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loxleyo7 · 27 days

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ink ( @doodlespherezz ) made me mad so i put paint in a microwave

#undertale #undertale au #utmv #doodle #swap sans #blue sans #ink sans #lust sans #ink in a microwave #doodles #microwave #spin gif #burnt ink

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saltmalkin · 5 months

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starstuff

#fox #watercolor #illustration #artists on tumblr #stars #playing with some new gold inks i bought #sorry for being mia for a month I got covid then burnt out a bit #also osrs leagues were happening.....

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inkskinned · 3 months

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you have to go to work so you can pay for your doctor, who is not taking your insurance right now, and if you say i can't afford the doctor's you are told - get a better job. it is very sad that you are unwell, yes, but maybe you should have thought about that before not having a better job.

(where is the better job? who is giving out these better jobs? you are sick, you are hurting - how the hell are you supposed to be well enough for this better job?)

but you go to the doctor because you had the nerve to be hurt or sick or whatever else. and they tell you that it is because you have anxiety. you try your best. you are a self-advocate. you've done the reading (which sometimes pisses them off worse, honestly). you say it is actually adding to my anxiety, it is effecting my quality of life. so they say that you are fat. they say that all young people have this happen to them, isn't it a medical marvel! they say that you should eat more vegetables. they say that you probably just need to lose a little more weight, and that you are faking it for attention.

(what attention could this doctor possibly give? what validation? that's their fucking job, isn't it?)

there is always a hypochondriac, right. someone always tells you about a hypochondriac. or someone who is unnecessarily aggressive during the worst days of their life. or someone looking "for a quick fix". or some idiot who wasn't educated about how to properly care for themselves who just abandons their treatment. and again, the hypochondriac, the overly-cautious hysteric. these people don't deserve to be treated like humans (right), and since you might be one of these people, you also don't get treated like a human. because those people can really fuck with the system, you now have to pay for it. and besides. you're actually probably faking it.

(more often than not, you find a 2:1 ratio of these stories. for every "hypochondriac", there are 2 people who knew something was wrong, and yet nobody could fucking find it. the story often ends with pointless suffering. the story often ends with and now it's too late, and it's going to kill me.)

you are actually just making excuses. someone else got that procedure or that diagnosis and he's fine, you should be fine too. someone else said they watched a documentary about other inspirational people with your exact same condition, maybe you should be inspirational, too. you're just too morbid. your pain and your experience is probably just not statistically concerning. it is all self-reported anyway, and you're just being a baby.

(once, while sitting down in the middle of making coffee, you had the sudden, horrible thought - i could kill myself to make the pain stop. you had to call your best friend after that. had to pet your dog. had to cry about it in the shower. you won't, but that moment - god, fuck. the pain just goes on and on.)

you know someone who went in for routine surgery and said i still feel everything. they told her to just relax. it took her kicking and screaming before they figured out she wasn't lying - the anesthetic drip hadn't been working. you know someone who went in for severe migraines who was told drink water and lose weight. you know someone who was actively bleeding out and throwing up in the ER and was told you're just having a bad period.

in the ER there are always these little posters saying things like "don't wait! get checked today!" and you think about how often you do wait. how often the days spool out. you once waited a full week before seeing the doctor for what you thought was a sprained wrist. it had actually been broken - they had to rebreak it to set it.

but you go into the doctor. the problem you're having is immediate. the person behind the counter frowns and says we're not taking your insurance. you will be paying for this out-of-pocket.

they send you home with tylenol and a little health packet about weight loss or anxiety or attention deficit. on the front it has your birthday and diagnosis. you think about crying, and the words swim. it might as well say go fuck yourself. it might as well say you're a fucking idiot. it might as well say light your money on fire and lie down in it. and the entire fucking time - the problem persists.

it's okay. it's okay, it's just another thing, you think. it's just another thing i have to learn to live with.

#spilled ink #warm up #can you tell what i'm mad about today specifically #i will say that there are a LOT of things that go into this. like a lot. this is ungendered and unspecific for a reason #it isn't just sexism. it's also racism. and ableism. and honestly classism.#and before a healthcare professional reads this as a personal attack: i understand ur burnt out #we are ALSO burnt out. your situation is also dire. this is not an attack on you.#this is a commentary on the incredible amounts of bigotry that lie at the heart of capitalism #where people have to pay money out of pocket to be told to fuck off.#your job is important. so is our humanity. and if you cannot accept that people are fucking mad as hell #at the industry - you are probably not listening .#anyway at some point im gonna write a piece about sexism specifically in medical shit #but i don't want terfs clowning in it bc they can't understand nuance #> it is true that ppl w/a uterus are more likely to experience medical malpractice & dismissal globally #> it is also true that trans people experience an equally fucked up and bad time in the medical field #> great news! the medical industrial complex is an equal opportunity life ruiner :)#(if you find it necessary to go into a debate about biology while discussing medical malpractice #i want to warn you that you're misunderstanding the issue. because guess what.#cis MEN might experience this. particularly black men. particularly disabled men.#so YES having a uterus can lead to more trouble for you. but this happens a LOT.#instead of fighting those ALSO experiencing your pain.... try working WITH them.#which btw. is like. actual feminism.)

