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im-livvy-the-fallen-leaf · 2 months

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I have noticed on Tulmbr or any site for that matter there are very little obey me! demon headcaanons that actually make demons act like animals! I will not stand for this! I will be getting my fix of animalistic demons one way or another soooo let me tell you about my demon headcaanons.

Warning: this book has suggestive content and weird headcannons.

Let's get one thing clear first demons are pact animals. They live in large groups and are VERY protective over their families. This is because demons are protective over something that is, theirs. So this also translates to members of the family. So when it comes to the demon brothers in the early lessons can you imagine how HEARTBREAKING it was to have belphegor away? Especially because he was the youngest and therefore the weakest and hence in need of more protection. To have their baby brother away in the human realm (well to them... But he was just in the attic). For all they know he could be in danger! And as far as Beel was concerned his beloved twin could not be eating enough and of he isn't eating enough he is weaker... And if he isn't strong as he could be he could be hurting and he isn't there! "LUCIFER! please send him back he could be in danger!" - Beelzebub a day into the exchange program

Also this leds onto another point. SCENT. If your fimilar with... The dark side of Ao3, wattpad and Tulmbr (Omegavers) you probably get what I mean. But just in case you don't have issues. Animals have scent glads in their body. This marks what is their's now this translates to our favorite demons because they also have that. Meaning if they rubbed their wrist, cheek or like you know that part of your neck where it starts your chest? (Actually is that the collarbone? No clue) well that too. That has the most active scent glads. It will leave a smell that says to other demons that that thing is their's and if you mess with it. Except death.

Soo just imagine in Beelzebub's and Belphegor's room obviously is going to be full of their scent. But of course with belphi not there. It's going to fade isn't it? So that also makes beel upset. Because yes he KNOWS not actually? He was like in the attic Belphi is in the human realm apart of his brain is crying because his brother scent isn't where it should be so he's not there? Where is he? Is he safe? Is he eating? "LUCIFER! please send him back he could be in danger!" - Beelzebub 9 days into the exchange program. So that is also why he didn't want MC to be getting their "weird" smell on Belphi's bed when they had to share a room. Because it's already fading and he doesn't want it to go any faster!

Alsoo speaking about scents... Let's talk about heat/runts and their courting behaviors because omegavers is definitely influenced my life.

So like ever month or so demons go into heat and runts just like how girls get their period. During this they are wanting to breed. They also are very uncomfortable and boiling hot. So of course how does this effect them? So pretty much their scent glads produce a different scent that just says "I'm available please fuck me" this also gives them hard baby fever. You know how like penguins are fighting over baby penguins? THATT. If you were to for what ever reason bring luke anywhere near them they will SMOTHER that poor boy. Because all that they can see is; small thing. Small person. Small child? child?! That's it! PROTECT THAT MF-. They are never nicer to him then when broody.

Let's talk about courting behaviors. Because I refuse to believe that they don't do it. So let's just start off with that courting is a thing to start a relationship. It's flirting but better? So for demons they often do things like giffting them many stuff of their interest traditionally they would give them a dead human or hard to kill monster... Some still do that- looking at you Nobel demons- but like jewelry anything really that their courted would like. It could be stickers! Then we get to the services part. They would do something simple like holding a door open or like helping them with Manuel labor. It doesn't matter but they do acts of service for them. Later on if all is going well you get to scent them. It just yells "their mine fuckers" and then dating. Another thing I refuse to believe they don't do is presenting... Not in the face down, ass up way. But in the wings out, tails out. I'm also you best believe that pride demons are just like peacocks and shake their wings AWWW so cute. Just imagine Lucifer doing this-

More one this, greed demons. Crows or Ravens. Come at me. So they coo at their courted- and later on they nuzzle them MY HEART IS MELTING. IMAGINE MAMMON, a normal thing is for winged is to just puff out their wings and to totally do a mating call. This goes for ALL. Maybe it's not a full on song. (Sometimes it will be) but a little noise that translate to *looks at a book labeled "is your demon horny or just wanting to kill you?" Flipes several pages* wanna fuck?

I will be writing more. And maybe explain better if y'all want more of my weird hadcaonns but enjoy. But if you want more let me know!

#mc obey me #obey me nightbringer #poor mc #obey me scenarios #obey me demon brothers #obey me headcanons #Fallens_tree of writing #obey me shall we date #obey me demons as animals #the demon brothers should be keept away from mc #God made a mistake giving me free will #i believe that im never seeing them pearly gates after this

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angelsbless · 2 months

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💌﹒→﹒ 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ﹒ ﹒ ♪

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐞

﹒→﹒ rayne ames x reader hcs

﹒→﹒ rayne ames appreciation post

﹒→﹒ rayne ames character and trauma

﹒→﹒ mash burndead x reader hcs

﹒→﹒ mash burndead x reader one shot ( first kiss)

﹒→﹒ lance crown x reader hcs

﹒→﹒ orter madl x reader hcs (part I)

﹒→﹒ abel walker x reader hcs

﹒→﹒ abyss razor x reader hcs

﹒→﹒ innocent zero x reader one shot (how you met)

﹒→﹒ how would mashle characters react if they heard you talking about them romantically ( rayne ames)

𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞

﹒→﹒ portgas.D ace x reader one shot (let me warm you)

𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐞!

﹒→﹒ nanase haruka x reader hcs

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swtstrwbrris · 1 year

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𓆩♡𓆪 when you're ready ; nanase haruka 𓆩♡𓆪

request: hello! I hope you're doing good!! I'm not sure if I'm doing this right ... I love your work and writing style and I wanna request a soft Haruka nanase fluff, please? where the reader takes care of him when he's sick and he realises that tbh he's really loved and cared for, or something along the lines of that.

summary: neither you or haru were someone who expressed much through words, so the thought that you were dating each other amazed you at times. Regardless, you found other ways to express you admiration for him, even if he struggled to return the feelings. It finally hit him how much love you've been showering him and he wanted to let you know, just how much he was thankful of being loved by someone like you.

pairing: time skip!haruka nanase x female!reader

genre: established relationship, fluff

warning: reader shows motherly figure

a/n: I was listening to When you're ready by Shawn Mendes and suddenly got inspired to write something similar. From all the dramas and anime I've seen, the male is almost always the one expressing their devotion and willingness to wait for the female to express or return their feelings, but what if, the roles are switched?

"So you're telling me," You opened your door, being greeted by the Kisumi with his cheerful, innocents smile. "you got into a snow fight?" Crossing you arms, you could see Haru hiding behind Kisumi's figure, avoiding your angered eyes.

"It was a just a friendly snowball fight to bring back out childhood days." The bright male shrugged his shoulders, not finding a problem.

You leaned at the door frame. "But I asked Haru to help me get some vegetables for dinner?"

"Oh... He didn't mention anything about that when I asked him." You mentally face palmed. Some times you wonder if you're dealing with a child or young adult when it comes to Kisumi. "He told me he's finding the tree of doom." You froze, trying to make sense of what the salmon pink haired just said. Before you could question him further, he turned around to face Haru, where your eyes almost jumped out of its sockets. He was standing there, shirtless.

"So let me explain what happened." Kisumi read your expression but before he was able to start. You grabbed Haru's arm, pulling him back instead. "Or Haru could do the explaining." You closed the door on Kisumi, yelling a goodbye and thanks as you continued to dragged your nearly frozen lover to the bathroom, running the warm bathwater. His hand was freezing but he remained quiet. He took in your figure, swishing your hand in the water, trying to get the right temperature. You were cooking dinner and wanted to add some vegetables and include some fiber but when you opened his fridge, it there was only fish, canned fish, frozen fish or, well, more fish. You kindly asked if Haru could quickly run to the store to grab some broccoli, which he hesitated at first but gave in, knowing that you've been trying to get him to consume more veggies for his health.

You were more open and vocal compared to Haru which was surprising when he accepted your feeling upon your confession. You were someone that wasn't afraid to speak up, to say what's on your mind and in particular, to let Haru know how much you loved him. Haru was someone who was the complete opposite of you but you didn't mind that from him. You understood his quiet and stoic nature yet regardless, you found yourself falling head over heads for how passionate about his goal and his drive for success. You wanted to do nothing more but to support him and let him know what no matter what happens, you'll always be by his side. Though deep down inside, sometimes you wished that Haru would be more expression or affective but you pushed away that selfish desire, trying to cherish what you have now, and letting Haru decide when he's ready to step out of his comfort zone.

