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23ster · 9 months
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Unexpected
Jimmy clasped his hands over his mouth. The longer he thought about it, the more that everything suddenly made sense and came together like the pieces of a puzzle. Fear and shock creeped in and he continued to stare at the screen Goddard was flashing at him.
It was positive.
Summary: Jimmy has been feeling shitty for the last few weeks and has Goddard scan him. Of all the things the genius expected, this was unexpected.
Story-type: One-shot
Status: Complete
Word-count: 3,904
Rating: General audiences
Link: 23ster
Special thanks to @notstephanders for helping me with this story and for all of your kind words and encouragement. //she's also got some sweet fanart and you should totally check out her tumblr.//
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umber-cinders · 2 months
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🥑, 🧩, 🥤, 🐇, sorry if its too many at once :[
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Its not too many at once anon I love answering asks. Its one of my fave aspects of tumblr💕And thank you to whoever is sending these 🤗
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Writer Truth Or Dare Asks
🥑 ⇢ you accidentally killed somebody, which mutual(s) do you text for help?
Sksks Probably @karisomk because they're most likely to think about something in the same perspective as I do 💀
🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?
Formatting! 😭I absolutely hate when a story is posted where everything is in gigantic 20 sentence long paragraphs. Especially when the dialogue is added all together in there too. Dialogue should ideally be its own line/paragraph. Sometimes too many spelling errors can make me not want to read as well. And I don't mean like occasional typos and slip-ups, I mean when it sounds like someone didn't at least give the text a reread to make sure it all makes sense first.
🐇 ⇢ do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both? 
This depends on the type of story I am writing. I usually prefer making original characters, its the most fulfilling and fun to me, but xReader/Reader insert is pretty nice when you're making a oneshot series. Even then, I can never not give "Reader" in my stories some kind of nickname or personality to fit the narration and make things flow more naturally.
☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username?
I have a thing for the element of fire. Warmth and heat is such a versatile thing with emotions and if you've ever read my stuff, I use the idea of fire and heat a lot. So Umber is the color of like a burnt brown/orange usually and Cinders are the charred pieces of what's left after something has burned away
🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love
Oh hohoho! I left this for last specifically so that I can tag my faves because I can never choose just one story/author (sorry in advance for tagging y'all in my nonsense but you deserve the praise) 💟 @pilesofpillows, @megamindsecretlair, @karisomk, @xenokattz, @mamajankyy, @snowkissedmonsters, @nocturne1980, @boxofbonesfic
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picnokinesis · 2 months
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I don't think you reblogged this but I am interested so 1&2 for the same ask game when you have time! Whichever WIP you want.
Oh my days HI GABE!!!! Thank you for the ask!! For everyone else there's a wip questionnaire here by @buffythevampirelover which maybe I'll reblog in a minute if anyone wants to ask me questions about my fan or og projects hahahah
1. What was the first part of your wip that you created?
Okay I'm actually gonna answer this about two different projects because a) I bugged gabe to actually give me a project and he said disarmed sksksk but also b) I have an interesting answer for one of my og projects
Disarmed, first of all - this is a fanfic wip that I'm currently working on (we're on the last chapter now, hurrah!). It's an idea I had in 2021, and I had actually decided that it was officially scrapped/permanently shelved at the start of January....only for me to then sign up to the goreswap exchange and decide to write it anyway SKSK ONLY TO THEN STOP because it got too long so I wrote something else instead.
If you don't like mentions of horrible injuries, I'd recommend stopping here and jumping to the next post on your dash haha.
Disarmed actually originally came about from a very rancid dream I had where the Doctor and the Master were both found in a forest on an alien planet, holding each other's severed arms over their shoulders rip. And so, from there, I ended up drafting this Idea in my brain - and I had this EXCEPTIONALLY clear image in my head of the Master sewing the Doctor's arm onto where his used to be (which...kind of doesn't technically even happen in the story anymore but the imagery remained), and so that was the first thing I created. Which is - actually tell you what, I'm gonna throw that sketch that i did under the cut along with the rest of this answer in case people scrolling don't want to see mild cartoon gore haha. Also this post might get a bit long anyway
Here he is!
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So in case anyone wasn't sure, the title is purely there for the pun and always has been hahah
For my og project though - this is a script that I'm not gonna say the name of because I submitted it to a BBC script call HAHA, but it's about a meteorite strike that causes a lot of problems, including giving some people dangerous powers. This idea actually started waaaaaaaay back when I was like, 16yo or so, when I wrote three songs that I wanted to make into a concept album. I'm pretty sure that the first one was actually one called Days Gone By, which I actually filmed myself singing here, back when I had long hair haha, although I think you could argue that the bones of We've Heard It All Before (which is now a complete song - and also YIKES I took this fast, baby taka what are you doing sksksk) came up before any of Days Gone By. How do I know this? I have a ton of old voice notes on my laptop. The interesting thing here is that Days Gone By is actually Plot C in my script and doesn't even come up in the episode that I wrote, which was the pilot, and thus only covers Plot A (Through the Dust and Blood, the third song which I did not film) and Plot B (We've Heard It All Before). Even funnier story - the idea for the original concept album which became the script was ALSO, like disarmed, based on a dream I had HAHAHA (but like, so loosely. I don't think any of the original dream other than the imminent meteorite strike has made it into the final project. Great jumping off point, though!).
2. If your story was a TV show, what would the theme song/intro be?
Gonna answer this one about my og WIP script, Onkalo, because this project has some original folk songs that I've written right at the heart of it - and so, naturally, I would have a rendition of Over Onkalo as the intro. I kind of imagine it like, a medley of an instrumental or soundtrack version, so more dramatic and orchestral, but with people singing the song coming in and out of it - and then it would end on just people singing the last line acapella as the rest of the music fades out and theeeeen - titles! Or something like that. If I have to go with a song that's already been written though, I'd probably go with maybe El Búho by Blanco White, or You Are a Memory by Message to Bears.
THANKS FOR THE ASK GABE!! <3
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hausofmamadas · 1 year
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PACHO Y MIGUEL | An enemies to lovers hatestory for the ages
✷✷✷ PT 1 ✷✷✷
Salud a mi gente! This little gif dump is the first of two or maybe three sksks for my df (dear friend) @purplesong1028 and her Pacho/Miguel fanfic, A Perfect Storm. Feel free to gaze at these thurstily and then go read the entire fic. It’s one of those where like it should make no sense? Except like it fully fucking does?? A testament to @purplesong1028’s skills, si me sienten.
From Narcos: Mexico, Season 2, episode 1 - Salva el Tigre
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It’s funny too bc I never would’ve put these two together but like now, I can’t unsee them. Like I never noticed how much Miguel actually, genuinely legit looks like he’s checking out Pacho appreciating mans for the snack that he is por supuesto until the pair was like incepted into my mind. It’s almost like a funhouse mirror where if you turn off the subtitles so you can ignore the canonically antagonistic dialogue, which is anywhere from one of those passive agressive, Real-World, reality TV type of confessionals, to a full-on Untucked brawl with these two pettiest of queens duking it out and just watch them interact, the looks of hate? somehow? Turn into like?? looks of ….longing to hate-fuck instead?? It makes no sense except it fully does. So, if any of that along with Pacho being cool, quippy, and clever and Miguel being hilariously neurotic, becoming undone by his own internalized homophobia and machismo sounds like your thing, fíjatela en chinga, enserio mis cabrones
taglist(have some gifs): @ashlingnarcos @cherixrosa @narcolini @cositapreciosa @purplesong1028 @criatividad-e @tinylittleobsessions @cigarettesaftersunset @artemiseamoon @narcos-narcosmx @thesolotomyhan @mandaloria314 @bellinitini @narcosmx @alreadywritten @drabbles-mc @complete-nonsequitur @narcosmx @dashavau
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tommyarashikage · 2 years
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💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other creators to do the same 💕
Thank you for sending this in, Kat 💜 This is such a sweet idea!
The edit I made for Zoiya is still one of my faves! Took me some time and it was worth it imo. I still like it very much 😊
Also, an edit I made for my bbys from my original work! Big thanks to everyone who left such sweet comments on it 🥺
And, mayhaps, an edit I'm currently working on, for Paz! It's been a lot of fun and I really like it so far! Quick preview below the cut
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not final ofc, I've only put the logo there because I don't know what kind of layout I want for the text sksks, also the layout for the connections isn't final yet either. feels too crowded I think
I've wanted to do stylized character sheets for all of my ocs and this is the first one I've actually started working on lol
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minniewoos · 5 years
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Golden ➣ Han Jisung
Genre: best friends au, bit of angst, fluff
Pairing: reader x jisung
Word Count: 3,321
Warnings: swearing, online harassment, stalker(?)
Summary: Being best friends with Jisung could get tiring sometimes, but he proves that he’ll always be there for you. Especially after you reveal a secret you’ve been keeping. 
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It was a wonder how you never fell for Han Jisung. He was almost perfect, almost.
He was like a golden boy. He had the personality: hilarious, cool, and could probably make any girl swoon. The guy could probably make the most humorless human beings shit themselves from laughing as well as make them fall in love. He was very musically inclined as well as a borderline genius. Jisung was sociable and popular within the little community you lived in. So there weren’t many people who haven’t heard of the larger-than-life boy in the small town.
He may not appear to be much at first glance, he gets startled easily and his ego could rival the Eiffel Tower. You swear he was the most confident person you knew. He wasn’t the tallest guy around and his cheeks gifted him the uncanny resemblance of a squirrel, but god were his eyes beautiful. And amid all his humanly perfect faults was a heart of gold. But those faults didn’t keep him from perfection in your eyes; if anything, they made him more human. More perfect.
No, what made him almost perfect was the fact that he was incredibly fucking obnoxious. Every time you felt an inkling of feelings for the boy, he opened his mouth and those feelings ran for dear life. And you seemed to be the only person with a negative opinion of him, which really just served to annoy you more.
“Hey y/n”
“y/n~~~”
“y/n!!!”
