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beruxyz · 1 day
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MY BIGGEST FLEX, I ACTUALY 4 HEARTS HALEY BEFORE THE FLOWER DANCE (i just recently downloaded this game too LMFAO)
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beruxyz · 3 days
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Please tell me that youre genuinely writing the xianyun fic
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is this enough proof LMFAO (im procastinating once more.) promise im GENUINELY writing it, i swear. no kidding.
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beruxyz · 3 days
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When the plot is not plottening
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beruxyz · 4 days
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working on xianyun fic part 2
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beruxyz · 16 days
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I have to apologize for not posting for like, SO LONGG! Some things happened and projects are being dumped on me as im currently typing this. I promise I'll post something (even if it might be a drabble) And i haven't forgotten about that xianyun fic, i promise I'll work on the part two now 😓
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beruxyz · 22 days
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Dawg how am i supposed to write with these ASS projects my teachers are giving.
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beruxyz · 25 days
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Just a quick question! But will you be doing a part two of the fic where reader is Xianyun’s child? Because I can’t be left on a cliffhanger here🥲
Haha! Maybee, but currently very busy right now so it might be stuck on my drafts for the timebeing. But please make sure to stay tuned for part two :)
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beruxyz · 1 month
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Shoutout to my filipinos out there
(Context : My teacher told us to draw the love of our life or crush on the box below. Me and my friend decided to troll by drawing arlecchino and dan heng.)
Translation below ↓
Arlecchino : Arlecchino did everything for me, She's alive and gave me happiness in my eyes, She's always there for me everytime i cry and she gives life to my eyes.
Dan heng : Dan heng is the only love in my life, I always sang to him songs but he always declines my feelings for him. I love him, I give him all my attention.
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beruxyz · 1 month
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i just realized i accidentally put "his" on a fanfic when its supposed to be gender neutral while reading it again after posting it. Bye, gonna kms rq
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"𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮"
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- xɪᴀɴʏᴜɴ x ᴘʟᴀᴛᴏɴɪᴄ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ (ɢɴ)
- "ᴛᴏ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴀɴ ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ, ғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ғᴀᴄᴇ sʜᴏᴡs ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ʟɪʏᴜᴇ ʜᴀʀʙᴏʀ.. sᴛʀɪᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɴ's sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴏᴋs ᴛʜᴀᴛ's sᴄᴀʀɪʟʏ sɪᴍɪʟᴀʀ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴅᴇᴘᴛɪ."
- ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛᴇᴅ : ʏᴇs
- ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs : ꜱʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴɢsᴛ, ɴᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ, xɪᴀɴʏᴜɴ-ᴄᴇɴᴛʀɪᴄ
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Xianyun will never forget that day, The day where that 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘤, sorry excuse of a father took her only, small child.
She wished she never met that man, never found him charismatic.. She wished she never fell for his smooth words and his calm, enigmatic smile. After such tragedies she faced, she didn't think that she was capable of being soft again, The only exception being 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 man.
She loved him oh so very dearly, She held him close to her own heart despite knowing just what little time they had together, but he ruined her trust, ruined everything that made them, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. Broke the thing that made them the duo, the pair that was unbreakable.
"Has one failed to see one's own mistakes..?" The adeptus thought to herself in her now cold, lonely abode. Being stuck with her own unfinished creations and machinery. She turned these thoughts down, after all, she could never be wrong. She was never wrong... She knew that herself.
But now, as years went on, she finally stopped thinking about such thoughts. She didn't need that man, She.. She didn't need her child... Child that was her own flesh and blood, No. No she didn't need them, She had her own priorities, priorities like taking care of her newest disciple, Shuyu. A cute, lovable and smart child that happened to be the granddaughter of the adeptus's stubborn disciple. She needed to let go of the past, else she wants to be eaten inside out by such memories.
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Maybe it was her own lack of self awareness which she will never speak of, but Shuyu has unfortunately.. Gone missing, No worries of course, it's not the end of the world, The adepti will just search for her like a parental guardian would.. Yet, she can't help but be reminded of that day- No, Pull yourself together 𝘾𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙 𝙍𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙧, Let go of the past.
It was never in the adeptus's mind to, Well to lose Shuyu of course. The adeptus was lucky enough to find the little girl sitting on a chair in Third-Round Knockout while listening to whatever tale the storyteller was saying, The adeptus can tell Shuyu stories! With utmost precision and clear vividness of whatever tale she wanted yet here the little girl was, Sitting next to.. A person..?
