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#but not all of it. his name isnt even revealed in dead whispers
newspecies · 11 months
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GOD okay the problem is that to the narrative lavender is more of an idea than a character but to ME shes a very complex person and i really really hope that when i actually write this she doesnt get flattened into being a shitty person who had it coming or something like that
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obsessive-ego · 3 years
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Jack it to a jacket nsft
Masterbation, voyeurism, you know how I am
Musical beetlejuice x fem reader (reader has a vagina but uses they them pronouns)
Beetlejuice forgets his jacket and you use it while he's gone
Beetlejuice had announced to you he had to spend a few days in the netherworld for bio exorcist meeting or something, you really didnt get it, it's not like he actually had a job, all you knew is that he's been complaining about it since day one. That he had to leave the world of the living for a bit.
The day finally came for him to head out for his little business trip, you could tell the ghoul was less then thrilled to go, slight purple streaks graced his hair, you knew he wasnt too keen on being in the netherworld, the demon had such a fascination with the living, an adoration for living with you, going back to the netherworld, even for a few days was like heading back to work after a long period off, soul sucking.
"Alright Sugar" he starts adjusting his tie, his jacket resting on the arm of the couch "I'll be gone for a few days, try not to miss me too much~"
You give the ghoul a soft smile "itll be quieter for sure"  you try to joke
"Yeah..." he trails off, his playful teasing voice dropping along with his grin.
"I know this is gonna suck, but the sooner you get it started the sooner it's over with" you try to cheer him up giving the demon a light punch in the arm.
Beetlejuice's hue was now completely purple, you frown at the sight.
"You know doll, I'm being awfully selfish here, but, how bout ya give me a little sugar before I go?~"
You flinch at the suggestion, you wouldnt say you were shocked at this request, but you were.
"You're stalling"
"Come on babes, humor me, I gotta fill out paper work and deal with my mother, could REALLY use a pick me up~" he nudges you gently and gives a wink, hoping it'll soften you up, it does.
"Fine" you huff out, you grab the demon by the suspenders, yanking him to you level giving him a quick peck.
"No tongue on the first date?~" he snickers, as pink patches pop up in his mossy beard.
"...have a good trip" you utter trying to hide your embarrassment
"Oh doll I will, thinking about your soft lips~" the demon's voice drops to that low growl that never failed to make you warm in your lower areas
"Beetlejuice! Beetlejuice! Bee-"
You could NEVER make it to 3, the ghoul was always quick to slap a hand to your mouth, pulling you into a side hug.
"Trying to kick me out so soon sugar? So mean~" he chuckles, the ghoul pulls his hand from your mouth and you sigh.
Beetlejuice pauses holding you in this awkward side hug for a few minutes
"Bee?"
"I know" he grumbles, he begrudgingly pulls away
The ghoul makes his way to the empty wall and draws his entrance.
Knock
Knock
Knock
Your living room wall opens up to the netherworld, it was always a rare sight to you, a little anxiety inducing, you freeze for a moment, but as the demon steps into the world of the dead you shout
"Wait!"
Beetlejuice turns to you
"You forgot something"
The demon's eyes light up and in a flash he was infront of you, his hands cup your face as he slams his lips into yours, you jolt in surprise, as the ghoul pulls away he purrs "almost forgot my second goodbye kiss, thanks doll" and just like that he was gone, the netherworld was out of sight and you were alone.
"Your jacket" you whisper still alittle dizzy from his kiss.
...
The jacket he left behind spent a few hours folded neatly on the couch as you go about your alone time. Everytime beetlejuice was away you always took the opportunity to get some chores done, you liked the demon yeah, but he always got under foot, or he would be creepy while you tried to get things done. There were times where you were just doing the laundry, and the demon would just stare at you, no words, he just sat atop the dryer watching you like a hawk as you loaded the washer, it made your skin crawl and your stomach turn to have that much attention put on you, hell, you'd rather him be lewd and annoying then that.
As creepy as he was, that was just who he was, and you loved him, his awful charms, his terrible jokes, and his over all handsome, to you, look, wormed it's way into your heart and refused to let go.
Every kiss, every grope, every pet name he gave you dug you deeper into your affection. Though you were too terrified to confront him about your feelings, he was a literal demon, could he even share these feelings, let alone would he like you the same way, all in all you didnt want to ruin what the two of you had, friends, good friends.
You missed him, you really did, so what was the harm in wearing his coat, just around the house, and maybe smelling it every now and again, that wasnt too weird right? And it would be fine if you were to fall asleep wearing it right? There was no harm in it, but if beetlejuice was to pop in unexpectedly and if he say you wearing it casually youd never hear the end of it, and yet you never took it off.
It's been a few days since beetlejuice left for the netherworld, you were relaxing on your bed looking at memes trying to ignore how much you missed a certain undead bastard, hell you were wearing the jacket he left behind and stealing a small sniff here and there, beetlejuice never really gives you a time frame as to when he'd be back whenever he goes to the netherworld.
'Time moves differently when you're dead, and boy does it move, but it slows down when I'm with you babes' you shiver and try to swallow the lump in your throat that memory caused, the undead bastard was such a flirt.
You grew a tad lonely without your favorite dead guy, yes you used to live alone before beetlejuice barged his way into your home, but you have gotten used to him, you miss him when he's not with you, especially his no concept of personal space, how the ghoul's hands always found a home on your body, your hips, your waist, your shoulders.
You feel a familiar pulse between your legs, you try and ignore it, though your mind was reeling with old memories of beej touching you, you werent even scrolling through your phone anymore, just staring at the screen, thinking of the demon's strong callused hands running up and down your thighs.
"You win" you grumble sliding off your bed and crouching next to it, you pull out a little tool box. Opening the little box and revealing an average sized bright green vibrator brandishing a nice bulbous tip. You push the button on the toy's base and it buzzes to life, you smile, glad to see the barriers were still alive, it was too late for you to run out and get replacements.
You shimmy out of your pajama pants and panties before you hop back up on the bed. You remove the jacket giving it a deep inhale of its scent before placing it down next to you.
...
Your living room walls silently open up, letting in a thick fog of green reavling your demon friend, the ghoul knew it was late, late enough that his sweet little y/n should be dead asleep, as your living room rearranges itself back to normal the ghoul floats to your bedroom, excited to come snuggle up to your soft warm body after what felt like an eternity with dealing with his mother and newly deads with no sense of humor.
"Ah!"
The ghoul freezes at the sound, standing in front of your closed bedroom door, you could be? He presses an ear to the door, the faint sound of buzzing and muffled moans could be herd.
In a flash Beetlejuice's hair and moss on his face turns electric pink.
"A welcome home present? For me? Oh dolly~" he whispers before snapping his fingers and camouflaging himself. Beetlejuice fazed through the door and froze at the sight of you, yes he has seen you touch yourself before, but this?
There you were Laying on your bed, propped up by pillows, shirt pulled up exposing your breasts, bottom half completely bare, pumping the vibrator he got you (as an apology for messing with your old one) in and out of your leaking pussy, with your face buried in his jacket, muffling your whining.
The ghoul could have blown his load from the sight alone, yes he knew you liked him, and yes he knows you want him, but this? This was dirty, this was naughty, smelling his clothes and jerking off? You were just as horny as him, not really, no one is, but he'll take this.
"And here I thought only I had a scent fetish" he chuckles making his way to the end of the bed, plopping down to get a good view of your soaked vigina, he was fixated on the speed you pumped the toy in and out of you. Beetlejuice fumbled with his fly, pulling out his semi, the ghoul licks the palm of his hand, coding it is a nice layer of saliva before wrapping it around his cock. Beetlejuice starts off slowly, but it isnt long until his pace matches yours, imagining the toy between your legs was him, god slash satan he envied that peice of silicon.
"Beetlejuice" you whine bucking your hips up to meet the vibrator as it slid back in, you take another deep inhale of the jacket's scent and whine, beetlejuice groans in response.
"Such a dirty little thing, fuck- I expected to come home and see ya sleeping it in, ah- but this? Oh babes, I would have left it behind months ago to, oh god- to see you like this" the ghoul babbled, he really didnt want to finish before you, he wanted to enjoy this show for as long as possible.
You were absolutely lost in your little activity, using you non dominant hand to hold the demon's jacket to your nose, the scent drove you wild, you could imagine beetlejuice driving his cock into you over and over again, the idea of him fully dressed fucking you while you were completely naked made you tremble.
“Oh my god Bee, fuck, yes, please, fucking oh my god I want you to…Beetlejuice fuck…” you babble as you begin to pick up pace with the vibrator.
The ghoul drools at the show you oh so kindly are giving him, hearing you moan out his name, oh how he loved that sound, it wasnt the first time beetlejuice herd you moan out his name during your 'alone time' but it still made his toes curl as though it was.
Beetlejuice growls through his teeth, he was almost there, seeing you use his jacket in such a way was better than he ever could’ve imagined, yes he dreamed of you using his things for sexual satisfaction, he just thought he'd never see it.
Beetlejuice found that trying to keep the pace with you was growing too hard, he needed to finish, he needed you to finish. He didn’t want to cum before you, he needed to see you cum while using his jacket, he needed the image of you using his things to cum to be carved into his brain.
Thankfully, Beej is good at edging, this wasnt his first day being a peeping Tom, and it wont be the last, it wasnt easy, but he could do it, watching you whine and buck your hips because of him, sure made it a challenge though.
You were almost there, you stop pumping the toy, only for a second, to crank the vibrations to the higher setting, your hips jolt up as you press the jacket against your face muffling your screams, with the intensity up you were ready for the home stretch, you begin to move the toy again, in and out, imagining it was the ghoul you oh so loved. You could just imagine beetlejuice pressing you into the mattress with every thrust, all the dirty things he'd be saying to you, praising you for how well you take his fat cock, growling, biting, you couldn't take it anymore, you felt like you were gonna explode. God you wanted that smug bastard so badly, you loved him so much, you moved the hand holding the jacket against you face and brought it to your vagina, as one hand pumped the vibrator the other played with your clit. You groan through your teeth at the added simulation, if only you could see the demon infront of you.
Beetlejuice sat before you, jaw dropped, tongue hanging, drool dripping down his chin, panting. His cock was throbbing, leaking pre cum, he was ready to burst, honestly he surprised he hasn't yet, watching his y/n go to town on their pussy. Beetlejuice watched ad you hips bounced, and your toes curled, he could finally get a good look at your face, you were tearing up.
"Feels good doesnt babes? Wait till you get the real deal~"
"LAWRENCE!"  You shout as your hips buck upwards, just then, something new happened, you squirted, thought you didnt notice, you were too busy, head lulled back, panting, and using the soft buzzing of the vibrator to ride out your orgasm.
But beetlejuice on the other hand saw, he saw you squirt when you called him, when you called him by his first name, a name you rarely used. The demon blew his load shortly after your little finale, an image that will always be treasured by him. Beetlejuice wipes the cum off his hand on his pant leg, and slides his now soft cock back into his pants. He watches you lay there for a moment before you gingerly sit up, reaching forward to turn off the vibrator and remove it from you, you flinch doing so, still tender. You give out a yawn and toss the toy on the floor mumble how you'll deal with it in the morning, adjusting your shirt to cover hour chest you slide under the covers, in minutes you were asleep, holding his jacket oh so tightly.
Beetlejuice envied the garment, and as much as the ghoul wanted to slide in next you now, he couldnt, you were naked from the waist down. But you did leave him a tasty snack, so he couldnt be mad at you. Beetlejuice snatches up the freshly used vibrator, still warm from your touch, and vanishes
"Good night y/n" his voice purrs in your ears,
"...Lawrence..."
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xmalereader · 4 years
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Billy Hargrove X Male Reader
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Summary: Reader is new to Hawkins, his parents had just moved into the new house and are trying to start over from there old lives. But what if reader can’t? He’s still a messed up kid who’s tired of pretending to be happy...and that damn mullet head of a ghost won’t stop following him around!!
Warnings: Langauge, angst, fluff, dark humor, Steve Harrington, soft billy for reader, children don’t appear just yet!
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It was 7:30 am when his parents were up and ready to leave for work. He was locked upstairs in his room, he’s been there all day and night, ever since he returned back from the mall he couldn’t help but think about those visions that he had. They all mentioned so many things that didn’t make sense, but today he was going to look for answers and that time was now!
“Alright y/n!! We’re heading out so don’t burn down the place!!” He hears his mother shout as she grabs her purse and car keys, his father following her out as they head towards and car and get inside.
Y/n can head the engine start as he listens carefully, hearing the car backing up and it’s wheels rubbing up against the dark road as he hears them drive down the street. Once the car was out of sight he stays lying in bed a little longer, In the quietness.
“We’re clear.”
Y/n jolts out of bed once those words spill out of Billy’s mouth. Tossing the blankets aside as he rushes out of his room and upstairs to his parents. “Remember, keep an eye out in case they comeback.” He orders billy as he slams his parents door open, actually he kicked it open.
Rushing inside as he’s quick to dig through there belongings.
“You sure this is a good idea? Once they come back they’ll notice the mess and freak out, thinking that you got an episode or something.” He hears billy say as he stands by the window, staring at the front yard, keeping a look out in case y/n’s parents decide to come back home.
“Who cares, I’m already crazy thanks to them.” He continues to dig through drawers, tossing them out as he sighs deeply and checks the closet next, throwing there clothes around the room as he searches for any information about his medical health.
“Sounds about right.” Billy looks over his shoulder to see y/n trashing up the place, sighing deeply he rolls his eyes and pushes himself off the wall, walking around the room as he decides to help him out with the search instead, he tries to check for the most obvious places where a parent would hide such important information.
He walks around the room and hums to himself, eyeing the large bad that was palaced in the center of the room. His eyes narrow as he thinks before bending down and getting on his knees, he looks under the bed and notices a box. “Hey y/n, there’s something over here.” He calls out as y/n quickly rushes to his side, looking under the bed as well as he notices the strange box and grins.
He crawls under and grabs the box, crawling back out with it in his hands as he sets it on the bed.” Think this could be it?” He asks billy as he’s quick to pry it open, a few folders drop out as he bites his lip nervously and notices his name printed all over them. “Guess so.” He hears billy sigh from his side as y/n grabs one of the files and flips it open. It held all of his school records; showing the classes his took and his grades.
“how many schools were you suspended from?” Oh and that was in there too.
“Many schools actually which is why I was forced into home schooling after the seventh time of getting suspend.” He tells billy with a proud smirk on his face which billy only rolled his eyes too.
“But this isnt the important one!” He tosses the folder across the room and grabs the next one. “Ah! Here it is!” He flips the folder open to see all of his medical records including his personal information. “Okay, so here we have the information for the hospital I was in and the asylum as well.” He spreads out the papers on the bed as he tries to read through everything, wanting to see if he can find any information about his visions or episodes.
The two sat on the bed cross legged as they read through the files. Y/n was too ingrossed with the reading that he didn’t even notice the third file that sat on the bed.
Billy was the first to mention it as he nudges y/n’s shoulder. “What’s that one about?” He points over to the folder. Y/n looks up from his reading and frowns, “probably nothing important.” He leans over to pick it up and sighs, falling back into his seating position was he flips the folder open.
The first thing he sees was an envelope, it was still sealed and it held an unknown address, instead of opening it first he sets it down on the side and turns back to the folder to see what else he can find. He checks out the other pages and he froze in spot as he stares down at one of the papers that read:
Adoption Agenceny for California
It was printed on with big bright red letters.
“What the hell—“
He turns the pages and finds his birth certificate but this one was different, he noticed the different birth dates and names. He’s quick to scramble for the other birth certificate that was organized with his medical records. He sets the two side to side as he reads them off quickly, noticing the change between the two as his eyes widen in realization.
“I’m adopted.”
“Shit.” He hears billy breath out as y/n stares at the certificates, he chuckles softly as he shakes his head. “I’m not only adopted but everything about me was changed too—“ he shakes his head in anger. “My name, birthday, the place—FUCK!” He shouts in anger, he can’t believe that this whole time his parents weren’t actually his parents but people who only adopted him because they either felt pity for him or becuase they were messing with him. All this time he was lied too, for his whole life.
He tosses the certifications away and huffs in anger, he sees the court paper and the adoption papers as well but what catches his eye the most was the envelope that was still sitting there, sealed away and never read.
Curiosity hits him as he takes the envelope and rips it open, pulling out a long letter of a few pages long. He unfolds the paper and a necklace with a small vile drops out. He picks up the necklace and inspects the veil that contained a strange blue liquid. Ignoring what it contained he pockets it in his pants and turns back to the letter.
“Can you even read that?” Billy asks as he stares at the letters that were all written in russian.
“Surprisingly yes.” Y/n whispers back as he begins to read the letter.
The first two pages only talked about the adoption which was boring since he didn’t even care anymore so instead of finishing up he tosses those pages out and finally gets reading to the good stuff.
His eyes scanned the words in front of him.
“—This child is now in your care and we expect you to keep a close eye on him, he is one of our most valuable expirments and we can’t risk losing him again. So, to make things easier for you both we have erased his past memories, giving him new ones and making him think that he’s a normal young boy that grew up to be different, we sugggest that you keep this information hidden and stored away from the child’s eyes and we will pay you as promised if you follow these rules.
Once the time is right we will come back for the boy—not to take him but to continue running test, keeping important data about his improvement throughout the age. Please, make sure that he is sent here once he reaches the age of ten—“
Y/n reads the address and he stutters out. “Ravencroft.”
“Ravencroft?” Y/n nods as he sets the letter down and searches through the pile of papers, tossing them out of the way as he finds what he was looking for which was a piece of paper that contained the information about his activities back in the asylum.
“Y/n.” Billy is able to pull him out of his thoughts as he pants. “What does the letter say?”
Y/n shakes his head. “I—this whole time I was just a test subject, they knew and they were getting paid for it. Paid to keep me from getting exposed and from causing trouble, this whole time I was nothing but an animal to be tested on!” He shouts out. “My life was planned from the very beginning! I was adopted only to keep my identity hidden from these people who only want to use me for there disgusting expierments! And I—“ He turns to billy. “Billy I was ten years old when they sent me to that damn hospital! I was just a kid!!”
He was yelling in anger, letting it all out as he throws things around the room. This whole time he thought that he was just a weird freaky kid who could see the dead only to find out that he was more than that and that he doesn’t remember anything for his previous life. “This is bullshit!”
“What the hell?!”
Y/n gasps in surpise as he turns around to see his father standing by the doorway, a nasty glare on his face as his eyes widen once he notices the hidden information revealed too y/n.
Guess the cat is out of the bag.
His father throws himself to him, trying to take the letters away but Y/n is quick to react as he collects the letters and jumps off the bed, quickly going around as he leaves the room. “Get back here you little shit!!” He hears the older man yell out as y/n pants and runs to his room, slamming the door closed and locked it. He hears his father slam against the door, causing him to gasp and step away from the door. Hearing his father shout as he bangs on the door, trying to get inside.
“Y/n we have to get out of here!” Billy grabs his hand and drags him towards the window. “Wait I don’t have shoes!”
“We don’t have time for that!”
“My ass is not going out there without shoes!” The two shout back in forth to each other.
“God your such a princess!”
Y/n grins at billy. “Am I a pretty princess?” He says in a flirty tone which only riles him up in anger, before he can yell at him to move his ass the bedroom door is suddenly being kicked down. Catching the two off guard as y/n quickly slips his shoes on and chuckels nervously. “Get on the roof, get on the roof, the roof!!” He repeats to himself as he slides the window open and steps outside.
Once he’s on the roof his bedroom door is finally kicked open, an angry man stands at the entrance as he runs towards the window, getting ready to grab y/n but he’s quick to slam the window shut on his fathers fingers.
He hear him scream in agony which causes y/n to grin in satisfaction. He applies more pressure to the closed window, hearing a small crunch. “Take that you bastard!”
“Y/n that’s enough!” Billy grabs him by the hoodie and drags him away from the window.
Y/n gives his father one last glance before smirking evilly and jumping off the roof, grunting as his body tumbles against the grass. “Shit that was awesome but I’m never doing that again.” He groans out in pain as he holds his side. “Yeah but right now we need to go unless you want your father to come after you!”
“Right, right.” Y/n agrees with billy as the two bolted towards the woods.
Y/n has been running for awhile now that he finally stops to breath and to take a break. “How far out are we?” He pants out between breaths, placing his hands on his knees as he was bent over a near tree.
