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thefrsers · 1 year

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#BATHENA HONEYMOON CRUISE IS A GO #EVERYONE REJOICED

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silverskye13 · 3 months

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In which there is talk of the tournament.

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ginaporterr · 10 months

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RICKY & GINA × not shy of a spark by steambend ↳ for @jvitzu ♡ happy birthday julia!!

#hsmtmtsedit #hsmtmts #ricky x gina #queenmay #i’ve read this before yet it still had me screaming crying shaking throwing my phone at the wall like.#it’s real literature #ricky bowen #gina porter #rina #*#rinaedit #flashing gif #LOVE YOU JU HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRR #easily one of my favorite rina writers and just a joy to have in this fandom <3

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beruxyz · 24 days

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When the plot is not plottening

#i love writing #I FUCKING HATE WRITING #womp womp #writing #makes me wanna die #makes me wanna cry #makes me wanna scream #makes me wanna rip my hair out #writers on tumblr #writing doesnt look like a word anymore.#honkai star rail #genshin impact #genshin impact x female reader #genshin impact x gn reader #genshin x reader #genshin x male reader #platonic genshin x reader #hsr x reader

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writerfae · 1 day

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But what if at one point Aiden saves Talon and Talon asks him why he did it since he’s never been exactly nice to Aiden and Aiden is like “you are still worth saving” 😭😭

#Talon would have an emotional breakdown over this #he’d be like excuse me and then walk into the woods and scream (and maybe cry a little)#writer speaks #writeblr #wip: the knights of the alder

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oll13v3r · 13 days

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The newest X-men 97' episode hurt me. (This has happened plenty of times before)

#x men 97 #x men 97 spoilers #WOLVERINE NO #FIRST GAMBIT AND NOW YOU???#AND JUBILEE IS SUCH A BADASS IN THE NEW SHOW.#SOBBING #SCREAMING #CRYING #CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR AND CURLING UP IN A BALL AND SHAKING #I THINK THE WRITERS HATE ME IN PARTICULAR #POS #/POS

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marrfixated · 6 months

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Writing a fic when suddenly the part that everything has been leading up to feels flat

#sobbing screaming crying I hate writing (it makes me happier more than anything else)#original post #nonfandom post #writers on tumblr #fanfiction #fic writing #writing

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madebyteenagefury · 6 months

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sorry for the break in house md posting, i finished houses head/wilsons heart and still am not recovered enough to start season five

#house md #hatecrimes md #james wilson #robert chase #greg house #dr house #allison cameron #eric foreman #houses head #wilsons heart #i SOBBED #screaming crying throwing up #i was so devastated #hadnt been this fucked up since the doctor who s2 finale #doctor who; the hour; house md 🤝making me cry over season finales #did all these shows have like the same writers #and why are they targeting me

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bumblingbabooshka · 5 months

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Coda. You of all people. Grief. The way Kes had to break Tuvok's hold on her & The way he kept asking if she heard anything - anything at all.

Open yourself to the impressions around you, The thoughts, the minds that are on this ship. All the minds that are on this ship. So many voices.

They are a turbulent storm, and you are the one who must rise above the tempest, to a place that is quiet. It's difficult.

You must lift yourself from the confusion of the storm. Soar into the quiet space among the stars where everything is still. Is there a voice that you can hear? A single voice isolated in the stillness?

Is there anything? Any presence in the void with you? I can't hear anything.

Now I am with you, moving through the quiet space. My thoughts join with yours, extending the range of the search.

(You have to find me.) (Surely, you must know I'm here?) Empty. Alone. (We've shared so much.) Failure. Forced.

Tactical Officer's Log: Is there anything? Is there anything? Is there anything? I('m searching for) a good friend, one I can never replace.

Is there anything? Is there anything? Is there anything? A single voice, isolated in that void? (we've shared so much.) I don't want to come up for air. My lungs force me to breathe.

