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hella1975 · 1 year
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hella I keep getting edits with some sort of original version of waiting room?? on my fyp and I'm gonna be honest waiting room wasn't a song that did me in quite as badly as the rest of you but this version I keep hearing literally rips my heart straight open😭😭 like I've been planning on fixing the no waiting room on spotify issue by taking it into my own hands🏴‍☠️ but now I know it's gonna have to be this version I'm not even bothering with lost ark waiting room. it's just gonna be waiting room og bc what the fuck?? "I never grew up with you, and you're not my waiting room" what the fuck??? with the haunting background noises literally WHAT THE FUCK????????
OMG IVE SEEN THAT ONE everyone keeps going on about the vocals of 'and you're not my waiting room' but i really cant get over 'i never grew up with you' like what??? WHAT??????
#for some reason i rlly connected this song to a childhood friend of mine that im pretty sure ive at least vaguely mentioned on here before#but basically we were INSEPERABLE for years of my childhood and he was about 2 years older than me#so i think i was 5 and he was 7 when we met and we stayed friends until i went up to secondary school so SIX YEARS#and we literally spent all day together we'd play in the gardens and run about the place and we were both really outdoorsy#and obvs it was before proper tech really started coming in so it was when kids literally just got shoved outside for the day#and left to their own devices and it was GREAT like i remember him and that time so fondly#but he was also really messed up like he'd come from a lot of foster homes and he'd had every kind of abuse#and he'd finally been adopted by the couple on my street who just couldn't handle him bc their answer to his issues#was to spoil him and give him what he wanted so he just got worse bc he had a real violent streak in him#and obvs if you let that grow in a boy they're not gonna wake up one day and it'll be gone like. it's going to get malicious#and low and behold he started getting like actually dangerous like he choked his sister once and he got kicked out of school#bc he threated to BEHEAD A GIRL WITH AN AXE like really fucked up shit#but i was in a pick me moment bc he was always really nice and respectful to me until he wasnt#and even then ive never ever blamed him for it bc we were both young and he was so traumatised#and sooner or later we stopped hanging out and my mum was relieved bc that's how bad he was getting#and ive literally never spoken to him again. but he's just one of those people i think about all the time????#like idk if it's bc of what went down or bc of the age i was but he was a HUGE deal to me and my development#and for some evil fucking reason i think of him when i listen to waiting room especially the 'i know it's for the better'#bc i KNOW it's for the better i got away from him before he got really bad but still i so desperately wish i couldve helped him yk?#especially now i understand what abuse actually means and what he'd suffered which i had no idea about at the time#SO TO ADD 'I NEVER GREW UP WITH YOU' WHEN I FEEL LIKE I ABANDONED HIM AS CHILDREN?? STOPPPP#PHOEBE PLEASEEEE#anyway unnecessary rant over rori pls pirate this song for the masses pls pls the world needs you#ask
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ssa-atlas-alvez · 11 months
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okay but- cowboy!reader having like a lot of scars bc no self preservation y'know. i feel like he'd cover some of them up with tattoos but some are just too delicate. im just imaginin' the team of seeing like a sleeve of them for the first time or maybe he has a lot on his back and everyone just wants to know what they mean and when the heck he got all of them and yeah. also my poor boy you're really runnin him through it
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Description: scar reveal
Warnings: scars, abusive backstory
A/n: I know, I kinda feel bad but also there's so much more to come for him and I some of it (if I decide to post it) is really harsh and it will just shatter him bless him but again idk if I'm gonna post it so we'll see aha!
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You didn't really think about the scars most of the time. Sure, some of the bad ones haunted you at night, or with raised voices, but they weren't bad. Most of them didn't hurt anymore. Some of them did, emotionally, anyway. These ones you got covered with things you loved. The butterfly, for example, sat on your chest, a small Palos Verdes Blue Butterfly for JJ. Big enough to cover a particularly painful scar without drawing attention. Meaningful enough that it made you feel warm inside when you saw it, rather than the dread and fear that used to build up when seeing the scar.
Some, however, you couldn't cover. Most days, you forgot they existed. Others, they were all you could think about.
The bad ones, that is. Not the ones you got from falling out of a tree at the age of seven, or off a horse at sixteen. No. The ones you got when you pissed your foster parents off enough for them to create a permanent reminder.
The ones on your back bothered you. You didn't like that it was a part of your body that everyone but you could see. They would witness some of your worst memories laid out in front of them, some of which you had never even seen.
The ones on your arms were mostly covered, at least the ones on your upper arms and shoulders. They were easy to cover. The forearms you struggled to cover, not that there were many here, that would have been too visible.
Not all of these scars were linked with sadness. Some were happy. Some were from you being reckless (like daring your older brother that you could jump from the treehouse and land on your feet unharmed - you broke your arm. You were seventeen.). Some were from clumsiness growing up (tripping over the corner of a rug when running to watch the football with your brothers). All in all, they told your life story, from the scared little boy to the rebellious teen to the loved young man to the brave man that stood up for those that need it.
So yes, it made you feel vulnerable at times, but most of the time? Most of the time it made you happy to be alive. To be the person you were today.
You knew the team had already seen your tattoos, from a slight distance. They either hadn't seen the scars, or had decided not to ask about them. Either way, you weren't going to complain. You'd tell them or they'd ask eventually.
It was JJ who noticed first, the pair of you sat in the roundtable room, everyone else had gone home. She had gently brushed over a scar on your arm with a curious look. "I got that from trippin' over a rug to watch football," You said, giving a small smile. Her hand moved to one just below it, "Fallin' off a horse," She fingers traced the next scar mid way up your arm, the curious look turning to worry when you tense.
"Does it hurt?" It looked painful, still raised after years.
You shake your head, "Not anymore." You said truthfully, "They used to. Now they're just there, constantly reminding me."
"Except for the ones you cover,"
"Except for the ones I cover." You corrected yourself. Your eyes darted back down to the scar she was tracing. A particularly painful memory. You looked back up, giving a shy smile, "I really do love you, you know."
"I should hope so," She smirked, "We have been dating for over six months now."
"It never gets old, hearing you say that." You answer.
"Good, because I don't plan on stopping any time soon," She winks, gently pressing her lips to yours.
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khookn · 7 months
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I’ve been lurking your account for awhile and really like your Clone High oc!!! Can we get some more info/lore?
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I'M SOOO EXCITED YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT MY SUN TZU CLONE OH!!! Sorry if this isn't very clear it's because I'm not good with this sort of stuff I've had since August so like I got so so much
I'LL BE HAPPY TO ANSWER TO MORE IF NEED BE I HAVE SO MUCH SO CLICK BELOW FOR THE WORD WALL YOU'RE ABOUT TO PREPARE YOURSELF FOR!! :D
His inspiration stems from a lot of things like my irl friends, him being the opposite of Confucius, other stuff and a bit of the clonefather himself so yeah it's a doozy how much I got.
So, baseline is because he's a clone of the war general, strategist and philosopher I was like "yeah no this dude would mostly be a gamer for stuff that requires strategy and winning like League of Legends (I'm sorry)", I pin him as the type of gamer who'd have hundreds of games on steam clocking no less than 300 hours each and has a huge variety of stuff he plays but he can't stand some like minecraft because the world is too vast for him. Also he likes playing his games ranked and he's a rather good sport in games.
So like you know the shadow government right, like because Sun Tzu is one of those clones who in fact inherited the talents of their clonefathers and is able to utilize it really well, they're like "ohhh shit he could actually be like the legendary general of his clonefather" but he doesn't care at all he uses whatever tactic and strategy and psychology wit he inherited into gaming.
He's a pretty well known name because he's insane when it comes to gaming and winning esports competitons and whatnot so it brings to Confucius right because Confucius would've caught wind of it and want to grab him to do podcasts with him, in attempts to buttering Sun into doing so he got attached and clingy along the way and his entire dynamic with Sun just wound up being that because Sun doesn't actually have that many friends thanks to his gaming hyperfixation.
And like upbringing is,,, how do I put this
His upbringing like, his foster parents right, is different from confu in the sense I want it to be a household where he feels loved despite not having shown it because everyone's got their own boundaries. In my head, dad, mom, 3 triplet brothers so his dad looks like dude nukem, mom is a psych op, brothers look like replica toy soldiers, navy, airforce and field soldier respectively. The reason why he just wound up being a gamer was due to hand me downs from his brother and he got so hyperfixated at it he'd rather do nothing but that. Like he has nothing to do with the theme and aesthetic his family got like it's to the point the interior of the house is hella military heavy and shit and if you go into sun tzu's room it's soundproofed RTX light hell. Organized mess setup.
His personality I'd say is very blunt and direct, doesn't really care about his image, he's mellow but has a rather hyperactive side to him too, his temper is rather calm nerve but can be flicked like a switch but it's so hard to really do so but if he's angered he's sure to actually scare people without having to raise his fists. He knows how to talk people into submission and such if he really has to I think. His gaming addiction certainly did stunt or inhibit a lot of aspects in him but he doesn't really mind it as long as he has fun.