I mean of course, There was a person sitting next to Shuyu since it is a public space but, Why does the person look so familiar and unfamiliar at the same time? The adeptus shook these thoughts out of her mind, She's here for Shuyu, Not some random person that looks a little bit too identical to her! The hair color and everything, The person had their back turned to face her, It must be those.. Hair changer things from Fontaine that made them have that streak of teal in their hair, Yes of course, It's the only possible explanation for this.
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"Oh! Ms. Xianyun, Umm.. I apologize, I may have forgotten to tell you where i was going.." Shuyu spoke with a nervous face, Standing up from her seat as she noticed her mentor coming over. The person next to her seemed to notice what was going on. "Oh? Is this your mom, Shuyu?" Shuyu shook her little head, Xianyun was a bit skeptical on why this person was being so close to Shuyu, They seemed to be a Fontainian Traveler from the clothes they were wearing.
"Ah, No no. This is my mentor, Ms. Xianyun." Shuyu spoke with a smile, careful with her words as to not accidentally reveal that her mentor was quite literally 𝐓𝐡𝐞 Cloud Retainer.
"Ah, Pleasure to meet you Ms. Xianyun, I was just accompanying Shuyu. My name is Y/N, If you'd like, You can accompany Shuyu and I to listen to the storyteller, He's quite amazing." The traveler spoke, Name now known. Perhaps it's the little smile that the stranger put up that suddenly brought back clear and vivid memories to the adeptus, or maybe.. The name, No, No, It couldn't be 𝐡𝐞𝐫 child, It was just not possible. Their name was common, She was bound to meet people with the same name as her missing child's at some point.
She didn't want to get her hopes up. She doesn't want to embarrass herself in front of a foreigner might she add, What if it wasn't them? What if it was just really a stranger? Yet, a thought was clawing at the back of her mind.
"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯? 𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺.. 𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥?"
Xianyun looked at the traveler, A look of impassiveness in her face as she sat down on the chair next to Shuyu, Shuyu sat down on her chair again, She looked a bit nervous as to she has never seen this face nor side of her mentor before. "Y/N, May one ask where this name came from?" The disguised adeptus spoke with seriousness, Looking way too intimidating to the passing traveler who only wished to listen to the tales of Liyue.
"Ah.. Well, I'm not sure in the slightest. My father never mentioned where my name came from, Just tales of it perhaps but not the true meaning-" , "And who is your father?" XIanyun spoke up, Cutting off Y/N midway through their sentence. "Is.. Is this an interrogation?" Y/N spoke nervously now, The sudden glare of the woman talking to them made them wish a hole would just swallow them up and take them away from this situation.
The lady seemed to just stare at them blankly, awaiting an answer. Y/N sighed, They never thought this would happen but it's probably best they answer lest they wanted to feel this strangers wrath. "F/N. F/N Howavokiz.. May I ask as to why the interest to my father's name?"
There it was, The name that she had been waiting for. Just why did it have to be 𝐡𝐢𝐦, She wanted nothing more than for this to be a dream, A nightmare that she would soon be awaken from. Despite all odds, She's actually facing her child, child to which she never saw grow up, That itself hurt her to her very core. A child to grow up without a mother, All because of selfishness and greed that she never knew existed inside of that man's brain.
Maybe perhaps.. It was her sudden urge to do something, Anything. What she didn't expect was for her to slap her own child, Hand still in mid-air as she was looking down at 𝐡𝐞𝐫 child. Y/N looked up at 𝐡𝐞𝐫, As if they were looking at a monster, A gasp was the only thing that escaped the adepti as she immediately started apologizing. "I.. I did not mean for-" , "I'll be taking my leave now." The traveler spoke with a blank expression, Standing up from their seat. The adeptus has forgotten that they were in public, Almost everyone was looking at her, And.. And Shuyu was looking at her with a terrified expression.
"No, Please. Wait.." The adeptus could only hope that this was really just a test of the Gods, A test.. Nothing more. Perhaps this was the reason why he truly left 𝐡𝐞𝐫 alone.
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𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘩-𝘣𝘺𝘦
(Requests are open btw :>)
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- Annoyingly Adorable
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Genshin Women x (Platonic)Child! Reader
"𝙸𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑, 𝙰 𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜."
Characters : Jean, Lisa, Ganyu || (Seperate)
Warnings : Fatherless 😹 (Reader is GN)
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𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐆𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐫 || 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚍𝚝
- A Mother and an Acting Grandmaster of Mondstadt, She was as usual very busy with stacks upon stacks of complaints from the citizens.
