#and it hurts so much

[frau-kali]

John Silver in Every Episode (2x09)

#black sails #john silver #blacksailsedit #johnsilveredit #blacksailssource #perioddramaedit #my stuff #this episode is so good #and it hurts so much #also love his lil smirk when vane says they're gonna save flint at the end

[heretherebedork]

Oh, and there comes the pain we all knew was coming after the softness. There was so much love but also so much fear and so much agony and WonYoung fell in love accidentally and he wanted to tell the truth but he never did and now TaeJoon is finding out the truth in the worst way and now there's nothing left because a trust was broken and the truth and the lies are coming out and the way WonYoung doesn't even understand what he did yet until TaeJoon says the company name and then... he's trying not to admit he knows that he knows and then... he knows. He knows but he tries to deny it because this love is what saved him from so much, gave him purpose and now it's all falling apart and there's nothing left but pain and betrayal. WonYoung quit, paid back the money, tried to start something new but he was too late and the love didn't matter when TaeJoon couldn't trust it... or him.

(The hardest part is that WonYoung knows how long ago his plan went out the window but TaeJoon can't know and he can't trust and it doesn't matter how much WonYoung is hurt or the truth he's telling because the lie, the betrayal, overwhelms it all.)

And then the memories of their happiness and what they had that he can't trust and what WonYoung knows he's lost...

The agony of broken hearts and the way they're both so hurt and so desperate and so full of despair and just... oh, my entire heart for both of them but mostly for TaeJoon who trusted someone entirely who was so scared of the truth that he had to find out in the worst way but also for WonYoung who was so scared of love not being enough that he proved it wasn't because love without the truth is love without trust and they both are just so hurt.

#unintentional love story series #unintentional love story the series #unintentional love story #wonyoung x taejoon #taejoon x wonyoung #tae joon x won young #won x young x tae joon #korean bl drama #korean bl series #korean series #korean drama #koreanbl #korean bl #bl drama #bl series #all the trust is gone #and it hurts so much

[loadinghellsing]

the way they look at eachother during the final duel...

#i contribute #scene #hellsing #hellsing ultimate #alucard #alexander anderson #andercard #--- #im not crying youre crying #the way they look at eachother #through out the entire duel #there is so much emotion conveyed #and it hurts so much #so many parallels #so much symbolism #it hurts

[wo-der-horizont-beginnt]

so much art about being rejected romantically and not enough about how devastating it is to find out someone was only interested in you romantically and therefore your rejection of their romantic intentions is also their rejection of your platonic intentions

[vampirejuno]

Same as it ever was. Same as it ever was. Same as it ever was. Same as it ever was

#going out of my got damn mind. #this too shall pass yada yada im not putting myself in danger oe anything but by god im not hving a good time #this is the worst its been since 2022 i think. its so fucking hard man idk #im so tired #and it hurts so much #and i want to go back to my childhood bedroom where i could sleep and wake up to a real new day #not feeling like it's just. another take of the same scene of a goddamn nightmare #it hurts so vad i just want it to stop for a little while. i don't know #man.

[lost-my-sanity1]

It hurts so much. The years he had to spend alone inside his house. Without any human interaction... It must have felt like a fucking eternity. because being lonely alone in a big house is a thing in itself. and he had to cope with becoming deaf and mute alone in his house.

li ming might be the first one he talked to besides his parents in so many years.

#the lump in my throat won't go away #and it hurts so much #p'aof really knows how to make us cry #i want a hug #I want to hug THEM! #and each and every one in mlc #heartliming #moonlight chicken

[peachybutch]

My personal signature in a piece, any piece, is a character that has to come to terms with the fact that things aren't automatically good after they leave their shitty circumstance. Things aren't perfect. They still struggle to fall asleep, still wake up crying. They still ache, deep down in their bones, and it will probably never go away, not really. They wake up on the morning after the war is over, and they look out over the battlefield, and their life is still destroyed.

But it is better. It's better than it was before. And it's not perfect. It's not even good most days. But it is better, and better is enough.

#pb.txt #this is part of the reason i fixate on wash sometimes--it also might be the TBI + PTSD rep #but i want wash to wake up in the morning and go to his shitty office job #and realize that it is never going to be the way it was before #and he is never going to get to go back to the time where it didn't hurt #but it doesn't hurt as much now #it's an ache in his bones instead of a knife in his throat #and it's better #and some days it hurts too much to bear #but some days he wakes up safe in his own house far away from project freelancer #and he gets out of bed and goes into the kitchen #and he is going to have a long day at work with people who have no idea what they're doing #but he is sitting at his kitchen table and he is eating breakfast #and he thinks about how much the man who was recovery one would have ached for this #because sometimes i wake up in the morning and know i have to go to my shitty office job #and i look out my window #and i see a river with ducks #and i think about the fact that i have a window #and i have a bed to roll out of #and it hurts so much #but i have this now. and the me that lived even 6 months ago would have killed someone for this. #i want realistic recovery and i want hope

[myownjadedpieceofmind]

Official notes are official. *sad trombone*

So, yeah...I said I thought i might have torn my hip labrum. Seems as though abnormal is normal for me, and that detached feeling isn't just a feeling. That shit really isn't attached, at MULTIPLE points of the socket.

