#this is not exclusively an ND thing

[existennialmemes]

I'm sorry, my metaphor has gotten away from me, and if I don't go catch it, it will wreak havoc on the local ecosystem. Leaving a trail of disjointed references and unrelated anecdotes all throughout your dialogue options.

#shitpost #shitposting #linguistics #language memes #neurodivergent #neurodivergent memes #this is not exclusively an ND thing #it just feels like it's also an ND thing

[marshmallowwitharubberband]

If you think about it, the penguin custom of offering a stone as a sign of courtship is technically the same thing we do with engagement rings. "Here's a shiny rock with completely made-up value, be with me forever"

💍🐧

#love #penguins #romance #shower thoughts #penguins in love #penguin pebbling #is not even an ND exclusive thing #we deadass give polished rocks as a sign of affection #just like penguins #but penguins are at least loyal #and share parental responsibility equally #and accept gay couples adopting orphans #we should be more like penguins tbh #intrusive thought time #random thoughts

[faithfromanewperspective]

can’t wait for the everlasting debate ‘but doesn’t feminism mean you treat women the same so if you’re gonna hit people you can hit women’ to turn to other marginalised groups too. like if it’s okay to call a white person a stupid white bastard we wanna treat people of colour the same right—

#like. I know we have ‘I don’t see colour’ #and it’s obviously bullshit #and we’ve got a long way to go with unpacking how we see people of different races #like damn stop thinking that bc someone’s from Africa they’re starving #but also. unpack the systems that cause the world to have inequalities in access to food #and you have to actually. put things right. not just try act as if all the hurt that is done doesn’t exist #which hopefully we’ve figured out how to apply to gender hopefully that’s intuitive #some ways of of superficially ‘helping’ are infantilising and will in the end lead to that group being exploited by others #empower. capacity build. indigenous folk. trans folk. nd folk. learn to see value so much more broadly #and strength. please. learn broader ways to see strength that aren’t mutually exclusive with vulnerability #but back to my post. I hope it all makes sense why we have accommodations for neurodivergence and stuff #instead of just. people are theoretically equal so we treat them the same. learn the concept of equity

[archive2394934]

Anti posts that make fun of things like henry's art, his posture, his movements, his gait, his way of speaking, his excessive eye contact, his general 'weirdness/otherness' etc are like the literal worst because like... The behavior these posts are exhibiting is ableism. The ableist jumpes out.

#henry creel #vecna #001 #no but like... the way a majority of posts against henry are literally ableist #it doesn't matter if they think hes autistic / nd #theyre making fun of him based on autistic / nd traits exclusively #it makes me so mad #also henry was a really good artist even at 12 imagine how good he would be as an adult please that man could have done things with his art

[jojotier]

i love you "reincarnated into the body of a villainess/my own villainous past body so i have to figure out how to do things differently so i don't fucking die" manwhas i love you attempts at political storytelling that aren't even slightly coherent i love you accidental neurodivergencies and male leads who are utterly whipped for the fl and also i love you sweet sweet taste of revenge

#sam's thinkin again #things i've read #tbf the accidental neurodivergency is in I Became The Tyrant's Translator and like im absolutely Certain the ml #isn't meant to be autistic #but 'man who speaks exclusively in one or two word sentences and has a translator derive his meaning from it' #'and could speak regularly if he tried but likes to just say his few words even though they seem strange' #'and don't make sense to anyone else and also due to his isolation due to people not understanding developed a deepseated hatred of humans' #just Reads as very nd and im falling for that trap like you wouldnt believe #honorable mentions also include the villainess turns the hourglass (VERY good revenge fantasy) #and beware the villainess (has some interesting things to say about the author/media divide in a fun meta way)

[cypr1anlatew00d]

wrt lrb in the same way that like extreme male brain theory of autism was cynically used by tech-o-sphere misogynists to be like "aah sorry my Objective and Systematic Mind can't help but think women are incapable of programming computers" you now see "girl autism" emerging as a kind of equally sexist Extreme Female Brain theory (especially manipulable, especially eager to please, especially helpless) for terfs to rally around as like some sort of extra-vulnerable woman that needs extra protection from ~manipulators~ in the form of trans ppl, certain medical proceedures, and their own autonomy like. jeremy fragrance voice. WOMEN, Do not buy this benevolent sexism. lol.

