a history of i love yous
i love you. (i love you.)
*sighs and shrugs* (i don’t believe you.)
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i need you, ok? and i want you to be around for as long as possible. (i need you, and i love you too much to see you leave when you might not have to.)
no. (that’s not enough to make me change my mind.)
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i need you to tell me you love me. (i love you, tell me you love me back, even as i leave you.)
no. (don’t leave me.)
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i’m not gonna say i love you. (i love you enough to let you leave.)
thank god. (i know you love me now.)
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you’re taking the cowardly way out. and worse, you’re too cowardly to even admit that your taking the cowardly way out. (you’ve never loved anyone enough to save yourself.)
you’re right. but i can change. (i love him enough.)
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you’re destroying your entire life. you can’t come back from this. you’ll go to jail for years, you’ll never be a doctor again. (you love me, but do you really love me so much?)
i’m dead, wilson. how do you wanna spend your last 5 months? (yes, i do.)
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when the cancer gets really bad… (will you really be with me and love me until the end, even when it can only hurt you?)
cancer’s boring. (always.)
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You know what I think?
Before the infarction, House was an athlete. I think that while he has the same amount of anger issues and hatred in him (hint hint Daddy Issues), when he felt it all bubbling he’d just go out and run a few miles and come back when he felt better.
The reason he’s so bitter after the infarction is because his only outlet (at work; music it obviously and outlet too but he can’t take his piano with him), the only thing that was able to ground him when his emotions were taking over. So of course when he feels his emotions get the better of him, the “unfeeling, cold-hearted maniac”, he’s going to turn to verbal violence
And honestly, I understand him. I hate the days where my Fibromyalgia gets so bad that I can’t move my fingers enough to play the piano, because that means that I’m left alone with my unvoiced thoughts and no way of expressing myself.
I bet he feels worse than that.
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So I was on call with my best friend and I told her how Wilson in house has been thriugh 3 divorces and his girlfriend died.
Her exact reaction to this was "Man at this point he should just be gay or die because of how unlucky he is"
She wouldn't believe what happened in the end of the series....
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Hopefully I didn't already ask this but if you're still taking requests like James Wilson and his lover's reaction to his love handles (especially if he's like insecure about them)
Idk I swear I saw someone say he had them and then I'm pretty sure House makes a joke about 'the ladies not loving the love handles' in one episode???
James’ Lovehandles
This is a head canon because why not and also I think this request fits better with one. Honestly he’s so cute.
I don’t think he’s the kind of guy to be so self-conscious (the guy flirts with every nurse he works with) but for the sake for this ask we’ll put a condition on it. Let’s just say that he’s self-conscious with someone he really loves. Just because someone cares more about their appearance and whatnot when it comes to the opinions of someone they really care about.
He’d probably take up the gym and then fall behind because let’s face it, between you, House, and his job he doesn’t have the time.
He still takes care of himself though. From what I’ve seen on the show he doesn’t eat nearly as much crap as House (he still eats a bit though).
In the beginning of the relationship he doesn’t like taking his shirt off.
He doesn’t like his stomach being touched.
And when you do touch him he has this nagging sensation in the back of his mind that tells him to pull away.
But when he does and you get sad he feels bad so that’s why he stopped pulling away.
If you figure it out that he has some issue you ask him what’s wrong.
“I just don’t like being touched there.”
“Why? There has to be a reason.”
“I have,” he sighs.
“You have what?” You prompt him to continue.
“Love handles.”
You’ll laugh and tell him that’s a silly reason for him to not want you to touch him and you thought he was hurt or something.
You’ll spend the rest of the time loving on him and making him feel less self-conscious.
Even feel around and tell him there’s a reason why they are called love handles.
“Why?” He asks with a blush. Your hands are feeling his stomach as you cuddle him in the couch.
“Because I have more of you to grip.”
This is how you find out James is ticklish on his stomach. You just grip his love handles and he starts laughing.
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let it be known that i will without fail sexualize that old man. i will crave him carnally, think absolutely atrocious thoughts, devious ones. i will lust & adore them…BUT, if i ever actually encountered them in the wild i will be the most respectful & cautious person on earth
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