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beelspillowpet · 3 months

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Lilith is a last minute implementation and does nothing for the plot. Majority of the authors on here don't acknowledge her existence. She essentially does not exist. the game should've focused more on world-building and establishing character roles. The whole fallen angel turned avatars of sin plotline is extremely awkward. To me, all the brothers were raised as full-blooded demons, manifestations of sin. If she did exist, game should've made her be the fallen angel demon queen (like in myth).

Hi! Long time no fuckin' see eh? Like a blast from the past. Don't worry I'll keep this short:

I understand what they were trying to do with the fallen angel arc, in fact that is leagues more interesting from a narrative perspective rather than "they're plain ol demons". See my Fallen Angel Theory spattle for why it's important to remember that are more self indulgent as fallen angels than if they were regular demons.

The problem with Lilith is that they did not give her more than "she was my little sister, and now she is you, in a sense." I understand that prior to this everyone but Belphie had a reason to actually care for MC to that point and that was just the final straw to make them love you, but that shouldn't have been a factor at all. For all that could have been relevant for Lilith, we would merely sympathize with the loss, comfort them personally, and that would be what decides if they love us or not to that point.

The fallen angel arc is only "awkwar" because the writers don't know how to write.

#jinx thoughts #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me swd #obey me nightbringer #om!#obey me beelzebub #obey me mc #diet vent #jinx asks #nonna

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caffeinatedloser · 5 months

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I suck at this disorder

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g1rlunb0thered · 14 days

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ur getting thinner , while she’s getting fatter & doesn’t even realize it.. keep going it’ll be worth it i swear.

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mysticr1vr · 23 days

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TW // @n0r3x!@

One binge won't make you fat, just like how one fast won't make you skinny. Get up brush yourself off and DO BETTER TOMORROW!

You got this gorgeous 💕

#sw33tsp0 #pro for me not for thee #@na motivation #tw 3d vent #th1nsp1ration #3d diet #starv1ng #@nor3×14

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sophia-131989 · 3 months

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I'm so jealous of people my age who are naturally skinny. Everyone I know is smaller than me and they can eat whatever they want and don't have to worn about gaining and they don't dislike their bodies. Meanwhile I gain 5 pounds after smelling chocolate.

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sickspiderstarving · 2 months

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#@n0r3xia #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #thinspø #⭐️ve #pro m1a #tw m1a #4narex1a #4n4blr #tw ed diet #@na vent #tw 3d vent #3dn0s

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ilovethebittertaste · 2 months

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coming back to 3dblr after “recovery”

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calsandmemes · 2 months

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When someone’s spreading misinformation on nutrition and you gotta hold in the fucked up amount of knowledge you have on the subject

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beelspillowpet · 10 months

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Its never been more obvious than now that what Solmare meant but having "routes" for the characters in OM Nightbringer, they meant "more opportunities to kiss them" and nothing more. That is not a route. If you're not going to write an interesting story where there ARE actual consequences for actions that happen *in game* as well as actual changes being made that aren't eventually reversed or undo (looking at you Simeon) then commit to having actual routes.

How do you commit to having actual routes? By giving us more content of the character we choose instead of dice-rolling who gets more attention next. If I pick Beel I should have more Beel content. I should be learning more about Beel in depth. I should be learning more about the world I "carelessly stumbled into" while getting to know Beel. Not having one chapter dedicated to him where he STILL Has to share his screentime with the others, and we barely learn anything from him as a result. How is that a proper route?

Again. If your story isn't even going to be GOOD, why commit to it? Chapters 18 and 19 were a total waste of time since we knew from Beel's chapter alone how everyone felt about Satan, save from hearing it word-of-mouth from Lucifer. But even then, were we even going to expect less from Lucifer, granted we went to the past now?

Gods speed over my massive essay, honestly.