He's the kind of guy who'd be good at everything he does pretty easily but it doesn't seem to matter because like all he does is play video games for like bajillions of hours so it's not like it's really going to go anywhere but there so he's like, someone you know has potential but depending on how, or well, how the shadow government sees it is wasted potential.
He's super camera shy and has stage fright so he's not very good at performing for a crowd, he's also cursed whenever it comes to being in a camera because whenever his picture gets taken it wounds up scary or blurry and he's unable to fake a smile for the camera and while he likes taking pictures it's just that pictures taken by him are often garbage too like, when he takes food pics, it's AFTER he's eaten so people won't even be able to tell what he has eaten and that he just generally doesn't give that much thought into it either.
Few additional quirks include that he's aroace, he could actually get in shape very easily if he wanted to but since he's sitting on a gaming chair most of the time he just wound up tubby, if he were to exercise it's freakishly quick but he can also return to being chubby too. He's also severely addicted to G-Fuel even if it doesn't really work with him.
In regards to gaming he's able to not sleep for days at a time just to play over the sheer will but in turn he would have to sleep a lot when he's completely tired like he's THAT PASSIONATE (addicted).
Idk if this is understandable or anything but wow this is a word wall but I know I have a lot more than that I'm just not used to doing text posts. I'd be happy to answer other stuff regarding him!
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legolasghosty · 28 days
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Kissing the homies goodnight for Willie (/Willex) because I feel like Willie would.
Ack I'm so sorry this took so long but here you gooo!
Willie ducked into the kitchen to grab the water pitcher and some glasses, praying he wasn't forgetting anything important. They knew it was just their friends crashed across various surfaces in the living room, but it was still nerve-wracking. Willie hadn't been to a sleepover in like... five years, let alone hosted one. They got why the foster care system had to check over people before they could stay overnight, but with the number of times Willie had moved around since entering the system, it just... had never happened.
Caleb had been hesitant at first when Willie asked if they could all stay over, wanting to ensure Willie was settled himself first. And also wanting to meet all of these kids before he let them have free reign of his home.
But it was finally happening. All of Willie's best friends (and his boyfriend, but they hadn't really managed to wrap their head around that one yet) were lounging in his living room at 2 in the morning, some closer to dozing off than others.
Willie wasn't sure which was stronger: the excitement or the terror of messing this up.
He was pretty sure he hit all the main bits on all the 'how to throw a slumber party' lists he'd found online: pizza, way too many types of ice cream toppings (they're not entirely sure how many of those canned cherries Luke ended up fitting in his mouth), random games (he'd never heard of turning pictionary into a drinking game with shots of soda, but apparently that was a thing his friends did), and a movie with lots of popcorn and cozy blankets.
So they're pretty sure they've done alright thus far.
Still, it'd been a long time since Willie did this.
He re-entered the living room just as Alex managed to grab the TV remote and turn off the rolling credits of Legally Blonde. Flynn looked to already be asleep, lying across one of the air mattresses with her feet up on Julie's stomach. Julie had propped herself up a bit on her elbows and was debating...something with Reggie. Both of them looked closer to dozing off than winning though. Luke and Carrie were both sitting upright on one of the couches, madly swiping on their phones and hissing at each other.
"Do I even want to know?" Willie asked Alex quietly, setting the water and cups down on the coffee table and rejoining him on the loveseat.
Alex groaned. "I made the mistake of telling them there's a PvP mode on this tower defense game they both play."
Willie tried to hold back his giggle. He failed.
Alex attempted to glare at them, but mostly just looked sleepily confused. "I'm serious, we're gonna have to take their phones away now if we want them to sleep," he sighed.
Willie winced. "Any chance the game will kick them off after a few rounds?"
Alex shook his head, then leaned over to rest his head on Willie's shoulder. "And they're both too stubborn to give in, I already tried it."
Willie rested their cheek against his hair, letting their lungs adjust to expanding and contracting in time with the light huffs of Alex's breath against their collarbone. "Is it online?" he asked.
"Yeah, why?" Alex responded, blinking up at him sleepily in the dim light of the lamp.
Willie smirked and pulled out his phone. Okay, so Caleb hadn't technically given him the password for the router, but like... it hadn't been hard. He opened the app on his phone that connected to the electronic and started typing.
Twin cries of annoyance erupted from the pair on the other couch a moment later, informing Willie of his success.
"It just kicked me off!" Luke complained.
"Same here," Carrie griped. "Willie I think your wifi died."
Willie looked up, attempting to look innocent. "Oh yeah, I think you're right," they agreed. "Ugh, this happens sometimes, it will probably come back in an hour or two, but we just gotta wait it out."
Both Luke and Carrie groaned, but seemed to buy it and tossed their phones aside. Carrie peeled off her sweater and tossed it down next to Flynn's head, before pulling a blanket up and over herself and stretching out along the couch. Luke slid down onto the air mattress beside Reggie, koala cuddling against his back. Reggie laughed and shifted over so Luke could share his pillow, still discussing... Okay Willie was pretty sure they were trying to figure out who in their friend group would be whom in Legally Blonde. Fair enough.
Willie felt Alex's tiny sigh of relief against his neck and shivered. It felt nice, being close like this and knowing it made Alex just as fluttery as it did them.
Alex brought his fingers up to his chin, then let his hand move forward, palm up. Thank you.
Willie tucked his phone away. "Don't mention it," he whispered, daring to brush his lips against Alex's forehead.
Alex's cheeks turned pink, but Julie interrupted before Willie could tease him about it.
"Hey, no PDA unless you're willing to share with the class," she mumbled, eyes heavy.
"You're one to talk," Alex pointed out, glancing pointedly between her and Flynn's feet still resting on her abdomen.
"Oh you wanna wake her up?" Julie snarked back, the words slurring together a bit.
"I don't think any of us have that death wish," Willie chuckled. They tapped Alex lightly on the shoulder in warning, then stood up. "And I don't mind sharing." Before Julie could respond, he ducked down and pecked her on the forehead. "Sweet dreams, Juju," they added, throwing a spare blanket over her and heading back toward Alex.
"Hey, we're part of the class too," Reggie called out. When Willie turned, he was sticking his bottom lip out, the puppy eyes mostly hidden by his drooping eyelids.
Willie glanced back at Alex, a little startled, but Alex just shrugged and gave him a sleepy smile. So Willie picked his way around to Reggie and gave him a goodnight kiss too. And then Luke perked up a bit and wanted one. And Carrie said she should get one on Flynn's behalf, since her girlfriend was asleep.
"I guess I should have warned you how clingy we all get this late," Alex murmured when Willie finally made it back to his side. "I kinda forgot you haven't been able to be around this before. Just feels really natural."
"All good," Willie promised around a yawn. "Just tryin'a be a good host."
Alex leaned over and hit the button on the side of the love seat to make it lean back, the extending footrest turning it into more of a bed. "It's perfect," he stated, pulling Willie in to lay beside him.
Willie let out a happy sigh and cuddled in closer. Alex's cool arms soothed the nervous energy that was always humming along their skin. He felt Alex's lips brush against his hairline.
"G'night Lex," they mumbled, eyes slipping shut.
"Good night, Willie."
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Brettsey + I really hate when we fight
"I really hate when we fight," Sylvie whispers as she stands next to Matt in the kitchen, watching as he continues to rinse the plates, stacking them carefully in the drying rack.
He looks over to her and his heart aches at the sad expression on her face before admitting, "me too."
Matt knew it was probably his fault. He told Sylvie he had somewhere to be after shift and when she asked if it was a construction job, he gave a somewhat non committal answer. She kissed his cheek in goodbye out on the apron of 51, saying something about meeting Foster for breakfast.
Little did Matt know, Sylvie and Foster ended up in the same greasy dinner that he, Christie and their mother were having breakfast. Nancy blowing back into town had been an unexpected twist but also, didn't really surprise Matt. Of course she would come and go as she pleased, not really thinking about her children. Christie tried to be the peace maker, convincing Matt to at least have one breakfast with Nancy before she left town again. Matt wanted to say no but in the end, Christie was right. Nancy was still their mother and he was a bit curious about where she had been all these years.
His mistake was not telling Sylvie about it. He figured that Nancy wasn't going to stick around and therefore, Sylvie did not need to find out. They never really talked about his family and after meeting Sylvie's last Christmas, he had little intention of opening up about his own. Sylvie's family was near perfect, like they jumped out of a Hallmark movie or something and he felt a bit embarrassed that he didn't have that growing up, that his childhood was marred with screaming matches between his mom and dad.
But seeing the heartbreak in Sylvie's eyes that morning made him realize that he made a bad call. Sylvie was always to open with him that he understood then that he needed to be that way with her too. Because out of all the people in Matt's life, few of them would not judge him and that included his incredible girlfriend and honestly, she could do so much better than him.
When he got home, he found her in the living room watching an episode of House Hunters. He thought that maybe she needed a bit of space so he made himself scarce until dinner when he ordered takeout from her favorite Thai restaurant as a way to make amends. They ate in silence and when he glanced at her, he found her gazing at him too before averting her eyes and blushing, as if wanting to say something.
