#I need to yell somewhere

[whatsupwithmymind]

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#I need to yell somewhere #because once again I'm thinking about the two people I've known since high school #who I considered my closest friends #but now it feels like we're barelh acquaintances #and it hurts so much #and I get that we're all adults now and it's natural to drift a bit #and I get that they're going to prioritize their lives with their respective S/Os #but I hate just feeling like I've been abandoned #we barely chat in our group chat anymore and when we do 95% chance it's me starting the convo #I always have to instigate. I always have to be the one to suggest and organize hangouts #like do you actually want to spend time with me??? do you just feel pity and that's why??? #I want to tell them how much it hurts but I don't want to come off as rude or needy or egotistical #I just miss properly socializing with people. and have the experience not feel like pulling teeth #I'm tired of feeling so alone #okay end of my rant if you made it through congrats? here's a sticker ⭐

[amu-says-hav-says]

I can’t believe I went through all of Season 2 assuming Nina was the stand-in for Crowley when you actually pay attention it’s so CLEAR that she’s Aziraphale. I was tricked by her spiky, sarcastic, cynical outer shell and lulled into a false sense of security by Maggie’s bubbly optimism and wholesome goodness, because on the surface they reflect the ineffable husbands perfectly, in their personalities, their aesthetics, even many of their actions and morals. but not, and this is the real key, when it comes to their “relationship”. but those first impressions really had me damn fooled. 

I missed the blatantness of Nina’s “we’re just friends. actually we’re not friends. we barely know each other.” the same thing Aziraphale said in season 1.  the way he still struggles to quantify their friendship when Nina asks. Nina’s sarcasm when Crowley asks about rain and awnings because it worked for him (we all know it LMAO). hell, that whole convo the girls have in the rain is so AziraCrow (“I know. I’m not your type” “...You have no idea” hits so much harder the second time, help meeeee.) “Lindsay” maybe being symbolic of Heaven and Aziraphale’s toxic relationship with them and their abuse? (the handwritten text messages in red pen make me think of angry notes on paperwork, anyone else?) because Crowley has never actually cared about what Hell thinks of him, just not getting into trouble (or him or Aziraphale getting hurt). Maggie is always chasing Nina. NINA NEVER GOES IN THE RECORD STORE. Just like Crowley always goes to the bookstore, to Aziraphale, Zira NEVER WENT TO THE FLAT (apart from The Swap but that doesn’t count imo). Crowley has always chased Zira, not the other way around. Always there to rescue him, always going to him for company, always relying on their shared connection, always US. OUR SIDE. All through season one, he comes to Zira every time to work together, never trying to work alongside Hell in any way that isn’t to save their skins or Earth, while Zira hides things from Crowley because he STILL thinks Heaven is ultimately good and will do the right thing if he can just show them. fix it from the inside. 

Maggie working up the courage to finally say something, to put herself out there, while Nina is utterly oblivious and then when she does realise Maggie has feelings, becoming standoffish, putting up that barrier, fighting it, denying it, ITS SO CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE IN THAT ORDER. the way I was fooled into thinking Nina’s trust issues are Crowley because he does have trust issues ofc he does BUT Crowley has ALWAYS TRUSTED AZIRAPHALE. has always relied on him. has always been hurt when Aziraphale doesn’t immediately reciprocate the way he expects (the holy water request, the bandstand, the “off in the stars” etc). he’s always the one putting himself forward. Aziraphale has always been the one to second guess everything, to fight their connection, their similarities, their friendship. the girls really made me think it was going to be okay when they sat Crowley down, even as my inner sirens were going haywire about Metatron interfering, they were telling Crowley he just needs to open up and it’ll all work out BUT HE’S ALREADY AT THAT POINT. he may not say it, and by gosh is that part of their damn problem, but he’s always SHOWN IT. he’s not Nina who needs time to heal and recover from her broken trust, he’s always been Maggie believing it doesn’t matter, they’ll end up together in the end anyway AND I WALKED RIGHT INTO THE TRAP THAT THIS MEANT THEY WERE GOING TO BE OKAYYYYYYYYYYY