Haru secretly admired your strong mentality and how you carried yourself. You never failed to impress him with the things you do and how determined you are when you have your mind set on things or towards the people you truly cherish and love. Haru had to admit, he was sometimes jealous of you. Jealous of how you can say whatever is on your mind and to his surprised, he sometimes wondered, why did you choose to date him, of all people? But he doesn't dare to ask. Haru was beyond thankful to have you in his life. You never pushed him out his limits or made him change who his is. You’ve always been supporting him, encouraging him to do the best he can be, and no matter what happens, he was always number one in your heart. He tries very hard to be more expressive towards you but unfortunately, all the times he's been practicing in the mirror just isn't enough for him to express it in person as he always end up backing our last minute. You have reminded him multiple times, assuring him that there wasn't any need to push himself to do the things he weren't comfortable with and he wouldn't be more in love with how understanding you are however, it didn't feel right. It didn't feel right that you were always the one giving, and he was only receiving. It didn't feel right that it almost felt one-sided and it most definitely didn't feel right that if Haru didn't say what he's been wanting to say for so long, one day, you might just slip off his fingers.

"Here, the water is at the perfect temperature for you." You swirled your hand in the water, feeling the warmth. You shook off the excess water before wiping it on your apron. Haru quietly steps in, letting out a relieved sigh as he sinks in, closing his lids. You kneeled outside the tub beside him, observing his features and just how handsome he looked. You couldn't help but to trace your fingers over his features, as his eyes slowly open to meet yours. "Haru..." You whispered, his motions underwater almost overlapping your voice. He takes a hold of your wrist, nuzzling his damp cheek against it.

"I'm sorry-"

You cut off his apology. "Trees of doom? Really? Last week you called them veggie farts." You questioned with a soft chuckle. "Haru, you really need to fix this undressing habit of yours. Especially in the winter, when it's like -20C outside! You're going to get sick!" You started your nag. Haru couldn't help but to softly smile at your furrowed brows when you expressed your worries.

"Y/N." He tried to get your attention. "I'm not going to get sick." He reassured.

"If I hadn't dragged you back into the house any faster, you'll freeze up into ice!" You pouted.

"Kisumi started it." He went on explaining how he saw Kisumi and Makoto together to buy gifts for Makoto's younger siblings. In your part, you would say Haru just jealous but you kept quiet, knowing you won't hear the end of it from him. "So yeah, Kisumi provoked me."

You giggled at his angered expression. He truly does cherish the people he loves you thought to yourself. "But that doesn't mean you have to strip half naked." You try to prove your point. "Playing in the snow half naked is just out of the question!" You stood up about to head out back into the kitchen when he got a hold of your arm.

"I told you to not worry." He gave you a peck on the forehead. His lips were still cold. "I'm not going to get sick."

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

You carried a bowl of warm water, placing it on the nightstand as you dipped a towel, twisting away the excess water before gently wiping away the sweat on your feverish lover. "What a surprised. I'm always swimming in cold water and all, how did I caught a cold now?" He had his lids closed as you wiped across his forehead. His voice was soft and weak.

"I'm not surprised. Just a little disappointed." He didn't have to open his eyes to already know the expression you had on your face. Your face was filled with worry the moment you noticed Haru shivering, even after stealing your blankets. "At least your fever is coming down" He tiredly lets out a hum. You kneeled down beside the bed, resting your head on your arm as you stared at his face, wincing time to time from muscle soreness. When Haru gets sick, his whole body almost shuts down. You felt his hand moving, searching for yours as you intertwined your fingers in his, kissing the top of his hand. "You know how worried I get when you're sick Haru." You rubbed your thumb against his skin.

"I know..." He slowly fluttered his eyes opened, turning to face you. His lips were paled and his eyes were filled of tiredness. "I'm sorry, Y/N." You reached for head, gently patting his head.

"Try getting some sleep, alright? I'm going to make some congee for you." You stood up, snuggling him in before you quietly closed the door, heading to the kitchen to start making his meal. Kisumi called to apologize and to check up on Haru to see if he's alright since he also caught a cold. You called his coach to let him know Haru's condition and that he'll need a few days off to recover.

You added to vegetables into the boiling pot before opening the cabinets to see if there's any medication left and too your surprised, you were all out. Tippy toeing back into your shared room, you quietly changed into some warmer clothing before walking back out, quickly glancing at Haru who was peacefully sleeping. You opened the door to a gust of wind and snow blowing into the house. You totally forgot about the snowstorm today but Haru's health was your priority.

You hurried to the convivence store to grab some medication along with snacks that Haru liked before heading home when the smell of something burning alarmed you. You forgot to turn off the stove before you left. You dropped your bag and ran over to the stove, turning off the heat and removing the lid before it overflows when you suddenly felt a shock of pain on your palm. You burnt yourself from the pot lid. Dropped the lid, forgetting that Haru was possibly still sleeping and ran your hand under water, hissing at the contact with the water. You mixed the congee, letting out a sigh that it wasn't burnt. Removing your jacket you went to get the first aid kit to apply some ointment onto your palm before wrapping it. It had a tingling sensation but you needed to make sure Haru eats and takes his medicine. You sliced up some fruit before placing them on a tray, heading to his room when you saw him in the hallway.

"Did something happen?" Haru's complexion looked a lot better after sleeping. His eyes travelled to the tray your holding.

"Oh, it's nothing. Let's go back to the room so you can eat and sleep after."

"I'll eat in the living room. I'm feeling a lot better after sleeping." He takes the tray from you, carrying it to the coffee table before taking a seat on the floor, you sitting beside him. He started eating, letting out a smile as your cooking never fails to impress him. "It's really good."

"Eat more then." You smiled, unconsciously running your hands through his hair. He stops and turns to you.

"What happened to your hand?" He takes a hold of your wrist, eyes widen at they covered palm. You tried pulling it back but his grip was too strong, even for someone who's sick.

"I just burnt myself a little when I was cooking, it's nothing." You tried to reassure him but it doesn't look like it got to him.

"Did you go out?" You followed his eyes behind you to the bag you abandon on the floor when you went to save the congee. "Where did you go in this weather?"

"We were out of medicine so I went to go get some at the convivence store." You stood up to get the bag, taking out the medicine

"Didn't you hear about the snowstorm today?" You looked up to his furrowed brows. "There was even a warning."

"Don't you worry. When it comes to the both of us, you know who dresses more accordingly to the weather." He knew he couldn't disagree, because you were always reminding him to bring a jacket when it's chilly or an umbrella when it rained. "I needed to get you medicine, that's why."

"You could've waited until the storm passes."

"When you're running with a fever and in pain? You know I'll never let that happen." His head dropped in defeat, feeling a little disappointed that you went out in such a horrible weather just to get medication. "Haru, you know how much you mean to me." You held his cheeks, lifting his face so you could look into his ocean blue eyes. "It doesn't matter what time of day, what weather condition, or whatever the problem is, you are always my number one priority." It then hits him. Just how much you cared for him. How much you treasure and adore him. The realization finally comes to Haru, and his heart couldn't stop glowing with love.

"Thank you." He softly smiles. You could feel his cheeks heating up as you automatically felt his forehead.

"Oh no, is your fever coming back again?!" You started to panic but Haru gently places his hand on your lap, trying to get you to calm down.

"Y/N..." He looked to the side, trying to organize his thoughts. "I... You are my number one priority also." You froze, trying to recollect what he just said.

Nervously laughing you gently slapped his shoulder. "Ok Haru, I think this fever is really getting you to. I'm going to get some water so you can eat your medicine. You turn to stand up before landing back on the ground. Haru's arms wrapped you as felt his warmth on your back. Your heart was pounding from his intimate actions. This was definitely something he would not do. Something way out of his comfort zone. "Haru? Are you okay?"

He rests his chin on your shoulder. "You've always been patient with me." You slowly nodded. "You also never failed to let me know how much you love me." His grip around you waist tightens. "If only you knew the amount of times I've tried to do the same." You fingers lightly touch his arm. "I know you told me that you'll wait for when I'm ready. And after all this time, I finally realized something for myself." You quietly waited for him to finished, knowing that he's organizing his thoughts. "I've come to realize just how much I am in love with you."