#ime (being friends almost exclusively with nd and/or queer ppl now lol) is that many ppl have bits of both #and the ones that facilitate blending in or being overlooked are tolerated (sometimes to the point of self-harm or burnout) #and the ones that are obvious and perceived as disruptive are more straightforwardly punished #so gendering it is both like blatantly sexist transphobic etc #and also occludes what individual changes would make ppl's lives better and what things should be provided and accepted at a societal level #rather than being pathologized or framed as gross and cringe

[boydykedevo]

don't love how ppl use "neurodivergent" as a synonym for "autistic (and sometimes adhd if we remember)"

#not a uh. well crafted post at all ignore me im just complaining cuz i keep seeing this #just saw a uquiz that was titled smthn like 'ill guess if you're neurodivergent" #and all the results were about whether or not ur autistic #like if you mean autistic just say autistic. don't act like this is a universal ND quiz if it's about autism #you're allowed to have things that are just about autism! #thats just one example that annoyed me but its def not the only one #it feels like. idk. trying to include more ppl. but it just feels more exclusive #like if you said someone's included and then slammed the door on their face #correct me if im wrong but wasnt neurodivergent coined to help avoid everything neurodiversity related being autism-centric #feel like i've heard that but idk. #and like im adhd so i do get included a decent amount of the time but theres so much more than just these two neurotypes #that count as neurodivergent #again. this is not like thought out or articulate at all im just bitching. #icarus is complaining

[justali-anne]

I have a question.

Autistic people (and neurodivergent people in general) are expected to mask their symptoms and fake being neurotypical so the NTs can feel more comfortable.

So how come NTs don't have to? Think about it. NTs don't understand ND people? Well, guess what? NDs don't get you either!

You want us to chance for your convenience. Well, you know what? I say YOU change for our convenience!

See how you like that! NTs!

Stop it! Stop being neurotypical right now! And for once try to act like us. Mask your neurotypical symptoms! Start being neurodivergent, gosh!

#not undertale related #autism acceptence month #actually autistic #satire #i'm lucky enough to be surrounded by people i don't need to mask around for the most part #in fact i didn't learn that masking was a thing until much later and by then my friends had already accepted me #here's the thing though #I'M LUCKY #so many autistic people aren't #you're stressed around them? well they're stressed around you #for the nts that do try to understand and care i appreciate your efforts #never stop trying to accept and include nds in every setting #in this diverse world there's really no need for a system of exclusion #so let's get on it!

[jellyfisharesatan]

Me, four days into not seeing my boyfriend, knowing full well I've over two more weeks to go: "the world is dark and my bed is lonely and everything is terrible >:(( "

My darling boyfriend, sending me Snapchats at four in the morning while high on mdma at a Belgian festival: "techbo musics great, you needto listen to it so you can DANCE!"

#not an entirely accurate recreation of what he sent me last night #but it is very close akshdhs #him nd his mates have also lost their toothpaste #have been exclusively eating tuna for breakfast #and have put three people in a very small two man tent #the inly thing keeping me sane rn is that i think id kms if i was there with him aksjdh

[ihophashbrowns]

Why'd you delete your post defending wonyoung? If you felt like you were wrong, or overly defensive, you werent. You were right, people are too hard on her and hate on her more than they when she was in izone, for some reason.

😭😭😭 no yeah that's the only reason. ive never went that hard for an idol tht isn't jongin before so like. i felt like i was showing my ass but im pretty sure atleast a few of my followers + mutuals would agree with me

#like i feel like the things ppl hate/criticize her for arent. exclusive to her..... #nd where was this vitriol when izone was still a thing? maybe its because she was more in the background then #idk. idk #but yeah even tho i felt like i was embarrassing myself i stand by my sentiment #✉️ #anon

[existennialmemes]

Me: Ahh now to tuck myself in for bed

My Body, the entire time I'm sleeping: [folding itself into intricate geometric shapes, defying the will of physics and god]

Me, the next morning: Ahh what a sound sleep. Also it appears my neck is broken.

#shitpost #sleeping #sleep meme #shitposting #neurodivergent #neurodivergent memes #this isn't exclusively a ND thing #but it feels like it's also a ND thing

[yameoto]

NEW BOT ALERT! — new ex babysitter!sam carpenter bot for uh. health and wealth purposes. the concept was inspired by this excellent oneshot that drives me apeshit wild.

(ex) babysitter!sam headcanons.. because i’m doin those, now. expect a lot more to come.