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thetypewriterdaily · 11 months

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gentle reminder 🕯️♥️

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#words #artist #spilled ink #poems #poetry #art journal #journaling #burnt out #burn out #mine #healing #mental health #gentle reminder

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chez-cinnamon · 9 months

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I was wonder.. how was the reaction of Peony and the puppets meetting eachother for the first time?

(Btw love soooooo much your au and your art💕💕, and sorry my english, hugs from Brasil btw💚💙💛)

She was the first to find them!! She discovered the puppets while low on ink, on her last day staying round Fionn's - lets just say she was incredibly intrigues and immediately took them in!

(Thank you, means a lot <3 hello from Europe!!)

#welcome home #welcome home au #welcome home oc #real world au #wally darling #barnaby b beagle #julie joyful #frank frankly #eddie dear #howdy pillar #sally starlet #poppy partridge #chezzy ocs peony #trying to doodle other things so I don't get burnt out on the comic #also trying to doodle more of the puppets in ink forms

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random-lil-illing · 4 months

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my man, the projectionist!! somehow he had a bigger role than sammy in the dark revival.

#my art #art #digital art #finished art #fanart #batim #batdr #batim fanart #batdr fanart #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #batim the projectionist #the projectionist #norman polk #norman polk fanart #the projectionist fanart #i wnated to give him a more hourglass body like his design but i tried my best so #my boy he deserved way better #enjoy the burnt food

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thegirlinthetardisat221b · 3 months

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#tagamemnon #classics #papryi #Pompeii #ok but this is actually a fucking amazing creation #we now have technology that allows us to read papyri via the difference in ink to papryrus weight on rolled up and burnt papyri #like #holy shit #we've already found a not seen before Philodemus #Imagine what else we could have #jas does tumblr

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golden-letters · 9 months

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the thing is, i'm pathetic. you'll watch me try and try again and again and still be a hopeless novice. you'll grimace with embarrassment when i fail again and again but continue to try and win. and the thing is, i'm pathetic, in the way that i'm a try-hard wannabe who's not really that good at anything at all. but you'll watch me, with pity, as i finally manage to achieve something average, and you'll watch me, as you're about to lose all the patience you have (or maybe your patience is already lost), as i succeed.

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myrkkymato · 6 months

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Dirty Little Animals

That song is so going to be my most listened song this year. It fits both of them so well.

Art nerd alert underneath:

If you like drawing with (waterproof) ink, you can try watering small amounts down. Dried layers don't smudge like aquarelles do but liquid ink behaves like aquarelles on wet surfaces.

#Arcane #arcane ran #arcane sevika #arcane fanart #illustration #indian ink #art techniques #Art nerd stuff #myrkkymato art #Maybe I'll keep throwing different techniques at you like dodgeball #So you never know what my art obsessed ass is going to do next #I tried to aim for some coherent style or technique but i give up #It's still going to be fan art tho #Painting this was SO much fun and I feel like I'm back on my comfort zone after trying to get a hold of markers and (especially) colors #It's been years since I last used this technique and it was before i got burnt out and had a huge art block #i'm so happy and excited i can enjoy art again #I write too much for someone who has never been good with grammar sorry

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horseshoemybeloved · 1 year

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Baby girl I am having prophetic visions

#I can just FEEL IT #the aura the vibe the alignment it’s All there #we need to start the trend of men and long skirts #and Pete’s gonna start it #fob #fall out boy #art #my art #fall out boy fan art #pete wentz #doodle #fob8 #idk what this style is #it was pencil and ink #and then I colored it digitally #also I think I made him too dark #but I luv me a burnt orange 💔

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sunlightsilence · 7 months

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Wanted to test out @matchasquid 's Splatoon art brushes. I still need to learn splatoon style shading, but just focusing on proportions and flat colours right now. I wanted to try redrawing my favourite s2 win screen in my style, and that made me think it needed a complimentary lose screen.

#splatoon #splatoon 2 #splatoon 3 #agent 4 #inkling #inkling oc #this...was supposed to be a lot faster but i spent soooo much time trying to understand and draw the hero boots...#do inklings cry water or ink?#do you think the coat got burnt and tattered in battle #or octavio was like 'no brainwashed child of MINE is going out into battle dressed in yellow'#'i'll get my octotarian stylists on something edgy for you'#my art

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the-ninjago-historian · 2 months

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Hey guys. I'm having bit of a rough day. :(((( Anyone got some cute Ninjago ship headcannons? Or some drawing requests? My favorite ships are Pixane, Cole x Vania, and Jaya. You obviously don't have to. But I think something fluffy might cheer me up a bit. - ✒️🐉