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Good People - Final Part
Part One🦇Part Two🦇Final Part
It is not often that Wayne is happy with the monotony of work. Tonight is one of those nights, if only because it allows him to think about where he went wrong speaking to Eddie. He had never meant to imply he thought Eddie was like Al; he'd meant the apple and tree comment to for Richard and Steve. However, he does acknowledge why Eddie drew the conclusion that Wayne might have thought Eddie would follow in Al's footsteps.
Wayne's being a hypocrite, applying the logic to one boy, but not the other. And even though he never, not once, thought that Eddie would become Al, he'll never be able to take that thought from Eddie's mind that he had. He can apologize until he's blue in the face, Eddie might even forgive him, but he's not sure Eddie will ever believe him. Not truly.
And how could Wayne expect him to?
No. That's a shame Wayne will take to the grave.
Next strike to Wayne's conscious; the misjudgment of Steve Harrington, and how it ties into the fact Eddie accused him of not trusting his judgement, and, moreover, Eddie being right. Wayne hadn't trusted in Eddie's trust of Steve.
He should have. It's been years since Eddie came home crying about a boy, but what father doesn't see their kid crying over their first heartbreak and doesn't grow protective? And with Eddie, it's even more terrifying. Getting mixed up with the wrong boy could mean bruised ribs, black eyes, or worse.
In a town like Hawkins, a boy would just have to claim Eddie made a sexual advance and his murder could (would) be justified.
Now add the manhunt and being suspected of murderer to that. Well, Wayne's scared for Eddie's life almost every minute of his day.
But it's no excuse. Or if it is, it's a poor one.
Wayne doesn't know the full story but he does know that Steve was with the group of people on Eddie's side; that he was there with the Henderson kid, the Buckley girl, and Nancy Wheeler, digging Eddie out of the rubble from the earthquake, getting him to the hospital as fast as they could.
Steve Harrington was part of the group that saved Eddie's life, and that should have meant more to begin with. Instead, Wayne's been waiting for a shoe to drop that very well isn't coming.
He's going to fix this.
He'll give Eddie his space to be angry with him, and he'll try again in a few days.
When Wayne gets home, around 6:30am, Eddie's van is gone. He's not surprised. He probably left shortly after Wayne did, not leaving sooner just to avoid him.
There is a note on Wayne's bed when he makes it there. Says he's at Steve, and instead of letting Wayne know when he'll return it just says the words 'be back' followed by a bunch of questions marks. He ends it with 'call if worried' and leaves a phone number that must be for the Harrington residence.
Another hurt Wayne can't blame on anyone but himself.
Wednesday passes. Wayne eats breakfast, goes grocery shopping, pretends to care about his shows before sleeping the afternoon away to prepare for another graveyard. Eddie has not returned when he wakes, and two short hours later, he's off to work.
Eddie's van remains gone.
Returns from work Thursday morning and repeats Wednesday. He replaces grocery shopping with laundry and cleaning out the leftovers for trash day tomorrow morning. Goes to work.
Friday morning he returns home. No Eddie. He waits for it to be a more appropriate time, a little before 10:00am to call the number Eddie left.
It rings, rings, rings, then, a voice he hasn't heard in years. Richard Harrington's voice sounds as cold as it always was as the answering machine recites, "You've reached the Harrington's. We are not available. Leave a message."
"This is Wayne Munson. I just wanted to make sure Eddie's- that's he's alright. Let him know that I called. Checked on him. He doesn't need to call back but I'd appreciate it."
He hangs up the phone, lump in his throat. He misses his boy, and he wants to make his right, but he can't force that. Eddie has to always want to make it okay between them.
He's usually off Fridays, but he asked to pick up a shift. He can't face Linda without having fixed this. He spends the morning and afternoon doing all the small fixes he'd been putting off. Anything to keep him busy. He goes to sleep at his usual time, and wakes up two hours before his shift like normal.
Check's his answering machine but if anyone called while he was asleep, they didn't leave a message. There's still no van when he heads to work.
The plant tells him to leave an hour early. He tries to argue to stay but he's just waved off, told to go get some sleep because he's been looking a little worse for the wear.
He gets back to Forest Hills around 5:40am and finds there is another car parked at his home. Not Eddie's van, but the sleek maroon BMW that belongs to Steve Harrington parked where the van usually is.
When he pulls into his spot, the headlights of his truck light up Steve, sitting on his steps, wrapped in a coat. It can't be more than 50℉ outside right now.
Steve stands as Wayne cuts the engine and climbs from his truck. He gets to the front of his truck and Steve speaks.
"Eddie's okay," Steve says, hands shoving deep into his pockets, "I tried to get him to call you back yesterday but, well, you know Eddie."
Wayne nods, because he does know Eddie. "I appreciate you tellin' me. But you coulda just called."
"I could have."
They look at each other for a moment, and just as Steve opens his mouth, probably to tell Wayne he's going to go, Wayne speaks first, "you wanna come inside and have a cup of coffee to warm up?"
Steve tilts his head slightly to the left before he says, "are you sure?"
"I'm sure."
"Alright," and then Steve steps away from the stairs so Wayne can climb them and let them into the trailer. Steve follows behind silently but with familiarity. He's spent so much of his time here since spring break- the shame crawls through Wayne again. He'd assumed, once upon a time, that Eddie and Steve spent more time here than at Steve's because why would Steve want the trailer park boy in his big fancy house? Now, though, he wonders if it's because this place felt more like a home, even with Wayne's cold shoulder.
Steve sits at their little kitchen table, a luxury they didn't have before because there was no room in the single wide, one bedroom they'd had before. The new double wide (with three bedrooms) offered them a bit more space for a dining area.
Wayne's still suspicious of the government's offer to replace their destroyed home, but he wasn't foolish enough to deny the offer when it was made to him by Jim Hopper (newly returned from the dead back then).
"How do you take your coffee?" Wayne asks, once the machine finishes filling the carafe.
"Oh, I can fix it-"
"Nonsense," Wayne waves him back to sitting, "just tell me."
"I like it with just enough milk to take the scalding heat out of it," Steve says, and while Wayne's not sure just how much that it, he tries anyway.
He sets a cup in front of Steve before taking a seat across from him. "I really do appreciate that you came to tell me Eddie's okay. I want to give him his space but...."
Steve sips his coffee before shooting his cup a small smile. Wayne must have got the ratio right. Then, he looks to Wayne and the smile drops, a more serious expression taking its place and he says, "Eddie wouldn't really tell me what your fight was about, other than, uh, me and that you... overheard some of what I said last time I was here. I don't, like, want to come between you and Eddie, but I'm not, I'm not going to let you scare me away. So, just tell me what I have to do to get Eddie to believe we're cool, and I'll do it. Anything, except for getting out of Eddie's life. 'Cause I won't."
"I would never ask you to do that," Wayne says. Steve squints at him, a look of suspicion now. Completely warranted, given what Steve has known of Wayne thus far. "I owe you an apology, Steve. For how I've been treatin' you."
Steve's eyes go wide, "Oh. What? Why?"
"You've been nothin' but good to Eddie. For Eddie. And I refused to see that. I made a judgment about you without knowin' anything but your name." Steve let's out a soft 'oh' at that, but Wayne plows on, "And that weren't fair, and it weren't right. I can't undo it, but I want you to know I regret it. I'm sorry."
"Okay," Steve says, after a moment. "I forgive you."
It's Wayne's turn to be surprised. He's a bit speechless. So much so, he takes a page right out of Eddie's book and asks, "are you sure?" which is a question he's never asked after having an apology accepted before, but one Eddie had asked a lot when he first came to live with Wayne, and they were learning to co-exist.
"Yeah. I get it."
He doesn't like that answer. Doesn't like the he contributed to the mind set that gave Steve that answer. "You're allowed to be mad at me for it."
"I think Eddie's mad enough for both of us."
It doesn't feel like closure. It doesn't feel like forgiveness, but Wayne doesn't know what to say. He can't just start sprouting all the bad things he thought about Steve; there's no reason Steve should have to listen to that. But without hearing it, Steve doesn't even know what he's forgiving Wayne for. "I'll be honest with ya, Steve. It feels like you shouldn't."
Steve frowns at him. "Why?"
Why? Why? For all the reasons Eddie yelled at him, and all the things Linda said, and all the agony he's felt these last few days. The guilt and the shame that still eat at him, even as Steve Harrington says he forgives him. "It's too easy."
Those three words have Steve leaning back against the chair. His eyes dance around Wayne's face before taking in the whole of him. Or, what Steve can see of him with from across the table. When Steve meets his eye again, Wayne sees recognition there. "If you can't forgive yourself, I get that. I do. I-I've spent most of my life as one big apology. And I'm not saying that I, like, don't still feel like- what I mean to say, is that, I forgive you. I'm not, like, gonna hold it against you that you were just trying to look out for Eddie, man. Like, two years ago your fears would have been justified, so."
"Don't make it right," Wayne argues, but he doesn't know why.
"No," Steve agrees, "but I'm forgiving you anyway. You think you're the first person to hear the name Steve Harrington and assume you know everything you need to know about me already?"
Steve's words sound like they could be confrontational, but his tone is light. Teasing? Wayne says, "no. Suppose I'm not."
"Every person I love has done that," Steve says, and the ease of which he says that has Wayne feeling some sort of way. Eddie's words echo in his mind 'you made me help him feel that way'. How many other people have made him feel like he's a bad person? "Even- even Eddie. He made a point, during spring break, to, uh, well, he didn't apologize for anything because there was nothing to apologize about, but he made a point to tell me I was very 'metal' and a 'cool dude' so.... I know my name comes with, like, a shadow or a curse or whatever. I think it will for as long as I live in Hawkins, but that's," Steve flaps his hand in the air, as if that fills in for the word he can't find, and it's a move so reminiscent of Eddie. "Anyway, if you aren't actually, like, ready to accept an apology, you shouldn't be making one."
Wayne sits in that for a moment. There's a lot more to Steve Harrington than he'd ever thought. So much he doesn't know, actually, but he thinks he's okay with learning more. This boy told Eddie he was half-way in love with him earlier this week, and while Wayne never heard Eddie say it back, he knew anyway. It's why he was so protective. "You're pretty wise for your age."
Steve grins and shakes his head. "Nah, that last part was all Robin. She says it all the time to me."
"Well, then you best stop apologizing when you ain't ready to accept the forgiveness," Wayne parrots back the words.
Steve throws his head back and laughs.
They finish their coffee with silence and small talk. Steve tells him about how he never thought he'd miss his job at the video store but working at Melvald's is making him long for the days when the biggest complaint was late fees. Apparently, there's so many more things to complain about in retail.
Wayne talks about working at the plant and how the tasks are repetitive and a bit labor intensive, but the graveyard pay is worth it. Steve asks him a few more questions about working at the plant that Wayne's happy to answer and the more Steve asks, the more Wayne becomes aware that Steve might be looking for a change of occupation. He makes a mental note to put in a good word to Floyd, just in case.
Steve leaves with the promise of returning with Eddie, as soon as possible. As he was heading to the door, Wayne asked why he showed up so early.
"Eddie can't stop me if he's not awake," was Steve's answer, a mischievous grin on his face.
Wayne watches from the porch as Steve backs out. Steve shoots him one last little wave with his fingers before heading away.
He goes back inside and washes the dishes. Even dries and puts them away, a feat usually done once a week; he and Eddie have no qualms with using dishes directly from the dish drainer. His only other chore for the day is leaving for work a bit early so he has time to stop at the gas station and fill up the truck.
Grabbing the remote from its spot on the coffee table, Wayne plops onto the couch to spend his day as mindlessly as possible with some TV.
He goes to sleep at his usual time and wakes up at 7:43pm according to his alarm clock; a little over two hours before his shift is to start. It's time for more coffee, he thinks as he dresses for work before heading to the kitchen.
He jerks to a stop when he sees Eddie and Steve sitting on the couch, leaned close and talking softly. He's not about to repeat a past mistake, so he makes his presence known. "Evenin' boys."
Eddie pops up from the couch quick as lightning, taking a few steps towards Wayne before stopping. "I don't like being mad at you."
Wayne nods, "I don't much like you bein' mad at me, either. For what it's worth, I am sorry."
Eddie closes the distance between them, then, and pulls Wayne into a tight hug. Wayne returns it instantly, how can he not? He hears Eddie say, softly, "it's worth an awful lot, you terrible old man."
They part, and Eddie speaks first, "but if you ever pull shit like this again, I won't be so quick to forgive."
"I won't," Wayne says, at the same time Steve says, "he won't."
Both Munsons look at Steve, who grins back at them.
"You think you know my uncle that well already, from one shared cup of coffee?" Eddie asks, sounding amused.
Steve shrugs, "no. I just, uh, plan to stick around, y'know. Kinda hoping there's no dude after me for him to be an angry dad about. I would appreciate it, though, Mr. Munson, if you'd skip the shovel talk bit of all this?"
Eddie sucks in a breath and Wayne's a bit shocked by what Steve's implied. What Steve's admitted, really, out loud in front of another person. Wayne wonders if any boy Eddie's ever liked before would have done that.
"What good's a shove talk when you've already told me you ain't goin' anywhere?" Wayne says, hoping his tone is as light and teasing as he wants it to be.
"Glad we're on the same page," Steve agrees, "but, uhh, do you want me to go? So you can have a real talk?"
"No," says Eddie.
