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#all I ever asked for was reassurance yet he still cheated
bayseil · 2 years
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#hmmm… would someone tell me why. I crave so much violence rn#I was on twitter for the first time in awhile and hey. yknow. curiosity always gets the better of people. I know this very well (lol)#i wonder… sometimes - what is going on in his head. to try to continue the facade that he cared about loyalty. is he trying to compensate#for something? (obvi of course he is#all I ever asked for was reassurance yet he still cheated#I just. I truly believe he didn’t care. and that he’s moved on and . proved that I wasn’t enough#maybe I’m in my own head but the only way I know my worth to people is how sexually appealing I am to them. and that’s what I’ve been#like. running from. I wasn’t enough just on my own. without sex. logically- I know I’m more than that but how can I truly know when all the#evidence points to how. I’m not enough without making my body a commodity to men to prove my worth…#I guess. idk…#I’m excited to move out finally. I haven’t felt like I’ve had the space to truly reflect. bc it’s hard to reflect when I live in the living#room. but I might just be making an excuse? I very well could be#again. idk.#how can he separate me from his current life after everything? after cheating on me?#like. on the one hand it could be considered my fault. if I hadn’t told him that that one girl requested to follow me.#but also I’m glad it turned out this way. it proved that I can’t trust like that. if he can’t keep it in his pants after everything#I wonder if. I’ll ever feel ok again. if I’ll ever feel like I can be vulnerable again. I can hardly be vulnerable with myself now.#this. I can’t tell if the last few months have felt unreal or typical regarding my life. typical in that. wow. got fucked over again. cool#or unreal like I can’t believe how okay I’ve actually felt. is it just me being used to it? bc. wow I really must be used to it by now#like. my god. fucking . whatever.#I wonder. what he thought of when he saw the ewan and Hayden reaction to the interviewer mentioning her crush on maul (ikik kill me)#but like. if I hadn’t been reading fic that night.. and given him more attention.. would that have changed anything?#again it always comes back to “’is this my fault?’#but there’s just literally no way I could have ever prevented this. I had him vetted to the marrow (or so I thought )#now. I have the urge to just not care anymore. fine. let me just feel something.#but I’m not going to do that. I’m too much of a wreck. but if he was on bumble three months after breaking up with his last gf#who’s to say I was ever not expendable to him#idk. I’m just tired. I need to sleep. it I need more fic recs#anyway. if you’ve read this far. I hope your dreams are a fuck ton better than mine#it’s nightmare after nightmare really but again I love sleep too much to stay awake and avoid the dreams
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yawnderu · 4 months
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would bimbo gf ever get jelly of simon? he is obviously very hot and handsome so it’s no surprise he would get hit on like at a club maybe. how would bimbo gf react? and would he comfort her🤗🩷
Bestie I'm gonna be honest with you, Simon is way too brooding and always has something with him that belongs to bimbo!reader, like hair ties, her bag, her makeup smudged somewhere, and the infamous kiss marks she loves to give him and that he never cleans off.
If he's not out with her, he'd be very quick to shut it down, not even sparing the girl a glance other than to say “I'm taken” and going back to looking down at his phone or whatever he was doing before getting approached.
If the reader is there and the girl is persistent to the point that our lovely girl gets upset even when Simon rejected the other girl, he's great at making her feel better.
“C'mere, baby.” You hesitantly walk up to him with a small frown, teary eyes looking up at him. You're fully confident in your relationship— you know for a fact that Simon would never cheat, yet it's still upsetting to have your boyfriend hit on while you're right next to him.
His warm hands cup your cheeks, thumbs wiping away the tears threatening to escape your eyes. His forehead rests against yours, looking deep into your eyes while holding you close.
“I'm all yours.” His voice is gentle as he speaks, choosing his words carefully.
“'S not worth cryin' about, angel. I only have eyes for you, you know that.” Simon reassures, standing up to his full height just to lean down again and plant a kiss on your pouty lips.
“Let's watch that movie you were talkin' about and I'll order some takeout, yeah?” You nod, managing a soft smile despite what happened. You work as a team, going to bring blankets from your room while Simon sets up the sofa-bed so you can both be comfortable.
“Chinese?” He asks from the living room, knowing you're changing into your cozy pajamas— a cute brown set with bears printed on it, one of the presents he recently got you.
“Yup-yup.” Simon's gaze softens when he sees you walk into the living room, looking all pretty with your hair picked up and a mountain of blankets and pillows in your arms, dropping them on the sofa-bed. He wraps an arm around you, his free hand ordering some takeout while he keeps you close, planting soft kisses all over your pretty face.
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dreamland03 · 9 months
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WARNING: mention of sex like once, drinking, mention of trauma, bad self image, 
It’s been a rough couple of weeks between you and Bakugo.
The little bump that you and katsuki have run into has been making you guys be distance towards each other. The laughs were barely there, the sex was a barely there, and the connection was fading a little. It scared the shit out of both of you. All because Bakugo was not ready to say “ I love you”.
You know Bakugo’s  love language is acts of service. And you do see how much he loves you through this, but you operate a little differently. Words of affirmative was yours. You liked hearing how much you mean to someone, how much they miss you, when someone is thinking about you. You especially loved hearing how much someone loved you. You couldn’t help it, hearing how someone loved you made you thrive in every relationship. The reassurance and validation helped you thrive.
So with Bakugo unable to say it after 7 months of the relationship, made things shift. You told Mina about the issue and she said that we both should go to therapy. It was a weird idea at first for both you and Bakugo, but because you guys were willing to fight for this relationship, you guys agreed.
The first couple of sessions were helpful, but emotionally horrible. Unpacking childhood trauma, past relationship trauma, why he wouldn’t say it, how if made you feel. It was a mess to say the least. And after every session it just felt like you guys were growing farther and farther away from each other. You wondered how you guys got here, the goal was to get closer.
You tried to be understanding of where Bakugo was coming from. It wasn’t because he didn’t love you, cause he did. He said that he wasn’t comfortable saying I love you just yet because of his past relationship. He told his ex that he had loved her 3 months into their relationship, only to find out that she had been cheating on him the whole time during the relationship. So he was scared and didn’t want to waste him saying he loved you only for you to turn around a betray him. Understandable but you still felt like shit. It didn’t stop the thoughts of how unlovable you must be for him not to say it to you. It had gotten to a point where you kind of felt disgusted with yourself. You couldn’t even look at yourself in the mirror. But you understand that he’s not ready, but how long can you hang on?
Weeks go by and you guys try to keep everything as normal as possible. Small talking, hugging each other when you guys get home, cooking for each other, running errands together, etc. Although you both can feel how off everything was.
One day Bakugo goes out with Kirishima, Sero, Kaminari, Midoriya, and Todorooki . It was boys night for them. So you knew bakugo would have a couple of drink and you were gonna pick him up. You waited around for the call to come pick him up. As you were watching someone Animal Planet show, you get a call from Midoriya.
“Hey y/n, I think Bakugo is ready to go.” He laughs lightly.
“ okay I’m on my way. How drunk is he?” You say with a giggle in your voice.
“I think this is the drunkest I’ve ever seen him.”
“ wait, really?” You said a little shocked. Bakugo’s not the type to get fully drunk. Tipsy? Yes. Drunk? Once in a blue moon.
“ yeah, he keeps asking for you so I think he’s ready to go home.”
“ Okay, I’ll be there in 10.”
You paused the show, grabbed your keys, put your shoes on, and you headed out the door.
You pulled up to the bar that they were at. You called Midoriya to bring Bakugo out and made sure the seat was at a comfortable position for him. You see Kirishima come out and Midoriya with Bakugo leaning on his shoulder. Kirishima opens the door for Midoriya to put Bakugo in.
“ Good luck with him.” Kirishima laughs.
You smile at him and Midoriya, wishing them a goodnight and for them to get home safe.
You look over at Bakugo in there passenger seat, face light pink form the alcohol with a big smile on his face, looking at you
“Hi, baby.” As soon as you said that he’s leaning over console and hugging you. You hug him back and laugh.
“I missed you y/n. I miss you y/n. You smell so good and do you know how beautiful you are? You’re so fucking gorgeous.” He squeezes you tighter.
“Okay baby, thank you.” You say with a laugh. “Let go home, boo.”
“No you dont understand y/n, like I would die for you. Im so devoted to you. You’ve been so far from me and I miss you. I don’t want to lose you. Im sorry for being a dumbass and making you feel like you don’t mean anything to me. I love you y/n. I really do.”
Looking at him shocked that you’ve heard the words you’ve been dying to hear from him. The smell of alcohol makes you come back, he’s drunk. It’s his drunk thoughts not his sober thoughts. But the feeling of relief and joy that swells in you over looks it. With a big smile on your face, you kissed Bakugo’s cheek “I love you too.” Squeezing him and basking in this moment that will pass. Taking it all in. “Let’s go home, my love.” Bakugo pulls away and sits back in his seat. The whole drive felt better between you two then it had in weeks. With soft music playing and holding hands the whole drive back, it felt lighter.
The morning came and Bakugo remember nothing and you remembered everything. You woke up feeling  better about yourself and about your and Bakugo’s relationship. You felt secured and loved. He loves you. You saw Bakugo sound asleep next to you and decided to start making breakfast for when he woke up. 30 minutes later you hear foot steps, Bakugo comes into the kitchen with a grumpy and hurt look on his face.
“Good morning.” You smiled at him and handed him water. “Breakfast is ready.”
“Thank you.” He sits at the table.
“ Did you have a good time last night?” You ask.
“ To be honest I don’t remember anything. How was I the drive home?” He grumbled.
“You were great.” You say with a little laugh
Bakugo looks at you suspiciously, knowing something is up. “What did I do?”
“Nothing.” Looking down at you plate, your smile growing bigger.
“Spill y/n.”
You sign, knowing he’ll be pushing all day.
“Well you said something and it was a little funny, but it’s nothing serious.” Not wanting him to freak out.
“What did I say?”
Still looking at the plate, you confessed. “You dropped the L bomb.”
Bakugo’s eyes widen and he sucks in a breath.
“And you talked about how pretty I am and how you don’t want to lose me.”
“Oh”
“Yeah”
Silence falls. Bakugo clears his throat “come here.” Confused, you get out of your seat and walk to where he is on the opposite of the table.
“Sit.” He pats his lap. You sit down and lay your head on his chest while his arms wrap around you.
“Look Im sorry for everything. I been wanting to say it, but I’ve been scared. Ive never been this in love with someone before. I thought I was in love before but you made me realize I’ve never experience it until now. I miss you. I miss us. I love you y/n. Im so in love with you y/n.”
You can hear his heartbeat speed up. You look up at him and kiss his lips. A gentle kiss filled with much love.
You pull back. “I understand. We’re in this together, forever. I love you Katsuki. Im in love with you.”
Bakugo smiles softly and lets go of the breath he’s been holding. It feels good to feel the connection coming back.
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Yall this is ass, but I wanted to write 🙃. Any mistake forgive me 😭. Like always any tags or warnings I need to add let me know please. 💤🫧💗
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slutforitoshi · 1 year
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sae itoshi - ring *:・゚✧
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ft. sae x f!reader, 18+ minors dni 
cw: cheating/infidelity, fingering, unprotected sex, sae is mean, you will feel bad for rin but horny for sae
synopsis: you finally meet your future brother-in-law, and he is more than pleased to see you
wc: 2.04k
A/N: i wrote this right before my physio midterm hopefully there’s no typos oops 
“sae that’s amazing!” his mother exclaimed in response to his news of him moving back to japan. a family dinner was called with some promise of a big announcement and this must have been it. you guessed sae wanted to tell his family before the media announced his relocation.
“what happened to mr. ‘I’m too good for japan,’” rin, your fiancee, sneered albeit jokingly. although you weren’t technically part of the family (yet), the itoshis insisted on having you over. this was the first time you’ve seen sae though. he was always abroad.
“well someone’s gotta humble you here,” sae rolled his eyes, reflecting the same energy back to his brother. you could see the resemblance. teal eyes, fair skin. all similar right down to their serious, deadpanned demeanor. the biggest difference was his hair, a light maroon color, swept up to reveal his forehead. you wondered if rin would ever style his similarly if you asked him…shit. he caught you looking for a little too long.
and he smirks. the heat rising to your cheeks does not make it any better and you quickly look away fiegning innocence. you try to make up excuses in your head, moreso to convince yourself than anyone else though. yeah, you were just looking because this was the first time you met him. it’s normal to be curious about someone new.
rin’s hands stir you from your thoughts, now settled on your own. the glimmering ring on your left hand, that you were prideful of, suddenly burned on your finger. like it was punishing you for your thoughts just minutes ago. 
“so how long you guys been together?” sae asks pointedly at rin, although his eyes were fixed on you. you couldn’t look back directly, out of fear of the blush that might rise again.
“3 years? we’ve been engaged for about half a year though.”
“she’s pretty, i’d always known you had a good eye”, sae responds, still staring. it felt like a hole was being bored into your skull. and there was the blush you tried so hard to repress. he thinks you’re pretty. you suddenly felt like a schoolgirl, hearing that her crush might like her, too.
the conversation shifts away from you thankfully, giving you a second to finally breathe. calm down. that is his brother. you should not be feeling like this. your eyes betray you though, sneaking glances at sae. what was it about him that captivated you so much? 
“hey, are you ok?” rin’s question jolts you back again, him noticing you haven’t really been present in current conversation. your surprise causes you to drop your spoonful of soup…right into your lap. 