“We’re still in Hawkins but far away from home, maybe we can find a place to crash?” Billy suggested as y/n groans deeply and coughs from dehydration. “F-fuck I’m so tired and I just need water.” He gasps out as he moves his legs, walking further into the woods as he looks around for a place to crash.
His eyes land on a nice house which causes a smirk to appear on his lips. “How about there?” He points over and turns to face billy with a smile. Billy looks over at the house and shakes his head, “we aren’t breaking inside a random house to get sleep.” Y/n frowns at him and hums, “OH RIGHT! I just remembered, you can’t do anything because your dead!!” He shouts out and sprints away, running towards the house ahead of him while billy chases after him. “Dammit y/n!”
Y/n continue to laugh as he runs towards the house, humming to himself a spy theme song he hides behind walls and jumps over chairs, pressing himself against a wall as he looks both left and right before moving one. Billy rolls his eyes and groans in embarrassment, “believe me if I was alive I would’ve wanted to kill myself right here right now.” He says out loud for y/n to hear as the other continues to do weird parkour around the backyard. Finding a tree be begins to climb it, smiling to himself as he gets onto the roof top and sees a slight opened window. “Over here.” He whispers to billy as he moves quietly on the roof and towards the open window.
He slips his hands under and slowly pushes the window open, he quietly gets through and makes sure to close the window behind him. “See.” He sighs in relief. “We weren’t caught.” He says until the dark room is suddenly lit up.
His eyes widen as he looks over to his left to see a guy sitting up on his bed with wide eyes as well. Y/n bites his lip and gives off a forced smile. “Hi?” He waves awkwardly.
The guy opens his mouth, getting ready to scream but y/n it quick to jump on the bed and cover his mouth, putting full force on the guys mouth. “Shhh!! Be quiet!” He hisses out and turns towards the doorway to make sure that he doesn’t hear anyone coming upstairs. “Listen we need a place to hide so your going to be quiet and listen.” He adds in a harsh whisper as he hears billy shuffle next to him. “Harrington?”
Y/n raises a brow and looks over his shoulder to look at billy. “You know this guy?”
“We used to go to school together.”
“Oh.” Y/n is quick to put the puzzle piece together before being pulled away from his thoughts as Harrington tries to push him off. “Hey! I said quiet!” He growls out and Straddles him. “Are you going to fuck him or something?” Billy asks as he tilts his head to the side with a smirk on his face but y/n can only glare at him. “I need him to quiet down!” He hisses back as he keeps his hand over Harringtons mouth. “Look—!” He shouts this time, causing the other to freeze in place. “Listen just—“ he sighs. “I am going to uncover your mouth and once I do that I need you to stay quiet or else I’ll grab that pencil by your desk and jab your eye.” He warns.
Billy whistles behind him. “I don’t threating will help.”
Y/n ignores billy as he stares down at the other and slowly uncovers his mouth. “No screaming.” He repeats himself.
Once Harrington’s mouth is uncovered he glares at him. “Who the hell are you and why are you in my room? No, why did you break into my room?!” Y/n covers his mouth again from all the shouting. “Shut up!” He groans deeply. “I didn’t break in, I simply slipped inside becuase I need a hiding spot. You see, my parents are searching for me and want to send me away and my ass is not going back there until I find out where I am really from and from what I know, I have no memory of my previous past so I am stuck here and the only person that I trust is this room is myself and billy!” He rants out as Harrington raises a brow and muffled against his hand.
Y/n tilts his head and removes his hand again to allow him to talk. “Billy? Your alone in this room with me.”
“Oh, right...” y/n breaths out through his nose as he turns to see billy leaning against the wall, waiting fo him to come up with another plan. “Billy as in for Billy Hargrove, he died about a year ago and I can see dead people and the two of us have created some sort of bond and now he’s stuck with me until who knows how long.” He explains quickly which only earns hima horrified look from the other. “Your crazy!” He struggles to get out of y/n’s grip but he keeps him pinned down.
“Your name is Steve right?” He asks.
Steve eyes him and glares. “How do you know that?”
“Like I said, billy knows you.” He responds back as he feels billy place his hand on his shoulder and pull him back. “Let him go and maybe he will talk.” Said billy as y/n does as he’s told by letting go of Steve and moving away from him, he sits at the foot of the bed as Steve sits up and leans against the wall. “So, your saying tha Billy Hargrove is in this room right now?”
Y/n nods. “Yep, he’s been following me around since day one and he’s been a little annoying but so far he’s gettting better. He’s just lonely and needs someone and I seem to be the only one who can see him.” He explains, smiling over at billy who sat next to him. “Stop trying to charm me.” Y/n laughs at the comment.
Steve can only stare at the freak in fright. “Okay, tell me something that I will only know.”
Y/n thinks and turns to billy. “Anything?”
“tell him that I beat him up a year ago thinking that he was messing around with my little sister until she knocked me out with a sleeping dose.” Y/n stares at billy with an open mouth, shocked. “You never told me this!”
“Why should I?” Billy raises a brow as y/n pouts. “I feel very offended not knowing this.” He crosses his arms over his chest and turns to Steve, still wearing his pout as he says. “Billy says that he beat you up last year becuase he thought that you were messing around with his sister and that she put him to sleep with a sleeping dose.”
Steves eyes widen. “Holy shit.”
Turns out that the three spent the whole night explaining the situation that y/n was in, it was strange telling this weird guy that he just meet a few hours ago about his whole life story but something inside of him is telling him that he should trust him. “Okay listen, I really need some sleep or else my brain will explode from all of the questions.” Said y/n as he crawl over to the closet and slides it open, crawling through the small space as Steve stares at him weirdly. “What are you doing?”
“Getting comfortable and hiding, who knows how your parents will react if they were to see me—as stranger—sleeping in your room.” Once he’s inside the closet he closes is behind him and gets comfortable. “Night night!” He says before lying on his side and faces the wall. He hears Steve shuffling behind him and hears him crawl back onto his bed and turns off the lights, not really saying anything back as y/n sighs through his nose.
“Were do you plan on going once the sun rises?” Asked billy as he sat next to him, sitting and leaning against the wall as y/n shrugs. “I don’t know, I just figured about that my life was a lie and that I was a freak this whole time but also that I don’t belong here or—I dont know where I even belong.” He mumbles out. He didn’t know what to do, once he found out the truth he couldn’t help but feel anger and betrayal, knowing that he was alone in this.
This whole time he was being used and he had no idea and now he has no idea where to start looking. He lies on his back and reaches inside his pocket to take out the letters, flipping through the pages as he narrows his eyes, trying to adjusts his eyes to the dark. “What if we go back to the hospital?”
Billy whips his head over with a glare. “No, you aren’t going to that hell hole.”
“But what if I’m looking for, is there? What if the answers are there billy?” He sits up slowly and sets the letters in front of him. “My memories have been taken from me and I don’t remember anything, i need to find answers as to why I am here, to why I can see you and to why I can see things once I touch an object.” He murmurs out, quiet enough for Steve not to hear.
Billy moves closer to y/n and places a hand on his cheek. “Hey, nothing will get better and we will find answers but going to that asylum is a huge no from me, for all we know those people could be there just waiting for you to fall in to there trap. We have to take this easy and slow, we start off simple and try to find small pieces of the puzzle.” He reassures him as y/n leans into him. “If you want to recover your memories then lets start off with what you already know.” He shrugs. “Think of it as chess, they already made their move. Now its your turn.”
Y/n lifts his head up to face billy and smiles with a firm nod. “Just like chess.”
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superspookywombat · 4 years
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falling {j.h} chapter ten
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Warnings: very descriptive injury, I don’t want to specify because of spoilers, so if you’d like to know more details then you can message me :)
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A/N: okay so while writing this my heart was beating so fast. there were parts where I literally had to step away from my computer and take a breather. anyway, hope you enjoy!
“Oh, wow.” You say as you inspect the ring in the tiny box that Bella holds in front of you. Moonlight reflects off the tiny diamonds on the clunky jewelry, and you mentally grimace at how uncomfortable it has to be to wear.
“You don’t like it.” Bella sighs. You quickly shake your head no, then take the ring and rotate it around in your fingers to appear more interested. 
“No! No, I think it’s beautiful, it has so much.. Character.” You say, plastering on an even bigger smile than before. “I’m just thinking that it’s gonna be hard to hide from Charlie; that’s all.”
“Yeah, I know. I’m planning on telling him soon.” She says. You glance at Edward, who’s leaning against the wall of the house, blanketed by the darkness of the night. He watches you and Bella carefully, as if she’s going to disappear any second. “So, um, I’m going camping this weekend with Edward’s family.” 
“Oh, I thought we we’re going to go up to Seattle this weekend..” You say, your smile deflating. 
“I know I said I could, but I forgot I already made plans with Edward. Sorry.” Bella frowns, slipping the ring back into the box. You nod, staring down at your shoes.
“Your whole family is going?” You ask, glancing up at Edward. If you couldn’t hang out with Bella, maybe Jasper was free.
“Yes, Carlisle likes to take us camping whenever the weather is nice.” He answers, his face blank. You mutter a soft ‘oh’, then return your gaze to your feet. 
“We should probably get going, Bella. Before Charlie wakes up and realizes that we’re not there.” You say. She looks taken aback by your sudden want to leave, but she stands up nonetheless. Edward goes inside to retrieve his keys, while you and Bella walk down the path to his Volvo. You lean against the SUV and stare at the stars while Bella fiddles with her sweatshirt zipper.
“Look, I’m sorry for ditching you this weekend, but I need you to trust me.” She says, her tone serious. Your eyebrows furrow, and you glance at her to see her foot nervously tapping against the pine needle-littered path. 
“What aren’t you telling me, Bella?” You ask, your heart suddenly picking up it’s pace. She tucks her hair behind her ear and glances at the house, where Edward is closing the front door behind him.
“I- I can’t tell you. But I need you to trust me and stay with Charlie. And do not leave the house.” She says.
“Seriously, what’s going on?” Your voice quivers as you ask. Edward stops in front of the car, unlocking it. Bella looks at him and bites her lip, then she looks back at you. 
“Just trust me, okay?” She asks, then gets in the car, shutting the door and ending the conversation. Your blood freezes as you get anxious. What is Bella getting herself into? 
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Before Bella left, she took her sleeping bag and the tent from the attic that hadn’t been used in a long while. A pit hung in the bottom of your stomach as she climbed into Edward’s car, but she assured you before she got in that everything was okay and that there was nothing to be worried about. Her apology didn’t ease your nausea however, nor the anxious thoughts that ran through your head. Currently, you sat on the couch, the morning after she left, an old and familiar blanket pulled tight around your shoulders, as if it would deflect your negative thoughts. 
The wind outside howled past the window, and you shuddered as the weatherman on TV explained that a chill would make its way into Forks tonight. Glancing at the clock, it told you that it was a little past noon. You threw the blanket off of your shoulders, standing up and deciding to make some macaroni and cheese for lunch. 
As you were draining the boiling water from the noodles, the phone rang. You flinch, jumpier than usual, and set down the pot. Reaching the phone, you pick it up and hold it to your ear.
“Hey, kiddo. Billy just called and invited us over for burgers and the game. I’m leaving work early today, so leave soon to meet me down there.” Charlie says. 
“Uh.. okay, sure. I’ll leave in five.” You say, confusion taking over your mind. You murmur a goodbye, then hang up the phone and go upstairs to change. Pulling your shirt off, you get the weirdest feeling that someone is watching you.
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Deep in the mountains, a fight rages on between Victoria’s army and the Cullens. As Victoria corners Edward and Bella, she looks between the two and cackles. 
“Interesting. If you’re here protecting Bella, I wonder who’s home protecting Y/n..” She says, her eyebrow raised and a smirk on her lips. 
“No! You need me, not her!” Bella yells, her mind clouded with frustration and worry. The redhead sighs dramatically, her stride flanked by Riley. 
“Of course I don’t need her. But she’ll be just for fun. It’ll give me an excuse to rip the blond one to shreds when he comes after me.” She says, referring to Jasper as she nonchalantly picks at her nails. Edward crouches into an offensive position while Bella’s eyes widen and her hand places itself on her agape mouth.
“No..” Bella cries. The wolf lurking in the woods, ready to strike, overhears the conversation and sends a message to the others.
Miles away in a clearing, Jacob relays the message to Carlisle, who tells Jasper. Before he even hears the words fall from Carlisle’s mouth, Jasper feels his overwhelming grief. 
“Go. We’ll be fine without you. Go to her!” Esme urges him, and he takes off running. When he reaches his motorcycle that he drove to the clearing, he kicks it started and races down the backroads, the bike’s speedometer topping out at 125 MPH.
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A breeze makes you shiver, but the realization that you shut and locked your windows after Bella left makes you freeze. You glance up into the small mirror that rests on your dresser to see a dark figure standing behind you. Screaming, you grab the first thing in arms reach- a lamp- and grip it so tight that your knuckles turn white. You whirl around and raise your arm, ready to strike, but the figure moves impossibly fast and slams it’s foot into your stomach, sending you crashing into the wall. Intense pain in your chest makes you groan. As the figure comes into light, you see that he has bright red eyes. You try to scream again, but the pressure in your chest restricts you from taking the breath to do so. You cough, and blood dribbles down your chin.
“Well, well, well. If it isn’t Y/n Swan..” He mutters, licking his lips as he trails his eyes down your body. 
“Who.. Who are you?” You ask weakly. He rolls his eyes, crouching down to meet you eye to eye. 
“It doesn’t matter who I am. You’ll be dead before you even have the chance to repeat my name.” He whispers harshly. His hand flies to your throat, lifting you up so that you’re suspended in the air. His hand tightens, making you instinctively reach up and claw at it with your nails. Your attempt is futile, as his skin is so hard that your fingernails snap off, leaving your fingers as bloody nubs. Your eyes widen as he presses down harder, your mouth falling open as you gasp for air. You can hear your heartbeat in an ear-deafening thrum, and your head feels like it’s exploding as you try to scream out. No noise comes out, though- if anything, just a squeak. The guy pulls you close to him, pressing his nose to your neck as he inhales deeply. “Such a shame I can’t take a drink. Victoria said we can’t leave anything to chance. You smell absolutely heavenly, and I can hear your blood pumping- screaming out for someone to sink their teeth in and suck you dry.” 
“Well, maybe one taste wouldn’t hurt..” He smiles, his lips pulling back to reveal two sharpened teeth. The sight gives you a second wind, struggling against his grasp even harder. He doesn’t seem affected in the slightest, sliding his hands down lower on your neck for a moment before brushing your hair out of the way to give him access to your bruising neck. Closing your eyes and preparing yourself for the pain to come, a thump behind your assailant startles you and him. He flinches, momentarily clenching the hand around your throat. A crunch is heard as a squeak escapes your lips, and then you’re dropped to the floor, unable to breath. You reach your hands to your throat as blood pumps from the wound that your crushed trachea caused. You gurgle as you drown on your own blood, your vision dotting and the overwhelming need to close your eyes taking over as you see Jasper lunge.
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Jumping off his bike, Jasper doesn’t bother to flip down the kickstand as he runs and jumps through the window into your room. At the sound of his entrance, a black haired vampire looks over and snarls at him. Jasper sees red at the sight of the vampire’s hand gripped around your throat, and once he sees him drop you he lunges. Tackling the guy to the ground, he wrestles with him until he has the access to reach his neck. Planting a foot on the guy’s shoulder, Jasper twists his neck until a crisp snap bounces off the walls and the vampire goes grey and limp. Jasper stares down at the body, never having felt this much fury coursing through his veins. The sound of gurgling snaps him out of his blind rage, and his eyes widen at the sight of you laying on the floor, your hands attempting to stop the bleeding from your neck. Blood fills his nostrils and his throat burns as he longs to drink your sweet smelling blood. He kneels over you as your hands go limp and you fall unconscious. He knows that your time is coming to an end, and it’s coming fast. His eyes burn with the need to cry, though he knows he can’t; and his throat burns with the need to drink your blood that sits there, seemingly staring back at him. He clenches his jaw as he thinks back to how you make him feel like he’s alive again. How you smile at him and how whenever you’re around him he’s overwhelmed with total adoration. How he doesn’t want to exist without you. How he loves you more than anything he’s ever loved before, and how desperately he needs you. And so he pulls your limp body to his chest and buries his face into your neck, sinking his teeth into your delicate skin and letting the venom seep into your veins. 
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rose-blooms-red · 4 years
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Mk! So @navndyne sent in 2 prompts a bit ago, a star wars one which I already filled, and this one! which was “or maybe something with tim & cass & dick that's centered around the manor in some way??” And I loved it so!! I wanted to do it. Then of course @bigskydreaming got me having Emotions about tim and dick’s relationship because of Conner and......well, I do Not care if the timeline for this makes no sense, Canon’s timeline doesn’t either so I have free range so I hope you all enjoy this lmao it isnt my best work but staring at the words any longer would’ve made me go mad. (Read on Ao3)
The Manor is still, quiet, the air full of ghosts and dreams.
 Bruce is out, Alfred is shopping, Damian is—
 Dick winces, doesn’t think about that.
 He doesn’t think about a lot of things, it’s easier that way, better than breaking down.
 (He looks at the Damian of his memories and thinks child, my child, my heart and my love and my life. He looks at the empty part of his heart, all ripped open and ravaged. All the bits torn out and thinks, dead, dying, gone.
 He looks at the child’s grave and can’t think Damian, can’t see the prickly wonderful little boy who revealed the kindness he held in spades.
 He breathes, and it is grief, lined with sorrow, lined with the parts of his heart.)
 The Manor is still and Dick stands in the entryway like he is the ghost, the unwanted memory.
 There is a shadow on the stairs.
Dick breathes, closes the door and hangs up his jacket. Makes his way to Cass’s side slowly, silently.
 She is still. Hair falling into her face and eyes on him, watching.
 “Hi Cass,” he rasps and she blinks, waves slowly, hesitantly.
 He hums, looks up at the chandelier, “Words a no today?” he asks, gently, treads on the tightrope of upsetting her and being there for her and hopes he doesn’t tip over the edge.
 She shrugs, shakes her head, flicks her hands through the beginnings of dozens of different words, never finishes any of them.
 They sit like that, quiet, on the stairway of a Manor neither of them have been back in for months.
 Finally she moves, and Dick focuses on her body, her hands.
 ‘Heard’, she signs, and he doesn’t need to ask what she heard about.
 Heard and no one told me, she doesn’t sign, and Dick reads anyways, in the lines of her body, the tensing of her shoulders the flex of her jaw and the tilt of her head, heard and everyone is hurting, heard and I was alone, heard and I don’t know how to feel, heard and I didn’t like him sometimes but he was a child.
 So many things unsaid, in the Manor.
 Dick breathes and he both wants to apologize and wants to snap at her.
 He does neither, looks down at his hands instead and thinks of tiny hands that were always smeared with graphite.
 He breathes, “How are you?”
 She frowns, shrugs, and reaches out a finger to tap his leg, flicks quickly, ‘fine, you not though.’
 Dick shrugs, “I miss him, and it’s weird now, but I’m okay Cass.” He looks at her out of the corner of his eye, bites at his lip, “You aren’t fine though, or you wouldn’t be sitting here.”
 She shrugs, hands twisting into a ‘complicated’. Dick doesn’t wince, nods, he understands that though.
 Damian and her had never meshed well but—
 Cass has never wanted him dead when he did nothing wrong, has always loved the family with all she had.
 “Yeah kiddo,” he sighs, leans against the stairs and ignores the press of the edges into his aching back, “I know.”
 Someone slips in through the window, almost quiet enough to miss, and Dick listens closely, makes out the steady stride and relaxes.
 ‘Tim,’ Cass signs, and Dick nods.
 Tim is — not a person Dick wants to see now in all honesty.
 But Dick has rarely gotten the things he wants.
 He sighs, sits up and looks to the top of the stairs just as Tim reaches it.
 Tim freezes, something like anger and regret and something else too complex for Dick to name flickering across his face before it shutters.
 Dick waves, “Hey, feel like joining us in our party?”
 Cass snorts, ‘Pity Party,’ she signs and Dick shrugs, “Still a party.”
 Cass sighs, ‘Not fun, just makes you feel all bad inside.’
