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ughitsniya · 3 days

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gyustellations · 2 months

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all of the styros i did lst night look like baby cuts now wtf

#self h@rm #self mutalition #tw self destruction #988blr #baby cvts #su1c1d3 #tw sh related #stryoblr #i love styro #tw styro #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #sh cvt

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naokoiam · 12 days

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improper use of pen sharpener

#self h@rm #tw depression #tw self destruction #tw sui ideation #tw sh related #actually mentally ill #suic1de #i want to cvt #cvtaddict #stryoblr #hitting styro #988blr #$h tumblr #$hblr

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vixenbydestroyboys · 2 months

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multiswiping, cigarettes, and getting off before bed is such an interesting mix

#at this point i should just take a shot too #988blr #988twt #beansblr #stryoblr #styr0blr #actually bpd #cvtaddict #made of styro #tw sh related #hitting styro

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rottenn-angel · 11 months

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#my edit #traumacore #ventcore #actuallytraumatized #liminalcore #vent #tw vent #actuallyabused #trauma vent #sh vent #stryoblr

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call-me-radio · 9 days

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WAAAAAAH I WANNA GET BACK TO ¢UTS LIKE THIS WHY DID I STOP

#stryoblr #shtmblr #depressing shit #hitting styro #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #selfharrrm #s3lf mutilation #$h tumblr #$elf h4rm #$hblr #$h tw #SoundCloud

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crows-n-conundrums · 1 year

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being addicted to sh is so funny bc now i just use it as a way to get through chores. wanna cvt? ok. you have to do all of the dishes first. still thinking about it? shower time asshole. still? alright fucker, you get to plan dinner and then you have to make it. my chore list keeps shrinking bc i don’t want to disappoint the people who know i sh but at the same time my brain really believes that if i get all the chores done i can cvt after, as if im not gonna magically make more so i wont cvt LMFAO dummy. idiot. can’t cvt if your wiping down all the doors.

anyway this has been tips w yours truly, thank you ill be here all week

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ughitsniya · 9 days

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cutting isn’t enough i need a lobotomy

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cvtt1ngaddict · 1 month

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i wish i killed myself earlier

i wasn't meant to take on a responsibility of making choices

#cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #hitting styro #stryoblr #self h@rm #sh cvt #i want to cvt #cvtting addict #self h4te

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naokoiam · 9 days

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lmao i remember cringing at ppl who sh when i was 10~12

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vixenbydestroyboys · 2 months

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I think about what my mom's reaction was when she found out I shd almost every day. even though it was almost ten years ago now. I still think about it every day. she is aware she can never undo that damage it did, but fuck did it do a lot of damage. almost my entire outlook on sh, my competition, my weird elitism abt it until I was 20, my depth, the way id take care of my wounds, how id talk about it. it can all be traced back to how my mother treated me when she found out. and my father, but that effected me differently.

tw for the run down of events, abus3, yelling, sui

from what I can remember, it was repressed for a WHILE.

it was October in 2014, I was freshly 13. I'd already been shing for years, but my family was none the wiser. but my friend group all found out, because I texted one gir abt itl and it just spread like wildfire. they blew up my phone nonstop and when I was getting ready to shower, my mom looked thru my phone and saw the new texts I hadn't had the chance to delete. she'd been looking at my phone every day bcuz I had gotten a stalker a few months earlier, and had witnessed an online friend commit over Skype in August, when I was 12.

she barged into the bathroom without knocking, while I was completely n4ked, and just screamed over and over at me "who's attention are you trying to fucking get" that was her initial reaction. all while i was n4ked. for hours. no concern for me, no comfort, not even that disappointment that most parents give. she was just fucking furious. I cried so hard I threw up, and my siblings (the poor kids were only 6 and 7 at the time) just sat in their rooms listening. they wrote me a note about how much they loved me that I still have today. that day did a number on them too, even though they didn't know what the yelling was about for another few years. my mother's reaction shaped the way I looked at people posting their scars, the way ppl dressed with scars, the way ppl cvt, the way I cvt, the way I talked abt cvtting, the way I looked every second, who I told, what I told, how I told, everything. I only very recently was able to combat the way I thought thru really intense therapy.

my dad's reaction was the same severity, but a different reaction entirely. my dad had struggled with sui in his teens and all he did is sit me down and told me if I shd again, he'd commit. in a very specific and graphic way. in front of me.

I was 13, and a hurting child. and now I will always feel like a 13 year old hurting child because my adult parents decided to take the most extreme reactions possible.

#988blr #988twt #beansblr #cvtaddict #stryoblr #styr0blr #actually bpd #made of styro #tw sh related #hitting styro #tw abuse #tw sui implied

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gyustellations · 2 months

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i put a blade in my phone case idk if i should go cut it kinda want to but i feel like ill be in the bathroom for too long

#self h@rm #self mutalition #tw self destruction #988blr #baby cvts #su1c1d3 #tw sh related #tw sh destructive behaviour #i love styro #stryoblr #i want to cvt #cvtaddict

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iwant2cvt · 29 days

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I NEED NEW BLADES. I RLLY MISS MY OLD ONES BUT MY OARENTS TOOK THEM. does anyone know how i can get more blades?!

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silly-self-destruction · 5 months

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Born to be a thigh cutter

FORSED to be a hip cutter...

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call-me-radio · 3 days

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Old photo of my sh :3

#depressing shit #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #selfharrrm #shtmblr #tw s3lf harm #stryoblr #hitting styro #$elf h4rm #slef harm #SoundCloud

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darkangel888 · 8 months

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I hate it. I hate life. Why am I alive? Why do I have to fucking suffer? Why can’t it all just fucking stop? Why do we never get a fucking break? Why is it just breakdown after fucking breakdown? Why is it so hard? How do people do this? Why isn’t it this hard for others? I just want to catch a god damn fucking break

#bpd problems #bpd vent #bpdbler #tw selfhate #mentally unwell #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #self destructor #988blr #988twt #stryoblr #beansblr #actually borderline #sh #bpd feels #bpdblr #bpd #bpd shit #bpd stuff

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