands.

She nods, “Vegas?”

“You knew that already,” he catches her.

“Maybe so,” she blushes at the embarrassment of him picking up on her crush.

“How’d he describe me at chess?” There’s a cockiness behind it that she admires, smiling in response she just shakes her head.

“I don’t play chess, but he says that other than Agent Prentiss, you’re the only person who has come close to beating him.”

“Prentiss?” He looks almost offended at the fact he didn’t know that story.

“You were asleep on the jet, it was right after the trip to Azkaban,” she reminds him.

“Azkaban?” He repeats. “You mean Guantanamo?”

She’s only slightly embarrassed by the slip-up, blushing a deep red as she presses her lips together and squeezes his hand. “My mom calls it Azkaban, she hates it. If it wasn’t for the BAU, she would have never joined the bureau or the government in any way, she’s against the criminal justice system too, so…”

“She’s a woman of science and empathy, I’ve never met her, but I’ve read all her work.”

“So have I,” she’s full of butterflies for some reason as she thinks about him knowing everything that she does, she’s suddenly excited at the prospect of future conversations with him like this isn’t a one-time thing.

He’s still holding her hands over the map, both of them leaning in slightly as they kept talking, it felt overly intimate for a discussion of a case— and they haven’t even started yet.

She takes her hands out of his grip and flattens them over the map, “so I found a pattern, I was asked to look into the rape and murder of a friends sister, and now I’ve found 32 matching cases all over America going in alphabetical order by state, 2 a year since 2005.”

“Are you serious?”

She nods softly, “I’m a private investigator. I hated the academy and simply being in the BAU almost killed both of my parents so I’m not really fond of it, but I need help.”

“How did VICAP not pick this up?” Spencer’s still caught up on the fact this has been happening during his entire career and he had no way of helping. It was very clear by the look on his face.

“Because they’re college-age women getting raped in their dorms, 1 in each state, and men don’t care enough to dig a little deeper when it’s just a little girl who was probably asking for it anyway, right?”

He looks furious, but with her… not at her.

Not like most men, that’s actually exactly what any other guy would have said to her. ‘Not most men,’ they only said that if they were offended; when they knew that they were the exact type of man she was referring to.

He started opening case files then, flipping through everything as she watched carefully, “he always does it the exact same way. It’s every March and November between the 6th and 12th, he’s gotten to the O’s, which means the next hit should be in Oklahoma in exactly 2 months' time.”

“Has there been evidence?” Spencer asks, avoiding eye contact as he both listens and absorbs.

“1 footprint and some random fingerprints at the first few, other than that it’s like he was never there,” she sighs. “This is where I need your help; I’m unsure if he’s attacking randomly or if it’s planned ahead of time, so I brought the map to see if you can make any connection.”

“Alright,” he closes the folder and hands them to her so he can get a better look at everything. “I’m going to need the exact address of each one.”

“I have 32 mini maps,” she says, opening her book bag and handing him yet another folder.

“I’ve noticed they’re in every capital, and it’s always on the east side of the city,” she adds as he spreads them out on the table.

He takes his phone out of his pocket and turns on the flash, turning it face down and holding the sheets of paper over it, “If you look at them over each other, there might be a pattern. We should call my friend Penelope, she’ll be able to digitally do this and find something.”

“Okay,” Peggy nods along, “I really need to know within the week because I’m moving to Oklahoma.”

“What?” He looks overly worried.

“He’s interested in college-age brunettes,” she points at herself. “I’m going to rent an apartment with a sliding door in the kill zone, and I’m going to wait it out. I’ll make sure everyone knows I live alone, I won't make friends, I’ll keep the windows open when I go to the store, I’ll make myself a victim.”

“No, we can get the bureau to send in a team, you don’t need to be in harm's way,” he protests, “I won’t help if I know you’re throwing yourself in the middle of all this. I refuse.”

There’s an underlying panic that she doesn’t quite understand. He’s almost shaking as he thinks about her playing the victim, they stare back and forth at each other softly, eyes flickering over the other’s expression as he also reads her.

“Fine,” she agrees, finally. “But if you’re getting the team involved, I want to be able to have some say in the investigation. I don’t want to be kicked out for just being a PI.”

“On one condition,” Spencer smirks. “You have to teach the BTK seminar with me.”

“Deal,” she smiled. “But I have some conditions too.”

“Anything?”

He was going to regret that.

“We can’t sleep together until we catch the guy— don’t look at me like that!” she catches the way his jaw drops and his eyes glisten.

He’s in complete shock, trying to say words and failing miserably as she stares at him knowingly. “I only said that because I need rules for myself too. We can’t care more about each other than the victims. Solve the case with me and then I’ll have a crush on you, okay?”

“Okay,” he finally finds the words to agree. “Was it that obvious?”

“We held hands for 5 minutes, I’ve thought you were cute since you were 23 and that seminar was a; 'my horse is bigger than your horse' flirting match,” she calls it all out, “I’m just as into you as you are into me already, if not more so because I know way too much about you thanks to my dad and uncle Rossi.”

“Dave knew about you too?” He’s more upset than she expected.

She nods, “yeah, so that I’d be taken care of if anything happened to my dad.”

He is a little upset and she can’t figure out why from what she knows already, “why?”

“You’re so interesting, you and I could have been friends for the last 15 years and things could have been so interesting but you were a secret,” he whispers.

“I was right wasn’t I?”

He nods again, “Gideon doesn’t know about Maeve, but I had a girlfriend who died in front of me before I could tell her I loved her and it broke me.”

Everything makes sense now. The stares, the stuttering, the defensiveness at the idea of her being in harm's way after only knowing her for a few hours. He was desperately looking for someone like himself to prove that he wasn’t going to be alone forever, and he wanted that to be found in her.

“Solve the case with me, then you can learn what it’s like to love someone who loves you back.”

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Does He Know?

Word Count: 1.5k

Request: Damien Haas x Reader with the prompts 13, 33, 129 - Anon

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You didn’t know your day could have gotten worse. Between hiding your obvious morning sickness from your oblivious boyfriend and actually doing your job, you were sure that only a gunfight could make your day any worse. You had your fingers crossed that that wouldn’t happen. You didn’t think you could mentally afford that trauma at the moment. 

As you sat in your cozy little office, you made idle gossip with your assistant, Emily, to pass the time. You organized your desk as she complained about the coffee machine on your floor not working for the thousandth time, lamenting that she had to make the trip two floors down for a decent cup. 

“Maybe you should learn how to fix the machine,” you suggested, only partially paying attention to what she was saying. Emily had moved on to her latest in-office crush, one of the techies that worked one floor up. “And I wouldn’t try it with any of the techies. They all look great, sure, but don’t do well in relationships.” 

“You don’t know that for certain,” Emily defended her crush. “Besides, not everyone can have the perfect relationship that you have with Mr. Damien Haas. Honestly, you guys are sickening.”

“Our relationship isn’t perfect,” you argued, hand falling to your stomach as if on instinct. You were barely even showing yet, part of the reason why you had been able to hide your pregnancy so well. “I mean, we still have our arguments…”

Emily narrowed her eyes at you, critical of the way your hand had immediately gone to your stomach at those words. You’d told her that you weren’t feeling the best earlier, the possibility of the stomach flu being high. That didn’t explain your switch from coffee to tea, specifically ginger tea--which she knew you hated with a passion. 

“Does he know about the baby?” Emily asked bluntly, crossing her arms over her chest. You hesitated, unsure of how to answer that. Emily was smart, you knew that. If she had managed to figure it out in less than thirty minutes, then you were sure Damien already knew. 

“No,” you lowered your voice. “He doesn’t. I was going to tell him, I swear, I just--”

“Bullshit. You weren’t going to tell him and we both know that.” Emily frowned. “God, Y/n. What were you going to do? Skip town and reappear with a child. You and Damien have been together, what? Five years?”

“Eight, actually,” you corrected. She glared at you, making you shut your mouth. 

“Eight years is no better, Y/n,” she reprimanded. “If you don’t tell him, then I will.”

“Tell him who?” 

You jumped banging your knee against the underside of your desk while Emily’s hand flew to her chest. The both of you turned to look at the office door, which had been left open. Sheepishly, Damien apologized for scaring the both of you. 

“How long have you been standing there?” you demanded, reorganizing the pens back into the pencil holder. “And what did you hear?”

Damien held his hands up in surrender. “I heard nothing. I literally just got here.”

“Good.” You exhaled. “What are you doing here? I thought you had a scene to shoot?” 

“I’m going to get a refill.” Emily snatched up her coffee mug and got up from her seat, edging around Damien on her way out of the office. She closed the door behind her, leaving the two of you in silence.

“Scene got pushed back because… well… I may have ripped my pants.” Damien turned around, revealing the rip down the middle of his pants. You tried not to laugh as he explained how it happened. “I swear I wasn’t doing anything I wasn’t supposed to. The piece of equipment had no right to go anywhere near my butt.”

“So what I’m hearing is you were standing where you weren’t supposed to and got caught on a piece of equipment, resulting in your split pants.”

“No,” Damien denied, the red of embarrassment already crawling onto his cheeks. You grinned and poked his cheek slightly, laughing as he swatted you away. 

“It’s fine,” you reassured, hands falling to his shoulders. You rubbed soothing circles into his shoulder blades, watching as he relaxed under your touch. “You’re lucky these aren’t your actual pants. Go get changed and bring these back to me, I’ll have them fixed in no time.”

“What were you and Emily talking about?” Damien stalled his exit, pulling you into his arms. You settled your head into his chest, breathing in the scent of new clothes and the detergent the two of you shared. 

“It was nothing,” you mumbled into his chest, patting his bicep. “Just work stuff. I accidentally stole Jeff’s stapler and she threatened to rat me out.”

You cringed at your lie. There was a reason you worked in costuming and not in front of the camera. You were a terrible actress and it showed. 

“Really?” Damien didn’t buy it. “Emily threatened you because you stole Jeff’s stapler? Somehow, I don’t believe it.” He held you at arm’s length, forcing you to look at him instead of the plaid fabric of his costume. “What’s actually the matter?”

Somehow, you knew it was now or never. If you didn’t tell him now, there was sure to be a train ticket with your name on it. You’d have to go into hiding, forever. You kid would grow up without their father and, most likely, an alcoholic mother because for some reason that’s how you say yourself in the future without Damien. 

And before you could stop yourself, your mouth opened and spilled your secret to the man standing in front of you. “I’m pregnant.” The two words stopped all time and movement as you watched the trainwreck that was your life unfold. 

He was silent, which was the worst reaction you could have thought of. This was it, he was going to break up with you and you would have to move cross country anyways because even being in the same state as him would be too painful. In your head, you thought of what your single-mother house would look like.

It most likely wouldn’t be a house. You’d live in a shack with an outhouse. Your baby would grow up to be a hick and you’d die of some ancient disease at the age of forty-three with no one by your kid to mourn you. 

Then, out of absolutely nowhere, Damien yelled out in… fear? No. Excitement. 

“I’m going to be a dad?” he asked, eyes widened and disbelieving. “You’re not joking, right? I’m actually going to be a father?” 

You nodded, tears you didn’t know you had dripped down onto your cheeks. The salty water sloped off your chin, landing on the carpet below you.

“Baby,” he wiped underneath your eyes with his thumb. “Why are you crying?” 

You exhaled shakily, falling into his chest as your sobs broke free. “Oh, I was so scared you were going to be mad at me.”

“Mad at you… Why would I be…?” His arms wrapped around your shoulders as you fisted his shirt in your hands. He was going to have to change before he could go back to shooting… If he went back to shooting, though you were sure Emily already told them what was going on. “I could never be mad at you for something like this.”

“But we’re not even married. Oh, God, my mom is going to beat my ass--Damien, we’re not even married!”

“Simple solution for that,” Damien said, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a distinct velvet box. He dropped down on his knee in front of you, velvet box in hand. “Be my wife.”

“Damien--”

“I had this whole thing planned,” he rambled. “I was going to take you out for dinner and bring you back to where we first met…”

“You were going to bring me to the Planetarium?” you asked. You’d stopped crying tears of relief at this point, exchanging them for tears of joy. You blamed the pregnancy hormones, making you cry more than you had in the entire eight years you’d been with Damien. 

“Yeah,” he played with the box. “Was gonna propose under the night we first met too.”

“You’re a sap.”

“Yeah, but I’m your sap,” he joked, opening the box. “Y/n, these past eight years together have been, simply put, amazing. I want to be able to wake up next to you every single morning and go to sleep next to you every night. I want to be able to make pancakes with you on our days off and always have you as my plus one to family reunions. I want the constant singing in the shower and the stupid mohawk photos you send me while I’m out. I want you, and if you’ll have me… Will you marry me?” 

“Yes!” You pulled him off the floor, throwing your arms around him and kissing him deeply. He slid the ring on your finger, pulling out of the kiss so that you could admire the gem. 

“Do me a favor, leave out the fact that I proposed to you with ripped pants when you’re telling your mom this story.” 

You laughed, craning your neck around to view his underwear still very much on display. “No,” you shook your head. “That’s definitely going to be in the engagement story.”

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100 OC Question Meme!

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Your Wings edition: Shiemi Shuzenji!

1. What’s a unique skill they have? Is their any reason why they can do it? Shiemi can harness the power of the sun in order to heal wounds. Her Quirk is a mixture of her mother’s (who can bend light) and grandmother’s (who can heal wounds). 

2. What are their favourite possessions? Why? (sentimentality, history, price, etc) The necklace that Hawks gave her is very important to her. She sees it like a symbol of their love. 

3. Do they get jealous easily? If so, what usually causes it? She gets insecure, but she never acts on her jealousy. Often times, if women fawn over Hawks, she gets all up in her feels.

4. Are they a good gift-giver? What do they tend to give as gifts? She’s more of a practical gift giver. She pays attention to what someone really needs and she’ll get it for them.

5. What’s their reputation like? Does this reputation contrast what they’re really like? People (especially when she worked in the hospital) hail her as a good doctor but one with little to no social skills. She’s quiet, so a lot of people think she’s mean. Others, like her old boss, like her polite and respectable nature. 

6. Do they prefer to have a big social circle, or a few close friends? Definitely a few close friends. She’s content with Aizawa, Kayama, and Mic. 

7. What’s their “type”? What romantically attracts them to another person? Men who are confident! If one looks at her track record, her old boyfriends in high school were all jocks who loved the limelight. Hawks is cocky, but a lot of that haughtiness is a facade. She loves that he knows how to tone it down and come back to Earth. 

8. What does their dream house look like? She’s a simple woman: a modern white home with a huge lawn for a garden. She’s always wanted to plant sunflowers. I’m a huge horror fan, so for some reason, I’m envisioning the villa from The Human Centipede… Just the outside! eheh... is that weird?

9. If they could change one part of their appearance, what would it be? Shiemi is actually very lithe; her mother says she’s got no meat on her bones. She would love to bulk up! Also, her cup size is a B. She would change that, too, if she could.

10. What’s a simple thing that brings them joy? Well, Shiemi’s love language is acts of service. It really warms her heart when people help do things with or for her!

11. What is their dream pet? A cat! A fluffy white one. Maybe Aizawa had some influence on her? ❤️

12. What’s their position in their friend group? (leader, mom friend, chaos goblin, etc) The voice of reason. She likes to have practical fun! She’s not as rigid as Aizawa, but nowhere near as wild as Mic.