“oh my gosh,” you stumble over your words, embarrassed. 
“it’s alright, do you want me to lend you a pair of pants?” his mom asks, so unaware of the sinful thoughts that were circling your head about her son (and not the one you’re engaged to).
“it’s okay!” you interject, “it’s only a small stain. it should come off with a bit of scrubbing”
you excuse yourself to go to the bathroom to clean up the mess. both on your pants and in your mind.
the faucet running quickly washes the stain and the thoughts away. you look down at your ring again. it’s beautiful, like your relationship. too beautiful to throw away over some silly thoughts. reassuring yourself, you focus back onto the spilled soup.
you hear the bathroom door handle turn, and you continue to scrub at the stain without looking up, assuming it’s just rin checking on you.
“hey,” a voice says. it’s not rin. his voice was more sultry, mature. 
you look up and all the thoughts you’d work so hard to scrub away are crawling back. 
“um hi…i was just about to go back out so you don’t have to-” your meek voice is cut off.
“does rin satisfy you?” he says bluntly. wow, right to the point huh.
“why is that any of your business?” you try to sound strong, but shift your gaze to the ground, scared that your composure might crumble if you look into those teal eyes.
“that’s not what it looks like to me,” sae says simply, stepping closer to you. your eyes stay fixed on the ground.
“you were practically begging me to fuck you through your pretty lashes. rin’s not the only one who has a good eye. who do you think trained him to read intentions?” he continues, seeing right through you. 
“look, it doesn’t matter what I think. rin and I are engaged. i’m not throwing all that away for some stupid thoughts.” you stood firm, but the ring began to burn on your finger again. 
“who said you had to throw it away? as long as you know how to keep secrets that is” he’s even closer to you now. one more step and he’d be able to touch you, and why did you not hate that?
you pursed your lips, unable to deny your attraction now. the ring was scalding against you, and a pit in your stomach began to grow. he took yet another step closer and now you can smell him. cologne. a deep scent, not too musky though…just how you liked it. your resolve was tearing at the seams.
“you better make your decision soon. not much longer until rin gets suspicious” sae half-cages you in, putting one arm past your waist to lean against the bathroom counter. you could easily go around the other side to exit, but as his cologne invades your surroundings, your thoughts surround you. and you lean in.
his hands move quickly to your sides, holding you tight now that you’ve made your decision. his strong arms hoist you up onto the counter where his hand once rested. 
his lips were soft, but he kissed with such aggression which you happily reciprocated. your movements were driven by pure lust. desperation. when was the last time you felt like this? rin was a gentle lover most of the time, unless you pleaded with him to be a little rough. 
“you better not be thinking of him right now. focus on me,” sae spat, as if reading your mind once again. 
your pants were quickly pulled off, now damp in two places. his right hand was immediately in between, pulling the thin cloth to the side.
“you’re soaked,” he exasperates, and it was the first hint of a smile you’d seen all night. his lips were on you again, although you found it increasingly difficult to kiss back. not when his fingers were circling your clit at a fervent speed. then, they entered, earning a gasp from you.
“s-so full” you stutter at the sudden entry. 
“you’re so fucking tight. How are you going to take my cock,” he mutters, mostly to himself. you could only respond in moans, not even caring if they could reach the dining table where the rest of the family sat. sae seemed to care though, clamping his free hand over your mouth so that only muted vibrations could escape. 
two fingers became three, and you welcomed the stretch. sae had clearly done this before, being able to curl them to hit just the right gummy spot that took rin months to even find. 
you could feel the coil in your stomach tighten. if he continued, you would surely reach your first orgasm of the night. he doesn’t give you that luxury though. you’re on a time crunch, remember?
he takes his palm off your mouth, and reaches down to fumble his belt buckle open. and then you’re met with his cock. you could understand why he was concerned about you being able to take it now. 
you let out a small whine as his fingers left you, but it was quickly replaced with his thick girth. at least he was gentle with the entry. but he barely gives you a second to take it in before he started moving. 
his hands now gripped your waist tightly on both sides, fucking you with such conviction. you felt like your were being used, and you relished in it. 
“fuck. it’s not fair; rin keeping this perfect fuck toy to himself,” he muttered to himself again. he wasn’t as vocal as rin you noted, limiting himself to the occasional grunt or deep, breathy moan. 
“s-sae”, it was difficult to get much words out.
“slow down you’re going to break me,” you utter, even though you knew he had no intention of doing so. 
“break then. let everyone know what a fucking slut you are throwing yourself onto your fiancee’s brother,” he challenges you. his cruel words sent a chill down your spine, right into the heat where he currently thrusted in and out of.
the sounds of his rough pounding filled the room, complimented by your higher pitched moans. his right hand moved from your waist and placed itself at your clit, rubbing fast circles, earning even louder sounds from you. 
“do I need to shut you up again,” he growled, but not stopping his ministrations. his thrusts became sporadic and irregular, a sign you knew as being close. you started clamping harder onto his cock, attempting to milk out every last drop.
“f-fuck, don’t stop doing that,” he recognizes your attempts, and any guilt that he could have about betraying his brother left his mind (not that he had much in the first place). 
he quickly pulls out, spilling his seed all over your thighs and stomach. after catching his breath, he stands back and gives you another smirk, rather proud of the mess he made you into. as if on cue, your session is cut by a familiar voice.
“you good in there?” rin calls from outside. your eyes widen, panicked. 
“i’m fine! just uh fixing up some makeup!” you called back, coming up with an excuse. you quickly take toilet paper, wiping up your body, frantically hiding any evidence. looking around, your eyes settle onto the bathtub.
“hide in there quick!” you whisper-shout, practically pushing sae behind the curtains. 
you pull up your discarded pants, trying to ignore the pool that was still in between your legs you forgot to wipe up. you manage to button them right before rin turns the handle.
“what took you so long?” he comes up behind you, pressing a kiss onto your temple. you give a meek smile in return, hoping he couldn’t hear your hammering heart.
“oh the stain was harder to get out than I thought, and I wanted to touch up my makeup since it smeared a little” you lied. 
“really? I didn’t notice.” he guides you out of the bathroom, and you let out a breath of relief thankful that he didn’t suspect anything. 
“oh by the way have you seen sae? he said he was going to bring you some stain remover he had on him,” rin asks, and your breath hitches.
“o-oh yeah he stopped by. i got the stain out mostly by then so I told him I didn’t need it,” you hoped that sounded natural enough, “maybe he’s taking a call or something,” adding an alibi.
“yeah he must be busy with the new move,” rin concluded. 
“let’s head back soon I’m a little tired”, you suggested, knowing dinner was about over anyways. it technically wasn’t a lie, you were tired (from being fucked like a whore). 
“good thinking, the drive’s a bit long anyways.” he clasps his right hand around your left, and your attention is brought back to the ring which started to grow uncomfortably warm against your finger again.
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“you coming to bed?” rin asks, already brushed up and ready for sleep. 
“yeah just wanted to hang up some clothes”, you call back from the closet. as you put the hanger around the coat you wore for the night, you noticed a corner poke out of its pocket. you pulled the sheet out.
we’re not finished yet, i still need to make you cum XXX-XXX-XXXX
you rip up the paper until the text was no longer legible, discarding it in the nearest trashbin. 
but not before the digits were seared into your head, just like the ring that has been searing your finger all night.
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kiwicopia · 8 days
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Can we please have Megumi with a reader who just got cheated on? Maybe he's had a crush on her for a long time? 🫶🏿
Megumi x Fem!Reader
TW: mentions of cheating, childhood crush, fluffy ending.
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He wanted to wring your ex's neck for what he did to you, but he knew better to waste time on trash. Beating someone up wasn't what you needed at the moment. What you needed was a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen to your ranting, and Megumi would certainly be the one to provide all of that.
Still, even as you kept ranting about your ex and catching him in the act, it just made Megumi want to hurt him that much more, yet he fought the urge. Instead, he slid an arm around you and pulled you closer against his side. "You don't need him, anyway," he told you. The man held back a scoff when you mentioned not being able to find someone better. "You will. Anyone is better than that guy. We both know that."
Truth be told, Megumi never liked your ex. Why would he? Not only did he cheat on you, but the guy always made you cry. How could he ever like anyone that made his best friend cry? His blood boiled at the thought as his jaw clenched slightly, though he quickly calmed himself. "I want to egg his car," you mumbled.
Megumi's lips curled into a small smile. "Egg his car? I think we could do better than that. We could fill it with bees," he suggested. You giggle but immediately shook your head. "It wouldn't kill him, but it would hurt. He deserves it, you know."
"Yeah, but then he'd know who put the bees in his car."
"Not if you have an alibi," Megumi said. He was hellbent on doing something to your ex, but he knew you had to agree on the idea. "Could always use the jolly rancher method instead."
You chuckled and shook your head at the idea. "I feel like that would go horribly wrong for some reason."
"Oh, it will, for him," Megumi replied. You chuckled again, the sound pleasing to his ears. He missed hearing it. While you tossed out different ideas on how to get back at your cheating ex, he simply watched you, admiring you.
He had always felt wrong about loving you like he did, but he couldn't help it. Megumi had feelings for you, which anyone with eyes could see, but he always kept them buried down inside. Especially when you got a boyfriend. It was much harder keeping his feeling at bay then, but now that your ex was gone, he could let them out a little.
"What do you think, Megs?" You asked, your voice pulling him from his thoughts. "Good idea, right?"
He hadn't heard a single word you said, having lost himself in his own little thoughts about you, but he nodded. "Yeah, it's a good idea." His heart fluttered a little when you grinned and hugged his side, which only caused him to tighten his arm around you. "I love you," he whispered.
Megumi didn't mean to let it slip, but the moment was too good and pure to not let that thought loose. "You what?" You questioned.
"I love you," he repeated. Since the cat was out of the bag, Megumi felt just a little more confident with his confession. "I always have." His words were met by silence, and only then did he start to panic a little. What if he messed up? What if you didn't feel the same? What if you hated him for saying that?
"I love you, too, Megs," you smiled. Your words reassured him, and he mimicked your smile, only smaller. "I guess I've been denying it all these years."
Megumi hummed softly in response and nodded. "Well, you don't have to anymore." Maybe it was wrong since you were in such a vulnerable state, but he couldn't hold his feelings in long enough. Not while he had you in his arms like this. "I know I should've waited until you were better to tell, but it just slipped out."
"It's fine," you told him, burying your face into his side a little. His eyes softened and he let his fingers trace small circles against your arm. "I know you'd never hurt me."
That was the biggest difference between him and your ex. Your ex could cheat on you and make you cry without batting an eye. Megumi, on the other hand, would rather die than hurt you in any sort of way. It wasn't how he was brought up. That and he would get an earful from his sister if he ever did.
Megumi would be lying if he said he wasn't upset about the entire ordeal with your ex, but if not, then he never would have been able to tell you how he felt. Sure, he hated seeing you cry over someone as pathetic as your ex, but he enjoyed getting to be the one you came to, the one whose shoulder you cried on and, finally, the one he would love forever.
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make-me-imagine · 2 months
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Jealousy Headcanons {K.GW & H.WJ}
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Jealousy headcanons for Kim Geon-Woo and Hong Woo-Jin
Pairings: Kim Geon-Woo x Gn!Reader & Hong Woo-Jin x Gn!Reader
Requested By: Anonymous
Warnings: Nothing of note
Words: 610
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Kim Geon-Woo
If Geon-Woo ever gets jealous its out of insecurity.
Even though he is an amazing boyfriend, he is always afraid he is not good enough for you.
In his eyes you deserve the world and more and sometimes he fears someone else can give it to you better than he can.
He does't fully realize that you think these things too.
If someone else is flirting with you, you can feel Geon-Woo's eyes on you at all times.
He is watching out of a mix of insecurity, and protectiveness.
Geon-Woo always feels a rush of relief and love when you excuse yourself from the conversation, set your eyes on him and they light up as you smile and make your way over to him.
This simple unconscious action at the sight of him reassures him more than you know.
When you can turn away from someone who is interested in you, and yet be more excited to see him, he knows you still only want him.
He get's pouty if someone has your attention for too long, or if someone asked for your number/we chat/etc.
You find it cute and tease him back about being jealous.
But you find ways in between to make sure he knows no one could ever replace him.
No one could ever mean as much to you as he does.
He does the same for you, though you don't have to worry because he can't even tell when someone is flirting with him in the first place.
And even if he does notice it, he does not acknowledge it and makes sure to bring you up in any situation.
Okay, this has nothing to do with jealousy, but I can't help but picture Geon-Woo being every boyfriend in those golden retriever bf tiktoks where he loses sight of you and looks worried, and then see's you again and his eyes light up as he grins. AHH
Hong Woo-Jin
Woojin is confident you would never flirt, cheat or even consider another man when you are together
His problem is with the ones that are flirting with you.
He finds a way to slide into the conversation, or just places his arm across your shoulder or waist.
The look he gives whoever is flirting with you, is almost always enough to make them back off.
You find this amusing and attractive.
The kind of situation Woojin actually get's jealous in is when you are spending time with other's more than him.
Going out with your friends or family? Why is he not invited??
Why did it take you so long to come back? He missed you?
Like a dog with separation issues lmao.
So, he only really get's jealous when others get to spend more time with you than he does.
Or if you experience something fun or exciting without him, he get's jealous in the sense that he wants to be the one to see you happy or excited in those moments.