"No," says Wayne, at the same time.
"Oh. Okay. Uh, in that case, you got anything to drink here besides coffee?"
Wayne nods and they all pile into the kitchen to get a beverage before settling in the living room. There will be time to talk later, Wayne realizes. He's going to apologize properly.
Later, though, when he'll really be ready to accept Eddie's forgiveness, because there's no doubt Eddie'll forgive him. So, he's going to sit in the living room and chat with his boys until he has to go to work.
By the time Friday comes around again, he'll be able to tell Linda she was right, everything's going to be okay one day, and maybe ask her on a date he's been putting off asking for since high school.
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Done!! I hope the ending is sufficiently cheesy.
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diordeer · 3 months
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౨ৎ CRIMSON & CLOVER
“Now when she comes walking over, now I've been waiting to show her, crimson and clover, over and over” - tommy james & the shondells (smau)
contains: charlie bushnell x fem!reader, who is a dior ambassador (i know lily rose depp is a chanel gal but this isnt lily this is yn ofc)
description: ok so i wasnt sure if this request was a social media au or just normal so im very sorry if i was wrong! anyways loved the priscilla movie id u havent seen it go watch it
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yn.ln thank youuu so much my @dior family for letting me be a part of this project <3
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user1 bows are making a comeback and im all here for it
user2 do i want to be yn, or do i want to be with her?
↳ dior.n.goodjohn i question this every day
dior 🤍🤍🤍
Iamcharliebushnell oohh wow
↳ i.am.andrewalvarez “im going to be so casual”
↳ user3 NOT ANDREW EXPOSING HIM
↳ yn.ln 👀
↳ dior.n.goodjohn mans just went crazy in the group chat
user4 in her active era, im loving it
sabrinacarpenter WOW WOW WOW MISS LN
↳ yn.ln SABRINA I LOVE YOU
↳ user5 charlie’s wishing that was him rn
PERCY JACKSON GC
Dior: ur actually blowing ur shot charlie i physically cringe when i see u in yns comments
Leah: REAL WHAT R U DOING
Charlie: oh my god what do u want me to say? “Hey yn lets go out in ur public comments!”
Dior: umm dm her?
Charlie: i have no connections to her! How creepy is that?
Walker: more creepy than saying “oohh wow” in her comment section?
Dior: LMAO
Charlie: 🧍okay fine
Leah: fine?
Charlie: ill dm her!!
Dior: OMG
Aryan: give us all the updates 🤭
Walker: where did you come from?!
Charlie: okay but guys she looked so cute in her photoshoot
Leah: charlie.
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user1 oh to be a dior ambassador
laufey omg i love this dress! where is it from!
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user3 i love how charlie is just hiding in the likes, i think his last comments replies scared him off 😭
↳ yn.ln 🙁🙁🙁
dior.n.goodjohn PLS @iamcharliebushnell WE TOLD U TO DIAL IT DOWN NOT GO ON STRIKE
↳ leahsavajeffries RIGHT?! GET OVER HERE
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user4 why does yn have the most entertaining comment section ever like i could sit here and read this for hours
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↳ user2 what?!
↳ user1 he posted her on his story at a restaurant just like this one, it has to be him!!
user3 i mean have you seen his comments on her posts, this man is down BAD
user4 HELP THIS IS SO RANDOM
↳ user3 random but perfect !!!!
user5 ..who do i want to be more in this relationship
user6 do they need a dog, a cat, a doorholder maybe? Im free!
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↳ user6 omgomgomgomgomg
↳ user4 U WON IN LIFE
↳ user7 wait a second, did she just confirm charlie and her?
↳ user4 tbh i dont think it needed to be confirmed it was SO obvious
↳ yn.ln 😉
↳ ynupdates GUYS I CANT DO THIS
dior.n.goodjohn ugh finally
↳ user4 FINALLY!? HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN FOR
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roseyrays · 1 year
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# ENHYPEN SMAU RECS 💖
# RIKI
# more time with you! — by @yenqa, it’s very CUTE and the ANGST is scrumptious :))
# love dive — by @tzyuki, RIKIY/N ARE SO CUTE
# love is (not) easy! — by @kynrki, riki smau, THE ANGST RHAHAHA MADE ME CRY BUT I LOVE IT
# shoot! — by @amakumos, again ADORABLE and THE FLUFF (rikiy/n is what i want in an relationship), can’t believe you can find the love of your life in genshin
# cupid’s corner — by @amakumos, ANOTHER GREAT SMAU, ITS JUST SO CUTE & RIKIY/N MAKES ME WANNA JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
# trial and error — by @kyyuri, AGHHHH, again rikiy/n>>the world
# beat the allegations — by @woonierkiz (aka my mutual), it only has two chapters for now BUT AHHHHHHHHH
# don’t date my brother — by @mosinterlude , LOVED HOW YOU ADDED KONON AND THE ANGST 🤌🤌, also love the fact that it has some idol’s sisters (and brother) <33
# soulmate tracker — by @son4taa, i remember reading this a while back but forgot about it im sorry 😭😭, ITS VERY GOOD THOUGH
# 💌 c u p i d 💘 — by @roseyrays (aka me!), yes this is self promoting 🤌🤌
# ( 尤も ) natural — by @ifearjwn, NOT THE PADDLE BOARD, y/n simps 🫵😁, love u riki, can’t wait for more chapters!
# oh, ni-ki you’re so fine! — by @aernx ,made by mutual! ,sooha jumpscare 😟, NI-KI SO CUTE
# JUNGWON
# stuck by glue — by @yyunari, WINX CLUB AU!, me when y/nwon 💖💖
# mint chocolate shirt — by @wonieleles, i love me some one-sided rivalry, won just stop being mean and kiss her already 🙄
# idol crush! — by @enhas-bestie, I WANT TO PUNCH THE ANTIS SO BAD
# whats after like?! — by @haew0nz, i forgot about what happened 😭, will reread but ik it’s good!!
# cat hotline ♡ — by @faelyncore, CATS AND LOVE=FAV
# wr⩇ng r⩇⩇m! — by @soov, SO CUTE SHSJSJSJSJ
# our beloved leaders — by @tzyuki, yes i just binged the whole smau today, f that zira anti fr, Y/NWON 😔😔🩷🩷
# JUNGWON & RIKI
# pick me! — by @urszn, YUUURRRRR
# SUNOO
(i only read one 😭 please recommend me some)
# ykwim? — by @astrae4, still only has a few chapters but i love it already 💖💖
# SUNGHOON
(i only read one 😭 please recommend me some)
# vlive confession — by @starjaeyun, ITS JUST SO AHH, waiting for more chapters 💖💖
# JAKE
# paper rings — by @117luv, the kids are adorable ❤️❤️, when he changed his user 💀
# dad diaries — by @117luv, spinoff of paper rings, cute ☹️❤️❤️
# hey prez!! ✰ — by @yeeunjia, on hiatus but really good ❤️
# rink of love — by @pagesofmiracles, so cute 😭😭🩷🩷
# JAY
unfortunately didn’t read a jay one yet 🫠 will read after i’m done with this
# HEESEUNG
# dear, heeseung — by @jungwnies, will reread ❤️, it’s cute too
# twitter sucks! — by @filmbyjy, the comedy here LMAO, riki in this is literally me
# curious cat — by @heerocks, AHHHH 💖
# JUST ADDED
# don’t date my brother — by @mosinterlude, LOVED HOW YOU ADDED KONON AND THE ANGST 🤌🤌, also love the fact that it has some idol’s sisters (and brother) <33
# soulmate tracker — by @son4taa, i remember reading this a while back but forgot about it im sorry 😭😭, ITS VERY GOOD THOUGH
# rink of love — by @pagesofmiracles, so cute 😭😭🩷🩷
# our beloved leaders — by @tzyuki, yes i just binged the whole smau today, f that zira anti fr, Y/NWON 😔😔🩷🩷
# 💌 c u p i d 💘 — by @roseyrays (aka me!), yes this is self promoting 🤌🤌
# ( 尤も ) natural — by @ifearjwn, NOT THE PADDLE BOARD, y/n simps 🫵😁, love u riki, can’t wait for more chapters!
# oh, ni-ki you’re so fine! — by @aernx ,made by mutual! ,sooha jumpscare 😟, NI-KI SO CUTE
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winterrrnight · 6 months
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hellraiser (part II)
PAIRING: drew starkey x co-star!actress!reader
SUMMARY: an instagram blurb about drew and his co-star y/n and dating allegations
FACE CLAIM: Emma Myers
WARNINGS: pictures with blood and alcohol
EDITH SPEAKS: AND ITS OUT!! I hope you all enjoy because this is giving me life 🤭🤭 I'm sick but I've never felt happier because I am spending my day in my bed reading and completely chilling :')
a lil disclaimer ab the second post: I made up the fact that drew is allergic to nuts!!
I made up all the instagram users, so if by any chance I have your instagram user used here, I'm so sorry I promise it was a total coincidence!
if you enjoyed this please reblog!! feedback is always appreciated 🌼
this is part two to this fic!
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starkeylove they are just casually posting their own stuff as if people aren't speculating something more between them 😭💀
user31 LMAOO
rafezcameron not them completely ignoring the dating allegations
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drewstarkey hellraiser ft me & this random woman is out now hope u enjoy
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iluvrafe omggg this movie is so so good and you both are so perfect 😭😭
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-> rafes_starkey and they also seem like the best therapists
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the evil thoughts got me fucked up and shit
OH forgot to mention: top 2 images are the final 'redesign', 2 images below are concept sketches i made for the 'redesigns'
tgs jekyll and hyde but they got evaporated by my evil headcanon beam and stitched back together by somebody who has no experience with using a needle and thread to the point where theyre more just like a seperate character
im sorry for my sins
PLEASE HEAR ME OUT BEFORE BITING A CHUNK OUT OF MY ARM. if anybody wants to read about my evil headcanon world all the stuff is below. wasnt really exaggerating when i said i ripped their character apart and stitched them back together though.
i do have a google doc full of everything i headcanon for tgs but some of that is embarrassing as hell so im just slapping the important stuff here
most of these 'headcanons' are here more because they make me happy than to actually make any sense. as a warning.
smokes fat blunt puffs it in your face anyways uh trans henry jekyll yeah (gets shot) ty person from the j&h community i was messaging that dragged me to the dark side and introduced me to the world of embracing my j&h trans headcanons. a true angel.
i really like more book inspired takes on j&h than the musical ones soo uhh.. yeah theyre the same person fully no j&h arguing thing. im soooorrrrryyy its just my preference for adaptations and i find it a lot more fun to play with story wise. also some other reasons but i wont get into those
polyamorous and bisexual (bi because... obvious reasons. poly because of that one couple they meet up with in the comic every now and then. my favourite ... ship (i think thats the right term?) in the comic. i love them.)
gas mask because it looks cool + chemical shenanigans ("oh but those didnt exist" shh. shhhhh.")
speaking of chemicals! they are much more into science. mostly does science-y stuff when theyre hyde though. they like to break into lodgers rooms and contribute to experiments.
facial hair. thats it. no further reasoning will be given
tried making jekyll in the concept redesign of him look older. failed SO bad im sorry i know its horrible.
hyde has pointy ears + pointer teeth (and green tongue because potion goop) + slit pupils because i am incapable of designing a human hyde. i have no idea why but i just cant.
earrings because 1: i have a bad habit of giving designs earrings and 2: i remember seeing a few headcanons of j&h with earrings and they were so tasty to look at so i had to do my own
bandage scarf thing from the beta tgs hyde design + newer tgs design that only shows up in the mind... world.... thing.
added the uhhh goggles from the old design too.
red and green hat because i couldnt decide if i wanted hyde to have the red hat from the old design of tgs hyde or the green hat from the current design. ripped it in half and chose both. great decision making i know
chunks of brown hair in hydes because why not. also red ring around one eye as like a weird variant of half heterchomia.
hyde has weird patches of green colored skin idk it just looked cool when i was fiddling with colors so i kept it
hyde has red scales in certain spots of the design. no further explanation
gave hyde black gloves to contrast jekylls white gloves + cmon. hyde probably touches the most gross revolting shit with the places they go to. they deserve some gloves.
changed their body type a litttttle bit just a smudge
i was going to give jekyll a cravat around the neck (a really bad designing habit of mine is to give characters cravats. not my fault they look so cool) both as a fancy thing + to hide lack of a adams apple buuttt the design felt way too clumped so im scrapping that. ignore the cravat in the drawing. grrr bARKBAKRABK
actually does sparkle visually/not just as a non-existent visual effect and people can actually see it. lanyon always swats them away because the sparkles get in his face.
hyde is more shorter than shown in the comic, more like book hydes height. like a foot or more shorter than jekyll. jekyll stays around the same height though. hydes probably the shortest one in the society.
permanent eyebags. does not sleep but cmon we all already knew that
hyde has a strong scottish accent instead of the other accent he fakes in the comic that i always forget the name of
has a cane like the og book. its a sword cane.... yeah i have a addiction, im sorry. (like half my own personal characters have sword canes)
i suck so bad at drawing shoes so hydes shoes look like ass but theyre supposed to be big boots since this guy probably walks through yucky mucky areas and stuff
i would totally write some oneshots or something like that of these guys going on adventures doing experiments and stuff yknow . (stuff like lodgers content and interactions, lanyon and hyde interactions because i enjoy secret identity and person said secret identity personal knows outside of their secret identity interactions, that one couple i talked about before interactions with jekyll/hyde and just in general random oneshots that make no sense) if i actually had any literacy skill
anyways im done my ramble. now you guys can shoot me
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w1nters0ldier20 · 1 month
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Ride cowgirl
Cowboy!bucky barnes x female reader
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A/N: SECOND FANFIC!(and first smut fanfic🤫)lol the poll was 33.3% for basically all of them- so i guess ill write em all🙈 HAVE A NICE READ
WC: 920. (Idk if this counts but 4,906 characters)
Warning: smut,petnames,age gap(but not mentioned), and sorry if i forgot anything😭
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Scared was an understatement. It was your first time going to a club alone, your friends dipped for a double date they were having knowing you were single. You just needed to have some fun this weekend so your about to do so.
You put on your short black dress, black heels and did your makeup. Not too much but not to little, you thought you looked decent and smiled into the mirror as you made your way out to your car.
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You made your way inside the club, loud music immediately filled your ears as you tried to get used to it. You sat at the bar and sighed, ordering a beer as you noticed a breathtaking man walking over to you?
