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bruciemilf · 1 year

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I headcanon that Bruce, specifically Battinson, cries real easily.

Not only when he's sad; It's actually then when he doesn't cry at all. He cries when he's angry, when he's overstimulated, when he's dissapointed, when scolded and feels like he just let someone down.

Everyone in his life, friends, enemies, and something grey, know this about him. It never bleeds into the Batman, thought.

But it's a well known, universal fact, that every Gothamite knows as divine truth: Bruce Wayne is a crybaby.

Naturally, He cries when happy and proud, too.

Dick learns that when he's 10, and brings back a huge canvas he borrowed (stole) from art class.

The assignment was to illustrate what made them happy. He picked Bruce.

Imagine his surprise when his foster father bursts into tears, gives him a big wet kiss on the cheek, and dashes to his cave, " DON'T LOOK AT ME!"

"...Does he do that a lot?"

Alfred, who didn't even bat an eye, " Only all the time."

Jason learns that when he's 12, holding his favorite copy of Pride and Prejudice, which is DOG EARED. This is a hardback cover, damn it!

" B! How could you! Don't you know better? Are you gonna paint over the Mona Lisa, too?!Seriously,--"

Abruptly, he stops at the first drops of water. Bruce is avoiding his eyes, broad shoulders slouched down, hands fidgeting by his sides. Expression pinched and pained. "...Forgive me."

"Okay," Why does HIS voice sound wrecked and brittle? " I'm gonna go in the time-out corner. And I won't eat any sweets tonight."

" But you love sweets... "

"No sweets! Don't make me. I'll go to sleep with no TV either."

But what really gets to people? Bruce cries when he's embarassed.

"I gotta say, B, " Clark humming, seemingly ignorant to a rather concerning wound. A faint kryptonite nausea still persists, but nothing he can't avoid. " You really saved my behind out there. Good job."

It's obvious Bruce has a doctor's hands; His hands glide stitches confidently, without nervousness, without pause. Healing. That's what Bruce was, at his core.

Still, his heart beats wildly. "...I'm glad you're okay."

Clark, for one, Is delighted. "Are those emotions? Positive ones? Are we having a moment?"

" I did an adequate job. It was nothing special."

" Oh, that's bullshit. Come on, you were amazing! Did you see the guy's face when you blocked the bullet with your batarang? Breathtaking."

"Superman. Enough."

" No, -- listen. 20 guys get their hands on kryptonite and knock me out in 10 minutes. You had them beat in FIVE. Bruce, you were wonderful, --"

He stops immediately when a velvet voice cracks, " Clark,"

He worries that maybe he pushed too much. Forced his way instead of being welcomed. An apology is hot and ready on his lips.

But.

But that cowl only hides so much. That soft, dusty red flushes down to Bruce's chest. Pink skin glows red, shiny with tears, and skilled hands shake.

Clark's heart roars. He's so, so fond of this man.

" Oh, Bruce. Oh, baby."

He can't stop smiling as he listens to Bruce whining in his neck.

#YOUR HONOR. HE IS SO. MEOW MEOW #bruce wayne #battinson #dick grayson #jason todd #batdad #dc #dcu #clark kent #superbat #text #text post #batman #writing #writing prompt #btw only bc some ppl asked me if they could use some of my ideas -- everything is open!! id love to be tagged :D

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t-lostinworlds · 5 months

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hello! gosh, i honestly have no idea what else to do anymore. i've been such a huge ball of anxiety these pass few days and i feel like i've got no other choice ://

so, enrollment for the next semester is this Monday (in 4 days), and idk why my school decided to do it during this time when most ppl don't get paid until the last day of the month/next month. as if that isn't enough, enrollments are also on a time limit and now that we get to decide our own schedules, it's also a race on who gets the subjects first. and if you can't pay for a percentage of the tuition fee upfront, you're going to get delisted so you have to pick your subjects again. the later you enroll, the fewer timeslots. so i could end up having a 6-9pm which isn't safe for me in this city especially when i commute alone. even worse, our tuition for this semester is much higher for some reason and we weren't warned about it.

i can't ask for financial aid from my school yet bc it's required to have at least finished 1 year before you're able to. i'm still trying to look for student/personal loan options bc most i've seen so far require a monthly that i just can't afford rn and it only covers 1 term instead of a whole year so it's not really that sustainable :(( (i don't live in the US btw so it's not a "start paying when you graduate" thing. taking out a loan means i still need to pay monthly while in school on top of other expenses, which as you can imagine, feels more like a burden than it is helpful.) i've also tried looking for scholarships but most only support stem/business courses bc this country isn't nice to artists so that sucks.

i honestly have very little money saved and with the sudden increase in tuition, it's hard to cover half of it even with my parents' help. and again, nobody is getting paid until next month so money is already tight as is with it being the end of th month.

so long story short, i need some help. the first installment for the fee (converted from my currency) is about $600. BUT. NO PRESSURE. i'm only asking those who have extra to spare. and any and all amounts are welcome. it's already going to be such a huge help. hell, even just a simple reblog to boost this already helps a ton.

but also, my commissions are open! so if u want to have a lil story in exchange for just a tiny bit of help, that'd be great too <3

here's my kofi and my pypl

again, no pressure! even a smallest amount already helps a lot. and also, pls do reblog to boost. i really appreciate you! i hope you're having a wonderful day <3 don't forget to take care of yourself too. sending you wonderful people love always ❤️

tagging some mutuals under the cut for a boost bc sometimes this doesn't show up in the tags anymore (but also you don't have too!! you can ignore this if u want alskalks)

@selfcarecap @hollandsmoose @shellshocklove @tanaka-drew @agaritas @userholland @thecodyexpress @annab-nana @hollandweather @annathesillyfriend @cumholland @jasntodds @quethekillerqueen @worldoftom (ily guys, i hope you're all safe and well ❤️)

#financial help #mutual aid #financial aid #donation post #signal boosts #signal boost #gosh i really do get nervous doing this #my classmates tried to ask for like #a promissory note #asking to pay at a later date #but they won't budge :///#i've honestly exhausted my resources #i've also emailed them asking if i could just pay even a tiny bit of it #like leave a balance #they still haven't responded #idk what to do anymore ://#ramblings

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craacked-splatters · 3 months

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"I know"

"Do u want to see what I added today?"

"Sure buddy"

(insane rambling below!)

Scrapbooks! Scrapbooks! Hell yeah!!

Hello to the 5 ppl seeing this👋 Ima be real Im running on 7 hours of sleep after 5day grind brain mushy rn and I scribbled everything maniacally by memory at 3am after having one of those revelation moments so I have no idea what I'm missing lmao. This is actually the first time drawing them like this 2. Really proud of it

and B4 u ask anything hear me out.

So like tmnt2012 mutant apocalypse am I right?

Yeah it's flawed and pacings off and stuff BUT! The implications it left behind are haunting and it has been stuck in my brain for years. One of the things that stuck with me was the fact that Raph and Don had stuff like April's tessen, Mikey's stuffed bear head, The Creeps containment jar, and Casey's skull(horrifying btw) with them and that it's like :((

I fully believe it was Donnie who collected and carried them everywhere in their car. Not only for Raph(to help with this memory)but also for himself.

Why? Well maybe I'm reading 2 much into it and it's also partly a HC of mine but also bc canonically Donnie has a bit of a hoarding habit collecting trinkets and pictures and stuff. He likes to keep things around that hold a lot of significant value to him.

We see this in The Creeping Doom during the intro

AND I swear he's got a literal wall of family photos in his lab somewhere I can't for the life of me find it but I know he did! He even took some to the farmhouse with him when they escaped during the invasion.

They're memories yk? Reminders..

Ok im having difficulty expressing this shit rn words r failing so like give me ur brain 4 a sec.