"Haru you don't-"

"No, Y/N. You don't understand how much I've been wanting to let you know. The amount of times I whispered it to you when you're asleep yet I still can't say it to you face to face frustrated it. The fact that whenever you told me you loved me, I hated myself for not being able to tell you I felt the same." You could hear his voice shaking and turned to face him, gently rubbing his shoulder. He slowly inched closer to your face. "I imagine myself looking to you in the eyes, deeply in love and finally letting all my feelings out for you." You couldn't help but to smile. Maybe this fever of his has him feeling more brave. "Thank you for waiting all this time, Y/N. I love you." He rests his hand on the side of your face, slowly bringing your face closer to his. His eyes staring down at your lips.

As much as you didn't want to ruin this sweet memorable moment, you covered his lips with your palm. "Take your medication and recover." You smirked as his face reddens up from embarrassment. "Then I'll let you finish what you wanted to do." You leaned up to kiss his forehead. "And promise me, no more stripping half naked." He chuckles, nodding his head obediently. You opened your arms for him to gladly fall and snuggle into.

"No matter how long. I'll always be patiently waiting for you."

#nanase haruka #haruka nanase #haruka x reader #haruka nanase x reader #nanase haruka x reader #haru x reader #haru nanase #free! x reader #free! anime #free! imagines #free! scenarios #free! anime x reader #free! iwatobi swim club

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direwombat · 9 months

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r: free animals (aka. jacob seed / sybille la roux / eli palmer) | far cry 5

You get what you came for, what you stayed for I only know how to satisfy your craving This is what you crave Know what you're made of, what you're made of Flesh and bones won't lie They won't lie Free animal, free animal My heart beats in patters to the broken sound Free animal, free animal You're the only one that can calm me down

made using @marissources template here!

#r: free animals #whitetail ot3 #oc: deputy sybille la roux #shoutout to skelly for the 'kurt russell in the thing' fc thing for eli <3 #anyway these bitches are so messy but also more compatible than you'd think?#eli is like the calming dog to cheetahs to jacob and syb y'know what i mean?#he has a capybara effect on them. where they just mellow out #but also they have so much hate sex #sooooooooooo much #anyway jacob fell first and hardest because i mean come on. he's obsessed! with both of them! his little whitetailed prey <3 #no one apologizes (idiots) and they all know better than to get involved or dragged into arguments between the other two #that's a zero win scenario for all involved (and some people /not/ involved)#i'd say 'all' for starts fights considering everything but...#jacob and syb are so much more willing to play games and push limits with each other than eli is i feel #my edits

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treycloverthirstclub · 1 year

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buppy Wolf Petting Simulator 5000 (100% Dere Mode)

#twst fanart #jack howl #jack howl x mc #sugar arts #sugar sweet self indulgence #tbh i feel like this is a little ooc so its self indulgent for real. he's too prideful #my art is for visualizing unrealistic scenarios like petting wolfboy #its free animal therapy (???)

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jacqcrisis · 1 year

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I need to type this out to make my brain stop revolving so this a rant. Just read a story on the dnd subreddit where a vegan player got upset about a pig roast in the game and demanded there be no more real world animal cruelty in their sessions and...

What? You are playing a non-pacifist ttrpg. You kill people in game. She even said killing humanoids and fantasy creatures was fine but God forbid their chef character rp by describing preparing a pig for roasting or they see an abused dog for flavor text. But a dragon dog? Well that's fine. Kick it in a fire. Who cares. So long as it's real analogue right next to it is well fed and a happy boy, the player could not give a shit.

And in the follow up, the group capitulated to her. A group she joined recently that had already been playing for some time in an established campaign. Where she didn't mention any of this until THIS point.

I guess I'm annoyed cause if this happened to me in my group halfway through a campaign with someone who just joined and didn't bring this to the table at that point, instead waiting for an rp session to start pouting, I'd be pissed. Especially if I was the DM or the guy rping as a chef. You can describe the smell of stew and the prep of making food...unless it's meat then you need to hand wave it or gesture vaguely towards.

I just got done slaughtering an owlbear; I wouldn't want to feel icky and lose my appetite over you cooking a chicken.

#things i found on reddit #can she not read non-v3g4n books? can she not watch movies that have any form of animal products being consumed?#its the hypocrisy that gets me the most #how is killing a fantasy creature any different than a cow who IS ALSO JUST AS NOT REAL #they are both animals in the imagined scenario but one is free for murder but the other is untouchable #if you want an entirely veggie world then state that up front or talk to the dm about a different campaign #or play dnd with like minded people #okay im done

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httpsv33 · 10 months

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Hey ^^ I'm Vee

I'm a new creator on tumblr and I wanted to create a safe space for everyone in which we can chat about fictional characters, books, art and witchy stuff.

I also write stories, headcanons and scenarios for some of my favourites characters sometimes. Therefore, if you have any ideas for a certain scenario or character (preferably characters from the animes, games and series listed in the tags) go ahead and send me a message! I will do my best to bring your idea to life as accurately as possible.

Have a great day <3

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superstition13 · 1 year

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Being an Australian girl born and raised, and one who lives in Sydney, you can imagine how happy I was when I was watching Free! and found out that Rin spent time in Australia (specifically Sydney I think?) The fact that the poor guy would have had to also sit through those stupid ass NAPLAN exams they make us do in primary school and high school makes me feel SEEN damnit.

I'm pretty sure the only country they even do it in is Australia, but I needed to get this thought out there. It's definitely something he would have had to do while living over here, and it just makes me happy that he would have had to deal with it as well. And if any there are other Aussies see this who are also a fan of Free! and had to sit through NAPLAN testing, I hope this realisation makes you smile or laugh too! 😁

Oh! And for the people who don't know what NAPLAN is,and you want to so you can maybe better understand what it is and why I (along with pretty much everyone who has ever had to do it) hate the damn thing so much, I'll break it down below for you! You don't have to read it, but it's there if you want to, it doesn't impact on what I said above, it just explains what it is and why most people hate it and/or think it's so dumb. ♥

༻𓊈𒆜Random Info𒆜𓊉༺

NAPLAN testing is just a stupid series of tests kids in Australia have to sit through during their education. You only do it in your third, fifth, seventh, and ninth years of school (although if you fail it in your ninth year you have to retake it until you pass). It stands for National Assessment Program - Literacy and Numeracy and like the name suggests it tests your literacy and numeracy skills and started back in 2008. As you may have noticed, I, along with a lot of other Australians, think it's dumb.

For starters, we aren't even graded on it. Sure we receive a pass or a fail, but it doesn't actually count towards the grades we receive in school or the results of any other exams we take. You sit the tests, the results come back, and it tells you whether or not your skills in that area are average, below, or above. A passing grade is just in the average margin or above average margin, but again it doesn't actually count towards anything and you don't have to retake it if you 'fail.' The only time you have to retake it is in your ninth year of school if you fail. You sit the tests you failed again in your tenth year and you retake it until you get into the average or above margins.

All in all it's pretty much considered a huge failure and a lot of schools in Australia are trying to circle it out of their curriculum. I think I heard a while back that most states don't do it anymore, but Queensland and New South Wales still do. People argue that it's more of a reflection of our teachers abilities to actually teach us, but again it's pretty much this huge failure.

It's taken by just about every kid in the country in the third, fifth, seventh, and ninth years of school. There are some exemptions but it's sat by a very large majority of students in those year levels. It costs about $100 million a year for everything that goes into it but it doesn't actually improve teaching standards, offer much insight, enhance educational resources, or boost the well-being of students and teachers. There's little to no educational value and the reliability of results is poor at best. Not to mention the fact that we receive the results a whole five months after the test itself.

The school year starts in late January and the test is done in May, so it's usually around October that we get the results. Considering the school year ends in mid-December, it's impossible to even consider let alone create a meaningful change that will assist students and their teachers in anyway shape or form before the end of the school year. Even though some argue that it's a reflection of a teacher's ability to educate, it actually indicates very little in regards to a teacher's quality and actually seems to encourage a poorer quality in teaching. It promotes a superficial kind of learning as opposed to one that focuses on encouraging creativity and cultivating complex knowledge and skills needed in the real world. Not to mention it doesn't demonstrate a kid's performance in sport, science, and the performing arts.

It just gives students a load of unnecessary stress and anxiety, not to mention that some of the kids who are taking it are as young as seven years old (and I'm one of those kids)! I managed to scrape a pass whenever I had to do a NAPLAN test but it still told me that my performance would affect my ability to succeed in school and in life. Most of only started realising how stupid and flawed it was in our seventh and ninth years of school, but by then we were already becoming accustomed to the ridiculous amount of pressure by our teachers to do well, otherwise we'd be seen as below average and dumb.