13. How forgiving are they? What do they consider unforgivable? Shiemi is definitely forgiving, so much so that it is sometimes her downfall. However, she believes there is no excuse for villainy.

14. Who do they go to in a crisis/emergency? Any particular reason why they choose that person? Hmmm, it’s funny because most people go to her in an emergency since she’s got that nifty healing Quirk haha! Shiemi has plenty of people to depend on like Midnight or Recovery Girl, but Hawks is the one she always turns to when she needs saving.

15. How good are they at conversation? Are they a small talk master, bad at initiating, etc? The only person she likes to make small talk with is Hawks, really. She’s not much a talker, and prefers to let others do the talking. This is why she and Aizawa click so well because they both can appreciate silence.

16. What food do they absolutely hate? She actually doesn’t care for greasy foods. Pizza, for example, upsets her tummy. 

17. Do they show a lot of affection, or are they pretty reserved? She’s not into PDA, but she loves to be held and kissed. When she’s sad, she almost always needs a hug. ❤️

18. If you had to represent them with a flower, colour, and animal, what would you choose? I feel like she’s more of a white lily, which I hear symbolizes humility and devotion. Her color would be blush pink, for her more timid nature and her affinity for that color. As for an animal, I think she’d be a snowshoe hare!

19. What’s their unusual quirk? (Quirk with a lowercase q, haha) Shiemi has always had very strong intrusive thoughts, and I’ve made this obvious from the first chapter. I based this on my own struggle with intrusive thoughts, so Shiemi and I can relate on the issue of fighting our inner voices to be better people.

20. Are they easy to wake up in the morning, or grouchy and sleepy? She’s an early bird! Very easy to wake up in the morning.

21. What’s their ideal date like? She loves night walks on the beach followed a busy night of makin’ love ;)

22. What’s their silliest or most unusual fear/phobia? Probably spiders. She’s not the type to scream when she sees one, but if it’s big and hairy, she’ll leave the room.

23. Is their pain tolerance high or low? Pretty low, all things considering. She knows how to fight, she just doesn’t like to because she can’t really handle her own.

24. Are they a fussy eater? Nope! She’ll try just about anything. She understands the importance of eating healthy, so she makes sure to eat her veggies every day. (Unlike me…)

25. What are their dreams like? As the writer, I’ve always made her dreams symbolic. They often reflect her true feelings or the things on her mind.

26. Are they technologically savvy? Yes! Working in the hospital, she’s a quick learner, and working in the hospital, she’s had to learn how to use all the equipment.

27. Are they forgetful? What do they tend to forget? (plans, phone, keys, etc) No, she tries to be very organized. The most that she forgets would be if she’s got a lot of work to do, she might forget one assignment.

28. Describe their morning routine. Open the curtains first (she needs sunlight), drink black coffee, watch the news, take a shower. Suuuper adult of her, I know. She’s a creature of habit!

29. Are they a good cook? If they are, what do they like to make? She’s an okay cook. Certainly not as good as Hawks! She can make basic food, but a lot of it lacks flavor -- something Hawks has had to teach her.

30. Do they consider themselves a “hero” or “villain”? Hero! Definitely. She’ll heal anyone in need, but she works for the heroes, on the side of good.

31. What holiday do they like the most? (Christmas, Easter, Valentine’s Day, etc) Christmas. It’s the one time of year she gets to spend with her whole family. Even though tensions are high, she still loves her family more than anything.

32. What are they like at parties? Party animal, or awkwardly sitting in the corner drinking punch and reading? She’s the wallflower. She’d rather grab a bite to eat and sit back, people-watching.

33. Are they adventurous, or do they prefer to stay in their safe zone? She prefers to live life on the safe side. Though life with Hawks definitely makes things exciting!

34. What’s their favourite drink? (Coffee, tea, juice, hot chocolate, soda, etc) She loves coffee; preferably black coffee. Her go-to drink at Starbucks is a venti black cold brew or a cappuccino.

35. Are they good with children? Yes! Her serene nature tends to calm kids down. She especially used to love healing kids at the hospital.

36. Do they trust easily? What would you have to do to earn their trust? She’s normally very wary of people. She automatically has her guard up when approached by someone new, but honestly it doesn’t take much for her to let down her guard. For example, she was cautious of Twice when she met him, but once she saw that he and Mr. Compress needed help, she immediately dropped everything to help. Blame her big heart, I guess!

37. Are they a hopeless romantic, or is that stuff just not for them? God, YES!! When she first met Hawks, she tried to act all tough, but she’s such a SAP! In her relationships, she devotes everything to her significant other.

38. Do they get lost easily, or are they good with directions? Nah, she’s great with directions. She tries to have a good understanding of her surroundings.

39. Are they superstitious? She doesn’t believe in superstitions; she’s more of a woman of science.

40. Do they like physical activity, or staying inside? She enjoys a bit of both. She especially likes to go for walks, but doesn’t mind spending the whole day inside reading a book.

41. What would they dress up as for Halloween? A zombie nurse -- and I mean that in the laziest way possible. She would put on her uniform and paint her face and call it a day haha

42. Do they like fast food, or fancy restaurants? Fancy restaurants, for sure. She’s a bit of a snob. She’ll eat fast food if she’s on the go, but she grew up in the lap of luxury, and really enjoys the finer things in life.

43. Are they a chaotic bastard, pure angel baby, or tired mom friend? Pure angel baby. SHIEMI MUST BE PROTECTED AT ALL COSTS.

44. Do they have a good attention span? Yes, especially when it comes to her friends. She’ll sit there and listen to someone talk for hours.

45. Are they always late, on time, or early? Shiemi thinks that if you’re not 15 minutes early, then you’re late.

46. Do they cry, gasp, laugh, etc, while reading a book, or do they remain relatively stone-faced? Stone-faced. She might furrow her brow if she’s into it, but she’s more internal with her reactions.

47. Do they keep a diary? She stopped carrying a diary when she was a teenager and her parents read through it without her permission.

48. How dramatic are they? She’s not haha She cries easily, but that’s just because she feels very deeply.

49. Do they put a lot of effort into their appearance, or do they just make themselves presentable and go? She’s comfortable with her looks, so she mostly curls her bangs and thinks it good to go.

50. Why would they be a good partner for a road trip? She would be president of the backseat! Delivering snacks, giving directions, listening to you talk and talk for hours!

51. Why would they be a BAD partner for a road trip? She’s not much for small talk. If it gets quiet, she’ll let it happen and whip out a book.

52. What topic should nobody bring up around them, lest the other person be subject to a massive ramble/rant? Anything bashing on heroes, or criticizing hero society. She’s so deep in it that she’s blinded to its flaws. She’ll defend Heroes till the day she dies.

53. Are they clumsy? No, she’s too cautious!

54. Are they a law breaker, or stickler for rules? Stickler for the rules. Not as bad as Iida hahaha but she doesn’t do anything she’s not supposed to. Blame her strict upbringing!

55. Choose a vine you think perfectly encapsulates their character. I LOVE THIS QUESTION! I feel like she’s: “Road work ahead? Uh, yeah, I sure hope it does >:( ” or “Is there anything better than pussy? Yes, a really good book.” OOH, OR “How do you know what’s good for me? THAT’S MY OPINION!!”

56. Do they like to share? Yes, my girl is very giving  ❤️

57. What’s the most chaotic thing they’ve done? Have sex with a bird man she just healed the night before :U Shiemi has a high sex drive

58. Which friend do they immediately become a zero-braincelled idiot around? She gets all smitten around Hawks tbh She can compose herself around everyone except for him. Then she’s just a puddle of GOO

59. Do they love or hate surprises? She does not like surprises! They make her uncomfortable and awkward.

60. What sappy thing will they cry at? (romance movies, cute cat videos, etc) Would they deny crying about it later on? She’ll cry during sad movies, but she’s stopped being ashamed of being a crybaby

61. What’s their favourite and least favourite subject in school? Health and science are her best subjects, but her favorite was literature! Her least favorite was probably physical education just because it took her away from the books!

62. Do they take a lot of photos? If so, what of? She prefers professional photos; her camera roll is practically empty!

63. Do they wear makeup? Blush, mascara, foundation, but she only ever wears makeup for special occasions.

64. Describe what their social media would be like. Instagram: “NO PHOTOS” but plenty of tagged photos from Mic and Midnight. Facebook: articles on social issues or new medical breakthroughs.

65. Do they give people a lot of nicknames? No, she doesn’t, actually! 

66. What nicknames do others call them by? She thinks it’s sweet when people give nicknames to her -- e.g. “Doc,” “songbird,” or “sunshine.” Side note: I was really into Yagami Yato when I first started writing, so of course Hawks calls her “Baby bird.” And now I really regret not being more original because goddamn... I’m not gonna go back and change it because Yagami doesn’t own the nickname, but just know that I am upset

67. What’s an outrageous story about them nobody believes? Uhh, that’s a great question. I can’t think of anything, to be honest.

68. Are they easy to fluster? What would you have to do to truly fluster them? Yes! Despite being so cool, calm, and collected, it’s easy to make her blush. Hawks is a pro at getting her all worked up!

69. What’s their dream vacation like? She dreams of traveling, preferably somewhere along the Caribbean islands where she can bask in the sun and discover new plants and creatures.

70. Are they a good liar? She is a notoriously bad liar, mostly because it eats her away inside. She can make a lie work if she commits to it enough, but she’ll always come out with it eventually.

71. What do they want to do in the future? She wants a family. She’s always wanted to be a working woman and come home after a long day to her family. She wishes that a certain someone would be a stay-at-home dad...

72. How do they feel about love? Again, she’s a hopeless romantic. She believes in having strong bonds with both family and friends, but she does dedicate most of her energy into her romantic relationship. 

73. Are they more book smarts, or street smarts? oh my god, BOOK SMARTS. She wouldn’t last a day on her own out there, but man she could recite a whole scene from Shakespeare if you asked her to.

74. What’s their guilty pleasure? Sex. She doesn’t come off as promiscuous, but she would get some every day if she could.

75. Is there anyone they consider their rival? No, in fact Shiemi tends to keep to herself. She’s respectful and supportive of everyone. She does  have enemies, of course, like Dabi or Mr. Compress.

76. Do they have any notable physical features? Her eyes are described as gray, but they’re more purplish-gray. 

77. What’s their music taste like? Classical music takes up most of the space on her phone; Joe Hisaishi is a composer that she admires a lot.

78. What’s something they’re really bad at? Keeping her opinions to herself. She’s brutally honest, to a fault. 

79. Do they have a good sleep schedule? Yesss, her whole life runs on a schedule!

80. What’s their aesthetic sense like? Oh, I’m not sure how to answer this? 

81. What’s something they’re really proud of? Her degrees and awards make her feel accomplished. She has a hard time seeing her worth, but the diplomas on her wall are proof, to her, of what she can do. 

82. How would they spend a free day? In bed, reading a book, snuggled up beside Hawks  ❤️

83. What are they like as an s/o? Lowkey, kind of clingy. She loves attention and wants to spend all her time with her significant other, doting on them, making them feel good.

84. What’s one thing they like that they don’t want anyone to know about? Her sex drive (> w >);;

85. Do they have a sweet tooth? She doesn’t; she’s more of a savory or salty person. I actually really like this dichotomy between Hawks and Shiemi, for some reason? The fact that she takes her coffee black and he takes his sweet is kind of nice.

86. How would you describe their fashion sense? I once had a beautiful professor at university who only wore maxi skirts and nice blouses. Her fashion sense inspired my vision of Shiemi a lot. If she’s not wearing her hero uniform, you can find her in a pink maxi skirt and a white blouse.

87. Do they like spicy food? She can definitely handle her spice, but she wouldn’t choose it!

88. Are they lucky? Do they believe in luck? By all means, she has the worst luck! Can’t say that she believes in it, though.

89. What would they get into a petty argument over? Shiemi stands her ground on her opinions, but she’s more or less an agreeable person. She doesn’t like to argue or cause tension, but she will if it means standing up for herself.

90. Are they a good artist? She can’t draw and she’s got that doctor handwriting lmao

91. Do they prefer hot or cold weather? Hot! Shiemi’s Quirk is most powerful if she’s in direct sunlight. When the sun is behind the clouds, it takes more energy and time for her to heal someone. Despite all that time in the sun, the poor woman can’t tan!

92. Can they play an instrument? Her parents made her play piano when she was a child, but she doesn’t dabble in it anymore.

93. What type of movies do they like to watch? Romance and mysteries! Her favorite movie is Titanic. She cries every time!

94. What does their room look like? Neat and organized. She’s got a lot of bookshelves in her room and a nice set up for her computer space.

95. How do they feel about bugs? Scared? Fascinated? She’s fascinated by bugs, but from a distance. She won’t touch ‘em!

96. What’s their sense of humour like? (Dad jokes, morbid humour, basic knock-knock jokes, stand up comedy, etc) She laughs really hard at stand up comedy. Since she’s a little more serious, she can appreciate how goofy Hawks is!

97. What do they keep in their bag? Cell phone, earbuds, portable charger, folding scissors for emergencies, Band-Aids, and if she’s not wearing it, she’ll fold up her lab coat and put it in there, too.

98. How competitive are they? She’s only competitive with herself. She doesn’t have to be the best, but she can’t stand being the worst. (I’m the same way.)

99. What would they wear to a formal event? Describe their outfit! She actually wore that beautiful red dress in chapter 10! If you Google “Elizabeth Banks Vanity Fair 2020” it’ll pop up. 

100. If you, the creator, met them, would you two get along? Yes! I think that it’s impossible for any author/creator to make a character without at least adding some personal elements in them. Shiemi isn’t a self-insert, but she and I share a love of reading and we’re both overachievers. So I think she and I would make great friends!

#your wings ao3 #shiemi shuzenji #bnha oc #oc #oc questions #my hero academia oc #my hero academia #archive of our own

[purplesurveys]

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survey by brock-checkitout

Do you like cheese? Yeah but not to an obsessive extent like most people on the internet seem to be. I have a lower tolerance when it comes to cheeses with stronger or more pungent flavors, and I like sticking to those on the creamy side, like feta and burrata.

What type of shampoo do you use? Dove.

Do turtles make you happy? I mean not as much as dogs would but they are animals, so encountering one would still make me giddy and happy :)))

Name one person who snores in their sleep. Both of my parents, which is why I used to dread whenever we’d book a trip and there’s only one main room available for the 5 of us.

Would you walk around a grocery store with a bra as glasses? Sure, if I was gonna do it for like a cause or something. Or if I got paid for it. I can’t imagine why I’d ever have to casually/randomly do it. Also how would that even work, if it actually had to work as glasses???

Can you do the HoeDown ThrowDown? That movie came out when we were in the midst of moving houses and everything was super hectic in my little 10 year old life, so I never got to wach it, actually. I missed out on the whole Hoedown Throwdown craze and I distinctly remember jealously watching over my classmates as they danced it together.

Do you like Hershey's Chocolate bars? Just the cookies and cream variant.

What smiley face do you use the most? :) I very rarely use others.

What type of cell phone do you have? I have an iPhone 8.

Do you listen to rap? Not so much. For the most part, I stick to my tried and tested albums, like Jay-Z and Kanye’s Watch the Throne.

Look at something green, does it have batteries in it? That would be a nearby alcohol bottle, and no, it does not need batteries.