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#Kes #Tuvok #st voyager #voy #st voyager coda #bea art tag #how is Tuvok roasted for his poetry in the same ep he says all this?#the way Kes gave up like 'I don't think this is working' before Tuvok did - the way she seemed almost...agitated? Not angry but like he was #pushing her - Chakotay had the crying & screaming scene and this was that scene for Tuvok #the way Tuvok calls her his friend when one of them is about to die #the way Janeway's like 'Tuvok - surely YOU can find me?'#-hand around the writer's collective necks- the way she alludes to all they've shared. And Yet. How RARELY we hear about this All.#Anyway this scene just struck a cord <3 #transcript under the cut #also I studied literature so I get hung up on singular words and the fact that Tuvok says 'we must accept' with Kes #but 'I'm forced to conclude' when alone - he was REALLY trying and you can SEE that #waaaa

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fairyroses · 1 year

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— SMALLVILLE, “Reunion” (6.05)

#'let's be social so we can get the hell out of here' me at my 5 year college reunion this year and my 10 year high school reunion next year #smallville #smallvilleedit #lana lang #lex luthor #lexana #sv 6x05 #dcmultiverse #my gifs #the way lex smiles every time he looks down at lana has me screaming crying etc.#in the bottom gif you can literally see him go from 🙁 to 🥰 in real time #and her smile in the last gif too... god...#I'll never forgive the sv writers for what they did to them

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fantastic-nonsense · 1 year

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one surefire way to kill me stone dead at any given moment is putting the opening lines of the Revenge of the Sith novelization in a photoset

#matthew stover opening that fucking book up with 'this is a greek tragedy. you are reading a book where everyone dies #this is a story about the fall of the jedi and the murder of thousands. nothing can be done to change it. you are reading the end'#just makes me go INSANE every time I think about it #it makes me want to pull my hair out #it makes me want to scream and cry and shout about the injustice I'm about to witness #which. of course. is the whole point #I love him for it and I'll never forgive him for it and god if that isn't the experience of someone doing justice to the Purges as a writer #matthew stover #revenge of the sith #star wars #rots

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dazais-guardian-angel · 8 months

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Y'all, I think I've figured it out. Operating on the assumption that the finale is indeed an alternate timeline from the manga, then someone could have written on a page of the Book to rewrite reality to lead to the events of the finale sometime during season 5's events. In other words, this would explain the INCONSISTENCIES with things that were established or at least heavily implied/assumed prior and in the manga: Chuuya being a real vampire and not in control, nothing being planned, Dazai giving sincere speeches, Dazai really being shot and saying his "last words", Fyodor's hand not being injured, soukoku not killing Fyodor while in Meursault because they literally couldn't and Dazai needing Sigma to discover Fyodor's secrets because of that, Fukuchi's goal not being one that relied on Fukuzawa being alive since he clearly intended to kill him, etc etc too many more to count

Events and explanations in the finale feeling so contradictory and out of place, and characters feeling so ooc and not acknowledging any discrepancies, makes perfect sense if you consider that, up until a certain point, this was our canon timeline — until someone rewrote the ending of the arc with the Book, starting with Fyodor injuring his hand...! We only have one example of the Book being used to majorly rewrite reality in the manga, and when that happened, the main players — the ADA members — were aware that reality was changed, even though they did have memories of the new rewritten reality. BUT, Nikolai was unaware of this during that scene, and so also were all law enforcement because of the clause written on the page accounting for that, so what if the same thing could happen in this instance, to prevent all our characters in the finale from being aware that things had changed? We literally saw someone writing Nikolai's dialogue for him; imagine someone doing that during Dazai's final speech in the episode, and during all the rest of it! I don't know who this would be, but possibly a mysterious third party who got a hold of a different page from the Book somewhere and wrote things to turn out this way, because they wanted the ADA to win against Fukuchi and Fyodor? Maybe even because... this is the only way they can win?

Remember Atsushi asserting this plan, and how silly and too simple it sounded? What if someone else ended up doing just that, writing their own simple outcome for the ADA to win (as a narrative of course, which is probably why it had to start with the major catalyst of, again, Fyodor injuring his hand)? Additionally, if that's what happened, maybe the ending of the finale is a sort of side effect to the Book being used improperly in this way, leading to a destabilization of the timeline or a mishmash of other timelines into the anime one, leading to the alternate Fukuchi and Akutagawa we see there?

