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wowieeitsisa · 2 years
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I WAS going to put effort in this (and even color) but my brain is extremely mushy today NFNSNFJE
I was thinking what the sticks would answer if someone asked them who’s their favorite stick, so I went nuts and yeag
Not meant to be shippy btw, everyone just has their favorite person right :)
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themoonitselff · 5 months
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mizu headcannons. (not safe for work)
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Mizu holding her cute s/o by the legs against the wall while fucking them raw.
Mizu kissing her s/o like there's no tomorrow after a rough day at work.
Mizu being super touchy and needy when she gets jealousy.
Modern!Mizu touching your inner thighs and teasing you while you're studying for an exam.
Mizu is the type of girl that would punish you for being a bratty, leaving you wet and high, about to cum, unless you beg for more.
Mizu is the type of gf that loves seeing you cry when you get closer.
Mizu would like white and red lingerie just for her to destroy it.
Mizu is a pussydrunk.
Mizu likes to fuck you with her fingers when you're in a dark alley.
Mizu is the type of girl that loves seeing you desperate because no one desired to fuck her so badly in her life.
Mizu would mark you just to keep other men away from u.
Mizu likes angry sex in secret, it's like sparring with her s/o but more.. Seductive.
Mizu also likes midnight sex, there's no explanation.
Mizu is definitely a boobs girl. She is obsessed with the C cup on her partner.
Bonus ¡! (Not dirty, just cute)
Mizu is not the best at talking when it comes to an argument. She'll try to tell you she needs time to think, maybe two or three days.
Even if it doesn't look like it, she worries about you, and when she kills, she thinks of you.
She's bad at being emphatic with everyone. But for you, she'll try to be the sweetest girl in the world.
Mizu values more the efficacy of words than a big poem with lots of affirmations and weird words. (It means she prefers an I Love You than a Bible of words describing your love for her. But if you're a poet -js like me- she wouldn't have a problem with that, she just won't react like it's a big think -she would be so grateful about it and save it in her pockets-)
Mizu is not a gossip girl, sorry for the ladies that would like to gossip with her, she just don't find it funny to talk about other people.
For a s/o, she prefers someone that's just as strong as her or better, so she can be relaxed about the idea of letting you alone while she fights with other ppl because she knows you're good at defending yourself. She does not care about the height or the appearance, the only thing she cares about is how they can solve the problems.
For a s/o, she prefers someone that can balance her. Someone that's warm and kind, doesn't talk too much (bc she loves talking with eye contact with her s/o), I think she's into someone that fights with their own hands or with a bow, so they can protect her from the sky or from the buildings while she's in the ground punching someone's head.
Mizu would fall in love so hard with someone that's the graphic description of a yellow cat. When she realizes you're not letting her go and that you would kill for her in a mad way, she falls. Hard. Imagine Mizu in the floor trying to get up bc someone's about to take her life, until you come and kill them but in a very... Rough way, the blood spurting and coming out of everywhere, your hands in red, while she recovers, she looks at you with heart eyes and the jaw in the ground. Then you come back and ask her “Are u okay?” and she's just surprised because no one never killed for her safety. “I was, you didn't have to save me”
She's obsessive when she falls in love, she would know every detail of you, not like ur favorite color or your favorite food, more like what makes you cry, what makes you laugh, what makes you angry, your allergies, your no's, what turns you off, y'know.
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autisticgayplushie · 4 months
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(image id: drawing of a playful looking puppy using a dog wheelchair and in mid stride on a pink background, surrounded by white stars. the puppy is dark grey with a white muzzle and tummy, and has one red ear and one green ear, eyebrow face marks that are blue and yellow, and each paw is a different color: red, green, blue, and yellow. the wheelchair frame is blue with a yellow harness attaching it to the dog, and has black wheels.)
wanted to share my disability pride puppy design!! they love to go fast and their favorite activities are anything and everything that have to do with speed! not settled on a name yet, could be dash, drift, rush, quincy... I'd love to hear your suggestions!
I'd love to make them into a plushie and will probably have them as a stretch goal for the audhd creatures campaign but first i need to figure out how I'd translate their wheelchair into plushie form! if you have an idea of how I could do that please feel free to let me know in the replies!!! :D
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arttsuka · 2 months
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TAG GAME
get to know you better game! answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to know better.
last song I listened to: at the time I was tagged I think 'love crime' (that one song from the ending of the hannibal tv series) but at the time I'm actually posting this it was 'personal jesus' by Depeche Mode.
currently watching: the Saw movies (I only have 'Saw X' left and I'll be done with that), the spiderman movies (all of them, in no particular order). Also I'm trying to find the time to properly watch the star trek movies again.
currently reading: Nothing. I'm searching for a 'complete Sherlock Holmes' edition to read all the stories thought.
currently obsessed with: umm, nothing actually. I'm still really into star trek, lupin iii, sherlock holmes and a lot of other things (batman?) but I not hyperfixated in any of them in particular at the moment :/
favorite color: deep red, dark blue (with black/gray undertones), forest greens, yellow...
tagged by: @hope-of-enterprise thank you for tagging me, I have no idea if I did this correctly though (also I'm pretty sure this 'tag game' started as a chain of reblogs or something but got 'broken' along the way and I'm too lazy to track the original post)
tagging: I don't think I even know 9 people but here, let me try by tagging some people that I have actually interacted with. @yirima-chai , @sawbones4117 , @starrycrowz , @kaklord , @kabbage-potato , @purpleenma , @scummybee , @bakersttardis , @current-events-mc
If you've already been tagged in this uhh, ignore it I guess.
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neonghostlights · 11 months
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Leaky Pipes
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Warnings: SMUT, Unprotected Sex, Cheating (but not really), Oral (f receiving), Fluff, Role Playing, Clit Slapping (just once) 18+ ONLY MINORS DNI
Word Count: 1.4k
Plumber!Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader
The knock on the front door had you jumping up from your seat. You smoothed the front of your sundress down, white with little yellow flowers. Your husband's favorite. 
You took one deep breath, peeking into the mirror that hung by the doorway to make sure you were still put together. You quickly wiped at the lipstick smeared on the side of your mouth from when your husband had kissed you before he left the house earlier. 
You opened the door to find the local plumber with his red metal toolbox clutched tightly between his hands. He had his dark curls pulled back into a low bun. His collared work shirt has the name Eddie on an ironed patch on his chest. 
You didn’t know plumbers could be that cute. 
“Hello, ma’am. I’m here to fix your pipes,” he said with a small smirk as you bit your lips and looked him up and down all the way from his steel toe boots to his big brown eyes. 
“S-sure. Come in,” you said as he stepped aside for him to enter, fiddling with the ring on your left hand. 
He let out a low whistle when he saw the inside of your home. 
“Your husband must really love you to get you a house like this,” he commented.
“I guess,” you said shyly, twiddling with your hands in front of you. 
Eddie hummed in response as he watched you.
“Kitchen’s this way,” you said, gesturing for him to follow you. 
Eddie whistled as he climbed under your kitchen sink where the leak was. He laid on his back, his head completely disappeared inside the cabinet. 
You eyed the way he laid with his feet pressed against the floor. From this angle you could see the bulge straining in his pants from where he was worked up already. 
He really did look good. 
And it gave you an idea. 
You slowly back away, the flesh of your ass meeting the kitchen table. You slowly hiked yourself up to sit on it. Praying that it wouldn’t collapse underneath you. 
When the table proved to be steady you slowly parted your legs slightly. The air met your pantiless cunt, making you shiver slightly in anticipation. 
Your sundress hiked up your thighs, giving Eddie the perfect view if he would just look up. 
“You been a plumber for long?” You ask sweetly.
“Not long. Actually just started,” you hear him answer without looking at you. 
“What was that?” You asked. 
He lifted his head to answer you again, just to be met with the sight of you exposed for him. 
His eyes went wide as his hands froze on whatever he was working on. 
The wrench clatters to the ground as he pulls himself out from under the sink. Instead of standing, he pushes himself to his knees. 
You thought you were in charge of this, that you would call the shots. But all of that went out the window as you watched Eddie crawl towards you on all fours. His eyes never leave the place between your legs. 
He looked up with you with blown pupils. His eyes were almost completely black with lust. 
He took a finger, dragging it through your folds slowly. When he collected enough, he held it up in front of the both of you, your slick covering his long fingers, glistening under the lights. 
He tsked. “Looks like you sprung another leak, baby. You want me to fix that?”
You nodded quickly, wanting him to hurry up and touch you again. 
Instead of touching you like you wanted, he stuck his fingers in his mouth, licking off your wetness with a moan. 
Your pussy clenched at the sight, his moan sending shockwaves straight through you without him even touching you. 
He lowered his head slowly, teasing you. Some of his loose curls tickled the inside of your bare thighs. 
“Stop teasing me,” you begged before he licked a big stripe up your pussy. Your hips jolted forward, pushing towards his face more. 
His fingers dug into your hips, pulling your ass forward till you were nearly off the table. You gripped onto the sids tightly, holding on for the ride. Eddie attacked your pussy with his mouth, moaning from your taste. 
“Taste so good, baby,” he muttered into your skin. “This what you do? Hm? Wait for your husband to leave for work so you can fuck the plumber?”
You couldn’t help the sly smile that grew across your face. You knew the answer he wanted to hear. But it would be so fun to give him the opposite. 
“All the time,” you said with a grin, trying to hide the laugh in your voice. 
Eddie looked up at you, pausing his descent back to where you needed him. He looked up at you, his eyes dark. His mouth set in a grim line. 
It happened so fast you didn’t have the chance to see it coming. A quick slap followed by the burning pain right on your clit. You gasped, moving your hips closer to him again instead of pulling away. You were nearly falling off the table now. More than you had been before. 
