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nietopesz · 24 days

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I am not nade for playing eurobusiness, im a sore loser

#and i must not show my inability to lose because it will not be let go #i am a sore loser #i admit #mentally i am still 10 years old if it comes to games like this #i hate losing

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yukmouf · 11 months

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My mind isn’t stronger than the fact that I’m human, I know that now. Just an equation of probability and you’re better at math than I am. It snuck up on me and all I feel is sorry.

#what a silly place we live in #I hate losing

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jeffskinnerswh0re · 2 years

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that game was upsetting so i’m posting this bc why not it makes me feel better

#he’s so beautiful #oh and auston’s there too #i hate losing #canes hockey #freddie andersen #carolina hurricanes #frederik andersen #canes lb #canes #freddie

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rookieforlife · 2 years

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I used to go to my favorite bar after taking these big Ls and have a drink, now it doesn’t exist anymore because of the pandemic. So, yeah, that’s the worst part about today.

#me? dramatic?#yes bitch #i hate losing

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heavyandsick · 20 days

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#girlblogging #ed relapse #anadiet #tw ed but not sheeran #pro for me not for thee #low cal restriction #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw thinspi #body ch3ck #th1n$pø #i just want to be thin #i wanna be perfect #i need to lose this weight #i wanna be tiny #i need to lose so much weight #i wanna lose weight #i hate my body #i hate calories

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endlessmidnights · 8 months

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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girlunbother3d · 14 days

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sorry i can’t go out im kinda focused on my ed..

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inkskinned · 10 months

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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fettiowi · 9 months

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STOP LOOKING AT EACH OTHER AND PAY ATTENTION TO THE DAMN GAME

#i hope they both lose badly at whatevrr theyre playing #ALSO PLAYING ON DREAMCAST THEYRE SO BASED #idiots. i hate them ❤#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #sonic ramblings

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fucklife101 · 1 year

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I don’t know how many “just make it through today”s I’ve got left.

#mentally exhausted #i dont want to be here #im losing hope #tw depressing stuff #i’m so alone #self h@rm #mental health relapse #i hate my existence #anxi4ty #deppresing quotes

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lotus-pear · 9 months

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the fine people of bsd tumblr have asked for fem skk and i shall give it to them

#bsd one of the realest animes out there for having unisex outifits i didn't have to change anything (yes this probably defeats the point)#i normally hate feminized male characters bc nine times out of ten they become hypersexualized and/or lose their og outfit #bc ladies can't wear pants?? god forbid. no. give them a miniskirt or ridiculously skintight see through leggings/stockings #i was extremely normal drawing this tbh. i totally wasn't falling in love w my own sketch. god i love women <33 #also if any one of you points out that chuuya looks the same but w longer lashes i will cry😭#i couldn't give him long hair he looked too different pls hear me out ik i robbed you guys but pls forgive me #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #fem soukoku #fem skk #(<- is that a tag???)#bsd #lotus draws

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clouvu · 2 months

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Friendship goals 😘

#genshin impact #furina #clorinde #furinde #one time my furinde artwork got reposted on another website and i was losing my MIND at peeps unironically saying how good friends they are #WHY havent I had a wholesome gal pal friendship like them yet #hate it here fr

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mandarinmoon · 1 year

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i know reading goals are meant to be a fun little non serious thing but AH I'M SO BEHIND

#i hate losing #im going to blame dune for putting me in a reading slump

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endlessmidnights · 6 months

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I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

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nessproblem · 6 months

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i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

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starlightseraph · 1 month

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i actually hate house and wilson like what do you mean you talk about railing each other constantly and you live together and you’re the only people you want during the most important times of your lives and you canonically say i love you but when one of you is dying you refuse to say it unless they try everything imaginable to survive and you quite literally can’t live without each other and you nearly die multiple times because of it and you save yourselves for each other and you run away from everyone and everything to ride off in the sunset together and live out the last days of your lives just with each other. what do you fucking mean.

#just fuck already #I HATE THEM I HATE THEM FUCKCKNCKXK #SHUT UPPPP THEY NEED TO STOP #they are so horrible for this #all of it #absolutely disgusting #someone restrain them. and me. please i’m losing it.#*i must clarify that all of these tags are affectionate. i care about them and ship them to an obscene degree.*#hilson #hate crimes md #hugh laurie #robert sean leonard #rsl #house md #gregory house #james wilson #starlightseraph’s brainrot

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