If someone approaches you asking you for your contact info he does get annoyed, but he makes it cute.
He will act annoyed and pouty, until you playfully ask for forgiveness.
Or you must pay the price (i.e. hugs and/or kisses) until he feels better about it.
However, if someone flirts with him he teases you about it too.
"Did you see that?" "Are you jealous? Huh??"
He does not want you to be jealous, but he thinks it's cute when you are. And he knows it means you just love him.
But on a more serious side, he will never let you think he would leave you for anyone or anything.
xx
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yourstartreatment · 4 months
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i’ve got a burning desire for you, baby
warnings: smut, masturbation (f/m), piv (without condom), slight spanking (+ slaps on face), degrading, praises, pet names, overstimulation, rough!dom!alex x sub!reader, aftercare, description of body, harassment (not much), mention of angst, cheating
[ based on this request ]
smut under the cut // mdni!
you couldn’t miss matt and breana’s wedding, after all they’ve done for you, you couldn’t not show up. with your lilac dress, you arrived at villa aurelia and showed your invitation to a bodyguard at the entrance.
you walked in, with other couples near you, you regretted to came alone, matt and breana proposed you to invite a friend of yours, but you refused.
the villa was breathtaking, with a lot of decorations, it was simply beautiful, and matt and breana with their wedding planner, set up a beautiful location.
you felt a bit disoriented as you walked out the villa, for enter in the stunning garden all decorated for the wedding.
you started seeing friendly faces, you knew most of them since you were once a close friend of them all, but after you and alex divorced, you lost contacts with most of those people.
katie and kelly quickly walked towards you, with a huge smile. you missed them a lot, it’s been an year since the last time you saw them.
you can’t lie, they always kept you updated about the band (even if could you see it from social media), the guys themselves and alex.
you couldn’t even remember how you two broke up, you really argued too much for jealousy, busy schedules and other stupid little things that comported your divorce.
“oh my y/n” katie greeted you, hugging your body tightly, and so kelly does.
“how are you?” the second girl asked softly, they always been so good at read your emotions.
you were the youngest of the group and you always saw them as your older sisters.
“i’m— uh, fine… i think” you replied softly, not completely sure, you wanted to ask about alex, but you prevented it with biting your tongue for not saying anything else.
“yeah” she nodded slowly, putting an and on your shoulder in a comforting way.
“uhm.. is he here with.. someone?” you mumbled softly, while grasping your purse tightly, trying to ease your anxiety.
the girls exchanged a look and you nodded, understanding that he’s not alone.
of course he moved on, it’s been a year after all.
but you, you just couldn’t.
you were his and that’s wasn’t going to change, maybe you’re being more of a hopeless romantic. you were just imagining something that could never happen again.
you were his in every sense: he’s been your first he was going to be your last.
maybe you should change your mind because that was only damaging you, but we’re talking about alex, not some lovers.
from someone else's perspective, you were just trying to have something that won’t ever happen again, but from yours, you’re just being too in love.
you don’t even know if your thoughts make sense, you know they’re stupid.
the next minutes were passing very slowly, your mind was filled with thoughts, you're always been an overthinker, but you always had alex to reassure you about your stupid thoughts.
after a while of listening katie and kelly talking, the wedding planner asked the guests to sit on their reserved seats.
you were on breana's side fortunately, near her cousins (you met them a few years ago during a gig); the couple probably knew that wasn’t a good idea sat you on matt‘s side, you weren’t still ready to meet nick and jamie, or — see alex’s new girlfriend.
you didn't see him yet, you were quite sure he wasn’t going to be matt’s best man, and now that you were thinking about it, probably they were going to be even jamie and nick.
you started chatting slightly with breana’s cousin, she was really excited about the wedding and she wondered where the groom was, and you did too.
you don’t know if you’re ready to see him, after an year, a whole fucking year without him, you don’t even know how you’re still alive without him.
you know you’re exaggerating, but you also know about your attachment issues, and after all the promises he made, after a wedding, he left you without words, after broke up with you.
the thing that you weren’t ready to accept, happened, matt positioned himself near the priest, followed by alex, jamie, nick and his brother.
alex with his gelled hair, wearing a black suit and he was so fucking handsome.
you held a breath, noticing how much he changed in a year. you heard that he was creating a project with miles, one of your and his closest friends, who keep you updated a bit about your ex’s life.
you could notice a slight beard in his chin, even if you were meters away, his hair was longer, but gelled, with few of it falling down his face.
he was so fucking—
“stop looking at him” breana’s cousin nudged your ribs with her elbow.
“i’m not looking at him” you mumbled fidgeting nervously in your lilac dress, pouting.
“you are” she replied softly, taking your hand in her, “i know what you’re thinking— but you have to move on y/n..” she sighed softly.
you hummed, not quite sure of what to think about now, you have so many thoughts.
after an hour or so, the wedding ended, and you’re all invited inside the villa to have lunch.
breana was simply beautiful, smiling, holding matt’s hand and their little girl amelia in her arm, as they reached you. you hugged them, and kissed your niece in law’s forehead.
“i’m so happy for you, guys” you smiled honestly, as you started talking a bit about the wedding, and so.
then, breana’s face started to fall as she exchanged a look with matt, then they both tilted their head to you.
the lunch, the fucking lunch.
“you’re sitting with katie and kelly, jamie and nick..” matt started slowly, but breana interrupted him.
“alex’s next to you” she said, in the most excusing tone.
“oh alright” you just replied and it seemed a bit caring about voice, but your mind was filled with thoughts.
the married couple asked if you were okay and simply nodded, replying that it’s been an year and that you moved on, but you all knew it was a lie for convince yourself.
they dismissed you, with two soft kisses on your forehead going to meet other guests.
you reached the inside of the villa, a large time was adorned with flowers and lots of table, a full bar in the near one with many cocktails and few barmen.
you sat at the table, after greeted nick and jamie that you ignored for two whole hours, for your sake though.
then, the empty seat next to you was being occupied by the man you knew so well, alex.
he didn’t notice you, or maybe he pretended, but it seemed an honest reaction when his mouth slightly dropped when he saw you.
“y/n” he breathed, smiling cocky, smirking as he always does. “how are you?” he asked.
you had enough time to prepare your words when you had to meet him, but they seemed dispersed in your mind.
“i’m— okay” you mumbled, with a slight tremble voice and a little smile. the tension is palpable, the guys’ eyes are fixated on you and the time seemed stopped.
“good” he nodded slowly, keeping smiling, probably enjoying seeing you feeling uncomfortable with him.
“oh, i didn’t introduce you” he pointed to the girl next to him, a tall red head girl with big eyes and lips, her breasts looked like they were spilling out of her dress.
“y/n - jenny, jenny - y/n” he smirked.
was he doing it on purpose? certainly.
“my pleasure, alex talked about you a lot” she smirked in the same way, offering her hand to you to hold, you did it just because you’re educated.
what did he talk about with her? bad things, obviously, maybe he painted you as the crazy ex wife who left him, who should be close in a psychiatric ward.
you just faked your smile, then tilting your head to the other guys around you.
your eyes were slightly wide, thinking about this meeting and the fact that alex is fucking sitting next to you.
katie, who is sitting next to you, took your hand in her, caressing the back of it with her thumb, trying to soothe the tension in your body.
you spent two hours sitting at the table with them, and after a few meals you felt the need to drink something with more alcohol.
you excused yourself and under alex’s eyes, you got up and walked out the large room, going to the bar’s one.
you walked up to the bar and smiled slightly at the bartender, then you ordered a martini.
you waited for it, leaning against the counter with your elbow and your purse near you; after a few minutes the bartender placed it in front of you.
you were sipping it slowly, tasting it on your tongue, while thinking about how the lunch was going, then you felt an arm wrapping your shoulders, slipping on them as the stranger sat next to you.
it made you tense a bit since you felt quite uncomfortable under his gaze, he looked like he was making a screening.
“how are you, pretty lady? who could someone left a beautiful girl as you alone?” he started, you could smell the alcohol coming from his heavy breath.
you ignored, as much as you could, since he started caressing your arm, moving then his disgusting hand towards you cheek. you tilted your head away from his touch.
“oh c’mon, don’t be like that” he whined, smirking awkwardly, making you shiver because you’re not enjoying this moment at all.
the bartender wasn’t even paying attention, no one was actually paying attention to how you were being harassed by this drunk man.
but then, a miracle.
“here you are, doll, this jerk is annoying you?” the familiar voice hugged you, alex showed up, wrapping protectively your waist pressing his fingertips onto it.
you didn’t know what to reply, alex knew what was happening and it took all of his self-control to not punch him right away.
it’s been age since you felt so protected by someone; fuck, you missed his touch so much, you were craving for it.
“go, before i fucking break your nose” alex’s cold voice went down your spine making you shiver, and alex noticed.
you felt your panties getting wetter second by second, you always have a thing for his voice.
the man nodded slowly, since alex was being quite intimidating with his piercing eyes, so he got up and walked away; alex was going to make sure he’s going to be kick out.
“are you okay, y/n?” he asked, walking in front of you, with his hands on your shoulders.
“did he harm you in any way?” he continued, noticing that you looked quite zooned out.
you quickly returned on the earth and you nodded, slurring your words, because you were still thinking about the fact that he was actually touching you.
“uh yeah, yeah— thank you” you mumble, actually quite embarrassing due the moment of silence, you moved a few strands of hair behind your ears nervously, looking at him, while your cheeks are coloured with red.
you’re blushing like a teenager, because he’s touching you after an year and because your panties are fucking drenched due his stupid and cold and hot voices
you’re feeling like a teenager, you’re feeling horny as they usually are.
you don’t know how you ended up in his reserved room in the villa, without your dress while being pinned against the wall as you were kissing passionately.
you released a moan in his mouth as his hand grabbed your breast strongly, palming it through your lacey white bra, which makes you really angelic.
“please” you breathed, you’re craving for his touch, you need to feel him inside you, it’s been too much since the last time you two have a proper sex.
“someone is eager to be touched, eh?” he mocked you, pinning your wrists above your head and moving his leg between yours after noticing that you were closing your thighs trying to have some friction.
you whimpered as his knees touched your needy core, he could almost feel your wetness through his trousers. you buckled your hips, but he quickly pulled away.
“are you being a brat, my little slut?” he grabbed your face with his free hand, “c’mon, tell me” he smirked.
“i’m being a brat” you muttered.
you still remembered the kind of rules you established years ago and you knew pretty well that it's better not to make him mad in any way while he’s ‘wearing’ his ‘dom’ suit.
“good you know, down all fours, on the bed” he said firmly, leaving free your wrists.
he almost worried for you, because you seem already so lightheaded, or maybe he’s just feeling guilty because he’s cheating on his girlfriend - who is most of a rebound.
“you still remember the safe word?” he asked you carefully, while caressing your asscheeks slowly. you hummed, “red” you mumbled softly. “good girl” he praised you.
then the first slap on your ass collided, provoking a pleasurable pain, you knew alex was going to leave bruises.
he then removed your lacey panties, mocking you again for being so drenched, just turned on from hearing his voice.
his ran his fingers through your folds, then he slipped two of them inside you, stretching your little hole so delicious.
you can’t lie; thinking about how many times you touched yourself pretending he was actually him, it’s never been the same though.
but now you're just enjoying yourself while alex is giving one of the most powerful orgams of your life, just with his magic fingers.
“you’re such a needy whore, aren’t you?” he said sarcastically, giving you another slap on your ass while thrusting you.
“need to come.. please can i?” you moaned on the pillow you put under your head, trying to ease your loudly moans, since you both didn’t want to the guests hear you two fucking.
“yes, doll, cum all over my fingers, let me know how much you missed me” he mocked you, while adding pressure on your needy clit, making you come.
“fuck” you mumbled, while tears are rolling down your cheeks due the overstimulation.
“don’t think we’re done here, pretty girl” he smirked, “need to ruin your makeup, get down on your knees” he said firmly, with a hint of sarcasm in his voice.
you weren’t exactly sure if he wanted you on the bed or on the floor, so you opted for the last one and you knelt at his feet.
you noticed his bulge through his black trousers, you undone his belt and pulled down his boxer and pants with a movement, letting free his cock, his huge cock. it looked like it was even more big than what you remembered.
alex didn’t let you time, that he started fucking your face, after grabbing your hair in one hand.
you hold the gag, you learned after many blowjobs how to not actually suffocate yourself on his cock while he does something like that.
he pulled out for a few seconds while drool is down your chin, while tears are still running and they probably weren’t going to stop. he slapped your face slightly, it almost looked like a pornographic scene.
“what a pretty doll, i bet you missed my cock, yeah?” he said, slapping you face again.
you nodded slightly looking at him with your big and quite red eyes, watery, in your most innocent expression.
he slowed down a bit, giving you the permission to stroke him with your hands while slowly sucking him off at your pace.
you missed his groans so much, they were really pornographic, you remembered when he used to tell you, during aftercare, how you’re been the only one to do such a blowjob.
he caressed you face, while looking at your watery eyes, not wanting to break eye contact once.
“want to cum all over your face, pretty girl” he let out a moan as he pulled out your warm mouth his cock with an audible ‘pop’.
he pumped himself a few times, then finally his cum went all over your face, covering your eyes, mouth as you stick out your tongue to catch it, nose, even your breast he painted.