“What! Jisung, what do you want? I swear to god-”
Oh yea, and he was your best friend.
“You’re spacing out again, thinking about me?” He smiled charmingly and gave you a wink as he leaned towards you, this cheeky bastard. 
“You wish.” Rolling your eyes, you turned your attention back to your homework. You weren’t going to even begin to give him the satisfaction of letting him know you were, indeed, thinking about him, “Just help me with this trig homework.”
Jisung took one look at the equation, “The answer is π halves, are you dumb or something?”
You huffed and shoved his shoulder, “Shut up and actually explain this please, the test is tomorrow and I can’t afford to fail.” You pouted, getting irritated the longer he dragged this on. You two sat in his room on the floor; you attempted to study while Jisung helped, but he seemed to be hindering instead of helping at the moment. He was really good at this sort of stuff while you seemed to lag behind. And considering how he was your best friend; it was only natural you asked him for help. But it was Jisung and of course, he had to make it hard for you.
“Okay, I will as soon as you admit you were thinking about me.”
This insured a very unamused look from you while you rolled your eyes, “Fine, I was thinking of you…”
Jisung smirked triumphantly.
“…and how fucking annoying you are. Now help me.” You smiled promptly and shoved your homework between you two, your sweet tone contradicting your attitude. Jisung clicked his tongue in disappointment and picked up a pencil.
You felt your phone buzz in your pocket, continuously. You only sat up a little straighter and ignored it.
∎∎∎
The morning after the test you were anxious to know what grade you got, but you were confident it wasn’t lower than a C. So, you at least had that going for you.
You got a B, and while it might not seem that impressive, that B bumped your D to a C. You were just grateful that you were not at a complete loss in trigonometry. After nearly failing your last math class, you weren’t going to put yourself through that stress again. Things were looking up, at least they were starting to.
School wasn’t the only thing stressing you out, and it wasn’t the worst. Your phone buzzed a few times, urging you to look at it. You let out a shaky breath as you put it on silent and turned it off, shoving it into your pocket. Out of sight, out of mind.
“Wow…I owe Jisung one.” You mutter to yourself while standing in front of your locker, staring at your B+ trig test.
“Owe me what?” You heard the oh-so-familiar voice of your friend as he hung an arm around your shoulder and leaned into you. He spotted your test in your hands and frowned, “Damn and I was aiming for an A this time.”
You had to resist the urge to shove him off but you left him be with his arm around you comfortably, “I’m very satisfied with a B+ Mr. Genius, it brought my grade up either way.”
“It brought your grade up but you could’ve done better”
After that snarky comment, you shoved him off.
“You really know how to say the most annoying things don’t you.” You scoffed and shut your locker to face Jisung.
He only smiled in response. He held his arms out as if to offer a hug, but you knew he was gloating on the inside, “But you still love me.”
You crossed your arms and shoved past him, grumbling, “I don’t have the patience for this right now.”
Jisung knew something was up with you. While you would usually act annoyed with him, you were never rude or would straight up ignore him. Something was off with you, he figured it could be stress from school but he had a feeling it was something more. It wasn’t like you to just shove past him like that.
Jisung frowned, he knew how to get on your nerves but he could see something else was bothering you. So, he dropped the smug act and caught up to you, not saying anything but simply being a comforting presence. He even helped you carry some books to class and didn’t say anything more.
You suppressed a smile as your heart warmed up a little, it was a feeling you often felt around Jisung. Maybe you did fall for the boy, just a little bit.
Jisung may not have seemed like it, but he had more going up in that head of his than meets the eye. He’s a real people person and it shows. He’s especially good at reading you, so he knows what’s up most of the time and you don’t even have to say anything for him to understand. And right now, he knows not to pry into your business, but that doesn’t stop him from worrying his ass off. He didn’t know how you didn’t realize his super obvious crush on you, but it’s not like he didn’t hide it. He just kept quiet about it and stayed by your side. You would never admit it but he’s probably the biggest comfort and supporter you had; you’d be devastated without him.
When you got home after a long day at school, you sat in your room, staring at the phone you overlooked all day.
          ‘Why are you ignoring me?’
          ‘y/n please’
          ‘I love you, don’t do this to me’
          ‘You’re going to regret this when I see you’
Those were only some of the texts you received from this guy, there were days you’d get hundreds. There were too many messages from him to count, as well as missed calls. It was too much. He was too much. This guy, Wonseo, would not leave you alone and it terrified you.
Actually, you met him on a dating app, and the app was really only to pass time. You never looked for an actual relationship from it, just somebody to talk to and chase away boredom. But Wonseo was somebody you clicked with pretty well; he was funny, witty, and wasn’t bad looking at all. And you two became real friends in the process of talking, he wasn’t just some guy from that dating app anymore.
But at one point, he decided that being friends wasn’t enough for him. And despite letting him know you weren’t interested, he kept bugging you about dating him. And over time it just got worse until the situation advanced to the point it is now. Wonseo was really possessive and even threatened to find you, but he never said what he would do. It was really getting to you and you desperately didn’t want it to show. There was no way you were going to tell somebody about Wonseo, it would worry them too much, especially Jisung; this was something you were hoping to blow over and forget about soon enough.
          ‘Wonseo please…’
          ‘I don’t know why you’re doing this, but I really want you to stop. I’ve asked you before but I’m serious. Stop talking to me.’
Your hands were shaking, you were waiting for threats in response. That was what he usually did; you would ask him to stop then he’d say something along the lines of ‘I’m going to find you’ or ‘you’ll regret this’. Maybe he had some loose screws, but he really did seem like a good guy at first. It really just took some time for his true colors to show.
You were exhausted by him at that point and regretted even responding to him. Before he could text back and say anything, you turned your phone off and got ready for bed. You decided it was time to ignore him for good, come morning time you would block him and forget all about it.
When you woke up, you were surprised to see your phone clear of any message from Wonseo. Whenever you would ask him to stop, he’d blow your phone up. But now, it was empty. Relief flooded through you as you got dressed for school, Wonseo finally got the hint and you couldn’t have been happier. And it was really freeing in a way, that heavy burden was lifted from your shoulders as there was no pressure from Wonseo. No texts, no calls, no nothing.
You could almost cry right now, but not quite.
You shook off the odd feeling you got. Maybe this silence was only temporary, but you were going to enjoy the freedom to the fullest. And when you got to school, it showed. You laughed a bit more and your smile was just a bit wider; your overall disposition exuded joy. A clear contrast to your previously exhausted aura. And Jisung definitely noticed.
While walking to class, Jisung gave you an odd look. He looked at you as if you had three heads.
“What?” you laughed, “Do I have a couple extra heads or…?”
“Might as well, you seem happy today. Any reason why?”
“I don’t know, maybe it’s the good weather” You shrugged just as thunder and lightning struck somewhere outside. When Jisung gave you an unimpressed look but you only smiled and sat down at your desk.
“Aish you’re seriously creeping me out,” He sat beside you and shook his head, “the past couple weeks you’ve been in the worst mood and now you’re…glowing.” his nose scrunched up.
“Like I said, I don’t know.”
“Bullshit,” He looked at you for a moment, as if he was trying to analyze you. Then he gasped, “Do you have a boyfriend!?”
“What!? No, don’t say things like that. You might spread rumors.” You quickly shushed him, “Why would you think that?”
Jisung was internally panicking. Why else would you be so happy, as far as he knew nothing else major was going on with you. Either you met a guy and don’t want it to spread until it’s official. Or it’s already official and you knew about his super obvious crush on you and don’t want to hurt his feelings. Either option wasn’t very appealing.
“Hey, you’re frowning.” You reach over and squish his face up into a smile, laughing at how ridiculous it looked. Jisung only swatted your hand away and rolled his eyes. It shocked you when your heart skipped a beat, cause wow, he was cute. You smiled quietly as class started and you took out your notes, trying to think of why in the world Jisung would make your heart beat so fast.
Throughout the day, for some reason, Jisung stuck to your side more than usual. He could be clingy sometimes, but today he was with you constantly. Not that you minded, but it didn’t help to calm your beating heart down. You’d be lying if you didn’t say it annoyed you a bit.
You’ve never felt like this for him before, so why now. Sometimes you had that warm feeling around him, usually when he was able to cheer you up or vice versa. But this feeling was different; you were a little nervous, a little more cautious, and a lot more aware of his little mannerism. Just the way he would eat with his cheeks stuffed full, the way he would put his hand to his lips while thinking, even just the way he stood. You began to notice these little things more.
The last bell of the day rang and you walked out with Jisung, laughing at his impression of your very boring English teacher. You lightly shoved his arm with a smile.
“By the way, Ji, did something happen between you and your friends or something? You’d usually eat lunch with them or hang with them after school. Not that I mind, but it’s a little strange you’ve been with me all day.”
With a look of indifference, he looked at you for a brief moment, but he quickly smiled and just put an arm around you, “What can I say? You’re just that important to me.” he said with the utmost confidence.
You sputtered as your stomach did little flips, “Don’t say things like that…” You covered your mouth with your hand, trying to hide the smile and blush rising to your cheeks.
“Whaaaa why??” He whined, “I know you like it. Admit it.”
You smiled teasingly at him, “You. Wish.”
He just nudged you back in response and rolled his eyes, “Fine Fine, you wanna go to the cafe down the block? It’ll be on me.”
And with that, you found yourself at the nice little cafe on the street corner. With Boba tea in your hand and Han Jisung sitting across from you. It was a cafe you visited often with Jisung, so often that it would feel weird if you ever went without him. It was almost routine for the two of you; you would get boba and Jisung would get an americano. Then after a half hour or so he would walk you home. You smiled to yourself, mindlessly jabbing your straw into your boba; what would you do without that boy?
“Seriously, why are you so happy all of a sudden? It’s been doom and gloom with you until this morning.” He said after taking a sip of his americano, his eyebrows scrunched up, “It’s kind of worrying me.”
You shook your head with a same, then rested your hand over his on the table, “Listen, it’s nothing to worry about okay? It’s just a small thing that blew over eventually.”