- She loved you very much to the point that she would even let you play inside her office, As long as you were not disturbing her. (And that's saying alot.)
- Perhaps it was the fact that you looked so much like your father that she didn't want to be seperated from you. She didn't want whatever happened to your father to happen to you too due to her ignorance. (Which was just her being really busy.)
- Usually, The Knights or Klee would play with you but Klee was currently in.. Jail as the spark knight puts it and the Knights were too busy to play with you since a particular potion shop decided to appear out of no where.
-And.. That left you alone. with your not-so strict, overworked and busy mom. In a room. Together.
- You were not gonna to do anything, It was just that it was too boring and the awful sound of pen scratching against the paper was probably the only entertainment a child could have in this barren wasteland. Playing with toys given to you by Mr. One Eye and Lady Lisa was already boring you to death.
- So.. You decided to leave the office, Closing the door fast as your mom was about to say no.
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"Y/N get back ʜᴇʀᴇ-" Jean's voice was soon muffled by the door closing. A child out of their parent's sight is a child to fear because no amount of pestering is gonna be able to calm them down unless you get the parent themselves.
You were not gonna do anything, Maybe perhaps try to picklock the door to Klee's jail (Didn't work) or maybe you could try to steal a book in the library (Lisa saw you immediately upon entering) or maybe you should just hide, Yes! Hide, Hide and Seek! Oh you were so happy upon having that sudden thought in your little head as you ran around the Favonius Headquarters with a toy in hand and no adult supervision.
It was not in Jean's checklist to spend almost half the day trying to find and catch you. Even with the knights who came back to HQ upon her request to help her find and catch her child was ALSO not part of her checklist! Ah, This was too much already, This sure will put a bad image on not only her but also the knights!
"Y/N." A stern voice spoke behind you as you were sitting, facing the wall giggling to yourself. Perhaps it was the lack of softness in her voice that absolutely terrified you as you slowly looked behind you with fear in your eyes. "Mom.. Hi!" You spoke nervously, Standing up from your hiding spot as you gripped the hand of your toy tightly.
"No more games. Come now, Mom is very tired of this." The softness in Jean's voice returned as a sigh escaped her. Jean picked you up, A stern look on her face before breaking out into a soft smile. You just reminded her too much of your father.
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𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐚 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢 || 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚍𝚝
- The one and only Favonius Librarian and your mom, She may not seem like it but even librarians like her tend to be overworked most of the time, Especially the appearance of the Potion Shop that the Acting Grandmaster wanted to put up. Safe to say it was going pretty well.
- You and Lisa were often seen sitting next to the Potion Stand, You usually drawing on the coloring book that Mr. Kaeya gave you and Lisa sipping on her cup of tea while reading the Market demands.
- Your Mom made sure that she explained to you what will happen if you happened to steal one of the potions. (Lighthearted threats of course, She didn't want you to just up and steal the potions that the Traveler worked hard for.)
- But, Did that stop you? A little bit, You were still curious of the effects of some potions. Like the one that made you get all the wisdom! Like every wisdom in the world?! That would be so cool to use, especially on days where your mom suddenly quizzed you out of no where..
- So perhaps you stole a potion, Maybe two.. Or three. They were just vials, Not the actual potions of course. Paimon made a deal with you to give her some food in exchange for some vial of the potions that the Traveler was making.
- To any costumer that happened to walk by the two of you were very much suspicious and weirded out, Because the two of you looked like you were doing some "strange deals" together.
-A kid and a.. Floating fairy doing deals, Yeah totally normal in today's society of course.
- Paimon told you that the effects would wear out eventually, especially since these were not the actual full blown potions but more of a "sample". Which, You were a bit disappointed about but i mean.. It's better than nothing i suppose.
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"Where have you been? Mom has been worried sick.." Lisa spoke worriedly as she stood up from her seat, Checking to make sure you're alright.
"Im fine, im fine. Me and Paimon were just playing and.. Stuff." You answered with a grin, A grin that if your mom looked too closely at then she will surely interrogate you. "Hmm.. What's that in your pocket sweetie?" Lisa asked with curiousity, Curiousity that was definitely mixed with teasing as a smirk was already plastered on her face.
"Snacks.. Uhh, Paimon gave me some snacks which i know, really weird since she never uh.. Shares food.. Or something." You were practically spewing out sweat like a sprinkler, Looking up at you mom with an Innocent smile. "Mhm.. Empty your pockets." Lisa spoke sternly, A hand already out for whatever was inside your pocket. You just let out a loud groan before emptying your pockets to reveal 3 vials of Wisdom and Constitution potions.