 Dick snorts, looks up at Tim, “Well, apparently Cass and I are awful conversationalists right now, but if you feel like putting up with us—”
 He trails off, watches Tim as nonchalantly as he can, hopes, with a ferocity that surprises him, that Tim will accept the olive branch.
 He’d thought he used all of that hope up already, with the other times he’d tried and been turned away.
 Something is different this time, something cracks and Tim shifts a little, nods his head and tucks a piece of hair behind his ear.
 He looks, in that moment, a little like that kid who still thought Dick was good and great and could do no wrong.
 It hurts, in an aching kind of way, not like the sharp stabbing of Damian but—
 Well, there are a lot of hurts between them, and very little healed.
 Tim walks down the stairs, a little hesitant and Dick and Cass wait for him.
 It’s silent in the Manor as Tim sits down with them, and there are ghosts in the halls taking the shape of barbed wire and words unsaid and children dead.
 I’m sorry, Dick doesn’t say, I’m mad at you, he thinks, I love you still and I didn’t want to hurt you.
 Tim sighs, “I don’t think I hated him.”
 Him, he says and Dick hears, Damian, Demon Brat, Yours, the one you chose, Robin, The wanted one.
 I didn’t choose him over you, he wants to say, has already said so many times he doubts Tim even registers it anymore, I wanted you, I loved you, I love you, I asked you to stay, you left, you left me.
 He doesn’t say that, sighs instead, rubs a hand over his tired eyes, “I know.”
 Tim picks at his shirt, “I didn’t like him, he irritated me and was always being a little shithead to me and it made me mad.”
 Dick wants to grab his hand, wrap him up in a hug, but Tim has never liked hugs unless he asks for them. He runs a hand through his hair instead.
 “I was mad at him for a lot of things,” Tim says, and it is a confession. Tim swallows, whispers, “I was angry with him, but I don't think he deserved to die.”
 Cass shifts, ‘Spiky’, she signs, ‘Good though, very complicated.’
 Dick laughs, a little wet and a little choked, “Yeah, he was a good kid, and he was a shithead at times but he was a good kid.”
 They’re quiet.
 “Are you mad at Bruce?” Tim asks and Dick closes his eyes.
 He thinks about it, thinks he could be, if he had the will to be. There are a hundred things he could be mad at Bruce for, could let build up and explode.
 But he has spent so long growing angry and forgiving and then repeating the cycle and he is tired.
 And Bruce is already mad enough at himself anyways, already digging himself into a spiral from the guilt. Dick doesn’t need to add to that.
 “No,” he answers, and Tim freezes.
 “Oh.” he says, and there is something like shock there.
 It’s fair, Dick guesses, feeling tired and heart aching.
 Cass presses close to Dick, leans her head against his shoulder, takes his calloused hands into her own and plays with his fingers.
 Tim fiddles with the hem of his shirt, bites at his lip, “I was mad at you.”
 Dick blinks, looks at Tim out of the corner of his eye, thinks, I know, you were mad at me for a lot of things but what does this have to do with anything?
 Doesn’t ask that, says simply, “Oh?”
 Tim shrugs, “For Conner.”
 Oh, Dick thinks faintly, feels stupid.
 It makes sense.
 He’d wondered, a lot, whether Tim had wished it was Dick who died instead. Had spent so long reading those words in between the lines of what Tim said that it’s second nature to expect them now.
 Tim purses his lips, looks up at Dick, “I’m not, anymore, by the way. I blamed you for a long time, and it was wrong of me and I’m sorry. I—”
 Tim frowns, twitches, and Cass leans over, taps him once on the forehead.
 The Manor is quiet and there are ghosts being brought to life and Dick is part relieved and part exhausted and part terrified.
 Tim closes his eyes, breathes, “I was mad at you and that wasn’t fair. I was mad but mostly I was hurting and I didn’t want help. I just wanted everything to be okay again. And even when everything was okay again, I was still mad at you and I was mad at Damian because I’d spent so long being mad at you guys and letting everything prick me that it was easier than saying sorry and,” he takes a deep breath, “I’m sorry.”
 Dick smiles, soft and sad, “No one makes good decisions when they’re hurting Tim, I don’t blame you.”
 Tim shook his head, “You’re lying, but that’s okay cause I did a lot of that too. I shouldn’t have blamed you and I shouldn’t have blown up at you and I’m sorry.”
 Dick leans his head on Cass’s, reaches a hand out to Tim, “I forgive you. I’m sorry I didn’t ask whether you wanted to be Nightwing instead of Robin.”
 Tim shrugs, doesn’t look at Dick as he takes his hand.
 Cass sighs, ‘We were all being dumb and bleeding pain from our hearts.’
 Dick presses a kiss to her head, “Yeah Cass, we were.”
 ‘Sorry’, she signs, and Dick hums.
 “It’s okay Cass. We’re okay.”
 Tim squeezes Dick’s hand, whispers, “I wanted to hate you so much. It felt like I was ripping myself apart”
 Dick squeezes back, “I’m not saying it was okay. But I understand, I forgive you.”
 Tim laughs and it’s bitter, too old for someone so young, “You always forgive us.” He says, and he sounds awful.
 Cass stiffens, presses closer into Dick’s side, guilt lining her body and Dick sighs, “Because it’s worth it in the end.” He says, answers the unspoken question of Why?
 “Even with Bruce?” Tim asks and Dick rubs his thumb across the back of Tim’s hand.
 Damian, he thinks, and he thinks, My child, my love, forgiveness, and hope, and grief, and love.
 “Even with Bruce.” He says.
 It’s a fact, Dick has always loved his family, it will always be worth it, in the end, to forgive them, for moments like this.
 Tim’s breathing hitches and he swipes a hand quickly across his face.
 “I miss the brat.” He says, twists the topic back, “He made the Manor loud again.”
 Dick laughs, sad and grieving. “Yeah he did, didn’t he.”
 They sit on the stairway of the Manor until Alfred gets back, and it is the most together Dick has felt since Damian died.
 It’s a start. Dick is still upset and Tim is still upset and Cass is still upset and they will all hurt each other again over something stupid or something important, but Damian is dead, and the Manor is quiet and they sit together and Dick feels like maybe, for once, he will not have to carry the weight of it all alone.
 It’s a good feeling.
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currentfandomkick · 4 years
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Bio! Dad Strange Part 10, Mr. J finds Robin
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Marinette was glad she had red hoodie, er, Jay back. He helped her escape her overprotective rouges, and aas the only one she could rant to about JL members without worrying about secret identities.
They may also be plotting to get their Hero Stalker out of the batfam—apparently Dick was a dick to Jason and chances of him changing with Tim were slim.
Speaking of, he didnt pick up lastnight and there havent been Robin sightings lately. Though, she is a but distracted trying to manage Jay’s murder rampages. Zsasz was helping with those and the Sirens pointed him to targets that deserved it, mostly traffickers and cartels.
The Council said that at this rate, he’d be her bodyguard or a new member. She didnt know what that meant for him besides staying beside her, when she worked as ‘Harley’s Niece’ (thank you puzzles for that) but otherwise she was kept away as Pixie Pop (too easy to id her) and Jill was just her father’s daughter taking to his patients and keeping certain Rogues from plotting mass murder (Uncle Jerome, Penguin, Riddler) or terrorist attacks (mostly Scarecrow but sometimes Ivy, Dent and Mr. Freeze)
But it bugged her, Robin being missing. She mentioned it to Rose, who said her flowers hadn’t seen him at all. As Tim or Robin.
She sent out a rouge and RKC search city-wide. Jay helps, as Red Hood (helmet was better but no, hood. Even though he isnt wearing one and is still in the awful outfit they met in).
Red Hood has managed to get a following on the streets and made a no kids rule for everything. All kids found were given to Uncle Oswald or his ‘son’ Marteen (late twenties) for recovery phsycially. Mentall Harley had her own picks for help on therapy, social and psychological sides.
The RKC was thriving since that system was installed.
But Robin was missing two days in. Mr. J was still back and too quiet and damnit!
Marinette skipped her treatments. Gotham is loud and she knows it but she has to do something. Jay is in his gear and she puts on her knock-Harley outfit and stocks up on knives, stungun, bolas and rubber bullet guns on her hips or legs.
She doesnt think about the fact that the red and black makes it look like her and Red Hood are trying to match with the the different red and black he’s wearing. Her makeup covers her face again—done up like a mime with a few contour tricks now.
She sneaks out and patrols on the rooftop, one of Robin’s usual routes. Maybe they just need to talk in person.
Then she catches something that sounds like her Hero Stalker when he was frustrated and tired and oh god that was screaming in there.
She moved. hit Rose’s tracker flower hard enough to leave a distress trail as she ran.
Jay ran after her, following her twists and turns.
She wished she skipped her treatments sooner. Could fly off to help but she hadnt and she cursed herself for this.
At 10 she found Mr. J torturing her friend in a warehouse.
“Stalker,” she whispered. Becuase that’s who he was first, the hero stalker that loved Batman and Robin (Robin-Jay, a small voice corrected her) for helping his city and were kind and caring and nice when his home was cold.
Robin and Mr. J didn’t hear. She knew that words were being said but she couldnt process them. Shock, Harley talked about that a lot after last summer.
A camera was recording. The sick fuck, he wanted to show this to someone.
She grabbed her bolas and threw them at Mr. J’s head.
He went down, hard. Jay handled him, but Marinette only cared about getting her friend off that table.
There was an oversized ray gun lointed at them while she fiddled witht he restraints, picking the locks.
She heard the whirling in it and kicked it in another direction.
It threw lightning. What the hell. What the hell—where was Batman. Why wasnt he keeping her friend safe. Why did he fail to keep Jay safe. Why—why does he get to put kids in danger?
Marinette felt sick. She got an exhausted Tim out and carried him.
She felt Harley run a hand through her hair as she refused to let her friend go.
She didnt know when the others got there, but they were.
Never alone, never go in alone. Always call the family and they will show. Never fight alone—the Council drilled this into her for years. Why was Hero Stalker-Robin alone? Did Batman forget how dangerous Gotham can be?
Zsasz was there with Jay, something Jay being “too nice” about needing to kill him painfully and permanently this time—“properly put him down this time.”
Her mind was a mess. She went to her Father on autopilot, carrying Tim over the rooftops. He clung to her. She’s ten and he’s twelve clinging to her as support. Where’s his team, his backup. Where’s Batman or Batgirl or Nightwing or the newb—Spoiler?
Why was Tim clinging to her and her team when his should be there. When his fights hers. Why were his enemies there and Batman—no, Bruce, his dad. Why wasn’t his Dad there for him. Why?
Father’s assisant helped fix Tim, their ability is to augment healing after Father puts them back together. Any attempt to move his mask was met by her breaking their wrist.
He had enough to worry about. No identity reveals on top of this nightmare, not on her watch.
She didn’t leave him that night. Refused to sleep too.
When he came to the next day, Jay was with a despondent Marinette.
“Going Kronos route,” Jay. Jay was tlaking about that monster. “He said I didnt have to see that.” Jayw as looking at her weird.
Marinette nodded, hoping it was the last time for real Jerimah would die. She lost track of how many times he’d been killed.
“Dad, he’s gotta be worried...” Tim, why the hell aren’t you thinking for yourself? Marinette wants to shake him, to keep him there and never let Bruce see him again.
Jay is debating it too, she can feel it. “I don’t know, he replaced me pretty quick.”
She wants to hit her brother. Becuase she knows he’s hurting but Jay can you chill for a but—he knew Hero Stalker befor ehe became Robin. He kenw what Tim’s life was like before Bruce. And Tim has been through enough, especially for now, hasn’t he?
“I, Ja—” so his first name started with a J. He was Jason Todd Wayne. Red Hoodie was Jason Todd Wayne and Robin and now James Smith. A lot of o’s until now, she noted (distract to aviod processing an overwhelming situation.)
“Its Red Hood. That kid died.”
“Hoodie...” she wanted to hug him or hit him or something. She doesn’t know. It hurts and doesnt at once.
Jay put an hand on her shoulder.
She knew he meant it. That Robin was killed by negilence from what he’d told her and she could peice together. The batfam picked Dick who left over him—a new Robin with no idea what was going on and how to Wayne and was being bullied by the rich kids and teachers in the ways that Jason couldn’t fight against. And when he finally lashed out—started being abit more violent—they put distance and then he went to find someone that might want him, his birth mother. That person sold him out to Mr. J. He died trying to protect his birth mom who wanted him dead.
She wanted cry but her eyes weren’t working. Still in shock then.
“I’m taking you back home if you want, but you have to stop being Robin like this. You can still do detective stuff but you need backup when you patrol or do a bust ir anything. You’re thirteen, not twenty.”
Tim didn’t make eyecontact. “I, he needs me.”
Marinette wanted to throttle Bruce. Badly.
“I get that.”
Harley only got better when Ivy stepped in. Jerome only recovers as long as Marinette keeps talking to him, the Sirens are slowly adopting him so she has more free time. Zsasz does what she says, and when she said no more taking hits unless they broke an RKC rule—attacking kids, abuse (any kind), murder that isn’t justifiable (see Dent for clarification), and active enablers of systematic abuse (dirty cops and their ‘albi’ partner, the false alibi givers too—Rose and Ivy’s plants were happy to testify the truth of anyone’s lcoation at any time).
Hell, if it wasnt for Frost and Ghoul and Puzzles, she doubted their fathers would even be considering backing off of crime. As it stands, Riddler is now running a youtube let’s play and working on game design as her and puzzles constant request. The other two were slowly moving off of crime and more into science again.
Her father would still be.. she didnt want to know how he’d escalate. But there were rumors of an alter around... she’d handle that tomorrow. Today was making sure Tim understood boundaries.
“But that doesnt mean you die for him. Do you hear me?”
Tim wasn’t looking at her then, looking at Jay instead.
“How are you even...”
“I dont talk about it.”
Tim nodded, slowly turning back to Marinette. “I, uh...”
Jay shook his head. “He wont get it pixie.”
“I,” Marinette sighed. Everything in her hurt and she didn’t know why. She wasnt injured. “He can try. Just, please Jay?”
Jay ruffled her hair. “Talk to him then you’re getting some z’s got it?”
Marinette nodded, feeling Jay leave. Probably to talk to Father about this. Maybe the Council.
“T—Robin.” He turned to her then. “Please, don’t die. If its life or death situation, please dont be the one to die. Don’t pull an idiot move and martyr yourself fighting a war. Focus on the causes, find the root issue and kick its butt. If anyone can, its you.”
Tim blinked slowly at her.
Marinette sighed. “Get some rest. Everyone knows if the touch your mask Jay’s got free reign.”
She went home and let Harley gove her Ivy’s knockout tea.
“Hun, how...”
“He doesn’t even realize how screwed up it is. I, he can’t becuase he came from such shit parents and...”
Harley raised an eyebrow at her word choice, and decided certain people would get a talk. Lter, when her neice didnt look like she couls blow up at any minute.
Marinette wanted to scream and kick and fight but thst won’t help her friend.
“...how bad.”
“His birth parents left him alone enough for him to stalk vilgantes and rogues and get pics. They didnt even notice.”
Harley took a deep breath. “I’m giving him a burner. If he’s in deep, he can message us. I can talk to him but we both know that not how Waynes work.”
Marinette rubbed her temples. She suspected Harley knew but... “Do they know?”
“Only me, Selina and Jerome for now. Ivy suspects. Want it to stay our secret?”
Marinette nodded.
Harley patted her head. “Get some sleep. You have a Bat to chew out tonight.”
Marinette walked Tim to Batman, escorted by Jerome and Harley.
Jerome was pissed, she noted.
“Batsy, care to explain why my neice and us were the ones to find your bird?”
Batman didn’t look good. His skin was tired. Hopefully from searching for his son, right?
Batman was silent.
Tim ran into his arms, crying.
Marinette could feel Jerome ready to punch Batman. She held him back.
“Give him a minute, please.”
Jerome narrowed his eyes, but nodded.
Batman idly noted the interaction. Apparently this girl... clown-mime? She had sway over Joker and Harley. And found his son.
He didnt know how to thank them, or what to do with that.
“Er, Mr. Batman?” The girl sounded different then. More than a tonal shift.
“I, you need to fix your team. This is the second time this happened to one of your sons.”
Batman tensed at that.
“It was Mr. J again. I, one of my uncles and my brother are handling him. This is the third summer he’s tried killing a kid.”
That had both looking at her. “He,” Marinette was smaller then, almost... scared.
Batman seemed to catch what she was trying to say.
“He kidnapped my girl here with hatter, killed Hatter infront kf her, and held her for a week while deciding how to kill her until she escaped and called us.”
Batman stared at Marinette then, something clicking enough to make him pale.
“He targets kids. The, the RKC are claiming jurisdiction on him and claiming his body to prevent future revivals,” Marinette got out, shaking slightly. She hated thinking about that week. It took day with the green crystals and week after to recover phsyically.
Batman didnt say anything, waiting for her to talk. Not the adults—he put together she’s incharge.
It was unnerving.
Tim was looking ar her too. They both knew she knew a lot. He wanted to see what she’d do with that knowledge.
She hated to dissapoint him, but Oswald and Marteen and Fish told her to make sure negotations go her way by any means necessary.
“I, Robin is either to be supervised or partnered during all patrols, put on a team somewhere else where he gets that support or be removed from fieldwork and he needs a new alias for his safety.”
Robin, not Tim, stiffened. “You’re not the boss of me!”
“If these conditions aren’t met, then i...”
Harley stepped forward then. “Then me or Jokes will blab about who’s under the mask. If its bad enough, then my mini-me will let out four other leaguer’s identities and their sidekicks. She’s pretty smart, even panicked when she found out i knew how much she knew.”
Marinette was paler under the makeup. She knew
This was the best plan for sucess but it made her feel sick.
Batman put Tim behind him.
“How does she—”
Marinette winced at the tone.
Batman froze at her reaction. He didnt like it when kids were scared of him.
She was shaking when she spoke. “Paterns and friends with their obsessions and me with mine and a few photoshop jokes and it just...” she trailed off, curling in in herself and eyes on the ground.
Bad move but she, she cant look at people right now. Maybe Jay but not the man who pushed her brother into a palce where he was vulenerable, not one who failed to get two of his sons away from Mr. J.
“You, you should have a meeting or something on secret identities becuase i have to keep a lot of them now. Becuase, becuase you guys are bad at them and blocking JL news did nothing to stop figuring out Arrow with his archery style and Superman’s only works with general disbelief and acting and Wonderwoman should vary how she carries herself or something and uh, yeah, Flash was more a senses thing and uh, i just...”
She was fiddling. With her ropes. When did she start doing that?
“I’ll talk to the league.” Batman was watching her carefully. Too carefully.
“Just, just think things through, okay? Tag team patrols if he stays and new costume—i made him by knowing him before... maybe a different role on the team? I, i don’t know just...”
Marientte squeezed the rope. Oh, those were tears starting up. “please keep him safe.”
She didnt see their reactions. She heard Jay coming over, in his helmet.
“Pixie, time to go.” It was Jay that lifted her up. She was lighter then? Did her worry screw with her treatment processing again? She didnt know. Or maybe she was just light to him?
She let him take her the long way, to the RKC.
She cried with Rose’s plants growing over her and Jay into him. Rose kept Ghoul from going to kill someone by getting him to help her make crepes for Marinette.
It was an absymal attempt. But it got her to laugh.
Frost gave her an ice sculpture and told them he’d be taking her to his summer classes in Central for a few.
The JL have a meeting. No one likes what Batman tells them.
“You’re telling us Harley Quinn—who took you down on her own twice—she has a neice that knows not only your team’s identities, but mine, Supes, Wonder Woman and Flash’s?” Arrow summized.
Batman sighed. “Yes.”
The League was silent for a moment.
Flash was the one to break it. “You wouldnt happen to have any pictures of Harley in casual clothing would you?”
Everyone turned to him, various looks of confusion, rage and disgust.
Batman put a picture of Harley with the Sirens up, one where she forgot her make-up during a ‘shopping spree’ in the Sirens early days.
“Yeah, i think she’s this girl, Jill i think, her aunt. The kid was wicked smart when i met her at the Flash muesum last year, and knew more than she should about acfive police cases. I think she’s our mystery girl, Pixie.”
“That’s what Red Hood was calling her before taking her away.”
The league burst into chaos then.