He gave you a skeptical look, “Okay but I’m not buying it.”
“Whatever, but what’s up with you today too. As I said, you hung out with me more than usual today.” You change the subject, genuinely curious.
He cocked his head to the side, “What I can’t hang out with my best friend?”
“Mhm, sure.” You say, not believing his excuse either. You start to get up and he looks at you, “I’m just going to the bathroom, relax. Watch my stuff, thanks”
You set your purse and phone down as you walk towards the back. You really were curious as to why Jisung was suddenly so clingy, it was in his personality but something was up. Maybe it was because you were acting strange too. After being harassed by Wonseo so much, it felt so freeing to not hear from him for a whole day. It’s possible he even gave up. You could only hope.
You headed back to your table with Jisung to finish up your drink and head home, but when you get to the table Jisung gave you a worried look. He looked halfway between disappointed and concerned. And that’s when you noticed your phone in front of him and messages flooding your screen. Your heart dropped as well as your expression, you avoided Jisung’s gaze.
You slowly pick up your phone and shut it off, you motion for Jisung to get up, “Hey, lets head home. I’ll explain on the way.”
The two of you took the usual route, Jisung would walk you to your house first and then he would walk the few blocks to his home. But instead of the usual laughter and comfort that filled the air, you only felt embarrassment and discomfort. You could tell Jisung was getting impatient, so you stopped stalling and let out a sigh.
“You’re probably wondering who that was.” You said, hands clasped behind your back. Jisung nodded, ready to listen.
“He was a friend I met online, and he was cool and everything. But after a while…he began to just, become possessive…” You trail off and continue to explain everything to him. Starting out slowly and carefully, but eventually, you started on a tangent and began to rant. All your complaints and feelings finally coming out after months of keeping your little secret. You told Jisung everything and how he constantly harassed you, threatened you, and wouldn’t leave you alone.
And finally telling Jisung had lifted a huge weight off your chest, and feeling that relief, you had tears welling up in your eyes, “I…I’m sorry. I really meant to tell you sooner but I didn’t think it was that important and I just really really really hoped it would blow over quickly and he would just give up but now I see he’s not going to and-”
You were cut off when you felt Jisung wrap his arms around you, gently rubbing circles on your back with one hand. He rested his other hand on your head, letting you sob openly into his chest, “Shhh sh, hey it’s okay. You’re okay, I promise.”
You shook your head, face still buried in his chest. The waterworks were flooding now, you were just glad he wasn’t able to see your face; you were sure it was red and tear-stained by now. But you stayed like that, with Jisung’s arms around you as you were able to let it all out. It was finally when your sobs began to still is when Jisung pulled away. You almost pouted until he held your face, his thumb wiping away the leftover tears running down your face.
“Hey,” he looked at you seriously, “you never have to hide anything from me. I’ll help you and support you however I can. Okay? We’ll deal with this guy; we’ll make sure he doesn’t bother you again and we’ll both be happy.”
You nodded your head, sniffling you wrap your arms around Jisung’s waist again, wanting his comfort back, “Promise?”
“Absolutely.”
You nodded again and just rested your head against Jisung, “Thank you, you’re the best.”
You could just feel the smirk he had with that little compliment as he replied with a cheeky tone, “Yea, I’m aware.”
You smiled and squeezed him a little tighter, “I’m sure you are.”
The two of you stayed like for a couple moments, a couple quiet, comforting moments. With Jisung’s arms around you, the world felt perfect. It just felt right. You wanted to stay there, his arms around you as you listened to his steady breathing. It was the calmest you’ve been in a long time.
“Hey y/n?”
“Hm?”
“I love you.”
Yea, Han Jisung was perfect.
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alittlelostwanderer · 3 years
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So, hypothetically, if I were to write a Din x reader Labyrinth AU, would anyone actually be interested in it? I have two ideas on how it could go—like either Din would be the "Goblin King" or the reader could be that role. Obviously, Grogu would be the fill in for Toby. It's just something I realized since my last post I made about the Labyrinth and the Mandalorian. Oof, also, yeah it would probably be based in space, and in a huge maze like ship—or I could go with the original plot and have things in that exact setting. But uh, yeah. Just lemme know I guess haha.
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pencilscratchins · 3 years
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rebecca PLEASE could you share more details about your bo-katan/fennec headcannons? sincerely, a lesbian dying to write fanfic of star wars wlw who was delighted by your clone wars zine
the entire purpose of that zine, actually, was to scam people into getting invested in fennec/bo katan so they get more content made SKSKS
so, fennec and bo are both in their mid to late 20′s around the events of the Clone Wars, and we know that by the time of the Bad Batch, fennec is already a pretty established mercenary. i feel like fennecs one of those people who’s always just been competent and straightforward-- at the same time, she clearly got a sense of irony sksks.
bo katan is clearly already a member of the death watch, which means they both are running in the circles of the Shadow Collective.
i’m thinking they probably met when fennec is hired for a job that corresponds with a Death Watch mission; fennec’s probably contracted to take a hit out on someone they’re also tracking, and since pre vizsla just wants the job done, he’s like “we’re all work together” but tells bo katan to keep a close eye on fennec.
(actual fic writers, I’m sure, can create a real mission for them but i am a village idiot and therefore, simply present what few beans i can grow in the barren soil that is my brain)
personality wise, they aren’t exactly compatible LMAO bo katan is... well Bo Katan All The Time, which is not exactly easy to hang with lMAOO. fennec thinks she’s a self righteous hard ass; and bo katan thinks fennec is a disrespectful dick.
that does not change the fact that there is 100% very thick sexual tension between the two of them. 
like, we know canonically that bo katan can be a little flirty and you think that she’s gonna be around 1990’s ming na wen and be able to not flirt with her once? i know shes a strong woman, but she’s still human, damn
so they don’t like each other, but boy golly, do they end up pressed against a lot of walls in tense situations, or arguing in very close quarters. and i mean, they both got competency kinks clearly. and they do fight well together- bo is confrontational and fennec doesn’t miss a shot, so they’re sorta unstoppable. 
they complete that mission and don’t hook up yet (maybe they kiss idk) but pre vizsla is impressed by fennec so he considers her an ally, and tells her to contact them if she ever needs back up and shes like “i dont ever need back up.
bo kinda thinks that’s the end of it, they likely wont ever meet again, but after that mission: they keep running into each other. on missions, in bars, in jail, one memorable time.
After maybe the third or fourth time they run into each other, fennec makes a move to which bo is like “i’m not interested in a relationship with you. i dont even like you as a person,” and fennec’s like “??? who said anything about liking each other, are you or are you not trying to bone?” and that’s a pretty salient point so then they bone
~ romance ~
like they’re not enemies to lovers, they’re just nemesis's AND lovers LMAOO
Then on out, they hook up anytime they see each other and over the years, things soften between them. they never want anything more, relationship wise, but they become something resembling friends.
that’s just the nature of knowing someone that long, i think. fennec sees bo mourn her sister, bo sees fennec get seriously hurt on the job for the first time; they see each other through the beginnings of the purge and the war. sex becomes less about getting in and out of there fast, and they start hanging out afterwards. talking.
eventually, they are friends. But they’re still living two very separate lives; bo katan has to face life after the mandalorian purge and becomes more and more certain of her need to reclaim the throne of mandalore. fennec’s jobs are coming more and more from the empire and she’s doesn’t feel right about seeing bo after those jobs. besides, her reputations growing and suddenly, she’s a hot ticket assassin.
they drift apart and lose contact- it happens. there’s a war going on. neither like to think of it for too long, honestly.
Cut to, Din introducing his group of vaugbounds to each other and bo being like “we’ve met, :/” Din’s like “??” fennec’s just happily like “oh, we boned on and off for like 15 years. What’s cracking, bo?”
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anon asked: Hi I really liked that hc with the pointing lips, I didn’t expect to see this on the tag list and my filipino heart couldn’t contain it 🥺 this is my first time requesting for a genshin fanfic heheh. I want to request a hc something to do with Harana, where the characters (albedo, Diluc, kaeya, maybe xiao 👀 and other characters you would like to add) sing from your window to persuade/court you since it’s part of (our) S/O culture so they wanted to impress them with this... IKSNSJS
*:・゚✧ nakilig ako dito putaena AHAHAHAHHA
doing this quickly bc i wanna do it b4 windblume ends sksks. also i’ll go and link some songs fitting for the characters (all filipino ofc. spoilers its all ben&ben HAHAHAHAHA)!
gn!reader
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✧ Diluc Ragnvindr | Ben&Ben - Araw-Araw
Umaga na sa ating duyan 'Wag nang mawawala Umaga na sa ating duyan Magmamahal, o mahiwaga
• It’s apparent that Diluc can sing since he won first place in the music minigame. He was taught at a young age on playing and dabbling in the arts like any other young noble should. It comes as no surprise that Diluc knows how to sing and play.
• It was you who had to tell Diluc this tradition when the Windblume Festival hits. When hearing the prospect of reciting poetry to your loved ones, you immediately got excited, which made Diluc question your sudden excitement.
• “Back where I’m from, there’s a tradition where a person will sing to their crush if they want to court them. It’s usually underneath a window sill but either way, I do want to experience it at least once!”
• He imprints the sight of your soft smile at the memory of the tradition. He thinks back on his time learning music as he cleans a beer glass. He’s not a bad singer by any means (ngl i thought diluc was voiced by jonah scott bc hoo boy he sings. but imagine my surprise when he was voiced by mishima skks). He can definitely carry a tune but would he risk his entire dignity by singing under your window sill with a song that he barely knows?
• If Kaeya wasn’t there, then maybe. Maybe.
• So he opts for the next best option; serenading in a private and romantic place. It wouldn’t be the Dawn Winery, there is too much traffic to try and attempt to sing. Windrise is an option but Diluc knows that the sisters of the church comes and cleans the statue (and Barbatos knows that he doesn’t want Barbara to faint from his voice). His next bet is Starsnatch Cliff, where numerous Cecilia flowers are littered across the cliff. 