What's the first thing that comes to your mind when I say: PRINTER? Ink and paper.

What is the last cuss word you said out loud? Not so sure, but since I commonly say shit and fuck they could serve as safe enough guesses.

Do you like cows? Sure.

What kind of car does your mother drive? These days we split ‘my’ car between us since we sold our third car, which used to be the one she’d usually drive. The new arrangement used to bug me at first because it meant I now had to notify my mom in advance whenever I planned to drive out, but I’ve since gotten used to the setup.

What do you get in your tacos? I don’t eat tacos. Not that I dislike them; there are just many other Mexican dishes I find more filling.

What is your opinion on blueberries? As a flavor, it’s fine. But I actually tried an actual blueberry for the very first time last week when my aunt sent over a blueberry cheesecake - I really wanted to give it a chance, but I still found it nasty :( I really don’t know why I hate fruits so much lmao.

Are you currently wearing lip gloss/chap stick? Nopes.

Is there a bottle of lotion near you? There isn’t.

Name one person that you know that smokes. Sam smokes superexcessively. Like I’ve completely forgotten how much she can smoke in an evening until I hung out with her again a few weeks ago. It was half impressive and half terrifying; and my clothes ended up smelling because of it.

What's your favorite season? We don’t have the usual four seasons, but based on what I’ve seen in media, spring and winter look and feel the most pleasant to me.

Are any of your friends vegetarians? No.

What is one phrase that you hate hearing? “All lives matter” really pisses me off.

Can you name four presidents right now? Rodrigo Duterte, Ramon Magsaysay, Fidel Ramos, Diosdado Macapagal. But because I’m guessing this meant American presidents...George W. Bush, John F. Kennedy, Andrew Jackson, Harry Truman.

What is the first thing you think of when I say: HOOD? A jacket.

Do you currently own a cat? Nope.

What do you think of Ulta? I think of the fact that I’ve never heard of that before and I don’t actually know what this is referring to.

Have you ever walked into a club and asked for a Coke? No.

Do you like classical music? Sure, some.

What is your opinion on Oreos? I had the biscuits like a billion times as a kid to the point that I got sick of them. I will always pick the Oreo flavor in other desserts though, be it cheesecake, cupcake, cookies, milkshakes, tc. 

Do you like Chips-Ahoy? No, tastes too artificial/processed. I’ll always go for freshly-baked cookies.

What did ya think of this survey? It was fine. I *think* I haven’t taken this before either, so that’s a plus lol.

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survey by carolynnnnonia

1. What time did you wake up this morning? Around 6:30ish.

2. When did you take your default picture? It’s not a photo of me, it’s a still from BoJack Horseman. Years ago I saw someone on Twitter use it as a default and I found it hilarious, so I decided to do the same thing for this blog.

3. Are you hungry? Mmm not so much right now actually. I had a midnight snack that I only got to finish by like 2 AM so I still feel pretty filled.

4. Have you ever cheated on a test? Yup but just once. When I ended up perfecting the exam I cheated on, I felt like a fraud and I’ve never cheated since. I’d rather get an honest 99 than get a 100 that I’m ashamed of, lol.

5. When was the last time you ate ice cream? I think it had been last week when we had a cookies and cream tub in the fridge.

6. What computer game is in your CPU? I don’t play PC games and it’s been a hoooooot minute since I’ve seen a CPU.

7. Do you like Audrey Hepburn? You’ve come to the right person :))) Yup, obsessed. Have watched her entire filmography except for the ones that are impossible to find DVDs of or online.

8. What color is your winter jacket?

9. Do you have any siblings? Yup.

10. Would you call yourself skinny? Not anymore. I’ve filled up a bit over the last few years but I’m still usually seen as thin. I was a lot skinnier in my teens.

11. Does your phone take pictures? Yes, 2008 survey, it does.

12. Who is your favorite neighbor? They’re not really neighbors, but the construction workers who are currently working on a new house from across ours are crazy over Cooper and love to greet him and give him a few pats when I take him out. My actual neighbors are rather quiet and we tend to keep to ourselves.

13. Do you wish at 11:11? No.

14. Have you ever gotten a detention? We don’t have detention here.

15. Do you still watch Disney Channel? Nah, we took out our cable last year because no one was using it anymore. And I doubt there’s anything watchable on Disney Channel for a twentysomething?? Lmao I usually stick to the shows and movies I grew up with, so.

16. Who did you last IM? Angela.

17. Who is your least favorite teacher? Whoever hated me for no reason in middle and high school. Then in college, I had to power through a misogynist, sexist, delusional Duterte-supporting professor for an entire semester as well.

18. What were you doing six hours ago? I was winding down and watching Good Mythical Morning videos to eventually doze off.

19. What is your ringtone? Just the default iPhone ones.

20. Does your door have a dead bolt on it? I had to look this up haha but yeah.

21. Have you ever been to a show? Like, a live shooting of a show? Hmm....I don’t remember ever going to one yet. I remember being invited to one because they needed seat fillers, but I had school at the time and was never available on the day of the shoot.

22. What are some details about your first kiss? Innocent, pure. Even though that person ended up disappointing me, I don’t regret having my first kiss with them.

23. What college do you want to attend/currently attend? I went to UP.

24. Have you had any soda today? No and I most likely won’t.

25. What is your favorite scary movie? Carrie, The Shining, and Evil Dead are some good ones.

26. Do you own a Wii? We used to and it was a big part of my late childhood to my early teens. We had thrown it out years ago, though, because it stopped working.

27. Did you wear shorts today? I currently am wearing shorts, yeah, and I plan on wearing shorts for the rest of the day.

28. Anything fun happening this weekend? There’s an official Kim Seonho fanmeet happening tonight on Facebook and I’m so excited for it lmaaaaaaoooo

29. What shoes did you wear today? One of my sneakers.

30. What is your favorite type of Pop Tart? We only get 5 flavors here in the Philippines, but my favorite is the chocolate fudge one.

31. Do you subscribe to any magazines? Nope.

32. What was the last television show you watched? I didn’t watch it on TV, but I watched a few clips from this show called Caught in Providence on Facebook. I have such a soft spot for that show.

33. Do you know any other languages? If I’m not speaking in English, I use Filipino, yes.

34. Are you wearing anything green? No.

#survey #surveys

[momrryfest2020]

You guys are AMAZING!!

Okay, so here’s the list of prompts, gonna open up author signups tomorrow...note, this is an all pairings space, so feel free to read these prompts as such! And if you want to provide something that is NOT a prompt, no worries, just submit to the collection when I open it up. This is gonna be *fun*, you went above and BEYOND on these!! <333

Prompt list:

1. Juno AU

2. During a mutual divorce, harry finds out he’s pregnant and has to navigate that with his ex and his new love interest!

3. Harry is pregnant and he’s all too happy to finally be able to put his pre-post natal yoga certification skills to real practice as he leads his class.

4. Harry has always been into dirty talk, especially “daddy” kink, and now that he (or she) is pregnant, his (or her) partner kicks it up a notch, calling her “mommy”

5. ANYTHING LACTATION KINK, DON’T CARE HOW.

6. Mommy + Pregnancy Kink please Harry calls his partner mommy and imagines getting impregnated by them.

7. Harry’s sad that he’ll never be able to get pregnant so his partner makes him feel better by “knocking him up” ie: lots of dirty talk about harry being fertile and barebacking and sweet talk afterward about what a good mum harry will be.

8. Harry just gave birth to their first child and is still very tired and exhausted, so Louis makes sure he is the best husband ever and learns more recipes to cook for him, takes care of their little bundle of joy and they’re just a happy, small little family :> lots of cuddling pls (and maybe at the end when harry’s feeling better a big family trip with both their families to a swimming hall)

9. That picture of Dakota Johnson at the farmer’s market, feeding a baby a fresh strawberry, you know the one…that’s it, that’s the prompt.

10. Harry gets baby fever after the last of his former bandmates has a kid of his own and he’s the last one standing. He decides he wants to adopt a baby with his current partner. A cute story about Harry adopting a baby basically

11. Harry is in that annoying part of pregnancy where he has to pee every 10 minutes. One night he’s having sex and suddenly has to pee. Person A doesn’t want to ruin the sex and begs him to just pee where they are. They both enjoy it more than they should??

12. The Back-up Plan (2010) AU - Harry conceives twins through artificial insemination, then meets the person of their dreams on the very same day.

13. Moving to a new town to start a new job is never easy. It’s even more challenging with two teenage daughters and a recent divorce from her husband of 16 years. Harry is at her wit’s end when her hair dresser suggests a single mothers’ get-together through the Meetup app. Despite being skeptical of meeting people from the online group, she goes. At the meeting she meets Louis, who also has teenage kids, and they end up falling in love.

14. cheaper by the dozen au

15. harry and his (or her or their) partner on their first night home with their newborn ft. some freaking out about being responsible for a whole human person but mostly lots of cuddles for everyone.

16. one of harry’s close friends just had a baby so he and his partner go to see them, during the visit his partner notices that harry is extra attentive/fixated on his friend while she breastfeeds so he brings it up when they get home and sexy times ensue

17. pregnant/just gave birth harry decides to go to a breastfeeding support group

18. Harry as cool mom inspired by the Cool girl monologue from the movie Gone Girl. Because i don’t get how society’s expectations of moms don’t leave all moms more bitchy, on top of that cool mom has to make it look easy and fun.

19. One thing that made me completely obsessed when I was pregnant, was the feeling that my body was changing but not being able to tell if it was all in my head or physical there. Having that sort of assessed and validated by my partner in a not clinical way has been super satisfying (both in a sexy and peace of mind way)

20. Harry, who has always enjoyed being everybody’s baby, is having a baby

21. Louis is an alpha and a new single father to a six months old or younger if you wish (the mother is not around). Harry is the nanny he hires to help him take care of the baby because he has no idea what he is doing. Harry is an omega and the baby takes an immediate liking towards him and his scent. The baby’s first word will be ‘mummy’ to Harry and him having a break down because he sees the baby as his own. (He and Louis obviously get together)

22. Mitch and Harry have to babysit Adam Prendergast’s kids for the day and Harry falls into the mom role easily.

23. Harry is a single mommy of a newborn that can’t seem to fall asleep at night. Louis is the nice neighbor that should be called baby’s whisperer. Strangers to Lovers AU with lots of kinks and fluff, please! (Bonus points for Louis being obsessed with Harry’s body) (Golden star for lactation kink)

24. Buns in the oven, babying a sourdough and kneading dough could make for some amazing suggestive dirty talk in any kitchen, especially for someone who ten years later still talks about their job at a bakery, loves baguette and is a little obsessed with pregnant bellies.

25. Louis and Harry are at a party that is related to Louis’ job, Harry is just being a good hubby and coming with him. Harry is seven months pregnant though and some of Louis’ colleagues keep staring at him in a flirty way. It makes Louis furious that they’re all staring at his baby mama like that so he takes Harry home and they have hot sex, Louis calling Harry mommy, add lactation kink if you want to and pls lots of mentions about the things Louis adores about pregnant Harry (aka bigger thighs, glowing skin, tiddies, tiddies, did I mention tiddies? you can also make this a/b/o of you want)

26. maybe a cute little collection of Louis’ and Harry’s firsts with their baby? first time they hear the heartbeat, first time they feel them kick, first time they see her after harry gave birth, first time harry breastfeeds, first time they say mama or papa, first time of them going to visit the grandparents, first time crawling, first bath with mama and papa… ugh my heart.

27. Harry’s and Louis’ son is like 16, so he is hanging out with his friends and his friends are teasing him about how hot his mother (aka harry) is, just like the 1d boys always did with harry about Anne. The son feels super uncomfortable and Louis is super confused why these little teenagers boys always stare at Harry’s body when he is cooking for them whenever they visit until he finds out they think of Harry as the hottest milf in town (more humor than actual sexual references pls, this is supposed to be more funny than awkwardly sexual :D)

28. Harry missing his pre-pregnancy body a bit after having his second child and Louis making him feel loved, them both going to the gym and working out together just to have hot kinky sex in the shower later, body worshipping and lots of sassy mommy harry please <3

29. I would love some sad sex fic. Being pregnant is a messy affair. You become a dual entity of you and the baby and are expected to be constantly performing happiness. Dads are allowed to be uncertain but moms are constantly asked how much they are looking forward to the baby. Sometimes you are in line at the supermarket and feeling a profound sadness and frustrating hornynes and being told you are glowing by some complete stranger is in no way making your day better, it only solidifies the feeling of having become your pregnancy.

30. Person A helps a miserably full and sore Harry when he starts to ween the baby from breast feeding but of course he’s still producing milk.

31. Mommy H is spoiled with a huge and extravagant baby shower. Ideally he’s huge and kind of miserable at this point but he’s being pampered and doted on and absolutely loves it.

32. So (optional abo) Harry gets pregnant from a night out at the age of 20 ish? When his kid gets to the age of 12 (Harry 32) he starts asking about his other dad and Harry feels bad his son doesn’t have a dad so he starts to research. He find 4 possible guys it could’ve been - louis, Liam, Niall or Zayn. He thinks he’ll just know when he meets them all. He was wrong. (Perhaps one of them turns out to be the dad, but Harry falls in love with another one For example: Louis the dad and Liam the lover or Zayn the dad and Louis the lover! Choose any pair combo!!! Whichever endgame you prefer)

33. lots of mommy harry with a newborn baby fluff and him being over the moon, loving his little bundle of joy and pls add a cute breastfeeding scene

34. The progression of Harry’s horniness during pregnancy to the point that his mans doesn’t think he can keep up with it

35. Harry’s been dating x person for a while and they have a healthy and diverse sex life. They both think it would be hot for Harry to be fucked by other guys while his boyfriend watches. Basically a cuck/orgy situation with some breeding/fertility dirty talk to make it kinkier. (Could be that he’s already pregnant and gets fucked by an outsider??)

36. Pregnant Harry gets his first bra to accommodate his milk coming in and he’s kind of obsessed with how he looks in it

37. harry + ot5 or ot4, being their intersex mate or omega, multiples in pregnancy and maybe a kidnapping, runaway magic harry using bond or mate pull to make it back to them as they also fight their way back to him

38. Harry Edward Styles, single father with a gorgeous six year old daughter. He works in an event management company, his specialty wedding planning,with his own personal office with a team and all. He is Arya’s mummy as he gave birth to her when he was eighteen year old. With a loads of baggage from his past Harry is a strong person who is giving his all to make a perfect life for his daughter. They are the dynamic duo against the world. (The name for the child can be changed as per author’s wish and Louis and Harry pairing please thank you)

39. Girl direction: Harry is excited to learn that her alien gf is ovulating and volunteers to be the incubator of gf’s self-fertilised eggs. Sexy oviposition and sharing the joy of motherhood.

40. Girl direction 70s AU: Harry and her gf secure a sperm donation and get busy with a turkey baster.

#prompts #get ready to get ready...to sign up!!

[foggyhoundbiscuitskeleton]

I felt my heart drop as my vision became blurred and then I passed out, when I came too Billie was hovering over me with Taylor behind her.

“Should I call 911?” Taylor asked.

“No, it’s ok, she’s waking up.” Billie said.

“Am I in heaven?” I whisper.

“No, baby you’re at a Taylor Swift concert remember?” Billie asks.

“So, I am in heaven, ok I got it!” I answer.

“What do you remember last?” Talyor asks.