#bungou stray dogs #meta #THIS MAKES SO MUCH FUCKING SENSE AND EXPLAINS SO MUCH I'M GOING TO SCREAM #i guess this is sort of a foregone conclusion that the Book is the result of this timeline #since we ALREADY KNOW the different timelines are a result of the Book s;dlkfkgfkdlsl #but it only just occurred to me of the Book being used like. MID-PLOT #THE FINALE REALLY IS JUST BAD FANFICTION LITERALLY LMAOOOOOOOO #A BONES EMPLOYEE GOT ISEKAI'D INTO THE BSD UNIVERSE AND REALLY FUCKING WANTED THAT HAPPY ENDING FOR S5 IN 24 MINUTES COME HELL OR HIGH WATE #AND GOT ONE OF THE PAGES AND JUST WROTE IT THEMSELVES!!!!!! 😂😂😂😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣#they'd had enough of the people slandering their anime adaptation. they said oh we'll REALLY give you something to cry about #BUT THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY CHARACTERS FEEL OOC!! IF THEIR DIALOGUE WAS WRITTEN FOR THEM VIA THE BOOK!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHH #....what if it's Dazai. What if Dazai wrote this ending just like he wrote the Beast timeline. What then—#I guess Beast in and of itself is one massive example of things being rewritten and no one but the writer (Dazai) remembering/being aware #that they were ever different #so.......... it's not impossible despite what we saw with Sunday Tragedy #i'm telling you though i've connected the dots #if things go differently in the upcoming chapters #and we see that other Fukuchi and we find out about someone using the Book i'm going to LOSE MY MINDDDDDD

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headdaze · 2 months

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***SPOILERS for A Conjuring of Light***

I have been an avid reader for approximately two decades now. I have seen my fair share of characters dying, my fair share of pain within books. Almost two decades, and yet never once have I ever cried when a character died in a book. Until I read ACOL. When Hastra died, I may as well have been stabbed square in the heart alongside him--I screamed, put the book down right then and there, and started sobbing. Just when I thought we were safe--just when I thought I could breathe--one of my absolute favorite characters, gone, just like that. The worst part about it was that he went in a way that was so him--protecting someone. The only good part was that at least it was quick. He deserves that much. By the time we got to Emira's death, my tears had already run out... Congratulations @veschwab -- I truly applaud you as a writer, truly and sincerely, because the last stretch of ACOL is putting me through the wringer like no other book I've ever read before. I am utterly amazed.

tdlr I always say I'm not ok when reading books but this. this is the real deal. now excuse me while I go cope

#incoherent screaming #crying screaming throwing up #crying screaming sobbing #pay for my tears.#my pain.#my heart.#because you have RIPPED IT ALL OUT.#WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME #YOU HAVE ALREADY ACCOMPLISHED MORE THAN ANY WRITER I HAVE EVER READ #SO PLEASE #GIVE MY BABIES A HAPPY END #I want to be a writer like Schwab man--MAKE MY READERS CRY #now that I've experienced it.. I kinda feel bad about actively trying to make my own stories as heartwrenching as possible ((kinda))#shades of magic #a conjuring of light

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starssighting · 19 days

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One thing I love from the scene where Louis begs Lestat to turn Claudia and Louis says “Please” is that you can hear the “Anything for you Louis” even if it is never spoken aloud and one thing I love from the scene where Lestat drops Louis from the sky and Louis says “Let go of me” is this time Lestat says “Anything for you” aloud in a sadistic twist of that love and aargh I need to kiss the writers on the mouth

#screaming crying throwing up #these writers I swear to god are going to be the death of me #iwtv #interview with the vampire #iwtv s1 #original p.

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stupidinluvv · 29 days

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FROM *Love of my life* TO *Loss of my life*

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otrtbs · 9 months

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look,, the dorlene fight scene in the dinner fic is the fight scene to end all fight scenes because it's so heartbreaking (( to me ))

#it's one of those fight scenes where both people are screaming at each other and they're soOooOo angry #but then *me*....... as the viewer/reader/writer????#im crying #they're not crying they're out for blood but i am crying #i am #*****if i manage to write this right xx <- always that caveat #the dinner fic

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