Eddie stood quickly, wasting no time wrapping your legs around his waist and pulling you up. He marched quickly, carrying you to your bedroom and throwing you down on top of the covers. 
He stood over you, making sure you watched him as he pulled his pants down under his ass, revealing just enough of him to do what he wanted to do. 
His hands latched onto your ankles, dragging you to the end of the bed and spreading you wide. He glanced at your face, a silent check in. You nodded your head slightly. He pushed the bottom of your dress up to your waist while he pulled down the top for your tits to spill out. Eddie hummed in approval as he ran a thumb over your peaked nipples. 
He positioned your ass right on the edge of the mattress, lifting your ankles and placing them on his shoulders. He rubbed your leg softly in circles, pressing a quick kiss to your right ankle. It was tender, until he was pushing into you. You moaned, arching your back. 
“Fuck,” Eddie groaned before pulling out and pushing back in until his balls were flush against your skin. 
The sound of wet slapping filled the room as Eddie pounded into you, abandoning the grip on one of your legs to work your clit. 
You felt like you were leaving your body and taking Eddie with you. 
The burning desire in your gut grew with the intensity of it all. It felt like your body was on fire as he fucked in to harder. Your body shifting up the bed with each of his thrusts. 
“Harder. Please,” you moaned, doing your best to rock your hips back to him. 
“You feel so good. You always feel so good. You’re fucking mine,” Eddie babbled as he picked up his pace. You gripped the wrist of the hand that was working your clit. 
His hair fell completely out of the bun, framing his face wildly. 
You always came so quick when you and him did this. 
“Eddie,” you whimpered. “I’m gonna…”
“Fuck. Me too, baby. Fucking come for me,” he said through is teeth, his body straining as he tried not to blow before you. 
The thread inside of you snapped.  Your back pushed off the bed without warning as you said his name over and over until you were hoarse. You pulsed around him, squeezing him tightly as he stilled, spilling inside of you. 
You both stayed still for a second, catching your breath and thinking about what just happened. Eddie squeezed your thighs as he lowered your legs off of his shoulders. 
“You okay, baby?” He asked you, still breathing heavily from his exertion. 
“I’m great,” you panted with a smile. “I love you.”
“I love you too,” he replied, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips. 
Eddie pulled out of you slowly. Both of your releases dripped out of you and onto the bed. 
Eddie climbed up the bed, reaching into his nightstand and digging around. He slipped his ring back on his finger, flexing his hand once it was on. 
You looked at him with a raised eyebrow as you crawled up beside him and laid your head on his chest. 
“Felt weird not having it on,” he admitted. “Next time we do this I’m just gonna leave it on.”
You laughed, trailing a finger along the skin of his arm. He pulled you in tightly beside him. 
“Maybe next time I can be the plumber,” you said with a wink, picturing  the same scenario with the roles reversed. 
Eddie laughed, probably already imagining your next role playing adventure. Your husband's imagination was an endless void. Who knew what he would come up with next. 
“Hey,” you said, sitting up in your shared bed. “How about you use those tools in there to actually fix the leak under the sink?”
Eddie rolled his eyes lightheartedly and slapped the flesh of your ass with his free hand. “Yes, dear.”
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cyclesprefectpress · 7 months
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[image description: photos of The Disco Elysium Tarot, printed letterpress in an edition of one from handset lead type and linoleum blocks. It is a complete 78-card tarot deck printed primarily with white text and illustrations on medium grey cardstock, in a custom dark grey hardcase box with a hand-marbled orange and yellow endsheet. The backs of the deck are decorated with an illustration of a sprig of may bells, and a quote from Smallest Church in Saint-Saëns: "None of this matters at all." The interpretive meaning of each card is expressed on its face with a small excerpt of the game's text. The Minor Arcana are divided into four suits of Harry's Attributes—Motorics, Psyche, Physique, Intellect—and each card in that suit is a quote from a skill under that Attribute. The Major Arcana are assigned quotes from other sources like NPC dialogue or Thought Cabinet problems & solutions. Pips for the Minors are counted with diamonds like the game's skill points; each actor or title is printed with their in-game color, but made shiny & metallic with bronzing powder.
each piece of text was set in handset lead type, assembled from individual pieces for each letter and space, and printed relief on a chandler & price clamshell press. end description.]
🎊🎊 Desert Bus for Hope starts for 2023 on nov. 11th and i have made an item this year for the craftalong that will be up for giveaway between 6am-12pm on Monday the 13th! 🎊🎊 It is a full tarot deck based on Disco Elysium and it has several pieces of my heart & soul in it but NOT my blood because i put a bandaid right on that :) donations for this and any other auctions & giveaways for Desert Bus go to Child's Play Charity.
notes: i did not make a whole new interpretive model for this deck, apologies, that was outside of my scope. it's generally compatible with a Rider-Waite model, with Motorics for Wands, Psyche for Cups, Physique for Swords, and Intellect for Disks. (full distribution of text listed by card, linked below. any spelling or transcription errors you find there, i promise i fixed them in print—that's copied from my digital mockup which was copied hastily from screenshots.)
i also do not track hours on these kinds of projects because that way lies madness, but i will say: i knew how much time it would take to print it. it was a lot but i was not worried about it, i know how to print. i was very worried about how much time it would take to absorb the sheer amount of text, and distribute it across the cards, and really get an array i believe in. i was right to worry, and i have absolutely had a few anxious nightmares about discovering the Perfect excerpt that should've gone in and i missed it, and the suit of Intellect made me want to lay on the floor a few times, but still! i believe there's many versions of a deck you could make from this game and this one is a good one.
i think the Minors fit really well with the double-edged sword of Harry's skills, their advice, their priorities. the circular way the Fool-World assignment works out makes me smile every time. The colors on The Star came out so nice. i think Justice fulfills some of my favorite things about Kim's character & purpose in the story. i worried sometimes that editing to such short clips would lose too much of the politics of the game, but of course you can't really take them out and they're especially present in the Majors—the Devil and the Hierophant, The Star and The Sun. i've wanted to design a tarot deck for years and i love this game deeply and i let this idea percolate for a few months and it never stopped making me laugh so here it is, & given a beautiful purpose :)
i also literally could not have done this without xyrilin's Disco Reader and the FAYDE On-Air Playback Experiment to navigate the dialogue and skill checks. Really couldn’t have tied the whole concept & colophon in its final bow without the Disco Reader :)) thank thank thank, they're so fun to investigate that it was honestly very difficult to focus on my task instead of veering off and exploring every branch in an extremely disorganized way.
actual printing went well honestly, very few problems! i think that means i'm getting pretty good at planning one of these monstrosities, although perhaps it also means i'm not challenging myself enough. hmm. no that's silly there's 78 ding dang cards in this thing. anyway the drop & replace formes worked well, no registration issues. mum convinced me to overprint another half a deck's worth of cards when I was printing backs & borders and of course she was right :/ there were a handful of cards that actually had better line breaks and fewer lines total in true type than in the digital mockup, so i needed all the spares I had to put those new short quotes into the appropriate border breakage. next time i will not question her.
handset in Garamond, Eden Bold, and secret Neuland.
WIP : full text card assignments
bonus photo of the kind of trash notes i always take to plan things like how many borders were printed with space for short excerpts vs long excerpts, and how many of those are majors vs. minors, because they have a slightly different frame at the bottom edge, etc.
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[image description: they are truly garbage notes, i tell you. half of it is written at angles to the other half, many numbers in the math problems are not labeled, mistakes are scribbled over. it gets me there but it doesn't look pretty. end description.]
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sidekick-hero · 4 months
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(steddie | teen | 1.2k | tags: rockstar!eddie, drummer!steve, secret relationship, part of @thefreakandthehair and @firefly-party and mine project pickup note | @steddielovemonth prompt love is staying in bed for five extra minutes because you can't tear yourself away from them just yet by @starryeyedjanai | art by Kei | story in the same verse by Lex | AO3)
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Steve came to slowly, like swimming through molasses, his mind caught somewhere between dreaming and being awake. In his dream, he had been lying in the sun, his head cushioned in Eddie's lap, Eddie's fingers running through his hair, humming a soft melody Steve had never heard before.
Slowly, the melody changes to the sound of soft snoring, and the soft thing under his head isn't Eddie's lap, it's his chest, gently rising and falling with each snore. Steve presses his smile into the warm skin beneath him at the thought of Eddie's face when he tells him he snores.
Some things are worth waiting for, though, and he knows the perfect moment to reveal this particular piece of information will come.
He has no idea what time it is. Judging by the morning light filtering into the room, it's just after sunrise, the sun's rays piercing through the blinds and casting a warm, golden glow that gradually fills Steve's hotel room.
Moving as carefully as he can, he cranes his neck to check the aged alarm clock on the bedside table. It tells him that he was right, it's 7:58 a.m., and the sun has risen just minutes before him. The light filtering in is soft and diffused, making the colors seem muted yet rich, with shades of pale orange, pink, and yellow dancing across the surfaces. Long shadows stretch out elegantly, accentuating the contours of furniture and objects in the room.
It's Steve's favorite time of day. There's a sense of quiet serenity in this early morning moment as the world slowly awakens. It offers a brief respite before the hustle and bustle of the day begins.
These days, early mornings hold an even more special place in his heart because it's the only time of day he can just look at Eddie.
Sometimes Steve thinks Eddie is like a hummingbird, always moving until all his energy is used up and he falls into a deep slumber that almost looks like he's dead to the world. It allows Steve to soak him up undisturbed and unabashed. His fingers carefully exploring the hills and valleys of hard muscle and soft flesh, he can drink in the swirling ink on Eddie's pale skin.
It's such a stark contrast from the rest of the day.
Eddie often seems driven. By the perceived expectations of others, by his own fears of falling short. By his own demons, which Steve has only glimpsed. But as the darkness of the night gives way to a new day, Eddie looks at ease.