“Whats a pretty gal like you doing here all alone?” He smiled softly as he took his toothpick out of his mouth and you replied”nothing much just out lookin for fun” you returned the smile as you grabbed your beer and thanked the bartender. “Fun ay? I think i can help with that,”he offered you his hand”care to dance darling?” He said waiting for a reply
“I would love too” you grabbed his hand as he took you out to the dance floor. “So whats your name sweetheart” he asked you speaking louder than usual because of the loud surroundings. “Y/N, and you?” You asked in a slightly quieter tone. “The names bucky, but you can call me whatever you desire” he winked at you dancing along to the song
“Well Bucky i think i would like to take you up on that offer” you smirked playfully at him, “oh yea?” He said slowly leading you off of the dance floor”tell me where and when, and i’ll make sure of it” he bit his bottom lip and looked at you, maintaining eye contact
“How about.. in your car, now?” You say leading him out of the club slowly, not wanting to wait anymore. “Easy girl, so impatient” he tsked at you as you whined. “here we are” he said unlocking the doors.
“Yeee haw is your license plate cowboy?” You said laughing as you took his hat and put it on you as he laughed with you. “You look good in my hat baby” he said opening the backseat door, “ladies first” he said with a pleased look plastered on his face. “Such a gentle man” you fanned your face jokingly as you got into the back seat, immediately putting your lips on his.
As the kiss got more heated, he slowly unhooked your bra from underneath your dress. “May i?” He nodded as you lifted your arms, leaving him access to unzip your dress.”Need you” you said with a quiet whimper. “Haven’t even taken my shirt off yet naughty girl” he said, finally taking off his shirt and you ogled at the sight. “Have i ever told you, you’re to handsome?” He giggled as he kissed your neck
“No, but appreciate it darling” he said giving you darker hickeys, marking you to make sure no one gets whats his. “B-bucky fuck” you stuttered and moaned his name softly. “Jesus sweetheart you’re making me go crazy” he said pulling your panties off, “so wet, all for me right?” he said playfully. “Yes oh fuck.. please just touch me, need you so bad bucky” you said begging.
As he finally put a finger inside you and circled your clit with his other free hand. “So good!” You moaned out as he stuck a second finger in, pumping them in and out at a rough pace. “Bucky!shit!” You moaned his name loudly as he grunted, “you’re so hot when you moan my name darling” he said, “gonna cum for me soon hm?can feel you clenching on my fingers” he said darkly chuckling. “Yes!god- im gonna c-cum!” As he pumped his fingers in and out a few more times, then he added a third, that sending you over the top as you came and loudly moaned.
“Fuck your so beautiful honey” he said kissing your forehead. “Need to feel my dick inside your wet pussy” he said undoing his belt and taking off his boxers. “Not gonna fit” you said looking at it eyes widening slightly. “M’gonna make it fit ok baby?” He said lining it up with your entranced, both moaning as his tip slowly making its way inside you.
“Please” you said whimpering, “please what?” Bucky said teasing you, “please sir!need you insidee” and oh did he obey. He stuck his dick fully inside you, filling you up as he grunted loudly.
He thrusted slowly inside of you as you continued moaning. “Faster!” You moaned out as he went faster, and more rough. “Fuck baby you’re doing so well f’me” he moaned quietly thrusting inside of you hitting your g-spot
“Oh!right there daddy” you moaned loudly on the brink of your orgasm. “Say that again, fuck baby” he grunted. “Daddy!im gonna cum!” You practically screamed as he hit the spot again. “Yea?gonna cum?do it right on daddy’s cock” he said sending you over the edge as you moaned loudly, he continued to thrust through your orgasm. After your orgasm he kept going to find his pleasure. “Darling, im gonna cum fuck-“ he said cumming inside you, groaning loudly.
He kissed your forehead as you both slowly came down from high. “Did so well for me, so proud of you sweetheart” he smiled at you as you smiled back and giggled as you said,
“Can i keep your hat?”
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A/N: GOD IM SCARED TO POST THIS, I FEEL LIKE ITS SO BAD- AND I FOUND HOW TO DO A WORDCOUNT!!😍 hoped you enjoyed reading if you didn’t cringe halfway through- LMAO..😭i made this whole thing while listening to kali uchis the whole time💞love her sm!
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animulnitrate · 9 months
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SYNCOPATION.
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“Are you seriously getting a hard on while im trying to help you understand music?”
⭒ pairing: graham x reader (gender neutral) ⭒ word count: 1068 ⭒ warnings: smut, smut, and more smut, overstimulation, sub graham :')
12:30 PM. 
You looked at your alarm clock, forcing yourself from your bed. You had slept in a little too late, wiping the sleep from the corners of your eyes. From the other side of the house, quiet knocks rose to a crescendo as you walked down the halls. The door opened, a nervous laugh escaping from the lips of the boy in front of you. “Graham?” You questioned. He was dressed as if he were about to go out to a Sunday dinner, primary colors covering him from head to toe. “Fuck, I forgot. I'm so sorry..” You added, the timid brunette shaking his head in response.
“It's okay..” He choked out, his voice cracking a bit. You wanted to raincheck the study session, but you still invited him in. his arms were wrapped around his textbooks, carefully setting them down onto the living room table. You were the only other student who knew about music production, besides Damon, who had been gone for holiday. He sat down, opening one of the books to the page he had been stuck on; syncopation. Your eyes took their time adjusting to the small font printed on the paper, but you could definitely see the pictures. “Alright, syncopation.” You cleared your throat, slightly annoyed you didn't have the time to freshen up or fix your hair first. “So basically where notes don't belong, but it still sounds good for some reason.” You forced a laugh, trying to get yourself in a better mood.
Graham nodded, pushing his glasses up as he inched closer to the book. He was squinting, reading the passage in his head. You watched him, he really wanted to understand. “Donna Summer?” you spoke, his attention turning to you. “Pardon?” You scoffed. “You don't know Donna Summer?!” An offended look on your face. He shook his head. “Disco, Graham. Disco. Lots of songs in the disco genre use syncopation. It's like, a note before a quarter note that has the little tail on it-”
“Oooohhhh.” He cut you off, your eyes widening.
“Okay that makes sense.” Your palm met with your forehead. The nerve. What was supposed to be a study session quickly switched to a lecture, you trying your hardest not to grab him by his collar and shake him around. “Do you understand now-?” Graham nodded, his face turning to a slight shade of pink. “I think..” You turned your head to roll your eyes. When you turned back around, Graham adjusted his pants a little. Your eyebrow raised in confusion, noticing his body language; a flushed face, a bouncing leg, constantly tugging at his pants. 
You let out a laugh. “Are you seriously getting a hard on while i'm trying to help you understand music?”
“NO!” He responded defensively, his face only getting more red.
Your eyes met with his trousers, which he covered with his hand.
“Let me see.” You spoke dominantly, his hand moving quickly as if you put a spell on him. You were getting it now. 
“You listen so well.” you teased. 
“Thank you.” he incoherently replied. You laughed again. “What a fucking loser, you get turned on from me going off on you.” He stayed silent, his pants only getting tighter. 
You could see his bulge, and his glasses fogging up. “Here, let me help.” You took his glasses off of him, little indents being present below his eyes. You went to unzip his pants, his hand immediately stopping yours. “W-wait.” Graham mumbled. “What?” You questioned. “I-i've never done this before.” Your jaw dropped open. “Oh so you're telling me you've never had a handjob before now?” There was a short moment of silence, he wasn't kidding. Your lips turned into a smile. “It's okay.” You reassured him, helping him tug the fabric off. his arms stayed at his side, his boxers already wet from precum. You tried not to giggle again, knowing it would only arouse the poor thing even more. Your hand slipped inside, passing the waistband. You grabbed a hold of his aching length, a mix between a wince and a whine left his mouth. You started slow, making sure he could feel every little detail your hand could give. 
He was already squirming around, his whimpers and pleas sounding like the soft undertones of a slow song. You reached his tip and squeezed slightly as your hand rose and fell, an arpeggio. “Bloody hell.” He winced again, sweat running down his face. He was so red, his legs shaky as you talked him through it. “Do you like it here?” You asked, your hand wrapped around the base of his cock. “Or, here?” You asked, giving the boys tip your full undivided attention now. His begs and moans were just enough for you to understand what his answer was, your index and thumb running up and down him. It was a matter of seconds before he came, a long repeated measure of cries, and whines spilled out of him. 
He sat up quickly, humming through his high. “Oh god, oh fuck, god.” He cursed. He was still shaking, you had only been doing this for two minutes. “You came so fast, and Christ you're messy.” You moved your hand away, getting up to grab a towel from the bathroom. His chest was rising up and down rapidly. You cleaned your hand off, then offered to clean his shirt. Graham watched, then you went to clean up his still leaking cock. He shifted a little, you smirking as he did so. “Sensitive bitch.” You muttered. “Huh?” He turned to you. 
“Nothing.” Your face was blank, throwing the towel to the side. “All better?” Checking up on him, he nodded fast. “Yes, thank you.” zipping his pants back up, he stood to his feet, stumbling a little. You examined him, making sure he could get his balance back, which he did. “Um, i better go.” Graham choked out again, grabbing his things quickly, walking to the door almost embarrassed by what just happened. “Hm, okay.” You insisted, noticing his glasses still left on the table. You grabbed them just in time, going to tap his shoulder. 
He shuddered, then looked at your hand. “O-oh, right. Thanks.” He awkwardly smiled, putting them back on. “You're welcome for the lecture.” You spoke with a cocky tone. 
“Shut up.” He mumbled, heading out before closing the door behind him.
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boydepartment · 8 months
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TXT as Creepypasta Stories
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a/n: okay so i was a little nervous to post this however i am in a spooky mood and i just wanted to put out something a little silly and fun. i grew up on creepypastas so i wanted to put this out :) i really hope none of you find this post weird LMAO warnings- this is HORROR so subjects of death, bullying, etc is present in this post. i tried to censor it as much as i could and i added my little comments in this as best as i could to make them more lighthearted
MASTERLIST wc- probably like 250-300
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soobin- lavender town
lavender town syndrome was derived from the first pokémon game. the bgm of the town in the game had frequencies that led to kids yaknow dying. later on nintendo lowered the frequencies so kids stopped dying‼️
this one was a classic and soobin loves pokémon so i really thought it fit him :)
link to creepypasta
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yeonjun- ticci toby
ticci toby’s story is about this kid who’s like extremely bullied and it’s kinda fucked up that the creator named him ticci toby because i’m 90% sure he has tourettes in the story. but that’s besides the point. he ends up like getting rid of his dad and runs in the woods, then gets adopted into the slenderman mansion ⁉️ that’s if i’m remembering correctly LMAO im relistening to the story rn, i forgot how well it was written
I HONESTLY JUST GAVE HIM TICCI TOBY BC I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON TOBY WHEN I WAS LIKE 11 now im older than ticci toby and i feel ancient.
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taehyun- jeff the killer
okay gonna be fr, the only reason why i remember his story so well is because of laurenzsides sims 4 rendition of the creepypasta. jeff was this kid who had a really hot brother(sorry(I AM LIU’S AGE NOW THIS IS A WIN)) and two parents. from what i remember everything was chill w his parents and brother but he was just bullied. and then at a birthday party he got lit on fire??? and bleached??? then he kills everyone. OH MY GOD THE KIDS LIKE BULLIED HIM⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ I DO NOT REMEMBER THIS AT ALL⁉️⁉️⁉️ oh his parents were nice :( this is so sad
i thought giving taehyun a classic was good for him. jeff the killer is like THE creepypasta just like kang taehyun is THE hot guy 😇
link to the laurenzside sims 4 creepypasta video lol
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beomgyu- russian sleep experiment
the russian sleep experiment was, you guessed it, an experiment. from what i remember the experiment was conducted during a war to test endurance. the prisoners from said war were told they would be set free if they followed through with the experiment. the prisoners were locked in a room and the scientists leaked this gas in the room to keep the prisoners from sleeping, without having sleep the prisoners go insane and start to kill eachother
the russian sleep experiment is honestly my favorite creepypasta. i read it a few years ago and then shane and ryan read it on are you scared and i was hooked. i feel like beomgyu would really like it.
link to the watcher video explaining the russian sleep experiment
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hueningkai- ben drowned
basically this guy, finds a bootleg majoras mask game and starts getting haunted by this kid named ben who once again you guessed it! drowned! okay apparently there was a cult i don’t remember that at all if i’m being fr.
I LOVE ANYTHING LOZ AND IDK I THINK THAT IT FITS HIM‼️
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mcu-coworkers · 2 years
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Choices
Summary:Anakin's decisions force you to make a choice you dreaded making. (Happy ending)
Pairings: Anakin Skywalker x Y/n reader
Wordcount:2,800+
A/n: This came to me while watching To all the boys  I   loved before , not that it has anything to do or any inspo but it just did and  I   actually loved that show and the books so  I   definitely recommend! Anywho,  I   hope you all enjoy and thank you for reading!xx
Anakin Skywalker Masterlist
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You never wanted to admit defeat, you wished you had enough strength to turn your cheek one more time hoping the next would be different.