"I'm sorry," he tells her quietly, wiping his hands on a dish towel before pulling Sylvie closer.
She comes willingly, wrapping her arms around his waist.
"You don't have to tell me everything, Matt." she mumbles against his chest, "but I hope you know that I'll always be here to listen whenever you do want to say something."
"I know," he replies, "I was just wrapping my head around the situation I guess. It's been so long since I saw my mother."
"How is she?"
Matt smiles softly. Of course Sylvie would ask that. She was the most thoughtful person he knew.
"Fine, I think. She's moving to Florida permanently with that pen pal she met," Matt informs Sylvie.
"You okay with that?" Sylvie prods.
Matt shrugs. It didn't really mean anything to him honestly. Nancy had her own life and she made clear that neither Christie nor Matt were a big part of that.
"It's okay to feel sad or angry about it," Sylvie says quietly.
Matt nods, hugging Sylvie tightly, "thank you."
It was all he could say at that moment even if there were a lot of thoughts in his head. He knew he'd share them with her eventually - all his fears about his parents, the jumbled mess he was after his dad died, how Nancy messed him up too in certain ways but tonight, he was going to hold her in his arms and be thankful that he had a girlfriend like Sylvie, someone so kind and wonderful, who empathized with him and didn't hold a grudge.
Vaguely, he focuses on the word 'girlfriend' and as his mind drifts to the black ring box tucked in his underwear drawer, he thinks about how pretty soon, he might just be saying fiancee.
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bearsinpotatosacks · 1 year
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A Feather on the Wind - Mickey Garcia
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Mickey's always been scorned for his interests but Goose wants to change that.
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“And this will be your room,” Goose said. “Our last foster kid just moved to another home, so you’ll have this all to yourself, at least until we get another kid to look after.”
Mickey stood perfectly in the centre of the room. He had a few bags around him on the floor. A dirty, torn backpack and a small duffel bag. His hair had reached shoulder length and looked in need of a good wash, and after hearing his story, they knew why.
He’d been a child of neglect. From what they could tell, this had been going on for years. His school teachers had noticed his clothes being unwashed and crinkled, his hair knotted and messy. Neighbours had also realised certain abnormalities about the Garcia home. Mickey was apparently alone a lot, playing by himself for long into the night, other people’s kids telling their parents of his late bedtimes and how his parents let him eat what he wanted. To them that had been cool, but the adults knew better, knew that everything they saw screamed that he wasn’t being cared for properly. 
“If you don’t like the bed sheets we can change them, there’s space for your clothes and anything else you want to put up.” Goose bent down to reach under the bed. “And here is where you can put anything special.”
“Special?” Mickey asked.
“Yeah, pictures of family, letters or birthday cards, anything you want to be just for you.” He then added. “Not that me, Carole or Bradley would mess with your things, but this is just to keep these things private, everyone needs somewhere for their own things.”
He stood up again with a wheeze. He wasn’t getting any younger and his vision clouded as he went dizzy. His shoulders were aching today, they were more and more over the past year. It had been years since his accident at Top Gun and, with him being in his thirties now, everything the doctors had told him was starting to come into effect.
“Do you want me to leave you to it?”
Mickey nodded his head slowly, but there was something in the way his eyes lingered that made him think he wasn’t being entirely truthful.
“Well, want me to take some of your clothes to wash?” He tried.
He nodded and began to open his bags to give him the clothes. Some things were in the way, a few books about the game Dungeons and Dragons, power rangers action figures, Bradley would love to talk to him about those, and, as he looked closer, a few Star Trek figures. He didn’t mention it to him, but kept it back for later, it was always good to have something in common with the kids they looked after.
“I’ll get these washed and hung out for you, okay?” He said. “If you need anything, and I mean anything, then just call for one of us, okay?”
“Okay.”
He gave him a smile and left the room. As he waited outside the door, he heard Mickey talking softly to himself in Spanish. And after peaking through the crack in the doorway, he saw him placing his things around the room. That really was sweet.
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"Kids!" Carole shouted up the stairs. "Dinner!"
Bradley's heavy footsteps thundered down the stairs, followed by the more careful ones from Mickey. He'd stayed in his room since he'd got here, she supposed he'd been arranging his things but, despite him having more stuff with him than some of the kids they cared for, it didn't take four hours to put away books, clothes and toys, at least she didn't think so. 
Appearing by her side like an apparition, Bradley gave her a grin, showing off his brand new braces, and took his serving of the chicken pie. She wasn't sure what to cook. How much did Mickey eat at home, if anything? Would he like her cooking? She'd gone with a classic just to be safe. 
"Thanks, mom!" Bradley cried, carrying his plate to his usual spot.
Goose kissed the side of her head, "Thank you, honey."
Mickey stood in the doorway. His footsteps were quiet, pattering against the floor as he took his plate with both hands. 
"Thank you," he mumbled. 
"No problem."
Everyone sat in their usual places, leaving the chair nearest the door free for Mickey. He placed his food on the table, the chair screeched on the wooden floor. 
They got down to talking. Bradley blabbed about his day at school. He'd started middle school a few months ago and was loving it. Mostly it was his science classes, especially physics, anything to get closer to flying despite how her chest clenched at the thought of him being in the air like his dad had. 
Nick was by her side, alive, but the images of him in that hospital bed, not knowing if he would wake up, still haunted her. And there were effects he'd feel for the rest of his life. Worse vision as he got older, headaches, chronic pain in his neck and shoulders. It was all too much sometimes.
Bradley was still talking about his day. She tried to hum at the appropriate points but couldn’t shift her attention from Mickey. He'd barely touched his food. Pushing the pieces of broccoli around, he gulped and furrowed his brow. The way he shifted in chair told her something was wrong.
As Bradley stopped talking, she lay a hand on his and smiled, then turned to Mickey, "You don't have to eat it if you're not hungry, honey."
He looked up, his eyes glassy with tears. She shot him a gentle smile. Nick caught on and nodded at him.
"We can always heat it up if you get hungry later, okay?"
"Okay," 
He screeched his chair across the floor, scurrying out of the room without another word. She guessed that living in a neglectful home would make big family mealtimes a bit hard to adjust to. 
They'll just have to work a bit harder. 
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Mickey's stomach grumbled. He was used to the feeling of hunger and had been trying to ignore it for over an hour now to no avail. 
That meal time was far different than he’d ever experienced. They'd actually eaten together for a start. Most of the time he had to make his own food, and on the odd occasion he didn't, they didn't sit at the table discussing each other's days.
Yet, he couldn't deny that he was starting to get those all familiar hunger pains again. His body told him he could withstand it. He'd faced worse. But his brain reminded him of that tasty looking dinner that would be in the oven, ready to be reheated.
Another grumble. Maybe he did need food. 
The house was so quiet, but not in an empty way like his old home used to be. This house was so full, even at its most still. Laughter echoed on the walls. Happy memories were pictured in frames. Drawings and memos were stuck on the fridge with colourful magnets, souvenirs from holidays past. 
As he passed the living room, he heard a familiar jingle come from the television. He stopped in the archway and a smile grew on his face that he couldn’t stop. He knew what this was. It was Star Trek: The Next Generation, his favourite show ever. Well, apart from the original sixties show.
He must have made a noise because Nick, or Goose as he’d been told he could call him, he didn’t know why, turned around. His son Bradley was curled up next to him, his wife Carole knitting on an armchair next to the sofa. It was a level of domesticity he’d never really experienced before. 
“Hey!” he said. “You hungry?”
“Yeah.”
Carole stood up and placed her knitting on the arm of the chair, “I’ll put the oven on, sweetie.”
She patted his shoulder. Her smile made something feel right, right and wrong at the same time. Because if these people could be so welcoming after only knowing him for a day, why couldn’t his parents care this much after knowing him for his whole life?
“Sit down, Mickey-” Goose patted the chair next to him as Bradley shuffled up.
He tried to hide his glee at the fact that Star Trek was on the television. There was always a slight hesitation within him, that if he smiled too much or talked too much about something, it would be too much, wrong in some way he didn’t fully understand.
“You watched this before?” He asked.
Mickey couldn’t stop himself from nodding vigorously.
“It’s Star Trek,” he whispered.
“Ah, a man of taste, I see,” 
His smile returned. All his interests had been scorned or ignored at home. As much as he was excited to have someone to talk to, he still felt like it was only inevitable that they’d get tired of him and not want to hear anymore about his interests.
“Do you just like this one or do you like any others?” Bradley asked.
“I like all of them, I think the original one’s my favourite, I really like Spock, he’s kind of different from humans and vulcans.” He averted his eyes to his hands. “But I also really like Data, he’s different too, but I watch Deep Space Nine sometimes too!”
They carried on talking as the episode carried on. They weren’t getting tired of him, they actually seemed happy that he knew what they were on about. It was refreshing. He hoped he didn’t get moved from here, it seemed perfect.