Imagine ur donbot.

You're stuck in a cold metal limbo for the rest of ur last remaining family members life. Everything and everyone you knew and cared about is dead and gone. Over thousands of species and ecosystems that made ur world unique wiped out. No more animals no more wild things no more blue clear skys. Death can't come for you. Not in a way that matters anymore.

And no matter where u go you are haunted by shadows of what once was. There are so many echoes and ghosts and cultures and stories and lives that were buried & left to rot by the gaping maws of fear & the desperate need to survive. No one cares for the past and the only other person around you can't remember it. Time will claim its domain again and there will be nothing left except empty metal husks to show sentience even existed in the first place.

Like holy shit he was just a kid bro and he never got the chance to even reach full adulthood!!! I can't possibly imagine the grief and guilt he must've carried with him all those years. He lost EVERYTHING

His family. His home. His world.

Did Donnie even get the chance to mourn??? Do u think his new body allowed it? Do u think he even ALLOWED himself to mourn? He had a hurt amnesiac brother who still needed to eat, who could still starve and bleed and die if they weren't careful enough.

So between his habits and the ✨Angst✨ and human pollution, him hoarding random ass things Wall-E style and making these shitty little scrapbooks or keepsakes didn't seem so far fetched to me. I also highly doubt there was enough time or resources to build shrines or graves in the middle of apocalypse. But yk honoring/preserving the memories of the things and ppl we love is natural for us so like SORRY if its a bit cringe of me wanting him to have SOMETHING to comfort him during the really bad days.

Even if its more bitter than sweet

Bonus doodads cuz I was indecisive:

The 1st was purple tinted cuz of donbot vision get it hehehe

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dumbfilmstudent · 1 year

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Watching a 14 year old 8th grader

Things I have been told/asked:

She showed me EVERY Pokémon and made me judge them and then told me I was wrong about every single one

Why Luka is a better boyfriend than Adrien Agreste (thankfully something I could understand)

Made me explain the entire plot of Steven Universe bc she saw one episode but couldn’t find the rest

That she is in love with a Splatoon character

Explained the full Five Nights at Freddie’s Lore (maybe better than MatPat who, by the way, she has no idea who he is)

Asked me about those Urban Legend Horror games like Bloody Mary and the Elevator game and then proceeded to have to sleep with every light on bc she was scared

Told me she doesn’t swear and doesn’t respect people who swear and that she has cut off friends who swear. I have to apologize every time I accidentally curse because of this.

She had me read 14 pokemon ffs on fanfiction.net to make sure there wasn’t any adult content.

In that same vein told me that she had learned how to use ao3 filters (something I had accidentally taught her how to do last time I watched her)

Asked me if I knew what Dokidoki literature club is and made me read 5 of those fanfictions too to make sure there was no adult content (there obviously was. How she ended up in dokidokiliterature is beyond me. She said it was because she is in love with Monika)

Made me read the ao3 ship stats and then asked me about every single fandom/show etc

Quick rundown of what she said when I explained them: Hannibal “remind me never to watch that”, Harry Potter “no one even cares about Harry Potter. Is Dumbledore gay?”, Supernatural “why are ppl shipping brothers” and then I explained destiel and how he got sent to hell and then she got mad at me for saying Hell, 911 “why does 911 have a fandom? People being hurt isn’t funny” I had to pick around a bit but realized she thought that 911 emergency calls were being made into fanfiction, BTS “who even are these people”, My Hero Academia “an anime? I don’t watch it. Is there any Comiket Communicate in the top ten?”, MCR “what’s that” I showed her some music and mvs “why do people like this it’s weird” to which I explained ppl were emo bc I didn’t know how else to explain and she said “my friend is a tall and skinny emo” and then wandered off

Made fun of me for thinking 53 degrees was cold. (We live in California. It is cold)

A dream she had where her friends are baking cookies but her one friend who she calls her little brother climbed into the oven

The fact that her friend group play house and she is the oldest sister

While roleplaying as a family they also roleplay that they can all turn into Eevees (this is not a one time game. They have done this for three years)

Asked me why there are so many fanfictions about BTS because she doesn’t understand how ppl can ship real people

While I was trying to explain it I accidentally mentioned the Dan and Phil real people shipping problem and she proceeded to ask me about who they are. I tried to be vague but she kept asking questions until I explained their whole online career.

Asked me what Doctor Who was and what he was a Doctor in.

Made me watch Friday Night Funkin modded videos for what felt like six hours and then had me watch her play animal crossing.

Told me that boyfriend from Friday night funkin was not good enough for girlfriend and that girlfriend should be with Sky from the Sky Mod (I don’t know what these words mean but I’m sure I agree)

Explained an Eevee YouTube fanfiction series in its entirety.

Wandered back and forth across the living room in front of me listening to music in headphones breathing incredibly loudly making me incredibly overstimulated (she’s got a cold it’s not her fault)

Explained her entire friend groups sexuality, gender and pronouns, mental illness, and the Eevee evolution they are when the rp.

Btw the first time I met her she asked me if I had ever had a fictional crush, I said yes, and she said “I only have girl fictional crushes” which through her mother for a loop she told me later, not bc she’s homophobic (she’s literally a lesbian) but because she had never met me before and was surprised how open she was around me.

Today proceeded to try to explain the nuances of bisexuality vs pansexualty. She has never been on tumblr or twitter but was definitely aware of the arguments.

Asked me what one direction is

Got mad that I named a character in a Pilot for a college film class after a girl who is her friend at a math tutoring place who I of course have never met and then yelled at me until I changed the name. I didn’t but she doesn’t know that.

Told me I need to vacuum my car. I do.

Handed me a warhead and watched me eat it with the most malicious look on her face as though she was tricking me or something.

Cooked all of her meals by herself, gets up and leaves for school on her own, does all her hw immediately, doesn’t swear, let’s the dog out every morning. Literally the most self sufficient child I have ever met (was able to do all of this three years ago when I started watching her) the only reason I’m here is in case of a freak accident or because she freaks herself out at night at can’t sleep.

Then she puts the pot she used to cook pasta on the floor for the dog to lick up…

Asked me what pecan pie is

#babysitting #the kids are alright #adventures in babysitting #fandom #one direction #9 1 1 fandom #supernatural #five nights at freddy's #friday night funkin #miraculous ladybug

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lily-orchard · 3 months

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welp I’ve caught your sisters attention and I’ve apparently got my own tags now, yay..

idk how tf I got on your sisters radar, nor do I understand what she’s talking about in particular with her post. (I post i only saw bc an anon sent me an archive link btw, I’ve had her blocked for months)

https://web.archive.org/web/20240122022451/https://www.tumblr.com/pleasetiemyshoe/%20740178068838203392/oh-someone-wants-attention

I’ve never come after sunny, yeah we used to interact but that was a while ago, unfollowed him before you and him fell out. (Not for any particular reason, i just stopped enjoying his content) To the best of my knowledge I've never even talked about sunny after we stopped interacting and I don’t remember saying anything bad about him ever?

I have Courtney blocked, i definitely didn’t want her attention as she implied. Or the attention of any of the gossip blogs for that matter bc, to the best of my knowledge, I have them all blocked.

