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ashwii · 4 months

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Masterpost WEEEE ₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊

Hi :D I'm AshWii, and I make lots of fan art -w- I'll edit this masterpost depending on what I'm working on and/or I'm most interested in at the time. Mostly, I'm drawing TMNT content right now.

General Tags

All of my ROTTMNT works

All of my TMNT works

All of my VLD works

All of my Klance works

All of my OC works

General Artworks

All art I've ever posted (doodles, renders, and more)

Just my doodles and sketches

Just my finished and/or rendered artworks

Art tutorials and/or art advice

Personal favorites

Text Posts and Misc.

"Ash Rambles" (text posts)

"Ashask" (ask box posts)

"Ash Polls" (polls I've made)

Fanart people have made for me!

Personal Projects

Celestial Au artworks

TMNT:SN artworks

Night Time (ROTTMNT sona) artworks

If there is anything else you would like available on this tag list, let me know :D

More Info + Tags On My Personal Projects Under The Cut

Includes Celestial Au, TMNT:SN, and Night Time!

Celestial Au

All celestial au artworks

Celestial au info

Celestial au FAQ (masterpost)

My "rottmnt celestial au" is an au where the turtles are portrayed as different celestial bodies. Leo embodies the stars, Donnie embodies the moon, Raph embodies the sun, and Mikey embodies the comets. No real lore here, mostly just fun shenanigans!

TMNT Sona

"ash sona"

All Night art/posts

All "sona fam" posts

An introduction to Night

This is Night Time, my rottmnt sona! He was made in early 2023 when rottmnt sonas were everywhere XD He's heavily based off of my celestial au turtles — Star!Leo, in particular, felt to me like he was more or less already my rottmnt sona. However, it felt strange to make an "au Leo" my sona, so I tweaked him some. Night is the embodiment of night sky and all of the celestial bodies, not just the stars. He also has his own and unique personality, and his own way of thinking (as opposed to Star!Leo, who's just regular Leo with a star theme). Night is generally pretty quiet and collected. He has the vibes of an older, formal man. He enjoys his solitude and he is not a fan of talking to other people — he enjoys being alone with his night sky. However, when he's in the presence of others... he's a bit more of a prick and an asshole XD. He's very much and introvert and has a low tolerance for bs.

idiot son by @viverrz

But you know... he can be a softie to others at times -w-

other idiot son by @daedelweiss

TMNT: Splattered Neon

all tmnt:sn artworks

tmnt:sn information

Music and composition by @jokingmaiden

TMNT:SN is my own tmnt version :D I made my own designs for the boys and for the rest of the main cast, along with some other characters that are coming out soon :D If I'm being honest however, I still don't have a solid enough of a plot-line that can be put into a synopsis. I do however have a lot of bits and info about where I want everything to kinda go and what I want to do, and all of that information can be found in "tmnt:snINFO."

#masterpost #rottmnt #tmnt #ash rambles #rottmnt celestial au #night sona #tmnt:sn #ashart

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kaylinalexanderbooks · 23 days

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OC in three

Thanks @mk-writes-stuff for this tag a while back! Love the picrews!! (And knowing what they look like - Cassie was pretty accurate to how I saw her)

Rules: find three pics representing an OC! Please site sources and use image IDs for accessibility

Tagging @gracehosborn @mjjune @amnafarooqi @sleepyowlwrites @winterandwords @talesofsorrowandofruin @frostedlemonwriter + ANYONE

Jedi Moon (TSP)

[image IDs in alt text]

Third one not literal

Other Jedi: Picrew, smash or pass (acearo version)

Other OC in three: Lexi, Maddie, Ash, Gwen, Noelle, Rose, Kelsey, Robbie, Akash

Source 1 | Source 2 | Source 3

TSP intro

TSP tag list (ask to be +/-): @thepeculiarbird @illarian-rambling @televisionjester @finchwrites

#the secret portal #tsp #teaspoon #oc in three #my oc #jedi moon #writing tag game #oc tag game #writers on tumblr #writing community #writers of tumblr #writing on tumblr #writeblr #writeblr community

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i-have-dots-in-my-brain · 9 months

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ayup mates, its me!!!!11

Call me dots or dot (not correct but when saying something belongs to me you use "dot's". idk why don't ask me)

TAGS : my art (self explanatory), dot's thoughts (mad ramblings) (extra note, there are two versions of dot's thoughts, the other one is with the phone version of ' so you can go look for that if you wanna see me posting from outside the comfort of my room and computer), dot’s travel journal (me on holiday). *prone to updates

fandom tags are ridden with reblogs, i am very sorry lol

if you wanna find my (mostly serious) art, check out @dots-in-my-head (send me asks and dms on this blog) also i have started putting fandom stuff there too so if you want to get my fandom doodles you can look to there as well

dumbass who likes to draw ocs and shit. (posts like there is no tomorrow but also like i have all the time in the world)

still questioning sexuality but currently aro/ace? (idk i'm not in a rush lol)

my loveley husband (@octoxxt, pls ignore this blog dude its embarrassing)

She/they (why do you need to know my age, you a cop?)

will not draw smut or NSFW bcs i will start howling with racous laughter and melt. (i don;t even read smut in fic dude what do expect me to be able to draw??? im a cartoonish anime style inspired artist you put your hopes too high if you think i can draw a dick without making it look like a piece of middle school desk graffiti)

i've got a bit of a dirty mouth but everything is vanilla

Makes lots of headcanons and will make art for the headcanons, accepts asks but no nsfw

please talk to me god i am lonely (i am serious about this i love it when people rb and scream in the tags it genuinely makes my day)