"Why would you need these? Are you hiding something behind me Y/N?" Your mom asked with a serious tone as she examined the vials for a bit before knowing what it was. "Well.. I just wanted to answer your quizzes correctly.."
"But you do answer my quizzes, Sure it's not correct most of the time but that's what matters. Mistakes are proofs that you're trying, and that's what matters, Alright?" Lisa spoke with a soft smile, Crouched down in front of you while softly patting your head. You can never fool you mom and give her a hard time, Because she just turns it into you sobbing at her clothes.
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𝐆𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐮 || 𝙻𝚒𝚢𝚞𝚎
- A Qixing General Secretary and a Mother. Ooh boy, So many things to do and so many papers to go thru, The life of a particular Half-Qilin and Half-Human named Ganyu.
-You, As her sweet (And unfortunately mischievous) pride and joy, Her child is quite literally the only thing that motivates her to get home on time. That is unless a sudden overtime happens which she will suddenly lose all tiredness and fully commit to her work. (Even if she already had fully committed, She just wants to embrace her kid after a long day.)
- Has her child already eaten?
- Complex meeting minutes, disorderly report data... Every day, piles of documents flow by like water, each one personally compiled by Ganyu into clear and concise words in order to assist the Qixing's every decision and negotiation as the papers go through various organizational departments.
- Archons, she misses her child already.
- As the secretary of Yuehai Pavilion, Ganyu undertakes many tasks that ordinary folk do not see. For those that have witnessed her standing by the dock on her breaks or enjoying her breakfast in silence, it is difficult to imagine her in such a position.
- Oftentimes, when she returns home from work at around midnight, She would see you sleeping on her Mentor, cloud retainer's lap. She was quite shocked when she first saw you with her family figure, Apologizing immediately after accidentally waking the two of you up as Cloud Retainer just sighed.
- Recently, After a particular event happened. Ganyu kept seeing a little girl named Shuyu play with you, Which turned out to be her mentor's newest disciple, A disciple from the human world.. Well Ganyu can't be weirded out by it, You yourself was a product of a human man and Ganyu, But that's a story for another time.
- Ganyu of course was very happy that you were making friends with Shuyu, even the other kids in Liyue Harbor has started to hang out with you which made her very proud. But it felt like you were growing too fast, Ganyu is not even sure if you got her Qilin blood as well.. She's only half qilin, Which definitely lessened your chances of you being one. But until you started to show signs that you did in fact have Qilin blood running in your veins, Let her be cuddly and clingy to you.
- This however, Led you to be a bit displeased with your mother's sudden clingyness towards you, Often leading you to ignore her kisses or hugs. (Which Ganyu understood but still very much felt motherly pain from it.)
- You displeased it so much to the point that you would stay out of your mother's sight whenever you were playing with your friends in public. (Knowing that she is the secretary of Yuehai Pavillion.)
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"Y/N! Y/N! Isn't that your mom?" One of your close friends asked while not-so subtly pointing at the direction in which your mother was talking to a merchant, She looked quite angry if you were being honest.
"Yeah, Come on let's go!" You spoke while grabbing your friend's arm, pulling them back as you ran to the other side of Liyue Harbor. Of course, Ganyu noticed this. In fact, She had already finished talking to the merchant the moment you grabbed your friend's arm to drag them away.
As your mother, She quickly followed behind while making sure to be out of you and your friend's sight, She didn't want you running away again to some weird place in Liyue Harbor. (Because archon's know what those alleyways do.)
"Hm.. Wait, Why are we even running? Isn't your mom a Qixing or something?" You friend asked while taking deep breaths, Looking at you with a curious gaze. "Secretary of the Qixing, And i just wanna be left alone right now.. Mom is way too clingy around me, I don't even understand the suddenness of it and why she's suddenly clingy!" You whisper-yelled to your friend, Ranting about your mom while your friend just stayed quiet.
Maybe the reason your friend stayed quiet is perhaps because your mom, Ganyu, is literally right BEHIND you. "Yeah.. Yeah.. Uhh, Well.. Dad needs me in his stall now, Bye bye Y/N!" Your friend spoke hurriedly before leaving you confused.
"What's up with them? Eh, Whatever.." You muttered under your breath before turning around, Only to be met with your mother with a sad frown on her face. "Y/N! I.. I didn't know that you didn't like my hugs! Or kisses! You could have told me you know?" Ganyu whispered, She was talking to you in a public place after all of course and she didn't wanna draw so much attention to the both of you already.
"We're talking later when i get home."