“fuck” he groaned, “you’re so fucking pretty” he mumbled leaning for a passionate kiss, as he pulled you on your feet while grabbing your waist, eventually he discarded your bra on the floor.
you unbuttoned his shirt, while he fully removed his boxer and trousers, kicking them with his loafers.
he laid you down the bed, on your back while you were already breathing heavily, craving for his cock inside you.
he positioned himself between your legs, while preparing you again with a few touches, even if you were really soaking, he didn’t want to hurt you.
he already knew that you haven’t seen someone in that year, matt told him, so he also knew that you were so tight.
he pumped himself again, still leaking a bit of his cum, lubricating his length. he then aligned his cock at your entrance, and with slowly and painful movements (you needed him so badly), he finally got into you.
your walls clenched around him, making the both of you moan in simultaneous. “fuck, you’re so fucking tight” he groaned, nibbling slightly your neck as to hold himself to fuck you immediately, he was waiting your permission to move.
you whimper, so he started moving deep and slowly, as he liked. he wanted to feel every inch of you, his tip perfectly hit your g-spot so deliciously, making you moan every time, while scratching his back. “‘m gonna cum again, al” you moaned loudly, as he continued to fuck you dumb.
he added more stimulation now that his thumb is pressed against your clit, making circles on it. “oh fuck” you sweared, crying out of pleasure. you thighs are shaking slightly, as your climax hit you once again, reaching your highest level.
alex is capable of making you roll your eyes at the back of your head, he makes you feel in heaven, you’re lucky because he knows your body so well.
“‘m gonna fill you babygirl, do you understand?” he asked, while caressing your cheeks.
you nodded, feeling so lightheaded and fucked dumb as his cum painted your walls perfectly, you missed it, you missed the feel of being so full.
as he pulled out slowly, being careful, he left kisses on your forehead, praising you for how you’ve been a good girl for him, making you smile slightly, tiredly.
he got up, and went to the bathroom to clean himself and take another pair of boxers from the bag he prepared to stay overnight at the villa.
he then took a wet cloth and started to clean you up, very slowly, knowing that you’re already so sensitive and you don't need more stimulation.
few moments later, you were under the covers hugging each other. alex wrapped an arm around you as you’re resting your head down his bare chest.
“we fucked” you were the first to talk, because you had to stop that awkward silence that is being more than noisy.
he didn't stop to stroke your hair, even if he released a deep breath, nodding slowly to you.
“you cheated on jenny” you whispered, almost feeling bad for her, probably waiting for him innocently at the table, waiting for him to come back while everyone else at it knows where you two actually are and what you’re actually doing.
“i don't love her” he mumbled, sighing softly, “just.. a rebound - yeah, i suppose i wanted to make you jealous” he admitted softly, feeling a bit guilty.
you don’t know how to reply, he left you without words once again. “i love you” you whisper, without thinking twice about it, he smiled, because he knew it.
matt always told him, thanks to breana, that she never stopped loving him once. he never missed an update about you, even if he wasn’t with you, he was still being that kind of protective angel.
“i haven’t stopped loving you once” he whispered, kissing your forehead.
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darkbluekies · 1 year
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OC’s with a reader who gets insecure/jealous a lot? Like they’re scared that Yandere will leave them for someone else, open their relationship, cheat on them, ect.
Alright, I think I’m done, for now
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Warnings: mentions of killing, Jerry being nsfw as usual lol
[I'm really testing my limits with Jerry's part, I've never written something like that before, but I'd like to be able to write all kinds of stuff and to make Jerry's character realistic i need to go out of my comfort zone! Please bare with me lol]
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Silas:
To be honest, this man would he completely dumbfounded. Why would he ever want someone else when he knows he has you waiting at home for him? He barely has time to meet you, so when would he have time to hook up with others? He would think that your worries are a bit silly, but he wouldn't be too mocking about it.
"My God, baby, aren't your sweet, little head getting a little full with all of those stupid thoughts? I only want you. I'd never dream of looking at someone else. Just knowing that you're here waiting for me every night is all I ever need. Come into my arms now, I’ll show you that you're the only one i want."
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Dr Kry:
You wouldn't have told him at first. Your relationship is purely professional, he's your doctor and you're his patient. You're not allowed to feel jealous. But you can't help it! Dr Kry is not a stupid man, he picks up on this quite quickly and asks you about it. When he hears how you don't like him being so close to his colleagues, he'd fight the urge to smirk so widely. He'd tilt his head and cross his arms.
"My little Y/N … haven't you understood yet? Who do you think I want? Who do you think I spend the majority of my time with, hm? Who I look forward to meeting everyday? Who I dream about when I'm asleep? Who's my favorite patient, Y/N?"
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King Edmund:
You don't understand why you're afraid of him having lovers. You don't like him! You've told yourself that! But still, it stings in your heart when you see him greeting people by kissing their cheeks. One night, you can't take it anymore and tell him your fears. Edmund doesn't care about much, but you're something he really values and hearing about this breaks his greedy, little heart.
"My dear, dear Y/N. Don't tell me you've been feeling like this for a long time! Don't tell me you don't understand how much I want you. I killed for you, Y/N! I got rid of everyone that I've ever fancied to make sure you understood. You have no reason to be scared that I'd keep any people behind your back."
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Jerry:
She can read you like an open book. She knows how insecure you are and how much you want her approval, attention and love. Jerry might not be the best one to show her loyalty to you, but she trusts you to understand that she'd always choose you. She tries finding other ways than affirming words and affection to reassure you that you're her one and only. Sadly, that's one part about you she can't read, she doesnt understand just how worried you are. You tell her how you don't like it when she goes out to her clubs because you’re so scared that she'll go home with someone.
"Aw, are you jealous? How cute. Haven't I fucked you enough times to know how much you mean to me? Don't I put you first in the bedroom? I don't show that kind of attention to just anyone. I fucking love you, baby! More than anything! Don't you believe me? Really? Guess I have to prove it to you again, my love. I'll stay home. This time, I'll make sure you understand ..."
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Hedwig:
She secretly loves you being jealous and insecure. It reassures her that you still want her. She will go out of her way to hug her friends a bit longer than usual and smile to other classmates a bit wider just to feel you hug her arm tighter. You lean your chin on her shoulder with a small whine. She smiles, pretending not to know a single thing.
"What's wrong? Aren't you feeling well? Why the pout, darling? Come here, give me a hug, that's right ~"
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Can you do one where reader’s (old boy bsf w his family )best friend, comes to pay her a visit at her parents house when she’s hanging out with the team,family (her and Pablo)and wags, and they’re all having a nice dinner out in the garden and  the best friends, mom says “oh we really thought though __ and yn we’re going to end up together since they were little kids” & his sister also mentions  “yea I’m still said she won’t be my sister in law and the team,wags Gavis family gets so mad, and gavi gets insecure so the wags and teammates and his family reassure him, and when they get home reader shows him that she only wants him.(something like that. )
I saw similar request at another writer's post, so I will try my best to make it uniquely mine because I am against copying other's work. So I'll change up a request a little, but still hope you will enjoy the story.
Thank you for the request!
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They were champions of LaLiga after four years of hard work, sacrifices and determination. It was also Pablo's very first title playing for the first Barça team, so he decided to throw a not so little barbecue party at his family home inviting only his friends, teammates and their significant others.
You were of course first on his list, as his own girl and as you always say 'biggest fan' hehe. You were so proud of Pablo for not giving up even when people started saying he is 'overrated' and 'worse midfielder Barça had'. He kept his head up, his focus sharp and he deserved this title.
"Amor, do you want red or blue napkins?" you came from the kitchen showing him each color and he smiled pointing at red before saying he 'needs your help' with something.
"Let me just give these to mamá and I'll be right there cariño" you said and it warmed Pablo's heart to hear you call his mother 'mamá' knowing how much Belen loved you for her son.
"What is it cariño??" you came towards the grill and Pablo smirked pulling your waist behind the wall and into the secluded corner before attaching his lips to your hungrily.
"That was it..thank you so much amorcito" he smiled with his forehead against your and you smiled wide with your cheeks blushed feeling happier than you ever did in your life.
"Y/n!" Aurora's voice interrupted your voice and Pablo rolled his eyes making you giggle at his exaggerated response. He loved having ALL your attention ALL the time!
"I seriously feel jealous of my family for loving you as much as I do!" he said and you chuckled pecking his lips one more time while caressing his cheek softly.
"You have all my heart Gavinho, don't worry.." you wink at him walking to see what Aurora needed while he looked after you for a few moments thinking to himself how he got so lucky to have you in his life.
"Your brother might kill you for interrupting our moment hermanita" you joked and Aurora rolled her eyes reminding you that she was indeed Pablo's sister, they are quite similar to those who know them both.
"There are people at the door asking for you??" she said and you furrowed your eyebrows wondering who it could be since your parents were traveling for work and you don't know anybody else who knows Pablo's address.
"You know how to ruin romantic moments Rora!" Pablo snarled at her while working on the grill with his dad and when she told him someone came to see you, he got curious as well but didn't give it much thought.
You came to the door and when you opened it, you were in utter shock to see your high school ex boyfriend and his family smiling back at you.
He was a definition of 'toxic boyfriend' always limiting and trying to control everything you do. You found out some months after the break up that he was even continuously cheating on you because you weren't ready to sleep with him yet.
"Paul? What? What are you doing here? Didn't you stay in Valencia after high school?" you said and he smiled walking up to give you a tight hug like you were the bestest of friends and you just politely hugged him back before moving back.
"I came to Barcelona for a summer break, and wanted to take a chance to apologize for the way I treated you..I was a kid and I realize that now..I've changed Y/n" he said and you felt so uncomfortable first that he was here at all but then that he brought his mother and sister with him probably knowing that they were always so kind to you and you respected them tremendously.
"Um..that' okay. Water under the bridge, it's in the past..How..how did you know where I'm at?" you said and he smiled looking you up and down shamelessly making you that much more uncomfortable.
"You became quite a little celebrity shortie..fan accounts tagged being here to get autographs from footballers and I just used my sources" he said and you wondered if he knew how creepy he sounded.
"No, my BOYFRIEND is a celebrity..I'm just happy to be here with him" you made sure you highlight on the fact that you were no longer single and that this visit was uncalled for.
"Right, the Golden Boy Pablo Gavi...but come on, he is a famous footballer, you are surely one of many in his house shortie" Paul smirked and you felt like slamming door into his face for disrespecting you yet again, looks like people can't change after all!
"Would we be able to come in?? I'm parched from how hot it is outside??" his mother interrupted my thinking and you knew this was the wrong time and that you didn't want him anywhere near you again but the lady was older and you couldn't get yourself to refuse letting them come inside.
Belen helped his mom and sister to the kitchen offering them some water seeing that they were both sweaty and tired probably from walking on the sun.
"Nice house shortie! You got yourself a cash cow!" he said looking around Pablo's family house and you felt disgusted that he just assumed that's why you were with Pablo.
"This is Pablo's family's house...um we live in a small apartment across from Camp Nou" you said in your defense not knowing why you were even trying to defend yourself to someone like this.
A bell rang interrupting your thoughts and Paul said he will make himself at home which made your stomach flip wishing he could just leave.
You opened the door to Pedri, Ansu, Ferran and Sira, and Rafa and Taia looking confused that you were not happy but worried instead.
"Hey, amiga. Everything alright?? Don't tell me Gavi burned the grill?" Ansu said and you gave him a weak smile saying that everything is fine.
"If someone messed with our hija, Imma beat his ass!" Rafa said while Taia hugged you and you smiled knowing that they always called you their 'fake daughter' because of how often you babysit for them and how kind you are to help Taia while being pregnant.
"Here for you to talk always" Pedri reminded you and you thanked him welcoming the all into the garden swallowing hard when you saw Paul talking to Pablo by the grill. What the hell was he telling him!?
"Um, I'm sorry for not introducing you cariño..this is Paul..um he came to visit Barcelona with his family..and..um" Pablo noticed that you were nervous knowing the whole story himself about this guy who did nothing short of disrespecting his girl and mistreating her.
"He's welcome to stay if he wishes, no worries mi princesa linda..let's go get our friends drinks huh? Excuse us, man" Pablo kissed you in reassurance and you loved that it was in front of Paul shutting him up for good.
Throughout the night, the Gavira house became a true little fiesta, with all the players including the best coach in the word (Xavi Hernandez) singing and dancing all together.
Pablo was sitting besides Pedri chatting about the rest of the season, and you noticed Paul from the corner of your eyes staring at your ass while his mother and sister (bless their soul) were really kind and talked to Pablo's parents.
You walked to your boyfriend feeling very uncomfortable that anybody but him was looking you like that, sitting on his leg while his arms wrapped protectively around you and Pedri asked if he should leave playfully.
"Shut up Pepi!" you messed up his hair making them both laugh not expecting to hear "which one do you want shortie??" from Paul that made everyone uncomfortable once again before leaving to get another drink like he was invited.
"Um..no..she is like a hermanita to me" Pedri quickly said feeling attacked and not wanting his friend to ever think he would do something like that not to mention that everyone here knew that you were in love with Pablo and that you would never hurt each other.
"When will he leave???" you laid your head on Pablo's shoulder while he was giving the guy death glares hating him for ruining this night for his girl and for everyone else.
Pablo was raised to respect everyone who comes into his home and he doesn't have it in him to throw someone out he invited to stay no matter how badly he wanted to do just that. Not to mention that the douchebag on purpose brought his family to make this whole thing as complicated as possible.