#good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #GO2 #GO2 spoilers #ineffable husbands #not me going to my basically unused sideblog that isn't GO related because I NEED TO YELL THIS SOMEWHERE #I mean outside of the relationship thing there are so many ways #that Nina and Crowley line up and Zira and Maggie #but the girls story isn't about them as people #it's about this relationship the boys are tryna push on them and what that relationship reflects about the boys #anyway I'm on my first rewatch for all the clue I missed #so I imagine I'll only spot more clues to berate myself about as I go #HOW DID I FALL FOR ITTTTTT #I can't believe I was so blind #OFC the Disaster Puppy Lesbian was Crowley #and OFC the Emotionally Abused Tortoise was Aziraphale

[psykoz]

guess who finally escaped an abusive relationship! mostly!

#hhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #ive been away like 2 weeks but contact is cut. for now. finally so ig idk #i need to yell somewhere #im not evwn allowed to block him bc ig his trauma w being blocked outweighs the trauma of #*checks notes* #being choked to blackout and having my agency stolen without my knowledge until after it happened and i couldnt undo it #among manyother things

[actual-changeling]

i would kill for an episode where ellie is hurt, like physically, visibly injured and joel just absolutely loses his shit.

maybe they're even in jackson already, ellie falls and gets accidentally impaled (like joel in the game lol but less serious), and joel's ptsd kicks into full gear. we're talking half riddled by flashbacks ready to punch out anyone who comes too close but also sobbing his eyes out and begging tommy to fix her.

mind you, ellie is conscious cause it's not that bad (joel's had worse after all so her perspective is probably a bit skewed), and secretly loves the fact that joel is that attached to her while also trying to calm him down enough to let someone stitch her up and drown the wound in disinfectant.

sarah's death scene in episode one is playing on repeat in my head and i can't get over how destroyed and desperate joel looks, he almost shot a nurse when ellie had one tiny pin prick of blood on her arm, he'd try to fight the earth and win if it means keeping her safe.

sick fics with ellie struggling are amazing and i love them but give me joel reliving his trauma when ellie is injured, i have a violent, mentally ill need to see that man put through the angst wringer.

edit: check the reblogs for the fic link

#alex yells at the void #the last of us #tlou #ellie williams #joel miller #joel and ellie #ellie and joel #whatever their preferred tag is idk man #i hope this makes sense my medication is just kicking in but my brain has so many ideas i need to put them somewhere

[sleepgarden]

Updating my shop soon! Hopefully tomorrow ♡

#Genuinely soooo embarassed I have to re purpose my year old art because I can't illustrate #They're still really cute. I just want to make new things ;_; ...... #I've been trying to draw but it's been so impossible. Sorry to come here and lament about it #But I need to yell into the void somewhere -_- ..........

[ethanharmonia]

VOLO MY BELOVED RRHAHHRHHAHRHHAHEHHRHHRHRHRHHHH🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💥💥💥💥

FINALLY MADE HIS REFERENCE SHEET BECAUSE MY BRAIN WOULDNT STOP MAKING FAKE SCENARIOS ABOUT HIM BEING EPIC RRRAHHHHH LEAVE ME ALONEEEE (giving info later cuz its late at night and im so tired, tumblr do not explode me again pls spare me)

DRAWING THAT ARCEUS HAIR OF HIS MADE ME FALL ON THE FLOOR AND COLLAPSE CUZ I STRUGGLED SO HARD TO DO IT RRAH I HATE HIM BUT I LOVE HIM HE IS MY WIFE

Some other versions cuz i felt like it huehueh

And some doodlers of him (the one on the top were supposed to be the first thing i made before making the references hhhhhh

(hold up i needa do smth imma give explanation later wait)

(listening to Fantasize by ariana grande made me extra gay for this man help me)