1. Mickey's long hair comes from Danny Ramirez' hair 2. I am an Autistic Fanboy truther. I tried to put this in the form of him loving Spock and Data who are 2 characters commonly headcanoned as autistic 3. BTW, I am a trekkie, I like the 60s show and the reboot films but have consumed all the other shows through Tumblr. My friend is a Next Gen and Voyager Fan. Also I do have an idea for a Top Gun Star Trek AU so look out for that maybe, if I get chance to write that
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We pretty much know how chatacters are in show about this but what's actors opinion on family/kids? Are they family person or not? Do they like kids, tolerate them or just dislike them all?
Random Actor AU Headcanons: Family Fondness
(Okay, so when it comes to family- the cast is pretty mixed? But I'll try compiling them into easy to understand categories for the most part :D)
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Wants a big family (3 or more kids)
Lucifer
This dude has been divorced on script and off script, Charlie is actually his biological daughter even in this AU.
He's great with kids and genuinely kinda misses when Charlie was a little tyke.
He grew up in a large family and he knows how fun it is with a lot of siblings.
Kinda still sad about the fact that Charlie was an only daughter before his wife divorced him.
All around family man, but he's not actively looking for a partner at the moment.
Husker
He's oddly quite good with kids, even if he doesn't have any of his own.
He has many nieces and nephews though and often watches over them during family gatherings.
He also has a pet parrot and sometimes fosters other birds when he has the time.
Has a very good judge of character so he's very wary of relationships that could go awry.
Adam
Ironic to his character in the show, he grew up in a house full of sisters.
Also why he wants a huge family if he could help it.
He loves his siblings and even though he messes with Lute a lot he loves her to bits.
Often has a hard time finding a partner that would actually stick around.
Just his luck on that end.
Emily
Although on the younger side of the cast, Emily is actually older than she looks.
She grew up in a tight-knit family so she would wish her kids would have those kinds of connections too.
Not currently looking for a relationship though, she's happy surrounding herself with many friends and family.
Carmilla
Actually a mother in this AU, and she's married to Zestial's actor!
Has 2 daughters(both still less than 10 years old) but they're different from the younger actors that play her on-screen daughters.
Inherently very motherly and actually acts like it on set.
Grew up in a large household and she wants to continue that.
Zestial
Very reserved but pretty much bends over backward for his daughters in this AU.
Family man all the way just by preference.
He grew up lonely as an only child which is why he'd want his kids to have siblings.
Doesn't help that Carmilla enables the hell out of him when it comes to baby fever.
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Wants a small family (1-2 kids)
Charlie
Would rather adopt than have biological kids of her own.
But she'd still want to take care of kids since the little ones just have a contagious happy energy with them.
Though being an only child to divorced parents kind of opened her eyes a little to a lot of issues.
So she's concerned if she has a big family that she wouldn't be able to love all her kids equally.
It comes from the right place, but she's not unwilling to have more children if her partner desires.
Vaggie
Very awkward with kids and generally doesn't know what to do around them.
She's learning from Charlie but she's still a little nervous.
Grew up in a big family and really hated being a middle child.
Often felt like she was forgotten and it sucked.
So if she did have kids, adopted or surrogate, there probably wouldn't be more than 2 of them.
Sera
Very professional no nonsense kind of person, but also very good with kids.
Actually has a son in this AU who sometimes visits set just to hang around with everyone.
That one strict parent but loves her kid to hell and back.
Just so busy with her rising career that growing a family of her own isn't currently in focus.
Peter
Much like Emily, he looks pretty young but is actually in his early thirties.
Still, he grew up very close to his family and relatives-
But was lonely as an only child.
He's not that fond of the idea of having too many kids, especially seeing how wild his cousins are.
But he definitely would like have more than one kid eventually.
Rosie
Like Carmilla she's very motherly.
Legitimately watches over the younger members of the cast like a mentor/parent sometimes.
Is married but doesn't have kids yet, still trying to.
Not opposed to the idea of having kids but would rather not have so many in fear that she'll be overrun.
1-2 little tykes are more than enough for her.
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Wants to get married (kids are a possibility)
Vox
Honestly hasn't given family much thought but he's not opposed to the idea.
He's the favorite uncle in his family for a reason.
And not because he bribes his nieces and nephews with toys and candy.
Well he kinda does, but he's also generally dubbed to be the most approachable adult in his family.
Eventually wants to settle down and possibly have a family when he's older but for now is totally focused on furthering his career.
Alastor
The only time this man would have biological kids is if his partner asked, he's asexual after all.
Even so, he's still more than willing to adopt if that's what'll make his lover happy.
Actually quite fond of kids and finds them very cute or endearing.
Just doesn't like babies or infants as much because all they do is cry, shit and make a mess everywhere.
Pentious
Hasn't given family and relationships much thought since he's currently very career oriented.
Not to mention just how busy his life is as both an actor and electrical engineer.
But he's not opposed to getting married or having kids.
That's of course if he finds anyone who can keep up with his hectic lifestyle.
Angel Dust(Anthony)
The only time this guy could probably have kids is through adoption or surrogacy.
And even then marriage isn't really something on his mind.
He's not opposed to it, but it's not something he's actively seeking out.
Especially since he's kinda enjoying the bachelor life not being tied down to anyone.
But if he did get into a relationship and his partner really wanted kids with him, he's not gonna stop them.
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Wants to get married (no kids)
Cherri
Only with a lot of convincing that she'd be okay with the settling down.
But she doesn't see herself as someone who can take care of kids and juggle her wild lifestyle.
Kind of just a party all night girlie and isn't ready to give up that life yet.
She's been through a fair number of partners already but has yet to find one who'll stay for the long run.
She's looking though, so that's a start.
Lilith
Not actually in any romantic relationship with Lucifer in this AU, they're just colleagues and good friends.
Not related to Charlie in any way either.
She doesn't mind kids, but would generally just rather not have her own.
Just more for preference than anything, she doesn't have anything against children she just doesn't wanna have her own.
Valentino
Genuinely cannot see himself as a good dad.
Hadn't had the best example to go off of either in his family.
So while he's totally open and okay to getting hitched at some point in his life-
Kids are definitely a no-go for him.
Pets are okay though.
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Single 4 Life people
Velvette
She generally finds the sappy stuff her bestie(Vox) is dealing with pretty hilarious-
But she'd rather not get into anything like it.
Not like she has an aversion to getting into relationships, she just doesn't want to be permanently tied down to one person for the rest of her life.
Especially with her more playgirl-ish tendencies and life.
Lute
Considering she's always been there to witness her brother's(Adam) breakups-
Lute would rather not actually get into any romantic relationships for the time being.
Doesn't help that romantic intentions or actions generally often fly over her head.
Anyway, she's more than happy with the family the cast has formed over the course of filming and doesn't feel the need to pursue anything with anyone right now.
(Just holler if there's someone I missed that you wanted to see! Hopefully this answers your question anon! XD)
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shyestofhearts · 3 years
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Well. I mentioned one of my favorite personal headcanons with Reverse Robin aus being that Damian basically adopts half his siblings himself by forging Bruce's signature so now I gotta make a Reverse Robin au
Reverse Robins AU
(I'm gonna try to keep to some big events in some characters lives but also mess with time so some big events may change)
Bruce honestly didn't think much about having kids of his own since he is Batman and he didn't want to leave his child an orphan like he was
Then he met Talia, fell in love and started getting excited at the idea of having a child
Until she told him she miscarried and disappeared and he was alone with Alfred again
He never thought about being a father again
Until Damian walked into his life at 10 years old with an "I thought you'd be taller" and became his sidekick, Robin
Bruce honestly had no clue how to be a dad but he'd be damned if he didn't try. He was almost overbearing with how involved he tried to be in Damian's life
Damian didn't really mind (most of the time) because he'd always wanted to meet his father (though sometimes he did react poorly if he thought it was because his father didn't trust him so Bruce made it very clear that it was because he wanted to be a part of his life)
They were Batman and Robin for four years, and Damian had adjusted well to his life in Gotham with the help of Bruce and Alfred
Then: Damian died and Bruce was devastated. He never wanted his kid to be orphaned but he was very unprepared for his kid to be ripped from him the way his parents were
Batman was noticeably much more angry without Robin
So when he got a new partner (AKA Damian got revived and is 15 now but didn't really feel like returning as Robin because he couldn't bring himself to wear that suit anymore) people were a bit relieved to see him sorta healing from that loss (unaware that his new partner was in fact his old Robin)
Which is why "Robin" returning comes as a shock to Damian and Bruce and ofc an investigation ensues and they find one 12 year old Duke Thomas in foster care that sneaks out with his own homemade Robin outfit each night
Soo Damian forges Bruce's signature onto a bunch of paperwork and gets his first sibling
Bruce only figures this out when Damian starts moving Duke in but Duke seems grateful and he can't turn him away
Bruce is also so used to his ex-assassin child that he forgets sometimes what is considered normal child behavior and what isn't but he's fairly certain he should be concerned about the fact that Duke has jumped off a bridge before even if he was clearly okay now
The next to get adopted into the family is one 8 year old Cassandra, who Damian sympathizes with a lot considering they were raised similarly and thus another series of forged signatures later Bruce has kid #3
13 year old Duke, 8 year old Cass, and 16 year old Damian make for a very chaotic family and Bruce is Tired™
Especially because it's almost like these kids hardly argue with each other and instead constantly team up to pull off some scheme or another
Duke and Damian do teach Cass how to speak and how to sign (because I headcanon that both of them already know sign language) and because they're the ones teaching her Cass speaks almost exclusively in slang
They also talk shit about people at Galas constantly
Damian doesn't let people get close to his siblings at Galas and Cass will glare at you if you approach either of her brothers as well
You don't want to be on the end of a glare from any of the three kids, it's terrifying
Cassandra likes to use her assassin training to play hide and seek with her brothers and they have to use their detective skills to find her. So basically they play hide and seek but more intense
Now this post is getting too long so I'll cut it off here
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oh-for-fic-sake · 4 years
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Broken Bones And New Homes
Clark has a surprise and you fuck up.