"Pablo! Y/n! Can you come here queridos??" Belen said and the two of you walked to the group of older people sitting on the couches talking with Paul's family.
Pablo sat down on the open chair as his mom gave him a look (she raised a gentleman) but when she saw he was pulling you onto his lap, she smiled at the both of you.
"Señora said you were getting engaged to her son in high school?" Pablo's dad said and both you and Pablo said "what!?" at the same exact time.
"He kept saying he was going to marry her after school..and I thought it was going to happen..I would have been so happy to have her as my daughter in law" woman spoke truly oblivious of all the things her son did to you being fed only lies by him.
"She would be best sister in law!" his little sister grabbed your hand and you smiled at the kid knowing it's not her fault and that this whole situation was orchestrated by that manipulative liar who was getting drunk at the bar now.
"Is this true?" Pablo whispered to you and you were shocked that he could even consider that you would not tell him something so big about your past when you promised to always be honest with one another.
"Of course not Pablo! I don't know what he said to them..but I never wanted to marry him and we were never engaged" you said but Pablo was so sick of this whole thing slowly getting up and excusing himself.
"Pablo!" you called after him but he didn't turn around making you sit down with tearful eyes hating that Paul could still ruin things in your life like this.
"Hey, don't cry..Pablo is impulsive, you know that but he doesn't love anyone like he loves you..he believes you hermanita" Aurora came to hug you and you did your best not to cry knowing you needed to set things straight with everyone.
"Señora, I don't know what Paul told you..but we were never engaged and he did not treat me well..he even cheated on me with many other girls..slapped me once and never let me be happy..I was never going to marry your son and I think he wanted to get back at me for leaving him which is why he brought you here..lied to you..and used my respect towards you to break up my relationship" you said to the lady who was in utter shock at your words.
"Mi hija pobresita, I am very sorry señora..I know you must be a lovely lady but I am going to ask you to take your son and leave my house. This is a private party and we don't want to cause any trouble" Pablo's dad was by your side kissing the top of your head reassuring you that everyone believed you and that you were no longer alone.
"Too late papi.." Rora said pointing at the bar as everyone turned to look at what was the commotion about.
When Pablo came to the bar, Lewy sat besides him giving him a beer while asking what got his so riled up. He opened up to the older man who reminded him that there are self centered people in the world who are only happy when they make other people miserable.
"I don't want to imagine her being anybody else's wife but mine Lewa.." Pablo admitted taking a large sip of beer feeling the man's hand on his shoulder.
"And I know that she only wants to be Mrs. Pablo Gavira.." Lewa said seeing Pablo smiling lightly thinking about your future and seeing you in that white dress before him.
"Pablo..Paul..close enough" and those words made all hell break loose when Pablo grabbed his collar and pinned him angrily against the bar while everyone watched.
"Pablo!" his father rushed asking all the women to move back while all the guys pulled the two boys apart but not before each had a chance to throw a few punches.
When everything calmed down and Paul's family was escorted out by Belen together with him, you went to Pablo's bedroom where he sat on his bed inspecting a cut on his cheek.
"Hola..can I come in?" you said and he looked up at you with tearful eyes while nodding his head as you sat on his lap hugging him tightly.
"I'm sorry cariño..I shouldn't have let them come inside..I promise that he lied..there is only one man I ever thought about marrying and that's you.." you spoke tears finally escaping your eyes wetting his shirt and he pulled you close letting his figners dry your tears softly.
"I believe you princesa..and I'm sorry for losing my temper..again" he said knowing that you must have been terrified when the fight broke having bad memories about Paul getting violent.
"I'm just glad he didn't hurt you badly.." you said touching his cut inspecting how deep it was but thankfully in was only superficial.
"I'm okay linda..don't worry about me..and this is the first time I fought for you.." he smirked and you rolled your eyes at his comment taking some gauze to clean up some of the dried up blood.
"Ouch!" he said and you moved the gauze looking into his playful smile chuckling yourself now that the whole situation was over.
"Lewa said you talked about me being your wife??" you said and he nodded proudly looking at your lips yearningly having missed them in the last half an hour.
"Give me besitos linda..I deserve them after fighting for my future wife" he said smartly and you chuckled nodding your head before leaving down and placing your lips onto his careful not to touch his cut.
"We should head back down and join the others cariño??" you said after a few minutes of making out that ended up with you laying on his bed and him hovering above you.
"But you are all mine when we get home princesita??" he said and you blushed nodding your head in agreement before the two of you headed downstairs to re-join the party being welcomed by a large applause.
"Can I just say a few words?" Belen said and everyone went quite while Pablo's arms wrapped around you.
"Having this beautiful angel join our family is such a blessing for the Gavira home. My son is a good man he will treat you right, and you love him more every day..oh and you are only my future daughter in law! Cheers!" Belen cheered and everyone laughed making Pablo blush and you kissed his red cheeks cheering with everyone.
"Yo te quiero cariño.." you whispered after taking a sip of wine and he smiled nodding his head leaning down to place his lips to your lovingly.
"Yo tambien the quiero mucho princesa" he said into the kiss resting his forehead against yours feeling like the luckiest guy on the planet <33
Hope you liked! I know it's different but I did my best to make it unique!
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komoboko · 4 months
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𝐫𝐮𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
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ft: platonic rui ayaki ・spider demon reader
tumblr totally ate up the ask I saw about rui with a big sister reader so I hope you find this anon 😭
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we all know how much rui strives for any family figures to be apart of his life, so you can imagine how much he would cling to you. He doesn’t like straying far away from you and when he has to, he tends to get impatient itching to come back to you. He’ll space out and almost feel lost without your guidance, embracing the side of the actual kid he was before he was turned into a demon.
Speaking of transformation, rui was already close with you before both of you were turned into demons. He appreciated how much you helped him even if he felt like he was burden due to his illness. Your reassurance definitely persuaded him to keep pushing, even if he couldn’t due as much as he pleased. None the less he still liked to help around the house almost as a way to show how grateful he was for you in the first place.
When muzan comes around and ends up turning both of you into demons, you still tried to shush his cries even if you were scared out of your mind. While rui can’t remember this moment clearly due to his human memories dampening and fading in and out of his mind, he can still feel the relief and joy that you were still there with him despite your unfortunate circumstances.
Now having the power to be more active then before rui totally takes advantage of it. He’ll bug you through any point of the day to play children’s game like tag or hide and seek all around the mountain with him.“to make up for the past.” is what he says but you know deep down he just wants to be a kid again. He tends to cheat in those games more times than you can count though… so he might cause you a bit of trouble here and there.
You stalk around the dark forest moving slowly but carefully as your eyes dart around any corner of the forest you could see. While the atmosphere around the area felt like something ripped out of a murder scene, the real intentions were much more lighthearted. You’ve been dragged into playing hide and seek with rui for an hour, it wasn’t like you haven’t seen him yet. Rui just cheekily decided to change the rules to play hide and seek tag instead of the tradition hide and seek.
A sigh escapes your lips as your breath lingers in the air before you plop down to the ground, defeated and giving up with chasing the demon around the entire forest. “Rui! It’s about time we stop playing around, we’ve been doing this for an hour.” You yell out as your voice echos in the forest, followed by a cheeky and mischevious laugh in response.
You can hear silk and webs creep towards your direction as you can already predict who’s coming down to meet you.
“You gave up already? we just started you know.” rui says with a cheeky grin only to be smacked in the head as you silent revenge.
Not to say rui doesn’t like just to spend moment in comfortable silence. One of his most favorite things to do is just sit in silence while you both weave and create large patterns and design out of spiderwebs that decorate the tree tops. Rui likes making different animals with them, but he really likes when you make stories through the webs. Almost like the demon version of shadow puppets or pop up books.
You get along with the spider family quite well!! They all in general enjoy your company and are reliable if you ever needed helpy with anything. You can’t help but sympathize for them, like spider sister for example. You often have to tell your brother off for being so harsh on the demons, so the whole spider family is grateful you save them from Rui’s anger from time to time.
Muzan doesn’t mind you around eithe. While it wasn’t ideal to turn you into a demon at first, you keep rui in check so he tolerates you to say the most. Rui grateful that the demon king can even tolerate letting you live in the first place. He likes taking you on mission, he’ll get bored when you’re not there so he claims he just needed your help when in reality he just wants to be around you.
While rui can be a pain to deal with, no doubt about it. He’s just a kid who wants to make up for the time he lost in the past, he truly does appreciate you got what you’ve done for him. He can’t help but admire the fact he had a role model in his life that is his big sister
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"Hope"- Once in a lifetime chance (Midsommar AU) Chapter 3
part 3 of 4 || series masterlist || previous part || next part
pairing: modern!Aemond Targaryen x Reader
summary: More and more questions get thrown up in your mind and then all of them become unimportant as you catch Aemond doing something you never thought he would do. Leading into the last ceremony.
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warnings: mentions of character death, drugging, cheating, weird sex ritual, manipulation, people disappearing, mentions of an unhealty relationship, afab reader
series taglist: @moonlightazriel, @daenerysqueenofhearts, @bellaisasleep
general HotD taglist: @urmomsgirlfriend1
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Jace´s vanishing worries you much more than Aegon´s originally does. More and more questions popping into your head and going completely unanswered by Cregan and any of the other commune members. Even Aemond doesn´t seem to be alarmed by what has been happening around him. Whatever it was. He becomes more and more distant, mostly due to the fact that he had decided to write his own thesis on the same topic as Jace did, but in general as well. It just didn´t make any sense. As much of an asshole as he was at times, Aegon would never just ditch you. Neither would Jce. Where was Jace heading after he had given you the sleeping pill? And why did he look so secretive about it? What reason would Aron and Coryanne have to leave separately?
Ever since you had met them, you had never seen them without their significant other. Yet again the young women around you do their best to deviate your attention. Language barrier aside the make a point to include you in as many tasks and activities as they can. When you are not with them or sleeping Cregan makes a point to search you out. Talking and in a way connecting.
Still, at night you wish you could tell your friend about all of this craziness or you could just be home with your family again. Especially when the newborn from one of the girls keeps you up all night with its screaming and crying. You know it can´t help it, it´s still a baby after all, but that doesn´t make you sleep any better or faster.
One afternoon after preparing food with some of the other women, one of them leads you to the next ceremony. A big maypole stands in the middle of the meadow you are lead, to, but right when you want to approach it, the woman giggles and pulls you in a different direction. The two of you are being handed some sort of drink with what you think are flower petals in it.
“What is this?” Your curious question is only met by more giggles.
“It is for the ceremony. It will help you.” You look over to Aemond for reassurance that this would be fine, to find him already drinking a separate tea. Figuring that they wouldn´t give you anything truly dangerous you down the tea in one go and hand the empty glass away. All the women around your age line up around the maypole in two large circles, listening to the history given by the elder that has lead all the other ceremonies.
All of a sudden, you get pulled into one direction as the dancing competition begins. In the beginning the pulling around is the only sense of direction you get. Your heart beats out of your chest and you laugh along with the others, that one after the other fall to the ground from exhaustion. Your own breath speeds up until you fear your lungs will collapse in on themselves. Yet still something drives you to keep going regardless. The girl to your left says something to you.
“I don´t understand you. I can´t speak your language.” You force out between chuckles, but the next turn in the dance however comes natural to you and so does what she says when she repeats herself.
You gasp, never stopping to move. “I understand you!”
“Yes, you understand me!” She says back equally excited.
“I do.”
“It´s the dance!” she laughs and you agree with her.
Looking around there aren´t many more women left dancing. Only a handful still stand, the others all sitting to the side watching and clapping along.
Before long, it´s only the two of you and then there is only you. All of a sudden your body stops moving, unlike the world around you, which still spins with no end in sight. Your breath only slowly calms, unlike your heart, as you let out an unbelieving chuckle at your victory.
“We have a new May queen!” The elder proclaims.
And before your world has the chance to stop spinning, you get surrounded by women. One putting a flower crown on your head, while two others put a short cape made of flowers over your shoulders. You get hoisted up to stand upon a shield, carried by Cregan and another man whose name you don´t know. They carry you all the way up to the large table at which every meal is consumed. Where another speech is held. Your eyes only rest on Aemond, who seems nothing short of disoriented and even more out of place than before. You have a bad feeling about him, so when he leaves the table right after a red haired woman does you follow behind him. All the bad thoughts swirling in your gut. Yet still what you become privy to is a thousand times worse.
You tiptoe into the darkened hut close after him, careful not to be seen. Peeping through the door gap, you witness the older female members stand undressed in a half circle around that same red headed girl, that now lies with her legs wide spread towards the entrance. On top of her? Aemond, rutting inside of her like an animal. The sounds their bodies produce make the bile rise in your throat and tears prick at your eyes. The whole thing is just sick. The woman around the two in the middle mimic the moans that sound through the room. Your breathing grows labored, uncontrolled once more.
You press a hand over your mouth as to not give yourself away through your sobs. As if controlled by themselves, your legs carry you out of the cabin. You don´t know where to go in this still so strange place and the tears don´t let themselves hide forever. In the end you break down somewhere. Falling to your knees with no strength left to your body. The sight from that cabin has burnt itself into your brain and it hurts. It hurts so bad.
