#bipolarity

[softpastelqueer]

Neurodivergent burnout makes my brain feel like it’s using dial-up internet but the line is busy

#actually neurodivergent #neurodivergency #neurodivergent #actuallyadhd #actually adhd #adhd #actually autistic #actuallyautistic #bipolarity #actually bipolar #burnout #mental health #mental illness

[cm999]

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer morningstar #meme #bipolarity

[messy-sunflower]

somewhere in the parallel universe i'm happy

#fml #kms #quote #depressing thoughts #depressing #depression #anxiety #anxious #bipolar depression #bipolarity #bipolar disorder #mentally unstable #fucked up #mess #socially unstable #panic attack #bpd #mental illness #weak #social anxiety #depressive #unstable #happy #unhappy #sappy #sadness

[sickacademia]

always a bit more of the same. i wake up. i log on my puter. i do nothing. i get tired of doing nothing. i try to do something. i get tired of not being able to do something. i try to work on my projects. i get tired of existing. i lay down in bed a little. do it all over again. everyday.

i feel miserable.

#adhd #executive dysfunction #neurodivergency #bipolarity #depression #mood swings

[lukest28]

Se que tengo que hablar Lo que pienso y siento pero ¿Cómo le explicas a alguien que no podes controlar lo que sentís? ¿Qué de un momento a otro todo se ve diferente? ¿Qué en los episodios/síntomas Puedo llegar a molestarte, frustrarte o incluso lastimarte? ¿Cómo le explicas a alguien que las emociones que siento son tan fuertes que no puedo soportarlas? ¿Cómo les explico que no quiero ser así? Que muchas noches pase llorando preguntándome porque a mí? ¿Sabes lo feo que fue gritarle a mí mamá que me quería morir porque ella me habló de algo que no me gusto? ¿sabes el miedo que siento de despertar y No poder controlar mis emociones? ¿Sabes cuántas veces alguien me dijo que estaba exagerando lo que sentía? ¿Sabes lo que es desear con todas tus fuerzas ser “normal” pero saber que eso nunca va a pasar?

#bipolaridade #quiero morir #me quiero morir #muerte #bipolarity #ya me canse #me quiero matar #solo quiero morir

[bipolaritysucksbutslaps]

every day i wake up and question my diagnosis—

because no way i'm actually mentally ill, right? i'm just doing things for the attention

#someone pls help #what is wrong with me #wait #actually im bipolar #that explains a lot #lmao #anyways #writers on tumblr #spilled thoughts #bipolar disorder #bipolarity #manic depression

[shae-la-hyene]

The thing about being bipolar is the joy and laughter that people would not expect from someone who tried to kill themselves so many times.

Yes it's genuine. Yes sometimes just scrolling on tumblr makes me laugh so hard my neighbours hear it. No I'm not faking it.

I have so little control over my own emotions, over my sadness and my anger and my despair, but I think it's hard for irl people to fathom that I also have no control over my happiness and joy and enthusiasm.

Being manic and up is as much of a 'symptom' as being depressed and down. Both versions of me are still me and they're just mundane and ordinary pieces of me. If you are scared of me yelling you should be scared of me laughing so loud everybody turns their head, because in some ways both are equally extreme and dangerous.

But most importantly, you should not doubt my happiness and joy and smiles, because in that moment, they're as real and genuine as it gets...

#bipolarity #bipolar #bipolar disorder

[psych0neurot1c]

It's so TIRED not being able to control the situations that cause me stress. I would like to control my emotions like a HEALTHY AND NORMAL PERSON but I can't.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd things #actually borderline #bpd #bipolarity #bipolar #mental health #mental illness

[cherieye]

This creator eloquently spoke about everything I want to say about the Gabbie Hanna situation. I tried making videos myself because I have a TikTok account where I have openly spoke about my experience with bipolar disorder, but I get too emotional because it hits home too deep to see my greatest fear happen in real time to a famous individual. As an artist, I fear being well known because of the chance of entering into a state of mania or Psychosis on camera or in a post. I have had 3 cases of manic psychosis in my lifetime, been hospitalized at least 9 times and it destroyed my life and many relationships, causing me to start over from scratch multiple times. It's a grievous disorder to have that I fear many don't comprehend or know how to have compassion for.

#bipolar 1 #bipolarity #mania #manic depression #manic psychosis #psychosis #the gabbie show #gabbie hanna #life with mental illness #mental illness #bipolar episodes #life as disabled #disability #mental disability #mental breakdown

[rikidaydream]

no idea if i want to be riki's gee eff or if i want riki to be my gee eff

#ni-ki #enhypen #delulu #i am supposed to be bisexual #but I don't even know what this is #bipolarity #HA

[liahleeh]

Nao quero ficar em casa mas tambem nao quero sair

#bipolarity

[softpastelqueer]

One day I’ll pick you up I swear

🥺

👉🏼👈🏼

#actually neurodivergent #actually autistic #actually adhd #actually audhd #executive dysfunction #actually bipolar #neurodivergency #neurodiversity #autism #adhd #AuDHD #bipolarity

[gaywithflowers]

Bipolar medication: there is 20% chance you will get nausea

Me, green in the face for a week:

Bipolar medication: there is 20% chance of weight gain

Me, notoriously fatter:

Why are the odds never in my favor, oh my god, the reason I had to switch medications so suddenly is because the one I had been taking for 4 years suddenly decided to turn on me and cover me in hives for a week because I increased the dosage

Yeah yeah that also was a "rare case scenario probably won't happen"

I had more scars than leg at one point, and I have missed an entire month of uni

...my eye literally has been twitching for an entire month. It is better now because is not doing it 24/7 anymore, and the reason for that is that I am going heavy with tranquilizers

...haha

#siiiigh #mental health #bipolarity #i am tired #how do i face the people from uni now #hey yeah hello I missed an entire month...AGAIN #my posts #i feel like such a loser

[zoeeooe]

Silly vent ahead

Lately I've been reading a lot about PTSD, ADHD, bipolarity disorder and DID, and the thing is, i relate a little too MUCH with almost all the simptons of all of them, and i don't want to self diagnose myself because I'm not a professional on the area and i honestly surprised.

#what should i do #bruh wtf #wtf is wrong w me #i just wanted to eat garlic bread #adhd feels #ptsd #DID #bipolarity #dawn i didn't know bottle all my emotions up and pretend be a normal kid would have such consequences #this is too specific bruh

[dreameraki16]

Mi yo depresivo detesta a mi yo sociable. Hace el chingo de planes y después el que se tiene que hacer cargo es el primero y es tan maldita mente difícil. 😞

#pensamientos #expresar #letras #tormenta #sadgirl #bipolar #bipolaridad #bipolarity

[jino-stuff]

Not my dad saying that bipolarity caused my stepbrother's adhd

#adhd #neurodiversity #bipolarity #istg dad has less neurons every time i speak to him