✗ warnings ; large age gap (sam 26, reader 18-19), nsfw at bottom. dom/sub.

an absolute sucker for you. like when you were little and you wanted something— like an extra helping of dessert or to ditch out on homework: all you had to do was pout and blink up at her with those big, pleading doe eyes and she'd cave immediately. two seconds flat, easy. now? that still hasn't changed. you have her wrapped around your finger with a single look and it drives her crazy.

would spoil you to PIECES. ofc when u she used to babysit you she would pay for everything, but even now that you're a grown adult with an (albeit low-paying) part-time job, she'd find any excuse to spoil you. just.. coming home with random gifts at any point of the week. like it could be 4pm on a thurday afternoon and she could come up behind you like "baby, you know those headphones you really wanted..? well.."

or jst going out shopping with her and you wouldnt even have to ask for her to pay because she'd be striding to the counter with her card out, already.

definitely calling you "princess". i mean, that's what you are, right? you always have been, always will.

makes her knees weak when you call her "sammy" . you'd exclusively call her it when you were a kid and despite all efforts to prevent this, now, still makes her chest collapse when you say it. and when u add the cheeky little conjunction my, in front of it? oh, boy. just know you're getting more than a good night's kiss, tonight.

she loves it when you whine or beg her for anything. like.. loves.

she just likes taking care of you in general, so anytime you go to her for anything it makes her happy which is kind of fucking adorable. but she finds you coming to her for help adorable, too, so.. win-win?

can never stay mad at you. even on days where u make it your life's mission to annoy her (its your job to keep her on her toes!) she legitimately just.. can't — and believe her, she's tried. stuck in a perpetual state of mild exasperation.

veryyy protective nd possessive . but in more subtle manners like very adamantly refusing to let you walk on the side of pavement next to the road. or always having either an arm wound around your waist or your shoulders or interlocking your fingers — anything that keeps you safe and snug by her side. she’s just so used to the feeling of protecting u and she kinda just never wants it to stop.

..nsfw!

uses the fact she used to babysit you for EVIL. in stupid ways like smirking and asking if you want her to "tuck you in" before bed, except she's straddling your chest and gently prising your mouth open with her thumb and 'tucking you in' means 'choking on her cock'.

obsessed with bouncing you on her lap. u guys cld be doing something completely innocent, like watching tv with the whole gang in the room and she'll pull u onto her lap and slowly start to rock you on her thigh, like how u used to when u were a kid. except this time, you're both grown up and her knee's sliding upwards and pressing against your cunt and oh. whispering "shh," in your ear as she continues to grind her knee up your skirt, fucking purring at all the pretty little noises you make.

actively enjoys punishing you when you get too bratty. she finds your whines adorable, of course, but if she's feeling too grouchy she's not above replacing those complaints in your mouth with you know — something more substantial.

adores praising you and calling you endearments during sex. calling you a sweet little thing and whispering soft, reverential promises into your ear as she absolutely ruins you.

cups your jaw and forces you to look at her when you suck her off. utterly obsessed with that wide, glazed-over look in your eyes whenever you're on your knees for her. the way your adorable little puppy eyes go all glassy nd sparkly w tears when she rams her hips forward and makes you sputter. cradling the back of your head and holding you there as she thrusts, cooing sweet nothings while she bruises the back of her your throat.

#yam's favs #(╯°^°)╯head💣canons #૮ smut🔞 #bot—requests #sam carpenter x reader #sam carpenter x you #sam carpenter x female reader #sam carpenter headcanons #sam carpenter #sam carpenter bot #scream

[lesbianslvt666]

do you think you could do something with dina? i never see anything dina related nd it sucks💔💔

You are so correct my love.

Volleyball Player!Dina x cheerleader!Reader

Reader is the cheerleader for the opposite team, but you were cheering Dina on the low.

The match was getting harder, sweat was running down Dinas spine, dark hair traped in a pretty ponytail, one you did for her.

-Your relationship with Dina wasn’t official, however, you were exclusive to one another.

-You met through a friend in common, Jesse was your childhood best friend, who was best friends with Ellie, who was friends with Dina.

-The four of you were always together outside of school grounds, but Dina and you just hit it off like no other.

-When you first met her you thought she was hot but as you two started to getting to know each other feelings flew out of your chest.

-You couldn’t resist how much you loved her, but you didn’t wanted to ruin the good thing you had going on with her and the friend group.

-Until you kissed her.

-And she got you screaming her name and coming on her mouth that same night.