• With that plan, he now attempts to memorize a song from your country. Diluc’s a fast learner, so he has no trouble learning the notes, the lyrics (though his pronunciation leaves little to be desired), and finally, the emotion carried through the music. Now that’s where he struggled since he doesn’t know how to convey emotion compared to other musicians. He tries his best, even asking Venti for help (enrolled is what Venti would use but at least he was paid with the best alcohol).
• Now to actually play the damn thing. He already struggled when inviting you out to Starnsatch Cliff (and bribing the couple that was there away), he hopes that his fingers wouldn’t twitch from nerves. It was when he began strumming his guitar that he realized something: there was no point in proving that he can sing. There was no point in learning a different language when there were many other different things he could’ve done to impress you. There was no need to potentially embarrass himself.
• But it was worth it when he sees your wide-eyes, your parted lips, and the warmth on your cheeks when he leans in closer. It’s worth it to see your eyes shine just like the stars in the sky when you understood the lyrics. It was worth it to see you say the words that Diluc longed to hear from your lips as he sealed them with a kiss.
Dawn has come within our cradle I pray you never fade Dawn has come within our cradle I love you, my ethereal
✧ Albedo | Ben&Ben - Ride Home
Took a morning ride, found a place up in my mind, no one else can see Maybe it's fate that we lose control In circles around, we go We become who we ought to know We just gotta let it go We just gotta let it go
• I think it’s safe to say that everyone knows Albedo can sing when his VA posted him singing. He can carry a tune and play decently on the strings. It’s just that he closes himself off in his research in Dragonspine all the while the Windblume Festival is in full swing. It’s not like you to leave someone behind while everyone is celebrating so you stand by Albedo for the duration of the festival.
• He says that you didn’t have to keep him company, more so if you don’t know anything about alchemy, but you were adamant to not leave the alchemist alone. Albedo can’t help the warmth fluttering in his heart that you wanted to stay with him. He wanted to try and teach you basic alchemical stuff so you wouldn’t feel bored or left out but he feared the shakiness in his voice would hinder him.
• So, you two talk about each other instead. While Albedo didn’t have anything noteworthy to talk about, you said to him about how you wished you can partake in the music game in hopes to play a love song. You told him that you wanted to try and sing a love song to your crush since it was a tradition in your country. While he bristled at the fact that you have a crush, the way your eyes flitted towards him, with a wavy smile on your face solidified his feelings for you.
• Having that information in mind, he quickly makes a harp out of the materials he has on hand. Such a feat is nothing to Albedo but it wasn’t the music that he was afraid of, it was giving his feelings away to you so suddenly. Learning a new language wasn’t so hard (because he learned it when he immediately realized he had feelings for you, what’s stopping him from learning everything?), but he fears that you may take it the wrong way.
• Or rather, he fears that he may do something he regret towards you.
• But he perseveres. When you were up sitting on a rock formation, studying a rare flower, Albedo stood below you, harp in hand. The sight of him, his beautiful eyes that were used to be so sure are now nervously flitting from side to side. His voice was carried out to the wind, deep and soothing just like the winds that caressed your skin. Albedo is nothing short of nervous but he was sure that he had his point across when he sees your blushing smile.
• All fears vanished when you jumped down a giggling mess, saying that this was the best Windblume Festival ever when you leaned in and kissed him.
So I'm coming home to you, ooh You, ooh You're all I need, the very air I breathe You are home, home
✧ Kaeya Alberich | Ben&Ben - Pagtingin
‘Pag nilahad ang damdamin Sana ‘di magbago ang pagtingin Aminin ang mga lihim Sana ‘di magbago ang pagtingin
• Kaeya won’t deny that he’s just as musically inclined as Diluc. As siblings, they’re naturally competitive against one another, always competing to see who can play the better piece. He wishes he could go back to those days, but bygones are bygones. Now, he strums his harp just for fun. Still, he’s not one to serenade to random strangers so it’s a first time for him to be laying his heart out in the open.
• Kaeya, like a responsible captain, steals you away and joins in the festivities with you with an arm around your waist. Reluctantly, you humored him, as you recount previous stories that you’ve experienced. One particular story that he keeps in memory was when you were serenaded once in your own bedroom window. While you had to turn down the one courting for personal reasons, you can’t help but feel warm whenever you remember the memory. Ever since hearing the bards’ sing their songs for the festival, you can’t help the flutter in your heart.
• Now, Kaeya is a very adaptable man, so he quickly thinks the best way on how to confess to you. Sometimes he has to curse himself from being so successful at flirting at absolutely everyone that he knows you could pass it off as being Kaeya. So he figures out the next best thing.
• Now, unlike Diluc, he’s willing to throw away his dignity for you. He’s willing to throw anything away from you because you were already so etched deeply in Kaeya’s heart.
• He’s a fast learned like Albedo, so it wasn’t hard to learn your language and do the correct pronunciation. All that’s left is to sing it and where. He hopes he could sing it underneath your balcony but you lived near the Cat’s Tail Tavern, where the noise has been raucous in this time of year.
• So he decided on going to the safety of your home, “drunkenly” stating that he was too sloshed to go back to his duties so he wishes to stop by your home until he sobers up. It wasn't an uncommon sight to see, so you relented Kaeya in resting on your couch as you prepared some water for him to sober up. At that moment, he prepares his act. 
• With his guitar in hand, he stands up and meets you in the kitchen. With his fingers elegantly strumming against the strings, his silky voice permeated across the house. His one eye watched your own widen at the sight of the man singing. He relished it even more when he sees the recognition in your eyes when you know the song that he's singing. Each lyric has been beautifully sung and amazingly enunciated that you wondered if Kaeya was a native to your homeland. 
• Kaeya wasn't normally a sap like this. He doesn't just do this to anyone. He even wonders what's the point of this when he doesn't even know that you'll accept him for who he truly is-for what he will do when things go awry. He recounts the words of a bygone father and he feels every ounce of sin he’s committed claw his back.
• But your gentle touch sends them away. Your hands burn the sins to ashes as you told him your ‘I love you’ in your language. And he understood it perfectly.
If I reveal just how I feel I hope you won't change how you look at me Admit all secrets I keep I hope you won't change how you look at me
✧ Xiao | Ben&Ben - Kathang Isip
Pasensya ka na Sa mga kathang isip kong ito Wari'y dala lang ng pagmamahal sa iyo Ako'y gigising na Sa panaginip kong ito At sa wakas ay kusang lalayo sa iyo (lalayo sa)
• Could Xiao even sing? Guizhong may have instilled some Liyue music in his veins when he was still a baby adeptus, she may have pulled her hair out once or twice when Xiao keeps breaking the guzhengs. At least Xiao has a decent voice, so Guizhong wouldn’t strangle Xiao with a forced sweet smile on her face. After the archon war and the yakshas fall, Xiao never sang or picked up another instrument ever again.
• Not when he passed Mondstat, hearing the insufferable bard play his tune, hearing the people who’re safe from karmic binds profess their love for one another, it made him sick. But by Guizhong’s hair would he waste this opportunity to leave you alone in the Windblume Festival. Even if he has to drag you away from the crowd in fear of him lashing out. He is not apologetic to him dragging you away but he does wonder why you would rather choose to spend your time with him rather than enjoy the festivities.
• It was at the city walls, you and Xiao enjoying the almond tofu you prepared beforehand. You did most of the talking, talking about random things that you can get. Xiao would always dutifully listen because he-honestly-you’re the only mortal that wormed his way into his heart and now he wants more but afraid of the consequences. He listens to you rambling about a courting method where one person serenades the other while they were in a higher place, just like the city walls.
• Human courting rituals have been the most confusing thing to Xiao; why go through such great lengths just to confess to someone your feelings? Shouldn’t straight up saying it be better and save time for each party? Even when he says this, he can’t help but watch your eyes glimmer at the thought of someone serenading you, in a night just like this.
• He was willing to embarrass himself for you, as he planted his feet on the wall railings. “Wait here.”
• He jumps and before you could say anything, he uses his Anemo Vision to keep him afloat. On his position, he was below you by a few feet. You watched in confusion when he summoned a lyre (and you could make out a scowl on his face, as if he was cursing the instrument) and soon, he began strumming it.
• His harp skills... could do some work. Some tone-deaf bard might have bawled his eyes out if he hears him play, but he was willing to swallow that embarrassment when he gets to have his point across. He hopes that he does, laying his heart like this just for you to take apart, for you to heal, for you to do whatever you want with it. He was willing to be weak and revere to you as someone as grand as an archon. 
• Xiao wasn’t expecting you to understand but when he sees tears in your eyes and your hand covering your mouth, he immediately stopped his singing and hurried to your side. Though, he didn’t have to. You already jumped down and got caught in his arms. He felt your tears soak his skin, your incoherent babbles muffled by his shoulder but he could make out that Xiao’s feelings aren’t one-sided.
I'm sorry For this imagination of mine I guess it's just because of my love for you I will wake up now From this dream of mine And in the end I will stay away from you (stay away from)
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I has another question about Seb, because I have noticed a small contradiction between two posts
In one post, you said that Sebby's natural eye color was a really dark red, but then in your most recent Seb art (WHICH I LOVE BTW DID I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE IT SO MUCH??? BEC I DO) at the bottom you said beloved goblin boy has brown eyes??
So which is it? Or heterochromia Seb??????
Also, I'm making the whole 'his eyes glow less if he genuinely likes you' an entire thing in my fanfic, ITS TOO CUTE NOT TO INCLUDE IT OKAY??