It's probably too soon to think, but Steve hopes it's because he's now sharing Eddie's bed. That Eddie feels safe with him, safe enough to let go of all the things that plague his beautiful but sometimes overwhelmingly loud mind.
That's why it pains Steve to be the one to wake Eddie from his peaceful slumber and bring him back to reality. But they have a sound check at 9:15 because the venue has had some problems lately and they need to make sure everything goes off without a hitch tonight. This whole tour means too much to them, to Eddie, for it not to be perfect.
Pressing a gentle kiss just above where Steve can feel the steady beating of Eddie's heart, he softly calls Eddie's name. Not surprisingly, nothing happens, so another kiss follows the first, this time on Eddie's collarbone.
"Eddie, c'mon," he tries again, this time closer to Eddie's ear, eliciting a soft murmur. "We have to get up, the soundcheck -"
"Mm, they can check the sound without us," his - Eddie's - voice comes in a slightly drawn out tone. "Don't wanna get up."
Eddie, obviously not fully awake yet, wraps his arms around Steve and buries his face in Steve's hair.
"I know, ba-" Steve stumbles over the pet names that want to come out more and more now that they're so much closer than when he first started touring with Corroded Coffin. "I know. But we can grab a big coffee with enough sugar in it to put an elephant into a sugar coma, and when the check is done, we can come back to the hotel and sneak into your room and I can make it worth your while."
Steve's tone is low, almost a purr, as he says this. The others don't know about them yet, although Steve thinks that at least Robin and Chrissy have their suspicions. And Jeff has been watching them more closely as well. He's sure that they'll tell them soon, but first they want to enjoy getting to know each other this way, without their friends getting involved.
"Five more minutes and I will make it worth your while. Whaddya say, big boy?"
Before Steve can answer, most likely telling Eddie no, we're going to be late and how are you going to explain that to the others, Eddie rolls them both over until Steve lands on his back with a soft umph. Above him, Eddie is smiling down at him, suddenly much more awake than seconds before.
"Hi," he says, nudging Steve's nose with his own.
Steve doesn't even try to fight the dopey smile, even as he rolls his eyes at Eddie trying to get what he wants by playing dirty. It's so Eddie, just like the wolfish grin on his face.
"I'll make this the best five minutes of your life, Harrington. Scout's honor."
Steve snorts. "Scout's honor? I doubt you ever talked to a scout in your life."
"Oh yeah. In fact, I'm sleeping with one. And I'm about to kiss one before I rock his world."
"See, that's where you're wrong."
"Is that so?"
This makes Steve laugh out loud. "You're ridiculous."
"And you love it," Eddie replies, then hesitates as his choice of words seems to register with him.
Before the moment between them ends in awkwardness, Steve leans in to kiss Eddie on the nose. "How did you know I was a Boy Scout?"
Steve's distraction works, and the worry in Eddie's eyes is replaced by mischief. "Just a guess, but good to know."
"Ass."
"I have it on good authority that you like my ass," Eddie teases, and Steve has to agree. He really does. As much as he likes everything else about Eddie. How much is becoming a problem.
Instead of saying any of these things, Steve looks over at the alarm clock, which now reads 08:04. He clicks his tongue in mock disappointment. "I think your five minutes are up, and I have to say, not the world-rocking I was expecting, Munson."
"Oh you..." Eddie growls before swooping in to capture Steve's lips in a deep kiss. It turns into another, and another, the dim light in the room growing brighter around them as they become lost in each other.
Eddie makes it to sound check just in time, while Steve is ten minutes late, carrying five cups of coffee. He hopes no one notices the bright grin Eddie flashes with the first sip of his overtly sweet coffee, or the wink he gives Steve.
A promise is a promise, and Steve intends to keep them all when it comes to Eddie.
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lovebugism · 7 months
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Halloween is not really a big thing in my country so our october is as lame as every other month 😭
What do you think about sunshine/ditzy!reader planning her all on pink Halloween costume and eddie trying to convince her to go as something from one of his fav horror movies, or something silly like as a gremlin.
I love everything you write so I'll be happy with anything really
ily <333
ty angel! hope you like it! — eddie and his ditzy gf have trouble deciding on matching costumes (established relationship, fluff, ditzy!reader, can be read as a modern!au, 0.8k)
fictober (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ)
“You don’t like my costume?” you wonder, all pouty in your pretty pink leotard and biker short duo. 
You’ve mastered the Barbie look — at least from what Eddie can remember. You’re only missing the neon rollerblades and matching yellow kneepads. You’re the prettiest, most vibrantly colored ball of sunshine he’s ever seen in his life.
“I love your costume, babe, don’t get me wrong…” Eddie assures as he rises from the couch, flashing you a rosy grin as he shakes his head. “But I am not wearing tights.”
Your pout deepens at his refusal to match with you. He was the Ken to your Barbie, after all — even if he wears so much black he basically absorbs all the light in any given room. “But why?” you ask in an unabashed whine.
“‘Cause if I knew I’d be wearing biker shorts for Halloween, I would’ve started doing squats three months ago.”
“But you’d make such a nice Ken!”
Eddie’s chocolate eyes narrow. “Do I look like Ken to you?”
“Well… No,” you answer, faltering only slightly when your gaze darts across the pale features of your wild-haired, metalhead boyfriend. “But it’s not like I look like Elvira!”
Eddie’s face twists like he’s tasted something sour, he’s that offended by your words.
His matching costume idea was the total opposite of your bright pink and sporty one. He wanted you to be a beautiful, shadowy thing hanging on his side in all black — the Mistress of the Dark to his Prince of Darkness. He still gets a little giddy thinking about it.
“Are you serious?” Eddie scoffs, playfully insulted and loud with it. His voice booms across the trailer as he takes you in his arms, curling his calloused fingers around your elbows. “You’re a total smoke show, babe— you’re killer. That’s, like, the only prerequisite.”
You roll your eyes at his compliment, though it has you blushing something fierce. 
Self-loathing was always hard with Eddie around ‘cause he thinks you’re the prettiest thing that’s ever walked the Earth. You’re not quite as certain as he is about it, but he says it with so much confidence that it’s hard to disagree.
“I do have a great set of boobs…” you lilt quietly, eyes flitted to the ceiling as you imagine yourself as the bombshell from Eddie’s favorite movie.
Your quoting of the film, along with your subtle reconsideration, has him grinning. “Yes, you do,” he affirms with a rapid and boyish nod. 
His gaze falls to your breasts, squeezed tight by the spandex fabric clinging to you like it was made to do it. His face heats with embarrassment when he notices he’s all but ogling at you. Then he realizes he doesn’t have to be embarrassed because you’re his girlfriend. It’s his job to ogle at you. It’s fucking metal.
“And an incredible pair of legs…”
“Exactly.”
“…But I still wanna be Barbie.”
Eddie’s grin never wavers. “Figured.”
“But you don’t have to be Ken if you don’t want!” you affirm quickly, eyes as wide as your glittering smile. “You can still be that weird, freaky singer guy that bit the head off that bat that one time.”
“Ozzy Osbourne,” he corrects.
“Yeah! We can just compromise. Easy peasy.”
Eddie deflates with a dramatic huff. His features twist in a puppy-like pout as he pulls you closer to him. “But you know I hate not getting my way,” he whines, mostly playful.
“I know,” you hum with a sympathetic smile. You gravitate towards him without thinking twice, arms wrapping around his shoulders as you press your chest to his. “But it makes sense, right? I’ve always been like Barbie, and you always liked me anyway… Right?”
He hates that you’re even asking — like he hasn’t been head over heels for you and stumbling all over himself since the day he met you. “I mean, obviously.”
“And you’ve always been a freak! And I’m, like, fucking obsessed with you—” you ramble, as bright as sunshine, until you realize the weight of your words. You grow abruptly serious. “No offense.”
He keeps on beaming like a lovesick idiot. “None taken.”
“And Halloween’s a cool way to represent that, right? Like, yeah, we’re different and we’re hot. Screw couples’ costumes!”
Eddie grows so suddenly fond. His chest warms and sparkles with it, like his dark eyes that melt for you. “Yeah. You’re probably right.”
“I know,” you shrug, still smiling. “I usually am.”
He grins wide before pressing a kiss to your smart mouth. It’s an innocuous peck — a meshing of plush lips and a lingering there. A quiet smack fills the tiny trailer when he parts from you just to pout, “You know I’m gonna have to walk behind you all night to keep people from staring at you, right?”
You giggle when his warm, calloused palms smooth over the outsides of your hips. “You do that anyway, Eds.”
“Well, yeah,” he responds, shrugging like it’s obvious. “‘Cause the view’s so nice.”
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unbizzarre · 9 months
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One-Esk and Murderbot meet in the waiting lobby for Robo-Therapy
(…specifically rage counseling )
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Probably two of my favorite robot/ai/construct protagonists in literature! Though I have a lot. (What’s up Culture shipminds…)
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A pattern I’ve been noticing is that a lot of these robots are very traumatized, very angry, and don’t like talking about their feelings. I was gonna originally make this short comic about One-Esk (aka Breq) and Murderbot on the first day of group therapy for rage counseling and it would just be a bunch of shots of them sitting in silence cuz neither of them like talking about their feelings but, uh…. the shots were just a lot and the series of events wasn’t really flowing right so I scrapped that idea in favor of not having to draw a zillion backgrounds. Still wound up taking a stupidly long time to create a product that feels… underwhelming. I really like how Breq turned out but I just couldn’t get the hair or costume design on MB to really fit the corpo-futuristic spacer asthetic I was going for, while still capturing that social-anxiety-comfort-hoodie energy. (Was originally contemplating having a shot of MB pulling hoodie strings closed over their face in one shot but wound up scrapping that idea as well.) Cannonicallly, MB should probably be in all dark blues and blacks, but the colors just weren’t working so I went with yellow instead. Idk. Maybe it’s a loaner hoodie from one of MB’s humans.