-And thats how the situationship got to be.

Today was particularly hotter than other days.

The court was filled with tension, you wanted your team to win, but you were rooting for Dina.

They had 5 minutes left to end it and it seemed like your team was gonna win for a second, proudness washed over you.

But you caught Dinas eyes, desperation clouding her features and you wanted to make her feel good.

She looked you up and down, your very short skirt riding up your thighs and your orange crop tight on your tits.

She was devouring you.

Her team lost.

And after the final cheer you ran to the bathroom, -there you found Dina.

She took you by the wrist and flush you to her body, both sweaty, tired bodies eager to be together as much as possible.

“I am ver sad right now pretty” her voice sounded demanding and tired.

“Would you help me with that baby?” Her hands resting on your waist.

“Yes Dina, fuck…” her pretty lips latched to you neck, marking you, sucking and licking repeatedly and hurried.

“This one” she said pointing to the mark of her nibbled. “This one is for that girl, Joslyn?” You face puzzled. “My teammate?” Your eyebrows furrow. “Yeah that bitch.” She said giving you a spank on your left cheek.

“She was eyeing you the whole time, and you didn’t stopped her” her hand that was on your ass squeezed hard and moved your cheek up and down in desperation.

“This, this is mine okay?” Your eyes closed, and she took that opportunity to kiss you.

Heating mouths crashing with passion, wet sticky saliva mixing when your tongues licked each other.

“Yes, fuck Dina yes…” she giggled at that, “shit baby, too eager” she said when your hands traveled to her boobs.

“Maybe we should take this to my place?” You asked her with doe eyes. You didn’t need to do much to convince her, you had her in her knees already.

Muak this was hurried and kinda messy cause i am at work lol <3

#dina tlou #dina x reader #dina x fem reader #dina x y/n #volleyball!Dina #cheerleader!reader #modern au #college au #ellie williams #ellie williams fanfic #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x you #ellie x fem reader #ellie williams headcanons #ellie williams smut #ellie williams x female reader #lesbian #the last of us

[geese-in-a-frock-coat]

What's your evidence for Watts and Murdoch being autistic? (I totally agree btw)

Hello, internet stranger. Buckle up cause I've thought too hard about this.

Ok disclaimer I have not really sat down and watched the whole thing for a hot minute. Its past nine, you're just gonna have to trust me this one.

Credentials: Mega autisitc

Murdoch:

Does not understand social conventions. Like this ones pretty obvious. He doesn't understand why people keep dogs. Raises his kid in a completely non traditional way. Frequently doesn't get why people care about something that he sees as not being worth it (sports and popular trends and so forth).

Doesn't like small talk

Cares about justice NOT the law. The thing that really makes me think he's autistic is that he cares about things being just and is prepared to break the rules to do so. The main example being he lets that woman out of prison depsite the fact that he could go down for it. He turns a blind eye to Watts and lets Giles go even though they're both criminals in the eyes of the law. And on the flipside he sends George to prison because I think that's what he percieves as justice (if anyone's seen the bridge this really reminds me of Saga at the end of season 2)

Sees through hierarchy. There are so many epsiodes that play out like "I think Mr X is the killer." "But Mr x is extrememly important and influential!" "I don't care he killed her."

Interest in science and inventing. Look I know we joke about stereotypes but like, its a stereotype for a reason. He builds things with an autistic brain. He uses pattern repition through learning about previous inventions and applying them to his own devices.

Visual learner. This is not autism exclusive but he solves cases in such a unique way that it screams ND to me. Murdoch often literally builds a case. They make a joke about clue/cludo but he literally has to make the model of a house to picture where everyone is. He makes all those model of the ladies that were covered in metal. And let us not forget his famous chalk board.

Buzzkill. I say this as a long-term sufferer of leaves parties at 8:45 syndrome. He does 'boring hobbies' which autistic people often have because we don't feel the need to take up traditional ones.

Remember that scene where he attempts to read out his and Julia's book and just absolutely cannot tell that no one gives a single toss about anything he's saying.

Wears the same thing for nearly 20 years. If it ain't broke don't fix it.

Refused to let his wife cut his hair because he didn't want to change from the lady who used to do it.

breather. Part 2: watts.

Cannot read social cues: Frequently insults other station house four people. Pretty sure he called someone's baby ugly but I might have hallucinated that. "You're face is symetrical." Got chucked out of station house because he didn't get on with any of them

Disregard for societal norms: doesn't feel the need to be polite or tactful with anyone or to really follow police protocol. Acts very 'improper' a lot of the time. Only got one shoe shined that one time because that was all he needed. Puts his feet on the sofa, lies on the desk and leans over tables.