“We need to find her”
“Get the security feeds from the Flash muesum last summer.”
“Theyre deleted already.”
“Databases for american girls named variations of Jill born between XXXX and XXXX”
“Wait, alias, maybe?”
“Damnit!”
The Flash was patroling his city when she spotted her. Pixie. At central city university.
“Hey there kiddo.”
The girl jumped a bit, turning to see him. Earplugs. sensory issues?
“Uh, hello?” Th girl looked around, like she was expecting someone else. “Are you looking for someone?”
“Kind of. Maybe you can help?”
That got the girl’s attention, sitting up straighter and her eyes sharper. Definately the girl Batman said she was. He put his league comm on, hoping the others would hear.
“There’s this case I’m working on, but the lead scientist is stuck on. I heard from a certain reporter you’re pretty good at forensic science, think you can help with a bit of bio?”
Marinette blinked a few times, but nodded. “Kind of. Im not allowed in labs yet so i mostly just look at data and figure out what patterns fit it best. My father doesnt want me to get too involved with biology or medicine since mom has a science ban.”
Red flag. Restrictive learning is a red flag. Possible abusive or toxic home. Procede with caution.
“Well that’s good. Give me one sec, the lead on this isnt getting it done.”
flash came back in less than a second, holding a file. “Can you look this over and tell me what happened?”
“The kid was moved through multiple locations while injured. He, he couldnt fight back since there’s no defensive wounds, but restraint bruising, looks like metal since its uniform... i, mr. flash, they have a lot of injuries, but some are old and defensive so in bad fighting situations a lot too.”
Marinette handed him back the file.
“Thank you. The forensic guy is taking forever.”
That had the girl, Jill? Looking at him again, this time curious. He hoped the league turned on his camera to see her reactions. Get her into their database.
“Who is it?”
“Barry Allen.”
Marinette couldnt help it, Barry (not flash, Barry who is hiding being a meta and still speaking out) is her personal hero. Him and Harley, but still. “He’s really cool!”
Okay, she can’t hide her fangirl side.
Flash raised an eyebrow. “Not really. Always late, sloppy attire, testimonies are eh.”
Marinette was mad then—why cant Flash let his alter be amazing!
“He’s late becuase he’s known to stay up late working on other cases when he isnt paid to and doesnt have to. And appearances and organizational skills arent what matters—his expertise is and he’s one of best with getting everyone what they need in time for case-building. So what if his reports are hard to read sometimes? He explains it in personso everyone gets what happened, which is very important and a lot of people are super bad at. And—and he advocates for meta rights and for their ability and circumstances taken into consideration during sentencing—none of the others even try to remind people of that and that a lot of metas dont chose their powers and it gets overwhelming and scary and then one instictive reaction later and people get hurt when you didnt want to react at all.”
Flash felt something kick him in the chest then. The girl is meta. Ear plugs. Possibly hurt somone by accident.
“If its okay, can i ask what your ability is?”
Marinette froze. “I. If anyone finds out, I lose Maman and Papa and Father and everyone.”
Flash froze at that. “What do you mean you lose everyone.”
“I, I’m visiting family for the summer. I live in France.” She didnt want to say more than that for location. “Being meta there is bad. Automatic life sentence with no trial bad.”
Flash sat down, putting an arm around her. This, this was not what he was expecting.
“My powers get worse in the summer. If I slip here, most of my family can handle it. Nothing bad happens. If i slip at home with Maman and Papa, i... if anyone knew then i’d be taken away whether they wanted it or not.”
“Where would you end up?” He had to know how bad it was.
“Living zombie in correction centers. Then jail-jail when you’re 18 until you die... no trial. Being meta is a crime there. And, and mr. Allen doesnt think that way at all. He keep saying you need to contextualize power and abilities and intents and if you defend yourself and you’re meta you go jail...”
Flash stayed silent, letting her continue.
“Maman screamed a lot when i hit this stalker in france. He was following me and other kids from school with a bat, saying he’d teach us all lessons. We got away but he kept trying to get us. I snapped one time and he was mostly fine, nothing permanent but Maman was so angry at me for almost getting caught becuase it was on tape and i was a little kid and little kids run, they dont fight.
“My powers didnt show though—Father made a treatment to keep them from that. No one suspects stickers... but she’s still scared its enough for a rep to come and check me for meta abilities and that she’ll lose me again.
“Again?”
Marinette twisted at that. “I, uh, probably would be dead if Father didnt find a treatment for me as a baby. Its how i got my abilities, but if theyre ever neutralized completely, i’d be dead. So we have to curb them... Maman forgets i need them and almost threw out my supply once. She forgets that i’m not normal until things like a student stalker happen and i hit the guy with his bat and then she remembers and gets scared i’ll be taken and its just...”
Flash decided he was adopting her, somehow. Smart and powered and in need of help.
There would be an intervention in France soon.
“Sounds like a lot of pressure, especially for someone your age.”
Marinette didnt make eye contact. “I have to. If i dont then there’s a dot in the open and thats a possible pattern and someone might connect it to the ones i couldnt stop. And Father and me are good at connecting dots and finding possibilities.”
Flash wanted to scream at the League then, he ahd a feeling they only added to her stress.
“He, he says we’re hardwired to find patterns and possibilities. But i shouldnt catch as many as i do. My teachers keep saying i need to slow down and dial it back and stop catching on so fast and blurting things out but i just...”
Marinette was fiddling with her hair then, it was down enough to.
“Sounds like you’re a real smart kid.”
“Smart kids don’t get caught.” She needed to be smarter, untraceable.
Flash thought she meant the Justice League wasn’t smart. And if the girl was reluctant to let him bring them in just yet...
“Do you at least have someone you can talk to about this?”
“My Auntie Quinn and Rose. Rose doesnt like you though.”
“Oh? Who made her mad at us? Was is Arrow?” He already knew but he wanted to know why.
“Batman. He, uh gave her to someone who, and i quote, ‘should never be allowed to have a sentiment child that is not a plant’ when she was found by him. She’s younger than me but she looks older, and isnt allowed outside of her house.”
Flash heard a low thump from his comm. oh, Batman knew who it was alright.
“I, uh, do you need help with another case?”
Flash smiled at her. She needed a distraction from what she just said.
“Back in a flash!” Once he was back in starr labs he turned on his audio. “Who was it?”
“Poison Ivy’s daughter. Cadmus, not Ivy, created her apparently.”
Flash swore as he grabbed a differnt file. Potential speedster case he hadn’t gotten around to.
“Here ya go kiddo,” Flash grinned at her.
Marinette nodded her head and looked over the file.
“Something doesn’t add up... there!” She pointed at one of the photographs. “See?”
Flash leaned in to get a better look.
“It looks like the speedster marks but that would only work if the speedster was messing with spacetime continum! But there’s no evidence of that so Occam’s razor, its a lightning meta!”
Flash looked over the picture and it did add up. Especially the lack of certain streaking patterns.
“They were probably teleporting since theres no drag or streaks, just one epicenter,” Marinette continued.
Flash decided that the League would be visiting Paris, and he’d be personally fixing the meta policies. And that the girl, Jill, she’d be in the League. She lectured Batman and Robin on safety and seemed to be focused on helping them in their weaker spots as heroes... mainly identity maintenance. And she likes science and is good at it—perfect to add a science-centric member to the League as she grows up.
That’s the end of this summer. Next time we do marinette meeting Tikki and becoming Ladybug. That should take a few posts until we get back to gotham.
Let me know if you want a JL handling looking for Marinette as Princess (the kiddie kyptonian) and Jill (who Flash found and is presumed to be Harley’s neice). Im happy to if there’s interest.
Reminder, there will be many a miraculous swap and the Ladybug parts will diverge from cannon as 1) i changed a lot of characters, 2) charater dynamics are altered too and 3) i’m changing when students came in and how Adiren ended up in school.
Also, see my kwami posts for how the kwami are in this AU as they are not the same as cannon and it will be a bit obvious.
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Weekly Todoroki Meetups: # 6
*Silence as everyone looks at each other- The Todoroki siblings are there plus Hawks*
Natsu: So.
Fuyumi: *Gulps- Looks nervously at Hawks and Dabi* Yes?
Shoto: Will this group ever be the same after last week?
Dabi and Hawks: Nope.
Hawks: I’m sorry you all had to see that- I don’t normally forget where I hide corpses!
*Le gasp*
Hawks: Wait I worded that wrong- I don’t find corpses often! *Shoto, Fuyumi and Natsu all look at each other sweating slightly*
Dabi: Hehe. Sure you don’t~
Hawks: DABI.
Natsu: Both of you, be quite. Anyways- What’s are plan this week?
Dabi: Burn those bodies I found in Hawks room on Endeavours desk.
Fuyumi: OH MY GOSH NO-
Hawks: WAIT WHAT I DONT HAVE BODIES!!!
Shoto: *Eating popcorn*
Fuyumi: I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE NATSUUU
Natsu: Just believe who you trust more!
Fuyumi: Hawks, I trust you more even if you murdered someone. Dabi has the higher death count out of you two anyways.
Shoto: Huh.
Natsu: Back on track guys?
Hawks: Thank you Fuyumi for blessing me with your trust, I appreciate it-
Dabi: *As he talks his flames slowly start to ignite and surround him* Alright, why don’t we murder some people, cut off their fingers and toes, spell out liar on Endeavours agency door and then hang their burning corpses from the roof? That way while their flesh melts and turns crispy they drip-
Natsu: WOAH NO THAT TOOK A REALLY DARK TURN-
Fuyumi: WHY CANT WE DO SPICE GIRLS?!
*Hawks pulls out squirty bottle and squirts Dabi*
Dabi: HEY-
Hawks: Hush. *Squirts him*
Dabi: *Hiss*
Hawks: Hush.
Natsu: SO WHAT ARE WE DOING.
Hawks: Let’s go to the shops!
Fuyumi: But why?
Hawks: *Enthusiasm and excitement is at 100% by now*I don’t know- But it’ll be fun while we brainstorm!
Dabi: There’s no point- Nobody’s gonna say yes.
Natsu: Sure, sounds great. We can all have some hang out time to think!
Fuyumi: Alright! We should totally try this! Bonding time- Maybe we can all forget last week!
Shoto: That meetup haunts my nightmares.
Hawks: YAY!!! *Grabs Dabi’s arm* Let’s go!
*Everyone is exciting and chatting*
Dabi: There’s no point in trying to resist- I’ll get my jacket.
Hawks: Wa-hoo!
[Later at the mall]
Hawks: Ugh, I hate your jacket. No style whatsoever!
Dabi: It’s to hide my identity so I don’t get caught by the cops.
Fuyumi: *Thinking- Whispers something in Hawks ear while Dabi looks at them suspiciously and slowly backs away*
Shoto: What first?
Natsu: We look for inspiration-
Hawks: WE GIVE TOUYA A MAKEOVER!
Dabi: NO I KNEW IT-
Fuyumi: *Clapping excitingly* Yes! We can get you knew piercings-
Shoto: *Eating popcorn* This sounds fun.
Dabi: Hell no *bleep*, I’m outta here-
*Natsu catches him and gives Hawks a thumbs up*
Dabi: ISNT THIS SUPPOSE TO BE A MEETING FOR TARNISHING ENDEAVOUR NOT ME?!
Hawks: *Squirty bottle followed by hissing* We can come up with ideas later!
Dabi: *Everyone advancing in him* GET AWAY FROM ME YOU OVERSIZED CHICKEN AND HOT N COLD WANNABES-
Natsu: Wait.
*Everyone stops- Dabi prepares to ditch everyone*
Natsu: Why don’t we split up into pairs and find inspiration instead of torturing big bro Touya?
Dabi: Don’t call me that- WAIT.
Fuyumi: Yes?
Dabi: Be my partner so I don’t have to go with Hawks-
Fuyumi: Nope- Natsu and me are going together.
Dabi: Shoto?
Shoto: Sorry- I’m taken. *Is with a random guy who looks like he escaped from a meme*
Dabi: Goddamit! You don’t even know him-
Hawks: Yay- Makeover time! LETS GO! *Grabs his arm and runs off. All the leftover siblings do the cross motion on their chest and salute*
Natsu: Alright- See everyone later! Any ideas Fuyumi?
Fuyumi: Hell yeah, let’s go!
[An hour later- Shoto and RG]
RG: So What are we doing bro?
Shoto: Tarnishing my fathers name for revenge because of his constant abuse throughout me and my siblings childhood.
RG: Lit.
Shoto: Excuse me?
RG: Bro, it’s slang.
Shoto: *Confused* It makes me die inside everytime you talk with it.
RG: Ha, so fresh bro.
Shoto: I AM CONFUSED TALK HUMAN.
Shoto: Wait.
RG: Spill the tea and explain bro.
Shoto: Teach me your slang. If I hate it my father will.
RG: No problemo, I can teach you bro.
Shoto: Thank you- Now stop saying bro before I pull a Dabi.
[Fuyumi and Natsu]
Fuyumi: These are horrible- my eyes can’t handle them! *Is holding a pair of boots that are to hideous to describe*
Natsu: *Holding a glitter bomb kit like it’s gold* I don’t even want to see-
Kirishima: OH WOW THOSE ARE GREAT!!! *Is pointing at the shoes*
Fuyumi: Ah hello! What are these?
Kirishima: Crugges, potentially Todoroki’s sister- Aren’t they awesome?
Fuyumi: If awesome is rock bottom shoe design then yes.
Natsu: Wait- Those are horrible. Any sane human would hate them! And getting glitterbombed by this. *motions to kit*
Kirishima: Sounds about right!
Fuyumi and Natsu: *Le gasp* Bingo!
[Hawks and Dabi]
Hawks: And I think a blue would be the best colour for you in a snazzy-
Dabi: Aren’t we suppose to be finding ways to tarnish Endeavours name? This hardly supports the idea.
Hawks: Yup! But we still have a few hours to kill~ *Is walking around store with infinite outfits, all being carried by his telepathic feathers*
Dabi: Urgh. Look at these- *Is at the sock stand. Hawks runs over*
Hawks: THEYRE FABULOUS. LOOK AT THE TRAIN SOCKS!
Dabi: That’s gay.
Hawks: We’ve been dating for 2 years.
Dabi: True.
Hawks: But look at them!
Dabi: I can’t stop- Wait. Look at those- *Bird leg socks- Hawks has a twinkle in his eyes*
Hawks: I NEED THEM.
Dabi: No, I’m intervening-
Hawks: HAHA WE CAN USE THESE!!!
Dabi: No.
Hawks: FIRST WE NEED TO GET YOU DONE UP AND THEN WE BUY ALL OF THE SOCKS!!!
Dabi: What no why-
Hawks: LETS GO!
[Later at the foodcourt]
Natsu: So guys, what inspiration did you get?
Shoto: Imma make it clear that my ideas so fresh that even my *bleep* bro Endeavour can’t shake it.
Everyone: What.
Hawks: Heh slang- that’ll make Endeavour right out of this weird existence. *Finger guns*
Dabi: *Is hiding in jacket and muffled* This species needs a purge.
Natsu: That’s bad- Hawks and Dabi?
Hawks: SOCKS. *Throws a pair of pizza socks in Natsu’s face* YEET.
Fuyumi: *Is checking Natsu for potential injuries* Alright- Anything else?
Hawks: *Looking proud* Nope.
Shoto: *Facepalms*
Natsu: Well me and Fuyumi got these- A glitter bomb kit and several pairs of crugges. *Reveals shoes*
Hawks: Eww. I love them!
Dabi: Burn them- They’re disgusting and need to be destroyed.
Fuyumi: I know but this nice kid from Shoto’s class told us about them! I couldn’t refuse after he got blown up and dragged away by an angry sparkle sparkle boom boom teen after attempting to buy a pair for me! He said anything for a fellow crugges lover. Then I decided to by them to join the crugges community~
Natsu: Tis true. Also, what happened to Dabi?
Dabi: NOBODY SHALL KNOW. NOT EVEN OVER MY DEAD BODY. *Angrily Sets hands on fire*
Hawks: He doesn’t like my fashion taste.
Shoto: He’ll spill the tea eventually. *Finger guns*
Natsu: Please stop.
Fuyumi: So, What are we going to do?
Dabi: The corpses on his desk- I’m telling you! *Is squirted by Hawks*
Natsu: Votes?
Hawks: EVERYTHING. *Looks At Dabi suspiciously*
Hawks: Except his ideas.
Shoto: Sounds fly my- *Fuyumi covers his mouth*
Fuyumi: Sounds fun! We’ll do it tomorrow.
Hawks: Aw yeah!
Shoto: *muffled response*
Dabi: My idea was better.
Natsu: *Rubs neck Shinso style* Something tells me someone’s going to die during this chaos.
Everyone: Yep.
{To be continued}
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INSTANCES WHERE BELLAMY BLAKE WAS A NUISANCE (Bellamy Blake x Reader)
Request: Could I request a Bellamy Blake imagine with the lines, “Don’t you do it Y/N. Don’t you dare fall in love with me.”
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Okay, here’s the thing: You‘ve never thought someone was beautiful until you met Bellamy Blake. For a long time you - and all your friends - assumed you just weren’t interested in being with someone. Then, he happened. You had always heard stories about Bellamy being mutual friends but fate and the universe never let you come face to face with the unknown boy. All you knew about the boy was that he was daring, adventurous, and courageous; yet extraordinarily kind and caring. Then, you came to Earth.
INSTANCE NO. 1
“Someone’s about to open the doors.” Clarke clenches her jaw, eyes darting towards the front of the Dropship as she speeds to the door. You follow hot on her tail, your eyes just as wide as hers. “Stop!” She shouts, her tone frantic and chilling, “The air could kill us all.”
“If the airs toxic then we’re dead anyways.” The deep voice that replies to your friend almost makes you frown. He sounds kinda rude. Shifting beside Clarke, you furrow your eyebrows and are about to put your two cents in but then he looks at you.
It feels like a kind of pause, like a kind of recognition but not quite. At least not on your part. “Anything to add on, sweetheart?” He chastises you, his hand on the ship's entrance.
“I have a name.” You mutter, unable to drop your gaze from him. The freckled boy just smirks. His eyes remain on you as he opens the dropship door, and the place is flooded with fresh air and light. Pandemonium ensues as people rush out like a nest of crazed ants. You, being weak and distracted, get pushed around easily and almost no one seems to care.
“Woah, Woah, Woah,” You feel two hands on your shoulders pull you back slightly, away from the bustling crowd of teenagers who are finally free from their cage. “You should learn to be a little more careful.”
Facing the man behind you, you see the familiar face that enticed you not two seconds ago. “Thanks.” You mumble.
“It’s fine.” He replies, “Y/N.”
“You know me?” You wonder, eyebrows furrowed as you wait for his answer.
He hums, “I know of you. I’m Bellamy Blake.” He introduces himself, giving you a small smile.
You smile up at him, practically knowing him already. “Funnily enough, I know of you too.”
“I hope you’ve heard good things.”
“50/50.” You hum back, gesturing with your hand. He’s taller than you, and it makes your stomach turn when you look up to see him gently smiling down at you. “I’ve been wanting to put a face to the name for a while now.” You admit.
“Well?” He responds with a small smirk, “Do I live up to your standards?”
Your raise your eyebrows, almost letting out a laugh, “Nah,” you joke, “you’re shorter than I expected.”
He nods for a second, pursing his lips comically, “And you’re feistier then I expected.”
“And that’s a bad thing?”
“No, not at all.” He shakes his head, looking you up and down and nearly making your chest explode, “I only let strong women ruin my life.” His smirk seems infectious, and for some reason, it feels like the dropship keeps getting smaller and smaller. After all this time keeping you two apart it’s as though even fate and the universe can’t pull you two away now. There’s just this intense and magnetic force pushing you two together like compensation for such a long time as strangers.
“God, do you have to do this to all my friends?” Octavia announces, breaking you away from her brother. Bellamy just stares at you, letting out a sigh as he realised your attention on him has been interrupted.
You’re slightly angered at yourself. ‘All my friends’? Did you just nearly fall for a player? Oops.
“Only the pretty ones.” He sighs, looking towards the ground awkwardly.
“Well, have fun letting them ruin your life.” You smile back, bouncing away from him and towards Octavia who had come looking for you. You pass her and head outside so you don’t notice the annoyed look she gives her brother, who just gives her an exaggerated shrug. Bellamy leans against the wall, sighing at the loss of heat now that you’re not beside him.