Absolute art machine(whether the art is good or not is a big question that i am not ready to answer)

makes shitty animations sometimes

Uses lol too much

Chinese, knows mandarin (translate the random messages for maximum brain damage) i don't know simplified but i do know traditional

am i a furry? idk but if you're mad about it you can fuck right off

am currently inbetween fandoms

fandoms i am (kind of) active in are hetalia, scp, dnd, genshin, pjo, bg3, apothecary diaries, jrwi riptide and csm (list is prone to updating because fandom is my support system)

old fandoms or the fandoms i lurk in (i visit them often): eddsworld, demon slayer, pokemon, vocaloid and wof. (also prone to updates as i remember stuff)

note : i am still in school and have a life outside the internet so stuff will be delayed (which is why i am only kind of active)

Do not say anything about how cringe I am I know trust me (it’s a coping mechanism lol)

if you're concerned, you're very right to be

I am very incoherent (most of my life updates have actually devolved into cries for help, please talk to me)

also if you don't like my art or ships its okay just please don't tell me, just leave or go to a blog you like (any critique about anything i make shoots a bazooka straight into my heart and behind the screen i crumble into a cartoonish pile of ashes and bones as i stare at the screen blurred by tears) (unless I ask for critique then I just go “cool I didn’t realise that”)

i am serious about that i will actually take it as a personal insult and cry behind the screen, please dont

#art #oc #intro #artist intro #introduction #intro post #blog intro #artists on tumblr

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anulithots · 2 months

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Intro post

100 followers character interview extraordinaire

(I don't know how to do thisssss)

I have kidnapped all my characters (and JJK blorbos) and stuck them into this room. I've threatened asked them to be nice and answer any asks they receive with a gift. Here's how they responded. Have fun!

Ask Anuli for a story:

"OHHH is this one of those stories where the protagonists get suddenly transported to a fantasy realm? The cliches in that genre are so overdone. 'Protagonist was a normal person and blah blah blah the fire nation attacked.'

At the very least, there should be some genre subversions. For example, I am a villain. I could destroy this entire plot line with my presence alone. BE VERY AFRAID! "

".... a gift? That's a mistake. I have nothing to give, nothing to offer. I'm honestly not worth your time. I'm sorry for rambling. All I have are broken stories."

~ A story (book/manga/anime/show/movie) recommendation based on your vibe!

Ask Kamari for a song:

"People? What are tho- never mind. Hello, if I give you a song, you promise to help me negotiate for my freedom, yes? I'd hate to resort to extreme measures."

~ A song recommendation based on your vibe!

Ask Ankh for flowers/plants:

"Poisonous flowers seem like proper retribution for kidnapping."

~ a random plant that I'd associate with your vibe!

Ask Cassiah for 'advice':

"You did well coming to me for advice. I don't know how you could've possibly done... whatever you were doing on your own. Not everyone can just know everything like I do. It's okay. Not your fault whatsoever <3 <3 <3"

~ A random biology fact coupled with a silly tip on productivity. (neurodivergent friendly)

Ask Teddo for the secrets to the universe:

(He's still a work in progress...)

"I am unsure of how easily feeble minds could comprehend such talks. After all, it is feeble minds that make up the lies society runs on, and it is feeble minds that continue to perpetuate the lies they use for their own sake. It's disgusting.

Truth is maddening. But it is the only thing I can strive for."

~ A random quantum physics fact or a random deep thought.

Ask for Noorie to go crazy over Jujutsu Kaisen:

youtube

This scene made me scream. It has taken over my blog. I've reread the Hidden Inventory Arc at least eight times. I've written essays about Itadori. Fanfic one shots about a slice of life version populate my brain. I rarely have a non-JJK thought.

~ Receive some character ramblings or a fanfic idea! And/or some of my screenshot collection. And/or some random headcannons. (Gojo being asexual and thinking being flirtatious is something people do for funsies is a nice headcannon to me <3)

Gently tagging: @mylee-sketches @holdmyteaplease @imslowlydisintegrating @27paperlilies @waitingforthesunrise @osbob-the-existent @awleeofficial @emabatis @forthesanityofstorytellers @gummybugg @noveldivergence @fire-but-ashes-too @full-on-sam @sm-writes-chaos @fenatics + anyone who wishes to participate can do so! It is much appreciated and I hope you all have fun <3

(thanks for listening to my rambles and my stories. It means the world to me.)

#character interview #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #original characters #take care of yourself #the land of the fallen fairies #kfc breakup #Kamari the dryad #Anuli the dryad #Ankh the dryad #ankh the dryad #anuli the dryad #kamari the dryad #Youtube

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cathyl-washere · 8 months

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Hey gamers, this is my first actual post here.

First things first, terfs, nazis, homophobes, racists, you and your lot can and should fuck off. No sissy blogs either, that's not for me.

Minors should maybe not be here either if only for the odd NSFW post, so here's your warning.

Bit of a length warning I suppose? I ramble a bit, but it's my pinned so I guess now's the time.

As my blurb says and avatar implies, I'm a 20 year-old transfem, working with she/her pronouns currently. I'm generally kind of hesitant to really talk about myself to strangers or to even say something in the first place, even when it's just to the void like I have been since I started here about a month and a half ago. You may recall my mentioning that this is my first actual post, or have noticed that I've only tagged like, 2 of my reblogs at time of writing. I'm trying to get out there a bit more which is why I'm even making this, but if I take some time to reply to a pm or whatever, know that there's this on top of anything irl. Also I have a tendency to write in a way as though I were actually talking, so apologies for any overuse of commas or really long sentences. Trying to be mindful of this way of writing myself though.

Should say that whatever eldritch critter lords over us all gave me the delightful combo of being able to remember a bunch of absolutely bizarre and incredibly niche things about whatever while also forgetting it all when it miraculously becomes useful. You may be familiar with the "Spirit of the Staircase?" Gamer, you're looking at her. I mention this to say that despite the length of some of the later parts, they're still not exhaustive.

I've also got into the habit of referring to people as gamers because it has that wonderful combo of being both gender-neutral and oddly funny to me. Not in a demeaning way, my sense of humor has just kind of veered into nonsense.

