My experience reading Respawn of the Dead
So I decided to read a classic piece of TF2 fan fiction, Respawn of the Dead. It has glowing reviews and it seemed like an interesting idea for a fan fiction, albeit one I've read countless times. I enjoyed the first few chapters, until I came upon something that stayed with me the entire time I read the fic. The characterisation of the mercs.
Spoilers below the line
Yes I know that this fic was published only two years after the game came out, therefore we knew basically nothing about the backstories of our beloved mercenaries. But the way these characters were written rubbed me the wrong way. These were not the lovable characters that I've come to know and love (the exception being Pyro). These were characters that I had trouble visualising in my head, I could not see them as the beloved mercenaries of Team Fortress 2 (except Pyro again, and sometimes Heavy).
The author of course went down the route of "Medic and Heavy are German and Russian, let's make them an ex-nazi and a communist!", which is something that has me fuming. Of all the possible backstories for those two, the author had to choose that?! I honestly thought it was a joke at first, but nope, that was the backstories they chose for those two much loved characters.
Don't get me started on Soldier! This man is a raging homophobe and xenophobe (the fic's words, not mine). This fan fiction is also the only time I've read Soldier using racial slurs about Demo. There's other issues with Soldier, but I don't have time for that.
Other issues I found with this fic were the constant outdated terms, derogatory names, racisms, and homophobia. While I understand that this fan fiction was set in the 1960's, and those terms were common then, doesn't mean that readers had to go in without knowing what they were in for. Which brings me to my next point!
The tagging, or the non-existant tagging. This fic contains extremely confronting imagery, scenes, and language. You'd think that there would be at least some tags right? Wrong. The only tag is the Heavy/Medic ship tag. No warning of gore, violence, major character death, or implied non-con. No warnings about the racial slurs, bigotry, or just general tags telling the reader what the fic is about.
I genuinely don't know why no-one else has brought up the horrible mischaracterisation in this fic before (yes I know it's 15 years old), and I don't get why so many are praising how well it's written?! There are no paragraph breaks telling you where one scene ends and another begins, which left me confused until I came across context clues.
All in all, this fan fiction left me fuming. I understand not getting the characterisation right due to how new the game was, but a little imagination would've been nice.
The only good thing about this fic was Pyro. They were a lovely character, and I thoroughly enjoyed reading about them. It was definitely a refreshing part of the reading journey.
Respawn of the Dead had an interesting idea, but was executed poorly in some places. While some may love this part of TF2 fan fiction history, I will gladly leave it in my "never read again pile".
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people calling tommyinnit transphobic slurs because he got ball surgery wasnt on my 2024 bingo card
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here are some various dyke flags I made since I’m finally more happy and comfortable with my identity now!
transmasculine dyke
transfeminine dyke
transneu dyke
non-binary dyke
my interpretation of boy/man dyke
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First row: The left flag has five equal stripes. The colors from top to bottom are dark blue, bright blue, turquoise, light green, and pale green. The left flag is black with three diagonal stripes going from the bottom left to top right and a white downwards-facing axe on the right side. The colors from top left to bottom right are dark blue, turquoise, and light green.
Second row: The left flag has five equal stripes. The colors from top to bottom are pale yellow, light orange, pink, bright purple, and dark indigo. The left flag is black with three diagonal stripes going from the bottom left to top right and a white downwards-facing axe on the right side. The colors from top left to bottom right are bright purple, pink, and light orange.
Third row: The left flag has five equal stripes. The colors from top to bottom are bright indigo, dark indigo, dark purple, dark magenta, and magenta. The left flag is black with three diagonal stripes going from the bottom left to top right and a white downwards-facing axe on the right side. The colors from top left to bottom right are dark magenta, dark indigo, and bright
indigo.
Fourth row: The left flag has five equal stripes. The colors from top to bottom are dark grey, black, dark blue, indigo, and bright purple. The left flag is black with three diagonal stripes going from the bottom left to top right and a white downwards-facing axe on the right side. The colors from top left to bottom right are dark blue, indigo, and bright purple.
Fifth row: The left flag has five equal stripes. The colors from top to bottom are dark blue, blue, dull teal, turquoise, and light turquoise. The left flag is black with three diagonal stripes going from the bottom left to top right and a white downwards-facing axe on the right side. The colors from top left to bottom right are dark blue, blue, and turquoise. End IDs.]
tagging: @accessmogai & @mogai-sunflowers !
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TW F-slur
Bpd Culture is holy shit i'm going to kill someone before graduating. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE. I LITERALLY heard a guy saying "Commiting suicide is for fa***ts. Anyone that is 'depressed' (He said it EXACTLY like that) will become better real quick after some good spanking." Like, BRO, WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK. DO YOU EVEN FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU JUST SAID? OR ARE YOU DEAD FUCKING SERIOUS?! SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU IGNORANT MOTHERFUCKER.
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I would rather die fighting for my rights to live than kill myself in the closet
If some assholes have anything to say about it they can kiss my tranny ass
Never stop trying.
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the severe normalization of ableism against mental disability as long as it isn’t calling people the r-slur or “autistic” fucks me up
even if it isn’t towards a disability i have
a tumblr user rightfully calls out ableist language yet in the same breath calls a bigot “a stu pid idi ot”, claiming them to be “less intelligent than all mentally disabled people ever”.
nevermind the fact that anyone of any level of intelligence can be bigoted.
describing their ableist characters as “psy co” for being a bad person. and then claiming not to be ableist themselves.
genuinely makes me sad, ACTUALLY FUCKING CRYING, seeing disabilites get disregarded and indirectly insulted in spaces THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO INCLUDE THEM for the sake of insulting bad people.
people need to learn from their mistakes.
please stop using disabilites as insults. there’s other ableist insults beyond the r-slur or using “autistic” as an insult. please look out for them.
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