Here’s a shot I never wound up using:
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Anyways! I hope this made you smile if you like one or both of these series! 😊
Post script: if you like Martha Wells Murderbot Diaries, you should definitely check out Ann Leckie’s Ancillary Justice trilogy, or vice versa. More angry traumatized non-binary human-ai constructs for all! Mega-latestage-capitolist dystopia, or xenophobic -imperialist-socialist empire? Sentient space ships? C’mon. Just read both series u know you’ll love it.
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onyichii · 11 days
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Shushu Possessed Amalia Doodles
Can Yugo save Amalia (and the kingdom)? Or will she be lost forever to the power of the shushu?
This idea came to me as I was designing a dress for an AU Yugo x Amalia drawing (I'm still working on). I have 7 dress concepts for this drawing. However, this dress design was...🤔...sexy and domineering...and kind of felt a little evil (after I colored it black).
Thus SHUSHU AMALIA was born!
Shushu Amalia is the embodiment of dangerous plants. The tree horns growing from her head are a symbol of how much control the shushu has. Plus, they have a poisonous sap. Touch them and you're a goner.
All plant life Shushu Amalia creates is poisonous. And yes, even her clothes are poisonous too. so you can't touch her (with your bare hands).
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Her clothes are also based on poisonous plants and flowers. We have (from left to right) the…
Daffodil dress: Yellow petal collar and bra with a double split leaf dress (⭐ this is my favorite and the dress that started it all!)
Foxglove unitard: Fuchsia petal sleeve dark green romper with dark green thigh highs. (Her butts so big it makes the romper look like a unitard)
Deadly Nightshade pant set: Purple petal crop top with purple bellbottom floral pants. This style is kind of giving Megan the Stallion! Haha
Castor Bean skirt set: Castor Leaf top+ leaf skirt with red castor bean spikey earrings + thorn choker
I also drew an Uma Thurman inspired Poison Ivy outfit—which was a fun idea. I could see that as her battle outfit tbh. I also added a tiny redesign of her current outfit but with a poison ivy leaf belt.
I do have a dress based on Angel Trumpet (poisonous flower) but it's cute and I don't want to put evil Amalia in it. But then the irony of evil Amalia in a cute dress is also fun. It reminds me of evil people ironically wearing bright colors like white or pink. I might post the concept art when I finish my Yumalia drawing.
I tried to make her demon marks leaf-or-tree-like but went back and made it regular. I should have used a smaller brush for the leaf vein demon marking 🤦‍♀️
We also have a chibi shushu Amalia with an Aurora voodoo doll. she is about to impale her ☠️. The shushu is also not a fan of Aurora and her daddy.
I had fun with this. Thinking of outfits was challenging but fun! I love drawing revealing clothing—and it was fun dressing her up in sexy clothes to murder her enemies and manipulate minds.
I kinda wanted to put mushrooms on her feet as a sign that she is infected. But didn't...oh well. Instead, imagine she leaves behind deadly mushrooms as she walks.
She is my demonic plant queen. 💚😈💜
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wowieeitsisa · 2 years
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The evil parent (Dark) and the evil child (Yellow)
Everyone is a test subject under their eyes when they decide to join forces (RED. RUN. DON’T FUCKING STAND STILL.)
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deonsx · 10 months
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Seduce Them..
Feat: Dazai,Chuuya,Fyodor
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Content: Smut, nsfw, teasing, handcuff
Dazai Osamu
You have been living in the same house with your boyfriend for a long time, and today, while you were resting at home and your boyfriend was at work, you thought of giving him a surprise
You went to your closet and pulled out a beautiful nightgown that you had never worn before but bought anyway It was evening quickly and osamu must not have taken his key because the ringing of the bell echoed in the house you went to the door excitedly and finally opened the door to the man you have been waiting for all day
brown orbs quickly looked at his girlfriend in front of him in a beautiful red nightgown, her hair light and radiant “My, My..” "hmm what's wrong my love? won't you come in?"
I dressed like this for him he wanted so easily it's always been easy for him and tonight, osamu looked very tired just now but now his eyes are open and he was busy staring at you "is my beautiful bella so adorned for me"
callused hands reaching for you and wrapping your arms around him first a deep kiss greeted and he quickly picked you up you could feel his grin as he bent down and left kisses on your neck
By the time she was moved into the bedroom, her trench coat and trousers had already fallen to the floor.he tug at the burgundy dress with the zipper on the back and unzip it "you're impatient" you say with a chuckle
“How can ı my beauty..?” You thought that the bruises he left on his body would be permanent in the next morning, he quickly took off his clothes and ran his hands on his waist and chest
Of course he was going to make fun of you, you gasped when he put 2 fingers in it "h-ah You again.." “How can I stop having fun with my beautiful woman, right my love?”
you felt a knot in my stomach as you kept moving your fingers "o-osamu" "sorry honey but not that fast" stopped everything
“Everything Just Begins”
Chuuya Nakahara
You messed around in your house You spent hours digging Chuuya's favorite wine He had a room for his wine collection it was a success for you to find it
You set a dinner table with the autumn before your lover came, and you wore beautiful jewelery to look beautiful to him The clock rang at night, and the door was opened with the key, and you were sitting at the table waiting for him just then. When your boyfriend comes in, his eyes search for you and he sees you at the table in a black lace nightgown holding the wine bottle in his hand “Oh.. Was this beauty made for me?” He couldn’t take his eyes off you and a slight grin appeared on his face
“My bae did you like it?” I chuckled and put on a mocking face. "I can show you yellow if you want it that much" "I want you to have your drink first" I looked at him with a curious expression on his face but it seemed like he already had an idea
Leaning towards you, he took the wine from your hand, "I'll come to the room, I'll come to you" you thought about what you could do, but do what you said you went to the room and started to wait for him
he came in with a handcuffs and what you guessed was a glass of wine "hm? what's on your mind?" "I just want you to follow my orders my love" he bent over and tied you to the bed with handcuffs he climbed on top of you kisses wrapped around your body he took off your clothes so fast that before you could tell the bites multiplied
after taking off his clothes, he took the glass of wine from the coffee table and poured it slowly on your body, shivering with its coldness "it will be fun to taste two things I love at the same time"
tied your feet to his waist with his tongue lived every drop of wine you struggled to hold back your moans "my love you gotta let me hear your voice"
“You Should Moan For Me Tonight”
Fyodor Dostoyevski
your boyfriend was going about his business as usual in his room, but now you were tired of it, he couldn't find time for you from his dark thoughts in that computer room and he wasn't one to apologize for it
it's unlikely to be called out of the room so you've decided to turn off the power tonight, make sure you've covered your bedroom with candles before executing this plan “"I'm sorry my love but you won't be able to ignore me today"
The hour has come and you went out to the garden to cut off the electricity, all the lights went out quickly, when you came back you found Fyodor sitting at the table, you didn't expect him to come so fast
"I hope you have a good excuse for that, my dear" he squinted his eyes at you, his face was illuminated by the candles placed around him while he was asking you this question, he looked at the blue dress he was wearing and thought that there was no need for an answer
"I guess I don't need to talk much honey I want to spend the night with you" Fyodor's eyes swept over his body, looking at the prepared beauty his face didn't exactly show any reaction "then you realize you're going to be punished"
in the blink of an eye you find yourself in the bedroom face down against the wall, so he unzip your dress behind you with cold hands you get rid of your clothes while you feel his breath on your neck
then he gently put you on the bed and climbed on top of you, causing you to gasp, putting his hand on your neck, blocking your breathing. "A woman turned on by that?" a slight grin appeared on your face he took his hand from your throat "you're wet my love"
“Tonight Your Everything Belongs To Me”
I hope you like it because I had fun writing it there may be some typos^^
!Request Are Open! (^_^)
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muwapsturniolo · 5 months
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✯So Hard PT. 3✯
Summary: the two enemies put their differences aside (sort of) and finally execute the sexual tension that has been brewing between them for years.
Warnings: degradation, mouth/throat fucking. use of force, spit, cum, sloppy blowjobs.
pt1 pt2
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Y/N can't help but feel nervous as she parks her car in the triplet's driveway. Usually, when she arrives at the triplet's house, she's perfectly calm, ecstatic even.
It's different this time around.
Instead of coming to hang out with Nick and Matt like she usually does, she's coming to have sex with their brother. The same brother whom she argues with on a daily (no, like the two of them argue every day, even when they aren't in the same vicinity.)
As she climbs out of her car, she notices the triplet's own car is gone. She begins to think one of two things, either all of them left and she's going to beat Chris's ass and cry later for making her look goofy, or Matt and Nick left leaving her and Chris alone.
She hopes it's the latter option.
Taking a deep breath, she walks up to the door. She goes to knock but stops when she remembers it was unlocked.
Walking into the house, it's abnormally quiet. There's always some type of noise going on considering it's three boys living with each other, but she tries to pay no mind to it.
"Nick? Matt?" Y/N calls out. Part of her hopes they answer, but another part of her doesn't.
She will be completely honest, she's thought about Chris fucking her multiple times. Even though the two relentlessly argue, she can't help but notice how attractive he is. The way his blue eyes darken a shade or two when he's irritated, the way his muscles show when he flexes his arms a certain way. Y/N's favorite is when he gets a sly smirk across his face when he successfully annoys her.
She notices the two boys she called out for didn't answer. She takes off her shoes and softly walks to Chris's room. The door is cracked and a faint yellow light is peaking through. She pushes the door open more and steps inside. As she does so, she notices Chris has on headphones and is nose-deep in his phone. She doesn't know what to do to get his attention. She's sure if she tries to scare him, he will get pissed off and try to cuss her out.