On that note, I should also mention that I myself have committed a cardinal sin and am indeed, a gamer. Platforms I'm on are Playstation and Switch. PC gaming is unfortunately out of my purview currently. I prefer PvE generally but also don't mind pwning some children if the vibes are there. Hope you have your bingo card ready because yes, Celeste is my favorite game. I have WAY too much time into Warframe and I like Dead by Daylight, Deep Rock Galactic, Risk of Rain 2/Returns, and Slay the Spire quite a bit. Tragically I've been a gamer for a while, so I'm just naming a few of my main ones right now while totally not ignoring a sizeable backlog, no sirree!

Music is also a bit of a vibes thing. Generally more of a fan of less intense songs, which may be an odd thing to follow up on by saying prog rock's also pretty cool. Longer a song is, the better is my usual take. City pop's also superb, language barrier be damned. Vaporwave's awesome. Born and raised on the rock of the 70's and 80's with parents that rarely listened to anything after Kurt Cobain rose to power for most of my younger years, so a good chunk of that has worked its way into my playlist. Video game music has a tendency to be wonderful to my ears as well. Solar Ash, both Risk of Rains (although yes, I lean towards the second + DLC here), Night in the Woods, songs from several of the Persona series (Layer Cake, Beneath the Mask - Rain and both versions of Specialist, oh my!), a few from Warframe and of course, the titular Celeste. Lena really is just something else, and I think I can say with some confidence that Quiet and Falling is just my favorite song generally. It does have some competition, so in no particular order I'll rattle some off: Anri's Shyness Boy, Depeche Mode's Enjoy the Silence (primarily the Hands and Feet Mix version), Hall and Oates' Out of Touch, Mac Demarco's Freaking out the Neighborhood, ABBA's Dancing Queen, Yoko Takahashi's The Cruel Angel's Thesis, Prince's Little Red Corvette, Kensuke Ushio's Crybaby, Jane Pop's Drive to 1980 Love, Shakatak's Bitch to the Boys, Komm Susser Todd from End of Evangelion, Mystical Composer by Momoko Kikuchi, Love don't come Easy by The New Jersey Connection, Once in a Lullaby by Chris Christodoulou, No Tengo Dinero - Maxi by Righeira, Seaside by Dan Mason, In your Eyes by Peter Gabriel, Dinner is not over by Jack Stauber's Micropop, Dress Down by Kaoru Akimoto, Radio Ga-Ga by Queen, Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie, and this list is getting kind of long, huh? God, music is just so freakin' awesome. Truly, one of my biggest regrets will be that I didn't hear enough of it. Band-wise, I'll mention I quite like Steely Dan, Tally Hall, 1986 Omega Tribe, Car Seat Headrest, The Comet is Coming (loving Hyper-Dimensional Expansion Beam right now), Dan Mason, Mitch Murder, Desired, Nyarons, Seycara Orchestral, Shakatak, Ibrahim, OSC, Both Jack Stauber and his Micropop, Prince, Queen, Junko Ohashi, Anri, Meatloaf, Gorillaz, Night Tempo, City Girl, Yes, PKCH, Chris Christodoulou, Cape Coral, Tupperwave, Oresama, Weird Al (EBAY in particular will forever take up some of my brain space at any given moment) and good ol' Lena Raine. While we're here, I guess the one album I'll mention is Jeff Wayne's Musical Version of the War of the Worlds. Make sure it's the original though, some of the songs were revamped in recent years and personally I'm not partial to that rendition of them.

If you inferred that I might like some anime given the above section has quite a few Japanese artists then yes, your intuition was correct. I have fallen off of it recently, but stuff like Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Mob Psycho, and My Life With Monster Girls are some that I enjoy.

Romantically, I'd say I'm into women. We're entering kind of weird territory for me here though because while I would quite like a romantic partner and someone to cuddle with, I'm kind of not so sure how keen I am on any actual sex? Half of me wonders if I'm just asexual while the other half wonders if it might actually be a case of finding the proper someone. I don't know, it's very much uncharted territory for me and I'm not sure where I'll end up on it. Also the whole "finally accepting that I'm trans" thing probably has its influence somewhere in there.

Politically, just give people stuff. Meet their basic needs, implement a UBI, make it so that every grandparent has a bottomless jar of sweets for the wee ones. Public transport good, cars bad, Golf is actively terrible in multiple ways. Chuck bricks at cops, detonate an oil rig (in Minecraft, I guess), eat the rich, the usual. Ideally, mix the three. Abortions and contraception are healthcare, and alongside education all should be free. Kill the cop in your head, both in the sense that if you saw someone shoplift, no you didn't and that you don't have to impose yourself on people just having some earnest, unconventional fun. These are some of my viewpoints, but I'm hesitant to try and pin myself down with a specific position due to a lack of having really read well, any greater political works, still needing to flatten some views I've kind of just had seep into me from the greater culture ("But is x really the proper thing" is tragically a constant, but I've needed to quash the Devil's Advocate voice in my head for years at this point. The little bastard never truly seems to leave. Yeah, having a little gremlin constantly try and check my thoughts can be handy now and then, but it gets really annoying when I think about topics like how the death penalty shouldn't be a thing because like, what are you doing here you idiot? Don't let your personal misgivings with a person allow for executions), and honestly a little because I need to try and be firmer as a person. I put a lot more stock into the thoughts of others than my own, and sometimes it's tough to remember that me and my thoughts also have value, whatever that looks like. Is that the best thing to just type aloud? Also don't hit your kids, regardless of circumstance.

Uhhh got to say I'm blanking a bit on what else to put in. Closing remarks now I suppose. Life is fucking awesome, and I mean that to apply to most-every instance of it. We're all just here on our queer little blogs having a time with one another, and isn't that wonderful? The past 5 years or so have been terrible mentally for me with a few really bad months in particular this year, but I finally feel like I'm on the up-and-up. Accepting that I'm trans after repressing it for a while, finally cutting off a bad friend (hopefully for good), working on getting HRT. With any luck, I'll have some patches in my hands next Friday, the 15th of September. That's huge for me, not only in the obvious sense but because my brain somehow twisted itself into thinking that I can't take this whole topic seriously outside of hair growth and shaving facial hair until I actually get some form of HRT into my hands, AND IT'S HAPPENING! AAAAHHH!!! I'm moving into the next chapter of my life after being kind of stagnant for a while, and I've had such a wonderful vigor these past few weeks that I haven't known in ages. I've really embraced an appreciation of what others might consider mundane, and just trying to be a bit goofy. Letting things roll off of me, even if the anxiety tends to really weaken my legs and make me nauseous. I stay silly. The horrors may persist, but so do I. So do you. How lovely.