The “honey” and “sweet lamb” shit, along with her graphically saying I’m a waste of my fathers orgasm, makes me super fucking uncomfortable. on top of sounding really condescending she also sounds like my ex who raped me. Bc he was also a condescending asswipe and talked like a “poorly written high school bully” (to use a previous anons words)

she claims I think rape is “just a spat” even tho I am open on my blog about being a multiple time rape survivor (including but not limited to me being raped last year by my ex) and also I’ve never said that “rape is just a spat”, like WTF obviously that’s not what rape is. Idk how tf she came to the conclusion that I thought it was.

she also said I’m supporting two rapists? I’m guessing one of the ppl she’s referring to is you (bc she claims you raped her in multiple posts) but who tf is the second one?? I’m so confused.

and of corse the post has no screenshots of me saying or doing any of these things, she just spat out my url so others could see. So I have nothing to go off of here like- genuinely idk what I did to piss her off other then not publicly hate you.

idk why I’m coming to you about this but I genuinely could use some kinda support here bc she’s honestly freaking me out. My anxiety disorder can’t take this shit. I’ve been harassed before online, I was groomed as a kid and teen and was doxxed as a teen and more, but never have I ever got the attention of someone as obsessed as her before, so I’m terrified of what she might try to pull. The way she talks reminds me of my ex and that’s definitely not helping the panicking at all. I’ve seen how unhinged she behaves when it comes to you and I’m honestly scared rn of wtf this woman is gonna do. I have no idea what she’s talking about and I genuinely don’t know what I did to catch her attention. I think I’m just trying to vent out my panic attack so sorry if this is annoying to you but I honestly don’t know what to do bc I already have your gossip blogs blocked and that didn’t help so I’m kinda up shits creek atm. Like- WTF DID I DO TO GET HER ATTENTION? I’m confused. I like your posts sometimes and occasionally comment under them? Was that all it took?? Jfc I’m so confused. Idk what to do, any advice? Kind words? Idfk I’m just panicking I’m sorry I’m a bother I know this ask is fucking long but I’m super freaking out here and don’t know what to do or who else to turn to

Courtney is nothing. She can't hurt you outside of sending a mob to harass you. She's not a survivor of anything she claims to be a survivor of, she's a perpetrator of them.

The fact that you've gotten Courtney this tilted isn't even surprising because she's ALWAYS tilted.

The lucky thing is that she's also a coward. She's threatening my life for months and hasn't made good on any of them.

Block her, block anyone she sends your way, and just put her out of your mind.

You're gonna be okay, Golden. You're a lovely person who I've always liked seeing in my notifications.

#brittany johnson #courtney peet #britts galaxy brain #courtney orchard #lily orchard #harassment #stalking #transphobia

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hoolay-boobs · 6 months

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ah then, i must’ve accidentally recalled some misinformation from that infamous lesbophobe on twitter who constantly “headcanons” vi as bi to spite people 😭😭😭 although i do have to say, there’s an unfortunate history of official art/promos using lesbian flags and not knowing about the sapphic flag or what the difference is 🙄 i still believe they’re actual lesbians and take their word for it so don’t worry but these days it’s (generally speaking) hard to tell what’s truly meant to be conveyed; hell i’ve even seen sapphics on twitter do the same thing and it’s really frustrating 💔

you indirectly make a good point though, despite talking about something else! there’s a similarity in how confirmed bisexual characters may or may not actually be pan/poly/omni instead despite being said to be bi. or maybe they’re just bi and what was said was meant. i don’t have any specific examples but the idea probably exists, or will. erasure is common in all forms of queer, unfortunately.

btw also — believe me, i HAVE seen a radfem blog call bow a GNC female before 🫣 it… happens. so. yeah. it’s bad.

+ thanks for the sources!!

The ONLY thing I could get from that is that it rhymes. And as a bi woman who loves Vi, I’m a visexual lolololol

Yeahhhh ppl who “headcannon” Vi and Caitlyn and Catra and Adora as bi or pan stink. I don’t see it as often as ppl “headcannoning” Ivy and Harley and Korra and Asami (and somehow even Bowlover Boykisser Glimmer- I have no idea how ppl see her as a lesbian) as lesbians but like. Headcannoning any characters other than cisallohet characters as any other identity is so invalidating and callous istg.

FR. Ppl LOVE to throw the lesbian flag up in group sapphic edits that include Luz and Bubbline and Harlivy and Korrasami. It sucks. And like, the sapphic flag is so pretty! Why not use it <\3

Haha that’s not the point I was going for but thank you anyways chase! Within the context of a piece of media or said by a writer, if a character is bisexual, they’re bisexual. Not pan, not omni, not poly. Bc if they’re using specific terminology, they did that for a reason. Even if bi is an umbrella term, it’s also a specific identity as it’s own (you already know that tho lmao, I’m just restating it.)

Now, if a character shows interest in more than one gender, they’re most likely bisexual, but there’s a chance they could be pan, omni, poly, etc. like Charlie Morningstar from Hazbin Hotel. I’m like sure she’s bi, and the writers have never said anything otherwise or said that she’s pan or whatnot. So it’s clear to say that Charlie is canonically bisexual. Now, if within the show, or if the writer were to state she’s pan or omni or poly, then her already canon bisexual just got a lot more specific, and we’d say she’s canon this or that instead.

That’s SILLY (derogatory), I literally don’t see how someone can see Bow get glitter eyes looking at Sea Hawk and go “yeah that’s a lesbian.” 💀

Here, have a meme while you’re here :)

I had posted this months ago and got 1k likes and then my clumsy fingers accidentally deleted it 😅

Have a nice day Chase, thx for the ask 💝🫡

#mutuals 💕#thank you for the ask!#answered asks #queer erasure #piltover's finest #lesbian erasure #glimbow #bisexual erasure #answered #tumblr asks #asks

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wrongcaitlyn · 2 months

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about your series dear reader, will we ever get to see Nico having a collab or featured song in the future... heehe... love your work btw

thank u for the ask!! and thank u for reading i’m so glad you like it <3 i’ve actually thought abt this quite a bit!! the thing with collabs, is that either i could use an irl celebrity, or i could make a character a celebrity and make them work with nico—so here are my thoughts on both options:

1) a real celebrity - i try to stay away from involving real life people in the fic, as in interactions, because i don’t know any of those people irl and i would hate to, like, mischaracterize someone or write positively abt someone who eventually gets revealed to be like a shitty person, yk? the most i’ve ever done, i think, is that one time i mentioned nico taking a picture with lorde - but even then, it wasn’t him talking abt her, it was just a picture that was posted. that, and the absurd amount of taylor swift name drops that i have, which i will never stop😭

basically, though i have considered it (my mind is literally CONSTANTLY imagine collabs of nico and other celebs/other songs), i literally have a playlist of them, i don’t think i would ever include it in the fic. simply bc of the concerns mentioned above :/

(however, i would like everyone to know that ive been imagining nico as a surprise guest on the rep tour, and having him featured on rep tv, for like- literally as long as ive had this au in my head. ill never write him collating with taylor (bc again idk i just feel strange writing abt real ppl) but in my head, it’s canon)

2) creating a new celeb - this one is hard, pretty much bc i’m… out of characters.

like, i still HAVE characters to use, but i already have plans for most of them and a majority of them aren’t actually part of the music industry. i could justify a collab between alex and nico bc she’s like the only music person i have written, but i also don’t wanna force that

if i ever do, which i doubt, bc i don’t have any plans to at the moment, it’ll be a pjo character, i just don’t have any idea of who that would be :/

oh and! last reason why i’m hesitant to add a collab - i feel like nico writing music is so engrained with him working with apollo as a producer, and their studio dynamic. obviously, it’s good to step out of your comfort zone, but i think that it’s also some sense of caution and comfort between them, that they’re the same people who will work on every nico di angelo song and album.

either way, i have seven albums outlined in total. the time span of greatest of luxuries goes from 2018-2024. that may be subject to change, but im feeling pretty confident abt it (it used to be 2028 btw😭) and anything PAST that time range is completely up to the reader!! i have lots of ideas of what could happen beyond that seventh album, and i have an idea (and a playlist) of the eighth album, but i can definitely imagine a lot of features in the future as he branches out. (and also him on rep tv. or ttpd. will update when ttpd comes out if i think there’s a specific song he’d slay as a feature on)

and lastly, for features. yes. he is on the hunger games tbosas soundtrack bc i say so‼️

(i imagine yellow flicker beat by lorde, even tho that was written for mockingjay, i just feel like it fits his vibe, but also, can’t catch me now works perfectly too)

#wrongcaitlyn #talk ur talk asks

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snellyfish · 1 year

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Obligatory “what did you feel about the new episode” ask 👀💕

HI ive been out travelling and im an old man when it comes to mobile but ill try to gather my thoughts :)

Ace eating disorder represent,,, woo,,,,,, sad party blower sound,, love thst for us,,,, Holds his hand and makes out with him. Also eternally banger voice actor choice for him. Absolutely amazing performance every time he speaks.