#pokemon #pokemon au #reference sheets #reference #pokemon legends arceus #pla volo #pokemon volo #wielder volo #pokemon wielder volo #I LOVE HIM SO DAMN MUCH HE CAN STEP ON ME RN AND I WILL YELL OUT HIS THEME AND I WILL KISS HIM RRAHHHH #he owns arceus yall he is the chosen one not the mc in legends arceus shut up #HIS HAIR IS MAKING ME WANT TO PASS AWAY THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I HAD TO STRUGGLE CUZ OF HIS HAIR #That arceus hair is making me want to chew on it #imagine if he was a dragon rider and rode giratina everytime he wanted to go somewhere imagine that HAHAHHAA #my guy has dementia he doesnt rember who rei and akari are no mo he is so stupid but i lobe him mwah #i do not care what yall say he needs a redemption arc rn and im making it for him hushhhhh #he would definetly hate on cyrus if he ever met him and beat him up like bro would kill cyrus hahahaha #bro would obliterate cyrus the moment he looks at him omg😨😨😨😨 #art #drawing #fanart #he is my malewife rn shut up

[skrunksthatwunk]

you go to a lesbian blog and find it says women only!! no men allowed!!! and go oh! excuse me, um, what about other lesbians? plenty of lesbians are genderqueer... and they go well, okay, go fuck yourself tim chop off your sweaty dick and stop calling yourself a lesbian. you do not have a dick, actually. you think about that fact often, even though it does you no good. you do not tell this person that.

you go to another lesbian blog and it says women only and you try again, and this time they change it to wlw + nblw only (non-men who love non-men :D). and you'll say hey i appreciate that but gender's not really that cut and dry for a lot of people. someone could be both a man and nonbinary, for instance. i just worry that you're looking at nonbinary as a generic third gender, or an extension of womanhood. i mean yeah you include nblw in your tags but all your posts are about pussy-havers exclusively. what's with that? and they say go fuck yourself you pervy man pretending to be a lesbian. you tried to sneak in but i won't let you.

so you go to a lesbian blog with a dozen or so posts about queer people needing to be more weird about it and you sigh in relief. but you still see the men dni. that's odd. hoping for the best, you say hey! i know you mean well but please maybe don't put men dni at the end of the lovely posts on your lesbian blog bc some lesbians are men. and they'll be like ok!! well you're allowed ;) and you say no that's not. no. some men are lesbians not just me. you think about your own dicklessness and wonder if that's why you were given entry. and you add that even if male lesbians are allowed, there's no indication of that. how would anyone know without asking? and they're like ohh gotcha gotcha well men dni + this is for sapphics only!! and you'll be like ok well that treats the concepts of men and sapphics as mutually exclusive identities and i just told you that's not true and you agreed with me so.. i don't think that solves our problem. and they're like. ok. fine. men dni but genderfluid and multigender people are allowed! and you're like no see that's. that's still the same thing.. you're saying the same thing just with different words. if you don't want men to interact but you're fine with multigender/genderfluid/etc ppl interacting then you either don't see them as Real Men (because they don't reach a standard of Full Manhood) or Complete Men (because they're only Part-Time Men), both of which suggest that they are, in some way, not men or less-than men, which is invalidating and defeats the point of the exception in the first place (accommodation) OR that you don't really mean the dni which is confusing and inconsistent and makes guydykes feel weird and uncomfortable and excluded from the lesbian space you're trying to cultivate. and they're like um. ok. so. cishet men dni? and you're like well i think that makes more sense, but what if someone identifies as both a cishet man and a sapphic? again, if we're trying to accommodate the genderfucky populace then that has to be a possibility that is considered. and they say god you people are never happy. what do you want me to do? what am i supposed to say to keep the right men out? and you pause. you empathize with the need for a space free from dudes trying to fuck you straight and feminine. dudes who watch lesbian porn and joke about what they'd do if they were allowed into girls locker rooms. who look at you like a piece of meat, and like someone who looks at women like pieces of meat in the same way he does. you get it. you know. you want a space where you can be sapphic, too. that's why you came to these blogs in the first place. you brace yourself and you say well i don't know that there are "right men" to keep out. i don't know that there's any single label that would accomplish whatever it is you're trying to accomplish. you could go for "sapphics only" or "queers only" and i think that might be the closest thing to what you want, but it's never going to be perfect. creating any exclusive space is going to shut out people you didn't account for, and the broader the label, the more people will be shut out that you didn't want to shut out. and what about people who don't know if they're allowed? what of questioning transbians, where are they supposed to go? and, frankly, i think i might rather my dykey posts get read and appreciated by a gay guy who sees me as a man than a woman who only sees me as a sacred womb, pure from male perversions or violence or whatever. i think community might just be more complex than a dni can handle. and they look at you and say i don't want to not have a dni. i think you're too permissive. you can't just "what about" or microlabel your way into everything. go fuck yourself, i bet you're not even a lesbian anyway. go find a real problem to get mad about.

