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#was sort of hoping that maybe if I gave her the brooch she would stay put..but I knew that wasn't going to happen
v-iv-rusty · 1 year
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bloodborne is one of the few games that can be kind of emotionally draining for me if I play it for too long (in a good way) but the main thing that keeps me going is the need to see what new kind of fucked up creature is creaching just around the corner
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lostbutterflyutau · 3 years
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Parting Gift
Note: I did not intend to write more than the one piece for ship week due to lack of time, but got inspired and managed to squeeze in some time for this short ficlet.
Written for the “Farewell” prompt.
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It was rare that Carla got up before the sun did. In fact, she was sure she could count on one hand the number of times it happened in her whole life, but this morning was different than those other times that were usually before a big move or to complete homework assignments back in the Mirror World.
She sighed to herself, toyed with ribbon in her hands as she looked down into the garden where Gabe and his newest group of recruits were preparing to take off on their weeklong survival training mission. But it wasn’t him leaving that had thrown off her sleeping schedule. She’d accepted that they’d have periods of separation. That came with being the girlfriend of any royal guard. As stupid as she knew it was, it was the unique tradition that came with this kind of trip that nagged at her.
She leaned over, rested her arms on the balcony railing with a frown and leaned her head against her hand. All of the other guards going on this trip – new recruits and trainers alike – had gotten some sort of token from their partners if they had one. She’d heard it was to spread good luck and thoughts while they were in the wilderness and had been eager to find something to give Gabe despite him being the Captain. Maybe he didn’t necessarily need it, but she thought it was a cute gesture. A tiny show of affection and luck for a usually miserable type of experience.
Unfortunately, nothing seemed good enough, especially after she learned that some of the other men had gotten things like heirloom watches and jewelled brooches, neither of which seemed right for Gabe. The only thing she could think to offer was a purple hair ribbon. It was small, easy to hide and would serve as a cute reminder that she was thinking about him without getting in the way. And, in case it got lost, neither would be particularly heartbroken or out a precious gift. But practicality didn’t equal quality and a flimsy ribbon would never seem as important or meaningful as a hand-me-down pocket watch or well-kept piece of jewellery.
‘This is stupid. It’s not even that big of a deal,’ Carla thought to herself, glancing back down to see Gabe walking up along the row of new guards, presumably doing some form of attendance check or rundown of the rules while Rico and Miguel stood next to a pile of survival packs.
She then frowned as she was struck with the thought that she hadn’t given him a proper goodbye. He’d been so busy preparing that she’d barely seen him for a few days. Then again, they’d only been dating for four months. Did saying goodbye really matter that much?  And what if he thought she was being stupidly clingy because of it?
‘But if you don’t at least say goodbye, he might think you don’t care about him leaving,’ The other side of her remarked, the thought making the knot in her stomach twist even tighter. She would hate for him to think she didn’t care about him or the fact he was going away. The truth was that, as much as she hid it, she knew she would miss him terribly, because even though it was part of his job, this would be their first big separation since they became a couple. Abuela had said that the first time was always the hardest but knowing the reason for her feelings didn’t change them.
‘Don’t be dumb,’ She scolded herself and stood straight. ‘He’s not going to think you decided to break up with him just because you didn’t give him a trinket.’
Still, she wasn’t sure she wanted to take that chance. Maybe Gabe wasn’t insecure enough to think that, but she also didn’t want to hurt him. She watched him head over to Rico and Miguel, clutched the ribbon with both hands. Since she was up anyway, she figured the least she could do was see him off. And that, even if it was somewhat corny, a ribbon was better than letting him think she had forgotten.
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“Alright men,” Gabe said, his commanding tone making the line of recruits in front of him immediately straighten up. “For the next week, you can only rely on what’s inside these backpacks and your own survival training. The goal is to make your way from the Moonshadow Jungle to – ”
“Gabe!” A familiar voice called, halting both his words and train of thought as he whipped around to see Carla making her way down the path in her nightgown and flats he assumed she hastily grabbed. She hated to be mismatched and the black didn’t go with the cream and purple colour scheme at all.
“Carla? What are you doing out here?” He asked, stepping forward to meet her and hoping that her sudden appearance didn’t indicate some kind of emergency.
“I…” She trailed off for a minute, suddenly shy when she glanced up and caught the eyes of the nosy squad behind him. She flicked her eyes downward, toyed with her bracelet as she confessed, “I needed to see you before you left.”
Gabe smiled, reached up to put his hands on her shoulders and opened his mouth to speak. But, before he could even get a word out, someone spoke up from behind him.
“Nice nightie, Princess,” One of the recruits called, giving a satisfied smirk at his own comment, the way the other men snickered and Carla’s glare.
“Mendes!” Gabe snapped, turning back to face him, and noting the way the younger man’s expression immediately shifted as he pointed to the ground. “Fifteen. Now.”
“Yes Captain,” Mendes sighed, moved to do as he was told just as Gabe turned back to Carla.
“Come on,” He said, first motioning slightly with his hand and then setting in on her back when she took the hint and stepped over. “Let’s go somewhere private.”
He gave her a soft nudge and they headed down the path together, found an open spot away from the others’ prying eyes and ears.
“I’m happy you came to say goodbye,” Gabe said when they stopped. He set his hands on her shoulders again, teased, “You even got up early to do it.”
“I didn’t sleep. Not really,” Carla admitted, kicked one of her feet.
His expression shifted, the smile in his eyes turning to concern. “Is something wrong?”
“What? No! I mean –” She stopped, sighed. She couldn’t lie to him, even if it was such a little one. “Kind of.”  
He tilted his head slightly, waited for her to continue.
She took in a breath, shuffled her feet as her hand returned to her bracelet. “I know it’s tradition for you guys to take trinkets on this trip and I didn’t want you to be left out but –”
“But what?” He pressed gently as he brushed a piece of hair out of her face, tucked it behind her ear.  
“Nothing I found was good enough.”
“What do you mean by ‘good enough?’”
Carla sighed. “Well, it’s just – ” She paused, considered her words as she glanced down a her hands, gave her bracelet another tug. “I heard some of the other men talking about their trinkets and I – well – I just knew I wouldn’t be able to find anything as meaningful as a gold watch or a ruby brooch.” She paused a second time, reached into her nightgown pocket. “All I could think of was this.”
Gabe stared down at the purple ribbon in her hand, immediately recognised it as one of her spare hair ribbons. He didn’t respond, only reached out and gently took it.
“I know it’s lame and this is going to sound really stupid, but I got the idea from a book. I just thought that maybe –”
“It’s not lame,” Gabe interrupted, closed his hand around the ribbon. “It’s well…” He trailed off, took a minute to search for the right word. “You.”
Carla glanced up, met his reassuring gaze with her eager one. “You mean… You like it?”
“Of course I do,” He smiled, took one of her hands. “Carla, you know that I don’t need anything extravagant.”  
She squeezed his hand. “But what if they think it’s not good enough? Just like they think I’m not good enough. You remember how much of a mess the guards’ ball was.”
“That doesn’t matter, and you know it,” He said, reached for her other hand. “The fact that you cared so much and tried so hard to find something says more than any fancy watch. It’s enough. You are enough.”  
Unsure of what else to say, Carla merely stepped forward, keeping her eyes on his and hoping he took the hint as she leaned up.
He met her in the middle and together they fell into a soft, deep kiss that they both hoped said everything they couldn’t with words. Faint voices in the back of their minds tried to remind them that Gabe had a mission to get back to, but neither bothered to hasten the kiss, wanting to take their time in the moment.
When they broke apart, he smiled, held out the ribbon to her. “Put it on for me?”
Returning the smile, Carla took the ribbon, waited while he held his arm out to her and then carefully tied it around his wrist.
“It looks good on you,” She teased.
He laughed. “I’m glad you think so because I don’t plan to hide it.”
Carla giggled, moved to take his hand again. “Good luck on the trip.”
“I know it’ll feel like forever, but a week really isn’t that long,” He reassured. “And when I get back, we can have that beach picnic you’ve been talking about.”
“I’d like that,” She gave him a sincere smile, giggled again when he kissed her head.
“Now you go back upstairs and get some proper rest. I know you have a busy day too.”
She gave an exaggerated sigh. “Yes, Captain.”
“Cutie,” He replied and gently flicked her nose, biting back another laugh when her face scrunched up at the slight tickle, her expression reminding him of exactly why he’d started using that pet name. Then, her lips shook as if she was trying to suppress something, only to let out a soft yawn that she instinctively covered.
She pouted as she put her hand down, seemingly annoyed at the way it confirmed his command. If she had her way, they’d stay there for much longer. But he was right. She needed rest and he had a squad to return to.
Her eyes then narrowed in seriousness as she squeezed his hand and whispered, “Stay safe.”
“I’ll do my best,” He promised, gripped her hands in a tight affirmation of his words as the smile returned to her face.
Though it took all her willpower to do so, Carla turned around and headed back down the path, with him following until she turned up the path leading to palace. Once she reached the door, she stopped, looked back at him as he continued towards the fountain area, pausing to meet her gaze one last time.
He waved to her, the loose ends of the ribbon she had gifted him fluttering with the movement of his wrist.
Smiling at her again, he whispered mostly to himself, “See you soon, Cutie.”  
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antihero-writings · 4 years
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His Dog, Warming Their Hearts
(Cover art by stlyrica_art on instagram!! Please go check her out!!) 
Fandom: Black Butler | Kuroshitsuji (manga)
Fic Summary: Not every stray finds a home at Christmas, but puppy Sebastian just might.
Character focus: Undertaker
Fic: 
Whimpering. High-pitched, timid, and pitiful.
For a moment, Undertaker wondered if one of his guests was still here. It wasn’t like him to forget, but maybe one of the coffins was still filled, its inhabitant clawing at the lid to get out, for just one last taste of life. That would make for an interesting tale, he smirked to himself: one of the dead, not yet at the funeral, trying to escape its eternal rest.
Despite the presiding theme of the shop, the noise was made by something alive.
Shivering in one of the empty, open coffins against the wall was an animal. A very small animal, that is. Its black fur was matted and dirty, the look in its brown eyes shivering more than the rest of it, but defiant still.
A puppy.
“Now what would a thing like you doing here in my parlor?” Undertaker asked, crouching down beside it, offering a long-nailed finger for it to sniff.
The puppy did so, cautiously as it could, though fear still gleamed in its eyes—the black robes, unnaturally long, grey hair, which more often than not covered his eyes, and the stitch-like scars weaving their way across his skin, not to mention the usually twisted smiles on his face, were enough to make anyone a little uneasy. The animal, however, seemed to come to the same conclusion that most people did; Undertaker was an odd fellow, but wouldn’t go so far as cruel.
“If it’s a nice funeral you’re looking for,” amusement lined his words as he circled his finger in the air to reference the shop, “you’ve come to the right place.” He sat down beside it. “That one there,” he knocked on the puppy’s current sanctuary, making it shy away, “is made from a very rare wood. I’d need a first-rate laugh for it. Though, I do admit,” he gave that signature, high-pitched laugh, more like a twitch at the corner of his mouth, “it might be a bit large for you.”
The puppy only shivered, neither caring, nor understanding his sense of humor. Though few could tell when he was joking, and most found their faces in a constant awkward grimace around him.
Undertaker sat up and frowned, his too-green gaze flicking to the door to his shop, which was open, just enough to let the cold—(not that one can feel the cold when they’ve been dead for centuries)—and apparently other things, in.
“Must’ve been me last customer,” he reasoned softly, “Fellow lost his son. And so close to Christmas too. A shame, really.” He shook his head. “Told me he was a nice boy.” He smirked. “They all say that, though. ‘Nice’ doesn’t last forever, you know.”
Undertaker paused, looked at the pitiful creature, putting a robe sleeve to his chin, “If you’ve not come for business,” he returned to the subject, “you’d best be on your way. I’m not particularly fond of tending the living, ya see.” He held up a finger. “Too much on the upkeep.”
He stood back up and strode over the door, holding it open. A gust of wind tossed his hair. The animal wouldn’t budge.
“Well, if you’d rather have a bit of fun,” his grin became more maniacal, and he held his nails in front of his face, “that can be arranged.”
The puppy seemed to get the idea, and gave a yelp, pattering over to hide on the other side of the coffin.
“That’s what I thought.” He inclined his head to the door.
Still, it wouldn’t oblige.
Undertaker sighed, putting his hand on his forehead. “You are a stubborn fellow aren’t you?”
Despite it not leaving, he headed into the back of his shop, where all things deemed not-fit-for-the-eyes-of-the-living occurred. He left the door to outside open a crack, hoping it would get out with nothing else getting in in the meantime.
Laying on the slab in the back was a boy, no older than fourteen, his skin pale and waxy, his limbs stiff in his clothes, a boyhood smirk still on his face. If Undertaker had been alive he may have worried about catching the fever that killed him. But being dead, he ran his hand gently along the boy’s arm. “Better this way.” He murmured. “At least now he can be a child forever.”
There was the sound of little claws on wood; the puppy had followed him, and was peering from behind the curtain that divided the sections of the shop.
Undertaker lifted his head “Persistent, aren’t you?”
“Are you forgetting that there are many things I could do that might just make you rethink your decision to stay?”
He held a bunch of tools from the table between his fingers like a magician, giving that creepy grin as the blades glinted in the candlelight.
The big, fearful brown eyes reflected the metal.
Undertaker rolled his eyes, setting them back down. He didn’t have any intention of hurting the thing, still it’s presence was a bit of a nuisance, and scaring it could prove for a good laugh.
He sighed. “Well, if you if you insist on staying—” He picked up a skull from the corner of the room, poked his head out from behind the curtain and threw it at the door, shutting it. Then he strode over to a shelf where he kept little ‘souvenirs’ from his guests, and dragged down an old, moth-eaten coat—(the poor man’s wife could barely contain her tears)—and made a little nest against the wall.
“Can’t have you interrupting my work, now,” he wagged his finger as the thing stumbled over to the makeshift bed, before mocking, “Would you like any refreshments, my lord?”
It curled up in the coat, it’s tail beginning to wag.
“Don’t be forming any attachments to me, now. It’s off to the pound soon as I get a decent break.”
The puppy lowered its head and stopped wagging its tail.
After working for a while he turned to see it was fast asleep.
He smirked. “Poor thing doesn’t even know what’s good for it.”
Once finished with his present task, he put his tools away, blew out the candles, and attempted to escape, when the creature appeared at the door again, as if it had a sixth sense about things about to leave it.
He chuckled low, grabbing his hat off a nearby coffin, and held the door open wide, letting a flurry in, gesturing for it to leave.
Those eyes looked up at him unknowingly. The ex-reaper clicked his teeth and flung open the door, gliding out through it.
The patter of little paws sounded against the floorboards, it squeezed its little body through the gap as the door closed, landing on its bum in the snow, shaking the flakes off its floppy ears.
“I don’t suppose you plan on following me all day?”
The puppy tilted his head to the side, wagging its tail a little.
Snow crunched beneath his boots, the puppy running circles and zigzags around him as he walked, leaving little pawprints in the snow around his own steps.
It smelled like Christmas; the cold always has a sort of smell, but the food stalls nearby added gingerbread and peppermint aromas to the winter air, the sweet sent of pine drifting about, as the Christmas trees made the world a museum for their decorated corpses.
Kids ran about in fluffy hats and scarves throwing snowballs and making angels. One bumped into Undertaker, and ran away fearfully, nearly bursting into tears when he picked her up and put her back on her feet saying, “You be careful now, we wouldn’t want a pretty thing like you hitting her head.”
He was examining a snowman they made when he noticed a familiar face across the street.
It would have been easy to just walk up to him, to say ‘hello, good afternoon, sir’ but if he had done that he wouldn’t have been Undertaker.
No, instead of acting like normal person, he darted behind the nearest decorative poinsettia, and proceeded jump from bush to bush—(the puppy wagging its tail inquisitively at him, wondering what sort of game this was)—until he was right beside him. Then he snuck up and whispered in his ear, “Penny for your thoughts, my lord?”
Most people would have screamed, grabbed the nearest available weapon and proceeded to whack him over the head with it, but this man was not normal himself. Instead his face broke into a smile.
“Undertaker,” he tipped his hat to him, “It’s good to see you.”
“Vincent Phantomhive.” He twirled his hat off his head, bowing too low, “Now what’s a rich fellow like you doing coming down from his castle?”
He rolled his eyes. “I’m ashamed to say I haven’t quite finished my Christmas shopping.” He held up a bag which was allegedly full of Christmas gifts. “Rachel would be furious if she found out I was finishing up days before Christmas.”
“You willing to pay for my silence?” Undertaker sidled up beside him.
Vincent shoved him back. “You willing to do something nice for a friend?”
“Oh so we’re friends?”
Vincent scoffed, about to say something, when he stopped to look up at the sign on the shop beside him.
“She mentioned there was a brooch she wanted—Oh!”
When they’d stopped the puppy was able to catch up, and had made its presence known by pouncing on a loose lace of the earl’s shoes. “And who might this fellow be?”
“Just a beggar who wandered in to my parlor earlier today.”
Vincent smiled and crouched down to rub its chin. “He—is it a he?—is rather friendly, isn’t he?” he scratched behind its ears, and the puppy ate up the attention like a decadent chocolate cake. “Does he belong to someone?”
“More likely the product of a few strays. And people can’t resist a cute face—You wouldn’t know anything about that now would you? Probably fed him and made him grow accustomed to people.”
Vincent waved him off.
“Well don’t get too attached to this one, I was just on my way to take it to the pound.”
“Oh must you?” the puppy’s tongue was hanging out, his little tail whirring like an engine. “I’ve heard the kinds of things they do to dogs there. A little thing like him wouldn’t last a week.”
“You can dispense with fellow human beings with ease, but a Heaven forbid a cute puppy meet the same fate.”
Vincent glared at him.
“No you’re right,” Undertaker added sardonically, “why I don’t just open my parlor to every stray that walks in?”
“You know that’s not what I’m suggesting.”
“Then what other options are there? Turning him back out to the street isn’t much kinder.”
Vincent set down his bag and picked up the dog, who proceeded to lick his face. “You know, Rachel and I have been talking about getting a dog. For the twins. You know, like a guard dog.”
“You think Licky over here is a good candidate for guarding your home? I thought you noblemen were all about the purebreds.”
“What’s that saying about teaching dogs tricks? He’s young, with a little love and perseverance I’m sure he can be taught.”
“You do realize it could carry all sorts of…unsightly maladies.” He grinned like that would be fun to see.
“Well, I do think it would be much more lethargic if it were sick, don’t you?”
Undertaker shrugged. “Some things that are sick don’t show it till the whole house has it.”
Vincent frowned, looking at it more critically. “There’s a veterinarian around here, isn’t there? We could have it checked out.”
“We?”
“You.”
“Excuse me?”
“Well it won’t be a surprise Christmas present if I bring it home tonight, now will it?”
Undertaker put his head in his palm. “Even if he was willing to do that—which, I’m not—Would your wife would be alright with you bringing in a stray?”
“Oh she loves dogs. And, well we don’t have to tell her he’s a stray, do we? We can get him checked out, clean him up, feed him. No one will ever know the difference once he’s all dressed up.”
“What a tangled web you weave, dear Earl.”
“I just think he would be a lovely Christmas present, that’s all.” he held out the puppy—which looked like he was about to explode with joy—as if admiring a fine work of art.
Undertaker stared at the puppy with something akin to a grimace.
“You will take care of him in the meantime, won’t you?”
Undertaker stood there with his mouth half open.
“I assure you, you’ll be compensated most generously for your troubles.”
“You must have multiple first-rate laughs up your sleeve if you think I’ll agree to this.”
Vincent nodded, grinning. “You know I always deliver. …So it’s decided, you’ll bring him around, all cleaned up, checked out, and fed on Christmas.”
Undertaker stared at the puppy. “This sure is a lot of work for a mutt.”
“For the smile it’ll bring to the twins’ faces? It’s worth it.”
******
This wasn’t normal.
It wasn’t normal for Undertaker to take care of living things; when he had said he wasn’t in the business of doing so, it was meant to be a rule, not just a nice notion.
Each time he had to remember to feed it, to clean up after it, he wondered if Vincent had paid enough.
It also wasn’t normal to drive a hearse to something other than a graveyard or church, much less to carry something living.
And lastly, it wasn’t normal for him to make house calls, much less to take the aforementioned living thing to a friend on Christmas evening.
Undertaker arrived at the manor, stepping down from the hearse to retrieve the puppy from the back.
It—he—was much happier now; over the past few days, Undertaker had cleaned him up, bought or made him food, and today had tied a red bow around his neck, just for flair.
“What do you think, little one?” he asked, as he opened the back, throwing the puppy a dog biscuit from the container he was carrying—he baked a batch earlier—which he jumped up and caught, chowing down happily. He wagged his tail, glancing eagerly from the house to the Undertaker.
“You’re lucky,” Undertaker mentioned, biting off a piece of dog biscuit himself, leaning against the side of the hearse, “Not every stray finds a home at Christmas.”
After finishing the biscuit and setting down the container, he took off his hat and scooped the now clean and presentable puppy up into it, making his way up the path to the manor.
The snow was coming down more densely today, the wind attempting to brush the hair from his eyes—though didn’t matter if the wind and the white saw those green, green eyes.
Tanaka greeted him properly, then let him know his master would be with him shortly and went to collect the earl.
“Merry Christmas, Undertaker,” Vincent remarked, smiling as he walked down the stairs to the front door.
“Is it merry?” Undertaker asked.
“Is it not?”
“Well I have no doubt that it is, for you.” He chuckled, “But I also don’t doubt that I’ll still get customers today. All a matter of perspective.”
“I suppose so,” Vincent mused as he reached him, “Now, where is the little rascal?”
As if on cue, the creature popped its head out from inside the hat.
Vincent beamed at the sight of him, reaching out his hand to let him sniff his fingers—at which the puppy brightened, tried to jump out of the hat—then scratching gently beneath his chin.
“It’s wonderful to see you again, little one. You look so charming.”
“Why thank you,” Undertaker twirled a strand of his hair around his finger.
Vincent rolled his eyes. “Thank you for all you’ve done, really, I couldn’t have done this without you. …Please, come in!”
Vincent motioned for Undertaker to follow, guiding him through the house to the living room where his wife sat watching the twin boys play with their assortment new toys, barely old enough to walk, bumbling around at their mother’s feet.
“Ah, hello! And Merry Christmas!” Rachel exclaimed happily, getting up and curtseying.
Undertaker gave a little bow.
“Boys,” Vincent put his hands on his knees to speak to his sons, “this man has one last gift for you.”
One of them toddled up and clung to his father’s pant leg, staring up at Undertaker inquisitively, the other hid behind their mother, holding onto her dress, looking fearfully from the creepy-looking stranger to each of their parents.
Undertaker crouched down and held out the hat for them see the gift.
“Oh!” Rachel exclaimed softly, putting her hands on her face standing. Her face broke into a smile, giving a perfectly gratefully look from her husband to Undertaker, “A puppy! How wonderful! What’s his—is it a he?—name?”
Undertaker shrugged. “The name’s up to you, my lady.”
Rachel took the puppy out of the hat, who licked her nose, wagging his little tail.
“What do you think Vincent?”
“Hmm, we never got around to talking of names, did we?”
Rachel crouched down to show their sons their new pet.
“Look boys!”
The toddlers really had no idea what was going on, and looked at the creature apprehensively. One of them eagerly toddled up to pet it, while the other stayed a safe distance away, not leaving his mother’s side. The puppy licked the more adventurous boy’s hand, who giggled.
“What about you boys? Any ideas?”
The puppy got overzealous, knocked the shy one over, making him cry. She picked him up while Vincent held the dog and the other boy—who was now very interested in the creature—in each arm.
“He’ll need a strong name, don’t you think?”
“Certainly! Hmm…what about George? Edward?”
“Too…Well…Hmm…” Rachel mused, bouncing the shy boy, and petting the puppy between the ears, “I’ve always liked the name ‘Sebastian.’”
“What do you think boys? Do you like that name?”
The shy one sneezed.
“‘Sebastian’ it is!” He beamed at his family, before turning back to Undertaker, “Where are my manners? Please, Undertaker, stay for dinner!”
“Oh, I couldn’t possibly,” Undertaker began, putting his hat back on his head, and his hands in his sleeves, backing up. “Didn’t I tell you I’d be getting customers today? After all, Death doesn’t take the day off for Christmas.”
“Maybe not,” Vincent put an arm around his back guiding him into the room, smiling in the same creepy way Undertaker always did, making it clear ‘no’ was never in the word bank. “but you can.”
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sarahsmiles1991 · 3 years
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Xena Sharptooth - Critical Role Fanfiction
Summary: Though she was banished by the clan, Lady Kima asks her to join on her quest to Kraghammer to go into the depth below to stop a great evil within.  Reluctant to go but agrees, Xena Sharptooth joins her; what dangers awaits her down there and who the hell are these clowns?!
Character Info Sheet
Name: Xena Sharptooth 30 ft Walking AC: 19
Class: Paladin lv. 9 Oath of Vengeance God: Bahamut
Race: Half-Orc Background: Urchin HP: 94
Armour: Mithril Breastplate Weapons: Animated Shield
Brooch of Shielding Flame Tongue Short-sword
Holy Symbol of Bahamut Platinum
Dragon attached by leather string and
hangs from her neck under her armour
Abilities
Strength: 20 (5+)
Dexterity: 16 (6+)
Constitution: 18 (4+)
Intelligence: 15 (2+)
Wisdom: 15 (2+)
Charisma: 16 (3+)
Saving Throws
Strength +8
Dexterity +6
Constitution +7
Intelligence +5
Wisdom (P) +9
Charisma (P) +10
Introduction/Background
Xena Sharptooth has lived as an urchin most of her life and being abandoned by her own mother she took to the street and stole food from the markets and earn gold by singing. However her luck rang out when the fruit seller caught and prepared to chop her hands off as punishment, but then an old Paladin by the name of Sir Alistair Brightworth, servant to Bahamut stopped this a says that he will take this half orc and make something out of her. With little to no choice but to go with the old paladin he takes her to the monastery and begins her training. As she grew she became a strong and skilful with a shield and sword and was given the test to become one of the generals.
Unfortunately, being a half orc the some of paladins and clerics were terrified, disgust and jealousy that such a creature would become one of the leaders. Before she could even start the test the head of the monastery struck a trial of scandal and murder on her; to her horror and sadness no one, not even her brothers and sisters in training took a stand with her and she was banished from the one place she thought was her true home. Now older and bitter Xena took to the mountains, killing bandits and evil creatures to take her mind off her anger and ignore the voice of a being who asks for forgiveness and redemption.
In town for a drink and supplies Xena comes across an old companion of hers, Lady Kima who she trained with. She pleads to Xena to come with her to Kraghammer to find a great evil that could be hidden within it’s depths; with great hesitation and a migraine from the voice in her head she agrees and goes with her to find this darkness and hopes that not only she makes it out alive but to have the voice stop talking to her.
Prologue
Xena Sharptooth was having a good day!
Not only did she get rid of the rest of the bandits that have been terrorizing a village but also found a bag of holding! How the bloody hell the leader came by such a thing is beyond her but she didn’t question it cause she can only imagine the vibrating purrs in her head would do.
Oh yes, ever since her banishment from the Paladins of Bahamut the Platinum Dragon, the stupid lizard has not let her forget that they have not forsaken her. No matter how much she tries to ignore them they seem to insist on sticking around, it didn’t really help that she was helping villages and other unpopular areas with their troubles for only a few things like food and sleep. Hell in a few minutes she is about to head out to farmers home and help them harvest their goods in exchange for a sack of vegetables, can’t exactly tell a god to fuck off when you are doing good deeds left and right.
Oddly though, as they tore her holy symbol from her armor they allowed her to keep it along with her weapons.
“The Platinum Dragon gave you those tools, though you have used them for your own gain than for others they are still yours.” one of the head ass-holes had explained as they dragged her out.