Obligatory I love Arei. recently revamped an OC I made 5 years ago and basing a lot of her personality and stuff off of Arei. Just felt like sharing. I love Arei so much I will make her my oc methinks.

THE MOTIVES MADE ME SO FERAL I PAUSED THE VIDEOS SO MANY TIMES AND WAS LIKE AAIOGIGOGOUUGHHHH SO MANY HORRIBLE HORRIBLE FUCKED UP BLORBOS I CANT WAIT TO LEARN EVERYPONY'S SECRETS OM NOM NOM<33 Speaking of which JESUS CHRIST I really feel like the secret motives some ppl held onto, like, REALLY shouldn't have been kept to themselves omg. I'm sure there's been some behind the scenes stuff of characters gaining distaste/distrust/avoiding certain ppl after receiving certain motives;; I'm not entirely sure WHO specifically, but these are like CRAZY things to not warn the rest of the class about. Was David's the one that Arei got? Killed a man with no remorse? Huh? Shoves you pushes you shoves you into locker and swallows the key

The entire time during episode 9 I was trying and failing to open a jar of ice cream so I was a Little out of it, but from what I gather I'm really dumb and not good at mysteries so i have no clue who the hell did it. At one point I asked "alright who killed a man?" but my bestie heard "who killed min?" so I just kept saying that for the rest of the episode and crying of laughter. Guys, be honest, who killed Min- I'm not mad I just wanna know, guys-

Nico continues to piss me off a little. Teruko goes without saying she pisses me off to no end. When everyone started dragging her handwriting I was whooping and cheering and hollering it was so funny GET HER.

I liked how the two main people investigating the corpse were Arturo and Veronika. They really do get a lot of screentime together and it's starting to scare me a little. Is this like subtle ship fanservice or am I about to meet horrors beyond my comprehension as the story and cases develop. I hope one of them kills the other. They're so in love.

I also liked at one point Veronika dragging Ace's ass. They're ALSO in love btw. Yeah I'll ship my top 3 faves together, what else would you expect from me, man

Rose....<3

DAVID!!!!!!<3333 I know his ass was lying about history of depression that shit was so funny be honest bro you have unfathomable sins keep it 100% with us. If you turn out to not be fucked up or morally grey ykno I'll be a little disappointed. Just keep it real with us.

The motive that's like "where do I even start, everything about your life is worth killing for" is so funny bc if that was mine I would be like. okay. not my problem. That's so incredibly vague that means NOTHING. I'm also assuming it's Teruko's tbh, it's the only one vague and weird enough for her to be like "imma keep ot real with you chief idfk which of these are mine 🐸"

What else. I'm a little hungover

every time they brought up the fish I was like haha. like snellyfish. I'm an accomplice in Arei's murder and I didn't even know!!

kinda hashtag don't blame Hu for not telling whose motive she got bc it was a little suicide coded and very personal

That's all I'm done I forget what else happened xoxo love you all I love drdt so much--

I lied I just remembered that Eden lesbian (sapphic whatever I don't care) and laughed really hard at the idea of like. Charles opening the motive without reading the name and just thinking like "I'M A LESBIAN?????" real

Eden/Nico could be real if I didn't have a leaning negative opinion of Nico rn. I am still patient and hearing them out for now tho.

Ok Now I'm done.

#drdt #danganronpa despair time #ask #anon

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peachyninjago · 2 years

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GIVE ME THE LLOYD DIES AND GIVES HARUMI GARMADON AND MORRO CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AU

UEUEUEUE BOTH YOU AND HANDFUL OF OTHER PPL SEEM INTERESTED SO… GET READY FOR ME TO NOT STFU. BE WARNED, THERE'S THE LENGTH OF AN ENTIRE MINI FIC UNDER THE CUT LMAO

I don't know how exactly, but in this, Lloyd ended up dying some time before Crystallized, but after MOTO (thinking around Prime Empire??). his death led to him falling into the Departed Realm

now. As we know close to nothing about the Departed realm in canon, let me tell you about some of my many hcs for it first.

Unlike the Cursed Realm, the dp has a bluish/purple color palette, its residents sharing that trait. its appearance.. how to say? it's as if random pieces of time were blipped into it. There was a solid 'society' on the floor, so gravity existed in Some form, but there were people just milling about on the floating relics that drifted above, too.

On one side of a street, you could see a building from 3000 years ago. and, right across from it, a pizza place that was destroyed during the revival of Lord Garmadon. The Departed realm is a place made for all who end up there to rest and reflect and think. a place to p much just vibe into eternity in.

…Or, well, it was Supposed to be.

It was before it was forced to take in (most) of the occupants of the Cursed Realm, too. (not all, though. some were forced to remain back with the Tiny preeminent)

And, unfortunately, that's the version of the departed realm Lloyd fell into. one quite literally in the middle of a war.

He was recognized almost immediately (whenever a new person enters the dp [which doesn't happen much anymore. very few are worthy], a wave of energy/something akin to a wave of energy is passed over the whole dimension) i mean. god's grandson just kicked the bucket, do you KNOW how much power that gives off?? enough to get EVERYONE running towards him, thats for sure.

And, unluckily for Lloyd, he landed smack-dab in the middle of what I would call 'Cursed Realm territory'.

Now.. lloyd couldn't really fight back against the swarm of vengeful, angry ghosts that suddenly hounded him. (he Just died. be nice to him.) beaten, bloody, and bruised, he was dragged to the 'Heart' (aka the middle) of the dp.

This was the only place that hadn't been claimed by one of the sides. Both the cr and dr inhabitants knew the importance of it, so they fought an uphill battle that only resulted in casualties on both sides.

Now, you might be asking, 'how are the ghosts fighting a war if they're already dead??' and to that I answer; remember how I said the dr has many different pieces of time within it? old buildings like, idk, hospitals, libraries, prisons…

…Weaponries that are overflowing with Deepstone tools. buildings that are overflowing with water.

And it just so happens Lloyd was kidnapped by a gaggle of ghosts who had too many Deepstone tools to count. Wow, it's almost like he's experiencing sm bad luck for a plot device! crazy!

Anyways, back to Lloyd in the Heart, the cr ghosts thought process was smthn like 'yoo this guy fucked us up and is on the Departed realms side, right? and he's super strong, right?? so hb we kill him in broad daylight as a show of power, making the dr inhabitants finally retreat out of fear?' '..yeah sure why not?'

So. they do that. (not elaborating bc I have a fic idea for this that I don't wanna spoil) BUT, just before a Deepstone sword is brought down upon Lloyd's neck, someone swoops in from above; kicking his captor directly in the face. Because Lloyd was barely conscious (he almost just died AGAIN, please PLEASE be nice to him) he couldn't see who rescued him. oh, it's also bc they were covered by a huge cloak, btw.

Then, two other figures appeared, the second freeing Lloyd so the third could carry him away. The first figure opted to stay behind, beating the shit out of his captors.

Before he blacked out, Lloyd took note of how strangely comfortable he felt in his rescuer's hold.

It almost felt familial.