INSTANCE NO. 2
You sit beside the wall, book in hand as the world passes by around you. Your muscles ache from working and you’re so tired you may just fall asleep right here and now. But your book keeps you up. You’ve read it maybe 40 times since you were 10 years old and you’re about to make it 41 until-
“Whatcha got there?”
“You’ve never seen a book?”
“I’ve never seen that book.”
“And you’re never going to. Run along.”
“Oh,” Bellamy breathes, inching closer to you, “But I’ve been such a good boy today, Y/N.” He banters... at least you think it’s banter.
“Unfortunately, I’ve run out of gold stars to hand out.” You muse, shaking your head as you set your book down in your lap.
Leaning his arms against your knees, he rests his head against his hands and looks up at you with his big brown eyes. You nearly melt. Your chest is tingling and all you can do to stop form smiling is to think about the serious chapter you’re up to in your book.
“I can think of other ways you can reward me.”
“Did that line work on many of Octavia’s other friends?” You wonder, pursing your lips slightly.
He sighs, letting his head fall onto your thigh in defeat. “She told you, huh?”
“Yep.” You nod, a smile pressed harshly against your lips.
“You know she‘s never had many friends, right?” Bellamy states, sitting up and looking intensely at you.
“After what you did, I’m sure she didn’t.” You laugh slightly. He notices, his smirk growing at the sight of you smiling.
“Did she at least leave much to the imagination?” He wonders, leaning back onto the green grass as he sets you up. His brown arms flex perfectly and your eyes just brush over them, not giving him the satisfaction of him knowing you think he’s attractive.
Shaking your head, you cross your arms. “Not really.” You lie, teasing him.
“Oh, so you’ve been imagining me then?”
You pause, seeing how he set you up for that. He looks at you smugly, raising his eyebrows as he waits for your reaction. “Okay, that was a good one.” You laugh, shaking your head at him.
Bellamy laughs too, his eyes squinting slightly as he marvels in his own greatness for a second. Somehow the conversation continues on, and you spend the next hour talking and teasing one another. You never got to finish reading your book for the 41st time like you had planned. You even let him borrow it.
INSTANCE NO. 3
You were handling it, really you were. But Big Macho Man Bellamy Blake had to get in the way and be the saviour, like always. “Aim higher and a little to the left, take the wind into account,” Bellamy mutters next to you, his eyes glued to your frame.
Glancing at him from the side of your bow, you nearly break your focus to shake your head at him or to tell him to shut up. But instead, you do what he says, rolling your eyes when you notice him nodding his head. Straight down the middle of your arrow stands a deer, unknowingly taking its last breaths of air.
“Easy now,” Bellamy whispers, leaning in so you can hear him. You feel his breath on your neck as he talks and talks and talks and you’re not taking in a single thing that he’s saying. “Okay?” He asks, turning to face you but he doesn’t move back. You swallow, your lips parting slightly to answer him but you weren’t listening at all.
“Uh, yeah sure.” You nod back, eyeing him once again before turning back to the deer who has disappeared.
“You didn’t hear a word of what I said did you?”
“Uh, no.” You admit, putting your bow and arrow down. Watching the distance as Bellamy blabbers on about focus and attention, you notice something swaying in the bushes where the deer was. At first, you think it’s the animal, but then you notice more and more bushes as you block out Bellamy’s droning on.
“You’re not even listening right now, wow.” He shrugs, shaking his head as if he’s a disappointed parent.
“Sh, Bell, hold on.” You press a hand to his chest and he nearly gulps, feeling his heart rate quicken at the fact that you’re touching him and you called him Bell. But when he looks at you, he notices the concern and immediately he’s switched on and 100% alert.
Following your gaze, he sees what you see and dread fills him. “We need to go. Now. It could be more Grounders.” He mutters to you, pulling you by the arm just as the sounds of Grounders shouting to one another make you jump into action.
You hear them behind you but it’s like you can’t see anything, everything’s a blur of green trees and Bellamy’s frantic gaze as he leads you back towards the camp. Wait, the camp. “Bellamy! We’re leading them right towards the others, we can’t!”
“There’s no other way, we’ll die!” He shouts back to you, his grip on your wrist harsh and painful.
You pull against him and he nearly stumbles over, he turns around to look at you with an incredulous expression. “What are you doing?!”
You line up your bow and arrow, “Taking a shot.”
“Y/N, you don’t know how many there are. This isn’t a fight we can win.” He shouts at you, frantic to get you to safety. “We’re so close to the camp, there’s safety in numbers.” You don’t listen, but when he places a hand on yours, you feel everything pause. “Please.” He begs.
You’ve never heard Bellamy beg before. To anyone. For anything. You lower your weapon and give him a slow nod, “Okay... okay, sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry just take my hand.”
You do so, running back towards the camp gates as fast as you possibly can. The sounds of Grounders chasing you is constant and terrifying and you’re at the closed gates screaming desperately for them to let you in when you hear the piercing sound of something flying through the air and landing right next to your head. The gates open, you’re not sure what’s going on but you’re being pulled inside as the noise continues then ceases all at once.
You open your eyes, looking up at Bellamy who looks just as stunned as you. Maybe even more. You’re confused when he places a hand to his upper arm, pulling it back to reveal his hand coated in blood. Then it all speeds back up again.
“Jesus!” Your eyes widen, looking at the large gash left by a spear or arrow of sorts.
“Actually my names Bellamy.” He chuckles, then winces at the pain. Now it’s time for you to pull him around, holding his hand as you yell for Clarke in the dropship. You tell her what’s wrong, and you ask for help but you were obvious to the other people just coming into the dropship who had worse injuries than Bellamy. One woman had an arrow to her leg, she was one of the people guarding and opening the gate for you and Bell.
“You’re going to have to handle it,” Clarke tells you, nodding to you as if to say you can do it.
“Hey,” Bellamy states, getting your attention as he can see how out of it you are. He holds his arm tightly, and you can help but look at all the blood that’s dripping down him. “Don’t look at that, look into my eyes.”
“Okay.” You mumble, looking into his familiar and calm brown eyes.
“You can do this, it’s not that difficult so maybe even you can get it right.” He tells you, the corners of his lips lifted into a small smirk. You don’t appreciate the jokes at the moment, in fact it nearly makes you burst out crying. “Woah, Woah, hey I’m kidding. Y/N, I’m just joking. It’s going to be fine! I’m right here.”
You just mutter okay and breathe, trying to snap yourself out of it. “Okay, okay, tell me what to do.”
“Help me take my shirt off.” He asks, not wanting to release full pressure off of his wound.
“What? How?” You furrow your eyebrows, unsure of yourself. Maybe you can’t do it. Maybe you can’t do anything.
“Y/N, I need you to put both your hands on the cut. Apply a lot of pressure while I remove it. Then we’ll go to the alcohol, okay?”
You nod, stepping forward and nearly gagging at the sight. But it’s Bellamy, and he really needs you. “O-Okay,” looking into his eyes, you both begin to count down together, “Three, T-Two... one!” You close your eyes, placing both your hands under his sleeve and onto the cut.
Bellamy grunts, gritting his teeth as he throws his shirt to the floor. “Sorry, sorry!” You mumble repeatedly, feeling your chest tighten with guilt.
“D-Don’t... Don’t apologise to me, you’re doing great.” Bellamy breathes, his shaking hands pointing to a metal box next to Clarke. He takes over applying pressure to his wound. Rushing to it, Clarke just gives you a nod telling you that you can take it. Bringing it back to Bellamy, you open it and try not to freeze to ice when you see it’s contents. Of course you’d have to stitch him up, it’s a deep graze. There’s not way it’ll close up by itself. Bellamy must think you’re insane mumbling ‘okay’ and ‘youre fine’ to yourself over and over again; as if the next ten times you say it it’ll be true. But it isn’t. And your hands are shaking. And you feel like you can’t even see the wire missing the needles hole each and every time you try. “Y/N, come on.” Bellamy encourages you gently, watching you with urgent and tired eyes.
“I’m trying.” You whisper, biting the side of your lip as you try and try again. The movement of your chest rising and falling erratically makes your hands move even more. Bellamy begins to feel himself losing too much blood, beginning to feel woozy.
“Come on...” He urges more frantically, his voice harsh, “Y/N, you need to hurry...”
Grunting in frustration, you feel as though you could lose your mind, break down, throw the whole metal box against the drop ship wall. “Come on!”
His loud voice makes you jump. You pull the wire through the needle and lean in towards his arm, brows furrowed as you take the alcohol and quickly pour some on his arm. He grunts loudly, squirming in pain. “Stay still.” You order him, your voice just as tense as his was. It all places like a blur, trying to ignore the pain in his voice and the blood on your hands as you stitch him up. It looks as good as it can possibly be, seeing as it’s been done by someone not experienced. Grabbing the bandage, you jump at the feeling of a hand on top of yours. “I can take it from here.” Clarke advises you, her eyes full of sorrow and compassion. Taken off guard, you nod at her. Somehow you’re unable to speak though your lips part.
You look down at your red hands. They’re still for once. You thought that the hardest part had finished but then you look up at Bellamy, who’s been watching you this whole time, focusing on you instead of the pain. Clarke begins to wrap the bandage around his arm, taking away the sight of his pain.
“Uh, I’m- I...” You fumble. Bellamy just looks away, nodding his head slightly. He doesn’t want to see you leave right now. So you don’t. “I’ll stay until you’re done.”
Bell looks up at you, mumbling a quiet, “Thank you.” to which you nod back. Sitting beside him, you let out a long breath. You haven’t breathed since you ran into the camp gates. It relaxes you.
When Clarke states she finishes and leaves, Bellamy turns to you to place a hand on yours. “I’m sorry I yelled at you.”
You shake your head, refusing to look at him. You just stare at your dirty hands, still in shock at what you just did. “No, no, don’t be.” You assure him, “I wouldn’t have been able to snap out of it. I don’t know what came over me.”
He squeezes your hand, causing you to turn to him. “I’m proud of you. Not everyone could’ve done what you did, especially when it’s someone you... you know. Don’t put yourself down for that, Y/N. You were incredible.”
Tears brim your eyes and you take another deep breath and look down before quietly stating, “Thank you.”
“Look at me,” he begs, leaning closer to you and it makes you gulp nervously. His eyes are pleading when you look up at him, “Y/N... will you stay with me tonight?”
You squeeze his hand back, mirroring what he did to you. “Anything you need, Bellamy.”
“Only on one condition though.” He adds, letting his eyes flick from yours to your lips.
“What condition?” You wonder, confused.
“Don’t fall in love with me.”
“What?” You muse, a smile beginning to form on your face. Bellamy revels in it, knowing he’s accomplished his goal of making you smile; especially after what you just went through.
Bellamy tried to hold a straight face as he continues, “Don’t you do it, Y/N. Don’t you dare fall in love with me.”
Shaking your head at him, you can’t help but smile at the boy, “you’re unbelievable.”
Like magnets meeting, the two of you lean together. You want to place your hands on his warm cheeks but you remember you can’t. So you sit there, eyes closed, feeling Bellamy’s lips press against yours. It feels electric. When you both pull away, you can hear your heart beating loudly.
“I think we might be in trouble.” You smile at him, pressing another kiss to his lips.
“I think we might be.” He agrees, the same smile on his features.
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Amara
Dust motes danced in the airy light of Anis’ study as he shifted through a storm of essences.
He had called his desk an ‘aromatic apothecary’. Amara had dubbed it a ‘scent bench’. Racks of essence bottles curved around him as he furiously scribbled formulas on to wafers of paper. Occasionally he would un-cork one, releasing a burst of scent that filled the room before dissipating just as quickly- rose oil, hyacinth, slowly burning sandalwood, even that metal stench Amara had always associated with the Void gates back home. Anis would take stock of it then return to his scribbling.
Another uncorking. A fierce note of burning pepper-bush flooded Amara’s nostrils. Then it was gone. More scribbling.
“That was a good one.”  
“Hmm.” Anis sounded unconvinced. “Bit too overpowering, might need a modifier, maybe a citrus ester or a floral one. But that’s in my rayiha so I’ve been told and I don’t think it’s very becoming of me to aim for a signature just yet...”
He continued on in this manner. Amara really didn’t mind. She’d learned a lot over the past week thanks to Anis’ ramblings- his role as a student in the school of extracting (itself part of the house of sciences) the nature of his craft, the Soljin’s nature as part of a greater whole- one of four peoples that had split apart from days spent as Void-wandering nomads, different in many ways but bound by the faith that had united them so long ago- the faith of midãd, the pursuit of the divine substance. Anis considered his work to be the greatest expression of that history, crafting multi-layered scents from countless differing essences.
“So, how’s your work coming along?”
“Oh.” Rising herself from her stupor, Amara glanced back at her sketches. Though Anis had provided a desk to study at right next to a disused alembic, her mind had been elsewhere. It was with Tia and the others now searching for ingredients in the shops and markets. Ingredients for Met’s...treatment.
“Something is in you.” She had said to her, sitting her down in the lovers’ small home. “Call it a baran, call it kaba, call it whatever you like. Just know it isn’t getting out unless we force it out.”
“A...” Amara remembered. “The bolt.”
“Yes, the bolt. The one you were struck by. It came from the god-grounds.”
“You knew about that?!” Tia had been aghast
“I sensed something in her when we shook hands. You telling me about the storm destroying your district confirmed my suspicions. Why do you think I chose to let you stay after your friend’s treatment?”
“So, you were keeping things from us.” Udana said. “Why should we trust you now?”
“It’s not about trust. It’s about necessity. You think the wights you met in the desert were bad? Whatever’s in you now is far older, far darker. I don’t know how it got into you but I know I’m the only one in this city that can get it out. You need more than a doctor, you need someone who understands the dead.”
Silence. Then Khedes had spoken up.
“We can help you.”
“Amara?”
Amara blinked. “Sorry... just thinking about-”
“About your condition?”
She nodded. Setting his work aside, Anis came up and laid a hand on her shoulder. Thankfully he wasn’t shocked back 10 meters.
“I’m sorry I can’t help you more. That way you wouldn’t have to rely on that frightful pair.” He rubbed his neck. “If only I could be more like En-Kindi.”
“Who?”
“En-Kindi, the founder of the school of extracting, part of the house of sciences first master’s council. He could do everything: perfume, metallurgy, astronomy, cryptography. A true polymath! He once said that “time exists only with motion.  Body with motion, motion with body. If there is motion there is necessarily body, if there is body there is necessarily motion.”
“How does that relate to all my problems?”
“It means if you keep moving forward then things will definitely work out in the end!”
They both chuckled at that. Then awkward silence resumed.
“You know” Anis continued. “He also said we should devote ourselves to the truth. Always keep looking for it, even if it came from peoples distant and nations different from us. I think he approve of you coming all the way out here...and that he would want me to help you.”
Amara gave a gentle, tired smile. “Thank you. That means a lot.”
Anis smiled back. He was about to say something more when suddenly there was a wrapping at the door. Perplexed, he went and opened it. He returned with a small wooden box. Lifting its lid revealed 4 small perfume bottles and a note with 4 words in the Soljinn script written on it. Amara recognised them as street names.
Anis’ smile faded.
“Come on. Time I showed you the other part of my job.”
Kuru’s house of sciences was an alternating mix of interior and exterior spaces. Shadowed hallways would lead to fragrant courtyards bordered by rounded pillars of Aban-Sad stone. Its student body a mix of promising young scholars swelled by the patronage of established academics and those who had been sent by less established families to rise through scholarship and intellectual endeavour. Anis was one such student.
“Wish you could have seen things when everyone was here. Boys would wear off-world jeans under their work robes. We dared each other to flip them up when to get a glimpse of what style they were trying out.”
“Did you really?”
Anis blinked. “Please don’t assume every strapping young Soljinn man is as socially awkward as me.”
That of course had changed with the Corvus’ arrival. The school was backed by public funding, along with that of the social elite- bankers, merchants and military officers. When the Corvus assumed command that wellspring quickly dried up. Students and teachers alike dropped out, some seeking to get jobs as translators and scientists, others hurling themselves against the walls of the Nest in protest.
So now the school Amara walked through was a ghost of its former self. A time when the sound of scratching pens on paper and all manner of scientific, philosophical and theological discourse that fell under the banner of falsafa- Natural studies- filled the air. A time when so many Rayihas joined together it was hard to tell when one person’s soul ended and another’s began.
“That’s one sad story.” Amara said sympathetically, as they head out through the school’s main embossed arch.
“Not half as sad as where we’re going, I’m afraid.”
Where they were headed was a street in the city’s old quarter. En-Yaqut it was called, the birthplace of some of the city’s finest biographers and renowned for its scroll-stores, literary cafes and abundant collections of ornate manuscripts. After all, was it not said that the ink of the quill was holier than the blood of the martyr?
Amara couldn’t see that beauty now. As they followed the street downhill, the air began to smell of smoke. Shutters covered the front of shops, emblazoned with graffiti of a bird spreading its wings between two trees. A young boy flicked rocks at these shutters, which quickly burst into flames, alighted by security lasers.
“Oh no...”
Amara turned to see what Anis was looking at. Standing at a bend in the road was a charred husk of a building. It looked like it had come from Amara’s ruined district, though it stood alone instead of being surrounded by others like it. A crowd had gathered, some dousing the charred walls with water jets.
“Not Shaba...”
“You!” An old woman cried, in black robes with embroiled cuffs. “You from the house?”
“I am... I am.” Anis confirmed. “Please Shaba...the owner of this place...he isn’t...”
The lady shook her head. “Some of his clients were translators for the Corvus. A fight broke out over it and then the fire started. He didn’t survive.”
Anis fell to his knees, his breathing ragged. Amara knelt with him.
“A friend?”
He nodded shakily.
Amara didn’t need to know any more. But she needed to snap Anis out of this.
“Anis, we came here to do something. Do you remember?
Another nod. With trembling hands, he took out one of the vials and poured its contents on to the ground, murmuring what sounded like a prayer under his breath.
Slowly a rayiha surrounded them. It smelled like drying paint and fresh parchment. Amara almost thought she saw it, as a hazy silhouette of a man standing before them.
Anis seemed to glimpse it to.
“You always were so accepting, Shaba.” He turned to the woman. “Make sure the Clerics find his body and give it the rites. We have others to see to.”
He then swerved back up the way they had come. Amara nearly had to run to keep up with him.
“Perfumes are an accompaniment to someone’s soul. Naturally they can be used to guide and heal lost ones. When a body is prepared for the rites, we provide perfumes to guide the rayiha back to it.”
He gave Amara a gentle, tired smile.
“The house of sciences may be fading, but that line of work keeps me occupied a lot nowadays.”
Why had they come?
To dethrone tyrants of course! The rulers of Kuru had become depraved and needed removing. Had they not rounded up dissident scholars, removed them from public office? Had they not charged exorbitant fees for the stone of Kuru, exploiting them over the years? Had they not acted to the detriment of every non-Soljinn in the city and punished those who practiced tolerance? Men like Shaba?
“Well that was a fucking lie.” Anis growled.
The Corvus’ defeat of these men- the feared mihna lawgivers- had been like something of out of a legend. The air had suddenly filled with white light. Spears of it leapt down to strike the lawgivers palace. Then ship after ship had floated down to continue the assault.
Such talk there had been! Anti-regime cells had gathered in the coffee shops whispering of plans that would never see fulfillment. Some wrote and translated advisory letters to the Corvus, others hoped that translation schools would be built to speed negotiations between the people and the invaders.
Such dreams- of translation, of communication- had died swiftly when the Corvus demonstrated how they translated with their first routine survey.
So, the days went on. Anti-Corvus groups making a scene, the Corvus themselves appearing out of nowhere to make a bigger mess of it. Men like Shaba- known for his tolerance of all peoples and the generosity of his spirit- killed in the crossfire, while others like Anis trailed after the violence, hoping to help in whatever way they could.
“So, you still don’t know why they are here?” Amara asked. By the time they reached the House of Science’s entrance the sun was setting. A day spent attending similar sites to the one on En-Yaqut street had left her drained. She would need to talk to Tia tonight.
“Don’t know don’t care.” Anis’ voice had seemed to age over the day, becoming as rough as Met’s at times “I’m just trying to survive.”
Just trying to survive. Made her little treasure hunt seem silly by comparison. Then Amara reminded herself she was doing it to help her own people survive as well.