Yes, it is definitely important to see and measure how well students are performing and how well teachers are educating their students, but NAPLAN is in no way a reliable way to test these things. It's unreliable and skewed data, isn't a reflection of genuine ability, only tests a very narrow field of education, and delivers an enormous amount of pressure to children as young as seven years old.

Despite all these flaws and the absolute failure that is the NAPLAN exams, it's one if the few (if only) nationwide tests that Australian kids have to take. And again, this costs Australian taxpayers around $100 MILLION a year.

It's stupid, I hate it, we all hate it. Rin probably would have had to take it so yeah, that makes me happy to know that he probably had the same experience as me :)

#free! dive to the future #free! eternal summer #free! imagines #free! headcanons #free! thoughts #free!#free! rin #rin matsuoka #rin matsuoka headcanon #rin matsuoka imagine #free! scenarios #rin matsuoka scenario #rin #matsuoka #anime #free! 🫧

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berryflyy · 2 years

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Hello Everyone!

So this is to announce I've decided to do something with my account (finally).

I'll use this account to write about various things which range from reviews (shows books,anime,movies) and simuntaniously write headcanons and scenarios.

So feel free to send in any request you have :D

Make sure to go through the Rules °-°

Please note that for now I would only be taking headcanon requests for the following anime/games

>Diabolik Lovers

> Fairy Tail

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kodzuken-chan · 2 years

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☁️Silent Pain☁️

Paring: Tatchibana Makoto x SisFemReader Ft. Matsuoka Rin

Genre: Angst / Hurt / Comfort/ Fluff/ The Final Stroke period based Sc.

Warning ⚠️: Hurt-Comfort, Mainly Mention of Trauma and Traumatic childhood incident, Nightmares,Breakdown and emotional panic, idk what else, its kinda angsty so yeah

A/N: Remember the other day when I told you I had a Free! Dream and I woke up with Puffy eyes, running nose and a sore throat?

Well the Traumatic childhood incident here is what I dreamed of so yeah, please enjoy reading it~

- I'm sorry if this sucks, bcs I feel it does💀

Makoto & Rin's Age: 10 y.o >> 19 y.o

Reader & Gou's Age: 9 y.o >> 18 y.o

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Summary: An incident happened long ago traumatizes you during your sleep, But you always found comfort in your brother's arms, However this time, who else is coming to envelop you in his embrace?

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The slight howling of the summer wind brought your eyes to open, you looked around, trying to process where the hell are you, only to hear few faint chuckles in the distance.

You glanced towards the source of these sounds and made your way towards them. There you stood, infront of the tiny playground, Your old brother Makoto, his friend Rin and his little sister Gou were all running around causing a huge chaos.

"Y/N! Come here and play with us! This is fun!!" Called the little red head boy

But you stood there, not comprehending the hell is going on, did you go back in time? Why are your friends and brother are young?. You glanced at your hands to find them tiny in size, you engrossed in your thoughts but soon were pulled out of it when Makoto approched and held your hands.

"Y/N? Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?" He said checking for the source of your discomfort.

"I'm fine... don't worry Ni-chan" you smiled at him, not wanting to make him worried.

"Okay then, let's go and play okay?" He said and you nodded and took his hand.

Although You And Makoto had only one year difference, but most people thought that you two were twins, you two reassembled each other, let alone the fact that you were so attached to him to the point your mom had to enroll you with him at school, making both of you in the same grade.

After playing around here and there, you guys reached to a huge cliff viewing the ocean minutes after wandering around few trees and bushes. It was almost sunset, which gave you all a magnificent scenery of the blue sea blending with the volcano like orange color of the sky. The four of you smiled happily at the little achievement you did, you held hands with each other and started spinning around in a circle.

But the happiness didn't last for too long, your head felt dizzy because of the spinning, and you wanted them to stop, once they did everyone stared at you in concern.

"You're not feeling well after all, let's just go back home Y/N" told you Makoto

"No ..I'm okay...I just a-" you tried to say but lost your balance.

You stumbled and grabbed Makoto's shirt unintentionally to brace yourself, however, the unexpected happened. Makoto was standing nearly to the cliff's edge, once he held you to brace you as well, his foot slipped and he fell off the cliff.

"MAKOTO!!!!!" Screamed Rin

Your knees gave up and your body froze from shock near to where Makoto fell, you watched him with tearful wide eyes roll down the cliff among the rocks until his body layed still at the end of it, the blood slowly turning into a little puddle under his little head.

"NIIII-CHAAAAN!!!!" you screamed your lungs out after realizing what just happened

Gou sobbed silently from fear, Rin couldn't move an inch and his body was shaking, your loud screams didn't make it any better. You almost fell off the cliff as you called your brother desperately, But Rin was quick enough to grab you back.

"Y/N, Calm Down....I-I'm going to get some help" His tiny voice cracked, eyes are red from the tears he was holding

He patted on your and Gou's head, to assure both of you that everything is going to be okay. And then he went around looking for any adult to ask for help. Few minutes haven't passed and Rin walked back to you, without anyone.

"R-Rin....Did you find anyone, please tell me that you did Rin " you said but got interrupted by a sob

"Actually...I found an old man near by, Although he seemed busy, I tried calling him, but he didn't answer me so I tried to look around for someone else but I-" Explained Rin

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN???? NI-CHAN IS GOING TO DIE THERE !!RIN YOU!!!" You grabbed Rin from his collar as the tear streamed over your cheeks

You Ran towards where the old man was, and once you approached him, you started pulling him from his shirt. He snapped out of his deep concentration on the thing he was working on.

"What's the Matter Young girl?" He asked concerned at your puffy teary eyes

"M-My Brother *sniff*...He...HE FELL OFF THE CLIFF, sir please help him, he's going to die..." You sobbed loudly.

"Oh god! Let's go quickly" said the old man as he grabeed your hand along

Once he made it to the cliff, the old man called the ambulance immediately as well as your parents (since he somehow figured out who you were from your family name), it was the matter of few minutes before they all showed up and Makoto was taken to the hospital and you back home. Rin and Gou went back to their house as well, Rin feeling absolutely guilty because he couldn't do anything to save his best friend.

Your parents asked the old man to take you safely back to your house until Makoto recovers. And as you walked back, the old man noticed how tensed you were from the incident, so to ease your tension,he tried to make a conversation with you.

"Y/N-chan...No need to worry, Makoto-kun will be alright okay? You have to be strong for your brother right?" he said stroking your head and you just nodded silently.

"M..My friend came to ask you for help...why didn't you igonre him?" You asked the man as you grip tightened on his

"Your Friend? What do you mean? I didn't talk to anyone before you showed up infront of me" he answered

"You didn't see a small red haired boy calling you??" You stopped on your tracks looking at him with your reddish eyes

"I'm sorry It seems that I didn't notice your friend when he approached me. I'm an old man with poor hearing, I wasn't wearing my hearing aids until you came to me" he said kneeling to you

Your tears streamed over your pinkish baby cheeks again, back there you yelled at Rin, and didn't give him a chance to explain himself, he must felt too bad and scared like you because he could do nothing to help Makoto. You immediately let go of the old man's hand and rushed towards Rin's house. Once you got there, you opened the door and entered, you saw Gou sleeping on the couch and it seemed like his mom wasn't home either, so you made your way straight to his room.

"RIN!" You called opening his bedroom door without knocking

"Y-Y/N?? *sniff*" He turned around surprised, eyes are red and face is stained with unstoppable tears

"Sorry for screaming *sniff* on you ....I'm really sorryyyyyyyy-" You sobbed hugging him tightly and he froze

"Its okay *sniff*" he said hugging you back, holding back his tears

By that time, the old man was able to catch up with your steps and took you back home. Once you got there, you ran immediately to your shared bedroom with Makoto, and hid under your bed's blanket silently sobbing alone. All what spun inside your head was guilt, if you didn't brace yourself with him that time, nothing of this would have happened, what if Makoto got severely injured, what if he never came back here.

Immersed in your thoughts, you never noticed how long the time have passed, your face was stained with traces of your tears, although your head felt heavy, but your eyelids couldn't shut, you were scared from so many things.

You snapped out of your thoughts once the blanket was lifted from over you, revealing no one but Makoto himself, with his usual iconic smile. Your eyes almost popped out of their places at the sight of him standing infront of you. His head was wrapped in a bandage, the rest of his body was covered up with small injuries and bruises.