Scoffing at the whole situation, she puts the last of the goods in her new bag of holding, she puts the strap over her shoulder and makes her way to the village.
The breastplate, though showed it has seen many battles with scuff marks and a few dents here and there one could tell it was kept after Xena thanked the heavens that it was made out of mithril one of the sturdier metals in the world.
Xena hums, as she walks through the animal, made trail, feeling pretty good besides the few scars added to her body; particularly the one at her cheekbone almost making her lose her eye were it not for turning her head the last second.
There’s a spark inside us
that we can all ignite
and all that’s dark inside us
will flicker into light
Like any warrior who has been in battle; scars and wounds were merely accessories and reminders that they have survived her learned in a library that Orcs regard battle scars as tokens of pride and ornamental scars as things of beauty. Her light green colored skin showed all her scars with no help and also being like a beacon if any sort of light took a shine to her and as if she wasn’t so horrific to humans, the orcs gave pause at her green flesh while they had their grey pigmentation before charging at her to attack.
Of all the healers and friendly scholars she would come across none of them could explain what was going on with her skin, she can only assume it had something to do with her parents or a mutation.
There’s a power in every breath
there’s a power in every note
a power that starts within the heart
a power that rises through the throat
Her tusks though not prominent still like to remind people of her background when she grinned in amusement or gave a sneer at a threat. She was of course teased for her features and there had been times where she wanted nothing more than to file her tusks, they did help her in a pinch when she had to bite an offender who thought covering her mouth was a good idea, she still chuckles at that memory. Her wild black hair still a mess after one of the bandits cut the string holding it up, got a stab in the foot for that, cascaded down her shoulders and to the middle of her back. Normally she would either has it in a ponytail or a plait to keep it out of her face, never once considering getting it cut.
And when it sails up through the air
more beautiful than any prayer
this power can right all wrong
and it will always thrill the ear
of those who have the power to hear
the magic of a song
Now it was her eyes that gave her confounded her; wolf eyes some called them with the yellow glare piercing one's soul if you got close enough to her. No other orc or even half-orcs had the eyes she had, maybe it was the gods' idea of a joke since her skin already make her freak why not throw in wolf eyes, she could feel the lizard admonish her, it gave the locals the idea to nickname her Einn ulfur, Lone Wolf.
There’s a strength inside us
that tells us wrong from right
becomes a song inside us
to chase away the night
By the end of her singing, she made it to the village, it was still midday so there not a lot of people about what harvest time being near and going about their own life. Xena frequent the village a lot so no one really balked at the half-orc heading straight for their elders with a slight smirk on her face. The elders consisted of three female halflings; Shaena Underbough, Portia Tosscobble, and last and certainly not the least Lavina Goodbarrel. Lavina is the eldest of the three and was the first to welcome Xena into the village with open arms, even offering her a place to stay in her home after her banishment from Paladins.
“Ah! And there she is!” Elder Lavina crowed. “Merle! You owe me a pint!”
Merle, husband to Lavina chuckles. “Aye I never should wager against Ulfer, especially against you love.”
“The bandits are no more.” Xena reports, placing the bag of holding to the ground and pulling out all the goods and other useful things for the elders and village to use. “They will not be bothering you a moment longer and I have found some trinkets and the like for you all.”
Lavina raises an eyebrow at the goods. “For bandits going after a small village as ours makes one wonder why they even bother with all this shit.”
“Them swords will be of help for certain.” Shaena says, watching the pile of weapons grow. “Heaven knows our people need them when you go off into the world again, I must say again how much we appreciate your help luv.”
“Mmm.” Portia mumbles, placing her pipe next to her knitting project before getting up and going to inspect the goods. “Plus Jeorge will getting more than enough supplies for the winter with these, did you find your own trinkets to take?”
Xena presents the bag of holding to them with a smirk. “The leader somehow got his hands on this, it is enough for me to-”
“The pretty bag is not enough of a reward for what you have done Ulfer!” Portia interrupts, frowning up at her. “Shaena may just let you do that but I and many others will draw the line if we must! I am sure there is enough gold for you to take.”
With that along with a sound of offense from the other lady, Shaena picks up a rather large sack of what is clearly gold and places it in a bemused Xena’s hand. Shaena though the youngest is the much stricter of the three and much more wary of strangers; when Xena first arrived in the village after months on her own after banishment Shaena was very hesitant to lend a hand to the creature that limped it’s way to their little village with nothing but armor and weapons on her person asking for a simple cup of milk in exchange to help any way she can. Lavina swooped onto Xena before the other two could say anything and the next thing they knew they had a mean green fighting being who protected the village and provided help to others.
“Jeorge will be heading for the city early in the morning, best get cleaned and well-rested for the trip.” Lavina informs Xena, picking up what looks like a bottle of fancy wine.
Xena smiles at the ladies, giving them a nod before heading for Lavina’s townhouse to do just that. Many of the halflings who live in the village greet her as she passes by, along with thanks as she left.
The next morning as she ate the last of her second breakfast Xena Sharptooth was ready for the road along with Jeorge. It took nearly a day to reach the city and Xena slips a gold to Jeorge in thanks as she leaves to the nearest tavern for a late dinner and sees if there were any jobs for her to do.
The Hanging Man was a dwarf-owned tavern so the place looks more made of stone than wood but with how many brawls and fights started one was pretty smart to not have many things made of wood. A large fire pit where many types of meat were being cooked in the middle of the tavern sizzled through the air and made Xena’s mouth water as she could taste that goat leg she had been eyeing as she entered.
One of her favorite meats in the world before her and the bag of holding? Maybe the old lizard was onto something.
“Hello!” a bright-eyed elf wench greets from over the booth with a smile. “Welcome to the Hanging Man! My name is Amelia how may I help you?”
“Leg of goat and a pint of ale.” Xena orders, taking a seat.
“You mean lamb?” she asks with a raised eyebrow.
Xena gave it back. “No I mean that goat leg you have in the fire pit.”
Amelia looks over to the fire pit before shaking her head. “I am sorry but that is for a customer-”
“Actually it is for her.” a soft familiar voice beside from beside her. “Please get it for.”
Xena’s whole body freezes at the voice. Are you fucking kidding you lizard!
A light purr was her reply.
“Three years away and I still know one of your weaknesses, Xena. Never understood your taste in goat than a lamb but to each their own.”
From the corner of her eye she watched as the halfling woman climbs onto the stool beside her, her dirty blond hair tightly braided, complexion darker than the usual halfling with a big scar across the side of her face along with other, smaller scars and of course wearing armor representing gold, silver, and blue of Bahamut.
“Oh like your weakness isn’t teriyaki chicken wings?” Xena mutters, tapping the booth waiting for her drink.
“Oooh don’t remind me, I haven’t had those in months!” the Halfling woman laughs.
Thankfully Xena didn’t have to wait long as her pint arrived along with the goat leg... though it looks magnificent and just asking to be devoured.
“What brings you here Lady Kima?” she asks, sipping her ale. “Don’t you and those dumb-asses have to keep Emon protected since you failed that last time around, also well done on that.”
“What? Can I not wonder about my vacation?” Lady Kima asks with a small smirk completely ignoring Xena’s comment.
“Not when you have Lady Allura waiting for you at home.” Xena was quick to reply.
Lady Kima’s dark complexion became darker as she clears her throat looking around nervously. “She is busy with her own things and I am not here to talk about such things. I am here for you though.”
“Oh? What happened? Is there something else they wanted to accuse me of?” She asks rolling her eyes. “Did I throw Timmy down the well?”
“No Xena this doesn’t have anything to do with the order and more of a personnel matter.” Lady Kima sighs. “I was given a vision... a dark one.”
Xena turns her head to Lady Kima, showing that she was paying attention. It wasn’t really all surprising that paladins got visions or messages from Bahamut it was just rare when they do give it so when one says they got a vision, you listen.
“I saw darkness taking root beneath Kraghammer, the dwarven city northeast of Emon in the Cliffkeep Mountains. I have been hiring a couple of mercenaries to accompany me into the mines and into the Underdark, and I want you to join me.” Just as she finished the sentence Xena choked back her drink.
Coughing a bit, wiping her mouth with her arm Xena looks over at Lady Kima in shock. “Okay first off you owe another ale, second of all wherein all your vision did it say ‘It’s dangerous to go alone, bring the half-orc that your order banished years ago!’ like seriously Kima.”
“Xena, the Order has nothing, absolutely nothing to do with my visions and they certainly have nothing to say about who I bring with me. Besides, in my vision; within the darkness, I saw a figure of a wolf within it, guiding me through the caves of the deep.”
There was a silence between the two.
“And the last murmurs I have heard here and in neighboring villages, that there is a half-orc wondering the area, helping the less fortunate, caring for those in need with the strength of ten men and eyes like a wolf, they call her Einn Ulfer... Lone Wolf, Now I wonder would such a person does not help her old mentor in her quest to suppress the darkness from taking hold in this world?” Lady Kima asks, gently placing it beside Xena’s hand.
Xena looks down at the object, taking a deep breath as she stares at her the most precious thing that was taken away from her, her holy symbol. The lizard her head purrs comfortingly, encouraging her to do what is right and help her Lady Kima.
Reaching over she picks up the symbol, grasping tightly to it as she feels the vibrating purrs in her head transfer slowly from her head down her body and into the item in her hand.
Xena sighs. “So, Kraghammer huh?”
Lady Kima smiles.
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Fractured Starlight - Part 3
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Jesper! He basically fails on a date-not-date and learns a piece of information vital to the plot to SoC. Yeah. 
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Fic summary: A series of perspectives following the crows pre-SoC and post-CK. Canon compliant.
Word Count: 1716
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Part 3: Jesper
  It started with an itch. It always did. The itch in his fingers, the restless energy that he tried to ignore, building, bubbling up inside him until he couldn’t anymore. And he knew, he knew how to satisfy that urge, that itch, that tingling just under his skin. He knew how the cards would feel sliding against each other in his hand, and how the Makker’s Wheel would click as it spun -- oh, that beautiful, beautiful sound. 
  And he also knew, just about, that he’d likely lose. He wasn’t stupid. He knew he was almost broke, that he’d soon be borrowing money for food, and that he still owed a couple hundred kruge to the last gambling hall he’d been to.
  But he realized, as he found himself walking down the streets of the East Stave and searching out a high-stakes den, that he couldn’t bring himself to care. Debts he would worry about later, and for now, all there was would be the cards in his hands and the taste of risk on his tongue. And if it was nearly morning and there was nobody with him, well, as he stood in the shadows of the alleyway outside one of the gambling halls, he was very, very grateful.
  There was a Grisha standing outside Morpheus’ Palace. 
  He almost stumbled when he saw her, dressed in a deep blue kefta trimmed with the intricate grey embroidery of a Squallor. She was tall, with hair, done up in an elaborate bun, just blonde enough to be Fjerdan. Pretty too, in an angular sort of way, her neck thin and her face sharp. 
  There was a silver brooch pinned to the kefta, just above her breast, inlaid with crystals that shimmered in the faint light of the building. The symbol of an--
  Amplifier.
  Shit.
  Jesper drew in a breath. The woman stiffened, turned her gaze to the alley he stood in. She read him in a glance.
  Oh, shit.
  He tried to turn, run, but the Grisha’s eyes had locked onto his, trapped him in such an intense glare that all he could do was stumble a few helpless steps back as she started to approach, hand on hip, eyes like shards of ice.
  She opened her mouth to speak, but Jesper cut in first.
  “Hi, um, just passing through.” He almost winced. There were no other places in the region open at such an hour. He blustered on anyways, fixing an awkward smile to his face. “You know, I wouldn’t mind some directions to the nearest, um, restroom.”
  A hand shot out and fingers clasped around his wrist. He flinched. The hand tightened.
  “Are you really stupid enough to fabrikate inside a gambling hall?”
  It should’ve been easy to reach for the pistol he carried on him. Should’ve. Not that it would’ve been much use anyways.
  “Well, ah,” his throat was dry, his heart pounding, “I swear I wasn’t really planning on doing that.”
  “And why would I trust you?” Her voice was sharper than her face.
  “Because I,” he shrank back as far as her grip would allow, “Look trustworthy?”
  An elegantly arched brow, a slight turn of her head as if to indicate here? Trustworthy, here?
  She had a point. Unfortunately, that meant he didn’t. “Because I--” his palms were sweating, “I can’t fabrikate to save my life?”
  One elegant eyebrow rose. “You’re a fabrikator, of course you can fabrikate.”
  A swell of some odd feeling inside him. A tingling heat on his cheeks. “I’m not-- I wasn’t trained.”
  Her eyes searched his face for a long moment before her grip loosened. Jesper snatched his hand back, rubbing his wrist with his other hand. Damn, the woman’s grip was strong.
  It was then that a voice called out behind her, and she stiffened. Jesper’s hand flew to the pistol at his hip, but the Squallor raised a pale hand to stop him.
  “I still don’t believe you, but I can’t stay and talk to you. Noon, Kooperom.” It wasn’t even a question.
  Jesper, still trying to quell the beating of his heart as she walked away, forced a smile across his face. “Who’d refuse a pretty girl like you?”
  It was almost worth the gust of wind slamming him into the wall.
  His back still ached as he made his way to the Kooperom late that morning. He’d managed to dig up his tweed jacket from the university and a passable pair of black shoes that would probably fall apart before the end of the day, given how much he was shuffling and fidgeting. He adjusted the jacket.
  He glanced at the clock tower.
  He adjusted his jacket again.
  Then, considerably past twelve, he strode into the Kooperom with a posture of forced relaxation. Then, he saw her. 
  Her hair was done in a simple braid, her clothes plain and somewhat bland. When she glanced up at him, she merely glanced at the chair opposite her before turning back to her food with an entirely unimpressed expression on her face.
  He gulped.
  His heart thumping up in his throat, he strode over to the empty seat, sliding into it and draping a long arm over the back of it. He felt strange doing so, almost as if he was plunging into something incredibly dangerous, but, well, who said he was cautious?
  “Why, hello--”
  “Stop, shut up,” She glanced over at him, “And stop twitching. You’re late.”
  “Fashionably, of course,” Jesper tried for a smile.
  She ignored him. “What I want to know is,” she leaned back in her chair, “Why haven’t I heard of you?”
  He blinked. “Come again?”
  “Apart from the Council of Tides, the Grisha in Ketterdam know each other, or at least know of each other. Even the ones who don’t know of the rest of us are watched, and yet the only Zemeni fabrikator I know of is an old woman.”
  Jesper blinked. His mouth fell open slightly, mouthing the beginning of something, but his thoughts had frozen.
  “Now, that normally wouldn’t mean much, but last night you said you weren’t trained to use your powers. But with your power and any kind of regular usage, you’d be able to cheat in a gambling hall. And that made me think. If you were sincere, that means you don’t use your powers very much, do you?”
  “Stop,” he finally managed to croak, his voice faint and his head spinning with how surreal the conversation was becoming. He knew on some level he was Grisha -- Zowa, whatever -- obviously, but to hear it spoken of so matter-of-factly with a stranger he’d met not even a day before in broad daylight in the middle of the Barrel… “Should we even be talking about this here?”
  She gave him a small smile. “I’m a Squallor. They’ll hear what I want them to hear.”
  Oh. Oh. He blinked. “Well, I-- um, no, I don’t.”
  She looked at him seriously, her soup all but forgotten. “You have to know that’s not good for you.”
  He looked at her blankly.
  She sighed. “Look, I’m trying to help you. Grisha to grisha. What I’m offering is connections. You wouldn’t have to hide your powers so much if you had others looking out for you.”
  And something clicked inside of him, and he started panicking. “No,” he shook his head, wringing his hands. Nobody can know. “No, don’t tell anyone.” His voice was wavering slightly. 
  The woman’s face softened. “Are you sure?”
  “Please.”
  She looked at him, then offered a single-shouldered shrug. “You can always change your mind.”
  There was a long silence in which the Squallor turned back to her soup. Jesper adjusted his jacket. 
  “Well then,” he started, lounging backwards. His voice almost — but only almost — cracked, “You’re not married, are you?”
  His chair tipped over.
  The conversation carried on like that for a while, with him flirting and failing and being incredibly charming. Then it changed. He didn’t know when he’d started pleading with her, when he’d started rambling, wringing his hands, begging. He knew he looked pathetic, probably, but he was desperate enough to not care.
  “Please, tell me.”
  He hadn’t even gotten around to asking her name. 
  “Please?”
  Maybe it was when she’d hesitated when he’d asked after gambling halls without Amplifiers. Maybe it was when she’d turned him down for the third time and he’d finally accepted that. Maybe it was when she’d refused to answer when he asked her a direct question.
  “Pretty please?”
  And all she was doing was eating and ignoring him. She who knew something about hiding from Amplifiers. She who might know, being an Amplifier herself.
  “Pretty pretty please?”
  “Stop,” she said, her spoon clattering against the side of her bowl. Her expression was conflicted. “You know I shouldn’t tell you.”
  “But you will?”  
  She ignored him. “I have to go,” she said abruptly. Then, placing both hands on the table, she stood up. Before Jesper had even half risen out of his seat, a cry on his lips, the door had closed behind her.
  Well, damn. 
  His heart tightened inside his chest, and a cold shame flushed through him. He could give up any hope of an answer now. He’d scared off his date, or acquaintance, or possible future friend, or whatever she was. Or annoyed the hell out of her, if the speed at which she left was any indication. That was a new low, even for him -- Had he really been that bad?
  He sat back down slowly, looking at her empty dishes, then at the small bowl of soup he’d ordered that he hadn’t even finished.
  Damn.
  He hoped, vaguely, she wouldn’t tell anyone he was a fabrikator. Then he shook himself. He’d probably pissed her off, badly, and she had no obligation to do anything he asked. A knot tied itself in his stomach.
  He really was an idiot, wasn’t he?
  His face fell into his hands, but his gaze wandered, and he noticed the folded napkin under one of her plates. Huh. That was strange. The Kooperom didn’t provide napkins. He stared at it for a while, then reached forward and tugged it out, unfolding it. He looked at it in confusion.
  Written across it in a slanting scrawl was one word. 
  Paraffin.
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A/N: The flow’s not entirely right, but it was getting worse the more I edited it. So, feedback?
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Quarry
Chapter Update! FFN and AO3
Hooray for Friday updates! I'll be back on February 29th with chapters 49 and 50. (Because I'm sort of geeking out over posting on leap year, but I'm weird that way...)
Chapter 47
Sirius:
Sirius noticed them walking down to the grounds and smirked. Apparently, James' plan to use archery lessons was extending into their current circumstances.
He had started to move toward them when he remembered why he was out at the training grounds in the first place. As much as he may have wanted to go to Marlene, he had an oath to uphold. Trying to ignore the bitterness that only made him angry with himself, Sirius threw himself back into his regimen to rebuild the strength he lost while recovering.
He was so caught up, he almost didn't hear her.
"You're quiet on your feet," he turned to find her about ten feet away from him.
"I was trying to be," she smirked at him and Sirius felt his smile break across his face.
"Couldn't stay away?"
It was too easy to fall with her, fall into conversation, fall into her stare, fall in love.
"You're a great deal less tiresome than those two," she gestured back at James and Lily with a teasing grin.
"Of course, I am. I haven't got a royal bone in my body."
She laughed and Sirius couldn't help but move closer to her.
"Oh, you've got at least one tiresome bone though, seeing as you've yet to tell me how we're going to get James bound in my oath."
There was an edge in her voice that felt like a challenge. And maybe it was that Remus had told everyone to go easy on him, or maybe it was the way her eyes flashed as she spoke, or maybe it was simply Sirius could never stop playing with fire, but whatever the reason, he goaded Marlene.
"You've yet to give me a reason to do so."
Ice started to form behind her blue eyes as she bristled.
"Are you implying that you don't find my skills adequate?"
Sirius flashed her a grin, "All I said was, I don't have a reason."
She stepped up to him and pointed at the foils and wasters and other practice weapons kept on the training grounds.
"Choose your sword, Black, and I'll give you your reason right now."
"We ought to choose the same, don't you think?" Sirius strode over to the practice swords. "After all, this waster," he picked up the one used for broadsword training, "would destroy a foil."
"Then leave them," Marlene shrugged and smirked at him, "I've been trained in hand to hand combat."
Sirius knew this was a dangerous game. Could he wrestle her now, after having held her closer than he had ever held another being? Could he keep it a contest of strength and not a repeat of the previous evening? Could he play with fire and not get burned?
"Winner chooses how we go about evening out our responsibilities." She held out her hand.
"Agreed," Sirius took her hand in his and resisted the urge to pull her into him.
When they'd traveled together, Sirius learned a fair bit of what Marlene's training had been. Almost none of it had instructed her on the oath she'd taken or the intricacies of it. It had entirely centered around combat, whether with her wand, her sword, or her firsts, Marlene was a coiled snake that looked like a delicate gold brooch. And Sirius realized he'd just agreed to spar with a woman who could probably kill him in her sleep.
But based on their previous rendezvous, Sirius hoped she'd at least let him live, if for no other reason than she admitted she loved him.
They took a few paces back from each other and Sirius felt the familiarity of combat training take over his brain. It was as if he was thrown right back into those days when Ruth and Elias started training him. Muscle memory thankfully overpowered the part of his brain that couldn't separate now from yesterday, and he was able to spar without too much distraction.
But he was still weak, and Marlene played that to her advantage. She forced him to move as much as she could and rather than simply block his strikes, she'd force his momentum to spin them around making Sirius work harder to stay on his feet. It was the most frustrating because Sirius knew that he would have been fine if they'd performed this little display before Enid. But now, Marlene's antics were draining him.
"Need a break?" Marlene grinned at him.
"You're in perfect condition you know," Sirius cursed his labored breath. "And I'm coming back from the dead."
"So that's a yes?" She almost got his arm but Sirius just managed to escape her grip.
"No, it's a point to be made," he deflected her strike but had to spin quickly to keep her in front of him.
"Next you'll tell me that you've been working hard all day while I've been sitting around doing nothing." She smirked before striking again.
Sirius only barely made the block.
"And you'd be right."
"Do you have enough of a reason now?"
Marlene started to close the distance between them and Sirius knew he was losing energy fast.
"If I'm not mistaken, I'm still on my feet."
He was insane, he knew, but Marlene seemed to bring that out in him. He couldn't not play with fire.
She moved so quickly that Sirius almost missed what she was going for. But in his exhausted state, he could only watch as she sprung at him and managed to knock his feet out from under him and pin him to the ground.
"You know, I do believe you are mistaken."
Sirius' breathing was labored for a new reason now as Marlene held his arms down.
"And for some reason, I'm not worried about it," he smirked up at her, pleased to see her eyes darkening as she stared down at him.
"Suddenly this victory seems a touch hollow..."
Sirius chuckled, "Because you know I've been goading you this whole time?"
Marlene glared at him and Sirius gave in to the emotions he'd been fighting since he saw her come down to the training grounds.
He summoned the last of his strength and pushed up to kiss her.
"We're going to get found out," Marlene whispered as he fell back to the dirt below him.
"And I don't care," he reached for her hands as she released his wrists. "I'll come by tonight, we'll figure out how to get you bound to James."
The ghost of a smile touched Marlene's lips. "It'll have to be after Lily has gone to sleep."
Sirius let her pull him up with a grin, "So much the better."
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ladylynse · 5 years
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Hey, @queenofhearts7378, I finally got another part of your prize written.... *grins* Here’s Part V of Whirlwind! [FF | AO3] Here’s the timeline post if anyone wants a refresher, or you can check out Part IV again.
6:16 PM
Jake didn’t expect his cell phone to start ringing, but he wasn’t entirely surprised to answer it and find Danny on the other end of the line. The line crackled with wind, meaning Danny was moving and doing a poor job of sheltering his phone, and if he was calling without stopping— “What’s up?” Jake asked, not entirely sure he wanted to hear the answer. Hadn’t getting reamed out by his mom been enough? If something had gone wrong with Danny’s fight with cat boy—
“Did you give your Fenton Phone away to some guy calling himself the Ninja?”
Jake groaned. He wasn’t even halfway to the shop—on foot, because he wasn’t wholly eager to get there and explain the whole disaster to Gramps and Fu when it would just mean he’d be yelled at in Chinese and subtly reminded that this was important—and this was not the news he wanted to hear. “Aw, man, he didn’t call to report the fire, did he?” If Danny knew about the Ninja, then he probably knew about everything else, too, and Jake was not in the mood to deal with this right now. At least nothing had gone drastically wrong with cat boy or Danny would have led with that. Not that one bright spot stood for much in this mess. These Miraculous things sounded important, and the Dragon Council was not going to be impressed if they found out he couldn’t stop people from misusing magical artefacts.
Especially when he’d gotten a warning from the Oracle twins.
“What fire?”
“Okay, look, there was this big deal fashion show in town. My mom was catering it. But it’s spitting distance from where we caught cat boy, and the Ninja had already fought someone I’m pretty sure was powered up by our friend with the Butterfly Brooch. I went to warn my mom and things went south.”
“You…. Are you telling me you set the building on fire?”
“Not intentionally! And the sprinklers put it out anyway. My point is, I kinda ruined the show and Mom sent me back to the shop to get Fu and Gramps for backup. She figures we’re gonna need more help—”
“From what the Ninja was saying, she’s not wrong. He won’t give details, but he figures something bad’s about to go down.” The wind noise died away; wherever Danny was, he’d finally stopped moving. “Look, Jake, about Chat Noir. Cat boy. I don’t think we have this right. I don’t think he’s the bad guy here. He was scared of me.”
“You’re a ghost. He probably knew he couldn’t touch you.”
A snort. “That wasn’t it. He could’ve distracted me by endangering a whole bunch of people’s lives, but he never tried it.”
“Maybe because he couldn’t touch you and wanted to stay on your good side? If his partner’s got this Brooch of Metamorphosis—”
“The only time he mentioned his partner was when he said he could beat me without them.”
“Right, because apparently his partner’s working the show my mom was catering. Until I tried to warn her and wrecked it.”
“Just…double check what your book says about the Cat Ring and the Butterfly Brooch. This Ninja guy said he thought things were gonna turn fast, and…. I dunno, Jake. I want to make sure we’re on the right side of this. Something doesn’t feel right.”
They couldn’t really afford to ignore the Oracle twins’ warnings on the basis of feelings, but Jake trusted Danny. “Chill. I’ll take a second look. Or make Fu do it.” Danny’s silence made it clear he wasn’t convinced, so Jake asked Danny for identifying landmarks and told him which way to fly to get to the show. If the Ninja had read the situation right, Jake didn’t really want him to be the only one on the scene.
Danny hadn’t said what had happened with his fight with cat boy—Chat Noir—but Jake could read between the lines. Chat Noir might not have destroyed anything, but he’d managed to give Danny the slip. Jake knew Danny’s skills; that would be almost impossible to do alone. But if he’d managed to make contact with his partner….
Jake ducked into the nearest alley and transformed, heading straight for the shop. Whether or not Danny was right, whether or not the Ninja was right, they needed to figure this out. He was the American Dragon. He couldn’t keep dragging his feet like this. Angry as his mom had been, she might even ask Haley to help him on this. (Unfortunately, Jake knew that if Haley had already been helping him, the mess at the show wouldn’t have happened. She wouldn’t have had any trouble sneaking in to go warn their mom about the danger. She was too cute for people to suspect her. It was really annoying.)
He was barely through the back door of the shop when his cell phone was ringing again. “Did you get lost?” he asked, knowing it was going to be Danny.
“Please tell me you have a cousin in town or something.”
“Uh….”
“Crud. I should’ve known. Just grab Fu and Gramps and get down here as fast as you can. Don’t, uh, worry about being inconspicuous. You can’t make things worse.”
Danny hung up before Jake could ask for details.
Fu brushed the chip crumbs from his chest and pushed away the book he’d been reading. “You and Phantom walk into some planned catastrophe?”