“Um, you we’re singing Enchanted, and..... oh my god, BILLIE PROPOSED!!!” I scream.

I jumped up quickly and grabbed Billie wrapping her in a big bear hug, peppering her face with kisses!

“So, is that a yes?” Billie questions.

“That’s an absolutely, I would love and be honored to become your wife!” I declared.

Billie puts the ring on my finger, it fit perfectly, I stare in aw admiring the ring, as Taylor finished singing Enchanted.

“I think we should go back out to the group and tell them the news.” Talyor giggled.

“Do I look ok; I don’t want to look bad for our first engagement photos?” I asked.

“You look perfect baby!” Billie said as she leaned over and kissed me.

“Ok, I’m ready let’s do this!” I smirked.

We walk out to the party, Billie taking the lead as I follow behind her, we stop, and Billie clears her throat before yelling,” Excuse me, but I have some exciting news to announce!”

Everyone turns and stares at us, my face turns a bright red, Taylor comes up to me and wraps her arms around my shoulder.

“Y/N and I just got engaged, we’re going to get MARRIED!’”

Everyone cheers and claps, as Taylor whispers congratulations in my ear before hugging me. Billie turns around and kisses me, sending everyone into a screaming mess again.

“Taylor, I have a favor to ask of you?” I said, holding her hands in mine.

“Ok, what is it?”

“Will you please sing at our first dance song at our Wedding?” I ask.

“Oh my god yes, I’d be honored!”

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!” I cry as I wrap her into a hug.

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“So, you’ve already started planning the wedding without me huh?” Billie smirks.

“No, I’m just planning our first dance and I know you so well I knew this is what you wanted too.” I laugh.

“I’m just kidding baby you can have whatever you want, as long as you don’t put my in a dress, I’ll be wearing Gucci ” Billie jokes.

“Ok deal, but you have to wear your best Gucci.” I respond.

“Ok!” Billie giggles.

Taylor gets her mother and they both walk over to us.

“So, do you love birds have any idea what you want to do for your wedding?” Andrea asks.

“Um.....well I know we want Taylor to sing, and I think we should have our wedding in the desert of Nevada since that’s where we first met.” I answer.

“That sounds lovely, I think that would make a beautiful wedding.” Andrea replies.

“I love that baby, we should have Finease be our officiant.” Billie says.

“I really like that idea for some reason, I think he would kill that part.” I replied.

“Mrs. Swift will you do me the honor of attending our wedding also?” I question.

“Of course, honey, you just let me know when it is, and I’ll be there.” She smiles.

Billie and I spend the rest of the time at the after party showing off my ring and planning our wedding. We finally decide to leave at 1 am, as both of us we exhausted, it was hard to say goodbye to my second mother, but I know I’ll see her again soon at our wedding. Once, we get back to the hotel I spirt to the elevator.

“Why are you running?”

“Because Zoe and Fineas need to hear the news, or do they already know?” I asked.

“No one knew except me, thank you very much!”

“Ok, good, well they’re about to find out!” I giggle.

We get up to Fineas’s room and I start pounding on the door, he opens on the third pound.

“Jesus what is it?” Fineas yells.

“Where’s Zoe?” I ask.

“In her zoom.” He replies.

“Hold up she needs to be here too.” I said.

I run over to Zoe’s room and start banging on the door.

“Open up!” I shrike.

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“What the fuk is your issue?” Zoe hisses.

“COME ON!” I yell.

I grab Zoe by the hand and rush her over to Fineas’s room.

“What is going on?” Fineas ask.

I walk over and hold Billie’s hand as I take a deep breath in and exclaim," Billie and I are engaged, we’re getting MARRIED!”

“NOOOOOO, please say your lying!” Zoe crys.

“Zoe don’t be a dick!” Billie retorts.

“Wow, I’m shocked I can’t lie, but I’m supper happy for you guys.” Fineas says.

“Are you really shocked?” I ask.

“I mean not really Billie had me pick up the ring, I knew it was bound to happen soon.” Fineas laughs.

“So, Billie have you decided on your maid of honor?” Zoe asks.

“Yeah, obviously it’ll be Fineas.” Billie smirks.

“Are you serious!” Zoe gasp.

“No, I’m just fucking with you, of course, it’ll be you!” Billie responds.

“Who will be your maid of honor Y/N?” Fineas questions.

“Ummmm....probably my best friend Violet.....oh my god I need to call her and tell her, I’ll be back!” I gasp.

I run to our shared hotel room and quickly press Violet’s number. I start to shake as it rings, she finally picks up as I’m about to pass out again.

“H...hello”

“Violet, you're never going to believe what just happened!” I gasp.

“What, are you ok?”

“No, not really....but in a good way.” I said.

“Y/N it’s 7 in the morning.”

“Ok, I’m sorry for calling you this early, but this is serious!” I reply.

“Ok, then what is it?”

“Let me switch to facetime really quick.” I answer.

I switch to facetime to see that Violet’s room is still dark and she’s in bed.

“Ok, I’m going to show you something stay calm.” I noted.

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I flip the camera around and show Violet my engagement ring.

“IS THAT A FUCKING ENGAGEMENT RING!”

“Yes, I told you to stay calm.” I respond.

“I’m sorry, you’re getting married?”

“Yes!” I nodded.

“Y/N, I’m sorry...I love you and shit, but this is all too soon.”

“What do you mean, I love her, she loves me, and we’re going to get married.” I exclaim.

“I mean you’ve known her for 3 weeks now... it’s way too early, plus she’s barely legal she’s 18 and your 21, that’s fucking sus!”

“First off, it’s not too early and I’m not a goddamn child groomer if that’s what your implying...you know what you’re being a cunt, I was calling to ask if you’d be my maid of honor, but after this conversation I don’t think I want you to be it anymore.” I snapped.

“I mean I don’t support this, so I don’t want to be apart of your wedding sorry!”

“Well then, it looks like this call was a mistake, I’m sorry for waking you up.....I’m also sorry for our 16 years of friendship, because apparently it was all a lie since my supposed best friend can’t be happy for me!” I scoff.

“You’re really trying to guilt trip me for being honest, I’m sorry you’re being naive right now.... when you come to your senses call me back, other then that I’m sorry you feel the way you do, but I can’t support this!”

“Ok, have a nice life!” I sigh and with that I hung up on her.

I start crying, I can’t believe I lost my best friend all over me being happy. I cried for what felt like hours before Billie opened the door.

“Baby, what’s wrong?”

“Violet doesn’t support our engagement..... she hates me now!” I cried.

Billie wraps me in a hug and rocks me.

“That’s not true she doesn’t hate you; she just needs some time and she’ll come around.”

“No, she won’t... she told me she thinks we’re getting married too soon, and she implied I was a child groomer.” I whaled.

“Baby it’s ok, you’re not a child groomer that’s fucking stupid I’ll be 19 by the time we get married, why don’t you take a shower and calm down, and after we can call your mom together and tell her.”

“Ok!” I whimper.

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Billie picks me up and walks me over to the shower where she helps me under dress and turns on the shower for me. She also gets in my suitcase and grabs me some comfy clothes.

“I’ll be out her if you need anything baby.”

“Ok, thank you." I say.

I took a nice, hot shower and calmed down, Billie started singing as soon as I step in and that really helped calm my nerves. I get done, dry off and put my comfy pj’s on, and walk out to see Billie walking placing some room serves down.

“I had you a grilled cheese made, and some ice cream brought up to help relax you.”

“Aw, thank you so much... I don’t deserve you.” I mutter.

“Thats not true we found each other, and we deserve each other, now eat so we can, call your mom and tell her the good news!”

I sit down next to Billie and give her half of my sandwich and we share my ice cream as Billie turns on an episode of The Office. We relax and finish our ice cream, laughing at the show. Once, we were done Billlie hands me my phone.

“It’s time!”

I grab my phone and unlock it finding my moms contact and hitting call. She picks up after a while and my heart drops as I hear her voice.

“Y/N hello, is something wrong it’s early?”

“No mom, I’m sorry for calling you so early... it’s just I have something really important to tell you.” I say.

“Are you pregnant?”

“No!” I laugh and look over to see Billie trying not to burst out in laughter.

“I’m going to switch to facetime and show you something ok?” I ask.

“Ok.”

I switch to facetime and flip the camera directly on my ring.

“Y/N, am I looking at a ring?”

“Yes, do you know why I have it on?” I answer.

“Oh, my goodness, are you engaged?”

“Yes!” I blurt out.

“Well, it’s a little soon, but that’s ok as long as your happy... are you happy?”

“Absolutely mom, I’m so freaking happy!” I cry.

“I support it then, is Billie with you?”

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“Yeah, she’s right next to me.” I reply.

“Hello Mrs.Y/M/N, how are you?” Billie asks.

“I’m good, thank you for making my daughter happy, I can’t wait to help you guys plan the wedding!”

“No problem, she makes me happy too, and we can’t wait to have your help and to get married overall.” Billie responds.

“Well, whenever you need a third opinion let me know, I’m going to have to go now, so I can let the dogs out and get ready for work... Y/N call me later ok?”

“Ok mom, and we’ll defiantly run some ideas by you!” I say excitedly.

“Ok I would like that; love you and I’ll talk to you later.”

“Love you, bye!” I respond.

“Bye.”

“Speaking of planning the wedding, when do you think we should get started on that?” I ask.

“Whenever, you want baby, we can start now, if you’d like!”

“Ok good, I’ve been thinking and I know I already said I want Taylor to sing, I want it to be in Nevada, in the desert, and we agreed Fineas would marry us, but since I don’t have a maid of honor what if we just do away with that and only have us up there?” I question.

“I don’t think I’m catching on only us up there, like without any bridesmaids?”

“Yes, exactly!” I said.

“Zoe will flip her shit if she isn’t my maid of honor, can we just have the maids of honor up there with us?”

“I mean, I don’t have anyone my only choice was Violet and she isn’t in the picture right now.” I respond.

“Is there no one else you can ask?”

“Not really, I only really have one friend and it was Violet, I have some people I hang out with slightly, but that’s it, and I wasn’t even going to invite them.” I reply.

“Babes, Zoe will literally die if I tell her she can’t be in the wedding.”

“I didn’t say she can’t be in it, I just said she wouldn’t be a bridesmaid.” I said.

“Then what would she be?”

“She could walk me down the isle, since my dad's dead, and I have no male figures in my life.” I note.

“She would hate that, baby listen I know Violet’s being a bitch right now, but Zoe has always wanted to be my maid of honor, I think that’s the reason she’s so excited for us to get married.”

“I get that, but this is our wedding and Zoe should be happy for us no matter what!’ I rant.

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“Ok, ok, I’ll run this idea by her and she how bad she responds, I make no promises, because I know how this will go down.”

“ok, thank you!” I cue.

Billie and I sit in silence for sometime, before I decide to look over some scheduling for the tour. After, awhile Billie accidently falls asleep and I didn’t have the heart to wake her so, I just turned off the t.v. and layed down beside her.

I wake up in the morning to feel that Billie was gone, by how cold her side of the bed was, I look at the clock and it read 9:45 am. I decide to get up and go down to the lobby to grab the last of breakfast that was being served. I grab a white hotel rob and wrap myself in it, as I put on the matching slippers. I walk out to the elevator and ride down, seeing as the doors open Billie, Fineas, and Zoe already seated around a table. I start to walk over, but Zoe turns around and makes dead eye contact with me, as she gets up and spirits over to where I’m standing.

“YOU FUCKING BITCH!” She screams as she gets close enough to slap me across the face, I’m taken back by this action, as I see Billie and Fineas running over to us.

“First you steal my best friend, and now you’re trying to take me out of her wedding too! Get the fuck out of here, you gold digging, two faced bitch! Did you forget I’m the one that introduced you two?”

Billie reaches Zoe, just as she was about to slap me again.

“Zoe calm down, it was just an idea, I told you we both came up with it.” Billie says, as she wraps her arms around Zoe’s waist holding her back.

“Zoe you need to quit, let’s all calm down and go back up to our rooms and figure this out before we get kicked out or filmed again.” Fineas reasons.

“Well, I told Y/N she’d get a real ass beating and I meant it!” Zoe hisses.

“Stop!” Billie says, still holding Zoe.

“Billie you and Zoe ride the elevator up first and Y/N and I will follow.” Fineas says.

Billie drags Zoe to the elevator, as Fineas and I stare and watch in disbelief.

“I didn’t mean anything bad by the idea, I just don’t have a maid of honor and I thought it would be cool if just us two were up there.” I mutter.

“I know Y/N, but Zoe loves weddings and has always dreamed of being apart of Billie’s.”

“I didn’t say she couldn’t be apart of it.” I respond.

“Yeah, but it is shitty of you just to want her to walk you down the isle, she’s known you for 3 weeks and she’s known Billie for 8 years.”

“I was just thinking of other ways she could be apart of it.” I whisper.

“Well, it looks like the only way we’re going to solve this is by compromising, it looks like you’re going to have to get a maid of honor, and Zoe’s going to have to forgive you and get over this incident.”

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“It looks like it’s going to be that way.” I sigh.

Fineas and I walk over to the elevator and ride up, I was shaking as I was nervous for what was about to come. The elevator doors open and we make our way down to Zoe’s room, Fineas knocks on the door. I can hear shuffling before the door finally opens.

“Hey.... she’s in the bathroom calming down.” Billie whispers.

“Ok, should we come back?” I ask.

“No, it’s ok just come in.” Billie replies.

“I’m really sorry Billie, I should’ve just listened to you....I really messed things up, didn’t I?” I mutter.

“No, it’s ok baby, it’s all a miss understanding, we just need to set things right.” Billie whispers while sitting down next to me on the bed. Fineas sits in the chair in the corner, while he turns on the t.v. and flips through the channels.

“How can we fix this?” I question.

“We’re just going to explain to Zoe how we meant nothing bad from the idea, and how we would love to have her in the wedding.” Billie responds.

“Ok, Fineas said something similar, I would love for Zoe to be your maid of honor, I can find someone else to be mine, it’s all good!” I said.

“That’s great, baby!” Billie says, whiling holding me close.

We sit there for a moment with me listening to Billie’s heart beat and Fineas watching some news channel, before I hear the bathroom door unlock. I sit straight up as a way of anxiety of takes me, Billie grabs my hand as she can tell how anxious I am. Then the bathroom door swings open as Zoe just stands there.

“Great you guys are really going to take me out of your wedding, then make out on my bed!” Zoe sasses, I could tell from her eyes that she’d been crying.

“Zoe that’s not true, we want you in the wedding, just hear us out, please!” Billie counters.

“Zoe, I really didn’t mean it in that way.... it’s just Violet and I fought and she refuses to be my maid of honor so I just thought we wouldn’t have any, and that you could do something else, but I now see how wrong that is and how much I've hurt you by the idea. I’m so sorry Zoe!” I respond.

“Wow, you really are a conceded bitch, so because some girl hates you that means you have to take it out on me and Billie? God, get over yourself, not everything is about you!” Zoe huffs.

“Zoe, she said she was sorry and she admits how wrong it is, let’s just compromise and move on with the wedding, it’s just a hiccup.” Fineas interrupts.

“You want me to just forget that some girl who’s known Billie for 3 weeks, decided that I wasn't good/important enough to have in my best friend of 8 years wedding, and I’m just suppose to move on. Why is everyone defending her, we don’t even truly know her!” Zoe yells.

