nah I had the wildest dream last night, last night I had this realistic dream where my mom found my $h on my wrist and found my bl@des I use and sent me to the psych ward, scariest dream ever, woke up immediately ☠
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When someone says "you're not that su1c1d4l, if you were, you'd already be gone"
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wanting to cut my arms in a daily basis is so fucking overwhelming. i want to cut every part of my body, show everyone all my scars.
but i feel scared. i dont even know what im scared of, but i am.
i wanna see blood dripping from my arms, wrists, legs. i want to hurt myself so bad. because this life just so bad already.
it feels like hell to be alive
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I wanna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground
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i want to rip my skin open and bleed out. i crave the hot feeling of the cut, the adrenaline of knowing i got myself really good. the ecstacy, the freedom. i need to go deeper.
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one thing that makes me sad is not the fact I $h, its the fact I'm $h'ing in the same room I used to play with my toys in, little me is probably confused right now
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what I'd give to feel my blood run down my arms
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The urge to get worse so they finally take you seriously and REALIZE that you truly aren't okay
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