#I think this counts as a vent

[onyx-got-clowned]

“if hell is forever then heaven must be a lie”

“If angels can do whatever and remain in the sky”

“the rules are shades of grey when you don’t do as you say”

“when you make the wretched suffer just to kill them again.”

Look, yall, i know this is from a literal adult cartoon, but those lyrics speak to me as an ex Mormon 🙏

#Tbh might delete later #exmormon #ex religious #hazbin hotel #hazbin charlie #Onyx vents⭐️ #I think this counts as a vent #im going through the goofy ah religious trauma waves AGAIN😔 #Anti mormon #Exmo #exmo stuff

[chiliger]

Scream. Maybe a god will hear.

#chiligerart #star wars #the clone wars #sw tcw #clone trooper #tw death #I think this counts as vent art?? #I wanted to do something pretty and instead I made it angst #*angsty #oops?

[flowerflowerflo]

being a girl with mommy issues is so weird because like. you give me so much and i am so grateful. i die a little every time someone compares me to you. i want to make you proud. i need to leave this house before i go insane. i'm so lucky to be close with my mum. i break down whenever someone says i'm proud of you.

#does this count as a vent #i don't think so #i've been thinking about this a lot lately #i look at my mother and i can't tell if i want to run towards or away from her #sometimes at least #i don't know #i'm still convincing myself i'm not actually being overdramatic and attention seeking #i'll get there one day #girlblogging #thoughts ୨𖹭୧ #female hysteria #girlhood #this is what makes us girls #hell is a teenage girl #female insanity #girly stuff #girly tumblr #girl thoughts #girl things #im just a girl #this is a girlblog #eldest daughter

[sad-leon]

I am so full of Leo angst :D

Also, I believe future!Leo would punch his past self before they eventually bonded ^-^

#rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rise leonardo #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #future leo #rottmnt future leonardo #sad•leonart #angst #is this vent art? #i think this could count as vent art #vent art

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[0509-brainrot]

shake up that brain

#milgram #milgram project #mikoto kayano #my art #ah.. i suppose it's fine if i just put my general milgram art here too right? #anyways guess who Actually remembered how to draw ..? #kinda? i don't really know how this drawing happened it all happened so fast #but i like how it turned out ! i've been hating how everything i draw turns out lately guhhh #started off as a bit of a vent doodle then i thought “wait this looks kinda good” and here we are #i really like drawing mikoto when i'm stressed they're fun to draw :)) #i haven't done a like. Full Actual drawing in so long aaaa (no i don't count the previous arts on this blog those were more like doodles..) #i apologize to all the 0509ers following me i have not been putting out my best work for them.. #i have ideas cooking *rubbing hands together* #but for now.... kotos !! I think they're neat

[liliumaa]

you got what youve been asking for

[ID: First image shows two sketches of Fierceteeth from Wings of Fire. A thin nightwing dragon with horns that curve downwards. The sketch on the left show's a bust shot from the front of her looking frustrated while her eyes look off to the left. The right sketch shows another front facing shot of her screaming in anger. The background is red. The second image is the same except the background is grey]

#when youre self destructive or whatever teehee #wof #eye burn #wings of fire #fierceteeth wof #lily's art #i think this counts as eye burn #tbh nothing tagged as eye burn bothers me but it bothers everyone else i know is something wrong w me #guess this is a vent #feeling pretty fierceteeth these recent times #i have the constant urges to scream and yell at people around me to make a point #times like these were everything you say ends up coming out wrong ya know? #cant forgive yourself for anything? #just rambling this out somewhere

[cimonim-toasty]

I didn’t truly understand where Azul was coming from until I began trying to get rid of any evidence of what I used to be like when I was younger that I could get my hands on.

Putting old pictures into locked boxes, throwing away old writing assignments, ripping pages out of my journals. just to be rid of what I once was in any way possible.

#twisted wonderland #disney twst #disney twisted wonderland #twst #azul ashen #azul ashengrotto #tw vent #<- I think that counts? #toasted tangents

[crimewizards]

i dont really know how to explain this, but it's incredibly frustrating to be a he/she pronoun user. every single time i go to a pride event, convention, even my queer-focused doctor, no one ever has she/he pronoun pins/buttons/stickers/etc. it's a little disheartening in a way i can't fully explain - when i went to that doctor, they had separate stickers for she/they and they/she, but none for he/she. the doctor had to clarify that i used both he/him and she/her, as if i'd written it wrong. like. are they too "opposite" to think about including? are they too "different" that no one would use them that way?

it just... i don't know, man. sucks.

#lav talks #butch #lesbian #genderqueer #gender nonconforming #okay to reblog #cant imagine what its like for neos users who dont even get a chance to see theirs on buttons/stickers/etc #like. shit. i dont even think the office had ze/hir #they had a couple neos (xe/fae/etc) but like. cmon man. #did have a slight win today bc one of my students asked if she should call me ms or mr or if i used titles at all but. otherwise #idk if this counts as a vent post but its been on my mind for a while

[toashesireturn]

absolutely insane take from the priest this past sunday but apparently he doesn't consider marriages only carried out at the courthouse and not through the church as real marriages so if you got married and didnt get a specifically catholic marriage then having sex is still a sin. absolutely baffling take along with the rest of the purity culture bs he was spouting

#shay speaks #ex catholic #ex christian #purity culture #new post from shay on the vent blog yippie!!!!! /s #sorry i cant stop thinking about this like is it that important to you. #my gf and i arent super religious so i cannot imagine we'll have a religious ceremony if we do get married one day #i would prefer not to but if she wants it then i'm not gonna say no either #but that's besides the point like. idk man a marriage is a marriage does it really have to be through the church to count #what if you got married before you converted do you have to get. remarried? #thats more rhetorical idk how many people are converting post-marriage if they didnt marry a catholic #ie my dad who i do not think has actually been confirmed or gone through the conversion process #and yet he takes communion anyway which is such a big no no in the catholic church

[pokimoko]

I have had it with these motherfucking spam bots on this motherfucking site.