Turning to the path to Met’s house, Amara thought about the violence she had seen here- how it could spread so easily to her own home, how many homes it had already taken. She thought about the artefacts lying discarded in the God-grounds and the wreckage of Shaba’s slowly burning shop.
As she did, the taste of electricity filled her mouth and goosebumps spread across her skin.
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lostmyhead - part 3
Word Count: 2,580  words. Prompt : Lovecraftian – Horrible and indescribable platonic love. Or in which you don’t know how to deal with your emotions. Warning(s): Angst. Reader being selfish (im sorry) A/N: SO LIKE IDK . My Final next submission for @hellomissmabel‘s 2k Birthday Celebration. Happy reading! Any feedback/criticism would be welcomed (like seriously this got out of control pls tell me what you think i don’t mind if its gonna hurt me). ps this isnt proofread. its 1.27 am and i have class in the morning im sorry for any mistakes! 
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It’s late at night (or was it really early morning?) when Bruce comes out of one of the operating room, bringing good news about the other super-soldier of the Avengers team.
“It’s a strong sedative. Any normal human being could’ve been killed with the amount he was given, but he’ll be okay” Bruce explains, making Steve release a sigh that’s been constricting his chest, tightening his shoulders when he waited.
“He’ll wake up soon” Bruce adds, “I suggest only a couple of you at a time. He’ll be a little…” he continues, a hand gesturing to his head as he waves it around in circles. “Confused” he finishes his sentence.
A moment of silence follows, a heavy stillness that nobody dared to move, one other question lingering in their heads but are too scared to ask.
“And (y/n)?”
Bruce takes off the glasses that was perched on the bridge of his nose, fidgeting with it. There was no delicate way to deliver the news about you. “She’s… They’re still in the operating room”
Everyone held their breathe.
“The wound on her leg is easy. But the one on her hip is complicated. We don’t know if it’ll affect her ability to walk, whether it’s temporary or permanent. The injury she sustained on her head is” Bruce pauses, still not looking up at his team mates.
“It’s difficult to assess” he words.
Again, silence. Nobody knew what to say, trying to process everything that’s been said.
“Thank you” Steve breaks the heavy air with his words, before taking long strides to Bucky’s room. Bruce could only nod, eyes following the trail of Steve until the door to Bucky’s room is gently closed. It’s only after that did he look to the eyes of each of his team mates.
Wanda is biting her fingernails, a distant look in her eyes with an arm crossed against her chest. Sam is leaning against the wall deep in thought, his engineered backpack on the ground of his feet. Clint is right next to Natasha, both looking solemn.
“You guys should rest for a bit. It’s been a long day”. With that, he leaves.
Clint is mumbling words to Natasha, encouraging her to change and rest as he waits for more news of you. She’s shaking her head in protest. Sam looks utterly exhausted as he brings his hand over to his forehead.
“You guys should go. I’ll wait here” Wanda announces, taking a step from where she was only to look over the others. “I’ll come get you if anything happens” she continues, speaking to them but her eyes fully locked with Nat’s.
It’s all she can offer, and with what the day had entailed. Wanda was relieved to see them one by one caving into the need of their bodies. Natasha was the last to go, whispering tiredly to Wanda “please get me first, okay?”.
The smell of alcohol and medicine made Wanda feel all the more anxious, as she sits on the edge of her seat, waiting for more news. Her eyes kept going to the double-doors whenever a staff came in or out, scrubs slightly stained before disappearing down the end of the hallway before re-appearing again with a medical cart. She clasped her hands tightly, almost as if in prayer when Steve comes out of Bucky’s room. He looked drained but he can’t make it show that’s he’s actually scared right now, not when the youngest Avenger is sitting across the operating theatre alone.
“Hey” Steve greets, taking the seat next to her. “Why aren’t you in your bed? It’s late” “I promised them I’ll wait”
He could only nod.
“How’s Bucky?” “He’s okay. He’s finally asleep”
The double-doors swing, a team of doctors and nurses filing out, a gatch bed with machines and wires tangled with each other and on it is you. They’re pulling you to a room next to Bucky, passing by Steve and Wanda. Their eyes fall on you; head wrapped with a bandage, a breathing ventilator tube down your throat, eyes closed shut.
Dr. Cho stops in front of them both, still in her scrubs and begins explaining what Bruce couldn’t manage to tell them.
“It’s the only thing I could do. I’m sorry” Dr. Cho mumbles, eyes shining with guilt. Steve is quick to react calmly, saying “You’ve done everything you could”. She looks at Steve for a moment, as if wanting to disagree. She felt she could do more, but the brain is the most complex organ of the whole human anatomy. She blinks, looks down, then moves her feet to her office.
Wanda stayed with you long after Steve has left, suggesting he should rest up too. Dragging a chair closer to you, she places her hand gently on yours, breathing in deeply as she closes her eyes.
There’s somebody behind her, a translucent shape.
“Why aren’t you coming back?” Wanda asked without turning around. She knows who it is.
“I had someone to find first” the figure said, taking slow steps to stand before Wanda. Her palm reaches Wanda’s shoulder, but it can’t really reach her, can’t physically place her touch in this world. A mere ghost of a being.
“But Bucky is back” Wanda announces, head finally turning to see you. The one in front of Wanda now looked better than the one laying on the bed. “So why can’t you return?”
You give her a weak smile. “I’m not too sure I want to come back this time, Wan” you confess.
You take her stunned silence as your cue to continue, to explain. “When I didn’t see him, when I thought he was gone, I couldn’t see anything worth fighting for. I would’ve gladly let that agent do whatever he wanted to me”
“It’s when I realized how much I cared for him. Deeply. More than just friends who look out for one another. More than just friends who understand each other. I don’t ever want to know how it feels like to lose him after this. But he can’t” you stop yourself, eyes closed shut to try and calm yourself from the on-coming wave of emotions that would undoubtedly have an effect on your physical body.
“If I come back, what good would having this feeling do to me? He has someone now; he has Yvy, Wan, and I’m so happy that he’s finally happy” you continue, sadness marring your facial features. “But it also pains me because I won’t ever have that with him. I’ll just be his friend, sure someone he cares about, but not the one he loves”
“But he does love you, (y/n). Can you not see that?” Wanda retaliates. “He doesn’t… he doesn’t love me like I want him to”
Wanda is trying to understand what you’re saying, trying to process the idea of you not coming back to this world, to this team, back home. She feels a painful twist in her chest, pricking her heart.
“So you’re just going to leave?” she asked. She had to. It felt like losing Pietro again, but the difference here is that Pietro didn’t have a choice. You did. You could come home, deal with whatever it is you’re feeling instead of running away. The pricking in her heart suddenly changes to simmering anger; you had the option to live and yet here you were deciding to be a coward and run. She hated you for wanting this, for having an option.
“You’re going to be a coward, and leave us?” she pushes when you’ve yet to answer. The air is thick now once realization dawns on you at how selfish you were being. Wanda abruptly stands up, the chair pushed forcefully behind her.
“It’s your choice. Say hi to Pietro for me”
This goes on for days; you remain in your astral form, looking down at your body as it rests and heal. You spend most your time confined here, not wanting to leave far with the fear that someone –or something sinister, decides to take your unprotected physical form as its host.
The last time you interacted was when Wanda closed the door to your room, leaving you to wallow in her last painful words.
“Say hi to Pietro for me”
So you stay. You stay and watch the aftermath of what would be if you decide to leave. Wanda is the only one who knows of your ability.
You smile faintly at how she discovered, or rather how you decided to reveal your secret to her. She was devastated at the loss of her twin, the speedster you always hear about from Clint, during the weeks you first met her.
“Did you hear that?” Bucky asked just as his hand grasped the knob of your door. You quirk an eyebrow at him before shaking your head, slightly confused. He moves his head closer to your door and for a moment he stays like that. You stand up as quietly as you could, fearing something bad was going on outside when Bucky has yet to say anything.
“Bu-“ his name barely comes out of your mouth when he raises a hand to your direction, his lips mouthing ‘sshhh’. A moment of total silence follows before the worry in his eyes disappear, his features softening before he looks at you.
He hesitates for a moment, but then decides to say “I think someone’s crying”
Immediately you walk over to him, peeling your door and motioning for him to stay there. Even though you absolutely hated being the mother hen –believing the title is rightfully Steve’s, you did have a tendency to act like one. So you tiptoed your way up the hallway, straining your ears to pick up the muffled sobs from one of the doors.
You stop dead in your tracks when you find the source.
It’s Wanda.
Bucky, who ignores your request to stay put, looks at you anxiously. You lick your lips, unsure whether you should go in or knock on her door. Clint has told you about this, had told you to look out for her during the times he wasn’t there. He’d given you a list of things that help her mind off of it, and one of the things he suggests doing was to just be by her side.
So that’s what you did. You found her curled at the corner of her room, in her arms an article of clothing. Your hand reaches her shoulder cautiously, and when she doesn’t jolt away from your touch, you pull her slowly into your arms. Thankfully Wanda doesn’t hesitate, crashing her body to yours.
Bucky takes it as his cue to leave, closing the door to Wanda’s room.
You hold her as she mourns the death of her brother, her twin, the only family she ever knew for the longest time. The black and white track jacket was wedged in-between you both. The room is filled with her pain, and you do your best to hold her, comfort her.
“I miss him. So much” she whimpers as you stroke her hair.
It’s a heart-breaking thing to listen to her say it, the absolute heart-ache she feels clearly present bringing you to tears.
It happened naturally; one moment the room is dark and depressing, and the next there’s a dim glow to everything in sight. Next to her you see a young man with silver hair, his blue eyes swimming with unshed tears as he looks down at his sister.
“Then talk to him” you whisper when the person next to you realizes you can see him.
That was the night that got you closer to Wanda, and the night she finally said her goodbye to Pietro. The small smile you wore is now completely torn off of your lips. How could you have been so selfish? Here you were having the ability to continue living while others do not. Here you were wasting a life when others had theirs taken from them. You look at your body again, knowing how easy it is to just come back.
But then you see Bucky.
Bucky is both a reassuring and aggravating presence. You’re thankful that he remains by your side when he can, giving your heart an empty promise at the sight of him next to you for hours on end. But that, of course, is shattered when he leaves, where the others take his place. It exhausts you, drains you out of energy that it leaves your astral form lying on the floor to rest.
On the fourth day he remains longer than usual, saying nothing and letting the only noise in the room be from the heart monitor and respiratory machine. He stays glued on the chair next to you, this time without a book in hand.
And, this time, a little more agitated.
He’s wringing his hands together –a noticeable habit shared among people with anxiety, that it pained you even more. You push yourself closer to him, wanting so badly to comfort him, to say you’re sorry for being like this.
“I’m sorry” he croaks, guilt drenched in the words that stumble out of him next.
Four days.
It took you four days to realize the severity of your action. None of this was his fault yet here he was, sitting on that chair feeling the weight of guilt crushing his soul. None of this was his fault because he’d done everything he could. None of this was his fault because the decision was in your hands.
It took you four days to recognize the torture Bucky went through at seeing you like this. He’s looking at your weak form, lying unconscious on a hospital bed, delicate tubes and wires running around your body. The agony he must’ve endured throughout these four days finally dawned on you when he’s looking at in this moment.
You see him leaning forwards slowly, calculatedly. Then pauses for a brief moment.
“I-“ but he doesn’t continue, leaving you confused. I what? You thought. Then the door is pulled open, where Natasha and Wanda comes in before he leaves.
You follow him out, forgetting about the consequences of such action, the vulnerability you’ve put your body to just to follow him to his room.
And just like the days he left, you can feel your heart being torn apart piece by piece.
You see Bucky slide easily into his bed, hands wrapped around the waist of a beautiful women. He kisses Yvy’s back. When he closes his eyes, you can see the difference her presence has on him; the worried line and frown that marred his face is gone, his feature softening.
He looked so at peace, so calm next to the girl he loves that it makes you completely forget why you should stay. It hurts you now more than ever. He’s finally happy, so why can’t you be happy for him? Isn’t it your duty, as a friend, to support him no matter what?
Rationality isn’t of utter importance to you right then and there as you force yourself to tear your gaze away, to will yourself back to the room where you laid, wanting nothing more than to just go forget.
To forget. It’s what you wanted –to forget a time where your feelings towards Bucky was anything but platonic, to not remember a time where you craved to have him as yours.
And you know exactly who to turn to.
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yeoldontknow · 7 years
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The Things You Do Not Know
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Author’s Note: here you go, cutie! i know you wanted some references to DO but the way i do snapshots sometimes doesn’t lend itself to dialogue or other characters? im sorry if this isnt what you wanted! but its everything that came to mind when i read this <3
Pairing: Chanyeol x Reader (oc; female)
Genre: fluff; angst (but only because of the level of feeling?)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1,471
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You didn't think it would be easy, wanting someone with the whole of your heart, the whole of your existence, but he made it simple.
The first thing you noticed about him was his ears, how the sight of them made you forget you were someone quiet, someone who did not crave the companionship of people. Odd, really, for a pair of ears to do this, but their size and their shape catch your eye, even when you do not think you are looking, and you find it hard to believe they miss the sound of your breath catching, halting.
Looking at him when he does not think you are looking makes your soul start to ache, pierces a hole in your heart that tears and tears and tears until you cannot imagine yourself anywhere but next to him. Looking at him when he does not think you are looking makes your hands shake, the pages of your book fluttering with the excitement of your fingers, like you are nothing but a breeze moving through space to stroke his skin.
Looking at him when he does not think you are looking makes you into someone who is quiet, and someone who, for the first time in their life, is lonely and looking for a love you never had.
What you do not know: looking at you is magical, arresting, bewildering. Looking at you, when you do not know he is there, let’s him see you as a truth and not a mask. When you do not see him, you are not trying to be polite, you are not forcing a smile or making yourself small to share your space with him. When you do not see him, you are alone but never lonely, and the way you hold yourself - perfect posture, lips in a pout as you read, hair falling loosely around your face - is a gift you give to the world, but is delivered only to him.
Bodies pass you by, people, teenagers, living things that somehow do not notice you are there. It is a library, a building rife with distractions, and he cannot imagine you are his and no one else’s. Whispers surround him, distraction taking shape even from where he sits, but he does not want to speak. Not yet, not when the smell of cedar and stone refracts off your skin like the lens of a glass, making him nostalgic for an hour he has never had with you.
It’s his ears that make you notice him, make you want him, but it’s his mouth that makes you fall in love.
Watching the way he speaks makes you count the things you know on your fingers, makes you stabilize yourself as he gives words shape and meaning so you can keep the will to focus.
Watching the way he speaks makes you count the things you know, and this is what you can discern:
Love is a flood, or so you think. From what you know of longing and what you know of craving, it is a deluge in the center of the lungs. Humanity sputters beneath the pressure, saying things they were never ready to, never wanted to, say but what is there to lose when one feels as though their life is ending? You were always good at math, numbers, a quiet language that only reveals itself to the worthy - much unlike love, much unlike wanting. But this, the flood of it, is absolute. The data tells you so.
There are seven sins, seven things you know are taboo amongst the living. They sit behind your eyelids and you organize them into a sentence based on urgency: You are proud the man you lust after makes you a greedy, gluttonous creature, but you cannot control the wrath that consumes you when you thinks about the inherent laziness of your tongue, your natural care with words, and envy other people for the certainty of their emotions.
Colours are synonymous with emotion. Blue is sad, yellow is joy, green is calm, purple is patient. When Chanyeol speaks, you think you feel red. Red is frustrated and bloody, and you are both one and not the other. You are frustrated at the warmth of your blood. You have always thought of yourself as a cold thing, a synthetic thing; you are synthetic gel and you understand that red was never yours to feel, but you want it. Oh, how desperately you want it.
What you do not know: talking with you is painful, feels like a torture for Chanyeol. It isn’t that he hates it, it’s that he loves it too much - is starting to love you too much.
Talking to you is painful, it hurts deliciously, and so he counts the things he knows to distract himself from how deeply, how fully he longs for you.
The sirens outside your kitchen window mean unprecedented loss. The book you are holding makes him think of Greece and of Cyprus - Ovid, he thinks you're reading. He sees the faces of dead - seafaring men and widowed women. He catalogues tragedy and its colloquialisms. There’s something in the word, a yearning he can’t quite taste. He holds the weight in his hands and watches it slip away, between the spaces of his clenched fists, because he is guilty for feeling so whole, with you, when someone else has suffered.
You told him your birthday - it's approaching soon, and you do not mind that most people you know will not remember or think to greet you. There shall be no candles on your cake, if you have a cake at all. This, he fully understands. Fire, now that he knows you, is hopeful, a thing that would melt him down to little more than a wick; he thinks of the words ‘hope is a thing with feathers,’ and nicknames you Icarus.
When you speak to him, you look away, down and far off as though you are already distant. What this tells him is that you are finding it easy to turn from him, finding it easy to pull away. The problem is that all his energy is being devoted to you, forcing his busy, distracted brain to realize that he will never get enough of you. There will only ever be one of you, in this life and the next, and even if he spends a lifetime living without you, he will never have enough of you. He will never have enough of you, but you are already learning to forget him.
It’s the way he speaks that makes you fall in love, but it’s the way he kisses you that makes you….the way he kisses you.
Harboring this much feeling in your chest is dangerous - you’ve been telling yourself this for weeks. It’s dangerous even when the sentiment is returned, and when it isn’t, it’s lethal. Perhaps this is why, every time you see him, you have taken to withering. Chanyeol is standing in your room, speaking, but you do not hear him because you are withering, bones brittle and aching and turning into ash. If he would touch you, maybe you could think yourself a phoenix. If he would hold you, maybe the carving of his name on your bones would hurt less - done with love by his hand rather than force of woe by yours.
It’s raining outside, raining hard and angry, and you think there is a poetry within the drops - something about love, something about redemption, something about how passion doesn’t need rays of sun to be sincere. You’re glad that it’s raining, you think. When he leaves, you can cool your burning skin.
Chanyeol’s eyes are wide, frenzied with something wondrous and glorious and - oh. It’s you. You’re listening now, taking in all of him instead of just your favourite pieces and you catch the last words that fall from his beautiful, sweet mouth.
‘I love you.’
It’s a rush of words, all mangled together in his low vibrato, but you catch the feeling. Oh, do you catch the feeling.
When he kisses you, it’s the most alive you’ve ever been. This, you think, is waking up, This, you think, is living.
This, you know, is loving.
What you do not know: when Chanyeol says he loves you, he thinks he’s never spoken in his life until this very moment.
When Chanyeol says he loves you, he thinks it’s the only time he’s ever understood the science of logic.
When Chanyeol says he loves you, he doesn’t mean now, he doesn’t mean until tomorrow.
When Chanyeol says he loves you, he means always, and he does not care if you don’t believe him.
He thinks he has plenty of time to show you.
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queendeanofpie · 7 years
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Kallura month 10
Yoooo I havent even published this on Wattpad yet. You guys are the first to see this! Hope you guys enjoy it!
Kallura month # 20
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Keith sighed looking up at cork board layed out in front of him. Different newspaper clippings drawings handwritten notes and photos were layed out cross a regional map.
Red string connected them all together in one way or another. Keith shook his head before sitting down in his sofa chair.
"Might as well see whats on Tv."
He turned it on and immediately was met with a news bullitan. A video feed of a comet or asteroid something caught his attention
"Watch tonight as a rare occurrence unfolds for millions watching. One of the only largest meteors on record predicted to survive impact on earth. Scientists are calling it a huge break through in the study of space. Jonus where can we expect this to hit?" She turned and the feed switched to show an older man with brown graying hair.
"Well Ellen you'd think it would hit in the middle of some uninhabited land but this isnt the case. The meteor is determined to hit in the middle of the Arizona desert just 50 miles from a small town"
Keith tuned out everything instantly. He jumped up running to his cork board eyes scanning across the papers until he found it.
"They predicted something happening tonight" he whispered his eyes going wide.
He ripped the paper off and grabbed his jacket and his knife shoving it in the sheath on his belt.
He had to get to that meteor.
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She sat up looking around the cockpit. It hit her what happened and Allura screamed hitting the dash with her fists as a sob flew from her.
"Father why?" She whispered.
Her grief was interrupted, however, when a growl came from the lion. She jumped back startled before relaxing.
