#clown behavior on my part

[andthefact]

Not me flirting with this guy on grindr and just now noticing he has a MAGA flag in the background of one of his pics

#CLOWN behavior on my part #Batman would be ashamed at my detective skills

[enigmatic-bumble]

Reading TCF is such a trip and i feel like you dont realize while youre reading it until you take a step back and see all the absurd nonsense that happens

#tashi bumbles #tcf #trash of the count's family #lcf #like??? where do i even begin #i caught up and immediately after i finished i went 'wtf was all that' #i was wondering how this was 700+ chaps like what could make it that way??? #and then i realized cale is the biggest clown i have ever seen in media #and then i see the author has a part 2 coming up so cales clown behavior isnt done! #700+ for part one and its making my eye twitch because wHAT DOES THAT MEAN FOR PART 2??? #not to mention the side stories 🙃 #ah ha i am in pain #the emotional damage this novel so graciously handed me #wonderful

[bo0zey]

i love when ppl follow me for the mcr post then see my current up to date shitposts n realize i am actually clinically insane n subsequently unfollow me……..it is very validating to my personal character development n it’s rapid decline since 2014

#ncncjfkdkdkdkw no fr tho it’s so funny ahh #i do feel bad tho cuz like i get these followers n them they see me post crazy insane shit n they’re luck uhhh i’m scared #it’s never my intention to make anyone uncofmortbLe :(( however this is always how i’ve kinda run this blog #i post my thoughts directly from my brain to my tumblr with very minimal filter #i just want everyone to know i’m fine and i’m sorry if my posts trigger u :/ #ahhhh kk that’s like the worst part of that post going viral is like it draws attention to this blog n ppl are like #oh she’s actually acutely mentally ill now that’s weird n mildly disturbing n awkward ooooo #n like that’s ok if they think that i mean they’re not wrong #i just feel like i can’t be as genuine/ranty/venty anymore bc ..idk..someone will take it too serious #cuz they don’t know my clown ads neurodivergent personality and behavioral disorders ??? #ahhh ok yeah anyways maybe i’ll just keep ranting in the tags i do like that tbh #n e ways feel free to unfollow me at all times if my posts aren’t what u like!!!! #i’m not offended if anything i’m like ope someone didn’t like that particular one maybe that was a weird thought ci #but then i go on and continue posting bc i do not care to have 1000s of followers!! #i would rather have like 50 followers i always interact with than 12000 silent ones idk #ramblings

[couriernewvegas]

i didnt put my key in my purse when i came home from my friends this morning so when i left to bring jubilee to the vet i didn’t have my house key on me so i am now locked out and my roommate is either asleep or not home

#CLOWN BEHAVIOR . on my part i mean

[j-esbian]

me: im going to try to get better about talking about the stuff that brings me joy and not worry about being cringe or caring if other people care

also me: anyway i made a side blog so i can talk about this thing that has taken over my life but like. without being annoying to my friends and followers

#mine #i mean i stand by it bc i love having a fresh start on a side blog #but on paper this is real clown shoes behavior huh #putting this one here bc it’s more light hearted lmao #and i don’t want to spam about this stuff on the other one oops #i don’t know why i feel the need to explain every thing i post lol #this is part of that anxiety isn’t it #wish i could just drop post and run instead of having to write an essay about my motivations in the tags

[chitsangenthusiast]

me finally getting the chance to respond to ao3 comments from four months ago like

#IT'S CLOWN BEHAVIOR ON MY PART LMFAO

[mbop123]

I’m at whatever stage of grief means that reading fan fic is too hard. I think it sits somewhere after shock and denial. Don’t quote me on that though. I’m all about regression.

#I did that desperado thing where I actually went to Instagram to stalk all the people #and creep on their posts and stories about the cancellation #I wish i could say it made me feel better #I’m a slow burner #I take a while to process thoughts and feelings #and cancellations #this is all part of the process #I’m waiting for the manic re watching to start #I think that will kick it after I’ve finished this season and another bout of denial takes hold? #not sure #maybe somewhere along the line I’ll go truly whack and try writing fan fic #my friend asked how I was and I told her I was depresso because my favorite show was ending #and she was like sorry WUT #I had to laugh at myself #true clown behavior #but I’m dido and I will go down this ship #I might go listen to the gg playlist #over and over #over and over again #until my neighbors take it upon themselves to tell me to shut up #ok I’m off to touch some grass #good girls nbc #nbc good girls #gg cancellation #gg spoilers #good girls cancellation

[witchkingofanmar]

I would like to see him

#sukuna #i am totally out of the loop with recent jjk stuff because well no sukuna (i mean i know he shows up every 100 chapters or so... #... true clown behavior on my part i know) #but i really cant rest until i do know 💯 % what the fuck his deal is #hope he stays malevolent forever <3 true evil and all that

[razors2rosaries]

oh no i dropped my magnum gaming pc for my monster.... 24 year old jrpg

#i jusT upgraded some of my setup and was like. okay! i can run newer games/run things without being on the lowest graphics settings now! #what to play first on it now that i have a nier replicant shaped hole in my heart??? #ffvii obviously. #fucking clown behavior on my part. #i could have seriously downgraded my setup and run this just as well. #new graphics card for ffvii? with mods squidward. with mods.