Uhhh time skip. Lloyd and the three musketeers were in a safe space. Lloyd wakes up and Gasp! the ones who saved him are morro (cloak #1) rumi (#2) and garma (#3). what a twist

My head do be beginning to go empty, but in summary, Lloyd learns the basics of what's going on around here and then sticks to his dad like a LEECH. he is NOT letting that mf leave his sight. absolutely not.

He doesn't know how to feel abt morro and rumi. His dad says they're trying to make up for what they've done, and that even if Lloyd can (understandably) not forgive them, he should at least Try to work with him. they're both… fragile. in many more ways than one.

Lloyd, being Lloyd, agrees to do so. albeit reluctantly.

again. yada yada, more time passes, lloyd slowly gets the hang of being Dead and crawls out of the depressed hole he's dug himself in. He runs across some once lost friends while there (Mystake, Akita [<yes, she's dead. it's been a long time since lloyd left in the Never realm. time passes very quickly there, y'know], and even a few previous ems) and slowly forms a small army fighting on the side of the Departed Realm.

He can still fight. All he has to do is get to the center- the Heart. he'd figure it out from there.

…or, so he told himself.

but in actuality, he wasn't ready for the true test of the Departed Realm. the test of the Mourners. (ayo congratulations to my d.w. peeps for already knowing what those are ahaa.) BUT, for those who don't, here's a quick explanation;

'Mourners. The people in the Departed Realm who are nothing more than empty shells of their past selves. They're so lost in the delusions and false hope that the setting provides that they suddenly become akin to a wandering husk, trapped behind spoon-fed lies of a better life.

Those who remain sentient just ignore them, milling about the rest of eternity with a solemn sense of peace. Now, that might seem cruel, but it's just not possible to awaken a Mourner. No matter what you do, when they're gone, they're gone.

You could scream in their face, hurl them around, maybe even pour water on them (There's no water down here to be able to try that one.) and they still wouldn't wake up.'

YES i copy and pasted from my own fic. What abt it?

but yeah that's basically what Mourners are. and Lloyd, who really misses his other family, begins to fall into the Departed Realms trap.

this is where the mind, body, soul aspect comes in w garma, rumi, and morro

there's a whole bunch to it, but again, not getting into too much detail bc i already have plans (and i'm also getting tired lmaoo)

garma 'saves' his mind. Whenever he sees Lloyd drifting off into his memories, he snaps him back to reality. Garmadon grounds him- he keeps Lloyd from falling apart all while somehow managing to keep him in the moment

rumi 'saves' his body. Lloyd forgets that he still needs to take care of himself in this shell of a beating heart. and rumi, who's (/platonic) love language is Literally physical touch, always reminds him. she reminds him in many ways- ranging from a quick touch to the shoulder, all the way to a hug that they (both) need.

and Morro 'saves' his spirit. Lloyd begins drifting away mid-spar? Morro will knock him upside the head, reminding him of what he's fighting for. Lloyd says that he's reaching his breaking point? Morro tells him that he's not alone here. not anymore.

and, finally, when all of this is said and done. when the battle of the Heart is over; Lloyd's team stands victorious. Yes, they did it! they won! they Won!

…didn't they..?

There's a soul crushing moment, then. where Lloyd realizes that it's Over.

It's Over. They Won. Lloyd can Finally go home- to his family

and, to do so, he'd have to say goodbye to the new members of it he just made. how cruel.

But, as Lloyd was getting ready to say his goodbyes, the Heart (aka portal out of the dp) suddenly opened. opened Wide.

There was a moment of flurried panic where almost everyone there bolted towards it, people trampling on another in their desperation to just Get Out.

But, funnily enough, none of them could get through. they all hit the portal (which has a clear view of Ninjago City on the other side of it, btw) like flies on a window.

and that's because the portal would only allow four people through right now.

The Mind.

The Body.

The Spirit

and The Heart.

(ahaha see what i did there. by making Lloyd the heart, too? omg im so poetic <3<3)

they all proved themselves through one another. apart, they are nothing more than old legends. tales of heroes and villains that one day might have been.

but, when together, they are so much more.

and so, with that realization and a few heart-felt 'see you laters' to the rest of the Departed Realm team, our main four re-enter the realm of Ninjago.

OKAY THATS IT. for now lol. still have no idea what the ghost gang is coming back to (imagining… Lloyd coming back to life, excited to see his family…. just to find out they've gone their separate ways bc Nya turned into the fucking Sea.

#ninjago #lloyd garmadon #morro wu #harumi jade #sensei garmadon #lloyd ninjago #morro ninjago #harumi ninjago #garmadon ninjago #yk what? im tagging this as #my writing #and also as #the departed war au #:DD i hope my word vomit is.. at all comprehensible USVUWGWIGWG

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sttoru · 6 months

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so i like i a girl (i think)

well i used to have a big crush on her about a year ago but i think my fear of rejection and commitment is the only thing that’s stopping me from asking her out.

okay so about a year or two ago, i had a big crush on this girl in my college. we have so much in common and we talked all the time. and then during the end of my first year, i asked her out (not like a romantic/date kinda of thing, just as friends going out ykiwm?). so we went to the cinema and then we walked about until we both went our separate ways to go home and then i immediately lost feelings for her. not as in i hated her or anything, i could never she’s always been so sweet to me but i just didn’t feel that romantic interest in her anymore. that’s until i spoke to her recently.

time skip to the present (so two years later from the event above) she’s working full time and i’ve moved to a different college to prep for uni next year. for some reason i had missed her so much and i have no idea why. these feelings came back outta nowhere and then i ended up inviting her to see the fnaf movie with me and omg it was so good to see her again it’s literally been MONTHS since we’ve talked or seen each other face to face. um anyways, i like her again.

btw (if it wasn’t obvious) i haven’t confessed to her at all (bc i’m a coward). i was so close to saying something at the cinema but i didn’t (again, bc i’m a coward). but i feel bad. i feel like i’m leading her on or toying with her feelings. i don’t want to see mom like i’m wasting her time, i just wasn’t ready at first. dgmw i could wait and see what the future holds but i doubt i’m gonna find another person like her. (i’m so sorry this got so long 💀)

tl;dr

i got a big fat crush on this girl and i am fighting back demons to not confess my feelings to her because i lost interest in her a few years ago but those feelings came back recently when i met up with her after so long and i don’t want to seem like a piece of shit

OKKAAAAY THERES A LOT TO UNPACK HERE !!.!:!:8 😦😦

UHM okay first of all EEEEK ik . . . love is hard & (romantic) feelings are hard to fully understand too. it’s much more complicated / complex than ppl think — like it’s described in ur msg to a certain degree. but tbh.,,,

theres this saying that goes ‘absence makes the heart grow fonder’ which is actually perfect for your situation LOL i think the fact that you have realised your feelings for that girl after you spent a long time apart & met up again, says a lot. u speak very highly about her so there definitely must be some kind of feelings involved too

i would say: take time and figure it out before anything else. keep contact with her if yu can, don’t hint or do anything that you’re unsure of or could possibly lead her on when you aren’t sure about your own feelings abt her yet. bcs what if your feelings go from romantic to platonic again? yk it happens LOL figuring out what you precisely see someone as is stressful but yea it has to be done to prevent unnecessary painful consequences

thoooo if you ARE 100% sureeee of your big crush for her, then i will also advice you to take your time & dont rush into anything. i dont think you’ll lose contact any time soon (since you had a 2 year break before) so dont worry abt that. confess if you feel like the time is right / whenever you feel comfortable doing it — no forcing urself to!!!!!!!

u wont seem like a piece of shit if you figure your own feelings out first . keep it at friends until you do! then its all goooood . GL BBY U CAN DO THIS >_< tis nerve wracking but if u take enough time to reflect, im sure everything will work out smoooothly

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toastythetoasterrr · 4 months