"Take me back! I want to go back!" She yelled tears falling like the rain from her eyes.
The lion growled back a reply and she collapsed onto the dash crying. There was dead silence for a moment and then the lion got up.
It started to walk off and Allura almost fell on to the floor. It purred gently and Allura felt her shoulders slump
"He's really gone isn't he?" She whispered. There was a responding whine and Allura could feel her grief mirroring the lions.
She sighed going quiet and lay in the seat curled onto her side, fat tears still rolling down her cheeks.. There was a few moments of silence before she spoke up.
"Where are we going?" She croaked The lion growled softly and Allura nodded
"Do you know what planet we're on?" She asked
The lion growled again and Allura felt the curiosity in her spark.
"I-I've never been here" she mumbled perhaps she could find a way to get away from here and try to find the other lions.
She watched as darkness over took her the Lion walking into a cave. It purred again gently the sound of it motherly and commanding and Allura nodded too tired to put up a fight.
She slowly lay down the adrenaline from the crash and her crying finally getting to her. The last thing she saw was the glowing outline of the dash and then it was dark.
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Keith slowed his hover bike down seeing the crash site just ahead of him. It was empty and Keith raised an eyebrow in shock at seeing large foot prints leading away from the sight.
"I don't think a meteor walks off" he said eyes following the foot prints. He moved his bike over the tracks the breeze from it blowing away any trace of tracks.
This was the best clue he had to finding his mother in years. He wasn't about to let some inexperienced feds ruin his chances.
He slowly followed the tracks erasing them as he went. Before locked he to rocky ground and the tracks disappeared.
He groaned in frustration taking off his hat and running a hand through his hair
"What am I gonna do now" he muttered
He sighed starting the bike back up before he realized there was a cave there. He raised his eyebrows.
The cave looked big enough that whatever walked away from that crash could fit easily.
It was worth a shot he decided putting back on his hat and and moving his bike where it couldn't be seen.
He stood in the enterence of the cave studying it before cautiously walking in. It was dark and Keith fished out a flashlight from his belt
He pressed forward His hand instinctively rested on his knife sheath ready to pull it out at a moments notice.
"Hello?" He called out hellos echoing around the cave bouncing from wall to wall.
He took a small step forward swinging the flashlight around to look. There was a crack and he looked down terror flashing in his eyes.
He started screaming as the ground beneath him cracked sending his falling down. He hit the hard sloped surface and started to slide down it. He lifted his hands to shield him from the spray of water as he slid down.
He suddenly felt the ground beneath him disappear. Keith felt all gravity vanish for a second before he yelled as he plummeted down once again.
He hit a small pool of water, It splashing him soaking his hair. He growled grabbing his hat and frowning.
"Darnit, This is my favorite hat" He sighed he put it back on after attempting to shake out some of the water. He looked up and immediately his eyes widened.
In front of him was a huge lion filling the huge cavern he had fallen into. A glowing sphere of blue webbed light surrounded it and Keith assumed it was a force field.
It was strange but Keith couldn't help but feel a shiver fall down his spine. There was something off about the lion but Keith didn't know what.
He suddenly jumped hearing voices. He cursed running up the tunnel and stopped seeing the small pond he came from.
"Darnit! I can't get back up that way" He huffed He crossed his arms tapping his feet as he tried to think of a solution.
"Hello? Is someone here? Is that your vehicle out front?" A voice suddenly called down where he was. Keith winced shielding himself from the bright light shining in his face
"Yeah! Can you stop shining that thing in my face" He yelled up The light dissapeared and Keith scowled looking up at where he fell from.
"Sir can I ask what your doing down there?" The agent asked
"I'm an archaeologist I was here studying the drawings in this cave and the ones around it when I fell" Keith answered dryly
"Do you need any  help? are you injured in any way?" The man asked frowning
"No I'm fine I've been studying these caves since I graduated a year ago I know every inch of these caves, But thank you though" Keith rolled his eyes
"Have you seen any strange phenomena lately?" The man continued raising an eyebrow and narrowing his eyes
Keith instantly thought of the Lion. That was his only ticket to finding out what happened to make his mother leave, he wasn't letting it get found out.
"No other than that meteor crashing somewhere out in the desert, Pretty wild huh?" He asked faking a smile
"Certainly, Thank you for your time, We saw the vehicle and wanted to make sure you were okay" The agent replied sighing as he left.
Keith nodded still faking a smile and waved. The light dissapeared along with the agent and Keith waited until he was sure they were gone before letting out a deep breath.
He slowly walked back to where the lion was only to find the force field was gone. He raised an eyebrow curiously walking up.
"That's weird I wonder why it-" Keith was cut off as someone suddenly pressed a staff against his throat locking him in a headlock
"What do you want?" a voice growled in ear. Keith struggled gritting his teeth and trying to pull off the staff but it didnt budge. They pulled it closer and he growled out in frustration
"My name's Keith! I'm not trying to hurt you!" He yelled
"How am I supposed to believe that" He growled in frustration still trying to wiggle free.
"Look! Those guys up there could have found you but I let them think there was nothing here but me! I just want to find my mom!" He finally yelled before he froze eyes widening
The grip loosened and Keith was still processing what he said. He hadn't meant to yell that out.
"Why are you searching for your mother here?" Asked the voice carefully
"Because . . . ." Keith looked down squeezing his eyes shut "My mom is an alien and I'm looking for her" He sighed
The staff dissapeared and he was shoved forward. He rolled his eyes rubbing his neck before turning around. He was shocked to find a young woman staring back at him.
She had long white hair that curled down in waves to her hips. Her eyes were a bright sky blue that was currently glaring at him. she had two pink crescent marks on her cheeks on the corners of her eyes and elf-like ears.
To summarize, Keith had never seen anything like her.
"What do you mean your searching for your mother?" She asked her voice ringing with authority
He rolled his eyes before holding up his dagger. Her eyes widened and she took a way step back from him.
"It's my mom's, She was part of a peace movement for her species and the blades were ceremonial for the group" He explained slowly
He closed his eyes and the blade glowed causing her to gasp and jump back making him smile. The blade lengthened into a sword revealing a glowing purple symbol on the side.
"My mom just took off one day and told my dad to keep me safe, She left this for me and I've been looking for her since I was 16" He mumbled deactivating the blade and tucking it back into it's sheath.
"Are you sure your mom was part of a peace organization?" She asked sharply still in a defensive stance. He gave her a confused look
"Yeah, I am why?" He asked starting to become slightly suspicious
"Because that symbol is Galran" She snapped her eyes narrowing
Keith's eyes widened. Galra. That was his other half. His mother's race. He finally figured it out, He could find her.
"That's her race?" He said quietly still stunned.
"They're the ones who destroyed my entire planet yes" Allura said coldly glaring at him.
He was instantly snapped out of his happy daze. "W-what?" He whispered. He didnt want it to be true. He didnt want his mothers race to be the reason for the destruction of a planet.
"The galra are the ones, who destroyed my entire planet and my family, I'm the only survivor" Allura voice softened seeing Keith's reaction. She hadn't meant to upset him.
Keith felt his world fall apart. It wasn't his mom. It was him. He was part of a race that murdered her entire family, what did that mean about him?
"I'm sorry" He croaked his throat closing up with emotion
"No! I . . . . .I was wrong . . I should've trusted your words, You said your mother was part of a Peace movement" she said sighing and looking down.
"Your right, My mom is part of a rebellion, that has to count for something" He nodded showing her he felt better but he still felt bad about it. He couldn't shake the image of him being a monster.
She nodded looking down but looked up with a small smile and held out her hand. Keith looked up startled at her.
"Your different Keith . . . but maybe that's what I need"
Keith stared at her hand for a second still thinking about what she said earlier but he shook it off. He wasn't a monster.
He took her hand.
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oceniram · 5 years
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Goku & Bulma
                                                                            Disclaimer I don't own dbz z and gt. Three years have passed since Goku killed King Piccolo and his minions. During those years Goku got training from Kami, to prepare him for the final battle against King Piccolo's reincarnation.  The final battle will take place in a tournament held in Papaya island. The island was full with happy merchants, excited fighters, and onlookers. The monk staff  were calling all fighters  " All fighters who wish to enter  the tournament must register today," yelled a monk. The fighter rushed to the registration desk.
Bulma Roshi and Launch were waiting for their friends to return from their hard training. "Where are they?" Launch asked Bu 
A taxi stops in front of them  as soon as the door opens a flying cat and pig come out. Oolong  puar  master roshi called them as he raised his hand. Hey guys long time no see replied oolong . "Master roshi is good to see you " said puar. Roshi nodded . He started a conversation with oolong. You look well I think your ears have grown quite a bit. Actually I had them reduce. Said the blushing pig. Puar was laughing  at the embarrassed pig Don't worry  am sure the others would notice. Its not my ideal conversation replied oolong a little angry . As Bulma steps out of the  car she runs to launch and says its great to see you again . Bulma was the reply . "Have the others arrived yet?" asked Bulma No not yet . answered launch   Am at loss for words you've grown more feminine! Exclaimed roshi as he reached bulmas butt. Bulma elbowed him in the face. Keep your hands off my rear. I see your personality hasn't matured. Said roshi. Neither has yours bulma told  roshi. Catch it catch it. Cried a little girl sniff sniff the little girl was about to cry when bulma approaches her and tells her dot cry I'll get the balloon ok. as bulma turned to ask for help a man grabbed the balloon and says hi.do any of you know him? asked bulma no they replied in union here you go bulma! exclaimed the mystery man  how do you know my name? asked a confused bulma he ignored bulmas question and greeted the old man. you all look great where are krillin and the others asked the man it cant be... it cant be... g-goku.they said in union.  what's wrong isnt obvious? Good the rain is letting up. are you really goku? oolong asked what? you cant tell with this wrapped around my head? question goku as he took of the tur- ban  and he and bulma looked in to each others eyes they got lost and there the out side world didn't matter all sound went dead. wow shes gotten prettier thought goku bulma was thinking the he's gotten so handsome.master roshi decided to interrupt and told goku to sign up. Goku did as told. krillen and the others arrived at the last minute to register, then they went to the hotel that master roshi reserved for them. in goku and krillens room krillen i think theirs something wrong. goku stated whats wrong?asked krillen when am around bulma i feel funny. goku answered funny i don't fallow. to say that the monk was confused was understatement its like i have butterflies in my stomach goku told his long time friend oh... heh... you mean you like her. krillen stated of course  i like her shes my first friend. goku replied no what i mean is that you like her in a special way. krillen commented huh... i don't get it. goku said as he scratch the back of his head you know you want to do things to her. Said krillen with a smirk. i don't want to hurt her. goku answered his friend.
last time goku talked to krillen about loving bulma
bulmas room launch am in love with goku. bulma stated do you know or do you think your in love? asked launch. i defiantly know i mean his handsome,brave,handsome,strong,handsome,kind,oh and did i mention handsome. as bulma said this she had a dreamy look on her face. don't you think you should be telling him all this instead of me.launch told her friend yeah... but i don't think he knows what love is. bulma said with a dispointed look on her face. well if i were you id go and tell him. does that mean you told tien about you loving him? asked bulma with a smirk bulma didn't notice that she got looked out of her room by launch. she was going to the lobby when she spotted goku. what are you doing out here? bulma asked goku oh nothing i was just going to train. they stayed in silence.they got closer with every step. before they know it their faces was inches apart. bulma and goku kissed.neither broke the kiss until they needed air. wow that was amazing. oh am goku i got locked out do you mind if i spend the night with you? asked bulma. i kind forget my key. goku and bulma decided to let their roommates sleep. so bulma and goku went to sleep in one of bulma capusle house. the day of the tournament has arrived.many worriers are here to be the world strongest.however goku has another mission to accomplish.goku and his friends battle in the preliminary were they met new and old foes as well as pretty. goku and his friends minus chiautzu made it. The first match up former champion tien vs tao. let the fighting commence.as this was announced the crowd especially a crazy blue/blond went wild. the fighters had stay in the same stance for 10 minutes. remarkable tien has a perfect defense i cant find a weak spot anywhere.tien got out of his defense that's when tao made his attack however tien dogged it  and elbowed him in in the cheek. lucky shot said tao as he stood up. ha it looks like you got better i guess i don't have to hold back anymore. announced tao. tao runs jumps trows a kick only for tien to blocked with out trying.tao started his attack wait a minute there's something i need to say. tien said to his former master. its to late to beg for mercy weakling. ill forgive what you've done if you stop this madness.tien stated calmly. don't talk like your in control. replayed tao as he attacked tien moved and appeared behind  the cyborg.  don't sneak behind me you cowered tao said as he turn and took distance. tao got closer and trow as many punches and kicks only for tien to doge them all. the last punch that tao trow was got. i thank you and your brother for teaching me how to fight. what a surprise tien is escorting his opponent out of the ring.announced the announcer. as tien and tao got closer to the edge of the ring taos mechanical arm was taken off. tao jumped behind tien and his arm was replaced with a knife. the find cut tien chest. tao used a weapon their for his disqualified making tien the winner. the announcer with no name said. oh shut up i don't care about your match as long as i get my  revenge. tao said. as tao ran to stab tien with his blade tien caught and broke it. tao took his distance and used the supper dodaray. with a mighty yell tien took the ray down. he punched tao and knocked him out. tien has won the match he goes to the semifinals. in the audience master roshi was thinking on how tien has grown.he told himself that their was nothing left to tech tien. well its my turn now goku said  to himself as he did some stretches. if i was fighting her a be thrilled to. krillen commented. the 2nd match is about to begin we have goku who almost won the last time. and this lovely lady who proved that she could play with the boys. well be referring to her as annoyance . how could you?, as long as live i never forgive you for this.annoyance  announced. in anger. i dont understand we never even met before i think your mistaking me for somebody else.replayed goku don't be stupid you are goku aren't? you asked annoyance . its time you may begin as soon as that was said annoyance  ran to attack goku she punched and kick.goku just dodge and blocked. as goku dogged he asked have we ever met before? of course we met before.annoyance said as she ran to attack goku. in the audience who is she and how dare she treat my goku that way. this was bulma thought. GOKU TAKE HER DOWN! bulma screamed back to the fight are you that dense? did i mean that little to you? annoyance asked if you don't mind can you tell me what i forgot so that i can remember. all this was said as they attack each other did you forget the promise as well? annoyance asked. what did i promise you? fine ill tell you you promised to marry me. as bulma heard this she felt her heart ache saw her world crash down she felt that she was losing hope until she heard goku question. hey krillen what does marry mean? as goku asked this krillen annoyance  and yamcha fell anime style. a marry your life is... wait cut in bulma as she jumped the wall walked up to the ring. excus me miss this area is for fighters, and staff members only. the announcer told bulma.. bulma was escorted back to the audience. please resume the fight. who are you? asked goku fine il tell you only if you beat me. replied annoyance. in the audience to say bulma was pissed was under statement. goku come on i already know who she is. the pig told himself. however bulma heard him tell me who she is or ill start the piggy thing. okay okay. oolong signal bulma to come down. he whispered the name of annoyance which shock bulma. back at the fight. goku punched the wind and knock annoyance  out of the ring.bulma jumped over the wall ran to goku and kissed him in the lips as annoyance  wakes and sees this she and yamcha are shocked. once bulma lets go for air she tells goku that annoyance   is chichi. as he was going to explain chi chi was no where in sight. to be continuedlast time:tien fought and won his match. goku fought and won his match. bulma revealed her feelings for goku. as bulma and goku leave the ring they see yamacha approach them. listen yam... bulma begin but was cut by yamcha i wont lie am hurt but at the same time i could see that you two were meant to be. it was going to happen. thank you yamcha. bulma said and kissed him in the cheek. bulma went back to her place in the audience. goku and yamcha left the ring. OK that was surprising.said the announcer, next match is krillen vs majunior. krillen be careful hes not an average fighter.goku warned the monk how is he different besides the green skin asked krillen as he walked in the ring. in the audience he looks familiar this thought past by bulma and the other begin announced the announcer as this was announced the warriors took stand. krillen shifts to different stance. he attacks majunior with a double blast. majunior doges at least that what he thought.however the blast keepet following him he used laser eyes to destroy krillens attack. krillen then appeared behind majunior and punch him.and majunior was about to fall. incredible majunior recovered his composer in mid air. announced the announcer after an exciting Ariel assault both krillen and majunior have brought the battle to the ring the announcer announced. krillen runs to attack majunior doges the attack. krillen follows with a series of punches that majunior blocks. the take the battle to the air. as krillen was to throw his punch majunior kicked krillen. krillen was about to fall out of the ring when he reveled that he could hover back into the ring. i known that i can show you my real power. majounior exclaimed ha ha ha real power alright lets see it.krillen said confident as majunior powers up he extends his hand reaches for krillens leg squeezes uses some type of thunder punch trows him to the wall krillen recover rushes to attack. majunior kicks him in to the air follows. krillen then cups his arms and say kame ha me ha as piccolo comes next to him. it turn out to be an after image as the real majunior appears behind krillen and attacks him in the head causing krillen to fall krillen was getting back on his feet he stands down. causing majunior to win. as krillen heads back to the fighters area he hears a sobbing noise. he decided to check it out and finds none other then princesses chichi. are you okay? krillen asked. n- nooo sniff... t- the man... sniff... i love b- betrayed me. chi chi said this as she whipped tears off her face     chi chi think you were so obsessives with a promise that you didn't realize he had no idea of what he was saying. as krillen floated up so he could be on eye level. come on lets watch the tournament. krillen held his hand out and led her back to the warriors area. alright the fourth match we have experience warrior yamcha takes on shen. announced the announcer. the audience is going wild the warriors entered in the ring yamcha took his stance  shen started to move his hands up and down   why don't you attack first yamcha offered. okay thank you. shen said. hey goku what happen to your tail, and why so serious? asked krillen oh my tail is tugged inside my pants. and don't worry am fine goku told his long friend. shen ran to attack yamcha dodged shen trip kicking yamcha in the ribs. as yamcha recovered he went for kick but shen accidentally hit yamcha in the crotch as the fight went on yamcha got desperate and use his spiritball attack .it fell shen kicked yamcha out of the ring. the winner is shen. announced the announcer. the semifinals will begin in a few minutes the rematch between two stunning warriors tien vs goku. announced the announcer. as he said this the two warriors entered the ring; the warriors took there stance.as soon as the announcer says begin tien and goku rush to attack each other.both failed  the rush attack. tien then threw a series punches that goku dodged. they take the battle to the skies. as they fly  tien throws an energy blast that goku reflected goku and tien are trading punches in mid air. the warriors are moving so fast that the audience cant see them. the battle takes a pause. goku and tien continued their fight by tien giving goku a head bud goku hold tien in full lock. tien and goku kept struggling. tien and goku finished their struggle. well done your better then you were 3 years ago. tien said as he breathes heavily thanks but the praise should be for you. your powerful. goku commented feeling exciting. thank you but theirs a skill i master that you cant keep up and that the skill of SPEED. tien shouted the last part as he ran and jumped in the air goku followed. tien attacked goku from behind. tien chased him goku recovered and attacked tien. tien  dodged the attack. tien took the offense by kicking goku tien threw various punches and goku kept blocking them. goku decided to  take his under shirt boots and wrist bands off. tien multiplied himself the battle was intes but goku came out victorious.   last time yamcha confronted goku and bulma. krillen and chihi had a talk . krillen fought and lost his match .yamcha lost aswell tien and goku fought goku goes to the finals. majunior vs shen shen attacked majunior wit an energy wave that send him flying. shen fallowed majunior threw an energy blast that shen dodged by moving to the side. piccolo hits shen in the head shen goes down. he lands in the ring. piccolo attacks from behind but the shen that piccolo attac turned out to be an after image as shen kick piccolo. shen runs to attack majunior they trade punches and kicks it seems their evenly match as they re able to block and dodge each attack. shen goes for a kick piccolo blokes it and threw shen fallowed by an energy wave that shen  blocked. it looks as if the two fighters are conversing in a different language.the announcer announced. shen takes out  a bottle from his pocket  places it on the ground. shen takes his distance  get in to position and shouts evil containment wave. as the wave gets closer to piccolo, piccolo yells evil containment wave reverse as his hand turn some what yellow. the wave goes to shen. as shen was being sucked up  thge guardian  released the vessel he was using. the battle over majunior won and goes to the finals. as piccolo leaves the ring he stops in front of goku. give me the bottle demands goku. you mean this bottle ? piccoloasked as he threw it and ate it. piccolo taunts goku before he leaves during the intermission goku and his friends were talking about the image they saw. the person you saw being sucked up is the guardian. he and piccolo were born as one if one dies the other suffers the same fate. goku told his friends the final battle will begin goku vs msjunior   you should feel honored.said junior why is that goku asked a bit confused because am your executioner. answered junior as he removed his cape goku and junior began their match by trading punches the first to draw blood was junior
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A new documentary reworks the memoir of Bowers, who boasts he paired Cary Grant with Rock Hudson and Katharine Hepburn with 150 brunettes and slept with so many actors he didnt have time to see their films
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Scotty Bowers was a 23-year-old petrol station attendant on Hollywood Boulevard when the actor Walter Pidgeon pulled up to the pump and asked the dimpled blond to jump in his Lincoln. It would be the ride of his life. Pidgeon was gay, claims Bowers in his autobiography Full Service: My Adventures in Hollywood and the Secret Sex Lives of the Stars, and that afternoon they became lovers. Bowers himself transcended labels. Years later, he startled sexologist Dr Alfred Kinsey by checking off every sex act on his list (and took him to orgies to prove it). Guys, girls, spouses, kings, consorts and a three-way with Ava Gardner and Lana Turner. Bowers had done it all.