Makes limited eye contact.

The man will fidget with anything: Look this is clearly a character decision from Daniel Maslany but its an autistic character decision if ever I saw one. We're talking pencils, cups, fabric, anything. If it is on the set, he will find a way to play with out. And I don't normally like to assign autistic traits onto behaviour implemented by actors but it's basically stimming at this point. I dare you to keep an eye on this man's hands for any scene and I garuntee you they will not stay still.

Disorganised, but not: He always has tiny bits of paper and whatnot in his pockets but always seems to know where everything is. organised but doesn't have to time to be tidy. Same whenever we see his flat, it's equally disorganised. as an autistic person I find things end up all over the place because I don't have the capacity to keep them in order.

Bad handwriting and can't spell

Physicality: Most autistic people will have some sort of problem with co-ordination. He walks uneavenly. He has an odd posture. I always think about that scene where he steps in sick and moves around like a dear on ice. He's clumsy, can't sit straight and has a strange posture.

can't think when being interrupted

can't focus on two things at once.

George realised he'd been possessed by aliens because he was acting normally.

pretzels: dare i say safe food. If not, they're bland, usually the same everytime and take little mental effort to consume.

Strong sense of justic: see william murdoch.

SPECIAL MENTIONS:

Dr Emily Grace: didn't become a doctor becuase she didn't want to adopt a 'cheerful bedside manor.'

Dr Julia Ogden: Married to Murdoch (like calls to like) and sees through the bullshit of victorian society.

Susannah Murdoch: has those two as parents and I have the full confidence of genetics on this one.

In conclusion:

There's probably so much more I could talk about that I just don't remember because there is a lot more of this show than most others. But anyway. Murdoch is autistic because he has to be for the show to work and becuase he often comedic-foils far too close to the sun. And Watts is autistic because there is no way on God's green earth a man who stands like that is neurotypical.

Thank you, internet stranger, I am here all week.

#sorry this is word vomit #there is a reason i shouldn't try and be funny on the internet #murdoch mysteries #cbc murdoch #cbc mm #william murdoch queer icon #william murdoch #llewellyn watts is autistic #llewellyn watts #dr julia ogden #dr emily grace #autistic stuff

[anchoeritic]

rockstar!ellie who is super like provocative on stage so she can see you blushing in the crowd then teases you abt how flustered u get

her doing the slutty lil thing where she’s on her knees with the guitar in hand. she makes sure you’re sitting up front and close so you’re watching as her thighs are spread in front of you with her guitar resting almost right in between. she could easily see as you become flustered; your hands covering your face and the way the corners of your lips curled.

but all in all, the greatest rocker to exist. so great that it has you begging for more backstage. the pretty girl’s exclusive only: sat right on her lap with her lips pressed against yours. in between each kiss is a giggle and a little bit of teasing from her end. “i saw you liked that, didn’t you? i saw you in the crowd, all smiling ‘nd shit.” her hands gripped firmly onto your hips. “seeing me up on stage playing for you,” she felt you start to rock your hips, “you felt somethin’, hm?”

#rockstar!ellie #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams smut #ellie williams #ellie williams x y/n #ellie williams x you #the last of us

[zorlok-if]

Hi everybody,

It's been a while. Sorry that I've been gone so long without explanation or communication, I've been in a bad place. For more info check under the cut. Otherwise, hello! I'm alive and so is this project. Progress has been stalled and will continue to be stalled because this is a hobby and I have to focus on priorities. That doesn't mean that it's dead. I still intend to release everything when I can. I appreciate your support and interest.

Hope you're all well! 😊

Albie

(cw: discussion of bad mental health, anxiety, and depression; school shooting mention)

Okay, hello! Welcome to the rest of this post.

Basically, I've been in a bad mental place for a long time and have a lot of issues that I've left unaddressed or festering—most of which tie back to depression, anxiety, fear, and self-loathing.

To start, I wasn't able to graduate this past winter because I fell one class short of my requirements. That really sent me into a spiral and put a strain on my interpersonal relationships.

Then I tried to take that last class this spring but fear related to recent school shootings exacerbated and activated some bad ND habits and I won't be able to complete this course. That means I still won't be able to graduate until I find some online equivalent or professor who will allow me to remain fully remote.