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first victim is this thing

Ace

Love him

So he's like

Mr issues mcgee like god he is messed up

on one hand he just seems rlly awkward and bad at ppl when they're not alr his friends and that's true but also his entire sense of self-worth is sorta kinda based on if he can keep his friends safe which he's good at when it's Joe Averageson's evil twin attacking them but when it's the TIME POLICE, which HATE these guys bc they're time travelers, he's obviously not rlly able to pull through

but he's kept them ALIVE so he's not lying on the ground and letting the earth reclaim his tired bones just yet and he's gonna keep fussing over them (out loud or not)

also he's dead like super dead really dead obnoxiously dead but I'll get to that in a second ok

he loooves swords so much you could keep him distracted for hours just by asking him about swords

he loves them to the point that he used to be a swordsmith!! he was technically a weaponsmith but you'd have to pay extra for him to SPECIALLY CRAFT you a weapon that wasn't a sword

he was doing SUPER SWAG at his job and making swords with the weird time travel watch his dad (he has happy, loving, living parents I'm not a MONSTER) UNTIL... spooky monster???? he died like a lot... and he'll very rarely drop the fact that he remembers each one vividly..

at some point he was like "OK heck this I'm not gonna loop it unless everyone dies" And only the monster died but he lost an eye owie..

he left not long after that and was like "man this is a long dream" until he bumped into a griffin guy who's also a time traveler named Ollie and they became friends :)

they also picked up a guy named Graham and then- oh dang ace lost an arm too but when he woke up... mysterious prosthetic???

insert time skip here

oh no gray's evil (or is he?) and while ace and ollie r trying to skedaddle ace sniffs a flower (totally harmless.)

ace and ollie get a- god DANG it gray leave them alone and oh no he's actually possessed he's not evil

and eventually he sacrifices himself but good thing when this jerk Roy messed up aces wrist and broke his watch and swords ace and ollie met The Doctor (aka the only medical doctor in the whole island their name is colorpop) so they take the half dead gray to colorpop and yayyyy he'll live all is well

Lollll wrong

the guy who was possessing gray tries to come back to either possess ollie or ace this time and ollie sacrifices himself, losing his memory and teleporting him and the evil guy (named xenos) to a random spot on the island

Ace is like, "wuh... I gotta go find ollie I can't take gray with me he's still half dead" and goes to tell gray what happened and gives him his broken swords and leaves

hey remember that flower I mentioned it wasn't harmless I was a liar and ace is dying.. ehe

he finds ollie and is like "Hey find gray I literally just felt my heart stop give him my hat he'll know I dead then I was ur friend btw" and DIES....

ensue ollie having no idea what's going on and STILL getting trauma while ace meets his biggest fan, a small child, in the void

Ace is like "oh dang I'd be terrible company for eternity" and rips out of the void for the small child and finds his friends again yaaay

they get attack by time popo right after ace hits ollie with da Recap Episode

and so they go 2 colorpop's again and pick up ace's cousin and her gf so ace can teach her to Sword.

and that's where the storyline ends 4 now

#oc #yapping #get therapy gosh

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wormturned · 5 months

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Hey sorry to barge in here but also i reread ur fic (tis on my mind along with like ten other things but i was thinking about it right?) and i know most ppl have Hobie set on the boat hes shown w in the art book BUT NGL HAVING HIM IN AN ABANDONED FACTORYS OFFICE SPACE IS SO INSPIRED (<- made a floor plan (well most of one i couldnt get the bathroom right so i just kinda ditched it in the free app i got) AND SO COOL

(sorry im not saying any substantive shit about the story i reread the bit of gwen crashing there and him goin to the roof and went i need to think of the floor plan immediately- i even sketched it before i got an app (<- bc i got frustrated w the sketching) also i based it on all of the like back office areas ive gone to so its probs not accurate but yknow) ANYWAY I DIDNT WANNA OUTRIGHT MESSAGE U BC UR REALLY COOL BUT ALSO I WANNA KNOW IF YOUVE LIKE HAD AN IDEA OF WHAT HIS LIVING SPACE IS LIKE SO WE CAN COMPARE AND CONTRAST OR SOMETHIN?? (Long winded way of me askin hey wanna see - bc ur cool and awesome and i am nervous) (also in the app it has a 3d mode but i cannot seem to move shit around in the 3d mode so kinda useless also the radio is behind a paywall 😔)

YES HI HELLO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING and just btw you can 100000% message me lmao I promise I'm not that cool but NAYWAYS

Yes I started writing the story before I even saw any of the art book so I had no idea they'd have him on a boat!!! I love the idea tbh but I'm so attached to his shitty little factory at this point lmao.

I kinda pictured it as the skylight dropping into the main production space which still has a bunch of machinery and shit lying around. He made a little stage so he and his band can/could fuck around but he also uses it to like test new tech and webshooters and stuff. I also really like the idea of him ONLY ever using the skylight to get in and out, leaving the doors locked at all times, because it's a way that really only he can access without issue so idk it makes him feel more secure or smth.

I made a very very shitty little sketch, it's not super detailed lmao but hopefully it answers some questions!! I'd really love to see your sketch if you're cool with sharing it!! Also sorry this is so messy I whipped it up in like five minutes after seeing your message lol I may go back and clean it up a little later idk

Thanks again so much for the ask!!!!

#ask #ask answer #across the spiderverse #spiderman atsv

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golbrocklovely · 2 years

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ooohhh don't remind me of the vacation post lol i hated it so much, and it's not just sam who's out of touch that entire friend group needs a realty check tbh, like his own gf is bragging on tiktok and youtube about flying first class without paying a cent and here he is telling us that vacations are not really what you should be looking for...ugh!! and what literally killed me is a certain person commenting under sam's post saying "that's so true sam i agree" yeah i would agree too if i was relying on my millionaire friends to pay for my vacations :))), honestly colby is the least out of touch person in that group i think that's why a lot of fans relate to him (also you are right his looks help) but his attuited is waaay more down to earth than the rest of them, i still LOVE sam so much btw but that's how i feel sometimes especially that vacation post it was really something else lol

again, this is why i believe he should stick to giving advice about business or long lasting relationships or things like that. keep it small, and don't talk about money (unless it's the business stuff lol). bc otherwise, he just sounds out of touch.

like, with them talking about getting to go first class to europe and whatnot, to me personally, i don't mind the flexing. like, i'm not blind to the fact they are way better off than me. so anytime they talk about money or buying things that i could never dream of, i'm not upset. if anything it's nice to live vicariously thru them. that being said, there is a time and a place.

and as for the vacation thing, like i said in the other ask i just answered, i get what he was trying to say. but he was just off the fucking mark when he said it lol he should really have someone that reads over what he writes before he posts. funny enough, the other anon said they left a comment about not liking that idea, but i never saw any negative comments about that email besides on here. and i think that's only bc ppl want to agree with him (to some extent) just to get noticed. like........ you can't seriously tell me that you are fine with a dude who now owns TWO mansions telling you to not live for your vacation.

respectfully, you can get fucked with that opinion sam lol

#ask #personal #sam golbach

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baekhvuns · 2 years

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My friend used to record shitty videos and Adele was in some of them shusjshsushs and Dua went to my friend's birthday party at the same time as me, we were like 14-16, insanity

Btw this fucking thread is killing me https://twitter.com/gothpjms/status/1526999691011006464?t=5g8D4TH6DhERG1Sj_2oE_g&s=19 - sometimes the delulu is strong with the idols and that's fine

Vanilla by Kai is especially great 👀 but for real, writing vanilla makes your fics a bit more accessible to people who don't like hardcore stuff, but obviously it's up to the authors. I think some can't write interesting sex scenes so they opt for something shocking.