But something told you things would never change.
Even through it all you understood why he’d always chosen her, she was beautiful, kind, and the senator of Naboo.
Anakin swore there was nothing between them anymore, she was married to someone else for god sake and he was with you.
But his actions spoke louder than his words ever could, every single time.
The only difference was this time he had crossed the line.
You sat at home with the now cold dinner in front of you and the candle almost burnt out, so you decided to call Anakin worried something was wrong at the temple.
“Hey hon whats up?” he said casually.
“Hey babe,  I   was just wondering where you were. It's getting pretty late.” you whispered.
“Oh sorry did  I   forget? Padme called, she got arrested in Scipio im on my way to get her out.” he said casually.
Your stomach dropped, He forgot your anniversary.
“Oh, um okay.” you said quietly covering your mouth to cover the sobs.
“ I   should be back in a day or less. Is everything alright? You don't usually call this late.” he said questioning the call.
Clearing your throat you tried your best to sound normal, “No, yeah  I   um  I   just made dinner, it's your favorite but it's okay.” It was not okay.
Suddenly it hit Anakin like a ton of bricks, your anniversary.
“Shit, babe  I‘m so sorry  I will make it up to you as soon as we get back, it's just that Padme needed my help and  I   can’t say no.” he said, he felt like total shit.
“Mhm yeah I‘ll see ya bye Anikin.” you said as swiftly as you could not giving him a chance to reply.
You couldn't, by then the tears were rolling and your sobs were uncontrollable and all you wanted to do was cry.
“ I   lo-” Anakin tried saying before you hung up on him, you’d never gone a day without saying  I   love you.
You always said no matter what you’d always say  I   love you at least once before the end of the day.
Anakin knew better than to let you go to sleep that way so he tried calling again but to no avail you didn't answer.
How could you? You couldn't face him in the state you were in, show him that you were jealous, broken, and destroyed because of his choices.
The pit in his stomach began to grow and he began feeling sick to his stomach. Suddenly he wished he could take it all back and not have been such an idiot.
Send someone else to retrieve the senator.
Anakin settled for a text instead.
Ani:  I  ‘m so sorry babe,  I   promise  I  ‘ll make it up to you,  I   love you.
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Sighing, Anakin threw his phone to the side as his nerves began to build up and he wanted to go back home immediately.
Anakin spent the rest of the mission annoyed and impatient as it felt like Padme and Clovis kept adding things to the list and he was ready to go home.
He still tried texting and calling but now you weren't even opening his messages.
You couldn't, your heart hurt just looking at his name pop up after you made your own choice to leave.
As much as you wanted to believe his words you couldn't, giving it another chance meant giving him another chance to do it again and your heart just couldn't take it anymore.
You thought you could do it, when he asked you to marry him you thought it would finally be Y/n and Anakin.
But it’s inevitable, for him there will always be Padme and she will always come first.
And you’d given up, it all felt too one sided for you to keep fighting, the missed birthdays, family dinners, and now your anniversary.
Marrying him only sealed the deal even more and you just couldn't do it, it felt like you were saying  I   do to marrying Padme.
So you made the choice to leave, packing your things before he came back and leaving a note on the nightstand with your engagement ring. You took one last look at the home you built together and left.
Not having anyone else in Coruscant you went back home to Mandalore where your sister accepted you with open arms.
Satine knew of your issues with Anakin but she only hoped they would improve for your sake, she was sad to see they didn't.
She reminded you it was alright but all you felt was shame,and cowardness by not being able to face him and tell him how you felt face to face.
You couldn’t bring yourself to stay and wait around so that he could talk about what they did or how great she handled her mission.
You couldn't keep up the charade anymore, not when it felt like she had always been his choice.
Since then it had been two days and Anakin had finally landed in Coruscant.
He didn't even wait for the chancellor or Obi-wan to greet him, instantly he went home hoping he could fix this mess he made and hold you in his arms until you were content with him again.
“Baby!  I‘m home!” he yelled as soon as he walked in, silence.
Walking through the house he didn't find you, walking into your bedroom his stomach sank.
Slowly he walked towards your side of the bed and picked up the note.
With shaky hands and his vision beginning to blur he opened it.
Anakin, I  ‘m sorry  I   had to end things this way, truly  I   wish  I   wasn’t at all. But  I   can no longer live my life in Padme's shadow. To continue living this way would have destroyed me and  I   just couldn't bear it any longer. I didn't want to be the person who makes you choose between your first love and me.  I   couldn’t face rejection so  I   made the choice myself.   I   hope you find all the love and happiness you deserve in life, don't forget that okay? We all deserve love and happiness and everything the stars could offer.  I   tried to hold on and hope for a day when things changed. I promise you  I   did but at some point  I   had to let you go and give myself a chance to be someone's first choice.  I  really hope you can forgive me for leaving this way but it's for the best.  Maybe someday  I  ‘ll be able to take my heart back but for now  this will do. Goodbye Anakin. Love, Y/n
Looking back down at the nightstand Anakin saw your ring and that was when he finally broke.
Falling to his knees he held onto the note as if it was you and cried, how could he have let it get this bad?
How did he not see how much he was hurting you.
He felt like the biggest asshole in the world for letting you go on like this, how could have been so blind to your pain.
He was a damn Jedi, the chosen one and he couldn't see he was hurting the person he loved the most in all of the galaxy.
And you took it because you loved him.
He did not deserve your love, had the tables been turned around he would have lost his mind.
Even knowing he wasn't deserving, he was still selfish and he wanted you and only you there was no one else and there’d never be anyone else.
A  life without you wasn’t worth living to Anakin.
He stayed by your bedside for a while, he hadn't realized how much time had passed until Obi-wan walked in.
“Anakin? What's wrong?” Obi-wan asked, but after looking around the room he wished he hadn't.
“ I  ‘m the biggest idiot in the world, Obi-wan. That's what's wrong.” he said as he pulled down your pillow to cuddle it.
Your scent filled his heart for a split second before he remembered this and the note was all he had left.
“Well when you didn’t meet me at the Temple  I   knew something was wrong but  I   didn't know to what extent.” he said sitting on the bed.
“Can you ask Satine if she's there?  I   would but  I   doubt she’d answer.” Anakin mumbled.
Obi-wan didn't answer him, instead he pulled out his phone and began dialing.
“Satine, how are you? Oh-well yes actually.  I   agree, thank you Satine. Take care.” was all Anakin heard   from his side.
“Get up, Anakin, we are going to fix this. I assure you it’ll be alright.” Obi-wan said, patting his shoulder.
“She wants to see me?”Anakin asked, perking up with the slightest hope.
“Well, Satine didn't exactly say that but she also did not say we couldn’t go?” Obi-wan said, questioning his own words.
“Oh okay.” Anakin said, but still he got up, finally.
“We’re not going there to break it off even more, you're going there to fix this and we won’t leave until you do Anakin.” Obi-wan said trying his best to encourage his dear friend.
“Oh,  I   can assure you of that Obi-wan,  I   won’t leave unless she’s by my side again.” Anakin said determined to get you back.
Putting your ring in his pocket he held onto it as they both walked to Obi-wan's ship.
“What about the council?” Anakin asked, he was finally made a master but he was still pretty rebellious when it came to attendance.
“We are on a recon mission as far as they know, we should be back in a week's time.” Obi-wan said, of course he had it covered, he's Obi-wan.
With that, they took off and Anakin held on to all the hope he had in fixing his mistake.
In seventeen hours he'd give it his best to get you back.
You had managed to stop constantly crying at the thought of Anakin.
You even started coming out of your room to eat at the table with Satine, she hasn’t pressured you to come out so she’s happy you have on your own.
It was almost time for dinner so you decided to get some fresh air before they called for you.
Standing on the balcony you admired the scenery, it was a sunny day the warmth felt amazing for once.
“It’s a beautiful day.”
You froze, Satine could have at least given you a warning.
“It is.” was all your mind could scramble for.
You didnt turn around, the only thing bringing you enough peace right now was the view before you, the view behind you would destroy you.
Especially if you saw how red and puffy his eyes were.
“Can we talk?” he asked quietly, if he was honest he didn't know where to begin, or if anything of what he was about to say was going to make sense at all.
“We already are.”
“ I   deserve that, Y/n  I‘m sorry for all of it, for being an idiot and never realizing how much  I   was hurting you.  I  ‘m the biggest idiot in the entire galaxy and  I   don't deserve you but the  truth is you are the happiness and the love of my life and  I   don't see my life continuing without you.” he said slowly inching his way to you, quietly you turned your head and looked over your shoulder.
“ I   told you  I   won't let myself come second anymore.” you had to stand your ground, “And  I   won’t make you choose between Padme and  I  ,  I don’t want you to look at me with regret because you made the wrong choice.” you said turning your head back.
Finally reaching you he grabbed you by the waist but your eyes stayed on his chest, “Baby there was never a choice to make, you were always first, you were always my love, my only love.” he said as a matter of fact.
“Anakin don’t.” you whispered quietly, god how you missed being in his arms.
“No listen to me please, and then you can decide if you really want me to leave.” he said and when you didnt fight him he took it as a sign to keep going.
“Padme broke up with me because she saw the way  I   looked at you, she knew that what  I   felt for you  I   could never feel for anyone else. The reason why  I   helped her so much is because  I   felt guilty for dragging her along before she made me realize that you were my real love.” he said calmly.
You still hadn't met his eyes.
“You still forgot our anniversary, my birthdays, and the family dinners Anikin, what’s your explanation for those.” you said dryly, “How can  I   go back with the constant thought of you possibly leaving me at another dinner table alone?  I   can’t put myself through that again.” you said grabbing his arms to get out of his grip.
You wanted out of this conversation.
Anakin felt himself begin to panic, “No please wait just listen to me, okay?” his voice broke at the end and you couldn't move looking anywhere but him you looked at the birds laying happily in their nest.
Lucky them.
“ I   know  I ‘m not the best thing out there and  I   know  I‘ve forgotten big moments for us in the heat of the moment because  I ‘m so impulsive and-and sometimes it’s a blessing but most times its a curse  I   mean ask Obi-wan it's a surprise  I   actually made to the rank of Master but then again  I   have saved him multiple times and he knows that but that's besides the point because all  I   know is that  I   love you and deciding to be with you and marry you and be yours is the one thing   I   didn't act impulsive on and that's because  I   wanted it all to be perfect because you deserve that and so much more and  I   know  I  ‘m not much but  I   want to be that for you.” he was rambling, more like word vomit and he wasn’t done.
By this point you had already made up your mind that you wanted him for the rest of your life, especially if he rambled like this about you.
And of course Obi-wan.
He hadn’t realized that you were now looking at him in the midst of all his rambling so you tried to hide your smile as he continued.
“ I   want to be the guy who is lucky enough to wake up next to you and buy you flowers and maybe even have children with if you ever wanted to not that  I‘d ever force you to or anything but  I‘d do anything for you, you just have to say the words Y/n and  I‘m your guy  I‘d do it all just to be loved by you.  I   can't say that  I   won't make mistakes because considering my record it's obvious that  I  ‘m full of those but for you I want to work on it and  I   will for the rest of my life if you’ll still have me.   I‘ll start taking after Obi-wan if you want me to just say the words Y/n and  I‘ll do it.” he went on and by now you had to stop him it was getting too adorable.
“Anakin stop. You’re an idiot,” you said, making him drop his head, “but you're my idiot and  I   want you for you as forgetful as you are, just don't forget to show up to our wedding because then  I   will actually leave.” you said hugging him with your arms wrapped around his waist.
“Wait, so you still wanna marry me?” he said, stunned.
“Yes, now where is my ring groom?” you said pulling away.
Both sniffling and chuckling, Anakin pulled out your ring and slipped it back on its rightful place.
“Thank you.” he said, holding you tightly.
“Don't thank me, thank that beautifully practiced speech you prepared, and the honorable mention of Obi-wan? 10 points.” you said jokingly.
“God  I   love you so much.” he said, leaning and kissing you slowly.
“ I   love you too, Ani.” you said as you went back for another kiss. You missed your lover boy, you were putting your heart in his hands again, you were scared yes but there was no other place in the galaxy for you.
As the years went on you married Anakin and he made each day more amazing than the one before never once forgetting a special occasion.
This time around you were actually able to become friends with Padme and even came around to double dates in Naboo.
Anakin vowed to be a better man for you and you reminded him everyday that he was that and so much more.
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bratshaws · 1 year
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through the hourglass 8. brb x oc
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pairing: plus size!oc x rooster
warnings: BABY FUCKING FEVER GETS STRONGER AND I HAVE NO REGRETS
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Beatrice and Rooster got back to their usual routines the very next day, with him going to work and Beatrice going to Tiff’s class with Shells. She missed the whole group a lot and was very happy to return and finally start her married life with Brad, who was just as excited if she was completely honest. 
 
