#and it hurts ME

[verkomy]

there’s something so poetic about thorin oakenshield, king under the mountain, fearless leader of the dwarves being soft, gentle and head over heels in love with the most precious of all treasures that there is to him, mr. bilbo baggins

#I love romance so much #I love the concept of love so deep that it burns your insides #I love making my beloved characters love each other so much #that it hurts them #and it hurts me #bagginshield #thilbo #bilbo baggins #thorin oakenshield #the hobbit #text

[sybill-the-seer]

Young ~3-y/o Harry following Petunia around the house while she does chores. Young Harry holding onto Petunia’s skirt and sucking his thumb while she does the dishes. Young Harry playing quietly in the grass near Petunia while she weeds the garden. Young Harry just wanting to be WITH someone at all times. Young Harry trotting along after Petunia all day being her little shadow until her patience wears thin and she sends him to his cupboard. Young Harry being a clingy child who desperately needs affection but never gets it.

#😭😭😭 #my boy has abandonment issues i don’t make the rules #he was torn away from his family and everyone and everything familiar to him at such a young age #and thrust into this entirely new environment #with people he’s never met before #and he just wants his mum #but she’s not there #no one can tell me 1 y/o Harry had an experience that traumatic and then didn’t have abandonment issues #my boy was a clingy child #and it hurts me #and older Harry has become so accustomed to abandonment that he starts to expect it #and is then pleasantly surprised when people stick around #petunia dursley #harry james potter #tw child abuse #tw childhood trauma

[atalante241]

I look at the batfamily and weep because the nature of comics has made it so that they all hate each other, love each other or hate just someone specific on a rotating clock of writers and adaptations that has forever doomed the characters because something has been made intrinsic to their character growth which usually means involving the breaking or destruction of some kind of connection or relationship between characters

#yes this is me crying about Bruce but including literally everybody else #that man acts as the point for other characters to leave and grow to become better people bc they can see what not to be like #and it hurts me #batman #dc #batfam #batfamily #batkids #batclan #bruce wayne #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #stephanie brown #damian wayne #damian al ghul #barbra gordon #cassandra cain #duke thomas #alfred pennyworth #nightwing #red hood #spoiler dc #batgirl #robin #red robin #black bat #orphan dc #signal dc #selina kyle

[insanityisfine]

Lowkey pissed at how erectyle dysfunction has become commonly known across several languages as "impotence".

Like.

I'm sure it's incredibly frustrating and alarming and worrying, especially if it happens to someone younger. I'm not trying to minimize that.

But do you know what impotence feels like?

It's despair, it's understanding why Sysyphus' punishement was insanely cruel well beyond physical fatigue.

It's seeing someone you love suffer and knowing there's literally nothing you can do to help, not even hold or confort them, because they're in so much pain there's no possible relief. There's no meds you can buy that haven't already been bought, there's no appointments you can make that you haven't made already.

You have done something, hell, you've done all you possibly could. And it still changed nothing. All you have left to do is wait. And it kills you. Ever. So. Slowly.

That's impotence.

#I just had a crying session and I'm able to think clearly again #but damn #it's fucking with my head big time #like #I'm just a witness by happenstance #and it hurts ME #can you imagine the amount of literal physical and mental pain she's in?? #because I'm here and I don't think I can #I'm not trying to make this about myself it is NOT about me #but I'm involved nonetheless #and Imma need to start building my physical strenght back up #because I'm TERRIFIED that one day she'll need me to physically help her and I won't be able to #fuck me I couldn't even help my grandma on my own and she was a tiny and light woman #not even 70 kilos #how am I supposed to help my mum when I'm like this? #and where in the FUCK am I supposed to find the mental fortitude to actually act and improve this? #yall feel free to ignore all of this crap I'm just venting #it's only a tuesday and it's already been ONE OF THOSE WEEKS #thank god I have tomorrow off #I need to wind down

[chaoticfandomthot]

The more i think about it..

Kim Dokja's way of loving and his idea of salvation really is just a continuation of the cycle his mother started all those years ago.

He throws himself in the line of fire intead of the people he loves and he isn't there to realise that it is a salvation that hurts more than it saves.

And maybe he should know better since he was on the receiving end of it before, but can we really blame him?

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv spoilers #kdj #kim dokja #lee sookyung #just as the book is a continuation of cause and effect toppling in a circle #kdj is just continuing the cycle #and it hurts me #and the kimcom #and everyone really #aiden originals #am i queuing this right

[xx-rememberthepast-xx]

#aesthetic #edgy #aesthetic edit #edit #vibes #dark #nostalgiacore #nostalgia #nostalgic #traumacore #liminal space #weirdcore #personal #hurtandhate #sad #depressing #you broke me and i'll never go back together right #and it hurts me #i think about it every night #and i want to die

[australet789]

Went to the therapist yesterday and she told me that the reason im hurting everywhere is because i dont do enough physical activity and basically told me im overweight

Which, maybe i am, and yes, i used to do a lot of exercise before the pandemic (then gyms closed and i had to halt everything).