Suddenly, she gets an idea. She approaches him from behind and rips out his airpod, "Nick what the fuck are you-" Chris stops when he sees Y/N.
She's wearing those little pink shorts that are doing nothing to cover her ass (not that Chris is complaining), and a pink tube top that her boobs look amazing in.
Y/N sees the way he's looking her up and down, and it intimidates her slightly. His eyes are dark and his jaw is clenched. Suddenly, he speaks.
"Took you long enough, I was getting ready to take a nap."
The girl rolls her eyes and crosses her arms, " Shut the hell up, I didn't even take that long!"
That same sly smirk that Y/N knows, loves, and hates at the same time makes its way onto Chris's face as he stands up, "You're right, you honestly got here fast. Was it because you were eager to have my dick down your throat, or was it because you wanted to experience sex with me so damn bad?"
Y/N says nothing as she glares at Chris. The way he spoke his words so calmy, the way he was staring her down so confidently.
She loved it.
"It was both wasn't it?" His hands grab at her waist, pulling their bodies together. Y/N can't help it, her breathing starts to get harsher.
"It's ok to be excited-" he whispers in her ear as one of his hands slides down to her ass. He grips it, kneading the dough-like skin in his palm. He would never admit it to anyone, but he has dreamt of this multiple times. All of his friends would tell him that Y/N has a fat ass, and he had to act like he was disgusted at the comments when in reality, he wanted to cop a feel for himself.
Now he finally gets to.
"I'm excited too." He begins to kiss her neck lightly. Y/N slowly begins to relax, allowing her arms to drop as she eases into Chris's body, eyes closed and all.
He starts biting, sucking softly at the brown skin on her neck, "If you leave a mark I'll kill you Chris."
"Shut up, we both know you're going to leave scratches on my back. I think it's fair if I leave something on you." He raises his head from her neck and leans in close.
Their lips are basically touching, the tension getting thicker and thicker until finally,
They kiss.
It starts off soft and slow, both of them a bit hesitant since they are enemies and whatnot; but it gets more intense. Y/N throws both of her arms around Chris's neck as he moves his other hand to her ass, harshly gripping the skin.
Teeth begin to clash as tongue and spit mix,
They can't get enough of each other.
Chris harshly throws her on the bed before climbing on top of her and starting the assault on her neck. He could smell the brown sugar and vanilla lotion she always wore, and it was driving him crazy. He could always smell her when she walked past, her scent lingering, teasing him.
He was eager to see how she would actually taste.
Y/N begins to rut against Chris's knee. She couldn't help it, she was aching to be filled up. She hasn't had sex in a couple of months and now that the opportunity is here, she can't control herself.
Chris smirks feeling the girl rut against him. Out of habit, he begins to tease her. "Aww look at you, so eager for some form of friction you're resulting to rutting against me like a damn dog in heat."
The words go straight to her core.
Y/N didn't realize how much she liked being talked down to (when it's coming from Chris that is.)
She arches her body into his, begging for him to touch her without actually speaking.
Chris knows what she wants, but of course, he has to be an asshole. "you want more?"
Y/N quickly nods her head.
"what do you want? my fingers-" his nimble fingers brush the wet patch in her shorts,
"my mouth-" he plants a kiss on her neck,
"or my dick?" He moves her hand to his bulge.
Y/N's mind is in overdrive. So much yet so little is happening and yet, she can't think properly. Chris becomes agitated with how long she's taking to answer so, he takes matters into his own hands. "Fine, since you want to act dumb, I'll decide for you. Get on your knees," he demands.
As if a switch flipped in Y/N's head,
"I'm not sucking your dick."
It's like an old western show down the way the two stare each other down.
Suddenly Chris yanks her by her hair and forces her on her knees.
"You just love being a brat, don't you?" Y/N cracks a slight smile, showing he's right.
"You just love making my life harder," he begins to pull his sweatpants down, leaving him in his boxers. Y/N peeks at the bulge in her face and she can feel her mouth watering for it.
She could see the outline, it was big. 8 inches at most, skinny but thick at the same time. She could tell it had a big tip.
Slowly, she reaches her hands up and begins to palm at him. "Keep teasing and I won't fuck you all." He spits out.
Y/N tilts her head in a taunting manner, "You said it yourself you want to fuck me, we both know you won't take that away."
Chris doesn't like how she called his bluff. He shoves his boxers down before forcing himself in the girl's mouth, all the way down her throat. "All you do is talk, talk talk talk. Why don't you put that mouth to use for once." He watches as the girl gags around him, tears instantly forming in her eyes.
Chris has dreamed of this, seeing the girl he hates choke on his dick. It was concerning how many times he thought about dragging her to the bathroom when they all went out and fucking her mouth.
He eventually pulls away letting Y/N catch her breath. The girl coughs for a few seconds before looking up at Chris. After she catches her breath, she wraps her acrylic nails around him, sliding her hand up and down his length.
Chris watches with hooded eyes as he takes deep shakey breaths.
She leans forward and wraps her lips around his tip.
Her lips were big and plump, constantly moisturized so they were pillow-like. Chris was in heaven.
She slowly begins to lick around him as she takes him fully into her mouth, her hands fondling his balls.
Chris throws his head back feeling the warmth of her mouth.
"Fuck your mouth feels good." He looks back down to see Y/N already holding eye contact.
If there was one thing he loved about Y/N (besides her lips), it was her eyes. They were so big and doe-like, but half of the time she looked like a siren when she had her lashes on.
Just her looking at him on the daily had him bricked up.
Still holding eye contact, Y/N pulls away and rubs the tip on her puckered lips.
"You're such a fucking brat."
He pulls her curls into a makeshift pony, shoves himself in her mouth while holding her nose, and begins fucking her mouth.
Y/N is so caught off guard, that her hands fly to his thighs in an attempt to slow him down.
It doesn't work.
Y/N opens her mouth wider as she gags around him, spit pooling at the sides of her mouth and dripping down onto her chest. She could feel the liquid making her nipples hard.
Due to how hard he's going, Y/N ends up falling back against the edge of the bed, trying to get him away from her. "You're already-fuck-running? I'm not even in you the way I want to be and you can't take it." He lets go of her nose so she can breathe better.
Chris looks down as he's fucking her mouth and he so badly wants to take a picture.
The spit running down her mouth, the tears running down her face, her eyeliner running.
It's a sight he will never forget.
He feels his orgasm approach so he goes even faster, "Where do you want it? huh? fuck- you want in on your face? that nice chest-"
He stops thrusting and stalls deep in her throat, "I think your throat is the perfect spot."
Y/N feels the warm liquid shoot into her throat and start to drip down, as Chris throws his head back, letting out a deep groan.
He slowly pulls out of her mouth and watches as she coughs and tries to catch her breath.
All Chris can do is stare at her. If she's fucked out from this, he could only imagine how she will look when he's actually had his fun with her.
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finally put out the third part of this😭😭 idk why it took me so long. im telling yall now, 'freshlove for the fit' will take even longer, plz don't jump me im trying i promith
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Love Story
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Summary: You and Emily both propose on the same day during your vacation. 
Pairing: Emily Prentiss/Reader
Word Count: 1986
Ao3 
You closed your eyes, letting the salty ocean air fill your lungs. One arm rested on the balcony railing outside the hotel room you shared with your girlfriend, Emily, who was fast asleep inside.
In the two years you’d been with Emily, this was the first vacation you’d taken together, and you couldn’t resist the idea of watching the sunrise at least once on this trip.
So you’d dragged yourself out of bed, still in your pajamas, and stood at the edge of your balcony, waiting for the initial whispers of sunrise to appear. Emily had never been an early riser, so you knew better than to wake her. 
When you opened your eyes, you could faintly spot, where the sky kissed the ocean, hints of orange and yellow. You were so mesmerized by the sight that you didn’t hear your love walking up behind you until she spoke. 
“Hey, you,” Emily said, wrapping her arms around your torso and setting her head on your shoulder. “What on Earth are you doing awake at this hour?”
You giggled. “I wanted to watch the sunrise. You can go back inside; I’ll come back to bed after.”
Emily nestled deeper against your shoulder and hummed. “I’m okay right here.”
As profilers with the FBI’s Behavioral Analysis Unit, time off wasn’t easy to come by—especially for two of you at a time. 
Fortunately, the team’s caseload lightened up in time for you to take a week off, right around your second anniversary, and with it being January and miserable in DC, your destination was an easy choice—Hawaii.
Emily, ever the world traveler, knew of an amazing resort on the beach in Oahu, so you left the planning in her hands.
You had your own agenda for this trip. And today was the day.
As the sun rose higher, yellows and oranges won their battle against the dark blue sky, making way for light blues and pinks. 
The air was humid, and getting warmer with the sunrise, but you had never felt so content. 
“It’s beautiful,” Emily murmured. You nodded in agreement.
You knew after three months of dating that Emily was the person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. But you only got one chance at a proposal with your dream girl, so planning proved to be more difficult than anticipated. And while you considered your BAU team your family, you knew that if you told any of them, the secret would be out within an hour. So confiding in them was, unfortunately, not an option. 
As soon as the trip was booked, you knew this was your opportunity. Buying the ring was easy; you’d both known what you wanted and had openly discussed it almost the entire time you’d been together. Hiding the ring was harder—you had to move it every few days in case Emily decided to snoop. 
She always had a sense for secrets and sniffing them out. 
You blamed yourself for falling in love with a profiler.
“What do you want to do today?” Emily unwrapped her arms from you, and as soon as her touch was gone, you missed it. She took her place next to you, leaning against the balcony railing. 
With vacations being so rare for you both, you’d decided together that you didn’t want to plan too much and overbook yourselves. Instead, you made a few dinner reservations and left it at that. 