BTW, hope ur doing good!! Exams fucking suck lol, and yet ur still pumping out all this great content??? Ur so great I would kill for you (affectionate) /pos
- 🌕 (Moon Anon)
OH WAIT NO THAT WAS A MISTAKE ON MY PART
HIS NATURAL EYE COLOUR IS DEEP RED 😭😭 I mistook it for brown😳 (it literally says on the side that it’s red and not brown…my eyes trippin)…The shade’s called temptress:
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I honestly don’t know my colours 😭. On the contrary, it looks like dark brown at first glance and then u notice that it’s more red/maroon-ish
Here’s the gradient:
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Low-key lipstick shades 👀✨
SKSK THE FIC AHHHH…eyes glow less but heart glows more OOF-🤌🏼✨
MOON AHH UR TOO SWEET BB😭😭💜🌸💜🌸💜 (that’s good cuz I needed to hire an assassin/j). SKSKSKS💜🌸💜🌸💜
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Purple Roses pt. 2 (Miss Venable x reader)
hiya..its 4 am in germany and im really tired :3 but here we go, Mina is damn soft in this fanfic..i hope its okay sksks..here is the first pt.:
https://littlejeaniehugsbumblebees.tumblr.com/post/640902350735818752/purple-roses-ms-venable-x-reader
summary: Mina meets ur parents and u have ur coming out..ouhh and she wants to ask u smt
warnings: nothing its super duper fluff i guess :D
tagglist: @d14n4ol
google translate sksksk
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"Earth to Mina ..", you grumbled and reached out your finger to tap her cheek gently.
"What?"
Your girlfriend looked away from her newspaper with a frown to look down at you, who was lying in her lap.
You had to grin as she stared down at you in confusion as the glasses slid down a few millimeters on the bridge of her nose.
"I asked you something.."
"And what did you ask?"
"So ..", you started after your fingers had moved to her glasses and you had pushed them up again.
"Imagine you had to decide: Either you are the only mortal human among immortal humans or you are the only human who is undying among all mortal humans.. What do you choose?"
"Is that a test?"
"A test for what?"
"For finding out if I'm a psychopath or something like that?" She asked, still staring down at you, frowning.
"No ..." you shook your head. "I just saw it earlier on instagram and was just thinking about it .."
She looked at you thoughtfully for a few seconds.
"I would probably want to be the immortal human among mortals .."
"For real?" You shouted, tilting your head.
"Then you should see all your friends die .."
Mina raised an eyebrow.
"Which friends?"
"Oh wow .." you rolled your eyes.
"So, am I a psychopath now?" She smiled and you could see her white teeth.
"No .." you mumbled as you started to play with her purple blouse.
"I would probably have taken that too .. but just because it would have been weird to be the only person who would have to die at some point .."
Mina let out a low snort.
"Imagine that, a graveyard for one person ..".
"Yes! .." you exclaimed cockily. "I would probably be exhibited in a museum as the only human corpse. And I would get a coffin made of gold and people would come from all over the world just to see me dead .."
"Or some crazy scientist would use your dead body for their projects .."
"Ew .." you made and grimaced. "That wouldn't be that great ..".
"Better to be immortal, then ..", Mina said with a grin before leaning forward to put her newspaper on the table.
"Now I have a question for you, Y / N .."
"Oh yeah?" You looked confused into her brown eyes and she hummed in agreement as her fingers started to comb through your hair.
"Okay, imagine a bitter old woman comes up to you and asked you, if you want to marry her, what would you answer?"
"I would say no, of course ..." you said, tilting your head to one side.
"First of all, I don't find old, bitter women really attractive and, secondly, why should I marry an old, bitter woman when I can just have the most beautiful woman in the world?"
Mina laughed softly before tapping the tip of your nose with her index finger.
"You know what I'm getting at ..".
"What I know is that you could then leave your show-off house and then finally move into my horror apartment ..", you grinned cheekily at her and she just rolled her eyes.
"You know, I've been thinking, Y / N .." she continued, suddenly sounding serious. "We've been a couple for almost a year now and the only person who knows about it is your aunt and some of your friends .."
"Should I start tagging you on my pictures now?" You laughed.
"You're the one who doesn't like all the love stuff in public and that's not supposed to be a reproach .. I-"
"I want to get to know your parents ..", she interrupted you and looked at you carefully.
You met her gaze for a few seconds before you swallowed.
"My parents?" You repeated quietly.
"Your parents."
"Uhm..okay..that's unexpected .." you muttered as you rose from her lap to sit up.
"So my parents are nice people, but you know, that they dont now that I am ... you know-"
"That you are attracted to old, bitter women?"
"Oh shut up Mina .." you hissed and slapped her gently on the upper arm.
"If you say that again, break your stupid stick and throw it in the fireplace ..".
"Ouhh now I'm scared .." Mina teased, grinning, but you just shook your head.
For a moment there was silence between the two of you and Mina was finally the one who interrupted them.
"I don't want to force you to do it and if you say, you don't want to do that, then that's okay .. I don't want to drive a wedge between you and your parents either .." she said and put her hand on yours. Your gaze landed on her hand, ran down her arm to finally meet her face.
"Maybe it's a good idea .." you muttered and she smiled gently.
"At some point I have to tell them anyway .."
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"Hello beautiful woman .." you greet your girlfriend who entered your shop. Like she did every Tuesday night after work ... It was one of your favorite traditions in your relationship.
"How can I help you today?", You smiled brightly at her as she leaned against your counter
"Well Miss Y / L / N, my wonderful girlfriend and I will be with her parents for dinner for the first time tomorrow evening .. You know, her parents don't know that she is a lesbian ...", Mina explained seriously and brought you to grin.
"That sounds interesting .."
"That's it! We're both just pretty nervous and I thought it would be a good idea to bring flowers to her parents ...".
"That's a great idea, Miss Venable .. what were you thinking of?", You tilted your head and wandered your eyes over the woman who was just standing in front of you.
The lavender suit, the way her hair was perfect and the dark lipstick ... she was so fucking beautiful.
Mina cleared her throat briefly when she realized that your attention was no longer on your conversation.
"You know, Miss Y / L / N, I love to watch your talented little fingers remove the thorns from the roses ..", she playfully raised an eyebrow and you couldn't help but laugh.
"How vulgar, Miss Venable .. just make sure that your girlfriend doesn't notice this, otherwise she'll get jealous ..".
You bent down briefly to get the box with the red roses from under the table. You put them on the table between you and Mina and took out the small knife to start removing the thorns.
"How was your day, honey?" You finally asked her after a minute had passed.
"Good," she said curtly.
"Good?", You looked at her grinning. "You sound like a school child who is asked how it was in school ..".
Mina shrugged her shoulders.
"I hate those idiots from my office, but that's nothing new ..".
"Imagine if I would work for you .. maybe you wouldn´t hate it so much anymore ..", you muttered while you still slid your knife over the flower stems.
"I think that wouldn't be a good idea .."
You just nodded and stared intently at the roses in front of you.
"What about the purple roses?", Your friend suddenly asked.
"What do you mean?"
"You had these roses once and never again .."
"That was a special delivery .." you explained and reached under the counter, took out the paper and wrapped the roses in it.
"But we can also make some ourselves ..".
You put the flowers in Mina's arms and looked expectantly into her confused face.
"How is that supposed to work?" She asked.
"You water white roses with purple color .."
"Should we try it sometime ..", she mumbled and you nodded.
"Listen Mina, you wait in the car and I'll finish everything here and then we can go home .."
"Sounds good .." she replied just before she turned around and strutted out of the shop.
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Her dark eyes stared at Mina in the mirror as she smoothed her blouse with her hands. Miss Venable was usually never nervous, which was because, due to her dominant demeanor, she almost always had the strings in hand when it came to dealing with other people and she didn't care how much she hurt someone with her words. But that was you, her precious little princess and what she wanted least of all was to see you sad because of her. She also knew that she couldn't win over your parents if she intimidated them.
She leaned forward to apply her dark lipstick when you stepped into the bathroom behind her and let out an impressed whistle.
"Is that the blouse you wore on our first date?" You asked, examining the silk fabric on Mina's skin.
"Yes .." she muttered.
Miss Venable's eyes watched you in the mirror while she admired how beautiful you looked in the dress you were wearing.
"My parents should just like you and not want to go to bed with you .." you said with a grin when her eyes found yours in the mirror.
"Ha ha ..", Mina made dry before she screwed the cap of her lipstick back on and turned to you.
"Are you ready?" She asked and you nodded while you smiled wryly.
"You look beautiful .." she muttered and planted a quick kiss on your temple before walking past you to leave the house.
"So to summarize again what my parents know ... or rather
what they think they know .. "you started staring out the window of the moving car.
"Well, actually they don't know anything .. I think they used to think that I had something with my best friend because he was my homecoming date .. And now they think I was single and I told them on telephone you were a good friend... "
"That sounds like it will be a very relaxed evening ..", Mina joked and you couldn't help but grin.
"I'm just afraid it might be a little too much .."
"Too much?" Mina repeated confused.
"Is it a good idea to come out and bring your girlfriend with you? Don't get me wrong, it has nothing to do with you .."
"Well ... you have a point, but let's speculate ..", Mina said when the car stopped at a traffic light.
"How could they react?"
"So .. we have these two iconic situations: The first situation would be this "we always knew it mimimi".
The other situation would be that they will be angry ... and so angry that they don't want to see me anymore .. "you explained and Mina could hear the concern in your voice.
"Something like that is sure not going to happen ..", Mina muttered as she took her right hand from the steering wheel and placed it on your thigh.
"I hope so .."
You were silent for the rest of the journey and that's why Mina decided not to say anything. Would you want her words, you would let her know.
"Here we are ..", Mina mumbled when she finally parked the car in front of your parents' modest house. She looked at you sideways and found that you were staring at the house as if you were about to start crying.
"Hey .." she cooed gently and grabbed your chin to force you to look at her.
"Everything will be fine..".
She examined your worried face and grinned when she saw that there was still a print of her lipstick on your temple.
"What?" You asked confused.
"You have my lipstick on your face ..", Mina mumbled and wiped her thumb over the print to remove it.
"And I think you don't want your parents to find out about your homosexuality that way."
"Not funny ..", you rolled your eyes.
Mina glanced at the car clock.
"We should go in, princess, we are already 5 minutes late .."
"Okay .. here we go ..", you mumbled and suddenly sounded brave as you leaned forward to press your lips against Minas for a moment.