Jake wasn’t even sure where to start. “Yo, we need to get down to the gala Mom’s catering. Like, now. Something happened. I’ll fill in you and G on the rest of the stuff on the way.”
Fu stared at him. “Kid—”
“I’m gonna call Haley to be on standby.” He hated that he was doing this, but he had some idea of what Danny had been through, and his idea of bad…. “Grab that old book on the Miraculous and bring it.”
“Jake? What is going on?”
He hadn’t even noticed Gramps appear in the back of the store. “Something…bad,” he said. “I don’t—”
His cell phone rang again.
Jake answered it without even looking. “Yo, can you spill a few—?”
“Turn on the news, Jakey.”
He blinked. “Trixie?” He’d been expecting Danny again.
“News. Now. Like, any local channel.” And then she hung up.
And then he got a text from Spud. U want us on Rotwood duty?
Jake ran for the nearest functioning TV.
It didn’t take him long to find out what was up. It was on every channel. After all, it was hard to miss. There was a dragon circling above what remained of the crowd from the fashion show gala.
The camera cut to show the Ninja yelling up at the dragon, who paid him no mind.
“Aw, maaan.”
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6:35 PM
Adrien was standing on the platform of the metro, waiting to transfer, when he heard about the dragon.
It started as a sudden exclamation by a young woman telling her friends. At first, he’d thought he’d misunderstood, but then he heard pieces of the story from other hushed—and not so hushed—conversations in the crowd. The ruined fashion show. The fire trucks and other emergency vehicles. The dragon that was surely the cause of it all.
Hawk Moth must have recalled Phantom’s akuma. He must have found someone else to transform, another soul to twist. Except….
Except Adrien had already seen a dragon, or thought he had, and hearing of one now was proof enough. He’d seen one when he’d been captured by Phantom. Which meant neither Phantom nor the dragon were the ones who had been originally akumatized; it was someone else, someone who had the ability to turn others into fairy tale creatures.
If Hawk Moth had wanted to cause chaos, this was surely the way to do it. Adrien had been able to defeat the Critic, would have managed it even without the Ninja’s help, but he couldn’t fight multiple battles on multiple fronts without Ladybug. He might be able to bring her back one akuma, if there were some way to capture and trap it, but not one for every magical creature Hawk Moth intended for him to face. He’d have to find the person who was transforming everyone, and he wouldn’t have a chance to do that until they showed their hand.
Unless they already had.
Ninjas didn’t really count as fairy tale creatures, but they were steeped in legend. The Ninja hadn’t seemed like a bad person, but he might not even realize what he’d gotten into. Hawk Moth gave some of his victims more autonomy than others, and if the Ninja didn’t even realize he was creating monsters to fight—
No. The Ninja had made no move to get his Miraculous, and even if Hawk Moth had assumed Ladybug and Chat Noir had been left behind in Paris, he’d be quick to make that correction. Especially when Ladybug wasn’t here. Hawk Moth might not care about the damage he left behind, but Adrien certainly did, and he suspected Hawk Moth knew that.
If Hawk Moth didn’t want him, hadn’t counted on him or Ladybug being here, then he wanted something else. Other Miraculous, perhaps. There must be more. He’d think that’s what the Ninja had if his costume had made some sort of reference to an animal. Plagg thought other magic was at play, but if it was, how had Hawk Moth found out about it? He knew about the Miraculous, certainly knew more about the Miraculous than Adrien did, so maybe that’s all it was. Maybe he didn’t know about the other magic here, whatever form that magic took. And if there was another Miraculous in New York City—
He couldn’t be sure. Not yet. He’d find out more when he fought to protect the city from the dragon. If he was lucky, the dragon would be as talkative as Phantom had been. And if he was really lucky, the Ninja would turn up again to help him.
Adrien checked the time. His train wasn’t due for at least another minute, and there was an attack happening now. He could travel much faster as Chat Noir than as Adrien. He didn’t know this city from above, but he knew where he was, and he knew where he was going. That would have to be enough.
Adrien slipped away in search of a place to transform and hoped he’d get there before too much damage was done.
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6:41 PM
There was so much fire.
Randy heaved another Ninja Hydro Hand at the flames licking the pavement and was rewarded with a curtain of steam. (How could stone burn, anyway? That was wonk. What kind of magic was this?) He knew he wasn’t out of Ninja Cold Balls yet, but his supply had to be running low.
The smart people in the crowd had run screaming. Too many of them had lagged behind, thinking this was some kind of show. Because fire-breathing dragons were always part of some kind of show. And anyone who could afford to buy something at a fashion show like this had a lot of money, so the people putting on this show had a lot of money, and cool pyrotechnics were almost expected these days.
…Or did people just attend these things and not actually buy something? He really had no idea.
The dragon overhead swooped low, dodged with unfair ease the Ninja Electro-Ball he threw at her (it?), and sent a blaze of fire between him and the crowd, pushing them back.
Randy groaned.
He hadn’t looked closely recently, being too busy dealing with the dragon, but he was pretty sure some of the flashing lights he could still see belonged to firetrucks. He was also pretty sure the firefighters hadn’t just abandoned their jobs to gawk at the dragon, gawk-worthy as she clearly was.
But he was the Ninja.
Fighting a dragon.
In a place where crazy stunts were more the norm than actual magic.
He had no idea what it would take to convince people that this wasn’t a setup and that they were actually in danger. Then again, the dragon hadn’t targeted them specifically. Driven them back, yes, but she hadn’t pulled any shoob move that would’ve resulted in some extra-crispy attendees. She hadn’t gone after any of the vehicles, trying to make something explode or cause more damage. She hadn’t even really done much to the building. She’d mostly just cleared the area in front and, well, focused on him. Which, despite totally being his plan when he’d run after her, was…odd, now that he thought about it.
He went through the motions, calling up another Ninja Hydro Hand, and glanced up.
She was flying lazy circles overhead, expertly avoiding buildings but still managing to catch updrafts when she needed them. She flew like she was an expert at it, like she’d studied it all her life or had a natural skill for aerodynamics. Maybe she studied birds in her free time or something.
She was watching him, her eyes never seeming to flick away from his figure, as if she had some kind of sixth sense and didn’t even need to watch where she was going.
He doused the flames.
She dove.
He tossed a Ninja Bee Ball at her before remembering that their stingers probably wouldn’t pierce dragon hide, and she set the stone on fire again.
He was hot enough that he was seriously debating the merits of using a Ninja Cold Ball on himself, but at least the mask—or maybe its magic—helped him to withstand all the smoke.
“What do you want?” he yelled at her. She’d flown up out of range of anything he could throw at her—again—and had resumed watching him. Maybe she was just trying to wear him out. Maybe he shouldn’t keep putting out the fire. Except then there would be fire, and that would be bad.
At least, when he was fighting robots or monsters, he knew what they wanted. How was he supposed to stop a fire-breathing dragon who didn’t seem to have any kind of goal beyond playing with him until he dropped to the ground out of sheer exhaustion? She hadn’t said anything. He didn’t know if she could even speak or if she’d just spout unintelligible monster gibberish. He’d only heard her roar, which in retrospect had served well when it came to scaring half the crowd away.
He wished it had scared the whole crowd away.
Seriously, people in the place needed to learn when to run.
He wished the Am Drag would come back. This dragon was bigger than the Am Drag, but he could at least fly and catch her. Alternatively, Randy wouldn’t mind Chat Noir turning up again. He could clearly get some good height with his baton stick thing, providing he’d managed to find it wherever Randy had dropped it, and if they worked together, they could totally take this dragon down. He seemed to have some idea of what the whole evil butterfly thing was, too.
Honestly, though, Randy would settle for Mr. Mysterious Voice finally showing up.
Randy didn’t realize he’d gone back to staring at the flames until they were suddenly covered in ice and then gone altogether. He blinked, wondering if he’d thrown a Ninja Cold Ball and somehow immediately forgotten about it.
“Ninja, we need to talk,” a familiar voice said from behind him, and Randy turned.
The voice in question belonged to a teenager (just like him) who didn’t seem to be holding any weapons (just like him) but whose suit was definitely wonk, even by Randy’s standards. The white hair was kinda distinctive, too, and he wasn’t wearing a mask, but maybe secret identities weren’t as much of a thing in the NYC because of all the people.
Randy pointed upwards. “Dragon.”
The boy rolled his eyes. “Yeah, I got that. I wanna know what else you know. Like why there’s a dragon.”
Randy stared. “You don’t find a dragon weird? I mean, that’s a real, actual, live, fire-breathing dragon. Emphasis on fire-breathing.”
The boy looked up and considered the dragon for a moment, who miraculously hadn’t decided to dive again and try to fry them both where they stood. Randy decided not to question his spot of good luck. “Yeah,” the boy finally said, “I guess you’re right about the living part. Unfortunately.”
“Wh…how…what? Why is that the part you’re questioning?” His voice did not climb when he said that. Howard did not have it recorded, so it didn’t happen. “I saw a woman get turned into a dragon!”
“A woman, huh?” The boy bit his lip and glanced toward the crowd. As if they were the problem and not the dragon. “Yeah, that’s kinda what I was afraid of. Um. Let’s talk inside.” He made a vague gesture toward the building.
Since Randy had a mask over his face, the other boy couldn’t appreciate his gaping. “I’m in the middle of a fight!”
The boy shook his head. “You’re not fighting. You’re being tested. I was watching. The dragon’s never gone for the crowd, just made you think that so you’d react. She wants to know what you can do.”
Randy crossed his arms. “So why’s she not testing you?”
The boy looked up at her again. “Maybe because she already knows what I can do?” he offered, though his words were full of enough doubt that Randy was entirely unconvinced. “This isn’t my first time in the city, and I think…. I think I know who she is, and the whole dragon thing isn’t normal for her.” He said that like it was normal for anybody, but if Randy asked, it would just delay the fight for longer. And the dragon was still watching them. Waiting. He didn’t like counting on the fact that she’d keep waiting. The moment he did that was the moment she’d stop and decide to move. And then it really would be a fight, even if Mr. Mysterious Voice didn’t think it had been before now. (What kind of shoob stood back to watch a dragon when he could clearly help fight it because he also could do stuff with ice?)
“We need to help her,” the boy continued. He looked back at Randy. “Seriously, can we just talk inside or otherwise away from the cameras for, like, two minutes? I really don’t want my face plastered all over the news if I can help it.”
He was not going to give up on the talking thing, was he? Randy scrubbed a hand over his face. “I can’t believe we’re getting away with this,” he muttered, but he followed the new kid and ran for cover.
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6:45 PM
The darkened suite of his hotel room was quiet, safely away from the chaos of the gala for all that it was so near, but Gabriel had still expected to be able to hear screams from across the street, to hear the wailing sirens and the dragon’s roar and the shouts of the failing heroes. Instead, the silence began to stretch, as if everyone were waiting.
When a second hero had run out to join the first, he hadn’t questioned Dracona’s decision to wait. He had not seen if this new hero had come with hidden friends; neither had she. When she’d decided to tilt her wings and circle again, he’d thought her reconnaissance a wise move. But then she’d let the Ninja and the new hero run off to the relative safety of the evacuated site of the gala, and her only response had been to bank right, beat her wings a few times, and circle again.
“Why are you not pursuing them, Dracona?” Gabriel growled, clenching his cane tighter. The Ninja had shown more of his hand, but the newest hero…. Gabriel knew nothing of him, aside from his ability to spread ice in a speed and volume great enough to counter Dracona’s flames.
“You wanted information about this city’s superheroes.” He could sense laughter in her response. “I’ve gotten a good look at the Ninja and have run into Phantom before. Neither belongs in this city.”
Gabriel let out a slow breath. “Where they belong doesn’t matter. They are acting as heroes—”
“Where they belong matters immensely. You only wanted information on this city’s heroes.”
“They are fighting in this city,” he answered through gritted teeth. “However temporarily, that makes them this city’s heroes.”
“I don’t agree. Their loyalty remains elsewhere. Help though they may, the responsibility of the NYC falls on the shoulders of other heroes.”
He should have her writhing in pain for even thinking of speaking to him this way, but she’d be more useful to him if he delayed that method until further pressed. After all, if she still gave him the information he wanted…. “You said you are familiar with this Phantom. Tell me about him.”
“His chosen name is rather explanatory.”
Then again, if she continued to be difficult, he just needed to—
Gabriel frowned. There was no disruption in their connection, but his displeasure wasn’t being translated into pain. Instead, he felt laughter, as if she knew precisely what he’d tried to do, and—
“You unlocked my power,” she breathed, “but you do not control it.”
And then there was nothing. No sensations, no feedback, no knowledge of Dracona’s that he could use to further his plan. She was his champion, but she had somehow managed to shut him out.
“Dark wings fall.” Something was wrong, something was faulty, something was— “Nooroo, why is this happening?”
The kwami ducked his head. “She is right, master,” he murmured. “My magic only served as a key for her latent power.”
“Then we’ll lock it up again,” Gabriel snarled. He had read of many types of magic, but none that would cause a reaction such as this. “We’ll see how bold she is once my akuma is recalled.”
“I don’t think it’s that simple, master.”
Gabriel bit down on the urge to restrict Nooroo’s speech; right now, Nooroo was the only source of information he had. “And why do you say that?”
“I…I don’t know if I can contain her magic with mine now that the path is established.”
“Her magic.” Nooroo would know he was asking for details. The kwami would also know how displeased he’d be if he wasn’t given them.
“It’s a blood magic, not something that can be taken a—”
“But something that can be used?”
Nooroo hesitated.
That was all the answer Gabriel needed.
The means might be more complicated, but he had need of magic, and if he’d happened to akumatize someone with a direct line to that magic, he’d be a fool not to capitalize upon it. She might not want to give him the information he required, but she’d agreed to the contract, and she couldn’t shut him out forever. She had to tell him something.
Even if it was only about herself.
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miraculouslysam · 5 years
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Marionette: Tales of an Accidental Teenage Anti-Hero
Hey all! Here’s the first part of my fic for @marinettemarch.
Synopsis: When teenager Marinette Dupain-Cheng stumbles upon the butterfly kwami, she takes on the moniker "Marionette" and becomes a vigilante dispensing her own unique form of justice. Even with a moniker so close to her actual name, no one suspects a thing.
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Prompt: Day 2 - Pre-Origins
“Marinette Dupain-Cheng.”
Before the girl even turned around, she knew she’d be looking the blonde straight in her sneer. She bit back a groan and plastered on a poker face.
“What do you want, Chloé?”
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Every day was the same. Marinette would wake up, cursing that it still wasn’t just a nightmare. She would spend the whole morning- or however much was left of it, anyway, since she seemed to be chronically late- building up her courage for the day. While getting dressed, she would remind herself how cool she was for designing her own clothing. While pulling her hair into her signature bun? Telling herself that it gave her just a little more power not to hide her face. While eating? Enforcing that she was strong, and nourishment helped her stay that way.
Then she would go to school. It wasn’t that she didn’t have friends. She found that she got along moderately well with nearly every person in her class. She just didn’t find herself particularly close with or fond of anyone. And she certainly did not think they felt the same about her.
But that was fine. Marinette never expected anything from anyone, not really. She expected Chloé to bully her, to try finding new ways to make her feel less than human every day. She expected Sabrina to go along with whatever Chloé’s scheme of the day was. But beyond that, she expected nothing from anyone else. She did not expect for any of her classmates to stand up for her, nor did she expect for any member of her school’s administration to give her tormentors any punishments. Not when the threat of Daddy Dearest loomed over their heads.
So, she dealt with it. She sat quietly each day and took whatever it was that Chloé chose to throw at her. If she saw Chloé bullying someone else, she would always talk to whoever it was afterward to make sure they were okay. Marinette hoped that spreading kindness into the world would bring it back to her, but it never seemed to. She figured cosmic retribution was too much to ask from the universe, but a bit of kindness didn’t seem like it should’ve been out of the realm of possibility. She didn’t expect anything, but it would have been a pleasant surprise.
Every day, she went home and recounted its events to her parents, then went up to her room and crossed off another day on her calendar, counting down the days until summer vacation. Her parents didn’t do much to help either, but at least they listened. Marinette understood they couldn’t do much beyond that, so she threw her frustrations into her creations, promising herself that all the bullying was doing was teaching her how to handle the cruelty she would face in the fashion industry. It all would be worth it in the long run, she swore.
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As summer rolled around, Marinette found herself with elevated spirits. Summer meant a few months of sweet relief from Chloé, with nothing but time to explore Paris for inspiration and to create. Paris in the summer meant jazz flowing through the streets and new people to study. There was no shortage of creative inspiration.
One day, while visiting the open-air markets, Marinette found herself taking a detour through a quieter street and stumbling upon an abandoned building. It was beautiful, albeit rundown, and it wasn’t long before Marinette was entering to explore the inside.
As she walked through the building, she tripped over what she thought was a rock. Upon further examination, she realized it was a mahogany box, carved with an inscription of some sort. She felt a burst of curiosity course through her and left for home, box in hand.
At home, sitting at her desk with her sketchbook open and pencils laid out, she began drawing the box from various angles. Opening it, she shoved herself back as a flash of purple light and a small… bug? she didn’t recognize flew out. A scream escaped her mouth as the thing spoke to her. “Hello! My name is Nooroo. What’s yours?”
Marinette took three deep breaths, but they did no good to calm her. “My name is Marinette. This can’t be real. I’m just dreaming, right? Maybe when I tripped, I actually hit my head and I’m unconscious right now. I’m going to wake up and this is all going to be a figment of my imagination.”
The purple thing- it called itself Nooroo, right?- levelled its eyes with hers. “I can promise you, Marinette, I am not a figment of your imagination. But I hope that means you’re a creative person; we’ll work far better together if you are. I’m a kwami. I can give you the power to turn people into your champions from their emotions. You just have to start by putting on the miraculous.” Nooroo pointed back at the box, and Marinette finally noticed the brooch sitting in it. It wouldn’t go with her usual clothing, if she chose to use it. She’d have to make some new clothes to help it blend in.
As she clipped it to her blazer, she asked how it would give her powers.
“Well, the powers I give you work differently than those of the other miraculouses. From the first time you transform, you’ll discover a couple of things. First, you will find butterflies are drawn to you. They arre part of how you turn people into your champions. I suggest keeping a garden or visiting butterfly gardens to remain inconspicuous, but they will flock to you more the longer you use the miraculous. You can call them to you when using your powers as well. The other thing you will notice is you can sense other people’s charged emotions, positive or negative. The stronger the emotions are, the easier it is to… manipulate them. I cannot think of a better word to describe the phenomenon, unfortunately.”
Marinette took a moment to wrap her mind around what the being was saying. “So… you’re telling me that I’m gonna be a Disney princess in hiding, who also can make people do my bidding? Why would I want to do that, and how would that even be possible?”
“I don’t know what a Disney princess is, but I suppose that would be a fair assessment if it is what you have come up with to compare it to. As for your other questions, you would do so to help them; you will be a hero! You transform by saying ‘wings rise.’ Once you are transformed, you can will a butterfly to you and transfer power to it to deliver to the person you wish to become your champion. The butterfly will then fly to that person and enter an emotionally-charged possession. You then can speak to the person and help them determine if they are willing to become your champion. We can test the emotion-sensing aspect now if you would like.”
Marinette couldn’t help but feel intrigued. Before she knew it, a sure smile was slipping onto her face. “Let’s do it. Nooroo, wings rise.”
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feywildatheart · 4 years
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Dear Marsa,
Elyn and I went skydiving today, and it was -- well, it was terrifying, for obvious reasons. But my package from Nellaser's Landing arrived this morning, with my brooch from the Commemoration of Grace that I had enchanted into an amulet of feather fall, and while they sent paperwork that more or less covers the specifics of the enchantment, there's a difference between knowing something you've been told, and knowing something because you've experienced it. And I wasn't going to stop being so afraid until I knew that I was protected. So I went and found Elyn where she was lying on the beach and asked her if she wanted to help me do something stupid, which she agreed to somewhat more readily and with far fewer questions than I'd honestly anticipated. Perhaps she just figured that if I was planning on doing something stupid, she definitely wanted to be there to help clean up the aftermath.
In any case, I explained to her about the amulet, and wanting to test it, and maybe I'd oversold the stupidity of what I wanted to do, because she sounded as though she thought I was thinking about jumping off a cliff or something, when I was really just thinking about climbing a tree and jumping from there, at least until I was sure of the enchantment. So we found a tree with enough branches that I could climb it, but not so many that I couldn't find a clear path down, and with Elyn at the bottom in case this all went very wrong and I needed some healing, I gathered up my courage and ignored the butterflies in my stomach and jumped, from perhaps twenty feet or so up.
I still felt like I was falling normally, and I landed a bit harder than I expected, but I landed on my feet and wasn't hurt at all. So I scrambled back up again to see if it would still work, or if it was a once-a-aday sort of thing. (The documentation didn't say anything about limits on the number of uses, but if that was an oversight I wanted to find out now, and not at some point in the future when I was depending on it to work only to discover its limitations the hard way.)
It worked just as well the second time as it had the first, and that's when Elyn suggested going skydiving to give it a try from a greater height, in a way that would still have a parachute for backup if it turned out not to work after all, and I agreed, perhaps a bit too readily, and then found my moms to invite them along, and then found Cloudleaper to leave Squirt in her care.
We found a place that was happy to take us skydiving, at least until I explained my intent not to deploy the parachute, at which point they had some severe and understandable reservations. It took some doing, but after a thorough review of the amulet's documentation, a demonstration in which I jumped from the building's roof to show them how it worked, and a whole stack of waivers that I signed acknowledging that this was an incredibly stupid thing I was asking them to let me do, they reluctantly agreed, on the condition that if I seemed to be falling at a pace with everyone else, I was to deploy my parachute, and if I didn't, they were going to do so remotely.
I agreed, and so up we went, and that's about the point where I realized that I'd been a bit overeager in agreeing to Elyn's suggestion, because it turns out that jumping out of a tree or even off of a building is not very like being carried off by a roc, but being in a plane up high in the sky is very like that, especially once they opened the doors and I had to stand there at the edge and choose to jump out. Of course it was going to remind me of being in the roc's claws and choosing to twist free of them, choosing to fall and probably die over staying and probably dying.
But that was the whole reason I was doing that, and I needed to know that I was protected, so I screwed up my courage and pushed down my bile and jumped out of the plane. I suspect I may have screamed the entire way down.
It was a little reassuring, once I realized that I was falling slower than the others were. A little less so, once the pulled their chutes and I went rocketing past them. But I was going fast enough that time that I did feel the effects of the amulet kick in to slow me, so that when I landed I did feel almost featherish, whereas when I'd jumped from the tree I'd felt rather more like a boulder.
Afterwards, Elyn convinced me to go a second time, so I could experience the parachute part, and I convinced the instructors, and so we all went again, and it really was lovely to gently drift down and look out over the land stretched out below us. And I didn't feel half so nauseous when I jumped out the second time, so I suppose there's that.
We've gone paragliding since, to, because it occurred to Elyn that we could almost immediately after it occurred to her that we might go skydiving, and then I spent some time helping her come up with questions to ask her parents' spirits, because she's been doing a lot of that while we've been here, too. I helped her with it the first time, letting her channel through me, but she decided it was weird to do so with someone she knows, or just said so because she's worried it was weird or upsetting for me, even though I've told her it wasn't. But since that first time, I've been helping mostly just by being there with and for her. It's hard for her, of course, even though she's only been asking about things like why the ship crashed and if there was a chance for any other survivors and if they'd want to be resurrected, if such a thing was possible and if they all could be together. But I worry that she's been making it harder on herself by doing so, when I know how desperately she wants to know more about them as people, and so the last time she cast it, I asked her afterwards why she wasn't letting herself ask the questions she really wanted to. I don't know how much of the reasons she gave me are truth and how much are excuses, but I think it comes down to that she's afraid that it'll hurt, to get a piece of them but nothing like what she truly wants, and I guess it hurts less for her to choose to have nothing than to try for it and let herself hope and be disappointed.
I'm not sure I feel that's a good reason for her to deprive herself of something she's wanted so much for so long, but I left it at that, and almost at the same time she promised that in two weeks' time, when she could cast the spell again and speak with Ezenki, she would ask more of the personal questions that she wanted to know. And those two weeks were up today, so I spent some time with her earlier working out what she wanted to ask, and how, to try to get her some o the answers she wanted but in ways that wouldn't hurt so much to hear when delivered in the spirits' somewhat flat delivery. And then we went to the cleric who's been letting her channel the spirits through them, every time since the first, and we brought Squirt and PA along both, to comfort and support her.
It was hard, of course it was. But I think it was good, too. I hope it was. I feel a little like I pushed her into it, when that wasn't my intent when I'd asked, not if she really didn't want to. Sometimes it can be okay to hurt, in the service of something good and wanted, and I just hope that this was that for her, and that I didn't push her to do something that only hurt her.
Afterwards we hugged a lot, and then I took her to a place I've found here that makes truly extravagant milkshakes, because she definitely deserved the most extravagant sort after all that. And then I guess she decided that it was my turn to cry, because she asked me if I wanted to keep adventuring or not. She'd asked me that when we got here, and my moms did, and all I could tell them then was that I needed a proper vacation before I could answer it. Because if I'd been forced to give an answer then, I think I would've said no, that I couldn't bear the thought of going out and facing more danger all over again. But I also knew that that might've been the hurt and upset and missing my moms, more than actually wanting to be done. And so I said to ask me later, and I guess Elyn decided it was later enough, because she asked, and she said all sorts of lovely things about how she knew this hadn't exactly been like what I'd left home looking for, and if I wanted to stop I could, and if I wanted to go back to the Feywild she'd take on the Queen of Air and Darkness herself with me to make that possible. And I cried a little and hugged her a lot, and reminded her that I hadn't only left the Feywild because of Squirt, that I'd been feeling restless and wanting to see more of the universe even before that, but he'd been -- not an excuse, not really, but a good reason to leave, a counterbalance to all the reasons I'd had to stay. And that really, I'd enjoyed a lot of what we'd done together, balhannoths and rocs aside, and that I thought I'd be bored, if I stopped. But I also said that we needed to take vacations -- proper vacations -- more, and not go so long between seeing our families. We've been doing this for a year and it's been a whirlwind, and I think we thought we were giving ourselves breaks, but we hadn't been, not really. We'd given ourselves a few weeks here and there and called them vacations, but they'd just been pauses while we caught our breath, before we jumped right on into our next thing. There hadn't been beaches and sunbathing and skydiving and hugging our parents. We need to do more of that, if we're going to keep doing this, or we'll all be burnt-out wrecks in another year.
That must've been answer enough for Elyn, because then she decided to switch to teasing me a little about you, which she likes to do. And then Cloudleaper showed up like she'd just been waiting for her cue, because sometimes I think the only thing Cloudleaper loves more than milkshakes is teasing me about you. And then-- well--
Look, okay, this is going to be weird and awkward, but I've been writing my way toward this for like an hour and I still haven't figured out how to make it not. But I made a promise, and I've never made any secret with you of the fact that I don't know what I'm doing, so maybe you'll be forgiving of the fact that it's weird and awkward, because that's the only way I've been about any of this all along. So-- would you like to meet my moms over a video call, sometime before we decide we've had our fill of vacationing? Elyn brought up the point that it'll be easier to orchestrate such a call now, while my moms and I are in the same place, than it will be once they've gone back to the Feywild and we have to coordinate between three different places and two different planes. And after Kirim, Elyn thinks it's important for the people we care about and who care about us to know each other, at least a little, so you guys can keep each other apprised of what's happening with us if we're not able to do so ourselves. And, those are all very good reasons, but I'm not asking just because of that. I'm asking because I'd like it, if you want to. I'd have introduced you to them if they'd come up to the station to meet us, or if you'd gone down with us to the planet. I'd have invited you down, if I hadn't already put you off course so much just by asking for a ride, and if you hadn't had so many things that needed your attention once we'd reached the station.