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“Zoe, Y/N is going to be my wife that’s that, so you’re going to have to get use to her, and we didn’t mean to upset you Zoe, I love you and we want you in the wedding, so please calm down and let’s talk this out.” Billie begs.

“Stop using we Billie, you might want me in it, but it’s pretty apparent that Y/N doesn’t, also I’m sorry you want to marry someone like this but good for you, just wait Billie it seems to me she’s ruined all her friendships, so now she wants to ruin all of yours!” Zoe hisses.

“Zoe, that’s really uncalled for we are trying to work through this with you, Y/N didn’t mean anything bad by it and its OUR wedding and I’ll address it as such, if I didn’t agree with her on the idea, I wouldn’t have mentioned it to you!” Billie retorts.

“Well, then it looks like you just lost a friend, I guess you can finally go through with YOUR idea, when she ruins all your friendships and life don’t come crawling back to me, since I apparently no longer matter, because a girl you don’t even know, but you’re deadset on marrying took my spot!” Zoe crys, as she rushes towards the door.

“Zoe stop!” Fineas says as he jumps up to stop her, but Zoe was already out the door.

“I really do ruin everything, I’m so sorry!” I cry.

“No, you don’t Zoe is just super sensitive, stay her I’ll go talk her down and bring her back to her senses.” Fineas replies walking out of the room after Zoe.

After, Fineas was gone, I watched as Billie falls back on the bed, tears in her eyes.

“Billie, I didn’t want this to happen, I’m sorry I-,” Billie cuts me off, “Y/N, I know I just need to be alone right now if you don’t mind, why don’t you go back to the room and get ready for the concert tonight, ok!”

“Ok.” I sniffle.

[justjessame]

Dr. Tali Sullivan Chapter 33

Maybe it was because I’d had so little time with Abigail after she was born, or maybe because I had Harvey with me every step of the way, but our first six months with Caelum seemed like a breeze. He slept well, fed well, and was one of the calmest babies I’d ever heard of. Abi had upgraded to a toddler bed, Caelum inherited her crib, and it wasn’t rare to wake up to her tiny warm body squeezed between us.

Even when we both went back to work, my mom tried to convince me that Caelum was too little for daycare, and adding that Abi had only a year before she’d begin pre-school, the transition was smooth. Well, smoother than arguing with Mom about why our kids needed to socialize with other children, that is. Abi, having Caelum nearby during her time in daycare, became more of a social butterfly. And our son went with the flow of change so easily that I envied him.

Harvey had insisted on fewer assignments that required overnight travel, so he was home almost every night. Usually picking up the kids and waiting for me with dinner. My classes were as popular as they’d been before I died, and my students were constantly surprising me with their ability to work through the subject matter in new and exciting ways.

During all of this, Dean and Sam visited and called. Abi loved her Sammy, and she learned to roll her eyes from her De-De. Harvey accepted John’s sons as easily as he fit into my own life.

 I had more than enough on my plate with a new baby, a precocious toddler, and a man who could make my toes curl with a look or just his voice pitched low. I also had a wedding to plan.

Mom and I worked together on the weekends, Rowena piping in with her own take on how the wedding would look. I’d always wanted a fall wedding, and when I told Mom and Ro my ideas, they both looked impressed, which should have been insulting, but wasn’t.

The dress was easier to find than I expected. As was Abi’s, Mom’s, and Ro’s. A tiny suit for Caelum to match his daddy and, shockingly, Abi’s brothers’. Harvey was a constant surprise to me, telling me that he thought having Dean and Sam stand up with us made sense. Crowley, Cas, and my Dad were involved and I jokingly said that there’d be no actual audience since everyone we loved had a part to play.

Invitations, because we had friends and coworkers to share our day with despite my joke, were sent, and the final touches came together. I didn’t know that Harvey had one more surprise for me, and that was probably for the best, because having a blow up argument on my wedding day wouldn’t have fit into my schedule.

I walked down the leafy path to the altar that was created by nature, two trees close enough to have their limbs entwine, my eyes focused on the man I was about to say “I do” to, again lucky since there were people in the audience that may have forced my ass to turn around and head back in our house. Fallen leaves, reds, oranges and yellows, added to the dark red of the roses and the burnt orange of the tiger lilies that constructed our bouquets. I barely heard the minister’s words, watching Harvey’s smile and mouthed “I love you” kept me occupied. It took less time than anyone could have expected, our rings in place, our vows said, and then cupping my face so gently that one would think he was afraid of breaking me, Harvey’s lips met mine and I felt content to my toes.

We were presented to our guests as husband and wife and that’s when I saw him. And her. And felt a flush of irritation try to force its way into my day, but I shook my head and fought it off. Today was about Harvey and me, nothing more nothing less, but boy oh boy was my husband going to get an earful when the glow wore off.

 Our reception was a hit, mostly because our wedding was taking place so close to Halloween that the ambiance as the sun started to dip low was very playful. Bobbing for apples, pumpkin carving/painting, and other games that would be right at home during the holiday. Our cake was cut, finger foods that were strangely filling served, and then the dancing began. Harvey took me in his arms and I smiled into his suit jacket before my eyes landed on John Winchester by the dance floor.

“You know,” I tilted my head back to stare up at my husband. “I’m trying very hard to not be pissed at you right now.”

He bit his lip, but I could see that his eyes were still twinkling like a naughty child. “I wanted him to see that you were happy, and that she’s happy,” I followed his eyes to where Abi was being entertained by her brothers, all three of them. “Closure, Tali, a firmly shut door.”

I stared up at him and knew he meant it, but I also knew John. He hadn’t taken his eyes off me, off us, since I noticed him at the ceremony. “Yeah, that sounds great, babe, but not all Winchester men can take a hint.”

As though to prove my point, John cut in on the third dance I was sharing with my new husband. Forced to behave while surrounded by an audience, I had to let myself be drawn into his arms. He didn’t speak, and neither did I, for the few seconds. I was wondering if he felt as awkward holding me as I did letting him, but when he spoke I knew he didn’t.

“You’re a beautiful bride, Tali,” I fought against hearing the longing in his voice. “This could have been our day.”

I shook my head. “No, it couldn’t have been, John.” I looked up at him and saw the pain flash across his face. “This never would have been our day. Because I either wouldn’t have had you because I let you stay dead, or I wouldn’t have come back at all.” I sighed, wishing he could understand. “Mary and you were the end game, John, before Azazel took her away. Before he tempted me with you. It was always supposed to be like this.” The song was coming to a close, but I needed him to see what I meant. “Harvey is my hero, my final chapter. I think I would have met him no matter what, sooner maybe, if I’d let you go. Less angst definitely. But then I wouldn’t have Abi.” I saw his eyes find our daughter over my head. “And that’s the only reason you’re here now. Because Harvey wanted you to see it. Us, the four of us, we’re the conclusion. And you? You were just a plot twist.”

I moved away from him and walked purposely to where Abi, her three brothers, and my new husband were clustered around the pumpkin painting table. The past was the past, but this? This was my present and future.

 We didn’t go away for a honeymoon. We didn’t need to, with Abi and Caelum to snuggle with after our weekend alone. Both Harvey and I wanted our children to know without a doubt how important they were to us. And so, when we had them back in our arms after two days and nights to play newlyweds, we took them off to the most magical place on earth. Disneyworld, and watched as our princess met the characters from her favorite movies. Caelum might not have gotten the full effect, but Harvey’s whimsical enjoyment along with Abi’s more than made the trip worth it.

#john winchester #harvey russel x ofc #Wedding #angst #supernatural fanfiction #alternative universe

[lovemesomesurveys]

1. It’s Thursday at noon, where are you usually? In bed, sleeping. Just like every other day.

2. Who are the last people to send you a text message? My dad and mom.

3. What brand of shampoo is in your shower right now? I use a salon shampoo for red dyed hair.

4. What are you listening to right now? An ASMR video.

5. Do you watch MTV anymore? Yeah, I like to watch Catfish (I’ll watch it whenever it’s on) and Teen Mom OG/Teen Mom 2.

6. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first? I’d check JCP. Their jeans always fit me the best and they’re good quality and inexpensive.

7. How do you feel about your hair? I just talked about this in a previous survey. I hate it right now.

8. What time do you wake up for school? I’m done with school, have been for 5 years.

9. What movie is in your DVD player? We use the PS4 to watch DVDs, but anyway there isn’t one at the moment. 

10. Last two numbers in your phone number? Nah.

11. Who’s in your house? My parents, brother, doggo, and I.

12. What side of the bed do you sleep on? I sleep in the middle.

13. Do you like roller coasters? The only ones I like are Thunder Mountain Railroad and the Cars rollercoaster, both at Disneyland. I can handle those and they’re fun.

14. What magazine(s) do you look at the most? I haven’t read a magazine in several years.

15. What kind of car do you drive? I don’t.

16. What do you think about gay marriage? It’s been legal in California since 2008.

17. What do your pants look like? They’re black leggings.

18. Do you own an iPod? I still have my iPod Touch stored away, but I haven’t used it since like 2012.

19. What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear? I was wearing Into the Dark from Bath & Body Works, but I just got a new beachy one. I forget what it’s called at the moment.

20. What are your plans for Saturday? Same things as always.

21. What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone? I dropped one in a cup of 7-Up. It just somehow fell out of my hand and landed right in my cup.

22. Does mind over matter work for you? No. My emotions control me.

23. Are you paranoid? I can be.

24. What was the last thing you were invited to? Uhhhh. It’s been a long time since I’ve been invited to anything. People stopped asking me.

25. What item should never be shared? Your toothbrush. 

26. Have you ever sat all the way through Gone With the Wind? I’ve never seen it.

27. When was the last time you were up all night? Every night.

28. Does drinking alcohol make you act more like your true self? Uhh. It made me more comfortable and chatty. I think my true self is who I am sober, which is shy and awkward.

29. Where is your favorite place?  The beach.

30. Do you ever think about marriage? Only when surveys ask and I say I don’t want it. <<<< lol same.

31. Do you sleep with a fan on? Yes. I very rarely don’t have at least one fan on. During the summer I always have 3 on.

32. What is the best thing about winter? I love the weather, the holidays, the scents, the colors, everything.

33. Have you ever been truly in love? I honestly don’t know anymore.

34. How many states have you been to where all you saw was the airport? One.

35. Are you currently planning a trip? No. Who knows when I’ll be able to do that again.

36. How many plants are in your home? Zero.

37. Have you ever googled a name and found somebody? Yeah?

38. What is your favorite possession? Finn. Seems weird to think of him as an owned object, but legally he is. <<< Same with my doggo.

39. What makes you feel like you are young again? Going to Disneyland.

40. Do you ever type “kik” instead of “lol”? It’s happened.

41. Do you know how to play chess? Nope.

42. What are you worrying about right now? Anytime I don’t feel well I get scared because I don’t know if it’s my usual sickiness/crappiness or the virus. Before all this I wouldn’t think much of it if I didn’t feel well cause that’s not unusual for me. But now I always think what if it’s covid.

43. Are you picky? With food.

44. You have one wish, what would it be? Good health, physically and mentally. 45. Where were you at 11:45 PM today?  I’ll be sleeping.

46. Ever talked to someone that was high? Yeah, many times.

47. How tall is the person you like? Shorter or taller? Well, Alexander Skarsgard is 6′4.

48. Sent last message to? I last texted my dad yesterday.

49. Last person you left comment for? I don’t remember.

50. Do you have a Facebook? Yes.

51. What color is your underwear? Red.

52. Last person you were in the car with besides your family? I haven’t been in the car with anyone other than my family in years.

53. Do you own a polo? Nope.

54. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? No.

55. Are you excited for winter?  I can’t wait. I wish I could just skip over summer.

56. If it was free and it would work perfectly, would you get plastic surgery? Like I say at least twice a week, only for reconstructive purposes. <<< Same.

57. Have you ever slapped someone in the face? Only very lightly in a playful way.

58. Have you ever been called prince or princess? Yeah.

59. Do you go to a gym? Nope.

60. Do you like your body? Nopeee.

61. What do you hear right now? An ASMR video.

62. Who was the last person to tell you “I love you”? My mom.

63. If you had to change your eye color, would you? What would it be? Blue.

64. Last thing you wrote your name on? I had to sign something recently.

65. What do you want for Christmas? I don’t know, that’s too far away. Not sure what Christmas will be like this year.

66. Does it snow where you live? Not in my city, unfortunately.

67. Where did you get the pants you’re wearing right now? My mom got them for me.

68. When is the next time you will see your grandma? My grandma passed away 15 years ago this November. :( I’m not sure when I’ll see my nana, it’s been 2 years since I last saw her. She and my papa live out of state and they used to travel here every summer and stayed for a few months, but my papa got sick and just with them getting older they couldn’t make the trip anymore. And unfortunately, due to health reasons, I wasn’t able to make the trip my dad, aunt, uncle, and cousin took last September to see them. Now with a pandemic going on, the health issues they’re dealing with, and the health stuff I’ve been dealing with, I don’t know when we’ll get to visit again and that scares me...

69. Do you wear makeup every day? I haven’t worn makeup in almost 3 years.

70. What is it tomorrow? Just another day.

#personal #text #survey #surveys

[glaciernps]

Bewitched by Bats from an Early Age

By Renata Harrison

Tonight I witnessed something truly unique. We’ve trapped and taken measurements of over 25 little brown bats. I’ve seen the intricacies of their wings, their fuzzy bodies, their tiny teeth. We even caught a flying squirrel. As amazing as all of that was, though, the real marvel of the night was a special relationship that formed.

Twenty-five people stand in a circle listening to wildlife biologist Lisa Bate explain the evening’s events. We’re all here for the Going Batty field trip, having come from near and far to discover the world of bats. One of the participants, six-year-old Izzy Herreid-Terrill, has driven six hours from Bozeman, Montana to come to Glacier for this field trip. As Lisa tells us the plan for the night, no one is paying better attention than Izzy. Clutching two plush, stuffed bats to her chest, she hangs on to Lisa’s every word.

Izzy’s obsession with bats began during a visit to Lewis and Clark Caverns in southern Montana, where she was upset to learn how they were affected by white-nose syndrome, a fungal disease that has killed millions of bats in North America. On the first day of kindergarten, when teachers asked her what she wanted to do when she grew up, she said she wanted to save bats from the disease. Izzy feels that bats are misunderstood. “They’re not as scary or ugly as adults think,” she explains.

Lisa Bate gets it. Surrounded by bat enthusiasts, she tells us how her own fascination began. As a young girl not much older than Izzy, she’d sit out in the backyard, watching as bats appeared out of the darkness to hunt for insects. She developed her very own bat-signal—a rock in a sock. Flinging the bright, white sock into the air, she watched as dark forms swooped to investigate it.

Lisa has been studying flying animals for over 25 years as a wildlife biologist. She earned her master’s in wildlife biology, focusing on birds. When she arrived in Glacier, she admits, “I didn’t know anything about bats, other than that I liked them and I was fascinated by them.” She was surprised to learn that there had never been a formal survey of bats in the park. With the threat of white-nose syndrome looming, Lisa decided to take action. She recruited the help of world-renowned bat biologist Cori Lausen. With funding from the Glacier National Park Conservancy, Cori led Lisa and her team on a crash course in bat surveying. Two years later, Cori left the project in Lisa’s capable hands, and it continues to this day. Tonight, Lisa and her colleagues have invited the public to take a peek into the mysterious world of bats.