Let's look at daddy long legs Hwa instead 🤩 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdtkxpgtk8G/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Many people say Inception was Hwa's best era and I agree he owned that song and the MV and the choreography too. Plus the looks he served were very pretty too, the belly chain 😊 but I could do without it or at least without him starving himself 💔 such a bittersweet memory

🥒??? 🥒 Seonghwa jaudhjahshehhshs bestie you wanna kill me ha ha ha, I imagine the siren being VERY BOLD and Seonghwa not so much, makes a lot of sense GIMME GIMME NOW

I wish my disease was related to writing lmaoooo... but alas I'm cursed with 💡 IDEAS 💡 only

The vogue photos aren't my fave, but of course I got the magazine and I may have started at some tits and arms. 👁👁 The noir photos dropped at 3am my time and I was in shambles crying and dying. Let's reminisce

https://i.pinimg.com/originals/62/fb/6f/62fb6f953c479fda704438470cb40ff8.jpg

https://i.pinimg.com/736x/52/c7/79/52c779a36cbaa59844803a2bc2ec5ff8.jpg

And that dorito Hwa photo too 🤚🏻

Wow that is a robbery... seriously kpop concert organisers and companies need to get a fucking grip, judging by the shitty organisation those tickets are not fucking worth it. Idk if you heard about all the bullshit that went down during Kpop Flex or even some Ateez gigs as well WTFFFF

I worked with some cool animals in 🇦🇺 but some should stay away, seriously. Nothing against them but pls DO NOT INTERACT!!! Tbh if you live in a big city you rarely see wild animals so it's fine, but it can still happen y'know. Have fun drowning, but make sure to come back to life so you can serve more fics <333

AND THIS THIS THIS https://twitter.com/ATEEZofficial/status/1527299684057743361?t=zIu3I-8OyviHLAN7LgV29A&s=19 a win for the Cathwa nation! I SEE TWO CATS. Also his shirt is so cute I want iiiiiiit

https://c.tenor.com/rJwMzrNNNDAAAAAM/%E3%82%AD%E3%82%B9-%E3%81%BB%E3%81%A3%E3%81%BA.gif

- DV 💖

hihi!

My friend used to record shitty videos and Adele was in some of them shusjshsushs and Dua went to my friend's birthday party at the same time as me, we were like 14-16, insanity

AYO ????? 😭😭😭😭🤚🏼 pls ask dUA what yolanda did to her 🔫

Btw this fucking thread is killing me https://twitter.com/gothpjms/status/1526999691011006464?t=5g8D4TH6DhERG1Sj_2oE_g&s=19 - sometimes the delulu is strong with the idols and that's fine

NAURRR FHWNDBKWDBKW THE DELULU KILLS ME 😭😭😭😭😭 no bc the way they be flirting too gdqkhdwk go boy get a girl!

PLS VANILLA IS SO CUTE like confessing to a crush and it’s 😭😭😭🤚🏼 YES YES !!! i think ppl enjoy vanilla even if they don’t say they do primarily bc sometimes it’s better to read something easy and slow rather than hArd BREEDINGFBWKHDE oH last line! so true!!!

Let's look at daddy long legs Hwa instead 🤩 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdtkxpgtk8G/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

he’s like 90% legs 10% torso BFKWHDKW ill steal his knee caps 😭😭

i think wonderland hwa best era !!! YEAH the ashy blond hair served so well and the makeup and the fits truly 🤌🏼🤌🏼

🥒??? 🥒 Seonghwa jaudhjahshehhshs bestie you wanna kill me ha ha ha, I imagine the siren being VERY BOLD and Seonghwa not so much, makes a lot of sense GIMME GIMME NOW I wish my disease was related to writing lmaoooo... but alas I'm cursed with 💡 IDEAS 💡 only

LMFAOOOO VDNWHDKW YES SIREN IS VERY BOLD LIKE QUITE ALOT !!!! she serves,, nose ring and tattoos and the prettiest coloured fin 😩 ONE DAY BESTIE I WILL ITS EXTREMELY PLOTTY

BDMQBDKW NO FR SAME THE NOIR ONE HAD ME IN ABSOLUTE SHAMBLES???? THE MANSSPREAD 😮‍💨😮‍💨 THE HAIR THE STARE THE EVERYTHINGFBWM

https://i.pinimg.com/originals/62/fb/6f/62fb6f953c479fda704438470cb40ff8.jpg https://i.pinimg.com/736x/52/c7/79/52c779a36cbaa59844803a2bc2ec5ff8.jpg

he started my hwa era

YEAH ROBBED??? INSANELY ROBBED hybe is really trying to milk it bc wtf is that price,,, they fr going downhill esp with those prices for the albums??? 50$??? GORLLLL

BDMWBDKW THE PEACEFUL ANIMALS R SO WILD TOO?? a peacock landed on my uncles head and it did the feather thing before walking away iN public,,, HAVE FUN DROWUNJNG HEY FHWJDHWK MY FICS WILL DROWN WITH ME IN THE PACIFIC

AND THIS THIS THIS https://twitter.com/ATEEZofficial/status/1527299684057743361?t=zIu3I-8OyviHLAN7LgV29A&s=19 a win for the Cathwa nation! I SEE TWO CATS. Also his shirt is so cute I want iiiiiiit https://c.tenor.com/rJwMzrNNNDAAAAAM/%E3%82%AD%E3%82%B9-%E3%81%BB%E3%81%A3%E3%81%BA.gif

god he’s so 😭😭 HES SO SQUISHY AND FOR WHAT FBWNBDKW i wanna cry 😭😭??

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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kisshim · 3 years

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anyway final note before going to sleep (read: attempting to go to sleep)

#today my family watched one of those eps on that tamil talk show and it was about gender inequality #and god did it make me so furious #it was a daughter v parents debate btw so #one girl said ‘they’ll allow my brother to eat non veg food w his friends but won’t let me bc WHAT WILL HER FUTURE HUSBANDS FAMILY THINK’#another girl said ‘my parents will say ‘you’re not actually part of this family because you’re a girl and will get married into another #family anyway’ just to reminder her that ‘she’s not part of the family’ that includes HER LITERAL BIRTH PARENTS AND BLOOD RELATED BROTHER #btw non-tamil people watching this...most tamil people are very very discriminatory towards girls and women in general because #GIRLS ARE SEEN AS A LIABILITY AND BOYS ARE SEEN AS AN INVESTMENT #one girl asked why her brother was allowed to get an expensive badminton racket and play on a club and she didn’t get to and her dad #LITERALLY RESPONDED ‘she’s a girl. we can only have a limit to what we spend on girl children (daughters) because THEY WILL LEAVE US ANYWAY’#first of all the idea of ‘marrying off’ your daughter to another family is DISGUSTING no it’s fucking disgusting. daughters are not #liabilities they are not property to be ‘given away’ they are not only meant to be prepared for marriage or having kids or some shit #i literally could not believe that people are actually so fucking uneducated to the point that they can point at their literal children #and say ‘no you can’t do this because you will marry someone eventually someday and we don’t want to waste money on you’#i said ‘non-tamil ppl watching this’ i meant reading but i’m going through it okay i’m furious #btw in my family there is very clear patriarchy :) your dads side is seen as ‘more important’ than your mothers side to begin with and plus #actually a lot of ppl on my dads side including my uncles and aunts and everything are not sexist in the ‘don’t spend money on her’ but you #know who is? my grandmother :) she thinks women should not work and should not study and should not focus on anything expect for marriage #and kids! of course because being a girl means you’re obligated to ‘give’ children to your husbands family #to everyone who’s always like ‘why don’t you like going to india’ LMFAO others might be used to it but i have a limit to how many ‘when do #you plan to get married and have kids’ questions okay? it’s fucking rude to ask a girl when she’s going to get married and especially when #she’s going to have kids when neither of those are necessary in life #also why i pray i leave my family and never return #my family has practices of arranged marriages and i know someone will try to rope me into that (read: my mom) eventually #my best bet is never getting married by studying forever and using the ‘after i finish strategy’ that my cousins use #or i run away with my female lover and forget about stupid fucking gender roles #okay now i sleep #vee.txt