Masterlist
Warnings:swearing, injury, angst
A/n:so a little bit of fluff and angst 
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Broken Bones And New Homes
Clark sat back in his chair as Diana took the young girl to get settled and was fixed with a look from the others he sighed.
"She was still doubting herself she needed to see it for herself" Bruce spoke up first unimpressed.
"Yes but it could have gone down hill fast! What if it had pierced you! She'd never have forgiven herself or trusted anyone again!" Clark sighed he knew that Bruce had a point.
"But there was also another reason I was testing her as well like she did to you earlier ...did you see? She was holding back, even when she was angry she found the power to hold it back she didn't want to hurt me not for a second she just wanted to scare me...shes used to scaring people off. I wanted to see if she was truly wants to harm or not anger reveals your true intentions shes good through and through..." Arthur nodded
"He is right Bruce she held back it wasn't nice to watch but the kid did good tho... it was unnerving to watch her have that much restraint ....aren't teens meant to you know? loose their shit she held it together." Bruce nodded it was horrible in a way seeing the control she needed for herself Clark was right she'd had to grow up fast just like them but unlike them she will have someone there for her question was who, tho he had a guess already.
"So whose gonna take her Legally?"
"I will she needs stability, normality but still someone who can keep her in line can you get the paperwork done?" Bruce nodded smirking at Clark, looks like he was taken with the girl in a way they all were Bruce would take her in in a heart beat but with the others it wouldn't be a good idea so this time he will settle for being an uncle, doesn’t mean he cant tease the big man tho? Does it
"Your sure your not even letting anyone else what if I want to-"
"No I'm taking her, she will fit right in at home with me and konner, he has always wanted a sister to look after we can give her a family that she can relax around no offence Bruce but if anything would happen at the manor, your boys are strong but...." Bruce waved him off laughing
"I was messing with you,I know what you mean I will get on it first thing" Clark rolled his eyes at him, Victor pulled up her file on the screen.
"Whoa, her file is .....large shes been through.... to much I don't know haw shes so....stable Clark your gonna have your work cut out for you... how she hasn't already gone mad is beyond me." Barry came closer frowning
"She has a police record?" Victor nodded sadly scanning through the data quickly Clark got up coming over to them
"You found her file? When?" Victor didn't bother looking up at him just pointing to Barry
"He took her bag to her room when you had your little heart to heart and got her name y/n l/n birthday April seventh, born in central city moved to Gotham with her parents at six months old... Clark shes been through a lot its..."
"Tell me I want to know what happened." Victor side and continued
"There’s nothing until she was five when her parents died...police report says parents were only identified by dna because....."
"Because what?" Victor looked down then to Arthur everyone was tense suddenly Diana came into the room hear most of it so far she can gather whats they are on about.
"Bodies crushed beyond recognition, no teeth remaining for a dental record to be found, official cause of death was crushed by ceiling, flats collapsed due to breech in building regulations, no one was charged for it. Child found in flat had resided by parents bodies for three days before being found, no one knows how she survived but she was unharmed and thought the police were there to arrest her, she was under the impression she did it."
"She must have tried to save them and failed...that why she was frightened of the police" Clark summarized  victor nodded
"That’s what she said in her report that she did it she couldn't stop the ceiling, after that there is nothing on the incident apart from information about the therapy she should under go and where they sent her. Children's home north Gotham on Presington street." Bruce swore
"Fucking hell that's a shit hole, been pouring money into it for years they were pocketing it as bonuses only went down for it three years ago two deaths to malnutrition" everyone winced things did not look good
"The next eight entries are from the weeks after, mental evaluations, says here she started hurting other kids in the home lashing out and became aggressive to staff, she claimed they were accidents that she couldn't help it that she had powers, they didn't listen until one kid ended up missing an eye... can understand it looks like a vicious attack"
"Probably bullying, it happens a lot to the new kids, if they attacked her then it'd protect her right?" Victor nodded to Bruce and sighed moving on
"They certified her had to drug her to get her out of the home, Jesus Christ they put her in a mental unit in Gotham general child's psych ward inpatient  where she stayed under various levels of sedation for a majority of her time there until being released at ten years old showing no signs of instability or any indication she was a danger to herself and others a successful case. By law she couldn't return to the group home so she was fostered between then and a year ago shes had foster homes all across Gotham. Then a year ago she was on a trip with school doing a big beach clean up, it was a campaign the school was behind to help clean up the oceans? they kids were going to protest at Washington....never made it tho...it was when the atlanteans threw out the trash, oil tanker landed on her class's camp sight, two survived her and her student teacher....he said she had held it for around two minuets but most of the others were to scared to move the ones that did couldn't get out of the way and she passed out and well you can guess the rest.... no one believed him when he told them what he'd seen....he killed himself four days later. Since then its been petty thievery and some assaults, shes beaten up a few known drug dealers and gang members.... The police reports are mostly about injuries from dragging her back to foster homes three in the past year, seventeen in the past six, it was more frequent when she was younger, she under goes psychological evaluations once a year to see if her 'schizophrenia' is coming back. But that it" Diana covered her eyes rubbing the bridge of her nose shaking her head at the humans stupidity.
"So they told her she's mad? For four nearly five years they locked her away? made her believe she was crazy? And drugged her" She leaned back feeling sorry for the girl she'd been put into a brutal system at the most devastating time in her life, shed had to deal with it alone. Bruce sighed he knew Gotham wasn't the best place for an orphan... but that seemed harsh even to his standards.
"She hid it to seem normal, so she could get out of the hospital no wonder she so guarded she had to outsmart Drs and psychiatrists when she was a child" everyone spoke apart from Arthur he sat there fists clenched seething."Arthur! what happened you couldn't have known" he growled he knew that, there wasn't anything he could so but still it irked him knowing that it had happened, that shed tried to save her class mates from his people-his brother and hadn't been able to.
"I know....I know that but that is what triggered all this again isn’t it? That’s what made it come back stronger and now she cant control it? The reason shes been on the streets...And I was here laughing and jokeing around with her? When she knew it was me-my people who did that? How she didn't fuck me up right away I don’t know cos if it was the other way around I would have" Barry sighed before speaking quietly.
"Well doesn't that show she doesn't blame you? I mean we all knew that something big happened so I don’t think she blames you... she had every chance to blow up at you about it when she explained a little herself but she didn't..I wouldn't worry." Clark nodded agreeing with Barry then continued.
"Be there for her now, if she wants to talk she will.." Arthur nodded letting out an angry breath that was all he could do now, be there for her.
"Clark could you go check she's in bed I gave her half an hour to have a shower and be in bed by" he nodded hearing the others all start making their way to their rooms deciding to call it a night. He slowed opening the door poking his head in he smiled seeing you curled up in the blankets not asleep yet but near enough he quickly shut the door. He was determined to become the father you needed he would talk to Konner tomorrow about it, he would be happy having a little sister but Clark would have to explain to his son what was going on with her before introducing them...And his mom he will need her help.
"AAHHH!" You screamed bloody murder when there was a excruciating crunch then you slammed into the floor, tho it was softer then it should have been your head struck it hard with a bone cracking force, you groaned laying there sobbing and gasping as your arm head and ribs were in agony, seeing blood, you cried harder heaving and  panicking when your vision went fuzzy then heard the door be all but ripped off its hinges and saw someone you didn’t recognize, he looked around a year or so older then you black hair, blue eyes. He kneeled beside you then looked up inspecting your arm wincing there was bone....
You woke up stretching and yawning it had been three weeks since you got here...and things were pretty sweet, you had a comfy bed free reign of the kitchen and a private bathroom. You hadn't really trained with the others yet just a few practice sessions that ended reasonably well most of the time you'd read, using various books to help you understand what was possible then sort of felt your way about the place and kept to yourself as much as you could which wasn't much as you found they all wanted you to feel welcome....It was hard not to become close but you kept saying to yourself it was temporary despite what Diana had said Clark hasn't been near you since the first night, only popping in briefly then off again for days on end it didn't give you much hope for the future.