After an introduction to bat biology and survey techniques, we head off to check out the mist nets used for trapping. Lisa leads the pack, striding ahead at her field-biologist pace. Most of us amble behind, chatting, but someone is running to catch up with Lisa. Izzy’s full of questions, and Lisa bends down as they walk to make sure she hears them. I watch as these two bat buffs confer like longtime colleagues, stepping in stride. Although things have changed, Lisa has typically been in the minority as a female in her field. She’s clearly delighted to talk to this gung-ho little girl.

Lisa and her team’s task tonight is to collect, identify, and take measurements of as many bats as they can catch. The goal of these surveys is to get a better idea of which species of bats live in the park and where they hibernate.

Obtaining this baseline data is essential, especially now with the threat of white-nose syndrome. The disease has killed millions of hibernating bats. Some species have been reduced by as much as 90%. One of these species is the little brown bat, the most abundant bat in Glacier. Little brown bats are extremely susceptible to white-nose syndrome. The fungus invades their tissues as they hibernate, disrupting water and mineral balances, and often killing them. Since its discovery in a cave in New York in 2006, white-nose syndrome has spread to 33 states and 7 Canadian provinces. “It’s a matter of when—not if—it arrives in Montana,” says Lisa.

Sitting in the waning evening light, we eagerly wait for the trapping to begin, but Lisa informs us that we won’t start until the birds stop singing. That’s the bats’ cue to come out and start hunting, and our cue to raise the nets. All nine of Glacier’s bat species are insectivorous and can eat thousands of insects a night. Izzy points out that the first time she saw bats they were eating mosquitoes, which immediately earned them her support.

Through a combination of echolocation, highly adapted wing structure, and super-fine sensory motor control, bats pinpoint prey in the dark. Surprisingly, they can also see the fine mesh of mist nets used for trapping. If the nets are at the wrong angle to the wind, if there’s too much moonlight, or if raindrops are stuck to the net, bats will notice and fly around them.

After about an hour of waiting, there’s a flurry of excitement. At the mist net set up over the creek, Lisa’s colleagues have started catching bats. Radioing back and forth to each other, the biologists give instructions. “We’ve already got thirteen down here!” “Let’s get this going,” Lisa says. “I gotta start processing these!”

Lisa rushes to her truck, a batmobile in every practical sense. As we gather around, eager to see our first bat, Lisa asks for an assistant. Izzy is perched in the truck bed, ready to hand Lisa the tools she needs. Another young helper records data. It’s important to process the bats as quickly as possible so they can be set safely free again.

Although she’s working quickly, Lisa doesn’t leave Izzy, or the rest of us, in the dark. She talks through the process of identifying the bats, holding each one gently in gloved hands. With each step, Lisa makes sure Izzy can see and understand what she’s doing.  As I watch her look at the bats’ teeth, measure their wings, and determine their sex, I realize that I’ve never really given bats a chance. I admit, I’m one of those adults who found them, well, a little scary and ugly. Seeing them up close and learning about their incredible adaptations starts the wheels turning, but it’s Lisa and Izzy’s enthusiasm that seals the deal.

Watching them bond over bats, I think back to when I was Izzy’s age. Although I loved the outdoors, I was a lot more fearful than she is. My family spent summers in a cabin on a lake in northern Ontario, where spiders and night noises sent me into waves of panic. Coming back from the outhouse in the dark, I’d dart to the cabin and close the door breathlessly behind me against the night. I didn’t know what was out there, so my mind conjured monsters. I overcame my fear of spiders by learning about the adaptations behind their creepy appearance. It continues to surprise me how education can erase fear. Before tonight, I never wanted to get this close to a bat. The closer I look, though, the more enamored I become of these amazing creatures of the night.

It's now past midnight. My urge to go home and crawl into bed is winning over any desire I have to study more bats. I’ve been squinting through my camera so long, I’ve lost track of who’s around me. I walk to my car in the dark alone, not tempted to run breathlessly like I used to. As I drift off to sleep in my warm, comfy bed, I remember that Izzy was still there when I left a while ago. Could she still be out there now, perched in Lisa’s truck bed, persevering through every last bat?

The next day, I find myself talking about bats to anyone who will listen. Luckily, I catch Lisa at the office and thank her for a wonderful evening. Somehow buzzing with energy after such a late night, she’s clearly charged up by something. “Wasn’t that little girl great!!” she blurts out. Beaming, Lisa tells me proudly that Izzy stayed until 2:00 a.m. helping her process all the bats. As she rushes to her next adventure, she trails off, “I have just about a million more things I could tell you about Izzy…”

                                                                                   ****

Later, I’m sitting in my office, poring through photos from the field trip. My attempts at photographing the bats squirming in Lisa’s hand under the dull glow of a headlamp are as fuzzy as the bats themselves. I sigh and rub my eyes, feeling a bit morose at not having done these unique creatures justice. It’s difficult to capture how delicate they are, how ephemeral. I wonder if I’ll ever have the chance to see them like that again.

An email pops up in my inbox, interrupting my thoughts. It’s from Izzy’s mom. She writes that Izzy came home from the field trip and said it was the best day of her life! She could recite almost word-for-word everything she learned from Lisa that night. She, too, couldn’t stop talking about bats the day after the field trip. When asked if she wanted to share anything about the event, Izzy said, “Only that more people should learn about the things in nature all around them, and then they wouldn't be scared.”

[Image descriptions, top to bottom: Photo 1: Closeup of a little brown bat on a researcher’s glove. Photo 2: A little girl and a woman scientist step in sync down a gravel path in the woods. Photo 3: Closeup of a little brown bat with white fungus covering its face. Photo 4: A little girl and a scientist talk to each other across the back of a pickup truck. Photo 5: Illuminated by headlamp, a woman scientist shows the little girl a bat. Photo 6: Closeup of a little girl gazing admiringly at a bat held by a researcher.]

#park science #bats #myotis #little brown bat #field biology #women in science #wildlife biology #white nose syndrome #batweek #bat week 2019

[treehousepublishing]

Multiply Me | Chapter 33

Synopsis: Ella Sommers decides her biggest mission is also her last. Despite wanting to correct the Reestablishment’s mistakes, there are bigger things at stake now. Things not even her friends can know about.

A/N: Reminder that I only post Multiply Me in this account and my actual writeblr is @beanenigma

AO3 link | First Chapter | Index

ELLA

“You sure have a lot of friends, mom.” Connor says as I wrap him up in a towel after the shower. Pyp is already asleep in the other room, exhausted from all the excitement of finally getting taken flying. “Winston and Ian and Adam, and Alia and Sonia and Sara…”

He names, like a list that he memorized, as I put him in adult pajamas and start to roll up his sleeves. I smile. I’m glad he likes my friends. I help him dry his hair.

“It’s not what I thought soldiers would be like.”

I sigh, hoping I could unsay all the things I had to tell him during the trip. I kneel in front of him. 

“Life is not all black and white, baby.” When he’s fully dressed I sit him at the closed toilet, brushing his hair. “They’re great people forced into terrible things. Just like me and your dad.” 

Connor nods, thinking. 

“Did you meet dad at the same time you met them?” 

I fight the urge to say “one of the times”. I take his hand and pull him back into the main room. My old tent is exactly how we left it, down to the stuff we chose to leave behind. I take Connor with me to the living area, turning the lamp on, making sure it’s pointing away from Pyp. 

The pictures Nazeera gave me were inside an envelope in my pocket. I take them off and smile. I show Connor the picture of me and his dad, barely older than his sister, at the bottom of the stairs on the very house we live today. 

“You see, Connor… Your dad and I… We met a long time ago. When hope was low and fear was high… A group of people decided they could profit from the state of things. They called themselves the Restablishment...” 

JAMES

Adam is getting ready for work. Alia, in pajamas, makes him a cup of coffee. She gives him a kiss on the cheek. I notice he stiffens a bit and Alia does too. She starts to pull away, but he pulls her closer again, giving her a fragile smile and kissing her forehead. I avert my eyes. It has been like this for a while. 

Alia wishes us good night softly as she goes to bed. Adam sits down next to me on the couch to drink his coffee. His eyes follow Alia until the door of the room closes. He sets his drink aside, looking at me. 

“Did she tell you?” He asks, totally unprompted. 

I have no idea what he’s talking about. 

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Adam tenses up, looking back at the closed door of the room. “Dude, what?” 

“It’s not funny, James. If that was your idea of a lesson, it didn’t work.” 

“A lesson? Are you feeling alright?” 

He breathes out, shaking his head. 

“Alia is pregnant.” He confesses in a low voice, taking a sip of his coffee. I fight my shock. “But you already know that. Right?” 

“No! Adam, that’s great! Why didn’t you tell me?!”

“Because I’m freaking out, dude.” His hands go through his hair. By the shape it’s taking, it seems like he’s been doing it a lot. “I don’t know how to be a dad. And I wasn’t planning to. At least not now.”

He lost me. I’m super confused. 

“What do you mean you don’t know how to be a dad? What does that make me, then? Did I happen to raise myself?” 

“James…”

“Adam. You’re being stupid. Why not now? Nothing has happened here in so long… And we have a house and food and jobs... “ 

“Yeah, but for how long? How long until the running starts again? Before we have to pack up and leave everything behind? How long until everything burns down and we have to rebuild? How long until we’re using our powers every day again?” 

I squeeze his shoulder. This is the most I’ve seen him speak in… Boy, in years. I just wish it wasn’t complete nonsense. 

“Never. It’s over.” I say, slowly, hoping to get through his thick skull. “You sound just like Juliette and Warner. You know where that took them? They live in the middle of nowhere, all alone and are terrified of their own friends. Their kids don’t even know the full extent of their powers. Is that what you want?” 

His face is rigid. There’s a crease between his brows. 

“So I was right. You brought her here to give me a lesson.”

“No, you dumb ass. I didn’t even bring her here. Pyp showed up here by accident.” I shake my head, resting my feet on the coffee table. I take a deep breath. “But I’m glad she did came. Because you were useless in getting our brother to talk to us. Maybe now we might… I don’t know. Also, you saw it yourself. They’re doing it. And they’ve been doing a long time. Warner is doing it. You should see how those kids look at him. They love him so much… And he loves them.” 

He doesn’t answer. He takes another sip of his coffee, but I doubt he can even taste it. I ruffle his hair like he used to do to mine when I was a kid. 

“Listen, Adam. You’re gonna be a great dad. You are.”

He nods and gives me a crooked smile. 

“I did do a goob job on you, didn’t I?

“Don’t get cocky. I’m also crazy smart. Now, go to work. I gotta get to bed.”

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#defy me spoilers #shatter me fanfiction #warnette #aaronella #tahereh mafi

[momofaddict]

What a difference a day makes

4 score & 30 weeks ago (ok, just 30 weeks - Aug 31, 2018), M was implanted with Nexplanon (birth control implant). She'd gone to the doctor a couple of weeks previously, got a pregnancy test, and all was golden - negative. Implant was implanted.

Fast-forward 30 weeks & M is coming home for an impromptu visit to my house from her Gma's (she's remained sober since her one-night slip in late November & before that, hasn't used since May). On the hour & a half drive home, she talked about this strange gas that she'd had for a while. A lot of movement, but not actually toots. Frequent heartburn. Weird poop. A LOT of weight gain. I asked if there was ANY chance of her being pregnant. Nope! She'd had the implant since August, she DID have it removed in Jan 2019 because she thought it was affecting her moods a great deal. But the last sex she'd had was Nov... With D, the ex. Ok cool! She was covered.

She came to visit on a Friday. We spent a wonderful weekend together! We left my house Sunday to head back to her Grandma's & 5 minutes into our mini-roadtrip, she says that maybe we should buy a pregnancy test just to rule it out. We made a beeline to CVS, bought the test, & she took the test in the CVS bathroom. The first test was measured by a blue line (neg) vs a blue cross (pos) test. It came out with a cross (positive) BUT the horizontal line was grey, while the vertical line was blue. I was strongly optimistic that it was negative, but she was not.

I immediately bought another test. This one had 2 tests in it, both using the words "pregnant" vs "not pregnant". No question there.

We decided that she could not face her VERY judgmental grandma without knowing for sure, so we headed back to my house, her gulping down lots of water. She tried to pee on the next stick, only got a trickle & got an error. Probably not enough pee... It had only been 10 min since her last test.

She finished a 20 oz bottle of Bai plus more water. 20 min later she tried again. "Pregnant". She was completely freaked!

We talked for hours. She got her shift covered for work that night. I called out for work for the next day. We texted her grandma & let her know we would come the next day. We did math, counted weeks (we estimated 16) & months trying to figure out when she got pregnant and determined she was the 1% of people that get pregnant on Nexplanon. We determined she got pregnant sometime in November, googled how far along she was, how big the baby was, realized she was already around 4 months in, & freaked out about how little time she had left. Our heads we're spinning.

She already knew she was planning to go back to her old sober house. She'd made plans & the ball was rolling. But she wasn't sure how the pregnancy would affect that. She was also supposed to start a certified nurses assistant training class on the upcoming Tuesday after our weekend visit, which was supposed to help her find better work in her original sober community. A topic she was already struggling to tell her Gma about. Lastly, she was working at a restaurant in a city near her Grandma's, had gotten coverage Saturday to come visit me, & as mentioned, gotten coverage again Sunday to have a pregnancy melt down - which missing so much work would of course piss off her judgy gma. All this said, she is an addict, an albeit clean one, for several months, with no real home & a baby on the way.

We determined during our Sunday freak out that with the implant being in her as long as it was, an emergency doctor's appointment was the 1st thing to tackle. So using my called-out day off on Monday we went to the local poor person's hospital.

The initial estimation, just by the nurse feeling her belly, was 24 weeks. A LOT more than 16. Insert freakout #2. Next came the basic sonogram... Next estimation: 33 weeks. Holy fucking shit! Next came the measurements sonogram, which was quickly deemed necessary. Final verdict: 30 weeks & 1 day, 3 lbs, 3 oz, boy, due day MAY 12! We have 10 fucking weeks to make a plan!!!!

She's 7 months pregnant & never knew.

We finally took her back to her grandma's. She broke the news to her & they had their 1st real "yelling" fight ever. Gma was mostly pissed that M wouldn't be going thru with her CNA class. (Gma was a nurse all her life & has always wanted her granddaughter to follow in her footsteps, fervently.) But there JUST isn't TIME!

Gma told her she should give up this baby to the couple that adopted her 1st baby. Low goddamn blow. Told her she would be a waitress for the rest of her life. Wow... Just wow. We knew she would trip, but this was next level, low down & dirty.

I know she's 75 & thinks she's the wise old owl that knows all. But M has had 1 abortion, 1 miscarriage & one baby adopted out. She wants to keep this baby. And as crazy as it sounds, I'm 100% behind her decision. She's doing great in her sobriety & she's excited for this little baby boy. She deserves a family that supports her. I'm so fucking pissed at this woman (gma). I'm ready to dump her like the rest of my shitty family (she's my ex's mother)!

I was a single mom for a fucking long ass time, because HER POS son refused to step up. But by God I did it, & so can M.

To end this tale with the kicker of all kickers, being 30 weeks & 1 day pregnant, it was determined that she was pregnant when she got the birth control implant. But she wasn't far enough along to have a positive pregnancy test result. How's THAT for a kick in the pants?!