You don't have to if you don't want to, if it's weird or too much or you'd just rather not. I don't want to push, I just want to... offer, I suppose. And, well, I promised Cloudleaper I would ask, but I'm not doing it because I promised, either. I'd already mostly decided to ask before that, and the promising was really just to extract a counter-promise from her, that she'd go to dinner with my moms by herself, because she's been weird as shit with them ever since we got here. She acted like she was mortally offended that I had dinner with them with Elyn first, without her, but then when we did all go to dinner together, Cloudleaper hardly said two words to them all evening. So I asked her what was up with that and-- well, her answer started with 'you see, when two halflings love each other very much', which is so not a lecture I need, from her of all people. But Cloudleaper likes to deflect from emotions, and she seems to especially like to deflect by trying to rile me up by being patronizing. It usually works, too, but... I think, leaving aside all the deflection, the point she was trying to make was that she knew that my moms were going to be upset about me nearly dying on her behalf, and she was trying to be polite and show them respect. Because more or less ignoring them is respectful? I don't know, she said it was an elvish thing, but Elyn seemed dubious, so I think it's probably more a her-family-is-the-actual-worst thing. And she was all bluster and protest when I tried to remind her that her cultural norms aren't everyone's cultural norms and they'd like her better if she actually gave them a chance to know her, so I pulled the only trump card I had, and told her if she'd promise to have dinner with my moms and actually talk to them like a normal person (well, for her version of a normal person, I am not expecting miracles here), then I'd promise to write to you and ask about the video call with my moms. But like I said, I was probably already going to do that anyway, so really, I just manipulated her terribly. But she stopped protesting after that, and went off to find them, so I can't argue with the results, and now I'm here with a half-melted milkshake fulfilling my half of the bargain, so that if she bails halfway to dinner she won't have any leg to stand on, because I've done my part.
I hope everything's still well with you! Have you stopped anywhere new? What's the most interesting thing you've seen since you wrote me last?
Please don't say yes to the video unless you really, truly want to. It's okay if you don't, I promise it is.
All my best,
Maliah
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⚔️🏰🐲 - DMODT 31 update
Levi had the feeling Eren was keeping something from him. They hadn't been physically intimate since getting drunk together, but he'd expected that. Eren had said he wasn't ready, and Levi respected his omega's needs. No. There was something else that was wrong. The way Eren's smile didn't quite meet his eyes. The way Eren seemed to drift out during conversations, and the way he'd wake with a start and whimper in the middle of the night, only to roll away from him when Levi tried to ask what was wrong. He knew Eren wasn't feeling all that great about the clutch, but this felt as if something else had happened and he had no idea what. The alpha could only think that it had happened while staying at the military barracks, when he'd been forced to talk to Petra about her completely unacceptable behaviour. Petra had been in a position of power while at the port barracks, her words and her actions carried a lot of sway, so when her engagement to him dissolved and he appeared with a new lover, the soldiers had all looked to Eren in disgust... which Petra has encouraged. She'd encouraged them to ignore Eren completely, as he simply Levi's whore. Having heard all about the fight the alpha had had with Mikasa, Levi had thought Petra might pull her head in. Mikasa may have been mad at Eren, but she still loved him, and hadn't taken too kindly to Petra trying to manipulate her against the teen. Petra hadn't appreciated being talked to in such a manor by Mikasa, and it'd very nearly turned into a sword fight over Eren's honour. Levi had been mid conversation when a scratch had appeared on his cheek, Eren's magic had healed it the moment it appeared, and when he'd asked Eren, Eren had said he'd punched himself in the face as he'd pulled the blankets. Which was honestly a very Eren thing to do... yet... What if it hadn't been? The stomach ache that had felt like a knife to his gut, he blamed on possible lasting cramping from after the birth... but once again, what if it hadn't been? He didn't want to mention the cramping, in case he upset Eren over the clutch, or in case it was related to Eren's coming heat. Now that they were on their way back home, he really felt as if he should have. He was sure the moment had passed, and he'd been left behind. The matter weighed heavily on Levi's mind as he carried out his duties. Erwin had organised a series of visits for them, and even a trip to the theatre to see some play that hadn't made a lick of sense to him. Eren had played his part beautifully on Levi's arm. The teen smiled, waved and was polite to everyone who spoke to them. Levi very much the proud alpha as his omega did, yet none of it felt right. When Eren fell asleep on his shoulder at the theatre, the teen had flinched and jumped away when Levi shook him awake. Mumbling out an apology, Eren moved to sink into his side, with a clear stiffness in his form. Maybe this was all too much too fast? He'd grown used to the pageantry of royalty and aristocracy, but Eren hadn't. He'd spent his crucial years in a sanctuary, then spent most of his time at the castle studying, before leaving to live with dragons. He hadn't had manners drilled into him, or every aspect of high society interactions. Talking to Erwin, they agreed he needed some form of lessons. At least in dancing, and dining. If Eren could hold his head high for both those tasks, than everything else could be covered. It was also decided that Armin would return home with them, Mikasa and her squad to return after all their duties were transferred back to Petra and her squad, though he'd promoted squad member Eld to leader, in a petty move to punish Petra for her pettiness. Whatever was going on with Eren, he could only pray that the teen would either break down completely, or open up and dump everything on him, as at the moment, it hurt to watch him silently suffering. * After Eren's run in with Zeke, he'd forced himself back together and reassigned himself his original self gifted mission of finding Armin. Again he'd walked through the barracks, and again he'd found himself ignored... until he finally found a semi-familiar face. He could never forget horsefaced Jean, his beard had made him somewhat better looking, but in Eren's eyes, he was still a braying arse... so, he turned his attention to Sasha. Smiling the best he could, he jogged over to the pair who engaged in conversation with their friend Connie. He liked Connie. Connie managed to always ruin his own arguments over how smart he was, yet it wasn't in an obnoxious way. It was because he was always talking big and bolstering his own ego, that he pushed himself much harder than most people. Reaching them, Sasha gave a bow with a giggle "Your majesty" "I'm not the prince" Giving him a wide grin, Sasha nodded "I know, but you're like sleeping with him... which means you can get me more food, right?" Snorting, Eren shook his head "I doubt I have any kind of power there, but I can ask" Jean crossed his arms with a huff "I don't know what he sees in you, and those freaky scales" "I'd rather my scales than your horseface. Sasha, have you seen Armin?" Sasha hummed, raising her hand to her chin as she tapped her jawline with her pointer finger "I think he was in the kitchens with Mikasa. All the meals have to be triple checked... I don't know why they wouldn't let me do it..." "Probably because you'd eat the whole meal" "I joined the military to eat new and yummy foods... but it's always rations. When are we going to get meat!?" Sasha was practically drooling "Sasha, can you show me to the kitchen's, please? I have no idea how everyone finds their way around here" "We're not your soldiers. We didn't agree to give our lives for you" Eren raised an eyebrow at Jean, reminding himself he needed to be strong and couldn't show any possible kind of weakness "I'm not asking you to give your lives, I was asking Sasha if she could please help me find the kitchen" "Will there be food?" Was it so hard to do one small favour?" "I can ask" Sasha grabbed his arm, Eren forcing himself not to tear it out of her hold. Sasha wasn't about to beat the shit out of him just to make herself feel better "You're the best!" The cook refused to give Sasha extra food, as she was man handled out the kitchen. It was a rather comical sight as she clung to the steamed potato she'd stolen. Sitting at the kitchen table, Armin brightened at the sight of him "Eren, come sit with me" Ignoring the unhappy cooks, Eren did just that. Armin seemed so very happy "Did everything go well with Levi last night?" "You have no idea. After what happened with Mikasa, Levi walked both of us home. He stayed for tea" "The way you make it sound, it sounds like there was more than tea" Armin blushed "It wasn't like that. We talked about all sorts of things, until we both realised we talked all night" "Oh, Armin. I'm so happy for you" "I... I have some of his hair. I found it once he left, on the back of the chair that is. I didn't just take it. You can do a test right? With some of his hair?" "How do you know it's not yours? You're both blond" "I don't... but no one else in the house has blond hair. It... won't cause an explosion, will it?" The twinkle in Armin's eyes was filled with hope "No. But I do need a few things for it to work" Armin let out a kind of muffled squeak, before taking a deep breath "What do you need?" "A bowl of milk. Some blue ink, and a piece of chalk. As well as some of your hair and his" "That's all? No crystals or herbs?" "If I was using Eldia magic, it would be a whole lot more complicated. Historia taught me this, because she thought I could use it to make money if living at the castle didn't work out" "Really?" "I didn't know if I'd be allowed to come back, or even move back in. Now, do you think you get everything?" "I have chalk and inks in my bag... I just need a bowl of milk" "Do I want to know why you have chalk and ink?" "Sometimes you have to draw out things for dock workers to understand. Not all of them can read, then you need the ink because you have to fix the invoices" "Armin, I was joking. You need to calm down. We don't know the outcome. It could say anything" It was also a little bit late to be wondering if Erwin had any spells on him like the ones Eren placed on Levi. Though his were prayers, and Eren's healing came through the brooch his boyfriend wore, and their bond. But if there was something in place, it should have been activated when Obsydin infected him... "Don't say that. Eren, he's so smart. He has so many ideas of how to improve things..." "Ok. Ok. I know. I just don't want you to be hurt" "How accurate is this?" "Fairly. Most of the time. Things can affect it, like your friend dying of old age before you get me everything I need" The cook didn't want them messing up her table, but Eren promised to clean it with magic. Drawing a medium sized circle in front of them, he drew a small series of symbols inside of it "What's that?" "Purely decorative" Armin elbowed him "Then why are you drawing them?" "Because I'm teasing you. I only need the outside circle" Armin pouted at him, holding out his hand until Eren returned the chalk. Placing the bowl in the circle, Eren poured the milk in "Why milk?" "We all start our lives feeding on milk. Now, I need the hair" Handing over the few hairs he'd collected, Eren dropped them in the bowl. Armin a little enthused as he pulled out way too much. Plucking out a few strands, he dropped them in "Now the ink" "What does the ink do?" "It tells me what the answer is" Adding three drops, it hardly looked like anything other than a mess "Now what?" "Now you let me work" The spell worked by reading people, like Historia did when she healed someone. His magic didn't work that way, so he was kind of reading more the intentions of Armin and Erwin. He didn't totally get it, but when he'd tried with Historia and Ymir it'd worked. Gently letting his magic seep into the bowl, the milk and ink began to boil "Eren" "It's fine" Slowly the boiling settled, the ink still swirling. It was all very simple, and made for even the stupidest person to read. A heart if they were meant to be, and a split heart if they weren't, so when it just came back as two separate little circles, Eren was confused "Well?! What does it mean?" "I don't know. I've never seen this before" "Ereeeen" "I don't know... maybe it means you're not meant to be together just get? I mean, there's like two circles... and they're two of you..." "Nooo. You were supposed to tell me" "I'm sorry" Armin sighed dramatically "How will I ever know?" "I don't know. I'm sorry. I'm not as good as Historia. She'd be able to do this with her eyes closed" "This means I'll have to ask her" "You still talk to her?" "No... I want to though... I miss Draecia" Sliding the bowl over to Armin, Eren cleaned the table down as he'd said he would. The whole mess dropping it's self in the scrap bucket, as he'd done a proper job of cleaning off everything ever spilt or soaked into the wood "I miss it too, but I told you..." "Yes, yes. Rod lost his shit and we got kicked out" Eren hated having let Armin down. He'd been so hopeful that he'd be able to give his friend good news... He wasn't supposed to write to Historia... but... he couldn't let Armin be broken hearted like this. He wouldn't be responsible for another person he loved being hurt because of his actions. He'd rather take a hundred thousand beatings, than risk pissing Zeke or Rod off. Rod had a whole country of dragons at his disposal, while Zeke had the whole of Marley, and the Marley royal family who'd no doubt seek revenge if anything was to happen to the prince. This being nice and meek thing pissed him off. He was a dragon. He had powers that mages could only dream of... Powers that could erase Rod and Zeke from existence with just the click of his fingers, but it just wasn't worth it... Yet, seeing Armin's pain... he had to do something. Armin deserved love and to be happy. Writing to Historia, Eren erased the tiny royal insignia from the leather pouch of the pigeons leg that would carry his note to Historia. With a little bit of magic on her end, the tiny two inch, by half an inch note would grow to a full standard page. He'd explained everything in it. From the clutch, to being Levi's public lover and then to the compatibility spell. Fuck, he missed her, and Ymir. He missed playing in his dragon form, and chasing those stupid boulders over the hills. More and more people were learning he was a dragon, which meant those less than desirable were bound to find out too. It was even more important that he didn't make any grand shows of his lineage or with his magic, lest he find himself chopped up into tiny pieces... Draecia was now feeling more and more like a dream, and longed to return. Trying his hardest to forget he'd written to Historia, the next few days were spent entertaining Zeke until they left. There were a great number of things he got to see as he walked at Levi's side, but the worst experience was their trip to the theatre. He'd never been to one before, so hadn't expected it to be so boring. The story was weird, jumping all over the place, with random singing that sent him to sleep. He'd been so excited for it, only to fall asleep against Levi. His boyfriend scaring the crap out of him as he shook him awake. It'd been months since he'd had a nightmare about his mother's death, and now he'd had three in the space of 4 nights... none of which were appreciated, and all of which left his magic sparkling in his fingers as he tried to save his mother from her death. Not even having Levi by his side calmed him down, which was unusual. Historia's reply hadn't come until after Zeke and his party had left for Marley. The pigeon landing on the window ledge of the commander's room and cooing until Eren climbed out of bed to let it in. Returning to bed, Levi shuffled closer. His boyfriend nuzzling into his lap as he sleepy wrapped an arm around his waist, while Eren unfurled the small reply, before his heart dropped and his stomach flipped. He had no idea how to deal with the contents of the letter, and could only pray that no one in Zeke's party had intercepted it before he'd had the chance to read it. If Historia was to be believed, he needed to seek Erwin out immediately, for Armin was in danger from outside forces. Well, all of them always were, but that's what the magic reading had said, and Historia would know best. She'd preformed the reading hundreds of times for her and Ymir "Mmm, Eren? Everything ok?" He couldn't just up and leave with Levi cuddled into him "Yeah. It's ok. Go back to sleep" "' smell worried" "I'm fine. Get some more sleep" "'k" Stroking Levi's hair, Eren felt bad over hiding the contents of the letter from his boyfriend, but as it contained information about the curse, he couldn't just show him the slip of paper. Historia was worried that the clutch had come so many weeks before his heat, and felt it was most likely because the spell hadn't worked the way they wanted. He wouldn't know for sure until Levi's rut hit, but she did warn him to be prepared for the worst. He didn't know how he'd deal with everything if the spell didn't hold. He didn't know how to tell Levi he'd done something incredibly desperate and ruined everything for them. He could only pray that it was because he was mostly human that that was why his heat hadn't come. The teen didn't have a chance to speak to Erwin until after breakfast. Slipping the note into Erwin's hand while at breakfast had been an quiet feat. The alpha somewhat perplexed as to why Eren's hand was resting on his leg, until he finally looked down to see the paper. Taking the note, Erwin pocketed it. Eren's heart was racing the whole time, even after he saw that Erwin was making no move to open it. God. It was all so much more complicated than he'd ever imagined it could be. When breakfast ended, Erwin excused himself, only to return a few moments later to ask for Eren's "help". Following the man out the dining room, he was shown into a small office of sorts, his nerves starting to betray his new "there's absolutely nothing wrong with me attitude", especially when Erwin produced the note and waved it in his face "What is this?" "What does it look like?" "Don't test me Eren" "I'm not aiming to. I wasn't going to contact her, but with the clutch and the weird reading..." "You stole my hair?!" "I didn't steal anything. Armin found them on the chair. He's been in love with you, since before I returned. I was trying to be a good friend" "A good friend..." "Yes! God. Do you think I knew you two were related?! Let alone..." Erwin shoved his hand over his mouth "This can't be true. I would know if I had a brother" Raising his right hand, Eren pulled Erwin's hand off his mouth "But would you? Really? Because as far as I remember, it was common practice to send children away to be raised as commoners, where they were safe" Erwin glared at him coldly "The royal advisors never mentioned anything" "It's not my fault. I didn't know either" "Does anyone know about this?!" "What? No. I told Historia I did a test between two friends using their hair and got that result. She doesn't know it was you" "Right..." "I'm serious here. He is my best friend. We grew up together. He's more like a brother than a friend... and he's in love with you" "I don't give a fuck. Did you tell Levi?" "What?" "Don't play stupid with me. Did you tell him?!" "No! Why would I? I didn't know what to do, and I could hardly show him that letter. He has more than enough to worry about" "About your failed spell. I knew..." "You knew what? That I wasn't trust worthy. That's what you're thinking, isn't it? I know better than to run around spreading state secrets, especially with the way things are. So no. You're the only one who's read that, other than me. Armin is your little brother. I don't know if it was by magic, or whatever, but I can't change that" "You're not to tell him. I command you not to tell anyone about the contents of this letter" Eren growled "Stop with the fucking commands! Whenever you're scared, that's what you default to and I'm sick of it" "Know your place..." "My place?! Ha! You and Levi both decided my place needed to be made fucking public, when I was more than happy in the shadows. I've been following your charade and do you know how much pain you've caused Levi!? His whole life is dictated as playing the prince you're too much of a coward to be" "Shut your mouth" "No. I'm doing everything I can for Levi, and all I ask is that you keep Armin close and safe" "What you're doing is hardly good enough" Slapping Erwin, Eren's eyes widened at his own actions. The alpha looked murderous "I... I'm sorry" Pushing past Erwin, Eren ran. He couldn't believe he'd lost his temper, but at the same time, this was Armin's life. His best friend... he'd never thought his reading would turn out like this. He never would have done anything if he'd suspected... how could he have suspected? It wasn't like every blond person in existence was related, and Armin's parents were supposed to have been adventurers who's hot air balloon had crashed. That was why he'd grown up with his grandfather. Had Grandpa Arlert know? And had Armin's mother really been his mother? With magic, a whole new person could be brought forth in the womb of another. Maybe the woman herself hadn't known? But no. Semen and blood were needed... as were highly trained mages. He couldn't fucking breathe. Blind to where he was running, he crashed right into Levi "Eren!" Starting to cough, he half collapsed into his alpha's arms "Eren, what's wrong? Is it your lungs?" Nodding, he felt miserable for lying. Especially when Levi lifted him "You're ok. We'll get you down to the kitchen and get the kettle steaming" Nodding, his lungs continued to protest oxygen. Levi kept him on his lap as Eren breathed in the kettle steam. When the towel was removed, he collapsed back against the man "Eren?" "Better. I panicked, and couldn't breathe" That bit was true "I noticed. Do you know what set it off?" "Yeah, but it's ok. I'm sorry for making a scene" "No. Your lungs aren't your fault... as long as your ok now" Why did Levi have to be so kind? "I'm ok... just a little sleepy" "We'll be leaving soon, do you want to head back home a little earlier?" Eren shook his head, coughing lightly as he curled further into Levi. He had to be ok. He'd had a shock, but he'd covered it with a few carefully constructed words "No. Don't cut your visit short because of me" "We've fulfilled our duties, and honestly, I miss the cleanliness of the castle" "Trust you to miss that. I bet what you really miss is your tea" "You can't be too ill if you can tease me like that" "I'm just sleepy" "I noticed you've been having nightmares" Of course he had... "It's fine. They're old dreams of my mother. I don't know why I've dreamt so much of her of late" "Do you know where she's buried?" "Probably in one of the pit graves of Shinganshima..." It hurt to think of how many people were just piled into them to prevent disease spreading. Each and every one of them deserved a proper funeral, but it wasn't possible. In some cases, who families had been wiped out, so even if there had been a funeral, there was no one left to identify them or to grieve for them "I'm sorry" "It is what it is. I think I just need to take a nap" "I'll come with you. I know these small episodes take a lot out of you" "I'll be fine on my own. Make sure everything here is truly fine before we leave. It'll mean less paper work" Levi nuzzled into his hair, sighing softly as he did "Trust you to be thinking of the kingdom. At least let me take you back to our room" "I'll be fine" "This is for my sake. I can't concentrate if I don't know for sure" Why couldn't he have crashed into someone else?! Not Levi... almost anyone but Levi would have been better than this "Fine, but you need to go to work" "I will" After that, they'd left earlier than scheduled. Erwin was avoiding him, and refused to meet his eye, while Armin was confused as to why he was coming home in the royal carriage with the three of them. On the way back to the castle, Eren practiced locking down his emotions. He went about all his new duties as gracefully as he could, though more than once his mask nearly slipped. He was an unknown element in the lives of those in Eldia. The Prince they so looked up to, was now walking around and sleeping with a scaly freak. Despite how widely he smiled, or how loudly he laughed, most of the population really wasn't sure about him. By the time they reached the castle, he'd hit his limit. Excusing himself and Armin, he dragged his best friend off to his tower, only to find it ransacked. Most likely by a master or two who were still loyal to Marley. Armin insisted they needed to tell the prince out of concern for Eren's safety, yet how could he go running to Levi over something so minor? He'd take one look at the destruction and know straight away that the perpetrator was looking for his clutch. Eren was so fucking tired of conflict. He just wanted Eldia safe. Lying and promising to tell the prince later, he and Armin then spent most of the day cleaning through the tower. The worst of the damage was in his bedroom, though he was lucky they hadn't stolen the gifts Levi had gifted him in Draecia. Well, gifted him after they'd returned from Draecia. Somehow they'd survived everything, and now we're hiding in a small alcove behind the picture frame that hung above his fireplace. Everything Levi gave him was his most precious of possessions, including his tower. If his boyfriend thought he was leaving his safe space, he had another thing coming. Once the tower was clean, Eren cooked a small dinner for himself and Armin, before the pair of them showered and headed up to bed. He didn't even think to lock the door, which lead to a very awkward wake up when Levi found him in bed with Armin. He didn't know who was louder, Levi as he demanded to know what was going on, or, Armin when promptly screamed at the sight of Levi at the end of the bed. Dobbed in by his best friend, Armin had explained how they'd spent the day cleaning the tower after finding it trashed, then both passed out from exhaustion. Never would Eren have guessed Levi would calmly accept Armin's words, then decide he was joining them. That was how Eren found himself sandwiched between Levi and Armin. Armin kind enough to sleep on his back so Eren could cuddle into his, they never would have fitted otherwise. Despite the awkwardness and way Armin was trying not to laugh out of nerves, Eren fell asleep between the pair.
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His Dog, Warming Their Hearts--Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler (Undertaker) fic for Christmas 2019 (full fic!)
Fic Title: His Dog, Warming Their Hearts
Synopsis: Not every stray finds a home at Christmas, but puppy Sebastian just might.
Fic:
Whimpering. High-pitched, timid, and pitiful.
For a moment, Undertaker wondered if one of his guests was still here. It wasn’t like him to forget, but maybe one of the coffins was still filled, its inhabitant clawing at the lid to get out, for just one last taste of life. That would make for an interesting tale, he smirked to himself: one of the dead, not yet at the funeral, trying to escape its eternal rest.
Despite the presiding theme of the shop, the noise was made by something alive.
Shivering in one of the empty, open coffins against the wall was an animal. A very small animal, that is. Its black fur was matted and dirty, the look in its brown eyes shivering more than the rest of it, but defiant still.
A puppy.
“Now what would a thing like you doing here in my parlor?” Undertaker asked, crouching down beside it, offering a long-nailed finger for it to sniff.
The puppy did so, cautiously as it could, though fear still gleamed in its eyes—the black robes, unnaturally long, grey hair, which more often than not covered his eyes, and the stitch-like scars weaving their way across his skin, not to mention the usually twisted smiles on his face, were enough to make anyone a little uneasy. The animal, however, seemed to come to the same conclusion that most people did; Undertaker was an odd fellow, but wouldn’t go so far as cruel.
“If it’s a nice funeral you’re looking for,” amusement lined his words as he circled his finger in the air to reference the shop, “you’ve come to the right place.” He sat down beside it. “That one there,” he knocked on the puppy’s current sanctuary, making it shy away, “is made from a very rare wood. I’d need a first-rate laugh for it. Though, I do admit,” he gave that signature, high-pitched laugh, more like a twitch at the corner of his mouth, “it might be a bit large for you.”
The puppy only shivered, neither caring, nor understanding his sense of humor. Though few could tell when he was joking, and most found their faces in a constant awkward grimace around him.
Undertaker sat up and frowned, his too-green gaze flicking to the door to his shop, which was open, just enough to let the cold—(not that one can feel the cold when they’ve been dead for centuries)—and apparently other things, in.
“Must’ve been me last customer,” he reasoned softly, “Fellow lost his son. And so close to Christmas too. A shame, really.” He shook his head. “Told me he was a nice boy.” He smirked. “They all say that, though. ‘Nice’ doesn’t last forever, you know.”
Undertaker paused, looked at the pitiful creature, putting a robe sleeve to his chin, “If you’ve not come for business,” he returned to the subject, “you’d best be on your way. I’m not particularly fond of tending the living, ya see.” He held up a finger. “Too much on the upkeep.”
He stood back up and strode over the door, holding it open. A gust of wind tossed his hair. The animal wouldn’t budge.
“Well, if you’d rather have a bit of fun,” his grin became more maniacal, and he held his nails in front of his face, “that can be arranged.”
The puppy seemed to get the idea, and gave a yelp, pattering over to hide on the other side of the coffin.
“That’s what I thought.” He inclined his head to the door.
Still, it wouldn’t oblige.
Undertaker sighed, putting his hand on his forehead. “You are a stubborn fellow aren’t you?”
Despite it not leaving, he headed into the back of his shop, where all things deemed not-fit-for-the-eyes-of-the-living occurred. He left the door to outside open a crack, hoping it would get out with nothing else getting in in the meantime.
Laying on the slab in the back was a boy, no older than fourteen, his skin pale and waxy, his limbs stiff in his clothes, a boyhood smirk still on his face. If Undertaker had been alive he may have worried about catching the fever that killed him. But being dead, he ran his hand gently along the boy’s arm. “Better this way.” He murmured. “At least now he can be a child forever.”
There was the sound of little claws on wood; the puppy had followed him, and was peering from behind the curtain that divided the sections of the shop.
Undertaker lifted his head “Persistent, aren’t you?”
“Are you forgetting that there are many things I could do that might just make you rethink your decision to stay?”
He held a bunch of tools from the table between his fingers like a magician, giving that creepy grin as the blades glinted in the candlelight.
The big, fearful brown eyes reflected the metal.
Undertaker rolled his eyes, setting them back down. He didn’t have any intention of hurting the thing, still it’s presence was a bit of a nuisance, and scaring it could prove for a good laugh.
He sighed. “Well, if you if you insist on staying—” He picked up a skull from the corner of the room, poked his head out from behind the curtain and threw it at the door, shutting it. Then he strode over to a shelf where he kept little ‘souvenirs’ from his guests, and dragged down an old, moth-eaten coat—(the poor man’s wife could barely contain her tears)—and made a little nest against the wall.
“Can’t have you interrupting my work, now,” he wagged his finger as the thing stumbled over to the makeshift bed, before mocking, “Would you like any refreshments, my lord?”
It curled up in the coat, it’s tail beginning to wag.
“Don’t be forming any attachments to me, now. It’s off to the pound soon as I get a decent break.”
The puppy lowered its head and stopped wagging its tail.
After working for a while he turned to see it was fast asleep.
He smirked. “Poor thing doesn’t even know what’s good for it.”
Once finished with his present task, he put his tools away, blew out the candles, and attempted to escape, when the creature appeared at the door again, as if it had a sixth sense about things about to leave it.
He chuckled low, grabbing his hat off a nearby coffin, and held the door open wide, letting a flurry in, gesturing for it to leave.
Those eyes looked up at him unknowingly. The ex-reaper clicked his teeth and flung open the door, gliding out through it.