“Seems like a good day for the beach,” you said, nodding at the so-far empty beach below you. It wouldn’t be that way for long, you knew. But you weren’t in a hurry. 
“Whatever you want,” Emily smiled. “But first… back to bed?” 
You took your girlfriend’s hand with a smile of your own. “Whatever you want.”
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Some time later, you and Emily were perched in lounge chairs on the beach. At first, you weren’t sure if you remembered how to relax, but laying back on a chaise in your favorite swimsuit next to your favorite person in the world—you remembered.
Your only request when Emily planned this trip was that one of your dinner reservations was on your second night. The first night you knew you’d be too tired from the travel, but you wanted to propose at the beginning of your trip so you could spend the rest of your time off celebrating. 
But the more time you spent on the beach, the more you started to look at your phone, wondering how early was too early to start getting ready. You wanted to look nice but not so nice that you’d make Emily suspicious, and finding that balance wasn’t going to be a short endeavor.
You opened your mouth to ask what time your reservation was—even though you’d engrained the time in your memory—when Emily spoke up first.
“We should head back soon if we want to make our reservation,” she paused. “If that’s alright.”
“Is it that time already?” you asked, forcing nonchalance in your voice. To aid in your ruse, you glanced at your phone for the tenth time in the last half hour. “Yeah, let’s head back.”
You tossed your towel around your waist and headed back to the room in a comfortable silence. 
Your hair took longer than Emily’s to style, so you mutually agreed to let you shower first—fighting the urge to ask Emily to just shower with you, but you couldn’t afford the time you would lose—and took the time to run through what you wanted to say when you proposed. 
Your reservation was early enough that you hoped to walk back on the beach during sunset, and that’s when you would get on one knee and ask her to be your wife.
It would be perfect; you were confident. 
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You paused in front of the full-length mirror, appraising yourself. Your hair was curled and half-up—the beach was windy earlier, and you didn’t want to be eating your hair when you proposed. Your makeup was light, and you’d decided on a black romper. You’d packed a few sun dresses just in case, but you didn’t want to flash anyone when you got on one knee.
How did people do this? Your palms sweat just thinking about what was coming.
Across your body, you had a simple black bag, just big enough for your phone, wallet, and ring case. 
As soon as you’d dressed, you’d thrown the bag over your shoulder and kept it close. The last thing you needed was Emily throwing her phone in your purse—something she often did, as she didn’t usually like to carry her own bag—and stumbling across the ring box. 
But when your beautiful girlfriend stepped out of the bathroom—her raven hair curled and bangs perfectly styled, dressed in a skin-tight red dress that took your breath away—she had a similar black cross-body slung over her own shoulder.
In hindsight, that should’ve been the first clue of many. But you were too preoccupied with your own secret to pick up on hers. 
“Stunning,” you breathed, leaning forward to kiss your love.
“I know you are,” her mouth smiling against your own, “but how do I look?”
You giggled, heart bursting. It took all of your willpower to not take out the ring box right then and get this whole thing over with.
But she deserved a proposal more special than one in a hotel room, so you bit your tongue.
“Ready to go?”
She nodded. “Ready when you are.”
You laced your fingers through hers and followed her out of the room and through the hotel’s doors.
“I thought we’d walk, take the scenic route, since we have some time,” Emily said. “The beach will take us right to the restaurant.”
Your heart skipped a beat. If you took the beach on the way there, would she think twice about you requesting the same on the way home?
No, you thought. What she’ll find weird is if you say no right now.
So you swallowed your panic and pressed a smile across your features. “Whatever you want, love.”
She squeezed your hand and took the lead. 
“Are you having a nice time?” Emily asked. You weren’t sure if you were just projecting your feelings onto her, but did she sound… nervous?
“I could stay here forever,” you answered. “I don’t know how we can go back to winter in DC after this.”
“You’ll be ready to get back to work by the time vacation is over,” she said with a wink. “I know you too well.”
“Hmm, I don’t know,” you sang. “I think I could stay here forever with you and be perfectly happy.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
You opened your mouth to suggest honeymooning here, but caught yourself before you gave yourself away completely. 
Instead, you turned to stare out at the water. “It’s a beautiful view.” 
Your walking slowed before coming to a halt, both of you admiring the crashing waves lapping not far from your feet. 
“It is,” she said.
You turned to find her eyes boring into yours and flushed. 
“The two years I’ve spent with you have been the happiest of my life,” Emily said with a sincerity that stilled you. “I never knew I could love somebody this much until I met you.”
Tears prickled at the corners of your eyes. Emily released your hand, and you contemplated reaching for your purse. Was this the moment you’d been waiting for?
“I feel the same way,” you said, fighting the lump in your throat.
“I’m not always the most eloquent with words,” she admitted, patting at a stray tear in her eye. You chuckled, thinking of the times she couldn’t place what she wanted to say and started mumbling in other languages until she figured it out. “But I need you to know that you’re my everything. My love, mi amor, mon amour, amore mio, moya lyubov…”
She trailed off, reaching into her cross-body and pulled out something she concealed in her hands. You frowned.
“I know you love it when I speak French,” she said with a mischievous grin, kneeling down before you, on two knees instead of one, due to the dress she wore. “So, Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, veux-tu m'épouser?” 
You froze. You knew what that sentence meant—it was one you’d looked up online and practiced relentlessly in the mirror to get your pronunciation just right for your proposal, as you knew French was her favorite language.
When you didn’t answer, she translated, “Will you marry me?”
Tears poured from your eyes. When you opened your mouth to answer, a laugh bubbled up instead. 
Now it was Emily’s turn to frown. “Love?”
Once you started, it was impossible to stop. You fell to your own knees in front of her, laughing and crying in equal measure. Her eyebrows furrowed in concern, but you held up a hand.
“You had to beat me to the punch, didn’t you?”
“I don’t understand…” she said.
You reached into your bag, procuring your ring box, clearing the tears from your face with your free hand. The rest of your speech was moot now, but you couldn’t let the French you learned go to waste. 
“Emily Elizabeth Prentiss, je t'aime de tout mon cœur, et pour toujours. Veux-tu m'épouser?” 
Emily gaped, glancing from you and the ring in your hand to the ring in hers. In the blink of an eye, her own face was covered with tears.
“Yes,” she gasped.
“Me too,” you whispered.
You exchanged rings, not even taking a moment to admire the fact that, of course, she got you the exact ring you wanted, before throwing your arms around your fiancee and pressing your lips to hers.
When you finally pulled away, you couldn’t wipe the smile from your face.
“We’re not making our dinner reservation, are we?”
“God, I hope not,” she breathed before pulling you in again. 
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puffins-studio · 11 months
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Nico Di Angelo 💀 Will Solace ☀️
You don’t know how happy I was at the news of their solo book! I been off and on Percy Jackson because doctor who but it been on my back burner. And I found the release date of the book before my bad finals and I just had to act as if I didn’t see if so I could focus , problem is my adhd made me completely forget about the book until the pretty cover came on my to my feed and i dropped everything to read it.
I love them💕 I Want to do an embroidery for them too but I think I might listen to the book again as I can’t pick a favorite line to do. I might also do the other main character and add my headcannon ideas as I feel so proud of these came out!
Hazel
Percy & Annabeth
Jason
Leo
If you want to read my headcannons about their outfits, then it under the cut as I have many ideas.
[ID: The picture is a felt doll that is the shape of a gingerbread man with a big circle head Nico Di Angelo and Will solace. Nico have light color felt for skin, very dark brown hair that is to his shoulders and have a bit of a curl. He have black ties shoes, dark grey rip pants, a black and grey shirt with the skull on it. He have on a sliver studded belt, with beads for the studs, and a chain coming off of it. He have his ad jacket with a Italy flag patch in the right side and a sun patch in the left side. He have Bracelet on the hand with the sun patch sleeves. It a rainbow beaded one and a yellow and black twist. On this other wrist he have a black, read, and blue sparky thread one, a ace flags: black, grey,white, purple. And he have a beaded disability flag colors are black, green, blue, white,yellow, reddish pick, black. Will has light color felt for skin, short yellow blonde. He has ears and a little bit of black felt is peaking out for hearing aids.he have a blue shirt and a fort pocket, a little coco puff is in the pocket, he have on cargo shorts, a yellow orange sweatshirt around his waist, he I have on one blue sock and one read with cream shoes that have on the left one embroidery purple hyacinthus, a lyre and in the other side is a bow and arrow and the symbol of healing that have the single snake. He have camp bead and a sliver bead for the ring on the chain. On this left wrist he have a rainbow bracelet, and a random color one that is blue, light purple and light gray. On his other wrist is a bi flag one pink, purple, blue. And the last one is a matching one with Nico that is black and yellow.:ID]
Headcannons for Will
Star Wars
-I was going for like Star Wars socks, as this boy is either in flip flops or cowboy boots, he rarely wear anything else so he have fun socks to show off when he does
-(Maybe not the first time but maybe one of the first few time Nico said he love Will. Will make the Star Wars reference with Hans saying ‘I know’ and Nico is slightly confused. But then imagining his reaction when he all invested in the movie and then Hans say the line and Nico just stops and is like WILL! And will just start laughing “I couldn’t help it!”)