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hi I had some questions about being aro and I was wondering if u could help. it’s okay if u can’t!! no pressure.. what exactly makes someone aro? What exactly defines little to no attraction? How do alloromamtic people experience things vs aro? I’ve been using the aro label for a bit now (like months) and it’s made me happy and the community makes me happy but at the same time I’m not sure if it’s ok for me to use? I’m in a romantic relationship, love the concept of love and romance in books/shows, and yeah. all of my life I haven’t really felt anything for anyone or cared much about romance except one crush that.. when the person told me he likes me and simply asked for a hug I got scared/uncomfortable/GUILTY to reciprocate feelings and even hug him or say yes to dating him.. then that went away and a bit later this other guy asks me out and it took me a while to be like um yes sure we can date I guess…I’m still with him years later and it’s been weird bc everyone says it’s like we aren’t even dating since we never do any romantic actions, no kissing no holding hands no nothing… we don’t look like we’re together at all. I’ve always been scared and uncomfortable doing romantic actions like that.. but I’ve gotten better at it recently and sometimes want it like hugging and cuddles ? and I love fantasies of that stuff…but I can’t get myself to kiss or let people see much of us being “romantic”.. or even when we’re alone. I’ve also questioned if I really have romantic attraction to him or not many many times bc it’s confusing but like I guess so I mean I want to do things with him I don’t exactly do with other friends and smile when I see him ? .. I don’t feel many feelings all the time I guess.. and I never get fictional romantic crushes (I never understood how ppl could even get those) .. and when someone confessed their love for me the first time (even before the guy) I literally had the worst panic attack ever and accidentally rejected them the rudest way possible 😭… i see people talk about getting partners so many times and so quickly doing romantic actions and falling in love with people they meet/see for the first time/friends over time… it doesn’t happen to me ! I literally picked people out to have fake crushes on before bc I wanted to be like everyone else! I think of ppl who go on shows to fall in love or blind dates and I could never actually get a romantic connection to someone that simply. But since I have moments where I want love/cuddles/etc from my partner I feel kinda like a fake aro? what if I’m only this way bc of autism or anxiety or something idk. also while I do like being aro people assume I’m “unable to love” and “not as lgbt bc it’s so sad that I can’t experience lgbt love/not good enough” (I’m bi btw) and it makes me feel scared to tell people I’m aro :/

Hi! This is a very long ask, so I’ve done my best to split it into sections.

What exactly makes someone aro? What exactly defines little to no attraction? How do alloromamtic people experience things vs aro?

An aro person is someone who experiences little or no romantic attraction. As for what constitutes as such, this is harder to define because a) it’s an emotion, meaning b) it varies greatly from person to person and between different cultures and c) it’s an emotion I don't have. Ultimately, what one defines as “little or no attraction” is largely up to the individual. Personally, I know I experience no romantic attraction and, although I have little evidence for this apart from gut instinct, I am very confident in my identity so this seems correct for me. As for how alloromantic people experience things vs. aro people, that is a question I cannot answer because, well, I’m not alloromantic and frankly I have no idea.

I’ve been using the aro label for a bit now (like months) and it’s made me happy and the community makes me happy but at the same time I’m not sure if it’s ok for me to use?

Without even reading further I’m going to say that without question, it is ok for you to use the aromantic label. If aromanticism as a label and community makes you happy then you are always welcome to it. Under no circumstances would it not be ok to identify as aromantic.

I’m in a romantic relationship, love the concept of love and romance in books/shows, and yeah. all of my life I haven’t really felt anything for anyone or cared much about romance except one crush that.. when the person told me he likes me and simply asked for a hug I got scared/uncomfortable/GUILTY to reciprocate feelings and even hug him or say yes to dating him.

Many aros enjoy the concept of love and romance, many aros enjoy fictional romance, and many aros enter romantic relationships. It doesn’t make one less aro to do any of those things. Some aros also get crushes (re: little to no romantic attraction). That said, if someone telling you they like you causes feelings of unease, it could be possible that it wasn’t a crush at all; many aro people “choose” people to have crushes on or mistake crushes for something else, such as platonic attraction. I would also suggest looking into the terms romance repulsion and lithromantic.

Then that went away and a bit later this other guy asks me out and it took me a while to be like um yes sure we can date I guess…I’m still with him years later and it’s been weird bc everyone says it’s like we aren’t even dating since we never do any romantic actions, no kissing no holding hands no nothing… we don’t look like we’re together at all.

I don’t know you so I won’t speak for your relationship. That said, I also said “yeah sure we can date I guess” when I was asked out, and turned out to be aromantic the whole time.

I’ve always been scared and uncomfortable doing romantic actions like that.. but I’ve gotten better at it recently and sometimes want it like hugging and cuddles ? and I love fantasies of that stuff…but I can’t get myself to kiss or let people see much of us being “romantic”.. or even when we’re alone.

This sounds a lot like romance repulsion. Romance repulsion can fluctuate and vary; it is normal to be repulsed about some things (ie kissing) while fine with others (ie hugging).

I’ve also questioned if I really have romantic attraction to him or not many many times

My general understanding is that most alloromantic people don’t repeatedly question whether or not they’re actually experiencing romantic attraction. I too questioned as much when I was dating someone, and now consider it an early sign that I was aromantic all along.

And when someone confessed their love for me the first time (even before the guy) I literally had the worst panic attack ever and accidentally rejected them the rudest way possible 😭

This sounds like even more romance repulsion! I highly suggest looking into that if you get the chance.

i see people talk about getting partners so many times and so quickly doing romantic actions and falling in love with people they meet/see for the first time/friends over time… it doesn’t happen to me ! I literally picked people out to have fake crushes on before bc I wanted to be like everyone else!

I don’t have much to say about this one except that picking people to have cushies on is an incredibly common aromantic experience.

But since I have moments where I want love/cuddles/etc from my partner I feel kinda like a fake aro?

Again, many aros enjoy love/cuddles. Personally, I greatly enjoy receiving love from my friends and am favourable about several romantic actions. This does not make me a fake aro. Remember that you cannot accidentally fake anything, including aromanticism.

what if I’m only this way bc of autism or anxiety or something idk.

While it isn’t guaranteed that one’s aromanticism is linked to autism or neurodivergence, it is also incredibly common. The aromantic community welcomes those whose aromanticism is related to, effected by or even caused by their neurodivergence; being aro because of autism or anxiety would not make you any less aro.

also while I do like being aro people assume I’m “unable to love” and “not as lgbt bc it’s so sad that I can’t experience lgbt love/not good enough” (I’m bi btw) and it makes me feel scared to tell people I’m aro :/

Consider;

You are under no obligation to tell people you’re aro for any reason. Your aromanticism is about you and if it makes you happy, that’s more than enough

There is no such thing as “more lgbt” or “less lgbt”. Aromanticism is inherently queer, romantic love is not the only kind of love nor is it any greater than other forms of love, and aromantic people are lgbt enough full stop

There are many aro people who do not feel love! Feeling love is not a requirement to being a good or “good enough” person.

In Summary: I am no authority on you or your identity, but in my opinion, your experiences seem similar to that of a romance repulsed aromantic. Being aromantic is about you only, and it is ultimately up to you to decide whether or not you’re aro, what that means to you, whether you come out, and what you want out of relationships.

If you have any other questions, feel free to ask 💛

#romance repulsion #answers #advice #questioning #am i aro?#long post #i hope this is coherent?#if not then i’m sorry but also it’s past my bedtime and i’m not proofreading that #anonymous

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