The patter of little paws sounded against the floorboards, it squeezed its little body through the gap as the door closed, landing on its bum in the snow, shaking the flakes off its floppy ears.
“I don’t suppose you plan on following me all day?”
The puppy tilted his head to the side, wagging its tail a little.
Snow crunched beneath his boots, the puppy running circles and zigzags around him as he walked, leaving little pawprints in the snow around his own steps.
It smelled like Christmas; the cold always has a sort of smell, but the food stalls nearby added gingerbread and peppermint aromas to the winter air, the sweet sent of pine drifting about, as the Christmas trees made the world a museum for their decorated corpses.
Kids ran about in fluffy hats and scarves throwing snowballs and making angels. One bumped into Undertaker, and ran away fearfully, nearly bursting into tears when he picked her up and put her back on her feet saying, “You be careful now, we wouldn’t want a pretty thing like you hitting her head.”
He was examining a snowman they made when he noticed a familiar face across the street.
It would have been easy to just walk up to him, to say ‘hello, good afternoon, sir’ but if he had done that he wouldn’t have been Undertaker.
No, instead of acting like normal person, he darted behind the nearest decorative poinsettia, and proceeded jump from bush to bush—(the puppy wagging its tail inquisitively at him, wondering what sort of game this was)—until he was right beside him. Then he snuck up and whispered in his ear, “Penny for your thoughts, my lord?”
Most people would have screamed, grabbed the nearest available weapon and proceeded to whack him over the head with it, but this man was not normal himself. Instead his face broke into a smile.
“Undertaker,” he tipped his hat to him, “It’s good to see you.”
“Vincent Phantomhive.” He twirled his hat off his head, bowing too low, “Now what’s a rich fellow like you doing coming down from his castle?”
He rolled his eyes. “I’m ashamed to say I haven’t quite finished my Christmas shopping.” He held up a bag which was allegedly full of Christmas gifts. “Rachel would be furious if she found out I was finishing up days before Christmas.”
“You willing to pay for my silence?” Undertaker sidled up beside his friend.
Vincent shoved him back. “You willing to do something nice for a friend?”
“Oh so we’re friends?”
Vincent scoffed, about to say something, when he stopped to look up at the sign on the shop beside him.
“She mentioned there was a brooch she wanted—Oh!”
When they’d stopped the puppy was able to catch up, and had made its presence known by pouncing on a loose lace of the earl’s shoes. “And who might this fellow be?”
“Just a beggar who wandered in to my parlor earlier today.”
Vincent smiled and crouched down to rub its chin. “He—is it a he?—is rather friendly, isn’t he?” he scratched behind its ears, and the puppy ate up the attention like a decadent chocolate cake. “Does he belong to someone?”
“More likely the product of a few strays. And people can’t resist a cute face—You wouldn’t know anything about that now would you? Probably fed him and made him grow accustomed to people.”
Vincent waved him off.
“Well don’t get too attached to this one, I was just on my way to take it to the pound.”
“Oh must you?” the puppy’s tongue was hanging out, his little tail whirring like an engine. “I’ve heard the kinds of things they do to dogs there. A little thing like him wouldn’t last a week.”
“You can dispense with fellow human beings with ease, but a Heaven forbid a cute puppy meet the same fate.”
Vincent glared at him.
“No you’re right,” Undertaker added sardonically, “why I don’t just open my parlor to every stray that walks in?”
“You know that’s not what I’m suggesting.”
“Then what other options are there? Turning him back out to the street isn’t much kinder.”
Vincent set down his bag and picked up the dog, who proceeded to lick his face. “You know, Rachel and I have been talking about getting a dog. For the twins. You know, like a guard dog.”
“You think Licky over here is a good candidate for guarding your home? I thought you noblemen were all about the purebreds.”
“What’s that saying about teaching dogs tricks? He’s young, with a little love and perseverance I’m sure he can be taught.”
“You do realize it could carry all sorts of…unsightly maladies.” He grinned like that would be fun to see.
“Well, I do think it would be much more lethargic if it were sick, don’t you?”
Undertaker shrugged. “Some things that are sick don’t show it till the whole house has it.”
Vincent frowned, looking at it more critically. “There’s a veterinarian around here, isn’t there? We could have it checked out.”
“We?”
“You.”
“Excuse me?”
“Well it won’t be a surprise Christmas present if I bring it home tonight, now will it?”
Undertaker put his head in his palm. “Even if he was willing to do that—which, I’m not—Would your wife would be alright with you bringing in a stray?”
“Oh she loves dogs. And, well we don’t have to tell her he’s a stray, do we? We can get him checked out, clean him up, feed him. No one will ever know the difference once he’s all dressed up.”
“What a tangled web you weave, dear Earl.”
“I just think he would be a lovely Christmas present, that’s all.” he held out the puppy—which looked like he was about to explode with joy—as if admiring a fine work of art.
Undertaker stared at the puppy with something akin to a grimace.
“You will take care of him in the meantime, won’t you?”
Undertaker stood there with his mouth half open.
“I assure you, you’ll be compensated most generously for your troubles.”
“You must have multiple first-rate laughs up your sleeve if you think I’ll agree to this.”
Vincent nodded, grinning. “You know I always deliver. …So it’s decided, you’ll bring him around, all cleaned up, checked out, and fed on Christmas.”
Undertaker stared at the puppy. “This sure is a lot of work for a mutt.”
“For the smile it’ll bring to the twins’ faces? It’s worth it.”
*****
This wasn’t normal.
It wasn’t normal for Undertaker to take care of living things; when he had said he wasn’t in the business of doing so, it was meant to be a rule, not just a nice notion.
Each time he had to remember to feed it, to clean up after it, he wondered if Vincent had paid enough.
It also wasn’t normal to drive a hearse to something other than a graveyard or church, much less to carry something living.
And lastly, it wasn’t normal for him to make house calls, much less to take the aforementioned living thing to a friend on Christmas evening.
Undertaker arrived at the manor, stepping down from the hearse to retrieve the puppy from the back.
It—he—was much happier now; over the past few days, Undertaker had cleaned him up, bought or made him food, and today had tied a red bow around his neck, just for flair.
“What do you think, little one?” he asked, as he opened the back, throwing the puppy a dog biscuit from the container he was carrying—he baked a batch earlier—which he jumped up and caught, chowing down happily. He wagged his tail, glancing eagerly from the house to the Undertaker.
“You’re lucky,” Undertaker mentioned, biting off a piece of dog biscuit himself, leaning against the side of the hearse, “Not every stray finds a home at Christmas.”
After finishing the biscuit and setting down the container, he took off his hat and scooped the now clean and presentable puppy up into it, making his way up the path to the manor.
The snow was coming down more densely today, the wind attempting to brush the hair from his eyes—though didn’t matter if the wind and the white saw those green, green eyes.
Tanaka greeted him properly, then let him know his master would be with him shortly and went to collect the earl.
“Merry Christmas, Undertaker,” Vincent remarked, smiling as he walked down the stairs to the front door.
“Is it merry?” Undertaker asked.
“Is it not?”
“Well I have no doubt that it is, for you.” He chuckled, “But I also don’t doubt that I’ll still get customers today. All a matter of perspective.”
“I suppose so,” Vincent mused as he reached him, “Now, where is the little rascal?”
As if on cue, the creature popped its head out from inside the hat.
Vincent beamed at the sight of him, reaching out his hand to let him sniff his fingers—at which the puppy brightened, tried to jump out of the hat—then scratching gently beneath his chin.
“It’s wonderful to see you again, little one. You look so charming.”
“Why thank you,” Undertaker twirled a strand of his hair around his finger.
Vincent rolled his eyes. “Thank you for all you’ve done, really, I couldn’t have done this without you. …Please, come in!”
Vincent motioned for Undertaker to follow, guiding him through the house to the living room where his wife sat watching the twin boys play with their assortment new toys, barely old enough to walk, bumbling around at their mother’s feet.
“Ah, hello! And Merry Christmas!” Rachel exclaimed happily, getting up and curtseying.
Undertaker gave a little bow.
“Boys,” Vincent put his hands on his knees to speak to his sons, “this man has one last gift for you.”
One of them toddled up and clung to his father’s pant leg, staring up at Undertaker inquisitively, the other hid behind their mother, holding onto her dress, looking fearfully from the creepy-looking stranger to each of their parents.
Undertaker crouched down and held out the hat for them see the gift.
“Oh!” Rachel exclaimed softly, putting her hands on her face standing. Her face broke into a smile, giving a perfectly gratefully look from her husband to Undertaker, “A puppy! How wonderful! What’s his—is it a he?—name?”
Undertaker shrugged. “The name’s up to you, my lady.”
Rachel took the puppy out of the hat, who licked her nose, wagging his little tail.
“What do you think Vincent?”
“Hmm, we never got around to talking of names, did we?”
Rachel crouched down to show their sons their new pet.
“Look boys!”
The toddlers really had no idea what was going on, and looked at the creature apprehensively. One of them eagerly toddled up to pet it, while the other stayed a safe distance away, not leaving his mother’s side. The puppy licked the more adventurous boy’s hand, who giggled.
“What about you boys? Any ideas?”
The puppy got overzealous, knocked the shy one over, making him cry. She picked him up while Vincent held the dog and the other boy—who was now very interested in the creature—in each arm.
“He’ll need a strong name, don’t you think?”
“Certainly! Hmm…what about George? Edward?”
“Too…Well…Hmm…” Rachel mused, bouncing the shy boy, and petting the puppy between the ears, “I’ve always liked the name ‘Sebastian.’”
“What do you think boys? Do you like that name?”
The shy one sneezed.
“‘Sebastian’ it is!” He beamed at his family, before turning back to Undertaker, “Where are my manners? Please, Undertaker, stay for dinner!”
“Oh, I couldn’t possibly,” Undertaker began, putting his hat back on his head, and his hands in his sleeves, backing up. “Didn’t I tell you I’d be getting customers today? After all, Death doesn’t take the day off for Christmas.”
“Maybe not,” Vincent put an arm around his back guiding him into the room, smiling in the same creepy way Undertaker always did, making it clear ‘no’ was never in the word bank. “but you can.”
*****
P.S. Would any artists out there be willing to make some cover art for this fic? I’d really love some art of Undertaker and a puppy (or really any scene from this) in general, but I also would really love some fic-specific cover art!!
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Fic: False Flags Redux 5/13
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A/N: Hey everyone, thanks for sticking around. Chapter five is here. A massive thanks to @mulders-boyish-enthousiasm and @scully-loves-ruthie . Tagging @today-in-fic
P.S. I’m being bad this week by posting two chapters this week because I got the time still and things haven’t gotten too crazy yet. I’ve also added the AO3 link if you want it all in one place. Chapter six is on Friday.
5/13
Gosport Shipyard Portsmouth, Virginia March 7, 1862
Mulder and Scully had communicated with each via letter a few times now since their last in-person meeting. He started supplying her with simple things, such as orders and troop numbers, but there still had been nothing of great value except the letters itself. Their correspondence had grown more personal in nature, something he had not expected. He thought he was supposed to keep it impersonal. While he kept the sensitive information coded, like he had been taught, they begin to speak of familiar things...addressing each other in the letters simply as M. and S. She spoke of her hopes after the war, seeing her family again, maybe filing for divorce if she could find a valid reason, and what she loved and read. He spoke of his childhood, his fondness for books and mysteries, and his hopes for the war's end. In each other, without meaning to or realizing it, they had found a confident within each other and a growing trust. The trust seemed like it had been built over years, decades even, instead of a few short days. The sensation he had met her too before the dinner party was growing in the back of his mind as well.
Since he had reported for duty that past Monday, the CSS Virginia still remained in dry dock and he was still in his barracks. He opened his most recent letter she had written him and read it carefully to his self. He was the only one in the barracks at the moment. The rest of the officers had gone to a local tavern to enjoy themselves that evening. He jumped when he heard someone knocking lightly on the door. Nervously, he tucked the folded letter under the pillow, got up and opened it a crack and when he saw Scully wearing a cloak with the hood drawn. He instinctively grabbed her hand and pulled her into the barracks, god forbid anyone sees her.
“Scully,” he hissed, grabbing her arm, “what the hell are you doing here? Coming in the middle of the night? I thought we both agreed that we would never meet in person like this.”
“I needed to come, Mulder,” she retorted, ignoring his anger and stepping past him. “It couldn't wait.”
“Why?” he asked desperately. He shut teh door. “We both agreed not to meet if this arrangement was to work.”
She took the opportunity to glance around the barracks. “Is this where you stay?”
“When I'm not on the ship? Yes. But that still doesn't answer my question. Stop changing the subject”
“Which one is your cot?”
He pointed towards his bed absently and shook his head. “Scully! Quit distracting me.”
She took a moment to pull back the blankets, inspect his shell jacket, his officer saber, his kepi, and his personal effects, noting the lack of pictures. She kept running her fingers over his things with such familiarity. Mulder ran his own fingers through his hair, clearly flustered. “I'm sorry,” she said softly. “I had a dream the other night. I needed to reassure myself of your well being.”
“What dream?”
“I dreamed you had died. I saw you die and there was nothing I could do about it.”
“Since when do you care about my well being?” His voice softened. “I'm no one, remember. Just a soldier. I'm just convenient to your cause.”
“You aren't just a soldier,” she spat. “And it’s our cause, Mulder. Are we safe here?”
“For a bit, yes. Scully, why are you here? Do you know the danger that you are putting yourself in? I would die if something happened to you because of me.”
“I'm sorry,” she said softly again. She relaxed and looked at him finally. “But that dream was horrible. And it seemed so real, like a memory.”
“Nothing's happened to me,” he soothed. “I'm right here. Nothing's happened.”
“No.” She took a deep breath. “It was from a different time. I don't know. Maybe it is my imagination lead astray. But I just needed to reassure myself of your well being. I needed to see you”
He gave a feeble smile. “I'm touched, Scully. I really am. But you need to go. I won't risk you putting yourself in danger anymore.”
“You sound so silly,” she chuckled softly. “I just feel like something is about to happen soon. A feeling. I just want you to be careful. The information that you have provided has been invaluable, but I still worry. I want us to continue working in the future.”
“As an asset or a friend?”
“Friend,” she answered quickly. “We're friends. I think.” She chuckled to herself. “Forgive me. I acted without thinking. Just promise me, Mulder, promise me you will be careful.”
He nodded slightly. “I promise.”
“You know,” she paused after a moment, “I wear my brooch every day since you've given it to me.”
“A bit quick to be rushing it, don't you think? And you, a married woman,” he teased.
Her lips quirked into a weak smile, recognizing his wit and the warmth of his concern. “I wanted...I wanted to give you something in return. That's another reason why I came.”
“Scully,” he admonished softly. “Please, you don't have to.”
“No, no. I just...” From her pocket, she withdrew a beautiful rosary and pressed it into his hand. He tried to give it back. “No. No. Keep it.” She pressed it into his hands. “Please, Mulder.”
He squeezed the warm beads and glanced down the intricate blue and silver rosary. “I can't take this.”
“You can and you will.” She clasped both of their hands together, the rosary nestled between it. “That morning you went to mass with me, it felt like everything changed. I know you don't prize religion but your openness of mind and heart was most welcoming. Most would cast it from their mind and my silly inclinations.”
“Having faith is not a silly inclination,” he said softly. “I was honored to go. I enjoyed your company very much but the sermon was a little dry.”
Scully giggled. For some reason, it felt right. He could not describe it, the feeling the ache that was welling in his chest. It was so deep. “For you, just this once,” he whispered. He instinctively tried to make light of this situation. “You know, this is the sort of token a girl should give to her dandy.”
“Well,” she replied after a moment, “maybe I have. Promise me you'll be safe, Mulder.”
“I will,” he promised.
They both could hear the drunken laughter of the other officers heading towards the barracks. “I better go,” she whispered, bowing her head.
He did not know why this stranger, this woman, elected this response from him. He felt like he had known her all his life. He bowed his head as well, resting their forehead against one another. “It will be okay, Scully. I promise.”
She gave a weak smile and nodded. “Be safe, Mulder, for me.”
“I promise.”
She broke away suddenly, drawing up her hood. She gave a sad smile and disappeared out the back door. He glanced down the rosary in his hands. Carefully he untangled the delicate symbol and placed it around his neck, hiding it under his shirt so no one would see it. She would always be close. He could not even begin to try and explain it. His friend. His partner.
. . . .
Elizabeth River Norfolk, Virginia March 8, 1862
Scully awoke to the sounds of cheering. She rushed outside, still wearing her dress from the night before, and saw the crowds. The home that she lived in had a lovely view of the Elizabeth River. She loved to sit in the window and watch the ships pass under the glow of the sunsets. But this morning, she saw her husband's ship and civilians lining the shore cheering them on. She also saw some of the officers and civilian workmen still aboard but she could hear the faint beating of a drum and hear her own husband's small voice yelling.
“Sailors, in a few minutes you will have the long looked opportunity of showing your devotion to our cause. Remember that you are about to strike for your country and your homes. The Confederacy expects every man to do his duty. Beat to quarters! The whole world is watching you today!”
Her eyes widened. She would have guessed this would be CSS Virginia's sea trials, but she knew how narcissistic her husband was. She had heard his speech. He intended to go straight into war.
. . . .
Coroner's Office Virginia Beach, Virginia December 15, 1998
Scully rolled her neck and snapped off her gloves, hearing her neck pop and crack. She gazed at the body she had just sliced and diced, silently bemoaning the report she still had to write and how badly her muscles were protesting. Scully had not slept the night before. Those dreams that had plagued her for the past couple nights had to continue, finding no respite. She tossed and turned, tried to read, watched tv. She ended up staying up talking to Mulder when she finally drifted off to sleep sometime around three am only to be promptly woken at six am.
She heard multiple footsteps squeaking along the well-polished floors of the coroner's office as she turned to gaze at the door. ASAC Benson came in, Mulder and Diana and some unnamed agent trailing behind him. Inwardly, she groaned, not ready to deal with Diana this early in the morning. “Agent Scully,” ASAC Benson greeted, “did you find anything?”
“Well,” she began, turning towards them. “I still have yet to write my report. But the victim was strangled, then stabbed postmortem. Sixteen stab wounds in all. I still have yet to hear back from the labs on any forensic evidence but I doubt if that is any help.”
“What were the other bodies like?” Benson asked.
“Tortured, shot in the chest, and finally in the head,” she recalled.
“And now he strangles?” Diana mused.
God, the sound of her voice, Scully groaned inwardly, like nails on the chalkboard. “Well, the guards were strangled,” she shrugged. “Maybe he's developed a taste for it. I don't know. This killing was done with precision and I did lift one of his fingerprints from her body, so we know it's him.”
“Agent Mulder,” the ASAC looked at her partner.
“Hm? I need time,” he murmured, looking at the body.
“Well, if anyone can do it, I'm sure you can, Fox.” Diana gave him a warm smile.
He glanced at her quickly before focusing back on the body. “Scully, did you find anything else? Anything helpful?” he asked her.
“No,” she said.
“Well,” Benson sighed, “it looks like we need to go to the public.”
“Draw him out?” Diana said. “Won't that make him run?”
“No,” Mulder sighed after a moment. “It will make him find more of a challenge in it. He's a narcissistic bastard. I would do it, but be vague. Just mention this murder.”
“Fowley, with me,” Benson said. “You can help on this.”
The other three left except Mulder who gave Scully a weak smile. She returned it and nodded towards the door. “Ever since you said something to Benson, I can't help find great pleasure that Diana has been regulated to his personal assistant. I suppose I should thank you?”
“She isn't that bad, Scully,” he said softly. “And I really do think she could help us with our problem.”
“Mulder, you know I don't trust her!”
“I know, that is why I haven't said anything to her,” he said, “and kind forced her off out of our hair. The last thing you need to freak out about that.”
Scully gave a small smile, her cheeks blushing. Small things like that were not rare for Mulder, even though he always had her interests at heart, he still made her blush. “Well, thank you nonetheless.”
He nodded towards the body. “I need to get back to the field office to work on my profile. Wanna tag along?”
“I have to finish up here,” she replied.
He nodded. “Wanna break for a late lunch later then? We can talk about your dreams last night.”
She nodded slightly. “That'd be nice.”
“You seem more grounded today,” he said as an afterthought.
“Hm. Maybe it is just the lack of caffeine or maybe it's the recent company.”
He smiled and gave her arm a quick squeeze before he left. She sighed again, glancing at the body and then frowning at the thought of writing that report.
. . . .
CSS Virginia Elizabeth River en route to Sewell's Point March 8, 1862
Mulder felt claustrophobic. The iron siding enclosing the ship made the world seem smaller. A young sailor glanced at him and chuckled softly. “Nervous, Lieutenant?”
“Just a wee bit,” he confessed.
“Why don't you go above deck and get yourself some air?”
He nodded despite himself and climbed above deck. The cold air was biting as he watched the coastline pass them by. A young naval officer smacked him on the back and smiled in greeting. “How you holding, army boy?”
“Hanging in there,” he nodded. “Marines are doing well.”
“Glad to hear it.” The young officer leaned against the railing. “Can you believe the captain? Today was supposed to be just sea trials but the eager bastard is hell-bent on confronting the Union blockade today.”
“Why, Evans?” Mulder blurted, despite himself. “I heard the onlookers when we left Portsmouth. 'Go on with your old metallic coffin!'”
“I'm sure we'll be fine. The Virginia will prove herself seaworthy. We'll go down in history that is for sure. Technology is changing, that's for sure.”
Mulder touched his chest briefly, feeling the rosary beneath his jacket. “We are just an experiment,” he muttered.
“Nothing can sink Old Ironsides!”
He chuckled. “Is that the captain or our ship?”
“The ship of course, but we might as well call the captain that, stubborn as he is,” Evans grinned.
They could hear the drum picking up as the Union blockade came into view. They saw the ships, the Union sailors white laundry hanging from the sails. “We better get below deck,” Evans muttered. “Where will you be during all this?”
“The top gun deck,” Mulder answered. “Marines can't do much while sailing but I do know my way around a cannon.”
“Good man,” Evans nodded. “Let's go get those Yankee bastards.”
They disappeared below deck, Mulder's chest growing heavier the doubt and anxiety. He did not want to fight his true country. He did not want to be here.
. . . .
Captain Buchanan stood in the pilot house with his helmsman. “There, Jones!” He pointed out the small port window excitedly towards the USS Cumberland, a Union frigate. “That's our first target. Here we make history, men!”
The executive officer nodded. “Aye, sir. Helmsman, full speed! Ensign Edwards, belay the order to open fire!”
“Aye, aye, sir!” the young ensign echoed and disappeared.
Captain Buchanan clapped his hands enthusiastically as he heard his ship's cannons began their first explosions. Here he was, making history! Everyone would remember him and his ship! He could see it now! President Davis would congratulate him personally. He would be made an admiral. Admiral of the Fleet. That had a nice ring to it, Admiral Buchanan.
“Sir!” the executive officer cried in alarm. “Sir! We need to break course!”
“No, full speed ahead! Ram that ship!”
The helmsman looked nervously at the other officer and he nodded grimly. “Full speed ahead then,” he said softly.
“Aye, aye, sir,” he mumbled as his shaking hands gripped the helm tighter.
The CSS Virginia rammed into the Cumberland's starboard side with guns blazing. In the excitement, the ironclad was almost unable to free itself, barely escaping its own fate of sinking with the doomed ship. The captain was ecstatic at his ships first victory! “Seaworthy indeed!” he bellowed. “Helmsman, take us to the James River. We'll confront those Yanks head on!”
. . . .
The cannon fire was deafening for Mulder. He could not think. He could not breathe. But still his body kept functioning. The ringing would not go away. He was covered in soot, his hands ached from helping load cannons. His voice was hoarse from shouting orders over the cannon fire. Briefly, he touched his chest, once again feeling the rosary. He was going to make it out of this. He had to.
. . . .
The CSS Virginia steamed along, finally reach Sewell's Point and the Union blockade. Unlike the Cumberland, the rest of the Union ships, they were ready.  They opened fired and the Virginia returned the lolly. The siege of the USS Congress for two whole hours, neither side giving in. But finally, the Congress surrendered herself. Then the Union batteries at Fort Monroe began to fire on ironclad.
. . . .
“Damn Yanks!” Captain Buchanan bellowed. He grabbed a rifle from a nearby marine and stormed up to the deck. “Fire on my ship will you? I'll show you!”
Among the cannon fire, Buchanan's rifle could be heard firing. A couple of marines joined him uselessly on deck, firing their own rifles. He ordered the marines to set the Congress aflame. Then a stray shell landed against the Virginia and shrapnel landed into his thigh. The marines quickly took their captain below deck.
“Damn it to hell!” he bellowed. “Jones, take the command! And someone fetch me that marine lieutenant! On the double!”
A young marine nodded quickly and went to find Mulder on the top gun deck, supervising his marines and the sailors. “Sir,” he said breathlessly, “the captain...the captain requests your presence.”
“Can't the damn fool see I'm busy?”
“Sir, he was wounded.”
“How bad?”
“I don't know. His thigh?”
Mulder rolled his eyes, leaving the gun deck and heading to the surgeon's quarters. He found Captain Buchanan snarling like an angry dog at the surgeon, who was more than annoyed. “Captain,” the doctor said, “I can't very well treat you if you don't sit still.”
“You won't be taking my leg, damn you!”
“I'm not taking your leg, for god's sake, man! Stop fussing like a child! It is just a flesh wound!”
“Sir,” Mulder interrupted, “you needed to see me?”
“Yes, yes,” he grunted. “You. You are to make sure  nothing happens to my wife, understand?”
“Sir?” What the hell was the captain going on about?
“You keep an eye on her, you hear?”
“Jesus, you aren't dying!” The surgeon yelled.
“Promise me, lieutenant.”
“Why me?”
“Because you're her pet. I don't know! Jesus, get that saw away from me, you devil!”
The surgeon threw his hands up in surrender and when to get a bottle of whiskey. “Drink,” he ordered, fisting the bottle towards him.
“Lieutenant, promise me!” Captain Buchanan yelled.
“Aye, aye, sir,” he said hesitantly.
. . . .
FBI Field Office Norfolk, Virginia December 15, 1998
His phone was ringing. Mulder blinked himself out of a daze and shifted the files in front of him uselessly trying to find his phone. His ears were ringing like a loud explosion had just gone off next to him. He shook his head, trying to clear it. But the ringing. His phone.
“Mulder.”
“Mulder, it's me.”
“Scully,” he said softly. “Everything okay?”
“Everything's fine.”
“Everything?”
“Everything, me included. I can't make that late lunch. Something else here came up with the victim.”
“That's okay. Do you want me to swing by and pick you up when you're done?”
“No. Just go back to the hotel. I don't know how long this will take.”
“Okay. Scully, call me if you need anything.”
“I'm fine, Mulder. I promise.”
He rubbed his chest, an itching sensation near his heart. “Okay, well just let me know. I'll see you later tonight.”
“Count on it.”
She hung up and he buried his face in his hands. His profile was at a standstill and his mind elsewhere.
. . . .
CSS Virginia James River, Virginia March 9, 1862
In a hammock, Mulder fingered the rosary he wore, the day replaying itself in his mind. The battle was still fresh and it kept replaying itself over and over. He could hear the cannon fire. He gazed at his right hand as it shook slightly. He had experienced battles before. But something about naval warfare, being stuck on a ship, being unable to run anywhere. He felt trapped.
But now it was quiet and he had time to reflect.
Scully. Why did his thoughts keep drifting to her? The familiar ache in his chest came back as he continued to fiddle with the rosary around his neck. Did she have prophetic dreams? Was she a seer? Mulder rubbed his face, trying to erase the thoughts and drowsiness he felt. He had been having weird dreams lately, ever since he met her. Dreams of a different time, different places. She was always there. Like two halves. But he was brought out of his daydreaming by shouting.
“What is going on?” he called.
“Damn yanks! The got their own iron ship!” one of his marines yelled.