Also,

#transfem #tw child abuse #Not my own abuse though #My parents are just so amazing #I love them both so much #Did that come off wrong? Apologies #I just gush about them whenever possible #Did I even do this post correctly?#Let's find out baby first time for everything #I'm also on mobile if that's relevant I guess

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circusgoth-dotcom · 1 year

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𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚆𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚃𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛

The clown that once ran @painted-piggy-ships-archive has now taken up residence here after feeling exhausted with my very first self ship blog. It served me well for almost three years (the blog itself turns 3 in February of 2023). Can you believe I only joined Tumblr in 2020?

Anywho, the name’s Gabriel/Corey/Clownie and I am mostly attracted to a vast selection of fictional villains, but my other consistent interests include the arts (particularly film and writing) and the horror genre. This blog will be a mix of self shipping content and personal ramblings. I don’t often post straight up ns//ft content but my sense of humor can be raunchy at times and the content I’m interested in often tends to be gory/violent if not also sexual in nature so viewer discretion is advised.

Current Pronouns: They/Them, He/Him, It/Its, Hye/Hymn, Honk/Honks, Clown/Clowns, Lamb/Lambs, Halo/Halos, Glow/Glows, Teeth/Teeths, 🦷/🦷s/🦷self, 🥩/🥩s/🥩self, 📼/📼s/📼self, 📺/📺s/📺self, 🏝️/🏝️s/🏝️self, ▶️/⏸️/⏏️

Other Blogs: Horror Content - @phone-in-the-attic Film Reviews/etc - @cinephile-inc Batman Content - @the-jokers-husband Harry Potter Content (For people who hate JKR and aren’t terfs/bigots/etc only, of course) - @americannslytherinn FNAF AU blog - @wheretheresaway-theresawilliam Main/Dump - @offbeat-the-clownlord 18+ Blog - Ask for link if of age and interested ;0)

DNI: Terfs, bigots (racists, homophobes, etc), Joker/Harley shippers, proshippers, generally hateful people

F/o list below the cut (Short version)

Structure: [f/o name] [source] | [relationship status or type] [marriage or engagement date if applicable] | [tag]

🔒✨ 💗 The Joker [DC Comics] | Married (12•04•21) | 🃏A Joker and His Ace🃏

💗 Wade Wilson/Deadpool [MARVEL Comics] | Married (07•12•22) | 💣Bulletproof Boys💣

🔒✨ 💗 Jack Torrance [The Shining] | Married (12•31•22) | 🪓Darling - Light of My Life🪓

🔒✨ 💗 Charles “Chucky” Lee Ray [Child’s Play franchise] | Married (03•19•20) | 🌈Foul-Mouthed Little Fucker🌈

✨ 💗 Betelgeuse [Beetlejuice] | Married (10•01•20) | 🪲Two Bugs in A Rug🪲 [🐞Two Bugs in A Rug🐞]

🔒✨ 💗 Severus Snape [Harry Potter Franchise] | Married (date n/a) | ⛅He Saw a Glow in The Darkness⛅

🔒💞 Michael Myers [Halloween franchise] | Dating | 🔪The Night He Came Home🎃

💞 Anton Chigurh [No Country For Old Men] | Dating | 🐮Sugar Bully🐮

💞 Dr. Otto Octavius [Spider-Man 2 (2004)] | Dating | 🐙6 Arms to Hold You Tight / Does That Make You an Insect???🐙

💞 The Metatron [Dogma] | Dating | 👁The Metatron🪶

🔒💝 Hannibal Lecter [NBC’s Hannibal] | Dating | 🍽️Ella et Porcus🍽️

🔒💝 Sweeney Todd [Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street] | Married (08•19•21) | 💈I Will Learn to Love Again💈

💝 Dr. Frank-n-Furter [Rocky Horror Picture Show] | Dating | 👠Material Girl👠

💝 Ashley “Ash” Joanna Williams [Evil Dead franchise] | Dating | 🍂Good. Bad. He’s The Guy With My Heart.🍂

💝 Scott Pilgrim & Ramona Flowers [Scott Pilgrim series/franchise] | Dating | ❗Multiplayer❗

💝 John Kramer [Saw franchise] | Married (08•17•23) | 🧩The Missing Pieces🧩

🔒 🏡 Pamela Voorhees [Friday the 13th] | Adoptive Mother | 🧸Mama Voorhees🧸

🔒 🏡 Jason Voorhees [Friday the 13th] | Adoptive Brother | 🧸Jason🧸

🏡 Morticia Addams [The Addams Family] | Adoptive Mother | 🥀Black Is Such a Happy Colour🥀

🏡 Gomez Addams [The Addams Family] | Adoptive Father | 🤺Either Way What Bliss🤺

🏡 Wednesday Addams [The Addams Family] | Adoptive Sister | ☠️Poison Sister☠️

🏡 Pugsley Addams [The Addams Family] | Adoptive Brother | 🧨Explosive Brother🧨

🏡 Fester Addams [The Addams Family] | Adoptive Uncle | 💡Uncle Fester💡

🏡 Addams “catch-all” tag: 🕷️*Snap Snap!*🕷️

🏡 The Sawyer Brothers [The Texas Chainsaw Massacre Pt. 1 & 2] | Cousins | 🍖Sawyer Family Shenanigans🍖

🏡 Glen & Glenda Ray/G.G. [Child’s Play franchise] | Step-kids/kid | 🎸Rebel & Rhinestone🎀

