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ilovethebittertaste · 2 months
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coming back to 3dblr after “recovery”
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starvir · 1 month
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I don't understand. I am very very specific about certain things, like what order I should do something in, or that I need to do thing x before I can do thing y and it makes me feel awful immediately when I don't do it that way.
Except when I am not?
Sometimes I just get LAZY and don't do what I usually do, and I am so so sure I will be fine EVERY TIME but NO!
A few minutes, sometimes hours later it hits. And it is even more awful.
My laziness is killing me 😭
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tea-puf · 10 months
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If you are undiagnosed but sincerely think you are disabled after doing all the research and stuff I love and support you.
If you are diagnosed I love and support you.
If you are a carer who actually cares and doesn’t just want clout I love and support you.
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lamboficarus · 4 months
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Asking me friends to peer review me as a person because i dont know enough about myself so like ill just cross reference between all their responses and be like “well this matches with yours and neither of u knew i was asking the other about this so i probably do have this trait. Thank you. Noted."
Im so neurotypical guys like fr. Definitely.
/s
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faellschtizz · 4 months
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Probably autism
Seems like it's one of my problems. My ex suggested I might be autistic recently. I am not diagnosed however and my psych says he'd not diagnose an adult with it, so idfk how to confirm. I don't think I want/need any medication (ok just checked and autism medication doesn't exist anyway), but it would be nice to be a bit more sure.
I've been reading about it a lot and it seems that I do a lot of things autistic people do. And my current low episode seems very like autistic burnout. I'm trying new coping mechanisms and doing a bit of checking my feels and emotions.
I'm also so broke I can't afford food, which makes everything a bit harder. I'm very afraid of the future, I'll have to move soon, I might be better off with a different job.
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Can someone start sending me daily Thinspo/Meanspo/Sweetspo? Starting tomorrow can someone just blow up my phone as much as they can? I just need motivation to push my self even when on vacation. I’ve been b/p ing a lot and I want to get out of that cycle. So send me stuff so I don’t binge anymore pls!
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Is it an autism thing that I can read emotions better, when I concentrate on one part of the face?
Only one eye. Or only the mouth. Or only one eyebrow. Like I can't read the whole expression well, but I can pick up on all those small things and then glue them all together somehow to get to the expression the person is actually making.
Gifs help me practice a lot and I usually find out that what I read during first watch was completely off lol. Take this for example
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I can tell quite clearly that the emotion here is happy, but that's always about it on my first watch. And several times later as well. But after watching such a gif for a minute or two or more, concentrating on the muscle movement, how the skin folds, how he blinks, I start picking up on other stuff. I still lack the vocab to describe what I see (beyond happy basically), but I do see a more complex emotion than what I did at first. It's like walking in a forest you've been to a lot of times and discovering a completely new clearing with a bench to sit on even though you thought you had all of the forest memorised.
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paperherb13 · 9 months
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It’s 1 am but I drew dis :3
Hope ya like it!
SPIDER PUNK!
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ilovethebittertaste · 2 months
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i hate how mental health in my family is just normal like no one knows how close i’ve been to kms cause of how dark my d3pression is it’s like no one wants to deal with it or care & that just makes me feel like a problem that can’t be fixed
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vampyr1e · 1 year
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AUTISTIC PPL PLEASE READ
Hello, I hope your day is going well, I’m self diagnosed autistic and I’m going to get tested for autism professionally (it’s covered by insurance in my country yippee). I would like to chat with a professionally diagnosed autistic person (preferably a woman, someone socialised as a woman, or a non-binary person) to have your opinion on whether or not I could be autistic before I go to a professional.
Dm me on here if you would be ok with me asking you questions and you generally getting an idea of my neurotype. I’m simply looking for peer opinion
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drmaddict · 1 year
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How exactly do you explain to your family that you only had a meltdown because music you hate was played too loud at the family New Year's Eve party and everything was too much and you actually didn't want to react that way, but you're just mentally unstable? How exactly would one do something like that, if the actual reason is not comprehensible for most people?
Asking for a friend?
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lemonboysposts · 1 year
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Agggg why does my mother believe that autism causes vaccines!!! Shit!
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tidytidbits · 10 months
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Thoughts on OCD and cleaning
"If it can't be done perfectly, with maximum efficiency, all at once, when I'm feeling my best, then why do it at all?"
- my dumb ass
That's a quote I put on a previous post and originally I didn't include the "maximum efficiency part" but then I remembered the defining feature that can sometimes make me an unbearable person to keep a home with: I have obsessive compulsive issues* and I am always trying to exert control on my environment. I think I know the best way to do anything and watching someone do a task one way when I can see what I deem to be an easier/better way is excruciating.
I am working to keep putting effort into not ripping control from other people and also finding nicer (and more upfront) ways to tell people the important parts of a task that will upset me if left incomplete. I'm also working on being aware that people aren't going to do everything exactly how I would and it's okay!
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fullyinconsequential · 10 months
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sometimes when I’m feeling really stupid or useless I think about how without fail, because of my circumstances, I have managed to wholly withstand the dumpster fire that is my own mind. I struggle every single day just to be here.
Making mistakes isn’t just human, it’s inevitable. How could I not? How could I possibly manage to avoid mishaps and stupid decisions when 95% of my brainpower works towards preserving breath.
I’m okay. You’re okay, too. And we are goddamn superheroes. We’re all gonna get through this. There is better, and we’ll find it.
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pixielikescats · 1 year
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I thought of something I wanted to post related to adhd, but then I got distracted, and I can't remember.
I honestly think that speaks for itself.
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Guess what news I just got!
I’m going on a trip for spring break and you know what that means! Eating out. That means I’ll most likely be going over my cal limit without even knowing it. Because of the simple fact no one knows what’s in restaurant food.
And I can’t get a kids meal or my parents might be suspicious! I also can’t workout without them knowing cause I’ll be in the same hotel room as them! (Multiple beds, no i won’t be sharing, if you thought that). I also can’t purge!! Hotel room walls are so thin and they’ll wonder why I’m taking so long!!
Any advice so I don’t gain back all the weight I’ve already lost? How do I still restrict while out at a restaurant, without being suspicious?
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