#jinx thoughts #obey me #om!#obey me beelzebub #diet vent #obey me shall we date #obey me swd #obey me mc #obey me!#obey me lucifer #obey me leviathan #obey me mammon #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #Nightbringer #obey me nightbringer

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p0rcelainclown · 3 months

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Love the feeling of an empty stomach

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notsohoneymoon · 3 months

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I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else

#disordered eating thoughts #ed vent #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #skinnni #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #pro a4a #st4rv1ng #th1nsp1ration #trigger warning ed

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goldtippedfeathers · 4 months

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anti-binge guide:

~ read this list 20 times ~

count to 100 very slowly

talk on the phone with someone

clean up something gross (bye I never did this one to be honest, lmao. no thank yo)

go out on a walk

pour salt over craving food (also a popular one I never did. a bitch just didn’t like to waste salt or food like that. i say that while heavily relying on number 10 🤡)

make a list of triggers + avoid them // find low cal fibrous, filling alternatives

go outside and do 20 pushups + 100 jumping jacks (the jiggling was enough of an anti-binge lmao); bonus, do in front of a mirror (this is just cruel but also effective so idk yall, take your gander)

take a shot of ACV (LIGHT IT UPPPP lmao, pretend you’re clubbing but the vodka is vinegar and rather than feeling buzzed and happy, you’re miserable and desperate. but babes, we gotta romanticize this, so party it up anyways lmao)

sleep

c/s (wastes food, but worked wonders for me. just make sure you have at least a bite at the end, and rinse the mouth, but don’t brush to preserve that enamel)

listen to a podcast / read a book

watch something gory

write in your diary

th1nsp0

make a food planner for next week

calculate the deficit yoo’ll maintain for the week and the lbs progress if you don’t binge (it feels like a reward then, to refrain)

online window shop for clothes you want to fit in

dance / go on a run

take a shower/bath

do some self care. attend to those emotional needs rather than using food as an emotional crutch. sis is not your therapist.

chew on ice (i was never this desperate lmao)

plan a controlled metabolism day and work the foods you want to binge on now in that day to practice moderation and portion control while also reinforcing discipline

STOP if you have already started. you don’t have to continue. you’re okay. you still have control. stop now and prove it to yourself.

learn some biology (human anatomy, physiology, etc)

✨some affirmations✨:

~ repeat these to yourself for as long as it takes for the urge to binge to go away ~

food does not hold power over me

i don’t actually want this

*this food* actually really grosses me out

i don’t even like to eat

i’m going to put this away because i don’t need it and i listen to my needs

i am such an intuitive eater. i know when to stop eating naturally

its so easy for me to not eat

not eating is so easy

i take care of my emotional needs rather than numbing them away with food

food won’t make me feel better. self care will

i take care of myself.

i am committed to taking care of myself

i don’t even want to eat anymore.

i have no appetite. i never do

this food taste so gross and it lingers in the mouth. why would i want to eat something like that

i naturally crave fruits and vegetables.

i naturally eat healthy

i feel so much lighter and happier when i don’t eat

i feel better now that i said no to *this food*

i don’t really need food

i am actually really thirsty. i need water, not food

i am okay

i have control over myself and my body because i listen to it and take of it

i have discipline because i am naturally built for this

i am okay

i will be okay

this urge is not the end of the world. i don’t have to give in

just because i have a desire, that doesn’t compel me to fulfil it. i have more self control than that

i am okay.

i will be okay.

i am strong

i am okay

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eatme3 · 4 months

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having a boyfriend that's skinnier than you is literally so embarrassing... like wym come sit in my lap, babe noooo

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expolary · 5 months

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RE-BLOG IF….

- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.

- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.

-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)

#ed meals #ana bllog #ana trigger #ana meal #tw ana diary #ana rant #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #@na tips #@na vent #@nor3xia #@na rules #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating

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tinyself01 · 2 months

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I can’t wait to get back the feeling of my h!pb0nes poking out when I’m standing. It was the best feeling in the world 😫🤞

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