"N...Ni..-chan..." You said, only to start sobbing loudly again

" Shhhhh...I'm here.... Don't cry Y/N, I'm fine see! You don't have to cry" He tried to calm you down with a hug, his eyes getting blurry at your sight

"I...I thought...that you're gonna die... because of mee...." You cried

"No No...It not your fault Y/N...Look at me, I'm fine, its nothing, it will recover soon" he smiled making you look at him

With this you ended up sleeping in his tiny arms. Makoto was supposed to stay the night at the hospital to ensure that he isn't suffering from any other side effects caused by the concussion. However, when he fell off the cliff and layed down there, he was able to hear your loud sobs at him, he couldn't endure it, he couldn't endure the pain of hearing you breaking down like that. He couldn't move an inch but lay down in his place, his eyelids getting heavier until they disobeyed his body and shut, leaving tears to slide over his cheeks.

By the time he woke up in the hospital, the first thing he did was to look for you, but his mom assured him that you're home. He couldn't stay still and immediately asked your parents to take him back home, because you're there alone and scared, and must be blaming yourself for what happened to him, and they immediately did.

However, nine years have already passed since the incident, you and Makoto graduated high school ended up going to the same university in Tokyo, the only difference was they you both ended up chosing different pathways for your futures. Spring break was quick to approach, and all of the gang including you and your brother's best friends have already planned to go back to your hometown to spend some time with their families until they go back to Tokyo.

"NIIII-CHAAAAN!!!!" you screamed your lungs out after realizing what just happened

You snapped out of your deep sleep in a sitting position, hand clenched into your chest, hair is messy, and your body damped with your sweat. You tried to calm down your heavy breathings, and the streaming tears once you realized its already morning.

"Why.....Why did I have this nightmare again..." You thought to yourself.

You noticed that it was already past 8 am, you dragged your exhausted body out of the bed, heading straightly towards Makoto's room. You pushed the door open, but all what was there was just his neat yet organized bedroom and stuff. He've must went out with Haru and the others, you assumed.

You changed into something simple suitable for going outside, you needed fresh air to calm down your shivering body, So, on your way to the main door, you met your mom.

"Good morning Y/N- Oh my are you okay?" She said scanning your pale face.

"I'm fine Mom, Don't worry" you said giving her a weak smile

"Are you going somewhere?" She asked not convinced by your answer

"Yeah, gonna get some fresh air, but where is Ni-san?" You wondered

"I'm not sure, he said he had some plans with his friends"

You nodded understanding, and walked outside, heading towards your old school. That's right, you're the same age as Gou, Nagisa and Rei, you were supposed to be with them on their third and final year at high school, but instead you're academically a year ahead of them. However, you still went to your old school to hang out with them sometimes, but today you weren't walking there for that reason.

You just thought that your brother might be there, you were extremely sure that he's okay, and your childhood trauma is just haunting your dreams again making you doubtful and uncomfortable. However, everytime you witnessed that dream, you must see him to clam yourself down, even from afar.

The first place to come on your mind where your brother and Haru probably are at was Iwatobi's High school, You know maybe giving Gou, Nagisa and Rei a small visit, since they came back from Tokyo. Surprisingly, when you reached there, your brother and Haru weren't seen around, instead, it was just your gang with their juniors enjoying their practice sessions in the pool. You walked around until you bumped into Gou coincidentally.

"Y/N-chan!! What are you doing-.....here?" She said until her expressions suddenly changed at your sight, she knew something was wrong with you

"I'm looking for Mako-Ni, did he come here by any chance?" You asked dashing her with a weak smile

"Well, Makoto and Haruka senpai came to say hi a while ago, but they left shortly after saying they'e got some plans" She explained

"I see, then I'll come back here later, Thanks Gou-chan" you said leaving the place

" *Sigh* I hope she's okay...." Murmured Gou

"What's the matter Gou?" Said Rin as he dried his hair approaching his sister

"Onii-chan, Did the race finish Already?" Said Gou to her older brother

"Oh yeah, Rei and Nagisa improved alot"

"That's great to hear" smiled Gou

"Btw, I don't wanna sound crazy, but I heard Y/N's voice few minutes ago"

"Yeah...she was here looking for Makoto-senpai and... Onii-chan...I think she's not feeling well" Said Gou in concern

"What do you mean? Is she sick?" Asked Rin in confusion

"No... Remember how she looks whenever that thing happens to her? Its been a while tho, but she had that expression from that time..."

"That's not good...Tell Nagisa and Rei that I'll join them later, I have to find her" Said Rin and Gou nodded

This how Rin got dressed in his clothes really quickly and headed out to follow your steps, looking for you, he knows at this time, you shouldn't be left alone. Although Nagisa, Rei amd Haru didn't witness the incident from that time, however, they knew about it, not they just heard the story from Makoto, Rin and Gou, but they saw you collapse lots of times because of it, they knew it was your trauma.

You on the other side went to the harbor and sat there viewing the sea, Now that you're finally alone, you wanted to let it all out by yourself, without bothering anyone like everytime. Usually, when you have the incident nightmare, Makoto always notices it the first thing and clams you down, since you know, your body shivers and you start crying unintentionally. But this time, no one noticed, so you decided to just clam yourself on your own.

Little you knew that a certain someone was running to you, He stopped for a brief moment behind you before enveloping you with his buff arms, snuggling his face in your neck. Your tiny sobs and gasps stopped shortly acknowledging the warmth surrounding you, before you went back to sob louder than ever.

"Shhhh...its okay..... Let it all out until you feel better, I'll be here until you say so" Said Rin turning you to his chest, giving you tiny little forehead kisses and embracing you tightly as if he's protecting you from this world.

"Its.. happening again...*sniff*.... the incident..... It feels real every single time ....I can't take it anymore....*sobs*" You cried

Rin did nothing but listen to you carefully, tightening his arms around you everytime he feels your fingers clenching on the fabric of his shirt. Once you calmed down, he slightly parted to have a clear look on your face, He gently moved away the hairlines stucked on your stained cheeks, and wiped the the remaining tears.

"Let's go to my place, you can have a small nap there, I won't leave your side until you wake up, okay?" He assured leaving a soft kiss across your forehead, and you nodded.

The two of you walked to the Matsouka's residence, with Rin heading straightly to his room, of course with your hands interviewed with his. He closed the door behind him and layed over his bed, pulling you along to lay with him. Without hesitation, he brought you closer to him, your face was few inches away from the crock of his neck, but you definitely were able to smell his natural scent, it relaxed your body but made your heart skip a beat.

Sometimes, you forget about your own feelings towards him when he does these kind of things. Ever since you were kids, technically after Makoto's incident, Rin became way overprotective of you, and at times like these when you suffer from your trauma, Rin was always there for you, showering you with skin ship and love, yes that's right it was way too different than your brother's. Makoto's way of calming you down consists of giving you hugs and reassuring words, and sometimes siblings hangout to distract you from your thoughts.

However, Rin's were different, you two are used to give each other hugs and cuddles. You're so used to him to the point that you sometimes supposed to blush or get nervous around him especially when he gets closer and cuddle you since you have feelings for him, but no...it just feels right. On the other hand, Rin reciprocated the same feelings towards you, that's why he always wants to protect you at any cost.

"Rin...." You whispered once you finally calmed down

"Hmmm?" He replied simply as he kept his eyes closed with his lips brushing over your forehead

"I love you.." you confessed wholeheartedly, realizing that you want to stay with him like that forever

"I know" he replied pulling you closer to his chest, leaving another kiss on your forehead

"Y-you knew?....H-how...?"you raised your head in confusion locking your puffy eyes with his semi-sleepy ones.

"Have you ever seen any two female and male best friends casually cuddling with this much of intimacy?" He smirked and your face turned red

"We're doing what usually couples do...so, since you confessed, I guess we're official now right?" He said pinching your cheeks

"A..and there I thought I was good at hiding my feelings..." You said hiding your face in his chest and he chuckled

"But there is one thing that we haven't done yet, let's say I was waiting for either of us to confess first..." He said now looking into your eyes as he placed a strand of your hair behind your ear

"What is it...." You asked looking at his crimson Iris

"This..." He said bringing his face closer until your lips met with his

The heat reached your cheeks, but you decided to go with the flow by slowly bringing your eyelids to shut, enjoying the feeling of his soft lips on yours. But time have passed faster than you think, and it was already past 8:30 PM, it seems that after your sweet little confession, you ended up napping for 4 hours straight, however when you noticed the time and how late it was for you to be out, Rin decided to walk you back home.

Makoto walked back after a long day into his warm house getting greeted by his twin siblings Ren and Ran, but before he could take a step further and notice your absence, your mom walked to him with a worried expression.