As you kneel there on the ground, you begin to feel sick so close to throwing up like you haven´t been in a while. A sheen of sweat covers your trembling body, as your lungs gasp for air through the tears. The dizziness that follows you down even more, bending you at the waist, when you feel a sset of hands lay themselves on your cheeks. Looking up, you see the women from earlier kneel down all around you. This time around however their faces are grimaces of sorrow. Corners of the mouth pulled down and eyebrows knitted together as they mimic your cries. While all this happens, across the settlement a naked and scared Aemond steps out of the cabin. Approached by two men , but before he can run, they strike him down.
When he gains back his conscience, he is unable to move. Sitting in a wheel chair, in front of the community and you.
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Their eyes look up at you, but your eyes only rest on Cregan. Unable to even look at Aemond anymore, while a man starts to lead into the last ceremony.
“Today, on the day of our deity of reciprocity, we have gathered to give thanks to our treasured sun. As a gift to our father, we will give him nine lives today. As he takes, so he gives. For every new blood sacrificed, we give one of our own. Four times new blood. Four of our own and one chosen by the queen. They will die and be reborn in the great cycle. You will come into harmony with everything today.” Suddenly the disappearings make sense, but you can´t bring yourself to care anymore. Feeling numb to most of the things being said. He takes a pause to look at every single person surrounding you. Then his eyes land on Cregan, who wears a sort of crown made out of greenery.
“And you Cregan, who brought us new blood and a new queen, will be honored today for your unalloyed sense. Now, for our ninth offering. It is tradition that our beautiful queen chooses between a given new blood and a randomly chosen member of our community.”
The man goes over to something, that looks like one of those devices used to pull numbers for bingo games.
The man whose name gets called out steps in front of you. And then Aemond gets turned to you as well, to see an even bigger flower crown on your head and a cape that buried your whole body in them. It weighs you down quite a bit as you are sat on a throne on a small elevation before the rest of the people.
“These are the candidates for the ninth and final offering. We patiently await your verdict.” The elder turns to you once more.
With all the eyes on you now, you dare to look at Aemond for the first time since the incident, slowly. Unshed tears burning in your eyes and pulling the corners of your mouth down. No one says anything, and no one needs to. They know who you have chosen. He knows that you have just sealed his fate. You know it, but it is hard to feel regret over the decision.
From afar you watch the corpses of Aegon, Jace, Aron and Coryanne get put into the yellow hut that you had last seen at your arrival, next are the corpses of the elders from the first ceremony. As well as Sarah and a commune member you think is called Rickard. You saw him talk to Jace once. The last one is Aemond. Who got stuffed into the body of the bear Aegon made a comment about on your first day. When everyone is inside the wooden temple it is set alight. Once more you hear the entire commune mimic the screams and sounds of pain of the sacrifices. And as horrifying as it sounds, it is a beautiful sight to see the flames consume the wood and everything sheltered beneath it.
Turning your heavy sobs into a smile. For some reason you felt free, for the first time in a while.
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heeheesang · 26 days
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ʂƚɾαɳɠҽɾ ∂αɳɠҽɾ ₊˚⊹ ᰔ
four -> yn's past. (my apologies for the long chapter🥹)
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“yn! that’s literally so funny what—“ byul, elle and i were cut off from laughing as we accidentally bumped into o ur seniors. “oh, sorry.” elle apologised as the three of us bowed as an apology for bumping into them. i looked up to see the three people i least expected to see, jay, ni-ki and jungwon.
“oh, please don’t worry about it.” jay reassured us as elle’s smile widened, meeting eyes with the older male as we bowed again. “aren’t you three auditioning for the new hybe survival show..? if i’m not wrong, you’re kim wonbyul.. kim elle..? and you’re yoon yn.” jay asked when the air became thicker.
“ah yes… we’re happy to meet you..?” i said, trying to form words since we were still new to bumping into idols and all. “was that a question or were you actually forming a sentence?” riki chuckled as i rolled my eyes playfully, “let her off riks, she’s new to this. well, we have to get going but it was nice meeting you.” jungwon said as he stared directly into my eyes.
what? does he wanna kiss me or something what’s with the attitude change?
i scoffed softly as i made an excuse, “sorry i have to attend to this.” i said rolling my eyes as i looked directly at jungwon. maybe i shouldn’t have done that, maybe i should’ve. that’s nothing compared to what he did to me in high school. he should’ve learnt his lesson by now, right?
“yoon yn. YOON YN!” elle yelled back for me as tears dropped down my cheeks, turnimg around as i faced her. “what.. elle. what is it? i’m sorry for acting up but.. i’m sorry go on with the dance practice without me, i’ll just see you next episode.” i said as i smiled through my tears, elle was about to open her mouth again but i just went up to her and hugged her, “i’m fine don’t worry about me.”
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i walked past the walkways and got to a dark spot where i always went to if i needed to release my thoughts into space. i was wearing a grey tank with a beanie and some sweatpants as the cold wind brushed my hair, fuck i should’ve brought a jacket. i sighed and took out a stick, lighting it up as i inhaled a puff and let the smoke disperse in the air.
did i deserve that in high school? maybe it was a wake up call… but still, jungwon didn’t start a ‘call yn a slut’ chain, some stupid juniors did. maybe he isn’t all bad, am i thinking too much? jeonghan would hate me if i ever forgave jungwon this quick. jungwon didn’t really hurt me, just mentally and emotionally. again, it’s my fault for pushing him to be in a relationship with me… i knew he was emotionally unready or unstable a few weeks into our relationship so why didn’t he say anything?
“you know… sometimes it’s good to let your members know where you go. and it’s best to let your brother know where you went,” a familiar voice struck in my head as i snapped out of my thoughts, taking another puff of the tobacco flavoured stick as he sighs, “look yn… what i did back then—“
“please. no.” i cut him off as he pointed to the seat next to mine, i nodded and made a big space between us as i took yet another puff. “your friends and your brother are worried. they started coming after me because you talked about me..?” jungwon admitted as he sighed deeply and i nodded, “sorry about them.”
up til now, i hadn’t spared him a single glance. “yn, can we talk?” jungwon asked as he faced me, “we are talking.” i said, before he took my stick and threw it on the floor and used his foot to stop the fire from burning, turning me slowly to face him.
“please?” he said in a soft voice that i almost melted at, i nodded my head.
“i was stupid to say that you cheated, you obviously didn’t and i was at fault. i wasn’t very responsible as a boyfriend and i was seen with multiple girls and i said i had no time for our dates. i’ll be honest, i was jealous of seeing you spend more time with wonwoo than me.. so i made my schedule packed with tutees… i realised how stupid i was to think that i was in the right to tell everyone you chested and those juniors… called you names… because of me.” he took a deep breath to continue but i out my finger to his lips and shook my head with a deep sigh.
“look jungwon. i’m leaving that in the past, i’m happy, i’m glad you realised what you did wrong. i’ve tried everyway to avoid you but i guess the world just isn’t on my side. if we’re going to be label mates then, hello i’m yoon yn. what’s your name?” i said as i offered my hand, “yang jungwon, nice to meet you yn.”
“nice to meet you too asshat.”
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hhs’ notes! double update!! omg the amount of support on this smau is insane like actually insane i love you all so much especially my readers from my last smau🥹🫶🏻 jungwon and yn making progress..! how do we feel? honetsly so much mixed feelings right now but like… better chapters to come that will cure our curiousity😭 as always, thank you for reading and enjoying this chapter, i’ll see you on the next chapter! i love you all so much mwah mwah mwah🥹🫶🏻🫶🏻
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Enough: Harmon 'Harm' Rabb x Reader
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Inspired by this gif
Tagging: @kmc1989 @keyweegirlie @dizzybee03 @snowlover250 @kenbechillin @@too-strong-to-lose @buckysteveloki-me @sca3a @flopiboni @secretsquirrelinc
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Harm wakes up to the sensation of your fingertips trailing over the scars that line his back and shoulders. The sun is streaming through the gap in the blinds warming his skin as the lightweight sheets drape over his hips. He sighs contently, revelling in your touch. He’s missed mornings like this, ones where he wakes up along side you.
The worst part of the deployments are the mornings that he forgets. When he rolls over half asleep in his rig and reaches for you, only to find you absent.
Nobody has ever made him feel the way that you do, he’s never felt so loved or revered. He longs for that when he’s away.
“How long do I have you for?” You ask him.
There wasn’t time to talk about that last night, he’d got distracted by other things, undressing you, making love to you.
“Forever.” He says half seriously as he turns to face you.
He’d marry you tomorrow if you’d have him.
But you’re not ready for that yet.
He’s not sure you ever will be.
Your last husband had put you through the ringer, he’d manipulated you, cheated on you, made you think it was all in your head. That marriage had been a noose around your neck, slowly choking you to death. You’d barely escaped intact.
You’d both fallen into an easy pattern of landing wherever the other ended up until that point. He barely spent any time at the loft in Union Square, he was always wherever you were. New Orleans, LA, Hawaii, a memorable few months in Sydney.  You’d been together three years when you’d decided to settle in Washington. Harm had never asked for it, it was a choice you’d made on your own volition. Washington was his territory, the place he called home. You’d ended up staying with him for a few days, that had turned into months and before he knew it the two of you were living in domestic bliss.
“Why don’t we look for a place together?” He had asked you one night when you were working at his desk, the one that had very quickly become yours.
It was then that you’d pulled out the listing for the house in Georgetown. You’d been trying to figure out a way to ask him about it for over a week. It was a sign that you wanted to take another risk with him, that you were willing to make a commitment.
“You don’t have to hide things like this from me.” He’d reassured you as he’d drawn you into his lap. “I want everything with you, as much as you can give me.”
“A house in Georgetown is the best I can do for now.” You’d told him, your fingertips ghosting along the line of his cheek. “I don’t know if I’ll ever…”
He’d kissed you then because there had been such uncertainty in your eyes and he’d wanted to chase it all away.
“It’s enough for me.” He’d promised you, his forehead coming to rest upon yours. “You’re enough for me.”
He’d meant it then, and as he lies in bed with you and looks into your eyes, he wants you to know he  still does now.
Whatever you’re willing to give, he’s honoured to have.
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Under his influence (Post Avengers! Loki x female reader)
Read chapter 32 here/ Series Masterlist
Chapter 33
Summary : A horrible nightmare fuels your insecurities yet again. Loki thinks he has the perfect solution but his plan is interrupted by the news of Mrs Geller's accident.
Trigger Warning: 18+, foursome (but not in the kinky manner) , HUGE Canon divergence (Just me making shit up), Dalia, Reader needs to seek professional help for her trust issues, topics dealing with cheating and falling out of love, timey wimey stuff again (yeah I didn't forget about the main plot you guys)
Note : This chapter was the most personal and pretty difficult to write but it was important for her growth.
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You could hear the sound of his moans coming from his room and your heart clenched, why was he moaning that way? You weren't there with him then who was making him feel that way? You trusted him, you really wanted to believe that he won't hurt you like that but then you heard a woman's cry of pleasure and your heart stopped. You slowly opened the door to his room and found him on the bed, all bare, and he wasn't alone, and he wasn't with just one woman either.
There was Dalia in front of him, sucking his cock and making him emit those noises that you thought only you owned, your eyes welled up as you glanced at his face, you recognised that look, he was enjoying it you could tell.
"Tell me..did she ever please you like this?" Dalia asked him so he snickered, his chest was heaving in a hypnotic rhythm, you wanted to hate him , he was breaking your heart so cruelly but you couldn't stop admiring his beautiful features, he was yours, he promised to be yours then what happened? You always feared you weren't enough and all your fears had come true to life.
"Never, she couldn't please a man to save her life. She doesn't compare to you, any of you, she's beneath me and all my darlings over here, she truly means nothing to me now"
The words cut you deeply and you gasped as you could hear the sound of your own heart breaking over and over again. He looked at you finally and instead of showing the signs of feeling remorse or pity even he smiled, he felt happy as if he was free to do whatever he desired now. He turned his head and kissed Darcy, then he turned to the other side and kissed Atrishia, they all clung around his body like snakes as he pleased them just the way they wanted.
"I thought you loved me lo…why are you doing this to me?" You screamed at him, the world around you started to spin and your chest felt constricted, you couldn't breathe, you couldn't take the betrayal, he was your best friend, how could he do this to you?
"You burdened me and you bored me to death y/n, now fucking get out of here"
He spat venomously and you wanted to run away but your feet felt stuck, your body was paralyzed, you couldn't breathe, you couldn't breathe at all.....
Loud sound of the alarm made you wake up suddenly, you looked at the ceiling but your brain felt deprived of the oxygen, you felt as if you were holding on to your breath for too long. You took a deep breath as you sat up and that's when the dam broke and you burst into a fit of cries, the vivid dream was still a fresh in your head.
You could see it clearly, your Loki with those women, the cruel words that he spoke to you the way he put you down in front of them, it was just a nightmare and that made you feel slightly better but it was still the worst you had ever felt after a nightmare. What if those nightmares were to come true the way your dreams did in the previous timeline?
Once your breathing had leveled you looked at the clock and it was 3:30 already, you barely had gotten any sleep and the way you have been obsessing over the female attention he had around him you knew something like this was bound to happen.
How much reassurance did you need from him? You sighed as you pondered over the thought and got off the bed to get ready. Once you were dressed up for the day you ran to the kitchen the tower had on every floor and made yourself a cup of coffee as well as brewed black tea for Loki since none of the cafes were open and kitchen staff wasn't at work either this early in the morning.
By the time you reached Loki's room it was 4:30 already and he was getting prepped for the early morning appearance at the news channel. Thankfully Dalia wasn't there for once and you didn't want to see her face first thing after that nightmare
His makeup was already done and hair was slicked back neatly, his stylist Riva was putting the coat on him when you entered, the only reason Riva didn't intimidate you was because she was a lesbian. You felt pathetic.