"Ah.. Crap."
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𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘩-𝘣𝘺𝘦
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beruxyz · 2 months
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beruxyz · 2 months
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| ᴡʜʏ ғᴀʟʟ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ?
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ɢᴇɴsʜɪɴ ᴡᴏᴍᴇɴ x ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ's ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ (ɢɴ)
Characters = Jean, Lisa,
-ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs = "This is my first ever fic, So it may be trash.", Not-Proofread, Slight-Angst, Short.
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𝙹𝙴𝙰𝙽 - 𝙳𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝙺𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝
- Hardworking, Reliable Jean. Always one to never back down on her words but fail to back down when needed. She is as strong as she looks, She is the Acting Grand Master for a reason.
- Though, Even if she is strong, She has her own set of problems. And no, Not just the paperworks that seem to pile up each and everyday.. 𝐘𝐨𝐮.
- It's not that she hates you, No no. You're the creators child! An heir of their maker but.. She can't help but feel as though this is a dream, Being the lover of the heir of the entirety of Teyvat? That sounds like a fantasy.
- She feels as though you deserve better, Someone smarter, Stronger, more reliable than her. She can't help but think little about herself whenever you stand beside her, She loves you, oh so very dearly, But. Do you truly love her back?
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"My dear..?" The muffled voice coming over from the closed, Locked door of Jean's office. She has sucluded herself inside, She didn't want you to see her in such a state. She didn't want you to see how weak she is.
A knock comes from the door, Twice, thrice. Sooner or later, Jean was already in front of the door. Contemplating whether to let you in or not, To let you see how vulnerable she was to thoughts that resembled those of the abyss.
"(Name)... I'm.. I'm sorry." Jean softly speaks out, Clutching her chest tightly as she held back her tears. "Jean, Open the door. Please, Let's talk." The muffled voice speaks out, The same level of softness with Jean's. The dandelion knight just obeyed without a thought, Opening the door slightly ajar to let you see her.
(Name) quickly comes inside upon seeing her current state, Closing the door behind themselves as they quickly cupped Jean's face.
"My dear? Has something happened? Please, Tell me." (Name) spoke gently, A worried look on their face as Jean just smiled slightly at the God's worry. "No, No. Im.. Im fine." Jean whispered, A small huff of tiredness escaping her. "Im just.. Wondering, 𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎?"
"Because, You're the only one that sees me as me, Not 'Creator's child'. Not 'Teyvat's Next Ruler'. Just me. I love you. I love you very much, I will never get tired of repeating it to you. I love you so much, Jean."
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𝙻𝚒𝚜𝚊 - 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝙻𝚒𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚗
- "The flirty librarian of the Knights of Favonius". Everyone just sees her as that, Nothing else. No one realizes just how much depth and character her personality has. Mondstadt citizens love her, fear her or anything in between. But they barely even know her.
- Lisa, A name that strikes fear to those that have faced her wrath when they didn't bring back her books on time. A name that strikes others with amazement upon having the knowledge about her past with Sumeru, being the Alumna of the Akademiya.
- People that has a facade often crumbles to pieces upon having the thoughts of not being good enough, Lisa is no exception. Even she feels like she doesn't belong for you, 𝐍𝐎𝐓 for you.
- A thought that corrupts and takes over her mind, Even when it all started small. Even when she just laughed it off at first, It clawed her mind. The doubts, The judgement of herself slowly getting to her thoughts.
- But she would never tell you, She wouldn't want to burden you with mortal problems as that. She would rather eat herself inside out than making you worry for her.
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"Dear? You have been quiet for some time. Is anything wrong? You can always tell me." The God spoke with helpless worry, Holding onto a book that they were just about to put back on the shelf.
"Oh. Nothing is wrong love, Just thinking about the citizens that still haven't returned with their books." Lisa spoke with serene calmness, A facade she has mastered with your help, Unbeknownst to you.
She loved you, She loved you for being nice, caring.. Naive. She loved that you didn't question her too much, She knew your naivety would put you in danger, But it's nothing that she can't fix.
"Oh, Like Donna?" (Name) asked while facing the shelf, Putting the book back to where it belongs before walking over to Lisa on her table. "Yes, Love. Like Donna, But she'll come of course. Ive already shown her what I'd do if she doesn't return back for the 4th time." The mage spoke with a calm yet scary smile on her face. Maybe it was just the doubts returning back to her, eating her mind alive, But if Donna doesn't come back with the book tomorrow, Lisa might accidentally let her boiling hot exasperation on her.
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𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘩-𝘣𝘺𝘦
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