As one of the nurses today said, "Well, this baby was clearly meant to be." I'm taking her words to heart. There was something very wonderful bubbling inside me during this helluva 24 hours. THIS time I get to put my heart into this. THIS time I get to grow attached. THIS time I get to be a part of this beautiful baby boy's life. I'm going to be a grandma. Or "Jamma" (pronounced jammaw) as my daughter would have it. If M stays clean, this can be a glorious time in my life. But I have to state the obvious - if she doesn't stay clean, this could be my baby, because I'm not letting another one go. A somber, scary thought. But a thought I would set aside and make it work for the love of my new grandchild.

M's grandmother's hurtful words just make me want this baby more in our lives. Shame on her, but God bless us.

#addiction #heroin #sober living #sober #soberlife #soberliving #addict #baby #love #family #na #aa #miracles

[typicalmidnight]

100 Questions

1.) Name Kaleea

2.) Where are you from? Canada

3.) How old are you? 13

4.) Do you have any siblings? yes, a younger brother

5.) Pets? an aquatic frog (i kinda hate it tho)

6.) Describe yourself um smart, funnyish, sarcastic 24/7

7.) What do you do for fun? read, watch youtube and netflix, sing

8.) Do you have a job? What do you do? nope i just go to school

9.) Have you had other jobs? i used to babysit?

10.) What’s your favorite memory? i have no freaking idea

11.) What is one thing you regret? so many things

12.) What is one thing you wish you would’ve done, but didn’t? tried out for my school musical

13.) One thing about yourself you wish you could change my hair cause i cut it and regret it so much

14.) What do you love about yourself? my singing voice

15.) Who inspires you? brooke sanchez, zendaya, emma watson, idk who else

16.) Do you collect anything? no?? i don’t think so lol

17.) Do you have any fears? SPIDERS

18.) Is there anything that annoys you about your job? uh homework?? lol

19.) Can you tell us a secret about yourself? 

20.) How about another secret? :)

21.) Favorite band? One Direction

22.) What music are you currently listening to? well currently as i’m writing this, i’m listening to Eyes Wide Open by Sabrina Carpenter. but in general lots of oldish pop from 2012-2016/17

23.) Do you have a favorite song? i don’t think so

24.) Do you have a favorite movie? ooooooh ummmm spiderman: homecoming at the moment i think

25.)What’s your favorite color? purpleeee

26.) What’s your favorite place you’ve ever been to? cuba!

27.) Ever broken a promise? i mean probably, small ones tho. wait actually tho this girl that i don’t really like told me her crush and made me promise not to tell anyone but i broke that one soooooo that was a mess. regret that a lot.

28.) Do you have a favorite book? harry potter and the deathly hallows

29.) What’s your favorite school subject? language (english)

30.) Least favorite school subject? GYM

31.) What’s your favorite food? sushi

32.) How about least favorite food? so many i have no idea

33.) What’s your favorite Holiday? Christmas!!!!

34.) What makes you mad? ahhhh so much but usually my brother

35.) What makes you happy? peter parker, reading, harry potter, brooke sanchez, music

36.) Do you have a favorite scent? no, but if i had to pick i would say vanilla

38.) Do you have a favorite TV show? uhhhhh full house maybe?

39.) Can you share an extremely embarrassing moment? once i punched my crush in the face by accident...

40.) When is a time you were extremely irritated? a few weeks ago i was under a lot of stress and my friend stole my earbuds but when she said she took them she seemed like she was lying and my anxiety levels were really high (i have diagnosed anxiety okay i’m not just saying that) and she was really stressing out and i was super mad at her. that’s long sorry. also super random.

41.) Is there anybody you hate? millie bobby brown (sorry y’all that like her) and this kid in my class.

42.) What do you look for in a person? a strong personality, funny, outgoing, nice, someone i can relate too

43.) How’s the weather? sucky it’s coldddd and even tho it’s winter there’s no snow even tho i’m in CANADA and like we usually get snow but there isn’t any so that’s making me kinda mad

44.) Are you currently in school? not at the moment, but yes, i do go to school

45.) What is your goal in life? to become a professional singer maybe??

46.) Is there something you should be doing, but keep putting off? homework, cleaning my room

47.) Ever been to a concert? yes, i saw johnny orlando and mackezie ziegler, and hayden summerall, brooke butler, and johnny orlando again

48.) What was the last movie you saw in theater? fantastic beasts: the crimes of grindelwald

49.) What was the last book you read? mockingjay (hunger games trilogy)

50.) What is your favorite season? fall

51.) Do you prefer it to be hot or cold? cold i guess but i hate both

52.) Do you prefer the sun, the rain, or snow? sun, but not too hot

53.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go? paris maybe

54.) Any current travel plans? nah but i wanna go to vidcon. i might go to flordia tho possibly to go to playlist live.

55.) Do you prefer day or night? idk

56.) Are you an introvert or extrovert? in👏tro👏vert👏

57.) What is something not many people know about you? i write fics, and i actually really love writing (nobody i know in real life knows this i don’t think)

58.) Where are you right now? my living room

59.) Look in front of you. What do you see? a blanket

60.) If you could meet one person, alive or dead, who would it be? does peter parker count?

61.) Would you rather look into your future, or fix something from your past? i honestly have no idea

62.) If you could sit down with anyone in the world, and talk to them for an hour, who would you like to speak with? zendaya

63.) What was the first CD you ever owned? i don’t own any

64.) What was the first CD you ever purchased with your own money? noneee

65.) If you own any Vinyls, which was your first? um none!

66.) How many CDs do you own? 0. nobody uses cds!

67.) What relaxes you? music

68.) Do you have any talents? singing?? idk sometimes i think i’m good at it, and others i think i’m terrible

69.) If you could give yourself the ability to do anything, what would it be? like a superpower?? um be a witch like hermione granger but without a wand. or combat my anxiety and ask out my crush (he would prob say no tho i’m pretty sure he doesn’t like me back)

70.) Favorite candy? gummies

71.) Is anything bothering you right now? i’m going to a new school soon i think and i’m hella nervous

72.) Are you happy with where you are in life right now? not really, the reason i’m going to a new school is actually because of my anxiety, so i’m upset with myself for letting it take this much control over me.

73.) Is there anyone you regret ever associating with? none that i can think of

74.) Do you have a favorite memory from your childhood? uh well one time i was eating ice cream in front of my tv when i was really little. that was fun.

75.) What is your least favorite memory from your childhood. when i was 3 i had a dream cookie monster was in my basement and he was trying to eat me. that traumatized me for years.

76.) Favorite memory of your parents? idk i have terrible memory i’m sorry

77.) Do you have a least favorite memory of your parents? again, terrible memory

78.) How is your relationship with your parents? um i’m closer with my mom than my dad, but there’s other stuff i shouldn’t get into on the internet

79.) What’s your family like? good? idk

80.) Are you clean or messy? messyyyy even tho i hate messiness

81.) What is your most recent purchase? books

82.) What’s the most amount of money you’ve spent at once? i have no idea

83.) What are you saving up for? vidcon tickets

84.) How much money do you have to your name currently? a lot? idk

85.) Have you ever done anything last minute? EVERYTHING

86.) What’s the furthest in advance you’ve planned something? nothing i’m terrible at planning

87.) Are you an introvert or Extrovert? you already asked this?? in👏tro👏vert👏

88.) What’s the latest you’ve ever been out of your house? 5 am?? maybe??? i have no idea

89.) Cats or Dogs? D👏O👏G👏S👏 (i’m not against cats, just not a cat person)

90.) How long have you gone without sleep? like the longest? 22 hours i think. currently tho like 5 hours i woke up late cause i’m sick

91.) What were you like as a child? shyyyyy but also very loud if i was comfortable

92.) What do you miss from your childhood? the innocence you have when you’re a child, and not having drama all the time

93.) Do you have a favorite memory from work? i don’t workkkkkkk. but from school, we went on a trip to Washington DC and that was cool.

94.) What’s the scariest thing that’s ever happened to you? I almost got hit by a car once? (but like i almost did no joke my friend saved me tho) (happens to be the same friend who stole my earbuds)

95.) What’s a bad habit that you have? biting my nails oof

96.) What are your plans for the summer? uhhhhhhhh

97.) What was the last thing that made you happy? writing these answers

98.) What was the last picture you took on your phone? screenshot of the new spider-man trailer!!!

99.) Who was the last person you texted and why? my friends, because i was super excited about the new trailer

100.) Send me your own questions in the ask box!

#lovely about

[bloomuengaged]

Like Mother, Like Daughter: A Legacy Family Celebrates a Special Homecoming

Bloomsburg University alumni, Joe Silimperi ’89 and wife, April (White) Silimperi ’88 M’89 returned to BU last week with over 500 other alums during Homecoming 2018.

The two met as counselors at the Helen L. Diller Vacation Home for the Blind in Avalon, NJ in the summer of ’85 while Joe was waiting on his transfer acceptance to BU for Education and April was well on her way to becoming part of the very first BU graduating class for American Sign Language/ English Interpreting.

“There’s a Yin and a Yang to everything” joked Joe who says that both he and his wife had wonderful BU experiences, despite his experiences including “a little too much fun”.

The Silimperis returned this year, however, not only as proud Huskies but as proud parents – making the trip to Bloomsburg from Bethlehem to see their daughter, Kira Rose Silimperi ’19 follow in her mother’s footsteps as a finalist on this year’s Homecoming Court. April had been selected to represent Fellowship of Christian athletes in the fall of ’85 as a sophomore.

“It’s a huge honor out of all the people they could have chosen” recalled April of her experience 33 years ago.  She had been the first one in her family to attend college and her most memorable moment was her family traveling 3 hours to see her on the court. The moment this weekend was even more memorable.

“I’m so proud and it’s so surreal because it was 30 years ago” described April “Just to see her here and see how she’s blossomed and really embraced the experience at BU.”

The Silimperis say they didn’t push Kira to their Alma Mater, but were very pleased with her decision to enroll at BU. When Kira declared as a Communications Sciences and Disorders major, the Silimperi’s focus shifted from fond memories to their daughter’s future.

“We were thrilled when this was on her list” explained April “We have so many memories, so to have one of our kids come here it was just perfect. I couldn’t have asked for a better place for her.”  

“Both of us were impressed and very comfortable” Joe added “We are alumni but it’s different as a parent. We drove home feeling really good about her choice. They may be adults on paper, but they’re still learning and the stakes are much higher now. BU provides a good foundation for kids who need help and we had a good feeling about that.”

Kira is set to graduate this spring and says while admits she chose to explore BU in part because of her parents’ experiences, it was the campus and university community that sealed the deal. She chose Communication Sciences and Disorders because she has always been drawn to the therapies and the idea of helping people.  

“There’s nothing not to love” said Kira “It just felt like home and it’s so friendly; You can walk to class and smile and people smile back.”

“I’ve always just wanted to make a big change in someone’s life” continued Kira “If there’s something I can do to make someone’s life easier, I’ll do it in a heartbeat.”

Kira’s parents communicated the importance of getting involved during her time at BU as one way to make the most of her experience and Kira took that advice to heart. Among many other clubs and organizations, Kira joined OWLs her freshman year. She said her OWL during orientation, and BU’s 2017 Homecoming Queen, Maggie Anthony, was her inspiration.

“She was able to do make you feel comfortable and accepted” recalled Kira “It was a really welcoming experience and  now, I get the be the one of the first people prospective students see and tell them all about why I am a student here and why I love Bloomsburg University.”

It was through the OWLs that Kira was nominated to the Homecoming Court. Each year, the OWLs vote a male and female student to represent them on the court. Kira said she was shocked to learn they had chosen her and fellow OWL, Ryan Soley.

“It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it.” described Kira prior to Homecoming weekend “The OWLS are such a big experience here and I’m thankful and proud to be representing my favorite people and this university.”

“I’m very proud of her” says her dad, who keeps close ties with his Delta pi brothers.  In fact, Kira’s godfather is a fraternity brother whose son is also a BU student. He says that he and his wife enjoyed reminiscing over the weekend about what has changed and what has stayed the same.

“I’m so excited to spend the day with friends and family” added Kira “If I win it would be amazing but if I don’t than I’m still so proud.”

Kira didn’t win, but fellow OWL, Ryan Soley ‘19 did along with Victoria Whiteside ’19. That took nothing from Kira’s experience, but rather added an extra element of excitement that an OWL had been included in what she described as an unforgettable experience.

“I’ll never forget it” said Kira “I felt so much love and support from my friends and family.  The whole experience was surreal and I was just so proud to be representing the OWLS and the university.”

The excitement was not lost on her proud parents.

“We had a wonderful time” said Joe “Kira and her mom will forever have this past weekend and April’s Homecoming weekend as a shared memory.

“Bloomsburg provides me with many memories and now my daughter has some as well” added April “That means the world to me. We’re very humbled and proud of her”

Joe described his emotions while he watched his daughter on the field, awaiting the results. Among the content and the joy, he returned to the feeling of security from the days not long ago when Kira made her BU decision.  

“[I felt] content that we have prepared our daughter to be a strong, independent person” Joe explained “[I felt] secure that Bloomsburg had provided her another layer to her foundation as a person, and joy in knowing that as a young person you must feel disappointment so you can really learn to enjoy the things that matter.” 

After graduation, Kira plans on going to graduate school, although she is not quite sure where she wants to end up.  

“I am going to keep my options open and see what’s right for me” said Kira “I loved making my own path and my own decisions. This place is so amazing there are so many opportunities to get involved.”

“I’m not ready to leave here but I have to and I’m just so thankful” continued Kira “Overall it’s been an amazing experience.”

 “The disappointment was brief, and the joy continues” added her dad.

 The Silimperis will celebrate their 28th wedding anniversary on 10/27

#BUAlumni #husky4life

[purplesurveys]

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1. What did you do in 2019 that you’d never done before? Lots of different things! I had an Actual™ photoshoot :o, I celebrated my girlfriend’s dad’s birthday with their family, I touched an Adobe app and learned that I’m pretty decent at it, I had a tooth extraction, I did shisha and vape (and found out I liked them, giving me an identity crisis for a while HAHAHA), I had my internship, I was fined by a traffic officer, etc. I had lots of grownup stuff to face this year, and it was all fun.

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don’t make New Year’s resolutions... if I wanted to do something I’d plan them any time of the year. Plus making them at New Year’s just gives me a whole chunk of pressure, and I’d rather not live with that pressure.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? I had a high school classmate give birth this year but I wasn’t close to her; Gabie was, though. Other than her, I don’t think there’s been anybody who had a kid in 2019.

4. Did anyone close to you die? Nacho. I still see him in everything, everyday.

5. What countries did you visit? Didn’t get to go out of the country this year. Hopefully that’ll change next year when I graduate!

6. What would you like to have in 2020 that you lacked in 2019? I dunno, this year was already suuuuper hectic enough. I’d ask for more time to rest, but I’m literally graduating in 2020 and it will only get busier from there. The two things I’d ask for is to get to go to a different country again, and to have a road trip that isn’t going to Nasugbu for once (I’ve only had two long drives ever since I was allowed to have em, and both trips were to the same beach in Nasugbu).