"Good morning darling" he smiled as he looked at you but just by looking at your face he could tell you weren't feeling good, perhaps you didn't sleep well after Tony's birthday party. He really needed to spend a night with you, not just for you but his own peace of mind.
"Good morning sir..i brought your tea" you said as you kept the cup on his dresser.
"Thank you sweet Lady, sleep alright?" You nodded as he said that but he could read your lies. As Riva got a phone call she excused herself and made her way out of the room.
You were standing a few feet away from him as you supported your side against the closet so he tilted his head and looked at you up and down, thoroughly checking you out, a simple pair of jeans and shirt, you barely had any makeup on and even with your puffed up sleep deprived face his heart fluttered at the sight of you. To know that you belonged to him completely would never not make his heart soar and cock uncomfortable at all times.
"Come here" he said to you softly so you looked around,
"Somebody will come lo" you answered him so he walked towards you instead and cupped your cheeks to kiss you, as his lips met with yours the fear you had from the nightmare slowly started to chip away for a moment. It was just a nightmare, he'd never be so cruel to you. The feeling of relief didn't last though.
"Are you well? You can stay here if you wish to, I will talk to Dalia" he said to you so you shook your head.
"I'll do my job"
"It is my job to take care of you"
"I told you don't worry about my work.. besides I want to get the fuck out of this tower" he sighed as you said that and pressed a soft kiss on your forehead.
"Loki?" You called out his name so he hummed in response "Can you…promise me something?"
"Anything my love" he smiled, his thumb caressing your cheek before he placed them under your eye to reduce some of that puffiness with his cold touch.
"If someday, you find someone that.." you hesitated to speak your thoughts, all of a sudden your words felt stupid, your insecurities felt unwarranted. He had done nothing wrong to you.
"Someone what?" He asked firmly so you looked down.
"That makes you feel something for them, promise me that you'll tell me before you do something, promise me you'll not keep me in dark or hurt me behind my back" As soon as the words left your mouth you regretted them completely. His eyes teared up as he registered the meaning behind these words, you thought someday he'd stray away from you and cheat on you?
"I promise" he said as he took a few steps behind, tears rolled down his cheek so he wiped them away quickly. No you didn't need his promise, you wanted him to tell you that he'd never even think of doing that to you, that he'd never find someone else but he promised you instead.
You wanted to play victim and say something but as you looked at his face you realized that he wasn't trying to spite you by giving you what you asked him for, he was just hurt, deeply hurt that you'd even insinuate that. He had no intentions of ever letting you go, he thought he had made it clear with his actions but he didn't blame you either for feeling this way.
It still hurt though, the way you seemed so terrified as you asked him to promise you that he'll tell you before he cheats on you was haunting him. He wished there was a spell he could have used to rid of these insecurities you had but he knew there were no spells or potions to heal those emotional scars.
Before you could say anything the room was bustling again as Dalia arrived with the whole team, you wanted to run to him and hug him, tell him that you just wanted him to reassure you again but you felt helpless at the moment. It felt too much.
Until now Loki hadn't really done anything outside of this tower, they came to him here for every interview, press conference and photoshoots, he wasn't allowed to go out except for those missions he went on to so this national appearance was a big deal, you wanted to go with him, you were his assistant after all and you desperately needed to leave the tower but Dalia told you that you won't be required as she'll be present there. You didn't argue with her either, Loki had already left for the studio and you were supposed to go with Dalia in a different vehicle but she denied you. You turned around and made your way to your room.
As soon as Loki realised you weren't there with him he texted you immediately
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His message made you feel worse, you didn't enjoy this, not at all, but at times it felt inevitable.
In the previous timeline Dalia never fell for Loki, so why did this happen this time? There were so many things different this time, you couldn't help but wonder if you were the reason for it, perhaps things weren't meant to be like this. Perhaps you had messed with fate's original plan and it was going to come back and bite you sooner or later.
Loki put the phone in his pocket, his eyes were moist, he really wanted you to be here, he knew how stressed you had been at the tower and he wanted you to come out and be with him here.
As Dalia approached him he immediately composed himself and turned to her,
"Where's my assistant?" He asked her and she shrugged as if she didn't care about the question which she probably didn't.
"What?"
"Y/n…My …assistant..where is she?" He asked her a bit more sternly this time.
"She wasn't needed here" she answered shamelessly,
"You are not to decide when I need her and when I don't, the next time you dare interfere in my matters i give you my word Dalia, I will make your life a living hel on midgard..you hear me?" She looked terrified as he said that.
"I uhhh…" her lips trembled and eyes teared up but she didn't say a word and he didn't feel bad about her reaction at all, he knew he was coming across as very suspicious right now but he had lost his cool completely, the little altercation he had with you was already enough as it was and not having you here wasn't something you both needed today.
"I asked an intelligible question. Do you hear me…or not?" He glared at her again so she nodded furiously.
"Yes Loki i understand"
It was really hard for him to stay smiley and cheerful for the interview but he knew he had to fake it. He really wanted to go back to the tower and talk to you, at times he really wished he could have told everyone who you were to him and what you meant to him but what had happened to Melissa the last time had solidified that fear he had regarding your safety, if something was to happen and god forbid he fails to protect you then he knew for sure that he'd never be able to move on from losing you..
After the interview the whole team had to leave for yet another mission so he called you as soon as he was alone but you didn't pick up and that annoyed him even further. However he realised how tired you seemed and If you were sleeping then he didn't want to bother you again so he sent a voicemail instead.
A few hours later when you woke up you immediately looked at the time and it was late in the noon, you had been so sleep deprived that you dozed out like a baby. You were going to call Loki but you already had a voice note from him so you opened it.
Hello darling..i uhh
He took a deep breath before he spoke again
Interview went well, I'm not sure if you watched it, perhaps you are asleep because you didn't receive my call..i hope that is the reason and I'm not being ignored here
He chuckled nervously and you felt your heart breaking slightly, what were you doing with him? He didn't deserve to feel that way, he needed you but this constant insecurities you had always created a tiff between you two.
Anyways i uhh.. I'm going to go for yet another Avengers matter so I will see you at night Princess, I Love You.
The voicemail ended and you just wanted to cry again because you didn't know why you always did this whenever he was going to do something dangerous, you really needed help, you had to do something before you cause more problems between Loki and yourself.
Your whole day went by anxiously, when Loki wasn't there you had to be on Dalia's call at all times, the pay was good and you had never felt so compensated before so you didn't want to complain much.
During lunch hour you met Pepper and Jane in the dining area so you all could eat together. Jane really wanted to get to know you both while she was here. A year ago, if someone had told you that you'd be having lunch with the CEO of Stark Industries, you would have slapped that person for making such a joke.
"Where's Darcy?" You asked Jane even though she was also one of the last people you wanted to see after that horrible nightmare.
"Ahhh she's out exploring NYC, she has a few people she knows here" you nodded as Jane said that.
"So y/n how's it going with Loki?" Pepper smirked so you shook your head.
"Nothing is going on" you said to her but she kept smiling,
"I know..I know..been there, done that"
Well Paprika didn't know shit.
"Ummm can I ask you a question? I mean it's not something I want.. Loki is not my type really but ..I'm. Just curious " you said to her so she nodded.
"Well i always read about Tony and how uhh he ummm you know..women..and "
"His Playboy image??" She finished your words and you were thankful for that.
"Yeahhhh how did you deal with that? I mean he still gets the constant attention from women and it must be hard right? I think I can ask the same question to you Janey"
"Do you have a nickname for me? I love you already'" You bit on your cheeks as she said that, It slipped out of your mouth.
"To answer your question well I don't really think about it much, I mean I trust Thor and we have a connection since we met, it's different with him, I feel different with him, I just know he won't hurt me like that" Jane smiled as she answered your question.
"Ditto" Pepper said as she munched on her salad.
Oh to be this secure, how that must feel?
"Are you bothered by the attention Loki is getting from his ..admirers?" Pepper smirked again so you shrugged in response.
"Why would I be bothered by that? He's not my boyfriend or anything really"
"But you really want him don't you" Jane said so you glared at her before you finally smiled.
You liked having friends, you liked having people around you that weren't out to hurt you, and you had the best of them all with you, your Loki, so why was it so hard to remember what you had with him as soon as he was out of your sight?
Around ten at night you showered and got in bed but you couldn't sleep because Loki would come back soon, he had texted you already.
You felt so overly anxious, you just wanted him to come back so you could hold him and apologize for your behavior and what you had said to him, you'd have been extremely offended if it was Loki who had said something like that to you. Don't give shit you'd not take, you always wanted to live by that policy.
A few minutes later you saw a green shimmer appear in the middle of your room and there he was. The precious love of your life.
He had just showered and had no shirt on- offensive. His hair was wet and he was dripping still, reminded you of the first day you had met him.
You sat up on the bed as he walked towards you,
"Lie down, I'm going straight for the snuggles, is that alright?" He asked so you smiled and opened your arms for him. He quickly crawled into the bed and placed his head down on your chest, his body resting right next to yours.
You caressed his wet scalp and sighed, that's all you needed in that moment, you didn't think you could have gone longer without him by your side.
"Did you get hurt badly?" You asked him and he noticed the tremble in your voice so he smiled and looked up, his lips latched on your forehead before he trailed down and kissed the tip of your nose.
"I am all perfect darling, I need you to talk to me about the incident this morning" he said to you as he tucked your unruly hair behind your ears and ran his fingers through your scalp.
"I had an awful dream" his brows furrowed as you said that.
"What did you see?" He noticed the tears bubbling so as soon as they rolled down the corner of your eyes he wiped them away
"It was horrible.." you sniffled, you didn't even want to recall it "It was about you, you were in bed with Dalia, Darcy and Atrishia, all at once, doing bad things and you said awful words about me"
His eyes welled up too as you said that, no wonder you seemed so terrified and asked him to promise you something so ridiculous.
"I did that huh?" He asked before he leaned in to kiss you softly.
"I know it's not right or fair to you that I allowed a dream to ruin my mood and my thoughts about you but it's not just the dream..it's just how I feel all the time..i feel like someday you'll find someone else that will catch your eyes and then your heart, there are women out there in the world that would suit you better and I know that and it bothers me so much because I think you'll leave me all alone like everyone else did"
By the time you were done speaking you were sobbing uncontrollably so one of his arms went under your waist and he pulled you in a warm embrace as he sat up taking you along with him, he held you like a baby and allowed you to let it all out, holding it in was doing you no good, he knew that at the very least.
"It's okay sweetheart, it's okay..let it out, i am right here" he kissed your neck softly as he spoke, after what felt like hours you finally pulled away to look at him,
"I have felt loved by many people before lo, they told me they'd always be there but do you see anyone by my side? They all left as soon as they found something better, something they thought they deserved, i was just a service stop they used when they needed me, never the destination" you hiccuped as you said that and all he wanted to do was make it all stop, he wanted you to stop living in such a fear and he wanted these insecurities to stop hurting you like that
"I don't want to be a stop..I want to be your destination lo"
Tears rolled down his eyes as you said that. He cupped your cheeks and placed his head down on yours, for a few moments he didn't say anything but then he finally spoke.
"You're my only destination, you're my only hope, my only way, my only home. The moment I met you I found myself having a moment of peace, do you have any clue how long I have been searching for that feeling?" You shook your head as he said that but the tears didn't stop coming.
"A thousand years darling, sure i lived lavishly and had nothing to be ungrateful for but at nights when I finally laid down in my bed all alone, i felt restless, I felt hollow as if i was missing a piece of me, and you weren't even here, you didn't even exist back then" your arms wrapped around his neck as he said that.
Why couldn't you just remember his words when you needed to remember them? In moments of insecurity why couldn't you just remind yourself what you meant to him? Why did you always allow your past to ruin your present as well as your future?
You had to let go and you had to heal, you had to seek help.
You wanted to hold that thought but then he said something that almost made you want to pass out because of the whirlpool of emotions that were raging inside you.
"Marry me my little darling"
You pulled away from him, a gasp escaped your throat as he said that.
"What?"
"Marry me love, let me show you that I am here with you, by your side, for life, forever" you gulped as he said that, of all the ways you imagined how this moment would be like, this wasn't the one of them.
"Are you being serious right now?"
He smiled and waved his fingers, then there was a ring that he was holding between his fingers, it wasn't an actual ring made from jewels but something he had just made.
"If you say yes to me we will get wedded in the traditions of pure Asgardian customs, right this very moment my love" you looked at him awestruck as he said that, he wasn't messing with you.. "Then tomorrow we can go and marry each other again as per the requirements of your Midgardian laws"
"Lokii–" he cut you off as you said his name.
"You're the only one for me, now and forever, so why the delay?" He mumbled against your lips before he kissed you deeply, when he pulled away you were breathless and you knew what you wanted to do.
"Okay..okay I'll marry you baby, let's get married" he smiled and slipped the ring on your finger and then he kissed you again, as passionately as he could.
You couldn't believe this was happening, you felt terrified but you felt excited too.
However your happiness didn't last long because an impending call was awaiting you, destroying the momentarily joy you had felt just now. You heard the Frantic voice of your mother on the phone and your gut sank immediately. Mrs Geller was in the hospital after a drunk driver had hit her while she was going home after a grocery trip. She was in a coma and she was struggling with her life.