Shoes
-He only have one pair of sneakers and I was trying to think of something to Blightten up his outfit, and thought the Apollo cabin can’t leave anything plain. So Apollo theme shoe (dark idea is that they belonged to one of his older brothers who painted them and died and Will wanted to bring something that reminded him of his family into the underworld with him)
Coco puff
-Little coco puff in Will’s pocket I can’t decide if the little puff is attached to Will because it a deamon that Will actually helps Nico fight or the puffs are attached to anyone who have the same deamons so like if the little one is bad self confidence, then Will also have to work on his bad self confidence
Beads
-Enough beads for him to have gotten to camp one year before Percy. So he had two good years with his siblings before the wars. Just so he also have a family when his mom is on tour. But I do also think he has a lot of hidden Apollo kid power that he doesn’t know about so he think he weak with a randomly strong small. Like that is until Apollo learns where he went and is like how are you alive. Will “power of love… and really bad nicknames”
Disabled
-I tried to give him hearing aids, they enup being hidden in his hair, I was trying to think of a color that would stand out against the yellow hair as I also thought he would pick a noticeable color, and I wanted with black. Just him going into the underworld with so many extra batteries, but also him and Nico do a bit of asl or just come up with little hand signals.
Bracelet
-Rainbow one, bi vone, matching one with Nico, and a random one from a sibling
Headcannon Nico
Bracelets
-Nico has bracelets as during craft time some of the younger Apollo kids were make some and they all like to make Will some. At the time Nico was there making their matching ones at the time and will was making one for Nico. And then one little kid come up and whispers something to Will he grins. Nico look up because the silences and Will just nods to Nico, then the little kid goes over to Nico and holds up the bracelet and said they made it for him. Will fills in that they want to give it to him and so Nico just like ‘yeah sure’ and hold out his wrist and the kid tie it on before running happyly back to their table. Will leans over like ‘now you can’t take it off’ Nico just looks at him and Will is just ‘how did you think I get so many.” And then the younger kids even some from other cabins make Nico bracelets and he feels honored,
-Random one that is supposed to be the one the kids made him but also slightly Star Wars theme, I was trying to make it with the dark sparkly thread as I can imagine that how a kid see Nico. The other one is beads for the disability pride flag. Either Will makes if for him and he have one too if something with the flag as I love deaf Will and disabled Nico. Or another little kid make it for Nico who also have a disability and that help Nico acc his. I had to add a asexual one too, I can’t help it. Beads so he can mess with them when on edge
Beads
-And I love the idea that nico some how get the camp beads either he steal one each year as he wanted to be apart but hey keep them in a box some place and then after will saying something like he always had a fear of Nico leaving, and to show him he acc camp as home, the next morning Nico walked out of his cabin with the beads. Or Will just keep saving beads for Nico. Like it started as Will keep going around asking about Nico and got upset when he was told he left already, maybe he ask Percy and Percy tell him something like Nico doesn’t like camp. But Will meet Nico in the small window when Nico was at camp before he first ran away and got a little crush that his siblings notice, and then when Michael was giving the beads to his cabin, he give two to will, and just held a finger to his mouth before Will could say anything and say something like ‘you need to hold onto Nico’s bead, in case he comes back.” And so when Will was head he keep asking for an extra one to save for Nico. And he gives them to him at one point, maybe even just leave them by his bed during the 3 days.
Jacket
-Nico get a over size jacket so Will can steal it sometimes. He had a Italy flag patch, maybe Chiara got it from him because they are both Italian. And then sun patch maybe as a slight joke that the Apollo kids got him as he is always with them. And then I tried to do it so it look like he sewed them in himself. Pockets are totally full of chocolate and random rocks he finds, that he offers to Will and younger campers.
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Can you do one with lando where reader get anxious from time to time. Maybe when watching him race etc. And him being their to calm her down
I COME BACK TO YOU | (l.norris)
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summary: you feel anxiety from time to time when you see Lando in his race car (or basically the silverstone weekend with an anxious girlfriend)
wordcount: 3.8k words
pairing: landonorris x fem!reader
warnings: none
notes: hope you like what I did with it :) I definitely had fun writing this!
Another race weekend. You love it, and you hate it. It’s Thursday morning and you lay with Lando in the hotel bed, McLaren organized for you. While the alarm clock just rang, Lando fell asleep again, on you this time. His head is laying on your right boob and his right arm is draped over your stomach.
You waited for the second alarm clock to start ringing and waking Lando up, if he‘s late again, Jon will not be happy, especially when Lando promised to be on time.
When the loud ringing sound blasted through the hotel room, Lando winced as he got startled. You chuckled as your hand reached to his head and started to play with the curls of his hair to sort out any discomfort he might feel from waking up. What a little baby. When he realized what was happening, he let out a sigh of discomfort and shook his head, which looked more like he rubbed his head on your boob, well, maybe that was what he actually did, you weren’t sure. But you knew, that he wasn’t a morning person and hated waking up.
”Lando, can you turn off the alarm?“
He mumbled something, but due to having his face shoved in your chest you couldn’t understand him. A smile formed on your face, he‘s like a little baby in the mornings.
When he eventually did turn off the alarm, he sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the wall in front of him. What a mood. After a big sigh, he stood up and started to change into the outfit he picked out for today. His new merch for Silverstone. The bright yellow hoodie was combined with a black jeans and his favorite shoes. And to finish it off, he put a bucket hat on. Your outfit also consisted of basically the same Lando wore. His hoodie, a dark pants, and your favorite shoes. When you looked into the mirror, he shoved a bucket hat on top of your head, smiling at you with a tired smile and his eyes definitely told you, that he wanted to stay in bed.
”Ah come on Baby, it’s only Media day, you just have to answer some questions, it’s not like you have to drive around at high-speed today, and it’s Silverstone, your home race and you guys have the new updates in the car, today is easy.“, you tried to cheer him up, knowing how much he liked Media day.
”Exactly, it’s media day, I‘d rather drive around in circles than having to deal with weird questions,“
”I‘d rather have you not drive around in circles“, you said as a joke but really, it was true. You were horrified of the idea of losing him, and him sitting in a car like that, a few weekends in the year wasn’t your idea of fun. He knew that but didn’t see your point. And it’s not like you wanted him to stop racing, he loved doing that, and you loved watching him enjoying his biggest passion. But that’s an argument for another day.
He just gave you a knowing look, this conversation often has turned into arguments before. He didn’t really understand that you just want him safe. And then one thing leads to another and another argument was born, but not today.
He changed the subject quickly:” You coming with me or are you staying in the hotel?“
”Depends on whether I can work in peace for a little bit, I have to do a few things for work.“
He nodded understandingly. Thankfully you had a job where you could travel with Lando. Not everywhere but you are able to just take your laptop and work anywhere you want from time to time.
When you gathered all of your things, you guys got into the McLaren, they set up for you. While Lando drove to the circuit, you looked outside the window and admired the beauty of nature. Your thoughts wandered to the coming weekend. Going through all of the fear, the too-quick heartbeat in your chest, and the panic in your mind. But also the happiness this sport provides Lando and you. You loved the sport, but watching it and not knowing the drivers is a lot different than knowing the drivers and being in a relationship with one of them. Feeling the quickened heartbeat in your chest, you did some breathing techniques Lando showed you when you were having a panic attack. Having it learned himself in therapy. And it worked magic.
Lando noticed your loud breathing, put his hand on your thigh, and squeezed it. Wanting to comfort you, but he knew there was little that he could do.
After arriving in the paddock and settling in Lando‘s drivers' room, your Boyfriend said goodbye to you with a long kiss and a quick hug before he went off to his meetings and interviews. You made your way to the outside area of the McLaren hospitality to start your tasks for work.
/////////////Next day//////////////
Again you woke up because of the alarm sound that rang from Lando‘s phone. Letting out a sigh, you put your hand out to your right to wake Lando and tell him to shut the alarm off. When the back of your hand came in contact with a warm and firm chest you patted Lando to wake him up.
After a confused groan, he shut the annoying beeping sound off. The silence was music to your ears.
”I think you need to change the sound of the alarm, you got too used to it, it doesn’t wake you anymore.“, you said while cuddling your head into the crook of his neck.
After a muffled ’yes‘ you remembered what day it was. Friday. Your eyes shot open in a second at the thought of him sitting in the car. But it’s only free practice, not as scary as the actual race you tried to calm you down.
”Do you have to do work again, or can you watch from the garage?“
”I have to do a little bit of work, maybe I can come for fp2?“
You felt him nod his head. Cuddling into you while hoping you didn’t feel uncomfortable.
You guys got ready and Lando drove to the circuit again, he knew that now you really got nervous. He placed his hand on your thigh again and when you put your hand on top of his, he took your hand to his mouth and pressed a kiss on it. And again you noticed how small your hand was in contrast to his hand.
After arriving, the routine you both had started, placing all of your stuff in Lando‘s room, Lando getting ready for the session and you’re looking for a calm space to do your work tasks. Having done most of them yesterday, you only had a few left, you would calculate about 30 minutes for them and the session didn’t start for 2 hours. You thought about fp1 and how you didn’t want to be in the garage.
You were scared people would call you ungrateful, you really were thankful and happy you had this opportunity but you also were really scared of something happening to Lando.
So you took your time to work on the new task and even edited the ones you did yesterday. In between you went to see Lando. You may be scared of him driving but you could never let him go in the car without hugging him.
So you went to see him.
”Well baby, have fun, I love you. Go fast, yeah?“, you always told him the same. It’s a tradition. In Spa 2021, because of the rain, you told him to be careful and safe, and well I think we all know what happened in Spa. You were sure that the change of the tradition with the added words, cursed this crash and you‘ve never said them again.
”Thank you, baby, are you coming to watch from the garage for fp2 then?“, he gave you a kiss. ”Yes baby, I will, I just have to finish 3 last tasks and then I‘m done. Might even come for the last few minutes of fp1.“
After a last kiss, he pulled the balaclava over his head and then his helmet.
You watched him go into the car and drive out of the garage. With a sigh, you made your way back to the little table you claimed outside of the hospitality as your working table. Now opening a new slide in your browser to watch the session on your laptop. You were hella scared to watch it, but you could never endure hearing the noises and not knowing what was going on.