But you assumed by now they all knew the story so you cant blame them, no one wants to be around a mad meta-human so its understandable...not that your mad at least you didn't think you were just gifted and confused. You quickly threw your hair up out of the way ignoring your thoughts, you’d rather not fall into that little debate again for now, wanting to just get your powers under control and get out of here before you get to attached. Taking your current architecture book, this you was using to find different types of structural systems which is the strongest and most reliable ect and made your way to the training room, today you were testing something out...A theory you'd been working on basically you wanted to make some stairs see how many things you could hold at once.
You opened the door to the room you’d been working in. It was tall and must be about ten meters across each way not the biggest in the watchtower but it was enough for you. You placed the book at the door open on a page depicting floating stairs. It should be easy just platforms from the walls big enough to step on you flared your power feeling your way around then took a deep breath to the side stretching out a hand to the wall, metal with concrete behind it, you started moving one foot up pulling a platform from the wall then another above this continued until you was a fair height you opened your eyes looking down you’d made it half way up the tall room you smiled it had worked!
You jumped for joy then moved faster paying less attention trying to force it on auto pilot climbing higher you faltered a little the next step was a little uneven, it looked tilted and .....iffy you gulped looking down only now realizing just how high your were you slumped back against the wall a little nervous, maybe you should have had someone in here with you but hindsight was 20/20 staying still for a few moments you took deep breaths collecting yourself, that was enough you thought you turned placing both hands on the wall completely freaked out as you made a slow descent making sure two feet were firmly placed on each step before you moved to the next as you went down the stairs you got maybe eight steps then all hell broke loose.
A few fell away as you panicked but tried to breath through it only for more to slip back into the wall in your addled mind you panicked watching the steps one by one collapse you made a snap decision and made a leap of faith crying out as you smacked your ribs on it making you try and scream you couldn't make a sound winded , you scrabbled on the step flailing legs trying to find purchase your eyes widened watching as the rest disappeared then the one you held crumbled away you screamed pulling at the ground to help but in the confusion you only smashed a few pillars into you one clipped your waving arm
"Shit shit hold on y/n, I'll get dad just stay here okay? Don’t-don’t go to sleep okay?" He dissapeared then returned seconds later with Clark Diana and Barry close behind. Clark swore seeing your crumpled form running to sit beside you, he didn't need his x-ray vision to see that you'd broken your arm as it had snapped and was sticking out crudely at an odd angle he sat by your head stroking your hair whispering softly to you trying to calm you down as you panicked crying and hyperventilating.
"Shh shh its okay, I've got you I've got you, Barry can you tell Bruce whats happened we need a car, ambulance or something, Diana can you help hold her still I've got to move her ,get her to the hospital, I can't fly her there could cause an infection or something." Diana crouched beside you shushing you trying to help calm you, moving your head to look at her you tried moving but screamed loud, Clark placed a hand on your tummy holding you still.
"Don’t move y/n don’t move Let me do it okay? Diana I need her on her back can you hold her shoulder I don’t want to move her arm to much Yet ready one... two.. three" everyone winced as you cried out loud your pain echoed in the room
"Shh shh its okay your doing really well I'm here its going to be okay...Konner can you get a cloth we are going to have to stop the bleeding" he looked nervous
"Can't you just laser-" Clark shook his head
"Shes human and will need a cast for it to heal kon we can't explain that in hospital, a clean cloth konner now!" Bruce came running in with a medium black box he swore loud seeing you on the floor.
"Bruce whats that?" He ignored Diana and quickly stopped by you opening the case pulling out a small needle and vial filling the needle with half a dose he would use himself.
"Tramadol, I always have some here incase...Clark I need a vein find one!" Clark moved from your sight making you whine trying to move your head to him. Clark pointed one out on the inside of your arm Bruce’s hand shook he was stopped by Barry.
"We can't just give her tramadol! If they give her morphine it could cause a reaction, We need to get her to the hospital...We can't explain how we gave her tramadol" you looked up as you felt someone else by your broken arm the blue eyed teen went to press the cloth hard over the wound on your arm Diana called out to him
"No head, head the arm will stop bleeding before the head!" He nodded shuffling forward holding it to your head you cried out.
"FFFUUUUCCKK! Fuckfuckfuck noNOOOONO PLEASE STOP!" You screamed at him Clark looked over to a distraught konner who hesitated.
"Keep it there, hold on y/n we get you to a hospital soon just hold on okay sweetheart"
"Yeah don’t go towards any white lights" that brought on a whole new flood of tears as everyone screamed
"BARRY!" you weept as Diana cradled your head in her lap holding you still for konner and making sure your arm was left alone.Bruce was already on the phone to the ambulance requesting one to come over immediately two blocks down where Clark could take you as Clark repeated what he saw.
"Snapped right through the radius and ulna, broken ribs and cracked head, heavy bleeding" Bruce recounted what Clark had said
"Five minuets away okay yes we already moved her to stem the bleeding, shes pale already we will be outside yes" he put the phone down.
"Five minuets we have to move her they think shes on third" Clark bit his lip you cried begging them not to touch you.
"Konner, Barry open the doors for me" you shook your head at him as he moved slowly.
"NO! Please don’t Clark-Clark please don't it hurts I don't want to move" he ignored you taking the cloth from konner pressing it firmly
"Hey hey its okay, just breath I promise I'll be so quick you might not even notice okay? But we need to get you to the hospital, now deep breath in and out that's it good girl breathe in and out" he used the the moment you breathed out to quickly move your arm as gently and fast as possible. Your breathing hitched then you screamed again feeling the boned move.
"YOU FUCK YOU FUCKING FUCK!" He closed his eyes trying to calm himself down he felt bad but it had to be done he couldn't move you anywhere with it dangling about, opening his eyes he crouched over you wiping at the tears hushing you.
"Good girl all done the worst is over now ,I'm so proud of you, now we can move you without touching it again , we don’t need to move it anymore" 
"Y-you promise?" He nodded moving tucking you up into his arms the stood up with you pulling you against his chest making sure to stem the blood from your head wound, the bleeding front your arm had slowed but he was worried you were drowsy, very weak you head lulled back eyes unfocused and you was very pale.
"I need something to cover her shes cold, shes gonna pass out" konner shrugged off his heavy coat placing it over her gently tucking it down between her and his dad making sure it was secure.
"The apartments on 3rd right?" Bruce nodded
"Y/n close your eyes honey" you closed them as tight as you could still moaning in pain, it was unbearable there was a rush of air then nothing you'd passed out.
When you come to you were in a white room with huge animal stickers across the walls you grunted then whined at the fluorescent lights you moved your arm to your face noticing a thick bandage. Looking around you saw you was in a private hospital room. Scanning the room you noticed Clark slumped in the chair beside you and the teen from before. The door opened and you saw a woman you didn't recognize she looked kind and chilled out holding a cardboard drinks holder with three cups in it, she stopped short and smiled looking relieved.
"You know you gave them quite a scare...I haven't seen Clark that frightened since...well I don't think I have ever seen him that frightened" you moved sitting up wincing she quickly placed the cups down
"Whoa slowly honey that's it slowly are you in any pain? They said the medication would last longer but you now how doctors are..."you shook your head no.
"Groggy, err what happened?" You trailed off as Clark stirred beside you then blinked his face lit up as he saw you awake and he quickly grabbed you tugging you in for a hug you yelped a little in surprise making the bed shake small pins forming on the surface as it tried to stop the offending body that launched itself at you, you caught it in time, he tucked your head under his chin running his fingers across your scalp holding you for a few seconds then pulled back holding your shoulders looking stern.
"Don’t you ever do that again, you hear me you almost gave me a heart attack! You nearly bled out! You don’t train alone ever! Not until I know you can handle it Do you understand me?!" You nodded slowly at him not quite with it then looked at the woman who stood at the bottom of the bed the blue eyed boy got up standing next to where Clark sat at the head of the bed.
"Clark? Where? Whats going on?" He looked down at you kissing your head he sighed tucking you under his arm.
"You lost focus and panicked you fell about twelve foot, you had a nasty break snapped your ulna and radius, broke three ribs and cracked your head open, you lost a lot of blood, they had to operate on your arm and you've had a few blood transfusions" you looked at your wrapped arm then followed the canula that tied you to a beeping machine with an iv bag that was half full of clear liquid you gulped.
"W-why is it beeping whats wrong?" The woman came over sitting on your right side straightening your arm making the beep stop
"Its when you cut off the tube, there see? Now it can carry on"  you looked from her then to Clark and blinked.
"Oh god don’t tell me Bruce had to pay for all that..." Clark shared a look with the other two in the room.
"Well he would have happily you know that but it just so happens Ma's insurance covers the whole family soo" you froze snapping your head up to him.
"I’m not family" He smiled at you then nodded to the woman sitting on your right.
"This is my mother Martha and my son Konner....as of yesterday they have been your brother and grandmother....Diana told you I was going to adopt you its only just been finalized, Konner and I came to get you yesterday we wanted to surprise you then he heard you screaming ...we've been working on your room at home and on the farm for the past few weeks, its why I haven't been around much I had a lot of paper work and court appearance's Bruce helped me through it all... but its all done....your officially  y/n Y/l/n Kent now." You bit your lip looking down shaking your head. No they couldn't have. You sniffed. Then felt the woman place her hand on your back rubbing it.
