darkbluekies

[darkbluekies]

Sorry for my ignorance, but whose birthday oneshot is it specifically? Dr. Kry, Hedwig, Jerry, etc? Or is general? Skdj

lol mine :)

i have a tradition that once a year, on my birthday, i release a oneshot containing all 5 ocs. The project name is called 'birthday oneshot' until it is given it's real name.

[darkbluekies]

Omg yeah that's really relatable 😭 you know you'll be fine but your brain keeps sending like these mixed signals like PLEASE brain just calm down 😭 usually I just take deep breaths or go outside to calm down, anyways how are you !! Genuinely glad to see you in such good spirits !!

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YES LIKE HELLO?? JUST BREATHE AND STOP MAKING UP WORST CASE SCENARIOS??

I always go out on runs when I can't think and afterwards it's easier!

I'm so happy, I bought a new drink today that brought up my spirits (haven't tried it yet but it looks so yummy it makes me happy) mango and grapefruit jelly??? Hello how yummy?

#🌊anon

[darkbluekies]

I survived and no one looked at me😈 (apart from some old people that smiled🥹)

It was really fun!! My shin bone in the right leg hurt in the beginning but it stopped so uhhhh I shouldn't have to worry right???

Sending a heart from my ice cold fingers♡

Lol you can see white hairs on my jacket from my cat♡♡

I'm in such good spirits that I'm going with the bus to another place to run lol

I haven't dared to be too far away from home when running because of the state of my legs but somehow I feel positive today so I'll try

Wish me luck lmao (it's so scary running in a new place for the first time because it feels like everyone is looking at you but gotta face your fears)

[darkbluekies]

This is what I first imagined when Y/N arrived at her marriage proposal.

CRYING WHAT😭😭😭

#yandere memes

[darkbluekies]

Hi I’m back 🙃. Anyways I wanted to know how the birthday one shot is coming along. No rush btw, take your time 🙏

Hi back I'm dad

It's going well!! I know EXACTLY how to finish it, but it's just a little foggy part between where I am now and there that I have to figure out! That foggy part will be a maximum of 300 words, so it's close to the end!🥹

I have a great idea for a possible part 2, also a bit inspired by Agatha Christie, but this time inspired by the Orient Express!! I am so excited to write!!! When I get back from my run I'll try to finish the oneshot. Can you believe that it's only 2 weeks left? I can't.

I'm so excited for you to board one of my favorite ships, which was known as "the most beautiful ship in the world"

LOOK AT HER

#camistheone #i have taken caffeine so i am hyper sorryyyyyyy

[darkbluekies]

Just got back from my Mitski concert so here are your memes

do I always manage to post when you're going to sleep? Am I your little sleep paralysis demon?🤭

I love your memes so much

#just a simp #yandere memes

[darkbluekies]

I tried so many ways to make Jerry look better but this was the best I could do <3

Look it's the girls😍

I love them, I really like how you made Jerry's skin tone natural and not the overexaggerated Korean beauty standard that whitewash their celebrities!!♡

#bluepandastarfish #yandere oc art

[darkbluekies]

I'm in such good spirits that I'm going with the bus to another place to run lol

I haven't dared to be too far away from home when running because of the state of my legs but somehow I feel positive today so I'll try

Wish me luck lmao (it's so scary running in a new place for the first time because it feels like everyone is looking at you but gotta face your fears)

[darkbluekies]

Hello there dear! Glad to see you again and happy as well 🫶🏼

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Glad to be happy as well haha it's really weird to be so anxious, it's like you're watching yourself in the 3d person and just wonder why you can't stop thinking g bad when you know that things will be fine lol

#🌊anon

[darkbluekies]

So glad you’re back!! I’ve missed you 💕

I've missed missed all so much too!!! 😭😭I've had so many thoughts I've wanted to share with you but have pulled myself back and let myself actually take a break!! I have been spending much time with my mother and my friends♡♡

The thought I was dying to share was yn dreaming of Silas, where he is a vampire🤭🤭

#camistheone

[darkbluekies]

Okay let's stop feeling good sorry for myself and start to be excited instead!!