They had a long talk later that night, especially with the kids topic and decided that they could easily start trying for it now - in fact he made sure they tried just after that conversation - and that Beatrice could work on what she wanted for the bedroom next to theirs since it’d be the baby room.
 
So she was happy, no she was elated, she was ecstatic. She was so over the moon in fact that she almost forgot her niece would be born in that very month, hence when they had a water break Beatrice was confused at the weird row of numbers coming from Leonardo. She furrowed her eyebrows while sipping her water, replying only with a ‘?’ and waiting for his reply.
 
It came fifteen minutes later, only saying that ‘Cyn is in the hospital!!’
 
Beatrice stops drinking the ice cold water and widens her eyes, “Oh my God.” she says,standing to her feet with Shells following along, worried blue eyes focused on her friend’s face, “Oh my God, Cynthia is in the hospital!!”
 
It took a few seconds for Shells to connect the dots, “Wait, your pregnant sister in law??” Beatrice nods, already grabbing her things and telling Tiff she’d unfortunately have to go because of family issues. Tiff understood and even allowed Shells to go with Beatrice if she wanted, considering the blonde looked gobsmacked and trying to figure out what was going on, “Wait, wait, did this just happen?”
 
Their hurried footsteps rushed down the staircase, with Beatrice furiously typing something back on her phone, “Oh my God, yes it just happened! Oh my God,” she puts the phone on her ear then grabs her car keys from her pants’ pocket, “Oh my God, come on Leo, pick up- Leo! Leo yes, it’s me, how far along is she?” Beatrice makes a beeline to her jeep, her hand trembling as she tries to open it, giving up and handing it over to Shells instead as she walks around the sidewalk.
 
“Okay, do you want me to pick Bibi? What do you need me to do?” she asked frantically, thanking the blonde who watches with her hand on her hips, “...right, okay, okay, no yeah I can pick her up, did you call mom and d- okay. Okay!Okay! Okay I will! Keep me updated, I love you!”
 
Beatrice turns the phone off and looks at Shells, “I’m going to pick Bibi up from preschool, Leo already called to let them know I’m coming, ohhh holy shit.”
 
“I mean, that’s good right?”
 
“No, no it is! It is, I’m just,” she flaps her hands as if to get rid of the nerves, “I’m just excited, are you going back inside?” she asks gesturing to the building but the blonde just says since she’s already out she might as well go home especially since they’d only have a few more minutes of class after all, “Okay,I’m going to pick Bibi up, I’ll call you later okay?”
 
“Sure thing babes,” Shells hugs her friend goodbye, “Let me know when the baby is born, okay??”
 
“Okay!” Beatrice shouts, giving her friend a final wave after entering the car and driving away. She tried to not get too nervous or else Bibi would be nervous too. From the studio to Bianca’s school it was a fifteen minutes drive and- why was she so nervous? Beatrice breathed in and out, rolled her shoulders, her neck, her wrists and she was still over the edge.
 
She didn’t know why, the baby was born on time, it wasn’t a preemie. Maybe it was the euphoria of being an aunt again after so long, yes it had to be. She’d send Bradley a message later, he’s working right now he wouldn’t be able to see it anyway.
 
Beatrice arrives at Bianca’s preschool in record time, fixing her ponytail the best she could before walking out. She talks to the security guard at the door who tells her to follow him as they wander inside. Beatrice flaps the car key back and forth in her grasp, the sound of the keychains tinkling together mixing with the loud children chatter coming from the classrooms around her.
 
She stops by Bianca’s door, the one with a little drawn smiling bee and waits until her teacher comes out to speak to her. Eventually she does and so does Bianca, “Auntie!” she rushes to the brunette, her backpack being so much bigger than herself as she launches her body against her aunt’s legs, “I’m going home?”
 
“Well, sort of honey.” she smiles, picking her niece up and thanking the teacher before she turns on her heel towards the exit, “Your mama is in the hospital.” she explains as calmly as she could, “Because your little sister is on her way!”
 
Bianca gasped in delight, a complete opposite from her reaction months back, “Really? Can I see her?”
 
“Not yet, sweetie.” Beatrice says, groaning when she remembers she hadn’t got the booster seat in her hurry to get there, hesitating for a few seconds and thinking if she hurried she could at least take Bianca home so she could relax until they could visit Cynthia, “Okay, auntie forgot your seat so, you’ll have to stay nice and quiet in the back,alright?”
 
“Okay auntie!” Bianca beams,wiggling her legs to be put down and removing her backpack as she climbs on the back seat of her aunt’s car, hitting her shoes together excitedly as Beatrice buckled her in safely, “Are we going to your house?”
 
“Yes, Bibi, for a little while.” she pulls out her phone when she feels it vibrating in her pocket, closing the door and frowning a bit. Leo said Cynthia wasn’t crowning yet so they had to wait a little bit longer plus the doctors were keeping an eye on her in case she feels bad - and to please distract Bianca as she could because their parents would just freak her out too much - “Okay, I can do that.”
 
“Can we have ice cream for lunch, auntie?”
 
Beatrice chuckles, closing the driver’s door, “We can have a normal lunch and then ice cream Bibi.”
 
Her niece just hums, still hitting her shoes together repeatedly while looking around, “Okay.” she cranes her head a bit higher to check the outside when Beatrice turns the car on, “Can I have dinosaur nuggets for lunch?” 
 
Beatrice didn’t know if she should be happy that Leonardo called her to pick Bianca up or not because she just rushed out as if she was the one giving birth instead, “Um…how about I make us some pizza sandwiches?” she suggests, driving away from the school, “I can put extra cheese for you.”
 
Her niece’s eyes twinkled with interest and she bounced a bit on the back seat, “Okay!” she giggles, interlacing her hands together to place them on top of her thighs, “Can I have olives too?” Beatrice nods, “Yay!” 
 