"Hey hey what the matter? Its okay" you shook your head using your good hand to wipe at your eyes trying desperately not to cry but failed miserably.she wrapped an arm around your shoulder pulling you in letting you cry on her you just kept shaking your head not willing to believe that someone had actually chose to keep,you, it had to be a mistake, or some sick joke. No one adopted teens, once you hit twelve you aged out.
"Hey whats with the tears? We don't look that bad do we?" You shook your head at the woman pulling back from her.
"No I-you cant" you couldn't even  get the words out around your sobs, you was confused and happy and terrified all in one. Clark interrupted
"Who says I cant? Your ours now and your coming to live with us" you hiccuped still trying to bite back your small shuddering sobs.
"I-I don't have to move again? And I get to stay?" He wrapped you up in his arms again .
"No your not going any where now, your stuck with us and when we leave here we are all going to the farm for a while to settle then you'll be moving back into metropolis with me and Konner...why don't you introduce yourself Konner?" He moved forward smiling shyly
"Im glad your okay now....don't do it again tho it wasn't...nice watching you bleed out like that" you smiled at him wiping your eyes trying to stop the tears.
"Thank you for finding me....if you hadn't I don't know what would have happened.. and I’m sorry for screaming at you..." he waved it off"Its okay you were hurt so of course you would scream at me, and I couldn’t let my little sister die before picking on her at least once wheres the fun in that." You fidgeted with the blanket.
"Y-you don’t mind having me around? Even near your grandma? I’m not exactly safe" he shook his head going to speak but was cut off by his grandma taking hold of your chin.
"No you are not dangerous," you held up your arm but she shook her head
"Yes so it was a stupid decision But you wont do it again, even with your powers your human just like me and need to be more careful, besides I'm pretty sure I can handle it, he got his laser vision when he was seven, try that for dangerous" you looked to Clark unsure but he shrugged nodding.
"Its true she raised me and came out fighting any way we've already established that you can acclimatize your powers to other people nothing happens with Diana Bruce or Barry anymore me and konner just need to hang around until you reach that point hence why we are going to the farm for a while first."
"How do you know that?" He sighed
"I may not have been around but Bruce kept me updated" you looked down again Martha sat back smiling you were lost, just as lost as konner had been but she knew you'd come around it will take time you haven't had anyone for a long time, Clark had let both her and konner know what had happened and about your power she was excited to have a granddaughter around the house for a while.
"Plus it will be good to get you away from the city for a while, whens the last time you got out of the city and had some fresh air?" You shook your head tilting it a bit
"Never left Gotham before" she smiled at you
"Well are you in for a shock, huge open spaces fresh air its really something"  Clark smiled as you relaxed konner piped up"It really is, there's lots of space to let loose and you can practice your power thing in the garden" you looked to Clark who smiled brightly at you
"Yes its just about time to start planting crops so you can help out on the fields and in the potting barn" you smiled eyes lighting up
"I've never grown nothing before, can I grow tomatoes And cucumber?" Martha nodded at you making you glow.
"After you catch up on your classes, your nearly a eight months behind in every subject" you frowned at him shaking his head
"What no I'm not-" he leaned back crossing his arms at you
"Yes you are, I was given your transcripts you have been slowly falling behind since switching to online so we have a strict schedule in place that your going to follow to catch up, konner will be there to he is doing online as well so your going to have a classmate" you looked at konner stumped.
"Is he serious?"
"Deadly I’m afraid, but I will help you so don’t sweat it" you nodded you didn’t mind really it will be nice having someone who really cared who wasn’t paid to do it you smiled leaning back a little Clark caught you moving in to quickly kiss your head
"I'm sure it wont be that bad" the door opened and a doctor came in with a smile crossing the room quickly standing at the bottom of the bed.
"So how is the patient today? Well your up which is good any pain at all?" You shook your head curling into Clark....You didn't like doctors one bit. He stood at the end of your bed reading the clipboard.
"Well that’s good" he smiled to you then began talking to Clark making you frown a little it was odd...being treated like a kid, when your an orphan people tend to treat you different older they know your more independent but now your doctor was bypassing you opting to speak about you not to you, Martha caught your confusion and patted your hand.
"Her blood is back to normal and the ob's are fine, I see no reason to keep,her in any longer there’s no fever or anything that could show an infection so you can probably leave today, just need to remove the iv and get a cast put on I will have someone come up to take you down for that in the next hour or so." Clark nodded then spoke
"Is it going to scar?" The doctor hesitated"It was a nasty break, clean cut but nasty it probably will leave a scar but I'm not sure how bad it will probably just be a small one where the bone came through the skin" you gasped
"It came through? Ew.... did someone get a picture?" konner laughed nodding moving to pull out his phone making the adults sigh
"Hell yeah look" you did immediately regretting it.
"OH FUCK I’m gonna be sick, we are white meat....looks like a chicken fillet" you bent over heaving Clark sighed rubbing your back you hissed as the movement pulled on your ribs.
"Kon put it away, what about her ribs will they heal? And her head?"
"Head will be fine the stitches will dissolve and her ribs will be if she takes it easy, the bandage she had on now will help but she has to go slow and come back for a check up" he flipped the chart
"Metropolis? I will arrange for you to go there for the check up" Clark corrected him
"Could you make it Smallville medical center? We are going to stay there for a while, I’m thinking if she wont listen to me she will listen to grandma" you flushed feeling a strange warmth in your chest as he said that....this was going to take a while to get used to. The doctor smiled chuckling
"Now that does sound like a good idea, cast will be on for a minimum of seven weeks...in her case probably longer."
"Will she get a color one?" The doctor nodded to konner
"Well we have a pretty bright pink-"
"Black....I want black" he stuttered looking for help from the others who all shrugged
"I don’t think we have black at the moment there’s pink,purple, lime green, orange and blue but you can ask when you get there. Now I’m going to go and cal a nurse to get that iv out." You blinked as he left the room.
"Well he was fucking rude barely spoke to me....just you I'm going on trust pilot what was his name again?" Martha laughed and Clark snorted
"Its called having a dad, I sort out the adult stuff now remember? You just be a kid" you faltered looking down it will take time, Clark cast a look over you to Martha who shook her head konner sensed the awkwardness and quickly interrupted.
"Can I draw on your cast....never drawn on one before." You regarded konner for a second"You gonna draw a dick on it?" He shook his head smirking
"Okay but if you do draw a dick on it I'm gonna draw one on your face in your sleep....just saying"
"No one is drawing dicks on any one" Clark rolled his eyes at the two teens, he'd admit he was a little worried about how you two would be but something tell's him your both going to be fine, you both had been crying out for someone who you couldn't accidentally hurt and that was going to be your starting point, no doubt there was going to be bumps along the way but for now he was happy, his family was growing happy and healthy he couldn't ask for more than that.
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What do you think would happen if we wound time back to when Mira was but a kitten, and had her meet strade then? Do you think that he would treat here like a normal child and foster her? Or, do you think he would corrupt her right off the bat?
hmmmmmm....im general i just like to think that strade doesnt mess with kids/minors under 18. just does not give them the time of day bc hes the worst but he is not THE WORST...let me dream ok. if i can give him one shred of morality let it be this.
for someone who didnt really want to think about this i sure had a lot of thoughts about it huh
dont worry i avoided grossness for this just put it under a readmore bc its long
but lets say, somehow, she ended up alone in [undisclosed canadian providence] and manages to somehow sneak into strades house for shelter...probably runs into the basement bc she thinks ‘hey, i never go into the basement at my house, so that must mean that people just usually dont go in their basements, so ill be safe down here for now’ buuuuuuuut thats not really how things work here so while shes hiding strade comes down with a victim and. she witnesses some Things and probably gets scared and screams or knocks something over to alert him of her presence and hes like shit. well fuck. shes a witness. but also im not gonna k/ll a kid. shit. so he just kinda. grabs her and ties her up or something until hes done with his guest and can figure out what to do with her
probably just decides to collar her up and keep her until he can come up with a better solution...but its actually kinda fun having her around, surprise! shes jumpy and does even more weird cat shit than adult mira bc she hasnt had time to have that whole "hide who you are in front of humans" thing drilled into her properly yet by her family. so he probably plays up the nice guy act and weaves a web of lies to get her to trust him and get attached so she just kinda becomes a fun little pet who makes him laugh and cleans the house?
he likely doesnt go out of his way to try and rope her into his hobbies but doesnt really try to stop her from being interested....he wont ask/force her to come down and watch some violence but if he hears the basement door open while hes working he wont exactly yell at her....but he does definitely keep the door locked tight when hes doing/planning to do spicy things. shes allowed to see the violence and gore but the boobies and things gotta stay covered when the kitten is around bc again, let me have my shred of morality for him, please, i need it to cope,
as she gets older she grows into a little accomplice :) (for the sake of this hypothetical scenario id say its 10 years ago, so strade is 24 and mira is 10? strade probably hasnt been killing seriously for too long yet so its not out of the question that he'd be so careless as to leave a door unlocked for her to get in) by the time shes 18 shes like. catgirl strade. she goes out with him and helps bring people home and everything! almost definitely completely uncollared at this point bc shes not going anywhere
god help ren when the present day rolls around and they pick him up.