You didn't know why this was happening but you had a feeling it had something to do with you and Loki.
You had changed your fate but it didn't just affect you, it affected everyone around you. In the correct path of journey, the one that you were meant to take, the one where you were supposed to marry Strange and find Loki years later, in that journey things would have been different.
Unbeknownst to you if you hadn't messed with your destined journey then on the same day as today Mrs Geller would go for the grocery shopping but you had tagged along with her, while walking back home she was almost hit by a drunk driver but you grabbed her arm and pulled her towards you thus saving her from getting hurt in this accident, but since you decided to alter your path you weren't there to save her life.
You weren't where you were supposed to be. You had messed with the time and it was its turn now.
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Note : Every action has a consequence you all. Also as pure as his proposal was, she was marrying him for the wrong reasons, she needs to reflect on that.
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Undying Love || S. Gojo x FEM!Reader
(NSFW|FLUFF)
slight angst!
mdni! if you're not comfortable reading such content, dni!.
Requests are open!
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It was cold. The moment you opened your eyes, you met the early morning sun shines and peered on the sheer blossomy curtains on your window which sways back and forth from the morning breeze. Letting out a deep sigh you enveloped your shaking bare body on the white sheets draped messily over you.
What had happen last night?
Your eyes dilated, finally snapping yourself to get up from bed and quickly pivoted your attention to the otherside of the soft matress, only to find the missing figure you're expecting for. It was empty and cold, a sign that he had left you.
Closing your lids down, you slumped back facing the ceiling as you emitted a sigh— a sigh of regret huh?. You couldn't tell why but you can't explain how much you're felling regretfull all of the sudden. You made such a big mistake, that's for sure. You know you hurted his feelings. You hurted him so much, what kind of person were you?. You kept asking yourself, blaming even more. How could you?. Now you're feeling hopeless that he left you without even saying goodbye.
It happened all too fast, you didn't even know when and what had happen from the beginning— it was all too hazy on your mind. The only thing imprinted on your mind was that he cheated on you, your beloved boyfriend cheated on you– atleast that's what you thought.
Satoru defended and denied all of the things you were saying leading to the both of you arguing– though Satoru didn't raised a voice at you and was just calmly reassuring you, he was more than confused about what were you spouting because it was all untrue— a big misunderstanding that is. You on the other hand- you were seeing red, you hitted his chest multiple times, you slapped him, and even cussed at him as you bawled out loud.
As if time fast-forwarded, and just a blink of your eyes, you found yourself dominated, exposed, helpless, and a mess— you were a whole mess, yet such a beautiful kind of mess on Satoru's azure eyes, he messed you up. It was a sight to see, a picturesque figure beneath him and just for him alone.
"I hate you.." you sobbed, tears blurring your vision. Despite that, you can still see how Satoru's beautiful eyes glistened as he looked down at you slightly gritting his teeth. His figure was majestic as ever, even with your hazed vision, you could see how toned and well-built your boyfriend is.
He hated it— you never said that to him until now, even though he believed you didn't mean it, it still bothered him to the bones. He loves you very much, and he can't lose you. He was done explaining his side and told you it was all a misunderstanding, and you listened to him. After all, you love him too just how much he loves you.
A tear crept down on your left cheek and that's when he had it enough. Without hesitations, he plunged and slipped himself in to you, groaning at the process and earning a yelp from you. "Oh fuck!" he cursed out leaning his head back letting his soft white locks messed up as he felt your walls perfectly enveloped his manhood deeply into you.
Gripping the sheets, your mouth closes and open as you let out broken moans of his name as he started moving into you at a moderate pace, not giving you time to adjust at all, he was big you can't blame him— after all Satoru knew you can take him so well.
Satoru leaned his body closer to yours so he could watch how more beautiful of a mess you are up close, his hands crawled up to entwine your restless ones– he putted both your entwined left hands above your head, pinning them hard down as if you'll ran away any moment.
"Ah! S-sator-" you mewled harshly as his thrust became more harsher– deeper, wanting to reach more into your insides, wanting to let you feel the pain of his undying love to you. His soft fleshy lips made contact to yours as he forcefully and harshly slid his tongue in, fighting with yours— you, moaning in the process. Once he let you take a breath, a string of saliva connected on your lips.
He plastered a smirk as he watch how your face contorts each thrust he made. "Feel me more, Y/n. Feel the pain I give to y- 'shit!" he followed a guttural moan as he said those after feeling you clench around him.
You were near
He thought. And that hinted him the sign to bury himself to your neck– biting and sucking the flesh on the sweet spot you had on the area, his thrust getting faster and faster as he too felt his own orgasm building up. "Oh fuck me– you're so fucking good, this.pussy's.fucking.good" he thrusted harder in between as he said those sinful words.
It was all to much for you that you were in a babbling moaning mess beneath him, the sound of the harsh squelching sound of both of your sex adds to the obscenity aura around the room.
Satoru lifted your hips up as he pounded relentlessly and deeply into you, watching your tits jiggle at the process. "Fuck! fuck! fuck! Satoru!" You squealed, your face all flustered and unexpectedly making lewd expressions as you reach both of your climax. Breathing heavily, the both of you slumped down at the matress hugging each other out from the euphoric feeling just now.
Your lids lambently closed as you breath heavily– you were so tired that you didn't notice you were falling asleep. The last thing you heard was his soft and broken "I'm sorry's" as he kisses every part of your sore body.
You shaked your head from the sudden flashbacks of last night's events, before you turned your attention towards the door when you heard a thud coming out of the room. Your forehead crumpled out of confusion as to what was happening out there. Without wasting another minute, you moved out of the bed and clothed yourself with the robe hanged on your wardrobe before finally turning the knob and pulling the door open.
You blinked a bit
Am I dreaming?
You thought as you rubbed your eyes repeatedly, still not believing what were you seeing right now. You tried pinching your cheeks and to no avail, you felt pain and you're now sure you were not dreaming at all.
A smile crept on to your face, but eventually fade when you felt the guilt once again. You don't know how you could face him again after what you had said to him last night— you admit you were wrong, you jumped into conclusions and accused him cheating on you, but the truth was, he didn't — he proved how much he loves you and he always will.
He didn't leave me after all
Your white-haired goodlooking boyfriend was at your kitchen, trying his very best making breakfast. You almost let out a laugh when you saw how disappointed he was when he was focused on flipping the fried egg only to find it burned underneath– cursing to himself as he panics around the kitchen.
Shaking your head, you emitted a deep sigh to calm yourself down before making your way towards your poor panicking boyfriend at the counter. "Move, let me do it for you" you managed to say once you got near to him, nonchalantly snatching the utensil out of  his hand before you paid zero attention to him and continued on helping him instead.
Satoru was taken aback when he saw you showed up so suddenly. A pout form on his lips, realizing he didn't get to surprise you a breakfast in bed today.
He sighed, finally giving up and just leaned both his arms on the counter and watched you do the work instead. He smiled as he enjoyed the aroma of the dish being cooked right now but eventually tapped his fingers on the edge of the counter— sensing the slight awkward aura surrounding the both of you.
It was new
He's not used to have time like this with you, so he broke the silence. He hemmed and whistled a song playfully, stealing glances from the food below and back at you. "Hey you oka-"
Satoru was cutted off when you suddenly pulled him down towards you by his nape and crashed your lips to his, letting the utensil on your hand fall down to the tiled ground before cupping both of his cheeks with your hands. He smirked and closed his eyes when you tried to deepen the kiss and swirled your tongue into him which caught your boyfriend's attention and fought back. Satoru pulled you closer to him by your waist and you both stayed like that for a while— making out.
After for like a minute or two, you managed to broke the heady morning kiss and looked straight into Satoru's gentle ocean blue eyes with tears forming on the edge of your lids. "I-I'm sorry I accused you. I'm in the wrong I admit. It was a mistake, I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have hurted you– I'm sorry, Satoru. I actually don't hate you." you said finally breaking down.
Satoru chuckled and kisses your forehead, hugging you close to him as you rested your head to his chiseled chest, hearing how gentle his heart beats. "Hey hey, baby it's okay. Don't cry" he said with a chuckle.
You looked up at him with those eyes, your arms still wrapped around him as he traveled his thumb to the side of your eyes and wiped your tears. "I thought you leave me." you sobbed again but laughed it off when he kissed your nose bridge and looked at you straight in the eyes, the hint of love of him for you was there– always and forever be remaining.
"Ofcourse not. I can't leave a woman with a pussy so good like y-" you punched him slightly in the guts resulting him to groan and chuckled before kissing your cheek. "I'm kidding baby. You know I can't do that. I can't even stand not being able to see you for a damn hour on my missions, do you know that?." he chuckled as he looked straight at you.
You smiled— you were touched. "I love you" you whispered.
Satoru returned a bigger smile and took a prolonged kiss on you forehead. "I love you more than anyone and anything"
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A/N: I know this one's bad lol TT i literally wrote this at exactly 1 am in the morning coz' gojo mfcking satoru's been brainrotting my mind 24/7. Anyways I hope this wasn't a bad first update so yeah votes and comments are appreciated! It would motivate me more on to continue writing!<3 see ya next update xoxo
- meowsatoru || 07/17/23
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1-800-clawro · 1 year
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work wife !
ꔛ﹅ ۰ ۰ ۰ 一 ꗃ﹕Day 1 ! 12 days till Christmas ⑇
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(brett is married in this oneshot/au)
summary: brett is having problems with his wife and he needs his work wife to help him relieve stress.
warnings: nsfw, you/your pronouns, cheating, nicknames (good girl, dear, baby, love, wife, husband), kissing, fingering, not actually sex, getting caught ??? not! don't worry.
a/n: ME !? doing a oneshot where brett is dom !? I'll never do this again... (unless y'all want me to *wink*) i usually don't do dom characters unless anyone special tells me to. this oneshot was brought to you by one of my friends.
also...
now, if you request a dom!character oneshot, i will now accept them.
'It was normal for you to get called 'Brett's work wife' or brett being called your work husband. You two were closed ever since you guys started to work together.
You and him played it as a joke. Him calling you his wife and you calling him your husband. Everyone was down with the joke except for his real wife.
You understood why, yet Brett still called you wife. At the annual Christmas party, his wife would give you the stink eye and just ignore you.'
You shrugged it off and stopped calling Brett you husband because you didn't want to intervene on their relationship.
You walked to Brett's office with tons of paper Reagan asked you to give him. You knocked on his door and waited for a response.
"Ugh-- come in!"
Brett's voice wad a little irritated. You opened the door and closed it behind you. He was on the phone.
"Okay! I get it! I'll be home late again. No just- I got to go. Bye."
He sighed as he hung up the phone. His hair was a bit messed up. His tie was also a little loose.
"Whose got you all annoyed?"
"My wife."
He gave you a smile of reassurance. "She just gets annoying once she rambles." He chuckled trying to make the room less awkward. "What are those in your pretty little hands?"
He pointed at the papers in your hands. You hummed and plopped them on his desk. "Reagan asked me to drop these off you you, said it was something you needed?" He nodded.
"Thank you..."
He looked stressed and like he was going to crack any minute. The room was quiet. You were sure you heard crickets but ignored it.
"You sure you're okay? You can tell me amything."
He hesitated for a minute before giving in to you. "It's my wife. She's not like she use to be. She is always arguing with me for the littlest things. I'm stressed about it."
You pouted at his answer.
"Do you need a reliever, dear?"
The seduction in your voice made him smirk. He chuckled and signaled you to come closer. You obeyed and sat on the desk edge. He got up from his chair and lifted up your chin with his pointer and middle finger.
Thankfully, his window was covered with the shudders so no one can peek at what they're doing.
"Would you like to help me, baby?"
You nodded. He kissed your soft lips. The kiss got more aggressive over time. His hands cupping your cheeks. Your tounge fought for dominance but quickly failed. He stopped the kiss for a second. His mouth started to travel from your neck to chest.
"Mind if I take your shirt off, baby?" His voice was lower then before. You gave a quick 'yes' before he unbuttoned your shirt. He smiled once he unbuttoned all of the buttons.
He kissed your breasts slowly but lord did it feel good. "Just fuck me already, love." You're hands traveled to your skirt/pants but Brett quickly stopped you.
"Woah! Eager aren't we, dear? Let me do this."
He lifted up your skirt/removed your pants and palmed your pussy. "You're so wet!" He laughed at you. He tossed the fabric to the side and waited.
"You sure you want this?"
"Never been so sure in my life."
He smiled and put one finger in your pussy. You moaned in pleasure he waited a few seconds before wiggling the one finger in you. "Fuck!" You yelled once his finger moved in you.
You saw a tent in his pants. He slid another finger in you, making your pleasure rise to the roof. His long fingers felt like heaven.
"You're such a good girl for me. Keep quiet. We don't want others to hear, right?"
You nodded you head as you silently moaned. He was going soft on yiu but you still felt like it was rough.
When he was about to put the last finger in, a knock was heard. Both of your heads turned to that direction.
"Brett! We have a new mission! Get [NAME] and come to the meeting room!" Reagan's voice could be heard. Brett looked at you then at the door.
"Alright! Just one- second! I'll be right there with her!" Reagan soon left to go to the meeting room. Brett turned to you.
"After this mission, how about we finished this up, hmm?"
"Sounds like a plan, my dear."
ꔛ﹅ ۰ ۰ ۰ 一 ꗃ﹕THANK YOU ! 💋
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