"Is there something wrong mom?" He asked noticing the uncomfortable face of his mom

"Y/N haven't came back yet, she went out looking for you, but her face looked pale, I'm worried that something might have happened to her ..." She said in worry

"I'll look for her, I'm sure she's okay, don't worry Mom, I'll bring her back" assured Makoto as he closed the door behind him, he knew what his mom meant by you looked pale...he could never forget

Before he could take another step forward, he spotted you across the road walking side by side and hand in hand with Rin. He sighed in relief after seeing the wide smile over your face, and soon you noticed your brother standing by your house's doorstep, letting go of Rin's hand, you ran towards Makoto giving him a tight hug.

"Are you okay?" Asked Makoto as he scanned you

"Yes...I'm much better now thanks to Rin" you said, sending a bashful smile to Rin

"Thank god....well then, you must be tired, go inside and get some rest...Mom was worried about you too, so go and talk to her" he said giving you his iconic smile with head pats.

Once you said goof night to your Brother and Rin, you walked inside, leaving the two men together.

"Was it the incident nightmare again..." Asked Makoto

"Yeah...and the impact was worse than anytime, she cried alot, no but she was mostly on the verge of collapsing, but she's good now... don't worry Makoto" Assured Rin as he patted Makoto's shoulder

"Rin ...." Called Makoto in a serious tone

"Yeah?"

"I'm leaving her under your care, so make sure to keep that smile on her face...., You're my best friend, and I know you'll treasure her. I'm just telling you that because I don't wanna see the day where she comes to me crying because of you....I don't want that to happen"

" It won't come ever, I promise, I'll prove how serious I'm with her... Don't worry" Said Rin smiling

With this the two men went to their own ways, Rin walked back home, and Makoto to his bedroom. Although you would be haunted by negative thoughts by this time of the night because of your dream, but tonight was different...you were instead fantasizing about the unforgettable kiss Rin gave you...Who knows...Maybe this is the start of peaceful sleepy nights full of lovable memories of the day and free off traumatic nightmares.

The End

#free! anime #free! x reader #free! scenarios #free! makoto #free! the final stroke #free! take your marks #Free! Rin #matsouka rin #tatchibana makoto #Matsouka Rin x reader #free! imagines

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miiuusagi · 2 years

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@goldenlaquer HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ❤️

#Listen I'd write a whole essay on how much I love you #But I feel like I'd annoy you so just let me tell you two things #1-I admire you SO MUCH you can't even imagine!! You're a multitalented god and I feel blessed to witness your art in all of its forms #Be it drawings or scenarios or your impeccable humour #2-my days might be bad but your blog is like a medicine to me #It really fills me up with pure joy and gratitude #I LOVE YOU!! AND U BETTER LOVE U TOO!!#Ps: yesterday my roommate asked me if I need some 'alone time' cause she saw me hyperventilating bcs of your Seiji drawing -#I was so FUCKING embarrassed hdhdhd #But that's your power ok #Anyways unfortunately I haven't had any free time in the last 3 weeks so I only could do this for u #I'M SO SORRY I hope you don't hate it too much Lmao #Gintama oc #Yokai seiji #Not my oc #Goldenlaquer #Gintama #Anime #Manga #miiuusagi #art #artist #Fox #Yokai

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sailorstarr-chan4 · 2 years

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Attention Followers: Which Ship is Next?

Vote for which pairing you'd like StarlingChild4 to write smut, fluff, etc for!! If you have any specific requests, my inbox is open (and anon is on, if you're shy!)

These are some of my favorite pairings that I have never had the chance to let them shine (or sin, hehehe) in their own oneshots.

Soooooo which one do y'all want??? 👀👀👀

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MirSan, from Inuyasha

Tomoe/Nanami, from Kamisama Kiss

Victor/Yuuri, from Yuri on Ice

Ren/Kyoko, from Skip-Beat!

Yusuke/Keiko, from Yu Yu Hakusho

Vote in the comments or reblogs!! 💖

#Starling ramblings #anime and manga #Inuyasha #MirSan #Kamisama Kiss #Kamisama Hajimemashita #Tomoe x Nanami #Yuri on Ice #Victuuri #Skip Beat!#Ren x Kyoko #Kyoko x Ren #Yu Yu Hakusho #Yusuke x Keiko #StarlingChild4 #I'm on a writing streak and been writing for a lot of anime fandoms #feel free to request prompts for a pairing!#(and honestly???? feel free to request prompts even if a ship doesn't 'win' or for another ship entirely)#worse case scenario I politely decline; best case scenario I get to write some smooots (or fluff depending on how I feel lol)

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swtstrwbrris · 1 year

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𓆩♡𓆪 let the impulse lead you part 2; nanase haruka 𓆩♡𓆪

request: may I ask for haruka nanase x shy reader and how their relationship goes from strangers to being in a relationship, please ? Who’ll initiate first, will there be awkward silences, etc etc, I look forward to reading it!

summary: you were also calculated with the things you have to do or have to say, making it more difficult for you to make new friends. As you met Haru in one of your swim courses, you realized that you were attracted to him, without knowing a reason why. All you wanted to do was to say hi but your body and mind just won't allow it, knowing that you're too awkward around strangers, however, your heart still earns for it, even after the course ended. Will Y/N let this be another guy she quietly admires from afar or will she finally listen to her heart and break way from her strict mind and allow her instincts to take over?

pairing: haruka nanase x shy!older female!reader

genre: uni!au, fluff, one year age gap (female is older by one year), strangers to lovers, Haru is more extroverted than reader (and I am living for it)

warning: mentions of water but other than that, nothing special, not proof read (read with caution oops)

a/n: here is the second part of @koiaruu request! I had lots of fun writing this (especially now I am free from school)

Haru: Good morning

Y/N: Good morning

Haru: Are you free this week to study?

Y/N: Hmm, I'll have to check my schedule but I'll let you when when I'm free!

Ever since exchanged numbers with Haru, you didn't really expect much of him to contact you aside and you knew yourself you weren't going to be the one to start conversation but to your surprise, the two of you have been texting each other time to time. Whether it's Haru popping in to ask how you're doing, or to tell you the weather is nice, you slowly started to find yourself feeling more at ease around him. Well, that is when it comes to texting. Seeing him in person, you would still feel a little timid but you have definitely realized that you've loosen up, though you were still not completely used to this feeling. Gou was bouncing off the walls when you told her what you did and she couldn't be any more proud of you and you had to admit, you were proud of yourself too because what you did was way out of your comfort zone, yet you were able to accomplish it. It was almost natural that you would walk to his class when you're on break and he would walk to yours when he's on break. On occasions where the two of you would bump into each other on days were both your breaks collided, the two of you would sit on a platform park bench near the garden. The garden has become one of your favorite places on campus for very obvious reasons.

Haru: The weather is nice today, would you let to meet up at the garden?

Y/N: Sure! I'll meet you there after class

You got up to pack your things when Makoto approached from the the end of the row. You found out recently that he was in your class, as he was a bit ahead in his credits. There was no surprise that you were more comfortable around Makoto as he radiating such a warming personality so interacting with him was much easier.

"Good afternoon, Y/N." His lips curled up into his usual soft smile. "How's your day going?"

"It's good. The weather is really nice today which makes everything better." You returned the smile as he opened the doors for you. "Do you have class next?"

He shook his head, "Nope, my next class got cancelled because something came up with the professor so I'm done for today, you?" The two of you walked the alleyway as you made your way to meet Haru.

"I'm on break for about an hour until my next class." You told him as he hummed a response. The two of you enjoyed warm spring weather in silent.

"Would you like to grab coffee or-" He was cut off when the two of you approached Haru who was sitting on one of the wooden platforms. You gave him a smile and a small wave, walking towards him. Haru's eyes travelled behind you which a somewhat surprised expression that Makoto was with you. "Hey Haru." You sat in the middle as he naturally took a seat beside you.

"Hey." You glanced over at him where it looked like he confused. "I didn't know you were coming with Makoto."

"Oh, we just had class together and he didn't have class afterwards." You explained as he quietly looked down on the floor. You were feeling some weird tension in the air.

"What's wrong Haru?" Makoto tilted his head, looking at his sadden friend. "Are you feeling unwell?" He glances over at you when he asked.

"Unwell?" Your face was filled with worry as you unconsciously touched his shoulder, trying to see his complexion. Haru tiled his head up to look at you in surprise as you realized what you did, quickly retrieving you hand. "I'm sorry." You clenched your hands, bringing it to your chest as you cheeks started to redden. Haru's eye widens before he returns to looking down.