you go to a lesbian blog. you ignore the men dni because you know you probably don't even count to them. or maybe you do count and, out of respect for your manhood, they'd shun you accordingly. you try to feel okay about that. you scroll past dozens of posts about mediocre men and gagging at straight friends' boyfriends and how gross and undeserving men are of the beautiful women they couple up with and how all women should be gay so they can get treated right and and and and and. you finally find a post about curling into someone you love and feeling at peace and try to lose yourself in it. you know that feeling is what unites you, what makes you belong. you try to focus on it. you think about carding your hands through a butch's hair or lacing fingers with a femme and feeling warm and loved and more yourself than you ever have before. like this is who you're meant to be. you read about lesboys and butch boytoys and genderfucky dykes and big hairy deep-voiced wonderful women (like you want to be someday, like you wish you could make yourself) and you try to ignore the men dni underneath each and every post. and you daydream about meeting someone kind and earnest at a lesbian bar even though you don't think any such bars exist within three states of you and you can't drink and don't want to drink because you need to be in control of yourself at all times so you don't fuck up like you're always about to and here in the nonexistent lesbian bar you feel wanted and safe and in good company. you picture your ideal, happiest self. it is a mistake. ideal-you has a goatee. not the mascara one you smear on and call drag even though you know it's not drag, not really, the beard you call drag because you think everyone would look at you sadly if you told them it was just to pretend you had something out of your reach. a beard that's soft and that you grew and that cannot be smudged away if you get too comfortable with it. the dream shatters. your people pull away from you, their scoffs mixing with the mind-numbing gay girl bedroom pop you learned to settle for just to have something that almost resembled you, they all pull away and turn their backs and do not look at you. you're too close to being a man now, even though you're the same amount of man as before. and they know you're not supposed to interact with men, not as you would with dykes, at least. and it sours. it's all your imagination, all in your head, but it sours.

you sigh. you think about how small you are. how short, how narrow, how feeble. how your voice pitches up when you talk to strangers because it's easier to speak quietly when it carries more, and because you're nervous. because it's a chore to talk, like everything is. you think about testosterone. you think about how your family would look at you, the questions they would ask, your answers they would only pretend to accept. the uncomfortable glances and whispered questions they'd try to hide from you. you think about how small you are, and how small you will always be. how you don't know of a way to fix it, but even if there was one, no one would want you anymore. you'd be the only one thinking it made you a cooler dyke. you think about how you don't even want a T-voice all the time, how you'll never be able to switch it at will, because you don't know how and can't bring yourself to figure it out. you think about how your throat closes around every hint of your own attraction. how wanting is perverse, how wanting is invasive, how wanting is embarrassing and too vulnerable so it must stay anonymous, as an online witness, and how you can barely manage to form or maintain friendships because your brain makes you pull away, always spinning out and struggling to recover from the simplest of interactions. how they'll all leave you and you won't chase after them at all and how that will hurt them. how stuck you get. how it looks like nothing's holding you back, how that frustrates everyone who thought you were going to be more than you were. the people you love who understand except when it comes to being ghosted, being shut out. how you don't want to hurt them. how you can't tell them that because you're stuck. how you turn to stone when touched, how you never reach out, how you lose your speech and can't look at people, how your autism is fun and sexy until it becomes real and you never see them anymore, how much you longed for someone who knew everything without you having to explain, and who loved you anyway. how unreasonable you know that is to expect of anyone. you think about that not-even-real lesbian bar. you think about how you still can't drive. how you can't leave your home on your own, without dragging somebody into helping you. how you can't leave your body. how you can't leave your manhood behind.