This isn't good news. I'm not sure what the next step is, as I have to wait for the Dr's office to call me and then for an orthopedic dr to see me, and then who knows. ("Don't Google your diagnosis" but you know I did it anyway and it says I'm looking at a surgery no matter what...and quite a few people I talked to said it looked like I was headed for hip replacement.)

New hip, who dis?

Stop. It's too soon.

But really... bifocals, hip replacement, soon to be false teeth. I'm filling out my bingo card, kids. If tumblr has a senior citizens center, lemme know where to meet for lunch.

🤣😆😳😳😶😖😪😭😭😭😭😭

#im so done #this is all too much #tumblr senior citizens club #sign me up #im falling apart #and it hurts so much #chronic pain #invisible disability #ehlers danlos life #those hips #those defective hips #hip replacement #detached labrum #laughing til i cry #or crying til i laugh #jokes on me #defective body parts

[novagrippia]

nova i am here. who hurt you. who am i destroying.

hi flurty it's 2am I am in extreme amounts of pain located in my ear. idk why. had two paracetamol but it's not going away and it hurts :(

#i literally woke up my parents becaude i couldnt find the paracetamol #and it hasnt kicked in yet #and it hurts so much #it hurts :( #i can hear my ear crinkling

[upat4amwiththemoon]

I’d like to remind everyone to spend as much time with their pets as they can, take that extra long walk or let your dog play in the mud, run around the house with your cat during zoomies, let your rodents roam around the house. You are your pets whole life, you are the most important person in their life, their lives deserve to be full of love <3

#my pet passed away last night #and it hurts so much #please give your pets a hug from me

[mylifeiskindacrazy]

why can i not stop thinking about her?? FUCK we never even dated and i'm never gonna see her again so why the fuck can't i stop thinking about her and WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH

#i literally can't sleep because i keep thinking about her #it's so stupid #and it hurts so much #heartbroken about someone who was never even mine #i hate it i hate it i hate it #it feels like my heart is being ripped out AND IT'S BEEB YEARS AHHHGH #i just wanna turn my feelings off #love #lesbian #wlw #sapphic #lgbt #lgbtq #gay #bisexual

[bunni-bun]

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#lol funny but mostly heartbreaking that i can't explain fully the problem i'm having with my mom #mostly because how the fuck do you explain religious extremism to anyone who hasn't experienced it already? #and it hurts so much #because the sadness and the pity in my friends' and partner's eyes any time i mentioned it #is just too much sometimes and i wish they could understand how bad it is #i knew they care and i'm grateful for that #but it hurts when you tell your mom that you fucking fainted on field today #and she doesn't even grace you with an acknowledgment #because she's mad that i didn't want to stay home this weekend #and i wanted to be with my partner instead since i'm gonna see him less with my new job #but whatever i'm the bad person and nothing i do will ever be good enough for her #my partner isn't good enough for her and neither the fuck am i #but what's new honestly. this is just my normal at this point and it hurts. #i wish the hurt would stop #cyndy speaks

[cirrateeb]

omniscient reader’s viewpoint is one of the most heartbreaking novels ive ever read genuinely the only book ive cried over i would highly recommend if u can get through 551 chapters

#might delete later #hehe i changed my user too #ANYWAYS #i dont think i could ever explain it properly u have gotta read it to really feel it #theres like little death of the mcs #it just hurts so much bc #they make u suffer by loneliness if that makes sense #like the mc has the potential of being happy or choosing smth else #but has to either sacrifice or kill himself bc he thinks he doesnt matter to his companions #or bc its for the better of his companions #and it hurts so much #like imagine having a friend group and youre involved but more so as an outsiders perspective #and bc ure only looking through an outside lense u dont realize how much u matter to them #so u disregard urself for their happiness #but doing that makes ur friends suffer at the same time #thats what orvs like

[whatsupwithmymind]

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#I need to yell somewhere #because once again I'm thinking about the two people I've known since high school #who I considered my closest friends #but now it feels like we're barelh acquaintances #and it hurts so much #and I get that we're all adults now and it's natural to drift a bit #and I get that they're going to prioritize their lives with their respective S/Os #but I hate just feeling like I've been abandoned #we barely chat in our group chat anymore and when we do 95% chance it's me starting the convo #I always have to instigate. I always have to be the one to suggest and organize hangouts #like do you actually want to spend time with me??? do you just feel pity and that's why??? #I want to tell them how much it hurts but I don't want to come off as rude or needy or egotistical #I just miss properly socializing with people. and have the experience not feel like pulling teeth #I'm tired of feeling so alone #okay end of my rant if you made it through congrats? here's a sticker ⭐

[spiderzwebb]

after three days of extreme anxiety, it has only gotten worse !!! nothing helps !!! (please help)

#if anybody has any tips at all for like physical anxiety #mentally i'm not even that anxious #but my body is SO tense #so so so tense #and it hurts so much #i don't know what to do??? #diary

[miladycasserole]

Forever and always thinking about that although Obi-Wan and Ahsoka were broken over the fact that Anakin probably died they were happier before they found out that he in fact survived but had become a monster.

#I cannot stop thinking about it #and it hurts so much #star wars #anakin skywalker #darth vader #ahsoka tano #obi wan kenobi