He quickly went to the top deck, rifle in hand with a handful of marines. Below he could hear the cannons firing, the shells uselessly bouncing off the rotating turret. He had never seen anything like it. He thought the ironclad was an amazing technological feat, this tiny little ironclad (which paled in contrast to CSS Virginia) and its rotating turret. “Look for a target,” he yelled to his men.
It was a useless feat. They could find no targets.
. . . .
For two hours the ships fired uselessly at each until the Confederate vessel ceased fire all together as they ran low on gunpowder. Lieutenant Jones, the executive officer and now captain, had to think of something. He ordered the ship into line. He was going to ram the Monitor. But the tiny little union ironclad was able to maneuver away before there could be any impact. Time elapsed. Jones needed to leave, replenish the stores and repair the vessel. No one had won that battle.
. . . .
Gosport Shipyard Portsmouth, Virginia March 9, 1862
Mulder was glad to be back on land. Experiencing another naval battle was not something he desired to do again. As soon as they were back on land, the captain had been whisked away for medical attention. The shipyard works set about repairing the vessel's damage. The marines and sailor returned to their barracks for some much-needed rest. It was near midnight when a field medic came for him.
“What's this all about,” Mulder murmured.
“The captain wants to talk to you.”
“Why?”
“I'm just following orders, sir.”
Mulder grumbled as he pulled on his jacket and followed the young medic to the infirmary. He saw his captain in the lamplight, sitting in bed pensively. His wrinkled face was frumpish. Mulder ran his fingers through his hair in a last minuted attempt to look decent. “Sir,” he called softly. “You desired to speak to me?”
The captain trained his gaze at the lieutenant. “What was your name again, soldier?”
“Mulder, sir,” he said.
“Mulder,” Captain Buchanan repeated softly. “I said some things on the ship.”
“Yes, sir.”
“I made a request to you.”
“Yes, sir.”
“I understand the peculiar nature of the request,” he said, lingering over the word 'peculiar' as it rolled off his tongue.
“I remember.”
“You are an honorable man, aren't you, lieutenant?”
“Sir?”
“Do you have a wife at home?”
“I'm a widower,” Mulder replied uneasily, wondering where the conversation was going. “My wife died in childbirth about seven years back.”
“You're a father then.”
“Would have been. My daughter died as well in childbirth.”
Captain Buchanan shook his head. “I have nine myself, from my first wife. She passed unexpectedly. Dana...I wish she would bear a child but it seems there is something wrong with her. We've seen doctors and all assure me she is perfectly normal.” He waved his hand dismissively. “Anyways, they are going to send me to Richmond for a time as I heal from this. Then elsewhere” He waved uselessly at his wounded thigh.  “Doctor says a change of environment will do me good.”
Mulder felt his heart stop. What about the whole mission?
“But,” Captain Buchanan droned on, “Dana is to remain here. However, I need someone to hold her accountable.”
“She is more than capable herself, sir.”
“Nonsense. Her head is in the clouds. She just needs a bit of moral guidance. Which,” he said, gazing at Mulder, “where I desire your help.”
“Help, sir?”
“Dana needs a firm hand. A male guardian to look after her interests. You are the one who is going to do that while I am away. I’m transferring you to the war office in Norfolk. I believe your background before that was in stragey and planning battles?”
“Yes, sir, but e?”
“I need to go elsewhere to recover from my wound. Then there are some damn grand plans for me.” Captain Buchanan waved his hands and glanced at Mulder in thought. “You were a husband once. You know what is expected of a wife. Their place is in the home. Her head is in the clouds and her nose buried in books. You're a marine too. Maybe you can straighten her out with that discipline.”
He bit his lip to keep from replying.
“Regardless, I am changing your orders. You'll be stationed here and check in on my wife periodically while I recover.”
“Sir? Can you actually do that?”
“I can do what I damn well please. After the other day, I'm a hero. Do you understand your new orders?”
“Yes, sir.”
He nodded. “Dismissed.”
Mulder briefly shot to attention and left, unable to believe his luck. What were the odds. He was already composing his next message. 'S.- You will never believe the odds...'
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From Upon the Golden Thrones
Episode 12: The Christmas Ball
      Lucy grinned from the windowsill as a thick blanket of snow covered the land. The fireplace in the corner crackled, radiating a cozy warmth throughout the room. There was just something so comforting about the holiday season and everything to do with it. As Christmas grew nearer, the youngest queen's excitement multiplied. She was determined to make this Christmas the best that Narnia had ever seen, especially since for many, it was their first real Christmas. As such, she went to great lengths to ensure everything would be perfect. Massive evergreens filled the castle, decorated with garlands and candles and poinsettias galore. Wreaths hung from every door, the hallways lined with plush red carpets, and every room smelled of cinnamon. Just like Christmas in Finchley.
     For many, however, this was a very foreign Christmas. Eilonwy's head spun with all the strange new traditions the Pevensies implemented. Truthfully, she wasn't sure how fond she was of them. As she trudged into Parliament that morning, she was quickly overcome with the sickening hunch that this was only the beginning.       "I have a proposal" Susan announced, rising from her seat. A knitted shawl embraced her shoulders, a style she seemed to frequent lately as the temperatures continued to drop. Eilonwy's eyes locked on the antique brooch fastened at her collar, an overwhelming disdain washing over her. She recognized it immediately: her mother's amber pin. Deep down, the huntress knew she would never have made any use of it but the thought of someone else doing just that boiled her blood. She wanted to reach out and rip out straight off of her.       Completely oblivious to his friend's internal monologue, Peter nodded in the queen's direction and prompted her to speak.       "I've been looking over Narnia's previous Christmas protocol" she began, "and I've decided it would be in our best interest to rework Christmas day entirely. I say we replace the annual game hunt with something a little less...dare I say, violent?"       Eilonwy's jaw dropped. "Replace the game hunt? That's absurd! What do you expect t eat for Christmas dinner then? Narnian tradition dictates that the royal family embark on Christmas morning to peg a slew of game for feast. You can't possibly change that!" Her face turned redder the longer she spoke, fists clenched at her sides.       "Well then perhaps we ought to to reevaluate Christmas dinner, as well" Susan suggested. "I certainly wouldn't mind changing the menu. Would you, Peter?"       The High King stood tensely at the head of the table, eyes shifting between both women. He hated seeing his sister and beloved argue, and was smart enough to know choosing sides was a dangerous game. If he disappointed Susan, the unity of the tetrarchy could crumble. If he disappointed Eilonwy, something much more elusive was at stake.       "Well, I mean....Susan, what did you have in mind?" he asked cautiously. A proud grin spread upon the gentle's face.       "Instead of game, maybe we could hold a potluck in which every guest brings a dish native to their country or--" she began but Peter quickly interrupted.       "No, I mean to replace the hunt" he said.       "Wait, I want to hear about the food" Edmund interjected. Susan cast a soft smile to him and replied that they could discuss it later.       "Rather than a hunt, I say we do something special, like a gift exchange of sorts" the gentle suggested.       "Like a Secret Santa!" Lucy interrupted, nearly leaping out of her seat.       "Wait, what's a Secret Santa?" Eilonwy asked in confusion. Never had she heard such a strange phrase before. It must've been an British thing-- certainly it was no tradition of Narnia.       "It's this gift exchange thing where people draw names at random and surprise that person with a gift on Christmas" Edmund explained.       Eilonwy cocked a brow, trying to comprehend the explanation, before replying, "But is that not already implied? Exchanging gifts has always been embedded into Christmas."       "The Secret Santa is more of a social event than a simple tradition, Eilonwy" Susan explained. "And I think it's a wonderful idea."       "But is that not already the whole point of Christmas in the first place? I don't think it's entirely necessary to replace an age-old tradition with something that's already there" Eilonwy argued. "I don't see why we have to change everything about Christmas day. You wake up, eat breakfast, open your presents, and then you go hunting. That's the way it's always been and that's the way it ought to stay."       "I think the Secret Santa is a great idea" Peter chimed in. Eilonwy's eyes widened as she glared back at him incredulously.       "You what?" she exclaimed.       "I think a Secret Santa is a great idea. Really in the Christmas spirit, Lu" he commented. The valiant grinned triumphantly. With a groan, Eilonwy slammed her head on the table and sprawled her arms out in front of her. This is nowhere near what she had hoped for.       "It's okay, Eilonwy. You don't have to participate if you don't want to" Lucy assured her.       "Oh, no, Eilonwy's going to participate" Peter demanded, dismissing the rest of the council.       "Wait, what? You can't force me to be a part of something I want no involvement in" she protested, but Peter refused to hear it. In the back of his mind, he already had the perfect plan and he wasn't going to let Eilonwy back out so easily.       The small group gathered at the head of the table with quills and slips of parchment, scribbling their names and tossing them into a large, golden bowl previously occupied by hand-painted pine cones (courtesy of Susan and Lucy, of course). Professor Arcadian stirred the ballots, eyeing everyone cynically as they waited and mumbling something dryly about how "It's nothing but a simple task of probability, not a matinee drama. Don't look so eager." But they were eager, Peter most of all. One by one, everyone stepped forward to draw a name.       "Don't let anyone know who you received or it'll ruin the fun!" Tumnus announced excitedly, adding for everyone to wait until the end to unfold their paper. As High King, Peter was called upon first. He sucked in a deep breath, dug his hand deep inside the bowl, and prayed that he had grabbed the right parchment. That was the one thing Peter hated about Secret Santas, and the one thing he dreaded more than anything this time around. The randomness of the pick meant that there was no guarantee in getting who you really wanted. For Peter, this was crucial.       Once the bowl had been emptied, Professor Arcadian allowed everyone to unfold their papers. Peter nearly ripped his in half, he worked so quickly. The moment he caught sight of the letter E, his heart leapt into his throat. Had he really gotten so lucky? Upon revealing the rest of the word, his heart proceeded to plummet straight to the pit of his stomach. Edmund. He had picked his own brother. This was not how he intended this to go.       As soon as the others were out of sight, the High King rushed to the doorway and pulled his brother back frantically. "Ed, I need to know whose name you pulled" he blurted, eyes wild and wide.       "Why...?" Edmund asked suspiciously, leaning back a bit to put some distance between he and his brother's faces. "You know, Pete, that kind of defeats the whole purpose of Secret Santa. I don't think the others would be too happy with if you if they found out you were cheating."       "Ed" Peter sighed, rubbing his face. "I know that's not the point but I need to know. This is important. Come on. Please."       Edmund eyed his brother a moment, studying the desperation in his voice and face. Finally, he caved. "Alright, fine. I got Susan" he admitted.       "Dammit!" Peter exclaimed, slapping a palm to his face. "Do you know who drew Eilonwy?"       "No..." Edmund said slowly. "I don't know who anyone drew. And I think that's kind of the point. Why do you need to know?"       "Because I need to trade with whoever drew her. It's all part of my plan!" Peter explained. "I draw her name for Secret Santa, I surprise her with a ring, we dance, we celebrate, we get married, we spend the rest of our lives together, and we live happily ever after, understand? But I can't do any of that if I didn't draw her name!"       The young king blinked a few times, unsure of how to respond. Deep down, he still didn't think this was a very good idea. He had wanted to speak to Peter when he returned from the Shuddering Wood but the High King barely gave him a spare second for private conversation. He was far too preoccupied. "Alright, well in that case, who did you draw?" Edmund finally asked.       "You" Peter replied flippantly. He sank into the nearest seat and tossed the parchment onto the table. "It's going to take forever to try and find Eilonwy's name."       "What would you have bought me?" Edmund interrupted.       "I'm going to have to cycle through everyone. I'll never find it in time" Peter replied, almost as if he hadn't heard the just. Then he paused a moment before turning to his brother. "Wait, what did you say?"       "You drew my name. So what would you have gotten me?" Edmund repeated.       "Ed, you know I can't tell you that. It goes against the rules" Peter replied.       "And so does trading and yet here we are. Come on, Pete. I doubt you'll still have my name by the end of this anyways so go on and tell me"       The magnificent furrowed his brows a moment. Frankly, he hadn't really thought of anything yet. "Um...I don't know. I guess I would've gotten you something like a...like a new sword?"       "Would it have been a nice sword?"       “Oh, god, Ed!"       "What? I'd like to know! You should pass that suggestion along to whoever you trade with. Let them know. I'd like a new sword. Not a replacement so much as an extra. You can never have too many swords, Pete." As Edmund rambled about his goal of learning to wield two swords at once, or inventing a contraption consisting of multiple swords, Peter buried his face in his hands and struggled to untangle a plan. He needed to find whoever drew Eilonwy's name if it was the last thing he did. He needed to trade so he could fulfill his plan. He needed to ask her to marry him.         Later that day, Peter barrelled down the hall toward the library. Just as he assumed, Susan was seated at the long central table surrounded by endless books and papers. No doubt all planning and progress reports for her orphanage.       "Hey, Su, I need to speak with you" Peter spoke, sliding into the seat beside her.       "Well make it quick or save it for later, Pete. Now's not the best time" she replied, eyes locked on her work.        "Alright then. I need to know whose name you drew for Secret Santa" he said. Susan opened her mouth to speak but her brother quickly interrupted. "I know this goes against everything Secret Santa is about so please don't lecture me. I already heard enough of that from Ed."       Finally looking up from her work, the gentle grimaced and shook her head. "That's not what I was going to say. I know you hoped to draw Eilonwy so you could use that as an excuse to propose, but since you didn't, you're going around asking everyone who they drew in hopes of a trade."       "How did you know all that?" Peter asked, taken aback.       "It's pretty simple to figure out, Pete. Besides, I overheard you and Ed this morning" she replied. The moment she mentioned overhearing them, something horrible twisted Peter's gut. If Susan caught wind of their conversation, then anyone could've heard. Eilonwy included. But he couldn't afford to fear-- he was running out of time.       "Well, I'm on a tight schedule here so who did you get?" Peter pressed.       "I'm sorry to say but I drew Lucy" she said. "Have you spoken to her yet?"       Peter shook his head. "I was hoping I wouldn't have to. I know the minute I ask, she'll know something is up and then I'll have to explain myself. You know how Lucy is with secrets. I don't want her to give the game away."       "Well you can either talk to her and potentially end this all now, or you can go through everyone else in the castle and potentially ruin it yourself by word of mouth. It's your choice" Susan replied.       The High King sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. "I suppose you're right, Su. I just hope I can catch her before tea, or else we'll really have a problem. And by the way, while I'm here, have you heard anything from that blacksmith about the ring?"       Much to Peter's chagrin, Susan shook her head. "I haven't heard from Sir Ollivander in days" she replied sadly. Susan had been of great help in regards to finding Peter the perfect ring. She went so far as to help him design something special, something no one else would ever have, with intricate carvings and a beautiful stone of mossy agate. It was a jewel fit for notj just a queen but one who ran wild through the woods for so long that the forest coursed through her veins. Peter anticipated finally holding it in his hands, wrapping it up in a cute little box and presenting it to his beloved on Christmas morning. Though Susan had relayed the importance of this to the blacksmith in the Western Wood, she hoped his tardiness was just a result of devotion to this and nothing else. "If he doesn't message us in the next 48 hours, though, I suppose I'm just going to have to go down there and check up on him myself" she added. She could see the anxiety clearly painting his face at the thought of things going awry, and placed a gentle hand atop his in reassurance. "I'm sure everthing will turn out fine, Pete. Just have a little faith."       Peter nodded halfheartedly, inhaling to gather his composure. Susan was right. He needed to believe that everything would go according to plan. The clock chimed four in the afternoon, signalling a sigh from the gentle as she rose from her seat and motioned for Peter to come with her. He followed her dutifully to the parlor, despite his distaste for the place, knowing today he had no choice. Lucy had taken it upon herself to plan the entirety of the Christmas ball, seeing as Susan was so busy with her orphanage, and the valiant enjoyed being at the helm of something so grandiose and exciting anyways. Despite her delight, however, it was a big job for such a small girl and she found it necessary to enlist her siblings' help, at least regarding invitations.       When the eldest Pevensies arrived, Lucy and Edmund were already seated at a fully cluttered table chatting away. A little cart sat beside the valiant, stacked high with letters and wax and a stamp of the Narnian crest. Eilonwy lounged on the windowsill casually. Damn.       "Who should we invite next?" Lucy asked, mouth full of watercress.       "Lucy, remember your manners!" Susan scolded tiredly. She drew a piece of folded parchment up from her overskirt pocket and stared at the list scrawled upon it. "I made a comprehensive list of all the neighboring countries, both those with which we share alliances and those we have yet to meet, for us to pick from. We have to remember, this isn't just a celebration. It's a social event and we need to be on our best behavior so that we can make a good first impression with new dignitaries."       "Well, you can start by tossing Brenn in the garbage" Eilonwy commented. Nobody knew these countries as well as she did and the last thing she wanted was for the Pevensies to invite a bunch of ingrates.       "What's wrong with Brenn? Have we met them yet?" Edmund asked. The huntress shook her head.       "No, you haven't. And believe me, you don't want to" she commented.       "Oh, come on, Ellie, they can't be that bad" Peter replied. "No worse than Lord Lemuel and his crew" he continued, turning to the others to then add authoritatively, "who we are definitely not inviting." He was met with a collective nod in reply.       "Listen, just trust me on this one" Eilonwy assured. "Brenn is filled with nothing but cheats and rogues and dishonest scoundrels who don't give a fuck about anyone. They are not the kinds of friends you want to have."       With a sigh, Susan picked up her pen and scratched at the parchment. "Alright then, so Brenn is off the list. What about the Isle of Sparrow?"       For the next hour, Eilonwy rattled off yes and no answers to every nation on the list, giving blunt and rather harsh explanations for each. By the end of the afternoon, they had addressed invitations to only three of the seven isles, Archenland, Calormen, and Galma. It was a far shorter guest list than Susan or Lucy wanted but Edmund reminded them that they had to trust Eilonwy's judgment. After all, she was appointed advisor for a reason.       As everyone filtered out of the room, Peter hung back and called Lucy to join him on the balcony. She stared up at him with curious eyes, unsure of what her brother was hoping to tell her. All she knew was that if it called for privacy, it must be immensely important. "I need to know who you drew for Secret Santa" he said.       "What? But Peter, that's cheating!" she exclaimed. He would've assumed she was highly offended if not for her lively laughter.       "Lucy, I know it's cheating but you just have to trust me. This is really important" he replied, hints of desperation beginning to break through the cracks in his words. The littlest Pevensie cocked a brow in suspicion as she stared back at her brother, watching the madness slowly begin to envelope him.       "Alright, fine. I guess I have no choice but to tell you, I got you!" she exclaimed. "Now that you know, you ought to tell me what you want for Christmas because I've been drawing blanks all day."       Peter sighed. Yet another failed attempt. "Quite honestly, Lucy, all I want right now is to find whoever drew Eilonwy's name."       "Oh...?" she replied slyly. Something was brewing and now she was determined to find out what. "Why do you need to know that?"       Peter averted his eyes, contemplating whether this was a good idea. It was risky business, telling Lucy secrets, but what other choice did he have? The only way she was going t help him was if he finally told her the truth.       "Alright, you want to know why I asked? Because I need to trade with whoever drew her name. I Have something special planned for her but it's only going to work if I'm her Secret Santa, understand?" he explained. Lucy nodded.       "Well, then let me help you find it!" she exclaimed. "We can get it faster if we work together. What do you have planned for her, anyways?" A few moments of silence and Lucy knew Peter's fear. "You don't think I can keep a secret, do you?" Peter bit his lip and slowly shook his head, refusing to look at her. Placing her hands on her hips, Lucy narrowed her eyes at him. "You ought to have a little more faith in me, Peter! I'm not that bad! Come on, tell me! Pretty please?"       The thing about Lucy was that she was wildly persuasive. She knew when to pull out all the stops just to get what she wanted. After a few moments, she had transcended all the way to the cute stance and pouty lips, with puppy dog eyes that made her look like she was on the verge of tears lest you keep quiet for one more second.       "Fine" Peter sighed, finally breaking. "But you have to promise not to tell absolutely anyone about this, alright? There is no way Eilonwy can ever find out I'm doing this." Lucy nodded, even pinkie promising to further cement the deal. Peter braced himself, straightening his back and taking a deep breath before finally saying it. "I'm going to ask Eilonwy to marry me."       The second the words fell from his lips, the little queen burst like a firecracker, jumping and shrieking all over the balcony. It took her five whole minutes before she even came close to calming down but when she did, Peter begged her not to say another word about it.       "I can't believe you're going to ask Eilonwy to marry you! Eilonwy's going to be your wife!" she gushed. "And there's going to be a wedding and she's going to wear a white dress and a veil and she'll look so beautiful! And then she'll be like a new big sister!"       "I know, Lucy, it's all very exciting but you have to promise me that no one will find out about this, okay? Especially not Eilonwy. It needs to be a surprise" Peter pleaded.       "I know how to keep a secret, Peter. You act like I've never kept secrets before" she replied matter-of-factly. "Besides, I wouldn't want to ruin the surprise anyways!"       Before Peter could say another word, she bounded off down the hall and returned to her party planning duties. As he watched her disappear, he dug his nails into his palms and swallowed hard, praying that she would keep her word.       The following days passed in a whirlwind of chaos as everyone scrambled to prepare for the event ahead. At every turn, someone was rushing past with an enormous wreath or tray full of pastries or cart of fresh flowers. Lucy worked tirelessly to ensure that their first royal Christmas party was the best that Narnia had ever seen, all while helping Peter with his mission. Nobody really wanted to tell her anything, but just like Lucy, eventually she persuaded them all. It was when they asked for a reason that she faltered. She really did try to keep her promise, but it was so hard when everyone wanted an explanation. By the end of the week, however, the whole castle was abuzz with whispers here and there about the impending engagement.       Like every other day, Hattie scampered up to Eilonwy's room bright and early to deliver a morning snack, make her bed, and retrieve her dirty laundry. It was a ritual Eilonwy wasn't very fond of but after many unsuccessful protests, she unenthusiastically gave in to the pampering. "Sorry for the stains" Eilonwy commented, a scone hanging out of her mouth, as she drew her stockings up over her knee. "I just can't help it, but I know they must be a massive pain in the ass to get out."       "Oh, it's no worries, miss!" Hattie replied happily, inspecting a dress still damp with sludge. "After all, I'm sure after marriage there will be far worse stains to handle."       Eilonwy's back shot ramrod straight, scone falling to the floor. "What did you say, Hattie...?" she asked, rage and fear slowly swelling inside her. She wasn't stupid. She had heard the whisperings, swore she caught the word "marriage" on multiple lips but quickly wrote it off as her mind playing tricks on her. This, however, she knew she definitely heard right.       The moment Hattie realized what she had done, she wished for nothing more than to be absolutely invisible. "I...I said..." she stammered. Eilonwy rose from her vanity and stalked forward, eyes wild and hands clenched. "I mean, I just meant...if you ever do get married then..."       "Come on, Hattie! Out with it!" Eilonwy demanded. Despite their similar heights, the huntress seemed to tower over the faun through sheer force of will and wild intimidation. Hattie stared up at her charge, terrified, clutching the dress close to her chest as if a scrap of dirt wool would protect her.       "I-I've heard word that...that the High King prepares to ask for your hand, miss" Hattie finally said, quick and quiet. Eilonwy instantly crumbled onto her vanity's stool. Her face had grown rather pale and dewy.       "He's...he's planning to marry me..." she stammered softly, staring off into the void. "So the whispers are true..." She looked around the room, at the messy bed and cluttered floor. A box full of memories she had long wished to forget. She had a very small but distinct window of opportunity that was now closing at an incredible speed. If she didn't make her decision soon, she knew the choice would be made for her. No matter what she did, someone was bound to get hurt.       Moonlight filtered through the open windows as a steadfast heart beat in time with a steadfast hand. Tears rolled down flushed cheeks and dripped onto parchment, blurring the swooping letters of a huntress's words. She folded the page neatly and left it there on her vanity, swinging a pack over her shoulder and praying no one would notice her in the crowd. The clock read 10:42pm.       The entire castle was electrified with holiday cheer as the help rushed to pin the finishing touches on the Christmas decor. Father Christmas would be making his rounds, placing presents under the tree for every good boy and girl. Even the adults would get something special, Eilonwy was sure. It was whether they wanted it that was the question.       Everlast neighed and recoiled as an invisible approached in the dark. Eilonwy pulled back her hood and tried to calm the mare, terrified someone might hear her whinny and come running.       Peter weaved through the hordes of guests, searching every face he passed. He wasn't sure if he could wait until Christmas morning. The excitement was almost unbearable. Eilonwy was going to be his bride. He couldn't propose, however, if he couldn't find her. He scoured nearly every room in the castle but to no avail. Finally, he resorted to just knocking on her bedroom door. If she was nowhere else, she was bound to be there, locked away hiding from all the commotion. She was never was one for social gatherings. As he approached her chamber, however, his heart sank like lead into the pit of his stomach: her bedroom door was creaked open. Her door was never open.       He approached cautiously, unsure of what to expect but knew something must be terribly wrong. With bated breath, he peered inside only to find the room completely empty. A defeated sigh passed his lips as he pressed his forehead to the doorway and cursed under his breath. A soft gust of winter air flowed through the room, fluttering the corner of the note left behind. Peter paused, turning to the sound in equal parts curiosity and confusion. He lifted the note cautiously, as if it was a bomb on the verge of explosion. His fingers tingled upon finding it was addressed specifically to him. He recognized the penmanship immediately. Glassy eyes scanned the note quickly, each word stabbing a new blade into his chest.