After finishing your work, halfway through the first practice session, you packed everything together, your phone, laptop, notebook, pens, a water bottle, a cup of your favorite drink, you got from the hospitality, and made your way to the McLaren garage.
You settled on one of the chairs in the garage and looked at the screen where Lando was shown how he put some laps in, collecting data.
You felt the panic slowly creeping up on you but tried to remember, that it was only free practice. As long as Lando didn’t do a mistake, nothing could happen.
Doing the breathing technique, you slowly calmed down. And before you knew it, Lando was back, finished for this session.
He jumped out of the car and ran straight to you, with his helmet on, you looked into each other's eyes while he embraced you in a hug.
”You okay my love?“, he asked worryingly.
You just nodded with a big smile.
Putting your hands on the sides of his helmet, you pressed your lips to where he would be.
You saw wrinkles appearing next to his eyes, meaning he also had a big smile on his lips now.
After a meeting with his team, where you stayed in his room just chatting a bit with your family and friends over the phone and stalking fan accounts for Lando, you guys went for a cold drink outside of the hospitality.
You spend your time talking about his feelings for the weekend and your plans for the coming week, where you would be staying in London due to the Goodwood festival. You definitely wanted to do some shopping in central London and just spend time with Lando in general. Your work consumed a lot of time the last two weeks because of the weekend in Silverstone and you being off work for the next week, you spend little to no time with Lando. You were excited about the next week where you would be staying in a hotel in London.
The next session began sooner than you wanted it to, but it’s his work and passion, so you sat down in your spot in the garage again and watched him going into the car. But not without a: ’ Have fun baby, I love you. Go fast‘.
The fast breathing, the sweat, and the panic began to start again, and you hated how Lando wasn’t there to comfort you. You needed him in that situation. The more times he went around the track the worse it got. Thankfully Lando came in after 10 laps to go over some data.
Because Lando knew you for over five years, he knew when you were stressed or not feeling well. He saw your distressed look and pulled you towards him while talking to Jose. A few kisses were placed on your head while his hand rubbed up and down your back. Providing the comfort you desperately needed.
You felt a little more relaxed when he went into the car again. And after a few more laps you could fully relax for the day. When media stuff and team meetings were over, you were ready to go to the hotel.
You immediately went down for a nap where Lando joined you but not before setting an Alarm so you wouldn’t oversleep. And after 45 minutes the beeping sound blasted through the room. And guess who didn’t wake up again? He really needed to change his goddamn alarm.
You sat up and shook him so his body swayed from side to side. He opened his blue-greenish eyes and shook his head.
”Change your fucking alarm right now. I hate being the one waking you up.“
He took his phone and opened his setting. Choosing an even more aggressive sounding alarm, hoping he would wake up from it.
You fell backwards on the bed again and cuddled into his side.
”What do you wanna eat for dinner?“, Lando asked after checking the time, seeing it was already 8:30 pm and you still needed dinner.
”Can we order something from a takeaway? I don’t feel like going out and the hotel only has real pricey and noble stuff. I just want like a pizza or something.“
He nodded and opened just eat. Finding a good-rated pizza restaurant that was also fast in delivery.
”Here, pick something“, he gave you his phone and you went through the menu just to settle on your favorite pizza topping. You could never go wrong with that.
”Do you want one with chicken?“, you asked him. He just let out a humming sound.
”And can you ask for sa-“ ”Yes, I‘ll ask if they can add salad cream on top of it.“
Knowing Lando, you didn’t even have to guess what he wanted to say. It’s a common thing by now.
After choosing a medium chicken pizza and requesting salad cream on top of it, you completed the order and gave Lando his phone back.
Getting up, you walked into the bathroom to start removing your makeup and doing your nightly skincare routine. After applying your night cream there was a knock on the door and Lando went to answer it, getting the pizzas from the delivery guy.
You sat at the table that stood in another room in the suite, McLaren did not hold back with their room choice, as always, and started munching on the pizzas while talking about fp3 and the qualifying tomorrow.
Lando noticed how you started to tense up again, and put his hand on your on the table resting one.
”Baby you know how much it hurts my soul when you start getting nervous about me racing. It’s my passion, I love it and that’s why it hurts even more. Maybe we should actually look into counseling for you, to cope with it. I‘ll come with you if you don’t feel comfortable doing it alone. But I just want to be able to talk about my job without scaring you.“
You lowered your head.
”I know Lando, but I‘m scared. And it’s not like I want to be nervous or feel the panic, I just can’t help it. Whenever you sit in that car I get nervous. Look how many people have died because of it, I could never live without you.“
The tears started to form in your eyes at the thought of losing Lando. He‘s the best person you ever met, you couldn’t live without him.
”Y/N, your not losing me. Ever. The car nowadays is safe, look at Roman Grosjean, his car snapped in half, he was literally stuck in a fire and barely had anything big happening to him. We are safe in that, I am more scared of a plane crashing while flying to a race than a crash with my car.“
”Great, now I have to be scared of a plane as well, thank you Lando“, you let out a laugh, not meaning this seriously.
You went to bed a little after this, watching your TV show you guys started not that long ago and you fell asleep with Lando cuddling on your chest rather quickly.
/////////////Next day//////////////
You woke startled because of the unknown alarm sound. But it seemed to do the trick because Lando already turned to his nightstand, where his phone was blasting the annoying alarm.
When he saw, that you were awake he let out a quiet” Good morning love“ and cuddled into you. In the mornings he always was a little extra clingy.
You replied with a ”Good morning baby, how did you sleep?“ to which he just answered a hum. Yep, definitely not a morning person.
After getting ready, which consisted of getting dressed, putting on your makeup, and putting all the stuff in your purse that you needed, it was time to go. As usual, Lando drove you to the track, and you first settled in his drivers' room where he also changed into his suit and before you knew it, he sat in his car ready to go.
The ”baby, have fun, I love you. Go fast please“, was already exchanged with a kiss and now you sat on your seat in the garage and nervously looked at the screen where Lando drove over the track.
A sense of discomfort settled in your body but you tried to remember the conversation you had with him yesterday. How safe the car actually was nowadays. And you remembered most of the crashes you‘ve witnessed in the 5 years of being with him, and all of them had a happy ending. Maybe a rib was hurt or someone had a headache, but no one had lost his life or a limb in F1 when you were there. You really needed to get your shit together. He was safe and he was happy, there were many marshals who are able to help immediately and they had good doctors on the track. With that thought you could eventually calm down a little.
After the last lap in the practice session, it was time for lunch, so you settled in the hospitality and you had whatever they provided for the crew. Lando and you went to his drivers' room for a little cuddle session. He was a needy baby sometimes. Cuddling and you stroking his hair was his favorite activity to do with you well, he did other things that he loved but we won’t name them here.
Qualifying. Qualifying wasn’t very easy for you. That was the time Lando pushed the car the hardest, obviously wanting to get a good result. That scared the heck out of you. When he went around the corners and maybe came on a curb, you nearly had a heart attack.
Adam finally joined you for the qualifying so you had someone to hold on to, and that always made things easier for you.
When Lando sat in the car, after a hug, a kiss, and a ” Have fun, I love you baby. Go fast please“ you and Adam settled on the chairs and looked at the screens in front of you. With every time Lando sat, you calmed down. Seeing how the car adapted to the new updates and how he glided around the track, you could breathe. He loved this track and knew it inside out, he drove it billions of times on his sim. Before he set the last time, you were on your feet shuffling around the garage, and couldn’t hold the tension. You knew he was fast, everyone knew this by now. And when he crossed the line, his name flying to the first place you let out a scream and immediately turned to Adam who just looked at you in shock.
These are the moments where you weren’t scared of his racing. Seeing what he can accomplish with it, took your anxiety and shoved it out of the window. Sadly Max took the first place not long after Lando had it, but you were fine with it, it was Max we’re talking about, he was always in first place.
When you were laying in bed later, Lando was energetic, running around the suite with a big smile, he couldn’t sit still. You did everything you could to calm him down, saying you could cuddle, watch your series, take a bath, get some food, and even suggest to play some ps5 game he brought and you hated, but nothing worked. He was like a little puppy after a nap that had zoomies. You promised Jon that he would go to bed early, he needed that rest to be fully focused for tomorrow, but you were clueless. I mean, you can’t just Google what to do in that situation, it’s not like everyone had a boyfriend that was a f1 driver and got second place in qualifying.
So you settled on the bed turning on a movie and eventually Lando joined you for some cuddles and more.
/////////////Next day//////////////
Race day. The scariest day of the weekend. Especially when he was in a higher position to start from. More likely to crash because of some crazy shit drivers do behind him.
After a quick lunch, it was almost time for Lando to jump into his car. But he knew your heightened sense of anxiety on race days. So he took five minutes of his busy schedule to spend with you and to calm your nerves.
”You know that I will always come back to you, yeah? Always. I love you so much, nothing is ever going to happen to me except for some podiums. Don’t be scared anymore, please. You‘ve been by my side since I started in f1, what has happened so far? Spa 2021 was the worst I‘ve had. And yes Miami last year was a scare but I walked out of both just fine. If anything ever happens to me, you can kill me, okay?“ he chuckled saying the last sentence. And that made you laugh as well.
”Please promise me, you will try. I hate to go into the car when I know how scared you are.“
”I will try baby, I have your whole family with me in the garage, I think that‘ll help as well. I also don’t like how I ruin a weekend for you, just because you have to take care of my anxiety.“
”Y/N, you know that you could never ruin anything. We‘re in a relationship, which means we take care of each other. My job is not normal, you’re allowed to be scared, but you don’t have to. Everything will be fine.“
You nodded and hugged him real tight.
You watched how he climbed in the car after: ” Have fun, I love you baby. Go fast yeah?“ and while you watched with his family, no anxiety in sight, the rest is history.
And he always came back to you.
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