She made sure to keep her phone at hand once she parked the car inside the garage and helped Bianca inside. No news yet so she’d have to make sure her niece was entertained until then…and the constant family group chat wasn’t helping her at all, she almost rolled her eyes out of the sockets when Guillermo’s constant questioning continued after being told to calm down.
 
Bianca rushed inside the house once Beatrice unlocked the door, Jolene running up to meet the five years old as the two ran around each other until her niece hugged the pitbull’s neck tightly, pressing their cheeks together. It just occurred to her that Bianca never came to her house before and this whole thing was brand new for her.
 
So when she ran around the house to check everything, Beatrice let her do it, only shouting that she needed to be careful and she’d be fine as long she didn’t trip over herself. She finally sent Rooster a message, letting him know that if he goes on lunch break and Beatrice doesn’t reply to his messages it is because she was at the hospital with Leonardo.
 
He’d understand, she knew he would. 
 
So for now she’d prepare Bianca’s lunch, hearing her niece’s footsteps running back and forth above her head, giving a little smile once she heard the constant ‘oooh’ and ‘woaahh!’ before she ran back down again with Jolene right on her tail. Beatrice propped her hand on her hips as she watched Bianca look out at the backyard, letting out a pleased gasp when she sees the pool, “Auntie you have a pool!”
 
“I do, sweetie- don’t open the door Bibi, we are not swimming today.” she says as she grabs some ingredients from her fridge to set it on the counter. Bianca didn’t open the door but she did press her face against it, with Jolene following along so both of their noses were smushed against the glass, their breathing creating foggy circles on it as they looked out.
 
Beatrice looked back at her phone, nothing besides her family freaking out. They couldn’t see Cynthia until Éwoyn was born and her parents were already there to help around if they needed to.
 
No one wanted to make Cynthia feel overwhelmed, so the less people the better. Beatrice slides her phone back into her pockets, looking back to see Jojo and Bianca still pressing their faces against the glass, clearly entertained with making the hot air hit the door, so much so she felt there was no need to turn the tv on so she could pass the time.
 
But since she had a bit of time until the sandwich was done, she decided it was better to take her niece and dog away from the glass and set them on the couch, “Okay missy.” Bianca giggled when her aunt picked her up under the armpits, carrying her to the living room, “Let’s watch some tv, how about we watch some Dora?”
 
Bianca wriggled off her aunt’s hands and flopped onto the couch, tried to do a handstand only to fall back onto the soft cushions with another giggle, “Okay!” she grinds, rolling onto her stomach and patting the couch so Jolene jumped in too, watching her aunt surf through the channels. “Auntie, where’s Prince Rooster?”
 
The brunette smiled with her eyes on the tv, “Prince Rooster is working right now, sweetie. It’s you, me and Jojo until he comes back.”
 
“When will he come back?”
 
“In a few hours, honey.” she explains, furrowing her eyebrows when she just couldn’t find the kids channel so she decided to turn on the kids profile on Netflix so she could pass the time, “Let’s watch some Dr.Chimp then, because your aunt can’t find Dora.”
 
“Yaay! Dr. Chimp! He’s just a tree away from seeing you! This doctor monkey helps the zoo!” Bianca proceeds to sing the opening song with so much gusto it was like she was performing at a private concert that consisted of her aunt and Jolene who was now lying next to Bianca with her head on top of her paws. Once Beatrice found the show - and Bianca did an encore of the opening song - she set the remote aside just in time to feel her phone vibrating.
 
She saw it was Leo and stepped back into the kitchen, “I’ll bring your lunch shortly Bibi- hey Leo.”
 
“Hey sis.” he sounded exhausted, “Sorry, the principal just called me to let me know Bianca left, how’s she?”
 
“Watching tv, right now.” she says as she looks over her shoulder to where her niece is moving from left to right, singing along, “How’s everything?”
 
“Hah, everything is…that baby doesn’t want to come out. They are waiting a little bit, Cynthia is bouncing on those yoga balls and I’m chugging Red Bull. “
 
“She’ll be out soon.” Beatrice tries to comfort her older brother, checking the pizza sandwich in the oven and turning it off once she noticed it was ready, “Are mom and dad there?”
 
“Oh yes they sure are here…honestly, they are stressing me out. Cynthia’s parents are coming back from Oklahoma tonight, which helps because if they all got together I think I’d probably pass out from nerves.”
 
“It’ll be fine.”
 
“You say that now because you have no kids.” he begins, “Wait until it’s your turn.”
 
Beatrice goes silent after that, taking in his words and furrowing her brows because…he was right. Her parents would be so over the top with her, more than her sisters, than her sisters in law too because…she’s the youngest one of them all. The moment they find out she’s pregnant they’ll want to know dates, suggest names, ignore the names she chose, then proceed to try and decorate the baby room.
 
Jesus, thinking about that does make Beatrice feel a bit uneasy. She knew her parents would be over the top, she knew they’d be really happy but…she really wants to have a calm pregnancy when she gets pregnant for real.
 
Maybe she’s overthinking things and they won’t be as bad. Maybe they will be caring but not over the top, maybe it’ll be different! Or maybe not…or maybe she should just wait and not think about that right now.
 
“Bea?”
 
“Huh? Oh, sorry,I’m here.”
 
“You got quiet, thought you passed out or something.”
 
“I’m not, I’m okay Leo.” she cuts the sandwich in squares and eats the crusts since Bianca didn’t like them, “Just thinking.”
 
“Hah, yeah, me too.” followed by a loud slurp from the other line and his name being called, “I’m going to go back, Cyn is calling for me. Anyway…love you sis, talk to you soon.”
 
“Love you too,Leo.” she ends the call and sighs softly, sliding the phone back into her pocket as she walks out of the kitchen to where Bianca was, her shoes off and her Spongebob socks visible. She has one hand on Jolene’s back and the other on her leg as she sways from left to right singing along to the animals on the screen, “Bibi, your pizza sandwich.”
 
Bianca stops swaying to gasp in delight, “Thank you auntie!” she picks the plate carefully, settling it on her lap and then forgetting immediately that her aunt was right there, choosing to eat and watch tv instead. Beatrice stands there for a little bit, then decides that she should go ahead and eat something too.
 
She might just make another pizza sandwich for herself, those are really good no matter your age. 
 
After she does prepare it, she watches the bread in the oven with her hands supporting her head, blinking hard when she feels her phone buzzing again, “Oh, Jesus.” she pulls it out and smiles at who it was, “Hi, Roos.”
 
“Hey,gorgeous. How’s everything? How’s Cynthia?”
 
“Still at the hospital, Éwoyn doesn’t want to come out,” she laughs softly, rubbing her forehead, “I’m with Bibi, we are having lunch and…you know, doing everything we can to pass the time.”
 
“I know, pretty girl. You do try your best. Do you need me to do anything?”
 
Beatrice just smiles, leaning her cheek on the hand not holding the phone,”Just talk to me, tell me how your day has been.” she just wanted to hear his voice honestly.
 
“Everything has been going well, gorgeous. Everything has been going really well. No complaints. Missing you though.” she could hear the smile on his voice “People were complimenting our wedding reception though.”
 
“Oh,really?”
 
“Apparently it had to do with the open bar and the extra wedding baggies. They said it was the most fun they had in ages.”
 
Beatrice smiles as she leans on her hand, closing her eyes as she hears his voice, “I’m glad to hear that Roos.” she says, “I’m glad everyone had fun…Gosh I really like your voice.” his amused chuckle makes her smile widen and her cheeks warm up, “I’ve told you that before, right?”
 
“You did, gorgeous but I don’t mind hearing it again. Especially since I love your voice just as much.”
 
“You do? You never told me you liked my voice.”
 
“Are you kidding? It’s incredible, it’s sweet and sexy at the same time. And your accent is really cute.”
 
Beatrice laughs, standing up from the chair to grab her own sandwich, “I have an accent?”
 
“Oh, yes you do. It’s lovely to hear, if I’m honest with you.”
 
Beatrice hums, grabbing the steaming bread from her oven and blowing on it to cool down faster, “I’ll keep that in mind–” she hears the sound of another incoming call and leans back to see who it was. Leo, it was Leo. “Shit, Roos, Leo is calling, I gotta go.”
 
“No worries, angel, do you want me to meet you at the hospital?”
 
“I don’t know if I’ll be there for that long but…if you want to, yeah.”
 
“I do.” his voice sounds a bit lighter when he speaks, “I really do. Unless you think Leo would be weirded out–”
 
“You are my husband,” she cuts him off gently, “He won’t be weirded out.”
 
Rooster lets out a soft laugh through his nose, “Yeah…okay. See you then?”
 
“See you.”
 
 
“Be gentle Bibi.” Cynthia whispers as her eldest daughter looks up at her expectantly, nestled far back on the seat in the hospital room, watching with wide eyes as her father approaches her with the little pink bundle in his arms, “Be very careful, okay? Leo,”
 
“I know, love.” Leonardo couldn’t stop smiling as he gently lowered Éwoyn in Bianca’s arms, adjusting the little girl’s position so the newborn would be safely put within her grasp, “There you go, look sweetie, it’s your little sister.”
 
Beatrice watched it from the door, smiling fondly at the scene and…feeling a pang of something inside of her. Her niece was so cute, so small and she looked like a little pinto bean all bundled up in a pink colored tortilla. She looked down at her phone, seeing that the last message Rooster sent her was how he was going to take a shower and meet her there at the hospital.
 
She stepped back from the room to walk to the hospital’s hallway, crossing her arms below her bust as she saw Michael, Marina, Derek and Gabriel all talking down the hall. She feels the pang again when she sees Gabriel be picked up by her sister with his head nestled on her shoulder…damn it. “I need to calm down, I can’t have baby fever now.” she mutters to herself, feeling that it wasn’t going to help at all.
 
So she chose to wait for Rooster to arrive at the hospital doors, walking past some nurses and smiling at the few that she saw helping Cynthia inside the delivery room. Beatrice inhales shakily as she walks past the maternity ward, speeding her step until she arrives at the hospital’s front desk where she could see the hospital’s parking lot, her car and- “Oh, God,I love him.” 
 
Rooster, who was coming as quickly as he could, putting his sunglasses up to his head and immediately smiling when he saw her waiting for him. The hospital’s doors opened automatically where they meet halfway, “Hi,” he coos, leaning down to peck her lips, “How’s Cynthia?”
 
“She’s tired but awake,” she holds out her hand to him, “The fact it took four hours for that baby to be born astounds me.”
 
He laughs, grabbing her hand as she leads him away, “I thought she was being born by the time you got that call from Leo.”
 
“I thought so too!” she laughs, “But no, he just wanted to keep me updated and you know, talk to him, I think he needed that extra voice.” she explains, leading him up to Cynthia’s room, stopping in the hallway to greet her siblings and nephew - which now was his too. for a short while.
 
It wasn’t long until Bianca’s head popped out of the room and she gasped, “Prince Rooster!” she whispered shouted - undoubtedly her parents told her to keep her voice down- as she ran over to him, her colorful sneakers squeaking on the tiled floors towards him. Beatrice didn’t even complain when he let go of her hand to crouch down and pick the little girl up with a soft ‘oof!’, making her sit on his arm while his opposite hand kept her straight.
 
“Hey, Bibi, “ he smiles even more when she hugs his neck, “How are you? Happy to be an older sister?” she nods, then starts rambling about her little sister, about how small she is, about how she smells funny and she looks like one of her dolls at home, but she’s real!
 
Beatrice watches the scene with her eyes unmoving from Rooster, the pang returns, with more force and she feels it almost snap inside of her. Her chest feels light watching her husband talk and be amazed at whatever Bianca was saying, biting her lower lip but she couldn’t take her gaze away.
 