🏡 J. Jonah Jameson [Raimiverse Spider-Man] | Uncle | 🗞️

🏡 Fairy Godmother [Shrek] | Adoptive Mother | 🔮Just a MA! Away🔮

🏡 Prince Charming [Shrek] | Adoptive Brother | 👑Charming Siblings👑

🏡 Lydia Deetz [Beetlejuice] | Step-sister | ☔My Whole Life Is One Big Dark Room☔

🏡 Harry James Potter [Harry Potter Franchise] | Adoptive Son | ⚡👓

🌻 Tiffany Ray-Valentine [Child’s Play franchise] | 👰Living Dead Girl👰

🌻 Barbra & Adam Maitland [Beetlejuice] | 🌻👻 [🌻]

🌻 Peter Parker [MCU & Raimiverse] | 🕸️Spiderboy🕸️

🌻 Nellie Lovett [Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street] | 🥧Try It! (You Might Like It)🥧

🌻 Jay & Silent Bob [View Askewniverse] | 🧢The One That Talks (Jay)🧢/🧢Cute Motherfucker🧢

🌻 Dante Hicks [Clerks Trilogy/View Askewniverse] | 🏒What Are You Looking At Ya Hockey Puck (Dante)🏒

#circus honks #self shipping #self shipping community #self insert #self insert x canon #self x canon #pinned post #intro post

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jeonginssa · 11 months

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rain, there's always rain

a/n: i've never added anything non kpop-related to this blog before but i think i;m gonna to just start putting all of my writing on here (unless you all hate it hahaha), please let me know what you think

warnings: this is super depressing and so far everyone i've let read it cried so there's that, if you struggle with su*cidal thoughts maybe dont read this tbh

taglist: @junhour (i wasn't sure if you'd wanna be tagged in this because it's not kpop so just let me know haha)

Acid. That’s how rain felt to happy people, the grey sky come to ruin their otherwise outstanding day. To the lonely, it was home. The sky saying, “I know, I’m crying too.” I didn’t remember the last time the rain burned my skin. All I knew of rain was the way the sound against the windows brought a gentle silence to the steady stream of thoughts within my mind. The way my drenched hair and dripping skin felt like rebirth. Rain doesn’t make your pain go away but it does make you feel like someone else is feeling it with you. Sometimes I can’t help but wonder how many other lonely people are lingering too long before walking back into the house or intentionally leaving without an umbrella for an excuse to feel something that even resembles true understanding. It couldn’t just be me, right? Surely, on a planet of over 7 billion people it’s not just me. Right? I guess I’ll never know.

I envy them. Of course I envy them. Happy people that is. Yet at the same time I don’t. Will they ever swim the depths the way I have? Will they ever know what it is to burn yourself to ash and recreate yourself from the embers? They say life is about being happy but maybe it’s not. I think life is pain and I’m learning to be okay with that. Perhaps the agonising weight of my own decisions was always supposed to be too much to bear. Perhaps I’m mourning the loss of a life that was never meant to be in the first place. People say that everything happens for a reason and I don’t disagree but they left out the part where sometimes the reason is because you’re supposed to feel like a twig in a room full of matches. That doesn’t mean you’re going to go anywhere. It just means you’re a twig in a room full of matches. Should you wait for someone else to set you on fire or do it yourself? Does it really matter anyway? Perhaps not.

I knew I should do something. Something that wasn’t sitting on the pavement letting the sky pour all of its woes onto me but how could I? There’s a feeling of loss I always got when the rain stopped. As if it left me intentionally to once again deal with my struggles on my own. I didn’t want to leave the rain the same way it left me. What if the rain pours because it needs a friend too? The rain may be fickle but I am not. I cling to the remnants of stability like a life raft with a hole in the middle.

You’re probably wondering why I’m telling you this but to tell you the truth I don’t know either. I guess I’m just full of thoughts and you seemed like you might listen. I guess you’re running from yourself too. Why else would you want to read my ramblings if not to fill a crippling hole within yourself. I’d like to tell you that it will be okay and that things will turn out great but we both know I don’t really believe that. It could happen sure but I don’t want to tell you it will. Tomorrow might be the worst day of your life so far. How could I bear that guilt? I couldn’t. I don’t say this to make you feel bad. I say this because if nothing else I want you to know that even when you feel like the only star in an empty sky. It’s only because its too bright to see outside of yourself. You’re not alone. You’re not the only person to feel like their lungs are somehow both fire and flood. You’re not the only person to look at the sea and wonder how it would feel if you just kept walking ahead. But you are the only version of you. I can’t tell you what for exactly but I think the world needs all of us. So I hope that you’ll stay. Even if it’s only for as long as I tell my story. I’ll just have to keep telling it.

Do you think there’s a reason for it all? The songs that find us in our darkest times. The random words of wisdom from the cashier on an average Wednesday. The look of shared pain in the eyes of another. If I’m honest I don’t know what answer scares me less. You see the thing is, there’s a certain level of freedom that comes from believing it all means nothing. Why worry when nothing matters anyway? If nothing means anything then there’s no karma, good or bad. When bad things happen they just happen, you can’t blame yourself for random acts. If everything really is as connected as I fear it to be then one way or another, however you choose to look at it, I put myself here. You could say that if I put myself here then I could also get myself out of it. Despite my autonomy I really just feel like a puppet who can’t see their own strings. I don’t know what any of this means but what I do know is that I found you just at the right time. It was almost too late, for both of us. When the world is on fire I hope we can turn to each other.

People frown and look straight ahead as they walk past me. I’m not sure if they think I’m homeless or they haven’t noticed me as they try to see through the rain. I am certain that I don’t particularly care. They scurry ahead, heads down, umbrellas and hoods raised and I don’t know who I should feel more sorry for; me or them. Maybe I just pity us all. Sometimes I’m not sure if I care too much or too little. I have a head full of questions in a world that lacks answers. The more I know the less I realise I know. I live a life of unending uncertainty. Sometimes I come across people and it seems like they have the answers. For a moment they do, but then reality strikes and I see that they’re just as lost as I am.