you think about finding another lesbian blog and ignoring everything. about skimming it for the parts you can juice some meaning from. the parts men ignore and don't understand, and how typical of you it is to do so. or the parts where you're not welcome and you should accept that, because it's for lesbians only. how you are a lesbian anyway. how you're meant to choose lesbian or man, how each is a betrayal of some kind to yourself or your people, your family, your lovely strangers, your rare friendly acquaintances. about the parts that tell you you're not wanted, that you're ugly and lazy and gross and insert yourself everywhere without even asking. about the parts that tell you you are hated, and how lesbians are above it all by rejecting men. how lesbians are each blessed miracles. about the parts that say you should be ashamed of being whatever twisted confused freak you are, of everything, of looking and wanting or not looking or not wanting, of picking and choosing instead of taking it all in with a smile. after all, shouldn't you take it? or is your ego too fragile, as men's so often are? aren't you tired? good. we're not here for your consumption. and we sure as hell don't want your company or "community" or whatever. didn't you read the sign? no boys allowed. and if you want to come in you have to make up your mind. as if you haven't told them the only answer you have. you're both. you're both.

you know you broke the rule by interacting.

but it gets lonely sometimes. you wonder if they know.

#before i maybe get yelled at: #1) no i do not think ppl are evil for having men dnis no i do not think these are all equal transgressions even #though there is an overlap that should be examined that i think is based in a degree of lesbian separatism + exclusionism #2) yes there are lesbian blogs and people that are cool about genderfucky people. i'm not talking about them #3) this is a stylized vent post about trying to find lesbian content on tumblr that isn't like this. all these dnis/rules are ones i have #encountered. no i do not literally tell these people to change their dnis to suit me. the conversations are symbolic and ideological in #nature. if i find a blog with men dni i generally go somewhere else. it's about emotions. it's about my feelings on that it's not literally #about dming someone demanding they change things. it's not about demanding that You change things or else you're a bad person. #4) it is about the conflicts and hypocrisy and inconsistency of strict and exclusive sexuality labels persisting in gender-diverse spaces #and how it affects me as a lesbian who is a man who is a woman who is fucking whatever else. and yes it is about transphobia too. #5) it's about how lesbians feel the need to exclude men and how i think efforts to do so fail and hurt ppl and are often misguided #tht i think also comes up in like. bi lesbian/mspec lesbian/gaybian discourse. i'm not any of those myself but it seems like there's overla #6) if this post seems whiny and sad and insecure that's because it probably is. i have a right to be all of those things. #7) no i do not think all lesbians are man-hating assholes. i am a lesbian. i love lesbians. i love dykes and most of them are fantastic ppl #i just think the general bullshit of the world leads to this defensive thing that ends up hurting others in our community y'know? #8) i get that my perspective/experience is a bit unusual and many lovely ppl haven't considered it. that's part of why i'm sharing this #nyarla dni #<- sorry man it's too vulnerable. gonna keep this one to the internet-only folks

[rozugold]

Wait, what happened? I can't watch streams nor vods so I'm a bit lost here--

In her last stream Shubble talked in depth about an abusive ex. She did not say any specific names but based off the behaviors and tidbits she mentioned about that person has ME thinking of a specific name. I won’t say who because I’m not trying to start shit and spread rumors, You’ll have to watch the vod and come to your own conclusion.

What matters right now though is Shubble. Please send her lots of love and support. She deserves the world

#rozu asks #anonymous #I don’t think it’s wise to start pointing fingers #my brain is an overthinking mess and I needed to yell somewhere #so I might actually go delete that sorry #I’m freaking out and assuming things but I don’t want others to do the same

[doli-nemae]

I want to celebrate pride month, I want to draw my characters, I want to calmly play games and laugh with my friends but I'm reading what russians has fucking done to part of my country and I only want to scream in agony because THIS is happening while everyone in the world are just chilling and living their best life :)

I just... I just can't

#rant because I need to yell about this somewhere ok?