tldr; he takes care of her like she was literally just a stray kitten and while he doesnt go out of his way to corrupt her he sure wont stop her from becoming corrupted on her own
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gemininerd3000-blog · 5 years
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Main characters:
This is a story I’ve been working on as these are some of the characters. I hope you like some of them😊
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Name: Raven Bloom
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Best Friends: Celeste(Gemini), Crystal(Taurus), and Shadow
Personality:  Quiet(when around people she doesn't know), funny, smart, brave, childish, and also a rebel
Crushes: You'll find out in the story
Powers: Telekinesis, mind reading, dark magic, and making people hallucinate
Likes: Reading dark books, deciphering codes, the quite, laughing, Loves to kill bad creatures and tease people, drawing, getting in trouble with Celeste, and eating chocolate (she loves chocolate...a lot)
Dislikes: Vegetables, clowns, bullies, being left, being alone, when her friends don't talk to her, when friends are sad, when friends don't trust/believe her, and being yelled at
Other: Got into a foster home because her parents were brutally murdered in front of her. She tried to tell the police who the killer was but no one believed her. A few years later the man she accused of murdering her parents confessed and then got put in jail.
Crimes: Stole a box of chocolates from the principal and vandalized a corner store with Celeste
Skills: Deciphering codes, knowing if you're lying, and drawing
Weapon: A gun (sniper)or a bow and arrow
Favorite colors:  Black, blue, and red
Sexuality: Bisexual
Birthday: April,12,2002
                           Aries
Facial-feature: Black curly hair with red highlights, dark green eyes, bright big smile, dark brown skin (African American),and behind her left ear is a tattoo of the zodiac sign: Aries (she's had it since she was born)
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Name: Crystal Blackwell
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Best Friends: Celeste(Gemini), Raven(Aries), Rece(Aries), and Shadow
Personality: Funny, motherly, goofball, flirtatious, confident, sweet, and social butterfly
Crushes: You’ll find out in the story
Powers: Healing, mind reading, and growing plants with a swish of her hand
Likes: Reading, drawing, listening to music, talking to people she's comfortable with, and food
Dislikes: When people eat with their mouth open and when friends are sad
Other: Got into the foster home because her parents just...they just disappeared. She stayed with her grandmother but she soon passed away and got put into the foster home
Crimes: None
Skills: Drawing, handcrafting, and green thumb
Weapons: Gun(Submachine gun)
Favorite colors: Green
Sexuality: Pansexual
Birthday: May,16,2001
Taurus
Facial-feature: Medium brown hair with green highlights at the bottom, light brown eyes, a big bright smile, and on the left side of her neck is a tattoo the zodiac sign: Taurus(she's had it sense she was born)
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Name: Shadow Quinn
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Friends: Celeste(Gemini), Raven(Aries), Rece(Aries), and Crystal(Taurus)
Personality: Seems mean but is really nice if you get to know her, badass, funny, loud, strong, brave, smart, quick, protective, loving, caring, and crazy but in a good way
Crushes: You'll find out in the story
Powers: Angle wings and mind control
Likes: anything emo
Dislikes: Pink, girly stuff, when people mess with ones she cares about, and when people annoy her
Other: Is in the foster home because she was found in the forest. No memory. No home. No family. No name. She chose her own name and they put her in the foster home.
Crimes: Falling in love with a human and murdering someone
Skills: Boxing and shooting
Weapon: Guns, fists, and mind control
Favorite colors: Black, purple, and blue
Sexuality: Gender fluid
Birthday: May ,20,2001
Facial-feature: Short dark red hair, big brown eyes, wild goofy smile, and a tattoo above her rear that says "Fuck Off"
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Name: Celeste Santos
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Best Friends: Raven (Aries), Rece(Aries), Crystal (Taurus), Shadow
Personality: Indecisive, afraid but will step up to the plate if need be, has courage when it comes to friends, nice, too nice, is a bit all over the place, forgetful, hates people who abuse animals, is a total weirdo,super childish, hilarious, bubbly, doesn't trust easily, insecure, and gets super nervous easily, is easily stepped over can be skipped, not very out there, introvert.
Crushes: You'll find out in the story
Powers: Shapeshifter, flying, empath, duplication, and invisibility
Likes: Big hugs(they make her feel special and smile) ,being told she matters and that she's loved(she doesn't feel like that sometimes lol) ,laughing, being around friends, poetry, reading fantasy books, watching movies with loved ones, watching scary movies(even though she gets scared), the little moments, fireworks, snow, swimming, her friends laughing and smiling, and being mischievous with Raven and Rece
Dislikes: Being left alone, being yelled at, being bothered when focusing or reading, when others are mean to friends, when friends are sad, feeling weak, feeling lost, feeling scared, being chased, remembering bad memories, laughing out loud, being around people she doesn't know or feels uncomfortable around, and showing her smiles or tears
Other: Says sorry to much, talks a lot, thinks out loud sometimes, and secretly hates humans, gets scared easily but when it comes to friends she is brave, runs to friends when scared, she also blushes a lot when she gets nervous or shy. She's in the foster home because one day she woke up and her parents were gone. They left. She was alone for a while until someone found her and she met the girls at the foster home.
Crimes: Duplicated in the middle of someone's body, she turned invisible to hide and someone bumped into her, they fell into the street and a car ran them over them, flew into an orphanage and killed all the orphans as it exploded. Rece was there and laughed his ass off. ( That's when Rece and Celeste first meet.)He liked the way she was weird and accidentally killed two people and about 30 orphans. Celeste being a weirdo said "Sorry!" and Rece came over to her and said, "No be proud!" he then walked her to her destination to make sure she didn't die and then disappeared into the shadows. Celeste just stood there in amazement and said, "Awesome!"
Skills: Multitasking, quick thinker, and good with words(she can be persuasive when she wants to be)
Weapon: Combat shotgun and a blade
Favorite colors: Purple, blue, and white
Sexuality: Straight
Birthday: June,15,2003
                         Gemini
Facial-feature: Long dark brown wavy hair with purple highlights at the end, big chocolate brown eyes, tannish brownish skin, small smile, thin black glasses, and on her wrists is a tattoo of the zodiac sign: Gemini (had it since she was born)
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Name: Rece Klark Bulford
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Friends: Celeste (Gemini), Crystal (Taurus), Shadow, Nathaniel, Adrien, Ashley, and Zack
Personality: Cocky (some times), hilarious, kinda of a lone wolf, doesn't trust easily, can be a dick but can also be the bestest friend there ever was, will kill anyone without hesitation if they hurt one of his loved ones, serious but deep down childish, and mischievous, he's also a badass
Crushes: You'll find out in the story
Powers: Being able to go into shadows and come out of a shadow not to far from the one that he went into and travel through shadows, Create illusions, and create fake emotions and feelings, He can create an area that is pure darkness and nothing except him and whoever/whatever he wants can enter and exit. The last power and possibly the greatest,he can take your shadow from you and you won't be able to go out in the sun if sunlight touches you you'll die like disintegrate into darkness and if your shadow ever gets out of his possession you can come back to life.
Likes: Likes dark jokes, orphans(that are sad), fires especially when he starts them, Snuffles, shiny gems, he loves the few people he cares about, teasing Celeste, also loves when people fall on accident (he finds it hilarious)
Dislikes: Humans and people in general, hugs and good emotions, also hates with a passion, people who don't know what they're talking about/are ignorant
Other: If you die while he has your shadow he can give you a new life and a new body, new powers, he can level you up or level you down, dick you over (he just can't change you mentally.) Only cares for 7 people (but they're unknown) Snuffles can use telekinesis to talk to Rece and if Snuffles could talk he'd go on and on about enslaving Rece's race. Something happened to Rece in his past and the Fireflies took him in(You'll find out in the story)
Pets: Cerberus
Name: Snuffels
-He has the power to instill fear into the hearts of all. His aura will have this fear factor only the brave and true of heart dare attack. When he bites you it puts a poison in your body that will kill you within two weeks unless you have a good way to heal it. He feeds on all peoples bad feelings and emotions like anxiety hate fear jealousy etc
Crimes: Arson murder, Mass murder of orphans, Assault, Illegal owner ship of an exotic animal(even tho he's raised Snuffles from pup hood)
Skills: Quick thinker, can express himself in words, blood, fear, hate, and mental images
Weapon: Scythe
Favorite colors: Black, Red, Purple
Sexuality: Straight
Birthday: April,16,2002
                            Aries
Facial-feature: Curly dark brown hair, cold dark eyes, huge wide smile(he usually smiles with his soul), and he has a tattoo of the zodiac sign: Aries on the right side of his chest, also he's super tall.
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