Why is it that some people look like hope? Is there a way to turn it off? You see I only find myself drawn to those in the distance. Perhaps that’s my way of seeking safety. They cannot hurt me if they cannot reach me. Yet as they live their lives unaware of the way I orbit around them like a lonely dwarf planet begging for a home, I can only feel the strength of their gravity grow. I wonder what would happen if our forces were to collide. Would we become one as I suspect or would I merely be smashed to smithereens, returned to the dust that I feel I am. We are told all people are equal but I’m not sure that to my core I believe that to be true. There are people I pale in insignificance beside and others who are dwarfed by the light I emit. Every time I think I’ve found my equal I realise it was nothing but an illusion. I wonder if I’m destined to a life of loneliness. I think that might be the case.

At least we have the rain.

#rain #writing #prose #writers of tumblr #sad thoughts #loneliness

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emilythezeldafan · 1 year

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More Facts About Bella and Ashley

@official-crucified-mortimer [I hope you don't mind the tag]

@graceandtheidiotsquad

anyone else! I, as a Nick kinnie, perpetually crave attention- I just tagged the two people I've been rambling about Hello Puppets to the most recently. There's no shipping specifics here although I will briefly mention that they both have ships with Grace.

Bella:

One of the only ways Nick and Riley can be trusted in a room together is if Bella's there aswell. She'll stop them from at least actually trying to kill each other. [Canon!Mortimer either doesn't care or just makes it worse tbh]

Bella still dances as human [AU version thanks to Grace], most of them still engage in their various pastimes.

She doesn't like talking about why she has heterochromia [mismatched eyes, one of which is brown while the other is blue]

They have trouble keeping still or staying in one place. The longest she's managed it was for one of Nick's portraits and she complained the whole time.

She's more open around the other Handeemen than most people, she talks more but the moment she sees a stranger [or Mortimer] she'll shut down again.

She !! can sing too !! It might just be because she was inspired by her but I can imagine her singing Ballora's song or Old Doll

One of the only ones allowed in Daisy's kitchen because she's the only one who doesn't destroy something.

She only really goes Attack Mode [or Vengeance Mode as it's called in the game, whatever] if she thinks someone's a threat. She's protective of the other puppets.

More of an OOC fact, but she's multiship like most of my OCs.

Ashley [Host/Player from the VR game]:

She's unbearably curious. She literally broke into the studio, got her mouth sewn shut, got Scout [who survives thank you very much] stitched to her hand, and yet she realized some things didn't add up, and came back a SECOND time.

She has so much sass. Sassy woman has Sassy puppet attached to her hand duo.

She's also multiship, but her 'official' one is Grace's interp of Owen Gubberson.

She's literally terrified of Riley but felt empathy for her hearing a certain audio log [fuck you Mortimer lol] which led to the whole "What if we could help them?" "HOST ARE YOU INSANE-" Argument.

She has scars on her mouth and lips from where she cut the stitches open. She still feels like she can taste blood sometimes. [Got this from the line from the original game: "...Right. Riley stitched your mouth shut."]

She's an avid reader, she even experimented with creating her own stories but gets anxious to show them to anybody.

She has AWFUL fashion sense! /lh

She's very introverted. Unlike Bella, she talks a lot, but she rarely says half of what she's thinking.

She's an idiot [/aff]. As in she would see a big red button marked 'DANGER' and go: 'Let's press it!'

Her nickname is Ash. No relation to Williams, although she's been compared to him jokingly before.

#Hello Puppets #Hello Puppets: Midnight Show #Hello Puppets OCs #Mel's OCs #My OCs #Bella The Ballerina [OC]#Ashley Anderson [OC]#Riley Ruckus #Nick Nack #Daisy Danger #Owen Gubberson #Scout #POV I find chaotic family dynamics amusing

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daisybeewrites · 2 years

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joe locke is literally living my dream life rn

like he *is* pride month

#i want to be the face of pride month :(#oh to move to england with all my houseplants and my dog and play piano and act in tv show adaptations and drink hot tea while its raining #oh to not have to deal with the american school system #mostly the first thing #but also the second thing #happy pride yall #ash rambles (tags version)#ash rambles

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the-void-writes · 2 years

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Two characters go on a picnic, get lost, arrive 30 minutes late, hike to the perfect spot and get caught in the rain. But it's ok because they're together.

Hey, thank you for the prompt! I was excited to work on this one because it fit Ash and Dan perfectly 😁

Tagging @bloodlessheirbyjacques because this is “Ash” Will, the amnesiac version of him in Bluebrook before he gets to Paradise. Dante gets to meet him as Ash first, so this is just what his life is like before then. I don’t know, I’m rambling 🤣 sorry

“What’s that one?”

Dan pointed excitedly at a cluster of large blue flowers, spiraling upwards from the ground. It was clearly mutated by radiation, Ash could tell, but he knew the cone-shape and color well, from a memory he hadn’t been able to decipher.

“Campanula rotundifolia,” Ash said. “Bluebells.”

“Bluebells…” Dan’s eyes flickered as he went through the new database Miles had installed after his repairs. “Symbol of humility, gratitude, and everlasting love.”

Ash smiled. “You got it. That’s why I love them so much.”

Dan traced his plastic finger over the petals, smiled to himself, and picked one of the smaller flowers to give to Ash.

“It suits you,” he said.

“Danny,” Ash whined as he pulled his hat over his eyes.

Dan’s voice box crackled as he laughed. It needed to be replaced soon, but Ash found the sound quite comforting. With the flower and picnic basket in hand, he led Dan up a large hill towards their special spot. The climb was much sturdier this time, barely any rocks to climb over. Ash didn’t understand why until Dan grabbed his shoulder.

“Is this the right way?”

His pulse quickened. No, Ash thought, please not this. I can’t forget this. Dan felt him shiver under his hand.