And i just. I dont think she is wrong because i honestly dont move much. I just feel so tired. And my ankle still hurts even when im lying on my bed resting.

And i also feel like a fake. That i complained here so much about my pain being something so easy to take care of and i should just endure it.

Idk anymore

#babbling australet #personal #vent #i feel im complaining instead of figuring shit our #and it hurts me #because isnt going to the sessions like doing something? #the fuck im here then talking to you if it was that easy #but i cant talk back because im still a coward afraid of authority

[haresvoid]

Dialogue that hurts me

#THE SCHOLAR. files #( “i believed my life to be of the least value in the equation” ome please #every other mind flayer like my life is important and then there is ome #and iT HURTS ME #last thing ill drop from this mission there is more but hngg yknow ? )

[yasashiiku]

something something the manga letting the audience know of Shou's thought process of how he is constantly placing himself in the danger / hero's position and always ending up placing the responsibility upon himself, and the way he displays relentless selflessness in doing the greater good despite being so clearly terrified all the time, and and and how his way of thinking hasn't changed until literally the gd last arc in the manga, cuz really who's gonna tell him what Reigen told Shigeo??? I'm just forever sick and insane over the stark difference between Shigeo who grew up with healthy adults teaching him & helping him through the struggles of life vs Shou who's been surrounded by questionable Claw people all his life & a father who told him he should've fucking assassinated him when he had the chance. caps ahead in the tags.

#i am unwell i am SO SICK #IT'S WONDERFUL WRITING #IT'S SO GOOD #and it HURTS ME #AND THE ANIME DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT SHOU BTW HE IS A BACKGROUND CHARACTER THERE AND I HATE THEM FOR THAT FOREVER. #like #they took so much away from his character #turned him into some punk who just aimlessly punches shit #when he ISN'T he is very strategic and resourceful #naive cuz he's literally 13 but he isn't DUMB #anyway everyone should read mp100 it's a trip #⤷ ᯽･ﾟ: 鈴木将 | character study.

[mistystarshine]

The realization that the eye bags Denji developed after Aki's death didn't go away

#Chainsaw Man #CSM #Chainsaw Man Spoilers #I noticed this detail while reading part two #And it hurts me #If anything I'd bet they got worse after Power and Makima

[oh-katsuki]

Girl when I tell you Gojo's event hurts me deep in my soul, I just closed my laptop, blocked the tag on social media and went outside

that shit has been so deeply devastating to me i feel like my life fell apart. like... what do you mean? hard to grasp. ill never accept it. bc seriously how is he just gonna??? NO! he dint.

#[ 🏩 – chatting ] #i miss him so bad #and it HURTS ME #DAILY #like im- #no. i cant discuss. #it's FAKE! YIPEE!! #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers

[orphelia4]

Poem inspired by Lockwood

I’ve been thinking about Lockwood and this thing came up to my mind, so i had to write it somewhere.

“Glimpse of hope”

You fight the world, lonely and hurt,

a ghost of the past haunting your mind.

In amidst of the dark night,

a blade in your hand helps you to unwind.

Blinded by the pain,

you walk straight into raging flames.

The burn makes you feel alive,

but the sadness remains.

Each day you smile,

lying and hoping for no one to notice the truth.

The broken boy that you are

who had to abandon his youth.

Yet in this darkness

a warm hand of a friend finds its way to your shoulder.

In front of you stands a familiar face

with eyes filled with concern.

And suddenly you’re not so alone anymore,

a weak glow of hope forming in your heart.

And maybe being alive isn’t that bad.

Maybe with a friend by your side everything will be alright.

#lockwood and co #anthony lockwood #l&co #lockwood #he is broken #and it hurts me #i just want to hug him

[trans-guardians]

Heavens save me there are beautiful g1 babies being sold for fodder prices when I could turn them into marvelous beasts were I to have ten thousand lair slots and unlimited money. The universe is unkind

#flight rising #I feel so bad for all the combos that could have been so pretty were I to have the ability to cherish them #it almost makes me want to start a rescue or something #like. i am still not sure how that would work but I am a firm believer that there is no dragon that you cannot save #and it hurts me

[brieflygorgeouss]

so sad today

#felt like crying the whole day long #i always pay so much attention to other people only to realise time and time and time again that no one really pays attention to me #and it hurts me #i wish i could stop #and just not care #but as soon as there is another person around i put up this happy bu bubbly front i just cant do it #but im so tired #the only person who pays attention to me is my therapist but i PAY her to do it #how do you guys do it. how do you just now care. #td

[thedoorsofmyheart]

#i try so hard not to fill in the blanks #but I can’t help it #after all I love you #and it hurts me #“not my fault just a thing that my mind do #repost & reblog

[midnight-coffee94]

No single line has ever wrecked me as hard as this one from the Good Place and I think about it constantly

#the good place #i'm binge watching it again and it just takes me out so hard #i get lost in the sauce thinking about this quote #the idea that those who hurt you are capable of being better people and then seeing them change and grow just hits me right between the rib #who am i kidding it stabs me like the senators stabbed Caesar #anyway #icy does a tag ramble