When you both stood in front of your parents' front door and your mother opened the door for you both beaming, Mina immediately noticed the resemblance between you and your mother. This woman seemed just as straightforward as you, and you both had the same laugh. If your mom were really as carefree as you, then the evening wouldn't be complicated, Mina thought as she greeted your mother.
The first half of the evening was totally relaxed, your parents seemed to be really nice people, as far as Mina could tell.
While your mother was just as crazy as you, your father was a bit more introverted, but he had the same sense of humor as you and he was the one who cooked. A fact that somehow gave Mina hope, as it showed that your parents didn't seem to care about the old gender roles (cooking housewife and working businessman).
It was really nice. Mina, who usually had her problems with people, thought she might really like your parents at some point. they didn't ask private questions, didn't let an awkward silence reign, and were totally open-hearted people.
And yet she felt how nervous you were while you were sitting next to her at the dining table and trying to choke the food down even though you were probably extremely sick. Usually you played with your fingers when you were nervous or excited, but since your hands were holding the cutlery, it was your leg that was pushing off the floor all the time. And it was Mina who then, invisible to your parents, put her hand on your knee to calm you down.
It was around 9 o'clock when the four of you ran out of conversation and it was you who finally broke the silence.
"Well uhm, I actually came to tell you something .." you said and your voice sounded thick. Immediately all pairs of eyes were focused on you and Mina tensed her hand on your thigh to show you that she was there.
"Oh yeah?" Your mom asked confused before you nodded.
"Well, you always wanted me to be in a relationship with someone .." you continued and stared lost at the half-empty wine glass in front of you.
"And surprise..I'm in a relationship .."
"Oh really?", Mina could see your mother's eyes starting to glow and she wondered if the whole thing was really a good idea.
"Yes ..".
"Who is he?" Asked your father.
"Well uhm she's sitting right next to me ..".
Mina closed her eyes for a moment when she felt the confused looks of your parents on her. For a few seconds no one said anything and she felt you start to slide back and forth on your chair.
"Oh ..", Your mom finally pounded when she understood what you were talking about.
Mina opened her eyes again and stared into the flame of the candle that was on the table.
"You and Wilhemina ..?", Your mom looked confused between Mina and you.
"We've been together for almost a year .." you added and Mina heard your voice break at the end.
"What does being together mean?" Your mom asked sharply.
"She is my girlfriend."
"Girlfriend like best friend?"
"No, girlfriend like i love her ..", you muttered and looked carefully at Mina who smiled gently at you while she rubbed your thigh.
"Does that mean that you .....?", Your mother stared at you with her eyes wide open.
"I'm a lesbian, yes .." you said firmly and returned her gaze.
"Damn it .." your mom muttered and fell back into her chair.
Finally your father cleared his throat, too, who hadn't moved an inch before.
"How long have you known?" He asked, leaning forward.
"Since Highschool i guess ..".
"Since high school? Are you kidding me?" Your mom shouted angrily and Mina could feel you flinch under her hand.
"Why are you telling us this now?"
"Maybe because your most asked question to me was whether I have a boyfriend or when I will finally get one ..?" You croaked.
"Because we thought you were straight .." your mom yelled back. "If we had known that you were into women, we would never have asked such a thing .."
"I thought you'd be disappointed or something."
"Disappointed? Oh damn Y / N ..", your mother shook her head in disbelief and looked at you sadly.
"Can you say something too, Dad?" You asked after two minutes of more silence as you looked away from your mother to look at your father, who was staring at you thoughtfully.
"I uh ... so when you have a daughter, as a father, you imagine all the things your child has in store for you ..." your dad began.
"That includes the person your daughter wants to grow old with at some point and I just imagined that this person was a man and now it's a woman .. And now I need a few seconds to turn this man into one woman .. if you understand.."
"Okay ..." you replied quietly.
"You know, at the same time I wonder if I have said anything homophobic in all the years of your childhood that could have scared you .." he continued and you nodded slowly.
"Who knows it?" Your mother suddenly asked.
"Uhm .. some friends and aunt Phoebe .."
"Aunt Phoebe?" Your mother frowned when you mentioned your aunt.
You shrugged your shoulders.
"She noticed that Mina only comes to the flower shop when I'm there and then wanted to know why .."
"My sister knows that my daughter is a lesbian and I don't know?" Your mother called, sounding reproachful.
"I was afraid that you would be angry or something .." you defended yourself.
"Y / N you're still our damn daughter .." your mother mumbled and swore again.
"No Y / N, you are our daughter .." your dad interfered.
"There is no place for a  'still' because you are simply our daughter and your sexuality could never change that .. Who you love is your business and you do not need our permission .."
You stared at him and felt tears welling up in your eyes.
"You have no idea how happy I am to hear that .." you muttered before getting up and walking over to your dad to give him a hug.
"Thank you so much .." you whispered against the fabric of his shirt.
Suddenly you felt your mom, who had also got up, put a hand on your shoulder and pulled you from your dad's arms into hers.
And while you all played happy family, Mina was still sitting a little lost at the dining table and watching the situation in front of her. It all happened faster than expected.
In her  eyes, your father had taken it a little better than your mom, who seemed a little disappointed because you had only told them now.
"I should go to the bathroom to fix my make-up ..." you mumbled and smiled sheepishly as you withdrew from your mom's arms.
Your mother just nodded before you turned around to jump out of the room, leaving Mina alone with your parents.
"So you're a lesbian too .." said your mother, mumbling as your parents sat down again.
"I am.", Mina replied curtly and pressed her lips together.
"And is that serious between you?"
"It is."
"This is probably the moment when I should threaten to kill you if you break her heart .." joked your father.
"I'll propose to her," Mina said firmly.
"So it's really serious ..", your mother's eyes widened at Mina's words.
"It is .." repeated she.
"Well, we would be happy if you would invite us to your wedding..", your dad interjected and Mina decided at that moment that she liked your parents.
A few seconds later you were standing in the doorway and had your radiant smile back on.
"I think we should go now, Mina .." you said and Mina hummed in agreement.
"That's a good idea.."
As soon as you were outside, after hugging your parents for a long time, you jumped into the arms of your girlfriend to kiss every inch of her face.
"Jesus Y / N ..", Mina muttered, who stumbled a few steps back from your sudden attack.
"I'm such an idiot ..", you laughed. "I've been worrying for free all these years and now they have reacted so well to it ... I should have done that much earlier .."
Mina smiled as she pressed a quick kiss on your forehead.
"I'm proud of you, princess .."
"So and now ..", you shouted cockily and pulled her hand to your car.
"Now I want to get to know your mother .."
"No way..You don’t want to meet that witch ..".
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"Come on, Y / N .. you promised me .." Mina pleaded.
"But it's really cold up there and besides, I'm tired .." you replied.
It was New Year's Eve and the two of you had decided to spend the evening at your apartment and then climb onto the roof around midnight to watch the fireworks. To your surprise, it was Mina who suggested going to you, although she usually doesn't like visiting your "horror apartment".
"If you put on your winter jacket you won't be cold and besides, I'm there ..", Mina tried further.
"You know, I think the idea of ​​you as a human heater is really cute, but we could just drive to you ..".
"That wouldn't be the same."
You sighed.
"Okay ..", you mumbled and had your friend give you your coat.
Surprisingly, you found out that you were the only ones on the roof. At least you couldn't see any of your neighbors when you went over the roof to your self-made bed.
It was currently 11:37 pm and until the fireworks started at midnight you had enough time to watch the beautiful starry sky, as you always did when you were with her.
Your head was on her shoulder as always while she had an arm around you as always and was playing with your hair.
"I actually wanted to talk to you .." you mumbled after a few minutes.
"Is everything okay?", Mina asked and looked down at you worriedly.
You nodded quickly.
"Yeah .. it's just uhm, you know I love the flower shop, but I don't think that's what I want to do for the rest of my life ..".
"No?"
"No ..", you said. "That's why I'll catch up on my school leaving certificate and then probably study something ..".
"Thats great, princess .." Mina smiled gently at you.
"And what do you want to study?"
"History .. I guess and then I'd like to work as a professor .. At schools or colleges .." you mumbled.
"Professor sounds hot," said Mina and you had to laugh.
"The good thing is that when I study I can still live with you."
"Yes?"
"Yep .." you nodded. "We have a college in town, in case you forgot .. and if they take me, I don't have to move to campus ..".
"That would be great ..", Mina muttered and glanced at her watch.
11:52
"In 10 minutes it will be ready ..".
"Ouhh, we should stand by the railing .." you said before you jumped up and stretched your arm to help Mina up.
"Well ..", you began as you clung to the railing of the roof and leaned forward a little so that Mina was afraid you would fall off the roof at any moment.
"Josh lives back there ..", you explained and pointed with an outstretched finger at another tower block. "He is the brother of a friend of mine. He makes a lot of fireworks with his friends every year. Then my neighbors, the Andrews, who are not there today for whatever reason, always let a lot of fireworks rise from our roof, even though it is actually is forbidden .. And then there are all the people on the street who bring their fireworks .. ".
You stared at a group of people who were standing on the corner of the street in front of the bakery and were already setting off fireworks
"It occurred to me, I think Josh broke his leg and can't even go on the roof .." you mumbled with a frown and Mina hummed in agreement, not even listening to you.
As your eyes wandered over the city, hers glued to you and looked at you lovingly. She looked at her watch one more time (11:55) and took a short breath before reaching into the pocket of her coat to feel the velvet-covered can with her fingers.
You didn't even notice it when you were still happy watching other people's fireworks
"Okay, Y / N .. I'm not good at this, but I'll try my best, okay?" Mina said suddenly and you looked at her confused.
"What do you mean?"
"We've been together for almost a year and I have no regrets, except for one small thing .."
"Oh yeah?" You frowned as she continued.
"About a year ago you asked me in the evening, if I believed in love at first sight and I told you, that I generally don't believe in love and that was actually a lie. So it was true somewhere, I didn't believe in love until the moment I walked into your little flower shop and saw you cut your finger because of your lack of concentration.