“Hey, it’s okay. We can retrace our steps, or I can call Miles—”

“That’s not the problem, Danny.” He pulled his hair. “I’m getting worse. I won’t remember how to get home, at this rate.”

Dan pulled him into his shoulder and silently waited for him to calm down. They both knew his memory problems would be troublesome for their relationship, especially if Miles and Page couldn’t fix whatever had damaged his brain. Ash didn’t want to forget Dan, he couldn’t stand the idea of it. Without that friendly, curious android, he had nothing left in his life.

“Here,” Dan said, “let’s just find a place to sit and eat.”

Ash let him set up their place under a tree, with a decent view of the lake on the horizon. It was beautiful, aside from the dark clouds emerging from the south. Dan sucked the electricity out of some batteries, while Ash quietly snacked on a piece of bread. Despite not having lungs, Dan let out a sigh.

“Please,” he said, “don’t beat yourself up about it.”

“I just don’t get why you stick around.”

Dan squeezed his hand. “Because you’re kind, and you’re patient with me. I could listen to you talk about plants forever.”

“Seriously?”

“Of course, Ashie. You’re the most interesting person I’ve ever met.”

“Doctor Beaumont is a vampire.”

“Well, I’m not in love with Doctor Beaumont.”

Ash’s eyes sparkled. “You… love me?”

Dan smiled. “Absolutely.”

“Danny, I—”

Something rumbled in the distance, and Ash felt the first drop of rain on his hand.

“Shit!” Dan yelled.

He hadn’t dressed with rain in mind. Miles had left parts of the circuitry in his head exposed, so his system would fry like salmon if he got wet. That’s why Ash always brought his hooded jacket for him. He swooped in and bundled the android up, letting the rain soak his golden hair. Dan couldn’t take his eyes off of him.

“What’s wrong?” Ash asked.

“Forgetful or not, you’re the sweetest guy in the world.”

Ash smiled as the color rose in his cheeks. “I love you, Danny.”

Dan brought him down for a kiss, cold against warm, plastic against flesh. No storm or forgotten trail could ruin this moment for them. All that truly mattered, all that would continue to matter, was how happy they made each other. As long as Ash could remain selfless and patient, then he and Dan would be just fine.

#writeblr #writing community #tiny scene sunday #wip: bluebrook

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midnightstargazer · 9 months

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So, um. For anyone who's reading Reborn from the Ashes, I promise I haven't abandoned it! There's an update coming soon-ish. In the meantime, here's some random rambling about what's taking so long.

The hard part about writing Hogwarts Professor Regulus is that putting him at Hogwarts means he inevitably needs to interact with Snape, and Snape is a difficult character to get right. Especially through the eyes of someone who he doesn't get along with, but who isn't necessarily a better person than he is. I've written a few scenes with Death Eater Snape in To the Dark Lord and dropped hints about offscreen spy for the Order Snape in Toujours Vivant, but Potions teacher Snape arguing in the staff room with Ancient Runes teacher Regulus is something else entirely.

Especially because Snape is not wrong. Regulus has had a much easier time. He started out with a huge unfair advantage in life due to his family's wealth and his status as a pure-blood. Then, later on, Regulus definitely got a better deal when defecting from the Death Eaters. That's a choice on my part as the writer, and one that I think makes sense; Regulus showed up saying, essentially, "I'll give you the key to defeating the Dark Lord if you promise me x y and z in return," whereas Snape asked for nothing for himself and was willing to do whatever Dumbledore wanted so long as Lily was protected. Honestly, that makes Snape a far more selfless person than (my version of) Regulus. But of course he would be resentful that another ex-Death Eater went to Dumbledore for help and got to spend the rest of the war behind a Fidelius charm doing relatively safe, behind-the-scenes type work while he was instead put in even more danger as a spy.

He's right about something else important, too: Regulus is definitely after his position as Head of House. On the one hand, who can blame him? He's a Slytherin, he's ambitious, of course he has his eye on a promotion. But on the other hand, he walks in feeling entitled to someone else's position of power, and there is an element of prejudice in that. He's already admitted that if the other ex-Death Eater turned Hogwarts professor had been Evan Rosier instead of Snape, he would have an easier time respecting him as Head of Slytherin and would not be so interested in taking that away from him. Why? Because Evan and Regulus were close friends right up until Regulus went after the locket. Why was Regulus not friends with Snape? Personality could have something to do with it, but it's probably largely a matter of blood prejudice and classism.

This is the first fic in the series that I've tagged with "Good Regulus Black" as opposed to "Morally Gray Regulus Black," and I'm starting to second-guess that. Because despite being 100% on the right side and working towards positive goals now, not actively using or advocating for the Dark Arts, and being way closer to giving up on blood prejudice than he was in Toujours Vivant, he's still a mess. Things are still complicated. To be honest, I'm still figuring out just how much further he still has to go even as I'm writing it.

Anyway, my point is, the fic is from Regulus's POV, so of course he's offended by Snape's resentment and suspicion. And the worst of what Snape thinks about him is definitely not true: he didn't help Sirius betray the Potters, because ... come on, you all know the drill, the traitor was Peter Pettigrew. But overall, Snape's feelings are not unwarranted.

And trying to get that nuance across from Regulus's point of view, while also dealing with the fact that Regulus thinks Snape is being very unfair to him ...

This chapter has been a WIP for several weeks. And it's probably going to be a while longer before I'm happy with it. Just FYI.

#about my writing

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eldritch-queern-magicat · 1 year

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(Hi, I'm with REM specifically. I got permission from the others to ramble about system stuff. There's going to be talk of spiritual delusions later here because they got in the way of figuring things out and this is a dive into things. If I tried to tag everything, I don't know if I'd have enough tags available.)

Ok, Lilu is actually pretty complicated as an alter. Prior to realizing we're a system, Lilu was in the middle of a slow-burn fusion with two other parts. He only finished during the system restructuring event. But it looks like we mistook his original nature almost entirely. The original version of Lilu was supposed to protect the other parts from being so hurt by others. But we also thought xe was the original host.