"No, I'm fine." Makoto quietly watches this interaction and he couldn't help but to smile.

He lets out a chuckle. "I'm sorry, Haru." The two of you turned to look at the male who's smiling uncontrollably. "I just ruined the mood, didn't I?" The two of you looked at each other blankly. "You wanted to spend some time alone with Y/N."

You looked at Makoto who let out a chuckle before standing up. Haru lifted his head to look at his childhood friend. "That wasn't-" Haru tried to speak up before he was interrupted by Makoto's sigh.

"Well, I guess I'll head home earlier today." You looking over your shoulder, trying to get a glimpse of Haru's expression but you were too confused on trying to figure out what was going to notice Haru's burning ears. "I'll see you next time, Y/N." He smiled at you as you waved. "I'll text you." He winked at Haru before taking his leave. The awkward silenced filled the spring air as neither of you spoke.

Haru cleared his throat. "That was weird of Makoto." You nodded quietly, looking around at the flowers around you. "I didn't know you and Makoto had class together."

"Really?" You turned to look at him, with your head tilted. You would expect the two best friends to share information like this. "I thought he told you." Haru shook his head.

"Now I regret dropping that course." He whispered to himself but you were able to catch what he said as your heart started to race. Would things be different if he ended up not dropping the course? You tried to calm your racing heart from your imaginary thoughts. "It's so nice that we're finally some more sun." He moved to the middle of the platform before laying on his back, looking up to the afternoon sky.

You laid down, joining him quietly as you looking up to see the birding fly around tree to free. "It's nice with the breeze." You enjoyed the calm silence when you cautiously turned your head to see that Haru had his eyes closed, drifting into a nap. You quietly sat up and couldn't help but to stare at his sleeping expression. He's soft breathing with the wind lightly blowing through his hair, it was definitely a sight. His brows furrowed as he turned a bit. The sunlight must be in his face. You scoot up, closer to his head, raising your hand over his face to block the light, his brows relaxed as you giggled at his cute actions. You pulled your knees up towards your chest, resting your elbow on top of your knee so it wouldn't be too tiring for you as you continued to admire his features.

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Haru napped for about 15 minutes before he shuffled a bit, slowly fluttering his eyes opened and to his surprise, you have drifted into sleep in the position where you where trying to block the sunlight from Haru's face. He realized the reason for your awkward position and couldn't help but to smile at your small yet meaningful actions. Your other hand was resting beside him as he slowly reached out, ever so softly gazing his fingers over ours, being careful not the wake you. He knew that if he woke you up, you'll be too embarrassed to try taking another nap. Your eyes fluttered opened as you tried to adjust your eyesight to the light. You saw that Haru was staring directly at you with a soft smile as your heart almost jumped out of it's chest. "I was able to have a nice nap thanks to you helping me cover the sun." You realized your hand and quickly pulled it back, resulting in Haru suddenly being exposed the bright light. He groaned sitting up to cover his eyes are you frantically apologized, gently touching his shoulders.

"I'm so sorry!"

He laughs. "It's all good. I was just playing with you." He dropped his hands. "Are you okay? Your cheeks are a little red." He leans in to you but you quickly moved back a little, covering you face with your arm.

"No, I'm all good!" You said quickly. "Are you sure that you're okay? Makoto mentioned that you looked unwell." You tried changing the subject.

He shook his head. "Makoto was just teasing me as per usual. I'm all good." He glanced his at phone before picking up both your bags. "We should get going before you're late for your next class." You stumbled to stand up and get down from the platform before hurrying beside Haru, trying to get your bag back but he insists on holding it. He handed you your bag as the two of you waited the for the remaining students to leave the room. "Just when we were talking about how nice the weather is, it decides to rain..." He sighs as you peered over him, seeing the weather forecast displayed on his phone. It was raining for the remaining week and all of next week. You dug in your bag, seeing if you brought your umbrella. "Do you have an umbrella?"

Scrambling in your bag, you failed to find your umbrella. "I must've forgotten it at home. But it's okay, I'll be on the subway and bus for majority of the time so it shouldn't be a problem." you reassured him but it didn't seem to stop him from taking off his jacket, giving you to you. "But-"

"Makoto is driving me home." He smiled. You gave him a small smile before nodding. "I'll get going. Get home safely!" You waved goodbye as you stared at the jacket around your arms.

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Maybe you and the rain just never got along. Or maybe you so happened to have the worst luck when it comes to the rain but after class, it was pouring outside. You paused to look at the jacket Haru gave you, hesitating on wearing it to run to the station but seeing how the distance wasn't too far, you stuffed his jacket in your bag before taking a run for it. You underestimated the rain as you become completely soaked from just a short distance. You arrived home, shivering from your wet clothes that made everything colder. The following days, your umbrella broke from the strong wind as you were left yet again, running in the rain to school. As expected, this lead to you falling sick as you struggled with a runny nose and a sore throat. However, that didn't stop you from coming to school as you knew attendance as important in your classes. You haven't found the chance to return Haru's jacket as it became your new chair décor, and you definitely didn't want to get him sick, so you thought it's best to wait until you recover before returning it.

You have already gone through a box of tissues and it hasn't even been noon yet. Every time you opened your mouth to speak, you were disrupted by continuous coughing. "I really think you should go home, Y/N." Makoto's voice was full of worry as he turned to see your ill expression. Ever since you got sick, Gou would always stop by at your house, dropping off congee and medication knowing that you're too weak to make food and was always too forgetful to take medication. However, her classes had upcoming assignments and projects so she asked Makoto to take her role.

"I can't miss the next couple classes. The professor mentioned how important the material is since it's going to be on the midterm." You blew your nose followed by a cough.

Your excuse didn't seem to convince him as only become even more worried. "What class is it? I'll take notes for you."

"No no, you don't need to. Plus, it's when you also have class and I don't want you to miss them to help me."

He paused for a second, trying to think of something. "How about Haru? I think he mentioned that he doesn't have class when you do on certain days."

"No!" You blurted. His eyes widen from your suddenly raised voice. "I mean, I don't want to bother him. I've bothering you and Gou enough."

"Does Haru know you're sick?" You shook your head, asking Makoto to keep it quiet since it's nothing that needs to be told. He hesitated a bit, before agreeing but he's eyes couldn't leave your unwell figure, especially when Haru doesn't know about it

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To your surprise, you were still functioning despite your condition worsening. You were getting the cold sweats but today was one of the last class before the exam, meaning that no matter what condition you're in, you must attend it if you want to pass the course. You dragged yourself out bed, chug a glass of water with your medication and headed out, slowly wobbling your way to the bus stop. You were awfully tired and dizzy today that didn't stop you from arriving to class as you took a seat near the back. You rested your head on the table to take a nap as you were still early. You were too tired to even hear the door open and the students entering as the class started to fill. Your head jerked up to the sound of your professor's voice through the mic as you quickly scanned the room, seeing if anyone saw your embarrassing act. Looking beside you, you almost fell off your seat when you saw Haru sitting beside you.

"What are you doing here?" You whispered as he typed away on his laptop.

"Taking notes." He didn't turn to look at you as you rubbed your eyes, making sure you're not dreaming.

"But you're not even in this class?"

"I know. I'm taking notes for you." You looked down, feeling guilty that he's here on his break while he could be study and the fact that Makoto broke his promise. He was gonna hear an earful from you when you recover.

"You don't have-"

"Shh. I'm trying to listen. Go take your nap." He cuts you off as you have no choice but to listen to what he said. You went back to your nap as he turned to look at you with nothing but concern. He gently tapped your shoulder as your head shot up too fast as you were hit with dizziness. "The class is over." You looked around the empty class room before glancing at your phone. Your next class starts in a few minutes. You hurryingly packed your bag, making your way out the door when Haru got a hold of your wrist. "Where are you going?"

"To my next class, I'm going to be late!" You tried shaking off his grip.

"In a state like that?" Maybe it's because you were already so tired and weak, your temper was starting to cut short as well. "You won't be able to focus. I really think you should go home and rest."

"I can't." You closed your eyes, trying to not let your emotions take over.

Haru sighs. "You're really putting your academics over your health right now? Don't you think you're pushing yourself too much right now, Y/N?"

"Haru." You said sternly. It was too late to get a hold of your emotions. "I'll have you know that I know my body and myself more than you and anyone else so please, don't tell me what to do. I thank you for your concern but that course and the grade means a lot to me. Please let me go." Haru looked into your eyes before loosening his grip. He watched you leave, feeling a little hurt by what you said.