[Kinsey] came looking for me, says Bowers, now 95, on a hot afternoon in a Hollywood courtyard apartment. Things he thought impossible, I came up with. With his devilish blue eyes and thick white hair, it is easy to picture why he was popular. He burns with energy, as though he spent his retirement stoking gossip he vowed he wouldnt spill while his lovers were alive. J Edgar Hoover? A drag. Vivien Leigh? A hot, hot lady. Wallis Simpson? A real ballsy chick.
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Bowers (second from left, back row) with friends. Photograph: Courtesy of Greenwich Entertainment
Bowers used to turn tricks in this same building. Today, the vintage-style pad belongs to the director Matt Tyrnauer, a former Vanity Fair journalist who recently reworked Bowers memoir into the eyebrow-raising documentary Scotty and the Secret History of Hollywood. Tyrnauer, sitting next to Bowers and gently nudging his digressions on track, confirms that he called the Kinsey Institute to check Bowers tale. They knew exactly who he was.
Everyone knew Bowers. George Cukor, Gore Vidal, Merv Griffin; Tyrone Power referred to him in letters, interviews and biographies, calling him Scotty, Sonny, or just the gas station on Hollywood Boulevard. Tennessee Williams hand-wrote a 40-page story about him, which Bowers found embarrassingly over the top.
I said: Tennessee, forget that bullshit, says Bowers. I should have kept it. Instead, for decades, people pushed him to write down his own memories. I kept putting it off and putting it off, and all of a sudden, almost everyone they wanted me to write about was dead.
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Lana Turner and Ava Gardner, with whom Bowers claims to have had a threesome. Photograph: Keystone/Getty Images
In 1946, the year he met Pidgeon, Bowers was competing with millions of other returning second world war veterans for work. Canoodling with a celebrity for $20 made more sense than digging a ditch for $10. After Pidgeon spread the word about his new friend, more luxury cars began to cruise by. Soon, Bowers side-hustle had expanded to a parked trailer with two king beds, glory holes in the bathroom and a battalion of good-looking men and women to fix up with some of the biggest names in Hollywood. Bowers boasts that he paired Cary Grant with Rock Hudson back when the Pillow Talk star was still named Roy, and introduced Katharine Hepburn to 150 lovely brunettes. As for Hepburns rumored paramour Spencer Tracy, Bowers says he slept with him, too.
Hepburn and Tracys complex relationship is a fascinating example of Hollywoods hypocritical and literal moral code. Publicists decided it was better to pretend the friends were having an affair than explain the real reason why Tracy wasnt living with his wife Louise, to whom he stayed married until his death. A heterosexual affair was forgivable even romantic and it wouldnt get either actor fired. After Fatty Arbuckle was put on trial for the rape and murder of Virginia Rappe, the studios began to add a clause in their contracts forbidding actors from committing any offence that risked public hatred, contempt or ridicule. While the courts found Arbuckle innocent twice the Hollywood moguls believed just a whiff of indecency could destroy the entire industry. The swinging days of the early silent era ended overnight. Performers became studio property: they were told how to dress, how to behave, and who to date, or at least pretend to.
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Bowers in uniform in the 1940s. Photograph: Greenwich Entertainment
It was a lucrative lie. Roy Harold Scherer got his teeth capped and became Rock Hudson. When the tabloids began to nag Hudson to get married, the executives betrothed him to his lesbian secretary Phyllis. Archibald Leach was rechristened Cary Grant and wed to the great beauty Barbara Hutton, although the love of his life was screen cowboy Randolph Scott, with whom he lived for 12 years as a roommate. Bowers says in his book: The three of us got into a lot of sexual mischief together.
Living double lives took a toll. Eventually, Hudson began drinking a bottle of scotch a day and recklessly sleeping with strangers. Grant tried psychedelic therapy and spoke in quips that hinted at his unfulfillment. I played at being someone I wanted to be until I became that person, or he became me, he told his biographer. Even his most famous quote Everyone wants to be Cary Grant. Even I want to be Cary Grant sounds like a whispered confession, or maybe a misdirection. What if he just wanted to be as free as Archibald Leach?
Bowers bedded so many movie stars that he didnt have time to see their movies. A movie takes a couple hours. I was busy every minute. When his daughter, Donna, died, he went back to work that day. He shared a home with her mother, his longtime partner Betty, but slept there only a few times a year. In the documentary, he teeters towards admitting regret for spending most nights in someone elses bed. But he candidly admits his only true passion was money. He grew up hungry during the Depression era, and, as a young teenager, he turned tricks for two dozen Chicago priests who paid him in quarters. That would be abuse in everyones eyes but his. In the documentary, Tyrnauer repeatedly presses Bowers about his childhood, and does so again today.
Youre very intent on the fact that you dont perceive yourself as a victim, says Tyrnauer.
I did what I wanted to do, maintains Bowers.
That is not the conventional perspective at all, but it is his perspective and I dont judge him for that, says Tyrnauer. I think people get to define who they are and tell their story and express their beliefs.
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Executives married off Rock Hudson to his lesbian secretary, Phyllis Gates. Photograph: Kobal/Rex/Shutterstock
I do think that different people are different, thats very true, replies Bowers. Im speaking for myself only.
As an adult at the petrol station, Bowers never took a cut of other peoples cash. To him, that meant he wasnt a pimp; he was a purveyor of joy. The most important thing was company, says Bowers. The LGBTQ community didnt have many safe places to connect at that time. Homosexuality was illegal in California until the 1970s. When the Los Angeles Police Department vice squad the sexual Gestapo, says Tyrnauer barged into a gay bar, patrons risked being arrested, shaken down for cash, shipped to a mental institution, and possibly lobotomised. The LAPD targeted the Hollywood glitterati because they had careers to protect and money to spare.
When the petrol station became too famous, Bowers became a for-rent party bartender, which gave celebrities an even better excuse to invite him into their homes. Even that was risky. One cop memorised Bowers car registration plate and would pull him over, scare him a bit, and then undo Bowers pants while complaining about his miserable marriage. I hope he found happiness, writes Bowers, charitably.
The vice squad is responsible for Bowers impressive memory. Midway through one aside, he recites the address of a silent movie star who has been dead for 45 years. Terrified of a raid, he rarely wrote down his friends information. It was all in my head, says Bowers. I never kept anything. If I wrote down a number, I had it in my hand until I tore it up. Even then, he would swap the first and last digits to ensure the persons identity couldnt be cracked, a trick inspired by the Navajo code talkers.
Now, Bowers has no secrets. Critics have slammed the book and the documentary for outing celebrities without consent. In the film, Tyrnauer includes a film fan arguing that legendary stars deserve more respect. Bowers counters: Whats wrong with being gay? Others have thanked him for sticking up for the real person underneath the studio gloss for revealing their truth the way they might have if they were alive today. It is impossible to know how Hudson and Grant would have chosen to live in a country that legalised gay marriage. Perhaps their lives would have been happier. Although, Bowers notes, even in 2018: Everythings not going to be out in the open. More actors are out, but now must prove they can play both gay and straight characters. Neil Patrick Harris has succeeded; Matt Bomer is trying. Some have decided that it is still easier to hide.
Asked if he is biting his tongue about anyone alive, Bowers blurts out the name of a beloved actor and her 169% gay husband. He is dead; she isnt. So, Bowers will wait. Let me tell you something: when youre dead youre dead, he insists. Later, when the conversation turns to Kevin Spacey Bowers claims to know one of his exes Tyrnauer steadily repeats that Bowers information about the alleged perpetrator is merely secondhand. The director is clearly, and correctly, aware of the complexities of talking sensitively about sex in the era of #MeToo. But after eight decades of secrecy Bowers sighs: Poor Kevin Spacey, he was right in the middle of a picture and they dumped him and everything. Thanks to #MeToo, morality clauses are making a comeback. This time, one hopes they will only be wielded for good.
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Cary Grant (right) with his room mate Randolph Scott. Photograph: Snap/Rex Features
Hollywood journalist Liz Smith once quipped: All this crap about coming out! Honey, I dont think I have ever really been in! Before she died last November, she affirmed that Hepburn was a lesbian.
I was pleased that she went on the record about Hepburn because I dont think shed ever done it before, says Tyrnauer. It really provides a great assist to Scottys narrative about Hepburn and Tracy, because people are in willful suspension of belief about this supposed golden couple.
Even more startling are Bowers lusty tales about Wallis Simpson and Edward VIII. Wally and Eddie, corrects Bowers, waving away their formal names. It was very easy to see how she talked him out of being king of England because she had complete control over him, says Bowers. She told him if you want to fool around and do this and that, you cant do it if youre king.
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Scotty Bowers at home in LA. Photograph: Courtesy of Greenwich Entertainment
A lot of people dont believe that particular story, says Tyrnauer. But he places them at the Beverly Hills Hotel in the 50s. We found a picture of them in the Beverly Hills Hotel in that period its in the movie. Four former clients knew Edward, and the couples close friend, photographer Cecil Beaton, titled an entire chapter of his diary: Scotty.
There were many, many factors that connected them, says Tyrnauer. I cross-referenced everything I could. When Bowers described a mansions winding pathway to the pool house, or a gate in a backyard, Tyrnauer would pull up an aerial view of Google Maps and there it was, as though the nonagenarian had visited yesterday.
In Los Angeles, notes the director: You can wipe the dust off something that has been obscured and find the truth. Scottys a living example of that. Here he was in Laurel Canyon for decades minding his business. And yet hes Scotty Bowers, the infamous male madame to the stars, and either you knew it or you didnt.
He has tried to ensure Scotty and the Secret History of Hollywood tells the truth instead of peddling innuendo like tabloids, TMZ, or even acclaimed smut such as Kenneth Angers Hollywood Babylon.
Am I in that, too? asks Bowers.
Tyrnauer chuckles: Maybe between the lines.
There always will be secret life happening, beams Bowers. People should do what pleases them and the other person some people just please more than a few.
Scotty and the Secret History of Hollywood is out now in the US and awaiting a UK release date
Read more: http://www.theguardian.com/us
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Me watching the last bit of the last Harry Potter movie. WARNING SPOILER ALERT
Ohmy. I’m excited to know what is going to happen because it’s so scary. I have the idea that snape is very very mean but i have seen guesses that he is the very best in the last movie and everybody will love him so im really scared. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas i love it i love it. ohmy fuckkk. What is this buullshit theyre suddenly figthing and now its sort of over but harry is totally collapsing and people are really scared. Ohno a huge scream i hope its not ginny another scream. Scary whispers in my ears. Voldemort is trying to convince everybody that they should give harry and ginny is the best and filtch is actually a genious. Yaaas miss i dont know your name anymore. And i also love luna. Hahahahahha ilove proffesor something woman mcgonnagan or something. shes so cute hahahahah awiieieiie all the other teachers are great too right now but it is especially the music that makes me really happy and excitted of course LOL im so happy Luna knows more go to screaming girl. They like to go through glasses and windows while filming ive seen it more often. Holy fuck thats one big army ohmyyyy are all those peope followers of voldemort. Ohmy. What is going to happen ohmy they broke their own promise. Helena is quite creepy isnt she. In the place where everythinh is hidden if you have to ask youll never know if you know youll never find it something like that. I like that ron knows the spel to open it. oh fuck theyre already there. They need one tooth from the basilisk. Come ooonnnn do it already ohmy fuck what is happening ohmy is it better now he is dead right aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ther kissing finalllyyyyyyy yaasssss ohmy yas i love it haha hand giggling. Ohmy voldemort is strong now. Ginny is so cute. The eternal wand is breaking? What is this he is using it to strongly or something. Id be scared to death ahhahaah see nevile running. Awieiiei its so sad tho. They have a good backup plann ohnooooo where is neville is he dead nooooo he is not yasss thankfully ohmy hahhahahahah you joker ’that went well’. Wowowowo also there are giants and stuff it seems like voldemort is winning now i do not wish to lose more of my followers or kids. Comeon harry find that stupid thing yaaaas theyre kissing again i love them. Malfoy you stupid fuck. Go harryyy dont die please i have already seen a post that he almost dies or something i cant lose him tho so careful pls. Is he going into that thing that vanishes things ohno he was searching for  that other thing. Whats that creature. I hear something. Harry pls save draco come on you. Yassss save him pls yeysysyysysyysys im so happty rn but watch it for the fire. HE GOT IT ITS IN THE FIRE THE DIADEM IS KILLED HE MUST BE REALLY WEAK RN i hope so but harry isnt really feeling better himself i see. Oh hes testing his skills by killing someone.. very brave V. … THis is such a good movie tho so many emotions are in this movie its so good. Lucius doesnt really look good actually tbh. Harry pls tell what you saw that you will come to him and he doenst have to find you pls do that and pls dont lag again wait imma start you up again bevause this is highly annoying. It now gives no nvrmind it has started. Hogwarts is one big mess tho ohmy its huge and terrible even spiders and stuff. The music makes it a hundred times more dramatic than it actually is tho its terrible who made this awesome shield Albuussusu or his brother yasss slay queen. There is some discussion about the wand what is snape going to do he is sort of nervous. The elder wand belongs to snape ohmy he is the true owner ohno he has to be killed wtf voldemort is such a mean person he is the worst i know. HP has to look at snape being killed wtf is he going to do something ohno there is blood all over the wall wtf is happening please save him HP save him you are such a good person at heart HP ohmy i wouldnt be able to do that at all. Snape is being pretty cute right now tbh dont dieeee i dont want people to die anymore wtf is happening and why does this keep happening. Harry stay strong and hermione too please everybody hears this now not anymore or ohmy thats not fucking true you are such a loser worst thing is its not a scream it is actually more powerful its is a whisper and how much more powerful is a whisper compared to a scream? Thats so true think about it if you will. Now everybody will be mad at harry i know it is true huh wait she was dead right. NOOOO WHY fredddd nooo fuck that shit and whyyyy luyping i said i didnt want to lose anyone anymore ohmy fuck dont you know how to listen you stupid fuck. Is this dumbledores office i think so i wish i was a witch you know how awesome that wouldve been? Aww who is the cute girl and the stupid girl and the cute little snape. Ohmy so first lily was severuss friend maybe they were lovers even thats so mean tho of James to take that advantage. Ohmyyyyy James is actually so mean tho ohmy and even dumbledore is mean is harry snapes kid or what i didnt quite get it. nope nope nope snape is the best person ever ohmyyyy i hope he lives ohmy fuck we all thought wrong all secrets are revealed. Ohmy fuckkk how is this possible snape is so cute noooo he must die in order to ohno snape loved lily so much so so sos o feeaking much thats so mean dumbledore ohmy fuck snape cares HE IS THE ONE THAT SHOWS HIM THE SWORD OHMY FUCK OR IT WAS LILY. HE MUST BE KILLED BY V. what is this movie ohmy fuck im screaming and crying and ohmy fuck i love you HP. Please live in the end but do kill V. Ron is so less handsome compared to hermione and harry NO OFFENSE AND FUCK ALL THESE MOVIES WHY WHY. Hes is ready to die ohmy fuck what is this shit. Oooh that is the stone that wil bring back to life isnt it so he is going to live int the end isnt it hes gonna live right just swallow the stone for me boy do it. I love sirius black more than who is remuss son? DONT DROP IT YOU FOOL AAAH WHY DID YOU DO IT NOW UGH WHY WHY. Watch it he is coming tho. LET HAGRID LIVE OKAY. THE FINAL SHOW. 40 min. Left. The sound is crazy what is he dead the spell was used on him now it was avada kadavra it is one of the three unforgivable spells. AW cute little ugly voldemort with a huge head. So he kills off his own horkroxe thats stupid right where are his glasses tho i like him more with his glasses on hes cuter like that. Im really relaxed i know that he will live, barely, but live. Were snape and lily meant to be i want to know come on now. I wnat to read the books and read what it all is about bevause i believe i missed half of it. HE LIVED THE FUCK OUT OF AN UNFORGIVABLE SPELL HE SAID DEAD WELL HE IS NOT YOU meanER hey that is the sorting hat thats nice. HELP WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU HARRY JUST WAIT FOR IT. hagrid looks quite happy tbh not really sad or anything. Why is he carried to the hogwarts castle tho. Harry is dead i dont think so whahhahahahha he will live. Even miss filch will not do such things and draco not either WHAHAHAHHA ITS YOUR OWN FAULT STAY DRACO NOOO DONT GO PLS. Nooooooooooo i had trust in you you fucker. NEVILLE TOO. No. No.nononononono. thats not going to what i dont remember what i was writing what are you going to say neville go boy yeah you go tell him pls. FRED WHY DID YOU DIE WHY TF. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH HIS FACE OHMY THIS IS GREAT I LOVE IT> THEYRE WEAK now yeah you run pls. Coward the malfoys arent they always have been stupid persons. Harry do you see them now is he right around the corner. GREEN is the evil colour wait they just swapped plaves how tho okay great anyways. You go hermione throw some rocks at him. Yeah neville wake up grab the sword and just go. Wait a moment why could they get into the vault with imperior because anyone could have done it like that and millions of things could’ve been stolen right lol. But wowowowoowowowoowowo you go weasley mother yass. Wowow courage to jump like that hold on to him tho harry or youll die honey. Wutttttttttttttrt have they formed into one for a sec wt is harry still the samen ow IF THE SNAKE is killed harry might live through this drave is YAAAAAAAAAAAAAS NEVILLEEE I LOVE YOU SLAYYY BOY NOW YOURE WEAK HOW DOES IT FEEL voldemort isnt going to win this time. The wand always belonged to harry never to dumbledore ohmy that is genious there he goees he is officially dead right now he didnt even live for so long he couldve lived longer as a normal human being to be honest. HEY LUNA I LIKE YOU. HEY HARRY AND GINNY LIKE YOU TOO. THEYRE SMILING AGAIN NOW ALREADY hey hagrid sweetie. Now he is the only person to live after the avada spell isnt he. Hey herron shipname hermione and ron hahahhahahhah. Its a big mess tho. Okay so via draco it was harrys yay dont throw it out pls. Or break it WOW YOU STUPID HAHAHHAH WHY THO. I guess it will only bring problems but yeah it is kinda hasty to do such a thing isnt it. so he just defeated the darkest wizard ever and only has a bleeding nose wtf hahahha how does he do it tho. WHAT A BEAUTFUL END oh lets see 19 yrs later. LONdon AWIE CUTE BOYS whose childeren will that be. HARRIES AND GINNIES OHMY SO CUTEEE HAHAHHAHA OHMY IM REALLY HAPPY LOL EVEN DRACO IS THERE. He has a ferret that is boring why not an owl. Ohmyyyyyyy herron have kids toooooo yaysyysysy im gonna cry theyre so cute. A#IEIWIIWIWIASDF@#PR UFJ SDK FJ SKDLFSDFKNDFLAKSDJFASJDFOIJAWLKSJDFIJSDLFKJSKDFJK. HES SO CUTE AS A DAD I WONDER WHAT HE DOES FOR A JOB> for a living more lolololol ohmy its so cute tho. 19 years later they havent aged a day lolololol. 
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