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     Her vague delivery was in no way helpful. If anything, it made him feel even worse. What did he possibly do wrong? He only loved her. The ink still smelled fresh, proving that she had left not too long ago. A fleeting hope surged through his body and without a second's hesitation, he started down the hallway. As he ran, he nearly tripped over a figure slumped on the staircase, face stained with tears.       "Hattie! Where did she go? Tell me now!" he begged, on the verge of tears himself. But Hattie was too dutiful to her charge, shaking her head as she wept hysterically and murmured desperate apologies. Peter waved her off and passed her quickly, knowing any spare second he spent there was a waste of time. Besides, if she hadn't disappeared already, he knew there was only one place she could be.       "What the hell do you think you're doing?" he called, skidding to a halt in the snow. Eilonwy stood in Everlast's pen, cloaked in crimson, tying the last of her things to her horse's flank. The second she heard Peter's voice, she paused and swallowed back her fear. This was the exact kind of confrontation she had hoped to avoid.       "How did you know I'd be here?" she replied, turning slowly to face him. A mixture of fear and frustration painted her face. Peter wasn't sure which dominated, nor did he really care.       "I followed some context clues" he replied sourly, stalking forward. He was gasping for breath, sweat beading on his brow and hands shaking at his sides. "What do you think you're doing?"       "Did you not read my letter?" she replied harshly, recoiling. There was a helplessness to his tone that secretly ripped her heart in half.       "Ellie, please don't do this!" he begged.       "Please don't call me that..." she murmured, averting her eyes.       "You don't want to do this! Please! Don't leave!" he continued. He placed a trembling hand atop hers on Everlast's flank. "I need you. Please don't leave me. I love you...I love you so much. And...and I know you love me, too! You said so!"       "When did I ever tell you that?" she fired back. She was too petrified to remove her hand.       "When you were sick and I took care of you! You looked up at me with tired eyes and admitted you loved me. You need me just as much as I need you so please, stay!" By now, he couldn't hold back the tears any longer. His voice was quivering, his hands were shaking. Everything was at stake. He couldn't afford to lose her.       "I don't need you or anyone else to take care of me, Peter!" she shouted back, fighting tears of her own. She was not going to cry. She refused to. Why should she, anyways? She didn't love him. She couldn't love him. She refused.       "Okay, okay. You don't need me. You can take care of yourself. You're fine. But we want each other and that's just as important! And we love each other. That's most important! Please, Eilonwy, I...I can't imagine my life without you. You need to stay. Y-you need...you need to stay with me. Please. I can't do any of this without you."       Eilonwy sniffled and averted her eyes. She couldn't bear to look at him any longer. "I think you've been doing a pretty fine job so far, you don't need me hovering over everything you do. You make a fine king without me playing puppeteer. It's time to...to cut the strings" she murmured. A smile forced it's way onto her lips but they both knew it wasn't genuine.       "Ellie? Ellie, no! No, please! Don't do this! You can't leave me!" he begged. He took her hands in his, held them tightly to his chest, kissed every bruised and scabbed knuckle as tears rolled down his cheeks. "I love these hands....these strong, purposeful hands. Your quick fingers. If only...if only you'd let me place a ring on one..."       "Peter, stop..." she pleaded, voice hoarse and cracking. Her eyes burned with the impending tears, a few drops escaping and catching on her lashes.       "I love this face, everything about your face" he continued, raising a hand to cup her cheek. He brushed his thumb against her skin, leaning his forehead against hers. "Your eyes, and the way hey look at me. That cute little nose, how red it gets when it's cold. And these lips..."-- he shifted his thumb so as to gently graze her bottom lip-- "how they're always so pale and chapped and imperfectly perfect. And...and this heart"-- his hand skated down to her chest, pressing his palm right between her breasts. "Your good, pure, lion heart."       "Peter...Peter, please..." she wept, struggling to break free from his grip. She was too weak, though whether from exhaustion or sadness she had no clue. "I need to go..."       "But why? Why?" he whined, holding her tighter. His nose was running over his upper lip, his eyes tired and bloodshot. His warm breath fell upon her skin, heavy and desperate and forlorn.       "Because, Peter!" she exclaimed, finally shoving herself away from him. The distance was a welcome relief. She gasped for breath, letting the cold air overwhelm her, and gripped at her hair. "I can't do this! I don't belong here. I never have and I never will! I need...I need to go, Peter. I can't take it here anymore. I can't be trapped here for..for the rest of my life. I can't do it. It's too...it's too much, I just...I can't spend the rest of my days someplace where I'm not happy and I...I'm not...I'm not happy here. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so...I'm so sorry. I never...I never meant to hurt you but...but I can't be with you, here, like this. I can't. I'm so...I'm so sorry, Peter..." She recoiled to the very back of the pen, pressing her back against the wood and fighting for her composure. She couldn't think, couldn't breathe. Peter stood there frozen in his place, watching her through blurred eyes.       "Y-you can't...you can't just leave me like this!" he screamed. He could literally feel his heart tearing inside of his chest, each shard stabbing his flesh from the inside and ripping apart his organs. "You do belong here, Eilonwy! You belong with me..."       The huntress shook her head, breath hitching in her throat. "I don't, Peter. I really don't. I'm not who you think I am. I'm not what you think I am. I was never meant to be a...a wife or a mother or...or a queen. The...the sooner I leave here, the better off we are. All of us."       "Better off? You think leaving makes us better off?" the magnificent asked incredulously. "We're not better off without you, Ellie! We need you! All of us need you!"       "Well, I don't need...all of this" she replied, motioning to the castle. "Peter, please, just...try to listen to me. I can't stand to stay here anymore. It's not right. This castle is a box that I just don't fit inside. B-besides...it's filled with too many horrible memories."       Peter surged forward, grabbing her waist and pulling her close to him. He needed o savor every last moment with her, absorb every single morsel of her being, every detail of her face and body and hair and clothes and scent. "But you do fit, Eilonwy. Please, believe me when I say that. You do. Just please...please stay with me. W-we can make new, beautiful memories to overshadow the bad ones. Just please...if you'd give me a chance..."       "That's...that's not how this works, Peter. That's not how any of this works" she squeaked, shaking her head against his chest. "Just because you make new memories doesn't mean the old ones disappear. They'll always be there, Peter. Every time I walk past that parlor, they're always there. It's all I can see, every waking moment, it's there. I can't...I can't do this anymore. I can't live like this anymore. Please, don't...don't make this any harder th-than it needs to be. I need...I-I need to go, Peter...please...just let me go."       Her pained whispers slaughtered him as he squeezed her tight, burying his face in the crook of her neck. His tears slid down his face and condensed against her skin, seeping into her pores as if a little part of him would always be with her. He held her for a moment longer before loosening his grip, tilting her chin upwards to face him. Looking at him hurt, how broken and dissolved he had become. In that moment, they were no longer the High King and the lost princess. All she saw was that terrified little boy from when they first met, naive and desperate and vulnerable, fighting for something he had a high chance of painfully losing. He had come so far and yet was still so much that same little boy. His shaky fingers brushed the stray strands of hair from her face, just trying to collect every last moment with her and make them last.       "I love you...I love you so, so much..." he whimpered. Caressing her cheek, he gently shifted his head and leaned in, lips barely brushing against hers, but she quickly turned away before he could give her a proper kiss. Kissing would make things far too complicated. This needed to be a clean break. She at least owed him that much. Without another word, she composed herself and mounted her mare, gripping her mane tightly. The longer Peter looked at her, the weaker she felt until she began to question whether she really had the strength to do this. But no, she had to. She had no other choice. She needed to leave. She gazed down at him sadly, forcing a smile. As if in silent communication, she bid him goodbye. In a matter of seconds, she disappeared into the darkness, never to be seen again.       Peter clung to the post of Everlast's pen, watching as is beloved was swallowed up by the night. A rock dropped into his stomach, knowing he would never, ever see her again. The love of his life. The woman he wanted to marry. He slowly reached into his pocket, terrified, and pulled out the ring he was so set on giving her. The moment he laid eyes on it, he burst into monstrous tears, clutching it close to his chest and falling to his knees. Eilonwy was gone and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it.       As the morning light fell across her face, Lucy jolted awake with the sugar sweet realization that it was finally Christmas morning. Without a second to lose, she leapt out of bed and down the hall, banging on doors screaming, "Wake up! Wake up! It's Christmas! It's Christmas!" In true Lucy fashion, however, she did all of this at what her siblings would consider an ungodly hour but thus was tradition. The three of them trudged out of their rooms, each in varying degrees of sleep deprivation, and shuffled to the great hall where a large tree filled with presents awaited them. Lucy dove head-first into the pile, astonished with how many boxes there were. She took it upon herself to read the labels on each and hand them out to the deserving recipient, ripping open her own at warp speed only to ooh and aah at every single gift. There was something inherently heartwarming about Christmas morning and the way it seemed to redeem all the bad in the world. At least for most people.       "What happened to you? Rough night last night?" Edmund asked his brother, the only one without a smile upon his face. The High King was an absolute mess. His cheeks felt tight from the tears that had dried upon them the night before, his eyes were puffy and red, face pale and hair matted beyond repair. Even his pajamas were buttoned incorrectly, much to Susan's obsessive-compulsive chagrin. Peter simply groaned in response, shaking his head and rubbing his face.       "I really don't want to talk about it, Ed. Just open your presents and carry on as if I wasn't here" he croaked. The just simply raised a brow and slowly turned back to the task at hand.       "Peter! This one's for you!" Lucy exclaimed, struggling to lift a rather large box from beneath the tree. Peter sighed and forced himself forward to take it from her, dragging it back to his seat. Truthfully, he didn't give a damn about Christmas presents. The only thing he wanted, he was never going to get back. Contrastingly, though, he didn't want to seem rude and turn down anything he was given. He ripped the package open carelessly to find a large tapestry mapping out the whole of Narnia and the surrounding countries. It was impressive, no doubt, but even something so grand as this could not enlighten Peter this morning.       Lucy's voice once again snapped him from his daze, standing with a decent sized box to ask, "Say, Peter? Where's Eilonwy? This one's addressed to her." The High King's heart suffered another tinge of pain, his throat constricting to the point where he was unsure if he could even speak.       Tossing his box to the ground, he shook his head and replied, "She's not coming."       "Not coming? What do you mean?" Susan exclaimed. "She's not sick or something again, is she?"       "No" Peter said bluntly. "She's gone."       "What do you mean she's gone?" Lucy asked dreadfully. She lowered the box to the ground, her heart racing in fear.       Peter wasn't sure if he had the strength for this. A part of him hated Eilonwy for leaving him to explain her mess to everyone. For leaving him heartbroken. "She left. Late last night" he started, then explained everything that had happened to the best of his ability. The room had grown dead silent as he finished, sucking nearly all the joy out of Christmas morning with his tale.       "But what about the proposal...? She was going to be a part of our family..." Lucy murmured. She didn't understand. They had treated Eilonwy with nothing but kindness. They loved her dearly. They wanted her to stay with them forever. The littlest queen couldn't see any reason as to why their dear friend would just leave, especially without saying goodbye.       "Not anymore, she's not" Peter said. "But don't let me ruin your Christmas. I'm fine. Promise." He was obviously not fine. Everyone could tell the High King was heartbroken but he refused to let them pity him. He had brought all of this upon himself. He was hasty and naive. He had jumped the gun and tried to propose to a girl who didn't even want him to begin with. By now, he was certain that he must have hallucinated that night she told him she loved him. He must have imagined it all, projected his own desires into a hazy, sleep-deprived memory. Not that any of it mattered anymore. There was nobody to blame but himself.       As day turned to night and the sun dipped into the Great Eastern Sea, guests from all across the land began filing into the ballroom. A group of fauns gathered in the corner to play a rousing tune: Tumnus's flute fluttered alongside Professor Arcadian's violin, with Hattie surprisingly manning the drums in a talent nobody had ever expected of her. Every guest overflowed with happiness, dancing and stuffing their faces. In that moment, that was all that mattered.       "At least everyone else is enjoying themselves" Lucy remarked as she poured herself another glass of punch.       "Why do you say that?" Edmund asked, filling his plate once more. "Are you not having fun?"       Lucy shook her head. "No, Ed, as a matter of fact I'm not."       "Why not? This is all your hard work. Everyone is having a great time. I'd say all of your planning turned out to be a success. You should reap the benefits, Lu. After all, it's Christmas."       "Well, it doesn't feel like Christmas. Not like this" Lucy sighed. Her eyes shifted to Peter staring absently out the large windows. "It wasn't supposed to be like this."       Edmund glanced to his brother and shook his head. "I know you feel for Pete. We all do. But this isn't our problem. Peter needs to figure his way out of this maze and when he does, he'll be fine."       "Edmund, you don't understand. This is all my fault" Lucy pleaded.       "Lu, what are you talking about? You had nothing to do with this."       "Yes, I did" she demanded. "If it wasn't for me and my big mouth, Eilonwy never would've found out about the proposal and everything would've been alright. I did this and there's nothing I can do to fix it."       Edmund sighed and wrapped an arm around his baby sister. "Lucy, listen. If it wasn't for Peter being hasty and rushing into a proposal, you never would've been put in the situation you were. This is Peter's battle and all we can do is let him know we're there for him and that we care about him, you know?"       Lucy nodded halfheartedly. "I suppose you're right. Still doesn't make me feel much better, though."       "You will, Lucy. I promise, you will" Edmund reassured her. Lucy leaned her head on her brother's shoulder, watching their guests laugh and dance, and prayed that he was right.       As the night neared it's end, Professor Arcadian called for everyone's attention to initiate the Secret Santa exchange. Tumnus stood on tiptoes, oblivious to the drastic changes of their plan, and conducted a quick head count to ensure everyone was there. A look of distress crossed his face when he discovered someone very important was, in fact, missing.       "Where's Eilonwy? She needs to be here, too!" he exclaimed.       "She's not coming" Peter announced bluntly. He didn't have the heart to explain everything a second time, leading Susan to jump in and whisper a brief explanation. Tumnus uttered a soft oh as he chewed over the news, Hattie gripping her friend's forearm for both comfort and support.       "I should've known she would be the cause of some sort of kerfuffle here" Arcadian remarked, glaring over the top of his spectacles.       Tumnus bowed his head in response, placing a hand upon Hattie's. "Eilonwy was a dear friend. To all of us. She may have had her moments, but she was kindhearted at the core of it all. She will be missed dearly." His mind flashed back to when he came to her a year prior, speaking of his fears in entertaining the human Lucy Pevensie in his home and Eilonwy's outburst of a reply. Despite how cruel she had sometimes been, he still held her very near and dear to his heart. He never would've wished ill upon her. A small sliver of him prayed she'd come to her senses and return someday soon, but he knew Eilonwy well enough to understand she was often far too stubborn to back down from her decisions. If only he could've just seen her one last time.       "What about the presents?" Lucy then asked.       Snapping from his daze, Tumnus exclaimed and replied, "Well, I suppose you can all feel free to exchange your gifts with one another now."       "I'm sorry I didn't actually get you anything, Ed" Peter mumbled, turning to his brother in personal disappointment. Edmund placed a hand upon the High King's shoulder.       "It's alright, Pete. I understand" he whispered softly. Though he knew it wasn't exactly his problem, he, too, missed Eilonwy. He still may not have known her very well but he knew enough to at least like her. In many ways, she reminded him of himself: a mended traitor with a shameful history. She understood his strange and experiential relationship with Jadis like no one else because she, too, had faced her own long before. She was outspoken and brash and blunt and strong. She was, to Edmund, an ideal model of patriotism and valor. She deserved so much better than what she was dealt.       Lucy approached slowly, nervously, clutching a small box in her hands. "Peter? I know this may not be the most appropriate gift to give you now, but I didn't have time to get you anything else. I'm dreadfully sorry."       The High King shook his head, still appreciative of the gift, and took the box from her. He opened it slowly to find two little wooden figures modeled after himself and Eilonwy. A sob broke past his lips as he turned to Lucy and wrapped an arm around her, kissing the top of her head. "Thank you anyways, Lucy. I love it."       "I thought...I thought you could put them on top of the cake when you, you know...got married" she whispered, skirting around her words carefully. Tears welled up in her own eyes at the thought of that wedding never coming to fruition. She had so hoped for her brother and friend to get their happily ever after.       "It's okay, Lucy" Peter whispered, wiping his tears. "All I wanted for Christmas was Eilonwy, but now that she's gone, I suppose this is as close as I'm ever going to get."       Lucy nodded solemnly, patting her brother's back, before a realization struck her. Turning to the rest of the guests, she commanded their attention and then asked, "Wait a minute, who drew Eilonwy?"       All the faces in the crowd looked to one another quizzically, checking their slips and shaking their heads.       "You mean none of you drew Eilonwy's name?" Susan questioned. Again, everyone shook their heads. The four Pevensies looked to each other in confusion, trying to figure out how that could possibly be. Clearly someone was failing to speak up.       "It is my understanding..." a voice then boomed. Professor Arcadian stepped forth from the crowd, looking as pretentious as ever. "...That in a drawing of 25 such as yourself, the chance of a negative permutation is far larger than one might expect." When the professor was met with a full minute of unblinking eyes, he sighed and shook his head before adding, "In layman's terms, it is not unlikely that Miss Eilonwy has perchance drawn herself."       Another long minute of silence enveloped the ballroom as Peter comprehended the possibility of such a thing. It made quite a bit of sense: there was no way he could've ever hoped to find her name if she had it herself the whole time. Not that any of it mattered much now. She was gone and there was nothing he could do about it. Nothing else mattered anymore.       Saddened by their brother's heartbreak, Susan and Edmund and Lucy all huddled close and wrapped their arms around the High King in comfort. They knew it wasn't much and that it probably wouldn't make him feel any better but it was the least they could do for someone they loved so much. As the night came to a close and the guests began filtering out one by one, Peter stood by the large windows and looked out at his country longingly. He knew not where Eilonwy had gone nor where she intended to end up but wherever she was, he hoped she was happy with the decisions she had made. What he did know, however, was that no matter where she went, he could scour the entirety of Narnia and the surrounding countries and would never find anyone was amazing, as strong, as beautifully complex as that little lost princess. And, by extension of that, that he would never love anyone nearly as much as he loved Eilonwy, Princess of Narnia.
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Mortem In Contumeliam FFVI, Ch. X
Chapter 10 of "Mortem In Contumeliam Final Fantasy VI," a Final Fantasy VI fan fiction story.
Just gonna say this, now: those with a sensitive constitution may want to skip a few-dozen paragraphs – or, maybe skip the chapter, itself.  It's… violent. That being said… I had a lot of fun writing this one.  Maybe… too much?  Uwee hee hee~
Word count: 5,717 – Character count: 32,976 Originally written: July 22nd, 2019 Significantly revised on: July 31st, 2019
Finally, peace is achieved!  Or, so it seems…
Final Fantasy VI, Wedge, Biggs, and related characters, scenarios, and properties created by Square Soft, Inc. and © Square Enix Co, Ltd.
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    Despite the anger and threats, Celes did follow Wedge back out of the woods and, just like the soldier had promised, he reported her actions to General Christophe.  Much like Wedge, the general didn’t seem terribly interested in the “Kefka conspiracy,” simply escorting the traitor to a holding cell below deck with a promise to deal with her when they got back to Vector.  And, that was the end of that situation, for the time.
    Later that day, the soldiers at the ship were given a report via radio: the party of Lock and Tina, joined by the Blue Mage named Stragos and the precocious youth named Lilum, had found the Eidolons that ravaged Vector hiding in a cave.  Why were they hiding?  Because… they were ashamed of themselves.     As Tina and Stragos explained, the Eidolon who had attacked the down, as well as Setzer’s Blackjack airship, hadn’t intended to do so.  Those who attacked had been waiting at the gate of the Eidolon World, anxious for a chance to find their missing brethren and rescue them.  When the gate was opened by Tina, something snapped in each of their minds and they went into a frenzy!  It was only after the damage had been done that they regained control of themselves.
    But, why hide in that particular cavern?  As it just so happened, the aptly-named “Eidolon Holy Land” was actually a place of high magic and, in the center of the cave, rested statues the old gods of all: The Warring Triad!  The Eidolons, feeling the familiar sensation of high magic, fled there to regroup and formulate a plan to fix the chaos they’d caused.  And, it was there that Lock’s company found the magical beings.
    The following day, “A-Team” had escorted the Eidolons out of the cavern and through the woods.  After meeting with the general’s “B-Team” – a team comprised of himself and the Magitek Soldier named Wedge, by that point – the entire group headed to the northeast.  That afternoon… a prelude to a meeting of minds like none other took place.
    On one side of the Samasa town square were the humans – well, mostly.  Standing behind the Gestahlian envoy of General Christophe and his remaining soldier was Tina, a half-Eidolon… Lock, a wandering treasure hunter… the old mage, Stragos, and a young girl, Lilum.     “I am Leo,  an Imperial general,” the general greeted.  “May I ask your name?”     “I am Yura.”     That was the answer of the man-shaped being with long, white hair and covered in light-brown fur with some spikes protruding from his head and elbows.  He seemed to be the representing speaker on the other side – the side of the Eidolons, who were fantastic shapes and many sizes – much like Leo was representing the humans.
    “We have done… horrific things to you all…” the magical being said with a long sigh and a look of shame on his face.  “It would be unthinkable to ask forgiveness, but…”     “No.  We understand,” Leo assured him.  “We have no interest in condemning you for mistakes made.  On the contrary; we are ashamed for thinking of you as no more than a source of power for war!  To ask for forgiveness for our actions is truly what is unthinkable.”     “I…”     The Eidolon seemed at a loss of words, for a moment.     “We… are grateful,” he finally managed to say.  “Thank you.”
    “Well, that’s that, then.”
    Tina looked beside her.  Lock was dusting his hands and looking proud of himself.     “We found the Eidolons, so our job’s done!” he said to no one in particular.  “Hey, maybe we can finally take a break from all this ‘end of the world’ biz, huh?”     He turned to his companion with a cheesy grin.  The blond-haired girl couldn’t help but smile.  She, too, hoped for a reprieve from all the chaos of the last month.
    “I cannot thank you enough for your help,” General Christophe said as he returned to the quartet.  “Tina.  Lock.  Stragos and Lilum.  This would not be possible without you.”     Lock sniffed, rubbing his nose and grinning.  “It’s no big deal, Leo!”     “On the contrary.  This could be the start of something very big!”     “If you say so…  Say, where’s Celes?  I have… a couple words for her.”     “Ah…”  Leo gave a sad sort of frown.  “Walk this way, please.”     Tina gave a blink as Lock walked away with Leo.  A moment later, she turned her head to the other side.  His loyal soldier had walked up beside her without a word.
    “Hello, again, Mister Wedge,” she greeted with a smile.     The Magitek Soldier faintly smiled at the girl, tipping his helmet to her.     “You’re, uh, lookin’ pretty good for someone who wandered the entire region on-foot.”     “It was… peaceful.  Mostly…”  She fidgeted before asking, “H-how have you been?”     “It’s… been an interesting time,” was all he felt like telling her.  “Hanging out with Leo’s been mostly fun.  Not a huge fan of Celes, but she’s not a huge fan of me, so!”     She tilted her head, curious about what he meant.  However, she let it pass.     “Where’s your friend, Mister Biggs?” she asked.  “I didn’t see him on the ship, earlier.”     Wedge finally frowned.  “You’re, uh… you’re not gonna see much of him, anymore…”     All-at-once, Tina gave a sympathetic frown of her own.     “I’m so sorry…”     “I’d be lying if I said ‘it’s okay…’”     He paused, thinking about what happened.     “I’ll… be alright,“ he said after a few moments.  “I’m gonna have to be…”     “Have you talked to my dad, at all?”  She reached over, putting a hand on his shoulder.  “If you’re ever feeling sad or lonely…”     “Oh!  Actually… I forgot he was with me.”  The soldier smiled and patted his chest as he said, “He’s so quiet, it’s like he’s practically not even here!”     There was another pause.  Wedge noticed Tina tilting her head with a look of intense concentration…  He was about to ask what she was doing…     “Ah–!”     When she suddenly threw her arms around him in a tight hug.
    “T… Tina…?” he said with a heavy blush.  “What–”     “No matter what happens…” she whispered in a soft, warm way, “I’ll never stop believing in you…  Don’t ever doubt yourself, Mister Wedge…  You’re smarter… braver… stronger than you think.  I know because… so am I.  At least…”     She leaned back, giving him the sweetest sort of smile.     “That’s what my dad told me.”     “Your, uh… your dad is pretty smart,” was Wedge’s reply.  He pulled an arm free, then gently ruffled the girl’s hair as he added, “I should talk to him, sometime.  Who knows…  Maybe, he’ll stop being so shy and actually talk back!”     Tina giggled before hugging the soldier a little more.  Not long after… he draped his free arm around her, returning the gesture – though, not quite as tightly.  And, that moment lasted…     “Hold that pose!”     Until another voice broke the peace.
    Wedge looked around… then, he looked down.  Standing nearby was a much younger girl with short, golden hair.  She wore an airy, blue beret with a gold, circular pattern and some feathers coming off the top, a small cloak with a brooch on the collar, a form-fitting, black bustier top, and yellow, silken pants with blue boots.  Curiously… she was also writing something onto what looked like a small pad of paper.
    “Can I help you…?” he asked as he and Tina both looked her way.     “No-no, just stay like that for abooout…”  She paused.  “That long!”     Suddenly, she tucked her pad under her beret, then put the quill onto her hat.     “You get Lilum’s blessing!” she said, giving a thumbs-up and a wink, then wandered off.     “Um… thanks…?” the soldier awkwardly replied.     As Tina gave another giggle, he asked her what that was all about.     “That was Lilum,” the girl explained as she finally stopped hugging him.  “She likes to draw and paint, so I guess she was sketching us for later?”     “I… see.”     The affectionate blond smiled and shrugged, then she stared at her friend, prompting him to start a new topic.
    “Guess we’re headed back to Vector, huh?”     “I guess so!” Tina chipperly replied.  “I’m looking forward to it.”     “Really?”  Wedge tilted his head.  “Why?  What’s in Vector?”     “Peace between humanity and Eidolon-kind!”     “O– oh-oh, yeah!  Heh, yeah – me, too!”     Though, honestly, he was mostly just looking forward to his “date…”     “Once we have peace… then, maybe…”     He gave another blink.  Tina was slowly strutting around him with her arms behind her back and a soft smile on her face.  She was also looking right at him the whole time.     “We can have coffee… like you offered?”  She brightly smiled as she told him, “I don’t like coffee very much… but, I’m looking forward to spending time with you!”     Wedge made a lot of random vowel sounds, completely thrown off-guard by that statement.  He had not expected her to bring it up… much less seem tot excited about it.  Eventually, though… he just smiled right back, giving a thumbs-up.
        The atmosphere was very light as the group prepared to head out of the village and back to the boat.  Lock and Leo seemed engrossed in conversation, though neither seemed to be smiling.  Stragos and Lilum were talking, the latter sketching the various magical creatures who would pose for her while the former told her not to bother them and apologized on her behalf.  Even a few of the townsfolk seemed interested in what was going on and, to Leo and Wedge’s surprise, exposed themselves as magic-users as they exchanged techniques with some of the Eidolons.
    After his business with Lock, Leo had walked over to Tina and Wedge, talking to the former for a little while the latter simply listened.  Suddenly, though, the lattermost realized…     “Hang on…  Why didn’t the rest of the soldiers come with us?”     Not a second after he asked, a haunting laugh ripped through the area, alerting everyone in the square!  Then… who should arrive from the south but the owner of the laugh.
    “General Kefka?!”
    Following his entrance, the group heard the familiar clatter of metal feet stomping their way.  As they ran into the area, one of them ran right through Kefka, bowling him over… but, he didn’t seem to care as he got right back up and laughed, again.  Soon, it became painfully obvious that the disgraced general had prepared for a big fight…  When all the noise died down, the group saw that several Magitek Armor units had arrived along with a legion of foot soldiers.      Seeing the great number of units puzzled Wedge.  There had only been two armor units on the ship and a handful of brown-suits.  But, there had to be six-or-seven armor units and at least four times as many soldiers on-foot, surrounding the area and blocking off all exits.  This did not go unnoticed by another person near him.
    “Kefka?!  You’re supposed to be in prison!” Leo shouted as he ran over to meet the colorfully-clothed man.  “Where did all these troops come from?!  How did you even get here?”     “Well, Leo, I just flew in from Vector,” the man in the clown makeup told him, “and, boy, are my arms tired!  Hyo-ho-hooo!!”     “What are you even doing here…?”     “I thought I’d take the Empire’s newest ship out for a cruise,” he said in a much calmer voice, “and come here and do some light shopping– oh, what do you think I’m here for, fool?!”     “Pecan pie and a glass of lemonade?” Lock smartly suggested.     “Oh.”  He grinned.  “Oh, I like him.”     Kefka flicked a finger toward the man in the bandanna.     “Kill him, first.”
    With no warning other than the threat, the Magitek Armor pilots moved into position, then let loose torrents of magic-powered beams of fire, ice, lightning, and raw energy, tearing holes in buildings, scorching the grass and stone of the square, and burning everything that was flammable… even some things that weren’t!  No one had been prepared for an attack and, despite putting up a decent fight, everyone who dared to counter the soldiers wa either killed or knocked unconscious.  Even Lock’s group took some heavy blows, the party of four knocked senseless!
    “Kefka!!”
    As the raid rolled on, the madman who started it had found something to occupy his time: attacking an innocent woman and her child!  When he heard a voice call his name, he looked up from kicking the woman in the head, then turned around.  General Christophe had run over to him, again.     “What do you think you’re doing?!” Leo angrily shouted.     “Hee, hee, hee…”  He grinned before singing, “Emperor’s ooorderrrs.”     Leo went wide-eyed.  “What?!”     “‘Bring back the Eidolon as Magicite.’  That’s what he said, yes, indeed!  Now, behold!  I’ve developed a top-secret technique to reduce those pesky, fight-y beasties into nice, bite-sized Magicite for easy carrying!”
    Kefka whipped his cape around and set his eyes on something.  Leo’s eyes focused on his viewpoint and, over in the distance, he could see that Yura had gathered the other Eidolons behind a building.  From what he could gather, Yura, being the eldest of the younglings, was trying to comfort them – they all looked absolutely terrified!