You walked out of class, feeling a huge headache forming in your forehead as you pushed yourself to your next class.

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It has been a couple of days since you went to school as your body and at it's limit. After Gou's long, long, long nagging and scolding, you finally listened to her and stayed home. However, you had to make up for the messed class and material so during your time at home, you would listen to the recorded lectures, even though Gou threatened you not to, but how would she know if she's at school when you're at home? There were a couple of times when she came to visit out of the blue while you were study as you jumped into bed, pretending you were laying there the whole day.

Today however, felt like one of the worst days of all. Your whole body ached where even the slightest movement made you groan in pain. You managed to crawl out of bed, popping your medication before flopping back into bed, curling up in bed. Gou hasn't visit to as she normally would for the past few days with food and medication but reaching for your phone to text her could cause too pain as your laid there, with a growling stomach as you stared up to the celling. The conversation of you and Haru from several days ago replayed in your head when you come to realize what you. Your groaned, regretting every word that let your mouth. This was one of the reasons why you hated acting on an impulse. You felt like the worst human being knowing that Haru was only saying what's best for you and all you did was push him down. You needed to apologize to him as soon as possible when your condition is better. You need to make sure that it was all a misunderstanding before he drifts away from you again. Your overthinking made you slowly drift away into slumber.

The lock pad of your door unlocked but you haven fallen into deep slumber. The door slowly opens as Haru peaks his head in, wondering why it was awfully quiet when he saw you sleeping. He carefully closed the door behind him before placing several bags in the kitchen, tippy toeing his way to you. He kneeled beside your bed, taking a closer look at your furrowed brows as you slept in pain. His heart shattered into pieces when he saw the state you were in and how hopeless he as been in the past several days, too afraid to send you a message. He cautiously brushed out the hairs in your face before heading to the kitchen, cooking you fish and ginger congee as quietly as possible. Thankfully, the medication was able to knock you out through Haru's not so quiet cooking. He separated the congee into several containers, letting it cool before he places them in the fridge. He found himself looking around your studio apartment, especially your desk that was filled with scattered notes and books everywhere. His head was only filled with thoughts of how hardworking you were, not matter what state you're in. Maybe he crossed his boundaries if what he said the other day. Maybe he thought that you felt that he was doubting and looking down on your capabilities. Gou texted you earlier this morning, telling Haru that she was suppose to stop by your place to see how you're doing but something urgent came up as she couldn't make it, passing on the responsibility to him. Haru didn't hesitant as he immediately agreed. He wanted to see you. He wanted to apologize.

Your groans pulled him back to reality as he turned to see you with furrowed brows and heavy breathing. Taking a closer look, he saw that you were sweating profusely and your cheeks with tint. The back of his hand gently touched your forehead and neck. You were burning up with a fever. Quickly making his way to your bathroom, he rushed out with a damp towel, helping your wipe of the sweat before ripping open a cooling gel patch from his bag, gently placing on your forehead. Taking a seat beside your bed, he observed your features. Unknowingly, his hand reached to touch your finger tips that was extended out from the blankets. He jumped a bit when you gripped on to his hand. You must be dreaming in your sleep. You started to mumbled as Haru leaned in, trying to figure out what you were saying.

"I'm trying hard..." He heard you mumbled. "Don't...Drift..." He looked at you in confusion. Were you having a nightmare? "Do it... Don't overthink..." He didn't know what you were dreaming about but he felt like he should stay with you. At least until the nightmare passes.

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You woke up the next morning, feeling somewhat more functional than yesterday. You weakly got out of bed, dragging your feet to the bathroom to brush your teeth and freshen up. You took a look at yourself in the mirror when you noticed a gel patch on your forehead. You didn't remember putting that there or owning on. Maybe Gou placed it on you yesterday when she visited. Walking back out and passing the kitchen to your desk, you saw a white bag with a sticky note attached to it.

Good morning Y/N, I hope you're feeling better. Gou had something urgent yesterday and asked me to stop by instead. I'm sorry for my sudden visit without letting you know. I made some congee for you in the fridge so please warm it up to eat. I also left a white bag with some medication and cooling patches if you do need them. Get well soon. Haru.

You almost fell to the ground from reading the note. Out of all the days Haru had to visit, it had to be the day when you looked like an absolute mess. You tried to recall any moments of Haru from last night but you were too deep in sleep to remember anything. Opening the fridge, you saw the containers of congee as you took one out and popped it in the microwave to heat it up. You took a bite, very impressed by his cooking. He didn't look like someone with much cooking skill but you were pleasantly surprised by the congee he made. You smiled, finishing up the congee before heading to your desk, starting your study session when your eyes landed on a particular note.

You're doing amazing Y/N! Remember to take a break, stretch and look at the greenery!

Looking back at the sticky note from the bag, you could tell it was Haru's handwriting. You couldn't help but to chuckle at his cute actions, reaching out to your phone, typing away a thank you text when your finger halted over the send button, suddenly remember your harsh words. Even after hurting Haru's feelings, why did he still come? You hesitated on sending the message before clicking the backspace. A message isn't going to be enough. You needed to recover quickly so that you could see Haru and apologize to him.

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You obediently took your medication and eat your meals as you got better in no time. While recovering and up until you have recovered, Haru hasn't sent you any messages. You haven't seen in around campus, even at times when the two of you would meet up. It was like everything returned back to normal. The normal without Haru and you didn't like that kind of normal. You would searching around the building after class, running out of buildings to the garden, hoping to see Haru walking to his next class or anywhere but it was almost like he never existed. It was almost like he drifted away from you. Disappeared from you. All you could think about was seeing Haru but it was almost like the more you thought about him, the more less you'll see him and you didn't like the unsettling feeling. The weather was finally getting better after all the rain but you couldn't even enjoy it anymore. Not without Haru.

You were walking down the garden after your final class of the day, seeing that it was filled with more people with the flowers starting to bloom. Smiles with all around as people chattered happily, snapping pictures of the spring weather while you walking down the pathway in gloom. Trying to pass the crowd of people, your eyes wondered to the platform bench in the distance where you shared one of your most precious memories with Haru. There was someone sitting alone at the bench but you couldn't tell how it was from their back. You tried leaning to the sides as you walked pass people, freezing at your steps when you saw the person's familiar clothing. It was Haru's favorite jacket that he was wearing. He was sitting on the edge of the bench, looking up at the sky. What if it isn't Haru and just someone else with the same jacket? With if Haru doesn't want to see you? What will you say when you see him? What is there to say?

Stop. You shook your head frantically, trying to stop overanalyzing and planning out every possible solution. You managed to pull your feet off the ground and started pushing through the crowd. "Wait." Why did it look like he was fading away? "Wait!" You yelled, hoping that he could hear you as you continuing pushing your way through the crowd. He stood up and pick up his bag. "Haru!" You yelled, finally getting out of the crowd and ran to the bench in the corner. You made it on time. You stood in front of him, heaving as you caught your breath. He stood there dumbfounded by your sudden appearance. "I made it..." You managed to get out in between your breaths.

"Y/N? What are you-" Your body moved on it's own as walked up to him before pulling him into a hug. Haru was so caught off guard he didn't know what to do. Especially knowing that this isn't something you usually do. He hesitated before wrapping his arms around your waist, his lips curving up into a smile.

"I'm just as confused as you are." You blurted out. You didn't want to let go, not when you're a blushing mess. "But I feel like if I don't let my impulses lead me, I'll regret it." You tightly shut your eyes from your cringy lines, feeling his hand softly pat your head. He lets go, wanting to see your face. As ashamed as you already feel, you forced yourself to face him. "Thank you for everything, and I'm sorry for what I said before." His eyes were filled with tender and love as he looked down at yours. He slowly lowered his face to yours, inching closer and closer before you closed your eyes, feeling his soft lips against yours. He pulled you closer to him as he deepened the kiss. You heart was pounding so loud, you were pretty sure he could hear but this moment was too beautiful to be ruined. You rested his forehead against yours, smiling as you were still somewhat shocked at what just happened.

"You said that if you don't let my impulse lead me, I'll regret it right?" You could feel your whole face burning up. "Well, I let mine lead me just now." You couldn't help but to chuckle at how slick he could be.

"I like you." You smiled. He raised an eyebrow. "Was that on an impulse?". You rolled your eyes, giving him a playful slap on the shoulder.

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