We kind of just found out that parts who fused with Lilu aren't totally diffused into each other yet. It comes off looking very much like Lilu is still a subsystem. But he's kind of not, at the same time. Because the thing is, after getting a really close look at what's going on, think of Lilu as the glue keeping the fused parts together in this instance.

And how we thought Lilu was burned out? Yeah that was the host xe was fusing with, the one who started our current account. For a lack of anything else, we're calling that part Lilitu. The mid-fusion Lilu didn't seem like xe was doing particularly much of anything. But that's not true, it was just mostly deeply subconscious activity.

It also explains why he re-split multiple parts from what we thought we fully finalized fusions. The parts weren't entirely diffused yet. It's also why there are noticable differences in those who re-split. Can't reverse entropy.

The mid-fusion Lilu looked so tired not just because Lilitu had been a host and was fatigued from it, but also because Lilu was more like a shell. Lilu was designed by the brain to protect other parts and make things go ok in whatever way necessary. It was about having some defense against the abuse in foster care, and against the alter they sort of accidentally on purpose gave me via religious brainwashing (referring to the very early Joshua). I think it felt like there was safety in having no real preferences about anything. Also I guess an attempt at masking my neurodivergency.

Lilu's goal started out simply as serving as a protective shell for Galaco in particular. To have someone on our side. But Lilu didn't really have any interests beyond that. Life events did later lead to extending that prime directive to other people. That being said, we were still a kid and couldn't do much. So the protective shell that was Lilu began feeling like a failure.

Lilu mostly just wanted to protect us better. Lilitu was the one to approach xem, though, because I guess it was the time I pulled myself together some more. Then after that they approached our Loki (more the myths Loki) because we respect tricksters' skills.

The actual host after Galaco was Ash, who I swear latched onto the Digimon Sora because she seemed like a very active tomboy (what we assumed we had to be at the time). I guess. Besides foster care, other members of my own family still tried to enforce gender norms on me. Especially my great-grandma.

Sometimes I swear Sammy still compulsively hid things from the rest of us. He was the one dragging us forward feet first through our delusions and denial to the point Rena could pick up on us actually being a system. He was very painfully aware that we assumed everything had a spiritual meaning to it. And more than exasperated because we just kept assuming everything was spirits and weird New Age shit. Lilitu had it really bad, as an active host by like 2015.

Sammy bounced around the range of agnostic skepticism for ages. When he slipped into one of my most personal written worlds, he decided his main profession was going to be magi-physicist. Because the magic in that world was something that could easily be run through the scientific method. Our insatiable curiosity led us to love science so much by middle school. He really got into it more than most others at the time, apparently. So you can kind of imagine his frustration. It was the same kind of blind faith that we got inundated with in foster care.

Multiple parts ended up forced to pretend to be various sorts of spirits and stuff. We held a strong belief in the multiverse in a way that I guess was somewhat adjacent to reality shifting, but not like it is currently. I thought the multiverse could be accessed through the spiritual realms, sort of, but I didn't believe you could actually escape to another universe. It was, for us, only trancework and we weren't possessing ourself in another reality. Trust me, we weren't trying to escape this one. We were still busy with the belief we would be involved in the apocalypse in this universe. Yeah it was that bad at one point.

What doesn't help is that my dad should have actually died long before meeting my mom. There were multiple events that by all logic should have killed him. One was literally taking more than enough amps of electricity to kill a person, because there was an exposed patch of wires on the carnival ride he was repairing. It's a miracle he's alive at all.

So given that and my sob story of a life, no wonder I hit that point in my delusions. I mean, Ash who became Sammy is not what you'd expect to get from Ash of Pokémon unless things went really, really badly. And we did read much of Death Note in high school, when I was with other family and still being abused. I think it all actually pushed him over the edge. And when he came back from it, with Light in his subsystem, well. It just led to more, very interesting developments like Alucard from Hellsing Ultimate.

I'm still learning the details of that mess. Still figuring out how we got such a seemingly unlikely combination. Figuring out how we got to the here and now. I mean, yeah, REM spent some time fused with Lilu as he is now, fused with many previous hosts. I do have easy access to information she gained from the experience. It's just so much to take in.

-Amelia ⚔️😺

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taxidermybymail · 3 years

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Hermia Took a Wrong Turn, and Now She’s Got a Sword. Are We Proud Of Ourselves?

Aka a very short little… Lizzie & Ren character study, I guess? It was inspired predominantly by Last Life’s session 4 and is not intended to be any kind shipping fodder. Enjoy✨

Iron burns fairies. He replaces his armor’s fastenings with copper and offers to do the same for the rest of her allies.

You could comb through her gardens for hours, and you would find no wolfsbane. He can’t stand the stuff, after all.

Salt burns her tongue. Every few nights he has to go and remove it from her kitchen, even when she complains.

Her silver rings are at the bottom of the axolotl pond. She never liked them much anyway, and the only one that matters is gold.

Though their diets are… different… he always eats what she gives him. The food he finds elsewhere is starting to look less and less appealing.

When she does sleep, she rests easy (as easy as you can get around here). She knows a pair of eyes are watching over her, even when the moon shines full.

They give and they take and they accommodate, the Queen and her Knight, and they don’t look the inevitable death looming over them in the eye.

#last life smp #last life ren #last life lizzie #last life fanfic #wren gets to flaunt their extremely surface-level and accessible knowledge of fairy lore #anyway Cleo planting ash trees outside wherever she settles because fairies can’t stand them #I think it’s ash trees?#not that important #in a heavily mythologized version of the last life story (like this!) I’d HC ren’s whole deal with Lizzie would involve eating fairy food #because once you eat fairy food you won’t want to eat anything else #a promise of loyalty—the only other option would be self-destruction #these tags are going to be longer than the fic I have THOUGHTS #I’ve been on a real werewolf kick….. wonder why lol #I don’t have a writing tag because I’m allergic to writing fanfic /sardonic #last life fairy alliance #idk I just feel like most of these tags are rambling and not actual tags

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