    “Gods of life giveth, gods of life taketh away!  Death!!”     Yura turned around… only to go wide-eyed.  Before he could even think about reacting… he felt something cold touch him.  Briefly, he looked up to the grim, semi-translucent specter looming overhead, scythe in-hand and a black cowl over its frightening, skeletal body.  He tried to scream… tried to breathe… but, in a near-instant, he found his body failing him.  Then…     “Nooooo…!!”     A younger Eidolon screamed.  Yura’s body exploded into stardust before being drawn upward to where his soul was hanging.  It was there that it formed and crystallized in a bright flash of light… before that crystal flew across the town and into the waiting hands of evil, itself.  Not a second later, he leveled his mad grin and narrowed eyes at the other creatures.
    “Boo.”
    Kefka barely had to whisper a single word to send the Eidolons scattering!     “How stupid!!” he cackled.  A second later, he stopped laughing and turned around, staring at General Christophe with a cool, almost bored expression.     “How… how could you…?” the general asked, his face crestfallen.     “Well, first, I had to inject myself with the right Eidolon blood,” the colorful whacko explained with his usual jovial demeanor.  “Then, I had to master my new magical powers!  It wasn’t easy, let me tell you!  So many good soldiers sacrificed themselves to– oh, oh!  Do you mean ‘How could you possibly know how that when an Eidolon dies, it becomes Magicite which can then be used to give someone magical abilities and skills?’  Well… we had a little help…”     He looked beyond the general, wickedly grinning as his eyes focused on a new target.  Leo slowly turned around… only to gasp as he realized who he was looking at.     “Wedge…?!”
    The soldier went wide-eyed, looking as surprised as Leo!  Almost immediately, he shook his head and waved his hands in a “no” gesture.  He wanted absolutely nothing to do with Kefka!     “Wait, that’s not–?  Oh, this is embarrassing!” the armored magician said with a laugh.  “Where’s my little lackey?  What’s his name?  ‘Biggles?’  ‘Bixby?’”     “‘Biggs…?!’” Wedge shouted in surprise.     “Yes, that’s his name!  Ah, Sir Biggsda has been quite the diligent little minion!”     “Y… you’re lying!” he screamed.  “Biggs would never–”     “Why, if it wasn’t for him, the Empire never would have figured out that Eidolons are more valuable dead than alive!!  Uwee hee hee… now, where is my little soldier boy?  I’d like to thank him, personally!  Here, Biggsda!  Come here, boy!”     Kefka started whistling and patting his legs, trying to call Biggs… who, apparently, had been working for him the whole time.
    “Kefka!!”     “E’yeeeees?”     The mad general whipped his head toward Wedge and gave him a wide-eyed, attentive look.  The soldier had drawn Celes’ “borrowed” sword, holding it with both hands.  He didn’t know if he was more furious with Kefka for treating his best friend like a lap-dog… or, with Celes for her “insane” theory being true.  He just knew he had to take it out on someone!
    “This… is for Biiiiiggs…!!”     General Christophe gave a blink.  Wedge had run all the way over to Kefka and taken a swipe at him.  However…     “Bad dog!  No treats for you!”     The sorcerous madman had deflected it with a polearm.  A second later…     “Wedge!!”     The soldier was knocked clear across the village by a fireball from the sky!     “Kefka, you– what?”     And, just like that… Kefka walked away, seemingly disinterested in following up.
    “Poo, this village is no fun!” he said in a pouty way.  “Burn it all to ashes!!  Let’s see if we can’t make something more interesting from what remains!”     Without a word, the soldier Kefka had moved over to – as well as all the others – walked into town.  Everyone riding armor set their weapons to use only fire while the foot soldiers ripped limbs off trees and loose planks from buildings, setting those ablaze before using them against the town.  And, as everything started catching fire… Kefka just laughed.
    “Kefka!” Leo shouted as he ran over to the former general, again.  “Stop this!  Now!”     “‘Oh, Kefka, stop!’” he said in a mocking town.  “‘Oh, you’re such a bad-bad man!  How could you be so evil?’”     It seemed like he was going to laugh… but, his face went deathly serious, instead.     “Get him out of my face.”     “What…?!”     And, before he could turn around to see his assailant… Leo was bashed over the head with a chunk of wood by a random, nameless soldier, immediately falling unconscious.
    Just two nights prior, the village of Samasa experienced a fire at the house of a rich child.  As Stragos and the others found out… he had invited Lilum over to show off his wealth and, in an attempt to impress her, accidentally ignited a storage room of Fire Rods with a poorly-planned Fire spell.  But, even that blaze was nothing compared to what Kefka was doing…     The first thing he did was order the tree in the town square burned.  From there, other trees were burned for no other reason than “they’re ugly.”  The elder’s house to the northwest was ransacked and robbed of anything worth money, then razed to the ground along with the nearby vegetable garden – Kefka always hated vegetables.  The house near that caught fire, shortly after, which gave the madman the idea to burn the others, himself.  It was no surprise to his soldiers when he accidentally caught himself on fire, but after rolling on the ground and dousing his cape, he ordered the soldiers to start smashing through the flaming cottages and generally ruin everything to a point of being unrecognizable.  But, before Kefka could make sure that happened…     “Kefka!!”     A familiar voice called out to him.
    “Welcome back!” he laughed as he watched Leo run up, yet again.  “Enjoy your nap?”     Though Kefka was laughing… Leo was not.     “I cannot… will not… overlook your actions, any longer!” he shouted, drawing his sparkling blade.  “Prison is too good for you!  Prepare yourself!!”     His opponent just yawned… then, he smirked.     “Come at me.”
    All action in the village came to a stop as the sound of Leo’s Crystal Sword and Kefka’s Partisan clashed time-and-time-again.  Between the former’s strength and the latter’s agility, the two were evenly-matched in physical combat… which is why Kefka decided to cheat.     “Have this!” he shouted as he started launching quickfire spells at the general.  “And, this!  And, this– and, this– and, this– and, thiiis!!”     Leo rolled out of the way as a fireball crashed to the ground, scorching a wide area around the point-of-impact.  The bolt of lightning that followed it zapped the burning tree he ran under, which also served as a shield to absorb the other three spells – Bio, Drain, and Poison.     “Dammit!  Hold still and take your punishment like a good boy!” Kefka angrily yelled.     “You, first!”
    The Magitek Knight tilted his head, readying another spell when he noticed the general closing his eyes.     “Shock!!”     General Christophe spun his sword around before vanishing from sight!     “What the hell?!  Where did you– gyaaah!!”     Suddenly, Kefka felt something cut him from the side.  Before he could turn to see what happened, he was struck from the other side.     “No– wuh– nooo!!”     Several more marks cut his body before a virtual whirlwind of slashes ripped his clothes and tore his flesh!  He tried to resist… tried to run… but, it was too late.  In a flash of light even brighter than Eidolon becoming Magicite… the mad mage was brought to the ground, battered, bruised, embarrassed, and utterly defeated.
    “I can’t believe it had to come to this…” Leo muttered as he stood over the ruined body of his opponent.  He was about to roll the dead man over… when he noticed.     “No blood…  What…?”     “That’s Leo for you, putting me through all this!  Hah!”     He looked around.  Kefka’s body had vanished, but his voice could still be heard…     “Kefka…?!” the general angrily shouted after catching his breath.  “Where are you…?!  Show yourself!!”     “Emperor Gestahl… oh, Emperor Gestahl…  Yooooo-hoo…”     He gave a blink.  “E-Emperor Gestahl…?”     “Come here, please…” the voice beckoned before fading into indecipherable mumbling.  Not long after…     “Leo.”     The general spun around.  Out of nowhere… Emperor Gestahl had arrived!
    “E-Emperor!” he said taking a knee.     “Ah, Leo… my most trusted general…”     “Emperor…”  Leo looked up with a frown.  “Kefka, he–”     “I apologize for having deceived you.”     “W-what…?”  He had to blink, at that.     “Your journey to this place…  Your recruitment of our former enemies…  All of this… was simply to obtain more Magicite for the war effort.”     “I… I… no…”     The general was speechless.  He couldn’t believe what he was hearing…
    “You do understand my motives… don’t you?”     “I… I don’t–”     “No-no… don’t say it, Leo.”  Gestahl waved a hand and offered a somber sort of smile.  “It is not as though I do not understand your feelings.  I simply… do not care.”     He gave another blink…  “You… don’t care…?”     “Hee, hee, hee… you heard our leader!” Kefka’s voice suddenly rang out.  “He doesn’t caaare!  Our main goal is collecting Magicite, now – in any way possible!”     “B… but…  Emperor, was all this talk of peace…?  Was it all just a lie?”
    General Christophe’s head hung low as he ruminated on the words of his emperor.  Nothing made sense, to him…  The Emperor had sounded so sincere about meeting with the Eidolons… only to release Kefka to come in behind him and attack everyone in sight?     “This doesn’t make sense… this doesn’t make sense!!” he roared, pounding the stone under his feet.  “If this has been your goal all along, then… then, why bother going to such lengths?!  Why the lies?!  Why did you even bother sending me and my men on all those missions to seek out living Eidolons?!     “Don’t worry yourself with such trivial thoughts,” Gestahl said as he bent down, meeting his general at eye level.  “Your job is done.”     Leo looked up, staring into the emperor’s eyes.  “What…?”
    “Leo… I would like you to take some time off.”     The color left the general’s face.  There was a sharp pain at his side and he felt sick…  A second later, he looked down to see…     “A… poisoned dagger…?”     “Yes… some time off…  A very… veeery looong time, uwee hee hee hee hee!!”
    To the general’s horror, the face of Emperor Gestahl was changing…  Slowly, it shifted into the white, maniacal face of the man who had set the village on fire.     “K… Kefka…!”     The insane man chuckled and gave a grin.  “Surprise!”
    Leo reached for his sheathed sword only to be kicked in the chin as Kefka backflipped away.  When he looked up, he saw that his opponent was taking slow, heel-to-toe strides toward him, holding another dagger in his hand and licking his lips…     “The me you beat…” he explained in a calm, sinister voice.  “That was an illusion of me!”     “No…” the general gasped.  Slowly, he got to his feet… only to keel over backward.     “And, that spineless Emperor Gestahl?  Oh, you had better believe that he was fake, too!  So, tell me, Leeeeeooo…”     Leo rapidly panted, a look of terror on his face as Kefka knelt beside him…     “How can you be a general…” he whispered, “if you can’t even tell the difference… between an illusion and the genuine article…?”
    General Christophe scuttled backward, drawing his sword only for Kefka to stand and snap-kick it out of his hand.  He continued scuttling until he found himself out of places to go.  With his back against a building wall, he looked up, watching the villain get closer-and-closer…     “You’ve always been so pretentious, so self-righteous…!” he hissed, his smile all-but-gone and curled into a horrible frown.  “And, you’re always…”     Suddenly, he pounced at the general, stabbing him right in the neck with a dull dagger.     “Always…!”     He growled as he yanked it out and stabbed Leo’s chest straight through his armor.     “Always-always-always…!” he half-shrieked as he jammed the knife in a couple of other places before throwing it away.  When he pulled Leo up by his collar, he shoved his colorless face into the generals, eyes locked onto his.     “Always…” he whispered, “acting like such a goody-two-shoes…”     “K… Kefka…”     Leo gasped, coughing up blood onto the clown-like criminal’s face.  He didn’t seem to notice as Kefka licked it up…     “Honorless… haa…” he said in a raspy, weak tone.  He probably had more to say… but, he was in no condition to say it.
    “Hee…”     Slowly, the maniacal man let the general down, leaving him on his deathbed.     “It’s going to be sooo saaad, telling the Emperor that you betrayed him.”     Kefka stood up, brushing himself off and adjusting his cloak.     “That’s what I’d say if it didn’t bring me such joy!”     He spun around, looking over the village for a moment.     “Burn, burn, and don’t stop burning until you’re nothing more than an ugly stain!!”     The man laughed… then, he spun back around, drawing another dagger.     “I wonder how many more holes I can put in you before you stop bleeding…?”     He rubbed the flat of the blade against his cheek, then gave it a long, almost passionate sort of lick from the tip of the edge and down to its hilt.     “I guess there’s only one way to find out!”     With that…     “Die, die, die!!”     Kefka continued to mutilate the already-dead body of the finest general to ever serve the Gestahlin Empire. –––––
    “Th-th-this is insane…!!  Wh-wh-what am I even doing here!!  I… I need to get out of here!!  I can’t run!!  I’m a loyal soldier!!  What if I just helped out?!  Why would I do that?!  I’m not cut out to serve this empire!!  I need to leave!!  I want my mommy!!  This is all my dad’s fault!!  What’s going on – who am I…?!  I– I–”
    As the village of Samasa continued to crackle and burn, and amidst the horrifying noises of a blade being repeatedly… relentlessly… plunged into flesh, a survivor had curled into a fetal position, holding his head and breathing uncontrollably.  He had been knocked unconscious… only to wake up just as General Christophe met his grizzly end.  Seeing the village burning… hearing those horrifying noises… the whole situation had thrown him into a state of panic – he didn’t know what to do… where to go… or even where he was!  In short: his mind had shattered.
    “Help…” the man wearing orange-red armor whispered to no one.  “Somebody, help…”     “Eh?  What’s that?”     The soldier yelped, slamming his eyes close and curling up even tighter.  He could hear… something – something he couldn’t have identified even if he wasn’t losing his mind.  But, that wasn’t what made him flinch.  He was sure… so very sure… that Kefka had realized he was hiding in the well and come to murder him, too!  However…     “What’s this tingly feeling…  Magic?  Powerful magic…!  Hee hee… hee-hee!!”     He couldn’t have been more wrong.
    “H-hang on!” squeaked a tiny voice from the other side of town.     “We're coming to save you!!” another, deeper voice called.     “Hurry!!  Hurry up!!  There’s no time!”
    Hearing those voices call out, brave and true, briefly snapped the soldier in the well out of his mind-break.  A moment later, he peeked out… only to go wide-eyed.     “Well, well…” Kefka said with a smirk.  “If it isn’t the Eidolons!”
    Just as the lunatic had said, the Eidolon younglings had found their courage and flew into the horrible scene, attacking soldiers, casting magic at their vehicles and just generally trying to help.  Unfortunately for them… it did little to deter the person who’d ordered the attack.
    “I’ll be honest,” Kefka laughed, “I was surprised at your sudden arrival… but, now that you’re here, allow me to give you a proper welcome!  After all…”     His eyes narrowed and his smirk turned dark.     “It means you’re giving li’l ol’ me even more Magicite presents.  Hee-hee.”
    The soldier in the well wanted to cry out… he wanted to shout for the Eidolons to fly away.  But, something trapped his voice in his throat.  Was it fear?  No, it was something deeper than that…  Even though he’d regained his wits… he was still terrified nearly to death.  All he could do was continue to watch the horrible events unfold as they did.
    “So, since you all want to be turned to Magicite,” Kefka continued after a moment, “I’ll do just that!  But, first… let’s neutralize those pesky magic powers of yours, hm?”     The madman started quietly chanting…  Not long after, he threw his hands into the air, sending out a blinding flash of light that caused the hidden soldier to fall down the well with another splash!  By the time he climbed back up and looked around… he noticed that all the other soldiers… had vanished without a trace.  Even their Magitek Armor had vanished!  Moreover, Kefka seemed to have an odd glow about him…     “Now, O Eidolons…” the deranged magic-knight called, “Humor me as I really cut loose!  Oh, I’m going to enjoy this!”
    Kefka chanted, throwing his hands in the air like he just didn’t care!  Each time he did, voids of darkness flew across the area, each homing in on a random creature flying through the air.  As soon as it made contact, the Eidolon took their last breath before bursting and reforming into Magicite, then flying right into Kefka’s waiting mitts, just like Yura had.  And… the evil man just laughed-and-laughed each time he caught one.  It was almost like a game to him – in fact, the one time he did miss a crystal, he loudly cursed at himself… only to keep going.
    “Oh?  You intend to fight li’l ol’ me?” he said after the sixth-or-seventh successful catch.  Something was heading his way…  “Well, by all means!”     Just like that, a massive man-beast with horrible, curled horns and nasty, sharp teeth came down with an earth-shaking crash, snarling at Kefka… who just yawned and grinned.
    “You monster…!” the Eidolon roared as it stood up, revealing its full height to be that of a small house.  “You took the lives of my brothers and sisters, and for what?!  What did we ever do to you?!”     “Imbecile,” the madman scoffed.  “I can’t belieeeve you Eidolons don’t realize that you’re just tools and nothing more!”     “You’re the tool!!” the massive creature retorted.  “Have this!!”
    He waved a hand, a small blaze engulfing his opponent.  When the flames cleared… Kefka was still standing there, laughing.     “What…  Th-that’s not possible!”     “Anything is possible… with enough imaaagination!” he taunted.     “Imagine this, then!”     With a wave of both hands, the ground tore open, slashing Kefka with a super-heated blade of fire!  But, just like before, he was not only unaffected…     “That tickles!”     But, unimpressed.
    “I will end you for what you’ve done!!” the Eidolon screamed, sounding somewhat like a child throwing a temper tantrum.  Regardless, he was done playing around.     He clapped his hands together then shakily pulled them apart, revealing a growing ball of fire between them.  It grew larger-and-larger, scorching the ground and causing the very air to quiver from its heat.  After a moment of charging, he brought it into one hand and threw it into the air… only for it to streak at Kefka like a meteor, hitting him squarely and violently exploding!     The fireball demolished a nearby building and throwing what was left of Leo’s body far away!  The soldier in the well felt its effects, too, losing his grip on the suddenly-scalding stones and hitting the water for the third time.  He tried to climb back up only to flinch and drop down – his well had become something of a steam bath, from that attack… but, he didn’t dare try to escape.  Something far worse than being boiled alive was up there…
    “Pitiful…!” he heard Kefka scoff.  “You couldn't possibly beat me with something like that, hee hee!”     “You… you survived?!” the Eidolon asked, sounding dumbfounded.     “Of course, I did!” was the man’s reply.  “Now, turn to Magicite and, together, we will forge the Magical Empire of Kefka Palazzo!!”     “N-nuts to this–!  I’m outta here!!”
    The soldier finally worked up the nerve to climb back up… only to duck back down a second later!  The fiery beast had run right over the well, thankfully avoiding it…     “Boop!”     Not a long after…     “No…”     He gasped his last breath and broke apart, becoming Magicite before going to Kefka’s waiting, grabby hands.
    “Oho ho ho!” he chuckled.  “This one’s warm to the touch!  How very gratifying!”     He gave a nasty sort of laugh… then, he sighed.     “I’m bored, now.  Who’d have guessed Eidolons were such weak creatures?  It’s no fun fighting if you’re not even going to try!  So, let me save you the embarrassment…”
    The soldier in the well watched as Kefka channeled his energy.  Moments later, a series of dark orbs flew away from his hands.  The sky flashed a series of bright colors… then, Kefka found himself with an armload of freshly-made Magicite.
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Ruins of Motherhood
Summary: Malcolm had always been a bit of a rake, but he shouldn't have been able to get a famous sorceress in his bed. Yet she wound up there all the same, only to find her arms full of a too-human child nine months later.
Or, the story of Rumplestiltskin's conception and how he ended up with his father.  Slightly AU.
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Morgan woke up in bed with a man she didn’t know, aching in familiar places and with a mind too fuzzy for rational thought. Blinking, she turned to stare at the rather disappointing looking fellow in the bed next to her.  He was snoring heavily, a habit she hated, and drooling on the already-stained pillow.  They were in a ratty inn of some sort; she couldn’t remember the name, but she didn’t recall it having had any particularly redeeming aspects when she’d chosen to drink here the night before.
Guilt welled up immediately, and Morgan felt her stomach start to churn.  She’d wanted to drink the pain away, but that hadn’t done a damned thing.  It never did.  All she really could do was face the facts: she had taken a child’s heart, sacrificed a young girl to stop Danns’ a’Bhàis.  In the grand scheme of things, she had certainly done the right thing, but she would never forget how that girl had looked at her. I thought you were supposed to help, the girl had told her with haunted eyes.  All Morgan had been able to tell her was that this would help the world, and that her sacrifice would not be forgotten.
Yet she’d been a coward and drowned herself in drink once the deed was done.  The Heart had been delivered, and Morgan had come here, to this disgusting inn to drink with a jolly but shady man who…who had what?  She didn’t remember.
Her companion made an unintelligible noise, snorting in his sleep.  Sneering, Morgan levered herself out of the bed, grabbing for her clothes as she did so. He was even less impressive now that she was sober, and she couldn’t remember having been terribly interested in him even when she was drunk.  I have certainly lowered my standards.  This was not well done.  Quickly, she pulled her dress on, using magic to tie the laces so she could leave quickly.  She had been a fool, and now she had to pay the price.
“Leaving so soon, love?”
The slurred words made her spin just as Morgan got her boots on.  “I’m not your love,” she spat.
He giggled drunkenly.  “Nah, you didn’t seem that…soft, last night.  Angry.  Not very helpful.”
“Not very helpful?”  Morgan felt her nostrils flare.  What was he implying?  Had the fool any idea who she was?
Her only answer was a snore that reminded her of a very large pig.  For a moment, Morgan contemplated turning her magic on him, but no, he was not worth the price.  Even tying her laces with it had been foolish, but staying in this room left her feeling increasingly dirty. Still, she had not the power to waste on a disgusting cretin such as this, particularly since her own drunkenness was at least as much to blame as he was.  Did I consent? Morgan wondered before she could stop herself.  She could not remember.  She’d been angry and lonely and feeling so down…yet even this fool admitted that he’d not been able to romance her.
Still, she would not have put it past herself to screw him out of sheer misery and fury, so Morgan refused to place any definitive blame on the idiot.  But that didn’t mean she ever wanted to see him again.
Unfortunately, the fates would not be so kind.
Nine months later, she found herself face to face with the half-drunken sot again.  This time, he was playing follow the lady for a bunch of even drunker fools, and tricking them out of paltry sums of money.   Morgan herself was sober this time, for she held in her arms the most sobering thing of all: a fully-human child who could not survive in her crystal cave.  Long-lived though I may be, but even I will not live to stop Danns’ again without taking extreme measures, she reminded herself. Morgan knew that no one else was going to fight for humanity, not with Merlin gone and the few Saviors who had risen unworthy of the task.  She was all that was left, aside from Mordred in Camelot.  He had slowed time in his own way, and Morgan had her own, but this child could not live with her.
Literally.  Her own newborn could not survive any longer with her dwindling number of people; another few days and the magic of the cave would suck him dry.  He hadn’t a bit of magic to him, despite his impressive maternal lineage, and that should have made her decision easy.  Yet watching the boy’s father—and cradling her child in her arms, holding him close one last time—made her feel unexpectedly guilty.
It’s for the best, Morgan.  Do not hesitate now.  Not you, who has hesitated so few times in your life, even when you should have.
Squaring her shoulders, Morgan stepped forward once the fools finally dispersed, only to find that her prey—such as he was—was heading away.  Chasing him with a child in her arms would have been unbearably undignified, so Morgan followed at a safe distance.  Besides, she didn’t want to wake her yet-unnamed child; his crying would have drawn eyes she did not want to draw.  And she at least owed him a nice nap, given how she was about to give him away. To his father, she reminded herself.  That was not abandoning her child, was it?  She was going to give him his best chance to lead a human life with his human father.  It wasn’t like she’d done terribly well by her other children, anyway.  Of all the children she’d borne, only Mordred survived, and Morgan knew her son’s weaknesses.  She loved him above all else…but Mordred was hardly a shining beacon of virtue, particularly now.
“If you’re following me for a good time, lassie, you don’t need to keep your distance.”
Morgan stopped cold.  Somewhere during her musings, her former partner had turned to watch her, and now she was faced by a salacious leer that made her skin crawl. “I’m not looking for a good time.”
Their son chose that moment to start mewing softly, and Morgan shushed him without thought, bouncing him slightly to soothe him. He liked that, liked physical contact and being held.  I hope his father will realize that, she thought, surprised by how sad she suddenly felt.  This was it.  This was her giving up her child, and even if it was for the best, what little was left of Morgan’s heart ached.  I have no right to grief.  Not after what I have done.
“No, it seems you’ve already had one.”  He grinned, looming forward.  “Ugly little bastard, this one.”
“He’s yours.”  The words blurted out before Morgan could stop them, and she wanted to kick herself.
“What?”  Shock played over his face, but it was quickly replaced by a low sort of cunning. “Oh, no, lassie.  I’m not playing that game.  No way that squalling, needy little thing is mine.”
“No?”  Goaded to anger, Morgan drew herself up to her full height—which she admitted wasn’t very considerable, but she knew that she could radiate power.  “Have you forgotten me so easily, then, thief?”
She knew what he was, even without having seen him swindling drunks.  The fool had stolen a brooch from her when they’d slept together, and Morgan had been too ashamed to go back for it.  She had no doubt he’d sold it by now—nine months had passed—but he should remember.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Perhaps you remember a brooch, then,” she snapped. “One featuring a sword sinking into water, decorated with sapphires.  You took it from me the night he was conceived.”  Morgan nodded at their son, and was glad to see the fool’s face go white.
He shuffled nervously.  “Maybe I do.  Maybe I don’t.”
“Whether you do or not is immaterial.  This is your son.”  She glared, and was glad to see him grew more uneasy.  “He cannot live with me, so you must take him.”
He burst out laughing.  “Me?  A papa?  That’ll be the day.  I can’t take him.”
“Excuse me?”
“I’m not taking responsibility for a needy little worm like that!”  He started to back away, but it was his look of utter contempt that made Morgan contemplate cursing him.
“This needy little worm is your child,” she hissed, fury making magic begin to echo like crashing waves in her ears.  But she had not the power to spend, not on this, so persuasion would have to win. “And I will of course pay for his upkeep.”
“Pay?” That made him stop cold.
“Of course.”  She glared at him coldly, surprised to see a semi-charming smile coming to his face. “I am his mother.  I want to see him provided for.”
Now he was curious, even as his son drifted back off to sleep.  Apparently, his mother’s anger did not anger him much.  He’ll be a sweet one, this child, she knew.  Morgan could not say the same for his father, though, even though the man was clearly trying to peer at the boy with something akin to warmth.  “And does this mother have a name, lassie?”
“Morgan of Cornwall.”  She almost gave him her title, but stopped at the last moment. Her nation was gone, anyway, swallowed by the maw of Camelot.  She was still a queen, but a queen without a kingdom was an empty being.
“A lady?”  His eyes widened with avarice.
She snorted.  “Something like that.”  Throttling back her instinctive contempt, Morgan took a deep breath.  “I will see to his education, and make sure you are both comfortable.  I cannot take him with me, but I can make sure neither of you want for anything.”
“You should have led with that one, lassie.” A giggle.  “I’d have surely listened better.”
“I’m not your lassie,” she snapped, and the child stirred again.  Morgan needed a few moments to soothe him, and she was half surprised to see his father waiting patiently.  “But he is my son, and I wish for him to have his best chance.”
“And where better to have that than with his Papa, hmm?”  She thought his smile might actually be genuine, so when her one-time lover reached out for their son, Morgan handed him over.  At least he knew how to hold a child, and he bounced him with practice enough.  
It did not hurt to hand him over.  It didn't.  Morgan had to tell herself that, had to believe it.  Her son had no chance with her, so she would not let herself feel. She would never see him again; he would never know her.  But he would have a good life with his father.  Responsibility often helped men grow into the best version of themselves.  She had seen that often enough.  Her boy would be safe with the one parent who could afford to love him.  I will not weep.
The thief also took her money with enough practice, but Morgan was less concerned, there.   She’d certainly given him enough to see her child through even the worst of times, and Morgan did not care for riches.  Perhaps his father would remain a dishonest rogue, but she had always found having a rebellious nature to be a useful trait.  Rogues could love children easily enough, after all.  Her son would grow up secure, even if his father was a fool, and Morgan hoped that would be enough.
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