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sometimes u gotta just let your mom infodump about ncis

#i watched this show with her in middle school as a Bonding Experience but good lord #a lot has happened since then

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ok eos 10 is almost certainly done forever but yknow what. it’s a soap opera and it has a soap opera ending <3

#mine #eos 10 #i miss akmazian but that’s not anything new #nothing on this scale obviously but i recognize and understand the ‘i started this without having an ending in mind and felt like #i had to wrap things up in some way’ and i respect that. not everything has to be High Art #i will admit tho. it threw me that they were using ‘time loop’ in a different way than i’m used to #it’s not groundhog day it’s just time travel #but i think it fit the vibe. i don’t hate it but i don’t dislike it either #what i do hate is jane having a kid. like where tf did that come from lol #and also no levi. but i understand and respect that charles lippon was probably busy/moved on and i know that briggon snow loved his part #and yknow what!!!! i never expected this show to wrap up at all lol #god knows justin would have been justified with the way people treated ryan’s sexuality #i think at the end of the day. i am definitely going to have to listen to the whole thing again to process. #but i get where it’s coming from. i just need to meet it there

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watching the sdcc panel and i am just very :) about how sweet their answers to “what are some of the micro moments from the game that have stuck with you the most over the years?” are. taliesin saying what the fuck is up with that which was the first like The Party Gets To Know Each Other moments of c3. travis saying asking his wife if he could kiss her in campaign. marisha going way back to the cannonball competition in campaign one. ashley choosing the beauyasha date but also just the silly goat noise matt made. liam adding onto that to compliment matt roleplaying grass so well and then saying his favourite moment was writing a story for laura and reading it to her as caleb for jester. and then matt saying that was his answer, and that his favourite moments of the game are when they find ways to give gifts to each other whether tangible or not. and sam saying his favourite moments have less to do with the story and is more so when he can just. see his friends across the table from him. when marisha perches and when laura and ashley are (badly) drawing dicks and liam saying he loves when sam sneezes and ashley tells him to stop it and just. yeah. they Are an extremely popular online powerhouse, but i’m so happy that they’re also friends building a world together out of gifts to and love for one another.

like i Am so enamoured with the characters and the world of exandria but the moments when you can feel the love that those people have for each other reach out from behind the stained glass of their performances (to steal a metaphor from brennan lee mulligan) are so extremely special and i am endlessly grateful that they decided to share their silly little home game with the world.

#critical role

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fuck it. kafcake

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in my head the star wars equivalent of tswift is some human woman named tay’lor spiff or something and her stans are losing their minds over theories that she’s secretly a jedi singing about the horrors of war, even though she’s from a neutral system that hasn’t seen so much as a moral panic in 50 years

#SNDBDBSBDJS #star wars

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chilchuck tims / "the man"

(flash warning) everyone was having fun making amvs of this guy and i wanted in.

#this slaps #dungeon meshi

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oh boy i sure do hope theres no arsenic in that chicken!! ^-^

#taz

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rip Achilles you would've loved hightop sneakers

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i can never write a soulmates au cause i very quickly stop thinking about romance and start thinking about the sociological implications of a world where soulmates are a confirmed verifiable thing

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i was cuddling with my boyfriend last night when his shoulder started tensing up (like he was readjusting or gently pushing me off) and when i asked him if he was okay or needed me to move or something he went “no you’re fine, i was just imagining myself pulling a large rope. i didn’t even realize my shoulder was doing that lmao” then refused to elaborate and i have never been as attracted to him as i was in that moment.

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i’m especially fond of this daydream hour doodle. “i would kill for you” yuri vs “i should kill you” yaoi

#dungeon meshi

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"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time

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it must be so fucking funny to be a dungeon meshi anime only. imagine searching fanart of your favorite anime and every single time there is some fucking catgirl among the cast that's nowhere to be seen in the show. it's a medieval adventure setting why the hell is everyone putting a catgirl in there. but she's always there hanging out with the gang like shes always been there. real life Graggle Simpson

#NO LITERALLY #when is she gonna show up. who is this #dungeon meshi

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Not to be a Boomer but your social media should be your own space, not something employers are allowed to look at to judge you beyond the qualifications stated in your resume and cover letter

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At some point in your life, you were taught that being slightly annoying is an unforgivable sin. Maybe it was by your parents or a teacher or a friend or a bully or an older sibling. But someone taught you that being slightly annoying is a crime punishable by death.

You must unlearn this.

You must accept that all people will be annoying at some point or another in their lives, maybe all of their lives, and that this is okay. It is okay for strangers on the bus, it is okay for children in the grocery store, it is okay for people on social media, and it is okay for you.

If you ever want to truly love your fellow humans, if you ever want to truly love yourself, you must have forgiveness for being annoying.