[skibasyndrome]

I have the willpower of a TODDLER

#no offense to toddlers but uh....... the amount of times I grab my phone to check tumblr or ao3 when I should really actually be working.... #clown behavior on my part #if you happen to see me on here in the next few hours pls yell at me #the worst part is I need my laptop to work so even if I put my phone on lockdown somewhere else I still have The Internet (TM) #blocking sites only works until I can sidestep that with a few clicks because I am IMPOSSIBLE #I'm only half joking when I say I need like an electric shock collar that keeps me from seeking my serotonin websites #anyways this is mostly for me to take accountability and shame myself a little in hopes of it working out for me lol #simon.out. #I really need to uh..... get this checked out some day #“this” being my brain or me or whatever

[haahka]

i cant wait til non kills them all :))))))))))

#dead friend forever #the 2 new guys might get spared we dont know of their involvement yet but #i see this as either his fantasizing of revenge #or its a very well executed revenge plot that includes getting the others on some drugs they dont know theyre on #yes phee and jin are getting the axe too. did they hook up bc of the phee/non breakup? feeling let down by non? yes we should fck about it #doesnt go down so well from nons point of view #oh also por getting killed off first? deserved :)))) #watch my theories get debunked in the first 20 seconds of the next episode but hey. ive been here for a day only i need to yell somewhere #dff #wait i didnt think this thru. phees gotta be in on it somehow. whats his motive for playing dumb in regards to the others history with non #and jin knows that phee knows most likely. so where is this going now. hmmm

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it? #ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol) #yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love. #sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

[lyriumsings]

i’m about to sleep but i was scrolling tiktok and i got a comp of gale quotes and he was like “no one is lonely when they have books” and i was like “aww i love that” only for this fucking man to follow it up with “except perhaps the illiterate” gale dekarios when i get my hands on you when i tell you i had to put my phone down for a minute i caNNNTT this man is so fucking funny and outta pocket on a regular basis it’s SOOO underrated omfg

#gale dekarios you are a fucking menace to society #and i love you #that took me out i can’t #i had to stare into space and process that sentence #i haven’t even finished this tiktok yet as we speak #i needed to yell somewhere #why is he so fucking funny #it comes out of NO WHERE #lyriumsings txt #bg3 #spoilers ig #spoilers #baldurs gate 3

[getskrunk]

has anyone else noticed that some of the npcs have been talking about having weird dreams lately? im not sure if this is a new thing or if im just now noticing it but i have a few theories rolling around in my head rn. i probably have more in some footage i recorded but my phones almost out of bats so i’ll just comb through it later i guess. if anyone sees this,and has any of footage or screenshots of anything similar to this plz let me know

#skrunktext #regretevator #worlds most clueless theorist #lowkey just yelling to the void rn but i need somewhere to put my thoughts

[ambagel]

ACTUALLY I HAVE A BONE TO PICK WITH THIS GUY

THIS IS ATTEMPTED MURDER??? How dare he honestly, Ortho beam him

👀

I love how unbothered Silver was throughout this though, and he was SO COOL during the race, I was cheering for him💃

HES SO CUTE AJHFJAJBFKAJFBNDLWNX?????

His glasses?? 🤧

And also this was very funny:

#anyways i might be done screaming into the abyss now but maybe not #i just need to throw these thoughts somewhere #yelling into the abyss #the abyss judges me like an extended family member #twst #twisted wonderland #twst event #posts #twst deuce #twst ortho #twst silver #twst MURDER CHARGES #seriously wtf

[notquiteaghost]

i think this is the autism speaking but it is always very jarring to see people phrase it as "fucking up my spotify wrapped" cuz like. it is a list of the songs u played the most in a set span of time, on spotify. it accurately representing when you listened to that one song for an entire afternoon on repeat isn't a mistake. you did do that. if you want a curated list of what you listened to in a year then spotify has had that function for far longer than they've done wrapped. it's called a playlist.

#yelling at clouds #there's a degree of wanting spotify wrapped to be Presentable And Correct that just feels like. brainrot. to me #spotify wrapped isnt an instagram post it is a diary entry #if ur taking great pains to Get It Right when it's just. the act of listening to music #you uhh. im probly a stranger but i think you need to do some thinking abt ur rship with the opinions of others. and how much hold it has. #it's not that deep a lot of times ppl say this as a joke but. yknow. #jokes still come from somewhere #we all live in a hellish panopticon at this point and it is not in fact good for us