Around the time I found out I wouldn't be graduating, I also got some really cruel anon hate which added onto how I was already feeling and made me hesitant to put anything else out online.

Other things have happened: family stuff, work stuff, health stuff, sociopolitical stuff, etc. (I don't want to go into details with some and won't burden you with the rest). But, essentially, I found myself at a darker place than normal. I withdrew into myself and have been stewing in crippling self-loathing while wearing a convincing smile in my everyday life. (being really honest with this stuff so that if anyone else is going through/experienced something like this they can know they're not alone)

Fortunately, I was able to get away for a bit and spent some time with loved ones I rarely get to see. I've also made a few irl friends recently and feel like I'm coming back out of my shell and starting to heal after traumatic events and relationships. For the first time in a long time, I feel invigorated. I mean, I still feel like stinking trash, but garbage with a will to live and better itself.

As of right now, I'm moving out and finding more work so I can better support myself financially.

If you've read all this going, where's the Zorlok/(other game) update? Here you go: I've been working on Zorlok somewhat, but in the situation/place where I was at, found myself unable to justify dedicating a lot of time to writing and struggling to feel confident about what I was creating when I actually did sit down to do so. This project is in no way dead and I want to work on it and release games more than anything, but I owe it to myself and other people in my life to keep my priorities in check.

This is a hobby and in the past I dedicated time to it when I should've been doing other things. As long as this is a hobby, I can no longer take time away from my priorities to do something I just want to do (no matter how badly I want to do it). So, that's where we're at. I'm continuing to focus on critical things and stop feeling like a jerk for doing that. I know that this might disappoint some people, but that's how things are right now.

If you want to know more about where things are literally at: I'm close to finishing a heavily updated and expanded prologue but episode one has been undergoing changes. I feel pretty shit about myself and that's seeped into my view on what I create which is in turn stalling my ability to make meaningful progress that I don't immediately want to destroy. I've worked on potential Patreon content (including an exclusive game and a Creating Goncharov director's cut), made a Twine template and tutorial, and made progress on updates for Mousetrap and System Processing. I've avoided making changes to the Zorlok page (and my other itch.io pages) these past few months since I don't want people getting their hopes up seeing some sort of "update" from itch.io—only for that update to be "there's no game update yet." That's why those are still out of date, but I'll be fixing them as soon as I can.

So, that's where we are. I wish that I had way more to talk about and release, but that's not been a possibility and I'm just going to be upfront and honest—even if I am disappointed and somewhat afraid and ashamed to admit it. (that's it for the game updates, the rest just gets back to personal)

In general, I've always struggled with shame and fear and those are the main culprits for why I've been radio silent until now. I couldn't find a way to address these topics or talk about them without my odious inner critic getting triggered and shutting me down. However, I'm trying my best to not listen to that asshole because this (*gestures at everything*) must stop.

To be honest, I'm not content with prolonged existence anymore. I want to live—and that's more than I've been able to say for a long time. To be perfectly honest, for the past decade or so I've lived simply because others wanted me around, not because I wanted to be here. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of indifference being my best hope for how I feel about myself. I'm tired of forcing an apathetic soul to drag my flesh through the muck of living. I don't expect what I experience to improve, in fact things will definitely be getting tougher, but I want to change how I experience it. I want to actively live rather than passively slip by. I want to answer questions like "what do you want to do with your life?" and "what are your plans?" with more than vague shrugs and dead-hearted replies meant to brush people off the topic of the future. I want to stop passing through life as a ghost.

I'm still trying to find the motivation, purpose, or courage to genuinely live for myself instead of existing for other people. I still haven't found my "spark"—that properly and blissfully selfish reason to live—but I think wanting to search is a good start.

Anyways, I'll be around more and I'll be more honest with where I am and what's going on. It's my personal mission to deny fear's control over my life and actions. Part of that means allowing myself to be more open with people even if I'm afraid of judgment or negativity.

Excluding a few outliers, you've all been exceptionally kind and encouraging. I'm always overwhelmed and astonished with the support that's been shown to me and my creative projects and I appreciate you all. Thank you so much. Thank you for reading through this. Thank you for caring. You're part of why I'm around.

I hope that you're having a lovely day/night/et cetera and if you aren't, you're not alone ❤️.

I'll see you around. 😊 Thanks again,

Albie

#hi #albie's corner #update #but not a game update #sorry #just a general update #personal