You know how much I hate people, but with you it's different..I can't hate you and I never could hate you and I hope that you understand that between all the 'hate' I try to explain to you how much I love you .. because I do and I have no idea what I would do without you, I would probably just be a bitter old woman .. ", she finished and grinned when she saw you roll your eyes.
"I hope you're not mad at me, because I can't get down on my knees because of my handicap .." she mumbled and took out the small velvet box to hold it towards you.
"But do you want to marry me?"
You stared at her in shock.
"Shit, that wasn't a joke?"
"Does that mean no?", Mina frowned.
"God no! I'm just- Oh damn, Mina, of course I want to marry you ..", you grabbed her face between your hands and pulled her close to kiss her tightly.
"This is going to be great .." your eyes lit up as you pulled back.
"I already have so many ideas for the wedding, I'll take your name and all that .. Y / N Venable sounds amazing, change my mind.. and then I'll move in to your house and then I can catch up with school and maybe one day we'll adopt a lot of children from poor countries..".
"Slowly, Y / N ..", Mina laughed and took your hand to slide the ring onto your finger.
"We still have enough time to plan, let's celebrate New Year's Eve now, please..”
"God, it is beautiful .." you muttered, staring at the silver ring on your finger. Mina smiled as she leaned over to press her lips against your forehead.
"Happy new year, princess .."
"Happy new year, my dear future-wife.."
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toorumochi · 3 years
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KaruShuu Fanfic!! :D Flower Shop AU!
Hello Guys! I'm back with some KaruShuu content! (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡
So a quite a while ago, I have found a such precious KaruShuu fanart of @wuxingz and it was a Flower Shop AU! ✿
I fell in love with the drawing, and decided to write a fanfic based off of it! <3
So, as showed on the beautiful fanart, in the fanfic Karma has long hair as well (The book cover shows him with long hair!), and I changed the roles where Karma is actually the shop owner and Gakushuu just happened to pass by it while walking back home from work. The fanfic is called "Eternal Spring" and can be read on Wattpad! I plan on publishing it on Ao3 as well as soon as I can create an account there, I can't wait! :D <3
Here, have a quick summary!
✿┈┈┈┈┈┈ 𝑭𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒑 𝑨𝑼 ┈┈┈┈┈┈✿
(I'm so proud of the book cover sksks I love it) Already in high school, Gakushuu Asano found himself falling in love with Karma Akabane - however, he never confessed or told him about his feelings for Karma, and so the years passed. One day when Gakushuu was on his way home back from work in the early evening, he passes by a flower shop he sees for the first time.
So yeah, I hope you will find some time to read it, it will mean the world to me! As well as I hope that the artist of that wonderful fanart will like my fanfic as well! Please enjoy!! ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
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bluejaem · 3 years
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「 ❍ 」 — 𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄
fic writer tag
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1. WHAT FANDOMS HAVE YOU WRITTEN FOR [ BUT DO NOT CURRENTLY ] ?
none? lmao idk
2. WHAT FANDOMS ARE YOU CURRENTLY WRITING FOR ?
nct ot23 ; enha ; txt ; skz
3. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN WRITING FOR ?
since february 5th, 2021 (yuh i remember the date as well)
4. ON WHICH PLATFORMS DO YOU POST YOUR STORIES ?
only tumblr sksks
5. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE GENRE TO WRITE ?
pls, funny how just this morning i was ranting to my bff about how much i love enemies to lovers and fake dating!aus 😭 (especially when it’s e2l +hyuck sjdhsjkf)
6. ARE YOU A PANTSER OR PLANNER ?
i’d say in between? it depends tbh. when it comes to timestamps and blurbs none of those are planned (ofc), coming to fics, i’m a 65% planner 35% pantser and 100% demotivated. take it how you will <3
7. ONE SHOT OR MULTI CHAPTER ?
oneshots ‘cause commitment isn’t my thing lmao
8. WHAT IS A PERFECT LENGTH CHAPTER IN YOUR OPINION ?
minimum 2.5k i’d say? idk?
9. WHAT IS YOUR LONGEST PUBLISHED STORY ?
7 things which is just 2.1k words of pure bullshit
10. WHICH STORY DID YOU ENJOY WORKING ON THE MOST ?
it’s a story that hasn’t been posted yet yuh <3
11. FAVORTIE REQUEST YOU HAVE WRITTEN AND WHY ?
this one was an nct dream headcanon, one of my personal favs cuz it was mf soft skfjskfj tysm for this idea, nonie <3
12. ARE THERE RECURRING THEMES IN YOUR STORY ?
domestic!aus with jae.
13. CURRENT NUMBER OF WIPS ?
see, idk what all come under wips. if it’s only fics and oneshots then around 15 and if we take requests as well that’d be 70+ in total 💀💀
14. THREE THINGS YOU HAVE NOTICED IN YOUR WRITING ?
1) mfs are always turning around ; 2) i love flashbacks lmao ; 3) i need to stop myself from writing any more of those domestic!aus 😭 
15. A QUOTE FROM A PUBLISHED STORY.
“listen, babe. I wouldn’t sing with you if my hair was on fire and you were the last bucket of water on earth.” 
16. A QUOTE FROM AN UNPUBLISHED STORY.
“sorry, babe. but I don’t think I’d be able to follow any of these rules, especially not the first one.” cocky mf jaem comin’ through <3 
17. SPACE FOR YOU TO SAY SOMETHING TO YOUR READERS 
yes, im still working on that jae fic. iM SORRY I’VE GOTTEN LIKE 4 OF YALL ASKING ABOUT IT- IT’S COMING SOON BESTIES GIVE ME SOME TIME PLEASEJSFDSIFJ
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tagged by: @imkyunies @multi--kpop--fanfics​ @igyus​ tysm <33
tagging: @jaemotel​ @shotarology​ @softminn​ @sicluvz​ @baekybaeky​ @luvvseong​ @heephoriia​ @daegalfangirl​ @svchengss​ @milkdoie​ (no pressure!)
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simuran · 3 years
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Varya, baby, it's valentine's day so you should have seen this coming: say good and positive things about your favourite ships 💖🌹
Ooooh, that’s an interesting one! Let’s gooo!!!
HarlIvy - the absolute perfection of friends-to-lovers genre, plus the whole let’s-burn-the-world-together-(or-at-least-the-parts-we-don’t-like) schtick is amazing. Fanfics where Ivy helps Harley to beat the Joker black and blue make me soft 😌 Kudo for being canon!
MCU:
Frostiron - usually has the best Loki hurt/comfort there is. The jokes are endless. Also love it when they create something scientific+witchy together. The height difference makes for hilarious fanart sometimes. Generally speaking, frostiron fandom provides me with happy Loki the way no one else does, bless them for it. I also enjoy the headcanon that Loki was Tony’s bi awakening, because it’s fucking hilarious
Frostshield - mhm, the slow burn of learning to trust each other... Nice
Thorki - Very Hot. So much passion, this fandom has The Best PWPs
Though basically any mlm ship that comforts Loki will do (because I firmly headcanon MCU!Loki as gay, it’s a long story why).
Natasha/Sharon - basically lives in my head only, if there is a fandom, I wasn’t able to find it. But Natasha learning to form relationships with a woman she won’t be made to kill... Sharon not fully trusting her at first but being able to see past her crimes and reputation... Yes 😌 (Also Sharon telling Peggy about this annoyingly hot Black Widow, and Peggy DYING internally, because wow, some things are sure genetic. Like, for example, the weakness for these shady spy ladies sksksks)
Natasha/Yelena Belova (from comics) - the tension! the jealousy! the resent! the hatred! the sympathy! the understanding the way no one else could! the shared trauma! the growth! the affection! Queens <3 Who does it like them <3 <3 <3
Natasha/Nakia - again, haven’t seen much of a fandom, but the potential of jaded, bitter, and cagey postCivilWar!Natasha vs hopeful yet not naive and very loving Nakia is enormous. I just wanna read a slow burn of them on a long spy mission having philosophical debates about Truth, and Lies, and Purpose, and The Nature Of Humanity. I’d read it even if it’s gen!
We need More Natasha in femslash, is what I’m saying, and not just Natasha/Pepper as a background for stony (even though it is lovely)
Yennefer/Geralt (The Witcher) - because Yen Deserves Nice Things. I wasn’t awfully interested in Geralt for most of the show (they really should've introduced the tragic backstory earlier, it kinda hooked me), but he made her smile so sweetly 💜💜💜 Also can’t believe that I’ve finally fallen hard for a m/f ship that’s supposed to be the endgame sksks
Nomi/Amanita (Sense8) - as my tag for them states, The Relationship Goals. The way they support each other unconditionally and make each other so happy is extremely heart-warming. Kudo to writers who knew how to write an established couple entertainingly without breaking them up.
Parker/Hardison/Eliot (Leverage) - what’s to say what hasn’t been said before? Found Family soulmates, who Are Gay and Do Crime together
The Old Guard:
Andy/Nile - Very Hot. I haven’t yet found any PWPs, and I am Disappointed
Andy/Noriko (from the comic) - I’m probably gonna write a bit more about them later in a post with highlights from the second mini-series, but I’m just 💔💔💔 they 💔💔💔
Andy/Quynh - the dungeon scene just broke me, okay, it broke me.
Andy/Achilles (her late boyfriend from the comic) - he 😖 made her want to live again 😖 but then 😖😖😖 she had to leave him 😭😭😭 10/10 heartbreak, would recommend
(I love suffering in The Old Guard fandom, okay)
Phew, done! I thought about including my fave platonic ships, but this has gotten way too long already 😂
Thank you so much for the ask, Giada, I had enormous fun! I love talking about fandom things that make me happy, it seems 😄
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mochuelovelli · 3 years
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Lilith for the character ask?