[rocksaltbullets]

Abraham Van Helsing // Code: Realize

“hmph” -- van helsing

pulled straight out of steampunk london (wtf is a Cell Fone)

not overly sociable but he’s okay when you get to know him, I guess

dual wielding shotguns?  fuck yes.  can also somehow reload them with one hand because the two shotguns alone wasn’t cool enough

don’t let him cook for you because his version of edible is not for everyone

fought in the vampire war, killed some vampire friends unwillingly, now he sort of just wants someone to put him out of his misery

will take a bullet for his friends any day of the week, but good luck getting him to admit you’re friends aloud 

shoot first, ask questions later

catch these hands before you catch these feelings

#isola follow #it's 4:30am on third shift and I'm supposed to be training someone but I told him to go sit on the couch so I could type this #clown behavior on my part but idec

[andthefact]

Not me flirting with this guy on grindr and just now noticing he has a MAGA flag in the background of one of his pics

#CLOWN behavior on my part #Batman would be ashamed at my detective skills

[angstystoryteller]

@ duolingo: what

#yes I am learning dutch on duolingo #which is ridiculous #but apparently some part of me actually thinks I’ll be doing my masters at the university of amsterdam #clown behavior I know #anyways just thought this was funny #duolingo #Dutch

[thesmokinpossum]

Just saw an article that highly praised Kamala Harris for......being a good step-mother, which will apparently erase 'the stigma brought on by classic fairy tales' and frankly, if we don't have anything smarter to say about american politics we may as well shut up

#then again i'm the one expecting le journal de Montréal to have any value whatsoever #this is classic clown behavior on my part lmao #anyway we're reallt giving all the cookie points possible to democrats it's incredible

[fortyflightower]

the headmaster ritual hasn’t hit right since march BUT l*ng started DELIVERING again <3

#blah blah blah #THANK YOU FOR THIS<3 #WOW the amount of clown behavior on his part in the past week <3 #the fact that he said quarantine made him realize that large scale collaborative projects can be completed at home #so hes gonna make the rising sophomores work on editing their cspan videos at home #even tho MULTIPLE PEOPLE have had issues with their machines having too little storage or being too old to run premiere properly 😐😐😐 #he was like ‘wow now the freshman can work from home <3’ #as if we werent researching and writing the script and planning while we were at home too <3 #and adding the additional pressure to edit at home COMBINED with the massive workloads in december/january 😐😐😐 #i literally would have dropped out like no joke #that project had me crying in the school bathrooms missing lunch and coming home to scream into my pillow #like WHY is he making it worse <3

[peemil]

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#anyway i really love being a performance artist because i can kind of just clown around and do whatever i want but i can justify literally a #*anything i do as being a performance if i have enough literature to back it up #i keep referencing adrian piper's work in justifying my own projects ahgkaslakshgla #i'm gonna get caught one of these days the professor is gonna come up to me like #'emil. PLEASE stop doing catalyses i know you like audience confrontation but you can't keep just doing bullshit and expecting a grade' #but also because like. since there are no rules really in performance i can use my work to think about anything i want really #and a lot of the things that have bothered me in life and a lot of shame that has been drilled into me #there's something about performance that relieves that #idk i feel like it allows me to take ownership of parts of myself that i've been taught to despise #i've been taught to hide so many things about myself and restrict my behavior #but in performance i can intentionally play those things up #ive been conditioned to not draw attention to myself but... in my work that really is what i like doing. reminding the world that i exist #reminding *myself* that i exist #i get to embrace all of these different facets of myself and acknowledge them as things that make me an individual and make my experience my #*my own #it's a lovely thing really #he scream at own follower

[nocturneprinciple]

||tagdump!||

#ooc || while the phoenix outlives nine ravens #ic || lilia || of all the wonders that the world had to offer only art promised immortality #ic || jack || behavior that's admired is the path to power among people everywhere #ic || deuce || things have changed for me and that's ok #ic || malleus || if you must fight with yourself and your thoughts in the night #headcanons || lilia || I would ride with you upon the wind and dance upon the mountains like a flame! #headcanons || jack || fate often saves an undoomed man when his courage is good #headcanons || deuce || promise me a place in your house of memories #headcanons || malleus || I feel you know me better than most #verses || the future doesn't belong to the fainthearted it belongs to the brave #images and aesthetics || jack || I shall gain glory or die #images and aesthetics || deuce || It's better to burn than to fade away #images and aesthetics || malleus || if you must die sweetheart die knowing your life was my life's best part #|| and if you were curious about the tag inspo|| #||lilia is various fairy literature Jack is beowulf Deuce is p!atd and Malleus is keaton henson|| #images and aesthetics || lilia || every time a child says I don't believe in fairies there is a fairy somewhere that falls down dead #shitposting || clowning on Malleus #ic || Nagendra || Dusty rays and shattered beams Slippery roads and sunburned dreams #headcanons || Nagendra || Come fin and tail And paw and hoof For life has a passion for living #images and aesthetics || Nagendra || April’s dew becomes autumn’s wine Leave everything always unbroken #||Nagendras tags are Cosmo Sheldrake's linger longer||