but I DO MY MAKEUP IN SOMEBODY ELSE'S CAR and we order DIFFERENT drinks at the SAME BAR and I hear SOUNDS in my MIND, BRAND NEW SOUNDS in my mind and honey I'll be seeing you down 'EVER I go, yes honey I'll be seeing you down EVERY road and I'll come get my things but I CAN'T LET GO and I'm acting like I don't see every ribbon that used to tie yourself to me and WILL YOU SWAY WITH ME? go astray with me? and I'm gonna dream with a FEVER and jack and jill get FUCKED UP AND POSSESSIVE when it gets DARK and in the morning, you'll be DANCING with all the HEARTACHE and the TREASON, THE FANTASIES OF LEAVING, in the morning, you'll be dancing WITH US and i think that you might be the same as me, behave abnormally? and we'll end up PAINTED on the road, RED and CHROME and i am your SWEETHEART, PSYCHOPATHIC crush and CAN YOU HEAR THE VIOLENCE? megaphone to my chest, broadcast the BOOM BOOM BOOM and make em all dance to it and BLOW ALL MY FRIENDSHIPS TO SIT IN HELL WITH YOU and BABY REALLY HURT ME and CRYING in a TAXI and GO BACK into the arms of the girl I LOVE and all that a STRANGER would see is one girl swaying ALONE, stroking her cheek and you're a LITTLE much for me and EVERY PERFECT SUMMER'S EATING ME ALIVE and you're all gonna WATCH ME DISAPPEAR into the SUN and PLEASE could be tender? and i will sit close to you, let's give it a MINUTE before we admit that we're THROUGH and it's LATE and this song is for YOU and now we sit in your car and OUR LIVE IS A GHOST, well I guess I should go, yeah I guess I SHOULD go and i care for myself the way I used to care about you and why even TRY to get it right and IT'S TIME TO LET GO OF THIS ENDLESS SUMMER AFTERNOON and three years loved you EVERY single week, IT WAS REAL FOR ME, yup, real for me and now I'll fake it EVERY SINGLE DAY 'till I don't need FANTASY 'till I FEEL YOU LEAVE and BUT I STILL REMEMBER EVERYTHING!! HOW we'd DRIFT buying GROCERIES, how you'd dance for me and I'm gonna let go of LITTLE things 'till I'm far away from you SO FAR AWAY FROM YOU and gonna wanna TAPE MY MOUTH SHUT and LOOK OUT, lovers and lights are on and they've all gone home BUT WHO AM I? and we TOLD you this was MELODRAMA and the TERROR and the HORROR, GOD, I WONDER WHY WE BOTHER and all the GUNFIGHTS and the LIMELIGHTS and the HOLY SICK DIVINE nights and SORRY I WAS NEVER GOOD LIKE YOU and DID MY BEST to exist JUST FOR YOU and I am my MOTHER'S child, I'll LOVE you 'till my breathing stops, I'll LOVE you 'till you call the COPS on me and BET YOU RUE THE DAY YOU KISSED A WRITER IN THE DARK and in my DARKEST hours I stumbled on a SECRET power, I'll FIND a way to be without you, babe, and i ride the subway, read the signs, I LET THE SEASONS CHANGE MY MIND, I LOVE IT HERE SINCE I STOPPED NEEDING YOU and IN MY HEAD I DO EVERYTHING RIGHT!!! and COME HOME TO MY HEART!!!! and in your car the radio UP and maybe we just do it VIOLENTLY and every night I LIVE AND DIE and I HATE the headlines and the weather and SPILL MY GUTS underneath the OUTDOOR LIGHT and I'M 19 AND I'M ON FIRE and ALL of our heroes FADING and ALL the nights spent OFF our faces TRYING TO FIND THESE PERFECT PLACES and WHAT THE FUCK are perfect places ANYWAY and
GINASFS Albany 3/24/24 - only a partial but it has the bridge which is what I'm interested in. Love that Patrick walks towards Pete for their rock out moment. I'm definitely hearing "you changed my life" again and sadly "photo proofed kisses".
Honestly one of the biggest pieces of proof that jjk characters were born to shoujo forced to shonen(at least for me), is how last year I watched kaguya sama: love is war for the first time, right after watching jujutsu kaisen for the first time. After what happened to Junpei, Ishigami was basically my therapy character for a while there.
Like he had the character arc I wish Junpei had gotten. (And this isn't to say I'm salty about that. Just, rahhh I love Ishigami.)
"I have just been sitting on my thumb my whole life, I feel so dumb.. I should have been out there looking for you. You are so great, I've never met anyone better than you.. you constantly challenge the way I think, the way I feel. You show me that everyone can change if they really want to, and you want that for me.. you inspire me to be a better version of myself every day, not just the days that I want to be. That makes you special, cause no one has ever made me feel this way before.. I was always so selfish, thinking of what I want, and then you came into my life and now I care more and more about what you want instead of my selfish desires. And that is love, I think.. to move past what you selfishly want and think of others. So yes, I love you.. I love you very much."
I love you and I love you and I want to hug you and I want to bug you and hug you again twice, haha - eUë
the fact that people just happen to each other and go about their days is so incredibly sad and lovely
like i don’t know your name and you told me something that changed my life forever and you’re probably just eating some pancakes at an ihop in nebraska with your grandma? how will i ever get to give you what you deserve?
how will we ever get to love people enough when we just happen to happen and then we don’t happen again
i love you i love you so much i am your biggest lover and you deserve the world and this goes out to everybody who doesn’t know they changed someone else’s life because you have and i love you for it
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
"When I first met you, the magic of your smile changed my life in such a big way.. now you continue to change my life in even bigger ways, beautiful ways.. and I do have to say, meeting you has been a divine ride."
There comes a point in everyone's life where they have to make a decision and I choose you, you are my choice - eUë