Oh boy, a controversial character! Gotta say, I stan James Charles /J
How do I feel about this character?:
On a real note, I do like Lilith as a character. When we first meet her, she's pompous and proud. Oozing with entitlement, she's easy to route against and you like to see her get worked up and "brought down" to Eda's level as the wild which so eloquently put it. Later on, but not too much later that it feels disingenuous, we really get to see her show that she cares for her sister. One might believe it is *Eda* being ridiculous, as far as the audience is aware, Lilith's offer holds little downsides. Eda would be cured and be afforded the luxuries of the upper class AND keep her magic. All she had to do was be the Emperor's soldier.
As to not get off track by talking about Eda, (im sure Lilith herself would loathe that lol) Lilith's reveal to have cursed her sister over a spot in the emperor's coven was...controversial to say the least. I don't think it's unpopular to voice that, yeah. It could've been communicated better to the audience since I saw plenty of commentators and regular fans themselves either thought Lilith cursing her sister was *needlessly* petty and not at all thought out (which yeah it kinda was).
From where I stand on that issue is, yeah, Lilith's whole reason to curse her sister could've been avoided by just talking to her sister and asking her to let her have this. BUT, I think a lot of people forget that the Emperor's coven would want to limit the number of powerful witches in their coven. Sure, Belos would want to be protected by a bunch of loyal soldiers, but he wouldn't want too much of the population to ever have a much power as him. So limiting the number of members in not just his coven but possible in the other major covens, would aid in controlling that population.
This might be pure hogwash but like, there are a ton of other "lesser" covens. So in my mind, it's more likely that the general population of witches gets sorted into one of the various miscellaneous. If you think limiting yourself to only practicing Illusion magic sucks, imagine only practicing whatever the fuck the "swag coven" does.
Lol gonna add a page break this shit is getting too long
Romantic Ships for this character?:
Hm, it's only s1 and we haven't seen her interact w/ many characters outside of her fam/Belos/actual children. I kinda jokingly ship here with Steve lol. Kikimora and her also have a funny dynamic but in all actuality, I don't ship her w/ anyone rn.
Non-Romantic Ships for this character?:
Her and Hooty lol. I mean Eda is an obvious answer but like, Hooty fucking with Lilith is too funny to not want to see. Her and King would be great too, probably get some good B plots out of it. It would be a good contrast since they both can be petty but in different ways and I think that would help flesh out their characters a bit more and maybe cause some introspection (at least on Lilith’s end lol)
Unpopular opinion about this character?:
Lol. I feel like she is such a divisive character in general that most opinions about her aren’t too out of the main stream. I guess a more meta take is that when she’s portrayed in fanworks, usually fanfic but not exclusively, very...one note lol. She’s usually a pretty flat, boring character in an attempt to highlight the contrast between her and Eda. She’s the straight-laced, “responsible” sibling who has a chip on her shoulder. In fanon, that equates to her characterization to either be like, completely and utterly apologetic to the point where it becomes unbelievable for any person to do. Her apologizing or making amends is usually quickly forgiven by Luz/and or Eda. Sure, Luz is very forgiving person naturally but like?? She’s wasn’t mad in canon too much about THEIR well being (almost getting impaled), she was specifically pissed about Lilith betraying Eda. 
So, if Lilith is a big part of your story (and it’s working in the realm of canon), then this should be a problem which doesn’t get resolved by just ONE big action. I also feel like her being on better terms with Eda would come BEFORE Luz since Eda’s main gripe with her would be about her being annoyed by Lilith’s controlling nature and the fact that she didn’t trust her enough to talk about her feelings back when she was first cursed (also her using Luz against her but I feel like that would probably be a hurdle that wouldn’t really be over come until Lilith in turn would be willing to sacrifice herself for Luz while also making an effort to care for Luz as a person not just see her as a “pet”). Hhhh this section is so long and its kinda bleeding over in the next question so-
Something I wish will happen or would have wanted to happen in canon?:
yall if you are still reading I am so sorry sksk
I want Lilith in general, not to be forgiven by either Luz or Eda. Eda probably early on stating about how she is unsure if she could EVER forgive her sister for what she has done. BUT, critically, Eda would see that Lilith is trying and she is willing to work with her (with a unhelpful dose of teasing) because at the end of the day she still loves her sister. For the relationship they had before everything with south, for knowing her side of the story even though she believes it doesn’t justify her actions. She understands and sympathizes, she’s grown a bit softer thanks to Luz, which is very funny since I want Luz to be the one who is the hardest to convince Lilith actually had a change of heart but more on that later. 
Before I move on to what I want her path towards forgiveness with Luz looks like, I want to bring up a parallel that I haven’t seen many people make. Fans always talk about the parallel between the Clawthornes and Luz/Amity, and rightly so because there is a lot to extrapolate there, but I think another interesting dynamic that might be interesting to see in s2 would be an episode that focuses on lost friendship/sisterhood with the Clawthornes and Amity and Willow. It’s kinda funny that Amity and Willow’s friendship was ruined because Willow was too “weak” while Eda was too “powerful”. In a potential episode, it can show the progression both Eda/Lilith and Willow/Amity are making in rekindling their relationship with each other. For Eda and Lilith this would be a lot more rough around the edges since it both be either the first or one of the first attempts at doing so while Willow/Amity would maybe be further along yet still have some major/minor hang ups with one another. With Willow/Amity, their relationship would either be rounding the bend of fully moving past the “idk how to feel about you stage” or it is stated outright that Willow forgives Amity, (and by forgive, I mean in the “we both know what you did, you’ve actually changed. we won’t have the same relationship that we once had but I’m okay with trying again”). In contrast, Lilith and Eda would reach a understanding and come up with some ground rules on how to handle each other (Eda’s main take away from this “episode” would be what I previously stated in the last question), ones that will be more like guidelines cuz its Eda lol. Also what separates the Clawthornes conflict from the Willow/Amity one (besides the obvious) is that the Clawthornes both know how the other works. Which buttons to push and all that so both of them are going to have to learn to resist doing that, at least a bit, in order to actually progress. 
ANYWAYS, I also want Luz to be the one to regard Lilith the coldest. Luz refusing to let Lilith teach her anything despite probably having more practical/book smarts knowledge on magic theory than Eda because she doesn’t trust her. If they are gonna use that masked dude as a spy, I want Luz to assume Lilith is somehow a coconspirator. This plot thread doesn’t have to be going at 100% the whole time, (in fact I would want it to be a temp thing maybe lasting a couple eps at most or like, just something that is hinted at but not dived deeply until the second half of the season). Really, Lilith has a hard time because Luz straight up doesn’t give her the opportunity to really express her regret/remorse. Lilith probably won’t at first give her a ton of reasons to forgive her as she usually attempts at coming back at Luz’s snide remarks with her own quippy comebacks. Sksk a really angsty end to an attempt could include Lilith saying something to Luz after going on a small talk with her (where yeah Lilith has improved but still needs noticeable work) that she “reminds her a lot of Eda” and Luz bites back with something like “Oh yeah? You going to curse me too? You want another person you can force to do what YOU want?”. 
Hell maybe “parental problems” could have Lilith poke at, either on purpose or accidentally, Luz’s feelings about going back to the human world and Camila. Lilith reminding her, maybe unknowingly, reminds her a lot of her mom and that causes her to blow up on her. Luz would hate that comparison, thinking about how similar her mom and Lilith are to one another. That because she still has such a strong dislike of Lilith, it bleeds over into how Luz views Camila and vice versa. In that, both Camila and Lilith value respect, an adherence to the rules, have a great sense of wisdom (arguably for Lilith lol /hj), and (eventually for Lilith once she gets to know Luz better) a genuine want for Luz to succeed and belief in her even though they are critical of her actions at times. Sure Eda reminds her of that more, motherly protective kind of love, in which she would do anything for her to be happy and healthy. Lilith can be the other side of that, the worry and slight doubt. That familiar way they each go about trying to understand and get close to Luz yet not quite getting it yet would still do whatever she’d ask for her sake. Luz at first would take Lilith being disappointed in her actions as an accomplishment. As they grow closer and the more Lilith reminds her of her mom, it becomes scary. The disappointment hurts and in an effort not to feel like that again and to not want to think about the comparison between Lilith and her mother she will snap back at her. Eventually Lilith would then have to change again and reassure her that she cares and by extent, her mother cares to. It is here Lilith is willing to let go of being so constantly controlling and learns to encourage first (or do some form of the compliment sandwich) and Luz comes to peace with her feelings about her mother and understands her position better. To be able to love herself even if she knows that she will always try to do her best. 
oh my fucking god you made it im so sorry i guess i had a lot of thoughts. fffffff
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harcidian · 3 years
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catch up
got tagged by these two wonderful women! @bringingglory and @priscilla-dm! i miss you both so much and I’m glad to know you guys are doing well! 
Three ships: Roy Mustang and Riza Hawkeye from FMA (top ship!) Recently, I haven’t shipped any pair as hard as royai (**shocking**) but here are some other cute ones: ZeLink from Legend of Zelda, Kenma and Kuroo from Haikyuu!!, Zutara from Avatar, Levi and Hange from Attack on Titan; Childe and Lumine from Genshin Impact (my fave author since 2012 writes fanfic of them and aaaa my heart)
Last song I listened to: Pools by NIKI (I need this for fic inspiration sksk) Why'd you let me sink in Pools of wishful thinking? *cries*
Currently watching: Attack on Titan Rewatch LOL I watched the first season in 2014, then watched Season 2-Final last 2020 so the gap was so huge I wasn’t able to connect all the dots. (crying too because I want FMAB to remain #1 in the ratings huhuhuhuhuhu)
Currently reading: Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo; FMA manga; Attack on Titan manga (I wanna be immune to spoilers lol). (let’s not mention my college readings please)
How’s it going? I’m doing well, in general! We’re still doing online classes for this semester. I’m trying to find time to schedule study sessions, rest and creativity hours hekhek the grind never stops, if only I could do things all at once. Other than that, everyone in my family are well! I hope the covid situation gets better soon 🥺
tagging @vadeofspades @megthemighty @firewoodfigs @jeanhaavoc and @fullmetal-hellmouthchemist !! It’s been a while, but I hope you’re doing well! <3
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