Yeah, she didn’t think the baby fever would get any less intense.
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thebestpumkin · 5 months
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uhhh hi!! im pumkin, nice to meet y'all! (hopefully at least someone sees this LMAO) i'm mostly just writing this to stop being a blank blog (always a lurker, never a liker 🫡🫡) i read PLENTY of fanfics and im hoping i'll be able to start writing my own! hopefully i can get a little following of people who'll request n stuff, but for now, i might just start off w some x oc stuff so people can see my writing! if enough people (15 maybe??) like/reblog a writing piece of mine, i'll do a more in depth intro 😋 oh btw, any writing i do will be as gender neutral as i can do, but i will strictly only write male characters (im a cishet ally!) and absolutely NO smut, sorray! im uncomfortable writing it!
(if i do end up writing stuff, it will be very sporradic since i'm still in school. ps, english isnt my first language. pps, i'm still figuring out how tumblr works, so bear with me 🤞🤞ppps, i tagged some fandoms im hoping to write for, but i fs forgot some, or added some i hadnt meant. sorry for tag traffic!))
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banisheed · 8 months
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Describe your character's voice. Do they speak with an accent? Are there certain words they use more often, or certain quirks to the way they talk (such as using filler words or mumbling)? Are they soft-spoken, or typically louder? Do they like the sound of their own voice, or is it something they try to avoid listening to when possible?
this got long im so sorry. also such a fun ask i love reading everyone's responses ..... thnx u...
TL;DR: Siobhan doesn't really have a unique voice and she doesn't want one. Most of the time she tends to talk very formally (like her mother) other times she is more chaotic (like her great-great-grandmother). She alternates her formal and casual language; she will use proper and improper words in the same sentence she doesn't care. She has an Irish accent (dont ask me what sort I can't decide) and also she AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THE SOUND: My weakness….exposed…..I haven't decided what sort of Irish accent Siobhan has….she just uh….has one. Just imagine one. When it boils down to the sound of her voice, I imagine it is similar to the tone and cadence of Anne Hathaway’s voice, just with an accent. She does love the sound of her own voice. Because she’s Siobhan. I think she carries a photo of herself around and kisses it before bed or something.
She does tend to have a more up-beat, chipper, sounding voice. Very, “oh, interesting, tell me more”; the friendliness of her voice is juxtaposed with her love of threatening people. If speaking more formally, there’s a more haughty quality to her voice. EITHER WAY, Siobhan constantly adjusts herself to fit whatever mood she’s in or whatever she thinks the situation calls for
THE STORY OF IT: Siobhan doesn’t have a voice of her own. A voice is an identity, a claim to life, both things Siobhan wasn’t born to have. No one wanted her to be unique, no one wanted her to have a voice that can be used to express sacrilege. She developed a very particular way of speaking; both formal and informal, chaotic and structured. Siobhan is a product of her influence, trained to speak with the voices of the women she grew up around: her mother’s formality, her great-grandmother’s probing questions, her grandmother’s saccharine tones and her great-great-grandmother’s chaotic leanings. The biggest influences on her voice are her mother and her great-great-grandmother, who are opposites in expression; her mother is calculated, structured, and sadistic; her great-great-grandmother is wild, informal, and unfiltered. Siobhan alternates between these modes of communication the most but they’re still imitations. Sometimes she finds one more easy to communicate with than the other; big emotions might call for her mother’s unflappable touch and boredom might require her great-great-grandmother’s chaos. 
What she didn’t learn from her family she picked up from the literature that brought her comfort (stories and poetry). All of her is an imitation of something: her mother, something she read, her great-great-grandmother, her idea of what a banshee is, the manners she’s been taught etc. You could say that this amalgamation of a voice IS a unique voice unto itself, Siobhan would certainly like to think that.
The truth is, when she’s speaking more honestly, the words are clumsy and emotional and she loathes it. Whatever woman exists underneath the brainwashing of her life, she hates her. She doesn’t want her. She’ll do whatever she has to to get rid of her. 
*ADDING THIS IN NOW but also her family is super old. and she herself is 106. she would speak more antiquated. this is a very important factor idk what i forgot it
SINGING: she can sing, and sing well (very disney princess-y; that clear, gentle voice, very soprano…but not like the TV show), but also she’s a banshee so maybe don’t let her sing. She sang a lot at Saol Eile, with the folksy lilting they did
FILTER-WORDS: she doesn’t use them because they would imply weakness. Though, if being honest, she does “um”, stutter and mumble--she’s the least confident trying to “be herself” and she’s unpractised and uncomfortable with it. 
LANGUAGE (idk what to call this part just go with it): Siobhan likes the word “insipid”. She does use some Irish slang on occasion but I’m dumb and forget she’s Irish sometimes so probably not as much as she would. She would prefer to speak in Irish, as it’s her first language, but feels like she can’t because of her exiled status and because a woman who wears a “humans suck” t-shirt and speaks Irish is a little too obvious, even for her. So she defaults to English and peppers some Irish around like a garnishing 
SCREAMING: when she screams she sounds like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
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mistyfoxxy · 1 year
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Also a prompt behind the Sun hats off pic . Hunter getting chased by bees
Sun Hats Off!
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"Guys!"
Everyone turned their attention to the girl who had slammed the door open and yelled. She wore her normal outfit with yellow shirt and green coat along with a large hat on her head and water spray bottle in hand.
"What is it Willow?" Gus asked seated next to Hunter. Hunter has been rambling on about something he had saw earlier and now clenched his hands into fists, a slight blush tinted his face.
“I found bees in the garden!”
Silence.
“You don’t think that’s cool? Look at this angel right here!” Willow stated as she held clover out in her hands. Clover fluttered it’s wings in delight at the praise. “They’re like tinier versions!”
“That’s cool Willow. Don’t they have stingers though?” Gus added.
“ They look a lot like Clover so I’m sure. I’m actually working on the garden right now. I saw one land on a flower. Does anyone want to come and look at them with me?”
Luz smiled at the plant witch as she leaned her head on Amity’s shoulder. “Sorry Willow. Me and bees have never gotten along with the exception of that sweet little angel Clover. I got stung once as a kid… I keep my distance now.” Luz stated deeply.
“I’m going to take Luz’s word on that.” Amity said as she hugged Luz closer and smiled.
“I’m helping Camila cook lunch in a second”
“Oh, I’ll go.” Gus replied.
“Ok great!” Willow replied before turning to look at the still quiet and pink tinted Hunter. “What about you Hunter? Wanna hang out with us?” She smiled teasingly.
His face turned redder as he smiled back at her and nodded his head. “Hehe yeah, sure.”
Gus and Willow shared a knowing smile.
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“So that’s the nest?” Hunter asked dumbfounded at the yellow hive thing.
“I think so.” Willow replied, placing a hand on Hunter’s shoulder and leaning her head against his arm for a split second.
He immediately tensed up and breathed a little faster.
“Oh!” Willow exclaimed and pulled away slightly and gave her most teasing smirk. “You look like you’re burning up! Looks like you need this hat more than me.”
Hunter seemed to snap out of the spell and replied worriedly, “no no you can keep the hat im fine!”
Willow tugged the large sun hat off her head and swiftly placed it on his. Letting her hands linger on either side to keep his gaze. “I’m good. Don’t want your pretty face to get sunburnt! I’m used to gardening and being in the sun a lot. Remember what happened when we went on those water raft things?” She giggled.
“I forgot to put sunscreen on.” He muttered.
“Noooo you said you didn’t need it! That you were in evincible.” Gus corrected from behind them.
Willow quickly removed her hands from the sides of Hunters face that had somehow unconscious traveled down to cup his burning cheeks.
Hunter jerked back and rubbed the back of his neck. “Ok. I didn’t realize it would be that bad.”
Gus smirked. “Anyways... what do you think that nest is made out of?” He wondered out loud as he stared up at it.
“I’d love to know too. Or what they look like inside! I heard they make honey in them!” The plant witch replied in awe.
Hunter stared up at it in thought. Maybe…
“Ooh! I almost forgot! Look at these flowers I found. I haven’t seen any like them so far. But i have read so much about them! I want you to take a picture of me next to them please for the scrapbook!” She exclaimed to Gus and pulled him along expectantly.
When Hunter didn’t follow, Willow called out. “You coming Hunter?”
“Yeah, yeah! Just a second!” He replied without taking his eyes of the hive.
“Okayyy… we’ll we’ll be right over by the bush over there. We’re gonna snap a quick picture.”
Flapjack chirped in confusion as Hunter grabbed hold to one of the branches started to climb the tree. "Willow wants to know what it looks like inside. So imma see if i can look and then ill get the camera and take a picture for her." He stated confidently.
The closer he got he noticed the few bees around him began to grow in numbers. Flapjack chirped anxiously.
"Heh... just a little closer. Nice bees!" Hunter gulped.
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Willow placed herself in front of the bush and held one hand with the bottle in front of the flowers. Clover atop her head and a smile on her face.
"Say demons are hairy!"
"Demons are hairy!"
"AHHHH!"
*click*
Willow jerked her head around to see Hunter being chased by a swarm of bees. Oh no.
She quickly summoned a large flower and a wall of vines between Hunter and the swarm. The bees seemed to debate for a second on what they should do and settled for attacking the large flower.
Hunter gasped and breathed heavily as he crawled away and stopped at Willow's feet. He then curled into a ball and covered his face with the hat out of shame.
Willow squated down next to him and Gus did the same. "You ok bud?" Gus asked.
He didn't reply.
Willow tried. "They're gone Hunter. I don't think they were gonna kill you. Did you get too close to their nest?"
"I.. yeah."
"Did any of them sting you?"
"Does it burn worse then a sun burn in a small place if so?"
Gus and Willow shared a look. "Probably. I'm going to go call Camila on the house phone thing and see if that's it."
Willow nodded. "Yeah. And get some apple juice too please."
"Ok. I'll be right back." Gus stated as he leapt towards the house.
Willow then lay down beside him and face the hiding boy. She gently pulled the hat up and smiled at the wide eyed boy. "You ok?"
He nodded slowly. Holding one of his hands against his chest.
"Did it sting you hand?"
"Yeah."
"Can i see?"
Hunter nodded again and slowly sat up. Willow followed suit.
He stretched his hand out to her and she winced at the sight. There was a small red dot surrounded by pink swelling. "Oh that looks bad."
"It doesn't feel as bad as it looks" He lied.
"Trynna act tough around me, huh?"
"Wha- no! I-It really doesn't hurt that bad!"
The witch giggled. "Ok ok. I believe you. I'm sure you have a good pain tolerance after..." She trailed off. She didn't know how to quite finish the sentence without bringing up the past. She didn't want that.
"Yeah. It's true. You have to be the best and brightest after all." Hunter teased to bring the smile back to her face. And it worked.
"What were you doing so close to the hive anyways?"
"Oh... I was trying to see what it looked like inside so i could tell you about it."
Willow smiled at the thoughtfulness of this boy. Titan he would be the death of her.
"Nerd."
"Huh?"
"You're such a nerd, Hunter. But I like that though."
Hunter looked taken aback before the blush crept to his face again. He then turned towards the bush and picked a flower.
He held the pink aster out to the plant witch and attempted his calmest smile. "Well I think your really pretty." He mumbled.
As soon as the words left his mouth he gasped and stood up quickly dropping the flower in front of her. "Uh. I mean. Uh. I got to go!"
Willow sat stunned at the words that she had heard. He called her pretty... she then looked down at the flower. She wondered if he knew just what they stood for.
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miss-angxlist · 2 years
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Hii love! I hope you are well!
I was wondering if I could request a fic for bakugou X reader? In it reader has a reserved personality and seems to be cold but they're just very socially awkward and once you get to know them, they are actually very warm. And you see, reader has a crush on Bakugo and they get even more stoic than todoroki around him. And bakugo is like, "oh you think you're better than me?????" And just general Bakugo behaviour. And this leads to confrontation and bakugo reciprocates the feelings wkdhdkid??
Thank you! I hope you have a lovely day :))
I love reading your fics btw <3
𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜
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𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜 - [ 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 ]
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𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐(𝚜) : bakugou x gn!reader
𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 : none? [not proof-read]
𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎 : fluff
𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 : 754
𝚊/𝚗 : hi darlingg! im so sorry i didn't get this request out sooner! it's been so long since i've posted butttt i got this out now & i hope you like it (i hope i wrote what you envisioned)
my writings (especially for bnha) is a little rusty so bare with me
𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 : *dm or send a inbox thingy i forgot what they're called to be added!
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You stare out the window as you wait for Mr. Aizawa to show up and for class to begin. You zone out the conversations of your fellow classmates, having your headphones over your ears.
“Good morning everyone.” Mr. Aizawa steps into the classroom. “Everyone get a partner and wait for further instructions.”
You sigh. You hated partner work; you would much rather work by yourself, but you understood in the hero world you had to work with other people a lot. Glancing up, you make eye contact with Todoroki, him silently asking to be partners. Bakugou turns in his seat, looking angry. What’s new? 
“You.” He points at you. “Be my partner.”
The whole class is silent, watching your encounter. You can feel yourself panicking. 
“Uhm, I was going to be Todoroki’s partner.” You slowly stand from your seat, trying to keep your face as even as possible and not show how much you’re freaking out.
“You think you’re too good to be my partner?” Bakugou stands and walks toward you.
You step away from the angry blond. “No I-”
“I can be your partner Bakugou.” Midoriya butts in. 
Bakugou glares at him before huffing and turning away from you. “Whatever.”
Thank god.
You wanted to be Bakugou’s partner, but you were scared. Why did he want to be your partner anyway? You guys hadn’t really spoken before, except for the few words you spoke during class and training. 
You were a nervous wreck around him, not just because he was always angry and very intimidating, but also because you liked him. You knew he would never like you back though, so you tried to repress your feelings and move on. It was easier said than done for sure.
You walked back to the dorms with Todoroki. Training was a difficult two-on-two with the partners you had chosen. Mr. Aizawa put two sets of partners against each other and made up a situation. The two groups then had to fight each other. You were put up against Denki and Sero. You knew they were strong, but you had to admit, you underestimated them a little bit.
“I’m going to be so sore tomorrow.” You stretch as your classmates wander off to take showers and do their own thing.
“Sorry Y/n,” Kirishima calls out as he passes you, but you shake him off.
“No need!”
“Y/n.”
You freeze as a voice behind you calls your name. You turn to meet the gaze of the one and only Bakugou Katsuki.
“Uh, hi Bakugou.”
He grabs your wrist and pulls you outside. “Come with me.”
The rest of the class stares, wondering if they should follow for your safety.
Bakugou spins to face you once more, fury in his eyes. “So what is it?”
You stare at him in confusion. “Bakugou, what are you talking about?”
“You think you’re better than I am; you and Icy Hot.”
You look into his accusing eyes. “That’s not it, Bakugou.”
His jaw tightens. “Then why were you his partner instead of mine?”
You stare at him in shock. Since when did he care? You didn’t even believe he knew your name before today.
Your voice softens. “I would’ve, but I had already agreed to be Todoroki’s partner before you had asked.
Bakugou scoffs and looks away. You stare at him before poking his arm, teasing him. “Why’d you want to be my partner anyway? There are plenty of stronger options in our class. Like Midoriya, Kirishima, Momo.”
You lean to look at his face, seeing it was red. He mutters a reply, however you don’t hear him. “Sorry, but can you repeat that? I didn’t quite catch that.”
“Because I like you, idiot!” He yells, turning to face you.
You stare in disbelief before he continues ranting, this time quieter. “I like you, okay? You’re smart and capable and you work hard. You’re nice too, if you get rid of the fact you’re kind of like Icy Hot.”
You raise an eyebrow at him, wanting him to elaborate.
“You guys always seem unbothered by everything and you just seem very stoic, especially around me.” He muttered the last part quieter than everything else.
You stare at him for a few minutes, before he sighs and begins to walk away. 
You grab his arm as he passes you though. “I like you too Bakugou.”
His face was bright red at this point, and you assumed your face was the same colour. He smirks and pulls you into him. “Good.”
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14. 🍋 and 🐝
Question 14 of the artist asks (Im sorry ive been sitting on this one for so long aaa): How has your art changed over the years?
My art hasnt changed much honestly! i've gotten better at watercolor painting, and acrylic paints, and i'm getting the hang of digital too! - 🍋
🐝 - ...Oh boy, another long history lesson today, Strap in. To keep things a little easier on me to keep condensed, I'm only going over my traditional pony art and NOT digital art. (Im not sure how much of the digital art i could even recover anymore)
TL;DR I've gone through many phases in my art, both pony and otherwise. I started out drawing ponies in 3rd of 4th grade in a very cartoon style, then trying to copy the show style, then with anime eyes to varying success, and finally to where i am now.
Alright so long ass history lesson:
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This is my earliest attempt at making my own ponysona; i was really into applejack and wanted my pony to be in the apple family! This oc didnt really go anywhere though, and i dont think i drew her again. This was also early on, before i started following tutorials for drawing ponies.
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A bit later, after drawing ponies while following tutorials for a while, I started trying to draw them in my own style. At the time, I was mostly trying to draw in an anime style with my humanoid drawings, and so the big eyes transferred over. During this time, most of my drawings were in blue ballpoint pen on notebook paper or printer paper. I was drawing a lot during my (online) classes and I would fill out pages and pages like this.
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While i wasnt using tutorials as often anymore, i still watched a LOT of pony drawing content. At some point, i discovered some videos that inspired me to expand how i drew even more, and i started adding more graphite and colored pencil into final drawings.
Videos in question:
-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSmSN3VtdD0
-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTyMx2H-nuI
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A bit later, i also got into creepypasta drawings for mlp and some of the songs (specifically for rainbow factory), but i didnt ever read or listen to MLP creepypastas on their own until much much later. I did however, write my own two page creepypasta comic for pinkie that i never kept up. I think i intended to but after 24 hrs i forgot and dropped the project. Ironically, I tried to redraw it a few years ago as a humanoid comic, stretching it out into i think...10 pages? until my hand got tired and I never actually got to the creepypasta part of the original first comic page. (If you'd like to see, let me know! I still have them, but there would be too many images to post in this already really long post)
Oddly enough, i noticed that around this time i was also mostly drawing either creepypasta, psychotic ponies, or drawing ponies sad and crying. Just a weird little note.
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I had a short phase where i drew ponies with more boxy muzzles too, but most notable here is that i finally remade a ponysona! I would keep this sona until I would stop engaging with MLP content and go through my "Ew, mlp weird" phase.
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This was also from my time of boxy nosed ponies, and I think the first image was inspired off of a drawing that came up on a google search but i dont remember. I redrew it a while later, after practicing with colored pencils more. The redraw happened sometime during my "Ew mlp" phase.
And now we enter more current stuff. all these drawings are still old but are more in line with what i draw now, and were while i was starting to come out of my "Ew mlp" phase.
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First image, you can see this is one of the first times I drew Lucious as a pony. At the time, in the main rp he's from he was still just straight up a demon. And in the second image is a sketch dump of the mlp characters, where i was jut getting more comfortable drawing them again. Still held onto those boxy noses though.
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No style change here, but there was a time in my humanoid art where i would draw my and Mocha's characters as royalty. Then i went and drew them as ponies in those outfits! the first image you can see Cinna as an alicorn, and an early version of Lemon was just a unicorn. In the second image, was one of my first attempts to draw Jaysir! I guess its not too far off.
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Last is just this pencil drawing of Lemon when their name was still Lemon Sugar-Moon! After this point, i think i took another break from drawing ponies until we come to current day where my style of drawing ponies has less boxy noses, and more pointy, less realistic and just a bit more fun for me personally :D
Who knows where my pony art will go next! Thank you for your ask and I'm sorry again that this has taken so long for me to finally just sit down and type out lol
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always-andromeda · 2 years
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Heyo lovebug🐛♥️ I hope ur having a great day, congrats on 500 u deserve so much more bbs!! I was wondering if I could request Louisa for Paul dano characters pls
Btw sorry if this is messy I’ve never done this before…..
I’m 19yr, I’m petite and very pale ( I look like a vampire lowkey) my height is 5’2 I use she/her pronouns, 99% sure i have ocd but it hasn’t been confirmed yet, I have short brown hair with highlights ( it used to be pink highlights but they’re gone now loll) I wear glasses, I would describe my style to be kind of 80s a bit mixed with goth and a hint of  cottagecore my aesthetic is so weird, I’m tomboyish but also a girly girl at times too I loveeee wearing baggy shirts and some sweat pants ( it’s my go too) I also have a few ear piercings, I love reading comics and playing video games ( lost of us is probably my favorite), and puzzles too I’m probably the biggest nerd you would ever meet lolll ( I like collecting figures and comics)  I’m obsessed with music I could talk about it for hours if given the chance too, the song I’m currently obsessed with is bad habits by Steve lacy ( my favorite band is mook of course 😤and my favorite artist is Mac DeMarco) , I hope to pursue something in art in the future,I like to think I’m a creative person and oh I’m a movie nerd too
how I would describe myself : I’m the mom/funny friend, I’m ambivert but leaning into an introvert ( for some reason I’m not shy around introverts i suddenly get this boost of confidence… Idk tbh) I like having a small friend group, when u first meet me I’m shy and quite but when u get to know me I’m a total goofy ball lmaooo,I’m a very good listener, I’m also very supportive and loyal ( im the friend u can call when u need to bury a dead body loll ) i do have a resting bitch face sadly so I look intimidating it makes it hard for people to approach me🥲 ( i promise im nice cries) I’m very goofy I absolutely love making others laugh I thrive on it , I’m very determined person once I set my mind on something I have to do right , I’m very protective over my loved ones I would literally kill for them😀 I’m such a hopeless romantic I like listening to lovey dovey songs and create fake scenarios in my head ( I live in my head 24/7) a few of my bad habits is that i don’t know how express my emotions well anddd I hate crying in front of others…… I’m also very moody too ( I’m working on it I promise 🥲) oh my god I loveeeeeeeee showering people with complements and love I’m very affectionate towards my loved ones I love animals especially cats and birds,I like to think that I’m a very responsible person, I’m a very honest person too ( i don’t really like sugarcoating things but I have to at times) I can be really stubborn at times too, I would consider myself to be really chill, calm and lowkey sensitive.
Hobbies: reading, painting I can knit a bit but I’m better at crocheting ( I like making mushrooms for some reason) baking and cooking too I also used to play the piano but I stopped, ( I ALMOST FORGOT I ADORE FLOWERS SO MUCH ONE DAY I WANNA OWN A HUGE GARDEN) I think that’s it ( I’m a sucker for riddles I ain’t the best at them but I love how it keeps me thinking) I hope this is enough luv please take ur time and don’t forget to take breaks!!
Thank you!!!!!!!
Author's Note | first of all, you adding on your love for Hot Freaks in that separate ask wasn't dumb at all because I gave them a listen and now I'm in love with them too!! seriously, your vibes are fucking immaculate?? like fuck dude I wanna be your friend?? thank you for giving me so much to work with here!! I really hope you enjoy your matchup!!
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I am pairing you with ✨ Edward!! ✨
You and Edward would be adorable together, I know it. For one, your loyalty and support would mean a lot to him (you did say you're the friend to call when a body needs to be buried /j). Truly, though, your love, honesty, and kindness would make him so incredibly happy. Edward is an introvert but he would feel so comfortable with you.
Edward would come up with different riddles for you to solve. And if he thinks up a particularly good one, he has to write it down. Even if you can't figure it out, he'll gently nudge you in the right direction every time. He just loves watching the cogs turn in your mind as you decipher something he put together since he's a huge geek himself.
Decorate his life with your crocheted mushrooms, comics, and figurines. He'd properly adore and cherish every mark that you've left on him in a way only Eddie can.
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