7. What date from 2019 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Evening of September 28; it was when everybody was notified of Nacho’s passing. Toughest pill to swallow in my entire fucking life. My social media had never seemed so angry, so scared, so chaotic, so bleak, all at the same time. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? If we’re gonna be serious about ‘biggest,’ then probably not killing myself. Other than that, I was pretty proud of the way I handled and performed at my internship! I was never late to get to their ORTIGAS office (a tiny traffic hellhole in Metro Manila), I had a good relationship with everyone, and on my evaluations I saw that my supervisor wrote a lot of nice things :)

9. What was your biggest failure? I was a bad girlfriend on significant occasions. I also have two classes this sem in which my final grades are going to be held back because of supposed ‘deficiencies’ – but honestly I blame that on the prof because I think she held back final grades FROM EVERYONE ON ALL HER CLASSES this semester. Seriously, if you do that as a prof, don’t you think the problem is you and not us? I won’t call it a failure on my end, but I am pissed about it and needed a space to vent.

Another failure would be never getting to take out Gab’s mom out on a date. I already took her dad to an MMA pay-per-view and we had a lot of fun, but have never been able to do the same for her mom just yet. I really need to step up next year.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I had a bad slip in school early this year and I sprained my ankle. There was also one day I felt bad enough to have to skip class but it never became a full-blown fever, so I don’t know what that was.

11. What was the best thing you bought? I bought tooooooons of new tops this year and totally upgraded my wardrobe, so I was really happy about that. The other is a day pass to a beach resort in Nasugbu that I went to with Gab, Angela, and Sofie.

12. Where did most of your money go? Food to keep myself in school. That and gas.

13. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Lots of things...I mean 2019 was a long-ass year. There was turning into a senior, doing my internship, getting invited to Gabie’s dad’s birthday dinner, going to my first few events to get me accustomed to the PR world, seeing my senior friends graduate college, I also went back to the National Museum this year so that was great, the aforementioned Nasugbu trip, etc etc blahblah.

14. What song will always remind you of 2019? Wonderwall by Oasis or Buwan by Juan Karlos, both because of Nacho. 15. Compared to this time last year, are you: Happier or sadder? Older or wiser? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer? (I don’t earn money yet, lol)

16. What do you wish you’d done more of? Seeing Angela. I probably saw her a grand total of 10 times this year, which is pretty fucking tragic.

17. What do you wish you’d done less of? [trigger warning: self-harm] Hurting myself. It’s been a while since I’ve seen my skin clean for a full year.

18. How did you spend Christmas? We will be spending Christmas Eve with one of my grand-aunts’ family. My mom is very close with her cousins on that side plus family from Vietnam is also coming over, so a get-together is certainly happening. On Christmas Day, we’d be spending the day with my mom’s sister-in-law’s family. They have a giant house and host the best party games which is why we like hanging out there. We’d spend the day with ALL of these people, but my grand-aunt and my tita (mom’s sister-in-law) have some weird friction going on so they can’t ever be in the same gathering lmfao.

19. What was your favorite TV program? I resurrected my love for Breaking Bad mostly because El Camino came out this year, but I definitely watched Friends the most. I have it on autoplay on Netflix 12-14 hours at a time these days because Netflix is taking it out on the 31st.

22. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Yes, the aforementioned professor who gave me two Incomplete marks this semester. Last year, she was just my enlistment adviser; now she’s a witch who is keeping me from having a decent Christmas.

I also stopped talking to my younger brother around February or March after he slapped me in the face, so there’s that. No plans to forgive him or talk to him any time soon whatsoever.

23. What was the best book you read? I didn’t read a lot this year :( 2019 was all about readings for my classes.

24. What was your greatest musical discovery? THE JAPANESE HOUSE. Without a shadow of a doubt.

25. What did you want and get? My dog living another year, my relationship still healthy and intact, good grades, my teeth finally treated hahaha, new members in my org!

26. What did you want and not get? Courage on my end to go to a therapist or psychiatrist. More travel.

27. What was your favorite film of this year? Portrait of a Lady on Fire will easily take the cake. That was just breathtaking.

28. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I spent it internally disappointed in Gab for not making it. Outwardly, my mom took us out for sushi (my request) for lunch, then we went home and in the evening, Angela and I went to Feliz so we can have Yabu for dinner then played at Timezone until the mall closed. Not a birthday I want to remember but Angela went above and beyond to give me a good time, and that I’ll always appreciate.

29. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? More opportunities and time to travel. I mean we did go out of town a lot, but I just can’t get enough of travelling to different places.

30. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2019? Chic with a hint of haggard.

31. What kept you sane? My dog, my orgmates, my best friends, and good food.

32. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Kristen Stewart.

33. What issue stirred you the most? Duterte as a person is just one big fucking issue that riles everybody up in this country. I’m just waiting for him to die.

34. Who did you miss? Nacho.

35. Who was the best new person you met? My social history professor, Ma’am Luisa. I had always wanted to take a class that she handled, and she went above and beyond my expectations. I’m taking another class of hers next sem – history of women in the Philippines – so that ought to be fun. :)

36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2019: Call-out culture is bullshit. I haven’t done it much since Nacho passed, but I wish it did not take me this long to realize how bad of a strategy it is. 

People who mourned him went back to their old habits soon enough and are again publicly shaming people whenever they make a misstep on social media, and it’s embarrassing and infuriating.

#survey #surveys

[winchesterprincessbride]

The Contest-Part 33

To celebrate Supernatural’s 15th season, the producers have decided to hold a contest to cast an unknown in a recurring role as Sam’s rumored love interest.  They are doing open casting calls all over the country.  Your best friend Nikki wants to go and she drags you along.

A/N: My inspiration for Nikki is the one and only Red, AKA @oriona75.  So I am actually telling two stories here, Jared and Readers, and Sam and Gemini’s.  It flips back and forth, so try and keep up! : *Note: My vision for the show is different from what has actually happened, and some characters and plotlines may differ.

Characters: Jared Padalecki, Reader, Best friend Nikki(OC) Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Mark Sheppard, Mark Pellegrino, Rory Montgomery (OC), PA Emily (OC) Cliff, Other Supernatural cast and crew

A/N: Here’s a little Christmas present from me to you. I know you’ve been waiting patiently for this! Merry Christmas, my lovelies!

My Masterlist    The Contest Part 1 (All parts are linked)

Reader’s POV

Jared didn’t say anything for a long moment, he just looked completely stunned.   And me being the hormonal mess that I was, took this as a bad sign and immediately burst into tears.

“I’m sorry! I don’t know how it happened! Well, I KNOW, but I should have been more careful! How could we be so careless? It’s not like I don’t know how babies are made! I’m a nurse for Christ’s sake!“ I was totally babbling at this point.

Then Jared did something totally unexpected.  He laughed.  That deep, rich belly laugh of his that normally made me smile. “Talk about life imitating art.” He said in a voice I couldn’t read. I looked away when he shook his head.

“That’s all you have to say?” I snapped, staring at my feet.

He leaned in and took both of my hands in his, his long fingers completely engulfing mine.

“Look at me, Y/N.” He commanded.  I lifted my tear-filled eyes to him, tensing with apprehension, but he was smiling.  “A baby? Really? I hoped someday……this is amazing news!  I can’t believe it! The kids are gonna be so excited!”

“You jerk! I thought you were mad!” I said with mock anger, punching him in the arm.

“Ow! I wasn’t expecting this, and you caught me off guard for a minute, that’s all.” He told me, wincing and rubbing his arm until something occurred to him and he grinned happily.  “Jensen’s gonna be so pissed that I’m ahead of him again.  When can we tell him?”

Gemini’s POV

I stared at Kelly Kline incredulously. “Save your son?” I repeated. “He’s with Lucifer.  What do you expect me to do? Not to mention the fact that Jack is a Nephilim, and incredibly powerful. Lucifer has big plans for him. It’s out of my hands.  I know he’s still a baby, but he’s probably already been corrupted. I’m sorry.”

“No, Gemini!” Kelly said sharply, coming to sit on the edge of my bed.  “Jack is good. I know he is. He may be a Nephilim, but there is more of me in him than you would think.  He’s young enough that Lucifer hasn’t had much influence on him yet. But you’re running out of time.  You need to get him away from his father!”

“So then what? Suppose I believe you and by some miracle, I manage to convince Sam and Dean.  Jack’s gonna have a target on his back.  Lucifer will want him back, and the angels will want him too.  You know about the big prophecy, right? My son is destined to kill Lucifer AND Jack, and save the world.” It still felt weird to say it out loud.

Kelly smiled at me sadly, with a look I couldn’t quite decipher.  And then it hit me what it was.  Pity.  “Every prophecy comes at a cost, Gemini.  If your son kills my son, YOU will die in the process. Jack is the key to defeating Lucifer. Your son and mine need to work together.  It’s the only way.”

I rolled my eyes. “If this is true, why didn’t Missouri see it? She is a psychic!”

Kelly shrugged. “And I’m dead, what’s your point?  I don’t know how I know things,  I just do.  Are you willing to take the chance?”

With a flash of light, I woke up in our bed alone, and Kelly was gone.

Reader’s POV

“I’m really tired, Jare. How about we tell Jensen later? You can rub it in his face tomorrow as much as you want, I promise!” I said, yawning.  “Can we just go to bed? I haven’t been sleeping very well lately.”

“I don’t sleep well away from you either, Y/N.  It’s been awful not having you here.” Jared whispered.

“My mother isn’t exactly what you would call a model patient. I hired a nurse to take care of her, but she was mad that I wasn’t doing it.  ‘Whats the point of having a daughter who is a nurse?’ she kept asking me. And when I spent most of the trip gagging or puking, Nikki put two and two together.”  I rubbed my eyes tiredly.

“What did she say? This I gotta hear!” He asked, holding out his hand to lead me off to bed.

“For a nurse your really stupid about your own body, something like that.  Then she asked me how late my period was. Then she called me a giraffe.  Typical Nikki.” I was so tired all I did was wash my face and change my shirt, I didn’t have anything else in me.

“We really are blessed to have such great friends, aren’t we?” Jared said thoughtfully.

“We sure are!” I agreed.

He came to bed and I wrapped myself around him instinctively for warmth, sighing with bliss. “God I missed this.” I murmured into his neck as his arms tightened around me. I felt his lips brush against my hair.

“I missed you too, Y/N.”

*****

We arrived at the studio just before lunch. Nikki and Misha were already eating, so when I saw them I headed over. “Where’s Jensen?” I asked.

“He should be over in a few minutes, he was finishing something up, why?” Misha asked.

Nikki looked over at me. “You didn’t wear it, did you?”

“Wear what?” Misha asked, looking nervous.

I unzipped my jacket so the pink Philadelphia Eagles jersey was visible.  Misha snorted. Everyone on set knew Jared and Jensen were rabid Dallas Cowboys fans, so I had to bust Jensen’s chops a bit. “Oh, he’s gonna LOVE that!” Misha grinned.

“Here he comes!” Nikki hissed.

We all went back to eating, and Jensen went through the line, got his lunch and sat down with us. “Hey Y/N, Lightweight.” He said, acknowledging us. “Welcome back.  How’s your Mom?”

“Much better, Jay. Thanks for asking.” I replied with a hint of a smile. Everyone went back to eating, chatting quietly, and Jared arrived a minute later and sat down.

“What the HELL are you wearing, Y/N?” Jensen asked suddenly.

“What does it look like, Jay?” I replied evenly.

Jensen turned to his best friend. “Jare, do you see what your girlfriend is wearing?” He asked.

“My fiancee, actually.” He told Jensen, knowing that would shut him up.

“Your what, now?”

I leaned in and caught Jared’s eye.  He grinned and nodded. “His PREGNANT fiancee, if we are getting technical.”

“DAMMIT!” Jensen swore.

Gemini’s POV

I sat in bed for a long time, going over my conversation with Jack’s dead mother in my head.  She had given me a lot to think about, that’s for damn sure.  But how did I know if ANY of what she said was true? Maybe all of this was just her way of manipulating me.

I could just say nothing, and my son would fulfill his destiny, and Lucifer and the Nephilim would die.  But what if she was telling the truth? What if my fate was tied to his? What if Jack dying by my son’s hand meant I would die too?

I was debating the pros and cons of telling everyone what I had seen when my phone rang. I looked at the number and swore under my breath as I answered it.

“What did you do, Y/N?” Missouri asked in that honey-coated steel voice of hers. 

“What did you see?” I asked with a sigh.

“I didn’t read that book wrong. That prophecy said the son of Lucifer’s true vessel would be his and his heir’s undoing. Prophecies don’t change. But I had a vision. The Nephilim and your son united in battle AGAINST Lucifer.  You did something.  TELL ME, Gemini!”

“Jack may not be the heir of Lucifer,” I said simply.

“How can that be? He is his son!” She asked.

I quickly relayed the story of my visit with Kelly.  She was silent for so long that I thought she had hung up.  Finally, she spoke.  “Do you think there is good in him?” She finally asked.

"I didn’t think so before, but now I’m not so sure.  The fact that I’m talking to you now makes me think Kelly is telling the truth.” 

“So what are you going to do, Gemini?” She asked quietly.

“I’m going to talk to Sam and Dean, I guess.” I resolutely.  “Thanks, Missouri.”

Reader’s POV

“Better get cracking, Jensen. I’m ahead of you again.  And you're not getting any younger.” Jared joked.

“Fuck off, Padalecki.” Jensen growled. “Just what the world needs, more of your offspring!”

“It’s kind of eerie how your lives are following the show,” Misha commented. “I wonder if you’ll have a son too.  When are you going to tell Andrew and Bob?”

Jared and I looked at each other. “We haven’t really discussed it. I literally just found out yesterday. I guess I should go to the doctor first? This is all new to me. What do you think, Jare?”

“Call the doctor today and we’ll go from there.” He decided.

“I for one am so excited that our kids are going to be the same age.  I know they will grow up to be best friends just like us!” Nikki said happily.

“Oh great, another pair like you two? God help us all!” Jensen groaned in mock horror.

“Arrow and Zeppy are gonna need someone to marry, aren’t they?” I teased. “We could be in-laws!”

We all laughed as Jensen pulled out his phone to text Danneel with the good news.

“Tell her I said, “Tag, you're it!”

Gemini’s POV

“You want us to do what???” Dean bellowed angrily, leaping from his chair.  “Are you out of your mind, Gem?”

Sam held up a hand.  “Let’s hear her out before we jump to conclusions, Dean.”

Cas gave me a measured look. “How are you certain it was Kelly? It could have been Lucifer trying to trick you.”

“That crossed my mind, Cas,” I admitted. “After I woke up, I got a call from Missouri. She had a vision of my son and Jack battling Lucifer.  TOGETHER.  She wanted to know what I’d done.”

Dean gave a harsh bark of a laugh as he stalked around the library, almost vibrating with anger. “So let me get this straight... You want us to kidnap Lucifer’s son because a vision told you we need him to defeat his father? Do you know how insane that sounds?”

I knew Dean would be the toughest nut to crack. “I know it sounds crazy, Dean.”

He slammed himself into a chair, wiping a hand over his eyes.  “It sounds like suicide.”

Sam had been strangely quiet this whole time.  I looked over at him.  His eyes were locked on mine.  “There’s something you're not saying.  What are you leaving out, Gem?”

Damn this whole soulmate bond! He knew me so well.  I took a deep, shaky breath.  “Your right.  There is.”  I gave him a sad smile.  “Apparently, my fate is tied with Jack’s in this.  If our son kills Lucifer without Jack’s help, I’m going to die, Sam.”

Part 34 (another link that won’t work, sorry)

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