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His fingers and hands🥺

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Do you think that one night in the Temple-Noble household, curled up under a blanket on the couch with half empty mugs of hot chocolate cooling down on the coffee table, Donna and The Doctor got to talking about all the things she’d missed in the others long life? In the time they spent without her? In the time they spent before her?

Do you think Donna asked about all the people they knew before they’d met each other? All the other Martha’s and Melanie’s, and Rose’s?

Do you think they told her about what happened to them all? How they left them, how they lost them?

Do you think when they got to Jamie and Zoe, Donna felt a sudden deep sorrow in her chest? Because she knows how they felt after losing someone you can’t possibly remember. She knows how that empty space festers within your mind and how it spreads to every part of who you are until you’re not even certain if there was ever a time this *thing* wasn’t missing?

But she got to remember all of it. And she knows that they didn’t. She knows that they spent the rest of their lives with that deafening black hole within themselves. Not knowing how to fill it to satisfy its all encompassing abyss. Maybe they remembered on some level. Maybe their memories of their time together, even erased from their grasp, impacted the way they acted, the way they treated life. Or maybe they really were just snapped back and left with a festering nothingness that they tried to ignore the best they could, like there was something there all along.

Do you think she chooses not to tell The Doctor this just yet? Because their hot chocolates are getting colder, and they’re falling asleep on her shoulder mumbling of all the happy times and adventures they had with those two all those centuries ago. And she couldn’t bare to take that from them. Not now. Not tonight.

She’s partially sure they know anyway. That they’re choosing to pass over that detail of their departure for her own sake. That they’re the one who chose not to tell. Not tonight. Maybe not ever.

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I have good news for my fellow Wilson lovers: I have a few things involving him currently in the works. I'm not sure when they'll be done but I can't wait to share them with you once they're finished 🥰🥰

#house md #james wilson #james wilson x reader #mosses random thoughts

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You know what? Fuck it.

The amount of notes that this post gets by the end of April is the amount of words I'll write for one of my books.

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My NBC Hannibal shrine.

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ME! by Taylor Swift and Brendon Urie

Paper Art by @heyykristen 

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Gregory House reaction pictures

#faves

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the best friends historian talked about

#and then they kissed #hilson core

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Vean_ima

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What's it take to get your number? What's it take to bring you home? Hurry up, it's time for supper. Order up, I'm hot to go.

#do i wanna be her or do i wanna be with her 🤔 #faves

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nothing frustrates me more than when adults refuse to even slightly indulge the questions and thoughts of children. i remember one time when one of my younger cousins accidentally stumbled across the concept of purchasing power parity because she realised 10 rupees which bought her 10 candies in India only bought her ~3 candies when we went on holiday to Japan, and when she asked her mother about “why the same things cost different amounts in different places” my aunt had the audacity to call her spoiled for not understanding the “”worth” of money, that’s not what she was ASKING damn it!! your daughter just set up her own big mac index and realised a key metric of macroeconomics!!! how do you not find that utterly fascinating !! why don’t adults talk to children !!

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can’t relate when people try to be normal in this fandom. i’m here to lick disturbing concepts off the wet pavement

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I love being a whore online but being a whore in person ..... big time scary actually

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('v`ｂ)

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Mice straight up go on missions and no body talks about it

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Sometimes Will would be scrolling tiktok and there's someone saying "I will teach you how to make tiramisu from pancakes" and Hannibal would slowly direct his terrified gaze towards Will as if he had just heard the biggest profanity. And Will would be like "You should try this, looks good"

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