I will continue like normal from now on, I have been able to digest things now and will tka things like they come. Being worried only makes things more complicated

I'm so happy today too, everything feels really bright♡♡

[darkbluekies]

I just have to say something

This is Jerry's song

#just had to come here and say this #cant think of anyone else #maybe silas #and now i will retreat to my miserable thoughts

[darkbluekies]

I hope that you like to read because the birthday oneshot is currently my longest oneshot for this account. I am not done yet

[darkbluekies]

Hello there lovely, how have you been? I'm really glad you have wonderful people like your family supporting you and helping you through tough times, it's heartwarming and beautiful to see! Changes are intimidating and it gets hard to adjust and I'm glad you have your family to help you and I hope your mothers wrist heals very soon as well, drink water, indulge in hobbies when you can and whatever helps you be in ease! hopefully you're doing quite well! Take care as always 🫶🏼

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i'm rambling again, you don't have to read<3 it became a bit long, sorry, but thank you a lot♡♡ I am taking care of myself♡

i love my family a lot, they're probably the most important people in my life. My mother is not liking having to stay home, our family does not like just laying around, we need to do stuff or we start to feel low.

But I'm feeling much better, I'm starting to be a bit excited for the future, escpecially when it comes to my own writing and what that can become in the future. I've realized that the pressure I've had since I was little, to publish as soon as I can, doesn't have to be like that. I don't have to publish in my teens, or my twenties, or even thirties. I can wait until I¨m forty to publish if i want, and that's reassuring.

I have looked up some story structures (save the cat method) and coming up with new ideas! I'm currently writing a (private/for a physical market) 80s thirller story that is a mixture between Mean Girls, The first Saw movie, Heathers and a swedish 1980s series called Ebba & Didrik. A story i came up with in 2021 and haven't been able to write before. It came to me as a nightmare and when I woke up, I drew a picture of it to not forget ... and now there's a full story about it!

Just look at these pictures from Ebba & Didrik, it was my absolute favorite series when I was a kid. I somehow loved the bully group lead by the brown haired girl. I don't know why, maybe the exclusive feeling of it? Not sure why, just look at this and tell me lmao (warning for loud sounds, the 80s microphones can't take their high voices)

Sorry that it became so long, it's just nice to share sometimes lmao?? <3

And I am indulging in hobbies! Especially kitchen things. If you didn't know, I love baking and cooking and making things from scratch. I have made my own butter, my own ice cream, my own raw juice etc. It's so fun. I made cupcakes and carbonara. I loved the cupcakes, hated the carbonara. I know that I don't like pasta sauces ESPECIALLY cheese sauces, but somehow i thought that it would be good. it was not. everyone else liked it though.

#🌊anon

[darkbluekies]

Hello!

I just read your post about you havin sum problems, so stay healthy and we will wait patiently for you to come back to us and always remember, stay healthy and safe.

❤️❤️✨✨

thank you sweetheart<3

i'm making it bigger than it is, i just need to pull myself together and stop being so annoying haha

i'm doing much better so i'm probably back with normal content soon<3 right now i just need to catch up on my sleep lol

[darkbluekies]

Hiiii just wanted to check up (this is too soon?) how are you? Are you feeling better? Have you been eating well? Drinking? Sleeping? 😆 please stay safe!

Hi, sweetheart ♡ not at all too soon, I'm actually very happy that you checked in!! :((<33

I am doing a bit better! It's not on my mind all the time, but at night when I have the time to actually think, it still makes my stomach turn and I have had a hard time falling asleep, but I know that things will work out, they always do in the end, even if the "journey" there is uncomfortable<3 I'd say that the overall shock of the realization that life will have to change whether I want to or not soon has subsided, but I can't accepting it just yet. It probably tripled because of menstrual hormones which was why I had to so abruptly isolate myself!

I'm currently spending more time with my family and talking with my brothers who don't live at home to feel better. My mother has broken her wrist and has to stay home for now, so I'm making sure to help her and keep her company <3

I haven't been sleeping well this week, have skipped some classes, and when I have gone I haven't been able to listen very well, and my legs have hurt quite a bit, but i will try to make up for it this weekend<33

thank you sweetheart<3

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[darkbluekies]

It’s okayyy!!! Take your time! Please don’t stress yourself out and please make sure to eat and drink and like get some fresh air 🙈😆 🫶🏼

Thank you, I will do my best♡ warning for life update lmao

Tmi, I can checkpoint breaking down in a public park of my bucket list 🤡 thankgully my best friend was there to help me!

BUT on better notes, I've talked to one of my dear older brothers and my parents about it and they have calmed me down and tried to make me see things from another perspective, so I'm not as scared anymore. I'm still kind of nervous and nauseous, but maybe it won't be as bad as I'm making it out to be♡ it's starting to sink down a bit (after 3 days of complete panicking and breaking down lmao)

I contemplated not going to my classes today, but I pushed myself to do it and enjoyed it because of my friends. God I love them<3

I've also been writing a little on the birthday oneshot today, but that was fun! And a project I've been working on since August 2023 was graded/accepted today so I don't have to think about that anymore!! I passed, they loved my assignment and my documentary film♡

Currently out running to clear my head and it's so freeing♡

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