#personal #tumblr stuff #vent post #spam bots #i've been getting like 1000 spam bot followers a day for the last few days and blocking them all is getting--dare i say--TEDIOUS #wake up. block 300 bots. go to work. come home and block 500 more bots. spend evening checking tumblr to block bots. it's becoming a chore #it's starting to feel like I offended the tumblr gods or something. this is ridiculous. but like hell will i let them win #i won't let my follower count be 50% bots. i feel like a deserve a tumblr badge or something for fending off so many bots. #tribble #the trouble with tribbles #a very apt metaphor i think for these bloody spam bots; block one and five more come to take its place #but upside: the spam bots are helping me compile a Rosetta Stone for the word 'Untitled'. woo #also if you just joined tumblr and want to follow me: for the love of god personalise your bloody blog #i don't care if you have a icon or a summary. if your blog and likes are empty i'm blocking you #because i don't trust empty blogs and i really don't have the time to sort out who's real or not right now #(though if the blog's offering free mp3s 'just click the link!' or is advertising US keto gold coast gummies i know for sure it ain't real) #but hey! good news to people who followed me in the last four days who haven't been blocked; you passed the blog captcha test #anyway just had to get this frustration out of my system; gonna go block some more bots now i guess. i'll be very happy when this stops

[glitchyko]

So I know I said I wanted to try and check out different things and make not just lmk art, but now that season 5 is said to be completed and they’re just waiting to release it, I’m scared LMK is gonna break into my brain again with a vengeance and that’s all I’m gonna make art of again even though I wanna try making art for multiple fandoms-

#lego monkie kid #lmk #glitchyko #lmk fandom #glitchyko ramble #glitchyko rambles #ramble #rambling #ramblings #art #fandom talk #fandom things #fandom #it doesn’t help that I keep thinking of things I wanna draw and they’re involved with lmk #aaaaaaa #I know I didn’t say I’m never draw lmk art again #and just cause I wanna step away a bit doesn’t mean I’m done with it forever #but still #tbh I’ve been so busy lately anyway it’s hard for me to find the time to check out things and do personal art #I’m sorry for not sharing art with you guys for a while #please send help #so many ideas #artist problems #artists pain #artist issues #artists on tumblr #lmk still got a strong grip on me #multifandom #does this count as a vent? #I dunno

[theokusgallery]

:)

#was going through old art and decided to make a redraw mix of two pieces of vent art i made over a year and a half ago #i think this fucks SEVERELY so it goes on main #omori #omori sunny #ok now to trigger tag #tw vent #<- its not‚ but it looks like one so just in case #tw sh #tw self harm #tw scars #tw blood #tw gore #sorta? does this count as gore? do skeletons count as gore? i grew up on skeletons. cough #literally just tagging trigger tags is triggering because of the tags that come up. tumblr Please #drawing #art #digital #ask to tag? i dont know what else to add here. #tw body horror #i suppose?

[lyss-butterscotch]

Lyss be stressed over college because i over think things before even starting! Feat. College explaining important decision AFTER asking me to make said important decision

#i take a shot #everytime college asks me to make an important decision #and giving explanation about the decision AFTER asking for said decision #like come on #you dont expect INFO ABOUT THE FINAL THESIS #be spread to students through WORD OF MOUTH ALONE #did you #sorry yall im super stressed and worried #ya know over potentially spending more on extra semesters to finish shit #this counts as vent i think #vent #because jesus christ what am i supposed to do #lyssten to my rambles

[wren-kitchens]

social anxiety can be so funny sometimes because i’ll be talking to someone and they’ll go offline for whatever reason and i’m always like ‘oh no did I say too much’ when I said probably one of the most average things i’ve ever said to that person

#me n my irls sharing Way too much and then i’ll go ‘omg that’s so cool’ and worry if i’m too forward #the irony is that I keep forgetting i’m having a conversation and accidentally leave the conversation for like half an hour and come back #way later for another unrelated reason and only then will I remember #i’m a huge hypocrite and I am aware of this #regardless #wren wrambles #social anxiety #does this count as a vent #I don’t think so cause i’m mostly just laughing at myself here HKFHD #this is queued btw #I do have a tag for that but a single q amongst all these tags would probably look accidental so I thought i’d mention it #q #see that looks like I misclicked #anyway

[roachyreblobs]

kinda hate the stereotypes of Asians having this clear soft pale skin like no my culture isn’t just fucking anime and k dramas there’s other things to it :/

#ALSO THIS IS DIRECTED AT TRANSRACIALS #“Oh guys you wanna pass as Asian then watch a lot of k drama and know your anime’s 🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺” #“Wear lighter concealer so your skin isn’t too dark!! 🤭☺️☺️” #LIKE NO SHUT UP #STFU #UGH #ITS SO STUPID #anyways sorry for going on this pointless rant #If you like anime and k drama and stuff like that it’s completely fine #It’s just really annoying when that’s all my ethnicity is dumbed down to #I’ve recently been seeing a lot of those “transracials” popping up lately #Soooo yeah sorry abt this rant <\3 #Vent #i think #idk if it counts